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  Fomalistenedtothesonganddirectedhisfootstepstowardit,onthewharf。Therehenoticedthatthecarriers,formedintworows,wererollingoutofthesteamer\'sholdhugebarrelsofsaltedfish。Dirty,cladinredblouses,unfastenedatthecollar,withmittensontheirhands,witharmsbaretotheelbow,theystoodoverthehold,and,merrilyjesting,withfacesanimatedbytoil,theypulledtheropes,alltogether,keepingtimetotheirsong。Andfromtheholdrangoutthehigh,laughingvoiceoftheinvisibleleader:

  \"ButforourpeasantthroatsThereisnotenoughvodka。\"

  Andthecompany,likeonehugepairoflungs,heavedforthloudlyandinunison:

  \"Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!\"

  Fomafeltpleasedandenviousashelookedatthiswork,whichwasasharmoniousasmusic。Theslovenlyfacesofthecarriersbeamedwithsmiles,theworkwaseasy,itwentonsmoothly,andtheleaderofthechoruswasinhisbestvein。Fomathoughtthatitwouldbefinetoworkthusinunison,withgoodcomrades,tothetuneofacheerfulsong,togettiredfromworktodrinkaglassofvodkaandeatfatcabbagesoup,preparedbythestout,sprightlymatronofthecompany。

  \"Quicker,boys,quicker!\"rangoutbesidehimsomeone\'sunpleasant,hoarsevoice。

  Fomaturnedaround。Astoutman,withanenormouspaunch,tappedontheboardsofthelandingbridgewithhiscane,ashelookedatthecarrierswithhissmalleyesandsaid:

  \"Bawllessandworkfaster。\"

  Hisfaceandneckwerecoveredwithperspiration;hewipeditoffeverynowandthenwithhislefthandandbreathedheavily,asthoughheweregoinguphill。

  Fomacastatthemanahostilelookandthought:

  \"Othersareworkingandheissweating。AndIamstillworsethanhe。I\'mlikeacrowonthefence,goodfornothing。\"

  Fromeachandeveryimpressionthereimmediatelystoodoutinhismindthepainfulthoughtofhisunfitnessforlife。Everythingthatattractedhisattentioncontainedsomethingoffensivetohim,andthissomethingfelllikeabrickuponhisbreast。Atonesideofhim,bythefreightscales,stoodtwosailors,andoneofthem,asquare-built,red-facedfellow,wastellingtheother:

  \"Astheyrushedonmeitbeganforfair,mydearchap!Therewerefourofthem——Iwasalone!ButIdidn\'tgiveintothem,becauseIsawthattheywouldbeatmetodeath!Evenaramwillkickoutifyoufleeceitalive。HowItoremyselfawayfromthem!Theyallrolledawayindifferentdirections。\"

  \"Butyoucameinforasounddrubbingallthesame?\"inquiredtheothersailor。

  \"Ofcourse!Icaughtit。Iswallowedaboutfiveblows。Butwhat\'sthedifference?Theydidn\'tkillme。Well,thankGodforit!\"

  \"Certainly。\"

  \"Tothestern,devils,tothestern,I\'mtellingyou!\"roaredtheperspiringmaninaferociousvoiceattwocarrierswhowererollingabarreloffishalongthedeck。

  \"Whatareyouyellingfor?\"Fomaturnedtohimsternly,ashehadstartedattheshout。

  \"Isthatanyofyourbusiness?\"askedtheperspiringman,castingaglanceatFoma。

  \"Itismybusiness!Thepeopleareworkingandyourfatismeltingaway。Soyouthinkyoumustyellatthem?\"saidFoma,threateningly,movingclosertowardhim。

  \"You——youhadbetterkeepyourtemper。\"

  Theperspiringmansuddenlyrushedawayfromhisplaceandwentintohisoffice。Fomalookedafterhimandalsowentawayfromthewharf;filledwithadesiretoabusesomeone,todosomething,justtodiverthisthoughtsfromhimselfatleastforashortwhile。Buthisthoughtstookafirmerholdonhim。

  \"Thatsailorthere,hetorehimselfaway,andhe\'ssafeandsound!Yes,whileI——\"

  IntheeveningheagainwentuptotheMayakins。Theoldmanwasnotathome,andinthedining-roomsatLubovwithherbrother,drinkingtea。OnreachingthedoorFomaheardthehoarsevoiceofTaras:

  \"Whatmakesfatherbotherhimselfabouthim?\"

  AtthesightofFomahestoppedshort,staringathisfacewithaserious,searchinglook。AnexpressionofagitationwasclearlydepictedonLubov\'sface,andshesaidwithdissatisfactionandatthesametimeapologetically:

  \"Ah!Soit\'syou?\"

  \"They\'vebeenspeakingofme,\"thoughtFoma,asheseatedhimselfatthetable。Tarasturnedhiseyesawayfromhimandsankdeeperinthearmchair。Therewasanawkwardsilencelastingforaboutaminute,andthispleasedFoma。

  \"Areyougoingtothebanquet?\"

  \"Whatbanquet?\"

  \"Don\'tyouknow?Kononovisgoingtoconsecratehisnewsteamer。

  AmasswillbeheldthereandthentheyaregoingtotakeatripuptheVolga。\"

  \"Iwasnotinvited,\"saidFoma。

  \"Nobodywasinvited。HesimplyannouncedontheExchange:

  \'Anybodywhowishestohonourmeiswelcome!

  \"Idon\'tcareforit。\"

  \"Yes?Buttherewillbeagranddrinkingbout,\"saidLubov,lookingathimaskance。

  \"IcandrinkatmyownexpenseifIchoosetodoso。\"

  \"Iknow,\"saidLubov,noddingherheadexpressively。

  Tarastoyedwithhisteaspoon,turningitbetweenhisfingersandlookingatthemaskance。

  \"Andwhere\'smygodfather?\"askedFoma。

  \"Hewenttothebank。There\'sameetingoftheboardofdirectorstoday。Electionofofficersistotakeplace。

  \"They\'llelecthimagain。\"

  \"Ofcourse。\"

  Andagaintheconversationbrokeoff。Fomabegantowatchthebrotherandthesister。Havingdroppedthespoon,Tarasslowlydrankhisteainbigsips,andsilentlymovingtheglassovertohissister,smiledtoher。She,too,smiledjoyouslyandhappily,seizedtheglassandbegantorinseitassiduously。Thenherfaceassumedastrainedexpression;sheseemedtoprepareherselfforsomethingandaskedherbrotherinalowvoice,almostreverently:

  \"Shallwereturntothebeginningofourconversation?\"

  \"Ifyouplease,\"assentedTaras,shortly。

  \"Yousaidsomething,butIdidn\'tunderstand。Whatwasit?I

  asked:\'Ifallthisis,asyousay,Utopia,ifitisimpossible,dreams,thenwhatishetodowhoisnotsatisfiedwithlifeasitis?\'\"

  Thegirlleanedherwholebodytowardherbrother,andhereyes,withstrainedexpectation,stoppedonthecalmfaceofherbrother。Heglancedatherinawearyway,movedaboutinhisseat,and,loweringhishead,saidcalmlyandimpressively:

  \"Wemustconsiderfromwhatsourcespringsthatdissatisfactionwithlife。Itseemstomethat,firstofall,itcomesfromtheinabilitytowork;fromthelackofrespectforwork。And,secondly,fromawrongconceptionofone\'sownpowers。Themisfortuneofmostofthepeopleisthattheyconsiderthemselvescapableofdoingmorethantheyreallycan。Andyetonlylittleisrequiredofman:hemustselectforhimselfanoccupationtosuithispowersandmustmasteritaswellaspossible,asattentivelyaspossible。Youmustlovewhatyouaredoing,andthenlabour,beiteversorough,risestotheheightofcreativeness。Achair,madewithlove,willalwaysbeagood,beautifulandsolidchair。Andsoitiswitheverything。ReadSmiles。Haven\'tyoureadhim?Itisaverysensiblebook。Itisasoundbook。ReadLubbock。Ingeneral,rememberthattheEnglishpeopleconstitutethenationmostqualifiedforlabour,whichfactexplainstheirastonishingsuccessinthedomainofindustryandcommerce。Withthemlabourisalmostacult。Theheightofculturestandsalwaysdirectlydependentupontheloveoflabour。

  Andthehighertheculturethemoresatisfiedaretherequirementsofman,thefewertheobstaclesontheroadtowardthefurtherdevelopmentofman\'srequirements。Happinessispossible——itisthecompletesatisfactionofrequirements。Thereitis。And,asyousee,man\'shappinessisdependentuponhisrelationtowardhiswork。\"

  TarasMayakinspokeslowlyandlaboriously,asthoughitwereunpleasantandtediousforhimtospeak。AndLubov,withknittedbrow,leaningtowardhim,listenedtohiswordswitheagerattentioninhereyes,readytoaccepteverythingandimbibeitintohersoul。

  \"Well,andsupposeeverythingisrepulsivetoaman?\"askedFoma,suddenly,inadeepvoice,castingaglanceatTaras\'sface。

  \"Butwhat,inparticular,isrepulsivetotheman?\"askedMayakin,calmly,withoutlookingatFoma。

  Fomabenthishead,leanedhisarmsagainstthetableandthus,likeabull,wentontoexplainhimself:

  \"Nothingpleaseshim——business,work,allpeopleanddeeds。

  SupposeIseethatallisdeceit,thatbusinessisnotbusiness,butmerelyaplugthatwepropupwithittheemptinessofoursouls;thatsomework,whileothersonlygiveordersandsweat,butgetmoreforthat。Whyisitso?Eh?\"

  \"Icannotgraspyouridea,\"announcedTaras,whenFomapaused,feelingonhimselfLubov\'scontemptuousandangrylook。

  \"Youdonotunderstand?\"askedFoma,lookingatTaraswithasmile。\"Well,I\'llputitinthisway:

  Amanissailinginaboatontheriver。Theboatmaybegood,butunderitthereisalwaysadepthallthesame。Theboatissound,butifthemanfeelsbeneathhimthisdarkdepth,noboatcansavehim。\"

  TaraslookedatFomaindifferentlyandcalmly。Helookedinsilence,andsoftlytappedhisfingersontheedgeofthetable。

  Lubovwasuneasilymovingaboutinherchair。Thependulumoftheclocktoldthesecondswithadull,sighingsound。AndFoma\'sheartthrobbedslowlyandpainfully,asthoughconsciousthatherenoonewouldrespondwithawarmwordtoitspainfulperplexity。

  \"Workisnotexactlyeverythingforaman,\"saidhe,moretohimselfthantothesepeoplewhohadnofaithinthesincerityofhiswords。\"Itisnottruethatinworkliesjustification。Therearepeoplewhodonotworkatallduringalltheirliveslong,andyettheylivebetterthanthosethatdowork。Howisthat?

  Andthetoilers——theyaremerelyunfortunate——horses!Othersrideonthem,theysufferandthat\'sall。ButtheyhavetheirjustificationbeforeGod。Theywillbeasked:\'Towhatpurposedidyoulive?\'Thentheywillsay:\'Wehadnotimetothinkofthat。Weworkedallourlives。\'AndI——whatjustificationhaveI?

  Andallthosepeoplewhogiveorders——howwilltheyjustifythemselves?Towhatpurposehavetheylived?Itismyideathateverybodynecessarilyoughttoknow,toknowfirmlywhatheislivingfor。\"

  Hebecamesilent,and,tossinghisheadup,exclaimedinaheavyvoice:

  \"Canitbethatmanisbornmerelytowork,acquiremoney,buildahouse,begetchildrenand——die?No,lifemeanssomething。Amanisborn,helivesanddies。Whatfor?Itisnecessary,byGod,itisnecessaryforallofustoconsiderwhatwearelivingfor。

  Thereisnosenseinourlife。Nosensewhatever!Thenthingsarenotequal,thatcanbeseenatonce。Somearerich——theyhavemoneyenoughforathousandpeople,andtheyliveinidleness。

  Othersbendtheirbacksovertheirworkalltheirlives,andyettheyhavenotevenagrosh。Andthedifferenceinpeopleisveryinsignificant。Therearesomethathavenotevenanytrousersandyettheyreasonasthoughtheywereattiredinsilks。\"

  Carriedawaybyhisthoughts,Fomawouldhavecontinuedtogivethemutterance,butTarasmovedhisarmchairawayfromthetable,roseandsaidsoftly,withasigh:

  \"No,thankyou!Idon\'twantanymore。\"

  Fomabrokeoffhisspeechabruptly,shruggedhisshouldersandlookedatLubovwithasmile。

  \"Wherehaveyoupickedupsuchphilosophy?\"sheasked,suspiciouslyanddrily。

  \"Thatisnotphilosophy。Thatissimplytorture!\"saidFomainanundertone。\"Openyoureyesandlookateverything。Thenyouwillthinksoyourself。\"

