“Oh,Donal!”shesaidatlength,almostinawhisper,“thisislikeadreamIoncehad,ofgoingdownanddownalongroundaboutroad,insidetheearth,downanddown,totheheartofaplacefullofthedead——thegroundblackwithdeath,andbetweenhorriblewalls。”
Donallookedather;hisfacewasinthelightreflectedfromtheoppositegrayprecipice:shethoughtitlookedwhiteandstrange,andgrewmorefrightened,butdarednotspeak。PresentlyDonalagainbegantosing,andthisissomethinglikewhathesang:——
“Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?”
“Ibideinilkabreath,“
Quo’Death。
“Noi’thepyramids,An’nothewormsamids,’Nethcoffin-lids;
Ibidenawhaurlifehasbeen,An’whaur’snaemairtobedune。”
“Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?”
“Wi’theleevin’,todee’at’slaith,“
Quo’Death。
“Wi’themanan’thewife’Atlo’elikelife,Butstrife;without
Wi’thebairns’athingtotheirmither,An’a’’atlo’eaneanither。”
“Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?”
“Abunean’abootan’aneath,“
Quo’Death。
“Buto’a’theairts,An’o’a’thepairts,Inherts,Whanthetanetothetithersaysna,An’thenorthwin’beginstoblaw。”
“Whataterriblesong,Donal!”saidGinevra。
Hemadenoreply,butwenton,leadingherdownintothepit:hehadbeenafraidshewasgoingtodrawback,andsangthefirstwordsherwordssuggested,knowingshewouldnotinterrupthim。Theaspectoftheplacegrewfrightfultoher。
“Areyousuretherearenoholes——fullofwater,downthere?”shefaltered。
“Ay,there’saneortwa,“repliedDonal,“butwe’llhaudooto’
them。”
Ginevrashuddered,butwasdeterminedtoshownofear:Donalshouldnotreproachherwithlackoffaith!,Theysteppedatlastonthelevelbelow,coveredwithgranitechipsandstonesandgreatblocks。
Inthemiddleroseaconfusedheapofallsorts。Tothis,androundtotheothersideofit,Donalledher。Thereshonethemoononthecornerofapool,therestofwhichcreptawayinblacknessunderanoverhangingmass。Shecaughthisarmwithbothhands。Hetoldhertolookup。Steepgraniterockwasabovethemallround,ononesidedark,ontheothermottledwiththemoonandthethousandshadowsofitsownroughness;overthegulfhungvaultedtheblue,cloud-blottedsky,whencethemoonseemedtolookstraightdownuponher,askingwhattheywereabout,awayfromtheirkind,insuchaplaceofterror。
SuddenlyDonalcaughtherhand。Shelookedinhisface。Itwasnotthemoonthatcouldmakeitsowhite。
“Ginevra!”hesaid,withtremblingvoice。
“Yes,Donal,“sheanswered。
“Ye’renoangryatmeforca’inyebyyername?,Ineverdiditafore。”
“IalwayscallyouDonal,“sheanswered。
“That’snait’ral。Ye’reagran’leddy,an’I’mnaethingabuneaherd-laddie。”
“You’reagreatpoet,Donal,andthat’smuchmorethanbeingaladyoragentleman。”
“Ay,maybe,“answeredDonallistlessly,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingfaraway;“butitwinnamakupforthetither;they’renoupo’thesamesideo’thewatter,like。Apuirladlikemedaurnaliftaneetillagran’leddylikeyou,mem。A’thewarl’wadbutscornhim,an’lauchattheverranotion。Mytime’snearoweratthecollege,an’Iseenaethingfor’tbutganghamean’feehiremyself。I’llbebetterworkin’wi’myhan’snorwi’myheidwhanI
haenaehouplefto’everseein’yerfaceagain。Iwinnalowseadayabootit。GienIlowsetimeImaylowsemyrizon。Haepatiencewi’meaemeenute,mem;I’mjistdriventotellyethetrowth。It’smonyalangsin’Ihaekentmysel’wantin’you。Ye’retheboady,an’I’mtheshaidow。Idinnameannaehyperbolics——that’sthew’ythethingluikstomei’myainthouchts。Eh,mem,butye’rebonnie!,Yedinnakenyersel’hoobonnieyeare,norwhatasubversionyoumaki’myhertan’myheid。Icudjistcutmyheidaff,an’lay’tanethyerfeettohaudthemaffo’thecauldflure。”
Stillshelookedhimintheeyes,likeonebewildered,unabletowithdrawhereyesfromhis。Herfacetoohadgrownwhite。
“Tellmetohaudmytongue,mem,an’I’llhaudit,“hesaid。
Herlipsmoved,butnosoundcame。
“Ikenweel,“hewenton,“yecanneverluikupo’measonythingmairnorakin’o’ahumanbird,’atyewadhinginacage,an’gieseedsan’bitso’sugartill,an’hearkentillwhanhesang。I’llnevertroubleyenaemair,an’whetheryegrantmemyprayerorno,ye’llneverseemeagain。Theonlydiffer’illbe’atI’llaitherhingmyheidorhauditupfortheresto’mydays。Iwadfainken’atIwasnadespised,an’’atmaybegienthingshadbeendifferent,——butna,Idinnameanthat;Imeannaething’atwadfrichtyefraewhatIwadhae。Itsudnameanahairmairnorliesinitsel’。”
“Whatisit,Donal?”saidGinevra,halfinaudibly,andwitheffort:
shecouldscarcelyspeakforaflutteringinherthroat。
“Icudbeseechyeupo’myk-nees,“hewenton,asifshehadnotspoken,“tolatmekissyerbonniefut;butthatyemichtgrantforbarepeety,an’thatwaddeemelittleguid;saeforancean’fora’,tillmaybeefterwe’rea’ayontthemucklesea,Ibeseechatthefauvouro’yersweetsowl,tolayupo’me,asupo’thelipso’thesowl’atsangyethesangsyelikitsaeweeltohearwhanyewasbutaleddy-lassie——aesolitarykiss。Itshallbeholytomeasthelicht;an’IsweirbytheTrowthI’llthinko’’tbutasyethink,an’mannorwumannorbairn,noevenGibbiehimsel’,sallken——“
ThelastwordbrokethespelluponGinevra。
“But,Donal,“shesaid,asquietlyaswhenyearsagotheytalkedbytheLorrieside,“woulditberight?——asecretwithyouIcouldnottelltoanyone?——notevenifafterwards——“
Donal’sfacegrewsoghastlywithutterdespairthatabsoluteterrorseizedher;sheturnedfromhimandfled,calling“Gibbie!,Gibbie!”
Hewasnotmanyyardsoff,approachingthemoundasshecamefrombehindit。Herantomeether。Shedartedtohimlikeadovepursuedbyahawk,threwherselfintohisarms,laidherheadonhisshoulder,andwept。Gibbieheldherfast,andwithallthewaysinhispoorpowersoughttocomforther。Sheraisedherfaceatlength。Itwasallwetwithtearswhichglistenedinthemoonlight。
HurriedlyGibbieaskedonhisfingers:
“WasDonalnotgoodtoyou?”
“He’sbeautiful,“shesobbed;“butIcouldn’t,youknow,Gibbie,I
couldn’t。Idon’tcareastrawaboutpositionandallthat——whowouldwithapoet?——butIcouldn’t,youknow,Gibbie。Icouldn’tlethimthinkImighthavemarriedhim——inanycase:couldInow,Gibbie?”
