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  \'Verywell,\'saidBounderby。\'Iwasborninaditch,andmymotherranawayfromme。DoIexcuseherforit?No。HaveIeverexcusedherforit?NotI。WhatdoIcallherforit?Icallherprobablytheveryworstwomanthateverlivedintheworld,exceptmydrunkengrandmother。There\'snofamilyprideaboutme,there\'snoimaginativesentimentalhumbugaboutme。Icallaspadeaspade;andIcallthemotherofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown,withoutanyfearoranyfavour,whatIshouldcallherifshehadbeenthemotherofDickJonesofWapping。So,withthisman。Heisarunawayrogueandavagabond,that\'swhatheis,inEnglish。\'

  \'It\'sallthesametomewhatheisorwhatheisnot,whetherinEnglishorwhetherinFrench,\'retortedMr。E。W。B。Childers,facingabout。\'Iamtellingyourfriendwhat\'sthefact;ifyoudon\'tliketohearit,youcanavailyourselfoftheopenair。Yougiveitmouthenough,youdo;butgiveitmouthinyourownbuildingatleast,\'remonstratedE。W。B。withsternirony。\'Don\'tgiveitmouthinthisbuilding,tillyou\'recalledupon。YouhavegotsomebuildingofyourownIdaresay,now?\'

  \'Perhapsso,\'repliedMr。Bounderby,rattlinghismoneyandlaughing。

  \'Thengiveitmouthinyourownbuilding,willyou,ifyouplease?\'

  saidChilders。\'Becausethisisn\'tastrongbuilding,andtoomuchofyoumightbringitdown!\'

  EyeingMr。Bounderbyfromheadtofootagain,heturnedfromhim,asfromamanfinallydisposedof,toMr。Gradgrind。

  \'Jupesenthisdaughteroutonanerrandnotanhourago,andthenwasseentoslipouthimself,withhishatoverhiseyes,andabundletiedupinahandkerchiefunderhisarm。Shewillneverbelieveitofhim,buthehascutawayandlefther。\'

  \'Pray,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,\'whywillsheneverbelieveitofhim?\'

  \'Becausethosetwowereone。Becausetheywereneverasunder。

  Because,uptothistime,heseemedtodoteuponher,\'saidChilders,takingasteportwotolookintotheemptytrunk。BothMr。ChildersandMasterKidderminsterwalkedinacuriousmanner;

  withtheirlegswiderapartthanthegeneralrunofmen,andwithaveryknowingassumptionofbeingstiffintheknees。ThiswalkwascommontoallthemalemembersofSleary\'scompany,andwasunderstoodtoexpress,thattheywerealwaysonhorseback。

  \'PoorSissy!Hehadbetterhaveapprenticedher,\'saidChilders,givinghishairanothershake,ashelookedupfromtheemptybox。

  \'Now,heleavesherwithoutanythingtotaketo。\'

  \'Itiscreditabletoyou,whohaveneverbeenapprenticed,toexpressthatopinion,\'returnedMr。Gradgrind,approvingly。

  \'Ineverapprenticed?IwasapprenticedwhenIwassevenyearold。\'

  \'Oh!Indeed?\'saidMr。Gradgrind,ratherresentfully,ashavingbeendefraudedofhisgoodopinion。\'Iwasnotawareofitsbeingthecustomtoapprenticeyoungpersonsto-\'

  \'Idleness,\'Mr。Bounderbyputinwithaloudlaugh。\'No,bytheLordHarry!NorI!\'

  \'Herfatheralwayshaditinhishead,\'resumedChilders,feigningunconsciousnessofMr。Bounderby\'sexistence,\'thatshewastobetaughtthedeuce-and-allofeducation。Howitgotintohishead,I

  can\'tsay;Icanonlysaythatitnevergotout。Hehasbeenpickingupabitofreadingforher,here-andabitofwritingforher,there-andabitofcipheringforher,somewhereelse-

  thesesevenyears。\'

  Mr。E。W。B。Childerstookoneofhishandsoutofhispockets,strokedhisfaceandchin,andlooked,withagooddealofdoubtandalittlehope,atMr。Gradgrind。Fromthefirsthehadsoughttoconciliatethatgentleman,forthesakeofthedesertedgirl。

  \'WhenSissygotintotheschoolhere,\'hepursued,\'herfatherwasaspleasedasPunch。Icouldn\'taltogethermakeoutwhy,myself,aswewerenotstationaryhere,beingbutcomersandgoersanywhere。Isuppose,however,hehadthismoveinhismind-hewasalwayshalf-cracked-andthenconsideredherprovidedfor。Ifyoushouldhappentohavelookedinto-night,forthepurposeoftellinghimthatyouweregoingtodoheranylittleservice,\'saidMr。Childers,strokinghisfaceagain,andrepeatinghislook,\'itwouldbeveryfortunateandwell-timed;veryfortunateandwell-

  timed。\'

  \'Onthecontrary,\'returnedMr。Gradgrind。\'Icametotellhimthatherconnectionsmadehernotanobjectfortheschool,andthatshemustnotattendanymore。Still,ifherfatherreallyhaslefther,withoutanyconnivanceonherpart-Bounderby,letmehaveawordwithyou。\'

  Uponthis,Mr。Childerspolitelybetookhimself,withhisequestrianwalk,tothelandingoutsidethedoor,andtherestoodstrokinghisface,andsoftlywhistling。Whilethusengaged,heoverheardsuchphrasesinMr。Bounderby\'svoiceas\'No。Isayno。

  Iadviseyounot。Isaybynomeans。\'While,fromMr。Gradgrind,heheardinhismuchlowertonethewords,\'ButevenasanexampletoLouisa,ofwhatthispursuitwhichhasbeenthesubjectofavulgarcuriosity,leadstoandendsin。Thinkofit,Bounderby,inthatpointofview。\'

  Meanwhile,thevariousmembersofSleary\'scompanygraduallygatheredtogetherfromtheupperregions,wheretheywerequartered,and,fromstandingabout,talkinginlowvoicestooneanotherandtoMr。Childers,graduallyinsinuatedthemselvesandhimintotheroom。Thereweretwoorthreehandsomeyoungwomenamongthem,withtheirtwoorthreehusbands,andtheirtwoorthreemothers,andtheireightorninelittlechildren,whodidthefairybusinesswhenrequired。Thefatherofoneofthefamilieswasinthehabitofbalancingthefatherofanotherofthefamiliesonthetopofagreatpole;thefatherofathirdfamilyoftenmadeapyramidofboththosefathers,withMasterKidderminsterfortheapex,andhimselfforthebase;allthefatherscoulddanceuponrollingcasks,standuponbottles,catchknivesandballs,twirlhand-basins,rideuponanything,jumpovereverything,andstickatnothing。Allthemotherscouldanddiddance,upontheslackwireandthetight-rope,andperformrapidactsonbare-backedsteeds;noneofthemwereatallparticularinrespectofshowingtheirlegs;andoneofthem,aloneinaGreekchariot,drovesixinhandintoeverytowntheycameto。Theyallassumedtobemightyrakishandknowing,theywerenotverytidyintheirprivatedresses,theywerenotatallorderlyintheirdomesticarrangements,andthecombinedliteratureofthewholecompanywouldhaveproducedbutapoorletteronanysubject。Yettherewasaremarkablegentlenessandchildishnessaboutthesepeople,aspecialinaptitudeforanykindofsharppractice,andanuntiringreadinesstohelpandpityoneanother,deservingoftenofasmuchrespect,andalwaysofasmuchgenerousconstruction,astheevery-

  dayvirtuesofanyclassofpeopleintheworld。

  LastofallappearedMr。Sleary:astoutmanasalreadymentioned,withonefixedeye,andonelooseeye,avoiceifitcanbecalledsoliketheeffortsofabrokenoldpairofbellows,aflabbysurface,andamuddledheadwhichwasneversoberandneverdrunk。

  \'Thquire!\'saidMr。Sleary,whowastroubledwithasthma,andwhosebreathcamefartoothickandheavyfortheletters,\'Yourthervant!Thithithabadpietheofbithnith,thithith。You\'veheardofmyClownandhithdogbeingthuppothedtohavemorrithed?\'

  HeaddressedMr。Gradgrind,whoanswered\'Yes。\'

  \'Well,Thquire,\'hereturned,takingoffhishat,andrubbingtheliningwithhispocket-handkerchief,whichhekeptinsideforthepurpose。\'Ithityourintenthiontodoanythingforthepoorgirl,Thquire?\'

  \'Ishallhavesomethingtoproposetoherwhenshecomesback,\'

  saidMr。Gradgrind。

  \'Gladtohearit,Thquire。NotthatIwanttogetridofthechild,anymorethanIwanttothtandinherway。I\'mwillingtotakeherprentith,thoughatherageithlate。Myvoitheithalittlehuthky,Thquire,andnoteathyheardbythemathdon\'tknowme;butifyou\'dbeenchilledandheated,heatedandchilled,chilledandheatedintheringwhenyouwathyoung,athoftenathI

  havebeen,yourvoithewouldn\'thavelathtedout,Thquire,nomorethanmine。\'

  \'Idaresaynot,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。

  \'Whatthallitbe,Thquire,whileyouwait?ThallitbeTherry?