  \"Bytheway,Luba,turnyourattentiontothefact,\"beganTaras,standingwithhisbacktowardthetableandscrutinizingtheclock,\"thatpessimismisperfectlyforeigntotheAnglo-Saxonrace。ThatwhichtheycallpessimisminSwiftandinByronisonlyaburning,sharpprotestagainsttheimperfectionoflifeandman。Butyoucannotfindamongthemthecold,wellweighedandpassivepessimism。\"

  Then,asthoughsuddenlyrecallingFoma,heturnedtohim,claspinghishandsbehindhisback,and,wrigglinghisthigh,said:

  \"Youraiseveryimportantquestions,andifyouareseriouslyinterestedinthemyoumustreadbooks。Inthemwillyoufindmanyveryvaluableopinionsastothemeaningoflife。Howaboutyou——doyoureadbooks?\"

  \"No!\"repliedFoma,briefly。

  \"Ah!\"

  \"Idon\'tlikethem。\"

  \"Aha!Buttheymightneverthelessbeofsomehelptoyou,\"saidTaras,andasmilepassedacrosshislips。

  \"Books?Sincemencannothelpmeinmythoughtsbookscancertainlydonothingforme,\"ejaculatedFoma,morosely。

  Hebegantofeelawkwardandwearywiththisindifferentman。Hefeltlikegoingaway,butatthesametimehewishedtotellLubovsomethinginsultingaboutherbrother,andhewaitedtillTaraswouldleavetheroom。Lubovwashedthedishes;herfacewasconcentratedandthoughtful;herhandsmovedlazily。Taraswaspacingtheroom,nowandthenhestoppedshortbeforethesideboardonwhichwasthesilverware,whistled,tappedhisfingersagainstthewindow-panesandexaminedthearticleswithhiseyeshalfshut。Thependulumoftheclockflashedbeneaththeglassdoorofthecaselikesomebroad,grinningface,andmonotonouslytoldtheseconds。WhenFomanoticedthatLubovglancedathimafewtimesquestioningly,withexpectantandhostilelooks,heunderstoodthathewasinherwayandthatshewasimpatientlyexpectinghimtoleave。

  \"Iamgoingtostayhereovernight,\"saidhe,withasmile。\"I

  mustspeakwithmygodfather。Andthenitisratherlonesomeinmyhousealone。\"

  \"ThengoandtellMarfushatomakethebedforyouinthecornerroom,\"Lubovhastenedtoadvisehim。

  \"Ishall。\"

  Hearoseandwentoutofthedining-room。AndhesoonheardthatTarasaskedhissisteraboutsomethinginalowvoice。

  \"Aboutme!\"hethought。Suddenlythiswickedthoughtflashedthroughhismind:\"Itwerebutrighttolistenandhearwhatwisepeoplehavetosay。\"

  Helaughedsoftly,and,steppingontiptoe,wentnoiselesslyintotheotherroom,alsoadjoiningthedining-room。Therewasnolightthere,andonlyathinbandoflightfromthedining-room,passingthroughtheuncloseddoor,layonthedarkfloor。Softly,withsinkingheartandmalicioussmile,Fomawalkedupclosetothedoorandstopped。

  \"He\'saclumsyfellow,\"saidTaras。

  ThencameLubov\'sloweredandhastyspeech:

  \"Hewascarousinghereallthetime。Hecarriedondreadfully!Itallstartedsomehowofasudden。Thefirstthinghedidwastothrashtheson-in-lawoftheVice-GovernorattheClub。Papahadtotakethegreatestpainstohushupthescandal,anditwasagoodthingthattheVice-Governor\'sson-in-lawisamanofverybadreputation。Heisacard-sharperandingeneralashadypersonality,yetitcostfathermorethantwothousandroubles。

  AndwhilepapawasbusyinghimselfaboutthatscandalFomacameneardrowningawholecompanyontheVolga。\"

  \"Ha-ha!Howmonstrous!Andthatsamemanbusieshimselfwithinvestigatingastothemeaningoflife。\"

  \"Onanotheroccasionhewascarousingonasteamerwithacompanyofpeoplelikehimself。Suddenlyhesaidtothem:\'PraytoGod!

  I\'llflingeveryoneofyouoverboard!\'Heisfrightfullystrong。

  Theyscreamed,whilehesaid:\'Iwanttoservemycountry。Iwanttocleartheearthofbasepeople。\'\"

  \"Really?That\'sclever!\"

  \"He\'saterribleman!Howmanywildprankshehasperpetratedduringtheseyears!Howmuchmoneyhehassquandered!\"

  \"And,tellme,onwhatconditionsdoesfathermanagehisaffairsforhim?Doyouknow?\"

  \"No,Idon\'t。Hehasafullpowerofattorney。Whydoyouask?\"

  \"Simplyso。It\'sasolidbusiness。OfcourseitisconductedinpurelyRussianfashion;inotherwords,itisconductedabominably。Butitisasplendidbusiness,nevertheless。Ifitweremanagedproperlyitwouldbeamostprofitablegoldmine。\"

  \"Fomadoesabsolutelynothing。Everythingisinfather\'shands。\"

  \"Yes?That\'sfine。\"

  \"Doyouknow,sometimesitoccurstomethathisthoughtfulframeofmind——thatthesewordsofhisaresincere,andthathecanbeverydecent。ButIcannotreconcilehisscandalouslifewithhiswordsandarguments。Icannotdoitunderanycircumstances!\"

  \"Itisn\'tevenworthwhiletobotheraboutit。Thestriplingandlazybonesseekstojustifyhislaziness。\"

  \"No。Yousee,attimesheislikeachild。Hewasparticularlysobefore。\"

  \"Well,that\'swhatIhavesaid:he\'sastripling。Isitworthwhiletalkingaboutanignoramusandasavage,whowishestoremainanignoramusandasavage,anddoesnotconcealthefact?

