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  YOURPROPHECYFULFILLING。

  Inlargepartatleastyourprophecieshavebeenfulfilled,fora

  assaying,whichwaswellattendedtointheGoldHillAssayOfficeofwhichIamsuperintendent,inconsequenceofmypublications,hasbeentakenelsewhere,sothePresidentofoneofthecompaniesassuresme。

  Withnoreasonassigned,otherworkhasbeentakenaway。Withbutoneortwoimportantexceptions,ourassaybusinessnowconsistssimplyofthegleaningsofthevicinity。bThoughmyownpersonaldonationstothePeople\'sTribuneAssociationhavealreadyexceeded$1,500,outsideofourownnumberswehavereceivedinmoneylessthan$300ascontributionsandsubscriptionsforthejournal。cOnThursdaylast,onthemainstreetinGoldHill,nearnoon,withneitherwarningnorcauseassigned,byapowerfulblowIwasfelledtotheground,andwhiledownIwaskickedbyamanwhoitwouldseemhadbeenledtobelievethatIhadspokenderogatorilyofhim。BywhomhewassoinducedtobelieveIamasyetunabletosay。OnSaturdaylastIwasagainassailedandbeatenbyamanwhofirstinformedmewhyhedidso,andwhopersistedinmakinghisassaultevenaftertheerroneousimpressionunderwhichhealsowasatfirstlaboringhadbeenclearlyandrepeatedlypointedout。Thissameman,afterfailingthroughintimidationtoelicitfrommethenamesofoureditorialcontributors,againstgivingwhichheknewmetobepledged,beathimselfwearyuponmewitharawhide,Inotresisting,andthenpantinglythreatenedmewithpermanentdisfiguringmayhem,ifeveragainIshouldintroducehisnameintoprint,andwhobutafewminutesbeforehisattackuponmeassuredmethattheonlyreasonIwas“permitted“toreachhomealiveonWednesdayeveninglastatwhichtimethePEOPLE\'STRIBUNEwasissuedwas,thathedeemsmeonlyhalf-witted,andbeitrememberedtheverynextmorningIwasknockeddownandkickedbyamanwhoseemedtobepreparedforflight。

  [Heseesdoomimpending:]

  WHENWILLTHECIRCLEJOIN?

  HowlongbeforethewholeofyourprophecywillbefulfilledIcannotsay,butundertheshadowofsomuchfulfillmentinsoshortatime,andwithsuchthreatsfromamanwhoisoneofthemostprominentexponentsoftheSanFranciscomining-ringstaringmeandthiswholecommunitydefiantlyinthefaceandpointingtoacompletionofyouraugury,doyoublamemeforfeelingthatthiscommunicationisthelastIshalleverwriteforthePress,especiallywhenasensealikeofpersonalself-

  respect,ofdutytothismoney-oppressedandfear-riddencommunity,andofAmericanfealtytothespiritoftrueLibertyallcommandme,andeachmoreloudlythanloveoflifeitself,todeclarethenameofthatprominentmantobeJOHNB。WINTERS,PresidentoftheYellowJacketCompany,apoliticalaspirantandamilitaryGeneral?Thenameofhispartiallydupedaccompliceandabettorinthislastmarvelousassault,isnootherthanPHILIPLYNCH,EditorandProprietoroftheGoldHillNews。

  DespitetheinsultandwrongheapeduponmebyJohnB。Winters,onSaturdayafternoon,onlyaglimpseofwhichIshallbeabletoaffordyourreaders,somuchdoIdeploreclinchingbypublicityaseriousmistakeofanyone,manorwoman,committedundernaturalandnotself-

  wroughtpassion,inviewofhisgreatapparentexcitementatthetimeandinviewofthealmostperfectprivacyoftheassault,IamfarfromsurethatIshouldnothavegivenhimspaceforrepentancebeforeexposinghim,wereitnotthathehimselfhassofarexposedthematterastomakeitthecommontalkofthetownthathehashorsewhippedme。Thatfacthavingbeenmadepublic,allthefactsinconnectionneedtobealso,orsilenceonmypartwouldseemmorethansingular,andwithmanywouldbeproofeitherthatIwasconsciousofsomeunworthyaiminpublishingthearticle,orelsethatmy“non-combatant“principlesarebutaconvenientcloakalikeofphysicalandmoralcowardice。Ithereforeshalltrytopresentagraphicbuttruthfulpictureofthiswholeaffair,butshallforbearallcomments,presumingthattheeditorsofourownjournal,ifothersdonot,willspeakfreelyandfittinglyuponthissubjectinournextnumber,whetherIshallthenbedeadorliving,formydeathwillnotstop,thoughitmaysuspend,thepublicationofthePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE。

