Hehalted,withahandheldoutoverherarm,andshepausedaswell,inareluctant,tentativeway。\"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"sheremarked,blankly。
\"Letmeputitinthisway,\"hebegan,knittinghisbrows,andmarshallingthethoughtsandphraseswithwhichhismindhadbeenbusy。\"Thisisthequestion。
Youweresayingthatyouweren\'taskedtojoinmyBoard。
YouexplainedinthatwayhowIcoulddothingsforPlowden,andcouldn\'tdothemforyou。Oh,Iknowitwasajoke——butithaditsmeaning——atleasttome。NowIwanttoaskyou——ifIdecidetoformanotherCompany,averysmallandparticularCompany——ifIshoulddecidetoformit,Isay——couldIcometoyouandaskyoutojoinTHATBoard?
OfcourseIcouldask——butwhatImeanis——well,IguessyouknowwhatImean。\"
Themetaphorhadseemedtohimamostingeniousandsatisfactoryvehicleforhispurpose,andithadbrokendownunderhimamidevidencesofconfusionwhichhecouldnotaccountfor。Allatoncehissenseofphysicalascendancyhadmeltedaway——disappeared。HelookedatLadyCressageforaninstant,andknewtherewassomethingshufflingandnervelessinthewayhisglancethenshiftedtothedimmountainchainbeyond。Hisheartflutteredsurprisinglyinsidehisbreast,duringthesilencewhichensued。
\"Surelyyoumusthavesaideverythingnowthatyouwishedtosay,\"sheobservedatlast。Shehadbeenstudyingintentlythetroddensnowatherfeet,anddidnotevennowlookup。Theconstraintofhermanner,andacertainpleadinghesitationinherwords,beganatoncetorestorehisself-command。\"Donottalkofitanyfurther,Ibegofyou,\"shewenton。
\"We——wehavebeenlaggingbehindunconscionably。
Ifyouwishtopleaseme,letushurryforwardnow。
Andplease!——nomoretalkatall!\"
\"Butjustaword——you\'renotangry?\"
Sheshookherheadveryslightly。
\"AndyoudoknowthatI\'myourfriend——yoursolid,twenty-four-caratfriend?\"
Afteramoment\'spause,shemadeanswer,almostinawhisper——\"Yes——bemyfriend——ifitamusesyou,\"——andledthewaywithprecipitatestepsdownthewindingroad。
CHAPTERXIII
TWOdayslater,ThorpeandhisyoungpeopletookanearlymorningtrainforGeneva——homewardbound。
Itwasentirelyeasytoaccepttheiruncle\'sdeclarationthaturgentbusinesssummonedhimtoLondon,yetJuliaandAlfred,whentheychancedtoexchangeglancesaftertheannouncement,readineachother\'seyestheformlessimpressionthattherewereotherthingsbesidebusiness。
Theiruncle,theyrealized,mustbeconcernedinlargeandprobablyventuresomeenterprises;butitdidnotfitwiththeirconceptionofhischaracterthatcommercialanxietiesshouldpossessthepowertoupsethim。
Andupsetheundeniablywas。
Theytracedhisdisturbance,inageneralway,tothemorningfollowingtheexcursionuptoGlionandCaux。
Hetoldthemthenthathehadsleptverybadly,andthattheymust\"counthimout\"oftheirplansfortheday。
HecontinuedtobecountedoutofwhatremainedoftheirstayatTerritet。Heprofessednottobeill,buthewasrestlessandpreoccupied。Heatelittle,butsmokedcontinuously,anddrankspiritsagooddeal,whichtheyhadnotseenhimdobefore。Nothingwouldinducehimtogoouteitherday。
Strangelyenough,thisdisturbanceoftheiruncle\'sequanimitysynchronizedwithanapparentchangeintheattitudeoftheirnewfriendsonthefloorbelow。
Thischangewas,indeed,moreapparentthandefinable。
Theladieswere,tothenicestscrutiny,askindlyandaffableasever,butthesenseofcomradeshiphadsomehowvanished。Insensibly,thetwopartieshadceasedtohaveimpulsesandtastesincommon。
Therewerenomoretripstogether——nomorefortuitousluncheonsorformaldinnersasagroup。
Theyoungpeoplelookedupatthefrontofthebighotelonthismorningofdeparture,aftertheyhadclamberedoverthedriftsintothesnow-bedeckedtrain,andopenedthewindowoftheircompartment。TheymadesurethattheycouldidentifythewindowsofMissMadden\'ssuite,andthatthecurtainsweredrawnaside——buttherewasnoothertokenofoccupancydiscernible。Theyhadsaidgood-byetothetwoladiesthepreviousevening,ofcourse——itlingeredintheirmindsasaratherperfunctoryceremony——butthishadnotpreventedtheirhopingforanotherfarewellglimpseoftheirfriends。Noonecametowaveahandfromthebalcony,however,andtheyoungsterslookedsomewhatdubiouslyateachotherasthetrainmoved。
Thenintuitivelytheyglancedtowardtheiruncle——andperceivedthathehadhishatpulledoverhiseyes,andwasstaringwithakindofmoodyscowlatthelakeopposite。
\"Fortunately,itisaclearday,\"saidJulia。\"WeshallseeMontBlanc。\"
Hervoiceseemedtohaveahollowandunnaturalsoundinherownears。Neitherherunclenorherbrotheransweredher。
Atbreakfast,meanwhile,intheapartmenttowardwhichtheyoungpeoplehadturnedtheirfarewellgazeinvain,MissMaddensippedhercoffeethoughtfullywhileshereadaletterspreaduponthetablebesideher。
\"It\'sastheysaid,\"sheobserved。\"Youarenotallowedtodriveinthemountainswithyourownhorsesandcarriage。
ThatseemsratherquaintforamodelRepublic——doesn\'tit?\"
\"Idaresaythey\'requiteright,\"LadyCressagereplied,listlessly。\"It\'sintheinterestofsafety。
Peoplewhodonotknowthemountainswouldsimplygoandgetkilledinavalanchesandhurricanes——andallthat。
IsupposethatiswhattheGovernmentwishestoprevent。\"
\"Andyou\'reonthesideoftheGovernment,\"saidtheother,withatwinkleinherbrowneyes。\"Trulynow——youhatedthewholeideaofdrivingovertheSimplon。\"
LadyCressageliftedherbrowsinwhimsicalassentasshenodded。
\"ButdoyoulikethisRussianplananybetter?\"
demandedCelia。\"Iwishforonceyouwouldbeabsolutelycandidandopenwithme——andletmeknowtotheuttermostjustwhatyouthink。\"\"\'Foronce\'?\"queriedtheother。
Hertonewasplacidenough,butsheallowedthesignificanceofthequotationtobemarked。
\"Oh,Ineverwhollyknowwhatyou\'rethinking,\"
MissMaddendeclared。Sheputonasmiletoalleviatetheforceofherremarks。\"Itisnotyoualone——Edith。Don\'tthinkthat!Butitisingrainedinyourcountry-women。
Youcan\'thelpit。It\'sinyourbloodtokeepthingsback。
I\'vemetnumbersofEnglishladieswho,I\'mreadytobelieve,wouldbeincapableoftellinganuntruth。
ButI\'venevermetoneofwhomIcouldbesurethatshewouldtellmethewholetruth。Don\'tyouseethiscaseinpoint,\"shepursued,withalittlelaugh,\"IcouldnotdragitoutofyouthatyoudislikedtheSimplonidea,solongastherewasachanceofourgoing。Immediatelywefindthatwecan\'tgo,youadmitthatyouhatedit。\"
\"Butyouwantedtogo,\"objectedLadyCressage,quietly。
\"Thatwastheimportantthing。WhatIwantedordidnotwanthadnothingtodowiththematter。\"
Celia\'sfacecloudedmomentarily。\"ThosearenotthekindofthingsIliketohearyousay,\"sheexclaimed,withacertainvigour。\"Theyputeverythinginquiteafalselight。IameverywhitasanxiousthatyoushouldbepleasedasthatIshould。Youknowthatwellenough。
I\'vesaiditathousandtimes——andhaveIeverdoneanythingtodisproveit?ButInevercanfindoutwhatyoudowant——whatreallywillpleaseyou!Youneverwillproposeanything;youneverwillbeentirelyfrankaboutthethingsIpropose。It\'sonlybywatchingyououtofthecornerofmyeyethatIcaneverguesswhetheranythingisaltogethertoyourlikingornot。\"
