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  Becauseyoumustknowthere\'snothinginthisworldthatI

  wouldn\'tbuyforyou。Ihaveamillion!Ha,ha,ha!AndI\'llhavestillmore!Understand?All\'syours!Ha,ha!\"

  Andsuddenlyhisenthusiasmwasextinguishedlikeacandleputoutbyaviolentpuffofthewind。Hisflushedfacebegantoshake,hiseyes,burningred,filledwithtears,andhislipsexpandedintoasadandfrightenedsmile。

  \"Anfisa,incaseheshoulddie,whatamItodothen?\"

  Andimmediatelyafterthesewordshewasseizedwithfury。

  \"I\'dburneverything!\"heroared,staringwildlyintosomedarkcorneroftheroom。\"I\'ddestroyeverything!I\'dblowitupwithdynamite!\"

  \"Enough,youuglybrute!Doyouwishtofrightenthechild?Ordoyouwanthimtotakesick?\"interposedAnfisa,andthatwassufficientforIgnattorushoffhastily,muttering:

  \"Well,well,well!Iamgoing,Iamgoing,butdon\'tcry!Don\'tmakeanynoise。Don\'tfrightenhim。\"

  AndwhenFomawassomewhatsick,hisfather,castingeverythingaside,didnotleavethehouseforamoment,butbotheredhissisterandhissonwithstupidquestionsandadvice;gloomy,sighing,andwithfearinhiseyes,hewalkedaboutthehousequiteoutofsorts。

  \"WhydoyouvextheLord?\"saidAnfisa。\"Beware,yourgrumblingswillreachHim,andHewillpunishyouforyourcomplaintsagainstHisgraces。\"

  \"Eh,sister!\"sighedIgnat。\"Andifitshouldhappen?Myentirelifeiscrumblingaway!WhereforehaveIlived?Nooneknows。\"

  Similarscenesandthestrikingtransitionsofhisfatherfromonemoodtoanotherfrightenedthechildatfirst,buthesoonbecameaccustomedtoallthis,andwhenhenoticedthroughthewindowthathisfather,oncominghome,washardlyabletogetoutofthesledge,Fomasaidindifferently:

  \"Auntie,papacamehomedrunkagain。\"……

  Springcame,and,fulfillinghispromise,Ignattookhissonalongononeofhissteamers,andhereanewlife,aboundinginimpressions,wasopenedbeforeFoma\'seyes。

  Thebeautifulandmighty\"Yermak,\"Gordyeeff\'ssteamtow-boat,wasrapidlyfloatingdownthecurrent,andoneachsidetheshoresofthepowerfulandbeautifulVolgawereslowlymovingpasthim——theleftside,allbathedinsunshine,stretchingitselftotheveryendoftheskylikeapompouscarpetofverdure;therightshore,itshighbanksovergrownwithwoods,swungskyward,sinkinginsternrepose。

  Thebroad-bosomedriverstretcheditselfmajesticallybetweentheshores;noiselessly,solemnlyandslowlyfloweditswaters,consciousoftheirinvinciblepower;themountainousshoreisreflectedinthewaterinablackshadow,whileontheleftsideitisadornedwithgoldandwithverdantvelvetbyaborderofsandandthewidemeadows。Hereandtherevillagesappearonmountainandonmeadow,thesunshinesbrightonthewindow-panesofthehutsandontheyellowroofsofstraw,thechurchcrossessparkleamidtheverdureofthetrees,graywind-millwingsrevolvelazilyintheair,smokefromthefactorychimneyrisesskywardinthick,blackcurlingclouds。Crowdsofchildreninblue,redorwhiteshirts,standingonthebanks,shoutedloudlyatthesightofthesteamer,whichhaddisturbedthequietoftheriver,andfromunderthesteamer\'swheelsthecheerfulwavesarerushingtowardthefeetofthechildrenandsplashagainstthebank。Nowacrowdofchildren,seatedinaboat,rowedtowardthemiddleoftherivertorockthereonthewavesasinacradle。

  Treesstoodoutabovethewater;sometimesmanyofthemaredrownedintheoverflowofthebanks,andthesestandinthewaterlikeislands。Fromtheshoreamelancholysongisheard:

  \"Oh,o-o-o,oncemore!\"

  Thesteamerpassesmanyrafts,splashingthemwithwaves。Thebeamsareincontinualmotionundertheblowsofthewaves;themenontheraftsinblueshirts,staggering,lookatthesteamerandlaughandshoutsomething。Thebig,beautifulvesselgoessidewiseontheriver;theyellowscantlingswithwhichitisloadedsparklelikegoldandaredimlyreflectedinthemuddy,vernalwater。Apassengersteamercomesfromtheoppositesideandwhistles——theresoundingechoofthewhistlelosesitselfinthewoods,inthegorgesofthemountainousbank,anddiesawaythere。Inthemiddleoftheriverthewavesstirredupbythetwovesselsstrikeagainstoneanotherandsplashagainstthesteamers\'sides,andthevesselsarerockeduponthewater。Ontheslopeofthemountainousbankareverdantcarpetsofwintercorn,brownstripsoffallowgroundandblackstripsofgroundtilledforspringcorn。Birds,likelittledots,soaroverthem,andareclearlyseeninthebluecanopyofthesky;nearbyaflockisgrazing;inthedistancetheylooklikechildren\'stoys;

  thesmallfigureoftheshepherdstandsleaningonastaff,andlooksattheriver。

  Theglareofthewater——freedomandlibertyareeverywhere,themeadowsarecheerfullyverdantandtheblueskyistenderlyclear;arestrainedpowerisfeltinthequietmotionofthewater;aboveitthegenerousMaysunisshining,theairisfilledwiththeexquisiteodouroffirtreesandoffreshfoliage。Andthebankskeeponmeetingthem,caressingtheeyesandthesoulwiththeirbeauty,asnewpicturesconstantlyunfoldthemselves。

  Everythingsurroundingthembearsthestampofsomekindoftardiness:all——natureaswellasmen——livethereclumsily,lazily;butinthatlazinessthereisanoddgracefulness,anditseemsasthoughbeyondthelazinessacolossalpowerwereconcealed;

  aninvinciblepower,butasyetdeprivedofconsciousness,asyetwithoutanydefinitedesiresandaims。Andtheabsenceofconsciousnessinthishalf-slumberinglifethrowsshadesofsadnessoverallthebeautifulslope。Submissivepatience,silenthopeforsomethingnewandmoreinspiritingareheardeveninthecryofthecuckoo,waftedtotheriverbythewindfromtheshore。Themelancholysongssoundasthoughimploringsomeoneforhelp。Andattimesthereisinthemaringofdespair。Theriveranswersthesongswithsighs。Andthetree-

  topsshake,lostinmeditation。Silence。

  Fomaspentalldaylongonthecaptain\'sbridgebesidehisfather。Withoututteringaword,hestaredwide-eyedattheendlesspanoramaofthebanks,anditseemedtohimhewasmovingalongabroadsilverpathinthosewonderfulkingdomsinhabitedbythesorcerersandgiantsofhisfamiliarfairy-tales。Attimeshewouldloadhisfatherwithquestionsabouteverythingthatpassedbeforethem。Ignatansweredhimwillinglyandconcisely,buttheboywasnotpleasedwithhisanswers;theycontainednothinginterestingandintelligibletohim,andhedidnothearwhathelongedtohear。Oncehetoldhisfatherwithasigh:

