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  Theyoungpeopleattheothersideofthecompartment,foreverwipingthewindowwiththenapkin,andstrainingtheireyestoseetheinvisible,divertedhisunsettledattention。

  Anewperceptionofhowmuchhelikedthemandenjoyedhavingthemwithhim,tookholdofhisthoughts。

  Ithadnotoccurredtohimbefore,withanydefiniteness,thathewouldbeinsupportablylonelywhenthetimecametopartwiththem。

  Now,whenhedweltuponit,itmadehimfeelsadandold。

  Hesaidtohimselfatonce,withdecision,thatthereneedbenopartingatall。Hewouldtakeahousewithoutdelay,andtheyshouldlivewithhim。

  Hecouldnotdoubtthatthiswouldbeagreeabletothem;

  itwouldsolveeveryproblemforhim。

  Hisfancysketchedoutthenaturalandlegitimateextensionsofthisproject。Therewouldbe,firstofall,ahouseintown——afurnishedhouseofamodestsort,havingnopretensionsavetoprovideacheerfultemporaryshelterforthreepeoplewholikedoneanother。

  Herethenewhouseholdwouldtakeshape,andgetitsrightnoteofcharacter。ApparentlyLouisawouldnotbeurgedtoformpartofthishousehold。Hesaidtohimselfwithfranknessthathedidn\'twanther,andtherehadbeennothingtoindicatethatherchildrenwouldpineforher。

  Sheshowedgoodsensewhenshesaidthatherplacewasintheshop,andinherancestralhomeovertheshop。

  Nodoubttherewouldbeacertainawkwardness,visibletoothersifnottothemselves,aboutherlivinginonepartofLondonandherchildreninanother。

  Butherealsohergoodsensewouldcomeon;——and,besides,thisfurnishedhouseintownwouldbeamerebriefoverturetotherealthing——thenoblecountrymansionhewasgoingtohave,withgardensandhorsesandhoundsandartificiallakesanddeerparksandeverything。

  Quitewithintheyearhewouldbeabletorealizethisconsummationofhisdreams。

  Howtheseniceyoungpeoplewouldrevelinsuchaplace——andhowtheywouldworshiphimforhavinggivenittothemforahome!Hisheartwarmedwithinhimashethoughtofthis。

  HesmiledaffectionatelyatthepictureJuliamade,polishingtheglasswithvehementcircularmovementsofherslightarm,andthengrimacingincomicvexationatthedeadlyabsenceoflandscapeoutside。Wasthereeverasweeterormorelovablegirlinthisworld?Wouldtherehavetobesomeolderwomantomanagethehouse,atthebeginning?hewondered。Heshouldlikeitimmenselyifthatcouldbeavoided。Julialookedfragileandinexperienced——butshewouldbetwenty-onenextmonth。

  Surelythatwasamatureenoughagefortheslightresponsibilityofpresidingoverservantswhoshouldbethebestthatmoneycouldbuy。Manygirlsweremarried,andgivenhouseholdsoftheirowntomanage,whentheywereevenyounger。

  Thisreflectionraisedanobstacleagainstthesmooth-

  flowingcurrentofhisthoughts。SupposingthatJuliagotthenotionofmarrying——howmiserablethatwouldmakeeverything。Verylikelyshewouldneverdoanysuchthing;hehadobservedinhernoshadowofasignthatathoughtofmatrimonyhadevercrossedherbrain。

  Yetthatwasasubjectuponwhich,ofcourse,shecouldnotbeaskedtogivepledges,eventoherself。

  Thorpetriedtotakealiberalviewofthismatter。

  HearguedtohimselfthattherewouldbenoobjectionatalltoincorporatingJulia\'shusbandintothehousehold,assumingthatshewenttothelengthoftakingone,andthathewasagoodfellow。Onthislatterpoint,itwasonlythebarestjusticetoJulia\'stastesandjudgmenttotakeitforgrantedthathewouldbeagoodfellow。

  Yettheunclefeltuneasilythatthiswouldalterthingsfortheworse。Thefamilyparty,withthathypotheticalyoungmaninit,couldneverbequitesoinnocentlyandcompletelyhappyas——forinstance——thefamilypartyinthiscompartmenthadbeenduringthesewonderfulthreemonths。

  Mechanicallyherubbedthewindowbesidehim,andturnedtolookoutwithacertainfixedness——asifhemightchancetocatchaglimpseofthebridegroomwithwhomJuliawouldhaveitinherpowertodisturbtheserenityoftheirprospectivehome。Asteepwhitecliff,recedingsullenlyagainstthedimgreyskyline;afarmhousegrotesquelylowforitssize,crouchingunderbigshelvinggalleriesheapedwithsnow;anopeninginfront,totheright,wherevaguelythereseemedtobeavalleyintowhichtheywoulddescend——hesawthesethings。

  Theyremainedinhismindafterwardasapartofsomethingelsethathesaw,withhismentalvision,atthesamemoment——astrikinglyrealandvividpresentmentofLadyCressage,attiredashehadseenherinthesaddle,herlighthairblownaboutalittleunderherhat,aspotofcolourintheexquisitecheek,thecold,impersonaldignityofaqueeninthebeautifulprofile。

  Thepicturewassoactualfortheinstantthatheutteredaninvoluntaryexclamation——andthenlookedhastilyroundtoseewhetherhiscompanionshadheardit。Seeminglytheyhadnot;helolledagainuponthecomfortlesscushion,andstrovetoconjureuponcemoretheapparition。

  Nothingsatisfactorycameoftheeffort。Uponconsideration,hegrewuncertainastowhetherhehadseenanythingatall。

  Atthemostitwasakindofhalf-dreamwhichhadvisitedhim。

  Heyawnedatthethought,andlightedafreshcigar。

  Allatonce,hismindhadbecometooindolenttodoanymorethinking。Ashapelessimpressionthattherewouldbeagoodmanythingstothinkoverlateronflittedintohisbrainandoutagain。

  \"Well,howarethemountainsusingyou,now?\"hecalledouttohisniece。

  \"Oh,Icouldshakethem!\"shedeclared。\"Listentothis:

  \'Aviewofsingularbeauty,embracingthegreaterpartoftheLakeofGeneva,andthesurroundingmountains,issuddenlydisclosed。\'That\'swherewearenow——orwereaminuteago。Youcanseethatthereissomesortofvalleyinfrontofus——butthatisall。IfIcouldonlyseeonemountainwithsnowonit——\"

  \"Why,it\'sallmountainsandallsnow,whenyoucometothat,\"Thorpeinsisted,withjocoseperversity。

  \"You\'reonmountainsyourself,allthetime。\"

  \"YouknowwhatImean,\"sheretorted。\"Iwanttoseesomethinglikethecolouredpicturesinthehotels。\"

  \"Oh,probablyitwillbebrightsunlighttomorrow,\"

  hesaid,forperhapsthetwentiethtimethatday。

  \"There——thatlookslikewater!\"saidAlfred。

  \"See?justbeyondthevillage。Yes,itiswater。

  There\'syourLakeofGeneva,atallevents。\"

  \"Butitisn\'ttherightcolour,\"protestedJulia,peeringthroughtheglass。\"It\'spreciselylikeeverythingelse:it\'sofnocolouratall。Andtheyalwayspaintitsuchalovelyblue!Really,uncle,theSwissGovernmentoughttoreturnyouyourmoney。\"

  \"Youwaittillyouseeittomorrow——ornextday,\"

  saidtheuncle,vaguely。Heclosedhiseyes,andwelcomedadrowsymood。Ashewentofftosleep,thejoltingracketofthetrainmelloweditselfintoamurmurof\"tomorrowornextday,tomorrowornextday,\"inhisears。

  CHAPTERXI

  FROMtheirwindows,highupandatthefrontofthebighotel,JulialookeddownupontheLakeofGeneva。