Thediscussionseemedtobefollowinglinesfamiliartothemboth。\"Thatisonlyanotherwayofsayingwhatyoudiscoveredlongago,\"saidLadyCressage,passively——\"thatIamdeficientintheenthusiasms。
Butoriginallyyouwereoftheopinionthatyouhadenthusiasmsenoughfortwo,andthatmylackofthemwouldredressthebalance,sotospeak。Ithoughtitwasaverylogicalopinionthen,and,frommyownpointofview,Ithinksonow。Butifitdoesnotworkinpractice,atleasttheresponsibilityofdefendingitisnotmine。\"
\"Delightful!\"criedCelia,smilinggaylyassheputdownhercupagain。\"YouaretheonlywomanI\'veeverknownwhowaswortharguingwith。ThemereoperationmakesmefeelasifIweregoingthroughOxford——orpassingthefinalJesuitexaminations。Heavenknows,Iwouldgetupargumentswithyoueveryday,forthepureenjoymentofthething——ifIweren\'teternallyafraidofsayingsomethingthatwouldhurtyourfeelings,andthenyouwouldn\'ttellme,butwouldnursethewoundinsilenceinthedark,andIshouldknowthatsomethingwaswrong,andhavetowatchyouforweekstomakeoutwhatitwas——anditwouldallbetoounhappy。
Butitcomesback,yousee,towhatIsaidbefore。
Youdon\'ttellmethings!\"
Edithsmiledinturn,affectionatelyenough,butwithawistfulreserve。\"Itisaconstitutionaldefect——evennational,accordingtoyou。HowshallIhopetochange,atthislateday?Butwhatisityouwantmetotellyou?——Iforget。\"
\"TheRussianthing。TogotoVienna,wherewegetourpassports,andthentoCracow,andthroughtoKief,whichtheysayisawfullywellworthwhile——andnextMoscow——andsoontoSt。Petersburg,intimetoseetheicebreakup。ItisonlyinwinterthatyouseethecharacteristicRussia:thatonehasalwaysheard。
Withthefursandthesledges,andthethreehorsesgallopingoverthesnow——itseemstomeitmustbethebestthinginEurope——ifyoucancallRussiaEurope。
That\'sthewayitpresentsitselftome——butthenIwasbroughtupinahalf-Arcticclimate,andIlovethatsortofthing——initsproperseason。Itisdifferentwithyou。
InEnglandyoudon\'tknowwhatarealwinteris。
AndsoIhavetomakequitesurethatyouthinkyouwouldliketheRussianexperiment。\"
Theotherlaughedgently。\"ButifIdon\'tknowwhatarealwinteris,howcanItellwhetherIwilllikeitornot?AllIdoknowisthatIamperfectlywillingtogoandfindout。Ohyes——truly——Ishouldlikeverymuchtogo。\"
MissMaddensighedbriefly。\"Allright,\"shesaid,butwithanotableabsenceofconvictioninhertone。
Aspaceofsilenceensued,assheopenedandglancedthroughanothernote,theenvelopeofwhichhadbornenopostmark。
Shepoutedherlipsoverthecontentsofthismissive,andraisedhereyebrowsintokenofsurprise,butasshelaiditdownshelookedwithafranksmileathercompanion。
\"It\'sfromouryoungfriend,\"sheexplained,genially——
\"thepainter-boy——Mr。D\'Aubigny。ItistoremindmeofapromisehesaysImade——thatwhenIcametoLondonheshouldpaintmyportrait。Idon\'tthinkIpromisedanythingofthekind——butIsupposethatisadetail。
It\'sallmyunfortunatehair。Theymusthavegonebythistime——theyweretogoveryearly,weren\'tthey?\"
LadyCressageglancedattheclock。\"Itwas8:40,Ithink——fullyhalfanhourago,\"sheanswered,withapainstakingeffectofindifference。
\"Curiousconglomeration\"——musedtheother。\"Theboyandgirlaresocivilized,andtheiruncleissorudimentary。
I\'mafraidtheyarespoilinghimjustasthemissionariesspoilthenoblesavage。Theyoughttogoawayandleavehimalone。Asabarbarianhewasrathereffective——buttheywillwhitewashhimandgildhimandmakeatamemonstrosityofhim。ButIsupposeit\'sinevitable。
Havingmadehisfortune,itistherulethathemustsetupasagentleman。WedoitmoresimplyinAmerica。
Onegenerationmakesthefortune,andleavesittothenextgenerationtoputonthefrills。Myfather,forexample,neveralteredintheslightestdegreethehabitsheformedwhenhewasapoorworkman。Tothedayofhisdeath,blessedoldman,heremainedwhathehadalwaysbeen——simple,pious,modest,hard-working,kindly,andthrifty——amodelpeasant。Nothingevertemptedhimahair\'s-breadthoutofthepathhehadbeenbredtowalkin。
Butsuchnobilityofmindandtemperwithitall!HeneverdreamedofsuggestingthatIshouldwalkinthesamepath。
FrommyearliestchildhoodIcannotrememberhiseverputtingalimitationuponmethatwasn\'tentirelysensibleandgenerous。Imusthavebeenanextremelytryingdaughter,butheneversaidso;heneverlookedoractedasifhethoughtso——ButIneverstopwhenIbegintalkingofmyfather。\"
\"It\'salwaysverysweettometohearyoutalkofhim,\"
LadyCressageputin。\"Oneknowssofewpeoplewhofeelthatwayabouttheirfathers!\"
Celianoddedgravely,asifinbenevolentcommentuponsomethingthathadbeenleftunsaid。Thesightoftheyoungartist\'snoterecalledherearliersubject。
\"Ofcoursethereisacertaindifference,\"shewenton,carelessly,——\"thisMr。Thorpeisnotatallapeasant,asthephrasegoes。Hestrikesone,sometimes,ashavingbeeneducated。\"
\"Oh,hewasatapublicschool,LordPlowdentellsme,\"
saidtheother,withinterest。\"Andhispeoplewerebooksellers——somewhereinLondon——sothathegotagoodsmatteringofliteratureandallthat。Hecertainlyhasmorerighttosetupasagentlemanthannineoutoftenofthenouveauxrichesoneseesflauntingaboutnowadays。
Andhecantalkverywellindeed——inadirect,practicalsortofway。Idon\'tquitefollowyouabouthisnieceandnephewspoilinghim。Ofcourseonecanseethattheyhavehadagreateffectuponhim。Heseesithimself——andhe\'sveryproudofit。Hetoldmeso,quitefrankly。
Butwhyshouldn\'titbeaniceeffect?\"
\"Oh,Idon\'tknow,\"Celiareplied,idly。\"Itseemedtomethathewasthekindofpiraticalbuccaneerwhooughtn\'ttobeshavedandpolishedandtaughtdrawing-roomtricks——I
feelthatmerelyintheinterestofthefitnessofthings。
Haveyoulookedintohiseyes——Imeanwhenthey\'vegotthatlack-lustreexpression?Youcanseeahundredthousanddeadmeninthem。\"
\"Iknowthelookyoumean,\"saidLadyCressage,inalowvoice。
\"NotthatIassumeheisgoingtokillanybody,\"
pursuedMissMadden,withostensibleindifference,butfixingaglanceofarousedattentionuponhercompanion\'sface,\"orthathehasanycriminalintentionswhatever。Hebehavesverycivillyindeed,andapparentlyhisnieceandnephewidolizehim。Heseemstobethesoulofkindnesstothem。
ItmaybethatI\'maltogetherwrongabouthim——onlyI
knowIhadtheinstinctofalarmwhenIcaughtthatsortofdullglazeinhiseye。ImetanAfricanexplorerayearago,orso,aboutwhoseexpeditionsdarkstoriesweretold,andhehadpreciselythatkindofeye。
Perhapsitwasthisthatputitintomyhead——butIhaveafeelingthatthisThorpeisanexceptionalsortofman,whowouldhavethecapacityinhimforterriblethings,ifthenecessityaroseforthem。\"
\"Iseewhatyoumean,\"theotherrepeated。Shetoyedwiththebread-crumbsaboutherplate,andreflectivelywatchedtheirmanipulationintosquaresandtrianglesasshewenton。\"Butmaythatnotbemerelythevisiblesignofanexceptionallystrongandmasterfulcharacter?
