\"Oh,no!\"exclaimedSmolin,wardingofftheoldman\'swordswithaneasywaveofthehand。\"Whywrongothers?WhatrighthaveItodoso?MyaimistoraisetheimportanceandpriceofRussianleatherabroad,andsoequippedwiththeknowledgeastothemanufacture,Iambuildingamodelfactory,andfillthemarketswithmodelgoods。Thecommercialhonourofthecountry!\"
\"Doesitrequiremuchcapital,didyousay?\"askedMayakin,thoughtfully。
\"Aboutthreehundredthousand。\"
\"Fatherwon\'tgivemesuchadowry,\"thoughtLubov。
\"Myfactorywillalsoturnoutleathergoods,suchastrunks,foot-wear,harnesses,strapsandsoforth。\"
\"Andofwhatpercent,areyoudreaming?\"
\"Iamnotdreaming,IamcalculatingwithalltheexactnesspossibleunderconditionsinRussia,\"saidSmolin,impressively。
\"Themanufacturershouldbeasstrictlypracticalasthemechanicwhoiscreatingamachine。Thefrictionofthetiniestscrewmustbetakenintoconsideration,ifyouwishtodoaseriousthingseriously。IcanletyoureadalittlenotewhichIhavedrawnup,baseduponmypersonalstudyofcattle-breedingandoftheconsumptionofmeatinRussia。\"
\"How\'sthat!\"laughedMayakin。\"Bringmethatnote,it\'sinteresting!ItseemsyoudidnotspendyourtimefornothinginWesternEurope。Andnow,let\'seatsomething,aftertheRussianfashion。\"
\"Howareyoupassingthetime,LubovYakovlevna?\"askedSmolin,arminghimselfwithknifeandfork。
\"Sheisratherlonesomeherewithme,\"repliedMayakinforhisdaughter。\"Myhousekeeper,allthehouseholdisonhershoulders,soshehasnotimetoamuseherself。\"
\"Andnoplace,Imustadd,\"saidLubov。\"Iamnotfondoftheballsandentertainmentsgivenbythemerchants。\"
\"Andthetheatre?\"askedSmolin。
\"Iseldomgothere。Ihavenoonetogowith。\"
\"Thetheatre!\"exclaimedtheoldman。\"Tellme,pray,whyhasitbecomethefashionthentorepresentthemerchantasasavageidiot?Itisveryamusing,butitisincomprehensible,becauseitisfalse!AmIafool,ifIammasterintheCityCouncil,masterincommerce,andalsoownerofthatsametheatre?Youlookatthemerchantonthestageandyousee——heisn\'tlife-life!Ofcourse,whentheypresentsomethinghistorical,suchas:\'LifefortheCzar,\'withsonganddance,or\'Hamlet,\'\'TheSorceress,\'or\'Vasilisa,\'truthfulreproductionisnotrequired,becausethey\'remattersofthepastanddon\'tconcernus。Whethertrueornot,itmatterslittlesolongasthey\'regood,butwhenyourepresentmoderntimes,thendon\'tlie!Andshowthemanashereallyis。\"
Smolinlistenedtotheoldman\'swordswithacovetoussmileonhislips,andcastatLubovglanceswhichseemedtoinvitehertorefuteherfather。Somewhatembarrassed,shesaid:
\"Andyet,papa,themajorityofthemerchantclassisuneducatedandsavage。\"
\"Yes,\"remarkedSmolinwithregret,noddinghisheadaffirmatively,\"thatisthesadtruth。\"
\"TakeFoma,forinstance,\"wentonthegirl。
\"0h!\"exclaimedMayakin。\"Well,youareyoungfolks,youcanhavebooksinyourhands。\"
\"Anddoyounottakeinterestinanyofthesocieties?\"SmolinaskedLubov。\"Youhavesomanydifferentsocietieshere。\"
\"Yes,\"saidLubovwithasigh,\"butIliveratherapartfromeverything。\"
\"Housekeeping!\"interposedthefather。\"Wehaveheresuchastoreofdifferentthings,everythinghastobekeptclean,inorder,andcompleteastonumber。\"
Withaself-satisfiedairhenoddedfirstatthetable,whichwassetwithbrilliantcrystalandsilverware,andthenatthesideboard,whoseshelveswerefairlybreakingundertheweightofthearticles,andwhichremindedoneofthedisplayinastorewindow。Smolinnotedalltheseandanironicalsmilebegantoplayuponhislips。ThenheglancedatLubov\'sface:inhislookshecaughtsomethingfriendly,sympathetictoher。Afaintflushcoveredhercheeks,andshesaidtoherselfwithtimidjoy:
\"ThankGod!\"
Thelightoftheheavybronzelampnowseemedtoflashmorebrilliantlyonthesidesofthecrystalvases,anditbecamebrighterintheroom。
\"Ilikeourdearoldtown!\"saidSmolin,lookingatthegirlwithakindlysmile,\"itissobeautiful,sovigorous;thereischeerfulnessaboutitthatinspiresonetowork。Itsverypicturesquenessissomewhatstimulating。Initonefeelslikeleadingadashinglife。Onefeelslikeworkingmuchandseriously。Andthen,itisanintelligenttown。Justseewhatapracticalnewspaperispublishedhere。Bytheway,weintendtopurchaseit。\"
\"WhomdoyoumeanbyYou?\"askedMayakin。
\"I,Urvantzov,Shchukin——\"
\"That\'spraiseworthy!\"saidtheoldman,rappingthetablewithhishand。\"That\'sverypractical!Itistimetostoptheirmouths,itwashightimelongago!ParticularlythatYozhov;he\'slikeasharp-toothedsaw。Justputthethumb-screwonhim!Anddoitwell!\"
SmolinagaincastatLubovasmilingglance,andherhearttrembledwithjoyoncemore。Withflushingfaceshesaidtoherfather,inwardlyaddressingherselftothebridegroom:
\"AsfarasIcanunderstand,AfricanDmitreivich,hewishestobuythenewspapernotatallforthesakeofstoppingitsmouthasyousay。\"
\"Whatthencanbedonewithit?\"askedtheoldman,shrugginghisshoulders。\"There\'snothinginitbutemptytalkandagitation。
Ofcourse,ifthepracticalpeople,themerchantsthemselves,taketowritingforit——\"
\"Thepublicationofanewspaper,\"beganSmolin,instructively,interruptingtheoldman,\"lookedatmerelyfromthecommercialpointofview,maybeaveryprofitableenterprise。Butasidefromthis,anewspaperhasanothermoreimportantaim——thatis,toprotecttherightoftheindividualandtheinterestsofindustryandcommerce。\"
\"That\'sjustwhatIsay,ifthemerchanthimselfwillmanagethenewspaper,thenitwillbeuseful。\"
\"Excuseme,papa,\"saidLubov。
ShebegantofeeltheneedofexpressingherselfbeforeSmolin;
shewantedtoassurehimthatsheunderstoodthemeaningofhiswords,thatshewasnotanordinarymerchant-daughter,interestedindressesandballsonly。Smolinpleasedher。Thiswasthefirsttimeshehadseenamerchantwhohadlivedabroadforalongtime,whoreasonedsoimpressively,whoborehimselfsoproperly,whowassowelldressed,andwhospoketoherfather,thecleverestmanintown,withthecondescendingtoneofanadulttowardsaminor。
