\'Verywell,\'saidBounderby。\'Iwasborninaditch,andmymotherranawayfromme。DoIexcuseherforit?No。HaveIeverexcusedherforit?NotI。WhatdoIcallherforit?Icallherprobablytheveryworstwomanthateverlivedintheworld,exceptmydrunkengrandmother。There\'snofamilyprideaboutme,there\'snoimaginativesentimentalhumbugaboutme。Icallaspadeaspade;andIcallthemotherofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown,withoutanyfearoranyfavour,whatIshouldcallherifshehadbeenthemotherofDickJonesofWapping。So,withthisman。Heisarunawayrogueandavagabond,that\'swhatheis,inEnglish。\'
\'It\'sallthesametomewhatheisorwhatheisnot,whetherinEnglishorwhetherinFrench,\'retortedMr。E。W。B。Childers,facingabout。\'Iamtellingyourfriendwhat\'sthefact;ifyoudon\'tliketohearit,youcanavailyourselfoftheopenair。Yougiveitmouthenough,youdo;butgiveitmouthinyourownbuildingatleast,\'remonstratedE。W。B。withsternirony。\'Don\'tgiveitmouthinthisbuilding,tillyou\'recalledupon。YouhavegotsomebuildingofyourownIdaresay,now?\'
\'Perhapsso,\'repliedMr。Bounderby,rattlinghismoneyandlaughing。
\'Thengiveitmouthinyourownbuilding,willyou,ifyouplease?\'
saidChilders。\'Becausethisisn\'tastrongbuilding,andtoomuchofyoumightbringitdown!\'
EyeingMr。Bounderbyfromheadtofootagain,heturnedfromhim,asfromamanfinallydisposedof,toMr。Gradgrind。
\'Jupesenthisdaughteroutonanerrandnotanhourago,andthenwasseentoslipouthimself,withhishatoverhiseyes,andabundletiedupinahandkerchiefunderhisarm。Shewillneverbelieveitofhim,buthehascutawayandlefther。\'
\'Pray,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,\'whywillsheneverbelieveitofhim?\'
\'Becausethosetwowereone。Becausetheywereneverasunder。
Because,uptothistime,heseemedtodoteuponher,\'saidChilders,takingasteportwotolookintotheemptytrunk。BothMr。ChildersandMasterKidderminsterwalkedinacuriousmanner;
withtheirlegswiderapartthanthegeneralrunofmen,andwithaveryknowingassumptionofbeingstiffintheknees。ThiswalkwascommontoallthemalemembersofSleary\'scompany,andwasunderstoodtoexpress,thattheywerealwaysonhorseback。
\'PoorSissy!Hehadbetterhaveapprenticedher,\'saidChilders,givinghishairanothershake,ashelookedupfromtheemptybox。
\'Now,heleavesherwithoutanythingtotaketo。\'
\'Itiscreditabletoyou,whohaveneverbeenapprenticed,toexpressthatopinion,\'returnedMr。Gradgrind,approvingly。
\'Ineverapprenticed?IwasapprenticedwhenIwassevenyearold。\'
\'Oh!Indeed?\'saidMr。Gradgrind,ratherresentfully,ashavingbeendefraudedofhisgoodopinion。\'Iwasnotawareofitsbeingthecustomtoapprenticeyoungpersonsto-\'
\'Idleness,\'Mr。Bounderbyputinwithaloudlaugh。\'No,bytheLordHarry!NorI!\'
\'Herfatheralwayshaditinhishead,\'resumedChilders,feigningunconsciousnessofMr。Bounderby\'sexistence,\'thatshewastobetaughtthedeuce-and-allofeducation。Howitgotintohishead,I
can\'tsay;Icanonlysaythatitnevergotout。Hehasbeenpickingupabitofreadingforher,here-andabitofwritingforher,there-andabitofcipheringforher,somewhereelse-
thesesevenyears。\'
Mr。E。W。B。Childerstookoneofhishandsoutofhispockets,strokedhisfaceandchin,andlooked,withagooddealofdoubtandalittlehope,atMr。Gradgrind。Fromthefirsthehadsoughttoconciliatethatgentleman,forthesakeofthedesertedgirl。
\'WhenSissygotintotheschoolhere,\'hepursued,\'herfatherwasaspleasedasPunch。Icouldn\'taltogethermakeoutwhy,myself,aswewerenotstationaryhere,beingbutcomersandgoersanywhere。Isuppose,however,hehadthismoveinhismind-hewasalwayshalf-cracked-andthenconsideredherprovidedfor。Ifyoushouldhappentohavelookedinto-night,forthepurposeoftellinghimthatyouweregoingtodoheranylittleservice,\'saidMr。Childers,strokinghisfaceagain,andrepeatinghislook,\'itwouldbeveryfortunateandwell-timed;veryfortunateandwell-
timed。\'
\'Onthecontrary,\'returnedMr。Gradgrind。\'Icametotellhimthatherconnectionsmadehernotanobjectfortheschool,andthatshemustnotattendanymore。Still,ifherfatherreallyhaslefther,withoutanyconnivanceonherpart-Bounderby,letmehaveawordwithyou。\'
Uponthis,Mr。Childerspolitelybetookhimself,withhisequestrianwalk,tothelandingoutsidethedoor,andtherestoodstrokinghisface,andsoftlywhistling。Whilethusengaged,heoverheardsuchphrasesinMr。Bounderby\'svoiceas\'No。Isayno。
Iadviseyounot。Isaybynomeans。\'While,fromMr。Gradgrind,heheardinhismuchlowertonethewords,\'ButevenasanexampletoLouisa,ofwhatthispursuitwhichhasbeenthesubjectofavulgarcuriosity,leadstoandendsin。Thinkofit,Bounderby,inthatpointofview。\'
Meanwhile,thevariousmembersofSleary\'scompanygraduallygatheredtogetherfromtheupperregions,wheretheywerequartered,and,fromstandingabout,talkinginlowvoicestooneanotherandtoMr。Childers,graduallyinsinuatedthemselvesandhimintotheroom。Thereweretwoorthreehandsomeyoungwomenamongthem,withtheirtwoorthreehusbands,andtheirtwoorthreemothers,andtheireightorninelittlechildren,whodidthefairybusinesswhenrequired。Thefatherofoneofthefamilieswasinthehabitofbalancingthefatherofanotherofthefamiliesonthetopofagreatpole;thefatherofathirdfamilyoftenmadeapyramidofboththosefathers,withMasterKidderminsterfortheapex,andhimselfforthebase;allthefatherscoulddanceuponrollingcasks,standuponbottles,catchknivesandballs,twirlhand-basins,rideuponanything,jumpovereverything,andstickatnothing。Allthemotherscouldanddiddance,upontheslackwireandthetight-rope,andperformrapidactsonbare-backedsteeds;noneofthemwereatallparticularinrespectofshowingtheirlegs;andoneofthem,aloneinaGreekchariot,drovesixinhandintoeverytowntheycameto。Theyallassumedtobemightyrakishandknowing,theywerenotverytidyintheirprivatedresses,theywerenotatallorderlyintheirdomesticarrangements,andthecombinedliteratureofthewholecompanywouldhaveproducedbutapoorletteronanysubject。Yettherewasaremarkablegentlenessandchildishnessaboutthesepeople,aspecialinaptitudeforanykindofsharppractice,andanuntiringreadinesstohelpandpityoneanother,deservingoftenofasmuchrespect,andalwaysofasmuchgenerousconstruction,astheevery-
dayvirtuesofanyclassofpeopleintheworld。
LastofallappearedMr。Sleary:astoutmanasalreadymentioned,withonefixedeye,andonelooseeye,avoiceifitcanbecalledsoliketheeffortsofabrokenoldpairofbellows,aflabbysurface,andamuddledheadwhichwasneversoberandneverdrunk。
\'Thquire!\'saidMr。Sleary,whowastroubledwithasthma,andwhosebreathcamefartoothickandheavyfortheletters,\'Yourthervant!Thithithabadpietheofbithnith,thithith。You\'veheardofmyClownandhithdogbeingthuppothedtohavemorrithed?\'
HeaddressedMr。Gradgrind,whoanswered\'Yes。\'
\'Well,Thquire,\'hereturned,takingoffhishat,andrubbingtheliningwithhispocket-handkerchief,whichhekeptinsideforthepurpose。\'Ithityourintenthiontodoanythingforthepoorgirl,Thquire?\'
\'Ishallhavesomethingtoproposetoherwhenshecomesback,\'
saidMr。Gradgrind。
\'Gladtohearit,Thquire。NotthatIwanttogetridofthechild,anymorethanIwanttothtandinherway。I\'mwillingtotakeherprentith,thoughatherageithlate。Myvoitheithalittlehuthky,Thquire,andnoteathyheardbythemathdon\'tknowme;butifyou\'dbeenchilledandheated,heatedandchilled,chilledandheatedintheringwhenyouwathyoung,athoftenathI
havebeen,yourvoithewouldn\'thavelathtedout,Thquire,nomorethanmine。\'
\'Idaresaynot,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。
\'Whatthallitbe,Thquire,whileyouwait?ThallitbeTherry?