Andisn\'tit,afterall,theresultofcircumstanceswhethersuchacharactermakes,asyouputit,ahundredthousanddeadmen,orenrichesahundredthousandlivesinstead?Weagree,letussay,thatthisMr。Thorpeimpressesusbothasapowerfulsortofpersonality。
Thequestionarises,Howwillheusehispower?Onthatpoint,welookforevidence。Youseeadullglazeinhiseye,andyoudrawhostileconclusionsfromit。Ireplythatitmaymeannomorethanthatheissleepy。But,ontheotherhand,Ibringproofsthatareactivelyinhisfavour。
Heis,asyousay,idolizedbytheonlytwomembersofhisfamilythatwehaveseen——persons,moreover,whohavebeenbroughtupinwaysdifferenttohisown,andwhowouldnotstart,therefore,withprejudicesinhisfavour。
Beyondthat,Iknowoftwocasesinwhichhehasbehaved,orratherundertakentobehave,withreallylavishgenerosity——andinneithercasewasthereanyclaimuponhimofasubstantialnature。Heseemstome,infact,quitetoomuchdisposedtosharehisfortunewithTom,Dick,andHarry——anybodywhoexciteshissympathyorgetsintohisaffections。\"Havingsaidthismuch,LadyCressagesweptthecrumbsasideandlookedup。\"Sonow,\"sheadded,withaflushedsmile,\"sinceyouloveargumentssomuch,howdoyouanswerthat?\"
Celiasmiledback。\"Oh,Idon\'tansweritatall,\"shesaid,andhervoicecarriedakindofquizzicalimplication。
\"Yourproofsoverwhelmme。Iknownothingofhim——andyouknowsomuch!\"
LadyCressageregardedhercompanionwithanovelearnestnessanddirectnessofgaze。\"Ihadalong,longtalkwithhim——theafternoonwecamedownfromGlion。\"
MissMaddenrose,andgoingtothemantellightedacigarette。
Shedidnotreturntothetable,butafterabriefpausecameandtookaneasy-chairbesideherfriend,whoturnedtofaceher。\"MydearEdith,\"shesaid,withgravity,\"Ithinkyouwanttotellmeaboutthattalk——andsoI
begyoutodoso。ButifI\'mmistaken——whythenIbegyoutodonothingofthekind。\"
Theotherthrewoutherhandswithagestureofweariedimpatience,andthenclaspedthemuponherknee。
\"IseemnottoknowwhatIwant!Whatisthegoodoftalkingaboutit?Whatisthegoodofanything?\"
\"Now——now!\"Celia\'sassumptionofamonitor\'stonehadreference,apparently,tosomethingunderstoodbetweenthetwo,forLadyCressagedeferredtoit,andevensummonedtheghostofasmile。
\"Thereisreallynothingtotell,\"shefaltered,hesitatingly——\"
thatis,nothinghappened。Idon\'tknowhowtosayit——thetalkleftmymindinawhirl。Icouldn\'ttellyouwhy。
Itwasnoparticularthingthatwassaid——itseemedtobemorethethingsthatIthoughtofwhilesomethingelsewasbeingtalkedabout——butthewholeexperiencemadeamosttremendousimpressionuponme。I\'vetriedtostraightenitoutinmyownmind,butIcanmakenothingofit。
Thatiswhatdisturbsme,Celia。Nomanhaseverconfusedmeinthissillyfashionbefore。Nothingcouldbemoreidiotic。
I\'msupposedtoholdmyowninconversationwithpeopleof——well,withpeopleofacertainintellectualrank,——butthisman,whoisofhardlyanyintellectualrankatall,andwhorambledonwithoutanyspecialaimthatonecouldsee——hereducedmybraintoasortofporridge。
Isaidthemostextraordinarythingstohim——babblingrubbishwhichaschool-girlwouldbeashamedof。
Howisthattobeaccountedfor?Itrytoreasonitout,butIcan\'t。Canyou?\"
\"Nerves,\"saidMissMadden,judicially。
\"Oh,thatismeaningless,\"theotherdeclared。
\"Anybodycansay\'nerves。\'Ofcourse,allhumanthoughtandactionis\'nerves。\'\"
\"Butyoursisaspecialcaseofnerves,\"Celiapursued,withgentleimperturbability。\"IthinkIcanmakemymeaningcleartoyou——thoughtheparallelisn\'tpreciselyanelegantone。
Thefinestthoroughbreddogintheworld,ifitisbeatenviciouslyandcowedinitsyouth,willalwayshavealatenttaintofnervousness,apprehension,timidity——callitwhatyoulike。Well,itseemstomethere\'ssomethinglikethatinyourcase,Edith。Theyhurtyoutoocruelly,poorgirl。Iwon\'tsayitbrokeyournerve——butitmadeaflawinit。Justasasoldier\'soldwoundacheswhenthere\'sastormintheair——soyouroldhurtdistractsandupsetsyouundercertainpsychologicalconditions。
It\'saratherclumsyexplanation,butIthinkitdoesexplain。\"
\"Perhaps——Idon\'tknow,\"Edithreplied,inatoneofmelancholyreverie。\"Itmakesaverypoorcreatureoutofme,whateveritis。\"
\"Iratherlosepatience,Edith,\"hercompanionadmonishedher,gravely。\"Nobodyhasarighttobesodeficientincourageasyouallowyourselftobe。\"
\"ButI\'mnotacoward,\"theotherprotested。
\"Icouldbeasbraveasanybody——asbraveasyouare——ifachanceweregivenme。Butofwhatuseisbraveryagainstawalltwentyfeethigh?Ican\'tgetoverit。
Ionlywoundandcripplemyselfbytryingtotearitdown,orbreakthroughit——Ohyes,Iknowwhatyousay!Yousaythereisnowall——thatitisallanillusionofmine。
ButunfortunatelyI\'munabletotakethatview。
I\'vebatteredmyselfagainstittoolong——toosorely,Celia!\"
Celiashruggedhershouldersincomment。\"Oh,wewomenallhaveourwalls——ourlimitations——ifitcomestothat,\"
shesaid,withakindofcompassionateimpatienceinhertone。
\"Weareallridiculoustogether——fromthepointofviewofhumanliberty。Thefreewomanisafraud——amyth。
Sheisasemptyanabstractionasthe\'Liberty,Equality,Fraternity\'thattheFrenchputontheirpublicbuildings。
Iusedtohavethemostwonderfulvisionsofwhatindependencewouldmean。IthoughtthatwhenIwasabsolutelymyownmaster,withmymoneyandmycourageandmyfreemind,Iwoulddothingstoastonishallmankind。ButreallythemostIachieveistheoccasionalmildsurpriseofaGermanwaiter。Eventhatpallsononeafteratime。
Andifyouwereindependent,Edith——ifyouhadanyamountofmoney——whatdifferencedoyouthinkitwouldmaketoyou?