\"AftertheweddingI\'llpersuadehimtotakemeabroad,\"thoughtLubov,suddenly,and,confusedatthisthoughtsheforgotwhatshewasabouttosaytoherfather。Blushingdeeply,shewassilentforafewseconds,seizedwithfearlestSmolinmightinterpretthissilenceinawayunflatteringtoher。
\"Onaccountofyourconversation,youhaveforgottentooffersomewinetoourguest,\"shesaidatlast,afterafewsecondsofpainfulsilence。
\"That\'syourbusiness。Youarehostess,\"retortedtheoldman。
\"0h,don\'tdisturbyourself!\"exclaimedSmolin,withanimation。
\"Ihardlydrinkatall。\"
\"Really?\"askedMayakin。
\"Iassureyou!SometimesIdrinkawineglassortwoincaseoffatigueorillness。Buttodrinkwineforpleasure\'ssakeisincomprehensibletome。Thereareotherpleasuresmoreworthyofamanofculture。\"
\"Youmeanladies,Isuppose?\"askedtheoldmanwithawink。
Smolin\'scheeksandneckbecameredwiththecolourwhichleapedtohisface。WithapologeticeyesheglancedatLubov,andsaidtoherfatherdrily:
\"Imeanthetheatre,books,music。\"
Lubovbecameradiantwithjoyathiswords。
Theoldmanlookedaskanceattheworthyyoungman,smiledkeenlyandsuddenlyblurtedout:
\"Eh,lifeisgoingonward!Formerlythedogusedtorelishacrust,nowthepugdogfindsthecreamtoothin;pardonmeformysourremark,butitisverymuchtothepoint。Itdoesnotexactlyrefertoyourself,butingeneral。\"
LubovturnedpaleandlookedatSmolinwithfright。Hewascalm,scrutinisinganancientsaltbox,decoratedwithenamel;hetwistedhismoustacheandlookedasthoughhehadnotheardtheoldman\'swords。Buthiseyesgrewdarker,andhislipswerecompressedverytightly,andhisclean-shavenchinobstinatelyprojectedforward。
\"Andso,myfutureleadingmanufacturer,\"saidMayakin,asthoughnothinghadhappened,\"threehundredthousandroubles,andyourbusinesswillflashuplikeafire?\"
\"AndwithinayearandahalfIshallsendoutthefirstlotofgoods,whichwillbeeagerlysoughtfor,\"saidSmolin,simply,withunshakableconfidence,andheeyedtheoldmanwithacoldandfirmlook。
\"Sobeit;thefirmofSmolinandMayakin,andthat\'sall?So。
Onlyitseemsratherlateformetostartanewbusiness,doesn\'tit?Ipresumethegravehaslongbeenpreparedforme;whatdoyouthinkofit?\"
InsteadofananswerSmolinburstintoarich,butindifferentandcoldlaughter,andthensaid:
\"Oh,don\'tsaythat。\"
Theoldmanshudderedathislaughter,andstartedbackwithfright,withascarcelyperceptiblemovementofhisbody。AfterSmolin\'swordsallthreemaintainedsilenceforaboutaminute。
\"Yes,\"saidMayakin,withoutliftinghishead,whichwasbentlow。\"Itisnecessarytothinkofthat。Imustthinkofit。\"
Then,raisinghishead,hecloselyscrutinisedhisdaughterandthebridegroom,and,risingfromhischair,hesaidsternlyandbrusquely:\"Iamgoingawayforawhiletomylittlecabinet。Yousurelywon\'tfeellonesomewithoutme。\"
Andhewentoutwithbentbackanddroopinghead,heavilyscrapingwithhisfeet。
Theyoungpeople,thusleftalone,exchangedafewemptyphrases,and,evidentlyconsciousthattheseonlyhelpedtoremovethemfurtherfromeachother,theymaintainedapainful,awkwardandexpectantsilence。Takinganorange,Lubovbegantopeelitwithexaggeratedattention,whileSmolin,loweringhiseyes,examinedhismoustaches,whichhecarefullystrokedwithhislefthand,toyedwithaknifeandsuddenlyaskedthegirlinaloweredvoice:
\"Pardonmeformyindiscretion。Itisevidentlyreallydifficultforyou,LubovYakovlevna,tolivewithyourfather。He\'samanwithold-fashionedviewsand,pardonme,he\'sratherhard-
hearted!\"
Lubovshuddered,and,castingatthered-headedmanagratefullook,said:
\"Itisn\'teasy,butIhavegrownaccustomedtoit。Healsohashisgoodqualities。\"
\"Oh,undoubtedly!Buttoyouwhoaresoyoung,beautifulandeducated,toyouwithyourviews……Yousee,Ihaveheardsomethingaboutyou。\"
Hesmiledsokindlyandsympathetically,andhisvoicewassosoft,abreathofsoul-cheeringwarmthfilledtheroom。Andintheheartofthegirlthereblazedupmoreandmorebrightlythetimidhopeoffindinghappiness,ofbeingfreedfromtheclosecaptivityofsolitude。
CHAPTERXII
ADENSE,grayishfoglayovertheriver,andasteamer,nowandthenutteringadullwhistle,wasslowlyforgingupagainstthecurrent。Dampandcoldclouds,ofamonotonepallor,envelopedthesteamerfromallsidesanddrownedallsounds,dissolvingthemintheirtroubleddampness。Thebrazenroaringofthesignalscameoutinamuffled,melancholydrone,andwasoddlybriefasitburstforthfromthewhistle。Thesoundseemedtofindnoplaceforitselfintheair,whichwassoakedwithheavydampness,andfelldownward,wetandchoked。Andthesplashingofthesteamer\'swheelssoundedsofantasticallydullthatitseemedasthoughitwerenotbegottennearby,atthesidesofthevessel,butsomewhereinthedepth,onthedarkbottomoftheriver。Fromthesteameronecouldseeneitherthewater,northeshore,northesky;aleaden-graygloominessenwrappeditonallsides;devoidofshadings,painfullymonotonous,thegloominesswasmotionless,itoppressedthesteamerwithimmeasurableweight,slackeneditsmovementsandseemedasthoughpreparingitselftoswallowitevenasitwasswallowingthesounds。Inspiteofthedullblowsofthepaddlesuponthewaterandthemeasuredshakingofthebodyofthevessel,itseemedthatthesteamerwaspainfullystrugglingononespot,suffocatinginagony,hissinglikeafairytalemonsterbreathinghislast,howlinginthepangsofdeath,howlingwithpain,andinthefearofdeath。
Lifelesswerethesteamerlights。Aboutthelanternonthemastayellowmotionlessspothadformed;devoidoflustre,ithunginthefogoverthesteamer,illuminatingnothingsavethegraymist。Theredstarboardlightlookedlikeahugeeyecrushedoutbysomeone\'scruelfist,blinded,overflowingwithblood。Paleraysoflightfellfromthesteamer\'swindowsintothefog,andonlytinteditscold,cheerlessdominionoverthevessel,whichwaspressedonallsidesbythemotionlessmassofstiflingdampness。