Giveitaname,Thquire!\'saidMr。Sleary,withhospitableease。
\'Nothingforme,Ithankyou,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。
\'Don\'tthaynothing,Thquire。Whatdothyourfriendthay?Ifyouhaven\'ttookyourfeedyet,haveaglathofbitterth。\'
HerehisdaughterJosephine-aprettyfair-hairedgirlofeighteen,whohadbeentiedonahorseattwoyearsold,andhadmadeawillattwelve,whichshealwayscarriedaboutwithher,expressiveofherdyingdesiretobedrawntothegravebythetwopiebaldponies-cried,\'Father,hush!shehascomeback!\'ThencameSissyJupe,runningintotheroomasshehadrunoutofit。
Andwhenshesawthemallassembled,andsawtheirlooks,andsawnofatherthere,shebrokeintoamostdeplorablecry,andtookrefugeonthebosomofthemostaccomplishedtight-ropeladyherselfinthefamily-way,whokneltdownonthefloortonurseher,andtoweepoverher。
\'Ithaninternalthame,uponmythoulitith,\'saidSleary。
\'Omydearfather,mygoodkindfather,whereareyougone?Youaregonetotrytodomesomegood,Iknow!Youaregoneawayformysake,Iamsure!Andhowmiserableandhelplessyouwillbewithoutme,poor,poorfather,untilyoucomeback!\'Itwassopathetictohearhersayingmanythingsofthiskind,withherfaceturnedupward,andherarmsstretchedoutasifsheweretryingtostophisdepartingshadowandembraceit,thatnoonespokeaworduntilMr。Bounderbygrowingimpatienttookthecaseinhand。
\'Now,goodpeopleall,\'saidhe,\'thisiswantonwasteoftime。
Letthegirlunderstandthefact。Lethertakeitfromme,ifyoulike,whohavebeenrunawayfrom,myself。Here,what\'syourname!
Yourfatherhasabsconded-desertedyou-andyoumustn\'texpecttoseehimagainaslongasyoulive。\'
TheycaredsolittleforplainFact,thesepeople,andwereinthatadvancedstateofdegeneracyonthesubject,thatinsteadofbeingimpressedbythespeaker\'sstrongcommonsense,theytookitinextraordinarydudgeon。Themenmuttered\'Shame!\'andthewomen\'Brute!\'andSleary,insomehaste,communicatedthefollowinghint,aparttoMr。Bounderby。
\'Itellyouwhat,Thquire。Tothpeakplaintoyou,myopinioniththatyouhadbettercutitthort,anddropit。They\'reaverygoodnatur\'dpeople,mypeople,butthey\'reaccuthtomedtobequickintheirmovementh;andifyoudon\'tactuponmyadvithe,I\'mdamnedifIdon\'tbelievethey\'llpithyououto\'winder。\'
Mr。Bounderbybeingrestrainedbythismildsuggestion,Mr。
Gradgrindfoundanopeningforhiseminentlypracticalexpositionofthesubject。
\'Itisofnomoment,\'saidhe,\'whetherthispersonistobeexpectedbackatanytime,orthecontrary。Heisgoneaway,andthereisnopresentexpectationofhisreturn。That,Ibelieve,isagreedonallhands。\'
\'Thathagreed,Thquire。Thicktothat!\'FromSleary。
\'Wellthen。I,whocameheretoinformthefatherofthepoorgirl,Jupe,thatshecouldnotbereceivedattheschoolanymore,inconsequenceoftherebeingpracticalobjections,intowhichI
neednotenter,tothereceptionthereofthechildrenofpersonssoemployed,ampreparedinthesealteredcircumstancestomakeaproposal。Iamwillingtotakechargeofyou,Jupe,andtoeducateyou,andprovideforyou。TheonlyconditionoverandaboveyourgoodbehaviourImakeis,thatyoudecidenow,atonce,whethertoaccompanymeorremainhere。Also,thatifyouaccompanymenow,itisunderstoodthatyoucommunicatenomorewithanyofyourfriendswhoareherepresent。Theseobservationscomprisethewholeofthecase。\'
\'Atthethametime,\'saidSleary,\'Imuthtputinmyword,Thquire,thothatboththidesofthebannermaybeequallytheen。Ifyoulike,Thethilia,tobeprentitht,youknowthenaturoftheworkandyouknowyourcompanionth。EmmaGordon,inwhothelapyou\'realyingatprethent,wouldbeamothertoyou,andJoth\'phinewouldbeathithtertoyou。Idon\'tpretendtobeoftheangelbreedmyself,andIdon\'tthaybutwhat,whenyoumith\'dyourtip,you\'dfindmecutuprough,andthwearanoathortwoatyou。ButwhatI
thay,Thquire,ith,thatgoodtemperedorbadtempered,Ineverdidahortheainjuryyet,nomorethanthwearingathimwent,andthatIdon\'texpectIthallbeginotherwitheatmytimeoflife,witharider。IneverwathmuchofaCackler,Thquire,andIhavethedmythay。\'
ThelatterpartofthisspeechwasaddressedtoMr。Gradgrind,whoreceiveditwithagraveinclinationofhishead,andthenremarked:
\'TheonlyobservationIwillmaketoyou,Jupe,inthewayofinfluencingyourdecision,is,thatitishighlydesirabletohaveasoundpracticaleducation,andthatevenyourfatherhimselffromwhatIunderstandappears,onyourbehalf,tohaveknownandfeltthatmuch。\'
Thelastwordshadavisibleeffectuponher。Shestoppedinherwildcrying,alittledetachedherselffromEmmaGordon,andturnedherfacefulluponherpatron。Thewholecompanyperceivedtheforceofthechange,anddrewalongbreathtogether,thatplainlysaid,\'shewillgo!\'
\'Besureyouknowyourownmind,Jupe,\'Mr。Gradgrindcautionedher;\'Isaynomore。Besureyouknowyourownmind!\'
\'Whenfathercomesback,\'criedthegirl,burstingintotearsagainafteraminute\'ssilence,\'howwillheeverfindmeifIgoaway!\'
\'Youmaybequiteatease,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,calmly;heworkedoutthewholematterlikeasum:\'youmaybequiteatease,Jupe,onthatscore。Insuchacase,yourfather,Iapprehend,mustfindoutMr-\'
\'Thleary。Thathmyname,Thquire。Notathamedofit。KnownalloverEngland,andalwaythpaytheithway。\'
\'MustfindoutMr。Sleary,whowouldthenlethimknowwhereyouwent。Ishouldhavenopowerofkeepingyouagainsthiswish,andhewouldhavenodifficulty,atanytime,infindingMr。ThomasGradgrindofCoketown。Iamwellknown。\'
\'Wellknown,\'assentedMr。Sleary,rollinghislooseeye。\'You\'reoneofthethort,Thquire,thatkeepthaprethiouththightofmoneyoutofthehouthe。Butnevermindthatatprethent。\'
Therewasanothersilence;andthensheexclaimed,sobbingwithherhandsbeforeherface,\'Oh,givememyclothes,givememyclothes,andletmegoawaybeforeIbreakmyheart!\'
Thewomensadlybestirredthemselvestogettheclothestogether-
itwassoondone,fortheywerenotmany-andtopacktheminabasketwhichhadoftentravelledwiththem。Sissysatallthetimeupontheground,stillsobbing,andcoveringhereyes。Mr。
GradgrindandhisfriendBounderbystoodnearthedoor,readytotakeheraway。Mr。Slearystoodinthemiddleoftheroom,withthemalemembersofthecompanyabouthim,exactlyashewouldhavestoodinthecentreoftheringduringhisdaughterJosephine\'sperformance。Hewantednothingbuthiswhip。
Thebasketpackedinsilence,theybroughtherbonnettoher,andsmoothedherdisorderedhair,andputiton。Thentheypressedabouther,andbentoverherinverynaturalattitudes,kissingandembracingher:andbroughtthechildrentotakeleaveofher;andwereatender-hearted,simple,foolishsetofwomenaltogether。
\'Now,Jupe,\'saidMr。Gradgrind。\'Ifyouarequitedetermined,come!\'