  \"AuntieAnfisaknowsbetterthanyou。\"

  \"Whatdoessheknow?\"askedIgnat,smiling。

  \"Everything,\"repliedtheboy,convincedly。

  Nowonderfulkingdomappearedbeforehim。Butoftencitiesappearedonthebanksoftheriver,justsuchcitiesastheonewhereFomalived。Someofthemwerelarger,somesmaller,butthepeople,andthehouses,andthechurches——allwerethesameasinhisowncity。Fomaexaminedthemincompanywithhisfather,butwasstillunsatisfiedandreturnedtothesteamergloomyandfatigued。

  \"TomorrowweshallbeinAstrakhan,\"saidIgnatoneday。

  \"Andisitjustthesameastheothercities?\"

  \"Ofcourse。Howelseshoulditbe?\"

  \"AndwhatisbeyondAstrakhan?\"

  \"Thesea。TheCaspianSeaitiscalled。\"

  \"Andwhatisthere?\"

  \"Fishes,queerfellow!Whatelsecantherebeinthewater?\"

  \"There\'sthecityKitezhstandinginthewater。\"

  \"That\'sadifferentthing!That\'sKitezh。Onlyrighteouspeoplelivethere。\"

  \"Andaretherenorighteouscitiesonthesea?\"

  No,\"saidIgnat,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,added:\"Theseawaterisbitterandnobodycandrinkit。\"

  \"Andistheremorelandbeyondthesea?\"

  \"Certainly,theseamusthaveanend。Itislikeacup。\"

  \"Andaretherecitiestheretoo?\"

  \"Againcities。Ofcourse!Onlythatlandisnotours,itbelongstoPersia。DidyouseethePersianssellingpistachio-nutsandapricotsinthemarket?\"

  \"Yes,Isawthem,\"repliedFoma,andbecamepensive。

  Onedayheaskedhisfather:

  \"Istheremuchmorelandleft?\"

  \"Theearthisverybig,mydear!Ifyoushouldgoonfoot,youcouldn\'tgoarounditevenintenyears。\"

  Ignattalkedforalongtimewithhissonaboutthesizeoftheearth,andsaidatlength:

  \"Andyetnooneknowsforcertainhowbigitreallyis,norwhereitends。\"

  \"Andiseverythingalikeonearth?\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Thecitiesandall?\"

  \"Well,ofcourse,thecitiesarelikecities。Therearehouses,streets——andeverythingthatisnecessary。\"

  Aftermanysimilarconversationstheboynolongerstaredsooftenintothedistancewiththeinterrogativelookofhisblackeyes。

  Thecrewofthesteamerlovedhim,andhe,too,lovedthosefine,sun-burntandweather-beatenfellows,wholaughinglyplayedwithhim。Theymadefishingtacklesforhim,andlittleboatsoutofbark,playedwithhimandrowedhimabouttheanchoringplace,whenIgnatwenttotownonbusiness。Theboyoftenheardthementalkingabouthisfather,buthepaidnoattentiontowhattheysaid,andnevertoldhisfatherwhatheheardabouthim。Butoneday,inAstrakhan,whilethesteamerwastakinginacargooffuel,FomaheardthevoiceofPetrovich,themachinist:

  \"Heorderedsuchalotofwoodtobetakenin。Whatanabsurdman!Firstheloadsthesteameruptotheverydeck,andthenheroars。\'Youbreakthemachinerytoooften,\'hesays。\'Youpouroil,\'hesays,\'atrandom。\'\"

  Thevoiceofthegrayandsternpilotreplied:

  \"It\'sallhisexorbitantgreediness。Fuelischeaperhere,soheistakingallhecan。Heisgreedy,thedevil!\"

  \"Oh,howgreedy!\"

  Thisword,repeatedmanytimesinsuccession,fixeditselfinFoma\'smemory,andintheevening,atsupper,hesuddenlyaskedhisfather:

  \"Papa!\"

  \"What?\"

  \"Areyougreedy?\"

  Inreplytohisfather\'squestionsFomatoldhimoftheconversationbetweenthepilotandthemachinist。Ignat\'sfacebecamegloomy,andhiseyesbegantoflashangrily。

  \"That\'showitis,\"ejaculatedIgnat,shakinghishead。\"Well,you——don\'tyoulistentothem。Theyarenotyourequals;don\'thavesomuchtodowiththem。Youaretheirmaster,theyareyourservants,understandthat。Ifwechooseto,wecanputeveryoneofthemashore。Theyarecheapandtheycanbefoundeverywherelikedogs。Understand?Theymaysaymanybadthingsaboutme。Buttheysaythem,becauseIamtheirmaster。ThewholethingarisesbecauseIamfortunateandrich,andthericharealwaysenvied。

  Ahappymaniseverybody\'senemy。\"

  Abouttwodayslatertherewasanewpilotandanothermachinistonthesteamer。

  \"AndwhereisYakov?\"askedtheboy。

  \"Idischargedhim。Iorderedhimaway。\"

  \"Forthat?\"queriedFoma。

  \"Yes,forthatverything。\"

  \"AndPetrovich,too?\"

  \"Yes,Isenthimthesameway。\"

  Fomawaspleasedwiththefactthathisfatherwasabletochangethemensoquickly。Hesmiledtohisfather,and,comingoutonthedeck,walkeduptoasailor,whosatonthefloor,untwistingapieceofropeandmakingaswab。

  \"Wehaveanewpilothere,\"announcedFoma。

  \"Iknow。Goodhealthtoyou,FomaIgnatich!Howdidyousleep?\"

  \"Andanewmachinist,too。\"

  \"Andanewmachinist。AreyousorryforPetrovich?\"

  \"Really?Andhewassogoodtoyou。\"

  \"Well,whydidheabusemyfather?\"

  \"Oh?Didheabusehim?\"

  \"Ofcoursehedid。Ihearditmyself。\"

  \"Mm——andyourfatherheardit,too?\"

  \"No,Itoldhim。\"

  \"You——so\"——drawledthesailorandbecamesilent,takinguphisworkagain。

  \"Andpapasaystome:\'You,\'hesays,\'youaremasterhere——youcandrivethemallawayifyouwish。\'\"

  \"So,\"saidthesailor,gloomilylookingattheboy,whowassoenthusiasticallyboastingtohimofhissupremepower。FromthatdayonFomanoticedthatthecrewdidnotregardhimasbefore。