Thesmokefromthefunnelfelldownwards,and,togetherwithfragmentsofthefog,penetratedintoallthecracksofthedeck,wherethethird-classpassengersweresilentlymufflingthemselvesintheirrags,andforminggroups,likesheep。Fromnearthemachinerywerewafteddeep,strainedgroans,thejinglingofbells,thedullsoundsofordersandtheabruptwordsofthemachinist:
\"Yes——slow!Yes——halfspeed!\"
Onthestern,inacorner,blockedupbybarrelsofsaltedfish,agroupofpeoplewasassembled,illuminatedbyasmallelectriclamp。Thoseweresedate,neatlyandwarmlycladpeasants。Oneofthemlayonabench,facedown;anothersatathisfeet,stillanotherstood,leaninghisbackagainstabarrel,whiletwoothersseatedthemselvesflatonthedeck。Theirfaces,pensiveandattentive,wereturnedtowardaround-shoulderedmaninashortcassock,turnedyellow,andatornfurcap。Thatmansatonsomeboxeswithhisbackbent,andstaringathisfeet,spokeinalow,confidentvoice:
\"TherewillcomeanendtothelongforbearanceoftheLord,andthenHiswrathwillburstforthuponmen。WearelikewormsbeforeHim,andhowarewethentowardoffHiswrath,withwhatwailingshallweappealtoHismercy?\"
Oppressedbyhisgloominess,Fomahadcomedownonthedeckfromhiscabin,and,forsometime,hadbeenstandingintheshadowofsomewarescoveredwithtarpaulin,andlistenedtotheadmonitiveandgentlevoiceofthepreacher。Pacingthedeckhehadchanceduponthisgroup,andattractedbythefigureofthepilgrim,hadpausednearit。Therewassomethingfamiliartohiminthatlarge,strongbody,inthatstern,darkface,inthoselarge,calmeyes。Thecurly,grayishhair,fallingfromundertheskull-
cap,theunkemptbushybeard,whichfellapartinthicklocks,thelong,hookednose,thesharp-pointedears,thethicklips——
Fomahadseenallthesebefore,butcouldnotrecallwhenandwhere。
\"Yes,weareverymuchinarrearsbeforetheLord!\"remarkedoneofthepeasants,heavingadeepsigh。
\"Wemustpray,\"whisperedthepeasantwholayonthebench,inascarcelyaudiblevoice。
\"Canyouscrapeyoursinfulwretchednessoffyoursoulwithwordsofprayer?\"exclaimedsomeoneloudly,almostwithdespairinhisvoice。
Nooneofthosethatformedthegrouparoundthepilgrimturnedatthisvoice,onlytheirheadssanklowerontheirbreasts,andforalongtimethesepeoplesatmotionlessandspeechless:
Thepilgrimmeasuredhisaudiencewithaseriousandmeditativeglanceofhisblueeyes,andsaidsoftly:
\"EphraimtheSyriansaid:\'Makethysoulthecentralpointofthythoughtsandstrengthenthyselfwiththydesiretobefreefromsin。
Andagainheloweredhishead,slowlyfingeringthebeadsoftherosary。
\"Thatmeanswemustthink,\"saidoneofthepeasants;\"butwhenhasamantimetothinkduringhislifeonearth?\"
\"Confusionisallaroundus。\"
\"Wemustfleetothedesert,\"saidthepeasantwholayonthebench。
\"Noteverybodycanaffordit。\"
Thepeasantsspoke,andbecamesilentagain。Ashrillwhistleresounded,alittlebellbegantojingleatthemachine。
Someone\'sloudexclamationrangout:
\"Eh,there!Tothewater-measuringpoles。\"
\"0hLord!0hQueenofHeaven!\"——adeepsighwasheard。
Andadull,half-chokedvoiceshouted:
\"Nine!nine!\"
Fragmentsofthefogburstforthuponthedeckandfloatedoveritlikecold,graysmoke。
\"Here,kindpeople,giveearuntothewordsofKingDavid,\"saidthepilgrim,andshakinghishead,begantoreaddistinctly:
\"\'Leadme,OhLord,inthyrighteousnessbecauseofmineenemies;
makethywaystraightbeforemyface。Forthereisnofaithfulnessintheirmouths;theirinwardpartisverywickedness;theirthroatisanopensepulchre;theyflatterwiththeirtongue。Destroythouthem,0hGod;letthemfallbytheirowncounsels。\'\"
\"Eight!seven!\"Likemoanstheseexclamationsresoundedinthedistance。
Thesteamerbegantohissangrily,andslackeneditsspeed。Thenoiseofthehissingofthesteamdeafenedthepilgrim\'swords,andFomasawonlythemovementofhislips。
\"Getoff!\"aloud,angryshoutwasheard。\"It\'smyplace!\"
\"Yours?\"
\"Hereyouhaveyours!\"
\"I\'llrapyouonthejaw;thenyou\'llfindyourplace。Whatalord!\"
\"Getaway!\"
Anuproarensued。Thepeasantswhowerelisteningtothepilgrimturnedtheirheadstowardthedirectionwheretherowwasgoingon,andthepilgrimheavedasighandbecamesilent。Nearthemachinealoudandlivelydisputeblazedupasthoughdrybranches,thrownuponadyingbonfire,hadcaughttheflame。
\"I\'llgiveittoyou,devils!Getaway,bothofyou。\"
\"Takethemawaytothecaptain。\"
\"Ha!ha!ha!That\'safinesettlementforyou!\"
\"Thatwasagoodraphegavehimontheneck!\"
\"Thesailorsareacleverlot。\"
\"Eight!nine!\"shoutedthemanwiththemeasuringpole。
\"Yes,increasespeed!\"cametheloudexclamationoftheengineer。
Swayingbecauseofthemotionofthesteamer,Fomastoodleaningagainstthetarpaulin,andattentivelylistenedtoeachandeverysoundabouthim。Andeverythingwasblendedintoonepicture,whichwasfamiliartohim。Throughfoganduncertainty,surroundedonallsidesbygloomimpenetrabletotheeye,lifeofmanismovingsomewhereslowlyandheavily。Andmenaregrievedovertheirsins,theysighheavily,andthenfightforawarmplace,andaskingeachotherforthesakeofpossessingtheplace,theyalsoreceiveblowsfromthosewhostrivefororderinlife。Theytimidlysearchforafreeroadtowardthegoal。
\"Nine!eight!\"
Thewailingcryissoftlywaftedoverthevessel。\"Andtheholyprayerofthepilgrimisdeafenedbythetumultoflife。Andthereisnorelieffromsorrow,thereisnojoyforhimwhoreflectsonhisfate。\"
Fomafeltlikespeakingtothispilgrim,inwhosesoftlyutteredwordsthererangsincerefearofGod,andallmanneroffearformenbeforeHiscountenance。Thekind,admonitivevoiceofthepilgrimpossessedapeculiarpower,whichcompelledFomatolistentoitsdeeptones。
\"I\'dliketoaskhimwherehelives,\"thoughtFoma,fixedlyscrutinizingthehugestoopingfigure。\"AndwherehaveIseenhimbefore?Ordoesheresemblesomeacquaintanceofmine?\"
SuddenlyitsomehowstruckFomawithparticularvividnessthatthehumblepreacherbeforehimwasnootherthanthesonofoldAnanyShchurov。Stunnedbythisconjecture,hewalkeduptothepilgrimandseatinghimselfbyhisside,inquiredfreely:
\"AreyoufromIrgiz,father?\"
