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  \"Oh,no!\"exclaimedSmolin,wardingofftheoldman\'swordswithaneasywaveofthehand。\"Whywrongothers?WhatrighthaveItodoso?MyaimistoraisetheimportanceandpriceofRussianleatherabroad,andsoequippedwiththeknowledgeastothemanufacture,Iambuildingamodelfactory,andfillthemarketswithmodelgoods。Thecommercialhonourofthecountry!\"

  \"Doesitrequiremuchcapital,didyousay?\"askedMayakin,thoughtfully。

  \"Aboutthreehundredthousand。\"

  \"Fatherwon\'tgivemesuchadowry,\"thoughtLubov。

  \"Myfactorywillalsoturnoutleathergoods,suchastrunks,foot-wear,harnesses,strapsandsoforth。\"

  \"Andofwhatpercent,areyoudreaming?\"

  \"Iamnotdreaming,IamcalculatingwithalltheexactnesspossibleunderconditionsinRussia,\"saidSmolin,impressively。

  \"Themanufacturershouldbeasstrictlypracticalasthemechanicwhoiscreatingamachine。Thefrictionofthetiniestscrewmustbetakenintoconsideration,ifyouwishtodoaseriousthingseriously。IcanletyoureadalittlenotewhichIhavedrawnup,baseduponmypersonalstudyofcattle-breedingandoftheconsumptionofmeatinRussia。\"

  \"How\'sthat!\"laughedMayakin。\"Bringmethatnote,it\'sinteresting!ItseemsyoudidnotspendyourtimefornothinginWesternEurope。Andnow,let\'seatsomething,aftertheRussianfashion。\"

  \"Howareyoupassingthetime,LubovYakovlevna?\"askedSmolin,arminghimselfwithknifeandfork。

  \"Sheisratherlonesomeherewithme,\"repliedMayakinforhisdaughter。\"Myhousekeeper,allthehouseholdisonhershoulders,soshehasnotimetoamuseherself。\"

  \"Andnoplace,Imustadd,\"saidLubov。\"Iamnotfondoftheballsandentertainmentsgivenbythemerchants。\"

  \"Andthetheatre?\"askedSmolin。

  \"Iseldomgothere。Ihavenoonetogowith。\"

  \"Thetheatre!\"exclaimedtheoldman。\"Tellme,pray,whyhasitbecomethefashionthentorepresentthemerchantasasavageidiot?Itisveryamusing,butitisincomprehensible,becauseitisfalse!AmIafool,ifIammasterintheCityCouncil,masterincommerce,andalsoownerofthatsametheatre?Youlookatthemerchantonthestageandyousee——heisn\'tlife-life!Ofcourse,whentheypresentsomethinghistorical,suchas:\'LifefortheCzar,\'withsonganddance,or\'Hamlet,\'\'TheSorceress,\'or\'Vasilisa,\'truthfulreproductionisnotrequired,becausethey\'remattersofthepastanddon\'tconcernus。Whethertrueornot,itmatterslittlesolongasthey\'regood,butwhenyourepresentmoderntimes,thendon\'tlie!Andshowthemanashereallyis。\"

  Smolinlistenedtotheoldman\'swordswithacovetoussmileonhislips,andcastatLubovglanceswhichseemedtoinvitehertorefuteherfather。Somewhatembarrassed,shesaid:

  \"Andyet,papa,themajorityofthemerchantclassisuneducatedandsavage。\"

  \"Yes,\"remarkedSmolinwithregret,noddinghisheadaffirmatively,\"thatisthesadtruth。\"

  \"TakeFoma,forinstance,\"wentonthegirl。

  \"0h!\"exclaimedMayakin。\"Well,youareyoungfolks,youcanhavebooksinyourhands。\"

  \"Anddoyounottakeinterestinanyofthesocieties?\"SmolinaskedLubov。\"Youhavesomanydifferentsocietieshere。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidLubovwithasigh,\"butIliveratherapartfromeverything。\"

  \"Housekeeping!\"interposedthefather。\"Wehaveheresuchastoreofdifferentthings,everythinghastobekeptclean,inorder,andcompleteastonumber。\"

  Withaself-satisfiedairhenoddedfirstatthetable,whichwassetwithbrilliantcrystalandsilverware,andthenatthesideboard,whoseshelveswerefairlybreakingundertheweightofthearticles,andwhichremindedoneofthedisplayinastorewindow。Smolinnotedalltheseandanironicalsmilebegantoplayuponhislips。ThenheglancedatLubov\'sface:inhislookshecaughtsomethingfriendly,sympathetictoher。Afaintflushcoveredhercheeks,andshesaidtoherselfwithtimidjoy:

  \"ThankGod!\"

  Thelightoftheheavybronzelampnowseemedtoflashmorebrilliantlyonthesidesofthecrystalvases,anditbecamebrighterintheroom。

  \"Ilikeourdearoldtown!\"saidSmolin,lookingatthegirlwithakindlysmile,\"itissobeautiful,sovigorous;thereischeerfulnessaboutitthatinspiresonetowork。Itsverypicturesquenessissomewhatstimulating。Initonefeelslikeleadingadashinglife。Onefeelslikeworkingmuchandseriously。Andthen,itisanintelligenttown。Justseewhatapracticalnewspaperispublishedhere。Bytheway,weintendtopurchaseit。\"

  \"WhomdoyoumeanbyYou?\"askedMayakin。

  \"I,Urvantzov,Shchukin——\"

  \"That\'spraiseworthy!\"saidtheoldman,rappingthetablewithhishand。\"That\'sverypractical!Itistimetostoptheirmouths,itwashightimelongago!ParticularlythatYozhov;he\'slikeasharp-toothedsaw。Justputthethumb-screwonhim!Anddoitwell!\"

  SmolinagaincastatLubovasmilingglance,andherhearttrembledwithjoyoncemore。Withflushingfaceshesaidtoherfather,inwardlyaddressingherselftothebridegroom:

  \"AsfarasIcanunderstand,AfricanDmitreivich,hewishestobuythenewspapernotatallforthesakeofstoppingitsmouthasyousay。\"

  \"Whatthencanbedonewithit?\"askedtheoldman,shrugginghisshoulders。\"There\'snothinginitbutemptytalkandagitation。

  Ofcourse,ifthepracticalpeople,themerchantsthemselves,taketowritingforit——\"

  \"Thepublicationofanewspaper,\"beganSmolin,instructively,interruptingtheoldman,\"lookedatmerelyfromthecommercialpointofview,maybeaveryprofitableenterprise。Butasidefromthis,anewspaperhasanothermoreimportantaim——thatis,toprotecttherightoftheindividualandtheinterestsofindustryandcommerce。\"

  \"That\'sjustwhatIsay,ifthemerchanthimselfwillmanagethenewspaper,thenitwillbeuseful。\"

  \"Excuseme,papa,\"saidLubov。

  ShebegantofeeltheneedofexpressingherselfbeforeSmolin;

  shewantedtoassurehimthatsheunderstoodthemeaningofhiswords,thatshewasnotanordinarymerchant-daughter,interestedindressesandballsonly。Smolinpleasedher。Thiswasthefirsttimeshehadseenamerchantwhohadlivedabroadforalongtime,whoreasonedsoimpressively,whoborehimselfsoproperly,whowassowelldressed,andwhospoketoherfather,thecleverestmanintown,withthecondescendingtoneofanadulttowardsaminor。

  \"AftertheweddingI\'llpersuadehimtotakemeabroad,\"thoughtLubov,suddenly,and,confusedatthisthoughtsheforgotwhatshewasabouttosaytoherfather。Blushingdeeply,shewassilentforafewseconds,seizedwithfearlestSmolinmightinterpretthissilenceinawayunflatteringtoher。

