\"Andeverythingaboutherissopeculiar,\"Fomarelatedsoftly。
\"Shespeaksinawayallherown。And,God!Howbeautifulsheis!
Andthensheissosmall,likeachild。\"
\"Andwhattookplacebetweenyou?\"askedLubov。
Fomamovedhischairclosertoher,andstooping,heloweredhisvoiceforsomereasonorother,andbegantorelatetoherallthathadtakenplacebetweenhimandMedinskaya。Hespoke,andasherecalledthewordshesaidtoMedinskaya,thesentimentsthatcalledforththewordswerealsoawakenedinhim。
\"Itoldher,\'Oh,you!whydidyoumakesportofme?\'\"hesaidangrilyandwithreproach。
AndLuba,hercheeksaflamewithanimation,spurredhimon,noddingherheadapprovingly:
\"That\'sit!That\'sgood!Well,andshe?\"
\"Shewassilent!\"saidFoma,sadly,withashrugoftheshoulders。
\"Thatis,shesaiddifferentthings;butwhat\'stheuse?\"
Hewavedhishandandbecamesilent。Luba,playingwithherbraid,wasalsosilent。Thesamovarhadalreadybecomecold。Andthedimnessintheroomwasgrowingthickerandthicker,outsidethewindowitwasheavywithdarkness,andtheblackbranchesofthelinden-treeswereshakingpensively。
\"Youmightlightthelamp,\"Fomawenton。
\"Howunhappywebothare,\"saidLuba,withasigh。
Fomadidnotlikethis。
\"Iamnotunhappy,\"heobjectedinafirmvoice。\"Iamsimply——notyetaccustomedtolife。\"
\"Hewhoknowsnotwhatheisgoingtodotomorrow,isunhappy,\"
saidLuba,sadly。\"Idonotknowit,neitherdoyou。Whithergo?
Yetgowemust,Whyisitthatmyheartisneveratease?Somekindofalongingisalwaysquiveringwithinit。\"
\"Itisthesamewithme,\"saidFoma。\"Istarttoreflect,butonwhat?Icannotmakeitcleartomyself。Thereisalsoapainfulgnawinginmyheart。Eh!ButImustgouptotheclub。\"
\"Don\'tgoaway,\"Lubaentreated。
\"Imust。Somebodyiswaitingthereforme。Iamgoing。Goodbye!\"
\"Tillwemeetagain!\"Sheheldoutherhandtohimandsadlylookedintohiseyes。
\"Willyougotosleepnow?\"askedFoma,firmlyshakingherhand。
\"I\'llreadalittle。\"
\"You\'retoyourbooksasthedrunkardtohiswhisky,\"saidtheyouth,withpity。
\"Whatistherethatisbetter?\"
WalkingalongthestreethelookedatthewindowsofthehouseandinoneofthemhenoticedLuba\'sface。Itwasjustasvagueaseverythingthatthegirltoldhim,evenasvagueasherlongings。
Fomanoddedhisheadtowardherandwithaconsciousnessofhissuperiorityoverher,thought:
\"Shehasalsolostherway,liketheotherone。\"
Atthisrecollectionheshookhishead,asthoughhewantedtofrightenawaythethoughtofMedinskaya,andquickenedhissteps。
Nightwascomingon,andtheairwasfresh。Acold,invigoratingwindwasviolentlyraginginthestreet,drivingthedustalongthesidewalksandthrowingitintothefacesofthepassers-by。Itwasdark,andpeoplewerehastilystridingalonginthedarkness。Fomawrinkledhisface,forthedustfilledhiseyes,andthought:
\"IfitisawomanImeetnow——thenitwillmeanthatSophyaPavlovnawillreceivemeinafriendlyway,asbefore。Iamgoingtoseehertomorrow。Andifitisaman——Iwon\'tgotomorrow,I\'llwait。\"
Butitwasadogthatcametomeethim,andthisirritatedFomatosuchanextentthathefeltlikestrikinghimwithhiscane。
Intherefreshment-roomoftheclub,FomawasmetbythejovialOokhtishchev。Hestoodatthedoor,andchattedwithacertainstout,whiskeredman;but,noticingGordyeeff,hecameforwardtomeethim,saying,withasmile:
\"Howdoyoudo,modestmillionaire!\"Fomaratherlikedhimforhisjollymood,andwasalwayspleasedtomeethim。
Firmlyandkind-heartedlyshakingOokhtishchev\'shand,Fomaaskedhim:
\"AndwhatmakesyouthinkthatIammodest?\"
\"Whataquestion!Aman,wholiveslikeahermit,whoneitherdrinks,norplays,norlikesanywomen。Bytheway,doyouknow,FomaIgnatyevich,thatpeerlesspatronessofoursisgoingabroadtomorrowforthewholesummer?\"
\"SophyaPavlovna?\"askedFoma,slowly。\"Ofcourse!Thesunofmylifeissetting。And,perhaps,ofyoursaswell?\"
Ookhtishchevmadeacomical,slygrimaceandlookedintoFoma\'sface。
AndFomastoodbeforehim,feelingthathisheadwasloweringonhisbreast,andthathewasunabletohinderit。
\"Yes,theradiantAurora。\"
\"IsMedinskayagoingaway?\"adeepbassvoiceasked。\"That\'sfine!