Thepilgrimraisedhishead,turnedhisfacetowardFomaslowlyandheavily,scrutinizedhimandsaidinacalmandgentlevoice:
\"IwasontheIrgiz,too。\"
\"Areyouanativeofthatplace?\"
\"Areyounowcomingfromthere?\"
\"No,IamcomingfromSaintStephen。\"
Theconversationbrokeoff。FomalackedthecouragetoaskthepilgrimwhetherhewasnotShchurov。
\"We\'llbelateonaccountofthefog,\"saidsomeone。
\"Howcanwehelpbeinglate!\"
Allweresilent,lookingatFoma。Young,handsome,neatlyandrichlydressed,hearousedthecuriosityofthebystandersbyhissuddenappearanceamongthem;hewasconsciousofthiscuriosity,heunderstoodthattheywereallwaitingforhiswords,thattheywantedtounderstandwhyhehadcometothem,andallthisconfusedandangeredhim。
\"ItseemstomethatI\'vemetyoubeforesomewhere,father,\"saidheatlength。
Thepilgrimreplied,withoutlookingathim:
\"Perhaps。\"
\"Iwouldliketospeaktoyou,\"announcedFoma,timidly,inalowvoice。
\"Well,then,speak。\"
\"Comewithme。\"
\"Whither?\"
\"Tomycabin。\"
ThepilgrimlookedintoFoma\'sface,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,assented:
\"Come。\"
Onleaving,Fomafeltthelooksofthepeasantsonhisback,andnowhewaspleasedtoknowthattheywereinterestedinhim。
Inthecabinheaskedgently:
\"Wouldyouperhapseatsomething?Tellme。Iwillorderit。\"
\"Godforbid。Whatdoyouwish?\"
Thisman,dirtyandragged,inacassockturnedredwithage,andcoveredwithpatches,surveyedthecabinwithasqueamishlook,andwhenheseatedhimselfontheplush-coveredlounge,heturnedtheskirtofthecassockasthoughafraidtosoilitbytheplush。
\"Whatisyourname,father?\"askedFoma,noticingtheexpressionofsqueamishnessonthepilgrim\'sface。
\"Miron。\"
\"NotMikhail?\"
\"WhyMikhail?\"askedthepilgrim。
\"TherewasinourtownthesonofacertainmerchantShchurov,healsowentofftotheIrgiz。AndhisnamewasMikhail。\"
FomaspokeandfixedlylookedatFatherMiron;butthelatterwasascalmasadeaf-mute——
\"Inevermetsuchaman。Idon\'tremember,Inevermethim,\"saidhe,thoughtfully。\"Soyouwishedtoinquireabouthim?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"No,InevermetMikhailShchurov。Well,pardonmeforChrist\'ssake!\"andrisingfromthelounge,thepilgrimbowedtoFomaandwenttowardthedoor。
\"Butwaitawhile,sitdown,let\'stalkalittle!\"exclaimedFoma,rushingathimuneasily。Thepilgrimlookedathimsearchinglyandsankdownonthelounge。Fromthedistancecameadullsound,likeadeepgroan,andimmediatelyafteritthesignalwhistleofthesteamerdrawledoutasinafrightenedmanneroverFoma\'sandhisguest\'sheads。Fromthedistancecameamoredistantreply,andthewhistleoverheadagaingaveoutabrupt,timoroussounds。
Fomaopenedthewindow。Throughthefog,notfarfromtheirsteamer,somethingwasmovingalongwithdeepnoise;specksoffantasticlightsfloatedby,thefogwasagitatedandagainsankintodeadimmobility。
\"Howterrible!\"exclaimedFoma,shuttingthewindow。
\"Whatistheretobeafraidof?\"askedthepilgrim。\"Yousee!Itisneitherdaynornight,neitherdarknessnorlight!Wecanseenothing,wearesailingweknownotwhither,wearestrayingontheriver。\"
\"Haveinwardfirewithinyou,havelightwithinyoursoul,andyoushallseeeverything,\"saidthepilgrim,sternlyandinstructively。
Fomawasdispleasedwiththesecoldwordsandlookedatthepilgrimaskance。Thelattersatwithdroopinghead,motionless,asthoughpetrifiedinthoughtandprayer。Thebeadsofhisrosaryweresoftlyrustlinginhishands。
Thepilgrim\'sattitudegavebirthtoeasycourageinFoma\'sbreast,andhesaid:
\"Tellme,FatherMiron,isitgoodtolive,havingfullfreedom,withoutwork,withoutrelatives,awanderer,likeyourself?\"
FatherMironraisedhisheadandsoftlyburstintothecaressinglaughterofachild。Allhisface,tannedfromwindandsunburn,brightenedupwithinwardjoy,wasradiantwithtranquiljoy;hetouchedFoma\'skneewithhishandandsaidinasinceretone:
\"Castasidefromyouallthatisworldly,forthereisnosweetnessinit。Iamtellingyoutherightword——turnawayfromevil。Doyourememberitissaid:
\'Blessedisthemanthatwalkethnotinthecounseloftheungodly,norstandethinthewayofsinners。\'Turnaway,refreshyoursoulwithsolitudeandfillyourselfwiththethoughtofGod。ForonlybythethoughtofHimcanmansavehissoulfromprofanation。\"
\"Thatisn\'tthething!\"saidFoma。\"Ihavenoneedofworkingoutmysalvation。HaveIsinnedsomuch?Lookatothers。WhatIwouldlikeistocomprehendthings。\"
\"Andyouwillcomprehendifyouturnawayfromtheworld。Goforthuponthefreeroad,onthefields,onthesteppes,ontheplains,onthemountains。Goforthandlookattheworldfromafar,fromyourfreedom。\"
\"That\'sright!\"criedFoma。\"That\'sjustwhatIthink。Onecanseebetterfromtheside!\"
AndMiron,payingnoattentiontohiswords,spokesoftly,asthoughofsomegreatmystery,knownonlytohim,thepilgrim:
\"ThethickslumberingforestsaroundyouwillstarttorustleinsweetvoicesaboutthewisdomoftheLord;God\'slittlebirdswillsingbeforeyouofHisholyglory,andthegrassesofthesteppewillburnincensetotheHolyVirgin。\"
Thepilgrim\'svoicenowroseandquiveredfromexcessofemotion,nowsanktoamysteriouswhisper。Heseemedasthoughgrownyounger;hiseyesbeamedsoconfidentlyandclearly,andallhisfacewasradiantwiththehappysmileofamanwhohasfoundexpressionforhisjoyandwasdelightedwhilehepoureditforth。
\"TheheartofGodthrobsineachandeverybladeofgrass;eachandeveryinsectoftheairandoftheearth,breathesHisholyspirit。God,theLord,JesusChrist,liveseverywhere!Whatbeautythereisonearth,inthefieldsandintheforests!HaveyoueverbeenontheKerzhenz?Anincomparablesilencereignstheresupreme,thetrees,thegrasstherearelikethoseofparadise。\"
Fomalistened,andhisimagination,captivatedbythequiet,charmingnarrative,picturedtohimthosewidefieldsanddenseforests,fullofbeautyandsoul-pacifyingsilence。