  Yousee:hereasonsasthebearinthefablebenttheshafts。\"

  \"Youareveryharsh。\"

  \"Yes,Iamharsh!Peoplerequirethat。WeRussiansarealldesperatelyloose。Happily,lifeissoarrangedthat,whetherwewillitornot,wegraduallybraceup。Dreamsarefortheladsandmaidens,butforseriouspeoplethereisseriousbusiness。\"

  \"SometimesIfeelverysorryforFoma。Whatwillbecomeofhim?\"

  \"Thatdoesnotconcernme。Ibelievethatnothinginparticularwillbecomeofhim——neithergoodnorbad。Theinsipidfellowwillsquanderhismoneyaway,andwillberuined。Whatelse?Eh,thedeucetakehim!Suchpeopleasheisarerarenowadays。Nowthemerchantknowsthepowerofeducation。Andhe,thatfoster-

  brotherofyours,hewillgotoruin。\"

  \"That\'strue,sir!\"saidFoma,openingthedoorandappearingonthethreshold。

  Pale,withknittedbrowandquiveringlips,hestaredstraightintoTaras\'sfaceandsaidinadullvoice:\"True!Iwillgotoruinand——amen!Thesoonerthebetter!\"

  Lubovsprangupfromthechairwithfrightenedface,andranuptoTaras,whostoodcalmlyinthemiddleoftheroom,withhishandsthrustinhispockets。

  \"Foma!Oh!Shame!Youhavebeeneavesdropping。Oh,Foma!\"saidsheinconfusion。

  \"Keepquiet,youlamb!\"saidFomatoher。

  \"Yes,eavesdroppingiswrong!\"ejaculatedTaras,slowly,withoutliftingfromFomahislookofcontempt。

  \"Letitbewrong!\"saidFoma,withawaveofthehand。\"Isitmyfaultthatthetruthcanbelearnedbyeavesdroppingonly?\"

  \"Goaway,Foma,please!\"entreatedLubov,pressingclosetoherbrother。

  \"Perhapsyouhavesomethingtosaytome?\"askedTaras,calmly。

  \"I?\"exclaimedFoma。\"WhatcanIsay?Icannotsayanything。Itisyouwho——you,Ibelieve,knoweverything。\"

  \"Youhavenothingthentodiscusswithme?\"askedTarasagain。

  \"Iamverypleased。\"

  HeturnedsidewaystoFomaandinquiredofLubov:

  \"Whatdoyouthink——willfatherreturnsoon?\"

  Fomalookedathim,and,feelingsomethingakintorespectfortheman,deliberatelyleftthehouse。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtohisownhugeemptyhouse,whereeachstepofhisawakenedaringingecho,hestrolledalongthestreet,whichwasenvelopedinthemelancholygraytwilightoflateautumn。HethoughtofTarasMayakin。

  \"Howsevereheis。Hetakesafterhisfather。Onlyhe\'snotsorestless。He\'salsoacunningrogue,Ithink,whileLubkaregardedhimalmostasasaint。Thatfoolishgirl!Whatasermonhereadtome!Aregularjudge。Andshe——shewaskindtowardme。\"

  Butallthesethoughtsstirredinhimnofeelings——neitherhatredtowardTarasnorsympathyforLubov。Hecarriedwithhimsomethingpainfulanduncomfortable,somethingincomprehensibletohim,thatkeptgrowingwithinhisbreast,anditseemedtohimthathisheartwasswollenandwasgnawingasthoughfromanabscess。Hehearkenedtothatunceasingandindomitablepain,noticedthatitwasgrowingmoreandmoreacutefromhourtohour,and,notknowinghowtoallayit,waitedfortheresults。

  Thenhisgodfather\'strotterpassedhim。FomasawinthecarriagethesmallfigureofYakovMayakin,buteventhatarousednofeelinginhim。AlamplighterranpastFoma,overtookhim,placedhisladderagainstthelamppostandwentup。Theladdersuddenlyslippedunderhisweight,andhe,claspingthelamppost,cursedloudlyandangrily。AgirljostledFomainthesidewithherbundleandsaid:

  \"Excuseme。\"

  Heglancedatherandsaidnothing。Thenadrizzlingrainbegantofallfromthesky——tiny,scarcelyvisibledropsofmoistureovercastthelightsofthelanternsandtheshopwindowswithgrayishdust。Thisdustmadehimbreathewithdifficulty。

  \"ShallIgotoYozhovandpassthenightthere?Imightdrinkwithhim,\"thoughtFomaandwentawaytoYozhov,nothavingtheslightestdesireeithertoseethefeuilleton-writerortodrinkwithhim。

  AtYozhov\'shefoundashaggyfellowsittingonthelounge。Hehadonablouseandgraypantaloons。Hisfacewasswarthy,asthoughsmoked,hiseyeswerelarge,immobileandangry,histhickupperlipwascoveredwithabristle-like,soldiermoustache。Hewassittingonthelounge,withhisfeetclaspedinhishugearmsandhischinrestingonhisknees。Yozhovsatsidewaysinachair,withhislegsthrownacrossthearmofthechair。Amongbooksandnewspapersonthetablestoodabottleofvodkaandtherewasanodourofsomethingsaltyintheroom。

  \"Whyareyoutrampingabout?\"YozhovaskedFoma,and,noddingathim,saidtothemanonthelounge:\"Gordyeeff!\"

  Themanglancedatthenewcomerandsaidinaharsh,shrillvoice:\"Krasnoshchokov。\"

  FomaseatedhimselfonacorneroftheloungeandsaidtoYozhov:

  \"Ihavecometostayhereovernight。\"

  \"Well?Goon,Vasily。\"

  ThelatterglancedatFomaaskanceandwentoninacreakingvoice:

  \"Inmyopinion,youareattackingthestupidpeopleinvain。

  Masaniellowasafool,butwhathadtobeperformedwasdoneinthebestwaypossible。AndthatWinkelriedwascertainlyafoolalso,andyethadhenotthrusttheimperialspearsintohimselftheSwisswouldhavebeenthrashed。Havetherenotbeenmanyfoolslikethat?Yettheyaretheheroes。Andthecleverpeoplearethecowards。Wheretheyoughttodealtheobstacleablowwithalltheirmighttheystoptoreflect:\'Whatwillcomeofit?