Iamglad。\"
\"MayIknowwhy?\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。Fomasmiledsheepishlyandstaredinconfusionatthewhiskeredman,Ookhtishchev\'sinterlocutor。
Thatmanwasstrokinghismoustachewithanairofimportance,anddeep,heavy,repulsivewordsfellfromhislipsonFoma\'sears。
\"Because,yousee,therewillbeoneco-cot-telessintown。\"
\"Shame,MartinNikitich!\"saidOokhtishchev,reproachfully,knittinghisbrow。
\"Howdoyouknowthatsheisacoquette?\"askedFoma,sternly,comingclosertothewhiskeredman。Themanmeasuredhimwithascornfullook,turnedasideandmovinghisthigh,drawledout:
\"Ididn\'tsay——coquette。\"
\"MartinNikitich,youmustn\'tspeakthatwayaboutawomanwho——\"
beganOokhtishchevinaconvincingtone,butFomainterruptedhim:
\"Excuseme,justamoment!Iwishtoaskthegentleman,whatisthemeaningofthewordhesaid?\"
Andashearticulatedthisfirmlyandcalmly,Fomathrusthishandsdeepintohistrousers-pockets,threwhischestforward,whichatoncegavehisfigureanattitudeofdefiance。ThewhiskeredgentlemanagaineyedFomawithasarcasticsmile。
\"Gentlemen!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,softly。
\"Isaid,co-cot-te,\"pronouncedthewhiskeredman,movinghislipsasifhetastedtheword。\"Andifyoudon\'tunderstandit,Icanexplainittoyou。\"
\"Youhadbetterexplainit,\"saidFoma,withadeepsigh,notliftinghiseyesofftheman。
Ookhtishchevclaspedhishandsandrushedaside。
\"Acocotte,ifyouwanttoknowit,isaprostitute,\"saidthewhiskeredmaninalowvoice,movinghisbig,fatfaceclosertoFoma。
Fomagaveasoftgrowland,beforethewhiskeredmanhadtimetomoveaway,heclutchedwithhisrighthandhiscurly,grayishhair。
Withaconvulsivemovementofthehand,Fomabegantoshaketheman\'sheadandhisbig,solidbody;liftinguphislefthand,hespokeinadullvoice,keepingtimetothepunishment:
\"Don\'tabuseaperson——inhisabsence。Abusehim——rightinhisface——straightinhiseyes。\"
Heexperiencedaburningdelight,seeinghowcomicallythestoutarmswereswingingintheair,andhowthelegsoftheman,whomhewasshaking,werebendingunderhim,scrapingagainstthefloor。
Hisgoldwatchfelloutofthepocketanddangledonthechain,overhisroundpaunch。Intoxicatedwithhisownstrengthandwiththedegradationofthesedateman,filledwiththeburningfeelingofmalignancy,tremblingwiththehappinessofrevenge,Fomadraggedhimalongthefloorandinadullvoice,growledwickedly,inwildjoy。Inthesemomentsheexperiencedagreatfeeling——thefeelingofemancipationfromthewearisomeburdenwhichhadlongoppressedhisheartwithgriefandmorbidness。Hefeltthathewasseizedbythewaistandshouldersfrombehind,thatsomeoneseizedhishandandbentit,tryingtobreakit;thatsomeonewascrushinghistoes;buthesawnothing,followingwithhisbloodshoteyesthedark,heavymassmoaningandwrigglinginhishand。Finally,theytorehimawayanddownedhim,and,asthroughareddishmist,henoticedbeforehimonthefloor,athisfeet,themanhehadthrashed。Dishevelled,hewasmovinghislegsoverthefloor,attemptingtorise;twodarkmenwereholdinghimbythearms,hishandsweredanglingintheairlikebrokenwings,and,inavoicethatwaschokingwithsobs,hecriedtoFoma:
\"Youmustn\'tbeatme!Youmustn\'t!Ihavean……
Order。Yourascal!Oh,rascal!Ihavechildren。
Everybodyknowsme!Scoundrel!Savage,0——0——0!Youmayexpectaduel!\"
AndOokhtishchevspokeloudlyinFoma\'sear:
\"Come,mydearboy,forGod\'ssake!\"
\"Wait,I\'llgivehimakickintheface,\"beggedFoma。Buthewasdraggedoff。Therewasabuzzinginhisears,hisheartbeatfast,buthefeltrelievedandwell。AttheentranceoftheclubheheavedadeepsighofreliefandsaidtoOokhtishchev,withagood-
naturedsmile:
\"Igavehimasounddrubbing,didn\'tI?\"
\"Listen!\"exclaimedthegaysecretary,indignantly。\"Youmustpardonmebutthatwastheactofasavage!Thedeviltakeit。I
neverwitnessedsuchathingbefore!\"
\"Mydearman!\"saidFoma,friendly,\"didhenotdeservethedrubbing?Ishenotascoundrel?Howcanhespeaklikethatbehindaperson\'sback?No!Lethimgotoherandtellitplainlytoheralone。\"
\"Excuseme。Thedeviltakeyou!Butitwasn\'tforheralonethatyougavehimthedrubbing?\"
\"Thatis,whatdoyoumea,——notforheralone?Forwhomthen?\"
askedFoma,amazed。
\"Forwhom?Idon\'tknow。Evidentlyyouhadoldaccountstosettle!
0hLord!Thatwasascene!Ishallnotforgetitinallmylife!\"
\"He——thatman——whoishe?\"askedFoma,andsuddenlyburstoutlaughing。\"Howheroared,thefool!\"
Ookhtishchevlookedfixedlyintohisfaceandasked:
\"Tellme,isittrue,thatyoudon\'tknowwhomyou\'vethrashed?AndisitreallyonlyforSophyaPavlovna?\"
\"Itis,byGod!\"avowedFoma。
\"So,thedevilknowswhattheresultmaybe!\"Hestoppedshort,shruggedhisshouldersperplexedly,wavedhishand,andagainbegantopacethesidewalk,lookingatFomaaskance。\"You\'llpayforthis,FomaIgnatyevich。\"
\"Willhetakemetocourt?\"
\"WouldtoGodhedoes。HeistheVice-Governor\'sson-in-law,\"
\"Isthatso?\"saidFoma,slowly,andmadealongface。
\"Yes。Totellthetruth,heisascoundrelandarascal。AccordingtothisfactImustadmit,thathedeservesadrubbing。Buttakingintoconsiderationthefactthattheladyyoudefendedisalso——\"
\"Sir!\"saidFoma,firmly,placinghishandonOokhtishchev\'sshoulder,\"Ihavealwayslikedyou,andyouarenowwalkingwithme。Iunderstanditandcanappreciateit。Butdonotspeakillofherinmypresence。Whatevershemaybeinyouropinion,inmyopinion,sheisdeartome。Tomesheisthebestwoman。SoIamtellingyoufrankly。Sinceyouaregoingwithme,donottouchher。
Iconsiderhergood,thereforesheisgood。\"
TherewasgreatemotioninFoma\'svoice。Ookhtishchevlookedathimandsaidthoughtfully:
\"Youareaqueerman,Imustconfess。\"
\"Iamasimpleman——asavage。IhavegivenhimathrashingandnowIfeeljolly,andastotheresult,letcomewhatwill。\'
\"Iamafraidthatitwillresultinsomethingbad。Doyouknow——tobefrank,inreturnforyourfrankness——Ialsolikeyou,although——
Mm!Itisratherdangeroustobewithyou。Suchaknightlytempermaycomeoveryouandonemaygetathrashingatyourhands。\"
\"Howso?Thiswasbutthefirsttime。Iamnotgoingtobeatpeopleeveryday,amI?\"saidFoma,confused。Hiscompanionbegantolaugh。
\"Whatamonsteryouare!Listentome——itissavagetofight——youmustexcuseme,butitisabominable。Yet,Imusttellyou,inthiscaseyoumadeahappyselection。Youhavethrashedarake,acynic,aparasite——amanwhorobbedhisnephewswithimpunity。\"
\"Well,thankGodforthat!\"saidFomawithsatisfaction。\"NowI
havepunishedhimalittle。\"
\"Alittle?Verywell,letussupposeitwasalittle。Butlistentome,mychild,permitmetogiveyouadvice。Iamamanofthelaw。
He,thatKayazev,isarascal!True!Butyoumustnotthrashevenarascal,forheisasocialbeing,underthepaternalcustodyofthelaw。Youcannottouchhimuntilhetransgressesthelimitsofthepenalcode。Buteventhen,notyou,butwe,thejudges,willgivehimhisdue。Whileyoumusthavepatience。\"
\"Andwillhesoonfallintoyourhands?\"inquiredFoma,naively。
\"Itishardtotell。Beingfarfromstupid,hewillprobablyneverbecaught,andtotheendofhisdayshewilllivewithyouandmeinthesamedegreeofequalitybeforethelaw。0hGod,whatIamtellingyou!\"saidOokhtishchev,withacomicalsigh。
\"Betrayingsecrets?\"grinnedFoma。
\"Itisn\'tsecrets;butIoughtnottobefrivolous。De-e-evil!Butthen,thisaffairenlivenedme。Indeed,Nemesisiseventhentruetoherselfwhenshesimplykickslikeahorse。\"
Fomastoppedsuddenly,asthoughhehadmetanobstacleonhisway。
\"Nemesis——thegoddessofJustice,\"babbledOokhtishchev。\"What\'sthematterwithyou?\"
\"Anditallcameabout,\"saidFoma,slowly,inadullvoice,\"becauseyousaidthatshewasgoingaway。\"
\"Who?