  Shewasinsuchhastetobeholditthatshehadnotsomuchasunbuttonedhergloves;sheheldhermuffstillinherhand。Afteronebriefglance,shegroanedaloudwithvexation。

  Beyondtheroadway,andthedesertedminiaturepierofTerritet,bothdishevelledundermeltingandmud-stainedsnow,therelayapatchofwater——motionless,inconspicuous,ofafadeddrabcolour——whichatsomesmalldistanceoutvaguelyceasedtolooklikewaterand,yetalittlefurtherout,becamepartandparcelofthedullgreymist。

  Savefortheforlornmastsofacoupleoffishingboats,beachedundertheshelterofthepier,therewasnoproofinsightthatthiswasalakeatall。Itwasasuninspiringtotheeyeasapoolofdrippingsfromumbrellasinaporch。

  Whileheruncleandbrotheroccupiedthemselveswiththeluggagebeingbroughtupbytheporters,sheopenedawindowandsteppedoutuponthetinybalcony。

  AflaringsignontheinnerframeworkofthisbalconybesoughtherinSwiss-French,intheinterestsoforder,nottofeedthebirds。Theinjunctionseemedmeaninglesstoheruntilsheperceived,overbythewater,severalgullslazilywheelingabout。Theywerealmostasgreyasthefogtheycircledin。Suddenlytheyseemedtoperceiveherinturn,and,swervingsharply,camefloatingtowardthehotel,withharsh,almostmenacingcries。

  Shehurriedin,andshutthewindowwithdecision。

  Itseemedtoherthatthesmilewithwhich,assheturned,shewasabletomeetheruncle\'slook,wasaproductoftrueheroism。

  Apparentlythissmiledidnotaltogetherdeludehim。

  \"Oh,now,youmustn\'tgetdownonyourluck,\"

  headjuredher。\"We\'regoingtobeawfullycozyhere。

  Haveyouseenyourroom?It\'sjustthere,inalittlealleytotherightofthedoor。Theysayithasanevenfinerviewthanthesewindows。Oh,youneedn\'tlaugh——thisisthebestviewintheworld,I\'mtoldbythosewhoknow。

  Andasawinter-resort,why——\"

  \"Isay,lookhere!\"TheinterruptioncamefromAlfred,who,havinggoneoutononeofthebalconies,putinhisheadnowtosummonthem。\"Comehere!Here\'ssomefun。\"

  HepointedouttoThorpethemeaningoftheinscriptiononthesign,andthenpulledhimforwardtoobserveitspracticaldefiance。Ascoreofbiggullswereflappinganddodginginexcitedconfusionclosebeforethem,fillingtheirearswithapainfulclamour。Everynowandagain,oneofthebirds,recoveringitssensesinthehurly-burly,wouldmakeacurvingswoopdownwardpasttherowsofwindowsbelow,andtriumphantlycatchinitsbeaksomethingthathadbeenthrownintotheair。

  Thorpe,leaningoverhisrailing,sawthataladyonabalconyonefloorbelow,andsomeyardstotheleft,wasfeedingthebirds。Shelaughedaloudasshedidso,andsaidsomethingoverhershouldertoacompanionwhowasnotvisible。

  \"Well,that\'sprettycool,\"heremarkedtohisniece,whohadcometostandbesidehim。\"She\'sgotthesamesigndowntherethatwe\'vegot。Icanseeitfromhere。

  Orperhapsshecan\'treadFrench。\"

  \"Orperhapssheisn\'tfrightenedofthehotelpeople,\"

  suggestedthegirl。Sheadded,afteralittle,\"IthinkI\'llfeedthemmyselfinthemorning。Icertainlyshallifthesuncomesout——asasortofThanksgivingfestival,youknow。\"

  Heruncleseemednottohearher。Hehadbeenstruckbytheexceptionalgraceofthegestureswithwhichthepiecesofbreadwereflungforth。Thehandsandwristsofthisladywereverywhiteandshapely。Themovementswhichshemadewiththem,allunawareofobservationasshewas,andviewedasheviewedthemfromabove,weresingularlybeautifulintheirunconstraint。Itwasinitswaylikewatchingsomeremarkablefinedancing,hethought。

  Hecouldnotseemuchofherface,fromhisperch,butshewastallandfashionablyclad。Therewasaloosecoveringofblacklacethrownoverherhead,butonce,assheturned,hecouldseethatherhairwasred。

  Eveninthisfleetingglimpse,theunusualtintattractedhisattention:therewasabrilliancyasoffireinit。

  Somehowitseemedtomakeaclaimuponhismemory。

  Hecontinuedtostaredownatthestrangerwithanindefinablesensethatheknewsomethingabouther。

  Suddenlyanotherfigureappeareduponthebalcony——andinaflashhecomprehendedeverything。Theseidiotic,fightinggluttonsofgullshadactuallypointedouttohimtheobjectofhissearch。ItwasLadyCressagewhostoodinthedoorway,therejustbelowhim——andhercompanion,thered-hairedladywholaughedhotel-rulestoscorn,wastheAmericanheiresswhohadcrossedtheoceaninhisship,andwhomhehadmetlateronatHadlow。

  Whatwashername——Martin?No——Madden。Heconfrontedtheswiftimpressionthattherewassomethingoddaboutthesetwowomenbeingtogether。AtHadlowhehadimaginedthattheydidnotlikeeachother。Thenhereflectedasswiftlythatwomenprobablyhadtheirownrulesaboutsuchmatters。

  Heseemedtohaveheard,orread,perhaps,thatfemaleslikedanddislikedeachotherwiththemostcapriciousalternationsandontheleasttangibleofgrounds。

  Atallevents,heretheyweretogethernow。Thatwasquiteenough。

  Thetwoladieshadgonein,andclosedtheirwindow。

  Thesophisticatedbirds,withafewungratefulcroaksofremonstrance,haddriftedawayagaintothewater。

  Hisniecehaddisappearedfromhiselbow。StillThorperemainedwithhisarmsfoldedontherailing,hiseyesfixedonthevacantbalcony,belowtotheleft。

  Whenatlasthewentinside,theyoungpeoplewerewaitingforhimwiththeprojectofastrollbeforedinner。

  Thelightwasfailing,buttherewasplentyoftime。

  TheyhadascertainedthedirectioninwhichChillonlay;

  aservanthadassuredthemthatitwasonlyafewminutes\'

  walk,andAlfredwasalmostcertainthathehadseenitfromthewindow。

  Thorpeassentedwithacertainlistlessness,whichtheyhadnevernotedinhismannerbefore,butwhenJuliabeggedhimnottostirifhewereintheslightestdegreetired,herepliedhonestlyenoughthathewoulddoanythingratherthanbeleftalone。Then,ofcourse,theysaid,thereshouldbenowalk,buttothishewouldnotlisten。

  Thepartytroopeddownstairs,accordingly,andoutintothestreet。Thewalkingwasvile,but,asJuliahadlongagosaid,iftheyweretobedeterredbyslushtheywouldnevergetanywhereorseeanything。

  Itprovedtobetoolateandtoodarktoeitherenterthecastleorgetmuchofanideaofitsexterior。

  Returning,theypausedagaintolookintothelightedwindowofthenicelittlebook-shop。Thenumerousphotographsofwhattheywereentitledtobeholdfromthewindowsoftheirhotelseemedmoreconvincingthanphotographsusuallywere。Astheyoungpeopleinspectedthem,theybecamereassured。Itwasnotcrediblethatsuchanoblevistawouldforeverdenyitselftosuchearnestpilgrims。

  Whentheiruncleintroducedthistimehisancientformulaaboutthecertaintyofbrilliantsunshineinthemorning,theysomehowfeltlikebelievinghim。

  \"Yes——Ireallythinkitmustchange,\"Juliadeclared,withherfascinatedglanceuponthephotographs。