  \"Onaccountofyourconversation,youhaveforgottentooffersomewinetoourguest,\"shesaidatlast,afterafewsecondsofpainfulsilence。

  \"That\'syourbusiness。Youarehostess,\"retortedtheoldman。

  \"0h,don\'tdisturbyourself!\"exclaimedSmolin,withanimation。

  \"Ihardlydrinkatall。\"

  \"Really?\"askedMayakin。

  \"Iassureyou!SometimesIdrinkawineglassortwoincaseoffatigueorillness。Buttodrinkwineforpleasure\'ssakeisincomprehensibletome。Thereareotherpleasuresmoreworthyofamanofculture。\"

  \"Youmeanladies,Isuppose?\"askedtheoldmanwithawink。

  Smolin\'scheeksandneckbecameredwiththecolourwhichleapedtohisface。WithapologeticeyesheglancedatLubov,andsaidtoherfatherdrily:

  \"Imeanthetheatre,books,music。\"

  Lubovbecameradiantwithjoyathiswords。

  Theoldmanlookedaskanceattheworthyyoungman,smiledkeenlyandsuddenlyblurtedout:

  \"Eh,lifeisgoingonward!Formerlythedogusedtorelishacrust,nowthepugdogfindsthecreamtoothin;pardonmeformysourremark,butitisverymuchtothepoint。Itdoesnotexactlyrefertoyourself,butingeneral。\"

  LubovturnedpaleandlookedatSmolinwithfright。Hewascalm,scrutinisinganancientsaltbox,decoratedwithenamel;hetwistedhismoustacheandlookedasthoughhehadnotheardtheoldman\'swords。Buthiseyesgrewdarker,andhislipswerecompressedverytightly,andhisclean-shavenchinobstinatelyprojectedforward。

  \"Andso,myfutureleadingmanufacturer,\"saidMayakin,asthoughnothinghadhappened,\"threehundredthousandroubles,andyourbusinesswillflashuplikeafire?\"

  \"AndwithinayearandahalfIshallsendoutthefirstlotofgoods,whichwillbeeagerlysoughtfor,\"saidSmolin,simply,withunshakableconfidence,andheeyedtheoldmanwithacoldandfirmlook。

  \"Sobeit;thefirmofSmolinandMayakin,andthat\'sall?So。

  Onlyitseemsratherlateformetostartanewbusiness,doesn\'tit?Ipresumethegravehaslongbeenpreparedforme;whatdoyouthinkofit?\"

  InsteadofananswerSmolinburstintoarich,butindifferentandcoldlaughter,andthensaid:

  \"Oh,don\'tsaythat。\"

  Theoldmanshudderedathislaughter,andstartedbackwithfright,withascarcelyperceptiblemovementofhisbody。AfterSmolin\'swordsallthreemaintainedsilenceforaboutaminute。

  \"Yes,\"saidMayakin,withoutliftinghishead,whichwasbentlow。\"Itisnecessarytothinkofthat。Imustthinkofit。\"

  Then,raisinghishead,hecloselyscrutinisedhisdaughterandthebridegroom,and,risingfromhischair,hesaidsternlyandbrusquely:\"Iamgoingawayforawhiletomylittlecabinet。Yousurelywon\'tfeellonesomewithoutme。\"

  Andhewentoutwithbentbackanddroopinghead,heavilyscrapingwithhisfeet。

  Theyoungpeople,thusleftalone,exchangedafewemptyphrases,and,evidentlyconsciousthattheseonlyhelpedtoremovethemfurtherfromeachother,theymaintainedapainful,awkwardandexpectantsilence。Takinganorange,Lubovbegantopeelitwithexaggeratedattention,whileSmolin,loweringhiseyes,examinedhismoustaches,whichhecarefullystrokedwithhislefthand,toyedwithaknifeandsuddenlyaskedthegirlinaloweredvoice:

  \"Pardonmeformyindiscretion。Itisevidentlyreallydifficultforyou,LubovYakovlevna,tolivewithyourfather。He\'samanwithold-fashionedviewsand,pardonme,he\'sratherhard-

  hearted!\"

  Lubovshuddered,and,castingatthered-headedmanagratefullook,said:

  \"Itisn\'teasy,butIhavegrownaccustomedtoit。Healsohashisgoodqualities。\"

  \"Oh,undoubtedly!Buttoyouwhoaresoyoung,beautifulandeducated,toyouwithyourviews……Yousee,Ihaveheardsomethingaboutyou。\"

  Hesmiledsokindlyandsympathetically,andhisvoicewassosoft,abreathofsoul-cheeringwarmthfilledtheroom。Andintheheartofthegirlthereblazedupmoreandmorebrightlythetimidhopeoffindinghappiness,ofbeingfreedfromtheclosecaptivityofsolitude。

  CHAPTERXII

  ADENSE,grayishfoglayovertheriver,andasteamer,nowandthenutteringadullwhistle,wasslowlyforgingupagainstthecurrent。Dampandcoldclouds,ofamonotonepallor,envelopedthesteamerfromallsidesanddrownedallsounds,dissolvingthemintheirtroubleddampness。Thebrazenroaringofthesignalscameoutinamuffled,melancholydrone,andwasoddlybriefasitburstforthfromthewhistle。Thesoundseemedtofindnoplaceforitselfintheair,whichwassoakedwithheavydampness,andfelldownward,wetandchoked。Andthesplashingofthesteamer\'swheelssoundedsofantasticallydullthatitseemedasthoughitwerenotbegottennearby,atthesidesofthevessel,butsomewhereinthedepth,onthedarkbottomoftheriver。Fromthesteameronecouldseeneitherthewater,northeshore,northesky;aleaden-graygloominessenwrappeditonallsides;devoidofshadings,painfullymonotonous,thegloominesswasmotionless,itoppressedthesteamerwithimmeasurableweight,slackeneditsmovementsandseemedasthoughpreparingitselftoswallowitevenasitwasswallowingthesounds。Inspiteofthedullblowsofthepaddlesuponthewaterandthemeasuredshakingofthebodyofthevessel,itseemedthatthesteamerwaspainfullystrugglingononespot,suffocatinginagony,hissinglikeafairytalemonsterbreathinghislast,howlinginthepangsofdeath,howlingwithpain,andinthefearofdeath。

  Lifelesswerethesteamerlights。Aboutthelanternonthemastayellowmotionlessspothadformed;devoidoflustre,ithunginthefogoverthesteamer,illuminatingnothingsavethegraymist。Theredstarboardlightlookedlikeahugeeyecrushedoutbysomeone\'scruelfist,blinded,overflowingwithblood。Paleraysoflightfellfromthesteamer\'swindowsintothefog,andonlytinteditscold,cheerlessdominionoverthevessel,whichwaspressedonallsidesbythemotionlessmassofstiflingdampness。

  Thesmokefromthefunnelfelldownwards,and,togetherwithfragmentsofthefog,penetratedintoallthecracksofthedeck,wherethethird-classpassengersweresilentlymufflingthemselvesintheirrags,andforminggroups,likesheep。Fromnearthemachinerywerewafteddeep,strainedgroans,thejinglingofbells,thedullsoundsofordersandtheabruptwordsofthemachinist:

  \"Yes——slow!Yes——halfspeed!\"