  [The“non-combatant“stickstoprinciple,buttakesalongafriendortwoofaconvenientlydifferentstripe:]

  THETRAPSET。

  OnSaturdaymorningJohnB。WinterssentverbalwordtotheGoldHillAssayOfficethathedesiredtoseemeattheYellowJacketoffice。

  ThoughsucharequeststruckmeasdecidedlycoolinviewofhisownrecentdiscourtesiestometherealikeasapublisherandasastockholderintheYellowJacketmine,andthoughitseemedtomemorelikeasummonsthanthecourteousrequestbyonegentlemantoanotherforafavor,hopingthatsomeconferencewithSharonlookingtothebettermentofminingmattersinNevadamightarisefromit,Ifeltstronglyinclinedtooverlookwhatpossiblywassimplyanoversightincourtesy。ButasthenithadonlybeentwodayssinceIhadbeenbruisedandbeatenunderahastyandfalseapprehensionoffacts,mycautionwassomewhataroused。MoreoverIrememberedsensitivelyhiscontemptuousnessofmannertomeatmylastinterviewinhisoffice。Ithereforefeltitneedful,ifIwentatall,togoaccompaniedbyafriendwhomhewouldnotdaretotreatwithincivility,andwhosepresencewithmemightsecureexemptionfrominsult。AccordinglyIaskedaneighbortoaccompanyme。

  THETRAPALMOSTDETECTED。

  AlthoughIwasnotthenawareofthisfact,itwouldseemthatprevioustomyrequestthissameneighborhadheardDr。Zabriskiestatepubliclyinasaloon,thatMr。Wintershadtoldhimhehaddecidedeithertokillortohorsewhipme,buthadnotfinallydecidedonwhich。Myneighbor,therefore,feltunwillingtogodownwithmeuntilhehadfirstcalledonMr。Wintersalone。Hethereforepaidhimavisit。FromthatinterviewheassuredmethathegatheredtheimpressionthathedidnotbelieveI

  wouldhaveanydifficultywithMr。Winters,andthatheWinterswouldcallonmeatfouro\'clockinmyownoffice。

  MYOWNPRECAUTIONS。

  AsSheriffCummingswasinGoldHillthatafternoon,andasIdesiredtoconversewithhimaboutthepreviousassault,Iinvitedhimtomyoffice,andhecame。Althoughahalfhourhadpassedbeyondfouro\'clock,Mr。

  Wintershadnotcalled,andwebothofusbeganpreparingtogohome。

  Justthen,PhilipLynch,PublisheroftheGoldHillNews,cameinandsaid,blandlyandcheerily,asifbringinggoodnews:

  “Hello,JohnB。Winterswantstoseeyou。”

  Ireplied,“Indeed!Whyhesentmewordthathewouldcallonmeherethisafternoonatfouro\'clock!“

  “O,well,itdon\'tdotobetooceremoniousjustnow,he\'sinmyoffice,andthatwilldoaswell——comeonin,Winterswantstoconsultwithyoualone。He\'sgotsomethingtosaytoyou。”

  Thoughslightlyuneasyatthischangeofprogramme,yetbelievingthatinaneditor\'shouseIoughttobesafe,andanyhowthatIwouldbewithinhailofthestreet,Ihurriedly,andbutpartiallywhisperedmydimapprehensionstoMr。Cummings,andaskedhimifhewouldnotkeepnearenoughtohearmyvoiceincaseIshouldcall。Heconsentedtodosowhilewaitingforsomeotherparties,andtocomeinifheheardmyvoiceorthoughtIhadneedofprotection。

  OnreachingtheeditorialpartoftheNewsoffice,whichviewedfromthestreetisdark,IdidnotseeMr。Winters,andagainmymisgivingsarose。

  HadIpausedlongenoughtoconsiderthecase,IshouldhaveinvitedSheriffCummingsin,butasLynchwentdownstairs,hesaid:“Thisway,Wiegand——it\'sbesttobeprivate,“orsomesuchremark。

  [Idonotdesiretostrainthereader\'sfancy,hurtfully,andyetitwouldbeafavortomeifhewouldtrytofancythislambinbattle,ortheduellinggroundorattheheadofavigilancecommittee——M。T。:]