  Alfredlookedathiswatch。\"We\'dbettergetalongtothehotel,hadn\'twe?\"hesuggested。

  \"Bytheway\"——Thorpebegan,withacertainuneasinessofmanner——\"speakingofdinner,wouldn\'tyouliketodineatthebigtabled\'hote,insteadofupinoursitting-room?\"

  \"Ifyou\'retiredofourdiningalone——byallmeans,\"

  answeredJulia,readily。Therewasobvioussurprise,however,inbothherlookandtone。

  \"Tirednothing!\"heassuredher。\"Ilikeitbetterthananythingelseintheworld。ButwhatImeanis——I

  wasthinking,seeingthatthisissuchagreatwinter-

  resort,andalltheswaggerpeopleofEuropecomehere——

  thatprobablyyouyoungsterswouldenjoyseeingthecrowd。\"

  Julia\'sglance,fullofaffectionateappreciation,showedhowwhollyshedivinedhisspiritofself-sacrifice。

  \"Wewouldn\'tcareintheleastforit,\"shedeclared。

  \"Weenjoybeingalittlepartybyourselveseverywhitasmuchasyoudo——andwebothhatethepeopleyougetattabled\'hotes——andbesides,forthatmatter,ifthereareanyrealswellshere,youmaybesuretheydineintheirownrooms。\"

  \"Why,ofcourse!\"Thorpeexclaimedswiftly,inpalpableself-rebuke。\"Idon\'tknowwhatIcouldhavebeenthinkingof。

  Ofcoursetheywoulddineintheirrooms。\"

  Nextmorning,Thorperoseearlierthanever——withtheimpressionofapeculiarlyrestlessanduncomfortablenightbehindhim。Itwasnotuntilhehadshavedanddressedthathenotedthealteredcharacteroftheairoutside。

  Althoughitwasnotfullydaylightyet,hecouldseetheoutlinesofthetreesandvinerowsonthebig,snow-cladhill,whichmonopolizedtheprospectfromhiswindow,allsharpandclearcut,asifhewerelookingatthemthroughanopera-glass。Hewentatoncetothesitting-room,andthrustthecurtainsasidefromoneofthewindows。

  Amiraclehadbeenwroughtinthenight。Theskyoverheadwasserenelycloudless;thelakebeneath,stirringsoftlyundersomefaintpassingbreeze,revealeditsfullbreadthwithcrystallinedistinctness。

  Betweenskyandwatertherestretchedacrossthepictureabroad,looming,dimly-definedbandofshadow,markedhereandthereatthetopbylittleslantingpatchesofanintenselyglowingwhite。Helookedatthisdarklingmiddledistanceforamomentortwowithoutcomprehension。

  ThenheturnedandhurriedlymovedtothedoorofJulia\'sroomandbeatuponit。

  \"Getup!\"hecalledthroughthepanels。\"Here\'syoursunrise——here\'syourAlpineview。Gotoyourwindowandseeit!\"

  Aclearvoice,notunmirthful,replied:\"I\'vebeenwatchingitforhalfanhour,thanks。Isn\'titglorious?\"

  Hewasmorefortunateattheoppositedoor,forAlfredwasstillasleep。Theyoungman,uponhearingthenews,however,madeatoiletofunexampledbrevity,andcamebreathlesslyforth。Thorpefollowedhimtothebalcony,wherehestoodcollarlessanduncombed,withthefreshmorningbreezeblowinghishairawry,hislipsparted,hiseyesstaringwithwhattheunclefelttobeapainfulfixednessbeforehim。

  Thorpehadseenmanymountainsinmanylands。Theydidnotinteresthimverymuch。Hethought,however,thathecouldseenowwhypeoplewhohadnomountainsoftheirownshouldgetexcitedaboutSwitzerland。Heunderstoodanumberofthesesentimentalthingsnow,forthatmatter,whichhadbeenGreektohimthreemonthsbefore。

  Unreceptiveashisphilistinismmayhaveseemedtothesedelightfulyoungsters,itwasapparentenoughtohimthattheyhadtaughthimagreatdeal。Ifhecouldnothopetosharetheirever-bubblingrapturesandenthusiasms,atleasthehadcometocomprehendthemafterafashion,andeventodiscernsometimeswhatitwasthatstirredthem。

  Hewatchedhisnephewnow——havingfirstassuredhimselfbyacomprehensivedownwardglancethatnootherwindowsofthehotel-frontwereopen。Theyoungmanseemedtremendouslymoved,fartoomuchsototalk。

  ThorpeventuredoncesomeremarksabouttheMexicanmountains,whichwereeversomuchbigger,asherememberedthem,butAlfredpaidnoheed。Hecontinuedtogazeacrossthelake,watchinginraptsilenceonefacetafteranothercatchthelight,andstandoutfromthemurkygloom,radiantlywhite,tillatlastthewholehorizonwasamassofshiningminaretsanddomes,andthesunfellfullonhisface。Then,withalong-drawnsigh,heturned,re-enteredtheroom,andthrewhimselfintoachair。

  \"It\'stoogood!\"hedeclared,withahalf-groan。\"I

  didn\'tknowitwouldbelikethat。\"

  \"Whynothing\'stoogoodforus,man,\"hisuncletoldhim。

  \"THATis,\"saidtheboy,simply,andThorpe,afterstaringforamoment,smiledandrangthebellforbreakfast。

  WhenJuliamadeherappearance,afewminuteslater,thetablewasalreadylaid,andthewaiterwascominginwiththecoffee。

  \"Ithoughtwe\'dhurryupbreakfast,\"heruncleexplained,aftershehadkissedhimandthankedhimforthesunrisehehadsosuccessfullypredicted——\"becauseIknewyou\'dbothbecrazytogetout。\"

  Hehadnotover-estimatedtheireagerness,whichwassogreat,indeed,thattheyfailedtonotetheexcessivetranquilityofhisowndemeanour。Heatewithsuchunusualdeliberation,onthisexcitingmorning,thattheyfoundthemselvesattheendoftheirrepastwhen,apparently,hehadbutmadeabeginning。

  \"Nowyoumustn\'twaitformeatall,\"heannouncedtothemthen。\"I\'malittletiredthismorning——andI

  thinkI\'djustliketoliearoundandsmoke,andperhapsreadoneofyournovels。Butyoutwomustgetyourthingsonandlosenotimeingettingout。Thisistheverybesttimeofday,youknow——forAlpinescenery。

  I\'dhatetohaveyoumissanyofit。\"

  Underhiskindlyifsomewhatstrenuousinsistence,theywenttotheirroomstoprepareforanimmediateexcursion。

  Hewassoanxioustohavethemseealltherewastobeseenthat,whenJuliareturned,properlycloakedandbefurred,andstoodwaitingatthewindow,hescoldedalittle。

  \"Whatonearthisthatboydoing?\"heexclaimed,withalatentsnarlinhistonewhichwasnoveltoherear。

  \"He\'llkeepyouheretillnoon!\"

  \"He\'sshaving,Ithink。Hewon\'tbelong,\"shereplied,withgreatgentleness。Afteramoment\'spause,sheturnedfromthewindowandcamegaylyforward。

  \"Oh,Iforgot:Iwasgoingtofeedthebirds。

  Thereareseveralofthemouttherenow。\"Asshespoke,shebusilybrokeupsomeoftherollsonthetable。

  Herfacewasbrightwiththepleasureofthethought。

  \"Ifyoudon\'tmuchmind,Julia,\"herunclebegan,withalmostpleadingintonations,\"IratherthinkIwouldn\'tfeedthosebirds。Theruleistherebeforeoureyes,youknow——andit\'salwaysbeenmyideathatifyou\'reatahotelit\'sthecorrectthingtoabidebyitsrules。

  It\'sjustanideaofmine——andIdaresay,ifyouthinkaboutit,you\'llfeelthesameway。\"