  Onthestern,inacorner,blockedupbybarrelsofsaltedfish,agroupofpeoplewasassembled,illuminatedbyasmallelectriclamp。Thoseweresedate,neatlyandwarmlycladpeasants。Oneofthemlayonabench,facedown;anothersatathisfeet,stillanotherstood,leaninghisbackagainstabarrel,whiletwoothersseatedthemselvesflatonthedeck。Theirfaces,pensiveandattentive,wereturnedtowardaround-shoulderedmaninashortcassock,turnedyellow,andatornfurcap。Thatmansatonsomeboxeswithhisbackbent,andstaringathisfeet,spokeinalow,confidentvoice:

  \"TherewillcomeanendtothelongforbearanceoftheLord,andthenHiswrathwillburstforthuponmen。WearelikewormsbeforeHim,andhowarewethentowardoffHiswrath,withwhatwailingshallweappealtoHismercy?\"

  Oppressedbyhisgloominess,Fomahadcomedownonthedeckfromhiscabin,and,forsometime,hadbeenstandingintheshadowofsomewarescoveredwithtarpaulin,andlistenedtotheadmonitiveandgentlevoiceofthepreacher。Pacingthedeckhehadchanceduponthisgroup,andattractedbythefigureofthepilgrim,hadpausednearit。Therewassomethingfamiliartohiminthatlarge,strongbody,inthatstern,darkface,inthoselarge,calmeyes。Thecurly,grayishhair,fallingfromundertheskull-

  cap,theunkemptbushybeard,whichfellapartinthicklocks,thelong,hookednose,thesharp-pointedears,thethicklips——

  Fomahadseenallthesebefore,butcouldnotrecallwhenandwhere。

  \"Yes,weareverymuchinarrearsbeforetheLord!\"remarkedoneofthepeasants,heavingadeepsigh。

  \"Wemustpray,\"whisperedthepeasantwholayonthebench,inascarcelyaudiblevoice。

  \"Canyouscrapeyoursinfulwretchednessoffyoursoulwithwordsofprayer?\"exclaimedsomeoneloudly,almostwithdespairinhisvoice。

  Nooneofthosethatformedthegrouparoundthepilgrimturnedatthisvoice,onlytheirheadssanklowerontheirbreasts,andforalongtimethesepeoplesatmotionlessandspeechless:

  Thepilgrimmeasuredhisaudiencewithaseriousandmeditativeglanceofhisblueeyes,andsaidsoftly:

  \"EphraimtheSyriansaid:\'Makethysoulthecentralpointofthythoughtsandstrengthenthyselfwiththydesiretobefreefromsin。

  Andagainheloweredhishead,slowlyfingeringthebeadsoftherosary。

  \"Thatmeanswemustthink,\"saidoneofthepeasants;\"butwhenhasamantimetothinkduringhislifeonearth?\"

  \"Confusionisallaroundus。\"

  \"Wemustfleetothedesert,\"saidthepeasantwholayonthebench。

  \"Noteverybodycanaffordit。\"

  Thepeasantsspoke,andbecamesilentagain。Ashrillwhistleresounded,alittlebellbegantojingleatthemachine。

  Someone\'sloudexclamationrangout:

  \"Eh,there!Tothewater-measuringpoles。\"

  \"0hLord!0hQueenofHeaven!\"——adeepsighwasheard。

  Andadull,half-chokedvoiceshouted:

  \"Nine!nine!\"

  Fragmentsofthefogburstforthuponthedeckandfloatedoveritlikecold,graysmoke。

  \"Here,kindpeople,giveearuntothewordsofKingDavid,\"saidthepilgrim,andshakinghishead,begantoreaddistinctly:

  \"\'Leadme,OhLord,inthyrighteousnessbecauseofmineenemies;

  makethywaystraightbeforemyface。Forthereisnofaithfulnessintheirmouths;theirinwardpartisverywickedness;theirthroatisanopensepulchre;theyflatterwiththeirtongue。Destroythouthem,0hGod;letthemfallbytheirowncounsels。\'\"

  \"Eight!seven!\"Likemoanstheseexclamationsresoundedinthedistance。

  Thesteamerbegantohissangrily,andslackeneditsspeed。Thenoiseofthehissingofthesteamdeafenedthepilgrim\'swords,andFomasawonlythemovementofhislips。

  \"Getoff!\"aloud,angryshoutwasheard。\"It\'smyplace!\"

  \"Yours?\"

  \"Hereyouhaveyours!\"

  \"I\'llrapyouonthejaw;thenyou\'llfindyourplace。Whatalord!\"

  \"Getaway!\"

  Anuproarensued。Thepeasantswhowerelisteningtothepilgrimturnedtheirheadstowardthedirectionwheretherowwasgoingon,andthepilgrimheavedasighandbecamesilent。Nearthemachinealoudandlivelydisputeblazedupasthoughdrybranches,thrownuponadyingbonfire,hadcaughttheflame。

  \"I\'llgiveittoyou,devils!Getaway,bothofyou。\"

  \"Takethemawaytothecaptain。\"

  \"Ha!ha!ha!That\'safinesettlementforyou!\"

  \"Thatwasagoodraphegavehimontheneck!\"

  \"Thesailorsareacleverlot。\"

  \"Eight!nine!\"shoutedthemanwiththemeasuringpole。

  \"Yes,increasespeed!\"cametheloudexclamationoftheengineer。

  Swayingbecauseofthemotionofthesteamer,Fomastoodleaningagainstthetarpaulin,andattentivelylistenedtoeachandeverysoundabouthim。Andeverythingwasblendedintoonepicture,whichwasfamiliartohim。Throughfoganduncertainty,surroundedonallsidesbygloomimpenetrabletotheeye,lifeofmanismovingsomewhereslowlyandheavily。Andmenaregrievedovertheirsins,theysighheavily,andthenfightforawarmplace,andaskingeachotherforthesakeofpossessingtheplace,theyalsoreceiveblowsfromthosewhostrivefororderinlife。Theytimidlysearchforafreeroadtowardthegoal。

  \"Nine!eight!\"

  Thewailingcryissoftlywaftedoverthevessel。\"Andtheholyprayerofthepilgrimisdeafenedbythetumultoflife。Andthereisnorelieffromsorrow,thereisnojoyforhimwhoreflectsonhisfate。\"

  Fomafeltlikespeakingtothispilgrim,inwhosesoftlyutteredwordsthererangsincerefearofGod,andallmanneroffearformenbeforeHiscountenance。Thekind,admonitivevoiceofthepilgrimpossessedapeculiarpower,whichcompelledFomatolistentoitsdeeptones。

  \"I\'dliketoaskhimwherehelives,\"thoughtFoma,fixedlyscrutinizingthehugestoopingfigure。\"AndwherehaveIseenhimbefore?Ordoesheresemblesomeacquaintanceofmine?\"

  SuddenlyitsomehowstruckFomawithparticularvividnessthatthehumblepreacherbeforehimwasnootherthanthesonofoldAnanyShchurov。Stunnedbythisconjecture,hewalkeduptothepilgrimandseatinghimselfbyhisside,inquiredfreely:

  \"AreyoufromIrgiz,father?\"

  Thepilgrimraisedhishead,turnedhisfacetowardFomaslowlyandheavily,scrutinizedhimandsaidinacalmandgentlevoice:

  \"IwasontheIrgiz,too。\"

  \"Areyouanativeofthatplace?\"

  \"Areyounowcomingfromthere?\"

  \"No,IamcomingfromSaintStephen。\"

  Theconversationbrokeoff。FomalackedthecouragetoaskthepilgrimwhetherhewasnotShchurov。

  \"We\'llbelateonaccountofthefog,\"saidsomeone。

  \"Howcanwehelpbeinglate!\"

  Allweresilent,lookingatFoma。Young,handsome,neatlyandrichlydressed,hearousedthecuriosityofthebystandersbyhissuddenappearanceamongthem;hewasconsciousofthiscuriosity,heunderstoodthattheywereallwaitingforhiswords,thattheywantedtounderstandwhyhehadcometothem,andallthisconfusedandangeredhim。

