`Mylast,too,\'headded。
Imadenocomment。He\'sknownforhisliberalityandhisbadluckatthegameofmonte,whichkeepshimaspooraswhenhefirstcamehere。
`Isuppose,DonMartin,\'hebegan,inathoughtful,speculativetone,`thattheSenorAdministradorofSanTomewillrewardmesomedayifI
savehissilver?\'
Isaidthatitcouldnotbeotherwise,surely。Hewalkedon,mutteringtohimself。`Si,si,withoutdoubt,withoutdoubt;and,lookyou,SenorMartin,whatitistobewellspokenof!Thereisnotanothermanthatcouldhavebeeneventhoughtofforsuchathing。Ishallgetsomethinggreatforitsomeday。Andletitcomesoon,\'hemumbled。`Timepassesinthiscountryasquickasanywhereelse。\'
This,soeurcherie,ismycompanioninthegreatescapeforthesakeofthegreatcause。Heismorenaivethanshrewd,moremasterfulthancrafty,moregenerouswithhispersonalitythanthepeoplewhomakeuseofhimarewiththeirmoney。Atleast,thatiswhathethinkshimselfwithmorepridethansentiment。IamgladIhavemadefriendswithhim。Asacompanionheacquiresmoreimportancethanheeverhadasasortofminorgeniusinhisway——asanoriginalItaliansailorwhomIallowedtocomeininthesmallhoursandtalkfamiliarlytotheeditorofthePorvenirwhilethepaperwasgoingthroughthepress。Anditiscurioustohavemetamanforwhomthevalueoflifeseemstoconsistinpersonalprestige。
Iamwaitingforhimherenow。OnarrivingattheposadakeptbyViolawefoundthechildrenalonedownbelow,andtheoldGenoeseshoutedtohiscountrymantogoandfetchthedoctor。Otherwisewewouldhavegoneontothewharf,whereitappearsCaptainMitchellwithsomevolunteerEuropeansandafewpickedcargadoresareloadingthelighterwiththesilverthatmustbesavedfromMontero\'sclutchesinordertobeusedforMontero\'sdefeat。Nostromogallopedfuriouslybacktowardsthetown。
Hehasbeenlonggonealready。Thisdelaygivesmetimetotalktoyou。
Bythetimethispocket-bookreachesyourhandsmuchwillhavehappened。
Butnowitisapauseunderthehoveringwingofdeathinthatsilenthouseburiedintheblacknight,withthisdyingwoman,thetwochildrencrouchingwithoutasound,andthatoldmanwhomIcanhearthroughthethicknessofthewallpassingupanddownwithalightrubbingnoisenolouderthanamouse。AndI,theonlyotherwiththem,don\'treallyknowwhethertocountmyselfwiththelivingorwiththedead。`Quiensabe?\'asthepeopleherearepronetosayinanswertoeveryquestion。Butno!feelingforyouiscertainlynotdead,andthewholething,thehouse,thedarknight,thesilentchildreninthisdimroom,myverypresencehere——allthisislife,mustbelife,sinceitissomuchlikeadream。
WiththewritingofthelastlinetherecameuponDecoudamomentofsuddenandcompleteoblivion。Heswayedoverthetableasifstruckbyabullet。Thenextmomenthesatup,confused,withtheideathathehadheardhispencilrollonthefloor。Thelowdoorofthecafe,wideopen,wasfilledwiththeglareofatorchinwhichwasvisiblehalfahorse,switchingitstailagainstthelegofariderwithalongironspurstrappedtothenakedheel。Thetwogirlsweregone,andNostromo,standinginthemiddleoftheroom,lookedathimfromundertheroundbrimofthesombrerolowdownoverhisbrow。
`Ihavebroughtthatsour-facedEnglishdoctorinSenoraGould\'scarriage,\'
saidNostromo。`Idoubtif,withallhiswisdom,hecansavethePadronathistime。Theyhavesentforthechildren。Abadsignthat。\'
Hesatdownontheendofabench。`Shewantstogivethemherblessing,Isuppose。\'
DazedlyDecoudobservedthathemusthavefallensoundasleep,andNostromosaid,withavaguesmile,thathehadlookedinatthewindowandhadseenhimlyingstillacrossthetablewithhisheadonhisarms。TheEnglishsenorahadalsocomeinthecarriage,andwentupstairsatoncewiththedoctor。ShehadtoldhimnottowakeupDonMartinyet;butwhentheysentforthechildrenhehadcomeintothecafe。
Thehalfofthehorsewithitshalfoftheriderswungroundoutsidethedoor;thetorchoftowandresinintheironbasketwhichwascarriedonastickatthesaddle-bowflaredrightintotheroomforamoment,andMrsGouldenteredhastilywithaverywhite,tiredface。Thehoodofherdark,bluecloakhadfallenback。Bothmenrose。
`Teresawantstoseeyou,Nostromo,\'shesaid。
TheCapatazdidnotmove。Decoud,withhisbacktothetable,begantobuttonuphiscoat。
`Thesilver,MrsGould,thesilver,\'hemurmuredinEnglish。`Don\'tforgetthattheEsmeraldagarrisonhavegotasteamer。Theymayappearatanymomentattheharbourentrance。\'
`Thedoctorsaysthereisnohope,\'MrsGouldspokerapidly,alsoinEnglish。`Ishalltakeyoudowntothewharfinmycarriageandthencomebacktofetchawaythegirls。\'ShechangedswiftlyintoSpanishtoaddressNostromo。`Whyareyouwastingtime?OldGiorgio\'swifewishestoseeyou。\'
`Iamgoingtoher,senora,\'mutteredtheCapataz。
DrMonyghamshowedhimself,bringingbackthechildren。ToMrsGould\'sinquiringglanceheonlyshookhisheadandwentoutsideatonce,followedbyNostromo。
Thehorseofthetorch-bearer,motionless,hunghisheadlow,andtheriderhaddroppedthereinstolightacigarette。TheglareofthetorchplayedonthefrontofthehousecrossedbythebigblacklettersofitsinscriptioninwhichonlythewordITALIAwaslightedfully。ThepatchofwaveringglarereachedasfarasMrsGould\'scarriagewaitingontheroad,withtheyellow-faced,portlyIgnacioapparentlydozingonthebox。ByhissideBasilio,darkandskinny,heldaWinchestercarbineinfrontofhim,withbothhands,andpeeredfearfullyintothedarkness。
Nostromotouchedlightlythedoctor\'sshoulder。
`Isshereallydying,SenorDoctor!\'
`Yes,\'saidthedoctor,withastrangetwitchofhisscarredcheek。
`AndwhyshewantstoseeyouIcannotimagine。\'
`Shehasbeenlikethatbefore,\'suggestedNostromo,lookingaway。
`Well,Capataz,Icanassureyoushewillneverbelikethatagain,\'
snarledDrMonygham。`Youmaygotoherorstayaway。Thereisverylittletobegotfromtalkingtothedying。ButshetoldDonaEmiliainmyhearingthatshehasbeenlikeamothertoyoueversinceyoufirstsetfootashorehere。\'
`Si!Andsheneverhadagoodwordtosayformetoanybody。
Itismoreasifshecouldnotforgivemeforbeingalive,andsuchaman,too,asshewouldhavelikedhersontobe。\'
`Maybe!\'exclaimedamournfuldeepvoicenearthem。`Womenhavetheirownwaysoftormentingthemselves。\'GiorgioViolahadcomeoutofthehouse。
Hethrewaheavyblackshadowinthetorchlight,andtheglarefellonhisbigface,onthegreatbushyheadofwhitehair。HemotionedtheCapatazindoorswithhisextendedarm。
DrMonygham,afterbusyinghimselfwithalittlemedicamentboxofpolishedwoodontheseatofthelandau,turnedtooldGiorgioandthrustintohisbig,tremblinghandoneoftheglass-stopperedbottlesoutofthecase。
`Giveheraspoonfulofthisnowandthen,inwater,\'hesaid。`Itwillmakehereasier。\'
`Andthereisnothingmoreforher?\'askedtheoldman,patiently。
`No。Notonearth,\'saidthedoctor,withhisbacktohim,clickingthelockofthemedicinecase。