  Ifollowed,andwithoutMr。Cummings,andwithoutarms,whichIneverdoorwillcarry,unlessasasoldierinwar,orunlessIshouldyetcometofeelImustfightaduel,ortojoinandaidintheranksofanecessaryVigilanceCommittee。ButbyfollowingImadeafatalmistake。Followingwasenteringatrap,andwhateveranimalsuffersitselftobecaughtshouldexpectthecommonfateofacagedrat,asIfeareventstocomewillprove。

  Trapscommonlyarenotsetforbenevolence。

  [Hisbody-guardisshutout:]

  THETRAPINSIDE。

  IfollowedLynchdownstairs。Attheirfootadoortotheleftopenedintoasmallroom。Fromthatroomanotherdooropenedintoyetanotherroom,andonceenteredIfoundmyselfinveigledintowhatmanywilleverhenceforthregardasaprivatesubterraneanGoldHillden,admirablyadaptedinproperhandstothepurposesofmurder,rawordisguised,forfromit,withbothorevenonedoorclosed,whentoolate,IsawthatI

  couldnotbeheardbySheriffCummings,andfromit,BYVIOLENCEANDBY

  FORCE,Iwaspreventedfrommakingapeaceableexit,whenIthoughtIsawthestudiousobjectofthis“consultation“wasnootherthantocompassmykilling,inthepresenceofPhilipLynchasawitness,assoonasbyinsultaproverbiallyexcitablemanshouldbeexasperatedtothepointofassailingMr。Winters,sothatMr。Lynch,byhisconscienceandbyhiswellknowntendernessofhearttowardtherichandpotentwouldbecompelledtotestifythathesawGen。JohnB。WinterskillConradWiegandin“self-defence。”ButIamgoingtoofast。

  OURHOST。

  Mr。Lynchwaspresentduringthemostofthetimesayalittleshortofanhour,butthreetimeshelefttheroom。Histestimony,therefore,wouldbeavailableonlyastothebulkofwhattranspired。OnenteringthiscarpeteddenIwasinvitedtoaseatnearonecorneroftheroom。

  Mr。Lynchtookaseatnearthewindow。J。B。Winterssatatfirstnearthedoor,andbeganhisremarksessentiallyasfollows:

  “Ihavecomeheretoexactofyouaretraction,inblackandwhite,ofthosedamnablyfalsechargeswhichyouhavepreferredagainstmeinthat——

  infamouslyingsheetofyours,andyoumustdeclareyourselftheirauthor,thatyoupublishedthemknowingthemtobefalse,andthatyourmotivesweremalicious。”

  “Hold,Mr。Winters。Yourlanguageisinsultingandyourdemandanenormity。ItrustIwasnotinvitedhereeithertobeinsultedorcoerced。IsupposedmyselfherebyinvitationofMr。Lynch,atyourrequest。”

  “NordidIcomeheretoinsultyou。IhavealreadytoldyouthatIamhereforaverydifferentpurpose。”

  “Yetyourlanguagehasbeenoffensive,andevennowshowsstrongexcitement。IfinsultisrepeatedIshalleitherleavetheroomorcallinSheriffCummings,whomIjustleftstandingandwaitingformeoutsidethedoor。”

  “No,youwon\'t,sir。Youmayjustaswellunderstanditatonceasnot。

  Hereyouaremyman,andI\'lltellyouwhy!Monthsagoyouputyourpropertyoutofyourhands,boastingthatyoudidsotoescapelosingitonprosecutionforlibel。”

  “ItistruethatIdidconvertallmyimmovablepropertyintopersonalproperty,suchasIcouldtrustsafelytoothers,andchieflytoescaperuinthroughpossiblelibelsuits。”

  “Verygood,sir。Havingplacedyourselfbeyondthepaleofthelaw,mayGodhelpyoursoulifyouDON\'TmakepreciselysucharetractionasI

  havedemanded。I\'vegotyounow,andby——beforeyoucangetoutofthisroomyou\'vegottobothwriteandsignpreciselytheretractionIhavedemanded,andbeforeyougo,anyhow——you——low-lived——lying——,I\'llteachyouwhatpersonalresponsibilityisoutsideofthelaw;and,by——,SheriffCummingsandallthefriendsyou\'vegotintheworldbesides,can\'tsaveyou,you——,etc。!No,sir。I\'malonenow,andI\'mpreparedtobeshotdownjusthereandnowratherthanbevillifiedbyyouasI

  havebeen,andsufferyoutoescapemeafterpublishingthosecharges,notonlyherewhereIamknownanduniversallyrespected,butwhereIamnotpersonallyknownandmaybeinjured。”