Butshehadtotakeherfarewellofthemalepartofthecompanyyet,andeveryoneofthemhadtounfoldhisarmsfortheyallassumedtheprofessionalattitudewhentheyfoundthemselvesnearSleary,andgiveherapartingkiss-MasterKidderminsterexcepted,inwhoseyoungnaturetherewasanoriginalflavourofthemisanthrope,whowasalsoknowntohaveharbouredmatrimonialviews,andwhomoodilywithdrew。Mr。Slearywasreserveduntilthelast。Openinghisarmswidehetookherbybothherhands,andwouldhavesprungherupanddown,aftertheriding-mastermannerofcongratulatingyoungladiesontheirdismountingfromarapidact;buttherewasnoreboundinSissy,andsheonlystoodbeforehimcrying。
\'Good-bye,mydear!\'saidSleary。\'You\'llmakeyourfortun,I
hope,andnoneofourpoorfolkthwillevertroubleyou,I\'llpoundit。Iwithyourfatherhadn\'ttakenhithdogwithhim;ithaill-
conwenienthtohavethedogoutofthebillth。Butonthecondthoughth,hewouldn\'thaveperformedwithouthithmathter,thoithathbroadathithlong!\'
Withthatheregardedherattentivelywithhisfixedeye,surveyedhiscompanywithhislooseone,kissedher,shookhishead,andhandedhertoMr。Gradgrindastoahorse。
\'Theretheith,Thquire,\'hesaid,sweepingherwithaprofessionalglanceasifshewerebeingadjustedinherseat,\'andthe\'lldoyoujuthtithe。Good-bye,Thethilia!\'
\'Good-bye,Cecilia!\'\'Good-bye,Sissy!\'\'Godblessyou,dear!\'
Inavarietyofvoicesfromalltheroom。
Buttheriding-mastereyehadobservedthebottleofthenineoilsinherbosom,andhenowinterposedwith\'Leavethebottle,mydear;ithlargetocarry;itwillbeofnouthetoyounow。Giveittome!\'
\'No,no!\'shesaid,inanotherburstoftears。\'Oh,no!Prayletmekeepitforfathertillhecomesback!Hewillwantitwhenhecomesback。Hehadneverthoughtofgoingaway,whenhesentmeforit。Imustkeepitforhim,ifyouplease!\'
\'Thobeit,mydear。Youtheehowitith,Thquire!Farewell,Thethilia!Mylathtwordthtoyouiththith,Thticktothetermthofyourengagement,beobedienttotheThquire,andforgetuth。
Butif,whenyou\'regrownupandmarriedandwelloff,youcomeuponanyhorthe-ridingever,don\'tbeharduponit,don\'tbecrothwithit,giveitaBethpeakifyoucan,andthinkyoumightdowurth。Peoplemuthtbeamuthed,Thquire,thomehow,\'continuedSleary,renderedmorepursythanever,bysomuchtalking;\'theycan\'tbealwaythaworking,noryettheycan\'tbealwaythalearning。Makethebethtofuth;notthewurtht。I\'vegotmylivingoutofthehorthe-ridingallmylife,Iknow;butI
conthiderthatIlaydownthephilothophyofthethubjectwhenI
thaytoyou,Thquire,makethebethtofuth:notthewurtht!\'
TheSlearyphilosophywaspropoundedastheywentdownstairsandthefixedeyeofPhilosophy-anditsrollingeye,too-soonlostthethreefiguresandthebasketinthedarknessofthestreet。
CHAPTERVII-MRS。SPARSIT
MR。BOUNDERBYbeingabachelor,anelderlyladypresidedoverhisestablishment,inconsiderationofacertainannualstipend。Mrs。
Sparsitwasthislady\'sname;andshewasaprominentfigureinattendanceonMr。Bounderby\'scar,asitrolledalongintriumphwiththeBullyofhumilityinside。
For,Mrs。Sparsithadnotonlyseendifferentdays,butwashighlyconnected。ShehadagreatauntlivingintheseverytimescalledLadyScadgers。Mr。Sparsit,deceased,ofwhomshewastherelict,hadbeenbythemother\'ssidewhatMrs。Sparsitstillcalled\'aPowler。\'StrangersoflimitedinformationanddullapprehensionweresometimesobservednottoknowwhataPowlerwas,andeventoappearuncertainwhetheritmightbeabusiness,orapoliticalparty,oraprofessionoffaith。Thebetterclassofminds,however,didnotneedtobeinformedthatthePowlerswereanancientstock,whocouldtracethemselvessoexceedinglyfarbackthatitwasnotsurprisingiftheysometimeslostthemselves-
whichtheyhadratherfrequentlydone,asrespectedhorse-flesh,blind-hookey,Hebrewmonetarytransactions,andtheInsolventDebtors\'Court。
ThelateMr。Sparsit,beingbythemother\'ssideaPowler,marriedthislady,beingbythefather\'ssideaScadgers。LadyScadgersanimmenselyfatoldwoman,withaninordinateappetiteforbutcher\'smeat,andamysteriouslegwhichhadnowrefusedtogetoutofbedforfourteenyearscontrivedthemarriage,ataperiodwhenSparsitwasjustofage,andchieflynoticeableforaslenderbody,weaklysupportedontwolongslimprops,andsurmountedbynoheadworthmentioning。Heinheritedafairfortunefromhisuncle,butoweditallbeforehecameintoit,andspentittwiceoverimmediatelyafterwards。Thus,whenhedied,attwenty-fourthesceneofhisdecease,Calais,andthecause,brandy,hedidnotleavehiswidow,fromwhomhehadbeenseparatedsoonafterthehoneymoon,inaffluentcircumstances。Thatbereavedlady,fifteenyearsolderthanhe,fellpresentlyatdeadlyfeudwithheronlyrelative,LadyScadgers;and,partlytospiteherladyship,andpartlytomaintainherself,wentoutatasalary。Andhereshewasnow,inherelderlydays,withtheCoriolanianstyleofnoseandthedenseblackeyebrowswhichhadcaptivatedSparsit,makingMr。
Bounderby\'steaashetookhisbreakfast。
IfBounderbyhadbeenaConqueror,andMrs。SparsitacaptivePrincesswhomhetookaboutasafeatureinhisstate-processions,hecouldnothavemadeagreaterflourishwithherthanhehabituallydid。Justasitbelongedtohisboastfulnesstodepreciatehisownextraction,soitbelongedtoittoexaltMrs。
Sparsit\'s。Inthemeasurethathewouldnotallowhisownyouthtohavebeenattendedbyasinglefavourablecircumstance,hebrightenedMrs。Sparsit\'sjuvenilecareerwitheverypossibleadvantage,andshoweredwaggon-loadsofearlyrosesalloverthatlady\'spath。\'Andyet,sir,\'hewouldsay,\'howdoesitturnoutafterall?WhyheresheisatahundredayearIgiveherahundred,whichsheispleasedtotermhandsome,keepingthehouseofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown!\'
Nay,hemadethisfoilofhissoverywidelyknown,thatthirdpartiestookitup,andhandleditonsomeoccasionswithconsiderablebriskness。ItwasoneofthemostexasperatingattributesofBounderby,thathenotonlysanghisownpraisesbutstimulatedothermentosingthem。Therewasamoralinfectionofclap-trapinhim。Strangers,modestenoughelsewhere,startedupatdinnersinCoketown,andboasted,inquitearampantway,ofBounderby。TheymadehimouttobetheRoyalarms,theUnion-Jack,MagnaCharta,JohnBull,HabeasCorpus,theBillofRights,AnEnglishman\'shouseishiscastle,ChurchandState,andGodsavetheQueen,allputtogether。Andasoftenanditwasveryoften
asanoratorofthiskindbroughtintohisperoration,\'Princesandlordsmayflourishormayfade,Abreathcanmakethem,asabreathhasmade,\'-
itwas,forcertain,moreorlessunderstoodamongthecompanythathehadheardofMrs。Sparsit。
\'Mr。Bounderby,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'youareunusuallyslow,sir,withyourbreakfastthismorning。\'
\'Why,ma\'am,\'hereturned,\'IamthinkingaboutTomGradgrind\'swhim;\'TomGradgrind,forabluffindependentmannerofspeaking-
asifsomebodywerealwaysendeavouringtobribehimwithimmensesumstosayThomas,andhewouldn\'t;\'TomGradgrind\'swhim,ma\'am,ofbringingupthetumbling-girl。\'
\'Thegirlisnowwaitingtoknow,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'whethersheistogostraighttotheschool,oruptotheLodge。\'
\'Shemustwait,ma\'am,\'answeredBounderby,\'tillIknowmyself。
WeshallhaveTomGradgrinddownherepresently,Isuppose。Ifheshouldwishhertoremainhereadayortwolonger,ofcourseshecan,ma\'am。\'