  Thegirlfreedthelastremainingbread-crumbfromhergloves。

  \"Why,ofcourse,uncle,\"shesaid,withpromptitude。

  Althoughtherewasnohintofprotestinhertoneormanner,hefeltimpelledtosoftenstillfurtherthissolitarydemonstrationofhisauthority。

  \"YouseeI\'vebeenallroundtheworld,mylittlegirl,\"

  heexplained,haltingly,\"andwhenaman\'sdonethat,andknockedabouteverywhere,he\'sapttogetfinickingandnotionalabouttrifleseveryonceinawhile。\"

  \"You\'relesssothananybodyIeverknew,\"shegenerouslyinterposed。

  \"Oh,noI\'mnot。Youdon\'tknowmewellenoughyet;

  that\'swhat\'sthematter。Andyousee,Julia——anotherthingjustbecauseyousawthatladythrowingoutbread,thataintaverygoodreasonwhyyoushoulddoit。

  Youdon\'tknowwhatkindofapersonshemaybe。

  Girlshavegottobesofrightfullycarefulaboutallthatsortofthing。\"

  Juliaofferedaconstrainedlittlelaughincomment。

  \"Oh,youdon\'tknowhowcarefulIcanbe,\"shesaid。

  \"Butyou\'renotannoyed?\"heentreatedher——andforanswershecamebehindhim,andrestedanarmonhisshoulder,andpattedit。Hestrokedherhandwithhisown。

  \"That\'ssomethinglikethenicestnieceintheworld!\"

  heexclaimed,withfervour。

  Whenatlastsheandherbrotherhadgone,hemadeshortworkofhisbreakfast,anddrankhiscoffeeatagulp。

  Arestlessactivitysuddenlyinformedhismovements。

  Helitacigar,andbeganpacingupanddowntheroom,bitinghislipsinpreoccupationashewent。Afteralittle,heopenedawindow,andventuredcautiouslyasfaroutonthebalconyaswasnecessarytoobtainaviewofthestreetbelow。Eventually,heidentifiedhisnephewandnieceamongthepedestriansbeneathhim,andhekepttheminsighttill,aftermorethanonetiresomehaltatashopwindow,theydisappearedroundabendintheroad。

  Thenheturnedandcamebackintotheroomwiththebuoyantairofamanwhoseaffairsareprospering。

  Hesmiledgeniallytohimselfashegatheredfromthetableinonecapacioushandallthepiecesofbreadhisbelovedniecehadbrokenup,andadvancedagaintotheopenwindow。

  Waitingheretilloneofthedingygullsmovingaimlesslyaboutwasheadedtowardhim,hetossedoutafragment。

  Thebirddashedatitwithascream,andontheinstantthewholesquawkingflockwereonwing。Hesufferedthehubbubtoproceedunappeasedforalittlewhilehekeptawatchfulthoughfurtiveeyeonthatbalconytotheleft,below。Unhappilyhecouldnotgetoutfarenoughtoseewhethertheinnercurtainsofitswindowweredrawn。Hethrewanotherbitofbread,andthenlookedathiswatch。Itwasafewminutespastnine。

  Surelypeopletravellingtoseescenerywouldbeupbythishour。

  Thestrategyofissuingjustenoughbreadtokeepthefeatheredconcourseinmotioncommendeditselftohismind。

  Asaprecautionarymeasure,hetookalltherollsremainingonthetable,andputtheminthedrawerofadeskbythewindow。

  Itevenoccurredtohimtoringformorebread,butuponconsiderationthatseemedtoodaring。Thewaiterwouldbesufficientlysurprisedattheparty\'sappetitesasitwas。

  Halfanhourlater,hisplanofcampaignsuddenlyyieldedavictory。LadyCressageappearedonherbalcony,cladinsomecharmingsortofmorninggown,andbareheaded。

  Shehadnothinginherhands,andseemedindifferenttothebirds,butwhenThorpeflungforthahandfuloffragmentsintothecentreoftheirwhirlingflock,shelookedupathim。Itwastheanxiousinstant,andheventureduponwhathehopedwasadecorouscompromisebetweenabowandalookofrecognition。

  Shewasinnohastetoanswereither。Hecouldseeratherthanhearthatshesaidsomethingtoherinvisiblecompanionwithin,thewhilesheglancedserenelyinthegeneraldirectionofhisbalcony。Itseemedtohimthattheanswertoherremark,whateveritwas,musthaveexertedadirectinfluenceuponhisdestiny,forLadyCressageallatoncefocussedhervagueregarduponhim,andnoddedwithareasonablygracioussmile。

  \"It\'swonderfullucktofindyouhere,\"hecalleddowntoher。Havingplayedtheirpart,hewishednowthatthebirdswereatJericho。Theirobstreperousracketmadeconversationverydifficult。Apparentlyshemadehimananswer,buthecouldcatchnothingofit。

  \"I\'mherewithmynieceandnephew,\"heshouteddown。

  \"Idon\'thearwhatyousay。MayIcomedownandpaymyrespects——lateron?Whatisyournumber,andwhenmayIcome?\"

  Thesequestions,asheflashedtheminreviewthroughhismind,seemedtobeallrightfromthemostexactingsocialpointofview。Doubtlessitwasequallyallrightthat,beforereplying,sheshouldconsulthercompanion,asshedidatsomelength。Thenshereplied——andhehadnodifficultynowinhearingherabovethebirds——thatitwouldbeveryniceofhimtocome,say,inanhour\'stime。

  Shetoldhimthenumber——andthenalmostabruptlywentin。

  Thorpe,duringthishourthatensued,smokedwithvolcanicenergy。HetriedtointeresthimselfinoneafteranotherofhalfadozenTauchnitznovelshisniececarriedabout,withapreposterousabsenceofsuccess。

  Hestrovetoarrangeinsomekindofsequencethethingsthatheshouldsay,whenthismomentousinterviewshouldbegin,buthecouldthinkofnothingwhichdidnotsoundsilly。Itwouldbeallright,hearguedtohimselfinthefaceofthispresentmentalbarrenness;

  healwaystalkedwellenoughonthespurofthemoment,whenthetimecame——andstillwasnotreassured。

  Hewonderedifbothladieswouldbetheretoreceivehim,anddecidedthattheywouldprobablyregardthatasindispensabletotheproprieties。Inthatcase,theirconversationwouldnecessarilybeofthemostcasualandgeneralcharacter。

  Hewouldtellthemagooddealabouthisniece,heforesaw。

  Amantravellingaboutwithaniece——andsuchadelightfullylady-likeandengaginglittleniece——wouldtakeonsomeaddedinterestanddignity,heperceived,intheeyesofladiestravellingalone。HeessayedtoestimatejusthowmuchtheywouldprobablylikeJulia。Ofcoursehewouldsaynothingabouthermotherandthebook-shop;avagueallusiontoawidowedsisterwouldbeampleonthathead。

  ButtherecouldbeconfidentreferencestoCheltenham;

  heknewfromwhatJuliahadsaidthatitsuggestedthemostsatisfactorysocialguarantees,iftakenstrictlybyitself。AndthensomuchwoulddependuponJuliaherself!Ifshesucceededinstrikingupafriendshipwiththem——ah,theneverythingwouldbeallright。

  PerhapstheywouldtakeafancytoAlfredtoo!Hewasaboy,ofcourse,butconceivablythefactthathewantedtopaint,andknewaboutpictures,wouldappealtothem。

  Heseemedtohaveheardsomewherethatartistsweretheverydevilamongwomen。

  Atlastthewearytimeofwaitinghadwornitselfout,somehow,and,afterafinalpolishingbeforehisglass,hewentdown,andfoundhisrightcorridor,andknockedatthedoor。Apleasantvoicebadehimenter,and,hatandglovesinhand,hewentin。

  Ashehadimagined,bothladieswerepresent。

  Hehadnotbeenprepared,however,forthefactthatitwastheAmericanwhoplayedthepartofhostess。