  Giveitaname,Thquire!\'saidMr。Sleary,withhospitableease。

  \'Nothingforme,Ithankyou,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。

  \'Don\'tthaynothing,Thquire。Whatdothyourfriendthay?Ifyouhaven\'ttookyourfeedyet,haveaglathofbitterth。\'

  HerehisdaughterJosephine-aprettyfair-hairedgirlofeighteen,whohadbeentiedonahorseattwoyearsold,andhadmadeawillattwelve,whichshealwayscarriedaboutwithher,expressiveofherdyingdesiretobedrawntothegravebythetwopiebaldponies-cried,\'Father,hush!shehascomeback!\'ThencameSissyJupe,runningintotheroomasshehadrunoutofit。

  Andwhenshesawthemallassembled,andsawtheirlooks,andsawnofatherthere,shebrokeintoamostdeplorablecry,andtookrefugeonthebosomofthemostaccomplishedtight-ropeladyherselfinthefamily-way,whokneltdownonthefloortonurseher,andtoweepoverher。

  \'Ithaninternalthame,uponmythoulitith,\'saidSleary。

  \'Omydearfather,mygoodkindfather,whereareyougone?Youaregonetotrytodomesomegood,Iknow!Youaregoneawayformysake,Iamsure!Andhowmiserableandhelplessyouwillbewithoutme,poor,poorfather,untilyoucomeback!\'Itwassopathetictohearhersayingmanythingsofthiskind,withherfaceturnedupward,andherarmsstretchedoutasifsheweretryingtostophisdepartingshadowandembraceit,thatnoonespokeaworduntilMr。Bounderbygrowingimpatienttookthecaseinhand。

  \'Now,goodpeopleall,\'saidhe,\'thisiswantonwasteoftime。

  Letthegirlunderstandthefact。Lethertakeitfromme,ifyoulike,whohavebeenrunawayfrom,myself。Here,what\'syourname!

  Yourfatherhasabsconded-desertedyou-andyoumustn\'texpecttoseehimagainaslongasyoulive。\'

  TheycaredsolittleforplainFact,thesepeople,andwereinthatadvancedstateofdegeneracyonthesubject,thatinsteadofbeingimpressedbythespeaker\'sstrongcommonsense,theytookitinextraordinarydudgeon。Themenmuttered\'Shame!\'andthewomen\'Brute!\'andSleary,insomehaste,communicatedthefollowinghint,aparttoMr。Bounderby。

  \'Itellyouwhat,Thquire。Tothpeakplaintoyou,myopinioniththatyouhadbettercutitthort,anddropit。They\'reaverygoodnatur\'dpeople,mypeople,butthey\'reaccuthtomedtobequickintheirmovementh;andifyoudon\'tactuponmyadvithe,I\'mdamnedifIdon\'tbelievethey\'llpithyououto\'winder。\'

  Mr。Bounderbybeingrestrainedbythismildsuggestion,Mr。

  Gradgrindfoundanopeningforhiseminentlypracticalexpositionofthesubject。

  \'Itisofnomoment,\'saidhe,\'whetherthispersonistobeexpectedbackatanytime,orthecontrary。Heisgoneaway,andthereisnopresentexpectationofhisreturn。That,Ibelieve,isagreedonallhands。\'

  \'Thathagreed,Thquire。Thicktothat!\'FromSleary。

  \'Wellthen。I,whocameheretoinformthefatherofthepoorgirl,Jupe,thatshecouldnotbereceivedattheschoolanymore,inconsequenceoftherebeingpracticalobjections,intowhichI

  neednotenter,tothereceptionthereofthechildrenofpersonssoemployed,ampreparedinthesealteredcircumstancestomakeaproposal。Iamwillingtotakechargeofyou,Jupe,andtoeducateyou,andprovideforyou。TheonlyconditionoverandaboveyourgoodbehaviourImakeis,thatyoudecidenow,atonce,whethertoaccompanymeorremainhere。Also,thatifyouaccompanymenow,itisunderstoodthatyoucommunicatenomorewithanyofyourfriendswhoareherepresent。Theseobservationscomprisethewholeofthecase。\'

  \'Atthethametime,\'saidSleary,\'Imuthtputinmyword,Thquire,thothatboththidesofthebannermaybeequallytheen。Ifyoulike,Thethilia,tobeprentitht,youknowthenaturoftheworkandyouknowyourcompanionth。EmmaGordon,inwhothelapyou\'realyingatprethent,wouldbeamothertoyou,andJoth\'phinewouldbeathithtertoyou。Idon\'tpretendtobeoftheangelbreedmyself,andIdon\'tthaybutwhat,whenyoumith\'dyourtip,you\'dfindmecutuprough,andthwearanoathortwoatyou。ButwhatI

  thay,Thquire,ith,thatgoodtemperedorbadtempered,Ineverdidahortheainjuryyet,nomorethanthwearingathimwent,andthatIdon\'texpectIthallbeginotherwitheatmytimeoflife,witharider。IneverwathmuchofaCackler,Thquire,andIhavethedmythay。\'

  ThelatterpartofthisspeechwasaddressedtoMr。Gradgrind,whoreceiveditwithagraveinclinationofhishead,andthenremarked:

  \'TheonlyobservationIwillmaketoyou,Jupe,inthewayofinfluencingyourdecision,is,thatitishighlydesirabletohaveasoundpracticaleducation,andthatevenyourfatherhimselffromwhatIunderstandappears,onyourbehalf,tohaveknownandfeltthatmuch。\'

  Thelastwordshadavisibleeffectuponher。Shestoppedinherwildcrying,alittledetachedherselffromEmmaGordon,andturnedherfacefulluponherpatron。Thewholecompanyperceivedtheforceofthechange,anddrewalongbreathtogether,thatplainlysaid,\'shewillgo!\'

  \'Besureyouknowyourownmind,Jupe,\'Mr。Gradgrindcautionedher;\'Isaynomore。Besureyouknowyourownmind!\'

  \'Whenfathercomesback,\'criedthegirl,burstingintotearsagainafteraminute\'ssilence,\'howwillheeverfindmeifIgoaway!\'

  \'Youmaybequiteatease,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,calmly;heworkedoutthewholematterlikeasum:\'youmaybequiteatease,Jupe,onthatscore。Insuchacase,yourfather,Iapprehend,mustfindoutMr-\'

  \'Thleary。Thathmyname,Thquire。Notathamedofit。KnownalloverEngland,andalwaythpaytheithway。\'

  \'MustfindoutMr。Sleary,whowouldthenlethimknowwhereyouwent。Ishouldhavenopowerofkeepingyouagainsthiswish,andhewouldhavenodifficulty,atanytime,infindingMr。ThomasGradgrindofCoketown。Iamwellknown。\'

  \'Wellknown,\'assentedMr。Sleary,rollinghislooseeye。\'You\'reoneofthethort,Thquire,thatkeepthaprethiouththightofmoneyoutofthehouthe。Butnevermindthatatprethent。\'

  Therewasanothersilence;andthensheexclaimed,sobbingwithherhandsbeforeherface,\'Oh,givememyclothes,givememyclothes,andletmegoawaybeforeIbreakmyheart!\'

  Thewomensadlybestirredthemselvestogettheclothestogether-

  itwassoondone,fortheywerenotmany-andtopacktheminabasketwhichhadoftentravelledwiththem。Sissysatallthetimeupontheground,stillsobbing,andcoveringhereyes。Mr。