Shelaidherheadagainonhisshoulderandsobbed。Gibbiedidnotwellunderstandher。Donal,wherehehadthrownhimselfonaheapofgranitechips,heardandunderstood,feltandknewandresolvedallinone。Themoonshone,andthecloudswentflittinglikeice-floeaboutthesky,nowgrayindistance,nownearthemoonandwhite,nowinherverypresenceandadornedwithherfavourontheirbosoms,nowdriftingagainintothegray;andstillthetwo,GinevraandGibbie,stoodmotionless——Gibbiewiththetearsinhiseyes,andGinevraweepingasifherheartwouldbreak;andbehindthegraniteblockslayDonal。
AgainGinevraraisedherhead。
“Gibbie,youmustgoandlookafterpoorDonal,“shesaid。
Gibbiewent,butDonalwasnowheretobeseen。Toescapethetwohelovedsowell,andbealoneashefelt,hehadcreptawaysoftlyintooneofthemanyrecessesoftheplace。AgainandagainGibbiemadethenoisewithwhichhewasaccustomedtocallhim,buthegavebacknoanswer,andtheyunderstoodthatwhereverhewashewantedtobelefttohimself。Theyclimbedagainthewindingwayoutofthegulf,andlefthimtheheartofitsdesolation。
“Takemehome,Gibbie,“saidGinevra,whentheyreachedthehighroad。
Astheywent,notawordmorepassedbetweenthem。GinevrawasasdumbasGibbie,andGibbiewassadderthanhehadeverbeeninhislife——notonlyforDonal’ssake,butbecause,inhisinexperiencedheart,hefearedthatGinevrawouldnotlistentoDonalbecauseshecouldnot——becauseshehadalreadypromisedherselftoFergusDuff;
andwithallhislovetohiskind,hecouldnotthinkitwellthatFergusshouldbemadehappyatsuchaprice。Heleftheratherowndoor,andwenthome,hopingtofindDonaltherebeforehim。
Hewasnotthere。Hourafterhourpassed,andhedidnotappear。
Ateleveno’clock,Gibbiesetouttolookforhim,butwithlittlehopeoffindinghim。Hewentallthewaybacktothequarry,thinkingitpossiblehemightbewaitingthere,expectinghimtoreturnwithoutGinevra。Themoonwasnowlow,andherlightreachedbutalittlewayintoit,sothatthelookoftheplacewasquitealtered,andthebottomofitalmostdark。ButGibbiehadnofear。
Hewentdowntothespot,almostfeelinghisway,wheretheyhadstood,gotupontheheap,andcalledandwhistledmanytimes。Butnoanswercame。Donalwasaway,hedidnothimselfknowwhere,wanderingwhereverthefeetinhisspiritledhim。Gibbiewenthomeagain,andsatupallnight,keepingthekettleboiling,readytomaketeaforhimthemomentheshouldcomein。ButeveninthemorningDonaldidnotappear。Gibbiewasanxious——forDonalwasunhappy。
Hemighthearofhimatthecollege,hethought,andwentattheusualhour。Sureenough,asheenteredthequadrangle,therewasDonalgoinginatthedoorleadingtothemoralphilosophyclass-room。Forhours,neglectinghisownclass,hewatchedaboutthecourt,butDonalnevershowedhimself。Gibbieconcludedhehadwatchedtoavoidhim,andhadgonehomebyCrown-street,andhimselfreturnedtheusualandshorterway,surealmostofnowfindinghiminhisroom——althoughprobablywiththedoorlocked。Theroomwasempty,andMistressMurkisonhadnotseenhim。
Donal’sfinalexamination,uponwhichalonehisdegreenowdepended,cameonthenextday:Gibbiewatchedatacertaincorner,andunseensawhimpass——withafacepalebutstrong,eyesthatseemednottohaveslept,andlipsthatlookedtheinexorablewardersofmanysighs。Afterthathedidnotseehimoncetillthelastdayofthesessionarrived。Theninthepublicroomhesawhimgouptoreceivehisdegree。Neverbeforehadheseenhimlookgrand;andGibbieknewthattherewasnotanyevilintheworld,exceptwrong。
Butithadbeenthedreariestweekhehadeverpassed。Astheycamefromthepublicroom,helayinwaitforhimoncemore,butagaininvain:hemusthavegonethroughthesacristan’sgardenbehind。
Whenhereachedhislodging,hefoundanotefromDonalwaitinghim,inwhichhebadehimgood-bye,saidhewasgonetohismother,andaskedhimtopackuphisthingsforhim:hewouldwritetoMistressMurkisonandtellherwhattodowiththechest。
CHAPTERLIII。
ANIGHT-WATCH。
Asenseofloneliness,suchasinallhisforsakentimeshehadneverfelt,overshadowedGibbiewhenhereadthisletter。HewasaltogetherperplexedbyDonal’spersistentavoidanceofhim。Hehaddonenothingtohurthim,andknewhimselfhisfriendinhissorrowaswellasinhisjoy。Hesatdownintheroomthathadbeenhis,andwrotetohim。Asoftenasheraisedhiseyes——forhehadnotshutthedoor——hesawthedustysunshineontheoldfurniture。Itwasabrightday,oneofthepoursuivantsoftheyetdistantsummer,buthowdrearyeverythinglooked!howmiserableandheartlessnowDonalwasgone,andwouldneverregardthosethingsanymore!,Whenhehadendedhisletter,almostforthefirsttimeinhislife,hesatthinkingwhatheshoulddonext。Itwasasifheweresuddenlybecalmedonthehighseas;onewindhadceasedtoblow,andanotherhadnotbegun。IttroubledhimalittlethathemustnowreturntoMr。Sclater,andoncemorefeelthepressureofanaturenothomogeneouswithhisown。Butitwouldnotbeforlong。
Mr。Sclaterhadthoughtofmakingamovementtowardsgaininganextensionofhistutelagebeyondtheordinarylegalperiod,onthegroundofunfitnessinhiswardforthemanagementofhisproperty;
butGibbie’scharacterandscholarship,andtheopinionoftheworldwhichwouldfollowfailure,haddeterredhimfromtheattempt。InthemonthofMay,therefore,when,accordingtotheregistryofhisbirthintheparishbook,hewouldbeofage,hewouldalsobe,asheexpected,hisownmaster,sofarasothermortalswereconcerned。
Astowhathewouldthendo,hehadthoughtmuch,andhadplans,butnooneknewanythingofthemexceptDonal——whohadforsakenhim。
HewasinnohastetoreturntoDaur-street。HepackedDonal’sthings,withallthebookstheyhadboughttogether,andcommittedthechesttoMistressMurkison。Hethentoldherhewouldrathernotgiveuphisroomjustyet,butwouldliketokeepitonforawhile,andcomeandgoashepleased;towhichtheoldwomanreplied,“Asyewull,SirGibbie。Comean’gangasfreeasthewin’。Mako’
myhooseasgienitwaryerain。”
Hetoldherhewouldsleeptherethatnight,andshegothimhisdinnerasusual;afterwhich,puttingaGreekbookinhispocket,hewentout,thinkingtogototheendofthepierandsitthereawhile。HewouldgladlyhavegonetoGinevra,butshehadpreventedhimwhenshewasatschool,andhadneveraskedhimsincesheleftit。ButGibbiewasnotennuy?thepleasureofhislifecamefromtheveryrootsofhisbeing,andwouldthereforerunintoanychannelofhisconsciousness;neitherwashegreatlytroubled;
nothingcould“putrancoursinthevesselof“his“peace;“hewasonlyveryhungryaftertherealpresenceofthehuman;andscarcelyhadhesethisfootonthepavement,whenheresolvedtogoandseeMistressCroale。Thesun,stillbright,wassinkingtowardsthewest,andacoldwindwasblowing。Hewalkedtothemarket,uptothegalleryofit,andontothefartherend,greetingoneandanotherofthekeepersofthelittleshops,untilhereachedthatofMistressCroale。Shewasoverjoyedatsightofhim,andproudtheneighbourssawthetermstheywereon。Sheunderstoodhissignsandfinger-speechtolerably,andheldherpartoftheconversationinaudibleutterance。ShetoldhimthatfortheweekpastDonalhadoccupiedhergarret——shedidnotknowwhy,shesaid,andhopednothinghadgonewrongbetweenthem。Gibbiesignedthathecouldnottellheraboutitthere,butwouldgoandtaketeawithherintheevening。
“I’msorryIcannabehamesaeear’,“shereplied。“Ipromisedtotakmydisho’taywi’auldMistressGreen——thekail-wife,yeken,SirGibbie。”——Gibbienoddedandsheresumed:——“Butgienyewadtakalugo’aFin’onhaddiewi’meatnineo’clock,Iwadbeprood。”
Gibbienoddedagain,andlefther。
Allthistimehehadnothappenedtodiscoverthattheladywhostoodatthenextcounter,notmorethanacoupleofyardsfromhim,wasMissKimble——whichwasthelesssurprisinginthattheladytooksometroubletohidethefact。Sheextendedherpurchasingwhenshesawwhowasshakinghandswiththenextstall-keeper,butkeptherfaceturnedfromhim,heardallMrs。Croalesaidtohim,andwentawayaskingherselfwhatpossiblerelationsexceptobjectionableonescouldexistbetweensuchapair。SheknewlittleornothingofGibbie’searlyhistory,forshehadnotbeenadwellerinthecitywhenGibbiewasknownaswellasthetown-crosstoalmosteveryman,woman,andchildinit,elseperhapsshemight,butIdoubtit,havemodifiedherconclusion。Herinstinctwasintheright,shesaid,withself-gratulation;hewasaladoflowcharacterandtastes,justwhatshehadtakenhimforthefirstmomentshesawhim:hisfriendscouldnotknowwhathewas;shewasboundtoacquaintthemwithhisconduct;andfirstofall,indutytoheroldpupil,shemustletMr。GalbraithknowwhatsortoffriendshipsthisSirGilbert,hisnephew,cultivated。Shewentthereforestraighttothecottage。
Ferguswastherewhensherangthebell。Mr。Galbraithlookedout,andseeingwhoitwas,retreated——themorehurriedlythatheowedhermoney,andimaginedshehadcometodunhim。Butwhenshefoundtoherdisappointmentthatshecouldnotseehim,MissKimbledidnotthereforeattempttorestrainalittlelongerthepent-upwatersofhersecret。Mr。Duffwasaminister,andtheintimatefriendofthefamily:shewouldsaywhatshehadseenandheard。Havingthenfirstabjuredallloveofgossip,shetoldhertale,appealingtotheministerwhethershehadnotbeenrightindesiringtoletSirGilbert’suncleknowhowhewasgoingon。
“IwasnotawarethatSirGilbertwasacousinofyours,MissGalbraith,“saidFergus。
Ginevra’sfacewasrosyred,butitwasnowdusk,andthefire-lighthadfriendlyretainer-shadowsaboutit。
“Heisnotmycousin,“sheanswered。
“Why,Ginevra!youtoldmehewasyourcousin,“saidMissKimble,withkeenmoralreproach。
“Ibegyourpardon;Ineverdid,“saidGinevra。
“Imustseeyourfatherinstantly,“criedMissKimble,risinginanger。“Hemustbeinformedatoncehowmuchheismistakenintheyounggentlemanhepermitstobeonsuchfriendlytermswithhisdaughter。”
“Myfatherdoesnotknowhim,“rejoinedGinevra;“andIshouldprefertheywerenotbroughttogetherjustatpresent。”
Herwordssoundedstrangeeveninherownears,butsheknewnowaybutthestraightone。
“Youquiteshockme,Ginevra!”saidtheschool-mistress,resumingherseat:“youcannotmeantosayyoucherishacquaintancewithayoungmanofwhomyourfatherknowsnothing,andwhomyoudarenotintroducetohim?”
