Sheraisedhereyesandlookedatherhusband\'sface,fromwhichallsignofsympathyoranyotherfeelinghaddisappeared。`Whydon\'tyoutellmesomething?\'shealmostwailed。
`Ithoughtyouhadunderstoodmeperfectlyfromthefirst,\'CharlesGouldsaid,slowly。`Ithoughtwehadsaidalltherewastosayalongtimeago。Thereisnothingtosaynow。Therewerethingstobedone。Wehavedonethem;wehavegoneondoingthem。Thereisnogoingbacknow。
Idon\'tsupposethat,evenfromthefirst,therewasreallyanypossiblewayback。Andwhat\'smore,wecan\'tevenaffordtostandstill。\'
`Ah,ifoneonlyknewhowfaryoumeantogo,\'saidhiswife,inwardlytrembling,butinanalmostplayfultone。
`Anydistance,anylength,ofcourse,\'wastheanswer,inamatter-of-facttone,whichcausedMrsGouldtomakeanotherefforttorepressashudder。
Shestoodup,smilinggraciously,andherlittlefigureseemedtobediminishedstillmorebytheheavymassofherhairandthelongtrainofhergown。
`Butalwaystosuccess,\'shesaid,persuasively。
CharlesGould,envelopingherinthesteelyblueglanceofhisattentiveeyes,answeredwithouthesitation:
`Oh,thereisnoalternative。\'
Heputanimmenseassuranceintohistone。Astothewords,thiswasallthathisconsciencewouldallowhimtosay。
MrsGould\'ssmileremainedashadetoolonguponherlips。Shemurmured:
`Iwillleaveyou;I\'veaslightheadache。Theheat,thedust,wereindeed——Isupposeyouaregoingbacktotheminebeforethemorning?\'
`Atmidnight,\'saidCharlesGould。`Wearebringingdownthesilvertomorrow。ThenIshalltakethreewholedaysoffintownwithyou。\'
`Ah,youaregoingtomeettheescort。Ishallbeonthebalconyatfiveo\'clocktoseeyoupass。Tillthen,good-bye。\'
CharlesGouldwalkedrapidlyroundthetable,and,seizingherhands,bentdown,pressingthembothtohislips。Beforehestraightenedhimselfupagaintohisfullheightshehaddisengagedonetosmoothhischeekwithalighttouch,asifhewerealittleboy。
`Trytogetsomerestforacoupleofhours,\'shemurmured,withaglanceatahammockstretchedinadistantpartoftheroom。Herlongtrainswishedsoftlyafterherontheredtiles。Atthedoorshelookedback。
Twobiglampswithunpolishedglassglobesbathedinasoftandabundantlightthefourwhitewallsoftheroom,withaglasscaseofarms,thebrasshiltofHenryGould\'scavalrysabreonitssquareofvelvet,andthewater-coloursketchoftheSanTomegorge。AndMrsGould,gazingatthelastinitsblackwoodenframe,sighedout:
`Ah,ifwehadleftitalone,Charley!\'
`No,\'CharlesGouldsaid,moodily;`itwasimpossibletoleaveitalone。\'
`Perhapsitwasimpossible,\'MrsGouldadmitted,slowly。Herlipsquiveredalittle,butshesmiledwithanairofdaintybravado。`WehavedisturbedagoodmanysnakesinthatParadise,Charley,haven\'twe?\'
`Yes,Iremember,\'saidCharlesGould,`itwasDonPepewhocalledthegorgetheParadiseofsnakes。Nodoubtwehavedisturbedagreatmany。
Butremember,mydear,thatitisnotnowasitwaswhenyoumadethatsketch。\'Hewavedhishandtowardsthesmallwater-colourhangingaloneuponthegreatbarewall。`ItisnolongeraParadiseofsnakes。Wehavebroughtmankindintoit,andwecannotturnourbacksuponthemtogoandbeginanewlifeelsewhere。\'
Heconfrontedhiswifewithafirm,concentratedgaze,whichMrsGouldreturnedwithabraveassumptionoffearlessnessbeforeshewentout,closingthedoorgentlyafterher。
Incontrastwiththewhiteglaringroomthedimlylitcorridorhadarestfulmysteriousnessofaforestglade,suggestedbythestemsandtheleavesoftheplantsrangedalongthebalustradeoftheopenside。Inthestreaksoflightfallingthroughtheopendoorsofthereception-rooms,theblossoms,whiteandredandpalelilac,cameoutvividwiththebrillianceofflowersinastreamofsunshine;andMrsGould,passingon,hadthevividnessofafigureseenintheclearpatchesofsunthatchequerthegloomofopengladesinthewoods。Thestonesintheringsuponherhandpressedtoherforeheadglitteredinthelamplightabreastofthedoorofthesala。
`Who\'sthere?\'sheasked,inastartledvoice。`Isthatyou,Basilio?\'
Shelookedin,andsawMartinDecoudwalkingabout,withanairofhavinglostsomething,amongstthechairsandtables。
`Antoniahasforgottenherfaninhere,\'saidDecoud,withastrangeairofdistraction;`soIenteredtosee。\'
But,evenashesaidthis,hehadobviouslygivenuphissearch,andwalkedstraighttowardsMrsGould,wholookedathimwithdoubtfulsurprise。
`Senora,\'hebegan,inalowvoice。
`Whatisit,DonMartin?\'askedMrsGould。Andthensheadded,withaslightlaugh,`Iamsonervoustoday,\'asiftoexplaintheeagernessofthequestion。
`Nothingimmediatelydangerous,\'saidDecoud,whonowcouldnotconcealhisagitation。`Praydon\'tdistressyourself。No,really,youmustnotdistressyourself。\'
MrsGould,withhercandideyesverywideopen,herlipscomposedintoasmile,wassteadyingherselfinthedoorwaywithalittlebejewelledhand。
`Perhapsyoudon\'tknowhowalarmingyouare,appearinglikethisunexpectedly——\'
`I!Alarming!\'heprotested,sincerelyvexedandsurprised。`IassureyouthatIamnotintheleastalarmedmyself。Afanislost;well,itwillbefoundagain。ButIdon\'tthinkitishere。ItisafanIamlookingfor。IcannotunderstandhowAntoniacould——Well!Haveyoufoundit,amigo?\'
`No,senor,\'saidbehindMrsGouldthesoftvoiceofBasilio,theheadservantoftheCasa。`Idon\'tthinkthesenoritacouldhaveleftitinthishouseatall。\'
`Goandlookforitinthepatioagain。Gonow,myfriend;lookforitonthesteps,underthegate;examineeveryflagstone;searchforittillIcomedownagain……Thatfellow\'——headdressedhimselfinEnglishtoMrsGould——`isalwaysstealingupbehindone\'sbackonhisbarefeet。
IsethimtolookforthatfandirectlyIcameintojustifymyreappearance,mysuddenreturn。\'
HepausedandMrsGouldsaid,amiably,`Youarealwayswelcome。\'Shepausedforasecond,too。`ButIamwaitingtolearnthecauseofyourreturn。\'
Decoudaffectedsuddenlytheutmostnonchalance。
`Ican\'tbeartobespiedupon。Oh,thecause?Yes,thereisacause;
thereissomethingelsethatislostbesidesAntonia\'sfavouritefan。AsIwaswalkinghomeafterseeingDonJoseandAntoniatotheirhouse,theCapatazdeCargadores,ridingdownthestreet,spoketome。\'
`HasanythinghappenedtotheViolas?\'inquiredMrsGould。
`TheViolas?YoumeantheoldGaribaldinowhokeepsthehotelwheretheengineerslive!Nothinghappenedthere。TheCapatazsaidnothingofthem;heonlytoldmethatthetelegraphistoftheCableCompanywaswalkingonthePlaza,bareheaded,lookingoutforme。Thisisnewsfromtheinterior,MrsGould。Ishouldrathersayrumoursofnews。\'
`Goodnews?\'saidMrsGouldinalowvoice。
`Worthless,Ishouldthink。ButifImustdefinethem,Iwouldsaybad。
Theyaretotheeffectthatatwodays\'battlehadbeenfoughtnearStaMarta,andthattheRibieristsaredefeated。Itmusthavehappenedafewdaysago——perhapsaweek。TherumourhasjustreachedCayta,andthemaninchargeofthecablestationtherehastelegraphedthenewstohiscolleaguehere。WemightjustaswellhavekeptBarriosinSulaco。\'
`What\'stobedonenow?\'murmuredMrsGould。
`Nothing。He\'satseawiththetroops。HewillgettoCaytainacoupleofdays\'timeandlearnthenewsthere。Whathewilldothen,whocansay?