  Somebecamemoreobligingandkind,othersdidnotcaretospeaktohim,andwhentheydidspeaktohim,itwasdoneangrily,andnotatallentertainingly,asbefore。Fomalikedtowatchwhilethedeckwasbeingwashed:theirtrousersrolleduptotheirknees,orsometimestakenoffaltogether,thesailors,withswabsandbrushesintheirhands,cleverlyranaboutthedeck,emptyingpailsofwateronit,besprinklingoneanother,laughing,shouting,falling。Streamsofwaterranineverydirection,andthelivelynoiseofthemenintermingledwiththegraysplashofthewater。Before,theboyneverbotheredthesailorsinthisplayfulandlightwork;nay,hetookanactivepart,besprinklingthemwithwaterandlaughinglyrunningaway,whentheythreatenedtopourwateroverhim。ButafterYakovandPetrovichhadbeendischarged,hefeltthathewasineverybody\'sway,thatnoonecaredtoplaywithhimandthatnooneregardedhimkindly。

  Surprisedandmelancholy,heleftthedeck,walkeduptothewheel,satdownthere,and,offended,hethoughtfullybegantostareatthedistantgreenbankandthedentedstripofwoodsuponit。Andbelow,onthedeck,thewaterwassplashingplayfully,andthesailorsweregailylaughing。Heyearnedtogodowntothem,butsomethingheldhimback。

  \"Keepawayfromthemasmuchaspossible,\"herecalledhisfather\'swords;\"youaretheirmaster。\"Thenhefeltlikeshoutingatthesailors——somethingharshandauthoritative,sohisfatherwouldscoldthem。Hethoughtalongtimewhattosay,butcouldnotthinkofanything。Anothertwo,threedayspassed,anditbecameperfectlycleartohimthatthecrewnolongerlikedhim。Hebegantofeellonesomeonthesteamer,andamidtheparti-colouredmistofnewimpressions,stillmoreoftentherecameupbeforeFomatheimageofhiskindandgentleAuntAnfisa,withherstories,andsmiles,andsoft,ringinglaughter,whichfilledtheboy\'ssoulwithajoyouswarmth。Hestilllivedintheworldoffairy-tales,buttheinvisibleandpitilesshandofrealitywasalreadyatworktearingthebeautiful,finewebofthewonderful,throughwhichtheboyhadlookedateverythingabouthim。Theincidentwiththemachinistandthepilotdirectedhisattentiontohissurroundings;Foma\'seyesbecamemoresharp-

  sighted。Aconscioussearchfulnessappearedinthemandinhisquestionstohisfatherrangayearningtounderstandwhichthreadsandspringsweremanagingthedeedsofmen。

  Onedayascenetookplacebeforehim:thesailorswerecarryingwood,andoneofthem,theyoung,curly-hairedandgayYefim,passingthedeckoftheshipwithhand-barrows,saidloudlyandangrily:

  \"No,hehasnoconsciencewhatever!TherewasnoagreementthatI

  shouldcarrywood。Asailor——well,one\'sbusinessisclear——buttocarrywoodintothebargain——thankyou!ThatmeansformetotakeofftheskinIhavenotsold。Heiswithoutconscience!Hethinksitisclevertosapthelifeoutofus。\"

  Theboyheardthisgrumblingandknewthatitwasconcerninghisfather。HealsonoticedthatalthoughYefimwasgrumbling,hecarriedmorewoodonhisstretcherthantheothers,andwalkedfasterthantheothers。NoneofthesailorsrepliedtoYefim\'sgrumbling,andeventheonewhoworkedwithhimwassilent,onlynowandthenprotestingagainsttheearnestnesswithwhichYefimpiledupthewoodonthestretchers。

  \"Enough!\"hewouldsay,morosely,\"youarenotloadingahorse,areyou?\"

  \"Andyouhadbetterkeepquiet。Youwereputtothecart——cartitanddon\'tkick——andshouldyourbloodbesucked——keepquietagain。Whatcanyousay?\"

  SuddenlyIgnatappeared,walkeduptothesailorand,stoppinginfrontofhim,askedsternly:

  \"Whatwereyoutalkingabout?\"

  \"Iamtalking——Iknow,\"repliedYefim,hesitating。\"Therewasnoagreement——thatImustsaynothing。\"

  \"Andwhoisgoingtosuckblood?\"askedIgnat,strokinghisbeard。

  Thesailorunderstoodthathehadbeencaughtunawares,andseeingnowayoutofit,heletthelogofwoodfallfromhishands,rubbedhispalmsagainsthispants,and,facingIgnatsquarely,saidratherboldly:

  \"AndamInotright?Don\'tyousuckit?\"

  \"I?\"

  \"You。\"

  Fomasawthathisfatherswunghishand。Aloudblowresounded,andthesailorfellheavilyonthewood。Hearoseimmediatelyandworkedoninsilence。Bloodwastricklingfromhisbruisedfaceontothewhitebarkofthebirchwood;hewipedthebloodoffhisfacewiththesleeveofhisshirt,lookedathissleeveand,heavingasigh,maintainedsilence,andwhenhewentpastFomawiththehand-harrows,twobig,turbidtearsweretremblingonhisface,nearthebridgeofhisnose,andFomanoticedthem。

  AtdinnerFomawaspensiveandnowandthenglancedathisfatherwithfearinhiseyes。

  \"Whydoyoufrown?\"askedhisfather,gently。

  \"Frown?\"

  \"Areyouill,perhaps?Becareful。Ifthereisanything,tellme。\"

  \"Youarestrong,\"saidFomaofasuddenmusingly。

  \"I?That\'sright。Godhasfavouredmewithstrength。\"

  \"Howhardyoustruckhim!\"exclaimedtheboyinalowvoice,loweringhishead。

  Ignatwasabouttoputapieceofbreadwithcaviarintohismouth,buthishandstopped,heldbackbyhisson\'sexclamation;

  helookedinterrogativelyatFoma\'sdroopingheadandasked:

  \"YoumeanYefim,don\'tyou?\"

  \"Yes,hewasbleeding。Andhowhewalkedafterward,howhecried,\"saidtheboyinalowvoice。

  \"Mm,\"roaredIgnat,chewingabite。\"Well,areyousorryforhim?\"

  \"It\'sapity!\"saidFoma,withtearsinhisvoice。

  \"Yes。Sothat\'sthekindofafellowyouare,\"saidIgnat。

  Then,afteramoment\'ssilence,hefilledawineglasswithvodka,emptiedit,andsaidsternly,inaslightlyreprimandingtone:

  \"Thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldpityhim。Hebrawledatrandom,andthereforegotwhathedeserved。Iknowhim:heisagoodfellow,industrious,strongandnotabitfoolish。Buttoargueisnothisbusiness;Imayargue,becauseIamthemaster。

  Itisn\'tsimpletobemaster。Apunchwouldn\'tkillhim,butwillmakehimwiser。That\'stheway。Eh,Foma!Youareaninfant,andyoudonotunderstandthesethings。Imustteachyouhowtolive。

  Itmaybethatmydaysoneartharenumbered。\"

  Ignatwassilentforawhile,dranksomemorevodkaandwentoninstinctively:

  \"Itisnecessarytohavepityonmen。Youarerightindoingso。

  Butyoumustpitythemsensibly。Firstlookataman,findoutwhatgoodthereisinhim,andwhatusemaybemadeofhim!Andifyoufindhimtobestrongandcapable——pityandassisthim。

  Andifheisweakandnotinclinedtowork——spituponhim,passhimby。Justkeepthisinmind——themanwhocomplainsagainsteverything,whosighsandmoansallthetime——thatmanisworthnothing;hemeritsnocompassionandyouwilldohimnogoodwhatever,evenifyouhelphim。Pityforsuchpeoplemakesthemmoremorose,spoilsthemthemore。Inyourgodfather\'shouseyousawvariouskindsofpeople——unfortunatetravellersandhangers-

  on,andallsortsofrabble。Forgetthem。Theyarenotmen,theyarejustshells,andaregoodfornothing。Theyarelikebugs,fleasandotheruncleanthings。NordotheyliveforGod\'ssake——

  theyhavenoGod。TheycallHisnameinvain,inordertomovefoolstopity,and,thuspitied,tofilltheirbellieswithsomething。Theylivebutfortheirbellies,andasidefromeating,drinking,sleepingandmoaningtheycandonothing。Andalltheyaccomplishisthesoul\'sdecay。Theyareinyourwayandyoutripoverthem。Agoodmanamongthem——likefreshapplesamongbadones——maysoonbespoilt,andnoonewillprofitbyit。

  Youareyoung,that\'sthetrouble。Youcannotcomprehendmywords。Helphimwhoisfirminmisery。Hemaynotaskyouforassistance,butthinkofityourself,andassisthimwithouthisrequest。Andifheshouldhappentobeproudandthusfeeloffendedatyouraid,donotallowhimtoseethatyouarelendinghimahelpinghand。That\'sthewayitshouldbedone,accordingtocommonsense!Here,forexample,twoboards,letussay,fallintothemud——oneofthemisarottenone,theother,agoodsoundboard。Whatshouldyoudo?Whatgoodisthereintherottenboard?Youhadbetterdropit,letitstayinthemudandsteponitsoasnottosoilyourfeet。Astothesoundboard,liftitupandplaceitinthesun;ifitcanbeofnousetoyou,someoneelsemayavailhimselfofit。That\'sthewayitis,myson!Listentomeandremember。ThereisnoreasonwhyYefimshouldbepitied。Heisacapablefellow,heknowshisvalue。Youcannotknockhissouloutwithaboxontheear。I\'lljustwatchhimforaboutaweek,andthenI\'llputhimatthehelm。Andthere,Iamquitesure,he\'llbeagoodpilot。Andifheshouldbepromotedtocaptain,hewouldn\'tlosecourage——hewouldmakeaclevercaptain!That\'sthewaypeoplegrow。Ihavegonethroughthisschoolmyself,dear。I,too,receivedmorethanoneboxontheearwhenIwasofhisage。Life,myson,isnotadearmothertoallofus。Itisourexactingmistress。\"

  Ignattalkedwithhissonabouttwohours,tellinghimofhisownyouth,ofhistoils,ofmen;theirterriblepower,andoftheirweakness;ofhowtheylive,andsometimespretendtobeunfortunateinordertoliveonotherpeople\'smoney;andthenhetoldhimofhimself,andofhowherosefromaplainworkingmantobeproprietorofalargeconcern。Theboylistenedtohiswords,lookedathimandfeltasthoughhisfatherwerecomingnearerandnearertohim。Andthoughhisfather\'sstorydidnotcontainthematerialofwhichAuntAnfisa\'sfairy-taleswerebrimful,therewassomethingnewinit,somethingclearerandmorecomprehensiblethaninherfairy-tales,andsomethingjustasinteresting。Somethingpowerfulandwarmbegantothrobwithinhislittleheart,andhewasdrawntowardhisfather。Ignat,evidently,surmisedhisson\'sfeelingsbyhiseyes:heroseabruptlyfromhisseat,seizedhiminhisarmsandpressedhimfirmlytohisbreast。AndFomaembracedhisneck,and,pressinghischeektothatofhisfather,wassilentandbreathedrapidly。

  \"Myson,\"whisperedIgnatinadullvoice,\"Mydarling!Myjoy!

  LearnwhileIamalive。Alas!itishardtolive。\"

  Thechild\'shearttrembledatthiswhisper;hesethisteethtogether,andhottearsgushedfromhiseyes。

  UntilthisdayIgnathadneverkindledanyparticularfeelinginhisson:theboywasusedtohim;hewastiredoflookingathisenormousfigure,andfearedhimslightly,butwasatthesametimeawarethathisfatherwoulddoanythingforhimthathewanted。SometimesIgnatwouldstayawayfromhomeaday,two,aweek,orpossiblytheentiresummer。AndyetFomadidnotevennoticehisabsence,soabsorbedwashebyhisloveforAuntAnfisa。WhenIgnatreturnedtheboywasglad,buthecouldhardlytellwhetheritwashisfather\'sarrivalthatgladdenedhimortheplaythingshebroughtwithhim。Butnow,atthesightofIgnat,theboyrantomeethim,graspedhimbythehand,laughed,staredintohiseyesandfeltwearyifhedidnotseehimfortwoorthreehours:Hisfatherbecameinterestingtohim,and,rousinghiscuriosity,hefairlydevelopedloveandrespectforhimself。

  EverytimethattheyweretogetherFomabeggedhisfather:

  \"Papa,tellmeaboutyourself。\"……

  ThesteamerwasnowgoinguptheVolga。OnesuffocatingnightinJuly,whentheskywasovercastwiththickblackclouds,andeverythingontheVolgawassomewhatominouslycalm,theyreachedKazanandanchorednearUslonattheendofanenormousfleetofvessels。TheclinkingoftheanchorchainsandtheshoutingofthecrewawakenedFoma;helookedoutofthewindowandsaw,farinthedistance,smalllightsglimmeringfantastically:thewaterabouttheboatblackandthick,likeoil——andnothingelsecouldbeseen。Theboy\'shearttrembledpainfullyandhebegantolistenattentively。Ascarcelyaudible,melancholysongreachedhisears——mournfulandmonotonousasachantonthecaravanthewatchmencalledtooneanother;thesteamerhissedangrilygettingupsteam。Andtheblackwateroftheriversplashedsadlyandquietlyagainstthesidesofthevessels。Staringfixedlyintothedarkness,untilhiseyeshurt,theboydiscernedblackpilesandsmalllightsdimlyburninghighabovethem。Heknewthatthosewerebarges,butthisknowledgedidnotcalmhimandhisheartthrobbedunevenly,and,inhisimagination,terrifyingdarkimagesarose。

  \"O-o-o,\"adrawlingcrycamefromthedistanceandendedlikeawail。

  Someonecrossedthedeckandwentuptothesideofthesteamer。

  \"O-o-o,\"washeardagain,butnearerthistime。

  \"Yefim!\"someonecalledinalowvoiceonthedeck。\"Yefimka!\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Devil!Getup!Taketheboat-hook。\"