  GradgrindandhisfriendBounderbystoodnearthedoor,readytotakeheraway。Mr。Slearystoodinthemiddleoftheroom,withthemalemembersofthecompanyabouthim,exactlyashewouldhavestoodinthecentreoftheringduringhisdaughterJosephine\'sperformance。Hewantednothingbuthiswhip。

  Thebasketpackedinsilence,theybroughtherbonnettoher,andsmoothedherdisorderedhair,andputiton。Thentheypressedabouther,andbentoverherinverynaturalattitudes,kissingandembracingher:andbroughtthechildrentotakeleaveofher;andwereatender-hearted,simple,foolishsetofwomenaltogether。

  \'Now,Jupe,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。\'Ifyouarequitedetermined,come!\'

  Butshehadtotakeherfarewellofthemalepartofthecompanyyet,andeveryoneofthemhadtounfoldhisarmsfortheyallassumedtheprofessionalattitudewhentheyfoundthemselvesnearSleary,andgiveherapartingkiss-MasterKidderminsterexcepted,inwhoseyoungnaturetherewasanoriginalflavourofthemisanthrope,whowasalsoknowntohaveharbouredmatrimonialviews,andwhomoodilywithdrew。Mr。Slearywasreserveduntilthelast。Openinghisarmswidehetookherbybothherhands,andwouldhavesprungherupanddown,aftertheriding-mastermannerofcongratulatingyoungladiesontheirdismountingfromarapidact;buttherewasnoreboundinSissy,andsheonlystoodbeforehimcrying。

  \'Good-bye,mydear!\'saidSleary。\'You\'llmakeyourfortun,I

  hope,andnoneofourpoorfolkthwillevertroubleyou,I\'llpoundit。Iwithyourfatherhadn\'ttakenhithdogwithhim;ithaill-

  conwenienthtohavethedogoutofthebillth。Butonthecondthoughth,hewouldn\'thaveperformedwithouthithmathter,thoithathbroadathithlong!\'

  Withthatheregardedherattentivelywithhisfixedeye,surveyedhiscompanywithhislooseone,kissedher,shookhishead,andhandedhertoMr。Gradgrindastoahorse。

  \'Theretheith,Thquire,\'hesaid,sweepingherwithaprofessionalglanceasifshewerebeingadjustedinherseat,\'andthe\'lldoyoujuthtithe。Good-bye,Thethilia!\'

  \'Good-bye,Cecilia!\'\'Good-bye,Sissy!\'\'Godblessyou,dear!\'

  Inavarietyofvoicesfromalltheroom。

  Buttheriding-mastereyehadobservedthebottleofthenineoilsinherbosom,andhenowinterposedwith\'Leavethebottle,mydear;ithlargetocarry;itwillbeofnouthetoyounow。Giveittome!\'

  \'No,no!\'shesaid,inanotherburstoftears。\'Oh,no!Prayletmekeepitforfathertillhecomesback!Hewillwantitwhenhecomesback。Hehadneverthoughtofgoingaway,whenhesentmeforit。Imustkeepitforhim,ifyouplease!\'

  \'Thobeit,mydear。Youtheehowitith,Thquire!Farewell,Thethilia!Mylathtwordthtoyouiththith,Thticktothetermthofyourengagement,beobedienttotheThquire,andforgetuth。

  Butif,whenyou\'regrownupandmarriedandwelloff,youcomeuponanyhorthe-ridingever,don\'tbeharduponit,don\'tbecrothwithit,giveitaBethpeakifyoucan,andthinkyoumightdowurth。Peoplemuthtbeamuthed,Thquire,thomehow,\'continuedSleary,renderedmorepursythanever,bysomuchtalking;\'theycan\'tbealwaythaworking,noryettheycan\'tbealwaythalearning。Makethebethtofuth;notthewurtht。I\'vegotmylivingoutofthehorthe-ridingallmylife,Iknow;butI

  conthiderthatIlaydownthephilothophyofthethubjectwhenI

  thaytoyou,Thquire,makethebethtofuth:notthewurtht!\'

  TheSlearyphilosophywaspropoundedastheywentdownstairsandthefixedeyeofPhilosophy-anditsrollingeye,too-soonlostthethreefiguresandthebasketinthedarknessofthestreet。

  CHAPTERVII-MRS。SPARSIT

  MR。BOUNDERBYbeingabachelor,anelderlyladypresidedoverhisestablishment,inconsiderationofacertainannualstipend。Mrs。

  Sparsitwasthislady\'sname;andshewasaprominentfigureinattendanceonMr。Bounderby\'scar,asitrolledalongintriumphwiththeBullyofhumilityinside。

  For,Mrs。Sparsithadnotonlyseendifferentdays,butwashighlyconnected。ShehadagreatauntlivingintheseverytimescalledLadyScadgers。Mr。Sparsit,deceased,ofwhomshewastherelict,hadbeenbythemother\'ssidewhatMrs。Sparsitstillcalled\'aPowler。\'StrangersoflimitedinformationanddullapprehensionweresometimesobservednottoknowwhataPowlerwas,andeventoappearuncertainwhetheritmightbeabusiness,orapoliticalparty,oraprofessionoffaith。Thebetterclassofminds,however,didnotneedtobeinformedthatthePowlerswereanancientstock,whocouldtracethemselvessoexceedinglyfarbackthatitwasnotsurprisingiftheysometimeslostthemselves-

  whichtheyhadratherfrequentlydone,asrespectedhorse-flesh,blind-hookey,Hebrewmonetarytransactions,andtheInsolventDebtors\'Court。

  ThelateMr。Sparsit,beingbythemother\'ssideaPowler,marriedthislady,beingbythefather\'ssideaScadgers。LadyScadgersanimmenselyfatoldwoman,withaninordinateappetiteforbutcher\'smeat,andamysteriouslegwhichhadnowrefusedtogetoutofbedforfourteenyearscontrivedthemarriage,ataperiodwhenSparsitwasjustofage,andchieflynoticeableforaslenderbody,weaklysupportedontwolongslimprops,andsurmountedbynoheadworthmentioning。Heinheritedafairfortunefromhisuncle,butoweditallbeforehecameintoit,andspentittwiceoverimmediatelyafterwards。Thus,whenhedied,attwenty-fourthesceneofhisdecease,Calais,andthecause,brandy,hedidnotleavehiswidow,fromwhomhehadbeenseparatedsoonafterthehoneymoon,inaffluentcircumstances。Thatbereavedlady,fifteenyearsolderthanhe,fellpresentlyatdeadlyfeudwithheronlyrelative,LadyScadgers;and,partlytospiteherladyship,andpartlytomaintainherself,wentoutatasalary。Andhereshewasnow,inherelderlydays,withtheCoriolanianstyleofnoseandthedenseblackeyebrowswhichhadcaptivatedSparsit,makingMr。

  Bounderby\'steaashetookhisbreakfast。

  IfBounderbyhadbeenaConqueror,andMrs。SparsitacaptivePrincesswhomhetookaboutasafeatureinhisstate-processions,hecouldnothavemadeagreaterflourishwithherthanhehabituallydid。Justasitbelongedtohisboastfulnesstodepreciatehisownextraction,soitbelongedtoittoexaltMrs。

  Sparsit\'s。Inthemeasurethathewouldnotallowhisownyouthtohavebeenattendedbyasinglefavourablecircumstance,hebrightenedMrs。Sparsit\'sjuvenilecareerwitheverypossibleadvantage,andshoweredwaggon-loadsofearlyrosesalloverthatlady\'spath。\'Andyet,sir,\'hewouldsay,\'howdoesitturnoutafterall?WhyheresheisatahundredayearIgiveherahundred,whichsheispleasedtotermhandsome,keepingthehouseofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown!\'

  Nay,hemadethisfoilofhissoverywidelyknown,thatthirdpartiestookitup,andhandleditonsomeoccasionswithconsiderablebriskness。ItwasoneofthemostexasperatingattributesofBounderby,thathenotonlysanghisownpraisesbutstimulatedothermentosingthem。Therewasamoralinfectionofclap-trapinhim。Strangers,modestenoughelsewhere,startedupatdinnersinCoketown,andboasted,inquitearampantway,ofBounderby。TheymadehimouttobetheRoyalarms,theUnion-Jack,MagnaCharta,JohnBull,HabeasCorpus,theBillofRights,AnEnglishman\'shouseishiscastle,ChurchandState,andGodsavetheQueen,allputtogether。Andasoftenanditwasveryoften

  asanoratorofthiskindbroughtintohisperoration,\'Princesandlordsmayflourishormayfade,Abreathcanmakethem,asabreathhasmade,\'-

  itwas,forcertain,moreorlessunderstoodamongthecompanythathehadheardofMrs。Sparsit。

  \'Mr。Bounderby,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'youareunusuallyslow,sir,withyourbreakfastthismorning。\'

