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  \"Andeverythingaboutherissopeculiar,\"Fomarelatedsoftly。

  \"Shespeaksinawayallherown。And,God!Howbeautifulsheis!

  Andthensheissosmall,likeachild。\"

  \"Andwhattookplacebetweenyou?\"askedLubov。

  Fomamovedhischairclosertoher,andstooping,heloweredhisvoiceforsomereasonorother,andbegantorelatetoherallthathadtakenplacebetweenhimandMedinskaya。Hespoke,andasherecalledthewordshesaidtoMedinskaya,thesentimentsthatcalledforththewordswerealsoawakenedinhim。

  \"Itoldher,\'Oh,you!whydidyoumakesportofme?\'\"hesaidangrilyandwithreproach。

  AndLuba,hercheeksaflamewithanimation,spurredhimon,noddingherheadapprovingly:

  \"That\'sit!That\'sgood!Well,andshe?\"

  \"Shewassilent!\"saidFoma,sadly,withashrugoftheshoulders。

  \"Thatis,shesaiddifferentthings;butwhat\'stheuse?\"

  Hewavedhishandandbecamesilent。Luba,playingwithherbraid,wasalsosilent。Thesamovarhadalreadybecomecold。Andthedimnessintheroomwasgrowingthickerandthicker,outsidethewindowitwasheavywithdarkness,andtheblackbranchesofthelinden-treeswereshakingpensively。

  \"Youmightlightthelamp,\"Fomawenton。

  \"Howunhappywebothare,\"saidLuba,withasigh。

  Fomadidnotlikethis。

  \"Iamnotunhappy,\"heobjectedinafirmvoice。\"Iamsimply——notyetaccustomedtolife。\"

  \"Hewhoknowsnotwhatheisgoingtodotomorrow,isunhappy,\"

  saidLuba,sadly。\"Idonotknowit,neitherdoyou。Whithergo?

  Yetgowemust,Whyisitthatmyheartisneveratease?Somekindofalongingisalwaysquiveringwithinit。\"

  \"Itisthesamewithme,\"saidFoma。\"Istarttoreflect,butonwhat?Icannotmakeitcleartomyself。Thereisalsoapainfulgnawinginmyheart。Eh!ButImustgouptotheclub。\"

  \"Don\'tgoaway,\"Lubaentreated。

  \"Imust。Somebodyiswaitingthereforme。Iamgoing。Goodbye!\"

  \"Tillwemeetagain!\"Sheheldoutherhandtohimandsadlylookedintohiseyes。

  \"Willyougotosleepnow?\"askedFoma,firmlyshakingherhand。

  \"I\'llreadalittle。\"

  \"You\'retoyourbooksasthedrunkardtohiswhisky,\"saidtheyouth,withpity。

  \"Whatistherethatisbetter?\"

  WalkingalongthestreethelookedatthewindowsofthehouseandinoneofthemhenoticedLuba\'sface。Itwasjustasvagueaseverythingthatthegirltoldhim,evenasvagueasherlongings。

  Fomanoddedhisheadtowardherandwithaconsciousnessofhissuperiorityoverher,thought:

  \"Shehasalsolostherway,liketheotherone。\"

  Atthisrecollectionheshookhishead,asthoughhewantedtofrightenawaythethoughtofMedinskaya,andquickenedhissteps。

  Nightwascomingon,andtheairwasfresh。Acold,invigoratingwindwasviolentlyraginginthestreet,drivingthedustalongthesidewalksandthrowingitintothefacesofthepassers-by。Itwasdark,andpeoplewerehastilystridingalonginthedarkness。Fomawrinkledhisface,forthedustfilledhiseyes,andthought:

  \"IfitisawomanImeetnow——thenitwillmeanthatSophyaPavlovnawillreceivemeinafriendlyway,asbefore。Iamgoingtoseehertomorrow。Andifitisaman——Iwon\'tgotomorrow,I\'llwait。\"

  Butitwasadogthatcametomeethim,andthisirritatedFomatosuchanextentthathefeltlikestrikinghimwithhiscane。

  Intherefreshment-roomoftheclub,FomawasmetbythejovialOokhtishchev。Hestoodatthedoor,andchattedwithacertainstout,whiskeredman;but,noticingGordyeeff,hecameforwardtomeethim,saying,withasmile:

  \"Howdoyoudo,modestmillionaire!\"Fomaratherlikedhimforhisjollymood,andwasalwayspleasedtomeethim。

  Firmlyandkind-heartedlyshakingOokhtishchev\'shand,Fomaaskedhim:

  \"AndwhatmakesyouthinkthatIammodest?\"

  \"Whataquestion!Aman,wholiveslikeahermit,whoneitherdrinks,norplays,norlikesanywomen。Bytheway,doyouknow,FomaIgnatyevich,thatpeerlesspatronessofoursisgoingabroadtomorrowforthewholesummer?\"

  \"SophyaPavlovna?\"askedFoma,slowly。\"Ofcourse!Thesunofmylifeissetting。And,perhaps,ofyoursaswell?\"

  Ookhtishchevmadeacomical,slygrimaceandlookedintoFoma\'sface。

  AndFomastoodbeforehim,feelingthathisheadwasloweringonhisbreast,andthathewasunabletohinderit。

  \"Yes,theradiantAurora。\"

  \"IsMedinskayagoingaway?\"adeepbassvoiceasked。\"That\'sfine!

  Iamglad。\"

  \"MayIknowwhy?\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。Fomasmiledsheepishlyandstaredinconfusionatthewhiskeredman,Ookhtishchev\'sinterlocutor。

  Thatmanwasstrokinghismoustachewithanairofimportance,anddeep,heavy,repulsivewordsfellfromhislipsonFoma\'sears。

  \"Because,yousee,therewillbeoneco-cot-telessintown。\"

  \"Shame,MartinNikitich!\"saidOokhtishchev,reproachfully,knittinghisbrow。

  \"Howdoyouknowthatsheisacoquette?\"askedFoma,sternly,comingclosertothewhiskeredman。Themanmeasuredhimwithascornfullook,turnedasideandmovinghisthigh,drawledout:

  \"Ididn\'tsay——coquette。\"

  \"MartinNikitich,youmustn\'tspeakthatwayaboutawomanwho——\"

  beganOokhtishchevinaconvincingtone,butFomainterruptedhim:

  \"Excuseme,justamoment!Iwishtoaskthegentleman,whatisthemeaningofthewordhesaid?\"

  Andashearticulatedthisfirmlyandcalmly,Fomathrusthishandsdeepintohistrousers-pockets,threwhischestforward,whichatoncegavehisfigureanattitudeofdefiance。ThewhiskeredgentlemanagaineyedFomawithasarcasticsmile。

  \"Gentlemen!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,softly。

  \"Isaid,co-cot-te,\"pronouncedthewhiskeredman,movinghislipsasifhetastedtheword。\"Andifyoudon\'tunderstandit,Icanexplainittoyou。\"

  \"Youhadbetterexplainit,\"saidFoma,withadeepsigh,notliftinghiseyesofftheman。

  Ookhtishchevclaspedhishandsandrushedaside。

  \"Acocotte,ifyouwanttoknowit,isaprostitute,\"saidthewhiskeredmaninalowvoice,movinghisbig,fatfaceclosertoFoma。

  Fomagaveasoftgrowland,beforethewhiskeredmanhadtimetomoveaway,heclutchedwithhisrighthandhiscurly,grayishhair。