\"SophyaPavlovna。\"
\"Yes,sheisgoingaway。Well?\"
HestoodoppositeFomaandstaredathim,withasmileinhiseyes。
Gordyeeffwassilent,withloweredhead,tappingthestoneofthesidewalkwithhiscane。
\"Come,\"saidOokhtishchev。
Fomastarted,sayingindifferently:
\"Well,lethergo。AndIamalone。\"Ookhtishchev,wavinghiscane,begantowhistle,lookingathiscompanion。
\"Sha\'n\'tIbeabletogetalongwithouther?\"askedFoma,lookingsomewhereinfrontofhimandthen,afterapause,heansweredhimselfsoftlyandirresolutely:
\"Ofcourse,Ishall。\"
\"Listentome!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。\"I\'llgiveyousomegoodadvice。Amanmustbehimself。Whileyou,youareanepicman,sotosay,andthelyricalisnotbecomingtoyou。Itisn\'tyourgenre。\"
\"Speaktomemoresimply,sir,\"saidFoma,havinglistenedattentivelytohiswords。
\"Moresimply?Verywell。Iwanttosay,giveupthinkingofthislittlelady。Sheispoisonousfoodforyou。\"
\"Shetoldmethesame,\"putinFoma,gloomily。
\"Shetoldyou?\"Ookhtishchevaskedandbecamethoughtful。\"Now,I\'lltellyou,shouldn\'tweperhapsgoandhavesupper?\"
\"Let\'sgo,\"Fomaassented。Andhesuddenlyroaredobdurately,clinchinghisfistsandwavingthemintheair:\"Well,letusgo,andI\'llgetwoundup;I\'llbreakloose,afterallthis,soyoucan\'tholdmeback!\"
\"Whatfor?We\'lldoitmodestly。\"
\"No!wait!\"saidFoma,anxiously,seizinghimbytheshoulder。
\"What\'sthat?AmIworsethanotherpeople?Everybodylives,whirls,hustlesabout,hashisownpoint。WhileIamweary。
Everybodyissatisfiedwithhimself。Andastotheircomplaining,theylie,therascals!Theyaresimplypretendingforbeauty\'ssake。Ihavenoreasontopretend。Iamafool。Idon\'tunderstandanything,mydearfellow。Isimplywishtolive!Iamunabletothink。Ifeeldisgusted;onesaysthis,anotherthat!Pshaw!Butshe,eh!Ifyouknew。Myhopewasinher。Iexpectedofher——justwhatIexpected,Icannottell;butsheisthebestofwomen!AndI
hadsomuchfaithinher——whensometimesshespokesuchpeculiarwords,allherown。Hereyes,mydearboy,aresobeautiful!0hLord!Iwasashamedtolookuponthem,andasIamtellingyou,shewouldsayafewwords,andeverythingwouldbecomecleartome。ForIdidnotcometoherwithlovealone——Icametoherwithallmysoul!Isought——Ithoughtthatsinceshewassobeautiful,consequently,Imightbecomeamanbyherside!\"
Ookhtishchevlistenedtothepainful,unconnectedwordsthatburstfromhiscompanion\'slips。Hesawhowthemusclesofhisfacecontractedwiththeefforttoexpresshisthoughts,andhefeltthatbehindthisbombasttherewasagreat,seriousgrief。Therewassomethingintenselypatheticinthepowerlessnessofthisstrongandsavageyouth,whosuddenlystartedtopacethesidewalkwithbig,unevensteps。Skippingalongafterhimwithhisshortlegs,OokhtishchevfeltithisdutysomehowtocalmFoma。
EverythingFomahadsaidanddonethateveningawakenedinthejollysecretaryafeelingoflivelycuriositytowardFoma,andthenhefeltflatteredbythefranknessoftheyoungmillionaire。Thisfranknessconfusedhimwithitsdarkpower;hewasdisconcertedbyitspressure,andthough,inspiteofhisyouth,hehadastockofwordsreadyforalloccasionsinlife,ittookhimquiteawhiletorecallthem。
\"Ifeelthateverythingisdarkandnarrowaboutme,\"saidGordyeeff。\"Ifeelthataburdenisfallingonmyshoulders,butwhatitisIcannotunderstand!Itputsarestraintonme,anditchecksthefreedomofmymovementsalongtheroadoflife。
Listeningtopeople,youhearthateachsaysadifferentthing。Butshecouldhavesaid——\"
\"Eh,mydearboy!\"OokhtishchevinterruptedFoma,gentlytakinghisarm。\"Thatisn\'tright!Youhavejuststartedtoliveandalreadyyouarephilosophizing!No,thatisnotright!Lifeisgivenustolive!Whichmeans——liveandletotherslive。That\'sthephilosophy!
Andthatwoman。Bah!Isshethentheonlyoneintheworld?Theworldislargeenough。Ifyouwish,I\'llintroduceyoutosuchavirilewoman,thateventheslightesttraceofyourphilosophywouldatoncevanishfromyoursoul!Oh,aremarkablewoman!Andhowwellsheknowshowtoavailherselfoflife!Doyouknow,there\'salsosomethingepicabouther?Sheisbeautiful;aPhryne,Imaysay,andwhatamatchshewouldbetoyou!Ah,devil!Itisreallyasplendididea。I\'llmakeyouacquaintedwithher!Wemustdriveonenailoutwithanother。\"
\"Myconsciencedoesnotallowit,\"saidFoma,sadlyandsternly。
\"Solongassheisalive,Icannotevenlookatwomen。\"
\"Sucharobustandhealthyyoungman。Ho,ho!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,andinthetoneofateacherbegantoarguewithFomathatitwasessentialforhimtogivehispassionanoutletinagoodspree,inthecompanyofwomen。
\"Thiswillbemagnificent,anditisindispensabletoyou。Youmaybelieveme。Andastoconscience,youmustexcuseme。Youdon\'tdefineitquiteproperly。Itisnotconsciencethatinterfereswithyou,buttimidity,Ibelieve。Youliveoutsideofsociety。Youarebashful,andawkward。Youaredimlyconsciousofallthis,anditisthisconsciousnessthatyoumistakeforconscience。Inthiscasetherecanbenoquestionaboutconscience。Whathasconsciencetodohere,sinceitisnaturalformantoenjoyhimself,sinceitishisnecessityandhisright?\"
Fomawalkedon,regulatinghisstepstothoseofhiscompanion,andstaringalongtheroad,whichlaybetweentworowsofbuildings,resembledanenormousditch,andwasfilledwithdarkness。Itseemedthattherewasnoendtotheroadandthatsomethingdark,inexhaustibleandsuffocatingwasslowlyflowingalongitinthedistance。Ookhtishchev\'skind,suasivevoicerangmonotonouslyinFoma\'sears,andthoughhewasnotlisteningtohiswords,hefeltthattheyweretenaciousintheirway;thattheyadheredtohim,andthathewasinvoluntarilymemorizingthem。Notwithstandingthatamanwalkedbesidehim,hefeltasthoughhewerealone,strayinginthedark。Andthedarknessseizedhimandslowlydrewhimalong,andhefeltthathewasdrawnsomewhere,andyethadnodesiretostop。Somesortoffatiguehinderedhisthinking;therewasnodesireinhimtoresisttheadmonitionsofhiscompanion——andwhyshouldheresistthem?