\'Ofcourseshecanifyouwishit,Mr。Bounderby。\'
\'ItoldhimIwouldgiveherashake-downhere,lastnight,inorderthathemightsleeponitbeforehedecidedtoletherhaveanyassociationwithLouisa。\'
\'Indeed,Mr。Bounderby?Verythoughtfulofyou!\'Mrs。Sparsit\'sCoriolaniannoseunderwentaslightexpansionofthenostrils,andherblackeyebrowscontractedasshetookasipoftea。
\'It\'stolerablycleartome,\'saidBounderby,\'thatthelittlepusscangetsmallgoodoutofsuchcompanionship。\'
\'AreyouspeakingofyoungMissGradgrind,Mr。Bounderby?\'
\'Yes,ma\'am,I\'mspeakingofLouisa。\'
\'Yourobservationbeinglimitedto\"littlepuss,\"\'saidMrs。
Sparsit,\'andtherebeingtwolittlegirlsinquestion,Ididnotknowwhichmightbeindicatedbythatexpression。\'
\'Louisa,\'repeatedMr。Bounderby。\'Louisa,Louisa。\'
\'YouarequiteanotherfathertoLouisa,sir。\'Mrs。Sparsittookalittlemoretea;and,asshebentheragaincontractedeyebrowsoverhersteamingcup,ratherlookedasifherclassicalcountenancewereinvokingtheinfernalgods。
\'IfyouhadsaidIwasanotherfathertoTom-youngTom,Imean,notmyfriendTomGradgrind-youmighthavebeennearerthemark。
IamgoingtotakeyoungTomintomyoffice。Goingtohavehimundermywing,ma\'am。\'
\'Indeed?Ratheryoungforthat,ishenot,sir?\'Mrs。Spirit\'s\'sir,\'inaddressingMr。Bounderby,wasawordofceremony,ratherexactingconsiderationforherselfintheuse,thanhonouringhim。
\'I\'mnotgoingtotakehimatonce;heistofinishhiseducationalcrammingbeforethen,\'saidBounderby。\'BytheLordHarry,he\'llhaveenoughofit,firstandlast!He\'dopenhiseyes,thatboywould,ifheknewhowemptyoflearningmyyoungmawwas,athistimeoflife。\'Which,bytheby,heprobablydidknow,forhehadheardofitoftenenough。\'Butit\'sextraordinarythedifficultyI
haveonscoresofsuchsubjects,inspeakingtoanyoneonequalterms。Here,forexample,Ihavebeenspeakingtoyouthismorningabouttumblers。Why,whatdoyouknowabouttumblers?Atthetimewhen,tohavebeenatumblerinthemudofthestreets,wouldhavebeenagodsendtome,aprizeinthelotterytome,youwereattheItalianOpera。YouwerecomingoutoftheItalianOpera,ma\'am,inwhitesatinandjewels,ablazeofsplendour,whenIhadn\'tapennytobuyalinktolightyou。\'
\'Icertainly,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withadignityserenelymournful,\'wasfamiliarwiththeItalianOperaataveryearlyage。\'
\'Egad,ma\'am,sowasI,\'saidBounderby,\'-withthewrongsideofit。AhardbedthepavementofitsArcadeusedtomake,Iassureyou。Peoplelikeyou,ma\'am,accustomedfrominfancytolieonDownfeathers,havenoideahowhardapaving-stoneis,withouttryingit。No,no,it\'sofnousemytalkingtoyouabouttumblers。Ishouldspeakofforeigndancers,andtheWestEndofLondon,andMayFair,andlordsandladiesandhonourables。\'
\'Itrust,sir,\'rejoinedMrs。Sparsit,withdecentresignation,\'itisnotnecessarythatyoushoulddoanythingofthatkind。IhopeIhavelearnthowtoaccommodatemyselftothechangesoflife。IfIhaveacquiredaninterestinhearingofyourinstructiveexperiences,andcanscarcelyhearenoughofthem,Iclaimnomeritforthat,sinceIbelieveitisageneralsentiment。\'
\'Well,ma\'am,\'saidherpatron,\'perhapssomepeoplemaybepleasedtosaythattheydoliketohear,inhisownunpolishedway,whatJosiahBounderby,ofCoketown,hasgonethrough。Butyoumustconfessthatyouwereborninthelapofluxury,yourself。Come,ma\'am,youknowyouwereborninthelapofluxury。\'
\'Idonot,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsitwithashakeofherhead,\'denyit。\'
Mr。Bounderbywasobligedtogetupfromtable,andstandwithhisbacktothefire,lookingather;shewassuchanenhancementofhisposition。
\'Andyouwereincracksociety。Devilishhighsociety,\'hesaid,warminghislegs。
\'Itistrue,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withanaffectationofhumilitytheveryoppositeofhis,andthereforeinnodangerofjostlingit。
\'Youwereinthetiptopfashion,andalltherestofit,\'saidMr。
Bounderby。
\'Yes,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withakindofsocialwidowhooduponher。\'Itisunquestionablytrue。\'
Mr。Bounderby,bendinghimselfattheknees,literallyembracedhislegsinhisgreatsatisfactionandlaughedaloud。Mr。andMissGradgrindbeingthenannounced,hereceivedtheformerwithashakeofthehand,andthelatterwithakiss。
\'CanJupebesenthere,Bounderby?\'askedMr。Gradgrind。
Certainly。SoJupewassentthere。Oncomingin,shecurtseyedtoMr。Bounderby,andtohisfriendTomGradgrind,andalsotoLouisa;
butinherconfusionunluckilyomittedMrs。Sparsit。Observingthis,theblustrousBounderbyhadthefollowingremarkstomake:
\'Now,Itellyouwhat,mygirl。Thenameofthatladybytheteapot,isMrs。Sparsit。Thatladyactsasmistressofthishouse,andsheisahighlyconnectedlady。Consequently,ifeveryoucomeagainintoanyroominthishouse,youwillmakeashortstayinitifyoudon\'tbehavetowardsthatladyinyourmostrespectfulmanner。Now,Idon\'tcareabuttonwhatyoudotome,becauseI
don\'taffecttobeanybody。SofarfromhavinghighconnectionsI
havenoconnectionsatall,andIcomeofthescumoftheearth。
Buttowardsthatlady,Idocarewhatyoudo;andyoushalldowhatisdeferentialandrespectful,oryoushallnotcomehere。\'
\'Ihope,Bounderby,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,inaconciliatoryvoice,\'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。\'
\'MyfriendTomGradgrindsuggests,Mrs。Sparsit,\'saidBounderby,\'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。Verylikely。However,asyouareaware,ma\'am,Idon\'tallowofevenoversightstowardsyou。\'
\'Youareverygoodindeed,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,shakingherheadwithherStatehumility。\'Itisnotworthspeakingof。\'
Sissy,whoallthistimehadbeenfaintlyexcusingherselfwithtearsinhereyes,wasnowwavedoverbythemasterofthehousetoMr。Gradgrind。Shestoodlookingintentlyathim,andLouisastoodcoldlyby,withhereyesupontheground,whileheproceededthus:
\'Jupe,Ihavemadeupmymindtotakeyouintomyhouse;and,whenyouarenotinattendanceattheschool,toemployyouaboutMrs。
Gradgrind,whoisratheraninvalid。IhaveexplainedtoMissLouisa-thisisMissLouisa-themiserablebutnaturalendofyourlatecareer;andyouaretoexpresslyunderstandthatthewholeofthatsubjectispast,andisnottobereferredtoanymore。Fromthistimeyoubeginyourhistory。Youare,atpresent,ignorant,Iknow。\'
\'Yes,sir,very,\'sheanswered,curtseying。
\'Ishallhavethesatisfactionofcausingyoutobestrictlyeducated;andyouwillbealivingprooftoallwhocomeintocommunicationwithyou,oftheadvantagesofthetrainingyouwillreceive。Youwillbereclaimedandformed。Youhavebeeninthehabitnowofreadingtoyourfather,andthosepeopleIfoundyouamong,Idaresay?\'saidMr。Gradgrind,beckoninghernearertohimbeforehesaidso,anddroppinghisvoice。
\'OnlytofatherandMerrylegs,sir。AtleastImeantofather,whenMerrylegswasalwaysthere。\'