\"Youlookatthesky,asyourestsomewhereunderalittlebush,andtheskyseemstodescenduponyouasthoughlongingtoembraceyou。Yoursouliswarm,filledwithtranquiljoy,youdesirenothing,youenvynothing。AnditactuallyseemstoyouthatthereisnooneonearthsaveyouandGod。\"
Thepilgrimspoke,andhisvoiceandsing-songspeechremindedFomaofthewonderfulfairy-talesofAuntAnfisa。Hefeltasthough,afteralongjourneyonahotday,hedranktheclear,coldwaterofaforestbrook,waterthathadthefragranceofthegrassesandtheflowersithasbathed。Evenwiderandwidergrewthepicturesastheyunfoldeduponhim;hereisapaththroughthethick,slumberingforest;thefinesunbeamspenetratethroughthebranchesofthetrees,andquiverintheairandunderthefeetofthewanderer。Thereisasavouryodouroffungianddecayingfoliage;thehoneyedfragranceoftheflowers,theintenseodourofthepine-treeinvisiblyriseintheairandpenetratethebreastinawarm,richstream。Allissilence:onlythebirdsaresinging,andthesilenceissowonderfulthatitseemsasthougheventhebirdsweresinginginyourbreast。Yougo,withouthaste,andyourlifegoesonlikeadream。Whilehereeverythingisenvelopedinagray,deadfog,andwearefoolishlystrugglingaboutinit,yearningforfreedomandlight。Therebelowtheyhavestartedtosingsomethinginscarcelyaudiblevoices;itwashalfsong,halfprayer。Againsomeoneisshouting,scolding。Andstilltheyseektheway:
\"Sevenandahalf。Seven!\"
\"Andyouhavenocare,\"spokethepilgrim,andhisvoicemurmuredlikeabrook。\"Anybodywillgiveyouacrustofbread;andwhatelsedoyouneedinyourfreedom?Intheworld,caresfalluponthesoullikefetters。\"
\"Youspeakwell,\"saidFomawithasigh。
\"Mydearbrother!\"exclaimedthepilgrim,softly,movingstillclosertowardhim。\"Sincethesoulhasawakened,sinceityearnstowardfreedom,donotlullittosleepbyforce;hearkentoitsvoice。Theworldwithitscharmshasnobeautyandholinesswhatever,wherefore,then,obeyitslaws?InJohnChrysostomitissaid:\'Therealshechinahisman!\'ShechinahisaHebrewwordanditmeanstheholyofholies。Consequently——\"
Aprolongedshrillsoundofthewhistledrownedhisvoice。Helistened,rosequicklyfromtheloungeandsaid:
\"Wearenearingtheharbour。That\'swhatthewhistlemeant。I
mustbeoff!Well,goodbye,brother!MayGodgiveyoustrengthandfirmnesstoactaccordingtothewillofyoursoul!Goodbye,mydearboy!\"
HemadealowbowtoFoma。Therewassomethingfeminine,caressingandsoftinhisfarewellwordsandbow。Fomaalsobowedlowtohim,bowedandremainedasthoughpetrified,standingwithdroopinghead,hishandleaningagainstthetable。
\"Cometoseemewhenyouareintown,\"heaskedthepilgrim,whowashastilyturningthehandleofthecabindoor。
\"Iwill!Iwillcome!Goodbye!Christsaveyou!\"
Whenthesteamer\'ssidetouchedthewharfFomacameoutonthedeckandbegantolookdownwardintothefog。Fromthesteamerpeoplewerewalkingdownthegang-planks,butFomacouldnotdiscernthepilgrimamongthosedarkfiguresenvelopedinthedensegloom。Allthosethatleftthesteamerlookedequallyindistinct,andtheyallquicklydisappearedfromsight,asthoughtheyhadmeltedinthegraydampness。Onecouldseeneithertheshorenoranythingelsesolid;thelandingbridgerockedfromthecommotioncausedbythesteamer;aboveittheyellowspotofthelanternwasswaying;thenoiseofthefootstepsandthebustleofthepeopleweredull。
Thesteamerputoffandslowlymovedalongintotheclouds。Thepilgrim,theharbour,theturmoilofpeople\'svoices——allsuddenlydisappearedlikeadream,andagainthereremainedonlythedensegloomandthesteamerheavilyturningaboutinit。Fomastaredbeforehimintothedeadseaoffogandthoughtoftheblue,cloudlessandcaressinglywarmsky——wherewasit?
Onthenextday,aboutnoon,hesatInYozhov\'ssmallroomandlistenedtothelocalnewsfromthemouthofhisfriend。Yozhovhadclimbedonthetable,whichwaspiledwithnewspapers,and,swinginghisfeet,narrated:
\"Theelectioncampaignhasbegun。Themerchantsareputtingyourgodfatherupasmayor——thatolddevil!Likethedevil,heisimmortal,althoughhemustbeupwardsofahundredandfiftyyearsoldalready。HemarrieshisdaughtertoSmolin。Yourememberthatred-headedfellow。Theysaythatheisadecentman,butnowadaystheyevencallcleverscoundrelsdecentmen,becausetherearenomen。NowAfricashkaplaystheenlightenedman;hehasalreadymanagedtogetintointelligentsociety,donatedsomethingtosomeenterpriseoranotherandthusatoncecametothefront。Judgingfromhisface,heisasharperofthehighestdegree,buthewillplayaprominentpart,forheknowshowtoadapthimself。Yes,friend,Africashkaisaliberal。Andaliberalmerchantisamixtureofawolfandapigwithatoadandasnake。\"
\"Thedeviltakethemall!\"saidFoma,wavinghishandindifferently。\"WhathaveItodowiththem?Howaboutyourself——
doyoustillkeepondrinking?\"
\"Ido!Whyshouldn\'tIdrink?\"
Half-cladanddishevelled,Yozhovlookedlikeapluckedbird,whichhadjusthadafightandhadnotyetrecoveredfromtheexcitementoftheconflict。
\"Idrinkbecause,fromtimetotime,Imustquenchthefireofmywoundedheart。Andyou,youdampstump,youaresmoulderinglittlebylittle?\"
\"Ihavetogototheoldman,\"saidFoma,wrinklinghisface。
\"Chanceit!\"
\"Idon\'tfeellikegoing。He\'llstarttolectureme。\"
\"Thendon\'tgo!\"
\"ButImust。\"
\"Thengo!\"
\"Whydoyoualwaysplaythebuffoon?\"saidFoma,withdispleasure,\"asthoughyouwereindeedmerry。\"
\"ByGod,Ifeelmerry!\"exclaimedYozhov,jumpingdownfromthetable。\"WhatafineroastingIgaveacertaingentlemaninthepaperyesterday!Andthen——I\'veheardacleveranecdote:A
companywassittingonthesea-shorephilosophizingatlengthuponlife。AndaJewsaidtothem:\'Gentlemen,whydoyouemploysomanydifferentwords?I\'lltellittoyouallatonce:Ourlifeisnotworthasinglecopeck,evenasthisstormysea!\'\"
\"Eh,thedeviltakeyou!\"saidFoma。\"Good-bye。Iamgoing。\"
\"Goahead!Iaminafineframeofmindto-dayandIwillnotmoanwithyou。Allthemoresoconsideringyoudon\'tmoan,butgrunt。\"
Fomawentaway,leavingYozhovsingingatthetopofhisvoice:
\"Beatthedrumandfearnot。\"
\"Drum?Youareadrumyourself;\"thoughtFoma,withirritation,asheslowlycameoutonthestreet。