  Itwasshewhoreceivedhim,andinvitedhimtositdown,andgenerallymadehimfreeoftheapartment。WhenheshookhandswithLadyCressage,therewassomehowaneffectoftheincidentalintheceremony,asifshewerealsoaguest。

  Nothingcouldhavebeensimplerormorepleasingthanthelittlevisitturnedouttobe。MissMaddenhadsuddenlygrowntiredofthesnowlessanddrippingEnglishwinter,andhadaspromptlydecidedtocometoSwitzerland,wherethedriftsoughttobehighenough,andthefrostssearchingenough,inallconscience。

  TheyhadselectedTerritet,becauseitwasfamiliartoher,andbecauseitwasonthewaytoMartignyandBrieg,andshehadhadanotionofcrossingeithertheSimplonortheSt。Bernardinwinter。Asshefoundnow,theSt。Bernardwasquiteimpracticable,butadmittedlyapostroadwaskeptopenovertheSimplon。Itwassaidnowthatshewouldnotbeallowedtoproceedbythis,butitoftenhappenedthatshedidthethingsthatshewasnotallowedtodo。Thehotel-peopleatbothBriegandBerisalhadwrittenrefusingtolettheirhorsesattempttheSimplonjourney,andtheywereofcoursequitewithintheirrights,buttherewereotherhorsesinSwitzerland。

  Onesurelycouldbuyhorses——andsoon。

  Thorpealsohadhisturnatautobiography。Hetoldratherwhimsicallyofhisthreemonths\'experiencesatthetailofthejuvenilewhirligigs,andhisauditorslistenedtothemwithmildsmiles。HeventureduponnumerousglowingparenthesesaboutJulia,andtheyatleastdidnotsaythattheydidnotwanttoknowher。

  Theyheardwithpoliteness,too,whathecouldcontrivetodraginabouthisartist-nephew,andsaiditmustbeverypleasantforhimtohavesuchnicecompany。AtleastMissMaddensaidthis:hercompanion,ashethoughtitoverafterward,seemedhardlytohavesaidanythingatall。

  Sheansweredthefewremarkswhichhefounditpossibletodirecttoher,buttheresponsestooknoholduponhismemory。Hefanciedthatshewasbored,orunhappy,orboth。

  Finally,inthemidstofcommonplaceswhich,tohisapprehension,wereverginguponflatness,aboldinspirationdiscloseditself——assplendidastheDentduMidirevealingitsglaciersabovethemountingsunrise——inhisbrain。

  \"Weshouldallbecharmedifyouwouldcomeupanddinewithustonight,\"hesaid,undertheabruptimpulsionofthisidea。\"It\'sbeensuchanagesincewewanderershavehadtheprivilegeofcompanyatourtable!\"

  Thefelicityofthesephrasesfromhislipsattractedhisadmiringattention,evenwhilehewaitedinsuspenseforananswertothem。

  Theladiesexchangedalook。\"Yes,\"saidMissMadden,aftertheslightestofpauses,\"weshallbeveryhappy。\"

  ShortlythereafterThorpetookhisleave,andwentdownstairsandout。Hewanderedabouttillluncheontime,observingthemountainsacrossthelakefromvariousstandpoints,and,asitwere,withneweyes。

  Hewasinterestedintheminacuriousnewfashion;

  theyseemedtosaythingstohim。HislipcurledonceattheconceitthathewasoneoftheAlpshimself。

  CHAPTERXII

  ITdidnothappenuntilthreedayslaterthatThorpe\'sopportunitytospeakalonewithLadyCressagecame。

  Inthisbriefperiod,thetwopartiesseemedtohavebecomefusedinaremarkableintimacy。Thiswasclearlyduetothepresenceoftheyoungpeople,andThorpecongratulatedhimselfmanytimeseachdayuponthestrikingpresciencehehadshowninbringingthem。

  BoththeladiesunaffectedlylikedJulia;somuchsothattheyseemedunwillingtomakeanyplanswhichdidnotincludeher。Thenitwasonlyamatterofcoursethatwhereshewentherbrothershouldgo——andafurtherlogicalstepquitenaturallybroughtintheirwillinguncle。

  Ifhehadplannedeverything,andnowwasorderingeverything,itcouldnothavegonemoretohisliking。

  Certainsidespeculationslentasavourtothesatisfactionwithwhichheviewedthisstateofaffairs。HefoundmanylittlesignstoconfirmthesuspicionthatthetwoladieshadbeenthereadiertomakemuchofJuliabecausetheywerenotoverkeenabouteachother\'ssociety。Thebright,sweet-naturedgirlhadcomeasawelcomediversiontoacouplewhoinseclusiondidbattlewithtendenciestoyawn。Hewasnotquiteconvinced,forthatmatter,thattheAmericanladyalwayswenttothattrouble。

  Sheseemedtohisobservationawilfulsortofperson,whowouldnotberestrainedbysmallordinaryconsiderationsfromdoingthethingsshewantedtodo。Herrelationswithhercompanionaffordedhimfoodformuchthought。

  Withoutanyovertdemonstrations,sheproducedtheeffectoforderingLadyCressageabout。This,sofarasitwent,tendedtoprejudicehimagainsther。

  Ontheotherhand,however,shewassogoodtoJulia,inapeculiarlyfrankandbuoyantwaywhichfascinatedthegirl,thathecouldnotbutlikeher。AndshewasverygoodtoAlfredtoo。

  Therewas,indeed,heperceived,agreatdealofindividualityaboutthefriendshipwhichhadsprungupbetweenMissMaddenandhisnephew。Shewasyearshissenior——hesettleditwithhimselfthattheAmericancouldnotbelessthanseven-and-twenty,——yetAlfredstolecovertglancesofadmirationather,andseemedtothinkofnothingbutopportunitiesforbeinginhercompanyasif——asif——Thorpehardlylikedtocompletethecomparisoninhisownthoughts。Alfred,ofcourse,saiditwasallonaccountofherwonderfulhair;heratherwentoutofhiswaytodilateupontheenthusiasmher\"colourscheme\"——whateverthatmightmean——excitedinhimasanartist。Theunclehadmomentsofprofoundskepticismaboutthis——momentswhenheuneasilywonderedwhetheritwasnotgoingtobehisdutytospeaktotheyoungman。

  Forthemostpart,however,heextractedreassurancefromMissMadden\'sdemeanourtowardthelad。Sheknew,itseemed,avastdealaboutpictures;atleastshewasabletotalkavastdealaboutthem,andshediditinsuchacalmlydogmaticfashion,layingdownthelawalways,thatsheputAlfredinthepositionoflisteningasapupilmightlistentoamaster。ThehumilitywithwhichhisnephewacceptedthispositionannoyedThorpeuponoccasion,buthereasonedthatitwasafaultontherightside。

  Verylikelyitwouldhelptokeepthefactofthelady\'ssenioritymoreclearlybeforetheyoungster\'smind,andthatwouldbesomuchgained。

  Andtheseapprehensions,afterall,werescarcelytobecountedinthebalanceagainstthesenseofachievedhappinesswithwhichthesehalcyondayskeptThorpefilled。

  Theinitiatorydinnerhadgoneoffperfectly。Hecouldhavewished,indeed,thatJuliahadasmarterfrock,andmorerings,whenhesawtheimposingcostumesandjewelledthroatsandhandsofhisguests——butshewasayounggirl,bycomparison,hereflected,andtherecouldbenodoubtthattheyfoundhercharming。AsforAlfred,hewasnotablyfine-lookinginhisevening-clothes——infinitelymorelikethesonofanobleman,thegratifiedunclekeptsayingtohimself,thanthatbigdullard,theHonourableBalder。

  ItfilledhimwithanewpleasuretorememberthatAlfredhadvisitingcardspresentinghisnameasD\'Aubigny,whicheverybodyofeducationknewwaswhatthedegenerateDabneyreallystoodfor。TheladandhissisterhaduniteduponthisexcellentchangelongagoatCheltenham,andoddlyenoughtheyhadconfessedittotheiruncle,atthebeginningofthetrip,withashowoftrepidation,asiftheyfearedhisanger。Withradiantgayetyhehadrelievedtheirmindsbyshowingthemhiscard,with\"Mr。