Nostromoslowlycrossedthelargekitchen,alldarkbutfortheglowofaheapofcharcoalundertheheavymantelofthecooking-range,wherewaterwasboilinginanironpotwithaloudbubblingsound。Betweenthetwowallsofanarrowstaircaseabrightlightstreamedfromthesick-roomabove;andthemagnificentCapatazdeCargadoressteppingnoiselesslyinsoftleathersandals,bushywhiskered,hismuscularneckandbronzedchestbareintheopencheckshirt,resembledaMediterraneansailorjustcomeashorefromsomewine-orfruit-ladenfelucca。Atthetophepaused,broadshouldered,narrowhipped,andsupple,lookingatthelargebed,likeawhitecouchofstate,withaprofusionofsnowylinen,amongstwhichthePadronasatunproppedandbowed,herhandsome,black-browedfacebentoverherchest。Amassofravenhairwithonlyafewwhitethreadsinitcoveredhershoulders;onethickstrandfallenforwardhalfveiledhercheek。Perfectlymotionlessinthatpose,expressingphysicalanxietyandunrest,sheturnedhereyesalonetowardsNostromo。
TheCapatazhadaredsashwoundmanytimesroundhiswaist,andaheavysilverringontheforefingerofthehandheraisedtogiveatwisttohismoustache。
`Theirrevolutions,theirrevolutions,\'gaspedSenoraTeresa。`Look,Gian\'Battista,ithaskilledmeatlast!\'
Nostromosaidnothing,andthesickwomanwithanupwardglanceinsisted。
`Look,thisonehaskilledme,whileyouwereawayfightingforwhatdidnotconcernyou,foolishman。\'
`Whytalklikethis?\'mumbledtheCapatazbetweenhisteeth。`Willyouneverbelieveinmygoodsense?ItconcernsmetokeeponbeingwhatI
am:everydayalike。\'
`Youneverchange,indeed,\'shesaid,bitterly。`Alwaysthinkingofyourselfandtakingyourpayoutinfinewordsfromthosewhocarenothingforyou。\'
Therewasbetweenthemanintimacyofantagonismascloseinitswayastheintimacyofaccordandaffection。HehadnotwalkedalongthewayofTeresa\'sexpectations。Itwasshewhohadencouragedhimtoleavehisship,inthehopeofsecuringafriendanddefenderforthegirls。ThewifeofoldGiorgiowasawareofherprecarioushealth,andwashauntedbythefearofheragedhusband\'slonelinessandtheunprotectedstateofthechildren。Shehadwantedtoannexthatapparentlyquietandsteadyyoungman,affectionateandpliable,anorphanfromhistenderestage,ashehadtoldher,withnotiesinItalyexceptanuncle,ownerandmasterofafelucca,fromwhoseill-usagehehadrunawaybeforehewasfourteen。
Hehadseemedtohercourageous,ahardworker,determinedtomakehiswayintheworld。FromgratitudeandthetiesofhabithewouldbecomelikeasontoherselfandGiorgio;andthen,whoknows,whenLindahadgrownup……Tenyears\'differencebetweenhusbandandwifewasnotsomuch。Herowngreatmanwasnearlytwentyyearsolderthanherself。Gian\'
Battistawasanattractiveyoungfellow,besides;attractivetomen,women,andchildren,justbythatprofoundquietnessofpersonalitywhich,likeaserenetwilight,renderedmoreseductivethepromiseofhisvigorousformandtheresolutionofhisconduct。
OldGiorgio,inprofoundignoranceofhiswife\'sviewsandhopes,hadagreatregardforhisyoungcountryman。`Amanoughtnottobetame,\'
heusedtotellher,quotingtheSpanishproverbindefenceofthesplendidCapataz。Shewasgrowingjealousofhissuccess。Hewasescapingfromher,shefeared。Shewaspractical,andheseemedtohertobeanabsurdspend-thriftofthesequalitieswhichmadehimsovaluable。Hegottoolittleforthem。
Hescatteredthemwithbothhandsamongsttoomanypeople,shethought。
Helaidnomoneyby。Sherailedathispoverty,hisexploits,hisadventures,hisloves,andhisreputation;butinherheartshehadnevergivenhimup,asthough,indeed,hehadbeenherson。
Evennow,illasshewas,illenoughtofeelthechill,blackbreathoftheapproachingend,shehadwishedtoseehim。Itwaslikeputtingoutherbenumbedhandtoregainherhold。Butshehadpresumedtoomuchonherstrength。Shecouldnotcommandherthoughts;theyhadbecomedim,likehervision。Thewordsfalteredonherlips,andonlytheparamountanxietyanddesireofherlifeseemedtobetoostrongfordeath。
TheCapatazsaid,`Ihaveheardthesethingsmanytimes。Youareunjust,butitdoesnothurtme。Onlynowyoudonotseemtohavemuchstrengthtotalk,andIhavebutlittletimetolisten。Iamengagedinaworkofverygreatmoment。\'
Shemadeanefforttoaskhimwhetheritwastruethathehadfoundtimetogoandfetchadoctorforher。Nostromonoddedaffirmatively。
Shewaspleased:itrelievedhersufferingstoknowthatthemanhadcondescendedtodosomuchforthosewhoreallywantedhishelp。Itwasaproofofhisfriendship。Hervoicebecamestronger。
`Iwantapriestmorethanadoctor,\'shesaid,pathetically。Shedidnotmoveherhead;onlyhereyesranintothecornerstowatchtheCapatazstandingbythesideofherbed。`Wouldyougotofetchapriestformenow?Think!Adyingwomanasksyou!\'
Nostromoshookhisheadresolutely。Hedidnotbelieveinpriestsintheirsacerdotalcharacter。Adoctorwasanefficaciousperson;butapriest,aspriest,wasnothing,incapableofdoingeithergoodorharm。NostromodidnotevendislikethesightofthemasoldGiorgiodid。Theutteruselessnessoftheerrandwaswhatstruckhimmost。
`Padrona,\'hesaid,`youhavebeenlikethisbefore,andgotbetterafterafewdays。IhavegivenyoualreadytheverylastmomentsIcanspare。AskSenoraGouldtosendyouone。\'
Hewasfeelinguneasyattheimpietyofthisrefusal。ThePadronabelievedinpriests,andconfessedherselftothem。Butallwomendidthat。Itcouldnotbeofmuchconsequence。Andyethisheartfeltoppressedforamoment——atthethoughtwhatabsolutionwouldmeantoherifshebelievedinitonlyeversolittle。Nomatter。Itwasquitetruethathehadgivenheralreadytheverylastmomenthecouldspare。
`Yourefusetogo?\'shegasped。`Ah!youarealwaysyourself,indeed。\'
`Listentoreason,Padrona,\'hesaid,`Iamneededtosavethesilverofthemine。Doyouhear?AgreatertreasurethantheonewhichtheysayisguardedbyghostsanddevilsinAzuera。Itistrue。IamresolvedtomakethisthemostdesperateaffairIwaseverengagedoninmywholelife。\'
Shefeltadespairingindignation。Thesupremetesthadfailed。Standingaboveher,Nostromodidnotseethedistortedfeaturesofherface,distortedbyaparoxysmofpainandanger。Onlyshebegantotrembleallover。Herbowedheadshook。Thebroadshouldersquivered。
`ThenGod,perhaps,willhavemercyuponme!Butdoyoulooktoit,man,thatyougetsomethingforyourselfoutofit,besidestheremorsethatshallovertakeyousomeday。\'
Shelaughedfeebly。`Getrichesatleastforonce,youindispensable,admiredGian\'Battista,towhomthepeaceofadyingwomanislessthanthepraiseofpeoplewhohavegivenyouasillyname——andnothingbesides——inexchangeforyoursoulandbody。\'
TheCaptaindeCargadoressworetohimselfunderhisbreath。
`Leavemysoulalone,Padrona,andIshallknowhowtotakecareofmybody。Whereistheharmofpeoplehavingneedofme?WhatareyouenvyingmethatIhaverobbedyouandthechildrenof?ThoseverypeopleyouarethrowinginmyteethhavedonemoreforoldGiorgiothantheyeverthoughtofdoingforme。\'
Hestruckhisbreastwithhisopenpalm;hisvoicehad$$word$$mainedlowthoughhehadspokeninaforcibletone。Hetwistedhismoustachesoneafteranother,andhiseyeswanderedalittleabouttheroom。
`IsitmyfaultthatIamtheonlymanfortheirpurposes?Whatangrynonsenseareyoutalking,mother?Wouldyouratherhavemetimidandfoolish,sellingwater-melonsonthemarket-placeorrowingaboatforpassengersalongtheharbour,likeasoftNeapolitanwithoutcourageorreputation?