Toexplainwouldhavebeentoexposeherfathertoblame。
“IhaveknownSirGilbertfrommychildhood,“shesaid。
“Isitpossibleyourduplicityreachessofar?”criedMissKimble,assuredinherownmindthatGinevrahadsaidhewashercousin。
Fergusthoughtitwastimetointerfere。
“IknowsomethingofthecircumstancesthatledtotheacquaintanceofMissGalbraithwithSirGilbert,“hesaid,“andIamsureitwouldonlyannoyherfathertohaveanyallusionmadetoitbyone——excuseme,MissKimble——whoiscomparativelyastranger。Ibegyouwillleavethemattertome。”
FergusregardedGibbieasahalfwittedfellow,andhadnofearofhim。HeknewnothingofthecommencementofhisacquaintancewithGinevra,butimaginedithadcomeaboutthroughDonal;for,studiouslyasMr。GalbraithhadavoidedmentionofhisquarrelwithGinevrabecauseofthelads,somethingofithadcreptout,andreachedtheMains;andinnowventuringallusiontothatoldstory,Ferguswasfeelingafteranervewhosevibration,hethought,mightaffordhimsomeinfluenceoverGinevra。
Hespokeauthoritatively,andMissKimble,thoughconvinceditwasamerepretenceofhergracelesspupilthatherfatherwouldnotseeher,hadtoyield,androse。Mr。Duffrosealso,sayinghewouldwalkwithher。Hereturnedtothecottage,dinedwiththem,andleftabouteighto’clock。
AlreadywellenoughacquaintedinthecitytolearnwithoutdifficultywhereMistressCroalelived,andhavingnothingveryparticulartodo,hestrolledinthedirectionofherlodging,andsawGibbiegointothehouse。Havingseenhimin,hewasnextseizedwiththedesiretoseehimoutagain;havinglaininwaitforhimasabeneficentbrownie,hemustnowwatchhimasaprofligatebaronetforsooth!,Tohauntthelowstreetuntilheshouldissuewasadrearyprospect——intheeastwindofaMarchnight,whichsomegiantupaboveseemedsowingwithgreathandfulsofrain-seed;buthavingmadeuphismind,hestoodhisground。Fortwohourshewalked,vaguelycherishinganideathathewasfulfillingadutyofhiscalling,asamoralpoliceman。
WhenatlengthGibbieappeared,hehadsomedifficultyinkeepinghiminsight,fortheskywasdark,themoonwasnotyetup,andGibbiewalkedlikeaswiftshadowbeforehim。Suddenly,asifsomeoldassociationhadwakedtheoldhabit,hestartedoffataquicktrot。Fergusdidhisbesttofollow。Asheran,Gibbiecaughtsightofawomanseatedonadoorstep,almostunderalamp,afewpacesupanarrowpassage,stopped,steppedwithinthepassage,andstoodinashadowwatchingher。Shehadturnedthepocketofherdressinsideout,andseemedunabletosatisfyherselfthattherewasnothingtherebutthehole,whichsheexaminedagainandagain,asifforthelastnewsofherlastcoin。Toothoroughlysatisfiedatlength,sheputbackthepocket,andlaidherheadonherhands。
Gibbiehadnotafarthing。Oh,howcolditwas!andtheresathisownfleshandbloodshiveringinit!,Hewentuptoher。ThesamemomentFerguspassedtheendofthecourt。Gibbietookherbythehand。Shestartedinterror,buthissmilereassuredher。Hedrewher,andsherose。Helaidherhandonhisarm,andshewentwithhim。Hehadnotyetbeguntothinkaboutprudence,andperhaps,ifsomeofusthoughtmoreaboutright,weshouldhavelessoccasiontocultivatetheinferiorvirtue。PerhapsalsoweshouldhavemorebeliefthatthereisOnetocarethatthingsdonotgowrong。
Fergushadgivenupthechase,andhavingmetapoliceman,wastalkingtohim,whenGibbiecameupwiththewomanonhisarm,andpassedthem。Fergusagainfollowed,sureofhimnow。Hadnotfearofbeingrecognizedpreventedhimfrompassingthemandlooking,hewouldhaveseenonlyapooroldthing,somewhereaboutsixty;butifshehadbeenbeautifulasthemorning,ofcourseGibbiewouldhavetakenherallthesame。HewastheGibbiethatusedtoseethedrunkpeoplehome。Gibbieslikehimdonotchange;theygrow。
Afterfollowingthemthroughseveralstreets,Fergussawthemstopatadoor。Gibbieopeneditwithakeywhichhisspyimaginedthewomangavehim。Theyentered,andshutitalmostinFergus’sface,ashehurriedupdeterminedtospeak。Gibbieledthepoorshiveringcreatureupthestair,acrossthechaosoffurniture,andintohisroom,intheothercornernexttoDonal’s。Tohisjoyhefoundthefirewasnotout。Hesetherintheeasiestchairhehad,putthekettleon,blewthefiretoablaze,madecoffee,cutbreadandbutter,gotoutapotofmarmalade,andateanddrankwithhisguest。Sheseemedquitebewilderedandaltogetherunsure。I
believeshetookhimatlast,findingheneverspoke,forhalf-crazy,asnotafewhaddone,andasmanywouldyetdo。Shesmeltofdrink,butwassober,andreadyenoughtoeat。Whenshehadtakenasmuchasshewould,Gibbieturneddownthebed-clothes,madeasigntohershewastosleepthere,tookthekeyfromtheoutsideofthedoor,andputitinthelockontheinside,noddedagood-night,andlefther,closingthedoorsoftly,whichheheardherlockbehindhim,andgoingtoDonal’sroom,whereheslept。
Inthemorningheknockedatherdoor,buttherewasnoanswer,andopeningit,hefoundshewasgone。
WhenhetoldMistressMurkisonwhathehaddone,hewasconsiderablyastonishedatthewrathandindignationwhichinstantlydevelopedthemselvesinthegoodcreature’satmosphere。Thatherrespectablehouseshouldbemadeahiding-placefromthewindandacovertfromthetempest,wasinfuriating。Withoutamoment’sdelay,shebeganasweepingandscrubbing,andgeneralcleansingoftheroom,asifallthedevilshadspentthenightinit。AndthenforthefirsttimeGibbiereflected,that,whenheranaboutthestreets,hehadneverbeentakenhome——exceptonce,tobeputundertherodandstaffoftheoldwoman。IfJanethadbeenliketherestofthem,hewouldhavedieduponGlashgar,orbenowwanderingaboutthecountry,doingoddjobsforhalf-pence!,Hemustnotdolikeotherpeople——wouldnot,couldnot,darednotbelikethem!,Hehadhadsuchathoroughschoolinginhumanityasnobodyelsehadhad!,Hehadbeentoschoolinthestreets,indarkplacesofrevelryandcrime,andintheveryhouseoflight!