HoldCayta?OfferhissubmissiontoMontero?Disbandhisarmy——thislastmostlikely,andgohimselfinoneoftheO。S。N。Company\'ssteamers,northorsouth——toValparaisoortoSanFrancisco,nomatterwhere。OurBarrioshasagreatpracticeinexilesandrepatriations,whichmarkthepointsinthepoliticalgame。\'
Decoud,exchangingasteadystarewithMrsGould,added,tentatively,asitwere,`Andyet,ifwehadBarrioswithhis2,000improvedrifleshere,somethingcouldhavebeendone。\'
`Monterovictorious,completelyvictorious!\'MrsGouldbreathedoutinatoneofunbelief。
`Acanard,probably。Thatsortofbirdishatchedingreatnumbersinsuchtimesasthese。Andevenifitweretrue?Well,letusputthingsattheirworst,letussayitistrue。\'
`Theneverythingislost,\'saidMrsGould,withthecalmnessofdespair。
Suddenlysheseemedtodivine,sheseemedtoseeDecoud\'stremendousexcitementunderitscloakofstudiedcarelessness。Itwas,indeed,becomingvisibleinhisaudaciousandwatchfulstare,inthecurve,half-reckless,half-contemptuous,ofhislips。AndaFrenchphrasecameuponthemasif,forthisCostaguanerooftheBoulevard,thathadbeentheonlyforciblelanguage:
`Non,Madame。Rienn\'estperdu。\'
ItelectrifiedMrsGouldoutofherbenumbedattitude,andshesaid,vivaciously:
`Whatwouldyouthinkofdoing?\'
ButalreadytherewassomethingofmockeryinDecoud\'ssuppressedexcitement。
`WhatwouldyouexpectatrueCostaguanerotodo?Anotherrevolution,ofcourse。Onmywordofhonour,MrsGould,IbelieveIamatruehijodelpais,atruesonofthecountry,whateverFatherCorbelanmaysay。
AndI\'mnotsomuchofanunbelieverasnottohavefaithinmyownideas,inmyownremedies,inmyowndesires。\'
`Yes,\'saidMrsGould,doubtfully。
`Youdon\'tseemconvinced,\'DecoudwentonagaininFrench。`Say,then,inmypassions。\'
MrsGouldreceivedthisadditionunflinchingly。Tounderstanditthoroughlyshedidnotrequiretohearhismutteredassurance:
`ThereisnothingIwouldnotdoforthesakeofAntonia。ThereisnothingIamnotpreparedtoundertake。ThereisnoriskIamnotreadytorun。\'
Decoudseemedtofindafreshaudacityinthisvoicingofhisthoughts。
`YouwouldnotbelievemeifIweretosaythatitistheloveofthecountrywhich——\'
Shemadeasortofdiscouragedprotestwithherarm,asiftoexpressthatshehadgivenupexpectingthatmotivefromanyone。
`ASulacorevolution,\'Decoudpursuedinaforcibleundertone。`TheGreatCausemaybeservedhere,ontheveryspotofitsinception,intheplaceofitsbirth,MrsGould。\'
Frowning,andbitingherlowerlipthoughtfully,shemadeastepawayfromthedoor。
`Youarenotgoingtospeaktoyourhusband?\'Decoudarrestedheranxiously。
`Butyouwillneedhishelp?\'
`Nodoubt,\'Decoudadmittedwithouthesitation。`EverythingturnsupontheSanTomemine,butIwouldratherhedidn\'tknowanythingasyetofmy——myhopes。\'
ApuzzledlookcameuponMrsGould\'sface,andDecoud,approaching,explainedconfidentially:
`Don\'tyousee,he\'ssuchanidealist。\'
MrsGouldflushedpink,andhereyesgrewdarkeratthesametime。
`Charleyanidealist!\'shesaid,asiftoherself,wonderingly。`Whatonearthdoyoumean?\'
`Yes,\'concededDecoud,`it\'sawonderfulthingtosaywiththesightoftheSanTomemine,thegreatestfactinthewholeofSouthAmerica,perhaps,beforeourveryeyes。Butlookevenatthat,hehasidealizedthisfacttoapoint——\'Hepaused。`MrsGould,areyouawaretowhatpointhehadidealizedtheexistence,theworth,themeaningoftheSanTomemine?Areyouawareofit?\'
Hemusthaveknownwhathewastalkingabout。
Theeffectheexpectedwasproduced。MrsGould,readytotakefire,gaveitupsuddenlywithalowlittlesoundthatresembledamoan。
`Whatdoyouknow?\'sheaskedinafeeblevoice。
`Nothing,\'answeredDecoud,firmly。`But,then,don\'tyousee,he\'sanEnglishman?\'
`Well,whatofthat?\'askedMrsGould。
`Simplythathecannotactorexistwithoutidealizingeverysimplefeeling,desire,orachievement。Hecouldnotbelievehisownmotivesifhedidnotmakethemfirstapartofsomefairytale。Theearthisnotquitegoodenoughforhim,Ifear。Doyouexcusemyfrankness?Besides,whetheryouexcuseitornot,itispartofthetruthofthingswhichhurtsthe——whatdoyoucallthem?——theAnglo-Saxon\'ssusceptibilities,andatthepresentmomentIdon\'tfeelasifIcouldtreatseriouslyeitherhisconceptionofthingsor——ifyouallowmetosayso——oryetyours。\'
MrsGouldgavenosignofbeingoffended。`IsupposeAntoniaunderstandsyouthoroughly?\'
`Understands?Well,yes。ButIamnotsurethatsheapproves。That,however,makesnodifference。Iamhonestenoughtotellyouthat,MrsGould。\'
`Youridea,ofcourse,isseparation,\'shesaid。
`Separation,ofcourse,\'declaredMartin。`Yes;separationofthewholeOccidentalProvincefromtherestoftheunquietbody。Butmytrueidea,theonlyoneIcarefor,isnottobeseparatedfromAntonia。\'
`Andthatisall?\'askedMrsGould,withoutseverity。
`Absolutely。Iamnotdeceivingmyselfaboutmymotives。Shewon\'tleaveSulacoformysake,thereforeSulacomustleavetherestoftheRepublictoitsfate。Nothingcouldbeclearerthanthat。Ilikeaclearlydefinedsituation。IcannotpartwithAntonia,thereforetheoneandindivisibleRepublicofCostaguanamustbemadetopartwithitswesternprovince。
Fortunatelyithappenstobealsoasoundpolicy。Therichest,themostfertilepartofthislandmaybesavedfromanarchy。Personally,Icarelittle;butit\'safactthattheestablishmentofMonteroinpowerwouldmeandeathtome。InalltheproclamationsofgeneralpardonwhichIhaveseen,myname,withafewothers,isspeciallyexcepted。Thebrothershateme,asyouknowverywell,MrsGould;andbehold,hereistherumourofthemhavingwonabattle。Yousaythatsupposingitistrue,Ihaveplentyoftimetorunaway。\'
Theslight,protestingmurmuronthepartofMrsGouldmadehimpauseforamoment,whilehelookedatherwithasombreandresoluteglance。
`Oh,butIwould,MrsGould。Iwouldrunawayifitservedthatwhichatpresentismyonlydesire。Iamcourageousenoughtosaythat,andtodoit,too。Butwomen,evenourwomen,areidealists。ItisAntoniathatwon\'trunaway。Anovelsortofvanity。\'
`Youcallitvanity,\'saidMrsGould,inashockedvoice。
`Saypride,then,which,FatherCorbelanwouldtellyou,isamortalsin。ButIamnotproud。Iamsimplytoomuchinlovetorunaway。AtthesametimeIwanttolive。Thereisnoloveforadeadman。ThereforeitisnecessarythatSulacoshouldnotrecognizethevictoriousMontero。\'
`Andyouthinkmyhusbandwillgiveyouhissupport?\'
`Ithinkhecanbedrawnintoit,likeallidealists,whenheonceseesasentimentalbasisforhisaction。ButIwouldn\'ttalktohim。Mereclearfactswon\'tappealtohissentiment。Itismuchbetterforhimtoconvincehimselfinhisownway。And,frankly,Icouldnot,perhaps,justnowpaysufficientrespecttoeitherhismotivesoreven,perhaps,toyours,MrsGould。\'
ItwasevidentthatMrsGouldwasverydeterminednottobeoffended。
Shesmiledvaguely,whilesheseemedtothinkthematterover。Asfarasshecouldjudgefromthegirl\'shalf-confidences,Antoniaunderstoodthatyoungman。Obviouslytherewaspromiseofsafetyinhisplan,orratherinhisidea。Moreover,rightorwrong,theideacoulddonoharm。Anditwasquitepossible,also,thattherumourwasfalse。
`Youhavesomesortofaplan,\'shesaid。
`Simplicityitself。Barrioshasstarted,lethimgoonthen;hewillholdCayta,whichisthedoorofthesearoutetoSulaco。Theycannotsendasufficientforceoverthemountains。No;noteventocopewiththebandofHernandez。Meantimeweshallorganizeourresistancehere。Andforthat,thisveryHernandezwillbeuseful。Hehasdefeatedtroopsasabandit;
hewillnodoubtaccomplishthesamethingifheismadeacolonelorevenageneral。YouknowthecountrywellenoughnottobeshockedbywhatI
say,MrsGould。Ihaveheardyouassertthatthispoorbanditwastheliving,breathingexampleofcruelty,injustice,stupidity,andoppression,thatruinmen\'ssoulsaswellastheirfortunesinthiscountry。Well,therewouldbesomepoeticalretributioninthatmanarisingtocrushtheevilswhichhaddrivenanhonestrancherointoalifeofcrime。Afineideaofretributioninthat,isn\'tthere?\'