  Iconfessthisspeech,withitsterribleandbuttooplainlyimpliedthreatofkillingmeifIdidnotsignthepaperhedemanded,terrifiedme,especiallyasIsawhewasworkinghimselfuptothehighestpossiblepitchofpassion,andinstincttoldmethatanyreplyotherthanoneofseemingconcessiontohisdemandswouldonlybefueltoaragingfire,soIreplied:

  “Well,ifI\'vegottosign——,“andthenIpausedsometime。Resuming,Isaid,“But,Mr。Winters,youaregreatlyexcited。Besides,Iseeyouarelaboringunderatotalmisapprehension。Itisyourdutynottoinflamebuttocalmyourself。Iampreparedtoshowyou,ifyouwillonlypointoutthearticlethatyoualludeto,thatyouregardas\'charges\'whatnocalmandlogicalmindhasanyrighttoregardassuch。

  Showmethecharges,andIwilltry,atallevents;andifitbecomesplainthatnochargeshavebeenpreferred,thenplainlytherecanbenothingtoretract,andnoonecouldrightlyurgeyoutodemandaretraction。Youshouldbewareofmakingsoseriousamistake,forhoweverhonestamanmaybe,everyoneisliabletomisapprehend。

  BesidesyouassumethatIamtheauthorofsomecertainarticlewhichyouhavenotpointedout。Itishastytodoso。”

  HethenpointedtosomenumberedparagraphsinaTRIBUNEarticle,headed“What\'stheMatterwithYellowJacket?“saying“That\'swhatIreferto。”

  Togaintimeforgeneralreflectionandresolution,Itookupthepaperandlookeditoverforawhile,heremainingsilent,andasIhoped,cooling。Ithenresumedsaying,“AsIsupposed。Idonotadmithavingwrittenthatarticle,norhaveyouanyrighttoassumesoimportantapoint,andthenbaseimportantactionuponyourassumption。Youmightdeeplyregretitafterwards。InmypublishedAddresstothePeople,I

  notifiedtheworldthatnoinformationastotheauthorshipofanyarticlewouldbegivenwithouttheconsentofthewriter。Ithereforecannothonorablytellyouwhowrotethatarticle,norcanyouexactit。”

  “Ifyouarenottheauthor,thenIdodemandtoknowwhois?“

  “Imustdeclinetosay。”

  “Then,by——,Ibrandyouasitsauthor,andshalltreatyouaccordingly。”

  “Passingthatpoint,themostimportantmisapprehensionwhichInoticeis,thatyouregardthemas\'charges\'atall,whentheircontext,bothattheirbeginningandend,showtheyarenot。Thesewordsintroducethem:

  \'Suchaninvestigation[justbeforeindicated],wethinkMIGHTresultinshowingsomeofthefollowingpoints。\'Thenfollowelevenspecifications,andthesucceedingparagraphshowsthatthesuggestedinvestigation\'mightEXONERATEthosewhoaregenerallybelievedguilty。\'Yousee,therefore,thecontextprovestheyarenotpreferredascharges,andthisyouseemtohaveoverlooked。”

  Whilemakingthosecomments,Mr。Wintersfrequentlyinterruptedmeinsuchawayastoconvincemethathewasresolvednottoconsidercandidlythethoughtscontainedinmywords。Heinsisteduponitthattheywerecharges,and“By——,“hewouldmakemetakethembackascharges,andhereferredthequestiontoPhilipLynch,towhomIthenappealedasaliteraryman,asalogician,andasaneditor,callinghisattentionespeciallytotheintroductoryparagraphjustbeforequoted。

  Hereplied,“iftheyarenotcharges,theycertainlyareinsinuations,“

  whereuponMr。Wintersrenewedhisdemandsforretractionpreciselysuchashehadbeforenamed,exceptthathewouldallowmetostatewhodidwritethearticleifIdidnotmyself,andthistimeshakinghisfistinmyfacewithmorecursingsandepithets。

  Whenhethreatenedmewithhisclenchedfist,instinctivelyItriedtorisefrommychair,butWintersthenforciblythrustmedown,ashedideveryothertimeatleastsevenoreight,whenundersimilarimminentdangerofbruisingbyhisfistorforaughtIcouldknowworsethanthatafterthefirststunningblow,whichhecouldeasilyandsafelytohimselfhavedealtmesolongashekeptmedownandstoodoverme。