WhenMistressMurkisontoldhimthatifeverhedidthelikeagain,shewouldgivehimnoticetoquit,helookedinherface:shestaredamomentinreturn,thenthrewherarmsroundhisneck,andkissedhim。
“Ye’rethebonniestcraturo’amuckleidiot’atevermansaw!”shecried;“an’gienyedinnatakthebettercare,ye’llbesoopitafftohaivenaforeyekenwhauryeareorwhatye’reaboot。”
Herfeelings,ifnothersentiments,experiencedarelapsewhenshediscoveredthatoneofherfewsilvertea-spoonswasgone——which,beyondadoubt,thewomanhadtaken:sheabusedher,andagainscoldedGibbie,withmuchvigour。ButGibbiesaidtohimself,“Thewomanisnotbad,forthereweretwomoresilverspoonsonthetable。”,Eveninthematterofstealingwemustthinkofourownbeambeforeourneighbour’smote。Itisnoteasytobehonest。
Thereismanyathiefwhoislessofathiefthanmanyarespectablememberofsociety。Thethiefmustbepunished,andassuredlytheothershallnotcomeoutuntilhehaspaidtheuttermostfarthing。Gibbie,whowouldhavediedratherthancastashadowofinjustice,wasnotshockedatthewoman’sdepravitylikeMistressMurkison。Iamafraidhesmiled。Hetooknonoticeeitherofherscoldingsorherlamentations;butthefirstweekafterhecameofage,hecarriedherapresentofadozenspoons。
FerguscouldnottellGinevrawhathehadseen;andifhetoldherfather,shewouldlearnthathehadbeenplayingthespy。TogotoMr。Sclaterwouldhavecompromisedhimsimilarly。Andwhatgreatoccasionwasthere?,Hewasnotthefellow’skeeper!
ThatsamedayGibbiewentbacktohisguardians。AthisrequestMrs。SclateraskedGinevratospendthefollowingeveningwiththem:
hewantedtotellheraboutDonal。Sheacceptedtheinvitation。
ButinavillagenearthefootofGlashgar,Donalhadthatmorningdonewhatwasdestinedtopreventherfromkeepingherengagement:
hehadpostedalettertoher。Inanintervalofcomparativequiet,hehadrecalledtheverseshesangtoherastheywalkedthatevening,andnowsentthem——completedinaverydifferenttone。Notawordaccompaniedthem。
Mythoughtsarelikefire-fliespulsinginmoonlight;
Myheartlikeasilvercupfullofredwine;
Mysoulapalegleaminghorizon,whencesoonlightWillfloodthegoldearthwithatorrentdivine。
Mythouchtsarelikewormsinastarlessgloamin’;
Myhertlikeaspongethat’sfillitwi’gall;
Mysowllikeabodilessghaistsentaroamin’,Tobidei’themirktillthegreattrumpetcall。
Butpeacebeupo’ye,asdeepasye’relo’esome!
Braknaanhooro’yerfair-dreamysleep,Tothinko’theladwi’aweichtinhisbosom,’Atancesentacrytillyeooto’thedeep。
Somesharprockyheicht,tocatchafarmornin’
Ayonta’thenichtso’thiswarld,he’llclim’;
Fornaneshallsay,Luik!hesankdoonatherscornin’,Wharasebythehan’shehieldfrankoottohim。
Theletterwashanded,withoneortwomore,toMr。Galbraith,atthebreakfasttable。Hedidnotreceivemanylettersnow,andcouldaffordtimetoonethatwasforhisdaughter。Helaiditwiththerestbyhisside,andafterbreakfasttookittohisroomandreadit。HecouldnomoreunderstanditthanFerguscouldtheEpistletotheRomans,andthereforethelittlehedidunderstandofitwastoomuch。Buthehadbeguntobeafraidofhisdaughter:herstilldignityhadbeguntotelluponhiminhishumiliation。Helaidtheletteraside,saidnothing,andwaited,inwardlyangryandcontemptuous。Afterawhilehebegantoflatterhimselfwiththehopethatperhapsitwasbutasortofimpertinentvalentine,thewriterofwhichwasunknowntoGinevra。Fromthemomentofitsarrival,however,hekeptastricterwatchuponher,andthatnightpreventedherfromgoingtoMrs。Sclater’s。Gibbie,awarethatFerguscontinuedhisvisits,doubtedlessandlessthatshehadgivenherselfto“TheBledder,“asDonalcalledthepopularpreacher。
CHAPTERLIV。
OFAGE。
TherewerenorejoicingsuponGibbie’sattainmentofhistwenty-firstyear。Hisguardian,believinghealonehadacquaintedhimselfwiththedate,anddesiringinhiswisdomtoavoidgivinghimafeelingofimportance,madenoallusiontothefact,aswouldhavebeenmostnatural,whentheymetatbreakfastonthemorningoftheday。But,urgedtheretobyDonal,Gibbiehadlearnedthedateforhimself,andfindingnothingwassaid,fingeredtoMrs。Sclater,“Thisismybirthday。”
“Iwishyoumanyhappyreturns,“sheanswered,withkindempressement。“Howoldareyouto-day?”
“Twenty-one,“heanswered——byholdingupallhisfingerstwiceandthenaforefinger。
Shelookedstruck,andglancedatherhusband,whothereupon,inhisturn,gaveutterancetotheusualformulaofgoodwill,andsaidnomore。Seeinghewasabouttoleavethetable,Gibbie,claiminghisattention,spelledonhisfingers,veryslowly,forMr。Sclaterwasslowatfollowingthismodeofcommunication:
“Ifyouplease,sir,Iwanttobeputinpossessionofmypropertyassoonaspossible。”
“Allingoodtime,SirGilbert,“answeredtheminister,withasuperiorsmile,forheclungwithhardreluctancetothelastvestigeofhispower。
“Butwhatisgoodtime?”spelledGibbiewithasmile,which,nonethelessthatitwasofgenuinefriendliness,indicatedtheremightbedifferenceofopiniononthepoint。
“Oh!weshallsee,“returnedtheministercoolly。“Thesearenotthingstobedoneinahurry,“headded,asifhehadbeenguardiantotwentywardsinchancerybefore,“We’llseeinafewdayswhatMr。Torrieproposes。”
“ButIwantmymoneyatonce,“insistedGibbie。“Ihavebeenwaitingforit,andnowitistime,andwhyshouldIwaitstill?”