  StormontThorpe\"aloneuponit。Atthedinnertable,intheproudestmomentofhislife,hehadmadehimselfprouderstillbythinkinghowdistinguishedanappearancehisandAlfred\'scardswouldmaketogetherintheapartmentbelownextday。

  Butnextday,therelationsbetweenthetwopartieshadalreadybecometooinformalforcards。Juliawentdowntoseethem;theycameuptoseeJulia。Thentheyallwentforalongwalk,withluncheonatVevey,andbeforeeveningAlfredwastalkingconfidentlyofpaintingMissMadden。

  NextdaytheywentbytraintoSt。Maurice,and,returningafterdark,dinedwithoutceremonytogether。

  Thisthirdday——theweatherstillremainingbright——theyhadascendedbythefunicularroadtoGlion,andwalkedonamongtheswarmingluegers,uptoCaux。Here,afterluncheon,theyhadwanderedaboutforatime,regardingthepanoramaoflakeandmountains。Now,asthehomewarddescentbegan,chanceledthetwoyoungpeopleandMissMaddenonahead。

  ThorpefoundhimselfwalkingbesideLadyCressage。

  Hehaduponhisarmherouterwrap,whichshesaidshewouldputonpresently。Tolookattheviewhemustglancepastherface:theprofile,underthegracefulfurcap,wassoenrichedbyglowingcolourthatitwas,tohisthought,asifshewereblushing。

  \"HowlittleIthought,afewmonthsago,\"hesaid,\"thatweshouldbemountaineeringtogether!\"

  \"Oh,nooneknowsadayahead,\"sheresponded,vaguely。

  \"IhadprobablylessnotionofcomingtoSwitzerlandthenthanyouhad。\"

  \"Thenyoudon\'tcomeregularly?\"

  \"IhaveneverseeneitherGermanyorSwitzerlandbefore。

  IhavescarcelybeenoutofEnglandbefore。\"

  \"Whynow\"——hepaused,tothinkbrieflyuponhiswords——\"I

  tookitforgrantedyouwereshowingMissMaddenaround。\"

  \"It\'squitetheotherwayabout,\"sheanswered,withacoldlittlelaugh。\"Itisshewhoisshowingmearound。

  Itishertour。Iamthechaperone。\"Thorpedweltuponthewordinhismind。Heunderstoodwhatitmeantonlyinaway,buthewasluminouslyclearastothebitternessofthetoneinwhichithadbeenuttered。

  \"No——itdidn\'tseemasifitwerealtogether——whatI

  mightcall——YOURtour,\"heventured。Theyhadseenmuchofeachotherthesepastfewdays,butitwasstillhardforhimtomakesurewhethertheirfreedomofintercoursehadbeenenlarged。

  Theslightshrugoftheshoulderswithwhich,insilence,shecommenteduponhisremark,embarrassedhim。Foramomenthesaidnothing。Hewentonthenwitharenewedconsciousnessofrisk。

  \"Youmustn\'tbeannoyedwithme,\"heurged。\"I\'vebeentravellingwiththatdearlittlenieceofmineandherbrother,solong,thatI\'vegotintoahabitofwatchingtonoticeifthefacesIseeroundmearehappy。Andwhenthey\'renot,thenIhaveakindoffatherlynotionofinterfering,andseeingwhat\'swrong。\"

  Shesmiledfaintlyatthis,butwhenheadded,upondoubtfulinspiration——\"Bytheway,speakingoffathers,Ididn\'tknowatHadlowthatyouwerethedaughterofoneofmyDirectors\"——thissmilefrozeupontheinstant。

  \"TheDentduMidiismoreimpressivefromthehotel,don\'tyouthink?\"sheremarked,\"thanitisfromhere。\"

  Uponconsideration,heresolvedtogoforward。

  \"IhavetakenagreatinterestinGeneralKervick,\"

  hesaid,almostdefiantly。\"Iamseeingtoitthathehasacomfortableincome——anincomesuitabletoagentlemanofhisposition——fortherestofhislife。\"

  \"Hewillbeverygladofit,\"sheremarked。

  \"ButIhopedthatyouwouldbegladofittoo,\"

  hetoldher,bluntly。Acurioussenseofrelianceuponhissuperiorityinyearshadcometohim。Ifhecouldmakehisairelderlyandpaternalenough,itseemedlikelythatshewoulddefertoit。\"I\'mtalkingtoyouasIwouldtomyniece,youknow,\"headded,plausibly。

  Sheturnedherheadtomakeafleetingsurveyofhisface,asifthepointofviewtookherbysurprise。

  \"Idon\'tunderstand,\"shesaid。\"Youareprovidinganincomeformyfather,becauseyouwishtospeaktomelikeanuncle。Isthatit?\"

  Helaughed,somewhatdisconsolately。\"No——thatisn\'tit,\"

  hesaid,andlaughedagain。\"Icouldn\'ttell,youknow,thatyouwouldn\'twanttotalkaboutyourfather。\"

  \"Why,there\'snoreasonintheworldfornottalkingofhim,\"

  shemadehastetodeclare。\"Andifhe\'sgotsomethinggoodintheCity,I\'msureI\'masgladasanyone。Heisthesortthatoughtalwaystohaveagooddealofmoney。

  Imean,itwillbringouthismoreamiablequalities。

  Hedoesnotshinemuchinadversity——anymorethanIdo。\"

  Thorpefeltkeenlythattherewerefinethingstobesaidhere——buthehadconfidenceinnothingthatcametohistongue。\"I\'vebeenapoormanallmylife——tillnow,\"

  washiseventualremark。

  \"Pleasedon\'ttellmethatyouhavebeenveryhappyinyourpoverty,\"sheadjuredhim,withthedimflickerofareturningsmile。\"Verylikelytherearepeoplewhoaresoconstituted,buttheyarenotmykind。

  Idon\'twanttohearthemtellaboutit。Tomepovertyisthehorror——theunmentionablehorror!\"

  \"ThereneverwasadaythatIdidn\'tfeelTHAT!\"

  Thorpeputfervourintohisvoice。\"Iwasneverreconciledtoitforaminute。IneverceasedswearingtomyselfthatI\'dpullmyselfoutofit。Andthat\'swhatmakesmesortofsoft-heartednowtowardthose——

  towardthosewhohaven\'tpulledthemselvesoutofit。\"

  \"Yourniecesaysyouaresoft-heartedbeyondexample,\"

  remarkedLadyCressage。

  \"Whocouldhelpbeing,tosuchasweetlittlegirlassheis?\"

  demandedtheuncle,fondly。

  \"Sheisverynice,\"saidtheother。\"Ifonemaysaysuchathing,Ifancythesethreemonthswithherhavehadanappreciableeffectuponyou。I\'msureInoteadifference。\"

  \"That\'sjustwhatI\'vebeensayingtomyself!\"hetoldher。

  Hewasvisiblydelightedwiththiscorroboration。

  \"I\'vebeenalonepracticallyallmylife。Ihadnofriendstospeakof——Ihadnofitcompany——Ihadn\'tanythingbutthedeterminationtoclimboutofthehole。

  Well,I\'vedonethat——andI\'vegotamongthekindofpeoplethatInaturallylike。Butthentherecamethequestionofwhethertheywouldlikeme。Itellyoufrankly,thatwaswhatwasworryingtheheartoutofmewhenI

  firstmetyou。Iliketobeconfessingittoyounow——butyoufrightenedmewithinaninchofmylife。Wellnow,yousee,I\'mnotscaredofyouatall。Andofcourseit\'sbecauseJulia\'sbeenputtingmethroughacourseofsprouts。\"