Whatcouldyoudothatyoudon\'tdo,orcouldn\'tdo,now?\"
\"Ah,now\"——saidtheother,lookingupwithathinsmile——\"nowisaninterval——anoasis。\"
MissMadden\'slarge,handsome,clear-huedface,habituallysereneinitsexpression,lostsomethingincomposureassheregardedhercompanion。\"Idon\'tknowwhyyoushouldsaythat,\"sheobserved,gentlyenough,butwithaneffectofreproofinhertone。\"Ihaveneverputlimitstotheconnection,inmyownmind——andithadn\'toccurredtomethatyouweredoingsoinyours。\"
\"ButI\'mnot,\"interposedLadyCressage。
\"ThenIunderstandyoulessthanever。Whydoyoutalkaboutan\'interval\'?Whatwastheotherword?——
\'oasis\'——asifthiswereabriefhaltforrefreshmentsandabreathing-spell,andthatpresentlyyoumustwanderforthintothedesertagain。Thatsuggestionisnoneofmine。
Weagreedthatwewouldlivetogether——\'poolourissues,\'
astheysayinAmerica。Iwantedacompanion;sodidyou。
Ihaveneverforaninstantregrettedthearrangement。
SomeofmyownshortcomingsinthematterIhaveregretted。
YouwerethemostbeautifulyoungwomanIhadeverseen,andyouweretalented,andyouseemedtolikeme——andI
promisedmyselfthatIwouldaddcheerfulnessandagayspirittoyourothergifts——andinthatIhavefailedwofully。
You\'renothappy。Iseethatonlytooclearly。\"
\"Iknow——I\'mawearinessandaboretoyou,\"brokeintheother,despondingly。
\"Thatispreciselywhatyou\'renot,\"Celiawenton。
\"Wemustn\'tusewordsofthatsort。Theydon\'tdescribeanythinginourlifeatall。ButIshouldbebetterpleasedwithmyselfifIcouldreallyputmyfingeronwhatitisthatisworryingyou。Evenifwedecidedtobreakupourestablishment,Ihavetoldyouthatyoushouldnotgobacktowhatyouregardaspoverty。
Uponthatscore,Ihadhopedthatyourmindwaseasy。
AsIsay,Ithinkyouattachmoreimportancetomoneythanthosewhohavetesteditspowerswouldagreeto——butthat\'sneitherherenorthere。Youdidnotgetonwellon600poundsayear——andthatisenough。Youshallneverhavelessthantwicethatamount,whetherwekeeptogetherornot——andifitoughttobethreetimestheamount,thatdoesn\'tmatter。
\"Youdon\'tseemtorealize,Edith\"——shespokewithincreasedanimation——\"thatyouaremycaprice。YouarethepossessionthatIamproudestofandfondestof。
Thereisnothingelsethatappealstomeahundredthpartasmuchasyoudo。SinceIbecameindependent,theonerealsatisfactionIhavehadisinbeingabletodothingsforyou——tohaveyouwithme,andmakeyoushareinthebestthattheworldcanoffer。
Andifwithitallyouremainunhappy,whythenyouseeIdon\'tknowwhattodo。\"
\"Oh,Iknow——Ibehaveverybadly!\"LadyCressagehadrisen,andwithvisibleagitationbegannowtopacetheroom。
\"Ideservetobethrownintothelake——Iknowitwellenough!ButCelia——truly——I\'masincapableofunderstandingitasyouare。ItmustbethatIampossessedbydevils——likethepeopleintheNewTestament。
Perhapssomeonewillcomealongwhocancastthemout。
Idon\'tseemabletodoitmyself。Ican\'trulemyselfatall。ItneedsastrengthIhaven\'tgot!\"
\"Ah!\"saidCelia,thoughtfully。TheexcitedsentenceswhichEdiththrewoverhershoulderasshewalkedappeared,uponexamination,tocontainasuggestion。
\"Mydearchild,\"sheaskedabruptly,afteramoment\'ssilence,\"doyouwanttomarry?\"
LadyCressagepausedatthemantel,andexchangedalongsteadfastglancewithherfriend。Thenshecameslowlyforward。\"Ah,thatiswhatIdon\'tknow,\"
sheanswered。Apparentlythereplywascandid。
MissMaddenpursedherlips,andfrownedalittleinthought。Then,atsomepassingreflection,shesmiledinapuzzledfashion。Atlastshealsorose,andwenttothemantelforanothercigarette。\"NowI
amgoingtotalkplainly,\"shesaid,withdecision。
\"Sincethesubjectismentioned,lessharmwillbedonebyspeakingoutthanbykeepingstill。Thereisadebateinyourmindonthematter,isn\'tthere?\"
Theotherlady,tall,slender,gentlyruminativeoncemore,stoodatthewindowandwithbowedheadlookeddownatthelake。\"Yes——Isupposeitmightbecalledthat,\"
shereplied,inalowvoice。
\"Andyouhesitatetotellmeaboutit?Youwouldrathernot?\"Celia,afteraninstant\'spause,wentonwithoutwaitingforananswer。\"Ibegthatyouwon\'tassumemyhostilitytotheidea,Edith。Infact,I\'mnotsureIdon\'tthinkitwouldbethebestthingforyoutodo。Marriage,ahome,children——thesearegreatthingstoawoman。Wecansaythatshepaysthepriceofbondageforthem——buttoknowwhatthatsignifies,wemustaskwhatherfreedomhasbeenworthtoher。\"
\"Yes,\"interposedtheother,fromthewindow。\"WhathaveIdonewithmyfreedomthathasbeenworthwhile?\"
\"Notmuch,\"murmuredCelia,underherbreath。
Shemovedforward,andstoodbesideEdith,withanarmroundherwaist。Theylookedtogetheratthelake。
\"ItisLordPlowden,isitnot?\"askedtheAmerican,asthesilencegrewconstrained。
LadyCressagelookedupalertly,andthenhesitatedoverherreply。\"No,\"shesaidatlast。Uponreflection,andwithadimsmileflickeringinherside-longglanceatCelia,sheadded,\"Hewantstomarryyou,youknow。\"
\"Leavethatoutofconsideration,\"saidCelia,composedly。
\"Hehasneversaidso。Ithinkitwasmorehismother\'sideathanhis,ifitexistedatall。OfcourseIamnotmarryinghim,oranybodyelse。ButIsawatHadlowthatyouandhewere——whatshallIsay?——oldfriends。\"
\"Hemustmarrymoney,\"theotherreplied。Inanunexpectedburstofcandourshewenton:\"HewouldhaveaskedmetomarryhimifIhadhadmoney。Thereisnoharmintellingyouthat。Itwasquiteunderstood——oh,twoyearsago。
AndIthinkIwishedIhadthemoney——then。\"
\"Andyoudon\'twishitnow?\"
AslightshakeofEdith\'ssmall,shapelyheadservedforanswer。Afteralittle,shespokeinamusingtone:
\"Heisgoingtohavemoneyofhisown,verysoon,butI
don\'tthinkitwouldattractmenow。Ilikehimpersonally,ofcourse,but——thereisnocareer,noambition,nofuture。\"
\"AViscounthasfutureenoughbehindhim,\"observedCelia。
\"Itdoesn\'tattractme,\"theotherrepeated,vaguely。
\"Heishandsome,andclever,andkindandallthat——buthewouldneverappealtoanyofthegreatemotions——norbecapableofthemhimselfHeistoosmooth,toowell-balanced,toomuchthegentleman。Thatexpressesitbadly——butdoyouseewhatImean?\"
Celiaturned,andstudiedthebeautifulprofilebesideher,inasteady,comprehendinglook。
\"Yes,IthinkIseewhatyoumean,\"shesaid,withsignificanceinhertone。
LadyCressageflushed,andreleasedherselffromhercompanion\'sarm。\"ButIdon\'tknowmyselfwhatImean!\"
sheexclaimed,despairingly,asshemovedaway。\"Idon\'tknow!——Idon\'tknow!\"
CHAPTERXIV
ONthelastdayofFebruary,Mrs。Dabneywassurprisedifnotexhilaratedbyavisitfromhertwochildreninthelittlebook-shop。
\"It\'sthelastdayintheworldthatIshouldhavethoughtyou\'d\'a\'comeouton,\"shetoldthem,insalutation——andforcommenttheyallglancedalongthedarknarrowalleyofshelvestothestreetwindow。