  \'Why,ma\'am,\'hereturned,\'IamthinkingaboutTomGradgrind\'swhim;\'TomGradgrind,forabluffindependentmannerofspeaking-

  asifsomebodywerealwaysendeavouringtobribehimwithimmensesumstosayThomas,andhewouldn\'t;\'TomGradgrind\'swhim,ma\'am,ofbringingupthetumbling-girl。\'

  \'Thegirlisnowwaitingtoknow,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'whethersheistogostraighttotheschool,oruptotheLodge。\'

  \'Shemustwait,ma\'am,\'answeredBounderby,\'tillIknowmyself。

  WeshallhaveTomGradgrinddownherepresently,Isuppose。Ifheshouldwishhertoremainhereadayortwolonger,ofcourseshecan,ma\'am。\'

  \'Ofcourseshecanifyouwishit,Mr。Bounderby。\'

  \'ItoldhimIwouldgiveherashake-downhere,lastnight,inorderthathemightsleeponitbeforehedecidedtoletherhaveanyassociationwithLouisa。\'

  \'Indeed,Mr。Bounderby?Verythoughtfulofyou!\'Mrs。Sparsit\'sCoriolaniannoseunderwentaslightexpansionofthenostrils,andherblackeyebrowscontractedasshetookasipoftea。

  \'It\'stolerablycleartome,\'saidBounderby,\'thatthelittlepusscangetsmallgoodoutofsuchcompanionship。\'

  \'AreyouspeakingofyoungMissGradgrind,Mr。Bounderby?\'

  \'Yes,ma\'am,I\'mspeakingofLouisa。\'

  \'Yourobservationbeinglimitedto\"littlepuss,\"\'saidMrs。

  Sparsit,\'andtherebeingtwolittlegirlsinquestion,Ididnotknowwhichmightbeindicatedbythatexpression。\'

  \'Louisa,\'repeatedMr。Bounderby。\'Louisa,Louisa。\'

  \'YouarequiteanotherfathertoLouisa,sir。\'Mrs。Sparsittookalittlemoretea;and,asshebentheragaincontractedeyebrowsoverhersteamingcup,ratherlookedasifherclassicalcountenancewereinvokingtheinfernalgods。

  \'IfyouhadsaidIwasanotherfathertoTom-youngTom,Imean,notmyfriendTomGradgrind-youmighthavebeennearerthemark。

  IamgoingtotakeyoungTomintomyoffice。Goingtohavehimundermywing,ma\'am。\'

  \'Indeed?Ratheryoungforthat,ishenot,sir?\'Mrs。Spirit\'s\'sir,\'inaddressingMr。Bounderby,wasawordofceremony,ratherexactingconsiderationforherselfintheuse,thanhonouringhim。

  \'I\'mnotgoingtotakehimatonce;heistofinishhiseducationalcrammingbeforethen,\'saidBounderby。\'BytheLordHarry,he\'llhaveenoughofit,firstandlast!He\'dopenhiseyes,thatboywould,ifheknewhowemptyoflearningmyyoungmawwas,athistimeoflife。\'Which,bytheby,heprobablydidknow,forhehadheardofitoftenenough。\'Butit\'sextraordinarythedifficultyI

  haveonscoresofsuchsubjects,inspeakingtoanyoneonequalterms。Here,forexample,Ihavebeenspeakingtoyouthismorningabouttumblers。Why,whatdoyouknowabouttumblers?Atthetimewhen,tohavebeenatumblerinthemudofthestreets,wouldhavebeenagodsendtome,aprizeinthelotterytome,youwereattheItalianOpera。YouwerecomingoutoftheItalianOpera,ma\'am,inwhitesatinandjewels,ablazeofsplendour,whenIhadn\'tapennytobuyalinktolightyou。\'

  \'Icertainly,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withadignityserenelymournful,\'wasfamiliarwiththeItalianOperaataveryearlyage。\'

  \'Egad,ma\'am,sowasI,\'saidBounderby,\'-withthewrongsideofit。AhardbedthepavementofitsArcadeusedtomake,Iassureyou。Peoplelikeyou,ma\'am,accustomedfrominfancytolieonDownfeathers,havenoideahowhardapaving-stoneis,withouttryingit。No,no,it\'sofnousemytalkingtoyouabouttumblers。Ishouldspeakofforeigndancers,andtheWestEndofLondon,andMayFair,andlordsandladiesandhonourables。\'

  \'Itrust,sir,\'rejoinedMrs。Sparsit,withdecentresignation,\'itisnotnecessarythatyoushoulddoanythingofthatkind。IhopeIhavelearnthowtoaccommodatemyselftothechangesoflife。IfIhaveacquiredaninterestinhearingofyourinstructiveexperiences,andcanscarcelyhearenoughofthem,Iclaimnomeritforthat,sinceIbelieveitisageneralsentiment。\'

  \'Well,ma\'am,\'saidherpatron,\'perhapssomepeoplemaybepleasedtosaythattheydoliketohear,inhisownunpolishedway,whatJosiahBounderby,ofCoketown,hasgonethrough。Butyoumustconfessthatyouwereborninthelapofluxury,yourself。Come,ma\'am,youknowyouwereborninthelapofluxury。\'

  \'Idonot,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsitwithashakeofherhead,\'denyit。\'

  Mr。Bounderbywasobligedtogetupfromtable,andstandwithhisbacktothefire,lookingather;shewassuchanenhancementofhisposition。

  \'Andyouwereincracksociety。Devilishhighsociety,\'hesaid,warminghislegs。

  \'Itistrue,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withanaffectationofhumilitytheveryoppositeofhis,andthereforeinnodangerofjostlingit。

  \'Youwereinthetiptopfashion,andalltherestofit,\'saidMr。

  Bounderby。

  \'Yes,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withakindofsocialwidowhooduponher。\'Itisunquestionablytrue。\'

  Mr。Bounderby,bendinghimselfattheknees,literallyembracedhislegsinhisgreatsatisfactionandlaughedaloud。Mr。andMissGradgrindbeingthenannounced,hereceivedtheformerwithashakeofthehand,andthelatterwithakiss。

  \'CanJupebesenthere,Bounderby?\'askedMr。Gradgrind。

  Certainly。SoJupewassentthere。Oncomingin,shecurtseyedtoMr。Bounderby,andtohisfriendTomGradgrind,andalsotoLouisa;

  butinherconfusionunluckilyomittedMrs。Sparsit。Observingthis,theblustrousBounderbyhadthefollowingremarkstomake:

  \'Now,Itellyouwhat,mygirl。Thenameofthatladybytheteapot,isMrs。Sparsit。Thatladyactsasmistressofthishouse,andsheisahighlyconnectedlady。Consequently,ifeveryoucomeagainintoanyroominthishouse,youwillmakeashortstayinitifyoudon\'tbehavetowardsthatladyinyourmostrespectfulmanner。Now,Idon\'tcareabuttonwhatyoudotome,becauseI

  don\'taffecttobeanybody。SofarfromhavinghighconnectionsI

  havenoconnectionsatall,andIcomeofthescumoftheearth。

  Buttowardsthatlady,Idocarewhatyoudo;andyoushalldowhatisdeferentialandrespectful,oryoushallnotcomehere。\'

  \'Ihope,Bounderby,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,inaconciliatoryvoice,\'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。\'

  \'MyfriendTomGradgrindsuggests,Mrs。Sparsit,\'saidBounderby,\'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。Verylikely。However,asyouareaware,ma\'am,Idon\'tallowofevenoversightstowardsyou。\'

  \'Youareverygoodindeed,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,shakingherheadwithherStatehumility。\'Itisnotworthspeakingof。\'

  Sissy,whoallthistimehadbeenfaintlyexcusingherselfwithtearsinhereyes,wasnowwavedoverbythemasterofthehousetoMr。Gradgrind。Shestoodlookingintentlyathim,andLouisastoodcoldlyby,withhereyesupontheground,whileheproceededthus:

  \'Jupe,Ihavemadeupmymindtotakeyouintomyhouse;and,whenyouarenotinattendanceattheschool,toemployyouaboutMrs。