  \"O-o-o,\"someonemoanednearby,andFoma,shuddering,steppedbackfromthewindow。

  Thequeersoundcamenearerandnearerandgrewinstrength,sobbedanddiedoutinthedarkness。Whileonthedecktheywhisperedwithalarm:

  \"Yefimka!Getup!Aguestisfloating!\"

  \"Where?\"cameahastyquestion,thenbarefeetbegantopatteraboutthedeck,abustlewasheard,andtwoboat-hooksslippeddownpasttheboy\'sfaceandalmostnoiselesslyplungedintothewater。

  \"Ague-e-est!\"Somebegantosobnearby,andaquiet,butveryqueersplashresounded。

  Theboytrembledwithfrightatthismournfulcry,buthecouldnottearhishandsfromthewindownorhiseyesfromthewater。

  \"Lightthelantern。Youcan\'tseeanything。\"

  \"Directly。\"

  Andthenaspotofdimlightfelloverthewater。Fomasawthatthewaterwasrockingcalmly,thataripplewaspassingoverit,asthoughthewaterwereafflicted,andtrembledforpain。

  \"Look!Look!\"theywhisperedonthedeckwithfright。

  Atthesametimeabig,terriblehumanface,withwhiteteethsettogether,appearedonthespotoflight。Itfloatedandrockedinthewater,itsteethseemedtostareatFomaasthoughsaying,withasmile:

  \"Eh,boy,boy,itiscold。Goodbye!\"

  Theboat-hooksshook,wereliftedintheair,wereloweredagainintothewaterandcarefullybegantopushsomethingthere。

  \"Shovehim!Shove!Lookout,hemaybethrownunderthewheel。\"

  \"Shovehimyourselfthen。\"

  Theboat-hooksglidedoverthesideofthesteamer,and,scratchingagainstit,producedanoiselikethegrindingofteeth。Fomacouldnotclosehiseyesforwatchingthem。Thenoiseoffeetstampingonthedeck,overhishead,wasgraduallymovingtowardthestern。Andthenagainthatmoaningcryforthedeadwasheard:

  \"Ague-e-est!\"

  \"Papa!\"criedFomainaringingvoice。\"Papa!\"Hisfatherjumpedtohisfeetandrushedtowardhim。

  \"Whatisthat?Whataretheydoingthere?\"criedFoma。

  Wildlyroaring,Ignatjumpedoutofthecabinwithhugebounds。

  Hesoonreturned,soonerthanFoma,staggeringandlookingaroundhim,hadtimetoreachhisfather\'sbed。

  \"Theyfrightenedyou?It\'snothing!\"saidIgnat,takinghimupinhisarms。\"Liedownwithme。\"

  \"Whatisit?\"askedFoma,quietly。

  \"Itwasnothing,myson。Onlyadrownedman。Amanwasdrownedandheisfloating。That\'snothing!Don\'tbeafraid,hehasalreadyfloatedclearofus。\"

  \"Whydidtheypushhim?\"interrogatedtheboy,firmlypressingclosetohisfather,andshuttinghiseyesforfright。

  \"Itwasnecessarytodoso。Thewatermighthavethrownhimunderthewheel。Underours,forinstance。Tomorrowthepolicewouldnoticeit,therewouldbetrouble,inquests,andwewouldbeheldhereforexamination。That\'swhyweshovedhimalong。Whatdifferencedoesitmaketohim?Heisdead;itdoesn\'tpainhim;

  itdoesn\'toffendhim。Andthelivingwouldbetroubledonhisaccount。Sleep,myson。

  \"Sohewillfloatonthatway?\"

  \"Hewillfloat。They\'lltakehimoutsomewhereandburyhim。\"

  \"Andwillafishdevourhim?\"

  \"Fishdonoteathumanbodies。Crabseatthem。Theylikethem。\"

  Foma\'sfrightwasmelting,fromtheheatofhisfather\'sbody,butbeforehiseyestheterriblesneeringfacewasstillrockingintheblackwater。

  \"Andwhoishe?\"

  \"Godknows!SaytoGodabouthim:\'0hLord,resthissoul!\'\"

  \"Lord,resthissoul!\"repeatedFoma,inawhisper。

  \"That\'sright。Sleepnow,don\'tfear。Heisfarawaynow!Floatingon。

  Seehere,becarefulasyougouptothesideoftheship。Youmayfalloverboard。Godforbid!And——\"

  \"Didhefalloverboard?\"

  \"Ofcourse。Perhapshewasdrunk,andthat\'shisend!Andmaybehethrewhimselfintothewater。Therearepeoplewhodothat。

  Theygoandthrowthemselvesintothewaterandaredrowned。

  Life,mydear,issoarrangedthatdeathissometimesaholidayforone,sometimesitisablessingforall。\"

  \"Papa。\"

  \"Sleep,sleep,dear。\"

  CHAPTERIII

  DURINGtheveryfirstdayofhisschoollife,stupefiedbythelivelyandheartynoiseofprovokingmischiefsandofwild,childishgames,Fomapickedouttwoboysfromthecrowdwhoatonceseemedmoreinterestingtohimthantheothers。Onehadaseatinfrontofhim。Foma,lookingaskance,sawabroadback;afullneck,coveredwithfreckles;bigears;andthebackoftheheadcloselycropped,coveredwithlight-redhairwhichstoodoutlikebristles。

  Whentheteacher,abald-headedman,whoselowerliphungdown,calledout:\"Smolin,African!\"thered-headedboyaroseslowly,walkeduptotheteacher,calmlystaredintohisface,and,havinglistenedtotheproblem,carefullybegantomakebigroundfiguresontheblackboardwithchalk。

  \"Goodenough!\"saidtheteacher。\"Yozhov,Nicolai。Proceed!\"

  OneofFoma\'sneighbours,afidgetylittleboywithblacklittlemouse-eyes,jumpedupfromhisseatandpassedthroughtheaisle,strikingagainsteverythingandturninghisheadonallsides。Attheblackboardheseizedthechalk,and,standinguponthetoesofhisboots,noisilybegantomarktheboardwiththechalk,creakingandfillingwithchalkdust,dashingoffsmall,illegiblemarks。

  \"Notsoloud!\"saidtheteacher,wrinklinghisyellowfaceandcontractinghisfatiguedeyes。Yozhovspokequicklyandinaringingvoice:

  \"Nowweknowthatthefirstpeddlermade17k。profit。\"

  \"Enough!Gordyeeff!Tellmewhatmustwedoinordertofindouthowmuchthesecondpeddlergained?\"

  Watchingtheconductoftheboys,sounlikeeachother,Fomawasthustakenunawaresbythequestionandhekeptquiet。

  \"Don\'tyouknow?How?Explainittohim,Smolin。\"

  Havingcarefullywipedhisfingers,whichhadbeensoiledwithchalk,Smolinputtheragaway,and,withoutlookingatFoma,finishedtheproblemandagainbegantowipehishands,whileYozhov,smilingandskippingalongashewalked,returnedtohisseat。