DecoudhaddroppedeasilyintoEnglish,whichhespokewithprecision,verycorrectly,butwithtoomanyzsounds。
`Thinkalsoofyourhospitals,ofyourschools,ofyourailingmothersandfeebleoldmen,ofallthatpopulationwhichyouandyourhusbandhavebroughtintotherockygorgeofSanTome。Areyounotresponsibletoyourconscienceforallthesepeople?Isitnotworthwhiletomakeanothereffort,whichisnotatallsodesperateasitlooks,ratherthan——\'
Decoudfinishedhisthoughtwithanupwardtossofthearm,suggestingannihilation;andMrsGouldturnedawayherheadwithalookofhorror。
`Whydon\'tyousayallthistomyhusband?\'sheasked,withoutlookingatDecoud,whostoodwatchingtheeffectofhiswords。
`Ah!ButDonCarlosissoEnglish,\'hebegan。MrsGouldinterrupted:
`Leavethatalone,DonMartin。He\'sasmuchaCostaguanero——No!He\'smoreofaCostaguanerothanyourself。\'
`Sentimentalist,sentimentalist,\'Decoudalmostcooed,inatoneofgentleandsoothingdeference。`Sentimentalist,aftertheamazingmannerofyourpeople。IhavebeenwatchingElReydeSulacosinceIcamehereonafool\'serrand,andperhapsimpelledbysometreasonoffatelurkingbehindtheunaccountableturnsofaman\'slife。ButIdon\'tmatter,Iamnotasentimentalist,Icannotendowmypersonaldesireswithashiningrobeofsilkandjewels。Lifeisnotformeamoreromancederivedfromthetraditionofaprettyfairytale。No,MrsGould;Iampractical。I
amnotafraidofmymotives。But,pardonme,Ihavebeenrathercarriedaway。WhatIwishtosayisthatIhavebeenobserving。Iwon\'ttellyouwhatIhavediscovered——\'
`No。Thatisunnecessary,\'whisperedMrsGould,oncemoreavertingherhead。
`Itis。Exceptonelittlefact,thatyourhusbanddoesnotlikeme。
It\'sasmallmatter,which,inthecircumstances,seemstoacquireaperfectlyridiculousimportance。Ridiculousandimmense;for,clearlymoneyisrequiredformyplan,\'hereflected;thenadded,meaningly,`andwehavetwosentimentaliststodealwith。\'
`Idon\'tknowthatIunderstandyou,DonMartin,\'saidMrsGould,coldly,preservingthelowkeyoftheirconversation。`But,speakingasifIdid,whoistheother?\'
`ThegreatHolroydinSanFrancisco,ofcourse,\'Decoudwhispered,lightly。
`Ithinkyouunderstandmeverywell。Womenareidealists;butthentheyaresoperspicacious。\'
Butwhateverwasthereasonofthatremark,disparagingandcomplimentaryatthesametime,MrsGouldseemednottopayattentiontoit。ThenameofHolroydhadgivenanewtonetoheranxiety。
`Thesilverescortiscomingdowntotheharbourtomorrow;awholesixmonths\'working,DonMartin!\'shecriedindismay。
`Letitcomedown,then,\'breathedoutDecoud,earnestly,almostintoherear。
`Butiftherumourshouldgetabout,andespeciallyifitturnedouttrue,troublesmightbreakoutinthetown,\'objectedMrsGould。
Decoudadmittedthatitwaspossible。HeknewwellthetownchildrenoftheSulacoCampo:sullen,thievish,vindictive,andbloodthirsty,whatevergreatqualitiestheirbrothersoftheplainmighthavehad。Butthentherewasthatothersentimentalist,whoattachedastrangelyidealisticmeaningtoconcretefacts。ThisstreamofsilvermustbekeptflowingnorthtoreturnintheformoffinancialbackingfromthegreathouseofHolroyd。
Upatthemountaininthestrong-roomoftheminethesilverbarswereworthlessforhispurposethansomuchlead,fromwhichatleastbulletsmayberun。Letitcomedowntotheharbour,readyforshipment。
Thenextnorth-goingsteamerwouldcarryitofffortheverysalvationoftheSanTomemine,whichhasproducedsomuchtreasure。And,moreover,therumourwasprobablyfalse,heremarked,withmuchconvictioninhishurriedtone。
`Besides,senora,\'concludedDecoud,`wemaysuppressitformanydays。IhavebeentalkingwiththetelegraphistinthemiddleofthePlazaMayor;thusIamcertainthatwecouldnothavebeenoverheard。Therewasnotevenabirdintheairnearus。Andalsoletmetellyousomethingmore。IhavebeenmakingfriendswiththismancalledNostromo,theCapataz。
Wehadaconversationthisveryevening,Iwalkingbythesideofhishorseasherodeslowlyoutofthetownjustnow。Hepromisedmethatifariottookplaceforanyreason——evenforthemostpoliticalofreasons,youunderstand——hiscargadores,animportantpartofthepopulace,youwilladmit,shouldbefoundonthesideoftheEuropeans。\'
`Hehaspromisedyouthat?\'MrsGouldinquired,withinterest。`Whatmadehimmakethatpromisetoyou?\'
`Uponmyword,Idon\'tknow,\'declaredDecoud,inaslightlysurprisedtone。`Hecertainlypromisedmethat,butnowyouaskmewhyIcertainlycouldnottellyouhisreasons。Hetalkedwithhisusualcarelessness,which,ifhehadbeenanythingelsebutacommonsailor,Iwouldcallaposeoranaffectation。\'
Decoud,interruptinghimself,lookedatMrsGouldcuriously。
`Uponthewhole,\'hecontinued,`Isupposeheexpectssomethingtohisadvantagefromit。Youmustn\'tforgetthathedoesnotexercisehisextraordinarypoweroverthelowerclasseswithoutacertainamountofpersonalriskandwithoutagreatprofusioninspendinghismoney。Onemustpayinsomewayorotherforsuchasolidthingasindividualprestige。Hetoldmeafterwemadefriendsatadance,inaposadakeptbyaMexicanjustoutsidethewalls,thathehadcomeheretomakehisfortune。Isupposehelooksuponhisprestigeasasortofinvestment。\'
`Perhapsheprizesitforitsownsake,\'MrsGouldsaidinatoneasifshewererepellinganundeservedaspersion。`Viola,theGaribaldino,withwhomhehaslivedforsomeyears,callshimtheIncorruptible。
`Ah!hebelongstothegroupofyourprotegesouttheretowardstheharbour,MrsGould。Muybien。AndCaptainMitchellcallshimwonderful。
Ihaveheardnoendoftalesofhisstrength,hisaudacity,hisfidelity。
Noendoffinethings。H\'m!incorruptible!ItisindeedanameofhonourfortheCapatazoftheCargadoresofSulaco。Incorruptible!Fine,butvague。
However,Isupposehe\'ssensible,too。AndItalkedtohimuponthatsaneandpracticalassumption。\'
`Iprefertothinkhimdisinterested,andthereforetrustworthy,\'MrsGouldsaid,withthenearestapproachtocurtnessitwasinhernaturetoassume。
`Well,ifso,thenthesilverwillbestillmoresafe。Letitcomedown,senora。Letitcomedown,sothatitmaygonorthandreturntousintheshapeofcredit。\'
MrsGouldglancedalongthecorridortowardsthedoorofherhusband\'sroom。Decoud,watchingherasifshehadhisfateinherhands,detectedanalmostimperceptiblenodofassent。Hebowedwithasmile,and,puttinghishandintothebreastpocketofhiscoat,pulledoutafanoflightfeatherssetuponpaintedleavesofsandal-wood。`Ihaditinmypocket,\'
hemurmured,triumphantly,`foraplausiblepretext。\'Hebowedagain。`Goodnight,senora。\'
MrsGouldcontinuedalongthecorridorawayfromherhusband\'sroom。
ThefateoftheSanTomeminewaslyingheavyuponherheart。Itwasalongtimenowsinceshehadbeguntofearit。Ithadbeenanidea。Shehadwatcheditwithmisgivingsturningintoafetish,andnowthefetishhadgrownintoamonstrousandcrushingweight。Itwasasiftheinspirationoftheirearlyyearshadleftherhearttoturnintoawallofsilver-bricks,erectedbythesilentworkofevilspirits,betweenherandherhusband。
Heseemedtodwellalonewithinacircumvallationofpreciousmetal,leavingheroutsidewithherschool,herhospital,thesickmothers,andthefeebleoldmen,mereinsignificantvestigesoftheinitialinspiration。`Thosepoorpeople!\'shemurmuredtoherself。
BelowsheheardthevoiceofMartinDecoudinthepatiospeakingloudly:
`IhavefoundDonaAntonia\'sfan,Basilio。Look,hereitis!\'
NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part2Chapter77ItwaspartofwhatDecoudwouldhavecalledhissanematerialismthathedidnotbelieveinthepossibilityoffriendshipbetweenmanandwoman。
Theoneexceptionheallowedconfirmed,hemaintained,thatabsoluterule。Friendshipwaspossiblebetweenbrotherandsister,meaningbyfriendshipthefrankunreserve,asbeforeanotherhumanbeing,ofthoughtsandsensations;
alltheobjectlessandnecessarysincerityofone\'sinnermostlifetryingtoreactupontheprofoundsympathiesofanotherexistence。