\'NevermindMerrylegs,Jupe,\'saidMr。Gradgrind,withapassingfrown。\'Idon\'taskabouthim。Iunderstandyoutohavebeeninthehabitofreadingtoyourfather?\'
\'O,yes,sir,thousandsoftimes。Theywerethehappiest-O,ofallthehappytimeswehadtogether,sir!\'
Itwasonlynowwhenhersorrowbrokeout,thatLouisalookedather。
\'Andwhat,\'askedMr。Gradgrind,inastilllowervoice,\'didyoureadtoyourfather,Jupe?\'
\'AbouttheFairies,sir,andtheDwarf,andtheHunchback,andtheGenies,\'shesobbedout;\'andabout-\'
\'Hush!\'saidMr。Gradgrind,\'thatisenough。Neverbreatheawordofsuchdestructivenonsenseanymore。Bounderby,thisisacaseforrigidtraining,andIshallobserveitwithinterest。\'
\'Well,\'returnedMr。Bounderby,\'Ihavegivenyoumyopinionalready,andIshouldn\'tdoasyoudo。But,verywell,verywell。
Sinceyouarebentuponit,verywell!\'
So,Mr。GradgrindandhisdaughtertookCeciliaJupeoffwiththemtoStoneLodge,andonthewayLouisaneverspokeoneword,goodorbad。AndMr。Bounderbywentabouthisdailypursuits。AndMrs。
Sparsitgotbehindhereyebrowsandmeditatedinthegloomofthatretreat,alltheevening。
CHAPTERVIII-NEVERWONDER
LETusstrikethekey-noteagain,beforepursuingthetune。
Whenshewashalfadozenyearsyounger,Louisahadbeenoverheardtobeginaconversationwithherbrotheroneday,bysaying\'Tom,I
wonder\'-uponwhichMr。Gradgrind,whowasthepersonoverhearing,steppedforthintothelightandsaid,\'Louisa,neverwonder!\'
Hereinlaythespringofthemechanicalartandmysteryofeducatingthereasonwithoutstoopingtothecultivationofthesentimentsandaffections。Neverwonder。Bymeansofaddition,subtraction,multiplication,anddivision,settleeverythingsomehow,andneverwonder。Bringtome,saysM\'Choakumchild,yonderbabyjustabletowalk,andIwillengagethatitshallneverwonder。
Now,besidesverymanybabiesjustabletowalk,therehappenedtobeinCoketownaconsiderablepopulationofbabieswhohadbeenwalkingagainsttimetowardstheinfiniteworld,twenty,thirty,forty,fiftyyearsandmore。Theseportentousinfantsbeingalarmingcreaturestostalkaboutinanyhumansociety,theeighteendenominationsincessantlyscratchedoneanother\'sfacesandpulledoneanother\'shairbywayofagreeingonthestepstobetakenfortheirimprovement-whichtheyneverdid;asurprisingcircumstance,whenthehappyadaptationofthemeanstotheendisconsidered。Still,althoughtheydifferedineveryotherparticular,conceivableandinconceivableespeciallyinconceivable,theywereprettywellunitedonthepointthattheseunluckyinfantswerenevertowonder。Bodynumberone,saidtheymusttakeeverythingontrust。Bodynumbertwo,saidtheymusttakeeverythingonpoliticaleconomy。Bodynumberthree,wroteleadenlittlebooksforthem,showinghowthegoodgrown-upbabyinvariablygottotheSavings-bank,andthebadgrown-upbabyinvariablygottransported。Bodynumberfour,underdrearypretencesofbeingdrollwhenitwasverymelancholyindeed,madetheshallowestpretencesofconcealingpitfallsofknowledge,intowhichitwasthedutyofthesebabiestobesmuggledandinveigled。
But,allthebodiesagreedthattheywerenevertowonder。
TherewasalibraryinCoketown,towhichgeneralaccesswaseasy。
Mr。Gradgrindgreatlytormentedhismindaboutwhatthepeoplereadinthislibrary:apointwhereonlittleriversoftabularstatementsperiodicallyflowedintothehowlingoceanoftabularstatements,whichnodiverevergottoanydepthinandcameupsane。Itwasadishearteningcircumstance,butamelancholyfact,thateventhesereaderspersistedinwondering。Theywonderedabouthumannature,humanpassions,humanhopesandfears,thestruggles,triumphsanddefeats,thecaresandjoysandsorrows,thelivesanddeathsofcommonmenandwomen!Theysometimes,afterfifteenhours\'work,satdowntoreadmerefablesaboutmenandwomen,moreorlesslikethemselves,andaboutchildren,moreorlessliketheirown。TheytookDeFoetotheirbosoms,insteadofEuclid,andseemedtobeonthewholemorecomfortedbyGoldsmiththanbyCocker。Mr。Gradgrindwasforeverworking,inprintandoutofprint,atthiseccentricsum,andhenevercouldmakeouthowityieldedthisunaccountableproduct。
\'Iamsickofmylife,Loo。I,hateitaltogether,andIhateeverybodyexceptyou,\'saidtheunnaturalyoungThomasGradgrindinthehair-cuttingchamberattwilight。
\'Youdon\'thateSissy,Tom?\'
\'IhatetobeobligedtocallherJupe。Andshehatesme,\'saidTom,moodily。
\'No,shedoesnot,Tom,Iamsure!\'
\'Shemust,\'saidTom。\'Shemustjusthateanddetestthewholeset-outofus。They\'llbotherherheadoff,Ithink,beforetheyhavedonewithher。Alreadyshe\'sgettingaspaleaswax,andasheavyas-Iam。\'
YoungThomasexpressedthesesentimentssittingastrideofachairbeforethefire,withhisarmsontheback,andhissulkyfaceonhisarms。Hissistersatinthedarkercornerbythefireside,nowlookingathim,nowlookingatthebrightsparksastheydroppeduponthehearth。
\'Astome,\'saidTom,tumblinghishairallmannerofwayswithhissulkyhands,\'IamaDonkey,that\'swhatIam。Iamasobstinateasone,Iammorestupidthanone,Igetasmuchpleasureasone,andIshouldliketokicklikeone。\'
\'Notme,Ihope,Tom?\'
\'No,Loo;Iwouldn\'thurtyou。Imadeanexceptionofyouatfirst。Idon\'tknowwhatthis-jollyold-JaundicedJail,\'Tomhadpausedtofindasufficientlycomplimentaryandexpressivenamefortheparentalroof,andseemedtorelievehismindforamomentbythestrongalliterationofthisone,\'wouldbewithoutyou。\'
\'Indeed,Tom?Doyoureallyandtrulysayso?\'
\'Why,ofcourseIdo。What\'stheuseoftalkingaboutit!\'
returnedTom,chafinghisfaceonhiscoat-sleeve,asiftomortifyhisflesh,andhaveitinunisonwithhisspirit。
\'Because,Tom,\'saidhissister,aftersilentlywatchingthesparksawhile,\'asIgetolder,andnearergrowingup,Ioftensitwonderinghere,andthinkhowunfortunateitisformethatIcan\'treconcileyoutohomebetterthanIamabletodo。Idon\'tknowwhatothergirlsknow。Ican\'tplaytoyou,orsingtoyou。I
can\'ttalktoyousoastolightenyourmind,forIneverseeanyamusingsightsorreadanyamusingbooksthatitwouldbeapleasureorarelieftoyoutotalkabout,whenyouaretired。\'
\'Well,nomoredoI。Iamasbadasyouinthatrespect;andIamaMuletoo,whichyou\'renot。IffatherwasdeterminedtomakemeeitheraPrigoraMule,andIamnotaPrig,why,itstandstoreason,ImustbeaMule。AndsoIam,\'saidTom,desperately。
\'It\'sagreatpity,\'saidLouisa,afteranotherpause,andspeakingthoughtfullyoutofherdarkcorner:\'it\'sagreatpity,Tom。
It\'sveryunfortunateforbothofus。\'
\'Oh!You,\'saidTom;\'youareagirl,Loo,andagirlcomesoutofitbetterthanaboydoes。Idon\'tmissanythinginyou。YouaretheonlypleasureIhave-youcanbrighteneventhisplace-andyoucanalwaysleadmeasyoulike。\'
\'Youareadearbrother,Tom;andwhileyouthinkIcandosuchthings,Idon\'tsomuchmindknowingbetter。ThoughIdoknowbetter,Tom,andamverysorryforit。\'Shecameandkissedhim,andwentbackintohercorneragain。
\'IwishIcouldcollectalltheFactswehearsomuchabout,\'saidTom,spitefullysettinghisteeth,\'andalltheFigures,andallthepeoplewhofoundthemout:andIwishIcouldputathousandbarrelsofgunpowderunderthem,andblowthemalluptogether!