  ThefigurewaslostuponLadyCressage,butthespiritoftheremarksseemednotunpleasanttoher。\"I\'msureyou\'refullofkindness,\"shesaid。\"YoumustforgetthatI

  snappedatyou——aboutpapa。\"\"AllIrememberaboutthatis,\"

  hebegan,hiseyelightingupwiththethoughtthatthistimetheopportunityshouldnotpassunimproved,\"thatyousaidhedidn\'tshinemuchinadversity——anymorethanyoudid。

  NowonthatlastpointIdisagreewithyou,straight。

  Therewouldn\'tbeanyplaceinwhichyouwouldn\'tshine。\"

  \"Isthatthewayonetalkstoone\'sniece?\"sheaskedhim,almostlistlessly。\"Suchflatterymustsurelybebadfortheyoung。\"Herwordsweresprightlyenough,butherfacehadcloudedover。Shehadnoheartforthebanter。

  \"Ah\"——hehalf-groaned。\"IonlywishIknewwhatwastherightwaytotalktoyou。TherealthingisthatI

  seeyou\'reunhappy——andthatgetsonmynerve——andI

  shouldliketoaskyouiftherewasn\'tsomethingIcoulddo——andaskitinsuchawaythatyou\'dhavetoadmittherewas——andIdon\'tknowenoughtodoit。\"

  Hehadawansmileforthanks。\"Butofcoursethereisnothing,\"shereplied,gently。

  \"Oh,theremustbe!\"heinsisted。Hehadnolongeranyclearnotionsastowherehistonguemightnotleadhim。

  \"Theremustbe!YousaidImighttalktoyouasIwouldtoJulia\"DidI?\"

  \"Well,I\'mgoingto,anyway,\"hewentonstoutly,ignoringthenoteofdefinitedissentinherinterruption。

  \"YouAREunhappy!Youspokeaboutbeingachaperone。

  Wellnow,tospeakplainly,ifitisn\'tentirelypleasantforyouwithMissMadden——whywouldn\'tyoubeachaperoneforJulia?ImustbegoingtoLondonverysoon——butshecanstayhere,orgotoEgypt,orwherevershelikes——andofcourseyouwoulddoeverything,andhaveeverything——whateveryouliked,too。\"

  \"Theconversationisgettinguponratherimpossiblegrounds,I\'mafraid,\"shesaid,andthenbitherlipstogether。

  Halting,shefrownedalittleintheeffortofconsideringherfurtherwords,buttherewasnothingsevereintheglancewhichsheliftedtohimasshebegantospeak。

  \"Letuswalkon。Imusttellyouthatyoumisconceivethesituationentirely。NobodycouldpossiblybekinderormoreconsideratethanMissMadden。OfcoursesheisAmerican——orratherIrish-American,andI\'mEnglish,andournotionsandwaysarenotalwaysalike。Butthathasnothingtodowithit。Anditisnotsomuchthatshehasmanythousandsayear,andIonlyafewhundreds。

  Thatinitselfwouldsignifynothing——andifImusttakehelpfromsomebodyIwouldrathertakeitfromCeliaMaddenthananybodyelseIknow——butthisisthepoint,Mr。Thorpe。

  Idonoteatthebreadofdependencegracefully。Ipullwryfacesoverit,andIdon\'ttryverymuchtodisguisethem。

  Thatismyfault。Yes——ohyes,Iknowitisafault——butIamasIam。AndifMissMaddendoesn\'tmind——why\"——sheconcludedwithamirthless,uncertainlaugh——\"whyonearthshouldyou?\"

  \"Ah,whyshouldI?\"heechoed,reflectively。\"Ishouldlikedesperatelytotellyouwhy。SometimeIwilltellyou。\"

  Theywalkedoninsilenceforabriefspace。Thensheputoutherhandforherwrap,andasshepaused,hespreaditoverhershoulders。

  \"Iamamazedtothinkwhatwehavebeensayingtoeachother,\"

  shesaid,buttoningthefurastheymovedonagain。

  \"Iamvexedwithmyself。\"

  \"Andmorestillwithme,\"hesuggested。

  \"No-o——butIoughttobe。You\'vemademetalkthemostshockingrubbish。\"

  \"Therewedisagreeagain,youknow。Everythingyou\'vesaid\'sbeenperfect。Whatyou\'rethinkingofnowisthatI\'mnotanoldenoughfriendtohavebeenallowedtohearit。ButifI\'mnotasoldafriendassome,IwishIcouldmakeyoufeelthatI\'massolidafriendasany——assolidandasstaunchandastrue。IwishI

  couldhearyousayyoubelievedthat。\"

  \"Butyoutalkof\'friends,\'\"shesaid,inatonenotatallresponsive——\"whatismeantby\'friends\'?We\'vechancedtomeettwice——andoncewebarelyexchangedcivilities,andthistimewe\'vebeenhotelacquaintances——hardlymore,isit?——andyouandyouryoungpeoplehavebeenverypolitetome——andIinasillymomenthavetalkedtoyoumoreaboutmyaffairsthanIshould——Isupposeitwasbecauseyoumentionedmyfather。But\'friends\'isratherabigwordforthat,isn\'tit?\"

  Thorpepoutedforadubiousmoment。\"Icanthinkofabiggerwordstill,\"hesaid,daringly。\"It\'sbeenonthetipofmytonguemorethanonce。\"

  Shequickenedherpace。Theairhadgrownperceptiblycolder。

  Thedistantmountains,visibleeverandagainthroughthebarebranches,wereofadarkandcheerlessblue,andsharplydefinedagainstthesky。Itwasnotyetthesunsethour,andtherewerenomists,butthelightofdayseemedtobegoingoutoftheheavens。

  Hehurriedonbesideherindepressedsilence。

  Theircompanionswerehiddenfromviewinaconvolutionofthewindingroad,buttheyweresonearthattheirvoicescouldbeheardastheytalked。Frequentlythesoundoflaughtercamebackwardfromthem。

  \"They\'rejollyenoughdownthere,\"hecommentedatlast,moodily。

  \"That\'sagoodreasonforourjoiningthem,isn\'tit?\"

  Hertonewasatoncecasualandpointed。

  \"ButIdon\'twanttojointhem!\"heprotested。\"Whydon\'tyoustaywithme——andtalk?\"\"Butyoubullymeso,\"

  sheofferedinexplanation。

  Thephrasecaughthisattention。Coulditbethatitexpressedherrealfeeling?Shehadsaid,herecalled,thathehadmadehertalk。Hercomplaintwaslikeanadmissionthathecouldoverpowerherwill。

  Ifthatweretrue——thenhehadresourcesofmasterfulnessstillinreservesufficienttowinanyvictory。

  \"No——notbullyyou,\"hesaidslowly,asifobjectingtothewordratherthantheidea。\"Thatwouldn\'tbepossibletome。

  Butyoudon\'tknowmewellenoughtounderstandme。

  Iamthekindofmanwhogetsthethingshewants。

  Letmetellyousomething:WhenIwasatHadlow,Ihadnevershotapheasantinmylife。Iusedtodotolerablywellwitharifle,butIhardlyknewanythingaboutashot-gun,andIdon\'tsupposeI\'deverkilledmorethantwoorthreebirdsonthewing——andthatwasagesago。

  ButItookthenotionthatIwouldshootbetterthananybodyelsethere。Imadeupmymindtoit——andIsimplydidit,that\'sall。Idon\'tknowifyouremember——butIkilledagooddealmorethanboththeothersputtogether。

  Igiveyouthatasanexample。IwantedyoutothinkthatIwasacrackshot——andsoImademyselfbeacrackshot。\"

  \"Thatisveryinteresting,\"shemurmured。Theydidnotseemtobewalkingquitesofast。

  \"Don\'tthinkIwanttobragaboutmyself,\"hewenton。

  \"Idon\'tfancymyself——inthatway。I\'mnotspeciallyproudofdoingthings——it\'sthethingsthemselvesthatIcarefor。Ifsomemenhadmadeagreatfortune,theywouldbeconceitedaboutit。Well,I\'mnot。