Wouldyouhaveayoungmanlivelikeamonk?Idonotbelieveit。Wouldyouwantamonkforyoureldestgirl?Lethergrow。Whatareyouafraidof?YouhavebeenangrywithmeforeverythingIdidforyears;eversinceyoufirstspoketome,insecretfromoldGiorgio,aboutyourLinda。Husbandtooneandbrothertotheother,didyousay?Well,whynot!Ilikethelittleones,andamanmustmarrysometime。Buteversincethattimeyouhavebeenmakinglittleofmetoeveryone。Why?DidyouthinkyoucouldputacollarandchainonmeasifIwereoneofthewatchdogstheykeepoverthereintherailwayyards?Lookhere,Padrona,Iamthesamemanwhocameashoreoneeveningandsatdowninthethatchedrancheyoulivedinatthattimeontheothersideofthetownandtoldyouallabouthimself。
Youwerenotunjusttomethen。Whathashappenedsince?Iamnolongeraninsignificantyouth。Agoodname,Giorgiosays,isatreasure,Padrona。\'
`Theyhaveturnedyourheadwiththeirpraises,\'gaspedthesickwoman。
`Theyhavebeenpayingyouwithwords。Yourfollyshallbetrayyouintopoverty,misery,starvation。Theveryleperosshalllaughatyou——thegreatCapataz。\'
Nostromostoodforatimeasifstruckdumb。Sheneverlookedathim。
Aself-confident,mirthlesssmilepassedquicklyfromhislips,andthenhebackedaway。Hisdisregardedfiguresankdownbeyondthedoorway。Hedescendedthestairsbackwards,withtheusualsenseofhavingbeensomehowbaffledbythiswoman\'sdisparagementofthisreputationhehadobtainedanddesiredtokeep。
Downstairsinthebigkitchenacandlewasburning,surroundedbytheshadowsofthewalls,oftheceiling,butnoruddyglarefilledtheopensquareoftheouterdoor。ThecarriagewithMrsGouldandDonMartin,precededbythehorsemanbearingthetorch,hadgoneontothejetty。DrMonygham,whohadremained,satonthecornerofahardwoodtablenearthecandlestick,hisseamed,shavedfaceinclinedsideways,hisarmscrossedonhisbreast,hislipspursedup,andhisprominenteyesglaringstonilyuponthefloorofblackearth。Neartheoverhangingmantelofthefireplacewherethepotofwaterwasstillboilingviolently,oldGiorgioheldhischininhishand,onefootadvanced,asifarrestedbyasuddenthought。
`Adios,viejo,\'saidNostromo,feelingthehandleofhisrevolverinthebeltandlooseninghisknifeinitssheath。Hepickedupablueponcholinedwithredfromthetable,andputitoverhishead。`Adios,lookafterthethingsinmysleeping-room,andifyouhearfrommenomore,giveuptheboxtoPaquita。Thereisnotmuchofvaluethere,exceptmynewserapefromMexico,andafewsilverbuttonsonmybestjacket。Nomatter!Thethingswilllookwellenoughonthenextlovershegets,andthemanneednotbeafraidIshalllingeronearthafterIamdead,likethosegringosthathaunttheAzuera。\'
DrMonyghamtwistedhislipsintoabittersmile。AfteroldGiorgio,withanalmostimperceptiblenodandwithoutaword,hadgoneupthenarrowstairs,hesaid:
`Why,Capataz!Ithoughtyoucouldneverfailinanything。\'
Nostromo,glancingcontemptuouslyatthedoctor,lingeredinthedoorwayrollingacigarette,thenstruckamatch,and,afterlightingit,heldtheburningpieceofwoodabovehisheadtilltheflamenearlytouchedhisfingers。
`Nowind!\'hemutteredtohimself。`Lookhere,senor——doyouknowthenatureofmyundertaking?\'
DrMonyghamnoddedsourly。
`ItisasifIweretakingupacurseuponme,SenorDoctor。Amanwithatreasureonthiscoastwillhaveeverykniferaisedagainsthimineveryplaceupontheshore。Youseethat,SenorDoctor?IshallfloatalongwithaspelluponmylifetillImeetsomewherethenorth-boundsteameroftheCompany,andthenindeedtheywilltalkabouttheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfromoneendofAmericatoanother。\'
DrMonyghamlaughedhisshort,throatylaugh。Nostromoturnedroundinthedoorway。
`ButifyourworshipcanfindanyothermanreadyandfitforsuchbusinessIwillstandback。Iamnotexactlytiredofmylife,thoughIamsopoorthatIcancarryallIhavewithmyselfonmyhorse\'sback。\'
`Yougambletoomuch,andneversay“no“toaprettyface,Capataz,\'
saidDrMonygham,withslysimplicity。`That\'snotthewaytomakeafortune。
ButnobodythatIknoweversuspectedyouofbeingpoor。Ihopeyouhavemadeagoodbargainincaseyoucomebacksafefromthisadventure。\'
`Whatbargainwouldyourworshiphavemade?\'askedNostromo,blowingthesmokeoutofhislipsthroughthedoorway。
DrMonyghamlistenedupthestaircaseforamomentbeforeheanswered,withanotherofhisshort,abruptlaughs:
`IllustriousCapataz,fortakingthecurseofdeathuponmyback,asyoucallit,nothingelsebutthewholetreasurewoulddo。\'
Nostromovanishedoutofthedoorwaywithagruntofdiscontentatthisjeeringanswer。DrMonyghamheardhimgallopaway。Nostromorodefuriouslyinthedark。TherewerelightsinthebuildingsoftheO。S。N。Companynearthewharf,butbeforehegottherehemettheGouldcarriage。Thehorsemanprecededitwiththetorch,whoselightshowedthewhitemulestrotting,theportlyIgnaciodriving,andBasiliowiththecarbineonthebox。FromthedarkbodyofthelandauMrsGould\'svoicecried,`Theyarewaitingforyou,Capataz!\'Shewasreturning,chillyandexcited,withDecoud\'spocket-bookstillheldinherhand。Hehadconfidedittohertosendtohissister。`Perhapsmylastwordstoher,\'hehadsaid,pressingMrsGould\'shand。
TheCapataznevercheckedhisspeed。Attheheadofthewharfvaguefigureswithriflesleapttotheheadofhishorse;otherscloseduponhim——cargadoresofthecompanypostedbyCaptainMitchellonthewatch。Atawordfromhimtheyfellbackwithsubservientmurmurs,recognizinghisvoice。Attheotherendofthejetty,nearacargocrane,inadarkgroupwithglowingcigars,hisnamewaspronouncedinatoneofrelief。
MostoftheEuropeansinSulacowerethere,ralliedroundCharlesGould,asifthesilveroftheminehadbeentheemblemofacommoncause,thesymbolofthesupremeimportanceofmaterialinterests。Theyhadloadeditintothelighterwiththeirownhands。NostromorecognizedDonCarlosGould,athin,tallshape,standingalittleapartandsilent,towhomanothertallshape,theengineer-in-chief,saidaloud,`Ifitmustbelost,itisamilliontimesbetterthatitshouldgotothebottomofthesea。\'
MartinDecoudcalledoutfromthelighter,`Aurevoir,messieurs,tillweclasphandsagainoverthenew-bornOccidentalRepublic。\'Onlyasubduedmurmurrespondedtohisclear,ringingtones;andthenitseemedtohimthatthewharfwasfloatingawayintothenight;butitwasNostromo,whowasalreadypushingagainstapilewithoneoftheheavysweeps。Decouddidnotmove;theeffectwasthatofbeinglaunchedintospace。AfterasplashortwotherewasnotasoundbutthethudofNostromo\'sfeetleapingabouttheboat。Hehoistedthebigsail;abreathofwindfannedDecoud\'scheek。EverythinghadvanishedbutthelightofthelanternCaptainMitchellhadhoisteduponthepostattheendofthejettytoguideNostromooutoftheharbour。
Thetwomen,unabletoseeeachother,keptsilenttillthelighter,slippingbeforethefitfulbreeze,passedoutbetweenalmostinvisibleheadlandsintothestilldeeperdarknessofthegulf。Foratimethelanternonthejettyshoneafterthem。Thewindfailed,thenfannedupagain,butsofaintlythatthebig,half-deckedboatslippedalongwithnomorenoisethanifshehadbeensuspendedintheair。
`Weareoutinthegulfnow,\'saidthecalmvoiceofNostromo。Amomentafterheadded,`SenorMitchellhasloweredthelight。\'
`Yes,\'saidDecoud;`nobodycanfindusnow。\'
Agreatrecrudescenceofobscurityembracedtheboat。Theseainthegulfwasasblackasthecloudsabove。Nostromo,afterstrikingacoupleofmatchestogetaglimpseoftheboat-compasshehadwithhiminthelighter,steeredbythefeelofthewindonhischeek。
ItwasanewexperienceforDecoud,thismysteriousnessofthegreatwatersspreadoutstrangelysmooth,asiftheirrestlessnesshadbeencrushedbytheweightofthatdensenight。ThePlacidowassleepingprofoundlyunderitsblackponcho。