AttheMayakinshewasmetbyLuba。Agitatedandanimated,shesuddenlyappearedbeforehim,speakingquickly:
\"You?MyGod!Howpaleyouare!Howthinyou\'vegrown!Itseemsyouhavebeenleadingafinelife。\"
Thenherfacebecamedistortedwithalarmandsheexclaimedalmostinawhisper:
\"Ah,Foma。Youdon\'tknow。Doyouhear?Someoneisringingthebell。Perhapsitishe。\"
Andsherushedoutoftheroom,leavingbehindherintheairtherustleofhersilkgown,andtheastonishedFoma,whohadnotevenhadachancetoaskherwhereherfatherwas。YakovTarasovichwasathome。Attiredinhisholidayclothes,inalongfrockcoatwithmedalsonhisbreast,hestoodonthethresholdwithhishandsoutstretched,clutchingatthedoorposts。HisgreenlittleeyesexaminedFoma,and,feelingtheirlookuponhim,Fomaraisedhisheadandmetthem。
\"Howdoyoudo,myfinegentleman?\"saidtheoldman,shakinghisheadreproachfully。\"Wherehasitpleasedyoutocomefrom,mayI
ask?Whohassuckedoffthatfatofyours?Orisittruethatapiglooksforapuddle,andFomaforaplacewhichisworse?\"
\"Haveyounootherwordsforme?\"askedFoma,sternly,lookingstraightintotheoldman\'sface。Andsuddenlyhenoticedthathisgodfathershuddered,hislegstrembled,hiseyesbegantoblinkrepeatedly,andhishandsclutchedthedoorpostswithaneffort。Fomaadvancedtowardhim,presumingthattheoldmanwasfeelingill,butYakovTarasovichsaidinadullandangryvoice:
\"Standaside。Getoutoftheway。\"
Andhisfaceassumeditsusualexpression。
Fomasteppedbackandfoundhimselfsidebysidewitharathershort,stoutman,whobowedtoMayakin,andsaidinahoarsevoice:
\"Howdoyoudo,papa?\"
\"Howareyou,TarasYakovlich,howareyou?\"saidtheoldman,bowing,smilingdistractedly,andstillclingingtothedoorposts。
Fomasteppedasideinconfusion,seatedhimselfinanarmchair,and,petrifiedwithcuriosity,wide-eyed,begantowatchthemeetingoffatherandson。
Thefather,standinginthedoorway,swayedhisfeeblebody,leaninghishandsagainstthedoorposts,and,withhisheadbentononesideandeyeshalfshut,staredathissoninsilence。Thesonstoodaboutthreestepsawayfromhim;hisheadalreadygray,wasliftedhigh;heknittedhisbrowandgazedathisfatherwithlargedarkeyes。Hissmall,black,pointedbeardandhissmallmoustachequiveredonhismeagreface,withitsgristlynose,likethatofhisfather。Andthehat,also,quiveredinhishand。
FrombehindhisshoulderFomasawthepale,frightenedandjoyousfaceofLuba——shelookedatherfatherwithbeseechingeyesanditseemedshewasonthepointofcryingout。Forafewmomentsallweresilentandmotionless,crushedastheywerebytheimmensityoftheiremotions。Thesilencewasbrokenbythelow,butdullandquiveringvoiceofYakovTarasovich:
\"Youhavegrownold,Taras。\"
Thesonlaughedinhisfather\'sfacesilently,and,withaswiftglance,surveyedhimfromheadtofoot。
Thefathertearinghishandsfromthedoorposts,madeasteptowardhissonandsuddenlystoppedshortwithafrown。ThenTarasMayakin,withonehugestep,cameuptohisfatherandgavehimhishand。
\"Well,letuskisseachother,\"suggestedthefather,softly。
Thetwooldmenconvulsivelyclaspedeachotherintheirarms,exchangedwarmkissesandthensteppedapart。Thewrinklesoftheoldermanquivered,theleanfaceoftheyoungerwasimmobile,almoststern。Thekisseshadchangednothingintheexternalsideofthisscene,onlyLubovburstintoasobofjoy,andFomaawkwardlymovedaboutinhisseat,feelingasthoughhisbreathwerefailinghim。
\"Eh,children,youarewoundstotheheart——youarenotitsjoy,\"
complainedYakovTarasovichinaringingvoice,andheevidentlyinvestedagreatdealinthesewords,forimmediatelyafterhehadpronouncedthemhebecameradiant,morecourageous,andhesaidbriskly,addressinghimselftohisdaughter:
\"Well,haveyoumeltedwithjoy?Youhadbettergoandpreparesomethingforus——teaandsoforth。We\'llentertaintheprodigalson。Youmusthaveforgotten,mylittleoldman,whatsortofamanyourfatheris?\"
TarasMayakinscrutinizedhisparentwithameditativelookofhislargeeyesandhesmiled,speechless,cladinblack,whereforethegrayhaironhisheadandinhisbeardtoldmorestrikingly。
\"Well,beseated。Tellme——howhaveyoulived,whathaveyoudone?Whatareyoulookingat?Ah!That\'smygodson。IgnatGordyeeff\'sson,Foma。DoyourememberIgnat?\"
\"Iremembereverything,\"saidTaras。
\"Oh!That\'sgood,ifyouarenotbragging。Well,areyoumarried?\"
\"Iamawidower。\"
\"Haveyouanychildren?\"
\"Theydied。Ihadtwo。\"
\"That\'sapity。Iwouldhavehadgrandchildren。\"
\"MayIsmoke?\"askedTaras。
\"Goahead。Justlookathim,you\'resmokingcigars。\"
\"Don\'tyoulikethem?\"
\"I?Comeon,it\'sallthesametome。Isaythatitlooksratheraristocratictosmokecigars。\"
\"Andwhyshouldweconsiderourselveslowerthanthearistocrats?\"saidTaras,laughing。
\"Do,Iconsiderourselveslower?\"exclaimedtheoldman。\"I
merelysaiditbecauseitlookedridiculoustome,suchasedateoldfellow,withbeardtrimmedinforeignfashion,cigarinhismouth。Whoishe?Myson——he-he-he!\"theoldmantappedTarasontheshoulderandsprangawayfromhim,asthoughfrightenedlesthewererejoicingtoosoon,lestthatmightnotbetheproperwaytotreatthathalfgrayman。Andhelookedsearchinglyandsuspiciouslyintohisson\'slargeeyes,whichweresurroundedbyyellowishswellings。
Tarassmiledinhisfather\'sfaceanaffableandwarmsmile,andsaidtohimthoughtfully:
\"That\'sthewayIrememberyou——cheerfulandlively。Itlooksasthoughyouhadnotchangedabitduringalltheseyears。\"
Theoldmanstraightenedhimselfproudly,and,strikinghisbreastwithhisfist,said:
\"Ishallneverchange,becauselifehasnopoweroverhimwhoknowshisownvalue。Isn\'tthatso?\"
\"Oh!Howproudyouare!\"
\"Imusthavetakenaftermyson,\"saidtheoldmanwithacunninggrimace。\"Doyouknow,dear,mysonwassilentforseventeenyearsoutofpride。\"
\"That\'sbecausehisfatherwouldnotlistentohim,\"Tarasremindedhim。
\"It\'sallrightnow。Nevermindthepast。OnlyGodknowswhichofusistoblame。He,theuprightone,He\'lltellittoyou——wait!