“Tolearnpatience,iffornootherreason,SirGilbert,“answeredtheminister,withahardlaugh,meanttobejocular。“Butindeedsuchaffairscannotbemanagedinamoment。Youwillhaveplentyoftimetomakeagooduseofyourmoney,ifyoushouldhavetowaitanotheryearortwo。”
Sosayinghepushedbackhisplateandcup,atrickhehad,androsefromthetable。
“WhenwillyouseeMr。Torrie?”askedGibbie,risingtoo,andworkinghistelegraphwithgreaterrapiditythanbefore。
“Byandby,“answeredMr。Sclater,andwalkedtowardsthedoor。ButGibbiegotbetweenhimandit。
“WillyougowithmetoMr。Torrieto-day?”heasked。
Theministershookhishead。Gibbiewithdrew,seemingalittledisappointed。Mr。Sclaterlefttheroom。
“Youdon’tunderstandbusiness,Gilbert,“saidMrs。Sclater。
Gibbiesmiled,gothiswriting-case,andsittingdownatthetable,wroteasfollows:——
“DearMr。Sclater,——Asyouhaveneverfailedinyourpart,howcanyouwishmetofailinmine?,Iamnowtheoneaccountableforthismoney,whichsurelyhasbeenidlelongenough,andifIleaveitstillunused,Ishallbedoingwrong,andtherearethingsIhavetodowithitwhichoughttobesetaboutimmediately。Iamsorrytoseemimportunate,butifbytwelveo’clockyouhavenotgonewithmetoMr。Torrie,IwillgotoMessrs。Hope&Waver,whowilltellmewhatIoughttodonext,inordertobeputinpossession。Itmakesmeunhappytowritelikethis,butIamnotachildanylonger,andhavingaman’sworktodo,Icannotconsenttobetreatedasachild。IwilldoasIsay。Iam,dearMr。Sclater,youraffectionateward,GilbertGalbraith。”
Hetookthelettertothestudy,andhavinggivenittoMr。Sclater,withdrew。Theministermighthaveknownbythistimewithwhatsortofayouthhehadtodeal!,Hecamedowninstantly,putthebestfaceonithecould,saidthatifSirGilbertwassoeagertotakeuptheburden,hewasreadyenoughtocastitoff,andtheywouldgoatoncetoMr。Torrie。
Withthelawyer,Gibbieinsistedonunderstandingeverything,andthatallshouldbelegallyarrangedasspeedilyaspossible。Mr。
Torriesawthat,ifhedidnotmakethingsplain,orgavetheleastcausefordoubt,theyouthwouldmostlikelyapplyelsewhereforadvice,andthereforetooktroubletosetthevariouspoints,bothastothepropertyandtheproceedingsnecessary,beforehimintheclearestmanner。
“Thankyou,“saidGibbie,throughMr。Sclater。“PleaserememberIammoreaccountableforthismoneythanyou,andamcompelledtounderstand。”——Janet’srepeatedexhortationsonthenecessityofsendingfortheserpenttotakecareofthedove,hadnotbeenlostuponhim。
Thelawyerbeingthenquitereadytomakehimanadvanceofmoney,theywentwithhimtothebank,wherehewrotehisname,andreceivedachequebook。Astheyleftthebank,heaskedtheministerwhetherhewouldallowhimtokeephisplaceinhishousetillthenextsession,andwasalmoststartledatfindinghowhismannertohimwaschanged。HeassuredSirGilbert,withadeferenceandrespectbothpainfulandamusing,thathehopedhewouldalwaysregardhishouseasonehome,howevermanybesideshemightnowchoosetohave。
SonowatlastGibbiewasfreetosetaboutrealizingalong-cherishedscheme。
TherepairsupontheAuldHooseo’Galbraithwerenownearlyfinished。Inconsequenceofthem,someofthetenantshadhadtoleave,andGibbienowgavethemallnoticetoquitattheirearliestconvenience,takingcare,however,toseethemprovidedwithfreshquarters,towardswhichhecouldhimselfdonotalittle,forseveralofthehousesintheneighbourhoodhadbeenboughtforhimatthesametimewiththeoldmansion。Assoonasitwasempty,hesetmorementowork,andasitsinternalarrangementshadneverbeenaltered,speedily,outofsqualidneglect,causednotalittleofoldstatelinesstoreappear。Henextproceededtofurnishathisleisurecertainoftherooms,chieflyfromtheaccumulationsofhisfriendMistressMurkison。Bythetimehehadfinished,hisusualdayforgoinghomehadarrived:whileJanetlived,thecottageonGlashgarwashome。Justashewasleaving,theministertoldhimthatGlashruachwashis。Mrs。Sclaterwaspresent,andreadinhiseyeswhatinducedherinstantlytomaketheremark:“Howcouldthatmandeprivehisdaughterofthepropertyhehadtotakehermother’snametoget!”
“Hehadmisfortunes,“indicatedGibbie,“andcouldnothelpit,I
suppose。”
“Yesindeed!”shereturned,“——misfortunessogreatthattheyamountedtolittlelessthanswindling。Iwonderhowmanyhehasbroughttogriefbesideshimself!,IfhehadGlashruachoncemorehewouldbeginitalloveragain。”
“ThenI’llgiveittoGinevra,“saidGibbie。
“Andletherfathercoaxheroutofit,anddoanotherworldofmischiefwithit!”sherejoined。
Gibbiewassilent。Mrs。Sclaterwasright!,Togiveisnotalwaystobless。Hemustthinkofsomeway。Withplentytooccupyhispowersofdevisinghesetout。
HewouldgladlyhaveseenGinevrabeforeheleft,buthadnochance。
HehadgonetotheNorthchurcheverySundayforalongtimenow,neitherforloveofFergus,nordisliketoMr。Sclater,butforthesakeofseeinghislostfriend:hadhenotlostherwhensheturnedfromDonaltoFergus?,DidshenotforsakehimtoowhensheforsookhisDonal?,Hisheartwouldriseintohisthroatatthethought,butonlyforamoment:heneverpitiedhimself。Nowandthenhehadfromherasweetsadsmile,butnosignthathemightgoandseeher。WhetherhewastoseeDonalwhenhereachedDaurside,hecouldnottell;hehadheardnothingofhimsincehewent;hismotherneverwroteletters。
“Na,na;Icanna,“shewouldsay。“Itwadtaka’thepithooto’metovreetletters。A’’atIhaetosayIsen’theup-road;it’ssuretowinhameear’orlate。”
Notwithstandinghisnewpower,itwashardly,therefore,withhisusualelation,thathetookhisseatonthecoach。Buthisreceptionwasthesameasever。Athismother’spersuasion,Donal,hefound,insteadofbetakinghimselfagaintobodilylaboursashehadpurposed,hadacceptedasituationastutorofferedhimbyoneoftheprofessors。Hehadtoldhismotherallhistrouble。
“He’llbea’thebetterfor’ti’theen’,“shesaid,withasmileofthedeepestsympathy,“though,bein’myain,Icannahelpbein’
waefor’im。ButtheLordwasi’theairthquak,an’thefire,an’
thewin’thatravetherocks,thoughtheprophetcouldnasee’im。
Donal’illcomeooto’thiswi’mairroomin’shertan’mairlichtin’sspeerit。”
Gibbietookhisslatefromthecrapo’thewa’andwrote。“Ifmoneycoulddoanythingforhim,Ihaveplentynow。”
“Ikenyerhert,mybairn,“repliedJanet;’butna;siller’sbutadeidhorseforonything’atsmackso’salvation。Na;thepuirfallowmaunwarstleooto’thethicketo’deidrosesasbesthecan——sairscrattit,naedoobt。Eh!it’safearfu’an’won’erfu’
thingthatdrawin’o’herttohert,an’syneagreatsnap,an’astertback,an’there’smilesatweenthem!,TheLordalanekenstheboddomo’’t;butI’mthinkin’there’smairintill’t,an’aheapmairtocomeooto’’terea’bedune,thanwehaeonyguissat。”
GibbietoldherthatGlashruachwashis。Thenfirsttheextentofhiswealthseemedtostrikehisoldmother。
“Eh!ye’llbethelaird,wullye,than?,Eh,sirs!,Tothinko’thishoosean’a’bein’weeGibbie’s!,Weel,itdingsa’。Thew’yso’
theLordaretobethouchtupon!,HemadeDawvidaking,an’Gibbiehe’smadethelaird!,Blestbehisname。”
“Theytellmethemountainismine,“Gibbiewrote:“yourhusbandshallbelairdofGlashgarifhelikes。”
“Na,na,“saidJanet,withalovinglook。“He’sowerauldforthat。
Hemichtnadeesaeeasyfor’t——Eh!pleasetheLord,Iwadfaingangwi’him——An’whatbetterwadRobertbetobelaird?,Wepeynaerentas’tis,an’hehasasmonysheeptolo’eashecanweelkenanefraetheither,noo’athe’sgrowin’auld,Ikennaething’athelacks,butGibbietogangwi’’imabootthehill。A
neebour’sladdiecomesan’gangs,tohelphim,but,eh,saysRobert,he’snoGibbie!——ButgienGlashruachbeyerain,mybonnieman,yemaungangdoontherethisverranicht,andgiealuiktotheburn;
forthelasttimeIwasthere,Ithouchtitwascreepin’inaneththebanksomefearsomelikeforwhat’slefto’theauldhoose,an’
thesunerit’sluikiteftermaybethebetter。Eh,SirGibbie,butyesudmerrythebonnieleddy,an’takherbacktillherainhoose。”
Gibbiegaveagreatsightothinkofthegirlthatlovedthehillandtheheatherandtheburns,shutupinthecity,andeverySundaygoingtothegreatchurch——withwhichinGibbie’smindwasassociatednosoundofgladtidings。TohimGlashgarwasfullofGod;theNorthchurchorMr。Sclater’schurch——well,hehadtriedhard,buthadnotsucceededindiscoveringtemple-signsabouteither。