  Withaconvulsivemovementofthehand,Fomabegantoshaketheman\'sheadandhisbig,solidbody;liftinguphislefthand,hespokeinadullvoice,keepingtimetothepunishment:

  \"Don\'tabuseaperson——inhisabsence。Abusehim——rightinhisface——straightinhiseyes。\"

  Heexperiencedaburningdelight,seeinghowcomicallythestoutarmswereswingingintheair,andhowthelegsoftheman,whomhewasshaking,werebendingunderhim,scrapingagainstthefloor。

  Hisgoldwatchfelloutofthepocketanddangledonthechain,overhisroundpaunch。Intoxicatedwithhisownstrengthandwiththedegradationofthesedateman,filledwiththeburningfeelingofmalignancy,tremblingwiththehappinessofrevenge,Fomadraggedhimalongthefloorandinadullvoice,growledwickedly,inwildjoy。Inthesemomentsheexperiencedagreatfeeling——thefeelingofemancipationfromthewearisomeburdenwhichhadlongoppressedhisheartwithgriefandmorbidness。Hefeltthathewasseizedbythewaistandshouldersfrombehind,thatsomeoneseizedhishandandbentit,tryingtobreakit;thatsomeonewascrushinghistoes;buthesawnothing,followingwithhisbloodshoteyesthedark,heavymassmoaningandwrigglinginhishand。Finally,theytorehimawayanddownedhim,and,asthroughareddishmist,henoticedbeforehimonthefloor,athisfeet,themanhehadthrashed。Dishevelled,hewasmovinghislegsoverthefloor,attemptingtorise;twodarkmenwereholdinghimbythearms,hishandsweredanglingintheairlikebrokenwings,and,inavoicethatwaschokingwithsobs,hecriedtoFoma:

  \"Youmustn\'tbeatme!Youmustn\'t!Ihavean……

  Order。Yourascal!Oh,rascal!Ihavechildren。

  Everybodyknowsme!Scoundrel!Savage,0——0——0!Youmayexpectaduel!\"

  AndOokhtishchevspokeloudlyinFoma\'sear:

  \"Come,mydearboy,forGod\'ssake!\"

  \"Wait,I\'llgivehimakickintheface,\"beggedFoma。Buthewasdraggedoff。Therewasabuzzinginhisears,hisheartbeatfast,buthefeltrelievedandwell。AttheentranceoftheclubheheavedadeepsighofreliefandsaidtoOokhtishchev,withagood-

  naturedsmile:

  \"Igavehimasounddrubbing,didn\'tI?\"

  \"Listen!\"exclaimedthegaysecretary,indignantly。\"Youmustpardonmebutthatwastheactofasavage!Thedeviltakeit。I

  neverwitnessedsuchathingbefore!\"

  \"Mydearman!\"saidFoma,friendly,\"didhenotdeservethedrubbing?Ishenotascoundrel?Howcanhespeaklikethatbehindaperson\'sback?No!Lethimgotoherandtellitplainlytoheralone。\"

  \"Excuseme。Thedeviltakeyou!Butitwasn\'tforheralonethatyougavehimthedrubbing?\"

  \"Thatis,whatdoyoumea,——notforheralone?Forwhomthen?\"

  askedFoma,amazed。

  \"Forwhom?Idon\'tknow。Evidentlyyouhadoldaccountstosettle!

  0hLord!Thatwasascene!Ishallnotforgetitinallmylife!\"

  \"He——thatman——whoishe?\"askedFoma,andsuddenlyburstoutlaughing。\"Howheroared,thefool!\"

  Ookhtishchevlookedfixedlyintohisfaceandasked:

  \"Tellme,isittrue,thatyoudon\'tknowwhomyou\'vethrashed?AndisitreallyonlyforSophyaPavlovna?\"

  \"Itis,byGod!\"avowedFoma。

  \"So,thedevilknowswhattheresultmaybe!\"Hestoppedshort,shruggedhisshouldersperplexedly,wavedhishand,andagainbegantopacethesidewalk,lookingatFomaaskance。\"You\'llpayforthis,FomaIgnatyevich。\"

  \"Willhetakemetocourt?\"

  \"WouldtoGodhedoes。HeistheVice-Governor\'sson-in-law,\"

  \"Isthatso?\"saidFoma,slowly,andmadealongface。

  \"Yes。Totellthetruth,heisascoundrelandarascal。AccordingtothisfactImustadmit,thathedeservesadrubbing。Buttakingintoconsiderationthefactthattheladyyoudefendedisalso——\"

  \"Sir!\"saidFoma,firmly,placinghishandonOokhtishchev\'sshoulder,\"Ihavealwayslikedyou,andyouarenowwalkingwithme。Iunderstanditandcanappreciateit。Butdonotspeakillofherinmypresence。Whatevershemaybeinyouropinion,inmyopinion,sheisdeartome。Tomesheisthebestwoman。SoIamtellingyoufrankly。Sinceyouaregoingwithme,donottouchher。

  Iconsiderhergood,thereforesheisgood。\"

  TherewasgreatemotioninFoma\'svoice。Ookhtishchevlookedathimandsaidthoughtfully:

  \"Youareaqueerman,Imustconfess。\"

  \"Iamasimpleman——asavage。IhavegivenhimathrashingandnowIfeeljolly,andastotheresult,letcomewhatwill。\'

  \"Iamafraidthatitwillresultinsomethingbad。Doyouknow——tobefrank,inreturnforyourfrankness——Ialsolikeyou,although——

  Mm!Itisratherdangeroustobewithyou。Suchaknightlytempermaycomeoveryouandonemaygetathrashingatyourhands。\"

  \"Howso?Thiswasbutthefirsttime。Iamnotgoingtobeatpeopleeveryday,amI?\"saidFoma,confused。Hiscompanionbegantolaugh。

  \"Whatamonsteryouare!Listentome——itissavagetofight——youmustexcuseme,butitisabominable。Yet,Imusttellyou,inthiscaseyoumadeahappyselection。Youhavethrashedarake,acynic,aparasite——amanwhorobbedhisnephewswithimpunity。\"

  \"Well,thankGodforthat!\"saidFomawithsatisfaction。\"NowI

  havepunishedhimalittle。\"

  \"Alittle?Verywell,letussupposeitwasalittle。Butlistentome,mychild,permitmetogiveyouadvice。Iamamanofthelaw。

  He,thatKayazev,isarascal!True!Butyoumustnotthrashevenarascal,forheisasocialbeing,underthepaternalcustodyofthelaw。Youcannottouchhimuntilhetransgressesthelimitsofthepenalcode。Buteventhen,notyou,butwe,thejudges,willgivehimhisdue。Whileyoumusthavepatience。\"

  \"Andwillhesoonfallintoyourhands?\"inquiredFoma,naively。

  \"Itishardtotell。Beingfarfromstupid,hewillprobablyneverbecaught,andtotheendofhisdayshewilllivewithyouandmeinthesamedegreeofequalitybeforethelaw。0hGod,whatIamtellingyou!\"saidOokhtishchev,withacomicalsigh。

  \"Betrayingsecrets?\"grinnedFoma。

  \"Itisn\'tsecrets;butIoughtnottobefrivolous。De-e-evil!Butthen,thisaffairenlivenedme。Indeed,Nemesisiseventhentruetoherselfwhenshesimplykickslikeahorse。\"

  Fomastoppedsuddenly,asthoughhehadmetanobstacleonhisway。

  \"Nemesis——thegoddessofJustice,\"babbledOokhtishchev。\"What\'sthematterwithyou?\"

  \"Anditallcameabout,\"saidFoma,slowly,inadullvoice,\"becauseyousaidthatshewasgoingaway。\"

  \"Who?