However,whenIgotolivewitholdBounderby,I\'llhavemyrevenge。\'
\'Yourrevenge,Tom?\'
\'Imean,I\'llenjoymyselfalittle,andgoaboutandseesomething,andhearsomething。I\'llrecompensemyselfforthewayinwhichIhavebeenbroughtup。\'
\'Butdon\'tdisappointyourselfbeforehand,Tom。Mr。Bounderbythinksasfatherthinks,andisagreatdealrougher,andnothalfsokind。\'
\'Oh!\'saidTom,laughing;\'Idon\'tmindthat。IshallverywellknowhowtomanageandsmootholdBounderby!\'
Theirshadowsweredefineduponthewall,butthoseofthehighpressesintheroomwereallblendedtogetheronthewallandontheceiling,asifthebrotherandsisterwereoverhungbyadarkcavern。Or,afancifulimagination-ifsuchtreasoncouldhavebeenthere-mighthavemadeitouttobetheshadowoftheirsubject,andofitsloweringassociationwiththeirfuture。
\'Whatisyourgreatmodeofsmoothingandmanaging,Tom?Isitasecret?\'
\'Oh!\'saidTom,\'ifitisasecret,it\'snotfaroff。It\'syou。
Youarehislittlepet,youarehisfavourite;he\'lldoanythingforyou。WhenhesaystomewhatIdon\'tlike,Ishallsaytohim,\"MysisterLoowillbehurtanddisappointed,Mr。Bounderby。Shealwaysusedtotellmeshewassureyouwouldbeeasierwithmethanthis。\"That\'llbringhimabout,ornothingwill。\'
Afterwaitingforsomeansweringremark,andgettingnone,Tomwearilyrelapsedintothepresenttime,andtwinedhimselfyawningroundandabouttherailsofhischair,andrumpledhisheadmoreandmore,untilhesuddenlylookedup,andasked:
\'Haveyougonetosleep,Loo?\'
\'No,Tom。Iamlookingatthefire。\'
\'YouseemtofindmoretolookatinitthaneverIcouldfind,\'
saidTom。\'Anotheroftheadvantages,Isuppose,ofbeingagirl。\'
\'Tom,\'enquiredhissister,slowly,andinacurioustone,asifshewerereadingwhatsheaskedinthefire,anditwasnotquiteplainlywrittenthere,\'doyoulookforwardwithanysatisfactiontothischangetoMr。Bounderby\'s?\'
\'Why,there\'sonethingtobesaidofit,\'returnedTom,pushinghischairfromhim,andstandingup;\'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。\'
\'Thereisonethingtobesaidofit,\'Louisarepeatedinherformercurioustone;\'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。Yes。\'
\'NotbutwhatIshallbeveryunwilling,bothtoleaveyou,Loo,andtoleaveyouhere。ButImustgo,youknow,whetherIlikeitornot;andIhadbettergowhereIcantakewithmesomeadvantageofyourinfluence,thanwhereIshouldloseitaltogether。Don\'tyousee?\'
\'Yes,Tom。\'
Theanswerwassolongincoming,thoughtherewasnoindecisioninit,thatTomwentandleanedonthebackofherchair,tocontemplatethefirewhichsoengrossedher,fromherpointofview,andseewhathecouldmakeofit。
\'Exceptthatitisafire,\'saidTom,\'itlookstomeasstupidandblankaseverythingelselooks。Whatdoyouseeinit?Notacircus?\'
\'Idon\'tseeanythinginit,Tom,particularly。ButsinceIhavebeenlookingatit,Ihavebeenwonderingaboutyouandme,grownup。\'
\'Wonderingagain!\'saidTom。
\'Ihavesuchunmanageablethoughts,\'returnedhissister,\'thattheywillwonder。\'
\'ThenIbegofyou,Louisa,\'saidMrs。Gradgrind,whohadopenedthedoorwithoutbeingheard,\'todonothingofthatdescription,forgoodness\'sake,youinconsiderategirl,orIshallneverhearthelastofitfromyourfather。And,Thomas,itisreallyshameful,withmypoorheadcontinuallywearingmeout,thataboybroughtupasyouhavebeen,andwhoseeducationhascostwhatyourshas,shouldbefoundencouraginghissistertowonder,whenheknowshisfatherhasexpresslysaidthatsheisnottodoit。\'
LouisadeniedTom\'sparticipationintheoffence;buthermotherstoppedherwiththeconclusiveanswer,\'Louisa,don\'ttellme,inmystateofhealth;forunlessyouhadbeenencouraged,itismorallyandphysicallyimpossiblethatyoucouldhavedoneit。\'
\'Iwasencouragedbynothing,mother,butbylookingattheredsparksdroppingoutofthefire,andwhiteninganddying。Itmademethink,afterall,howshortmylifewouldbe,andhowlittleI
couldhopetodoinit。\'
\'Nonsense!\'saidMrs。Gradgrind,renderedalmostenergetic。
\'Nonsense!Don\'tstandthereandtellmesuchstuff,Louisa,tomyface,whenyouknowverywellthatifitwasevertoreachyourfather\'searsIshouldneverhearthelastofit。Afterallthetroublethathasbeentakenwithyou!Afterthelecturesyouhaveattended,andtheexperimentsyouhaveseen!AfterIhaveheardyoumyself,whenthewholeofmyrightsidehasbeenbenumbed,goingonwithyourmasteraboutcombustion,andcalcination,andcalorification,andImaysayeverykindofationthatcoulddriveapoorinvaliddistracted,tohearyoutalkinginthisabsurdwayaboutsparksandashes!Iwish,\'whimperedMrs。Gradgrind,takingachair,anddischargingherstrongestpointbeforesuccumbingunderthesemereshadowsoffacts,\'yes,IreallydowishthatI
hadneverhadafamily,andthenyouwouldhaveknownwhatitwastodowithoutme!\'
CHAPTERIX-SISSY\'SPROGRESS
SISSYJUPEhadnotaneasytimeofit,betweenMr。M\'ChoakumchildandMrs。Gradgrind,andwasnotwithoutstrongimpulses,inthefirstmonthsofherprobation,torunaway。Ithailedfactsalldaylongsoveryhard,andlifeingeneralwasopenedtoherassuchacloselyruledciphering-book,thatassuredlyshewouldhaverunaway,butforonlyonerestraint。
Itislamentabletothinkof;butthisrestraintwastheresultofnoarithmeticalprocess,wasself-imposedindefianceofallcalculation,andwentdeadagainstanytableofprobabilitiesthatanyActuarywouldhavedrawnupfromthepremises。Thegirlbelievedthatherfatherhadnotdesertedher;shelivedinthehopethathewouldcomeback,andinthefaiththathewouldbemadethehappierbyherremainingwhereshewas。
ThewretchedignorancewithwhichJupeclungtothisconsolation,rejectingthesuperiorcomfortofknowing,onasoundarithmeticalbasis,thatherfatherwasanunnaturalvagabond,filledMr。
Gradgrindwithpity。Yet,whatwastobedone?M\'Choakumchildreportedthatshehadaverydenseheadforfigures;that,oncepossessedwithageneralideaoftheglobe,shetookthesmallestconceivableinterestinitsexactmeasurements;thatshewasextremelyslowintheacquisitionofdates,unlesssomepitifulincidenthappenedtobeconnectedtherewith;thatshewouldburstintotearsonbeingrequiredbythementalprocessimmediatelytonamethecostoftwohundredandforty-sevenmuslincapsatfourteen-pencehalfpenny;thatshewasaslowdown,intheschool,aslowcouldbe;thataftereightweeksofinductionintotheelementsofPoliticalEconomy,shehadonlyyesterdaybeensetrightbyaprattlerthreefeethigh,forreturningtothequestion,\'Whatisthefirstprincipleofthisscience?\'theabsurdanswer,\'TodountoothersasIwouldthattheyshoulddountome。\'