Agloomyspectacleitwasindeed,withacoldrainslantingthroughthediscreditedremnantsofafog,whichtheeastwindhadbrokenup,butcouldnotdriveaway,andwithonlynowandagainapasser-bymovingacrossthedimvista,maskedbeneathanumbrella,orbentforwardwithchinburiedinturned-upcollar。Inthedoorwayoutsidethesulkyboystampedhisfeetandslappedhissideswithhisarmsinpantomimicmutinyagainstthetaskofguardingthebook-stalls\'drippingcovers,whichnobodywouldbemadenoughtopauseover,muchlesstolift。
\"Idon\'tknowbutI\'doughttolettheboybringinthebooksandgohome,\"shesaid,astheirvaguegazewasattractedbyhisgestures。\"Butitisn\'tthreeyet——itseemsridiculoustocloseup。Still,ifyou\'dbemorecomfortableupstairs\"
\"Why,mamma!Theideaofmakingstrangersofus,\"protestedJulia。Shestrovetomakehertonecheerful,butitseffectofrebukewasunmistakable。
Themother,leaningagainstthetalldesk,lookedblanklyatherdaughter。Thepallidflickerofthegas-jetoverheadmadeherlong,listlessfaceseemmoredevoidofcolourthanever。
\"Butyouareasgoodasstrangers,aren\'tyou?\"
sheobserved,coldly。\"You\'vebeenbackintowntendaysandmore,andI\'vescarcelylaideyesuponeitherofyou。
Butdon\'tyouwanttositdown?Youcanputthoseparcelsontheflooranywhere。OrshallIdoitforyou?\"
Alfredhadbeenloungingintheshadowedcorneragainstaheapofoldmagazinestiedinbundles。Hesprangupnowandclearedthechair,buthissisterdeclineditwithagesture。Hersmallfigurehadstraighteneditselfintoakindofhaughtyrigidity。
\"Therehasbeensomuchtodo,mamma,\"sheexplained,inaclear,coolvoice。\"Wehavehadhundredsofthingstobuyandtoarrangeabout。Alltheresponsibilityforthehousekeepingrestsuponme——andAlfredhashisstudiotodo。
Butofcourseweshouldhavelookedinuponyousooner——andmuchoftener——ifwehadthoughtyouwantedus。Butreally,whenwecametoyou,theverydayafterourreturn,itwasimpossibleforustopretendthatyouweregladtoseeus。\"
\"Oh,Iwasgladenough,\"Mrs。Dabneymadeanswer,mechanically。\"Whyshouldn\'tIbeglad?AndwhyshouldyouthinkIwasn\'tglad?Didyouexpectmetoshoutanddance?\"
\"Butyousaidyouwouldn\'tcometoseeusinOvingtonSquare,\"
Alfredremindedher。
\"That\'sdifferent,\"shedeclared。\"WhatwouldIbedoinginOvingtonSquare?It\'sallrightforyoutobethere。
Ihopeyou\'llbehappythere。Butitwouldn\'taddanythingtoyourhappinesstohavemethere;itwouldbequitetheotherwayabout。Iknowthat,ifyouDON\'T。Thisismyplace,here,andIintendtosticktoit!\"
Julia\'sbrighteyes,scanningtheapathetic,stubbornmaternalcountenance,hardenedbeyondtheirwont。
\"Youtalkasiftherehadbeensomeclasswardeclared,\"shesaid,withobviousannoyance。\"YouknowthatUncleStormontwouldlikenothingbetterthantobeasnicetoyouasheistous。\"
\"UncleStormont!\"Mrs。Dabney\'srepetitionofthewordswassurchargedwithhostilesarcasm。\"ButhisnamewasStormontasmuchasitwasJoel,\"brokeinAlfred,fromhisdarkcorner。\"Hehasaperfectrighttousetheonehelikesbest。\"
\"Oh,Idon\'tdisputehisright,\"shereplied,oncemoreinherpassionlessmonotone。\"Everybodycancallthemselveswhatevertheyplease。It\'snoaffairofmine。Youandyoursisterspellyourfather\'snameinawaytosuityourselves:Ineverinterfered,didI?Youhaveyourownideasandyourowntastes。
Theyarequitebeyondme——butthey\'reallrightforyou。
Idon\'tcriticizethematall。WhatIsayisthatitisagreatmercyyourunclecamealong,withhispocketsfullofmoneytoenableyoutomakethemostofthem。
IfIwerereligiousIshouldcallthatprovidential。\"
\"Andthat\'swhatweDOcallit,\"putinJulia,withvivacity。
\"AndwhyshouldyoushutyourdoorsagainstthisProvidence,mamma?Justthinkofit!Wedon\'tinsistuponyourcomingtoliveatOvingtonSquareatall。Probably,asyousay,youwouldbehappierbyyourself——atleastforthepresent。
ButwhenUncleSt——whenunclesaysthere\'smorethanenoughmoneyforusall,andisonlytooanxiousforyoutolethimdothingsforyou——why,he\'syourownbrother!
It\'sasifIshouldrefusetoallowAlfredtodothingsforme。\"
\"Thatyouneverdid,\"interposedtheyoungman,gayly。
\"I\'llsaythatforyou,Jule。\"
\"Andneverwill,\"sheassuredhim,withcheerfuldecision。
\"Butno——mamma——can\'tyouseewhatwemean?Wehavedonewhatyouwantedustodo。Yousentusbothtomuchbetterschoolsthanyoucouldafford,fromthetimewewereofnoageatall——andwhenuncle\'smoneycameyousentustoCheltenham。Wedidyounodiscredit。
Weworkedverywell;webehavedourselvesproperly。
Wecamebacktoyouatlastwithfairreasontosupposethatyouwouldbe——Iwon\'tsayproud,butatleastwellsatisfiedwithus——andthenitturnedoutthatyoudidn\'tlikeusatall。\"
\"Ineversaidanythingofthesort,\"themotherdeclared,withatouchofanimation。
\"Ohno——youneversaidit,\"Juliaadmitted,\"butwhatelsecanwethinkyoumean?Ourunclesendsforustogoabroadwithhim,andyoubusyyourselfgettingmeready,andhavingnewfrocksmadeandallthat——andIneverhearasuggestionthatyoudon\'twantmetogo——\"
\"ButIdidwantyoutogo,\"Mrs。Dabneyaffirmed。
\"Well,then,whenIcomeback——whenwecomeback,andtellyouwhatsplendidandgenerousplansunclehasmadeforus,andhowhehastakenabeautifulfurnishedhouseandmadeitourhome,andsoon,——why,youwon\'tevencomeandlookatthehouse!\"
\"ButIdon\'twanttoseeit,\"themotherretorted;obstinately。
\"Well,then,youneedn\'t!\"saidAlfred,rising。
\"Nobodywillaskyouagain。\"\"Ohyestheywill,\"
urgedJulia,glancingmeaninglyfromonetotheother。
Allherlife,asitseemed,shehadbeenaccustomedtomediatebetweenthesetwounpliableandstubborntemperaments。
Fromherearliestchildhoodshehadunderstood,somehow,thattherewasaDabneyhabitofmind,whichwasbycomparisonsoftandifnotyielding,thenpolitic:
andsetoveragainstittherewasaThorpetemperfullofgnarledandtwistedhardnesses,andtenaciousasdeath。
InthedaysofhergrandfatherThorpe,whomsherememberedwithanalarmeddistinctness,therehadexistedakindoftacitideathathisnamealoneaccountedforandjustifiedthemostpersistentandstormybadtemper。
Thatoldmanwiththescowlingbrowsbulliedeverybody,suspectedeverybody,apparentlydislikedeverybody,vehementlydemandedhisownwillofeverybody——anditwasalltobeexplained,seemingly,bythefactthathewasaThorpe。
Afterhisdisappearancefromthescene——unlamented,tothebestofJulia\'sjuvenileperceptions——therehadbeenrelativelypeacefultimesinthebook-shopandthehomeoverhead,yettherehadexistedalwaysarecognizedlineofdemarcationrunningthroughthehousehold。Juliaandherfather——asmall,hollow-chested,round-shoulderedyoungman,withapale,anxiousfaceandingratiatingmanner,whohadenteredtheshopasanassistant,andremainedasason-in-law,andwasnowthethinnestofunsubstantialmemories——JuliaandthisfatherhadstoodupononesideofthisimpalpablelineasDabneys,otherwiseasmeekandtractablepersons,whowouldnotexpecttohavetheirownway。