  \"SophyaPavlovna。\"

  \"Yes,sheisgoingaway。Well?\"

  HestoodoppositeFomaandstaredathim,withasmileinhiseyes。

  Gordyeeffwassilent,withloweredhead,tappingthestoneofthesidewalkwithhiscane。

  \"Come,\"saidOokhtishchev。

  Fomastarted,sayingindifferently:

  \"Well,lethergo。AndIamalone。\"Ookhtishchev,wavinghiscane,begantowhistle,lookingathiscompanion。

  \"Sha\'n\'tIbeabletogetalongwithouther?\"askedFoma,lookingsomewhereinfrontofhimandthen,afterapause,heansweredhimselfsoftlyandirresolutely:

  \"Ofcourse,Ishall。\"

  \"Listentome!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。\"I\'llgiveyousomegoodadvice。Amanmustbehimself。Whileyou,youareanepicman,sotosay,andthelyricalisnotbecomingtoyou。Itisn\'tyourgenre。\"

  \"Speaktomemoresimply,sir,\"saidFoma,havinglistenedattentivelytohiswords。

  \"Moresimply?Verywell。Iwanttosay,giveupthinkingofthislittlelady。Sheispoisonousfoodforyou。\"

  \"Shetoldmethesame,\"putinFoma,gloomily。

  \"Shetoldyou?\"Ookhtishchevaskedandbecamethoughtful。\"Now,I\'lltellyou,shouldn\'tweperhapsgoandhavesupper?\"

  \"Let\'sgo,\"Fomaassented。Andhesuddenlyroaredobdurately,clinchinghisfistsandwavingthemintheair:\"Well,letusgo,andI\'llgetwoundup;I\'llbreakloose,afterallthis,soyoucan\'tholdmeback!\"

  \"Whatfor?We\'lldoitmodestly。\"

  \"No!wait!\"saidFoma,anxiously,seizinghimbytheshoulder。

  \"What\'sthat?AmIworsethanotherpeople?Everybodylives,whirls,hustlesabout,hashisownpoint。WhileIamweary。

  Everybodyissatisfiedwithhimself。Andastotheircomplaining,theylie,therascals!Theyaresimplypretendingforbeauty\'ssake。Ihavenoreasontopretend。Iamafool。Idon\'tunderstandanything,mydearfellow。Isimplywishtolive!Iamunabletothink。Ifeeldisgusted;onesaysthis,anotherthat!Pshaw!Butshe,eh!Ifyouknew。Myhopewasinher。Iexpectedofher——justwhatIexpected,Icannottell;butsheisthebestofwomen!AndI

  hadsomuchfaithinher——whensometimesshespokesuchpeculiarwords,allherown。Hereyes,mydearboy,aresobeautiful!0hLord!Iwasashamedtolookuponthem,andasIamtellingyou,shewouldsayafewwords,andeverythingwouldbecomecleartome。ForIdidnotcometoherwithlovealone——Icametoherwithallmysoul!Isought——Ithoughtthatsinceshewassobeautiful,consequently,Imightbecomeamanbyherside!\"

  Ookhtishchevlistenedtothepainful,unconnectedwordsthatburstfromhiscompanion\'slips。Hesawhowthemusclesofhisfacecontractedwiththeefforttoexpresshisthoughts,andhefeltthatbehindthisbombasttherewasagreat,seriousgrief。Therewassomethingintenselypatheticinthepowerlessnessofthisstrongandsavageyouth,whosuddenlystartedtopacethesidewalkwithbig,unevensteps。Skippingalongafterhimwithhisshortlegs,OokhtishchevfeltithisdutysomehowtocalmFoma。

  EverythingFomahadsaidanddonethateveningawakenedinthejollysecretaryafeelingoflivelycuriositytowardFoma,andthenhefeltflatteredbythefranknessoftheyoungmillionaire。Thisfranknessconfusedhimwithitsdarkpower;hewasdisconcertedbyitspressure,andthough,inspiteofhisyouth,hehadastockofwordsreadyforalloccasionsinlife,ittookhimquiteawhiletorecallthem。

  \"Ifeelthateverythingisdarkandnarrowaboutme,\"saidGordyeeff。\"Ifeelthataburdenisfallingonmyshoulders,butwhatitisIcannotunderstand!Itputsarestraintonme,anditchecksthefreedomofmymovementsalongtheroadoflife。

  Listeningtopeople,youhearthateachsaysadifferentthing。Butshecouldhavesaid——\"

  \"Eh,mydearboy!\"OokhtishchevinterruptedFoma,gentlytakinghisarm。\"Thatisn\'tright!Youhavejuststartedtoliveandalreadyyouarephilosophizing!No,thatisnotright!Lifeisgivenustolive!Whichmeans——liveandletotherslive。That\'sthephilosophy!

  Andthatwoman。Bah!Isshethentheonlyoneintheworld?Theworldislargeenough。Ifyouwish,I\'llintroduceyoutosuchavirilewoman,thateventheslightesttraceofyourphilosophywouldatoncevanishfromyoursoul!Oh,aremarkablewoman!Andhowwellsheknowshowtoavailherselfoflife!Doyouknow,there\'salsosomethingepicabouther?Sheisbeautiful;aPhryne,Imaysay,andwhatamatchshewouldbetoyou!Ah,devil!Itisreallyasplendididea。I\'llmakeyouacquaintedwithher!Wemustdriveonenailoutwithanother。\"

  \"Myconsciencedoesnotallowit,\"saidFoma,sadlyandsternly。

  \"Solongassheisalive,Icannotevenlookatwomen。\"

  \"Sucharobustandhealthyyoungman。Ho,ho!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,andinthetoneofateacherbegantoarguewithFomathatitwasessentialforhimtogivehispassionanoutletinagoodspree,inthecompanyofwomen。

  \"Thiswillbemagnificent,anditisindispensabletoyou。Youmaybelieveme。Andastoconscience,youmustexcuseme。Youdon\'tdefineitquiteproperly。Itisnotconsciencethatinterfereswithyou,buttimidity,Ibelieve。Youliveoutsideofsociety。Youarebashful,andawkward。Youaredimlyconsciousofallthis,anditisthisconsciousnessthatyoumistakeforconscience。Inthiscasetherecanbenoquestionaboutconscience。Whathasconsciencetodohere,sinceitisnaturalformantoenjoyhimself,sinceitishisnecessityandhisright?\"

  Fomawalkedon,regulatinghisstepstothoseofhiscompanion,andstaringalongtheroad,whichlaybetweentworowsofbuildings,resembledanenormousditch,andwasfilledwithdarkness。Itseemedthattherewasnoendtotheroadandthatsomethingdark,inexhaustibleandsuffocatingwasslowlyflowingalongitinthedistance。Ookhtishchev\'skind,suasivevoicerangmonotonouslyinFoma\'sears,andthoughhewasnotlisteningtohiswords,hefeltthattheyweretenaciousintheirway;thattheyadheredtohim,andthathewasinvoluntarilymemorizingthem。Notwithstandingthatamanwalkedbesidehim,hefeltasthoughhewerealone,strayinginthedark。Andthedarknessseizedhimandslowlydrewhimalong,andhefeltthathewasdrawnsomewhere,andyethadnodesiretostop。Somesortoffatiguehinderedhisthinking;therewasnodesireinhimtoresisttheadmonitionsofhiscompanion——andwhyshouldheresistthem?