  Gradgrind,whoisratheraninvalid。IhaveexplainedtoMissLouisa-thisisMissLouisa-themiserablebutnaturalendofyourlatecareer;andyouaretoexpresslyunderstandthatthewholeofthatsubjectispast,andisnottobereferredtoanymore。Fromthistimeyoubeginyourhistory。Youare,atpresent,ignorant,Iknow。\'

  \'Yes,sir,very,\'sheanswered,curtseying。

  \'Ishallhavethesatisfactionofcausingyoutobestrictlyeducated;andyouwillbealivingprooftoallwhocomeintocommunicationwithyou,oftheadvantagesofthetrainingyouwillreceive。Youwillbereclaimedandformed。Youhavebeeninthehabitnowofreadingtoyourfather,andthosepeopleIfoundyouamong,Idaresay?\'saidMr。Gradgrind,beckoninghernearertohimbeforehesaidso,anddroppinghisvoice。

  \'OnlytofatherandMerrylegs,sir。AtleastImeantofather,whenMerrylegswasalwaysthere。\'

  \'NevermindMerrylegs,Jupe,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,withapassingfrown。\'Idon\'taskabouthim。Iunderstandyoutohavebeeninthehabitofreadingtoyourfather?\'

  \'O,yes,sir,thousandsoftimes。Theywerethehappiest-O,ofallthehappytimeswehadtogether,sir!\'

  Itwasonlynowwhenhersorrowbrokeout,thatLouisalookedather。

  \'Andwhat,\'askedMr。Gradgrind,inastilllowervoice,\'didyoureadtoyourfather,Jupe?\'

  \'AbouttheFairies,sir,andtheDwarf,andtheHunchback,andtheGenies,\'shesobbedout;\'andabout-\'

  \'Hush!\'saidMr。Gradgrind,\'thatisenough。Neverbreatheawordofsuchdestructivenonsenseanymore。Bounderby,thisisacaseforrigidtraining,andIshallobserveitwithinterest。\'

  \'Well,\'returnedMr。Bounderby,\'Ihavegivenyoumyopinionalready,andIshouldn\'tdoasyoudo。But,verywell,verywell。

  Sinceyouarebentuponit,verywell!\'

  So,Mr。GradgrindandhisdaughtertookCeciliaJupeoffwiththemtoStoneLodge,andonthewayLouisaneverspokeoneword,goodorbad。AndMr。Bounderbywentabouthisdailypursuits。AndMrs。

  Sparsitgotbehindhereyebrowsandmeditatedinthegloomofthatretreat,alltheevening。

  CHAPTERVIII-NEVERWONDER

  LETusstrikethekey-noteagain,beforepursuingthetune。

  Whenshewashalfadozenyearsyounger,Louisahadbeenoverheardtobeginaconversationwithherbrotheroneday,bysaying\'Tom,I

  wonder\'-uponwhichMr。Gradgrind,whowasthepersonoverhearing,steppedforthintothelightandsaid,\'Louisa,neverwonder!\'

  Hereinlaythespringofthemechanicalartandmysteryofeducatingthereasonwithoutstoopingtothecultivationofthesentimentsandaffections。Neverwonder。Bymeansofaddition,subtraction,multiplication,anddivision,settleeverythingsomehow,andneverwonder。Bringtome,saysM\'Choakumchild,yonderbabyjustabletowalk,andIwillengagethatitshallneverwonder。

  Now,besidesverymanybabiesjustabletowalk,therehappenedtobeinCoketownaconsiderablepopulationofbabieswhohadbeenwalkingagainsttimetowardstheinfiniteworld,twenty,thirty,forty,fiftyyearsandmore。Theseportentousinfantsbeingalarmingcreaturestostalkaboutinanyhumansociety,theeighteendenominationsincessantlyscratchedoneanother\'sfacesandpulledoneanother\'shairbywayofagreeingonthestepstobetakenfortheirimprovement-whichtheyneverdid;asurprisingcircumstance,whenthehappyadaptationofthemeanstotheendisconsidered。Still,althoughtheydifferedineveryotherparticular,conceivableandinconceivableespeciallyinconceivable,theywereprettywellunitedonthepointthattheseunluckyinfantswerenevertowonder。Bodynumberone,saidtheymusttakeeverythingontrust。Bodynumbertwo,saidtheymusttakeeverythingonpoliticaleconomy。Bodynumberthree,wroteleadenlittlebooksforthem,showinghowthegoodgrown-upbabyinvariablygottotheSavings-bank,andthebadgrown-upbabyinvariablygottransported。Bodynumberfour,underdrearypretencesofbeingdrollwhenitwasverymelancholyindeed,madetheshallowestpretencesofconcealingpitfallsofknowledge,intowhichitwasthedutyofthesebabiestobesmuggledandinveigled。

  But,allthebodiesagreedthattheywerenevertowonder。

  TherewasalibraryinCoketown,towhichgeneralaccesswaseasy。

  Mr。Gradgrindgreatlytormentedhismindaboutwhatthepeoplereadinthislibrary:apointwhereonlittleriversoftabularstatementsperiodicallyflowedintothehowlingoceanoftabularstatements,whichnodiverevergottoanydepthinandcameupsane。Itwasadishearteningcircumstance,butamelancholyfact,thateventhesereaderspersistedinwondering。Theywonderedabouthumannature,humanpassions,humanhopesandfears,thestruggles,triumphsanddefeats,thecaresandjoysandsorrows,thelivesanddeathsofcommonmenandwomen!Theysometimes,afterfifteenhours\'work,satdowntoreadmerefablesaboutmenandwomen,moreorlesslikethemselves,andaboutchildren,moreorlessliketheirown。TheytookDeFoetotheirbosoms,insteadofEuclid,andseemedtobeonthewholemorecomfortedbyGoldsmiththanbyCocker。Mr。Gradgrindwasforeverworking,inprintandoutofprint,atthiseccentricsum,andhenevercouldmakeouthowityieldedthisunaccountableproduct。

  \'Iamsickofmylife,Loo。I,hateitaltogether,andIhateeverybodyexceptyou,\'saidtheunnaturalyoungThomasGradgrindinthehair-cuttingchamberattwilight。

  \'Youdon\'thateSissy,Tom?\'

  \'IhatetobeobligedtocallherJupe。Andshehatesme,\'saidTom,moodily。

  \'No,shedoesnot,Tom,Iamsure!\'

  \'Shemust,\'saidTom。\'Shemustjusthateanddetestthewholeset-outofus。They\'llbotherherheadoff,Ithink,beforetheyhavedonewithher。Alreadyshe\'sgettingaspaleaswax,andasheavyas-Iam。\'

  YoungThomasexpressedthesesentimentssittingastrideofachairbeforethefire,withhisarmsontheback,andhissulkyfaceonhisarms。Hissistersatinthedarkercornerbythefireside,nowlookingathim,nowlookingatthebrightsparksastheydroppeduponthehearth。

  \'Astome,\'saidTom,tumblinghishairallmannerofwayswithhissulkyhands,\'IamaDonkey,that\'swhatIam。Iamasobstinateasone,Iammorestupidthanone,Igetasmuchpleasureasone,andIshouldliketokicklikeone。\'

  \'Notme,Ihope,Tom?\'

  \'No,Loo;Iwouldn\'thurtyou。Imadeanexceptionofyouatfirst。Idon\'tknowwhatthis-jollyold-JaundicedJail,\'Tomhadpausedtofindasufficientlycomplimentaryandexpressivenamefortheparentalroof,andseemedtorelievehismindforamomentbythestrongalliterationofthisone,\'wouldbewithoutyou。\'

  \'Indeed,Tom?Doyoureallyandtrulysayso?\'

  \'Why,ofcourseIdo。What\'stheuseoftalkingaboutit!\'

  returnedTom,chafinghisfaceonhiscoat-sleeve,asiftomortifyhisflesh,andhaveitinunisonwithhisspirit。

  \'Because,Tom,\'saidhissister,aftersilentlywatchingthesparksawhile,\'asIgetolder,andnearergrowingup,Ioftensitwonderinghere,andthinkhowunfortunateitisformethatIcan\'treconcileyoutohomebetterthanIamabletodo。Idon\'tknowwhatothergirlsknow。Ican\'tplaytoyou,orsingtoyou。I

  can\'ttalktoyousoastolightenyourmind,forIneverseeanyamusingsightsorreadanyamusingbooksthatitwouldbeapleasureorarelieftoyoutotalkabout,whenyouaretired。\'