  \"Eh,you!\"hewhispered,seatinghimselfbesideFoma,incidentallystrikinghissidewithhisfist。\"Whydon\'tyouknowit?Whatwastheprofitaltogether?Thirtykopecks。Andthereweretwopeddlers。Oneofthemgot17。Well,howmuchdidtheotheroneget?\"

  \"Iknow,\"repliedFoma,inawhisper,feelingconfusedandexaminingthefaceofSmolin,whowassedatelyreturningtohisseat。Hedidn\'tlikethatround,freckledface,withtheblueeyes,whichwereloadedwithfat。AndYozhovpinchedhislegandasked:

  \"Whosesonareyou?TheFrantic\'s?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"So。Doyouwishmetopromptyoualways?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Andwhatwillyougivemeforit?\"

  Fomathoughtawhileandasked:

  \"Anddoyouknowitallyourself?\"

  \"I?Iamthebestpupil。You\'llseeforyourself。\"

  \"Hey,there!Yozhov,youaretalkingagain?\"criedtheteacher,faintly。

  Yozhovjumpedtohisfeetandsaidboldly:

  \"It\'snotI,IvanAndreyich——it\'sGordyeeff。\"

  \"Bothofthemwerewhispering,\"announcedSmolin,serenely。

  Wrinklinghisfacemournfullyandmovinghisbiglipcomically,theteacherreprimandedthemall,buthiswordsdidnotpreventYozhovfromwhisperingimmediately:

  \"Verywell,Smolin!I\'llrememberyoufortelling。\"

  \"Well,whydoyoublameitallonthenewboy?\"askedSmolin,inalowvoice,withouteventurninghisheadtothem。

  \"Allright,allright,\"hissedYozhov。

  Fomawassilent,lookingaskanceathisbriskneighbour,whoatoncepleasedhimandrousedinhimadesiretogetasfaraspossibleawayfromhim。DuringrecesshelearnedfromYozhovthatSmolin,too,wasrich,beingthesonofatan-yardproprietor,andthatYozhovhimselfwasthesonofaguardattheCourtofExchequer,andverypoor。Thelastwasclearlyevidentbytheadroitboy\'scostume,madeofgrayfustianandadornedwithpatchesonthekneesandelbows;byhispale,hungry-lookingface;and,byhissmall,angularandbonyfigure。Thisboyspokeinametallicalto,elucidatinghiswordswithgrimacesandgesticulations,andheoftenusedwordswhosemeaningwasknownbuttohimself。

  \"We\'llbefriends,\"heannouncedtoFoma。

  \"Whydidyoucomplaintotheteacheraboutme?\"GordyeeffremindedYozhov,lookingathimsuspiciously。

  \"There!What\'sthedifferencetoyou?Youareanewscholarandrich。Theteacherisnotexactingwiththerich。AndIamapoorhanger-on;hedoesn\'tlikeme,becauseIamimpudentandbecauseIneverbringhimanypresents。IfIhadbeenabadpupilhewouldhaveexpelledmelongago。YouknowI\'llgototheGymnasiumfromhere。I\'llpassthesecondclassandthenI\'llleave。Alreadyastudentispreparingmeforthesecondclass。

  ThereI\'llstudysothattheycan\'tholdmeback!Howmanyhorsesdoyouhave?\"

  \"Three。Whatdoyouneedtostudysomuchfor?\"askedFoma。

  \"BecauseIampoor。Thepoormuststudyhardsothattheymaybecomerich。Theybecomedoctors,functionaries,officers。I

  shallbea\'tinkler。\'Aswordatmyside,spuronmyboots。

  Cling,cling!Andwhatareyougoingtobe?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidFoma,pensively,examininghiscompanion。

  \"Youneednotbeanything。Andareyoufondofpigeons?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Whatagood-for-nothingyouare!Oh!Eh!\"YozhovimitatedFoma\'sslowwayofspeaking。\"Howmanypigeonsdoyouhave?\"

  \"Ihavenone。\"

  \"Eh,you!Rich,andyetyouhavenopigeons。EvenIhavethree。

  IfmyfatherhadbeenrichIwouldhavehadahundredpigeonsandchasedthemalldaylong。Smolinhaspigeons,too,fineones!

  Fourteen。Hemademeapresentofone。Only,heisgreedy。Allthericharegreedy。Andyou,areyougreedy,too?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidFoma,irresolutely。

  \"ComeuptoSmolin\'sandthethreeofustogetherwillchasethepigeons。\"

  \"Verywell。Iftheyletme。\"

  \"Why,doesnotyourfatherlikeyou?\"

  \"Hedoeslikeme。\"

  \"Well,then,he\'llletyougo。Onlydon\'ttellhimthatIamcoming。Perhapshewouldnotletyougowithme。TellhimyouwanttogotoSmolin\'s。Smolin!\"

  Aplumpboycameuptothem,andYozhovaccostedhim,shakinghisheadreproachfully:

  \"Eh,youred-headedslanderer!Itisn\'tworthwhiletobefriendswithyou,blockhead!\"

  \"Whydoyouabuseme?\"askedSmolin,calmly,examiningFomafixedly。

  \"Iamnotabusingyou;Iamtellingthetruth,\"Yozhovexplained,straighteninghimselfwithanimation。\"Listen!Althoughyouareakissel,but——letitgo!We\'llcomeuptoseeyouonSundayaftermass。\"

  \"Come,\"Smolinnoddedhishead。

  \"We\'llcomeup。They\'llringthebellsoon。Imustruntosellthesiskin,\"declaredYozhov,pullingoutofhispocketapaperpackage,whereinsomelivethingwasstruggling。Andhedisappearedfromtheschool-yardasmercuryfromthepalmofahand。

  \"Whataqueerfellowheis!\"saidFoma,dumfoundedbyYozhov\'sadroitnessandlookingatSmolininterrogatively。

  \"Heisalwayslikethis。He\'sveryclever,\"thered-headedboyexplained。

  \"Andcheerful,too,\"addedFoma。

  \"Cheerful,too,\"Smolinassented。Thentheybecamesilent,lookingateachother。

  \"Willyoucomeupwithhimtomyhouse?\"askedthered-headedboy。

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Comeup。It\'snicethere。\"

  Fomasaidnothingtothis。ThenSmolinaskedhim:

  \"Haveyoumanyfriends?\"

  \"Ihavenone。\"

  \"NeitherdidIhaveanyfriendsbeforeIwenttoschool。Onlycousins。Nowyou\'llhavetwofriendsatonce。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidFoma。

  \"Areyouglad?\"

  \"I\'mglad。\"

  \"Whenyouhavelotsoffriends,itislively。Anditiseasiertostudy,too——theypromptyou。\"

  \"Andareyouagoodpupil?\"

  \"Ofcourse!Idoeverythingwell,\"saidSmolin,calmly。

  Thebellbegantobangasthoughithadbeenfrightenedandwashastilyrunningsomewhere。

  Sittinginschool,Fomabegantofeelsomewhatfreer,andcomparedhisfriendswiththerestoftheboys。Hesoonlearnedthattheybothweretheverybestboysinschoolandthattheywerethefirsttoattracteverybody\'sattention,evenasthetwofigures5and7,whichhadnotyetbeenwipedofftheblackboard。