Hisfavouritesister,thehandsome,slightlyarbitrary,andresoluteangel,rulingthefatherandmotherDecoudinthefirst-floorapartmentsofaveryfineParisianhouse,wastherecipientofMartinDecoud\'sconfidencesastohisthoughts,actions,purposes,doubts,andevenfailures……
PrepareourlittlecircleinParisforthebirthofanotherSouthAmericanRepublic。Onemoreorless,whatdoesitmatter?Theymaycomeintotheworldlikeevilflowersonahotbedofrotteninstitutions;buttheseedofthisonehasgerminatedinyourbrother\'sbrain,andthatwillbeenoughforyourdevotedassent。Iamwritingthistoyoubythelightofasinglecandle,inasortofinn,neartheharbour,keptbyanItaliancalledViola,aprotegeofMrsGould。Thewholebuilding,which,forallIknow,mayhavebeencontrivedbyaConquistadorfarmerofthepearlfisherythreehundredyearsago,isperfectlysilent。Soistheplainbetweenthetownandtheharbour;silent,butnotsodarkasthehouse,becausethepicketsofItalianworkmenguardingtherailwayhavelightedlittlefiresallalongtheline。Itwasnotsoquietaroundhereyesterday。Wehadanawfulriot——asuddenoutbreakofthepopulace,whichwasnotsuppressedtilllatetoday。Itsobject,nodoubt,wasloot,andthatwasdefeated,asyoumusthavelearnedalreadyfromthecablegramsentviaSanFranciscoandNewYorklastnight,whenthecableswerestillopen。YouhavereadalreadytherethattheenergeticactionoftheEuropeansoftherailwayhassavedthetownfromdestruction,andyoumaybelievethat。Iwroteoutthecablemyself。WehavenoReuter\'sagencymanhere。Ihavealsofiredatthemobfromthewindowsoftheclub,incompanywithsomeotheryoungmenofposition。
OurobjectwastokeeptheCalledelaConstitucionclearfortheexodusoftheladiesandchildren,whohavetakenrefugeonboardacoupleofcargoshipsnowintheharbourhere。Thatwasyesterday。YoushouldalsohavelearnedfromthecablethatthemissingPresident,Ribiera,whohaddisappearedafterthebattleofStaMarta,hasturneduphereinSulacobyoneofthosestrangecoincidencesthatarealmostincredible,ridingonalamemuleintotheverymidstofthestreetfighting。Itappearsthathehadfled,incompanywithamuleteercalledBonifacio,acrossthemountainsfromthethreatsofMonterointothearmsofanenragedmob。
TheCapatazofCargadores,thatItaliansailorofwhomIhavewrittentoyoubefore,hassavedhimfromanignobledeath。Thatmanseemstohaveaparticulartalentforbeingonthespotwheneverthereissomethingpicturesquetobedone。
Hewaswithmeatfouro\'clockinthemorningattheofficesofthePorvenir,wherehehadturnedupsoearlyinordertowarnmeofthecomingtrouble,andalsotoassuremethathewouldkeephiscargadoresonthesideoforder。Whenthefulldaylightcamewewerelookingtogetheratthecrowdonfootandonhorseback,demonstratingonthePlazaandshyingstonesatthewindowsoftheIntendencia。Nostromothatisthenametheycallhimbyherewaspointingouttomehiscargadoresinterspersedinthemob。
ThesunshineslateuponSulaco,forithasfirsttoclimbabovethemountains。Inthatclearmorninglight,brighterthantwilight,NostromosawrightacrossthevastPlaza,attheendofthestreetbeyondthecathedral,amountedmanapparentlyindifficultieswithayellingknotofleperos。
Atoncehesaidtome,`That\'sastranger。Whatisittheyaredoingtohim?\'Thenhetookoutthesilverwhistleheisinthehabitofusingonthewharfthismanseemstodisdaintheuseofanymetallesspreciousthansilverandblewintoittwice,evidentlyapreconcertedsignalforhiscargadores。Heranoutimmediately,andtheyralliedroundhim。
Iranout,too,butwastoolatetofollowthemandhelpintherescueofthestranger,whoseanimalhadfallen。Iwassetuponatonceasahatedaristocrat,andwasonlytoogladtogetintotheclub,whereDonJaimeBergesyoumayrememberhimvisitingatourhouseinParissomethreeyearsagothrustasportinggunintomyhands。Theywerealreadyfiringfromthewindows。Therewerelittleheapsofcartridgeslyingaboutontheopencard-tables。Irememberacoupleofoverturnedchairs,somebottlesrollingontheflooramongstthepacksofcardsscatteredsuddenlyasthecaballerosrosefromtheirgametoopenfireuponthemob。Mostoftheyoungmenhadspentthenightattheclubintheexpectationofsomesuchdisturbance。Intwoofthecandelabra,ontheconsoles,thecandleswereburningdownintheirsockets。Alargeironnut,probablystolenfromtherailwayworkshops,flewinfromthestreetasIentered,andbrokeoneofthelargemirrorssetinthewall。Inoticedalsooneoftheclubservantstieduphandandfootwiththecordsofthecurtainandflunginacorner。IhaveavaguerecollectionofDonJaimeassuringmehastilythatthefellowhadbeendetectedputtingpoisonintothedishesatsupper。
ButIrememberdistinctlyhewasshriekingformercy,withoutstoppingatall,continuously,andsoabsolutelydisregardedthatnobodyeventookthetroubletogaghim。ThenoisehemadewassodisagreeablethatIhadhalfamindtodoitmyself。Buttherewasnotimetowasteonsuchtrifles。
Itookmyplaceatoneofthewindowsandbeganfiring。
Ididn\'tlearntilllaterintheafternoonwhomitwasthatNostromo,withhiscargadoresandsomeItalianworkmenaswell,hadmanagedtosavefromthosedrunkenrascals。Thatmanhasapeculiartalentwhenanythingstrikingtotheimaginationhastobedone。Imadethatremarktohimafterwardswhenwemetaftersomesortoforderhadbeenrestoredinthetown,andtheanswerhemaderathersurprisedme。Hesaidquitemoodily,`AndhowmuchdoIgetforthat,senor?\'Thenitdawneduponmethatperhapsthisman\'svanityhasbeensatiatedbytheadulationofthecommonpeopleandtheconfidenceofhissuperiors!
Decoudpausedtolightacigarette,then,withhisheadstilloverhiswriting,heblewacloudofsmoke,whichseemedtoreboundfromthepaper。
Hetookupthepencilagain。
ThatwasyesterdayeveningonthePlaza,whilehesatonthestepsofthecathedral,hishandsbetweenhisknees,holdingthebridleofhisfamoussilver-greymare。Hehadledhisbodyofcargadoressplendidlyalldaylong。Helookedfatigued。Idon\'tknowhowIlooked。Verydirty,I
suppose。ButIsupposeIalsolookedpleased。FromthetimethefugitivePresidenthadbeengotofftothes。s。Minerva,thetideofsuccesshadturnedagainstthemob。Theyhadbeendrivenofftheharbour,andoutofthebetterstreetsofthetown,intotheirownmazeofruinsandtolderias。
Youmustunderstandthatthisriot,whoseprimaryobjectwasundoubtedlythegettingholdoftheSanTomesilverstoredinthelowerroomsoftheCustomHousebesidesthegenerallootingofthericos,hadacquiredapoliticalcolouringfromthefactoftwoDeputiestotheProvincialAssembly,SenoresGamachoandFuentes,bothfromBolson,puttingthemselvesattheheadofit——lateintheafternoon,itistrue,whenthemob,disappointedintheirhopesofloot,madeastandinthenarrowstreetstothecriesof`Vivalalibertad!DownwithFeudalism!\'Iwonderwhattheyimaginefeudalismtobe?`DownwiththeGothsandParalytics。\'IsupposetheSenoresGamachoandFuentesknewwhattheyweredoing。Theyareprudentgentlemen。IntheAssemblytheycalledthemselvesModerates,andopposedeveryenergeticmeasurewithphilanthropicpensiveness。AtthefirstrumoursofMontero\'svictory,theybegantoshowasubtlechangeofthepensivetemper,andbegantodefypoorDonJusteLopezinhisPresidentialtribunewithaneffronterytowhichthepoormancouldonlyrespondbyadazedsmoothingofhisbeardandtheringingofthePresidentialbell。Then,whenthedownfalloftheRibieristcausebecameconfirmedbeyondtheshadowofadoubt,theyhaveblossomedintoconvincedLiberals,actingtogetherasiftheywereSiamesetwins,andultimatelytakingcharge,asitwere,oftheriotinthenameofMonteristprinciples。