Themainthingnowforsuccesswastogetawayfromthecoastandgainthemiddleofthegulfbeforedaybroke。TheIsabelsweresomewhereathand。`Onyourleftasyoulookforward,senor,\'saidNostromo,suddenly。Whenhisvoiceceased,theenormousstillness,withoutlightorsound,seemedtoaffectDecoud\'ssenseslikeapowerfuldrug。Hedidn\'tevenknowattimeswhetherhewereasleeporawake。Likeamanlostinslumber,heheardnothing,hesawnothing。Evenhishandheldbeforehisfacedidnotexistforhiseyes。Thechangefromtheagitation,thepassionsandthedangers,fromthesightsandsoundsoftheshore,wassocompletethatitwouldhaveresembleddeathhaditnotbeenforthesurvivalofhisthoughts。Inthisforetasteofeternalpeacetheyfloatedvividandlight,likeunearthlycleardreamsofearthlythingsthatmayhauntthesoulsfreedbydeathfromthemistyatmosphereofregretsandhopes。Decoudshookhimself,shudderedabit,thoughtheairthatdriftedpasthimwaswarm。Hehadthestrangestsensationofhissoulhavingjustreturnedintohisbodyfromthecircumambientdarknessinwhichland,sea,sky,themountains,andtherockswereasiftheyhadnotbeen。
Nostromo\'svoicewasspeaking,thoughhe,atthetiller,wasalsoasifhewerenot。`Haveyoubeenasleep,DonMartin?Caramba!IfitwerepossibleIwouldthinkthatI,too,havedozedoff。Ihaveastrangenotionsomehowofhavingdreamtthattherewasasoundofblubbering,asoundasorrowingmancouldmake,somewherenearthisboat。Somethingbetweenasighandasob。\'
`Strange!\'mutteredDecoud,stretcheduponthepileoftreasureboxescoveredbymanytarpaulins。`Coulditbethatthereisanotherboatnearusinthegulf?Wecouldnotseeit,youknow。\'
Nostromolaughedalittleattheabsurdityoftheidea。Theydismisseditfromtheirminds。Thesolitudecouldalmostbefelt。Andwhenthebreezeceased,theblacknessseemedtoweighuponDecoudlikeastone。
`Thisisoverpowering,\'hemuttered。`Dowemoveatall,Capataz?\'
`Notsofastasacrawlingbeetletangledinthegrass,\'answeredNostromo,andhisvoiceseemeddeadenedbythethickveilofobscuritythatfeltwarmandhopelessallaboutthem。Therewerelongperiodswhenhemadenosound,invisibleandinaudibleasifhehadmysteriouslysteppedoutofthelighter。
InthefeaturelessnightNostromowasnotevencertainwhichwaythelighterheadedafterthewindhadcompletelydiedout。Hepeeredfortheislands。Therewasnotahintofthemtobeseen,asiftheyhadsunktothebottomofthegulf。HethrewhimselfdownbythesideofDecoudatlast,andwhisperedintohisearthatifdaylightcaughtthemneartheSulacoshorethroughwantofwind,itwouldbepossibletosweepthelighterbehindthecliffatthehighendoftheGreatIsabel,whereshewouldlieconcealed。Decoudwassurprisedatthegrimnessofhisanxiety。Tohimtheremovalofthetreasurewasapoliticalmove。ItwasnecessaryforseveralreasonsthatitshouldnotfallintothehandsofMontero,butherewasamanwhotookanotherviewofthisenterprise。Thecaballerosovertheredidnotseemtohavetheslightestideaofwhattheyhadgivenhimtodo。Nostromo,asifaffectedbythegloomaround,seemednervouslyresentful。Decoudwassurprised。TheCapataz,indifferenttothosedangersthatseemedobvioustohiscompanion,allowedhimselftobecomescornfullyexasperatedbythedeadlynatureofthetrustput,asamatterofcourse,intohishands。Itwasmoredangerous,Nostromosaid,withalaughandacurse,thansendingamantogetthetreasurethatpeoplesaidwasguardedbydevilsandghostsinthedeepravinesofAzuera。`Senor,\'hesaid,`wemustcatchthesteameratsea。Wemustkeepoutintheopenlookingforhertillwehaveeatenanddrunkallthathasbeenputonboardhere。
Andifwemissherbysomemischance,wemustkeepawayfromthelandtillwegrowweak,andperhapsmad,anddie,anddriftdead,untiloneoranotherofthesteamersoftheCompaniacomesupontheboatwiththetwodeadmenwhohavesavedthetreasure。That,senor,istheonlywaytosaveit;for,don\'tyousee?forustocometothelandanywhereinahundredmilesalongthiscoastwiththissilverinourpossessionistorunthenakedbreastagainstthepointofaknife。Thisthinghasbeengiventomelikeadeadlydisease。IfmendiscoveritIamdead,andyou,too,senor,sinceyouwouldcomewithme。Thereisenoughsilvertomakeawholeprovincerich,letaloneaseaboardpuebloinhabitedbythievesandvagabonds。Senor,theywouldthinkthatheavenitselfsenttheserichesintotheirhands,andwouldcutourthroatswithouthesitation。Iwouldtrustnofairwordsfromthebestmanaroundtheshoresofthiswildgulf。Reflectthat,evenbygivingupthetreasureatthefirstdemand,wewouldnotbeabletosaveourlives。Doyouunderstandthis,ormustIexplain?\'
`No,youneedn\'texplain,\'saidDecoud,alittlelistlessly。`Icanseeitwellenoughmyself,thatthepossessionofthistreasureisverymuchlikeadeadlydiseaseformensituatedasweare。ButithadtoberemovedfromSulaco,andyouwerethemanforthetask。\'
`Iwas;butIcannotbelieve,\'saidNostromo,`thatitslosswouldhaveimpoverishedDonCarlosGouldverymuch。Thereismorewealthinthemountain。
IhavehearditrollingdowntheshootsonquietnightswhenIusedtoridetoRincontoseeacertaingirl,aftermyworkattheharbourwasdone。Foryearstherichrockshavebeenpouringdownwithanoiselikethunder,andtheminerssaythatthereisenoughattheheartofthemountaintothunderonforyearsandyearstocome。Andyet,thedaybeforeyesterday,wehavebeenfightingtosaveitfromthemob,andtonightIamsentoutwithitintothisdarkness,wherethereisnowindtogetawaywith;asifitwerethelastlotofsilveronearthtogetbreadforthehungrywith。Ha!ha!Well,Iamgoingtomakeitthemostfamousanddesperateaffairofmylife——windornowind。Itshallbetalkedaboutwhenthelittlechildrenaregrownupandthegrownmenareold。Aha!theMonteristsmustnotgetholdofit,Iamtold,whateverhappenstoNostromotheCapataz;
andtheyshallnothaveit,Itellyou,sinceithasbeentiedforsafetyroundNostromo\'sneck。\'
`Iseeit,\'murmuredDecoud。Hesaw,indeed,thathiscompanionhadhisownpeculiarviewofthisenterprise。
Nostromointerruptedhisreflectionsuponthewaymen\'squalitiesaremadeuseof,withoutanyfundamentalknowledgeoftheirnature,bytheproposaltheyshouldslipthelongoarsoutandsweepthelighterinthedirectionoftheIsabels。Itwouldn\'tdofordaylighttorevealthetreasurefloatingwithinamileorsooftheharbourentrance。Thedenserthedarknessgenerally,thesmarterwerethepuffsofwindonwhichhehadreckonedtomakehisway;buttonightthegulf,underitsponchoofclouds,remainedbreathless,asifdeadratherthanasleep。
DonMartin\'ssofthandssufferedcruelly,tuggingatthethickhandleoftheenormousoar。Hestucktoitmanfully,settinghisteeth。He,too,wasinthetoilsofanimaginativeexistence,andthatstrangeworkofpullingalighterseemedtobelongnaturallytotheinceptionofanewstate,andacquiredanidealmeaningfromhisloveforAntonia。Foralltheirefforts,theheavilyladenlighterhardlymoved。Nostromocouldbeheardswearingtohimselfbetweentheregularsplashesofthesweeps。`Wearemakingacrookedpath,\'hemutteredtohimself。`IwishIcouldseetheislands。\'
InhisunskilfulnessDonMartinover-exertedhimself。Nowandthenasortofmuscularfaintnesswouldrunfromthetipsofhisachingfingersthrougheveryfibreofhisbody,andpassoffinaflushofheat。Hehadfought,talked,sufferedmentallyandphysically,exertinghismindandbodyforthelastfortyeighthourswithoutintermission。Hehadhadnorest,verylittlefood,nopauseinthestressofhisthoughtsandhisfeelings。EvenhisloveforAntonia,whencehedrewhisstrengthandhisinspiration,hadreachedthepointoftragictensionduringtheirhurriedinterviewbyDonJose\'sbedside。Andnow,suddenly,hewasthrownoutofallthisintoadarkgulf,whoseverygloom,silence,andbreathlesspeaceaddedatormenttothenecessityforphysicalexertion。Heimaginedthelightersinkingtothebottomwithanextraordinaryshudderofdelight。
`Iamonthevergeofdelirium,\'hethought。Hemasteredthetremblingofallhislimbs,ofhisbreast,theinwardtremblingofallhisbodyexhaustedofitsnervousforce。
`Shallwerest,Capataz?\'heproposedinacarelesstone。`Therearemanyhoursofnightyetbeforeus。\'
`True。Itisbutamileorso,Isuppose。Restyourarms,senor,ifthatiswhatyoumean。Youwillfindnoothersortofrest,Icanpromiseyou,sinceyouletyourselfbeboundtothistreasurewhoselosswouldmakenopoormanpoorer。No,senor;thereisnoresttillwefindanorth-boundsteamer,orelsesomeshipfindsusdriftingaboutstretchedoutdeadupontheEnglishman\'ssilver。Orrather——no;porDios!