Thenextdayhesenttothecityforanarchitect;andwithinaweekmasonsandquarrymenwereatwork,someonthehillblastingbluebouldersandredgranite,othersroughlyshapingthestones,andotherslayingthefoundationofahugefacingandbuttressingwall,whichwastoslopeupfromthebedoftheGlashburnfiftyfeettothefootofthecastle,theretoculminateinanarrowterracewithaparapet。Othersagainwereclearingawaywhatoftheruinsstucktotheoldhouse,inordertoleaveit,asmuchasmightbe,initsoriginalform。Therewasnospaceleftforrebuilding,neitherwasthereanybetweenthetwoburnsforaddingafresh。Thechannelofthesecondremaineddry,thelandslipcontinuingtochokeit,andthestreamtofallintotheGlashburn。ButGibbiewouldnotconsentthattheburnGinevrahadlovedshouldsingnomoreasshehadhearditsing。Herchamberwasgone,andcouldnotberestored,butanotherchambershouldbebuiltforher,beneathwhosewindowitshouldagainrun:whenshewasmarriedtoFergus,andherfathercouldnottouchit,theplaceshouldbehers。Moremasonsweregathered,andfoundationsblastedinthesteeprockthatformedtheotherbankoftheburn。ThemainpointinthebuildingwastobearoomforGinevra。Heplannedithimself——withawindowedturretprojectingfromthewall,makingarecessintheroom,andoverhangingthestream。Theturrethecarriedastoryhigherthanthewall,andinthewallplacedastairleadingtoitstop,whence,overtheroofoftheancientpartofthehouse,mightbeseenthegreatGlashgar,anditsstreamscomingdownfromheaven,andsingingastheycame。Thenfromthemiddleofthefirststairintheoldhouse,thewall,ayardandahalfthick,havingbeencutthrough,asolidstonebridge,withapointedarch,wastoleadacrosstheburntoalikelandinginthenewhouse——aclosepassage,withanorielwindowoneachside,lookingupanddownthestream,andasteeproof。Andwhiletheseworksweregoingonbelow,twomasons,highonthemountain,wereaddingtothecottageawarmbedroomforJanetandRobert。
Thearchitectwasanhonestman,andkeptGibbie’ssecret,sothat,althoughhewasconstantlyabouttheplace,nothingdisturbedthegeneralbeliefthatGlashruachhadbeenbought,andwasbeingmadehabitable,byacertainmagnateofthecountyadjoining。
CHAPTERLV。
TENAULDHOOSEO’GALBRAITH。
OnecoldafternoonintheendofOctober,whenMistressCroalewasshuttinguphershopinthemarket,andatumblerofsomethinghotwashauntingherimagination,Gibbiecamewalkingupthelonggallerywiththelighthill-stepwhichheneverlost,andstartledherwithahandonhershoulder,makingsignsthatshemustcomewithhim。Shemadehastetolockherdoor,andtheywalkedsidebysidetotheWiddiehill。AstheycrossedtheendofitshecastalookdownJinkLane,andthoughtofheralteredconditionwithasigh。Thenthememoryoftheawfultimeamongstthesailors,inwhichpoorSambo’sfrightfuldeathwaseverprominent,camebacklikeafogfromhell。Butsofargonewerethosetimesnow,that,seeingtheireventsmoreastheyreallywere,shelookeduponthemwithincreduloushorror,asthingsinwhichshecouldhardlyhavehadanypartorlot。Thenreturnedherwanderingsandhomelessmiseries,whenoftenahaystackoraheapofstrawinashedwasheronlyjoy——whiskyalwaysexcepted。Lastofallcamethedreadperils,thehairbreadthescapesofhertooadventurousvoyageonthebrander;——andafterallthesethings,hereshewas,walkinginpeacebythesideofweeSirGibbie,afriendasstrongnowashehadalwaysbeentrue!,Sheaskedherself,orsomepowerwithinaskedher,whencecamethetroublesthathadhauntedherlife。Whyhadshebeenmarkedoutforsuchmisfortunes?,Herconscienceanswered——fromherpersistenceinlivingbythesaleofdrinkaftershehadbeguntofeelitwaswrong。Thenceitwasthatshehadlearnedtodrink,andthatshewasevennowliable,ifnottobefounddrunkinthestreets,yettogotobeddrunkasanyofherformercustomers。Thecoldcreptintoherbones;theairseemedfullofbluepointsandclearedgesofcold,thatstungandcuther。
Shewasawretched,alowcreature!,Whatwouldherlateauntthinktoseehernow?,Whatifthiscoldinherboneswerethecoldofcomingdeath?,Tolieforagesinhercoffin,withhermouthfullofearth,longingforwhisky!,AversefromtheendoftheNewTestamentwith“nordrunkards“init,cametohermind。Shehadalwayshadfaith,shesaidtoherself;butletthempreachwhattheylikedaboutsalvationbyfaith,sheknewtherewasnothingbuthellforherifsheweretodiethatnight。TherewasMistressMurkisonlookingoutofhershop-door!,Shewasrespectedasmuchasever!
WouldMistressMurkisonbesavedifshediedthatnight?,Atleastnobodywouldwantherdamned;whereasnotafew,andMr。Sclaterinparticular,wouldthinkitnofairplayifMistressCroalewerenotdamned!
TheyturnedintothecloseoftheAuldHooseo’Galbraith。
“WeeGibbie’splottin’toleadmetorepentance!”shesaidtoherself。“He’sgaein’toshawmewhaurhisfatherdee’d,an’whaurtheyleevitinsicmeesery——a’throu’thedrinkIgae’im,an’therespectablehooseIkeepitto’ticehimtill’t!,Hewadhaemepersuaudittolea’affthedrink!,Weel,I’maheapbetternoranceIwas,an’gie’tupIwulla’thegither——aforeitcomestothelastwi’me。”
BythistimeGibbiewasleadingherupthedarkstair。Atthetop,onawidehall-likelanding,heopenedadoor。Shedrewbackwithshyamaze。Herfirstthoughtwas——“Thatproodmadam,theminister’swife,’illbethere!”Wasaffrontlyinginwaitforheragain?,Shelookedroundangrilyatherconductor。Buthissmilere-assuredher,andshesteppedin。
Itwasalmostagrandroom,richandsombreincolour,old-fashionedinitssomewhatstatelyfurniture。Agloriousfirewasblazingandcandleswereburning。Thetablewascoveredwithawhitecloth,andlaidfortwo。Gibbieshutthedoor,placedachairforMistressCroalebythefire,seatedhimself,tookouthistablets,wrote“Willyoubemyhousekeeper?,Iwillgiveyou?00ayear,“andhandedthemtoher。
“Lord,SirGibbie!”shecried,jumpingtoherfeet,“haeyetintyerwuts?,Hoowadanauldwifelikemeluikinsicaplace——an’insicdudsasthis?,ItwadgarSawtanlauch,an’thathecanbutseldom。”
Gibbierose,andtakingherbythehand,ledhertothedoorofanadjoiningroom。Itwasabedroom,asgrandastheroomtheyhadleft,andifMistressCroalewassurprisedbefore,shewasastonishednow。Afirewasburningheretoo,candleswerealightonthedressing-table,ahotbathstoodready,onthebedlayadressofrichblacksatin,withlinenandeverythingdown,orup,tocollars,cuffs,mittens,cap,andshoes。AllthesethingsGibbiehadboughthimself,usingtheknowledgehehadgatheredinshoppingwithMrs。Sclater,andtheadviceofherdressmaker,whomhehadtakenintohisconfidence,andwhohadenteredheartilyintohisplan。HemadesignstoMistressCroalethateverythingtherewasatherservice,andlefther。
Likeoneinadreamsheyieldedtotherushofevents,nottoomuchbewilderedtodresswithcare,andneithertoooldnortoowickednortoouglytofindpleasureinit。Shemighthavebeenabornladyjustrestoredtothehabitsofheryouth,tojudgebyherdelightovertheivorybrushesandtortoise-shellcomb,andgreatmirror。Inanhourorsoshemadeherappearance——Icanhardlysayreappeared,shewassoaltered。Sheenteredtheroomneitherblushingnorsmiling,butwipingthetearsfromhereyeslikeatooblessedchild。WhatMrs。Sclaterwouldhavefelt,Idarehardlythink;fortherewas“thehorridwoman“arrayedasnearlyafterherfashionasGibbiehadbeenabletogetherup!,Averygood“get-up“
neverthelessitwas,andsatisfactorytobothconcerned。MistressCroalewentoutadecent-lookingpoorbody,andenteredanotuncomelymatronofthehousekeeperclass,ratheragreeabletolookupon,whohadjuststoodanerve-shakingbutnotunpleasantsurprise,andwasrecovering。Gibbiewassosatisfiedwithherappearancethat,comeofageashewas,andvagrantnomore,hefirstdancedroundherseveraltimeswithacandleinhishand,muchtothedangerbutnowisetothedetrimentofherfinery,thensetitdown,andexecutedhisoldlavoltaofdelight,which,asalways,hefinishedbystandingononeleg。
Thentheysatdowntoanicenondescriptmeal,alsoofGibbie’sownproviding。
Whentheirmealwasended,hewenttoabureau,andbroughtthenceapaper,plainlywrittentothiseffect:
“IagreetodowhateverSirGilbertGalbraithmayrequireofme,solongasitshallnotbeagainstmyconscience;andconsentthat,ifItastewhiskyonce,heshallsendmeawayimmediately,withoutfurtherreasongiven。”
HehandedittoMistressCroale;sheread,andinstantlylookedaboutforpenandink:shedreadedseemingforamomenttohesitate。