Theirlastmoveofeighto\'clocklastnightwastoorganizethemselvesintoaMonteristCommitteewhichsits,asfarasIknow,inaposadakeptbyaretiredMexicanbull-fighter,agreatpolitician,too,whosenameIhaveforgotten。Thencetheyhaveissuedacommunicationtous,theGothsandParalyticsoftheAmarillaClubwhohaveourowncommittee,invitingustocometosomeprovisionalunderstandingforatruce,inorder,theyhavetheimpudencetosay,thatthenoblecauseofLiberty`shouldnotbestainedbythecriminalexcessesofConservativeselfishness\'!AsIcameouttositwithNostromoonthecathedralstepstheclubwasbusyconsideringaproperreplyintheprincipalroom,litteredwithexplodedcartridges,withalotofbrokenglass,bloodsmears,candlesticks,andallsortsofwreckageonthefloor。Butallthisisnonsense。Nobodyinthetownhasanyrealpowerexcepttherailwayengineers,whosemenoccupythedismantledhousesacquiredbytheCompanyfortheirtownstationononesideofthePlaza,andNostromo,whosecargadoresweresleepingunderthearcadesalongthefrontofAnzani\'sshops。AfireofbrokenfurnitureoutoftheIntendenciasaloons,mostlygilt,wasburningonthePlaza,inahighflameswayingrightuponthestatueofCharlesIV。Thedeadbodyofamanwaslyingonthestepsofthepedestal,hisarmsthrownwideopen,andhissombrerocoveringhisface——theattentionofsomefriend,perhaps。
ThelightoftheflametouchedthefoliageofthefirsttreesontheAlameda,andplayedontheendofaside-streetnearby,blockedupbyajumbleofox-cartsanddeadbullocks。Sittingononeofthecarcases,alepero,muffledup,smokedacigarette。Itwasatruce,youunderstand。TheonlyotherlivingbeingonthePlazabesidesourselveswasacargadorwalkingtoandfro,withalong,bareknifeinhishand,likeasentrybeforetheArcades,wherehisfriendsweresleeping。Andtheonlyotherspotoflightinthedarktownwerethelightedwindowsoftheclub,atthecorneroftheCalle。
Afterhavingwrittensofar,DonMartinDecoud,theexoticdandyoftheParisianboulevard,gotupandwalkedacrossthesandedfloorofthecafeatoneendoftheAlbergoofUnitedItaly,keptbyGiorgioViola,theoldcompanionofGaribaldi。ThehighlycolouredlithographoftheFaithfulHeroseemedtolookdimly,inthelightofonecandle,atthemanwithnofaithinanythingexceptthetruthofhisownsensations。Lookingoutofthewindow,Decoudwasmetbyadarknesssoimpenetrablethathecouldseeneitherthemountainsnorthetown,noryetthebuildingsneartheharbour;andtherewasnotasound,asifthetremendousobscurityofthePlacidGulf,spreadingfromthewatersovertheland,hadmadeitdumbaswellasblind。PresentlyDecoudfeltalighttremorofthefloorandadistantclankofiron。Abrightwhitelightappeared,deepinthedarkness,growingbiggerwithathunderingnoise。TherollingstockusuallykeptonthesidingsinRinconwasbeingrunbacktotheyardsforsafekeeping。
Likeamysteriousstirringofthedarknessbehindtheheadlightoftheengine,thetrainpassedinagustofhollowuproar,bytheendofthehouse,whichseemedtovibratealloverinresponse。Andnothingwasclearlyvisiblebut,ontheendofthelastflatcar,aNegro,inwhitetrousersandnakedtothewaist,swingingablazingtorchbasketincessantlywithacircularmovementofhisbarearm。Decouddidnotstir。
Behindhim,onthebackofthechairfromwhichhehadrisen,hunghiselegantParisianovercoat,withapearl-greysilklining。Butwhenheturnedbacktocometothetablethecandlelightfelluponafacethatwasgrimyandscratched。Hisrosylipswereblackenedwithheat,thesmokeofgun-powder。
Dirtandrusttarnishedthelustreofhisshortbeard。Hisshirtcollarandcuffswerecrumpled;thebluesilkentiehungdownhisbreastlikearag;agreasysmudgecrossedhiswhitebrow。Hehadnottakenoffhisclothingnorusedwater;excepttosnatchahastydrinkgreedily,forsomefortyhours。Anawfulrestlessnesshadmadehimitsown,hadmarkedhimwithallthesignsofdesperatestrife,andputadry,sleeplessstareintohiseyes。Hemurmuredtohimselfinahoarsevoice,`Iwonderifthere\'sanybreadhere,\'lookedvaguelyabouthim,thendroppedintothechairandtookthepencilupagain。Hebecameawarehehadnoteatenanythingformanyhours。
Itoccurredtohimthatnoonecouldunderstandhimsowellashissister。
Inthemostscepticalhearttherelurksatsuchmoments,whenthechancesofexistenceareinvolved,adesiretoleaveacorrectimpressionofthefeelings,likealightbywhichtheactionmaybeseenwhenpersonalityisgone,gonewherenolightofinvestigationcaneverreachthetruthwhicheverydeathtakesoutoftheworld。Therefore,insteadoflookingforsomethingtoeat,ortryingtosnatchanhourorsoofsleep,Decoudwasfillingthepagesofalargepocket-bookwithalettertohissister。
Intheintimacyofthatintercoursehecouldnotkeepouthisweariness,hisgreatfatigue,theclosetouchofhisbodilysensations。Hebeganagainasifheweretalkingtoher。Withalmostanillusionofherpresence,hewrotethephrase,`Iamveryhungry。\'
Ihavethefeelingofagreatsolitudearoundme[hecontinued]。Isit,perhaps,becauseIamtheonlymanwithadefiniteideainhishead,inthecompletecollapseofeveryresolve,intention,andhopeaboutme?
Butthesolitudeisalsoveryreal。Alltheengineersareout,andhavebeenfortwodays,lookingafterthepropertyoftheNationalCentralRailway,ofthatgreatCostaguanaundertakingwhichistoputmoneyintothepocketsofEnglishmen,Frenchmen,Americans,Germans,andGodknowswhoelse。Thesilenceaboutmeisominous。Thereisabovethemiddlepartofthishouseasortoffirstfloor,withnarrowopeningslikeloopholesforwindows,probablyusedinoldtimesforthebetterdefenceagainstthesavages,whenthepersistentbarbarismofournativecontinentdidnotweartheblackcoatsofpoliticians,butwentaboutyelling,half-naked,withbowsandarrowsinitshands。Thewomanofthehouseisdyingupthere,Ibelieve,allalonewithheroldhusband。Thereisanarrowstaircase,thesortofstaircaseonemancouldeasilydefendagainstamob,leadingupthere,andIhavejustheard,throughthethicknessofthewall,theoldfellowgoingdownintotheirkitchenforsomethingorother。Itwasasortofnoiseamousemightmakebehindtheplasterofawall。Alltheservantstheyhadranawayyesterdayandhavenotreturnedyet,ifevertheydo。
Fortherest,thereareonlytwochildrenhere,twogirls。Thefatherhassentthemdownstairs,andtheyhavecreptintothiscafe,perhapsbecauseIamhere。Theyhuddletogetherinacorner,ineachother\'sarms;Ijustnoticedthemafewminutesago,andIfeelmorelonelythanever。
Decoudturnedhalfroundinhischair,andasked,`Isthereanybreadhere?\'
Linda\'sdarkheadwasshakennegativelyinresponse,abovethefairheadofhersisternestlingonherbreast。
`Youcouldn\'tgetmesomebread?\'insistedDecoud。Thechilddidnotmove;hesawherlargeeyesstareathimverydarkfromthecorner。`You\'renotafraidofme?\'hesaid。
`No,\'saidLinda,`wearenotafraidofyou。YoucameherewithGian\'
Battista。\'
`YoumeanNostromo?\'saidDecoud。
`TheEnglishcallhimso,butthatisnonameeitherformanorbeast,\'
saidthegirl,passingherhandgentlyoverhersister\'shair。
`Butheletspeoplecallhimso,\'remarkedDecoud。
`Notinthishouse,\'retortedthechild。
`Ah!well,IshallcallhimtheCapatazthen。\'
Decoudgaveupthepoint,andafterwritingsteadilyforawhileturnedroundagain。
`Whendoyouexpecthimback?\'heasked。
`AfterhebroughtyouhereherodeofftofetchtheSenorDoctorfromthetownformother。Hewillbebacksoon。\'
`Hestandsagoodchanceofgettingshotsomewhereontheroad,\'Decoudmurmuredtohimselfaudibly;andLindadeclaredinherhigh-pitchedvoice:
`NobodywoulddaretofireashotatGian\'Battista。\'
`Youbelievethat,\'askedDecoud,`doyou?\'
`Iknowit,\'saidthechild,withconviction。`ThereisnooneinthisplacebraveenoughtoattackGian\'Battista。\'
`Itdoesn\'trequiremuchbraverytopullatriggerbehindabush,\'mutteredDecoudtohimself。`Fortunately,thenightisdark,ortherewouldbebutlittlechanceofsavingthesilverofthemine。\'
Heturnedagaintohispocket-book,glancedbackthroughthepages,andagainstartedhispencil。