Ishallcutdownthegunwalewiththeaxerighttothewater\'sedgebeforethirstandhungerrobmeofmystrength。ByallthesaintsanddevilsI
shalllettheseahavethetreasureratherthangiveituptoanystranger。
Sinceitwasthegoodpleasureofthecaballerostosendmeoffonsuchanerrand,theyshalllearnIamjustthemantheytakemefor。\'
Decoudlayonthesilverboxespanting。Allhisactivesensationsandfeelingsfromasfarbackashecouldrememberseemedtohimthemaddestofdreams。EvenhispassionatedevotiontoAntoniaintowhichhehadworkedhimselfupoutofthedepthsofhisscepticismhadlostallappearanceofreality。Foramomenthewasthepreyofanextremelylanguidbutnotunpleasantindifference。
`Iamsuretheydidn\'tmeanyoutotakesuchadesperateviewofthisaffair,\'hesaid。
`Whatwasit,then?Ajoke?\'snarledtheman,whoonthepay-sheetsoftheO。S。N。Company\'sestablishmentinSulacowasdescribedas`Foremanofthewharf\'againstthefigureofhiswages。`Wasitforajoketheywokemeupfrommysleepaftertwodaysofstreetfightingtomakemestakemylifeuponabadcard?Everybodyknows,too,thatIamnotaluckygambler。\'
`Yes,everybodyknowsofyourgoodluckwithwomen,Capataz,\'Decoudpropitiatedhiscompanioninawearydrawl。
`Lookhere,senor,\'Nostromowenton。`Ineverevenremonstratedaboutthisaffair。DirectlyIheardwhatwaswantedIsawwhatadesperateaffairitmustbe,andImadeupmymindtoseeitout。Everyminutewasofimportance。Ihadtowaitforyoufirst。Then,whenwearrivedattheItaliaUna,oldGiorgioshoutedtometogofortheEnglishdoctor。Lateron,thatpoordyingwomanwantedtoseeme,asyouknow。Senor,Iwasreluctanttogo。Ifeltalreadythiscursedsilvergrowingheavyuponmyback,andIwasafraidthat,knowingherselftobedying,shewouldaskmetorideoffagainforapriest。FatherCorbelan,whoisfearless,wouldhavecomeataword;butFatherCorbelanisfaraway,safewiththebandofHernandez,andthepopulace,thatwouldhavelikedtotearhimtopieces,aremuchincensedagainstthepriests。Notasinglefatpadrewouldhaveconsentedtoputhisheadoutofhishiding-placetonighttosaveaChristiansoul,except,perhaps,undermyprotection。Thatwasinhermind。IpretendedIdidnotbelieveshewasgoingtodie。Senor,Irefusedtofetchapriestforadyingwoman……\'
Decoudwasheardtostir。
`Youdid,Capataz!\'heexclaimed。Histonechanged。`Well,youknow——itwasratherfine。\'
`Youdonotbelieveinpriests,DonMartin?NeitherdoI。Whatwastheuseofwastingtime?Butshe——shebelievesinthem。Thethingsticksinmythroat。Shemaybedeadalready,andherewearefloatinghelplesswithnowindatall。Curseonallsuperstition。ShediedthinkingIdeprivedherofParadise,Isuppose。Itshallbethemostdesperateaffairofmylife。\'
Decoudremainedlostinreflection。Hetriedtoanalysethesensationsawakenedbywhathehadbeentold。ThevoiceoftheCapatazwasheardagain:
`Now,DonMartin,letustakeupthesweepsandtrytofindtheIsabels。
Itiseitherthatorsinkingthelighterifthedayovertakesus。WemustnotforgetthatthesteamerfromEsmeraldawiththesoldiersmaybecomingalong。Wewillpullstraightonnow。Ihavediscoveredabitofacandlehere,andwemusttaketheriskofasmalllighttomakeacoursebytheboatcompass。Thereisnotenoughtoblowitout——maythecurseofHeavenfalluponthisblindgulf!\'
Asmallflameappearedburningquitestraight。Itshowedfragmentarilythestoutribsandplankinginthehollow,emptypartofthelighter。DecoudcouldseeNostromostandinguptopull。Hesawhimashighastheredsashonhiswaist,withagleamofawhite-handledrevolverandthewoodenhaftofalongknifeprotrudingonhisleftside。Decoudnervedhimselffortheeffortofrowing。Certainlytherewasnotenoughwindtoblowthecandleout,butitsflameswayedalittletotheslowmovementoftheheavyboat。
Itwassobigthatwiththeirutmosteffortstheycouldnotmoveitquickerthanaboutamileanhour。Thiswassufficient,however,tosweepthemamongsttheIsabelslongbeforedaylightcame。Therewasagoodsixhoursofdarknessbeforethem,andthedistancefromtheharbourtotheGreatIsabeldidnotexceedtwomiles。DecoudputthisheavytoiltotheaccountoftheCapataz\'simpatience。Sometimestheypaused,andthenstrainedtheirearstoheartheboatfromEsmeralda。Inthisperfectquietnessasteamermovingwouldhavebeenheardfromfaroff。Astoseeinganythingitwasoutofthequestion。Theycouldnotseeeachother。Eventhelighter\'ssail,whichremainedset,wasinvisible。Veryoftentheyrested。
`Caramba!\'saidNostromo,suddenly,duringoneofthoseintervalswhentheylolledidlyagainsttheheavyhandlesofthesweeps。`Whatisit?Areyoudistressed,DonMartin?\'
Decoudassuredhimthathewasnotdistressedintheleast。Nostromoforatimekeptperfectlystill,andtheninawhisperinvitedMartintocomeaft。
WithlipstouchingDecoud\'searhedeclaredhisbeliefthattherewassomebodyelsebesidesthemselvesuponthelighter。Twicenowhehadheardthesoundofstifledsobbing。
`Senor,\'hewhisperedwithawedwonder,`Iamcertainthatthereissomebodyweepinginthislighter。\'
Decoudhadheardnothing。Heexpressedhisincredulity。However,itwaseasytoascertainthetruthofthematter。
`Itismostamazing,\'mutteredNostromo。`Couldanybodyhaveconcealedhimselfonboardwhilethelighterwaslyingalongsidethewharf?\'
`Andyousayitwaslikesobbing?\'askedDecoud,loweringhisvoice,too。`Ifheisweeping,whoeverheishecannotbeverydangerous。\'
Clamberingoverthepreciouspileinthemiddle,theycrouchedlowontheforesideofthemastandgropedunderthehalf-deck。Rightforward,inthenarrowestpart,theirhandscameuponthelimbsofaman,whoremainedassilentasdeath。Toostartledthemselvestomakeasound,theydraggedhimaftbyonearmandthecollarofhiscoat。Hewaslimp——lifeless。
Thelightofthebitofcandlefelluponaround,hook-nosedfacewithblackmoustachesandlittleside-whiskers。Hewasextremelydirty。Agreasygrowthofbeardwassproutingontheshavenpartsofthecheeks。Thethicklipswereslightlyparted,buttheeyesremainedclosed。Decoud,tohisimmenseastonishment,recognizedSenorHirsch,thehidemerchantfromEsmeralda。
Nostromo,too,hadrecognizedhim。Andtheygazedateachotheracrossthebody,lyingwithitsnakedfeethigherthanitshead,inanabsurdpretenceofsleep,faintness,ordeath。
NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part2Chapter88Foramoment,beforethisextraordinaryfind,theyforgottheirownconcernsandsensations。SenorHirsch\'ssensationsashelaytheremusthavebeenthoseofextremeterror。Foralongtimeherefusedtogiveasignoflife,tillatlastDecoud\'sobjurgations,and,perhapsmore,Nostromo\'simpatientsuggestionthatheshouldbethrownoverboard,asheseemedtobedead,inducedhimtoraiseoneeyelid,andthentheother。
ItappearedthathehadneverfoundasafeopportunitytoleaveSulaco。
HelodgedwithAnzani,theuniversalstorekeeper,onthePlazaMayor。Butwhentheriotbrokeouthehadmadehisescapefromhishost\'shousebeforedaylight,andinsuchahurrythathehadforgottentoputonhisshoes。
Hehadrunoutimpulsivelyinhissocks,andwithhishatinhishand,intothegardenofAnzani\'shouse。Feargavehimthenecessaryagilitytoclimboverseverallowwalls,andafterwardsheblunderedintotheovergrowncloistersoftheruinedFranciscanconventinoneoftheby-streets。Heforcedhimselfintothemidstofmattedbusheswiththerecklessnessofdesperation,andthisaccountedforhisscratchedbodyandhistornclothing。
Helayhiddenthereallday,histonguecleavingtotheroofofhismouthwithalltheintensityofthirstengenderedbyheatandfear。Threetimesdifferentbandsofmeninvadedtheplacewithshoutsandimprecations,lookingforFatherCorbelan;buttowardstheevening,stilllyingonhisfaceinthebushes,hethoughthewoulddiefromthefearofsilence。Hewasnotveryclearastowhathadinducedhimtoleavetheplace,butevidentlyhehadgotoutandslunksuccessfullyoutoftownalongthedesertedbacklanes。Hewanderedinthedarknessneartherailway,somaddenedbyapprehensionthathedarednotevenapproachthefiresofthepicketsofItalianworkmenguardingtheline。Hehadavagueideaevidentlyoffindingrefugeintherailwayyards,butthedogsrusheduponhim,barking;menbegantoshout;
ashotwasfiredatrandom。Hefledawayfromthegates。Bythemerestaccident,asithappened,hetookthedirectionoftheO。S。N。Company\'soffices。Twicehestumbleduponthebodiesofmenkilledduringtheday。
Buteverythinglivingfrightenedhimmuchmore。Hecrouched,crept,crawled,madedashes,guidedbyasortofanimalinstinct,keepingawayfromeverylightandfromeverysoundofvoices。HisideawastothrowhimselfatthefeetofCaptainMitchellandbegforshelterintheCompany\'soffices。