AlfredandhismotherwereThorpes——thatistosay,peoplewhonecessarilyhadtheirownway。Theirdominationwasstainedbynoneoftheexcesseswhichhadrenderedthegrandfatherintolerable。Theirsurfacetemperwasintruthalmostsluggishlypacific。Underneath,however,uglycurrentsandsharprockswerewellknowntohaveapotentialexistence——anditwasthemissionoftheDabneystoseethatnowindofprovocationundulystirredthesedepths。
Worseeventhanthesepossibilitiesofviolence,however,sofarasevery-daylifewasconcerned,wasthestrainofobstinacywhichbelongedtotheThorpetemper。
Asortofpassivemulishnessitwas,impervioustoargument,immovableunderthemostsympatheticpressure,whichparticularlytriedtheDabneypatience。
ItseemedtoJulianow,assheinterposedhersoothinginfluencebetweenthesejarringforces,thatshehadspentwholeyearsofherlifeinpersonalinterventionsofthissort。
\"Ohyestheywill,\"sherepeated,andwarnedherbrotherintothebackgroundwithagesturehalf-pleadinghalf-peremptory。\"Weareyourchildren,andwe\'renotbadorundutifulchildrenatall,andI\'msurethatwhenyouthinkitallover,mamma,you\'llseethatitwouldbeabsurdtoletanythingcomebetweenyouandus。\"
\"HowcouldIhelplettingitcome?\"demandedthemother,listlesslyargumentative。\"Youhadoutgrownmeandmywaysaltogether。Itwasnonsensetosupposethatyouwouldhavebeensatisfiedtocomebackandlivehereagain,overtheshop。Icouldn\'tthinkforthelifeofmewhatI
wasgoingtodowithyou。Butnowyourunclehastakenallthatintohisownhands。Hecangiveyouthekindofhomethatgoeswithyoureducationandyourideas——andwhatmoredoyouwant?Whyshouldyoucomebotheringme?\"
\"Howunjustyouare,mamma!\"criedJulia,withaglazeoftearsuponherbrightglance。
Thewidowtookherelbowfromthedesk,and,slowlystraighteningherself,lookeddownuponherdaughter。
Herlongplainface,habituallygraveinexpression,conveyednohintofexceptionalemotion,butthefingersofthelarge,capablehandssheclaspedbeforeherwrithedrestlesslyagainstoneanother,andtherewasahusky-threatofcollapseinhervoiceasshespoke:
\"Ifyoueverhavechildrenofyourown,\"shesaid,\"andyouslaveyourlifeouttobringthemupsothatthey\'llthinkthemselvesyourbetters,andtheyactaccordingly——thenyou\'llunderstand。Butyoudon\'tunderstandnow——andthere\'snogoodourtalkinganymoreaboutit。
Comeinwheneverit\'sconvenient——andyoufeellikeit。
Imustgobacktomybooksnow。\"
Shetookupapenatthis,andopenedthecash-bookupontheblotter。Herchildren,surveyingherblankly,foundspeechdifficult。Withsomemurmuredwords,afteralittlepause,theybestowedaperfunctorykissuponherunresponsivecheek,andfiledoutintotherain。
Mrs。Dabneywatchedthemputuptheirumbrella,andmoveoffStrandwardbeneathit。Shecontinuedtolookforalongtime,inanaimless,ruminatingway,atthedismalprospectrevealedbythewindowandtheglassofthedoor。Theprematurenightwasclosinginmiserably,withincreasingrain,andadolefulwhistleofrisingwindroundthecorner。
Atlastsheshutuptheunconsideredcash-book,lightedanothergas-jet,andstridingtothedoor,rappedsharplyontheglass。
\"Bringeverythingin!\"shecalledtotheboy,andhelpedouthisapprehensionbyacomprehensivegesture。
Later,whenhehadcompletedhistask,andoneofthetwonarrowoutletsfromtheshopinfrontwassatisfactorilyblockedwiththewaresfromwithout,andalltheflooraboutreekedwiththegrimydrippingsoftheoilskins,Mrs。Dabneysummonedhimtothedeskintherear。
\"Ithinkyoumaygohomenow,\"shesaidtohim,withthelaconicabruptnesstowhichhewassowellaccustomed。
\"Youhaveahome,haven\'tyou?\"
RememberingtheexhaustiveenquirieswhichtheMissionpeoplehadmadeabouthimandhisbelongings,asapreliminarytohisgettingthisjob,hecouldnotbutbesurprisedatthemistress\'squestion。Inconfusionhenoddedassent,andjerkedhisfingertowardhiscap。
\"Gotamother?\"shepursued。Againhenodded,withaugmentedconfidence。
\"Anddoyouthinkyourselfbetterthansheis?\"
Theurchin\'sdirtyandunpleasantfacescreweditselfupinanxiousperplexityoverthisstrangequery。Thenitclearedashethoughthegraspedtheidea,andtherat-eyesheliftedtohergleamedwiththefellacutenessoftheDials。
\"Ish\'dbesorryifIwasn\'t,\"heanswered,inswift,raspingaccents。\"She\'sarareoldboozer,sheis!It\'safaircursetoanhonestboylikeme,to\'ave——\"\"Gohome!\"
shebadehim,peremptorily——andfrownedafterhimasheduckedandscuttledfromtheshop。
Lefttoherself,Mrs。Dabneydidnotreopenthecash-
book——thewretchedday,indeed,hadbeenpracticallyablankinitshistory——butloiteredaboutinthewaninglightamongtheshelvesnearthedesk,alteringthepositionofbookshereandthere,andglancingcursorilythroughothers。
Onceortwiceshewenttothedoorandlookedoutupontherain-soakedstreet。Atradesman\'sassistant,opposite,wasrollingtheironshuttersdownforthenight。
Ifbusinessinhatswasoverfortheday,howmuchmoresoinbooks!Hershophadneverbeenfittedwithshutters——forwhatreasonshecouldnotguess。
Theopenedpagesofnumerousvolumesweredisplayedcloseagainstthewindow,butnoonehadeverbrokenapanetogetatthem。Apparentlyliteratureraisednodesiresinthecriminalbreast。Toclosetheshoptherewasnothingtodobutlockandboltthedoorandturnoutthelights。
Atlast,astheconvictionofnightfallforceditselfuponherfromthedrencheddarknessoutside,shebenttoputherhandtothekey。Then,withalittlestartofsurprise,shestooderect。Someonewasshuttinganumbrellainthedoorway,preparatorytoenteringtheshop。
Itwasherbrother,splashedandwettotheknees,butwithaglowingface,whopushedhiswayin,andconfrontedherwithabroadgrin。Therewassuchamasterfulairabouthim,thatwhenhejoviallythrewanarmroundhergauntwaist,andgatheredherupagainsthismoistshoulder,shesurprisedherselfbyahalf-laughingsubmission。
Hervocabularywasnotrichinphrasesforthiskindofemergency。\"Domindwhatyou\'reabout!\"shetoldhim,flushingnotunpleasurably。
\"Shutuptheplace!\"heanswered,withlordlygeniality。
\"I\'vewalkedallthewayfromtheCityintherain。
Iwantedtheexertion——Icouldn\'thavesatinacab。
Comebackandbuildupthefire,andlet\'shaveatalk。
God!WhatthingsI\'vegottotellyou!\"
\"Thereisn\'tanyfiredownhere,\"shesaid,apologetically,astheyedgedtheirwaythroughtherestrictedalleytotherear。\"Theoldfireplacetookuptoomuchroom。
Sometimes,inverysharpweather,Ihaveanoil-stovein。
Usuallythegaswarmsitenough。Youdon\'tfindittoocold——doyou?——withyourcoaton?Orwouldyourathercomeupstairs?\"
\"Nevermindthecold,\"hereplied,throwingalegoverthestoolbeforethedesk。\"Ican\'tstaymore\'naminuteortwo。Whatdoyouthinkwe\'vedonetoday?\"
Louisahadneverinherlifeseenherbrotherlooksowellashedidnow,sprawlingtriumphantlyuponthestoolundertheyellowgas-light。Hisstrong,heavily-featuredfacehadsomehowceasedtobecommonplace。
Ithadacquiredanindividualdistinctionofitsown。
Helookedupatherwithaclear,boldeye,inwhich,despiteitsglossofgood-humour,shediscernedanewauthority。