  \"Itisn\'tforeveryonetophilosophize,\"saidOokhtishchev,swinginghiscaneintheair,andsomewhatcarriedawaybyhiswisdom。\"Forifeverybodyweretophilosophize,whowouldlive?Andwelivebutonce!Andthereforeitwerebesttomakehastetolive。

  ByGod!That\'strue!Butwhat\'stheuseoftalking?Wouldyoupermitmetogiveyouashakingup?Let\'sgoimmediatelytoapleasure-houseIknow。Twosisterslivethere。Ah,howtheylive!

  Youwillcome?\"

  \"Well,I\'llgo,\"saidFoma,calmly,andyawned。\"Isn\'titratherlate?\"heasked,lookingupattheskywhichwascoveredwithclouds。

  \"It\'snevertoolatetogotoseethem!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev,merrily。

  CHAPTERVIII

  ONthethirddayafterthesceneintheclub,Fomafoundhimselfaboutsevenverstsfromthetown,onthetimber-wharfofthemerchantZvantzev,inthecompanyofthemerchant\'ssonofOokhtishchev——asedate,bald-headedandred-nosedgentlemanwithsidewhiskers——andfourladies。TheyoungZvantzevworeeyeglasses,wasthinandpale,andwhenhestood,thecalvesofhislegswereforevertremblingasthoughtheyweredisgustedatsupportingthefeeblebody,cladinalong,checkedtop-coatwithacape,inwhosefoldsasmallheadinajockeycapwascomicallyshaking。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerscalledhimJeanandpronouncedthisnameasthoughhewassufferingfromaninveteratecold。Jean\'sladywasatall,stoutwomanwithashowybust。Herheadwascompressedonthesides,herlowforeheadreceded,herlong,sharp-pointednosegaveherfaceanexpressionsomewhatbird-like。Andthisuglyfacewasperfectlymotionless,andtheeyesalone,small,roundandcold,wereforeversmilingapenetratingandcunningsmile。Ookhtishchev\'slady\'snamewasVera;shewasatall,palewomanwithredhair。Shehadsomuchhair,thatitseemedasthoughthewomanhadputonherheadanenormouscapwhichwascomingdownoverherears,hercheeksandherhighforehead,fromunderwhichherlargeblueeyeslookedforthcalmlyandlazily。

  Thegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerssatbesideayoung,plump,buxomgirl,whoconstantlygiggledinaringingvoiceatsomethingwhichhewhisperedinherearasheleanedoverhershoulder。

  AndFoma\'sladywasastatelybrunette,cladallinblack。Dark-

  complexioned,withwavylocks,shekeptherheadsoerectandhighandlookedateverythingaboutherwithsuchcondescendinghaughtiness,thatitwasatonceevidentthatsheconsideredherselfthemostimportantpersonthere。

  Thecompanywereseatedontheextremelinkoftheraft,extendingfarintothesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Boardswerespreadoutontheraftandinthecentrestoodacrudelyconstructedtable;emptybottles,provisionbaskets,candy-

  wrappersandorangepeelswerescatteredabouteverywhere。Inthecorneroftheraftwasapileofearth,uponwhichabonfirewasburning,andapeasantinashortfurcoat,squatting,warmedhishandsoverthefire,andcastfurtiveglancesatthepeopleseatedaroundthetable。Theyhadjustfinishedeatingtheirsturgeonsoup,andnowwinesandfruitswerebeforethemonthetable。

  Fatiguedwithatwo-days\'spreeandwiththedinnerthathadjustbeenfinished,thecompanywasinawearyframeofmind。Theyallgazedattheriver,chatting,buttheirconversationwasnowandagaininterruptedbylongpauses。

  Thedaywasclearandbrightandyoung,asinspring。Thecold,clearskystretcheditselfmajesticallyovertheturbidwaterofthegigantically-wide,overflowingriver,whichwasascalmastheskyandasvastasthesea。Thedistant,mountainousshorewastenderlybathedinbluishmist。Throughit,there,onthemountaintops,thecrossesofchurcheswereflashinglikebigstars。Theriverwasanimatedatthemountainousshore;steamersweregoinghitherandthither,andtheirnoisecameindeepmoanstowardtheraftsandintothemeadows,wherethecalmflowofthewavesfilledtheairwithsoftandfaintsounds。Giganticbargesstretchedthemselvesoneafteranotheragainstthecurrent,likehugepigs,tearingasunderthesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Blacksmokecameinponderouspuffsfromthechimneysofthesteamers,slowlymeltinginthefreshair,whichwasfullofbrightsunshine。Attimesawhistleresounded——itwasliketheroarofsomehuge,enragedanimal,embitteredbytoil。Andonthemeadowsneartherafts,allwascalmandsilent。Solitarytreesthathadbeendrownedbytheflood,werenowalreadycoveredwithlight-

  greenspanglesoffoliage。Coveringtheirrootsandreflectingtheirtops,thewatergavethemtheappearanceofglobes,anditseemedasthoughtheslightestbreezewouldsendthemfloating,fantasticallybeautiful,downthemirror-likebosomoftheriver。

  Thered-hairedwoman,pensivelygazingintothedistance,begantosingsoftlyandsadly:

  \"AlongtheVolgariverAlittleboatisflo-o-oating。\"

  Thebrunette,snappingherlarge,sterneyeswithcontempt,said,withoutlookingather:\"Wefeelgloomyenoughwithoutthis。\"

  \"Don\'ttouchher。Lethersing!\"entreatedFoma,kindly,lookingintohislady\'sface。Hewaspalesomesparkseemedtoflashupinhiseyesnowandthen,andanindefinite,indolentsmileplayedabouthislips。

  \"Letussinginchorus!\"suggestedthemanwiththesidewhiskers。

  \"No,letthesetwosing!\"exclaimedOokhtishchevwithenthusiasm。

  \"Vera,singthatsong!Youknow,\'Iwillgoatdawn。\'Howisit?