  \"ItseemstomethatI\'vemetyoubeforesomewhere,father,\"saidheatlength。

  Thepilgrimreplied,withoutlookingathim:

  \"Perhaps。\"

  \"Iwouldliketospeaktoyou,\"announcedFoma,timidly,inalowvoice。

  \"Well,then,speak。\"

  \"Comewithme。\"

  \"Whither?\"

  \"Tomycabin。\"

  ThepilgrimlookedintoFoma\'sface,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,assented:

  \"Come。\"

  Onleaving,Fomafeltthelooksofthepeasantsonhisback,andnowhewaspleasedtoknowthattheywereinterestedinhim。

  Inthecabinheaskedgently:

  \"Wouldyouperhapseatsomething?Tellme。Iwillorderit。\"

  \"Godforbid。Whatdoyouwish?\"

  Thisman,dirtyandragged,inacassockturnedredwithage,andcoveredwithpatches,surveyedthecabinwithasqueamishlook,andwhenheseatedhimselfontheplush-coveredlounge,heturnedtheskirtofthecassockasthoughafraidtosoilitbytheplush。

  \"Whatisyourname,father?\"askedFoma,noticingtheexpressionofsqueamishnessonthepilgrim\'sface。

  \"Miron。\"

  \"NotMikhail?\"

  \"WhyMikhail?\"askedthepilgrim。

  \"TherewasinourtownthesonofacertainmerchantShchurov,healsowentofftotheIrgiz。AndhisnamewasMikhail。\"

  FomaspokeandfixedlylookedatFatherMiron;butthelatterwasascalmasadeaf-mute——

  \"Inevermetsuchaman。Idon\'tremember,Inevermethim,\"saidhe,thoughtfully。\"Soyouwishedtoinquireabouthim?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"No,InevermetMikhailShchurov。Well,pardonmeforChrist\'ssake!\"andrisingfromthelounge,thepilgrimbowedtoFomaandwenttowardthedoor。

  \"Butwaitawhile,sitdown,let\'stalkalittle!\"exclaimedFoma,rushingathimuneasily。Thepilgrimlookedathimsearchinglyandsankdownonthelounge。Fromthedistancecameadullsound,likeadeepgroan,andimmediatelyafteritthesignalwhistleofthesteamerdrawledoutasinafrightenedmanneroverFoma\'sandhisguest\'sheads。Fromthedistancecameamoredistantreply,andthewhistleoverheadagaingaveoutabrupt,timoroussounds。

  Fomaopenedthewindow。Throughthefog,notfarfromtheirsteamer,somethingwasmovingalongwithdeepnoise;specksoffantasticlightsfloatedby,thefogwasagitatedandagainsankintodeadimmobility。

  \"Howterrible!\"exclaimedFoma,shuttingthewindow。

  \"Whatistheretobeafraidof?\"askedthepilgrim。\"Yousee!Itisneitherdaynornight,neitherdarknessnorlight!Wecanseenothing,wearesailingweknownotwhither,wearestrayingontheriver。\"

  \"Haveinwardfirewithinyou,havelightwithinyoursoul,andyoushallseeeverything,\"saidthepilgrim,sternlyandinstructively。

  Fomawasdispleasedwiththesecoldwordsandlookedatthepilgrimaskance。Thelattersatwithdroopinghead,motionless,asthoughpetrifiedinthoughtandprayer。Thebeadsofhisrosaryweresoftlyrustlinginhishands。

  Thepilgrim\'sattitudegavebirthtoeasycourageinFoma\'sbreast,andhesaid:

  \"Tellme,FatherMiron,isitgoodtolive,havingfullfreedom,withoutwork,withoutrelatives,awanderer,likeyourself?\"

  FatherMironraisedhisheadandsoftlyburstintothecaressinglaughterofachild。Allhisface,tannedfromwindandsunburn,brightenedupwithinwardjoy,wasradiantwithtranquiljoy;hetouchedFoma\'skneewithhishandandsaidinasinceretone:

  \"Castasidefromyouallthatisworldly,forthereisnosweetnessinit。Iamtellingyoutherightword——turnawayfromevil。Doyourememberitissaid:

  \'Blessedisthemanthatwalkethnotinthecounseloftheungodly,norstandethinthewayofsinners。\'Turnaway,refreshyoursoulwithsolitudeandfillyourselfwiththethoughtofGod。ForonlybythethoughtofHimcanmansavehissoulfromprofanation。\"

  \"Thatisn\'tthething!\"saidFoma。\"Ihavenoneedofworkingoutmysalvation。HaveIsinnedsomuch?Lookatothers。WhatIwouldlikeistocomprehendthings。\"

  \"Andyouwillcomprehendifyouturnawayfromtheworld。Goforthuponthefreeroad,onthefields,onthesteppes,ontheplains,onthemountains。Goforthandlookattheworldfromafar,fromyourfreedom。\"

  \"That\'sright!\"criedFoma。\"That\'sjustwhatIthink。Onecanseebetterfromtheside!\"

  AndMiron,payingnoattentiontohiswords,spokesoftly,asthoughofsomegreatmystery,knownonlytohim,thepilgrim:

  \"ThethickslumberingforestsaroundyouwillstarttorustleinsweetvoicesaboutthewisdomoftheLord;God\'slittlebirdswillsingbeforeyouofHisholyglory,andthegrassesofthesteppewillburnincensetotheHolyVirgin。\"

  Thepilgrim\'svoicenowroseandquiveredfromexcessofemotion,nowsanktoamysteriouswhisper。Heseemedasthoughgrownyounger;hiseyesbeamedsoconfidentlyandclearly,andallhisfacewasradiantwiththehappysmileofamanwhohasfoundexpressionforhisjoyandwasdelightedwhilehepoureditforth。

  \"TheheartofGodthrobsineachandeverybladeofgrass;eachandeveryinsectoftheairandoftheearth,breathesHisholyspirit。God,theLord,JesusChrist,liveseverywhere!Whatbeautythereisonearth,inthefieldsandintheforests!HaveyoueverbeenontheKerzhenz?Anincomparablesilencereignstheresupreme,thetrees,thegrasstherearelikethoseofparadise。\"

  Fomalistened,andhisimagination,captivatedbythequiet,charmingnarrative,picturedtohimthosewidefieldsanddenseforests,fullofbeautyandsoul-pacifyingsilence。

  \"Youlookatthesky,asyourestsomewhereunderalittlebush,andtheskyseemstodescenduponyouasthoughlongingtoembraceyou。Yoursouliswarm,filledwithtranquiljoy,youdesirenothing,youenvynothing。AnditactuallyseemstoyouthatthereisnooneonearthsaveyouandGod。\"

  Thepilgrimspoke,andhisvoiceandsing-songspeechremindedFomaofthewonderfulfairy-talesofAuntAnfisa。Hefeltasthough,afteralongjourneyonahotday,hedranktheclear,coldwaterofaforestbrook,waterthathadthefragranceofthegrassesandtheflowersithasbathed。Evenwiderandwidergrewthepicturesastheyunfoldeduponhim;hereisapaththroughthethick,slumberingforest;thefinesunbeamspenetratethroughthebranchesofthetrees,andquiverintheairandunderthefeetofthewanderer。Thereisasavouryodouroffungianddecayingfoliage;thehoneyedfragranceoftheflowers,theintenseodourofthepine-treeinvisiblyriseintheairandpenetratethebreastinawarm,richstream。Allissilence:onlythebirdsaresinging,andthesilenceissowonderfulthatitseemsasthougheventhebirdsweresinginginyourbreast。Yougo,withouthaste,andyourlifegoesonlikeadream。Whilehereeverythingisenvelopedinagray,deadfog,andwearefoolishlystrugglingaboutinit,yearningforfreedomandlight。Therebelowtheyhavestartedtosingsomethinginscarcelyaudiblevoices;itwashalfsong,halfprayer。Againsomeoneisshouting,scolding。Andstilltheyseektheway:

  \"Sevenandahalf。Seven!\"

  \"Andyouhavenocare,\"spokethepilgrim,andhisvoicemurmuredlikeabrook。\"Anybodywillgiveyouacrustofbread;andwhatelsedoyouneedinyourfreedom?Intheworld,caresfalluponthesoullikefetters。\"

  \"Youspeakwell,\"saidFomawithasigh。

  \"Mydearbrother!\"exclaimedthepilgrim,softly,movingstillclosertowardhim。\"Sincethesoulhasawakened,sinceityearnstowardfreedom,donotlullittosleepbyforce;hearkentoitsvoice。Theworldwithitscharmshasnobeautyandholinesswhatever,wherefore,then,obeyitslaws?InJohnChrysostomitissaid:\'Therealshechinahisman!\'ShechinahisaHebrewwordanditmeanstheholyofholies。Consequently——\"

  Aprolongedshrillsoundofthewhistledrownedhisvoice。Helistened,rosequicklyfromtheloungeandsaid:

  \"Wearenearingtheharbour。That\'swhatthewhistlemeant。I

  mustbeoff!Well,goodbye,brother!MayGodgiveyoustrengthandfirmnesstoactaccordingtothewillofyoursoul!Goodbye,mydearboy!\"

  HemadealowbowtoFoma。Therewassomethingfeminine,caressingandsoftinhisfarewellwordsandbow。Fomaalsobowedlowtohim,bowedandremainedasthoughpetrified,standingwithdroopinghead,hishandleaningagainstthetable。

  \"Cometoseemewhenyouareintown,\"heaskedthepilgrim,whowashastilyturningthehandleofthecabindoor。

  \"Iwill!Iwillcome!Goodbye!Christsaveyou!\"

  Whenthesteamer\'ssidetouchedthewharfFomacameoutonthedeckandbegantolookdownwardintothefog。Fromthesteamerpeoplewerewalkingdownthegang-planks,butFomacouldnotdiscernthepilgrimamongthosedarkfiguresenvelopedinthedensegloom。Allthosethatleftthesteamerlookedequallyindistinct,andtheyallquicklydisappearedfromsight,asthoughtheyhadmeltedinthegraydampness。Onecouldseeneithertheshorenoranythingelsesolid;thelandingbridgerockedfromthecommotioncausedbythesteamer;aboveittheyellowspotofthelanternwasswaying;thenoiseofthefootstepsandthebustleofthepeopleweredull。

  Thesteamerputoffandslowlymovedalongintotheclouds。Thepilgrim,theharbour,theturmoilofpeople\'svoices——allsuddenlydisappearedlikeadream,andagainthereremainedonlythedensegloomandthesteamerheavilyturningaboutinit。Fomastaredbeforehimintothedeadseaoffogandthoughtoftheblue,cloudlessandcaressinglywarmsky——wherewasit?

  Onthenextday,aboutnoon,hesatInYozhov\'ssmallroomandlistenedtothelocalnewsfromthemouthofhisfriend。Yozhovhadclimbedonthetable,whichwaspiledwithnewspapers,and,swinginghisfeet,narrated:

  \"Theelectioncampaignhasbegun。Themerchantsareputtingyourgodfatherupasmayor——thatolddevil!Likethedevil,heisimmortal,althoughhemustbeupwardsofahundredandfiftyyearsoldalready。HemarrieshisdaughtertoSmolin。Yourememberthatred-headedfellow。Theysaythatheisadecentman,butnowadaystheyevencallcleverscoundrelsdecentmen,becausetherearenomen。NowAfricashkaplaystheenlightenedman;hehasalreadymanagedtogetintointelligentsociety,donatedsomethingtosomeenterpriseoranotherandthusatoncecametothefront。Judgingfromhisface,heisasharperofthehighestdegree,buthewillplayaprominentpart,forheknowshowtoadapthimself。Yes,friend,Africashkaisaliberal。Andaliberalmerchantisamixtureofawolfandapigwithatoadandasnake。\"

  \"Thedeviltakethemall!\"saidFoma,wavinghishandindifferently。\"WhathaveItodowiththem?Howaboutyourself——

  doyoustillkeepondrinking?\"

  \"Ido!Whyshouldn\'tIdrink?\"

  Half-cladanddishevelled,Yozhovlookedlikeapluckedbird,whichhadjusthadafightandhadnotyetrecoveredfromtheexcitementoftheconflict。

  \"Idrinkbecause,fromtimetotime,Imustquenchthefireofmywoundedheart。Andyou,youdampstump,youaresmoulderinglittlebylittle?\"

  \"Ihavetogototheoldman,\"saidFoma,wrinklinghisface。

  \"Chanceit!\"

  \"Idon\'tfeellikegoing。He\'llstarttolectureme。\"

  \"Thendon\'tgo!\"

  \"ButImust。\"

  \"Thengo!\"

  \"Whydoyoualwaysplaythebuffoon?\"saidFoma,withdispleasure,\"asthoughyouwereindeedmerry。\"

  \"ByGod,Ifeelmerry!\"exclaimedYozhov,jumpingdownfromthetable。\"WhatafineroastingIgaveacertaingentlemaninthepaperyesterday!Andthen——I\'veheardacleveranecdote:A

  companywassittingonthesea-shorephilosophizingatlengthuponlife。AndaJewsaidtothem:\'Gentlemen,whydoyouemploysomanydifferentwords?I\'lltellittoyouallatonce:Ourlifeisnotworthasinglecopeck,evenasthisstormysea!\'\"

  \"Eh,thedeviltakeyou!\"saidFoma。\"Good-bye。Iamgoing。\"

  \"Goahead!Iaminafineframeofmindto-dayandIwillnotmoanwithyou。Allthemoresoconsideringyoudon\'tmoan,butgrunt。\"

  Fomawentaway,leavingYozhovsingingatthetopofhisvoice:

  \"Beatthedrumandfearnot。\"

  \"Drum?Youareadrumyourself;\"thoughtFoma,withirritation,asheslowlycameoutonthestreet。

  AttheMayakinshewasmetbyLuba。Agitatedandanimated,shesuddenlyappearedbeforehim,speakingquickly:

  \"You?MyGod!Howpaleyouare!Howthinyou\'vegrown!Itseemsyouhavebeenleadingafinelife。\"

  Thenherfacebecamedistortedwithalarmandsheexclaimedalmostinawhisper:

  \"Ah,Foma。Youdon\'tknow。Doyouhear?Someoneisringingthebell。Perhapsitishe。\"

  Andsherushedoutoftheroom,leavingbehindherintheairtherustleofhersilkgown,andtheastonishedFoma,whohadnotevenhadachancetoaskherwhereherfatherwas。YakovTarasovichwasathome。Attiredinhisholidayclothes,inalongfrockcoatwithmedalsonhisbreast,hestoodonthethresholdwithhishandsoutstretched,clutchingatthedoorposts。HisgreenlittleeyesexaminedFoma,and,feelingtheirlookuponhim,Fomaraisedhisheadandmetthem。

  \"Howdoyoudo,myfinegentleman?\"saidtheoldman,shakinghisheadreproachfully。\"Wherehasitpleasedyoutocomefrom,mayI

  ask?Whohassuckedoffthatfatofyours?Orisittruethatapiglooksforapuddle,andFomaforaplacewhichisworse?\"