Ishallkeepsilence。Thisisnotthetimeforustodiscussthatmatter。Youbettertellme——whathaveyoubeendoingalltheseyears?Howdidyoucometothatsodafactory?Howhaveyoumadeyourway?\"
\"That\'salongstory,\"saidTaraswithasigh;andemittingfromhismouthagreatpuffofsmoke,hebeganslowly:\"WhenI
acquiredthepossibilitytoliveatliberty,IenteredtheofficeofthesuperintendentofthegoldminesoftheRemezovs。\"
\"Iknow;they\'reveryrich。Threebrothers。Iknowthemall。Oneisacripple,theotherafool,andthethirdamiser。Goon!\"
\"Iservedunderhimfortwoyears。AndthenImarriedhisdaughter,\"narratedMayakininahoarsevoice。
\"Thesuperintendent\'s?Thatwasn\'tfoolishatall。\"Tarasbecamethoughtfulandwassilentawhile。Theoldmanlookedathissadfaceandunderstoodhisson。
\"Andsoyoulivedwithyourwifehappily,\"hesaid。\"Well,whatcanyoudo?Tothedeadbelongsparadise,andthelivingmustliveon。Youarenotsoveryoldasyet。Haveyoubeenawidowerlong?\"
\"Thisisthethirdyear。\"
\"So?Andhowdidyouchanceuponthesodafactory?\"
\"Thatbelongstomyfather-in-law。\"
\"Aha!Whatisyoursalary?\"
\"Aboutfivethousand。\"
\"Mm。That\'snotastalecrust。Yes,that\'sagalleyslaveforyou!\"
Tarasglancedathisfatherwithafirmlookandaskedhimdrily:
\"Bytheway,whatmakesyouthinkthatIwasaconvict?\"
Theoldmanglancedathissonwithastonishment,whichwasquicklychangedintojoy:
\"Ah!Whatthen?Youwerenot?Thedeviltakethem!Then——howwasit?Don\'ttakeoffence!HowcouldIknow?TheysaidyouwereinSiberia!Well,andtherearethegalleys!\"
\"Tomakeanendofthisonceforall,\"saidTaras,seriouslyandimpressively,clappinghishandonhisknee,\"I\'lltellyourightnowhowitallhappened。IwasbanishedtoSiberiatosettlethereforsixyears,and,duringallthetimeofmyexile,I
livedintheminingregionoftheLena。InMoscowIwasimprisonedforaboutninemonths。That\'sall!\"
\"So-o!Butwhatdoesitmean?\"mutteredYakovTarasovich,withconfusionandjoy。
\"Andheretheycirculatedthatabsurdrumour。\"
\"That\'sright——itisabsurdindeed!\"saidtheoldman,distressed。
\"Anditdidaprettygreatdealofharmonacertainoccasion。\"
\"Really?Isthatpossible?\"
\"Yes。Iwasabouttogointobusinessformyself,andmycreditwasruinedonaccountof——\"
\"Pshaw!\"saidYakovTarasovich,ashespatangrily。\"Oh,devil!
Come,come,isthatpossible?\"
Fomasatallthistimeinhiscorner,listeningtotheconversationbetweentheMayakins,and,blinkingperplexedly,hefixedlyexaminedthenewcomer。RecallingLubov\'sbearingtowardherbrother,andinfluenced,toacertaindegree,byherstoriesaboutTaras,heexpectedtoseeinhimsomethingunusual,somethingunliketheordinarypeople。HehadthoughtthatTaraswouldspeakinsomepeculiarway,woulddressinamannerpeculiartohimself;andingeneralhewouldbeunlikeotherpeople。Whilebeforehimsatasedate,stoutman,faultlesslydressed,withsterneyes,verymuchlikehisfatherinface,andtheonlydifferencebetweenthemwasthatthesonhadacigarinhismouthandablackbeard。Hespokebrieflyinabusiness-likewayofeverydaythings——wherewas,then,thatpeculiarsomethingabouthim?Nowhebegantotellhisfatheroftheprofitsinthemanufactureofsoda。Hehadnotbeenagalleyslave——Lubovhadlied!AndFomawasverymuchpleasedwhenhepicturedtohimselfhowhewouldspeaktoLubovaboutherbrother。
Nowandthensheappearedinthedoorwayduringtheconversationbetweenherfatherandherbrother。Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andhereyesbeamedwithjoyasshelookedattheblackfigureofTaras,cladinsuchapeculiarlythickfrockcoat,withpocketsonthesidesandwithbigbuttons。Shewalkedontiptoe,andsomehowalwaysstretchedhernecktowardherbrother。Fomalookedatherquestioningly,butshedidnotnoticehim,constantlyrunningbackandforthpastthedoor,withplatesandbottlesinherhands。
Itsohappenedthatsheglancedintotheroomjustwhenherbrotherwastellingherfatheraboutthegalleys。Shestoppedasthoughpetrified,holdingatrayinheroutstretchedhandsandlistenedtoeverythingherbrothersaidaboutthepunishmentinflicteduponhim。Shelistened,andslowlywalkedaway,withoutcatchingFoma\'sastonishedandsarcasticglance。AbsorbedinhisreflectionsonTaras,slightlyoffendedbythelackofattentionshownhim,andbythefactthatsincethehandshakeattheintroductionTarashadnotgivenhimasingleglance,FomaceasedforawhiletofollowtheconversationoftheMayakins,andsuddenlyhefeltthatsomeoneseizedhimbytheshoulder。Hetrembledandsprangtohisfeet,almostfellinghisgodfather,whostoodbeforehimwithexcitedface:
\"There——look!Thatisaman!That\'swhataMayakinis!Theyhaveseventimesboiledhiminlye;theyhavesqueezedoiloutofhim,andyethelives!Understand?Withoutanyaid——alone——hemadehiswayandfoundhisplaceand——heisproud!ThatmeansMayakin!A
Mayakinmeansamanwhoholdshisfateinhisownhands。Doyouunderstand?Takealessonfromhim!Lookathim!Youcannotfindanotherlikehiminahundred;you\'dhavetolookforoneinathousand。What?Justbearthisinmind:YoucannotforgeaMayakinfrommanintoeitherdevilorangel。\"
Stupefiedbythistempestuousshock,Fomabecameconfusedanddidnotknowwhattosayinreplytotheoldman\'snoisysongofpraise。HesawthatTaras,calmlysmokinghiscigar,waslookingathisfather,andthatthecornersofhislipswerequiveringwithasmile。Hisfacelookedcondescendinglycontented,andallhisfiguresomewhataristocraticandhaughty。Heseemedtobeamusedbytheoldman\'sjoy。
AndYakovTarasovichtappedFomaonthechestwithhisfingerandsaid:
\"Idonotknowhim,myownson。Hehasnotopenedhissoultome。
Itmaybethatsuchadifferencehadgrownupbetweenusthatnotonlyaneagle,butthedevilhimselfcannotcrossit。Perhapshisbloodhasoverboiled;thatthereisnoteventhescentofthefather\'sbloodinit。ButheisaMayakin!AndIcanfeelitatonce!Ifeelitandsay:\'TodaythouforgivestThyservant,0hLord!\'\"
Theoldmanwastremblingwiththefeverofhisexultation,andfairlyhoppedashestoodbeforeFoma。
\"Calmyourself,father!\"saidTaras,slowlyrisingfromhischairandwalkinguptohisfather。\"Whyconfusetheyoungman?Come,letussitdown。\"
HegaveFomaafleetingsmile,and,takinghisfatherbythearm,ledhimtowardthetable。
\"Ibelieveinblood,\"saidYakovTarasovich;\"inhereditaryblood。Thereinliesallpower!Myfather,Iremember,toldme:
\'Yashka,youaremygenuineblood!\'There。ThebloodoftheMayakinsisthick——itistransferredfromfathertofatherandnowomancaneverweakenit。Letusdrinksomechampagne!Shallwe?