Thatwasthepositionyesterday,aftertheMinervawiththefugitivePresidenthadgoneoutofharbour,andtheriotershadbeendrivenbackintotheside-lanesofthetown。IsatonthestepsofthecathedralwithNostromo,aftersendingoutthecablemessagefortheinformationofamoreorlessattentiveworld。Strangelyenough,thoughtheofficesoftheCableCompanyareinthesamebuildingasthePorvenir,themob,whichhasthrownmypressesoutofthewindowandscatteredthetypealloverthePlaza,hasbeenkeptfrominterferingwiththeinstrumentsontheothersideofthecourtyard。AsIsattalkingwithNostromo,Bernhardt,thetelegraphist,cameoutfromundertheArcadeswithapieceofpaperinhishand。Thelittlemanhadtiedhimselfuptoanenormousswordandwashungalloverwithrevolvers。Heisridiculous,butthebravestGermanofhissizethatevertappedthekeyofaMorsetransmitter。HehadreceivedthemessagefromCaytareportingthetransportswithBarrio\'sarmyjustenteringtheport,andendingwiththewords,`Thegreatestenthusiasmprevails。\'Iwalkedofftodrinksomewateratthefountain,andIwasshotatfromtheAlamedabysomebodyhidingbehindatree。ButIdrank,anddidn\'tcare;withBarriosinCaytaandthegreatCordillerabetweenusandMontero\'svictoriousarmyIseemed,nothwithstandingMessrsGamachoandFuentes,toholdmynewStateinthehollowofmyhand。Iwasreadytosleep,butwhenIgotasfarastheCasaGouldIfoundthepatiofullofwoundedlaidoutonstraw。Lightswereburning,andinthatenclosedcourtyardonthathotnightafaintodourofchloroformandbloodhungabout。AtoneendDrMonygham,thedoctorofthemine,wasdressingthewounds;attheother,nearthestairs,FatherCorbelankneeling,listenedtotheconfessionofadyingcargador。MrsGouldwaswalkingaboutthroughtheseshambleswithalargebottleinonehandandalotofcottonwoolintheother。Shejustlookedatmeandneverevenwinked。Hercameristawasfollowingher,alsoholdingabottle,andsobbinggentlytoherself。
Ibusiedmyselfforsometimeinfetchingwaterfromthecisternforthewounded。AfterwardsIwanderedupstairs,meetingsomeofthefirstladiesofSulaco,palerthanIhadeverseenthembefore,withbandagesovertheirarms。Notallofthemhadfledtotheships。AgoodmanyhadtakenrefugeforthedayintheCasaGould。Onthelandingagirl,withherhairhalfdown,waskneelingagainstthewallunderthenichewherestandsaMadonnainbluerobesandagiltcrownonherhead。IthinkitwastheeldestMissLopez;Icouldn\'tseeherface,butIrememberlookingatthehighFrenchheelofherlittleshoe。Shedidnotmakeasound,shedidnotstir,shewasnotsobbing;sheremainedthere,perfectlystill,allblackagainstthewhitewall,asilentfigureofpassionatepiety。
Iamsureshewasnomorefrightenedthantheotherwhite-facedladiesImetcarryingbandages。Onewassittingonthetopsteptearingapieceoflinenhastilyintostrips——theyoungwifeofanelderlymanoffortunehere。Sheinterruptedherselftowaveherhandtomybow,asthoughshewereinhercarriageontheAlameda。Thewomenofourcountryareworthlookingatduringarevolution。Therougeandpearlpowderfalloff,togetherwiththatpassiveattitudetowardstheouterworldwhicheducation,tradition,customimposeuponthemfromtheearliestinfancy。Ithoughtofyourface,whichfromyourinfancyhadthestampofintelligenceinsteadofthatpatientandresignedcastwhichappearswhensomepoliticalcommotiontearsdowntheveilofcosmeticsandusage。
InthegreatsalaupstairsasortofJuntaofNotableswassitting,theremnantofthevanishedProvincialAssembly。DonJusteLopezhadhadhalfhisbeardsingedoffatthemuzzleofatrabucoloadedwithslugs,ofwhicheveryonemissedhim,providentially。Andasheturnedhisheadfromsidetosideitwasexactlyasiftherehadbeentwomeninsidehisfrock-coat,onenoblywhiskeredandsolemn,theotheruntidyandscared。
Theyraisedacryof`Decoud!DonMartin!\'atmyentrance。Iaskedthem,`Whatareyoudeliberatingupon,gentlemen?\'Theredidnotseemtobeanypresident,thoughDonJoseAvellanossatattheheadofthetable。Theyallansweredtogether,`Onthepreservationoflifeandproperty。\'`Tillthenewofficialsarrive,\'DonJusteexplainedtome,withthesolemnsideofhisfaceofferedtomyview。ItwasasifastreamofwaterhadbeenpoureduponmyglowingideaofanewState。Therewasahissingsoundinmyears,andtheroomgrewdim,asifsuddenlyfilledwithvapour。
Iwalkeduptothetableblindly,asthoughIhadbeendrunk。`Youaredeliberatinguponsurrender,\'Isaid。Theyallsatstill,withtheirnosesoverthesheetofpapereachhadbeforehim,Godonlyknowswhy。OnlyDonJosehidhisfaceinhishands,muttering,`Never,never!\'ButasIlookedathim,itseemedtomethatIcouldhaveblownhimawaywithmybreath,helookedsofrail,soweak,sowornout。Whateverhappens,hewillnotsurvive。Thedeceptionistoogreatforamanofhisage;andhasn\'theseenthesheetsofFiftyYearsofMisrule,whichwehavebegunprintingonthepressesofthePorvenir,litteringthePlaza,floatinginthegutters,firedoutaswadsfortrabucosloadedwithhandfulsoftype,blowninthewind,trampledinthemud?Ihaveseenpagesfloatingupontheverywatersoftheharbour。Itwouldbeunreasonabletoexpecthimtosurvive。Itwouldbecruel。
`Doyouknow,\'Icried,`whatsurrendermeanstoyou,toyourwomen,toyourchildren,toyourproperty?\'
Ideclaimedforfiveminuteswithoutdrawingbreath,itseemstome,harpingonourbestchances,ontheferocityofMontero,whomImadeouttobeasgreatabeastasIhavenodoubthewouldliketobeifhehadintelligenceenoughtoconceiveasystematicreignofterror。AndthenforanotherfiveminutesormoreIpouredoutanimpassionedappealtotheircourageandmanliness,withallthepassionofmyloveforAntonia。
Forifevermanspokewell,itwouldbefromapersonalfeeling,denouncinganenemy,defendinghimself,orpleadingforwhatreallymaybedearerthanlife。Mydeargirl,Iabsolutelythunderedatthem。Itseemedasifmyvoicewouldburstthewallsasunder,andwhenIstoppedIsawalltheirscaredeyeslookingatmedubiously。AndthatwasalltheeffectIhadproduced!OnlyDonJose\'sheadhadsunklowerandloweronhisbreast。
Ibentmyeartohiswitheredlips,andmadeouthiswhisper,somethinglike,`InGod\'sname,then,Martin,myson!\'Idon\'tknowexactly。TherewasthenameofGodinit,Iamcertain。ItseemstomeIhavecaughthislastbreath——thebreathofhisdepartingsoulonhislips。
Helivesyet,itistrue。Ihaveseenhimsince;butitwasonlyasenilebody,lyingonitsback,coveredtothechin,withopeneyes,andsostillthatyoumighthavesaiditwasbreathingnolonger。Ilefthimthus,withAntoniakneelingbythesideofthebed,justbeforeIcametothisItalian\'sposada,wheretheubiquitousdeathisalsowaiting。ButIknowthatDonJosehasreallydiedthere,intheCasaGould,withthatwhisperurgingmetoattemptwhatnodoubthissoul,wrappedupinthesanctityofdiplomatictreatiesandsolemndeclarations,musthaveabhorred。Ihadexclaimedveryloud,`ThereisneveranyGodinacountrywheremenwillnothelpthemselves。\'
Meanwhile,DonJustehadbegunaponderedorationwhosesolemneffectwasspoiledbytheridiculousdisastertohisbeard。Ididnotwaittomakeitout。HeseemedtoarguethatMontero\'shecalledhimTheGeneral
intentionswereprobablynotevil,though,hewenton,`thatdistinguishedman\'onlyaweekagoweusedtocallhimagran\'bestia`wasperhapsmistakenastothetruemeans\'。Asyoumayimagine,Ididn\'tstaytoheartherest。IknowtheintentionsofMontero\'sbrother,Pedrito,theguerrillero,whomIexposedinParis,someyearsago,inacafefrequentedbySouthAmericanstudents,wherehetriedtopasshimselfoffforaSecretaryofLegation。Heusedtocomeinandtalkforhours,twistinghisfelthatinhishairypaws,andhisambitionseemedtobecomeasortofDucdeMornytoasortofNapoleon。Already,then,heusedtotalkofhisbrotherininflatedterms。Heseemedfairlysafefrombeingfoundout,becausethestudents,alloftheBlancofamilies,didnot,asyoumayimagine,frequenttheLegation。ItwasonlyDecoud,amanwithoutfaithandprinciples,astheyusedtosay,thatwentintheresometimesforthesakeofthefun,asitweretoanassemblyoftrainedmonkeys。Iknowhisintentions。I
haveseenhimchangetheplatesattable。Whoeverisallowedtoliveoninterror,Imustdiethedeath。
No,Ididn\'tstaytotheendtohearDonJusteLopeztryingtopersuadehimselfinagraveorationoftheclemencyandjustice,andhonesty,andpurityofthebrothersMontero。IwentoutabruptlytoseekAntonia。I
sawherinthegallery。AsIopenedthedoor,sheextendedtomeherclaspedhands。
`Whataretheydoinginthere?\'sheasked。
`Talking,\'Isaid,withmyeyeslookingintohers。
`Yes,yes,but——\'
`Emptyspeeches,\'Iinterruptedher。`Hidingtheirfearsbehindimbecilehopes。TheyareallgreatParliamentariansthere——ontheEnglishmodel,asyouknow。\'IwassofuriousthatIcouldhardlyspeak。Shemadeagestureofdespair。