Mr。Gradgrindobserved,shakinghishead,thatallthiswasverybad;thatitshowedthenecessityofinfinitegrindingatthemillofknowledge,aspersystem,schedule,bluebook,report,andtabularstatementsAtoZ;andthatJupe\'mustbekepttoit。\'SoJupewaskepttoit,andbecamelow-spirited,butnowiser。
\'Itwouldbeafinethingtobeyou,MissLouisa!\'shesaid,onenight,whenLouisahadendeavouredtomakeherperplexitiesfornextdaysomethingclearertoher。
\'Doyouthinkso?\'
\'Ishouldknowsomuch,MissLouisa。Allthatisdifficulttomenow,wouldbesoeasythen。\'
\'Youmightnotbethebetterforit,Sissy。\'
Sissysubmitted,afteralittlehesitation,\'Ishouldnotbetheworse,MissLouisa。\'TowhichMissLouisaanswered,\'Idon\'tknowthat。\'
Therehadbeensolittlecommunicationbetweenthesetwo-bothbecauselifeatStoneLodgewentmonotonouslyroundlikeapieceofmachinerywhichdiscouragedhumaninterference,andbecauseoftheprohibitionrelativetoSissy\'spastcareer-thattheywerestillalmoststrangers。Sissy,withherdarkeyeswonderinglydirectedtoLouisa\'sface,wasuncertainwhethertosaymoreortoremainsilent。
\'Youaremoreusefultomymother,andmorepleasantwithherthanIcaneverbe,\'Louisaresumed。\'Youarepleasantertoyourself,thanIamtomyself。\'
\'But,ifyouplease,MissLouisa,\'Sissypleaded,\'Iam-Osostupid!\'
Louisa,withabrighterlaughthanusual,toldhershewouldbewiserby-and-by。
\'Youdon\'tknow,\'saidSissy,halfcrying,\'whatastupidgirlI
am。AllthroughschoolhoursImakemistakes。Mr。andMrs。
M\'Choakumchildcallmeup,overandoveragain,regularlytomakemistakes。Ican\'thelpthem。Theyseemtocomenaturaltome。\'
\'Mr。andMrs。M\'Choakumchildnevermakeanymistakesthemselves,I
suppose,Sissy?\'
\'Ono!\'sheeagerlyreturned。\'Theyknoweverything。\'
\'Tellmesomeofyourmistakes。\'
\'Iamalmostashamed,\'saidSissy,withreluctance。\'Butto-day,forinstance,Mr。M\'ChoakumchildwasexplainingtousaboutNaturalProsperity。\'
\'National,Ithinkitmusthavebeen,\'observedLouisa。
\'Yes,itwas-Butisn\'titthesame?\'shetimidlyasked。
\'Youhadbettersay,National,ashesaidso,\'returnedLouisa,withherdryreserve。
\'NationalProsperity。Andhesaid,Now,thisschoolroomisaNation。Andinthisnation,therearefiftymillionsofmoney。
Isn\'tthisaprosperousnation?Girlnumbertwenty,isn\'tthisaprosperousnation,anda\'n\'tyouinathrivingstate?\'
\'Whatdidyousay?\'askedLouisa。
\'MissLouisa,IsaidIdidn\'tknow。IthoughtIcouldn\'tknowwhetheritwasaprosperousnationornot,andwhetherIwasinathrivingstateornot,unlessIknewwhohadgotthemoney,andwhetheranyofitwasmine。Butthathadnothingtodowithit。
Itwasnotinthefiguresatall,\'saidSissy,wipinghereyes。
\'Thatwasagreatmistakeofyours,\'observedLouisa。
\'Yes,MissLouisa,Iknowitwas,now。ThenMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeagain。Andhesaid,Thisschoolroomisanimmensetown,andinitthereareamillionofinhabitants,andonlyfive-and-twentyarestarvedtodeathinthestreets,inthecourseofayear。Whatisyourremarkonthatproportion?Andmyremarkwas-forIcouldn\'tthinkofabetterone-thatIthoughtitmustbejustasharduponthosewhowerestarved,whethertheotherswereamillion,oramillionmillion。Andthatwaswrong,too。\'
\'Ofcourseitwas。\'
\'ThenMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeoncemore。Andhesaid,Herearethestutterings-\'
\'Statistics,\'saidLouisa。
\'Yes,MissLouisa-theyalwaysremindmeofstutterings,andthat\'sanotherofmymistakes-ofaccidentsuponthesea。AndI
findMr。M\'Choakumchildsaidthatinagiventimeahundredthousandpersonswenttoseaonlongvoyages,andonlyfivehundredofthemweredrownedorburnttodeath。Whatisthepercentage?
AndIsaid,Miss;\'hereSissyfairlysobbedasconfessingwithextremecontritiontohergreatesterror;\'Isaiditwasnothing。\'
\'Nothing,Sissy?\'
\'Nothing,Miss-totherelationsandfriendsofthepeoplewhowerekilled。Ishallneverlearn,\'saidSissy。\'Andtheworstofallis,thatalthoughmypoorfatherwishedmesomuchtolearn,andalthoughIamsoanxioustolearn,becausehewishedmeto,I
amafraidIdon\'tlikeit。\'
Louisastoodlookingattheprettymodesthead,asitdroopedabashedbeforeher,untilitwasraisedagaintoglanceatherface。Thensheasked:
\'Didyourfatherknowsomuchhimself,thathewishedyoutobewelltaughttoo,Sissy?\'
Sissyhesitatedbeforereplying,andsoplainlyshowedhersensethattheywereenteringonforbiddenground,thatLouisaadded,\'Noonehearsus;andifanyonedid,Iamsurenoharmcouldbefoundinsuchaninnocentquestion。\'
\'No,MissLouisa,\'answeredSissy,uponthisencouragement,shakingherhead;\'fatherknowsverylittleindeed。It\'sasmuchashecandotowrite;andit\'smorethanpeopleingeneralcandotoreadhiswriting。Thoughit\'splaintome。\'
\'Yourmother!\'
\'Fathersaysshewasquiteascholar。ShediedwhenIwasborn。
Shewas;\'Sissymadetheterriblecommunicationnervously;\'shewasadancer。\'
\'Didyourfatherloveher?\'Louisaaskedthesequestionswithastrong,wild,wanderinginterestpeculiartoher;aninterestgoneastraylikeabanishedcreature,andhidinginsolitaryplaces。
\'Oyes!Asdearlyashelovesme。Fatherlovedme,first,forhersake。HecarriedmeaboutwithhimwhenIwasquiteababy。Wehaveneverbeenasunderfromthattime。\'
\'Yetheleavesyounow,Sissy?\'
\'Onlyformygood。NobodyunderstandshimasIdo;nobodyknowshimasIdo。Whenheleftmeformygood-heneverwouldhaveleftmeforhisown-Iknowhewasalmostbroken-heartedwiththetrial。Hewillnotbehappyforasingleminute,tillhecomesback。\'
\'Tellmemoreabouthim,\'saidLouisa,\'Iwillneveraskyouagain。
Wheredidyoulive?\'
\'Wetravelledaboutthecountry,andhadnofixedplacetolivein。
Father\'sa;\'Sissywhisperedtheawfulword,\'aclown。\'
\'Tomakethepeoplelaugh?\'saidLouisa,withanodofintelligence。
\'Yes。Buttheywouldn\'tlaughsometimes,andthenfathercried。
Lately,theyveryoftenwouldn\'tlaugh,andheusedtocomehomedespairing。Father\'snotlikemost。Thosewhodidn\'tknowhimaswellasIdo,anddidn\'tlovehimasdearlyasIdo,mightbelievehewasnotquiteright。Sometimestheyplayedtricksuponhim;buttheyneverknewhowhefeltthem,andshrunkup,whenhewasalonewithme。Hewasfar,fartimiderthantheythought!\'