Verywell,then!Tellmemore——tellmeaboutyourself。HowisitthereinSiberia?\"
Andagain,asthoughfrightenedandsoberedbysomethought,theoldmanfixedhissearchingeyesuponthefaceofhisson。Andafewminuteslaterthecircumstantialbutbriefrepliesofhissonagainarousedinhimanoisyjoy。Fomakeptonlisteningandwatching,ashesatquietlyinhiscorner。
\"Goldmining,ofcourse,isasolidbusiness,\"saidTaras,calmly,withimportance,\"butitisaratherriskyoperationandonerequiringalargecapital。Theearthsaysnotawordaboutwhatitcontainswithinit。Itisveryprofitabletodealwithforeigners。Dealingswiththem,underanycircumstances,yieldanenormouspercentage。Thatisaperfectlyinfallibleenterprise。
Butawearyone,itmustbeadmitted。Itdoesnotrequiremuchbrains;thereisnoroominitforanextraordinaryman;amanwithgreatenterprisingpowercannotdevelopinit。\"
Luboventeredandinvitedthemallintothedining-room。WhentheMayakinssteppedoutFomaimperceptiblytuggedLubovbythesleeve,andsheremainedwithhimalone,inquiringhastily:
\"Whatisit?\"
\"Nothing,\"saidFoma,withasmile。\"Iwanttoaskyouwhetheryouareglad?\"
\"OfcourseIam!\"exclaimedLubov。
\"Andwhatabout?\"
\"Thatis,whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Justso。Whatabout?\"
\"You\'requeer!\"saidLubov,lookingathimwithastonishment。
\"Can\'tyousee?\"
\"What?\"askedFoma,sarcastically。
\"What\'sthetroublewithyou?\"saidLubov,lookingathimuneasily。
\"Eh,you!\"drawledoutFoma,withcontemptuouspity。\"Canyourfather,canthemerchantclassbegetanythinggood?Canyouexpectaradishtobringforthraspberries?Andyouliedtome。
Tarasisthis,Tarasisthat。Whatisinhim?Amerchant,liketheothermerchants,andhispaunchisalsothatoftherealmerchant。He-he!\"Hewassatisfied,seeingthatthegirl,confusedbyhiswords,wasbitingherlips,nowflushing,nowturningpale。
\"You——you,Foma,\"shebegan,inachokingvoice,andsuddenlystampingherfoot,shecried:
\"Don\'tyoudaretospeaktome!\"
Onreachingthethresholdoftheroom,sheturnedherangryfacetohim,andejaculatedinalowvoice,emphatically:
\"Oh,youmaliciousman!\"
Fomaburstintolaughter。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtothetable,wherethreehappypeoplewereengagedinalivelyconversation。Heheardtheirmerryvoices,theircontentedlaughter,therattleofthedishes,andheunderstoodthat,withthatburdenonhisheart,therewasnoplaceforhimbesidethem。
Norwasthereaplaceforhimanywhere。Ifallpeopleonlyhatedhim,evenasLubovhatedhimnow,hewouldfeelmoreateaseintheirmidst,hethought。Thenhewouldknowhowtobehavewiththem,wouldfindsomethingtosaytothem。Whilenowhecouldnotunderstandwhethertheywerepityinghimorwhethertheywerelaughingathim,becausehehadlosthiswayandcouldnotconformhimselftoanything。Ashestoodawhilealoneinthemiddleoftheroom,heunconsciouslyresolvedtoleavethishousewherepeoplewererejoicingandwherehewassuperfluous。Onreachingthestreet,hefelthimselfoffendedbytheMayakins。
Afterall,theyweretheonlypeopleneartohimintheworld。
Beforehimarosehisgodfather\'sface,onwhichthewrinklesquiveredwithagitation,andilluminatedbythemerryglitterofhisgreeneyes,seemedtobeamwithphosphoriclight。
\"Evenarottentrunkofatreestandsoutinthedark!\"reflectedFoma,savagely。ThenherecalledthecalmandseriousfaceofTarasandbesideitthefigureofLubovbowingherselfhastilytowardhim。Thatarousedinhimfeelingsofenvyandsorrow。
\"Whowilllookatmelikethat?Thereisnotasoultodoit。\"
Hecametohimselffromhisbroodingsontheshore,atthelanding-places,arousedbythebustleoftoil。Allsortsofarticlesandwareswerecarriedandcartedineverydirection;
peoplemovedabouthastily,care-worn,spurringontheirhorsesexcitedly,shoutingatoneanother,fillingthestreetwithunintelligiblebustleanddeafeningnoiseofhurriedwork。Theybusiedthemselvesonanarrowstripofground,pavedwithstone,builtupononesidewithtallhouses,andtheothersidecutoffbyasteepravineattheriver,andtheirseethingbustlemadeuponFomaanimpressionasthoughtheyhadallpreparedthemselvestofleefromthistoilamidfilthandnarrownessandtumult——preparedthemselvestofleeandwerenowhasteningtocompletethesoonertheunfinishedworkwhichwouldnotreleasethem。Hugesteamers,standingbytheshoreandemittingcolumnsofsmokefromtheirfunnels,werealreadyawaitingthem。Thetroubledwateroftheriver,closelyobstructedwithvessels,wassoftlyandplaintivelysplashingagainsttheshore,asthoughimploringforaminuteofrestandrepose。
\"YourHonour!\"ahoarsecryrangoutnearFoma\'sears,\"contributesomebrandyinhonourofthebuilding!\"
Fomaglancedatthepetitionerindifferently;hewasahuge,beardedfellow,barefooted,withatornshirtandabruised,swollenface。
\"Getaway!\"mutteredFoma,andturnedawayfromhim。
\"Merchant!Whenyoudieyoucan\'ttakeyourmoneywithyou。Givemeforoneglassofbrandy,orareyoutoolazytoputyourhandintoyourpocket?\"
Fomaagainlookedatthepetitioner;thelatterstoodbeforehim,coveredmorewithmudthanwithclothes,and,tremblingwithintoxication,waitedobstinately,staringatFomawithblood-
shot,swolleneyes。
\"Isthatthewaytoask?\"inquiredFoma。
\"Howelse?Wouldyouwantmetogodownonmykneesbeforeyouforaten-copeckpiece?\"askedthebare-footedman,boldly。
\"There!\"andFomagavehimacoin。
\"Thanks!Fifteencopecks。Thanks!AndifyougivemefifteenmoreI\'llcrawlonallfoursrightuptothattavern。Doyouwantmeto?\"proposedthebarefootedman。
\"Go,leavemealone!\"saidFoma,wavinghimoffwithhishand。
\"Hewhogivesnotwhenhemay,whenhefainwould,shallhavenay,\"saidthebarefootedman,andsteppedaside。
Fomalookedathimashedeparted,andsaidtohimself:
\"Thereisaruinedmanandyethowboldheis。Heasksalmsasthoughdemandingadebt。Wheredosuchpeoplegetsomuchboldness?\"
Andheavingadeepsigh,heansweredhimself:
\"Fromfreedom。Themanisnotfettered。Whatistherethatheshouldregret?Whatdoeshefear?AndwhatdoIfear?WhatistherethatIshouldregret?\"
ThesetwoquestionsseemedtostrikeFoma\'sheartandcalledforthinhimadullperplexity。Helookedatthemovementoftheworkingpeopleandkeptonthinking:Whatdidheregret?Whatdidhefear?
\"Alone,withmyownstrength,Ishallevidentlynevercomeoutanywhere。LikeafoolIshallkeepontrampingaboutamongpeople,mockedandoffendedbyall。Iftheywouldonlyjostlemeaside;iftheywouldonlyhateme,then——then——Iwouldgooutintothewideworld!WhetherIlikedornot,Iwouldhavetogo!\"
Fromoneofthelandingwharvesthemerry\"dubinushka\"
[\"Dubinushka,\"orthe\"OakenCudgel,\"isasongpopularwiththeRussianworkmen。]hadalreadybeensmitingtheairforalongtime。Thecarriersweredoingacertainwork,whichrequiredbriskmovements,andwereadaptingthesongandtherefraintothem。
\"InthetavernsitgreatmerchantsDrinkingliquorsstrong,\"
narratedtheleader,inaboldrecitative。Thecompanyjoinedinunison:
\"Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!\"
Andthenthebassossmotetheairwithdeepsounds:
\"Itgoes,itgoes。\"
Andthetenorsrepeated:
\"Itgoes,itgoes。\"