  \'Well,nomoredoI。Iamasbadasyouinthatrespect;andIamaMuletoo,whichyou\'renot。IffatherwasdeterminedtomakemeeitheraPrigoraMule,andIamnotaPrig,why,itstandstoreason,ImustbeaMule。AndsoIam,\'saidTom,desperately。

  \'It\'sagreatpity,\'saidLouisa,afteranotherpause,andspeakingthoughtfullyoutofherdarkcorner:\'it\'sagreatpity,Tom。

  It\'sveryunfortunateforbothofus。\'

  \'Oh!You,\'saidTom;\'youareagirl,Loo,andagirlcomesoutofitbetterthanaboydoes。Idon\'tmissanythinginyou。YouaretheonlypleasureIhave-youcanbrighteneventhisplace-andyoucanalwaysleadmeasyoulike。\'

  \'Youareadearbrother,Tom;andwhileyouthinkIcandosuchthings,Idon\'tsomuchmindknowingbetter。ThoughIdoknowbetter,Tom,andamverysorryforit。\'Shecameandkissedhim,andwentbackintohercorneragain。

  \'IwishIcouldcollectalltheFactswehearsomuchabout,\'saidTom,spitefullysettinghisteeth,\'andalltheFigures,andallthepeoplewhofoundthemout:andIwishIcouldputathousandbarrelsofgunpowderunderthem,andblowthemalluptogether!

  However,whenIgotolivewitholdBounderby,I\'llhavemyrevenge。\'

  \'Yourrevenge,Tom?\'

  \'Imean,I\'llenjoymyselfalittle,andgoaboutandseesomething,andhearsomething。I\'llrecompensemyselfforthewayinwhichIhavebeenbroughtup。\'

  \'Butdon\'tdisappointyourselfbeforehand,Tom。Mr。Bounderbythinksasfatherthinks,andisagreatdealrougher,andnothalfsokind。\'

  \'Oh!\'saidTom,laughing;\'Idon\'tmindthat。IshallverywellknowhowtomanageandsmootholdBounderby!\'

  Theirshadowsweredefineduponthewall,butthoseofthehighpressesintheroomwereallblendedtogetheronthewallandontheceiling,asifthebrotherandsisterwereoverhungbyadarkcavern。Or,afancifulimagination-ifsuchtreasoncouldhavebeenthere-mighthavemadeitouttobetheshadowoftheirsubject,andofitsloweringassociationwiththeirfuture。

  \'Whatisyourgreatmodeofsmoothingandmanaging,Tom?Isitasecret?\'

  \'Oh!\'saidTom,\'ifitisasecret,it\'snotfaroff。It\'syou。

  Youarehislittlepet,youarehisfavourite;he\'lldoanythingforyou。WhenhesaystomewhatIdon\'tlike,Ishallsaytohim,\"MysisterLoowillbehurtanddisappointed,Mr。Bounderby。Shealwaysusedtotellmeshewassureyouwouldbeeasierwithmethanthis。\"That\'llbringhimabout,ornothingwill。\'

  Afterwaitingforsomeansweringremark,andgettingnone,Tomwearilyrelapsedintothepresenttime,andtwinedhimselfyawningroundandabouttherailsofhischair,andrumpledhisheadmoreandmore,untilhesuddenlylookedup,andasked:

  \'Haveyougonetosleep,Loo?\'

  \'No,Tom。Iamlookingatthefire。\'

  \'YouseemtofindmoretolookatinitthaneverIcouldfind,\'

  saidTom。\'Anotheroftheadvantages,Isuppose,ofbeingagirl。\'

  \'Tom,\'enquiredhissister,slowly,andinacurioustone,asifshewerereadingwhatsheaskedinthefire,anditwasnotquiteplainlywrittenthere,\'doyoulookforwardwithanysatisfactiontothischangetoMr。Bounderby\'s?\'

  \'Why,there\'sonethingtobesaidofit,\'returnedTom,pushinghischairfromhim,andstandingup;\'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。\'

  \'Thereisonethingtobesaidofit,\'Louisarepeatedinherformercurioustone;\'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。Yes。\'

  \'NotbutwhatIshallbeveryunwilling,bothtoleaveyou,Loo,andtoleaveyouhere。ButImustgo,youknow,whetherIlikeitornot;andIhadbettergowhereIcantakewithmesomeadvantageofyourinfluence,thanwhereIshouldloseitaltogether。Don\'tyousee?\'

  \'Yes,Tom。\'

  Theanswerwassolongincoming,thoughtherewasnoindecisioninit,thatTomwentandleanedonthebackofherchair,tocontemplatethefirewhichsoengrossedher,fromherpointofview,andseewhathecouldmakeofit。

  \'Exceptthatitisafire,\'saidTom,\'itlookstomeasstupidandblankaseverythingelselooks。Whatdoyouseeinit?Notacircus?\'

  \'Idon\'tseeanythinginit,Tom,particularly。ButsinceIhavebeenlookingatit,Ihavebeenwonderingaboutyouandme,grownup。\'

  \'Wonderingagain!\'saidTom。

  \'Ihavesuchunmanageablethoughts,\'returnedhissister,\'thattheywillwonder。\'

  \'ThenIbegofyou,Louisa,\'saidMrs。Gradgrind,whohadopenedthedoorwithoutbeingheard,\'todonothingofthatdescription,forgoodness\'sake,youinconsiderategirl,orIshallneverhearthelastofitfromyourfather。And,Thomas,itisreallyshameful,withmypoorheadcontinuallywearingmeout,thataboybroughtupasyouhavebeen,andwhoseeducationhascostwhatyourshas,shouldbefoundencouraginghissistertowonder,whenheknowshisfatherhasexpresslysaidthatsheisnottodoit。\'

  LouisadeniedTom\'sparticipationintheoffence;buthermotherstoppedherwiththeconclusiveanswer,\'Louisa,don\'ttellme,inmystateofhealth;forunlessyouhadbeenencouraged,itismorallyandphysicallyimpossiblethatyoucouldhavedoneit。\'

  \'Iwasencouragedbynothing,mother,butbylookingattheredsparksdroppingoutofthefire,andwhiteninganddying。Itmademethink,afterall,howshortmylifewouldbe,andhowlittleI

  couldhopetodoinit。\'

  \'Nonsense!\'saidMrs。Gradgrind,renderedalmostenergetic。

  \'Nonsense!Don\'tstandthereandtellmesuchstuff,Louisa,tomyface,whenyouknowverywellthatifitwasevertoreachyourfather\'searsIshouldneverhearthelastofit。Afterallthetroublethathasbeentakenwithyou!Afterthelecturesyouhaveattended,andtheexperimentsyouhaveseen!AfterIhaveheardyoumyself,whenthewholeofmyrightsidehasbeenbenumbed,goingonwithyourmasteraboutcombustion,andcalcination,andcalorification,andImaysayeverykindofationthatcoulddriveapoorinvaliddistracted,tohearyoutalkinginthisabsurdwayaboutsparksandashes!Iwish,\'whimperedMrs。Gradgrind,takingachair,anddischargingherstrongestpointbeforesuccumbingunderthesemereshadowsoffacts,\'yes,IreallydowishthatI

  hadneverhadafamily,andthenyouwouldhaveknownwhatitwastodowithoutme!\'

  CHAPTERIX-SISSY\'SPROGRESS

  SISSYJUPEhadnotaneasytimeofit,betweenMr。M\'ChoakumchildandMrs。Gradgrind,andwasnotwithoutstrongimpulses,inthefirstmonthsofherprobation,torunaway。Ithailedfactsalldaylongsoveryhard,andlifeingeneralwasopenedtoherassuchacloselyruledciphering-book,thatassuredlyshewouldhaverunaway,butforonlyonerestraint。

  Itislamentabletothinkof;butthisrestraintwastheresultofnoarithmeticalprocess,wasself-imposedindefianceofallcalculation,andwentdeadagainstanytableofprobabilitiesthatanyActuarywouldhavedrawnupfromthepremises。Thegirlbelievedthatherfatherhadnotdesertedher;shelivedinthehopethathewouldcomeback,andinthefaiththathewouldbemadethehappierbyherremainingwhereshewas。

  ThewretchedignorancewithwhichJupeclungtothisconsolation,rejectingthesuperiorcomfortofknowing,onasoundarithmeticalbasis,thatherfatherwasanunnaturalvagabond,filledMr。