\"Itisn\'tforeveryonetophilosophize,\"saidOokhtishchev,swinginghiscaneintheair,andsomewhatcarriedawaybyhiswisdom。\"Forifeverybodyweretophilosophize,whowouldlive?Andwelivebutonce!Andthereforeitwerebesttomakehastetolive。
ByGod!That\'strue!Butwhat\'stheuseoftalking?Wouldyoupermitmetogiveyouashakingup?Let\'sgoimmediatelytoapleasure-houseIknow。Twosisterslivethere。Ah,howtheylive!
Youwillcome?\"
\"Well,I\'llgo,\"saidFoma,calmly,andyawned。\"Isn\'titratherlate?\"heasked,lookingupattheskywhichwascoveredwithclouds。
\"It\'snevertoolatetogotoseethem!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,merrily。
CHAPTERVIII
ONthethirddayafterthesceneintheclub,Fomafoundhimselfaboutsevenverstsfromthetown,onthetimber-wharfofthemerchantZvantzev,inthecompanyofthemerchant\'ssonofOokhtishchev——asedate,bald-headedandred-nosedgentlemanwithsidewhiskers——andfourladies。TheyoungZvantzevworeeyeglasses,wasthinandpale,andwhenhestood,thecalvesofhislegswereforevertremblingasthoughtheyweredisgustedatsupportingthefeeblebody,cladinalong,checkedtop-coatwithacape,inwhosefoldsasmallheadinajockeycapwascomicallyshaking。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerscalledhimJeanandpronouncedthisnameasthoughhewassufferingfromaninveteratecold。Jean\'sladywasatall,stoutwomanwithashowybust。Herheadwascompressedonthesides,herlowforeheadreceded,herlong,sharp-pointednosegaveherfaceanexpressionsomewhatbird-like。Andthisuglyfacewasperfectlymotionless,andtheeyesalone,small,roundandcold,wereforeversmilingapenetratingandcunningsmile。Ookhtishchev\'slady\'snamewasVera;shewasatall,palewomanwithredhair。Shehadsomuchhair,thatitseemedasthoughthewomanhadputonherheadanenormouscapwhichwascomingdownoverherears,hercheeksandherhighforehead,fromunderwhichherlargeblueeyeslookedforthcalmlyandlazily。
Thegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerssatbesideayoung,plump,buxomgirl,whoconstantlygiggledinaringingvoiceatsomethingwhichhewhisperedinherearasheleanedoverhershoulder。
AndFoma\'sladywasastatelybrunette,cladallinblack。Dark-
complexioned,withwavylocks,shekeptherheadsoerectandhighandlookedateverythingaboutherwithsuchcondescendinghaughtiness,thatitwasatonceevidentthatsheconsideredherselfthemostimportantpersonthere。
Thecompanywereseatedontheextremelinkoftheraft,extendingfarintothesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Boardswerespreadoutontheraftandinthecentrestoodacrudelyconstructedtable;emptybottles,provisionbaskets,candy-
wrappersandorangepeelswerescatteredabouteverywhere。Inthecorneroftheraftwasapileofearth,uponwhichabonfirewasburning,andapeasantinashortfurcoat,squatting,warmedhishandsoverthefire,andcastfurtiveglancesatthepeopleseatedaroundthetable。Theyhadjustfinishedeatingtheirsturgeonsoup,andnowwinesandfruitswerebeforethemonthetable。
Fatiguedwithatwo-days\'spreeandwiththedinnerthathadjustbeenfinished,thecompanywasinawearyframeofmind。Theyallgazedattheriver,chatting,buttheirconversationwasnowandagaininterruptedbylongpauses。
Thedaywasclearandbrightandyoung,asinspring。Thecold,clearskystretcheditselfmajesticallyovertheturbidwaterofthegigantically-wide,overflowingriver,whichwasascalmastheskyandasvastasthesea。Thedistant,mountainousshorewastenderlybathedinbluishmist。Throughit,there,onthemountaintops,thecrossesofchurcheswereflashinglikebigstars。Theriverwasanimatedatthemountainousshore;steamersweregoinghitherandthither,andtheirnoisecameindeepmoanstowardtheraftsandintothemeadows,wherethecalmflowofthewavesfilledtheairwithsoftandfaintsounds。Giganticbargesstretchedthemselvesoneafteranotheragainstthecurrent,likehugepigs,tearingasunderthesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Blacksmokecameinponderouspuffsfromthechimneysofthesteamers,slowlymeltinginthefreshair,whichwasfullofbrightsunshine。Attimesawhistleresounded——itwasliketheroarofsomehuge,enragedanimal,embitteredbytoil。Andonthemeadowsneartherafts,allwascalmandsilent。Solitarytreesthathadbeendrownedbytheflood,werenowalreadycoveredwithlight-
greenspanglesoffoliage。Coveringtheirrootsandreflectingtheirtops,thewatergavethemtheappearanceofglobes,anditseemedasthoughtheslightestbreezewouldsendthemfloating,fantasticallybeautiful,downthemirror-likebosomoftheriver。
Thered-hairedwoman,pensivelygazingintothedistance,begantosingsoftlyandsadly:
\"AlongtheVolgariverAlittleboatisflo-o-oating。\"
Thebrunette,snappingherlarge,sterneyeswithcontempt,said,withoutlookingather:\"Wefeelgloomyenoughwithoutthis。\"
\"Don\'ttouchher。Lethersing!\"entreatedFoma,kindly,lookingintohislady\'sface。Hewaspalesomesparkseemedtoflashupinhiseyesnowandthen,andanindefinite,indolentsmileplayedabouthislips。
\"Letussinginchorus!\"suggestedthemanwiththesidewhiskers。
\"No,letthesetwosing!\"exclaimedOokhtishchevwithenthusiasm。
\"Vera,singthatsong!Youknow,\'Iwillgoatdawn。\'Howisit?