  Thisfactitwas,whichmorethananythingelse,convincedmethatbyplanandplotIwaspurposelymadepowerlessinMr。Winters\'hands,andthathedidnotmeantoallowmethatadvantageofbeingafoot,whichhepossessed。Moreover,Ithenbecameconvinced,thatPhilipLynchandforwhatreasonIwonderedwoulddoabsolutelynothingtoprotectmeinhisownhouse。Irealizedthenthesituationthoroughly。Ihadfounditequallyvaintoprotestorargue,andIwouldmakenounmanlyappealforpity,stilllessapologize。Yetmylifehadbeenbytheplainestpossibleimplicationthreatened。Iwasaweakman。Iwasunarmed。I

  washelplesslydown,andWinterswasafootandprobablyarmed。Lynchwastheonly“witness。”Thestatementsdemanded,ifgivenandnotexplained,wouldutterlysinkmeinmyownself-respect,inmyfamily\'seyes,andintheeyesofthecommunity。Ontheotherhand,shouldIgivetheauthor\'snamehowcouldIeverexpectthatconfidenceofthePeoplewhichIshouldnolongerdeserve,andhowmuchdearertomeandtomyfamilywasmylifethanthelifeoftherealauthortohisfriends。Yetlifeseemeddearandeachminutethatremainedseemedpreciousifnotsolemn。Isincerelytrustthatneitheryounoranyofyourreaders,andespeciallynonewithfamilies,mayeverbeplacedinsuchseemingdirectproximitytodeathwhileobligedtodecidetheonequestionIwascompelledto,viz。:WhatshouldIdo——I,amanoffamily,andnotasMr。Wintersis,“alone。”

  [Thereaderisrequestednottoskipthefollowing——M。T。:]

  STRATEGYANDMESMERISM。

  Togaintimeforfurtherreflection,andhopingthatbyaseemingacquiescenceImightregainmypersonalliberty,atleasttillIcouldgiveanalarm,ortakeadvantageofsomemomentaryinadvertenceofWinters,andthenwithoutacowardlyflightescape,Iresolvedtowriteacertainkindofretraction,butpreviouslyhadinwardlydecidedFirst——ThatIwouldstudiouslyavoideveryactionwhichmightbeconstruedintothedrawingofaweapon,evenbyaself-infuriatedman,nomatterwhatamountofinsultmightbeheapeduponme,foritseemedtomethatthisgreatexcessofcompoundprofanity,foulnessandepithetmustbemorethanamereindulgence,andthereforemusthavesomeobject。

  “Surelyinvainthenetisspreadinthesightofanybird。”Therefore,asbeforewithoutthought,Ithereafterbyintentkeptmyhandsawayfrommypockets,andgenerallyinsightandspreaduponmyknees。

  Second——Iresolvedtomakenomotionwithmyarmsorhandswhichcouldpossiblybeconstruedintoaggression。

  Third——Iresolvedcompletelytogovernmyoutwardmannerandsuppressindignation。Todothis,Imustgovernmyspirit。Todothat,byforceofimaginationIwasobligedlikeactorsontheboardstoresolvemyselfintoanunnaturalmentalstateandseeallthingsthroughtheeyesofanassumedcharacter。

  Fourth——IresolvedtotryonWinters,silently,andunconsciouslytohimselfamesmericpowerwhichIpossessovercertainkindsofpeople,andwhichattimesIhavefoundtoworkeveninthedarkovertheloweranimals。

  Doesanyonesmileattheselastcounts?Godsaveyoufromeverbeingobligedtobeatinagameofchess,whosestakeisyourlife,youhavingbutfourpoorpawnsandpiecesandyouradversarywithhisfullforceunshorn。Butifyouare,providedyouhaveanystrengthwithbreadthofwill,donotdespair。Thoughmesmericpowermaynotsaveyou,itmayhelpyou;tryitatallevents。InthisinstanceIwasconsciousofpowercomingintome,andbyalawofnature,IknowWinterswascorrespondinglyweakened。IfIcouldhavegainedmoretimeIamsurehewouldnotevenhavestruckme。