  Gradgrindwithpity。Yet,whatwastobedone?M\'Choakumchildreportedthatshehadaverydenseheadforfigures;that,oncepossessedwithageneralideaoftheglobe,shetookthesmallestconceivableinterestinitsexactmeasurements;thatshewasextremelyslowintheacquisitionofdates,unlesssomepitifulincidenthappenedtobeconnectedtherewith;thatshewouldburstintotearsonbeingrequiredbythementalprocessimmediatelytonamethecostoftwohundredandforty-sevenmuslincapsatfourteen-pencehalfpenny;thatshewasaslowdown,intheschool,aslowcouldbe;thataftereightweeksofinductionintotheelementsofPoliticalEconomy,shehadonlyyesterdaybeensetrightbyaprattlerthreefeethigh,forreturningtothequestion,\'Whatisthefirstprincipleofthisscience?\'theabsurdanswer,\'TodountoothersasIwouldthattheyshoulddountome。\'

  Mr。Gradgrindobserved,shakinghishead,thatallthiswasverybad;thatitshowedthenecessityofinfinitegrindingatthemillofknowledge,aspersystem,schedule,bluebook,report,andtabularstatementsAtoZ;andthatJupe\'mustbekepttoit。\'SoJupewaskepttoit,andbecamelow-spirited,butnowiser。

  \'Itwouldbeafinethingtobeyou,MissLouisa!\'shesaid,onenight,whenLouisahadendeavouredtomakeherperplexitiesfornextdaysomethingclearertoher。

  \'Doyouthinkso?\'

  \'Ishouldknowsomuch,MissLouisa。Allthatisdifficulttomenow,wouldbesoeasythen。\'

  \'Youmightnotbethebetterforit,Sissy。\'

  Sissysubmitted,afteralittlehesitation,\'Ishouldnotbetheworse,MissLouisa。\'TowhichMissLouisaanswered,\'Idon\'tknowthat。\'

  Therehadbeensolittlecommunicationbetweenthesetwo-bothbecauselifeatStoneLodgewentmonotonouslyroundlikeapieceofmachinerywhichdiscouragedhumaninterference,andbecauseoftheprohibitionrelativetoSissy\'spastcareer-thattheywerestillalmoststrangers。Sissy,withherdarkeyeswonderinglydirectedtoLouisa\'sface,wasuncertainwhethertosaymoreortoremainsilent。

  \'Youaremoreusefultomymother,andmorepleasantwithherthanIcaneverbe,\'Louisaresumed。\'Youarepleasantertoyourself,thanIamtomyself。\'

  \'But,ifyouplease,MissLouisa,\'Sissypleaded,\'Iam-Osostupid!\'

  Louisa,withabrighterlaughthanusual,toldhershewouldbewiserby-and-by。

  \'Youdon\'tknow,\'saidSissy,halfcrying,\'whatastupidgirlI

  am。AllthroughschoolhoursImakemistakes。Mr。andMrs。

  M\'Choakumchildcallmeup,overandoveragain,regularlytomakemistakes。Ican\'thelpthem。Theyseemtocomenaturaltome。\'

  \'Mr。andMrs。M\'Choakumchildnevermakeanymistakesthemselves,I

  suppose,Sissy?\'

  \'Ono!\'sheeagerlyreturned。\'Theyknoweverything。\'

  \'Tellmesomeofyourmistakes。\'

  \'Iamalmostashamed,\'saidSissy,withreluctance。\'Butto-day,forinstance,Mr。M\'ChoakumchildwasexplainingtousaboutNaturalProsperity。\'

  \'National,Ithinkitmusthavebeen,\'observedLouisa。

  \'Yes,itwas-Butisn\'titthesame?\'shetimidlyasked。

  \'Youhadbettersay,National,ashesaidso,\'returnedLouisa,withherdryreserve。

  \'NationalProsperity。Andhesaid,Now,thisschoolroomisaNation。Andinthisnation,therearefiftymillionsofmoney。

  Isn\'tthisaprosperousnation?Girlnumbertwenty,isn\'tthisaprosperousnation,anda\'n\'tyouinathrivingstate?\'

  \'Whatdidyousay?\'askedLouisa。

  \'MissLouisa,IsaidIdidn\'tknow。IthoughtIcouldn\'tknowwhetheritwasaprosperousnationornot,andwhetherIwasinathrivingstateornot,unlessIknewwhohadgotthemoney,andwhetheranyofitwasmine。Butthathadnothingtodowithit。

  Itwasnotinthefiguresatall,\'saidSissy,wipinghereyes。

  \'Thatwasagreatmistakeofyours,\'observedLouisa。

  \'Yes,MissLouisa,Iknowitwas,now。ThenMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeagain。Andhesaid,Thisschoolroomisanimmensetown,andinitthereareamillionofinhabitants,andonlyfive-and-twentyarestarvedtodeathinthestreets,inthecourseofayear。Whatisyourremarkonthatproportion?Andmyremarkwas-forIcouldn\'tthinkofabetterone-thatIthoughtitmustbejustasharduponthosewhowerestarved,whethertheotherswereamillion,oramillionmillion。Andthatwaswrong,too。\'

  \'Ofcourseitwas。\'

  \'ThenMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeoncemore。Andhesaid,Herearethestutterings-\'

  \'Statistics,\'saidLouisa。

  \'Yes,MissLouisa-theyalwaysremindmeofstutterings,andthat\'sanotherofmymistakes-ofaccidentsuponthesea。AndI

  findMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidthatinagiventimeahundredthousandpersonswenttoseaonlongvoyages,andonlyfivehundredofthemweredrownedorburnttodeath。Whatisthepercentage?

  AndIsaid,Miss;\'hereSissyfairlysobbedasconfessingwithextremecontritiontohergreatesterror;\'Isaiditwasnothing。\'

  \'Nothing,Sissy?\'

  \'Nothing,Miss-totherelationsandfriendsofthepeoplewhowerekilled。Ishallneverlearn,\'saidSissy。\'Andtheworstofallis,thatalthoughmypoorfatherwishedmesomuchtolearn,andalthoughIamsoanxioustolearn,becausehewishedmeto,I

  amafraidIdon\'tlikeit。\'

  Louisastoodlookingattheprettymodesthead,asitdroopedabashedbeforeher,untilitwasraisedagaintoglanceatherface。Thensheasked:

  \'Didyourfatherknowsomuchhimself,thathewishedyoutobewelltaughttoo,Sissy?\'

  Sissyhesitatedbeforereplying,andsoplainlyshowedhersensethattheywereenteringonforbiddenground,thatLouisaadded,\'Noonehearsus;andifanyonedid,Iamsurenoharmcouldbefoundinsuchaninnocentquestion。\'

  \'No,MissLouisa,\'answeredSissy,uponthisencouragement,shakingherhead;\'fatherknowsverylittleindeed。It\'sasmuchashecandotowrite;andit\'smorethanpeopleingeneralcandotoreadhiswriting。Thoughit\'splaintome。\'

  \'Yourmother!\'

  \'Fathersaysshewasquiteascholar。ShediedwhenIwasborn。

  Shewas;\'Sissymadetheterriblecommunicationnervously;\'shewasadancer。\'

  \'Didyourfatherloveher?\'Louisaaskedthesequestionswithastrong,wild,wanderinginterestpeculiartoher;aninterestgoneastraylikeabanishedcreature,andhidinginsolitaryplaces。

  \'Oyes!Asdearlyashelovesme。Fatherlovedme,first,forhersake。HecarriedmeaboutwithhimwhenIwasquiteababy。Wehaveneverbeenasunderfromthattime。\'

  \'Yetheleavesyounow,Sissy?\'

  \'Onlyformygood。NobodyunderstandshimasIdo;nobodyknowshimasIdo。Whenheleftmeformygood-heneverwouldhaveleftmeforhisown-Iknowhewasalmostbroken-heartedwiththetrial。Hewillnotbehappyforasingleminute,tillhecomesback。\'

  \'Tellmemoreabouthim,\'saidLouisa,\'Iwillneveraskyouagain。

  Wheredidyoulive?\'

  \'Wetravelledaboutthecountry,andhadnofixedplacetolivein。

  Father\'sa;\'Sissywhisperedtheawfulword,\'aclown。\'