  WhatI\'mkeenaboutisthewaytousethatfortunesothatIwillgetthemostoutofit——themosthappiness,Imean。Thethingtodoistomakeupyourmindcarefullywhatitisthatyouwant,andtoputallyourpowerandresolutionintogettingit——andtherestiseasyenough。

  Idon\'tthinkthere\'sanythingbeyondastrongman\'sreach,ifheonlybelievesenoughinhimself。\"

  \"Butaren\'tyouconfusingtwothings?\"shequeried。

  Thesubjectapparentlyinterestedher。\"Towinone\'sobjectsbysheerpersonalforceisonething。Tomerelysecurethembecauseone\'spurseislongerthanotherpeople\'s——that\'squiteanothermatter。\"

  Hesmiledgrimlyather。\"Well,I\'llcombinethetwo,\"

  hesaid。

  \"ThenIsupposeyouwillbealtogetherirresistible,\"

  shesaid,lightly。\"Therewillbenopheasantsleftforotherpeopleatall。\"

  \"Idon\'tmindbeingchaffed,\"hetoldher,withgravity。

  \"Solongasyou\'regood-natured,youcanmakegameofmeallyoulike。ButI\'minearnest,allthesame。

  I\'mnotgoingtoplaythefoolwithmymoneyandmypower。

  Ihavegreatprojects。SometimeI\'lltellyouaboutthem。

  Theywillallbeputthrough——everyoneofthem。Andyouwouldn\'tobjecttotalkingthemoverwithme——wouldyou?\"

  \"Myopinionon\'projects\'isofnoearthlyvalue——tomyselforanyoneelse。\"

  \"Butstillyou\'dgivemeyouradviceifIaskedit?\"

  hepersisted。\"Especiallyifitwasaprojectinwhichyouwereconcerned?\"

  Afteramoment\'sconstrainedsilenceshesaidtohim,\"Youmusthavenoprojects,Mr。Thorpe,inwhichI

  amconcerned。Thistalkisallverywideofthemark。

  YouarenotentitledtospeakasifIweremixedupwithyouraffairs。Thereisnothingwhatevertowarrantit。\"

  \"ButhowcanyouhelpbeinginmyprojectsifIputyouthere,andkeepyouthere?\"heaskedher,withgleefulboldness。

  \"Andjustaskyourselfwhetheryoudoreallywanttohelpit。Whyshouldyou?You\'veseenenoughofmetoknowthatIcanbeagoodfriend。AndI\'mthekindoffriendwhoamountstosomething——whocanandwilldothingsforthosehelikes。Whatobligationareyouundertoturnawaythatkindofafriend,whenheoffershimselftoyou?Putthatquestionplainlytoyourself。\"

  \"ButyouarenotinapositiontonominatethequestionsthatIamtoputtomyself,\"shesaid。Theefforttoimportdecisionintohertoneandmannerwasapparent。

  \"ThatiswhatIdesireyoutounderstand。Wemustnottalkanymoreaboutme。Iamnotthetopicofconversation。\"

  \"ButfirstletmefinishwhatIwantedtosay,\"heinsisted。

  \"Mytalkwon\'tbreakanybones。You\'dbewrongnottolistentoit——becauseit\'smeanttohelpyou——tobeofusetoyou。Thisisthething,LadyCressage:

  You\'reinaparticularlyhardandunpleasantposition。

  LikemyfriendPlowden\"——hewatchedherfacenarrowlybutinvain,inthedulllight,foranychangeatmentionofthename——\"likemyfriendPlowdenyouhaveapositionandtitletokeepup,andnexttonothingtokeepitupon。ButhecangodownintotheCityandmakemoney——ortryto。HecanacceptDirectorshipsandtipsaboutthemarketandsoon,frommenwhoaredisposedtobegoodtohim,andwhoseehowhecanbeofusetothem——andinthatwayhecandosomethingforhimself。

  Butthereisthedifference:youcan\'tdothesethings,oryouthinkyoucan\'t,whichisthesamething。

  You\'reallfencedin;you\'resurroundedbynotice-boards,tellingyouthatyoumustn\'twalkthiswayorlookthatway;

  thatyoumustn\'tsaythisthingordotheother。

  Nowyourfrienddownaheadthere——MissMadden——shedoesn\'ttakemuchstockinnotice-boards。Infact,shefeedsthegulls,simplybecauseshe\'sforbiddentodoit。

  Butyou——youdon\'tfeedanygulls,andyetyou\'reannoyedwithyourselfthatyoudon\'t。Isn\'tthatthecase?Haven\'tIreadyouright?\"

  Sheseemedtohavesubmittedtohischoiceofatopic。

  Therewasnotouchofexpostulationinthevoicewithwhichsheansweredhim。\"Iseewhatyouthinkyoumean,\"

  shesaid。

  \"Think!\"heresponded,withself-confidentemphasis。

  \"I\'mnot\'thinking。\'I\'mreadinganopenbook。AsIsay,you\'renotcontented——you\'renothappy;youdon\'ttrytopretendthatyouare。Butallthesame,thoughyouhateit,youacceptit。Youthinkthatyoureallymustobeyyournotice-boards。NowwhatItellyouyououghttodoistotakeadifferentview。Whyshouldyouputupallthisbarbedwirebetweenyourselfandyourfriends?Itdoesn\'tdoanybodyelseanygood——anditdoesyouharm。

  Why,forexample,shouldPlowdenbefreetotakethingsfromme,andyounot?\"

  Sheglancedathim,withacoldhalf-smileinhereye。

  \"UnfortunatelyIwasnotaskedtojoinyourBoard。\"

  Hepressedhislipstightlytogether,andregardedhermeditativelyasheturnedthesewordsoverinhismind。

  \"WhatI\'mdoingforPlowden,\"hesaidwithslowvaguenessmeanwhile,\"itisn\'tsomuchbecausehe\'sontheBoard。

  He\'sofnospecialusetomethere。Buthewasnicetomeatatimewhenthatmeanteverythingintheworldtome——andIdon\'tforgetthingsofthatsort。Besides,Ilikehim——anditpleasesmetolethiminforashareofmygoodfortune。See?It\'smywayofenjoyingmyself。

  Wellnow,Ilikeyoutoo,andwhyshouldn\'tIbeallowedtoletyouinalsoforashareofthatgoodfortune?

  Youthinkthere\'sadifference,butItellyouit\'simaginary——puremoonshine。Why,theverypeoplewhoseopinionyou\'reafraidof——whatdidtheydothemselveswhentheSouthAfricancrazewason?I\'mtoldthatthescumoftheearthhadonlytoownsomeCharteredshares,andpretendtobe\'intheknow\'aboutthem——andtheycoulddinewithasmanyduchessesastheyliked。

  Iknewoneortwoofthemenwhowereinthatdeal——I

  wouldn\'thavetheminmyhouse——butitseemstherewasn\'tanyotherhousetheycouldn\'tgotoinLondon。\"

  \"Ohyes,thereweremanyhouses,\"sheinterposed。

  \"Itwasn\'taniceexhibitionthatsocietymadeofitself——

  oneadmitsthat,——butitwasonlyonesetthatquitelosttheirheads。Thereareallkindsofsets,youknow。

  And——Idon\'tthinkIseeyourapplication,inanyevent。

  Thecraze,asyoucallit,wasallonabusinessbasis。

  Peopleranafterthosewhocouldtellthemwhichsharesweregoingup,andtheygambledinthoseshares。Thatwasall,wasn\'tit?\"

  Stilllookingintentlyather,hedismissedherquerywithalittleshakeofthehead。\"\'Onabusinessbasis,\'\"

  herepeated,asiftalkingtohimself。\"Theyliketohavethings\'onabusinessbasis。\'\"

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