  Perhapswemayperishinvain?\'Andtheystandtherelikeposts——

  untiltheybreathetheirlast。Andthefoolisbrave!Herushesheadforemostagainstthewall——bang!Ifhisskullbreaks——whatofit?Calves\'headsarenotdear。Andifhemakesacrackinthewallthecleverpeoplewillpickitopenintogates,willpassandcreditthemselveswiththehonour。No,NikolayMatveyich,braveryisagoodthingeventhoughitbewithoutreason。\"

  \"Vasily,youaretalkingnonsense!\"saidYozhov,stretchinghishandtowardhim。

  \"Ah,ofcourse!\"assentedVasily。\"HowamItosipcabbagesoupwithabastshoe?AndyetIamnotblind。Icansee。Thereisplentyofbrains,butnogoodcomesofit。Duringthetimethecleverpeoplethinkandreflectastohowtoactinthewisestway,thefoolswilldownthem。That\'sall。\"

  \"Waitalittle!\"saidYozhov。

  \"Ican\'t!Iamondutytoday。Iamratherlateasitis。I\'lldropintomorrow——mayI?\"

  \"Come!I\'llgivearoasting!\"

  \"That\'sexactlyyourbusiness。\"

  Vasilyadjustedhimselfslowly,rosefromthelounge,tookYozhov\'syellow,thinlittlehandinhisbig,swarthypawandpressedit。

  \"Goodbye!\"

  ThenhenoddedtowardFomaandwentthroughthedoorsideways。

  \"Haveyouseen?\"YozhovaskedFoma,pointinghishandatthedoor,behindwhichtheheavyfootstepsstillresounded。

  \"Whatsortofamanishe?\"

  \"Assistantmachinist,VaskaKrasnoshchokov。Here,takeanexamplefromhim:Attheageoffifteenhebegantostudy,toreadandwrite,andattwenty-eighthehasreadthedevilknowshowmanygoodbooks,andhasmasteredtwolanguagestoperfection。Nowhe\'sgoingabroad。\"

  \"Whatfor?\"inquiredFoma。

  \"Tostudy。Toseehowpeoplelivethere,whileyoulanguishhere——

  whatfor?\"

  \"Hespokesensiblyofthefools,\"saidFoma,thoughtfully。

  \"Idon\'tknow,forIamnotafool。\"

  \"Thatwaswellsaid。Thestupidmanoughttoactatonce。Rushforwardandoverturn。\"

  \"There,he\'sbrokenloose!\"exclaimedYozhov。\"YoubettertellmewhetheritistruethatMayakin\'ssonhasreturned?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Whydoyouask?\"

  \"Nothing。\"

  \"Icanseebyyourfacethatthereissomething。\"

  \"Weknowallabouthisson;we\'veheardabouthim。\"

  \"ButIhaveseenhim。\"

  \"Well?Whatsortofmanishe?\"

  \"Thedevilknowshim!WhathaveItodowithhim?\"

  \"Ishelikehisfather?\"

  \"He\'sstouter,plumper;thereismoreseriousnessabouthim;heissocold。\"

  \"WhichmeansthathewillbeevenworsethanYashka。Well,now,mydear,beonyourguardortheywillsuckyoudry。\"

  \"Well,letthemdoit!\"

  \"They\'llrobyou。You\'llbecomeapauper。ThatTarasfleecedhisfather-in-lawinYekateringburgsocleverly。\"

  \"Lethimfleecemetoo,ifhelikes。Ishallnotsayawordtohimexcept\'thanks。\'\"

  \"Youarestillsingingthatsameoldtune?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Tobesetatliberty。\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Dropit!Whatdoyouwantfreedomfor?Whatwillyoudowithit?

  Don\'tyouknowthatyouarenotfitforanything,thatyouareilliterate,thatyoucertainlycannotevensplitalogofwood?

  Now,ifIcouldonlyfreemyselffromthenecessityofdrinkingvodkaandeatingbread!\"

  Yozhovjumpedtohisfeet,and,stoppinginfrontofFoma,begantospeakinaloudvoice,asthoughdeclaiming:

  \"Iwouldgathertogethertheremainsofmywoundedsoul,andtogetherwiththebloodofmyheartIwouldspitthemintothefaceofourintelligentsociety,thedeviltakeit!Iwouldsaytothem:

  \'Youinsects,youarethebestsapofmycountry!ThefactofyourexistencehasbeenrepaidbythebloodandthetearsofscoresofgenerationsofRussianpeople。0,younits!Howdearlyyourcountryhaspaidforyou!Whatareyoudoingforitssakeinreturn?Haveyoutransformedthetearsofthepastintopearls?

  Whathaveyoucontributedtowardlife?Whathaveyouaccomplished?Youhavepermittedyourselvestobeconquered?Whatareyoudoing?Youpermityourselvestobemocked。\"\'

  Hestampedhisfeetwithrage,andsettinghisteethtogetherstaredatFomawithburning,angrylooks,andresembledaninfuriatedwildbeast。

  \"Iwouldsaytothem:\'You!Youreasontoomuch,butyouarenotverywise,andyouareutterlypowerless,andyouareallcowards!Yourheartsarefilledupwithmoralityandnobleintentions,buttheyareassoftandwarmasfeatherbeds;thespiritofcreativenesssleepswithinthemaprofoundandcalmsleep,andyourheartsdonotthrob,theymerelyrockslowly,likecradles。\'Dippingmyfingerinthebloodofmyheart,I

  wouldsmearupontheirbrowsthebrandsofmyreproaches,andthey,paupersinspirit,miserableintheirself-contentment,theywouldsuffer。Oh,howtheywouldsuffer!Myscourgeissharp,myhandisfirm!AndIlovetoodeeplytohavecompassion!

  Theywouldsuffer!Andnowtheydonotsuffer,fortheyspeakoftheirsufferingstoomuch,toooften,andtooloud!Theylie!

  Genuinesufferingismute,andgenuinepassionknowsnobounds!

  Passions,passions!Whenwilltheyspringupintheheartsofmen?Weareallmiserablebecauseofapathy。\"

  Shortofbreathheburstintoafitofcoughing,hecoughedforalongtime,hoppingabouthitherandthither,wavinghishandslikeamadman。AndthenheagainstoppedinfrontofFomawithpalefaceandblood-shoteyes。Hebreathedheavily,hislipstremblednowandthen,displayinghissmall,sharpteeth。

  Dishevelled,withhisheadcoveredwithshortheir,helookedlikeaperchjustthrownoutofthewater。ThiswasnotthefirsttimeFomasawhiminsuchastate,and,asalways,hewasinfectedbyhisagitation。Helistenedtothefierywordsofthesmallman,silently,withoutattemptingtounderstandtheirmeaning,havingnodesiretoknowagainstwhomtheyweredirected,absorbingtheirforceonly。Yozhov\'swordsbubbledonlikeboilingwater,andheatedhissoul。

  \"Iwillsaytothem,tothosemiserableidlers:

  \'Look!Lifegoesonward,leavingyoubehind!\"\'

  \"Eh!That\'sfine!\"exclaimedFoma,ecstatically,andbegantomoveaboutonthelounge。\"You\'reahero,Nikolay!Oh!Goahead!