  Ittakestimebothtoformsuchresolutionsandtorecitethem。Thattime,however,Igainedwhilethinkingofmyretraction,whichIfirstwroteinpencil,alteringitfromtimetotimetillIgotittosuitme,myaimbeingtomakeitlooklikeaconcessiontodemands,whileinfactitshouldterselyspeakthetruthintoMr。Winters\'mind。Whenitwasfinished,Icopieditinink,andifcorrectlycopiedfrommyfirstdraftitshouldreadasfollows。IncopyingIdonotthinkImadeanymaterialchange。

  COPY。

  ToPhilipLynch,EditoroftheGoldHillNews:IlearnthatGen。JohnB。

  WintersbelievesthefollowingpastedonclippingfromthePEOPLE\'S

  TRIBUNEofJanuarytocontaindistinctchargesofmineagainsthimpersonally,andthatassuchhedesiresmetoretractthemunqualifiedly。

  Incompliancewithhisrequest,permitmetosaythat,althoughMr。

  WintersandIseethismatterdifferently,inviewofhisstrongfeelingsinthepremises,IherebydeclarethatIdonotknowthose“charges“ifsuchtheyaretobetrue,andIhopethatacriticalexaminationwouldaltogetherdisprovethem。

  CONRADWIEGAND。

  GoldHill,January15,1870。

  IthenreadwhatIhadwrittenandhandedittoMr。Lynch,whereuponMr。

  Winterssaid:

  “That\'snotsatisfactory,anditwon\'tdo;“andthenaddressinghimselftoMr。Lynch,hefurthersaid:“Howdoesitstrikeyou?“

  “Well,IconfessIdon\'tseethatitretractsanything。”

  “NordoI,“saidWinters;“infact,Iregarditasaddinginsulttoinjury。Mr。Wiegandyou\'vegottodobetterthanthat。Youarenotthemanwhocanpullwoolovermyeyes。”

  “That,sir,istheonlyretractionIcanwrite。”

  “Noitisn\'t,sir,andifyousomuchassaysoagainyoudoitatyourperil,forI\'llthrashyoutowithinaninchofyourlife,and,by——,sir,Idon\'tpledgemyselftospareyoueventhatincheither。IwantyoutounderstandIhaveaskedyouforaverydifferentpaper,andthatpaperyou\'vegottosign。”

  “Mr。Winters,IassureyouthatIdonotwishtoirritateyou,but,atthesametime,itisutterlyimpossibleformetowriteanyotherpaperthanthatwhichIhavewritten。Ifyouareresolvedtocompelmetosignsomething,PhilipLynch\'shandmustwriteatyourdictation,andif,whenwritten,IcansignitIwilldoso,butsuchadocumentasyousayyoumusthavefromme,Inevercansign。ImeanwhatIsay。”

  “Well,sir,what\'stobedonemustbedonequickly,forI\'vebeenherelongenoughalready。I\'llputthethinginanothershapeandthenpointingtothepaper;don\'tyouknowthosechargestobefalse?“

  “Idonot。”

  “Doyouknowthemtobetrue?“

  “OfmyownpersonalknowledgeIdonot。”

  “Whythendidyouprintthem?“

  “Becauserightlyconsideredintheirconnectiontheyarenotcharges,butpertinentandusefulsuggestionsinanswertothequeriesofacorrespondentwhostatedfactswhichareinexplicable。”

  “Don\'tyouknowthatIknowtheyarefalse?“

  “Ifyoudo,thepropercourseissimplytodenythemandcourtaninvestigation。”

  “AnddoYOUclaimtherighttomakeMEcomeoutanddenyanythingyoumaychoosetowriteandprint?“

  TothatquestionIthinkImadenoreply,andhethenfurthersaid:

  “Come,now,we\'vetalkedaboutthematterlongenough。Iwantyourfinalanswer——didyouwritethatarticleornot?“

  “Icannotinhonortellyouwhowroteit。”

  “Didyounotseeitbeforeitwasprinted?“

  “Mostcertainly,sir。”

  “Anddidyoudeemitafitthingtopublish?“

  “Mostassuredly,sir,orIwouldneverhaveconsentedtoitsappearance。

  OfitsauthorshipIcansaynothingwhatever,butforitspublicationI

  assumefull,soleandpersonalresponsibility。”

  “Anddoyouthenretractitornot?“

  “Mr。Winters,ifmyrefusaltosignsuchapaperasyouhavedemandedmustentailuponmeallthatyourlanguageinthisroomfairlyimplies,thenIaskafewminutesforprayer。”

  “Prayer!——you,thisisnotyourhourforprayer——yourtimetopraywaswhenyouwerewritingthose——lyingcharges。Willyousignornot?“