Sing,Pavlinka!\"
Thegigglinggirlglancedatthebrunetteandaskedherrespectfully:
\"ShallIsing,Sasha?\"
\"Ishallsingmyself,\"announcedFoma\'scompanion,andturningtowardtheladywiththebirdlikeface,sheordered:
\"Vassa,singwithme!\"
VassaimmediatelybrokeoffherconversationwithZvantzev,strokedherthroatalittlewithherhandandfixedherroundeyesonthefaceofhersister。Sasharosetoherfeet,leanedherhandagainstthetable,andherheadliftedhaughtily,begantodeclaiminapowerful,almostmasculinevoice:
\"Lifeonearthisbrighttohim,Whoknowsnocaresorwoe,AndwhoseheartisnotconsumedBypassion\'sardentglow!\"
Hersisternoddedherheadandslowly,plaintivelybegantomoaninadeepcontralto:
\"Ahme!Ofmethemaidenfair。\"
Flashinghereyesathersister,Sashaexclaimedinherlow-
pitchednotes:
\"Likeabladeofgrassmyhearthaswithered。\"
Thetwovoicesmingledandfloatedoverthewaterinmelodious,fullsounds,whichquiveredfromexcessofpower。Oneofthemwascomplainingoftheunbearablepainintheheart,andintoxicatedbythepoisonofitsplaint,itsobbedwithmelancholyandimpotentgrief;sobbed,quenchingwithtearsthefireofthesuffering。Theother——thelower,moremasculinevoice——rolledpowerfullythroughtheair,fullofthefeelingofbloodymortificationandofreadinesstoavenge。Pronouncingthewordsdistinctly,thevoicecamefromherbreastinadeepstream,andeachwordreekedwithboilingblood,stirredupbyoutrage,poisonedbyoffenceandmightilydemandingvengeance。
\"Iwillrequitehim,\"
sangVassa,plaintively,closinghereyes。
\"Iwillinflamehim,I\'lldryhimup,\"
Sashapromisedsternlyandconfidently,waftingintotheairstrong,powerfultones,whichsoundedlikeblows。Andsuddenly,changingthetempoofthesongandstrikingahigherpitch,shebegantosing,asslowlyashersister,voluptuousandexultantthreats:
\"Drierthantheragingwind,Drierthanthemown-downgrass,Oi,themownanddried-upgrass。\"
Restinghiselbowsonthetable,Fomabenthishead,andwithknittedbrow,gazedintothefaceofthewoman,intoherblack,half-shuteyesStaringfixedlyintothedistance,hereyesflashedsobrightlyandmalignantlythat,becauseoftheirlight,thevelvetyvoice,thatburstfromthewoman\'schest,seemedtohimalsoblackandflashing,likehereyes。Herecalledhercaressesandthought:
\"Howdoesshecometobesuchassheis?Itisevenfearfultobewithher。\"
Ookhtishchev,sittingclosetohislady,anexpressionofhappinessonhisface,listenedtothesongandwasradiantwithsatisfaction。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersandZvantzevweredrinkingwine,softlywhisperingsomethingastheyleanedtowardeachother。Thered-headedwomanwasthoughtfullyexaminingthepalmofOokhtishchev\'shand,holdingitinherown,andthejollygirlbecamesad。Shedroopedherheadlowandlistenedtothesong,motionless,asthoughbewitchedbyit。Fromthefirecamethepeasant。Hesteppedcarefullyovertheboards,ontiptoe;hishandswereclaspedbehindhisback,andhisbroad,beardedfacewasnowtransformedintoasmileofastonishmentandofanaivedelight。
\"Eh!butfeel,mykind,braveman!\"
entreatedVassa,plaintively,noddingherhead。Andhersister,herchestbentforward,herhandstillhigher,woundupthesonginpowerfultriumphantnotes:
\"Theyearningandthepangsoflove!\"
Whenshefinishedsinging,shelookedhaughtilyabouther,andseatingherselfbyFoma\'sside,claspedhisneckwithafirmandpowerfulhand。
\"Well,wasitanicesong?\"
\"It\'scapital!\"saidFomawithasigh,ashesmiledather。
Thesongfilledhisheartwiththirstfortendernessand,stillfullofcharmingsounds,itquivered,butatthetouchofherarmhefeltawkwardandashamedbeforetheotherpeople。
\"Bravo-o!Bravo,AleksandraSarelyevna!\"shoutedOokhtishchev,andtheotherswereclappingtheirhands。Butshepaidnoattentiontothem,andembracingFomaauthoritatively,said:
\"Well,makemeapresentofsomethingforthesong。\"
\"Verywell,Iwill,\"Fomaassented。
\"What?\"
\"Youtellme。\"
\"I\'lltellyouwhenwecometotown。Andifyou\'llgivemewhatI
like——Oh,howIwillloveyou!\"
\"Forthepresent?\"askedFoma,smilingsuspiciously。\"Yououghttolovemeanyway。\"
Shelookedathimcalmlyand,afteramoment\'sthought,saidresolutely:
\"It\'stoosoontoloveyouanyway。Iwillnotlie。WhyshouldI
lietoyou?Iamtellingyoufrankly。Iloveyouformoney,forpresents。Becauseasidefrommoney,menhavenothing。Theycannotgiveanythingmorethanmoney。Nothingofworth。Iknowitwellalready。Onecanlovemerelyso。Yes,waitalittle——I\'llknowyoubetterandthen,perhaps,Imayloveyoufreeofcharge。Andmeanwhile,youmustn\'ttakemeamiss。Ineedmuchmoneyinmymodeoflife。\"
Fomalistenedtoher,smiledandnowandthenquiveredfromthenearnessofhersound,well-shapedbody。Zvantzev\'ssour,crackedandboringvoicewasfallingonhisears。\"Idon\'tlikeit。I
cannotunderstandthebeautyofthisrenownedRussiansong。Whatisitthatsoundsinit?Eh?Thehowlofawolf。Somethinghungry,wild。Eh!it\'sthegroanofasickdog——altogethersomethingbeastly。There\'snothingcheerful,there\'snochictoit;therearenoliveandvivifyingsoundsinit。No,yououghttohearwhatandhowtheFrenchpeasantsings。Ah!ortheItalian。\"
\"Excuseme,IvanNikolayevich,\"criedOokhtishchev,agitated。
\"Imustagreewithyou,theRussiansongismonotonousandgloomy。Ithasnot,youknow,thatbrilliancyofculture,\"saidthemanwiththesidewhiskerswearily,ashesippedsomewineoutofhisglass。
\"Butnevertheless,thereisalwaysawarmheartinit,\"putinthered-hairedlady,asshepeeledanorange。
Thesunwassetting。Sinkingsomewherefarbeyondtheforest,onthemeadowshore,itpaintedtheentireforestwithpurpletintsandcastrosyandgoldenspotsoverthedarkcoldwater。Fomagazedinthatdirectionatthisplayofthesunbeams,watchedhowtheyquiveredastheyweretransposedovertheplacidandvastexpanseofwaters,andcatchingfragmentsofconversation,hepicturedtohimselfthewordsasaswarmofdarkbutterflies,busilyflutteringintheair。Sasha,herheadrestingonhisshoulder,wassoftlywhisperingintohisearsomethingatwhichheblushedandwasconfused,forhefeltthatshewaskindlinginhimthedesiretoembracethiswomanandkissherunceasingly。