  Sing,Pavlinka!\"

  Thegigglinggirlglancedatthebrunetteandaskedherrespectfully:

  \"ShallIsing,Sasha?\"

  \"Ishallsingmyself,\"announcedFoma\'scompanion,andturningtowardtheladywiththebirdlikeface,sheordered:

  \"Vassa,singwithme!\"

  VassaimmediatelybrokeoffherconversationwithZvantzev,strokedherthroatalittlewithherhandandfixedherroundeyesonthefaceofhersister。Sasharosetoherfeet,leanedherhandagainstthetable,andherheadliftedhaughtily,begantodeclaiminapowerful,almostmasculinevoice:

  \"Lifeonearthisbrighttohim,Whoknowsnocaresorwoe,AndwhoseheartisnotconsumedBypassion\'sardentglow!\"

  Hersisternoddedherheadandslowly,plaintivelybegantomoaninadeepcontralto:

  \"Ahme!Ofmethemaidenfair。\"

  Flashinghereyesathersister,Sashaexclaimedinherlow-

  pitchednotes:

  \"Likeabladeofgrassmyhearthaswithered。\"

  Thetwovoicesmingledandfloatedoverthewaterinmelodious,fullsounds,whichquiveredfromexcessofpower。Oneofthemwascomplainingoftheunbearablepainintheheart,andintoxicatedbythepoisonofitsplaint,itsobbedwithmelancholyandimpotentgrief;sobbed,quenchingwithtearsthefireofthesuffering。Theother——thelower,moremasculinevoice——rolledpowerfullythroughtheair,fullofthefeelingofbloodymortificationandofreadinesstoavenge。Pronouncingthewordsdistinctly,thevoicecamefromherbreastinadeepstream,andeachwordreekedwithboilingblood,stirredupbyoutrage,poisonedbyoffenceandmightilydemandingvengeance。

  \"Iwillrequitehim,\"

  sangVassa,plaintively,closinghereyes。

  \"Iwillinflamehim,I\'lldryhimup,\"

  Sashapromisedsternlyandconfidently,waftingintotheairstrong,powerfultones,whichsoundedlikeblows。Andsuddenly,changingthetempoofthesongandstrikingahigherpitch,shebegantosing,asslowlyashersister,voluptuousandexultantthreats:

  \"Drierthantheragingwind,Drierthanthemown-downgrass,Oi,themownanddried-upgrass。\"

  Restinghiselbowsonthetable,Fomabenthishead,andwithknittedbrow,gazedintothefaceofthewoman,intoherblack,half-shuteyesStaringfixedlyintothedistance,hereyesflashedsobrightlyandmalignantlythat,becauseoftheirlight,thevelvetyvoice,thatburstfromthewoman\'schest,seemedtohimalsoblackandflashing,likehereyes。Herecalledhercaressesandthought:

  \"Howdoesshecometobesuchassheis?Itisevenfearfultobewithher。\"

  Ookhtishchev,sittingclosetohislady,anexpressionofhappinessonhisface,listenedtothesongandwasradiantwithsatisfaction。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersandZvantzevweredrinkingwine,softlywhisperingsomethingastheyleanedtowardeachother。Thered-headedwomanwasthoughtfullyexaminingthepalmofOokhtishchev\'shand,holdingitinherown,andthejollygirlbecamesad。Shedroopedherheadlowandlistenedtothesong,motionless,asthoughbewitchedbyit。Fromthefirecamethepeasant。Hesteppedcarefullyovertheboards,ontiptoe;hishandswereclaspedbehindhisback,andhisbroad,beardedfacewasnowtransformedintoasmileofastonishmentandofanaivedelight。

  \"Eh!butfeel,mykind,braveman!\"

  entreatedVassa,plaintively,noddingherhead。Andhersister,herchestbentforward,herhandstillhigher,woundupthesonginpowerfultriumphantnotes:

  \"Theyearningandthepangsoflove!\"

  Whenshefinishedsinging,shelookedhaughtilyabouther,andseatingherselfbyFoma\'sside,claspedhisneckwithafirmandpowerfulhand。

  \"Well,wasitanicesong?\"

  \"It\'scapital!\"saidFomawithasigh,ashesmiledather。

  Thesongfilledhisheartwiththirstfortendernessand,stillfullofcharmingsounds,itquivered,butatthetouchofherarmhefeltawkwardandashamedbeforetheotherpeople。

  \"Bravo-o!Bravo,AleksandraSarelyevna!\"shoutedOokhtishchev,andtheotherswereclappingtheirhands。Butshepaidnoattentiontothem,andembracingFomaauthoritatively,said:

  \"Well,makemeapresentofsomethingforthesong。\"

  \"Verywell,Iwill,\"Fomaassented。

  \"What?\"

  \"Youtellme。\"

  \"I\'lltellyouwhenwecometotown。Andifyou\'llgivemewhatI

  like——Oh,howIwillloveyou!\"

  \"Forthepresent?\"askedFoma,smilingsuspiciously。\"Yououghttolovemeanyway。\"

  Shelookedathimcalmlyand,afteramoment\'sthought,saidresolutely:

  \"It\'stoosoontoloveyouanyway。Iwillnotlie。WhyshouldI

  lietoyou?Iamtellingyoufrankly。Iloveyouformoney,forpresents。Becauseasidefrommoney,menhavenothing。Theycannotgiveanythingmorethanmoney。Nothingofworth。Iknowitwellalready。Onecanlovemerelyso。Yes,waitalittle——I\'llknowyoubetterandthen,perhaps,Imayloveyoufreeofcharge。Andmeanwhile,youmustn\'ttakemeamiss。Ineedmuchmoneyinmymodeoflife。\"

  Fomalistenedtoher,smiledandnowandthenquiveredfromthenearnessofhersound,well-shapedbody。Zvantzev\'ssour,crackedandboringvoicewasfallingonhisears。\"Idon\'tlikeit。I

  cannotunderstandthebeautyofthisrenownedRussiansong。Whatisitthatsoundsinit?Eh?Thehowlofawolf。Somethinghungry,wild。Eh!it\'sthegroanofasickdog——altogethersomethingbeastly。There\'snothingcheerful,there\'snochictoit;therearenoliveandvivifyingsoundsinit。No,yououghttohearwhatandhowtheFrenchpeasantsings。Ah!ortheItalian。\"

  \"Excuseme,IvanNikolayevich,\"criedOokhtishchev,agitated。

  \"Imustagreewithyou,theRussiansongismonotonousandgloomy。Ithasnot,youknow,thatbrilliancyofculture,\"saidthemanwiththesidewhiskerswearily,ashesippedsomewineoutofhisglass。

  \"Butnevertheless,thereisalwaysawarmheartinit,\"putinthered-hairedlady,asshepeeledanorange。

  Thesunwassetting。Sinkingsomewherefarbeyondtheforest,onthemeadowshore,itpaintedtheentireforestwithpurpletintsandcastrosyandgoldenspotsoverthedarkcoldwater。Fomagazedinthatdirectionatthisplayofthesunbeams,watchedhowtheyquiveredastheyweretransposedovertheplacidandvastexpanseofwaters,andcatchingfragmentsofconversation,hepicturedtohimselfthewordsasaswarmofdarkbutterflies,busilyflutteringintheair。Sasha,herheadrestingonhisshoulder,wassoftlywhisperingintohisearsomethingatwhichheblushedandwasconfused,forhefeltthatshewaskindlinginhimthedesiretoembracethiswomanandkissherunceasingly。

  Asidefromher,noneofthoseassembledthereinterestedhim——whileZvantzevandthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerswereactuallyrepulsivetohim。

  \"Whatareyoustaringat?Eh?\"heheardOokhtishchev\'sjestingly-

  sternvoice。

  Thepeasant,atwhomOokhtishchevshouted,drewthecapfromhishead,clappeditagainsthiskneeandanswered,withasmile:

  \"Icameovertolistentothelady\'ssong。\"

  \"Well,doesshesingwell?\"

  \"Whataquestion!Ofcourse,\"saidthepeasant,lookingatSasha,withadmirationinhiseyes。

  \"That\'sright!\"exclaimedOokhtishchev。

  \"Thereisagreatpowerofvoiceinthatlady\'sbreast,\"saidthepeasant,noddinghishead。

  Athiswords,theladiesburstoutlaughingandthemenmadesomedouble-meaningremarksaboutSasha。

  Aftershehadcalmlylistenedtotheseandsaidnothinginreply,Sashaaskedthepeasant:

  \"Doyousing?\"

  \"Wesingalittle!\"andhewavedhishand,\"Whatsongsdoyouknow?\"

  \"Allkinds。Ilovesinging。\"Andhesmiledapologetically。

  \"Come,let\'ssingsomethingtogether,youandI。\"

  \"Howcanwe?AmIamatchforyou?\"

  \"Well,strikeup!\"

  \"MayIsitdown?\"

  \"Comeoverhere,tothetable。\"

  \"Howlivelythisis!\"exclaimedZvantzev,wrinklinghisface。

  \"Ifyoufindittedious,goanddrownyourself,\"saidSasha,angrilyflashinghereyesathim。

  \"No,thewateriscold,\"repliedZvantzev,shrinkingatherglance。

  \"Asyouplease!\"Thewomanshruggedhershoulders。\"Butitisabouttimeyoudidit,andthen,there\'salsoplentyofwaternow,sothatyouwouldn\'tspoilitallwithyourrottenbody。\"

  \"Fie,howwitty!\"hissedtheyouth,turningawayfromher,andaddedwithcontempt:\"InRussiaeventheprostitutesarerude。\"

  Headdressedhimselftohisneighbour,butthelattergavehimonlyanintoxicatedsmileinreturn。Ookhtishchevwasalsodrunk。

  Staringintothefaceofhiscompanion,withhiseyesgrowndim,hemutteredsomethingandheardnothing。Theladywiththebird-

  likefacewaspeckingcandy,holdingtheboxunderherverynose。

  Pavlinkawentawaytotheedgeoftheraftand,standingthere,threworangepeelsintothewater。

  \"Ineverbeforeparticipatedinsuchanabsurdoutingand——

  company,\"saidZvantzev,tohisneighbour,plaintively。

  AndFomawatchedhimwithasmile,delightedthatthisfeebleandugly-lookingmanfeltbored,andthatSashahadinsultedhim。Nowandthenhecastatherakindglanceofapproval。Hewaspleasedwiththefactthatshewassofrankwitheverybodyandthatsheboreherselfproudly,likearealgentlewoman。

  Thepeasantseatedhimselfontheboardsatherfeet,claspedhiskneesinhishands,liftedhisfacetoherandseriouslylistenedtoherwords。

  \"Youmustraiseyourvoice,whenIlowermine,understand?\"

  \"Iunderstand;but,Madam,yououghttohandmesomejusttogivemecourage!\"

  \"Foma,givehimaglassofbrandy!\"

  Andwhenthepeasantemptiedit,clearedhisthroatwithpleasure,lickedhislipsandsaid:\"Now,Icandoit,\"sheordered,knittingherbrow:

  \"Begin!\"

  Thepeasantmadeawrymouth,liftedhiseyestoherface,andstartedinahigh-pitchedtenor:

  \"Icannotdrink,Icannoteat。\"

  Tremblingineverylimb,thewomansobbedouttremulously,withstrangesadness:

  \"Winecannotgladdenmysoul。\"

  Thepeasantsmiledsweetly,tossedhisheadtoandfro,andclosinghiseyes,pouredoutintotheairatremulouswaveofhigh-pitchednotes:

  \"Oh,timehascomeformetobidgoodbye!\"

  Andthewoman,shudderingandwrithing,moanedandwailed:

  \"Oi,frommykindredImustpart。\"

  Loweringhisvoiceandswayingtoandfro,thepeasantdeclaimedinasing-songwitharemarkablyintenseexpressionofanguish:

  \"Alas,toforeignlandsImustdepart。\"

  Whenthetwovoices,yearningandsobbing,pouredforthintothesilenceandfreshnessoftheevening,everythingaboutthemseemedwarmerandbetter;everythingseemedtosmilethesorrowfulsmileofsympathyontheanguishofthemanwhomanobscurepoweristearingawayfromhisnativesoilintosomeforeignplace,wherehardlabouranddegradationareinstoreforhim。Itseemedasthoughnotthesounds,northesong,buttheburningtearsofthehumanheartinwhichtheplainthadsurgedup——itseemedasthoughthesetearsmoistenedtheair。

  Wildgriefandpainfromthesoresofbodyandsoul,whichwereweariedinthestrugglewithsternlife;intensesufferingsfromthewoundsdealttomanbytheironhandofwant——allthiswasinvestedinthesimple,crudewordsandwastossedinineffablymelancholysoundstowardthedistant,emptysky,whichhasnoechoforanybodyoranything。

  Fomahadsteppedasidefromthesingers,andstaredatthemwithafeelingakintofright,andthesong,inahugewave,pouredforthintohisbreast,andthewildpowerofgrief,withwhichithadbeeninvested,clutchedhisheartpainfully。Hefeltthattearswouldsoongushfromhisbreast,somethingwasclogginghisthroatandhisfacewasquivering。HedimlysawSasha\'sblackeyes;immobileandflashinggloomily,theyseemedtohimenormousandstillgrowinglargerandlarger。Anditseemedtohimthatitwasnottwopersonswhoweresinging——thateverythingabouthimwassingingandsobbing,quiveringandpalpitatingintorrentsofsorrow,madlystrivingsomewhere,sheddingburningtears,andall——andallthingslivingseemedclaspedinonepowerfulembraceofdespair。Anditseemedtohimthathe,too,wassinginginunisonwithallofthem——withthepeople,theriverandthedistantshore,whencecameplaintivemoansthatmingledwiththesong。

  Nowthepeasantwentdownonhisknees,andgazingatSasha,wavedhishands,andshebentdowntowardhimandshookherhead,keepingtimetothemotionsofhishands。Bothwerenowsingingwithoutwords,withsoundsonly,andFomastillcouldnotbelievethatonlytwovoiceswerepouringintotheairthesemoansandsobswithsuchmightypower。

  Whentheyhadfinishedsinging,Foma,tremblingwithexcitement,withatear-stainedface,gazedatthemandsmiledsadly。

  \"Well,diditmoveyou?\"askedSasha。Palewithfatigue,shebreathedquicklyandheavily。

  Fomaglancedatthepeasant。Thelatterwaswipingthesweatoffhisbrowandlookingaroundhimwithsuchawanderinglookasthoughhecouldnotmakeoutwhathadtakenplace。

  Allwassilence。Allweremotionlessandspeechless。

  \"0hLord!\"sighedFoma,risingtohisfeet。\"Eh,Sasha!Peasant!