  \'Tomakethepeoplelaugh?\'saidLouisa,withanodofintelligence。

  \'Yes。Buttheywouldn\'tlaughsometimes,andthenfathercried。

  Lately,theyveryoftenwouldn\'tlaugh,andheusedtocomehomedespairing。Father\'snotlikemost。Thosewhodidn\'tknowhimaswellasIdo,anddidn\'tlovehimasdearlyasIdo,mightbelievehewasnotquiteright。Sometimestheyplayedtricksuponhim;buttheyneverknewhowhefeltthem,andshrunkup,whenhewasalonewithme。Hewasfar,fartimiderthantheythought!\'

  \'Andyouwerehiscomfortthrougheverything?\'

  Shenodded,withthetearsrollingdownherface。\'Ihopeso,andfathersaidIwas。Itwasbecausehegrewsoscaredandtrembling,andbecausehefelthimselftobeapoor,weak,ignorant,helplessmanthoseusedtobehiswords,thathewantedmesomuchtoknowagreatdeal,andbedifferentfromhim。Iusedtoreadtohimtocheerhiscourage,andhewasveryfondofthat。Theywerewrongbooks-Iamnevertospeakofthemhere-butwedidn\'tknowtherewasanyharminthem。\'

  \'Andhelikedthem?\'saidLouisa,withasearchinggazeonSissyallthistime。

  \'Overymuch!Theykepthim,manytimes,fromwhatdidhimrealharm。Andoftenandoftenofanight,heusedtoforgetallhistroublesinwonderingwhethertheSultanwouldlettheladygoonwiththestory,orwouldhaveherheadcutoffbeforeitwasfinished。\'

  \'Andyourfatherwasalwayskind?Tothelast?\'askedLouisacontraveningthegreatprinciple,andwonderingverymuch。

  \'Always,always!\'returnedSissy,claspingherhands。\'KinderandkinderthanIcantell。Hewasangryonlyonenight,andthatwasnottome,butMerrylegs。Merrylegs;\'shewhisperedtheawfulfact;\'ishisperformingdog。\'

  \'Whywasheangrywiththedog?\'Louisademanded。

  \'Father,soonaftertheycamehomefromperforming,toldMerrylegstojumpuponthebacksofthetwochairsandstandacrossthem-

  whichisoneofhistricks。Helookedatfather,anddidn\'tdoitatonce。Everythingoffather\'shadgonewrongthatnight,andhehadn\'tpleasedthepublicatall。Hecriedoutthattheverydogknewhewasfailing,andhadnocompassiononhim。Thenhebeatthedog,andIwasfrightened,andsaid,\"Father,father!Praydon\'thurtthecreaturewhoissofondofyou!OHeavenforgiveyou,father,stop!\"Andhestopped,andthedogwasbloody,andfatherlaydowncryingonthefloorwiththedoginhisarms,andthedoglickedhisface。\'

  Louisasawthatshewassobbing;andgoingtoher,kissedher,tookherhand,andsatdownbesideher。

  \'Finishbytellingmehowyourfatherleftyou,Sissy。NowthatI

  haveaskedyousomuch,tellmetheend。Theblame,ifthereisanyblame,ismine,notyours。\'

  \'DearMissLouisa,\'saidSissy,coveringhereyes,andsobbingyet;

  \'Icamehomefromtheschoolthatafternoon,andfoundpoorfatherjustcomehometoo,fromthebooth。Andhesatrockinghimselfoverthefire,asifhewasinpain。AndIsaid,\"Haveyouhurtyourself,father?\"ashedidsometimes,liketheyalldid,andhesaid,\"Alittle,mydarling。\"AndwhenIcametostoopdownandlookupathisface,Isawthathewascrying。ThemoreIspoketohim,themorehehidhisface;andatfirstheshookallover,andsaidnothingbut\"Mydarling;\"and\"Mylove!\"\'

  HereTomcameloungingin,andstaredatthetwowithacoolnessnotparticularlysavouringofinterestinanythingbuthimself,andnotmuchofthatatpresent。

  \'IamaskingSissyafewquestions,Tom,\'observedhissister。

  \'Youhavenooccasiontogoaway;butdon\'tinterruptusforamoment,Tomdear。\'

  \'Oh!verywell!\'returnedTom。\'OnlyfatherhasbroughtoldBounderbyhome,andIwantyoutocomeintothedrawing-room。

  Becauseifyoucome,there\'sagoodchanceofoldBounderby\'saskingmetodinner;andifyoudon\'t,there\'snone。\'

  \'I\'llcomedirectly。\'

  \'I\'llwaitforyou,\'saidTom,\'tomakesure。\'

  Sissyresumedinalowervoice。\'Atlastpoorfathersaidthathehadgivennosatisfactionagain,andneverdidgiveanysatisfactionnow,andthathewasashameanddisgrace,andI

  shouldhavedonebetterwithouthimallalong。Isaidalltheaffectionatethingstohimthatcameintomyheart,andpresentlyhewasquietandIsatdownbyhim,andtoldhimallabouttheschoolandeverythingthathadbeensaidanddonethere。WhenI

  hadnomorelefttotell,heputhisarmsroundmyneck,andkissedmeagreatmanytimes。Thenheaskedmetofetchsomeofthestuffheused,forthelittlehurthehadhad,andtogetitatthebestplace,whichwasattheotherendoftownfromthere;andthen,afterkissingmeagain,heletmego。WhenIhadgonedown-stairs,IturnedbackthatImightbealittlebitmorecompanytohimyet,andlookedinatthedoor,andsaid,\"Fatherdear,shallItakeMerrylegs?\"Fathershookhisheadandsaid,\"No,Sissy,no;takenothingthat\'sknowntobemine,mydarling;\"andIlefthimsittingbythefire。Thenthethoughtmusthavecomeuponhim,poor,poorfather!ofgoingawaytotrysomethingformysake;forwhenIcameback,hewasgone。\'

  \'Isay!LooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!\'Tomremonstrated。

  \'There\'snomoretotell,MissLouisa。Ikeepthenineoilsreadyforhim,andIknowhewillcomeback。EveryletterthatIseeinMr。Gradgrind\'shandtakesmybreathawayandblindsmyeyes,forI

  thinkitcomesfromfather,orfromMr。Slearyaboutfather。Mr。

  Slearypromisedtowriteassoonaseverfathershouldbeheardof,andItrusttohimtokeephisword。\'

  \'DolooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!\'saidTom,withanimpatientwhistle。\'He\'llbeoffifyoudon\'tlooksharp!\'

  Afterthis,wheneverSissydroppedacurtseytoMr。Gradgrindinthepresenceofhisfamily,andsaidinafalteringway,\'Ibegyourpardon,sir,forbeingtroublesome-but-haveyouhadanyletteryetaboutme?\'Louisawouldsuspendtheoccupationofthemoment,whateveritwas,andlookforthereplyasearnestlyasSissydid。AndwhenMr。Gradgrindregularlyanswered,\'No,Jupe,nothingofthesort,\'thetremblingofSissy\'slipwouldberepeatedinLouisa\'sface,andhereyeswouldfollowSissywithcompassiontothedoor。Mr。Gradgrindusuallyimprovedtheseoccasionsbyremarking,whenshewasgone,thatifJupehadbeenproperlytrainedfromanearlyageshewouldhaveremonstratedtoherselfonsoundprinciplesthebaselessnessofthesefantastichopes。Yetitdidseemthoughnottohim,forhesawnothingofitasiffantastichopecouldtakeasstrongaholdasFact。

  Thisobservationmustbelimitedexclusivelytohisdaughter。AstoTom,hewasbecomingthatnotunprecedentedtriumphofcalculationwhichisusuallyatworkonnumberone。AstoMrs。

  Gradgrind,ifshesaidanythingonthesubject,shewouldcomealittlewayoutofherwrappers,likeafemininedormouse,andsay:

  \'Goodgraciousblessme,howmypoorheadisvexedandworriedbythatgirlJupe\'ssoperseveringlyasking,overandoveragain,abouthertiresomeletters!UponmywordandhonourIseemtobefated,anddestined,andordained,toliveinthemidstofthingsthatIamnevertohearthelastof。ItreallyisamostextraordinarycircumstancethatitappearsasifIneverwastohearthelastofanything!\'

  Ataboutthispoint,Mr。Gradgrind\'seyewouldfalluponher;andundertheinfluenceofthatwintrypieceoffact,shewouldbecometorpidagain。

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