Asidefromher,noneofthoseassembledthereinterestedhim——whileZvantzevandthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerswereactuallyrepulsivetohim。
\"Whatareyoustaringat?Eh?\"heheardOokhtishchev\'sjestingly-
sternvoice。
Thepeasant,atwhomOokhtishchevshouted,drewthecapfromhishead,clappeditagainsthiskneeandanswered,withasmile:
\"Icameovertolistentothelady\'ssong。\"
\"Well,doesshesingwell?\"
\"Whataquestion!Ofcourse,\"saidthepeasant,lookingatSasha,withadmirationinhiseyes。
\"That\'sright!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。
\"Thereisagreatpowerofvoiceinthatlady\'sbreast,\"saidthepeasant,noddinghishead。
Athiswords,theladiesburstoutlaughingandthemenmadesomedouble-meaningremarksaboutSasha。
Aftershehadcalmlylistenedtotheseandsaidnothinginreply,Sashaaskedthepeasant:
\"Doyousing?\"
\"Wesingalittle!\"andhewavedhishand,\"Whatsongsdoyouknow?\"
\"Allkinds。Ilovesinging。\"Andhesmiledapologetically。
\"Come,let\'ssingsomethingtogether,youandI。\"
\"Howcanwe?AmIamatchforyou?\"
\"Well,strikeup!\"
\"MayIsitdown?\"
\"Comeoverhere,tothetable。\"
\"Howlivelythisis!\"exclaimedZvantzev,wrinklinghisface。
\"Ifyoufindittedious,goanddrownyourself,\"saidSasha,angrilyflashinghereyesathim。
\"No,thewateriscold,\"repliedZvantzev,shrinkingatherglance。
\"Asyouplease!\"Thewomanshruggedhershoulders。\"Butitisabouttimeyoudidit,andthen,there\'salsoplentyofwaternow,sothatyouwouldn\'tspoilitallwithyourrottenbody。\"
\"Fie,howwitty!\"hissedtheyouth,turningawayfromher,andaddedwithcontempt:\"InRussiaeventheprostitutesarerude。\"
Headdressedhimselftohisneighbour,butthelattergavehimonlyanintoxicatedsmileinreturn。Ookhtishchevwasalsodrunk。
Staringintothefaceofhiscompanion,withhiseyesgrowndim,hemutteredsomethingandheardnothing。Theladywiththebird-
likefacewaspeckingcandy,holdingtheboxunderherverynose。
Pavlinkawentawaytotheedgeoftheraftand,standingthere,threworangepeelsintothewater。
\"Ineverbeforeparticipatedinsuchanabsurdoutingand——
company,\"saidZvantzev,tohisneighbour,plaintively。
AndFomawatchedhimwithasmile,delightedthatthisfeebleandugly-lookingmanfeltbored,andthatSashahadinsultedhim。Nowandthenhecastatherakindglanceofapproval。Hewaspleasedwiththefactthatshewassofrankwitheverybodyandthatsheboreherselfproudly,likearealgentlewoman。
Thepeasantseatedhimselfontheboardsatherfeet,claspedhiskneesinhishands,liftedhisfacetoherandseriouslylistenedtoherwords。
\"Youmustraiseyourvoice,whenIlowermine,understand?\"
\"Iunderstand;but,Madam,yououghttohandmesomejusttogivemecourage!\"
\"Foma,givehimaglassofbrandy!\"
Andwhenthepeasantemptiedit,clearedhisthroatwithpleasure,lickedhislipsandsaid:\"Now,Icandoit,\"sheordered,knittingherbrow:
\"Begin!\"
Thepeasantmadeawrymouth,liftedhiseyestoherface,andstartedinahigh-pitchedtenor:
\"Icannotdrink,Icannoteat。\"
Tremblingineverylimb,thewomansobbedouttremulously,withstrangesadness:
\"Winecannotgladdenmysoul。\"
Thepeasantsmiledsweetly,tossedhisheadtoandfro,andclosinghiseyes,pouredoutintotheairatremulouswaveofhigh-pitchednotes:
\"Oh,timehascomeformetobidgoodbye!\"
Andthewoman,shudderingandwrithing,moanedandwailed:
\"Oi,frommykindredImustpart。\"
Loweringhisvoiceandswayingtoandfro,thepeasantdeclaimedinasing-songwitharemarkablyintenseexpressionofanguish:
\"Alas,toforeignlandsImustdepart。\"
Whenthetwovoices,yearningandsobbing,pouredforthintothesilenceandfreshnessoftheevening,everythingaboutthemseemedwarmerandbetter;everythingseemedtosmilethesorrowfulsmileofsympathyontheanguishofthemanwhomanobscurepoweristearingawayfromhisnativesoilintosomeforeignplace,wherehardlabouranddegradationareinstoreforhim。Itseemedasthoughnotthesounds,northesong,buttheburningtearsofthehumanheartinwhichtheplainthadsurgedup——itseemedasthoughthesetearsmoistenedtheair。
Wildgriefandpainfromthesoresofbodyandsoul,whichwereweariedinthestrugglewithsternlife;intensesufferingsfromthewoundsdealttomanbytheironhandofwant——allthiswasinvestedinthesimple,crudewordsandwastossedinineffablymelancholysoundstowardthedistant,emptysky,whichhasnoechoforanybodyoranything。
Fomahadsteppedasidefromthesingers,andstaredatthemwithafeelingakintofright,andthesong,inahugewave,pouredforthintohisbreast,andthewildpowerofgrief,withwhichithadbeeninvested,clutchedhisheartpainfully。Hefeltthattearswouldsoongushfromhisbreast,somethingwasclogginghisthroatandhisfacewasquivering。HedimlysawSasha\'sblackeyes;immobileandflashinggloomily,theyseemedtohimenormousandstillgrowinglargerandlarger。Anditseemedtohimthatitwasnottwopersonswhoweresinging——thateverythingabouthimwassingingandsobbing,quiveringandpalpitatingintorrentsofsorrow,madlystrivingsomewhere,sheddingburningtears,andall——andallthingslivingseemedclaspedinonepowerfulembraceofdespair。Anditseemedtohimthathe,too,wassinginginunisonwithallofthem——withthepeople,theriverandthedistantshore,whencecameplaintivemoansthatmingledwiththesong。
Nowthepeasantwentdownonhisknees,andgazingatSasha,wavedhishands,andshebentdowntowardhimandshookherhead,keepingtimetothemotionsofhishands。Bothwerenowsingingwithoutwords,withsoundsonly,andFomastillcouldnotbelievethatonlytwovoiceswerepouringintotheairthesemoansandsobswithsuchmightypower。
Whentheyhadfinishedsinging,Foma,tremblingwithexcitement,withatear-stainedface,gazedatthemandsmiledsadly。
\"Well,diditmoveyou?\"askedSasha。Palewithfatigue,shebreathedquicklyandheavily。
Fomaglancedatthepeasant。Thelatterwaswipingthesweatoffhisbrowandlookingaroundhimwithsuchawanderinglookasthoughhecouldnotmakeoutwhathadtakenplace。
Allwassilence。Allweremotionlessandspeechless。
\"0hLord!\"sighedFoma,risingtohisfeet。\"Eh,Sasha!Peasant!