  Throwitrightintotheirfaces!\"

  ButYozhovwasnotinneedofencouragement,itseemedevenasthoughhehadnotheardatallFoma\'sexclamations,andhewenton:

  \"Iknowthelimitationsofmypowers。Iknowthey\'llshoutatme:

  \'Holdyourpeace!\'They\'lltellme:\'Keepsilence!\'Theywillsayitwisely,theywillsayitcalmly,mockingme,theywillsayitfromtheheightoftheirmajesty。IknowIamonlyasmallbird,0h,Iamnotanightingale!ComparedwiththemIamanignorantman,Iamonlyafeuilleton-writer,amantoamusethepublic。

  Letthemcryandsilenceme,letthemdoit!Ablowwillfallonmycheek,buttheheartwillneverthelesskeeponthrobbing!AndIwillsaytothem:

  \"\'Yes,Iamanignorantman!AndmyfirstadvantageoveryouisthatIdonotknowasinglebook-truthdearertomethanaman!

  Manistheuniverse,andmayheliveforeverwhocarriesthewholeworldwithinhim!Andyou,\'Iwillsay,\'forthesakeofawordwhich,perhaps,doesnotalwayscontainameaningcomprehensibletoyou,forthesakeofawordyouofteninflictsoresandwoundsononeanother,forthesakeofawordyouspurtoneanotherwithbile,youassaultthesoul。Forthis,believeme,lifewillseverelycallyoutoaccount:astormwillbreakloose,anditwillwhiskandwashyouofftheearth,aswindandrainwhiskandwashthedustoffatreeIThereisinhumanlanguageonlyonewordwhosemeaningisclearanddeartoeverybody,andwhenthatwordispronounced,itsoundsthus:

  \'Freedom!\'\"

  \"Crushon!\"roaredFoma,jumpingupfromtheloungeandgraspingYozhovbytheshoulders。WithflashingeyeshegazedintoYozhov\'sface,bendingtowardhim,andalmostmoanedwithgriefandaffliction:\"Oh!Nikolay!Mydearfellow,Iammortallysorryforyou!Iammoresorrythanwordscantell!\"

  \"What\'sthis?What\'sthematterwithyou?\"criedYozhov,pushinghimaway,amazedandshiftedfromhispositionbyFoma\'sunexpectedoutburstandstrangewords。

  \"Oh,brother!\"saidFoma,loweringhisvoice,whichthussoundeddeeper,morepersuasive。\"Oh,livingsoul,whydoyousinktoruin?\"

  \"Who?I?Isink?Youlie!\"

  \"Mydearboy!Youwillnotsayanythingtoanybody!Thereisnoonetospeakto!Whowilllistentoyou?OnlyI!\"

  \"Gotothedevil!\"shoutedYozhov,angrily,jumpingawayfromhimasthoughhehadbeenscorched。

  AndFomawenttowardhim,andspokeconvincingly,withintensesorrow:

  \"Speak!speaktome!Ishallcarryawayyourwordstotheproperplace。Iunderstandthem。And,ah!howIwillscorchthepeople!

  Justwait!Myopportunitywillcome。\"

  \"Goaway!\"screamedYozhov,hysterically,squeezinghisbacktothewall,underFoma\'spressure。Perplexed,crushed,andinfuriatedhestoodandwavedoffFoma\'sarmsoutstretchedtowardhim。Andatthistimethedooroftheroomopened,andonthethresholdappearedawomanallinblack。Herfacewasangry-

  lookingandexcited,hercheekwastiedupwithakerchief。Shetossedherheadback,stretchedoutherhandtowardYozhovandsaid,inahissingandshrillvoice:

  \"NikolayMatveyich!Excuseme,butthisisimpossible!Suchbeast-likehowlingandroaring。Guestseveryday。Thepolicearecoming。No,Ican\'tbearitanylonger!Iamnervous。Pleasevacatethelodgingsto-morrow。Youarenotlivinginadesert,therearepeopleaboutyouhere。Andaneducatedmanatthat!A

  writer!Allpeoplerequirerest。Ihaveatoothache。Irequestyoutomovetomorrow。I\'llpasteupanotice,I\'llnotifythepolice。\"

  Shespokerapidly,andthemajorityofherwordswerelostinthehissingandwhistlingofhervoice;onlythosewordsweredistinct,whichsheshriekedoutinashrill,irritatedtone。Thecornersofherkerchiefprotrudedonherheadlikesmallhorns,andshookfromthemovementofherjaws。AtthesightofheragitatedandcomicalfigureFomagraduallyretreatedtowardthelounge,whileYozhovstood,andwipinghisforehead,staredatherfixedly,andlistenedtoherwords:

  \"Soknowitnow!\"shescreamed,andbehindthedoor,shesaidoncemore:

  \"Tomorrow!Whatanoutrage。\"

  \"Devil!\"whisperedYozhov,staringdullyatthedoor。

  \"Yes!whatawoman!Howstrict!\"saidFoma,lookingathiminamazement,asheseatedhimselfonthelounge。

  Yozhov,raisinghisshoulders,walkeduptothetable,pouredoutahalfatea-glassfullofvodka,emptieditandsatdownbythetable,bowinghisheadlow。Therewassilenceforaboutaminute。

  ThenFomasaid,timidlyandsoftly:

  \"Howitallhappened!Wehadnotimeeventowinkaneye,and,suddenly,suchanoutcome。Ah!\"

  \"You!\"saidYozhovinanundertone,tossinguphishead,andstaringatFomaangrilyandwildly。\"Keepquiet!You,thedeviltakeyou。Liedownandsleep!Youmonster。Nightmare。Oh!\"

  AndhethreatenedFomawithhisfist。Thenhefilledtheglasswithmorebrandy,andemptieditagain。

  AfewminuteslaterFomalayundressedonthelounge,and,withhalf-shuteyes,followedYozhovwhosatbythetableinanawkwardpose。Hestaredatthefloor,andhislipswerequietlymoving。Fomawasastonished,hecouldnotmakeoutwhyYozhovhadbecomeangryathim。Itcouldnotbebecausehehadbeenorderedtomoveout。Foritwashehimselfwhohadbeenshouting。

  \"0hdevil!\"whisperedYozhov,andgnashedhisteeth。

  Fomaquietlyliftedhisheadfromthepillow。Yozhovdeeplyandnoisilysighing,againstretchedouthishandtowardthebottle。

  ThenFomasaidtohimsoftly:

  \"Let\'sgotosomehotel。Itisn\'tlateyet。\"

  Yozhovlookedathim,and,rubbinghisheadwithhishands,begantolaughstrangely。ThenherosefromhischairandsaidtoFomacurtly:

  \"Dressyourself!\"

  Andseeinghowclumsilyandslowlyheturnedonthelounge,Yozhovshoutedwithangerandimpatience:

  \"Well,bequicker!Youpersonificationofstupidity。Yousymbolicalcart-shaft。\"

  \"Don\'tcurse!\"saidFoma,withapeaceablesmile。\"Isitworthwhiletobeangrybecauseawomanhascackled?\"

  Yozhovglancedathim,spatandburstintoharshlaughter。

  CHAPTERXIII

  \"AREallhere?\"askedIlyaYefimovichKononov,standingonthebowofhisnewsteamer,andsurveyingthecrowdofguestswithbeamingeyes。

  \"Itseemstobeall!\"

  Andraisingupwardhisstout,red,happy-lookingface,heshoutedtothecaptain,whowasalreadystandingonthebridge,besidethespeaking-tube:

  \"Castoff,Petrukha!\"

  \"Yes,sir!\"

  Thecaptainbaredhishuge,baldhead,madethesignofthecross,glancingupatthesky,passedhishandoverhiswide,blackbeard,clearedhisthroat,andgavethecommand:

  \"Back!\"

  Theguestswatchedthemovementsofthecaptainsilentlyandattentively,and,emulatinghisexample,theyalsobegantocrossthemselves,atwhichperformancetheircapsandhighhatsflashedthroughtheairlikeaflockofblackbirds。

  GiveusThyblessing,0hLord!\"exclaimedKononovwithemotion。

  \"Letgoastern!Forward!\"orderedthecaptain。Themassive\"IlyaMurometz,\"heavingamightysigh,emittedathickcolumnofwhitesteamtowardthesideofthelanding-bridge,andstartedupstreameasily,likeaswan。

  \"Howitstartedoff,\"enthusiasticallyexclaimedcommercialcounsellorLupGrigoryevReznikov,atall,thin,good-lookingman。\"Withoutaquiver!Likealadyinthedance!\"

  \"Halfspeed!\"

  \"It\'snotaship,it\'saLeviathan!\"remarkedwithadevoutsighthepock-markedandstoopingTrofimZubov,cathedral-wardenandprincipalusurerintown。

  Itwasagrayday。Thesky,overcastwithautumnclouds,wasreflectedinthewateroftheriver,thusgivingitacoldleadencolouring。Flashinginthefreshnessofitspaintthesteamersailedalongthemonotonousbackgroundoftheriverlikeahugebrightspot,andtheblacksmokeofitsbreathhungintheairlikeaheavycloud。Allwhite,withpinkpaddle-boxesandbrightredblades,thesteamereasilycutthroughthecoldwaterwithitsbowanddroveitaparttowardtheshores,andtheroundwindow-panesonthesidesofthesteamerandthecabinglitteredbrilliantly,asthoughsmilingaself-satisfied,triumphantsmile。

  \"Gentlemenofthishonourablecompany!\"exclaimedKononov,removinghishat,andmakingalowbowtotheguests。\"AswehavenowrendereduntoGod,sotosay,whatisduetoGod,wouldyoupermitthatthemusiciansrendernowuntotheEmperorwhatisduetotheEmperor?\"

  And,withoutwaitingforananswerfromhisguests,heplacedhisfisttohismouth,andshouted:

  \"Musicians!Play\'BeGlorious!\'\"

  Themilitaryorchestra,behindtheengine,thunderedoutthemarch。

  AndMakarBobrov,thedirectorandfounderofthelocalcommercialbank,begantohuminapleasantbasso,beatingtimewithhisfingersonhisenormouspaunch:

  \"Beglorious,beglorious,ourRussianCzar——tra-rata!Boom!\"

  \"Iinviteyoutothetable,gentlemen!Please!Takepot-luck,he,he!Ientreatyouhumbly,\"saidKononov,pushinghimselfthroughthedensegroupofguests。

  Therewereaboutthirtyofthem,allsedatemen,thecreamofthelocalmerchants。Theoldermenamongthem,bald-headedandgray,woreold-fashionedfrock-coats,capsandtallboots。Buttherewereonlyfewofthese;highsilkhats,shoesandstylishcoatsreignedsupreme。Theywereallcrowdedonthebowofthesteamer,andlittlebylittle,yieldingtoKononov\'srequests,movedtowardsthesterncoveredwithsailcloth,wherestoodtablesspreadwithlunch。LupReznikovwalkedarminarmwithYakovMayakin,and,bendingovertohisear,whisperedsomethingtohim,whilethelatterlistenedandsmiled。Foma,whohadbeenbroughttothefestivalbyhisgodfather,afterlongadmonitions,foundnocompanionforhimselfamongthesepeoplewhowererepulsivetohim,and,paleandgloomy,heldhimselfapartfromthem。DuringthepasttwodayshehadbeendrinkingheavilywithYozhov,andnowhehadaterribleheadache。Hefeltillateaseinthesedateandyetjollycompany;thehummingofthevoices,thethunderingofthemusicandtheclamourofthesteamer,alltheseirritatedhim。

  Hefeltapressingneedtodozeoff,andhecouldfindnorestfromthethoughtastowhyhisgodfatherwassokindtohimtoday,andwhyhebroughthimhitherintothecompanyoftheforemostmerchantsofthetown。Whyhadheurgedsopersuasively,andevenentreatedhimtoattendKononov\'smassandbanquet?

  \"Don\'tbefoolish,come!\"Fomarecalledhisgodfather\'sadmonitions。\"Whydoyoufightshyofpeople?Mangetshischaracterfromnature,andinrichesyouarelowerthanveryfew。

  Youmustkeepyourselfonanequalfootingwiththeothers。

  Come!\"

  \"Butwhenareyougoingtospeakseriouslywithme,papa?\"Fomahadasked,watchingtheplayofhisgodfather\'sfaceandgreeneyes。

  \"Youmeanaboutsettingyoufreefromthebusiness?Ha,ha!We\'lltalkitover,we\'lltalkitover,myfriend!Whataqueerfellowyouare。Well?Willyouenteramonasterywhenyouhavethrownawayyourwealth?Aftertheexampleofthesaints?Eh?\"

  \"I\'llseethen!\"Fomahadanswered。

  \"So。Well,andmeanwhile,beforeyougotothemonastery,comealongwithme!Getreadyquickly。Rubyourphizwithsomethingwet,foritisverymuchswollen。Sprinkleyourselfwithcologne,getitfromLubov,todriveawaythesmellofthekabak。Goahead!\"