  Whoareyou?\"healmostshouted。

  \"Iam——Stepan,\"saidthepeasant,smilingconfusedly,andalsorosetohisfeet。\"I\'mStepan。Ofcourse!\"

  \"Howyousing!Ah!\"Fomaexclaimedinastonishment,uneasilyshiftingfromfoottofoot。

  \"Eh,yourHonour!\"sighedthepeasantandaddedsoftlyandconvincingly:\"Sorrowcancompelanoxtosinglikeanightingale。Andwhatmakestheladysinglikethis,onlyGodknows。Andshesings,withallherveins——thatistosay,soyoumightjustliedownanddiewithsorrow!Well,that\'salady。\"

  \"Thatwassungverywell!\"saidOokhtishchevinadrunkenvoice。

  No,thedevilknowswhatthisis!\"Zvantzevsuddenlyshouted,almostcrying,irritatedashejumpedupfromthetable。\"I\'vecomeouthereforagoodtime。Iwanttoenjoymyself,andheretheyperformafuneralserviceforme!Whatanoutrage!Ican\'tstandthisanylonger。I\'mgoingaway!\"

  \"Jean,Iamalsogoing。I\'mweary,too,\"announcedthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskers。

  \"Vassa,\"criedZvantzevtohislady,\"dressyourself!\"

  \"Yes,it\'stimetogo,\"saidthered-hairedladytoOokhtishchev。

  \"Itiscold,anditwillsoonbedark。\"

  \"Stepan!Cleareverythingaway!\"commandedVassa。

  Allbegantobustleabout,allbegantospeakofsomething。Fomastaredattheminsuspenseandshuddered。Staggering,thecrowdwalkedalongtherafts。Paleandfatigued,theysaidtooneanotherstupid,disconnectedthings。Sashajostledthemunceremoniously,asshewasgettingherthingstogether。

  \"Stepan!Callforthehorses!\"

  \"AndI\'lldrinksomemorecognac。Whowantssomemorecognacwithme?\"drawledthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersinabeatificvoice,holdingabottleinhishands。

  VassawasmufflingZvantzev\'sneckwithascarf。Hestoodinfrontofher,frowning,dissatisfied,hislipscurledcapriciously,thecalvesofhislegsshivering。Fomabecamedisgustedashelookedatthem,andhewentofftotheotherraft。Hewasastonishedthatallthesepeoplebehavedasthoughtheyhadnotheardthesongatall。Inhisbreastthesongwasaliveandthereitcalledtolifearestlessdesiretodosomething,tosaysomething。Buthehadnoonetheretospeakto。

  Thesunhadsetandthedistancewasenvelopedinbluemist。Fomaglancedthitherandturnedaway。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtotownwiththesepeople,neitherdidhecaretostayherewiththem。Andtheywerestillpacingtheraftwithunevensteps,shakingfromsidetosideandmutteringdisconnectedwords。Thewomenwerenotquiteasdrunkasthemen,andonlythered-hairedonecouldnotliftherselffromthebenchforalongtime,andfinally,whensherose,shedeclared:

  \"Well,I\'mdrunk。\"

  Fomasatdownonalogofwood,andliftingtheaxe,withwhichthepeasanthadchoppedwoodforthefire,hebegantoplaywithit,tossingitupintheairandcatchingit。

  \"Oh,myGod!Howmeanthisis!\"Zvantzev\'scapriciousvoicewasheard。

  Fomabegantofeelthathehatedit,andhim,andeverybody,exceptSasha,whoawakenedinhimacertainuneasyfeeling,whichcontainedatonceadmirationforherandafearlestshemightdosomethingunexpectedandterrible。

  \"Brute!\"shoutedZvantzevinashrillvoice,andFomanoticedthathestruckthepeasantonthechest,afterwhichthepeasantremovedhiscaphumblyandsteppedaside。

  \"Fo-o-ol!\"criedZvantzev,walkingafterhimandliftinghishand。

  Fomajumpedtohisfeetandsaidthreateningly,inaloudvoice:

  \"Eh,you!Don\'ttouchhim!\"

  \"Wha-a-at?\"Zvantzevturnedaroundtowardhim。

  \"Stepan,comeoverhere,\"calledFoma。

  \"Peasant!\"Zvantzevhurledwithcontempt,lookingatFoma。

  Fomashruggedhisshouldersandmadeasteptowardhim;butsuddenlyathoughtflashedvividlythroughhismind!HesmiledmaliciouslyandinquiredofStepan,softly:

  \"Thestringofraftsismooredinthreeplaces,isn\'tit?

  \"Inthree,ofcourse!\"

  \"Cuttheconnections!\"

  \"Andthey?\"

  \"Keepquiet!Cut!\"

  \"But——\"

  \"Cut!Quietly,sotheydon\'tnoticeit!\"

  Thepeasanttooktheaxeinhishands,slowlywalkeduptotheplacewhereonelinkwaswellfastenedtoanotherlink,struckafewtimeswithhisaxe,andreturnedtoFoma。

  \"I\'mnotresponsible,yourHonour,\"hesaid。

  \"Don\'tbeafraid。\"

  \"They\'vestartedoff,\"whisperedthepeasantwithfright,andhastilymadethesignofthecross。AndFomagazed,laughingsoftly,andexperiencedapainfulsensationthatkeenlyandsharplystunghisheartwithacertainstrange,pleasantandsweetfear。

  Thepeopleontheraftwerestillpacingtoandfro,movingaboutslowly,jostlingoneanother,assistingtheladieswiththeirwraps,laughingandtalking,andtheraftwasmeanwhileturningslowlyandirresolutelyinthewater。

  \"Ifthecurrentcarriesthemagainstthefleet,\"whisperedthepeasant,\"they\'llstrikeagainstthebows——andthey\'llbesmashedintosplinters。\"

  \"Keepquiet!\"

  \"They\'lldrown!\"

  \"You\'llgetaboat,andovertakethem。\"

  \"That\'sit!Thankyou。Whatthen?They\'reafterallhumanbeings。

  Andwe\'llbeheldresponsibleforthem。\"Satisfiednow,laughingwithdelight,thepeasantdashedinboundsacrosstheraftstotheshore。AndFomastoodbythewaterandfeltapassionatedesiretoshoutsomething,buthecontrolledhimself,inordertogivetimefortherafttofloatofffarther,sothatthosedrunkenpeoplewouldnotbeabletojumpacrosstothemooredlinks。Heexperiencedapleasantcaressingsensationashesawtheraftsoftlyrockinguponthewaterandfloatingofffartherandfartherfromhimeverymoment。Theheavyanddarkfeeling,withwhichhishearthadbeenfilledduringthistime,nowseemedtofloatawaytogetherwiththepeopleontheraft。Calmlyheinhaledthefreshairandwithitsomethingsoundthatclearedhisbrain。AttheveryedgeofthefloatingraftstoodSasha,withherbacktowardFoma;helookedatherbeautifulfigureandinvoluntarilyrecalledMedinskaya。Thelatterwassmallerinsize。Therecollectionofherstunghim,andhecriedoutinaloud,mockingvoice:

  \"Eh,there!Good-bye!Ha!ha!ha!\"

  Suddenlythedarkfiguresofthepeoplemovedtowardhimandcrowdedtogetherinonegroup,inthecentreoftheraft。Butbythistimeaclearstripofwater,aboutthreeyardswide,wasflashingbetweenthemandFoma。

  Therewasasilencelastingforafewseconds。

  Thensuddenlyahurricaneofshrill,repulsivelypitifulsounds,whichwerefullofanimalfright,washurledatFoma,andlouderthanallandmorerepulsivethanall,Zvantzev\'sshrill,jarringcrypiercedtheear:

  \"He-e-elp!\"

  Someone——inallprobability,thesedategentlemanwiththesidewhiskers——roaredinhisbasso:

  \"Drowning!They\'redrowningpeople!\"

  \"Areyoupeople?\"criedFoma,angrily,irritatedbytheirscreamswhichseemedtobitehim。Andthepeopleranaboutontheraftinthemadnessoffright;theraftrockedundertheirfeet,floatedfasteronaccountofthis,andtheagitatedwaterwasloudlysplashingagainstandunderit。Thescreamsrenttheair,thepeoplejumpedabout,wavingtheirhands,andthestatelyfigureofSashaalonestoodmotionlessandspeechlessontheedgeoftheraft。