Itwasalldarkthereasheapproachedonhishandsandknees,butsuddenlysomeoneonguardchallengedloudly,`Quienvive?\'Thereweremoredeadmenlyingabout,andheflattenedhimselfdownatoncebythesideofacoldcorpse。Heheardavoicesaying,`Hereisoneofthosewoundedrascalscrawlingabout。ShallIgoandfinishhim?\'Andanothervoiceobjectedthatitwasnotsafetogooutwithoutalanternuponsuchanerrand;perhapsitwasonlysomeNegroliberallookingforachancetostickaknifeintothestomachofanhonestman。Hirschdidn\'tstaytohearanymore,butcrawlingawaytotheendofthewharf,hidhimselfamongstalotofemptycasks。Afterawhilesomepeoplecamealong,talking,andwithglowingcigarettes。Hedidnotstoptoaskhimselfwhethertheywouldbelikelytodohimanyharm,butboltedincontinentlyalongthejetty,sawalighterlyingmooredattheend,andthrewhimselfintoit。Inhisdesiretofindcoverhecreptrightforwardunderthehalf-deck,andhehadremainedtheremoredeadthanalive,sufferingagoniesofhungerandthirst,andalmostfaintingwithterror,whenheheardnumerousfootstepsandthevoicesoftheEuropeanswhocameinabodyescortingthewagon-loadoftreasure,pushedalongtherailsbyasquadofcargadores。Heunderstoodperfectlywhatwasbeingdonefromthetalk,butdidnotdisclosehispresencefromthefearthathewouldnotbeallowedtoremain。Hisonlyideaatthetime,overpoweringandmasterful,wastogetawayfromthisterribleSulaco。
Andnowheregretteditverymuch。HehadheardNostromotalktoDecoud,andwishedhimselfbackonshore。Hedidnotdesiretobeinvolvedinanydesperateaffair——inasituationwhereonecouldnotrunaway。TheinvoluntarygroansofhisanguishedspirithadbetrayedhimtothesharpearsoftheCapataz。
Theyhadproppedhimupinasittingpostureagainstthesideofthelighter,andhewentonwiththemoaningaccountofhisadventurestillhisvoicebroke,hisheadfellforward。`Water,\'hewhispered,withdifficulty。
Decoudheldoneofthecanstohislips。Herevivedafteranextraordinarilyshorttime,andscrambleduptohisfeetwildly。Nostromo,inanangryandthreateningvoice,orderedhimforward。Hirshwasoneofthosemenwhomfearlasheslikeawhip,andhemusthavehadanappallingideaoftheCapataz\'sferocity。Hedisplayedanextraordinaryagilityindisappearingforwardintothedarkness。Theyheardhimgettingoverthetarpaulin;thentherewasthesoundofaheavyfall,followedbyawearysigh。Afterwardsallwasstillinthefore-partofthelighter,asthoughhehadkilledhimselfinhisheadlongtumble。Nostromoshoutedinamenacingvoice:
`Liestillthere!Donotmovealimb。IfIhearasmuchasaloudbreathfromyouIshallcomeoverthereandputabulletthroughyourhead。\'
Themerepresenceofacoward,howeverpassive,bringsanelementoftreacheryintoadangeroussituation。Nostromo\'snervousimpatiencepassedintogloomythoughtfulness。Decoud,inanundertone,asifspeakingtohimself,remarkedthat,afterall,thisbizarreeventmadenogreatdifference。
Hecouldnotconceivewhatharmthemancoulddo。Atmosthewouldbeintheway,likeaninanimateanduselessobject——likeablockofwood,forinstance。
`Iwouldthinktwicebeforegettingridofapieceofwood,\'saidNostromo,calmly。`Somethingmayhappenunexpectedlywhereyoucouldmakeuseofit。Butinanaffairlikeoursamanlikethisoughttobethrownoverboard。
Evenifhewereasbraveasalionwewouldnotwanthimhere。Wearenotrunningawayforourlives。Senor,thereisnoharminabravemantryingtosavehimselfwithingenuityandcourage;butyouhaveheardhistale,DonMartin。Hisbeinghereisamiracleoffear——\'Nostromopaused。
`Thereisnoroomforfearinthislighter,\'headdedthroughhisteeth。
Decoudhadnoanswertomake。Itwasnotapositionforargument,foradisplayofscruplesorfeelings。Therewereathousandwaysinwhichapanic-strickenmancouldmakehimselfdangerous。ItwasevidentthatHirschcouldnotbespokento,reasonedwith,orpersuadedintoarationallineofconduct。Thestoryofhisownescapedemonstratedthatclearlyenough。Decoudthoughtthatitwasathousandpitiesthewretchhadnotdiedoffright。Nature,whohadmadehimwhathewas,seemedtohavecalculatedcruellyhowmuchhecouldbearinthewayofatrociousanguishwithoutactuallyexpiring。Somecompassionwasduetosomuchterror。Decoud,thoughimaginativeenoughforsympathy,resolvednottointerferewithanyactionthatNostromowouldtake。ButNostromodidnothing。AndthefateofSenorHirschremainedsuspendedinthedarknessofthegulfatthemercyofeventswhichcouldnotbeforeseen。
TheCapataz,extendinghishand,putoutthecandlesuddenly。ItwastoDecoudasifhiscompanionhaddestroyed,byasingletouch,theworldofaffairs,ofloves,ofrevolution,wherehiscomplacentsuperiorityanalysedfearlesslyallmotivesandallpassions,includinghisown。
Hegaspedalittle。Decoudwasaffectedbythenoveltyofhisposition。
Intellectuallyself-confident,hesufferedfrombeingdeprivedoftheonlyweaponhecouldusewitheffect。NointelligencecouldpenetratethedarknessofthePlacidGulf。Thereremainedonlyonethinghewascertainof,andthatwastheoverweeningvanityofhiscompanion。Itwasdirect,uncomplicated,naive,andeffectual。Decoud,whohadbeenmakinguseofhim,hadtriedtounderstandhismanthoroughly。Hehaddiscoveredacompletesinglenessofmotivebehindthevariedmanifestationsofaconsistentcharacter。Thiswaswhythemanremainedsoastonishinglysimpleinthejealousgreatnessofhisconceit。Andnowtherewasacomplication。Itwasevidentthatheresentedhavingbeengivenataskinwhichthereweresomanychancesoffailure。`Iwonder,\'thoughtDecoud,`howhewouldbehaveifIwerenothere。\'
HeheardNostromomutteragain,`No!thereisnoroomforfearonthislighter。Courageitselfdoesnotseemgoodenough。Ihaveagoodeyeandasteadyhand;nomancansayheeversawmetiredoruncertainwhattodo;butporDios,DonMartin,Ihavebeensentoutintothisblackcalmonabusinesswhereneitheragoodeye,norasteadyhand,norjudgementareanyuse……\'HesworeastringofoathsinSpanishandItalianunderhisbreath。`Nothingbutsheerdesperationwilldoforthisaffair。\'
Thesewordswereinstrangecontrasttotheprevailingpeace——tothisalmoststolidstillnessofthegulf。Ashowerfellwithanabruptwhisperingsoundallroundtheboat,andDecoudtookoffhishat,and,lettinghisheadgetwet,feltgreatlyrefreshed。Presentlyasteadylittledraughtofaircaressedhischeek。Thelighterbegantomove,buttheshowerdistancedit。Thedropsceasedtofalluponhisheadandhands,thewhisperingdiedoutinthedistance。Nostromoemittedagruntofsatisfaction,andgraspingthetiller,chirrupedsoftly,assailorsdo,toencouragethewind。NeverforthelastthreedayshadDecoudfeltlesstheneedforwhattheCapatazwouldcalldesperation。
`IfancyIhearanothershoweronthewater,\'heobservedinatoneofquietcontent。`Ihopeitwillcatchusup。\'
Nostromoceasedchirrupingatonce。`Youhearanothershower?\'hesaid,doubtfully。Asortofthinningofthedarknessseemedtohavetakenplace,andDecoudcouldseenowtheoutlineofhiscompanion\'sfigure,andeventhesailcameoutofthenightlikeasquareblockofdensesnow。
ThesoundwhichDecoudhaddetectedcamealongthewaterharshly。Nostromorecognizedthatnoisepartakingofahissandarustlewhichspreadsoutonallsidesofasteamermakingherwaythroughasmoothwateronaquietnight。ItcouldbenothingelsebutthecapturedtransportwithtroopsfromEsmeralda。Shecarriednolights。Thenoiseofhersteaming,growingloudereveryminute,wouldstopattimesaltogether,andthenbeginagainabruptly,andsoundstartlinglynearer,asifthatinvisiblevessel,whosepositioncouldnotbepreciselyguessed,weremakingstraightforthelighter。
Meantime,thatlastkeptonsailingslowlyandnoiselesslybeforeabreezesofaintthatitwasonlybyleaningoverthesideandfeelingthewaterslipthroughhisfingersthatDecoudconvincedhimselftheyweremovingatall。Hisdrowsyfeelinghaddeparted。Hewasgladtoknowthatthelighterwasmoving。Aftersomuchstillnessthenoiseofthesteamerseemeduproariousanddistracting。Therewasaweirdnessinnotbeingabletoseeher。Suddenlyallwasstill。Shehadstopped,butsoclosetothemthatthesteam,blowingoff,sentitsrumblingvibrationrightovertheirheads。
`Theyaretryingtomakeoutwheretheyare,\'saidDecoudinawhisper。
Againheleanedoverandputhisfingersintothewater。`Wearemovingquitesmartly,\'heinformedNostromo。
`Weseemtobecrossingherbows,\'saidtheCapatazinacautioustone。
`Butthisisablindgamewithdeath。Movingonisofnouse。Wemustn\'tbeseenorheard。\'