Hebroughtthemtoher,shesigned,andtheyshookhands。
Hethenconductedheralloverthehouse——firsttotheroomspreparedforhisstudyandbedroom,andnexttotheroominthegarret,whichhehadleftjustasitwaswhenhisfatherdiedinit。
Therehegaveheralookbywhichhemeanttosay,“Seewhatwhiskybringspeopleto!”butwhichherconscienceinterpreted,“Seewhatyoubroughtmyfatherto!”Next,onthefloorbetween,heshowedheranumberofbedrooms,allnewlyrepairedandfresh-painted,——withdoublewindows,theinsideonesfilledwithfrostedglass。Theserooms,hegavehertounderstand,hewishedhertofurnish,gettingasmanythingsasshecouldfromMistressMurkison。Goingbackthentothesitting-room,heproceededtoexplainhisplans,tellingherhehadfurnishedthehousethathemightnotanylongerbehimselfsuchastrangerastohavenoplacetotakeastrangerto。ThenhegotaBibletherewasintheroom,andshowedherthosewordsinthebookofExodus——“Also,thoushaltnotoppressastranger;foryeknowtheheartofastranger,seeingyewerestrangersinthelandofEgypt;“andwhileshethoughtagainofherwanderingsthroughthecountry,andhernightsintheopenair,madeherunderstandthatwhomsoeverheshouldatanytimebringhomeshewastotreatashisguest。Shemightgetaservanttowaituponherself,hesaid,butshemustherselfhelphimtowaituponhisguests,inthenameoftheSonofMan。
Sheexpressedheartyacquiescence,butwouldnothearofaservant:
themoreworkthebetterforher!shesaid。Shewouldto-morrowarrangeforgivinguphershopanddisposingofherstockandthefurnitureinhergarret。ButGibbierequestedthekeysofboththoseplaces。Next,heinsistedthatsheshouldneverutterawordastotheuseheintendedmakingofhishouse;ifthethingcameout,itwouldruinhisplans,andhemustgivethemupaltogether——andthereuponhetookhertothegroundfloorandshowedheradoorincommunicationwithapoorlittlehousebehind,bywhichheintendedtointroduceanddismisshisguests,thattheyshouldnotknowwheretheyhadspentthenight。ThenhemadeherreadtohimthehundredandseventhPsalm;afterwhichhelefther,sayinghewouldcometothehouseassoonasthesessionbegan,whichwouldbeinaweek;untilthenheshouldbeatMr。Sclater’s。
Leftaloneinthegreathouse——likeonewithwhomthemostbeneficentoffairieshadbeenbusy,thefirstthingMistressCroaledidwastogoandhaveagoodlookatherself——fromheadtofoot——inthesamemirrorthathadenlightenedDonalastohisoutermostman。
Verydifferentwasthere-reflectionitcausedinMistressCroale:
shewassatisfiedwitheverythingshesawthere,excepthercomplexion,andthatsheresolvedshouldimprove。Shewasalmostpainfullyhappy。OuttherewastheWiddiehill,darkanddismalandcold,throughwhichshehadcome,sadandshiveringandhauntedwithmiserablethoughts,intowarmthandsplendourandluxuryandbliss!
WeeSirGibbiehadmadealadyofher!,IfonlypoorSirGeorgewerealivetoseeandshare!——TherewasbutonethingwantedtomakeitParadiseindeed——agoodtumbleroftoddybythefirebeforeshewenttobed!
Thenfirstshethoughtofthevowshehadmadeasshesignedthepaper,andshuddered——notatthethoughtofbreakingit,butatthethoughtofhavingtokeepit,andnohelp——Nohelp!itwastheeasiestthingintheworldtogetabottleofwhisky。ShehadbuttoruntoJinkLaneatthefarthest,toherownoldhouse,which,forallMr。Sclater,wasawhiskyshopyet!,Shehademptiedhertill,andhadmoneyinherpocket。Whowastheretotell?,ShewouldnothaveachancewhenSirGibbiecamehometoher。Shemustmakeuseofwhattimewaslefther。Shewassafenowfromgoingtoofar,becauseshemustgiveitup;andwhynotthenhaveonefarewellnightofpleasure,tobidalastgood-byetoheroldfriendWhisky?
whatshouldshehavedonewithouthim,lyinginthecoldwindbyadykeside,orgoingdowntheDaurlikeashotonherbrander?——Thusthetemptingpassion;thus,foraughtIknow,atemptingdevilattheearofhermindaswell——ButwiththatcamethefaceofGibbie;
shethoughthowtroubledthatfacewouldlookifshefailedhim。
Whatalost,irredeemablewretchwassheabouttomakeofherselfafterallhehaddoneforher!,No;ifwhiskywasheaven,andthewantofitwashell,shewouldnotdoit!,Sherantothedoor,lockedit,broughtawaythekey,andlaiditundertheBiblefromwhichshehadbeenreadingtoSirGibbie。Perhapsshemighthavedonebetterthanbetakeherselfagaintoherfinery,butitdidhelpherthroughtherestoftheevening,andshewenttohergrandbednotonlysober,butundefiledoftheenemy。WhenGibbiecametoheraweekafter,hecametoatruewoman,onewhohadkeptfaithwithhim。
CHAPTERLVI。
THELAIRDANDTHEPREACHER。
Sincehecametotown,GibbiehadseenGinevrabutonce——thatwasintheNorthchurch。Shelookedsosadandwhitethathisheartwasveryheavyforher。Coulditbethatsherepented?——Shemusthavedoneittopleaseherfather!,IfshewouldmarryDonal,hewouldengagetogiveherGlashruach。SheshouldhaveGlashruachallthesamewhatevershedid,onlyitmightinfluenceherfather。Hepacedupanddownbeforethecottageonceforawholenight,butnogoodcameofthat。Hepacedbeforeitfromdusktobedtimeagainandagain,inthepoorhopeofachanceofspeakingtoGinevra,butheneversawevenhershadowonthewhiteblind。Hewentuptothedooronce,butinthedreadofdispleasingherlosthiscourage,andpacedthestreetthewholemorninginstead,butsawnoonecomeout。
Fergushadgraduallybecomeessentialtothesmallremaininghappinessofwhichthelairdwascapable。Hehadgainedhisfavourchieflythroughtherespectandkindlyattentionheshowedhim。Theyoungpreacherknewlittleofthelaird’scareer,andlookeduponhimasanunfortunateman,towardswhomloyaltynowrequiredevenagreatershowofrespectthanwhileheownedhisfather’sfarm。Theimpulsetransmittedtohimfromthedevotionofancestorstothepatriarchalheadoftheclan,hadfoundblindventinthedirectionofthemerefeudalsuperior,andboththeimpulseanditsobjectremained。Hefelthonoured,evennowthathehadreachedthegoalofhisloftydesiresandwasapopularpreacher,inbeingpermittedtoplaybackgammonwiththegreatman,ortocarveachicken,whenthenowtremblinghands,enfeebledfarmorethroughanxietyanddisappointmentthanfromage,foundthemselvesunequaltothetask:
thelairdhadbeguntotelllongstories,anddranktwiceasmuchashedidayearago;hewassinkinginmorewaysthanone。
FergusatlengthsummonedcouragetoaskhimifhemightpayhisaddressestoMissGalbraith。Theoldmanstarted,castonhimawitheringlook,murmured“TheheiressofGlashruach!”remembered,threwhimselfbackinhischair,andclosedhiseyes。Fergus,ontheothersideofthetable,saterect,adice-boxinhishand,waitingareply。Thefatherreflectedthatifhedeclinedwhathecouldnotcallanhonour,hemustlosewhatwasunquestionablyacomfort:howwashetopassalltheeveningsoftheweekwithoutthepreacher?,Ontheotherhand,ifheacceptedhim,hemightleavethemiserablecottage,andgotothemanse:fromamoralpointofview——thatwas,fromthepointofotherpeople’sjudgmentofhim——itwouldbeofconsequencetohaveaclergymanforason-in-law。
Slowlyheraisedhimselfinhischair,openedhisunsteadyeyes,whichrolledandpitchedlikeboatsonachoppysea,andsaidsolemnly,“Youhavemypermission,Mr。Duff。”
TheyoungpreacherhastenedtofindGinevra,butonlytomeetarefusal,gentleandsorrowful。Hepleadedforpermissiontorepeathisrequestafteraninterval,butshedistinctlyrefused。Shedidnot,however,succeedinmakingamanwithsuchalargeopinionofhimselfhopeless。Disappointedandannoyedhewas,buthesoughtandfanciedhefoundreasonsforherdecisionwhichwerenotunfavourabletohimself,andcontinuedtovisitherfatherasbefore,sayingtohimhehadnotquitesucceededindrawingfromherafavourableanswer,buthopedtoprevail。Henowiseactedthedespairinglover,butmadegrandersermonsthanever,and,ashecametofeelathomeinhispulpit,deliveredthemwithgrowingforce。Butdelaywroughtdesireinthelaird;andatlength,oneevening,havingbycross-questioningsatisfiedhimselfthatFergusmadenoprogress,herose,andgoingtohisdesk,handedhimDonal’sverses。Fergusreadthem,andremarkedhehadreadbetter,butthefirststanzahadaslightflavourofShelley。
“Idon’tcareastrawabouttheirmeritordemerit,“saidMr。
Galbraith;“poetryisnothingbutspoiltprose。WhatIwanttoknowis,whethertheydonotsuggestareasonforyourwantofsuccesswithJenny。Doyouknowthewriting?”