Thenervousandapprehensivelineshadsomehowvanishedfromthecountenance,andwiththem,oddlyenough,thatlethargic,heavyexpressionwhichhadbeentheircomplement。
Hewasallvigour,readiness,confidence,now。Shedeemedhimalmosthandsome,thiscurious,changeablebrotherofhers,ashebeatwithhisfistinameasuredwayuponthedesk-toptoemphasizehiswords,andfastenedhiscommandinggazeuponher。
\"Wetookverynearlytwentythousandpoundsto-day,\"
hewenton。\"Thisisthetwenty-eighthofFebruary。
Afortnightagotodaywasthefirstsettlement。
Iwasn\'there,butSemplewas——andtheworkingofitisallinhishands。Hekeptasstillasamousethatfirstday。Theyhadtodelivertous26,000shares,andtheyhadn\'tgotone,butwedidn\'tmakeanyfuss。
Thepointwas,yousee,nottoletthemdreamthattheywerecaughtinatrap。Wedidn\'tevenputthepriceuptopar。TheyhadtocometoSemple,andsaytheredidn\'tseemtobeanysharesobtainablejustatthemoment,andwhatwouldhecarrythemoverat?Thatmeans,toletthempostponedeliveryforanotherfortnight。
Hewasassmoothassweet-oilwiththem,andagreedtocarrythemovertilltodaywithoutanychargeatall。
Buttodayitwasalittledifferent。Thepricewasuptenshillingsabovepar。Thatistosay,Semplearrangedwithajobber,onthequiet,d\'yesee?toofferthirtyshillingsforourone-poundshares。Thatofferfixedthemaking-upprice。Sothen,whentheywerestillwithoutsharesto-day,andhadtobecarriedoveragain,theyhadtopaytenshillings\'differenceoneachoftwenty-sixthousandshares,plusthedifferencebetweenparandthepricesthey\'dsoldat。Thatmakeswithinafewhundredsof20,000poundsincash,foroneday\'shaul。
D\'yesee?\"
Shenoddedathim,expressively。Throughprevioustalksshehadreallyobtainedaninsightintotheoperation,anditinterestedhermorethanshewouldhavecaredtoconfess。
\"Well,then,weputthat20,000poundsinourpockets,\"
heproceededwithasteadyglowinhiseyes。\"Afortnighthence,thatisMarch14th,weringthebellonthemagain,andtheymarchuptothecaptain\'sofficeandsettleasecondtime。
Nowwhathappensonthe14th?AjobbermakesthepriceforSempleagain,andthatsettlesthenewsumtheyhavetopayusindifferences。Itisforustosaywhatthatpriceshallbe。We\'lldecideonthatwhenthetimecomes。
Wemostprobablywilljustputitupanothertenshillings,andsotakeinjustasimple13,000pounds。It\'sbestinthelongrun,Isuppose,togoslow,withsmallriseslikethat,inordernottofrightenanybody。
SoSemplesays,atanyrate。\"
\"Butwhynotfrightenthem?\"Louisaasked。\"Ithoughtyouwantedtofrightenthem。Youwerefullofthatideaawhileago。\"
Hesmiledgenially。\"I\'velearnedsomenewwrinklessincethen。We\'llfrighten\'emstiffenough,beforewe\'rethroughwiththem。Butatthestartwejustgoeasy。
Iftheygotwordthattherewasa\'corner,\'therewouldbeadeadscareamongthejobbers。They\'dbeafraidtosellornameapriceforRubberConsolsunlesstheyhadthesharesinhand。Andthereareotherwaysinwhichthatwouldbeanuisance。Presently,ofcourse,weshallliberatesomefewshares,sothattheremaybesomeactualdealings。
Probablyacertainnumberofthe5,000whichwenttothegeneralpublicwillcomeintothemarkettoo。
Butofcourseyouseethatallsuchshareswillsimplygothroughoneoperationbeforetheycomebacktous。
SomeoneofthefourteenmenwearesqueezingwillsnapthemupandbringthemstraighttoSemple,togetfreefromthefortnightlytaxwearelevyingonthem。Inthatwayweshalleventuallyletoutsayhalfofthesefourteen\'shorts,\'orperhapsmorethanhalf。\"
\"Whatdoyouwanttodothatfor?\"Thesister\'sgreyeyeshadcaughtametallicgleam,asiffromthetalkaboutgold。
\"Whyletanybodyout?Whycan\'tyougoontakingtheirmoneyforever?\"
Thorpenoddedcomplacently。\"Yes——that\'swhatIaskedtoo。
Itseemedtomethemostnaturalthing,whenyou\'dgot\'eminthevise,tokeepthemthere。Butwhenyoucometoreflect——youcan\'tgetmoreoutofamanthanthereisinhim。Ifyoupresshimtoohard,hecanalwaysgobankrupt——andthenhe\'soutofyourreachaltogether,andyouloseeverythingthatyoucountedonmakingoutofhim。So,afteracertainpoint,eachoneofthefourteenmenwhomwe\'resqueezingmustbedealtwithonadifferentfooting。Weshallhavetowatchthemall,andstudytheirresources,astipsterswatchhorsesinthepaddock。
\"Yousee,someofthemcanstandalossofahundredthousandpoundsbetterthanotherscouldlosetenthousand。
Allthatwehavetoknow。Wecantakeitasaprinciplethatnoneofthemwillgobankruptandlosehisplaceontheexchangeunlessheispressedtighttothewall。
Well,ourbusinessistolearnhowfareachfellowisfromthewalltostartwith。Thenwekeeptrackofhim,oneturnofthescrewafteranother,tillweseehe\'sgotjustenoughlefttobuyhimselfout。Thenwe\'lllethimout。See?\"
\"It\'scruel,isn\'tit?\"shecommented,calmlymeditative,afteralittlepause。
\"EverythingintheCityiscruel,\"heassuredherwithalighttone。\"Allspeculativebusinessiscruel。
Takeourcase,forexample。Iestimateinaroughwaythatthesefourteenmenwillhavetopayovertous,indifferencesandinfinalsales,saysevenhundredthousandpounds——maybeeighthundred。Well,now,notoneofthosefellowseverearnedasinglesovereignofthatmoney。
They\'vetakenthewholeofitfromothers,andtheseotherstookitfromothersstill,andsoonalmostindefinitely。
Thereisn\'tasovereignofitthathasn\'tbeenthroughtwentyhands,orfiftyforthatmatter,sincethelastmanwhohaddonesomehonestworkforitpartedcompanywithit。
Well——moneylikethatbelongstothosewhoareinpossessionofit,onlysolongastheyarestrongenoughtoholdontoit。Whensomeonestrongerstillcomesalong,hetakesitawayfromthem。Theydon\'tcomplain:theydon\'tcryandsayit\'scruel。Theyknowit\'stheruleofthegame。
Theyacceptit——andbeginatoncelookingoutforanewsetoffoolsandweaklingstorecoupthemselveson。
That\'sthewaytheCitygoes。\"
Thorpehadconcludedhisphilosophicalremarkswithruminativeslowness。Ashelapsedintosilencenow,hefelltostudyinghisownhandsonthedesk-topbeforehim。
Hestretchedoutthefingers,curvedthemindifferentdegrees,thenclosedthemtightandturnedthebulkyhard-lookingfistsroundforinspectioninvaryingaspects。
\"That\'sthekindofhand,\"hebeganagain,thoughtfully,\"thatbreakstheJewinthelongrun,ifthere\'sonlygritenoughbehindit。IusedtowatchthoseJews\'
hands,ayearago,whenIwasdiningandwiningthem。
They\'reallthinandwiryandfullofveins。Theirfingersareneverstill;theytwistroundandkeepstirringlikealobster\'sfeelers。Butthereaintanyrealstrengthin\'em。Theygetholdofmostofthethingsthataregoing,becausethey\'reeternallyonthemove。
It\'stheirhellishindustryandactivitythatgivesthemsuchapull,andmakesmostpeopleafraidofthem。
Butwhenahandlikethattakesthembythethroat\"——hehelduphisrighthandashespoke,withthethickuncouthfingersandmassivethumbarchedmenacinglyinapowerfulmusculartension——\"whenTHATtightensroundtheirneck,andtheyfeelthatthegripmeansbusiness——myGod!