Hiswhisperwashoarsewithexcitement。Ofallhisfacetherewasnothingvisiblebutagleamofwhiteeyeballs。HisfingersgrippedDecoud\'sshoulder。
`Thatistheonlywaytosavethistreasurefromthissteamerfullofsoldiers。
Anyotherwouldhavecarriedlights。Butyouobservethereisnotagleamtoshowuswheresheis。\'
Decoudstoodasifparalysed;onlyhisthoughtswerewildlyactive。
InthespaceofasecondherememberedthedesolateglanceofAntoniaasheleftheratthebedsideofherfatherinthegloomyhouseofAvellanos,withshutteredwindows,butallthedoorsstandingopen,anddesertedbyalltheservantsexceptanoldNegroatthegate。HerememberedtheCasaGouldonhislastvisit,thearguments,thetonesofhisvoice,theimpenetrableattitudeofCharles,MrsGould\'sfacesoblanchedwithanxietyandfatiguethathereyesseemedtohavechangedcolour,appearingnearlyblackbycontrast。EvenwholesentencesoftheproclamationwhichhemeanttomakeBarriosissuefromhisheadquartersatCaytaassoonashegottherepassedthroughhismind;theverygermofthenewState,theSeparationistproclamationwhichhehadtriedbeforehelefttoreadhurriedlytoDonJose,stretchedoutonhisbedunderthefixedgazeofhisdaughter。Godknowswhethertheoldstatesmanhadunderstoodit;hewasunabletospeak,buthehadcertainlyliftedhisarmoffthecoverlet;hishandhadmovedasiftomakethesignofthecrossintheair,agestureofblessing,ofconsent。
Decoudhadthatverydraftinhispocket,writteninpencilonseveralloosesheetsofpaper,withtheheavilyprintedheading,`AdministrationoftheSanTomeSilverMine。Sulaco。RepublicofCostaguana。\'Hehadwrittenitfuriously,snatchingpageafterpageonCharlesGould\'stable。MrsGouldhadlookedseveraltimesoverhisshoulderashewrote;buttheSenorAdministrador,standingstraddle-legged,wouldnotevenglanceatitwhenitwasfinished。
Hehadwaveditawayfirmly。Itmusthavebeenscorn,andnotcaution,sincehenevermadearemarkabouttheuseoftheAdministration\'spaperforsuchacompromisingdocument。Andthatshowedhisdisdain,thetrueEnglishdisdainofcommonprudence,asifeverythingoutsidetherangeoftheirownthoughtsandfeelingswereunworthyofseriousrecognition。
DecoudhadthetimeinasecondortwotobecomefuriouslyangrywithCharlesGould,andevenresentfulagainstMrsGould,inwhosecare,tacitlyitistrue,hehadleftthesafetyofAntonia。Betterperishathousandtimesthanoweyourpreservationtosuchpeople,heexclaimedmentally。ThegripofNostromo\'sfingersneverremovedfromhisshoulder,tighteningfiercely,recalledhimtohimself。
`Thedarknessisourfriend,\'theCapatazmurmuredintohisear。`I
amgoingtolowerthesail,andtrustourescapetothisblackgulf。Noeyescouldmakeusoutlyingsilentwithanakedmast。Iwilldoitnow,beforethissteamerclosesstillmoreuponus。ThefaintcreakofablockwouldbetrayusandtheSanTometreasureintothehandsofthosethieves。\'
Hemovedaboutaswarilyasacat。Decoudheardnosound;anditwasonlybythedisappearanceofthesquareblotchofdarknessthatheknewtheyardhadcomedown,loweredascarefullyasifithadbeenmadeofglass。NextmomentheheardNostromo\'squietbreathingbyhisside。
`Youhadbetternotmoveatallfromwhereyouare,DonMartin,\'advisedtheCapataz,earnestly。`Youmightstumbleordisplacesomethingwhichwouldmakeanoise。Thesweepsandthepuntingpolesarelyingabout。Movenotforyourlife。PorDios,DonMartin,\'hewentoninakeenbutfriendlywhisper,`IamsodesperatethatifIdidn\'tknowyourworshiptobeamanofcourage,capableofstandingstockstillwhateverhappens,Iwoulddrivemyknifeintoyourheart。\'
Adeathlikestillnesssurroundedthelighter。Itwasdifficulttobelievethattherewasnearasteamerfullofmenwithmanypairsofeyespeeringfromherbridgeforsomehintoflandinthenight。Hersteamhadceasedblowingoff,andsheremainedstoppedtoofaroffapparentlyforanyothersoundtoreachthelighter。
`Perhapsyouwould,Capataz,\'Decoudbeganinawhisper。
`However,youneednottrouble。Thereareotherthingsthanthefearofyourknifetokeepmyheartsteady。Itshallnotbetrayyou。Only,haveyouforgotten——\'
`Ispoketoyouopenlyastoamanasdesperateasmyself,\'explainedtheCapataz。`ThesilvermustbesavedfromtheMonterists。ItoldCaptainMitchellthreetimesthatIpreferredtogoalone。ItoldDonCarlosGould,too。ItwasintheCasaGould。Theyhadsentforme。Theladieswerethere;
andwhenItriedtoexplainwhyIdidnotwishtohaveyouwithme,theypromisedme,bothofthem,greatrewardsforyoursafety。Astrangewaytotalktoamanyouaresendingouttoanalmostcertaindeath。Thosegentlefolkdonotseemtohavesenseenoughtounderstandwhattheyaregivingonetodo。ItoldthemIcoulddonothingforyou。YouwouldhavebeensaferwiththebanditHernandez。Itwouldhavebeenpossibletorideoutofthetownwithnogreaterriskthanachanceshotsentafteryouinthedark。Butitwasasiftheyhadbeendeaf。IhadtopromiseIwouldwaitforyouundertheharbourgate。Ididwait。Andnowbecauseyouareabravemanyouareassafeasthesilver。Neithermorenorless。\'
Atthatmoment,asifbywayofcommentuponNostromo\'swords,theinvisiblesteamerwentaheadathalfspeedonly,ascouldbejudgedbytheleisurelybeatofherpropeller。Thesoundshifteditsplacemarkedly,butwithoutcomingnearer。Itevengrewalittlemoredistantrightabeamofthelighter,andthenceasedagain。
`TheyaretryingforasightoftheIsabels,\'mutteredNostromo,`inordertomakefortheharbourinastraightlineandseizetheCustomHousewiththetreasureinit。HaveyoueverseentheCommandantofEsmeralda,Sotillo?Ahandsomefellow,withasoftvoice。WhenIfirstcamehereI
usedtoseehimintheCalletalkingtothesenoritasatthewindowsofthehouses,andshowinghiswhiteteethallthetime。Butoneofmycargadores,whohadbeenasoldier,toldmethathehadonceorderedamantobeflayedaliveintheremoteCampo,wherehewassentrecruitingamongstthepeopleoftheestancias。Ithasneverenteredhisheadthatthecompaniahadamancapableofbafflinghisgame。\'
ThemurmuringloquacityoftheCapatazdisturbedDecoudlikeahintofweakness。Andyet,talkativeresolutionmaybeasgenuineasgrimsilence。
`Sotilloisnotbaffledsofar,\'hesaid。`Haveyouforgottenthatcrazymanforward?\'
NostromohadnotforgottenSenorHirsch。Hereproachedhimselfbitterlyfornothavingvisitedthelightercarefullybeforeleavingthewharf。
HereproachedhimselffornothavingstabbedandflungHirschoverboardattheverymomentofdiscoverywithoutevenlookingathisface。Thatwouldhavebeenconsistentwiththedesperatecharacteroftheaffair。
Whateverhappened,Sotillowasalreadybaffled。Evenifthatwretch,nowassilentasdeath,didanythingtobetraythenearnessofthelighter,Sotillo——ifSotilloitwasincommandofthetroopsonboard——wouldbestillbaffledofhisplunder。
`Ihaveanaxeinmyhand,\'Nostromowhispered,wrathfully,`thatinthreestrokeswouldcutthroughthesidedowntothewater\'sedge。Moreover,eachlighterhasapluginthestern,andIknowexactlywhereitis。I
feelitunderthesoleofmyfoot。\'
Decoudrecognizedtheringofgenuinedeterminationinthenervousmurmurs,thevindictiveexcitementofthefamousCapataz。Beforethesteamer,guidedbyashriekortwofortherecouldbenomorethanthat,Nostromosaid,gnashinghisteethaudibly,couldfindthelightertherewouldbeplentyoftimetosinkthistreasuretieduproundhisneck。
ThelastwordshehissedintoDecoud\'sear。Decoudsaidnothing。Hewasperfectlyconvinced。Theusualcharacteristicquietnessofthemanwasgone。Itwasnotequaltothesituationasheconceivedit。Somethingdeeper,somethingunsuspectedbyeveryone,hadcometothesurface。Decoud,withcarefulmovements,slippedoffhisovercoatanddivestedhimselfofhisboots;hedidnotconsiderhimselfboundinhonourtosinkwiththetreasure。HisobjectwastogetdowntoBarrios,inCayta,astheCapatazknewverywell;andhe,too,meant,inhisownway,toputintothatattemptallthedesperationofwhichhewascapable。Nostromomuttered,`True,true!Youareapolitician,senor。Rejointhearmy,andstartanotherrevolution。\'Hepointedout,however,thattherewasalittleboatbelongingtoeverylighterfittocarrytwomen,ifnotmore。Theirswastowingbehind。
OfthatDecoudhadnotbeenaware。Ofcourse,itwastoodarktosee,anditwasonlywhenNostromoputhishanduponitspainterfastenedtoacleatinthesternthatheexperiencedafullmeasureofrelief。Theprospectoffindinghimselfinthewaterandswimming,overwhelmedbyignoranceanddarkness,probablyinacircle,tillhesankfromexhaustion,wasrevolting。