\'Andyouwerehiscomfortthrougheverything?\'
Shenodded,withthetearsrollingdownherface。\'Ihopeso,andfathersaidIwas。Itwasbecausehegrewsoscaredandtrembling,andbecausehefelthimselftobeapoor,weak,ignorant,helplessmanthoseusedtobehiswords,thathewantedmesomuchtoknowagreatdeal,andbedifferentfromhim。Iusedtoreadtohimtocheerhiscourage,andhewasveryfondofthat。Theywerewrongbooks-Iamnevertospeakofthemhere-butwedidn\'tknowtherewasanyharminthem。\'
\'Andhelikedthem?\'saidLouisa,withasearchinggazeonSissyallthistime。
\'Overymuch!Theykepthim,manytimes,fromwhatdidhimrealharm。Andoftenandoftenofanight,heusedtoforgetallhistroublesinwonderingwhethertheSultanwouldlettheladygoonwiththestory,orwouldhaveherheadcutoffbeforeitwasfinished。\'
\'Andyourfatherwasalwayskind?Tothelast?\'askedLouisacontraveningthegreatprinciple,andwonderingverymuch。
\'Always,always!\'returnedSissy,claspingherhands。\'KinderandkinderthanIcantell。Hewasangryonlyonenight,andthatwasnottome,butMerrylegs。Merrylegs;\'shewhisperedtheawfulfact;\'ishisperformingdog。\'
\'Whywasheangrywiththedog?\'Louisademanded。
\'Father,soonaftertheycamehomefromperforming,toldMerrylegstojumpuponthebacksofthetwochairsandstandacrossthem-
whichisoneofhistricks。Helookedatfather,anddidn\'tdoitatonce。Everythingoffather\'shadgonewrongthatnight,andhehadn\'tpleasedthepublicatall。Hecriedoutthattheverydogknewhewasfailing,andhadnocompassiononhim。Thenhebeatthedog,andIwasfrightened,andsaid,\"Father,father!Praydon\'thurtthecreaturewhoissofondofyou!OHeavenforgiveyou,father,stop!\"Andhestopped,andthedogwasbloody,andfatherlaydowncryingonthefloorwiththedoginhisarms,andthedoglickedhisface。\'
Louisasawthatshewassobbing;andgoingtoher,kissedher,tookherhand,andsatdownbesideher。
\'Finishbytellingmehowyourfatherleftyou,Sissy。NowthatI
haveaskedyousomuch,tellmetheend。Theblame,ifthereisanyblame,ismine,notyours。\'
\'DearMissLouisa,\'saidSissy,coveringhereyes,andsobbingyet;
\'Icamehomefromtheschoolthatafternoon,andfoundpoorfatherjustcomehometoo,fromthebooth。Andhesatrockinghimselfoverthefire,asifhewasinpain。AndIsaid,\"Haveyouhurtyourself,father?\"ashedidsometimes,liketheyalldid,andhesaid,\"Alittle,mydarling。\"AndwhenIcametostoopdownandlookupathisface,Isawthathewascrying。ThemoreIspoketohim,themorehehidhisface;andatfirstheshookallover,andsaidnothingbut\"Mydarling;\"and\"Mylove!\"\'
HereTomcameloungingin,andstaredatthetwowithacoolnessnotparticularlysavouringofinterestinanythingbuthimself,andnotmuchofthatatpresent。
\'IamaskingSissyafewquestions,Tom,\'observedhissister。
\'Youhavenooccasiontogoaway;butdon\'tinterruptusforamoment,Tomdear。\'
\'Oh!verywell!\'returnedTom。\'OnlyfatherhasbroughtoldBounderbyhome,andIwantyoutocomeintothedrawing-room。
Becauseifyoucome,there\'sagoodchanceofoldBounderby\'saskingmetodinner;andifyoudon\'t,there\'snone。\'
\'I\'llcomedirectly。\'
\'I\'llwaitforyou,\'saidTom,\'tomakesure。\'
Sissyresumedinalowervoice。\'Atlastpoorfathersaidthathehadgivennosatisfactionagain,andneverdidgiveanysatisfactionnow,andthathewasashameanddisgrace,andI
shouldhavedonebetterwithouthimallalong。Isaidalltheaffectionatethingstohimthatcameintomyheart,andpresentlyhewasquietandIsatdownbyhim,andtoldhimallabouttheschoolandeverythingthathadbeensaidanddonethere。WhenI
hadnomorelefttotell,heputhisarmsroundmyneck,andkissedmeagreatmanytimes。Thenheaskedmetofetchsomeofthestuffheused,forthelittlehurthehadhad,andtogetitatthebestplace,whichwasattheotherendoftownfromthere;andthen,afterkissingmeagain,heletmego。WhenIhadgonedown-stairs,IturnedbackthatImightbealittlebitmorecompanytohimyet,andlookedinatthedoor,andsaid,\"Fatherdear,shallItakeMerrylegs?\"Fathershookhisheadandsaid,\"No,Sissy,no;takenothingthat\'sknowntobemine,mydarling;\"andIlefthimsittingbythefire。Thenthethoughtmusthavecomeuponhim,poor,poorfather!ofgoingawaytotrysomethingformysake;forwhenIcameback,hewasgone。\'
\'Isay!LooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!\'Tomremonstrated。
\'There\'snomoretotell,MissLouisa。Ikeepthenineoilsreadyforhim,andIknowhewillcomeback。EveryletterthatIseeinMr。Gradgrind\'shandtakesmybreathawayandblindsmyeyes,forI
thinkitcomesfromfather,orfromMr。Slearyaboutfather。Mr。
Slearypromisedtowriteassoonaseverfathershouldbeheardof,andItrusttohimtokeephisword。\'
\'DolooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!\'saidTom,withanimpatientwhistle。\'He\'llbeoffifyoudon\'tlooksharp!\'
Afterthis,wheneverSissydroppedacurtseytoMr。Gradgrindinthepresenceofhisfamily,andsaidinafalteringway,\'Ibegyourpardon,sir,forbeingtroublesome-but-haveyouhadanyletteryetaboutme?\'Louisawouldsuspendtheoccupationofthemoment,whateveritwas,andlookforthereplyasearnestlyasSissydid。AndwhenMr。Gradgrindregularlyanswered,\'No,Jupe,nothingofthesort,\'thetremblingofSissy\'slipwouldberepeatedinLouisa\'sface,andhereyeswouldfollowSissywithcompassiontothedoor。Mr。Gradgrindusuallyimprovedtheseoccasionsbyremarking,whenshewasgone,thatifJupehadbeenproperlytrainedfromanearlyageshewouldhaveremonstratedtoherselfonsoundprinciplesthebaselessnessofthesefantastichopes。Yetitdidseemthoughnottohim,forhesawnothingofitasiffantastichopecouldtakeasstrongaholdasFact。
Thisobservationmustbelimitedexclusivelytohisdaughter。AstoTom,hewasbecomingthatnotunprecedentedtriumphofcalculationwhichisusuallyatworkonnumberone。AstoMrs。
Gradgrind,ifshesaidanythingonthesubject,shewouldcomealittlewayoutofherwrappers,likeafemininedormouse,andsay:
\'Goodgraciousblessme,howmypoorheadisvexedandworriedbythatgirlJupe\'ssoperseveringlyasking,overandoveragain,abouthertiresomeletters!UponmywordandhonourIseemtobefated,anddestined,andordained,toliveinthemidstofthingsthatIamnevertohearthelastof。ItreallyisamostextraordinarycircumstancethatitappearsasifIneverwastohearthelastofanything!\'
Ataboutthispoint,Mr。Gradgrind\'seyewouldfalluponher;andundertheinfluenceofthatwintrypieceoffact,shewouldbecometorpidagain。