  \"Haveyounootherwordsforme?\"askedFoma,sternly,lookingstraightintotheoldman\'sface。Andsuddenlyhenoticedthathisgodfathershuddered,hislegstrembled,hiseyesbegantoblinkrepeatedly,andhishandsclutchedthedoorpostswithaneffort。Fomaadvancedtowardhim,presumingthattheoldmanwasfeelingill,butYakovTarasovichsaidinadullandangryvoice:

  \"Standaside。Getoutoftheway。\"

  Andhisfaceassumeditsusualexpression。

  Fomasteppedbackandfoundhimselfsidebysidewitharathershort,stoutman,whobowedtoMayakin,andsaidinahoarsevoice:

  \"Howdoyoudo,papa?\"

  \"Howareyou,TarasYakovlich,howareyou?\"saidtheoldman,bowing,smilingdistractedly,andstillclingingtothedoorposts。

  Fomasteppedasideinconfusion,seatedhimselfinanarmchair,and,petrifiedwithcuriosity,wide-eyed,begantowatchthemeetingoffatherandson。

  Thefather,standinginthedoorway,swayedhisfeeblebody,leaninghishandsagainstthedoorposts,and,withhisheadbentononesideandeyeshalfshut,staredathissoninsilence。Thesonstoodaboutthreestepsawayfromhim;hisheadalreadygray,wasliftedhigh;heknittedhisbrowandgazedathisfatherwithlargedarkeyes。Hissmall,black,pointedbeardandhissmallmoustachequiveredonhismeagreface,withitsgristlynose,likethatofhisfather。Andthehat,also,quiveredinhishand。

  FrombehindhisshoulderFomasawthepale,frightenedandjoyousfaceofLuba——shelookedatherfatherwithbeseechingeyesanditseemedshewasonthepointofcryingout。Forafewmomentsallweresilentandmotionless,crushedastheywerebytheimmensityoftheiremotions。Thesilencewasbrokenbythelow,butdullandquiveringvoiceofYakovTarasovich:

  \"Youhavegrownold,Taras。\"

  Thesonlaughedinhisfather\'sfacesilently,and,withaswiftglance,surveyedhimfromheadtofoot。

  Thefathertearinghishandsfromthedoorposts,madeasteptowardhissonandsuddenlystoppedshortwithafrown。ThenTarasMayakin,withonehugestep,cameuptohisfatherandgavehimhishand。

  \"Well,letuskisseachother,\"suggestedthefather,softly。

  Thetwooldmenconvulsivelyclaspedeachotherintheirarms,exchangedwarmkissesandthensteppedapart。Thewrinklesoftheoldermanquivered,theleanfaceoftheyoungerwasimmobile,almoststern。Thekisseshadchangednothingintheexternalsideofthisscene,onlyLubovburstintoasobofjoy,andFomaawkwardlymovedaboutinhisseat,feelingasthoughhisbreathwerefailinghim。

  \"Eh,children,youarewoundstotheheart——youarenotitsjoy,\"

  complainedYakovTarasovichinaringingvoice,andheevidentlyinvestedagreatdealinthesewords,forimmediatelyafterhehadpronouncedthemhebecameradiant,morecourageous,andhesaidbriskly,addressinghimselftohisdaughter:

  \"Well,haveyoumeltedwithjoy?Youhadbettergoandpreparesomethingforus——teaandsoforth。We\'llentertaintheprodigalson。Youmusthaveforgotten,mylittleoldman,whatsortofamanyourfatheris?\"

  TarasMayakinscrutinizedhisparentwithameditativelookofhislargeeyesandhesmiled,speechless,cladinblack,whereforethegrayhaironhisheadandinhisbeardtoldmorestrikingly。

  \"Well,beseated。Tellme——howhaveyoulived,whathaveyoudone?Whatareyoulookingat?Ah!That\'smygodson。IgnatGordyeeff\'sson,Foma。DoyourememberIgnat?\"

  \"Iremembereverything,\"saidTaras。

  \"Oh!That\'sgood,ifyouarenotbragging。Well,areyoumarried?\"

  \"Iamawidower。\"

  \"Haveyouanychildren?\"

  \"Theydied。Ihadtwo。\"

  \"That\'sapity。Iwouldhavehadgrandchildren。\"

  \"MayIsmoke?\"askedTaras。

  \"Goahead。Justlookathim,you\'resmokingcigars。\"

  \"Don\'tyoulikethem?\"

  \"I?Comeon,it\'sallthesametome。Isaythatitlooksratheraristocratictosmokecigars。\"

  \"Andwhyshouldweconsiderourselveslowerthanthearistocrats?\"saidTaras,laughing。

  \"Do,Iconsiderourselveslower?\"exclaimedtheoldman。\"I

  merelysaiditbecauseitlookedridiculoustome,suchasedateoldfellow,withbeardtrimmedinforeignfashion,cigarinhismouth。Whoishe?Myson——he-he-he!\"theoldmantappedTarasontheshoulderandsprangawayfromhim,asthoughfrightenedlesthewererejoicingtoosoon,lestthatmightnotbetheproperwaytotreatthathalfgrayman。Andhelookedsearchinglyandsuspiciouslyintohisson\'slargeeyes,whichweresurroundedbyyellowishswellings。

  Tarassmiledinhisfather\'sfaceanaffableandwarmsmile,andsaidtohimthoughtfully:

  \"That\'sthewayIrememberyou——cheerfulandlively。Itlooksasthoughyouhadnotchangedabitduringalltheseyears。\"

  Theoldmanstraightenedhimselfproudly,and,strikinghisbreastwithhisfist,said:

  \"Ishallneverchange,becauselifehasnopoweroverhimwhoknowshisownvalue。Isn\'tthatso?\"

  \"Oh!Howproudyouare!\"

  \"Imusthavetakenaftermyson,\"saidtheoldmanwithacunninggrimace。\"Doyouknow,dear,mysonwassilentforseventeenyearsoutofpride。\"

  \"That\'sbecausehisfatherwouldnotlistentohim,\"Tarasremindedhim。

  \"It\'sallrightnow。Nevermindthepast。OnlyGodknowswhichofusistoblame。He,theuprightone,He\'lltellittoyou——wait!

  Ishallkeepsilence。Thisisnotthetimeforustodiscussthatmatter。Youbettertellme——whathaveyoubeendoingalltheseyears?Howdidyoucometothatsodafactory?Howhaveyoumadeyourway?\"

  \"That\'salongstory,\"saidTaraswithasigh;andemittingfromhismouthagreatpuffofsmoke,hebeganslowly:\"WhenI

  acquiredthepossibilitytoliveatliberty,IenteredtheofficeofthesuperintendentofthegoldminesoftheRemezovs。\"

  \"Iknow;they\'reveryrich。Threebrothers。Iknowthemall。Oneisacripple,theotherafool,andthethirdamiser。Goon!\"

  \"Iservedunderhimfortwoyears。AndthenImarriedhisdaughter,\"narratedMayakininahoarsevoice。

  \"Thesuperintendent\'s?Thatwasn\'tfoolishatall。\"Tarasbecamethoughtfulandwassilentawhile。Theoldmanlookedathissadfaceandunderstoodhisson。

  \"Andsoyoulivedwithyourwifehappily,\"hesaid。\"Well,whatcanyoudo?Tothedeadbelongsparadise,andthelivingmustliveon。Youarenotsoveryoldasyet。Haveyoubeenawidowerlong?\"

  \"Thisisthethirdyear。\"

  \"So?Andhowdidyouchanceuponthesodafactory?\"