  AndFomafeltverymuchpleasedthathisfriendswerebetterthananyoftheotherboys。

  Theyallwenthomefromschooltogether,butYozhovsoonturnedintosomenarrowsidestreet,whileSmolinwalkedwithFomauptohisveryhouse,and,departing,said:

  \"Yousee,webothgohomethesameway,too。\"

  AthomeFomawasmetwithpomp:hisfathermadehimapresentofaheavysilverspoon,withaningeniousmonogramonit,andhisauntgavehimascarfknittedbyherself。Theywereawaitinghimfordinner,havingpreparedhisfavouritedishesforhim,andassoonashetookoffhiscoat,seatedhimatthetableandbegantoplyhimwithquestions。

  \"Well,howwasit?Howdidyouliketheschool?\"askedIgnat,lookinglovinglyathisson\'srosy,animatedface。

  \"Prettygood。It\'snice!\"repliedFoma。

  \"Mydarling!\"sighedhisaunt,withfeeling,\"lookout,holdyourownwithyourfriends。Assoonastheyoffendyoutellyourteachersaboutit。\"

  \"Goon。Whatelsewillyoutellhim?\"Ignatsmiled。\"Neverdothat!Trytogetsquarewitheveryoffenderyourself,punishhimwithyourownhand,notwithsomebodyelse\'s。Arethereanygoodfellowsthere?\"

  \"Therearetwo,\"Fomasmiled,recallingYozhov。\"Oneofthemissobold——terrible!\"

  \"Whoseishe?\"

  \"Aguard\'sson。\"

  \"Mm!Bolddidyousay?\"

  \"Dreadfullybold!\"

  \"Well,lethimbe!Andtheother?\"

  \"Theotheroneisred-headed。Smolin。\"

  \"Ah!EvidentlyMitryIvanovitch\'sson。Sticktohim,he\'sgoodcompany。Mitryisacleverpeasant。Ifthesontakesafterhisfatheritisallright。Butthatotherone——youknow,Foma,youhadbetterinvitethemtoourhouseonSunday。I\'llbuysomepresentsandyoucantreatthem。We\'llseewhatsortofboystheyare。\"

  \"SmolinaskedmetocometohimthisSunday,\"saidFoma,lookingupathisfatherquestioningly。

  \"So。Well,youmaygo!That\'sallright,go。Observewhatkindofpeoplethereareintheworld。Youcannotpassyourlifealone,withoutfriendship。YourgodfatherandI,forinstance,havebeenfriendsformorethantwentyyears,andIhaveprofitedagreatdealbyhiscommonsense。Soyou,too,trytobefriendlywiththosethatarebetterandwiserthanyou。Rubagainstagoodman,likeacoppercoinagainstsilver,andyoumaythenpassforasilvercoinyourself。\"

  And,burstingintolaughterathiscomparison,Ignataddedseriously:

  \"Iwasonlyjesting。Trytobe,notartificial,butgenuine。Andhavesomecommonsense,nomatterhowlittle,butyourown。Haveyoumanylessonstodo?\"

  \"Many!\"sighedtheboy,andtohissigh,likeanecho,hisauntansweredwithaheavysigh。

  \"Well,study。Don\'tbeworsethanothersatschool。Although,I\'lltellyou,evenifthereweretwenty-fiveclassesinyourschool,theycouldneverteachyouthereanythingsavereading,writingandarithmetic。Youmayalsolearnsomenaughtythings,butGodprotectyou!Ishallgiveyouaterriblespankingifyoudo。IfyousmoketobaccoI\'llcutyourlipsoff。\"

  \"RememberGod,Fomushka,\"saidtheaunt。\"Seethatyoudon\'tforgetourLord。\"

  \"That\'strue!HonourGodandyourfather。ButIwishtotellyouthatschoolbooksarebutatrivialmatter。Youneedtheseasacarpenterneedsanadzeandapointer。Theyaretools,butthetoolscannotteachyouhowtomakeuseofthem。Understand?Letussee:Supposeanadzewerehandedtoacarpenterforhimtosquareabeamwithit。It\'snotenoughtohavehandsandanadze;

  itisalsonecessaryforhimtoknowhowtostrikethewoodsoasnottohithisfootinstead。Toyoutheknowledgeofreadingandwritingisgiven,andyoumustregulateyourlifewithit。Thusitfollowsthatbooksalonearebutatrifleinthismatter;itisnecessarytobeabletotakeadvantageofthem。Anditisthisabilitythatismorecunningthananybooks,andyetnothingaboutitiswritteninthebooks。This,Foma,youmustlearnfromLifeitself。Abookisadeadthing,youmaytakeitasyouplease,youmaytearit,breakit——itwillnotcryout。Whileshouldyoubutmakeasinglewrongstepinlife,orwronglyoccupyaplaceinit,Lifewillstarttobawlatyouinathousandvoices;itwilldealyouablow,fellingyoutotheground。\"

  Foma,hiselbowsleaningonthetable,attentivelylistenedtohisfather,andunderthesoundofhispowerfulvoicehepicturedtohimselfnowthecarpentersquaringabeam,nowhimself,hishandsoutstretched,carefullyandstealthilyapproachingsomecolossalandlivingthing,anddesiringtograspthatterriblesomething。

  \"Amanmustpreservehimselfforhisworkandmustbethoroughlyacquaintedwiththeroadtoit。Aman,dear,islikethepilotonaship。Inyouth,asathightide,gostraight!Awayisopentoyoueverywhere。Butyoumustknowwhenitistimetosteer。Thewatersrecede——hereyouseeasandbank,there,arock;itisnecessarytoknowallthisandtoslipoffintime,inordertoreachtheharboursafeandsound。\"

  \"Iwillreachit!\"saidtheboy,lookingathisfatherproudlyandwithconfidence。

  \"Eh?Youspeakcourageously!\"Ignatburstintolaughter。Andtheauntalsobegantolaughkindly。

  SincehistripwithhisfatherontheVolga,Fomabecamemorelivelyandtalkativeathome,withhisfather,withhisauntandwithMayakin。Butonthestreet,inanewplace,orinthepresenceofstrangers,hewasalwaysgloomy,alwayslookingabouthimwithsuspicion,asthoughhefeltsomethinghostiletohimeverywhere,somethinghiddenfromhimspyingonhim。

  Atnightshesometimesawokeofasuddenandlistenedforalongtimetothesilenceabouthim,fixedlystaringintothedarkwithwide-openeyes。Andthenhisfather\'sstoriesweretransformedbeforehimintoimagesandpictures。Withoutbeingawareofit,hemixedupthosestorieswithhisaunt\'sfairy-tales,thuscreatingforhimselfachaosofadventureswhereinthebrightcoloursoffantasywerewhimsicallyintertwinedwiththesternshadesofreality。Thisresultedinsomethingcolossal,incomprehensible;theboyclosedhiseyesanddroveitallawayfromhimandtriedtochecktheplayofhisimagination,whichfrightenedhim。Invainheattemptedtofallasleep,andthechamberbecamemoreandmorecrowdedwithdarkimages。Thenhequietlyrousedhisaunt。