ThroughthedoorIheldalittleajarbehindme,weheardDonJuste\'smeasuredmouthingmonotonegoonfromphrasetophrase,likeasortofawfulandsolemnmadness。
`Afterall,theDemocraticaspirationshave,perhaps,theirlegitimacy。
Thewaysofhumanprogressareinscrutable,andifthefateofthecountryisinthehandofMontero,weought——\'
Icrashedthedoortoonthat;itwasenough;itwastoomuch。TherewasneverabeautifulfaceexpressingmorehorroranddespairthanthefaceofAntonia。Icouldn\'tbearit;Iseizedherwrists。
`Havetheykilledmyfatherinthere?\'sheasked。
Hereyesblazedwithindignation,butasIlookedon,fascinated,thelightinthemwentout。
`Itisasurrender,\'Isaid。AndIrememberIwasshakingherwristsIheldapartinmyhands。`Butit\'smorethantalk。YourfathertoldmetogooninGod\'sname。\'
Mydeargirl,thereisthatinAntoniawhichwouldmakemebelieveinthefeasibilityofanything。Onelookatherfaceisenoughtosetmybrainonfire。AndyetIloveherasanyothermanwould——withtheheart,andwiththatalone。SheismoretomethanhisChurchtoFatherCorbelantheGrandVicardisappearedlastnightfromthetown;perhapsgonetojointhebandofHernandez。SheismoretomethanhispreciousminetothatsentimentalEnglishman。Iwon\'tspeakofhiswife。Shemayhavebeensentimentalonce。TheSanTomeminestandsnowbetweenthosetwopeople。`Yourfatherhimself,Antonia,\'Irepeated;`yourfather,doyouunderstand?hastoldmetogoon。\'
Sheavertedherface,andinapainedvoice——
`Hehas?\'shecried。`Then,indeed,Ifearhewillneverspeakagain。\'
Shefreedherwristsfrommyclutchandbegantocryinherhandkerchief。
Idisregardedhersorrow;Iwouldratherseehermiserablethannotseeheratall,neveranymore;forwhetherIescapedorstayedtodie,therewasforusnocomingtogether,nofuture。Andthatbeingso,Ihadnopitytowasteuponthepassingmomentsofhersorrow。IsentheroffintearstofetchDonaEmiliaandDonCarlos,too。Theirsentimentwasnecessarytotheverylifeofmyplan;thesentimentalismofthepeoplethatwillneverdoanythingforthesakeoftheirpassionatedesire,unlessitcomestothemclothedinthefairrobesofanidea。
Lateatnightweformedasmalljuntaoffour——thetwowomen,DonCarlos,andmyself——inMrsGould\'sblue-and-whiteboudoir。
ElReydeSulacothinkshimself,nodoubt,averyhonestman。Andsoheis,ifonecouldlookbehindhistaciturnity。Perhapshethinksthatthisalonemakeshishonestyunstained。ThoseEnglishmenliveonillusionswhichsomehoworotherhelpthemtogetafirmholdofthesubstance。Whenhespeaksitisbyarare`yes\'or`no\'thatseemsasimpersonalasthewordsofanoracle。Buthecouldnotimposeonmebyhisdumbreserve。
Iknewwhathehadinhishead;hehashismineinhishead;andhiswifehadnothinginherheadbuthispreciousperson,whichhehasboundupwiththeGouldConcessionandtiedtothatlittlewoman\'sneck。Nomatter。
ThethingwastomakehimpresenttheaffairtoHolroydtheSteelandSilverKinginsuchamannerastosecurehisfinancialsupport。Atthattimelastnight,justtwenty-fourhoursago,wethoughtthesilveroftheminesafeintheCustomHousevaultstillthenorth-boundsteamercametotakeitaway。Andaslongasthetreasureflowednorth,withoutabreak,thatuttersentimentalist,Holroyd,wouldnotdrophisideaofintroducing,notonlyjustice,industry,peace,tothebenightedcontinents,butalsothatpetdreamofhisofapurerformofChristianity。Lateron,theprincipalEuropeanreallyinSulaco,theengineer-in-chiefoftherailway,cameridingupthecalle,fromtheharbour,andwasadmittedtoourconclave。
Meantime,theJuntaoftheNotablesinthegreatsalawasstilldeliberating;only,oneofthemhadrunoutinthecorridortoasktheservantwhethersomethingtoeatcouldn\'tbesentin。Thefirstwordstheengineer-in-chiefsaidashecameintotheboudoirwere,`Whatisyourhouse,dearMrsGould?Awarhospitalbelow,andapparentlyarestaurantabove。Isawthemcarryingtraysfullofgoodthingsintothesala。\'
`Andhere,inthisboudoir,\'Isaid,`youbeholdtheinnercabinetoftheOccidentalRepublicthatistobe。\'
Hewassopreoccupiedthathedidn\'tsmileatthat,hedidn\'tevenlooksurprised。
Hetoldusthathewasattendingtothegeneraldispositionsforthedefenceoftherailwaypropertyattherailwayyardswhenhewassentfortogointotherailwaytelegraphoffice。Theengineeroftherailhead,atthefootofthemountains,wantedtotalktohimfromhisendofthewire。Therewasnobodyintheofficebuthimselfandtheoperatoroftherailwaytelegraph,whoreadofftheclicksaloudasthetapecoileditslengthuponthefloor。Andthepurportofthattalk,clickednervouslyfromawoodenshedinthedepthsoftheforests,hadinformedthechiefthatPresidentRibierahadbeen,orwasbeing,pursued。Thiswasnews,indeed,toallofusinSulaco。Ribiera,himself,whenrescued,revived,andsoothedbyus,hadbeeninclinedtothinkthathehadnotbeenpursued。
Ribierahadyieldedtotheurgentsolicitationsofhisfriends,andhadlefttheheadquartersofhisdiscomfitedarmyalone,undertheguidanceofBonifacio,themuleteer,whohadbeenwillingtotaketheresponsibilitywiththerisk。Hehaddepartedatdaybreakofthethirdday。Hisremainingforceshadmeltedawayduringthenight。BonifacioandherodehardonhorsestowardstheCordillera;thentheyobtainedmules,enteredthepasses,andcrossedtheParamoofIviejustbeforeafreezingblastsweptoverthatstonyplateau,buryinginadriftofsnowthelittleshelter-hutofstonesinwhichtheyhadspentthenight。AfterwardspoorRibierahadmanyadventures,gotseparatedfromhisguide,losthismount,struggleddowntotheCampoonfoot,andifhehadnotthrownhimselfonthemercyofarancherowouldhaveperishedalongwayfromSulaco。Thatman,who,asamatteroffact,recognizedhimatonce,lethimhaveafreshmule,whichthefugitive,heavyandunskilful,hadriddentodeath。AnditwastruehehadbeenpursuedbyapartycommandedbynolessapersonthanPedroMontero,thebrotherofthegeneral。ThecoldwindoftheParamoluckilycaughtthepursuersonthetopofthepass。Somefewmen,andalltheanimals,perishedintheicyblast。Thestragglersdied,butthemainbodykepton。TheyfoundpoorBonifaciolyinghalf-deadatthefootofasnowslope,andbayonetedhimpromptlyinthetrueCivilWarstyle。TheywouldhavehadRibiera,too,iftheyhadnot,forsomereasonorother,turnedoffthetrackoftheoldcaminoreal,onlytolosetheirwayintheforestsatthefootofthelowerslopes。Andtheretheywereatlast,havingstumbledinunexpectedlyupontheconstructioncamp。TheengineerattherailheadtoldhischiefbywirethathehadPedroMonteroabsolutelythere,intheveryoffice,listeningtotheclicks。HewasgoingtotakepossessionofSulacointhenameoftheDemocracy。Hewasveryoverbearing。HismenslaughteredsomeoftheRailwayCompany\'scattlewithoutaskingleave,andwenttoworkbroilingthemeatontheembers。Pedritomademanypointedinquiriesastothesilvermine,andwhathadbecomeoftheproductofthelastsixmonths\'working。Hehadsaidperemptorily,`Askyourchiefuptherebywire,heoughttoknow;tellhimthatDonPedroMontero,ChiefoftheCampoandMinisteroftheInteriorofthenewGovernment,desirestobecorrectlyinformed。\'
Hehadhisfeetwrappedupinblood-stainedrags,alean,haggardface,raggedbeardandhair,andhadwalkedinlimping,withacrookedbranchofatreeforastaff。Hefollowerswere,perhaps,inaworseplight,butapparentlytheyhadnotthrownawaytheirarms,and,atanyrate,notalltheirammunition。Theirleanfacesfilledthedoorandthewindowsofthetelegraphhut。Asitwasatthesametimethebedroomoftheengineer-in-chargethere,MonterohadthrownhimselfonhiscleanblanketsandlaythereshiveringanddictatingrequisitionstobetransmittedbywiretoSulaco。Hedemandedatrainofcarstobesentdownatoncetotransporthismenup。
`TothisIansweredfrommyend,\'theengineer-in-chiefrelatedtous,`thatIdarednotrisktherolling-stockintheinterior,astherehadbeenattemptstowrecktrainsallalongthelineseveraltimes。Ididthatforyoursake,Gould,\'saidthechiefengineer。`Theanswertothiswas,inthewordsofmysubordinate,“Thefilthybruteonmybedsaid,`SupposeIweretohaveyoushot\'“Towhichmysubordinate,who,itappearswashimselfoperating,remarkedthatitwouldnotbringthecarsup。Uponthat,theother,yawning,said,“Nevermind,thereisnolackofhorsesontheCampo。”And,turningover,wenttosleeponHarris\'sbed。\'