Thebarrenandcruelfutilityofsuchanendintimidatedhisaffectationofcarelesspessimism。Incomparisontoit,thechanceofbeingleftfloatinginaboat,exposedtothirst,hunger,discovery,imprisonment,execution,presenteditselfwithanaspectofamenityworthsecuringevenatthecostofsomeself-contempt。HedidnotacceptNostromo\'sproposalthatheshouldgetintotheboatatonce。`Somethingsuddenmayoverwhelmus,senor,\'
theCapatazremarkedpromisingfaithfully,atthesametime,toletgothepainteratthemomentwhenthenecessitybecamemanifest。
ButDecoudassuredhimlightlythathedidnotmeantotaketotheboattilltheverylastmoment,andthatthenhemeanttheCapataztocomealong,too。Thedarknessofthegulfwasnolongerforhimtheendofallthings。
Itwaspartofalivingworldsince,pervadingit,failureanddeathcouldbefeltatyourelbow。Andatthesametimeitwasashelter。Heexultedinitsimpenetrableobscurity。`Likeawall,likeawall,\'hemutteredtohimself。
TheonlythingwhichcheckedhisconfidencewasthethoughtofSenorHirsch。NottohaveboundandgaggedhimseemedtoDecoudnowtheheightofimprovidentfolly。Aslongasthemiserablecreaturehadthepowertoraiseayellhewasaconstantdanger。Hisabjectterrorwasmutenow,buttherewasnosayingfromwhatcauseitmightsuddenlyfindventinshrieks。
ThisverymadnessoffearwhichbothDecoudandNostromohadseeninthewildandirrationalglances,andinthecontinuoustwitchingsofhismouth,protectedSenorHirschfromthecruelnecessitiesofthisdesperateaffair。Themomentofsilencinghimforeverhadpassed。AsNostromoremarked,inanswertoDecoud\'sregrets,itwastoolate!Itcouldnotbedonewithoutnoise,especiallyintheignoranceoftheman\'sexactposition。Whereverhehadelectedtocrouchandtremble,itwastoohazardoustogonearhim。
Hewouldbeginprobablytoyellformercy。Itwasmuchbettertoleavehimquitealonesincehewaskeepingsostill。ButtotrusttohissilencebecameeverymomentagreaterstrainuponDecoud\'scomposure。
`Iwish,Capataz,youhadnotlettherightmomentpass,\'hemurmured。
`What!Tosilencehimforever!Ithoughtitgoodtohearfirsthowhecametobehere。Itwastoostrange。Whocouldimaginethatitwasallanaccident?Afterwards,senor,whenIsawyougivinghimwatertodrink,Icouldnotdoit。NotafterIhadseenyouholdingupthecantohislipsasthoughhewereyourbrother。Senor,thatsortofnecessitymustnotbethoughtoftoolong。Andyetitwouldhavebeennocrueltytotakeawayfromhimhiswretchedlife。Itisnothingbutfear。
Yourcompassionsavedhimthen,DonMartin,andnowitistoolate。Itcouldn\'tbedonewithoutnoise。\'
Inthesteamertheywerekeepingaperfectsilence,andthestillnesswassoprofoundthatDecoudfeltasiftheslightestsoundconceivablemusttraveluncheckedandaudibletotheendoftheworld。WhatifHirschcoughedorsneezed?Tofeelhimselfatthemercyofsuchanidioticcontingencywastooexasperatingtobelookeduponwithirony。Nostromo,too,seemedtobegettingrestless。Wasitpossible,heaskedhimself,thatthesteamer,findingthenighttoodarkaltogether,intendedtoremainstoppedwhereshewastilldaylight?Hebegantothinkthatthis,afterall,wastherealdanger。Hewasafraidthatthedarkness,whichwashisprotection,would,intheend,causehisundoing。
Sotillo,asNostromohadsurmised,wasincommandonboardthetransport。
Theeventsofthelastforty-eighthoursinSulacowerenotknowntohim;
neitherwasheawarethatthetelegraphistinEsmeraldahadmanagedtowarnhiscolleagueinSulaco。Likeagoodmanyofficersofthetroopsgarrisoningtheprovince,SotillohadbeeninfluencedinhisadoptionoftheRibieristcausebythebeliefthatithadtheenormouswealthoftheGouldConcessiononitsside。hehadbeenoneofthefrequentersoftheCasaGould,wherehehadairedhisBlancoconvictionsandhisardourforreformbeforeDonJoseAvellanos,castingfrank,honestglancestowardsMrsGouldandAntoniathewhile。HewasknowntobelongtoagoodfamilypersecutedandimpoverishedduringthetyrannyofGuzmanBento。Theopinionsheexpressedappearedeminentlynaturalandproperinamanofhisparentageandantecedents。
Andhewasnotadeceiver;itwasperfectlynaturalforhimtoexpresselevatedsentimentswhilehiswholefacultiesweretakenupwithwhatseemedthenasolidandpracticalnotion——thenotionthatthehusbandofAntoniaAvellanoswouldbe,naturally,theintimatefriendoftheGouldConcession。
HeevenpointedthisouttoAnzanionce,whennegotiatingthesixthorseventhsmallloaninthegloomy,dampapartmentwithenormousironbars,behindtheprincipalshopinthewholerowundertheArcades。Hehintedtotheuniversalshopkeeperattheexcellenttermshewasonwiththeemancipatedsenorita,whowaslikeasistertotheEnglishwoman。Hewouldadvanceonelegandputhisarmsakimbo,posingforAnzani\'sinspection,andfixinghimwithahaughtystare。
`Look,miserableshopkeeper!Howcanamanlikemefailwithanywoman,letaloneanemancipatedgirllivinginscandalousfreedom?\'heseemedtosay。
HismannerintheCasaGouldwas,ofcourse,verydifferent——devoidofalltruculence,andevenslightlymournful。Likemostofhiscountrymen,hewascarriedawaybythesoundoffinewords,especiallyifutteredbyhimself。Hehadnoconvictionsofanysortuponanythingexceptastotheirresistiblepowerofhispersonaladvantages。ButthatwassofirmthatevenDecoud\'sappearanceinSulaco,andhisintimacywiththeGouldsandtheAvellanos,didnotdisquiethim。Onthecontrary,hetriedtomakefriendswiththatrichCostaguanerofromEuropeinthehopeofborrowingalargesumby-and-by。Theonlyguidingmotiveofhislifewastogetmoneyforthesatisfactionofhisexpensivetastes,whichheindulgedrecklessly,havingnoself-control。Heimaginedhimselfamasterofintrigue,buthiscorruptionwasassimpleasananimalinstinct。Attimes,insolitude,hehadhismomentsofferocity,andalsoonsuchoccasionsas,forinstance,whenaloneinaroomwithAnzanitryingtogetaloan。
HehadtalkedhimselfintothecommandoftheEsmeraldagarrison。ThatsmallseaporthaditsimportanceasthestationofthemainsubmarinecableconnectingtheOccidentalProvinceswiththeouterworld,andthejunctionwithitoftheSulacobranch。DonJoseAvellanosproposedhim,andBarrios,witharudeandjeeringguffaw,hadsaid,`Oh,letSotillogo。Heisaverygoodmantokeepguardoverthecable,andtheladiesofEsmeraldaoughttohavetheirturn。\'Barrios,anindubitablybraveman,hadnogreatopinionofSotillo。
ItwasthroughtheEsmeraldacablealonethattheSanTomeminecouldbekeptinconstanttouchwiththegreatfinancier,whosetacitapprovalmadethestrengthoftheRibieristmovement。Thismovementhaditsadversarieseventhere。SotillogovernedEsmeraldawithrepressiveseveritytilltheadversecourseofeventsuponthedistanttheatreofcivilwarforceduponhimthereflectionthat,afterall,thegreatsilverminewasfatedtobecomethespoilofthevictors。Butcautionwasnecessary。HebeganbyassumingadarkandmysteriousattitudetowardsthefaithfulRibieristmunicipalityofEsmeralda。Lateron,theinformationthatthecommandantwasholdingassembliesofofficersinthedeadofnightwhichhadleakedoutsomehowcausedthosegentlementoneglecttheircivildutiesaltogether,andremainshutupintheirhouses。SuddenlyonedayallthelettersfromSulacobytheoverlandcourierwerecarriedoffbyafileofsoldiersfromthepostofficetotheComandancia,withoutdisguise,concealment,orapology。
SotillohadheardthroughCaytaofthefinaldefeatofRibiera。
Thiswasthefirstopensignofthechangeinhisconvictions。Presentlynotoriousdemocrats,whohadbeenlivingtilltheninconstantfearofarrest,legirons,andevenfloggings,couldbeobservedgoinginandoutatthegreatdooroftheComandancia,wherethehorsesoftheorderliesdozeundertheirheavysaddles,whilethemen,inraggeduniformsandpointedstrawhats,loungeonabench,withtheirnakedfeetstuckoutbeyondthestripofshade;andasentry,inaredbaizecoatwithholesattheelbows,standsatthetopofthestepsglaringhaughtilyatthecommonpeople,whouncovertheirheadstohimastheypass。
Sotillo\'sideasdidnotsoarabovethecareforhispersonalsafetyandthechanceofplunderingthetowninhischarge,buthefearedthatsuchalateadhesionwouldearnbutscantgratitudefromthevictors。HehadbelievedjustalittletoolonginthepoweroftheSanTomemine。
TheseizedcorrespondencehadconfirmedhispreviousinformationofalargeamountofsilveringotslyingintheSulacoCustomHouse。TogainpossessionofitwouldbeaclearMonteristmove;asortofservicethatwouldhavetoberewarded。Withthesilverinhishandshecouldmaketermsforhimselfandhissoldiers。Hewasawareneitheroftheriots,norofthePresident\'sescapetoSulacoandtheclosepursuitledbyMontero\'sbrother,theguerrillero。