“IcannotsayIdo。ButIthinkitisverylikelythatofDonalGrant;hesetsupfortheBurnsofDaurside。”
“Insolentscoundrel!”criedthelaird,bringingdownhisfistonthetable,andflutteringthewineglasses。“NexttosuperstitionIhateromance——withmywholeheartIdo!”Andsomethinglikeaflashofcoldmoonlightonwintredwatergleamedover,ratherthanshotfrom,hispoorfocuslesseyes。
“But,mydearsir,“saidFergus,“ifIamtounderstandtheselines——“
“Yes!ifyouaretounderstandwherethereisnosensewhatever!”
“IthinkIunderstandthem——ifyouwillexcusemeforventuringtosayso;andwhatIreadinthemis,that,whoeverthewritermaybe,thelady,whoevershemaybe,hadrefusedhim。”
“Youcannotbelievethatthewretchhadtheimpudencetomakemydaughter——theheiressof——atleast——What!makemydaughteranoffer!
Shewouldatoncehaveacquaintedmewiththefact,thathemightreceivesuitablechastisement。Letmelookatthestuffagain。”
“Itisquitepossible,“saidFergus,“itmaybeonlyapoemsomefriendhascopiedforherfromanewspaper。”
Whilehespoke,thelairdwasreadingthelines,andpersuadinghimselfheunderstoodthem。Withsuddenresolve,thepaperheldtorch-likeinfrontofhim,hestrodeintothenextroom,whereGinevrasat。
“Doyoutellme,“hesaidfiercely,“thatyouhavesofarforgottenalldignityandproprietyastogiveadirtycow-boytheencouragementtomakeyouanofferofmarriage?,Theverynotionsetsmybloodboiling。Youwillmakemehateyou,you——you——unworthycreature!”
Ginevrahadturnedwhite,butlookinghimstraightintheface,sheanswered,“Ifthatisaletterforme,youknowIhavenotreadit。”
“There!seeforyourself——Poetry!”Heutteredthewordwithcontemptinexpressible。
Shetooktheversesfromhishandandreadthem。Evenwithherfatherstandingthere,watchingherlikeaninquisitor,shecouldnothelpthetearscominginhereyesassheread。
“Thereisnosuchthinghere,papa,“shesaid。“Theyareonlyverses——biddingmegood-bye。”
“Andwhatrighthasanysuchfellowtobidmydaughtergood-bye?
Explainthattome,ifyouplease。OfcourseIhavebeenformanyyearsawareofyourloveoflowcompany,butIhadhopedasyougrewolderyouwouldlearnmanners:modestywouldhavebeentoomuchtolookfor——Ifyouhadnothingtobeashamedof,whydidyounottellmeoftheunpleasantaffair?,Isnotyourfatheryourbestfriend?”
“WhyshouldImakebothhimandyouuncomfortable,papa——whentherewasnotgoingtobeanythingmoreofit?”
“Whythendoyougohankeringafterhimstill,andrefusingMr。
Duff?,Itistrueheisnotexactlyagentlemanbybirth,butheissuchbyeducation,bymanners,byposition,byinfluence。”
“Papa,IhavealreadytoldMr。Duff,asplainlyasIcouldwithoutbeingrude,thatIwouldneverlethimtalktomeso。WhatladywouldrefuseDonalGrantandlistentohim!”
“Youareabold,insolenthussey!”criedherfatherinfreshrageandleavingtheroom,rejoinedFergus。
Theysatsilentbothforawhile——thenthepreacherspoke。
“Othercommunicationsmayhavesincereachedherfromthesamequarter,“hesaid。
“Thatisimpossible,“rejoinedthelaird。
“Idon’tknowthat,“insistedFergus。“Thereisafoolish——ahalf-sillycompanionofhisaboutthetown。TheycallhimSirGibbieGalbraith。”
“Jennyknowsnosuchperson。”
“Indeedshedoes。Ihaveseenthemtogether。”
“Oh!youmeantheladtheministeradopted!theurchinhetookoffthestreets!——SirGibbieGalbraith!”herepeatedsneeringly,butasonereflecting。“——Idovaguelyrecallaslanderousrumourinwhichacertainfemaleconnectionofthefamilywashintedat——Yes!
that’swherethenicknamecomesfrom——Andyouthinkshekeepsupacommunicationwiththeclownthroughhim?”
“Idon’tsaythat,sir。ImerelythinkitpossibleshemayseethisGibbieoccasionally;andIknowheworshipsthecow-boy:itisapositivefeatureofhisfoolishness,andIwishitweretheworst。”
TherewithhetoldwhatheheardfromMissKimble,andwhathehadseenforhimselfonthenightwhenhewatchedGibbie。
“Herverybloodmustbetainted!”saidherfathertohimself,butadded,“——fromhermother’sside;“andhisattacksuponherafterthiswereatleastdiurnal。Itwasarelieftohisfeelingofhavingwrongedher,toabuseherwithjustice。Forawhileshetriedhardtoconvincehimnowthatthisnowthatthatnotionofherconduct,orofGibbie’sorDonal’s,wasmistaken:hewouldlistentonothingshesaid,continuallyinsistingthattheonlyamendsforherpastwastomarryaccordingtohiswishes;togiveupsuperstition,andpoetry,andcow-boys,anddumbrascals,andsettledownintoarespectablematron,acomforttothegrayhairsshewasnowbringingwithsorrowtothegrave。ThenGinevrabecameabsolutelysilent;hehadtaughtherthatanyreplywasbutanewstartforhisobjurgation,aknifewherewithtopunctureafreshgall-bladderofabuse。Hestormedatherforhersullenness,butshepersistedinhersilence,sorelydistressedtofindhowdeadherheartseemedgrowingunderhistreatmentofher:whatwouldatonetimehavemadeherutterlymiserable,nowpassedoverherasoneofthebillowsofatroublethathadtobeborne,asoneofthethrobsofaheadache,drawingfromherscarcelyasigh。Shedidnotunderstandthat,herheavenbeingdark,shecouldseenoindividualcloudagainstit,that,heremotionalnatureuntuned,discorditselfhadceasedtojar。
CHAPTERLVII。
AHIDING-PLACEFROMTHEWIND。
GibbiefoundeverythingattheAuldHooseincompleteorderforhisreception:MistressCroalehadbeenverydiligent,andpromisedwellforahousekeeper——lookedwell,too,inherblacksatinandlace,withhercomplexion,shejustlyflatteredherself,notalittleimproved。Shehadagoodmealreadyforhim,witheveryadjunctinproperstyle,duringthepreparationofwhichshehadrevelledinthethoughtthatsomeday,whenshehadquiteestablishedherfitnessforhernewposition,SirGibbiewouldcertainlyinvitetheministerandhisladytodinewithhim,whenshe,whomtheyweretooproudtoasktopartakeoftheircockie-leekie,wouldshowthemsheknewbothwhatadinneroughttobe,andhowtopresideatit;andthesoupitshouldbecockie-leekie。
Everythingwentcomfortably。Gibbiewassowellupinmathematics,thankstoMr。Sclater,that,doingallrequisiteforhonourablestudentship,buthavingnodesiretodistinguishhimself,hehadplentyoftimeformoreimportantduty。Nowthathewasbyhimself,asifoldhabithadreturnedintheshapeofnewpassion,heroamedthestreetseverynight。Hiscustomwasthis:afterdinner,whichhehadwhenhecamefromcollege,abouthalf-pastfour,helaydown,fellasleepinamoment,ashealwaysdid,andslepttillhalf-pastsix;thenhehadtea,andafterthat,studied——notdawdledoverhisbooks,tillteno’clock,whenhetookhisGreekTestament。Atelevenhewentout,seldomfinallyreturningbeforehalf-pastone,sometimesnotforanhourlonger——duringwhichtimeMistressCroalewasinreadinesstoreceiveanyguesthemightbringhome。