  “Youalreadyhavemyanswer。”

  “What!doyoustillrefuse?“

  “Ido,sir。”

  “Takethat,then,“andtomyamazementandinexpressiblereliefhedrewonlyarawhideinsteadofwhatIexpected——abludgeonorpistol。Withit,ashespoke,hestruckatmylefteardownwards,asiftotearitoff,andafterwardsonthesideofthehead。Ashemovedawaytogetabetterchanceforamoreeffectiveshot,forthefirsttimeIgainedachanceunderperiltorise,andIdidsopityinghimfromtheverybottomofmysoul,tothinkthatonesonaturallycapableoftruedignity,powerandnobilitycould,bythetemptationsofthisState,andbyunfortunateassociationsandaspirations,besodeeplydebasedastofindinsuchbrutalityanythingwhichhecouldcallsatisfaction——butthegreathopeforusallisinprogressandgrowth,andJohnB。Winters,Itrust,willyetbeabletocomprehendmyfeelings。

  Hecontinuedtobeatmewithallhisgreatforce,untilabsolutelyweary,exhaustedandpantingforbreath。Istilladheredtomypurposeofnon-

  aggressivedefence,andmadenootheruseofmyarmsthantodefendmyheadandfacefromfurtherdisfigurement。Themerepainarisingfromtheblowsheinflicteduponmypersonwasofcoursetransient,andmyclothingtosomeextentdeadeneditsseverity,asitnowhidesallremainingtraces。

  WhenIsupposedhewasthrough,takingthebuttendofhisweaponandshakingitinmyface,hewarnedme,ifIcorrectlyunderstoodhim,ofmoreyettocome,andfurthermoresaid,ifeverIagaindaredintroducehisnametoprint,ineithermyownoranyotherpublicjournal,hewouldcutoffmyleftearandIdonotthinkhewasjestingandsendmehometomyfamilyavisiblymutilatedman,tobeastandingwarningtoalllow-livedpuppieswhoseektoblackmailgentlemenandtoinjuretheirgoodnames。Andwhenhedidsooperate,heinformedmethathisimplementwouldnotbeawhipbutaknife。

  Whenhehadsaidthis,unaccompaniedbyMr。Lynch,asIrememberit,helefttheroom,forIsatdownbyMr。Lynch,exclaiming:“Themanismad——

  heisutterlymad——thisstepishisruin——itisamistake——itwouldbeungenerousinme,despiteofalltheillusageIhaveherereceived,toexposehim,atleastuntilhehashadanopportunitytoreflectuponthematter。Ishallbeinnohaste。”

  “Wintersisverymadjustnow,“repliedMr。Lynch,“butwhenheishimselfheisoneofthefinestmenIevermet。Infact,hetoldmethereasonhedidnotmeetyouupstairswastospareyouthehumiliationofabeatinginthesightofothers。”

  IsubmitthatthatunguardedremarkofPhilipLynchconvictshimofhavingbeenprivyinadvancetoMr。Winters\'intentionswhatevertheymayhavebeen,oratleasttohismeaningtomakeanassaultuponme,butI

  leavetootherstodeterminehowmuchcensureaneditordeservesforinveiglingaweak,non-combatantman,alsoapublisher,toapenofhisowntobehorsewhipped,ifnoworse,forthesimpleprintingofwhatisverballyinthemouthofnineoutoftenmen,andwomentoo,uponthestreet。

  Whilewritingthisaccounttwotheorieshaveoccurredtomeaspossiblytruerespectingthismostremarkableassault:

  First——TheaimmayhavebeensimplytoextortfrommesuchadmissionsasinthehandsofmoneyandinfluencewouldhavesentmetothePenitentiaryforlibel。This,however,seemsunlikely,becauseanystatementselicitedbyfearorforcecouldnotbeevidenceinlaworcouldbesoexplainedastohavenoforce。Thestatementswantedsobadlymusthavebeendesiredforsomeotherpurpose。