  \"Thatbelongstomyfather-in-law。\"

  \"Aha!Whatisyoursalary?\"

  \"Aboutfivethousand。\"

  \"Mm。That\'snotastalecrust。Yes,that\'sagalleyslaveforyou!\"

  Tarasglancedathisfatherwithafirmlookandaskedhimdrily:

  \"Bytheway,whatmakesyouthinkthatIwasaconvict?\"

  Theoldmanglancedathissonwithastonishment,whichwasquicklychangedintojoy:

  \"Ah!Whatthen?Youwerenot?Thedeviltakethem!Then——howwasit?Don\'ttakeoffence!HowcouldIknow?TheysaidyouwereinSiberia!Well,andtherearethegalleys!\"

  \"Tomakeanendofthisonceforall,\"saidTaras,seriouslyandimpressively,clappinghishandonhisknee,\"I\'lltellyourightnowhowitallhappened。IwasbanishedtoSiberiatosettlethereforsixyears,and,duringallthetimeofmyexile,I

  livedintheminingregionoftheLena。InMoscowIwasimprisonedforaboutninemonths。That\'sall!\"

  \"So-o!Butwhatdoesitmean?\"mutteredYakovTarasovich,withconfusionandjoy。

  \"Andheretheycirculatedthatabsurdrumour。\"

  \"That\'sright——itisabsurdindeed!\"saidtheoldman,distressed。

  \"Anditdidaprettygreatdealofharmonacertainoccasion。\"

  \"Really?Isthatpossible?\"

  \"Yes。Iwasabouttogointobusinessformyself,andmycreditwasruinedonaccountof——\"

  \"Pshaw!\"saidYakovTarasovich,ashespatangrily。\"Oh,devil!

  Come,come,isthatpossible?\"

  Fomasatallthistimeinhiscorner,listeningtotheconversationbetweentheMayakins,and,blinkingperplexedly,hefixedlyexaminedthenewcomer。RecallingLubov\'sbearingtowardherbrother,andinfluenced,toacertaindegree,byherstoriesaboutTaras,heexpectedtoseeinhimsomethingunusual,somethingunliketheordinarypeople。HehadthoughtthatTaraswouldspeakinsomepeculiarway,woulddressinamannerpeculiartohimself;andingeneralhewouldbeunlikeotherpeople。Whilebeforehimsatasedate,stoutman,faultlesslydressed,withsterneyes,verymuchlikehisfatherinface,andtheonlydifferencebetweenthemwasthatthesonhadacigarinhismouthandablackbeard。Hespokebrieflyinabusiness-likewayofeverydaythings——wherewas,then,thatpeculiarsomethingabouthim?Nowhebegantotellhisfatheroftheprofitsinthemanufactureofsoda。Hehadnotbeenagalleyslave——Lubovhadlied!AndFomawasverymuchpleasedwhenhepicturedtohimselfhowhewouldspeaktoLubovaboutherbrother。

  Nowandthensheappearedinthedoorwayduringtheconversationbetweenherfatherandherbrother。Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andhereyesbeamedwithjoyasshelookedattheblackfigureofTaras,cladinsuchapeculiarlythickfrockcoat,withpocketsonthesidesandwithbigbuttons。Shewalkedontiptoe,andsomehowalwaysstretchedhernecktowardherbrother。Fomalookedatherquestioningly,butshedidnotnoticehim,constantlyrunningbackandforthpastthedoor,withplatesandbottlesinherhands。

  Itsohappenedthatsheglancedintotheroomjustwhenherbrotherwastellingherfatheraboutthegalleys。Shestoppedasthoughpetrified,holdingatrayinheroutstretchedhandsandlistenedtoeverythingherbrothersaidaboutthepunishmentinflicteduponhim。Shelistened,andslowlywalkedaway,withoutcatchingFoma\'sastonishedandsarcasticglance。AbsorbedinhisreflectionsonTaras,slightlyoffendedbythelackofattentionshownhim,andbythefactthatsincethehandshakeattheintroductionTarashadnotgivenhimasingleglance,FomaceasedforawhiletofollowtheconversationoftheMayakins,andsuddenlyhefeltthatsomeoneseizedhimbytheshoulder。Hetrembledandsprangtohisfeet,almostfellinghisgodfather,whostoodbeforehimwithexcitedface:

  \"There——look!Thatisaman!That\'swhataMayakinis!Theyhaveseventimesboiledhiminlye;theyhavesqueezedoiloutofhim,andyethelives!Understand?Withoutanyaid——alone——hemadehiswayandfoundhisplaceand——heisproud!ThatmeansMayakin!A

  Mayakinmeansamanwhoholdshisfateinhisownhands。Doyouunderstand?Takealessonfromhim!Lookathim!Youcannotfindanotherlikehiminahundred;you\'dhavetolookforoneinathousand。What?Justbearthisinmind:YoucannotforgeaMayakinfrommanintoeitherdevilorangel。\"

  Stupefiedbythistempestuousshock,Fomabecameconfusedanddidnotknowwhattosayinreplytotheoldman\'snoisysongofpraise。HesawthatTaras,calmlysmokinghiscigar,waslookingathisfather,andthatthecornersofhislipswerequiveringwithasmile。Hisfacelookedcondescendinglycontented,andallhisfiguresomewhataristocraticandhaughty。Heseemedtobeamusedbytheoldman\'sjoy。

  AndYakovTarasovichtappedFomaonthechestwithhisfingerandsaid:

  \"Idonotknowhim,myownson。Hehasnotopenedhissoultome。

  Itmaybethatsuchadifferencehadgrownupbetweenusthatnotonlyaneagle,butthedevilhimselfcannotcrossit。Perhapshisbloodhasoverboiled;thatthereisnoteventhescentofthefather\'sbloodinit。ButheisaMayakin!AndIcanfeelitatonce!Ifeelitandsay:\'TodaythouforgivestThyservant,0hLord!\'\"

  Theoldmanwastremblingwiththefeverofhisexultation,andfairlyhoppedashestoodbeforeFoma。

  \"Calmyourself,father!\"saidTaras,slowlyrisingfromhischairandwalkinguptohisfather。\"Whyconfusetheyoungman?Come,letussitdown。\"

  HegaveFomaafleetingsmile,and,takinghisfatherbythearm,ledhimtowardthetable。

  \"Ibelieveinblood,\"saidYakovTarasovich;\"inhereditaryblood。Thereinliesallpower!Myfather,Iremember,toldme:

  \'Yashka,youaremygenuineblood!\'There。ThebloodoftheMayakinsisthick——itistransferredfromfathertofatherandnowomancaneverweakenit。Letusdrinksomechampagne!Shallwe?