  Arrivingonthesteamerwhilethemasswasinprogress,Fomatookupaplaceonthesideandwatchedthemerchantsduringthewholeservice。

  Theystoodinsolemnsilence;theirfaceshadanexpressionofdevoutconcentration;theyprayedwithfervour,deeplysighing,bowinglow,devoutlyliftingtheireyesheavenward。AndFomalookednowatone,nowatanother,andrecalledwhatheknewaboutthem。

  TherewasLupReznikov;hehadbegunhiscareerasabrothel-

  keeper,andhadbecomerichallofasudden。Theysaidhehadstrangledoneofhisguests,arichSiberian。Zubov\'sbusinessinhisyouthhadbeentopurchasethreadfromthepeasants。Hehadfailedtwice。Kononovhadbeentriedtwentyyearsagoforarson,andevennowhewasindictedfortheseductionofaminor。

  Togetherwithhim,forthesecondtimealready,onasimilarcharge,ZakharKirillovRobustovhadbeendraggedtocourt。

  Robustovwasastout,shortmerchantwitharoundfaceandcheerfulblueeyes。AmongthesepeopletherewashardlyoneaboutwhomFomadidnotknowsomethingdisgraceful。

  AndheknewthattheywereallsurelyenvyingthesuccessfulKononov,whowasconstantlyincreasingthenumberofhissteamersfromyeartoyear。Manyofthosepeoplewereatdaggers\'pointswithoneanother,noneofthemwouldshowmercytotheothersinthebattlefieldofbusiness,andallknewwickedanddishonestthingsaboutoneanother。Butnow,whentheygatheredaroundKononov,whowastriumphantandhappy,theyblendedinonedense,darkmass,andstoodandbreathedasoneman,concentratedandsilent,surroundedbysomethinginvisibleyetfirm,bysomethingwhichrepulsedFomafromthem,andwhichinspiredhimwithfearofthem。

  \"Impostors!\"thoughthe,thusencouraginghimself。

  Andtheycoughedgently,sighed,crossedthemselves,bowed,and,surroundingtheclergyinathickwall,stoodimmovableandfirm,likebig,blackrocks。

  \"Theyarepretending!\"Fomaexclaimedtohimself。Besidehimstoodthehump-backed,one-eyedPavlinGushchin——hewho,notlongbefore,hadturnedthechildrenofhishalf-wittedbrotherintothestreetasbeggars——hestoodthereandwhisperedpenetratinglyashelookedatthegloomyskywithhissingleeye:

  \"0hLord!DonotconvictmeinThywrath,norchastisemeinThyindignation。\"

  AndFomafeltthatthatmanwasaddressingtheLordwiththemostprofoundandfirmfaithinHismercy。

  \"0hLord,Godofourfathers,whohadstcommandedNoah,Thyservant,tobuildanarkforthepreservationoftheworld,\"saidthepriestinhisdeepbassvoice,liftinghiseyesandoutstretchinghishandsskyward,\"protectalsothisvesselandgiveuntoitaguardingangelofgoodandpeace。Guardthosethatwillsailuponit。\"

  Themerchantsinunisonmadethesignofthecross,withwideswingsoftheirarms,andalltheirfacesboretheexpressionofonesentiment——faithinthepowerofprayer。AllthesepicturestookrootinFoma\'smemoryandawakenedinhimperplexityastothesepeople,who,beingabletobelievefirmlyinthemercyofGod,were,nevertheless,socrueluntoman。Hewatchedthempersistently,wishingtodetecttheirfraud,toconvincehimselfoftheirfalsehood。

  Theirgravefirmnessangeredhim,theirunanimousself-

  confidence,theirtriumphantfaces,theirloudvoices,theirlaughter。Theywerealreadyseatedbythetables,coveredwithluncheon,andwerehungrilyadmiringthehugesturgeon,almostthreeyardsinlength,nicelysprinkledoverwithgreensandlargecrabs。TrofimZubov,tyinganapkinaroundhisneck,lookedatthemonsterfishwithhappy,sweetlyhalf-shuteyes,andsaidtohisneighbour,theflourmerchant,YonaYushkov:

  \"YonaNikiforich!Look,it\'saregularwhale!It\'sbigenoughtoserveasacasketforyourperson,eh?Ha,ha!Youcouldcreepintoitasafootintoaboot,eh?Ha,ha!\"

  Thesmall-bodiedandplumpYonacarefullystretchedouthisshortlittlehandtowardthesilverpailfilledwithfreshcaviar,smackedhislipsgreedily,andsquintedatthebottlesbeforehim,fearinglesthemightoverturnthem。

  OppositeKononov,onatrestle,stoodahalf-vedrobarrelofoldvodka,importedfromPoland;inahugesilver-mountedshelllayoysters,andacertainparticolouredcake,intheshapeofatower,stoodoutabovealltheviands。

  \"Gentlemen!Ientreatyou!Helpyourselvestowhateveryouplease!\"criedKononov。\"Ihavehereeverythingatoncetosuitthetasteofeveryone。Thereisourown,Russianstuff,andthereisforeign,allatonce!That\'sthebestway!Whowishesanything?Doesanybodywantsnails,orthesecrabs,eh?They\'refromIndia,Iamtold。\"

  AndZubovsaidtohisneighbour,Mayakin:

  \"Theprayer\'AttheBuildingofaVessel\'isnotsuitableforsteam-tugsandriversteamers,thatis,notthatitisnotsuitable,itisn\'tenoughalone。Ariversteamerisaplaceofpermanentresidenceforthecrew,andthereforeitoughttobeconsideredasahouse。Consequentlyitisnecessarytomaketheprayer\'AttheBuildingofaHouse,\'inadditiontothatforthevessel。Butwhatwillyoudrink?\"

  \"Iamnotmuchofawinefiend。Pourmeoutsomecuminvodka,\"

  repliedYakovTarasovich。

  Foma,seatedattheendofthetableamongsometimidandmodestmenwhowereunfamiliartohim,nowandagainfeltonhimselfthesharpglancesoftheoldman。

  \"He\'safraidI\'llmakeascandal,\"thoughtFoma。\"Brethren!\"

  roaredthemonstrouslystoutshipbuilderYashchurov,inahoarsevoice,\"Ican\'tdowithoutherring!Imustnecessarilybeginwithherring,that\'smynature。\"

  \"Musicians!strikeup\'ThePersianMarch!\"

  \"Holdon!Better\'HowGlorious!\'\"

  \"Strikeup\'HowGlorious。\"\'

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