  Second——TheothertheoryhassodarkandwilfullymurderousalookthatI

  shrinkfromwritingit,yetasinallprobabilitymydeathattheearliestpracticablemomenthasalreadybeendecreed,IfeelIshoulddoallIcanbeforemyhourarrives,atleasttoshowothershowtobreakupthataristocraticruleandcombinationwhichhasrobbedallNevadaoftruefreedom,ifnotofmanhooditself。AlthoughIdonotpreferthishypothesisasa“charge,“IfeelthatasanAmericancitizenIstillhavearightbothtothinkandtospeakmythoughtseveninthelandofSharonandWinters,andasmuchsorespectingthetheoryofabrutalassaultespeciallywhenIhavebeenitssubjectasrespectinganyotherapparentenormity。Igivethemattersimplyasasuggestionwhichmayexplaintotheproperauthoritiesandtothepeoplewhomtheyshouldrepresent,awellascertainedbutnotwithstandingadarklymysteriousfact。Theschemeoftheassaultmayhavebeen:

  First——Toterrifymebymakingmeconsciousofmyownhelplessnessaftermakingactualthoughnotlegalthreatsagainstmylife。

  Second——ToimplythatIcouldsavemylifeonlybywritingorsigningcertainspecificstatementswhichifnotsubsequentlyexplainedwouldeternallyhavebrandedmeasinfamousandwouldhaveconsignedmyfamilytoshameandwant,andtothedreadfulcompassionandpatronageoftherich。

  Third——ToblowmybrainsoutthemomentIhadsigned,therebypreventingmefrommakinganysubsequentexplanationsuchascouldremovetheinfamy。

  Fourth——PhilipLynchtobecompelledtotestifythatIwaskilledbyJohnB。Wintersinself-defence,fortheconvictionofWinterswouldbringhiminasanaccomplice。IfthatwastheprogrammeinJohnB。Winters\'

  mindnothingsavedmylifebutmypersistentrefusaltosign,whenthatrefusalseemedclearlytometobethechoiceofdeath。

  TheremarkableassertionmadetomebyMr。Winters,thatpityonlysparedmylifeonWednesdayeveninglast,almostcompelsmetobelievethatatfirsthecouldnothaveintendedmetoleavethatroomalive;andwhyI

  wasallowedto,unlessthroughmesmericorsomeotherinvisibleinfluence,Icannotdivine。ThemoreIreflectuponthismatter,themoreprobableastruedoesthishorribleinterpretationbecome。

  ThenarrationofthesethingsImighthavesparedbothtoMr。Wintersandtothepublichadhehimselfobservedsilence,butashehasbothverballyspokenandsufferedathoroughlygarbledstatementoffactstoappearintheGoldHillNewsIfeelitduetomyselfnolessthantothiscommunity,andtotheentireindependentpressofAmericaandGreatBritain,togiveatrueaccountofwhateventheGoldHillNewshaspronouncedadisgracefulaffair,andwhichitdeeplyregretsbecauseofsomeallegedtelegraphicmistakeintheaccountofit。[Whoreceivedtheerroneoustelegrams?]

  Thoughhemaynotdeemitprudenttotakemylifejustnow,thepublicationofthisarticleIfeelsuremustcompelGen。Winterswithhispeculiarviewsabouthisrighttoexemptionfromcriticismbymetoresolveonmyviolentdeath,thoughitmaytakeyearstocompassit。

  NotwithstandingIbearhimnoillwill;andifW。C。RalstonandWilliamSharon,andothermembersoftheSanFranciscominingandmillingRingfeelthatheaboveallothermeninthisStateandCaliforniaisthemostfittingmantosuperviseandcontrolYellowJacketmatters,untilIamabletovotemorethanhalftheirstockIpresumehewillberetainedtogracehispresentpost。

  Meantime,Icordiallyinviteallwhoknowofanysortofimportantvillainywhichonlycanbecuredbyexposureandwhowouldexposeitiftheyfeltsuretheywouldnotbebetrayedunderbullyingthreats,tocommunicatewiththePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE;foruntilIammurdered,solongasIcanraisethemeanstopublish,IproposetocontinuemyeffortsatleasttorevivethelibertiesoftheState,tocurboppression,andtobenefitman\'sworldandGod\'searth。

  CONRADWIEGAND。

  [ItdoesseemapitythattheSheriffwasshutout,sincethegoodsenseofageneralofmilitiaandofaprominenteditorfailedtoteachthemthatthemeritedcastigationofthisweak,half-wittedchildwasathingthatoughttohavebeendoneinthestreet,wherethepoorthingcouldhaveachancetorun。Whenajournalistmalignsacitizen,orattackshisgoodnameonhearsayevidence,hedeservestobethrashedforit,evenifheisa“non-combatant“weakling;butagenerousadversarywouldatleastallowsuchalambtheuseofhislegsatsuchatime——M。T。]

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