Thisiswhy,mydeargirl,Iamafugitivetonight。ThelastwirefromrailheadsaysthatPedroMonteroandhismenleftatday-break,afterfeedingonasadobeefallnight。Theytookallthehorses;theywillfindmoreontheroad;they\'llbehereinlessthanthirtyhours,andthusSulacoisnoplaceeitherformeorthegreatstoreofsilverbelongingtotheGouldConcession。
Butthatisnottheworst。ThegarrisonofEsmeraldahasgoneovertothevictoriousparty。WehaveheardthisbymeansofthetelegraphistoftheCableCompany,whocametotheCasaGouldintheearlymorningwiththenews。Infact,itwassoearlythatthedayhadnotyetquitebrokenoverSulaco。HiscolleagueinEsmeraldahadcalledhimuptosaythatthegarrison,aftershootingsomeoftheirofficers,hadtakenpossessionofaGovernmentsteamerlaidupintheharbour。Itisreallyaheavyblowforme。IthoughtIcoulddependoneverymaninthisprovince。Itwasamistake。ItwasaMonteristRevolutioninEsmeralda,justsuchaswasattemptedinSulaco,onlythatthatonecameoff。ThetelegraphistwassignallingtoBernhardtallthetime,andhislasttransmittedwordswere,`Theyareburstinginthedoor,andtakingpossessionofthecableoffice。Youarecutoff。Candonomore。\'
But,asamatteroffact,hemanagedsomehowtoescapethevigilanceofhiscaptors,whohadtriedtostopthecommunicationwiththeouterworld。Hedidmanageit。HowitwasdoneIdon\'tknow,butafewhoursafterwardshecalledupSulacoagain,andwhathesaidwas,`TheinsurgentarmyhastakenpossessionoftheGovernmenttransportinthebayandarefillingherwithtroops,withtheintentionofgoingroundthecoasttoSulaco。Thereforelookoutforyourselves。Theywillbereadytostartinafewhours,andmaybeuponyoubeforedaybreak。\'
Thisisallhecouldsay。Theydrovehimawayfromhisinstrumentthistimeforgood,becauseBernhardthasbeencallingupEsmeraldaeversincewithoutgettingananswer。
Aftersettingthesewordsdowninthepocket-bookwhichhewasfillingupforthebenefitofhissister,Decoudliftedhisheadtolisten。Buttherewerenosounds,neitherintheroomnorinthehouse,exceptthedripofthewaterfromthefilterintothevastearthenwarejarunderthewoodenstand。Andoutsidethehousetherewasagreatsilence。Decoudloweredhisheadagainoverthepocket-book。
Iamnotrunningaway,youunderstand[hewroteon]。Iamsimplygoingawaywiththatgreattreasureofsilverwhichmustbesavedatallcosts。
PedroMonterofromtheCampoandtherevoltedgarrisonofEsmeraldafromtheseaareconverginguponit。Thatitistherelyingreadyforthemisonlyanaccident。TherealobjectiveistheSanTomemineitself,asyoumaywellimagine;otherwisetheOccidentalProvincewouldhavebeen,nodoubt,leftaloneformanyweeks,tobegatheredatleisureintothearmsofthevictoriousparty。DonCarlosGouldwillhaveenoughtodotosavehismine,withitsorganizationanditspeople;this`ImperiuminImperio\',thiswealth-producingthing,towhichhissentimentalismattachesastrangeideaofjustice。Heholdstoitassomemenholdtotheideaofloveorrevenge。UnlessIammuchmistakenintheman,itmustremaininviolateorperishbyanactofhiswillalone。Apassionhascreptintohiscoldandidealisticlife。ApassionwhichIcanonlycomprehendintellectually。
Apassionthatisnotlikethepassionsweknow,wemenofanotherblood。
Butitisasdangerousasanyofours。
Hiswifehasunderstoodit,too。Thatiswhysheissuchagoodallyofmine。SheseizesuponallmysuggestionswithasureinstinctthatintheendtheymakeforthesafetyoftheGouldConcession。Andhedeferstoherbecausehetrustsherperhaps,butIfancymoreratherasifhewishedtomakeupforsomesubtlewrong,forthatsentimentalunfaithfulnesswhichsurrendersherhappiness,herlife,totheseductionofanidea。
Thelittlewomanhasdiscoveredthathelivesforthemineratherthanforher。Butletthembe。Toeachhisfate,shapedbypassionorsentiment。
Theprincipalthingisthatshehasbackedupmyadvicetogetthesilveroutofthetown,outofthecountry,atonce,atanycost,atanyrisk。
DonCarlos\'smissionistopreserveunstainedthefairnameofhismine;
MrsGould\'smissionistosavehimfromtheeffectsofthatcoldandovermasteringpassion,whichshedreadsmorethanifitwereaninfatuationforanotherwoman。Nostromo\'smissionistosavethesilver。TheplanistoloaditintothelargestoftheCompany\'slighters,andsenditacrossthegulftoasmallportoutofCostaguanaterritoryjustontheothersideoftheAzuera,wherethefirstnorthboundsteamerwillgetorderstopickitup。
Thewatersherearecalm。WeshallslipawayintothedarknessofthegulfbeforetheEsmeraldarebelsarrive;andbythetimethedaybreaksovertheoceanweshallbeoutofsight,invisible,hiddenbyAzuera,whichitselflooksfromtheSulacoshorelikeafaintbluecloudonthehorizon。
TheincorruptibleCapatazdeCargadoresisthemanforthatwork;andI,themanwithapassion,butwithoutamission,Igowithhimtoreturn——toplaymypartinthefarcetotheend,and,ifsuccessful,toreceivemyreward,whichnoonebutAntoniacangiveme。
IshallnotseeheragainnowbeforeIdepart。Ilefther,asIhavesaid,byDonJose\'sbedside。Thestreetwasdark,thehousesshutup,andIwalkedoutofthetowninthenight。Notasinglestreet-lamphadbeenlitfortwodays,andthearchwayofthegatewasonlyamassofdarknessinthevagueformofatower,inwhichIheardlow,dismalgroansthatseemedtoanswerthemurmursofaman\'svoice。
Irecognizedsomethingimpassiveandcarelessinthetone,characteristicofthatGenoesesailorwho,likeme,hascomecasuallyheretobedrawnintotheeventsforwhichhisscepticismaswellasmineseemstoentertainasortofpassivecontempt。Theonlythingheseemstocarefor,asfarasIhavebeenabletodiscover,istobewellspokenof。Anambitionfitfornoblesouls,butalsoaprofitableoneforanexceptionallyintelligentscoundrel。Yes。Hisverywords,`Tobewellspokenof。Si,senor。\'
Hedoesnotseemtomakeanydifferencebetweenspeakingandthinking。
Isitsheernaivenessorthepracticalpointofview,Iwonder?Exceptionalindividualitiesalwaysinterestme,becausetheyaretruetothegeneralformulaexpressingthemoralstateofhumanity。
HejoinedmeontheharbourroadafterIhadpassedthemunderthedarkarchwaywithoutstopping。Itwasawomanintroublehehadbeentalkingto。ThroughdiscretionIkeptsilentwhilehewalkedbymyside。Afteratimehebegantotalkhimself。ItwasnotwhatIexpected。Itwasonlyanoldwoman,anoldlace-maker,insearchofherson,oneofthestreet-sweepersemployedbythemunicipality。Friendshadcomethedaybeforeatdaybreaktothedooroftheirhovelcallinghimout。Hehadgonewiththem,andshehadnotseenhimsince;soshehadleftthefoodshehadbeenpreparinghalf-cookedontheextinctembersandhadcrawledoutasfarastheharbour,whereshehadheardthatsometownmozoshadbeenkilledonthemorningoftheriot。OneofthecargadoresguardingtheCustomHousehadbroughtoutalantern,andhadhelpedhertolookatthefewdeadleftlyingaboutthere。Nowshewascreepingback,havingfailedinhersearch。
Soshesatdownonthestoneseatunderthearch,moaning,becauseshewasverytired。TheCapatazhadquestionedher,andafterhearingherbrokenandgroaningtalehadadvisedhertogoandlookamongstthewoundedinthepatiooftheCasaGould。Hehadalsogivenheraquarterdollar,hementionedcarelessly。
`Whydidyoudothat?\'Iasked。`Doyouknowher?\'
`No,senor。Idon\'tsupposeIhaveeverseenherbefore。HowshouldI?Shehasnotprobablybeenoutinthestreetsforyears。Sheisoneofthoseoldwomenthatyoufindinthiscountryatthebackofhuts,crouchingoverfireplaces,withastickonthegroundbytheirside,andalmosttoofeebletodriveawaythestraydogsfromtheircooking-pots。Caramba!Icouldtellbyhervoicethatdeathhadforgottenher。
But,oldoryoung,theylikemoney,andwillspeakwellofthemanwhogivesittothem。\'Helaughedalittle。`Senor,youshouldhavefelttheclutchofherpawasIputthepieceinherpalm。\'Hepaused。