Whoareyou?\"healmostshouted。
\"Iam——Stepan,\"saidthepeasant,smilingconfusedly,andalsorosetohisfeet。\"I\'mStepan。Ofcourse!\"
\"Howyousing!Ah!\"Fomaexclaimedinastonishment,uneasilyshiftingfromfoottofoot。
\"Eh,yourHonour!\"sighedthepeasantandaddedsoftlyandconvincingly:\"Sorrowcancompelanoxtosinglikeanightingale。Andwhatmakestheladysinglikethis,onlyGodknows。Andshesings,withallherveins——thatistosay,soyoumightjustliedownanddiewithsorrow!Well,that\'salady。\"
\"Thatwassungverywell!\"saidOokhtishchevinadrunkenvoice。
No,thedevilknowswhatthisis!\"Zvantzevsuddenlyshouted,almostcrying,irritatedashejumpedupfromthetable。\"I\'vecomeouthereforagoodtime。Iwanttoenjoymyself,andheretheyperformafuneralserviceforme!Whatanoutrage!Ican\'tstandthisanylonger。I\'mgoingaway!\"
\"Jean,Iamalsogoing。I\'mweary,too,\"announcedthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskers。
\"Vassa,\"criedZvantzevtohislady,\"dressyourself!\"
\"Yes,it\'stimetogo,\"saidthered-hairedladytoOokhtishchev。
\"Itiscold,anditwillsoonbedark。\"
\"Stepan!Cleareverythingaway!\"commandedVassa。
Allbegantobustleabout,allbegantospeakofsomething。Fomastaredattheminsuspenseandshuddered。Staggering,thecrowdwalkedalongtherafts。Paleandfatigued,theysaidtooneanotherstupid,disconnectedthings。Sashajostledthemunceremoniously,asshewasgettingherthingstogether。
\"Stepan!Callforthehorses!\"
\"AndI\'lldrinksomemorecognac。Whowantssomemorecognacwithme?\"drawledthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersinabeatificvoice,holdingabottleinhishands。
VassawasmufflingZvantzev\'sneckwithascarf。Hestoodinfrontofher,frowning,dissatisfied,hislipscurledcapriciously,thecalvesofhislegsshivering。Fomabecamedisgustedashelookedatthem,andhewentofftotheotherraft。Hewasastonishedthatallthesepeoplebehavedasthoughtheyhadnotheardthesongatall。Inhisbreastthesongwasaliveandthereitcalledtolifearestlessdesiretodosomething,tosaysomething。Buthehadnoonetheretospeakto。
Thesunhadsetandthedistancewasenvelopedinbluemist。Fomaglancedthitherandturnedaway。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtotownwiththesepeople,neitherdidhecaretostayherewiththem。Andtheywerestillpacingtheraftwithunevensteps,shakingfromsidetosideandmutteringdisconnectedwords。Thewomenwerenotquiteasdrunkasthemen,andonlythered-hairedonecouldnotliftherselffromthebenchforalongtime,andfinally,whensherose,shedeclared:
\"Well,I\'mdrunk。\"
Fomasatdownonalogofwood,andliftingtheaxe,withwhichthepeasanthadchoppedwoodforthefire,hebegantoplaywithit,tossingitupintheairandcatchingit。
\"Oh,myGod!Howmeanthisis!\"Zvantzev\'scapriciousvoicewasheard。
Fomabegantofeelthathehatedit,andhim,andeverybody,exceptSasha,whoawakenedinhimacertainuneasyfeeling,whichcontainedatonceadmirationforherandafearlestshemightdosomethingunexpectedandterrible。
\"Brute!\"shoutedZvantzevinashrillvoice,andFomanoticedthathestruckthepeasantonthechest,afterwhichthepeasantremovedhiscaphumblyandsteppedaside。
\"Fo-o-ol!\"criedZvantzev,walkingafterhimandliftinghishand。
Fomajumpedtohisfeetandsaidthreateningly,inaloudvoice:
\"Eh,you!Don\'ttouchhim!\"
\"Wha-a-at?\"Zvantzevturnedaroundtowardhim。
\"Stepan,comeoverhere,\"calledFoma。
\"Peasant!\"Zvantzevhurledwithcontempt,lookingatFoma。
Fomashruggedhisshouldersandmadeasteptowardhim;butsuddenlyathoughtflashedvividlythroughhismind!HesmiledmaliciouslyandinquiredofStepan,softly:
\"Thestringofraftsismooredinthreeplaces,isn\'tit?
\"Inthree,ofcourse!\"
\"Cuttheconnections!\"
\"Andthey?\"
\"Keepquiet!Cut!\"
\"But——\"
\"Cut!Quietly,sotheydon\'tnoticeit!\"
Thepeasanttooktheaxeinhishands,slowlywalkeduptotheplacewhereonelinkwaswellfastenedtoanotherlink,struckafewtimeswithhisaxe,andreturnedtoFoma。
\"I\'mnotresponsible,yourHonour,\"hesaid。
\"Don\'tbeafraid。\"
\"They\'vestartedoff,\"whisperedthepeasantwithfright,andhastilymadethesignofthecross。AndFomagazed,laughingsoftly,andexperiencedapainfulsensationthatkeenlyandsharplystunghisheartwithacertainstrange,pleasantandsweetfear。
Thepeopleontheraftwerestillpacingtoandfro,movingaboutslowly,jostlingoneanother,assistingtheladieswiththeirwraps,laughingandtalking,andtheraftwasmeanwhileturningslowlyandirresolutelyinthewater。
\"Ifthecurrentcarriesthemagainstthefleet,\"whisperedthepeasant,\"they\'llstrikeagainstthebows——andthey\'llbesmashedintosplinters。\"
\"Keepquiet!\"
\"They\'lldrown!\"
\"You\'llgetaboat,andovertakethem。\"
\"That\'sit!Thankyou。Whatthen?They\'reafterallhumanbeings。
Andwe\'llbeheldresponsibleforthem。\"Satisfiednow,laughingwithdelight,thepeasantdashedinboundsacrosstheraftstotheshore。AndFomastoodbythewaterandfeltapassionatedesiretoshoutsomething,buthecontrolledhimself,inordertogivetimefortherafttofloatofffarther,sothatthosedrunkenpeoplewouldnotbeabletojumpacrosstothemooredlinks。Heexperiencedapleasantcaressingsensationashesawtheraftsoftlyrockinguponthewaterandfloatingofffartherandfartherfromhimeverymoment。Theheavyanddarkfeeling,withwhichhishearthadbeenfilledduringthistime,nowseemedtofloatawaytogetherwiththepeopleontheraft。Calmlyheinhaledthefreshairandwithitsomethingsoundthatclearedhisbrain。AttheveryedgeofthefloatingraftstoodSasha,withherbacktowardFoma;helookedatherbeautifulfigureandinvoluntarilyrecalledMedinskaya。Thelatterwassmallerinsize。Therecollectionofherstunghim,andhecriedoutinaloud,mockingvoice:
\"Eh,there!Good-bye!Ha!ha!ha!\"
Suddenlythedarkfiguresofthepeoplemovedtowardhimandcrowdedtogetherinonegroup,inthecentreoftheraft。Butbythistimeaclearstripofwater,aboutthreeyardswide,wasflashingbetweenthemandFoma。
Therewasasilencelastingforafewseconds。
Thensuddenlyahurricaneofshrill,repulsivelypitifulsounds,whichwerefullofanimalfright,washurledatFoma,andlouderthanallandmorerepulsivethanall,Zvantzev\'sshrill,jarringcrypiercedtheear:
\"He-e-elp!\"
Someone——inallprobability,thesedategentlemanwiththesidewhiskers——roaredinhisbasso:
\"Drowning!They\'redrowningpeople!\"
\"Areyoupeople?\"criedFoma,angrily,irritatedbytheirscreamswhichseemedtobitehim。Andthepeopleranaboutontheraftinthemadnessoffright;theraftrockedundertheirfeet,floatedfasteronaccountofthis,andtheagitatedwaterwasloudlysplashingagainstandunderit。Thescreamsrenttheair,thepeoplejumpedabout,wavingtheirhands,andthestatelyfigureofSashaalonestoodmotionlessandspeechlessontheedgeoftheraft。
\"Givemyregardstothecrabs!\"criedFoma。Fomafeltmoreandmorecheerfulandrelievedinproportionastheraftwasfloatingawayfromhim。
\"FomaIgnatyevich!\"saidOokhtishchevinafaint,butsobervoice,\"lookout,thisisadangerousjoke。I\'llmakeacomplaint。\"
\"Whenyouaredrowned?Youmaycomplain!\"answeredFoma,cheerfully。
\"Youareamurderer!\"exclaimedZvantzev,sobbing。Butatthistimearingingsplashofwaterwasheardasthoughitgroanedwithfrightorwithastonishment。Fomashudderedandbecameasthoughpetrified。Thenrangoutthewild,deafeningshrieksofthewomen,andtheterror-strickenscreamsofmen,andallthefiguresontheraftremainedpetrifiedintheirplaces。AndFoma,staringatthewater,feltasthoughhereallywerepetrified。Inthewatersomethingblack,surroundedwithsplashes,wasfloatingtowardhim。
Ratherinstinctivelythanconsciously,Fomathrewhimselfwithhischestonthebeamsoftheraft,andstretchedouthishands,hisheadhangingdownoverthewater。Severalincrediblylongsecondspassed。Cold,wetarmsclaspedhisneckanddarkeyesflashedbeforehim。ThenheunderstoodthatitwasSasha。
Thedullhorror,whichhadsuddenlyseizedhim,vanished,replacednowbywild,rebelliousjoy。Havingdraggedthewomanoutofthewater,hegraspedherbythewaist,claspedhertohisbreast,and,notknowingwhattosaytoher,hestaredintohereyeswithastonishment。Shesmiledathimcaressingly。
\"Iamcold,\"saidSasha,softly,andquiveredineverylimb。
Fomalaughedgailyatthesoundofhervoice,liftedherintohisarmsandquickly,almostrunning,dashedacrosstheraftstotheshore。Shewaswetandcold,butherbreathingwashot,itburnedFoma\'scheekandfilledhisbreastwithwildjoy。
\"Youwantedtodrownme?\"saidshe,firmly,pressingclosetohim。\"Itwasrathertooearly。Wait!\"
\"Howwellyouhavedoneit,\"mutteredFoma,asheran。
\"You\'reafine,bravefellow!Andyourdevicewasn\'tbad,either,thoughyouseemtobesopeaceable。\"
\"Andtheyarestillroaringthere,ha!ha!\"
\"Thedeviltakethem!Iftheyaredrowned,we\'llbesenttoSiberia,\"saidthewoman,asthoughshewantedtoconsoleandencouragehimbythis。Shebegantoshiver,andtheshudderofherbody,feltbyFoma,madehimhastenhispace。
Sobsandcriesforhelpfollowedthemfromtheriver。There,ontheplacidwater,floatedinthetwilightasmallisland,withdrawingfromtheshoretowardthestreamofthemaincurrentoftheriver,andonthatlittleislanddarkhumanfigureswererunningabout。
Nightwasclosingdownuponthem。
CHAPTERIX
ONESundayafternoon,YakovTarasovichMayakinwasdrinkingteainhisgardenandtalkingtohisdaughter。Thecollarofhisshirtunbuttoned,atowelwoundroundhisneck,hesatonabenchunderacanopyofverdantcherry-trees,wavedhishandsintheair,wipedtheperspirationoffhisface,andincessantlypouredforthintotheairhisbriskspeech。
\"Themanwhopermitshisbellytohavetheupperhandoverhimisafoolandarogue!Istherenothingbetterintheworldthaneatinganddrinking?Uponwhatwillyouprideyourselfbeforepeople,ifyouarelikeahog?\"
Theoldman\'seyessparkledirritablyandangrily,hislipstwistedwithcontempt,andthewrinklesofhisgloomyfacequivered。
\"IfFomaweremyownson,Iwouldhavemadeamanofhim!\"
Playingwithanacaciabranch,Lubovmutelylistenedtoherfather\'swords,nowandthencastingacloseandsearchinglookinhisagitated,quiveringface。Growingolder,shechanged,withoutnoticingit,hersuspiciousandcoldrelationtowardtheoldman。Inhiswordsshenowbegantofindthesameideasthatwereinherbooks,andthiswonheroveronherfather\'sside,involuntarilycausingthegirltopreferhislivewordstothecoldlettersofthebook。Alwaysoverwhelmedwithbusinessaffairs,alwaysalertandclever,hewenthisownwayalone,andsheperceivedhissolitude,knewhowpainfulitwas,andherrelationstowardherfathergrewinwarmth。Attimessheevenenteredintoargumentswiththeoldman;healwaysregardedherremarkscontemptuouslyandsarcastically;butmoretenderlyandattentivelyfromtimetotime。
\"IfthedeceasedIgnatcouldreadinthenewspapersoftheindecentlifehissonisleading,hewouldhavekilledFoma!\"
saidMayakin,strikingthetablewithhisfists。\"Howtheyhavewrittenitup!It\'sadisgrace!\"
\"Hedeservesit,\"saidLubov。
\"Idon\'tsayitwasdoneatrandom!They\'vebarkedathim,aswasnecessary。Andwhowasitthatgotintosuchafitofanger?\"
\"Whatdifferencedoesitmaketoyou?\"askedthegirl。
\"It\'sinterestingtoknow。HowcleverlytherascaldescribedFoma\'sbehaviour。Evidentlyhemusthavebeenwithhimandwitnessedalltheindecencyhimself。\"
\"Oh,no,hewouldn\'tgowithFomaonaspree!\'saidLubov,confidently,andblusheddeeplyatherfather\'ssearchinglook。
\"So!Youhavefineacquaintances,Lubka!\"saidMayakinwithhumorousbitterness。\"Well,whowroteit?\"
\"Whatdoyouwishtoknowitfor,papa?\"
\"Come,tellme!\"
Shehadnodesiretotell,buttheoldmanpersisted,andhisvoicewasgrowingmoreandmoredryandangry。Thensheaskedhimuneasily:
\"Andyouwillnotdohimanyillforit?\"
\"I?Iwill——bitehisheadoff!Fool!WhatcanIdotohim?They,thesewriters,arenotafoolishlotandarethereforeapower——apower,thedevils!AndIamnotthegovernor,andevenhecannotputone\'shandoutofjointortieone\'stongue。Likemice,theygnawuslittlebylittle。Andwehavetopoisonthemnotwithmatches,butwithroubles。Yes!Well,whoisit?\"
\"Doyouremember,whenIwasgoingtoschool,aGymnasiumstudentusedtocomeuptous。Yozhov?Suchadarklittlefellow!\"
\"Mm!Ofcourse,Isawhim。Iknowhim。Soit\'she?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Thelittlemouse!Evenatthattimeonecouldseealreadythatsomethingwrongwouldcomeoutofhim。Eventhenhestoodinthewayofotherpeople。Aboldboyhewas。Ishouldhavelookedafterhimthen。Perhaps,Imighthavemadeamanofhim。\"
Lubovlookedatherfather,smiledinimically,andaskedhotly:
\"Andisn\'thewhowritesfornewspapersaman?\"
Foralongwhile,theoldmandidnotanswerhisdaughter。