whatgoodarethey?\"
Helaughedcontemptuously,andslappedtherelaxedpalmonthedeskwithanoisewhichmadehissisterstart。
Apparentlythediversionrecalledsomethingtohermind。
\"Therewasamaninhereaskingaboutyoutoday,\"
sheremarked,inacasualfashion。\"Saidhewasanoldfriendofyours。\"
\"Oh,yes,everybody\'smy\'oldfriend\'now,\"heobservedwithbeamingindifference。\"I\'malreadygettingheapsofinvitationstodinnersanddancesandallthat。
OnefellowinsistedonbookingmeforEasterforsomesalmonfishinghe\'sgotwaydowninCumberland。
ItoldhimIcouldn\'tcome,butheputmynamedownallthesame。Sayshiswifewillwritetoremindme。
Damnhiswife!Sempletellsmethatwhenoursqueezereallybeginsandtheyrealizethedesperatekindoftrapthey\'rein,they\'llsimplyshowerattentionsofthatsortonme。Hesaysthesocialpressuretheycancommand,foragameofthiskind,issomethingtremendous。
ButI\'mnottobetakeninbyitforasinglepennyworth,d\'yesee?Idinewithnobody!Ifishandshootandgoyachtingwithnobody!JuliaandAlfredandourownhomeinOvingtonSquare——that\'llbegoodenoughforme。
Bytheway——youhaven\'tbeenouttoseeusyet。
We\'reallsettlednow。Youmustcomeatonce——whynotwithme,now?\"
Louisapaidnoheedtothissuggestion。Shehadbeenrummagingamongsomeloosepapersonthetopofthedesk,andshesteppedroundnowtoliftthelidandsearchaboutforsomethinginside。
\"Heleftacardforyou,\"shesaid,asshegropedamongthedesk\'scontents。\"Idon\'tknowwhatIdidwithit。
Hewrotesomethingonit。\"
\"Oh,damnhim,andhiscardtoo,\"Thorpeprotestedeasily。
\"Idon\'twanttoseeeitherofthem。\"
\"HesaidheknewyouinMexico。Hesaidyou\'dhaddealingstogether。Heseemedtoactasifyou\'dwanttoseehim——butIdidn\'tknow。Ididn\'ttellhimyouraddress。\"
Thorpehadlistenedtotheseapatheticsentenceswithoutmuchinterest,butthesumoftheirmessageappearedsuddenlytocatchhisattention。Hesatupright,andafteramoment\'sfrowningbrownstudy,lookedsharplyupathissister。
\"Whatwashisname?\"heaskedwithabruptness。
\"Idon\'tintheleastremember,\"shemadeanswer,holdingthedesk-topup,buttemporarilysuspendinghersearch。
\"Hewasalittleman,five-and-fifty,Ishouldthink。
Hehadlonggreyhair——akindofQuaker-lookingman。
Hesaidhesawthenameoverthedoor,andherememberedyourtellinghimyourpeoplewerebooksellers。HeonlygotbackhereinEnglandyesterdayorthedaybefore。
Hesaidhedidn\'tknowwhatyou\'dbeendoingsinceyouleftMexico。Hedidn\'tevenknowwhetheryouwereinEnglandornot!\"
Thorpehadbeenlookingwithabstractedintentnessatasetofgreen-boundcheapBritishpoetsjustatonesideofhissister\'shead。\"Youmustfindthatcard!\"
hetoldhernow,withavagueseverityinhisvoice。
\"Iknowthenamewellenough,butIwanttoseewhathe\'swritten。Wasithisaddress,doyouremember?ThenameitselfwasTavender,wasn\'tit?GoodGod!Whyisitawomanneverknowswhereshe\'sputanything?EvenJuliaspendshourslookingforbutton-hooksorcorkscrewsorsomethingofthatsort,everydayofherlife!They\'vegotnothingintheworldtodoexceptknowwherethingsare,rightundertheirnose,andyetthat\'sjustwhattheydon\'tknowatall!\"
\"Oh,Ihaveagoodfewotherthingstodo,\"sheremindedhim,asshefumbledagaininsidetheobscurityofthedesk。
\"Icanputmyhandonanyoneoffourthousandbooksinstock,\"shemildlyboastedoverhershoulder,\"andthat\'ssomethingyouneverlearnedtodo。AndIcantellifasinglebookismissing——andIwouldn\'ttrustanyshopmanIeverknewtodothat。\"
\"Ohofcourse,you\'reanexception,\"headmitted,underasenseofjustice。\"ButIwishyou\'dfindthecard。\"
\"Iknowwhereitis,\"shesuddenlyannounced,andforthwithclosedthedesk。Movingoffintotheremoterrecessesofthecrowdedinterior,shereturnedtothelightwiththebitofpasteboardinherhand。
\"I\'dstuckitinthelittlemirroroverthewashstand,\"
sheexplained。
Healmostsnatcheditfromher,andstoodupthebettertoexamineitunderthegas-light。\"WhereisMontagueStreet?\"
heasked,withroughdirectness。
\"InBloomsbury——alongsidetheMuseum。That\'soneMontagueStreet——Idon\'tknowhowmanyotherstheremaybe。\"
Thorpehadalreadytakenuphisumbrellaandwasbuttoninghiscoat。\"Yes——Bloomsbury,\"hesaidhurriedly。
\"Thatwouldbehisform。Andyousayheknewnothingaboutmymovementsorwhereabouts——nothingabouttheCompany,eh?\"Helookedathiswatchashespoke。
Evidentlythepresenceofthisstrangerhadexcitedhimagooddeal。
\"No,\"sheassuredhim,reflectively;\"no,I\'msurehedidn\'t。Fromwhathesaid,hedoesn\'tknowhiswayaboutLondonverywell,oranywhereelse,forthatmatter,Ishouldsay。\"
Thorpenodded,andputhisfingertohisforeheadwithameaninglook。\"No——he\'sashadeoffintheupperstory,\"
hetoldherinaconfidentialtone。\"Still,it\'simportantthatIshouldseehim,\"——andwithonlyahastyhand-shakehebustledoutoftheshop。
Bythelightofthestreetlampopposite,shecouldseehimonthepavement,inthepeltingrain,vehementlysignallingwithhisumbrellaforacab。