  \"Givemyregardstothecrabs!\"criedFoma。Fomafeltmoreandmorecheerfulandrelievedinproportionastheraftwasfloatingawayfromhim。

  \"FomaIgnatyevich!\"saidOokhtishchevinafaint,butsobervoice,\"lookout,thisisadangerousjoke。I\'llmakeacomplaint。\"

  \"Whenyouaredrowned?Youmaycomplain!\"answeredFoma,cheerfully。

  \"Youareamurderer!\"exclaimedZvantzev,sobbing。Butatthistimearingingsplashofwaterwasheardasthoughitgroanedwithfrightorwithastonishment。Fomashudderedandbecameasthoughpetrified。Thenrangoutthewild,deafeningshrieksofthewomen,andtheterror-strickenscreamsofmen,andallthefiguresontheraftremainedpetrifiedintheirplaces。AndFoma,staringatthewater,feltasthoughhereallywerepetrified。Inthewatersomethingblack,surroundedwithsplashes,wasfloatingtowardhim。

  Ratherinstinctivelythanconsciously,Fomathrewhimselfwithhischestonthebeamsoftheraft,andstretchedouthishands,hisheadhangingdownoverthewater。Severalincrediblylongsecondspassed。Cold,wetarmsclaspedhisneckanddarkeyesflashedbeforehim。ThenheunderstoodthatitwasSasha。

  Thedullhorror,whichhadsuddenlyseizedhim,vanished,replacednowbywild,rebelliousjoy。Havingdraggedthewomanoutofthewater,hegraspedherbythewaist,claspedhertohisbreast,and,notknowingwhattosaytoher,hestaredintohereyeswithastonishment。Shesmiledathimcaressingly。

  \"Iamcold,\"saidSasha,softly,andquiveredineverylimb。

  Fomalaughedgailyatthesoundofhervoice,liftedherintohisarmsandquickly,almostrunning,dashedacrosstheraftstotheshore。Shewaswetandcold,butherbreathingwashot,itburnedFoma\'scheekandfilledhisbreastwithwildjoy。

  \"Youwantedtodrownme?\"saidshe,firmly,pressingclosetohim。\"Itwasrathertooearly。Wait!\"

  \"Howwellyouhavedoneit,\"mutteredFoma,asheran。

  \"You\'reafine,bravefellow!Andyourdevicewasn\'tbad,either,thoughyouseemtobesopeaceable。\"

  \"Andtheyarestillroaringthere,ha!ha!\"

  \"Thedeviltakethem!Iftheyaredrowned,we\'llbesenttoSiberia,\"saidthewoman,asthoughshewantedtoconsoleandencouragehimbythis。Shebegantoshiver,andtheshudderofherbody,feltbyFoma,madehimhastenhispace。

  Sobsandcriesforhelpfollowedthemfromtheriver。There,ontheplacidwater,floatedinthetwilightasmallisland,withdrawingfromtheshoretowardthestreamofthemaincurrentoftheriver,andonthatlittleislanddarkhumanfigureswererunningabout。

  Nightwasclosingdownuponthem。

  CHAPTERIX

  ONESundayafternoon,YakovTarasovichMayakinwasdrinkingteainhisgardenandtalkingtohisdaughter。Thecollarofhisshirtunbuttoned,atowelwoundroundhisneck,hesatonabenchunderacanopyofverdantcherry-trees,wavedhishandsintheair,wipedtheperspirationoffhisface,andincessantlypouredforthintotheairhisbriskspeech。

  \"Themanwhopermitshisbellytohavetheupperhandoverhimisafoolandarogue!Istherenothingbetterintheworldthaneatinganddrinking?Uponwhatwillyouprideyourselfbeforepeople,ifyouarelikeahog?\"

  Theoldman\'seyessparkledirritablyandangrily,hislipstwistedwithcontempt,andthewrinklesofhisgloomyfacequivered。

  \"IfFomaweremyownson,Iwouldhavemadeamanofhim!\"

  Playingwithanacaciabranch,Lubovmutelylistenedtoherfather\'swords,nowandthencastingacloseandsearchinglookinhisagitated,quiveringface。Growingolder,shechanged,withoutnoticingit,hersuspiciousandcoldrelationtowardtheoldman。Inhiswordsshenowbegantofindthesameideasthatwereinherbooks,andthiswonheroveronherfather\'sside,involuntarilycausingthegirltopreferhislivewordstothecoldlettersofthebook。Alwaysoverwhelmedwithbusinessaffairs,alwaysalertandclever,hewenthisownwayalone,andsheperceivedhissolitude,knewhowpainfulitwas,andherrelationstowardherfathergrewinwarmth。Attimessheevenenteredintoargumentswiththeoldman;healwaysregardedherremarkscontemptuouslyandsarcastically;butmoretenderlyandattentivelyfromtimetotime。

  \"IfthedeceasedIgnatcouldreadinthenewspapersoftheindecentlifehissonisleading,hewouldhavekilledFoma!\"

  saidMayakin,strikingthetablewithhisfists。\"Howtheyhavewrittenitup!It\'sadisgrace!\"

  \"Hedeservesit,\"saidLubov。

  \"Idon\'tsayitwasdoneatrandom!They\'vebarkedathim,aswasnecessary。Andwhowasitthatgotintosuchafitofanger?\"

  \"Whatdifferencedoesitmaketoyou?\"askedthegirl。

  \"It\'sinterestingtoknow。HowcleverlytherascaldescribedFoma\'sbehaviour。Evidentlyhemusthavebeenwithhimandwitnessedalltheindecencyhimself。\"

  \"Oh,no,hewouldn\'tgowithFomaonaspree!\'saidLubov,confidently,andblusheddeeplyatherfather\'ssearchinglook。

  \"So!Youhavefineacquaintances,Lubka!\"saidMayakinwithhumorousbitterness。\"Well,whowroteit?\"

  \"Whatdoyouwishtoknowitfor,papa?\"

  \"Come,tellme!\"

  Shehadnodesiretotell,buttheoldmanpersisted,andhisvoicewasgrowingmoreandmoredryandangry。Thensheaskedhimuneasily:

  \"Andyouwillnotdohimanyillforit?\"

  \"I?Iwill——bitehisheadoff!Fool!WhatcanIdotohim?They,thesewriters,arenotafoolishlotandarethereforeapower——apower,thedevils!AndIamnotthegovernor,andevenhecannotputone\'shandoutofjointortieone\'stongue。Likemice,theygnawuslittlebylittle。Andwehavetopoisonthemnotwithmatches,butwithroubles。Yes!Well,whoisit?\"

  \"Doyouremember,whenIwasgoingtoschool,aGymnasiumstudentusedtocomeuptous。Yozhov?Suchadarklittlefellow!\"

  \"Mm!Ofcourse,Isawhim。Iknowhim。Soit\'she?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Thelittlemouse!Evenatthattimeonecouldseealreadythatsomethingwrongwouldcomeoutofhim。Eventhenhestoodinthewayofotherpeople。Aboldboyhewas。Ishouldhavelookedafterhimthen。Perhaps,Imighthavemadeamanofhim。\"

  Lubovlookedatherfather,smiledinimically,andaskedhotly:

  \"Andisn\'thewhowritesfornewspapersaman?\"

  Foralongwhile,theoldmandidnotanswerhisdaughter。

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