  Verywell,then!Tellmemore——tellmeaboutyourself。HowisitthereinSiberia?\"

  Andagain,asthoughfrightenedandsoberedbysomethought,theoldmanfixedhissearchingeyesuponthefaceofhisson。Andafewminuteslaterthecircumstantialbutbriefrepliesofhissonagainarousedinhimanoisyjoy。Fomakeptonlisteningandwatching,ashesatquietlyinhiscorner。

  \"Goldmining,ofcourse,isasolidbusiness,\"saidTaras,calmly,withimportance,\"butitisaratherriskyoperationandonerequiringalargecapital。Theearthsaysnotawordaboutwhatitcontainswithinit。Itisveryprofitabletodealwithforeigners。Dealingswiththem,underanycircumstances,yieldanenormouspercentage。Thatisaperfectlyinfallibleenterprise。

  Butawearyone,itmustbeadmitted。Itdoesnotrequiremuchbrains;thereisnoroominitforanextraordinaryman;amanwithgreatenterprisingpowercannotdevelopinit。\"

  Luboventeredandinvitedthemallintothedining-room。WhentheMayakinssteppedoutFomaimperceptiblytuggedLubovbythesleeve,andsheremainedwithhimalone,inquiringhastily:

  \"Whatisit?\"

  \"Nothing,\"saidFoma,withasmile。\"Iwanttoaskyouwhetheryouareglad?\"

  \"OfcourseIam!\"exclaimedLubov。

  \"Andwhatabout?\"

  \"Thatis,whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Justso。Whatabout?\"

  \"You\'requeer!\"saidLubov,lookingathimwithastonishment。

  \"Can\'tyousee?\"

  \"What?\"askedFoma,sarcastically。

  \"What\'sthetroublewithyou?\"saidLubov,lookingathimuneasily。

  \"Eh,you!\"drawledoutFoma,withcontemptuouspity。\"Canyourfather,canthemerchantclassbegetanythinggood?Canyouexpectaradishtobringforthraspberries?Andyouliedtome。

  Tarasisthis,Tarasisthat。Whatisinhim?Amerchant,liketheothermerchants,andhispaunchisalsothatoftherealmerchant。He-he!\"Hewassatisfied,seeingthatthegirl,confusedbyhiswords,wasbitingherlips,nowflushing,nowturningpale。

  \"You——you,Foma,\"shebegan,inachokingvoice,andsuddenlystampingherfoot,shecried:

  \"Don\'tyoudaretospeaktome!\"

  Onreachingthethresholdoftheroom,sheturnedherangryfacetohim,andejaculatedinalowvoice,emphatically:

  \"Oh,youmaliciousman!\"

  Fomaburstintolaughter。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtothetable,wherethreehappypeoplewereengagedinalivelyconversation。Heheardtheirmerryvoices,theircontentedlaughter,therattleofthedishes,andheunderstoodthat,withthatburdenonhisheart,therewasnoplaceforhimbesidethem。

  Norwasthereaplaceforhimanywhere。Ifallpeopleonlyhatedhim,evenasLubovhatedhimnow,hewouldfeelmoreateaseintheirmidst,hethought。Thenhewouldknowhowtobehavewiththem,wouldfindsomethingtosaytothem。Whilenowhecouldnotunderstandwhethertheywerepityinghimorwhethertheywerelaughingathim,becausehehadlosthiswayandcouldnotconformhimselftoanything。Ashestoodawhilealoneinthemiddleoftheroom,heunconsciouslyresolvedtoleavethishousewherepeoplewererejoicingandwherehewassuperfluous。Onreachingthestreet,hefelthimselfoffendedbytheMayakins。

  Afterall,theyweretheonlypeopleneartohimintheworld。

  Beforehimarosehisgodfather\'sface,onwhichthewrinklesquiveredwithagitation,andilluminatedbythemerryglitterofhisgreeneyes,seemedtobeamwithphosphoriclight。

  \"Evenarottentrunkofatreestandsoutinthedark!\"reflectedFoma,savagely。ThenherecalledthecalmandseriousfaceofTarasandbesideitthefigureofLubovbowingherselfhastilytowardhim。Thatarousedinhimfeelingsofenvyandsorrow。

  \"Whowilllookatmelikethat?Thereisnotasoultodoit。\"

  Hecametohimselffromhisbroodingsontheshore,atthelanding-places,arousedbythebustleoftoil。Allsortsofarticlesandwareswerecarriedandcartedineverydirection;

  peoplemovedabouthastily,care-worn,spurringontheirhorsesexcitedly,shoutingatoneanother,fillingthestreetwithunintelligiblebustleanddeafeningnoiseofhurriedwork。Theybusiedthemselvesonanarrowstripofground,pavedwithstone,builtupononesidewithtallhouses,andtheothersidecutoffbyasteepravineattheriver,andtheirseethingbustlemadeuponFomaanimpressionasthoughtheyhadallpreparedthemselvestofleefromthistoilamidfilthandnarrownessandtumult——preparedthemselvestofleeandwerenowhasteningtocompletethesoonertheunfinishedworkwhichwouldnotreleasethem。Hugesteamers,standingbytheshoreandemittingcolumnsofsmokefromtheirfunnels,werealreadyawaitingthem。Thetroubledwateroftheriver,closelyobstructedwithvessels,wassoftlyandplaintivelysplashingagainsttheshore,asthoughimploringforaminuteofrestandrepose。

  \"YourHonour!\"ahoarsecryrangoutnearFoma\'sears,\"contributesomebrandyinhonourofthebuilding!\"

  Fomaglancedatthepetitionerindifferently;hewasahuge,beardedfellow,barefooted,withatornshirtandabruised,swollenface。

  \"Getaway!\"mutteredFoma,andturnedawayfromhim。

  \"Merchant!Whenyoudieyoucan\'ttakeyourmoneywithyou。Givemeforoneglassofbrandy,orareyoutoolazytoputyourhandintoyourpocket?\"

  Fomaagainlookedatthepetitioner;thelatterstoodbeforehim,coveredmorewithmudthanwithclothes,and,tremblingwithintoxication,waitedobstinately,staringatFomawithblood-

  shot,swolleneyes。

  \"Isthatthewaytoask?\"inquiredFoma。

  \"Howelse?Wouldyouwantmetogodownonmykneesbeforeyouforaten-copeckpiece?\"askedthebare-footedman,boldly。

  \"There!\"andFomagavehimacoin。

  \"Thanks!Fifteencopecks。Thanks!AndifyougivemefifteenmoreI\'llcrawlonallfoursrightuptothattavern。Doyouwantmeto?\"proposedthebarefootedman。

  \"Go,leavemealone!\"saidFoma,wavinghimoffwithhishand。

  \"Hewhogivesnotwhenhemay,whenhefainwould,shallhavenay,\"saidthebarefootedman,andsteppedaside。

  Fomalookedathimashedeparted,andsaidtohimself:

  \"Thereisaruinedmanandyethowboldheis。Heasksalmsasthoughdemandingadebt。Wheredosuchpeoplegetsomuchboldness?\"

  Andheavingadeepsigh,heansweredhimself:

  \"Fromfreedom。Themanisnotfettered。Whatistherethatheshouldregret?Whatdoeshefear?AndwhatdoIfear?WhatistherethatIshouldregret?\"

  ThesetwoquestionsseemedtostrikeFoma\'sheartandcalledforthinhimadullperplexity。Helookedatthemovementoftheworkingpeopleandkeptonthinking:Whatdidheregret?Whatdidhefear?

  \"Alone,withmyownstrength,Ishallevidentlynevercomeoutanywhere。LikeafoolIshallkeepontrampingaboutamongpeople,mockedandoffendedbyall。Iftheywouldonlyjostlemeaside;iftheywouldonlyhateme,then——then——Iwouldgooutintothewideworld!WhetherIlikedornot,Iwouldhavetogo!\"

  Fromoneofthelandingwharvesthemerry\"dubinushka\"

  [\"Dubinushka,\"orthe\"OakenCudgel,\"isasongpopularwiththeRussianworkmen。]hadalreadybeensmitingtheairforalongtime。Thecarriersweredoingacertainwork,whichrequiredbriskmovements,andwereadaptingthesongandtherefraintothem。

  \"InthetavernsitgreatmerchantsDrinkingliquorsstrong,\"

  narratedtheleader,inaboldrecitative。Thecompanyjoinedinunison:

  \"Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!\"

  Andthenthebassossmotetheairwithdeepsounds:

  \"Itgoes,itgoes。\"

  Andthetenorsrepeated:

  \"Itgoes,itgoes。\"

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