  \"Auntie!Auntie!\"

  \"What?Christbewithyou。\"

  \"I\'llcometoyou,\"whisperedFoma。

  \"Why?Sleep,darling,sleep。\"

  \"Iamafraid,\"confessedtheboy。

  \"Youbettersaytoyourself,\'AndtheLordwillriseagain,\'thenyouwon\'tbeafraid。\"

  Fomalieswithhiseyesopenandsaystheprayer。Thesilenceofthenightpicturesitselfbeforehimintheformofanendlessexpanseofperfectlycalm,darkwater,whichhasoverflowedeverythingandcongealed;thereisnotarippleonit,notashadowofamotion,andneitheristhereanythingwithinit,althoughitisbottomlesslydeep。Itisveryterribleforonetolookdownfromthedarkatthisdeadwater。Butnowthesoundofthenightwatchman\'smalletisheard,andtheboyseesthatthesurfaceofthewaterisbeginningtotremble,and,coveringthesurfacewithripples,lightlittleballsaredancinguponit。Thesoundofthebellonthesteeple,withonemightyswing,bringsallthewaterinagitationanditisslightlytremblingfromthatsound;abigspotoflightisalsotrembling,spreadinglightuponthewater,radiatingfromitscentreintothedarkdistance,theregrowingpaleranddyingout。Againthereiswearyanddeathlikereposeinthisdarkdesert。

  \"Auntie,\"whispersFoma,beseechingly。

  \"Dearest?\"

  \"Iamcomingtoyou。\"

  \"Come,then,come,mydarling。\"

  Goingoverintoauntie\'sbed,hepressesclosetoher,begging:

  \"Tellmesomething。\"

  \"Atnight?\"protestsauntie,sleepily。

  \"Please。\"

  Hedoesnothavetoaskherlong。Yawning,hereyesclosed,theoldwomanbeginsslowlyinavoicegrownheavywithsleep:

  \"Well,mydearsir,inacertainkingdom,inacertainempire,therelivedamanandhiswife,andtheywereverypoor。Theyweresounfortunatethattheyhadnothingtoeat。Theywouldgoaroundbegging,somebodywouldgivethemacrustofstalebreadandthatwouldkeepthemforawhile。Anditcametopassthatthewifebegotachild——achildwasborn——itwasnecessarytochristenit,but,beingpoor,theycouldnotentertainthegodparentsandtheguests,sonobodycametochristenthechild。

  Theytriedthisandtheytriedthat——yetnobodycame。AndtheybegantopraytotheLord,\'0hLord!0hLord!\'\"

  FomaknewthisawfulstoryaboutGod\'sgodchild。Hehadhearditmorethanonceandwasalreadypicturingtohimselfthisgodchildridingonawhitehorsetohisgodfatherandgodmother;hewasridinginthedarkness,overthedesert,andhesawtherealltheunbearablemiseriestowhichsinnersarecondemned。Andheheardtheirfaintmoansandrequests:

  \"Oh!Man!AsktheLordyethowlongarewetosufferhere!\"

  ThenitappearedtoFomathatitwashewhowasridingatnightonthewhitehorse,andthatthemoansandtheimploringswereaddressedtohim。Hisheartcontractswithsomeincomprehensibledesire;sorrowcompressedhisbreastandtearsgatheredinhiseyes,whichhehadfirmlyclosedandnowfearedtoopen。

  Heistossingaboutinhisbedrestlessly,\"Sleep,mychild。Christbewithyou!\"saystheoldwoman,interruptinghertaleofmensufferingfortheirsins。

  ButinthemorningaftersuchanightFomarosesoundandcheerful,washedhimselfhastily,drankhisteainhasteandranofftoschool,providedwithsweetcakes,whichwereawaitedbythealwayshungrylittleYozhov,whogreedilysubsistedonhisrichfriend\'sgenerosity。

  \"Gotanythingtoeat?\"heaccostedFoma,turninguphissharp-pointednose。\"Letmehaveit,forIleftthehousewithouteatinganything。

  Islepttoolong,deviltakeit!Istudieduptotwoo\'clocklastnight。Haveyousolvedyourproblems?\"

  \"No,Ihaven\'t。\"

  \"Eh,youlazybones!Well,I\'lldashthemoffforyoudirectly!\"

  Drivinghissmall,thinteethintothecakes,hepurredsomethinglikeakitten,stampedhisleftfoot,beatingtime,andatthesametimesolvedtheproblem,rattlingoffshortphrasestoFoma:

  \"See?Eightbucketfulsleakedoutinonehour。Andhowmanyhoursdiditleak——six?Eh,whatgoodthingstheyeatinyourhouse!

  Consequently,wemustmultiplysixbyeight。Doyoulikecakewithgreenonions?Oh,howIlikeit!Sothatinsixhoursforty-

  eightbucketfulsleakedoutofthefirstgauge-cock。Andaltogetherthetubcontainedninety。Doyouunderstandtherest?\"

  FomalikedYozhovbetterthanSmolin,buthewasmorefriendlywithSmolin。Hewonderedattheabilityandthesprightlinessofthelittlefellow。HesawthatYozhovwasmorecleverandbetterthanhimself;heenviedhim,andfeltoffendedonthataccount,andatthesametimehepitiedhimwiththecondescendingcompassionofasatisfiedmanforahungryone。Perhapsitwasthisverycompassionthatpreventedhimfrompreferringthisbrightboytotheboringred-headedSmolin。Yozhov,fondofhavingalaughattheexpenseofhiswell-fedfriends,toldthemquiteoften:\"Eh,youarelittletrunksfullofcakes!\"

  Fomawasangrywithhimforhissneers,andoneday,touchedtothequick,saidwickedlyandwithcontempt:

  \"Andyouareabeggar——apauper!\"

  Yozhov\'syellowfacebecameovercast,andherepliedslowly:

  \"Verywell,sobeit!Ishallneverpromptyouagain——andyou\'llbelikealogofwood!\"

  Andtheydidnotspeaktoeachotherforaboutthreedays,verymuchtotheregretoftheteacher,whoduringthesedayshadtogivethelowestmarkingstothesonoftheesteemedIgnatMatveyich。

  Yozhovkneweverything:herelatedatschoolhowtheprocurator\'schambermaidgavebirthtoachild,andthatforthistheprocurator\'swifepouredhotcoffeeoverherhusband;hecouldtellwhereandwhenitwasbesttocatchperch;heknewhowtomaketrapsandcagesforbirds;hecouldgiveadetailedaccountofhowthesoldierhadhangedhimselfinthegarretofthearmoury,andknewfromwhichofthepupils\'parentstheteacherhadreceivedapresentthatdayandpreciselywhatsortofapresentitwas。

  ThesphereofSmolin\'sknowledgeandinterestswasconfinedtothemerchant\'smodeoflife,and,aboveall,thered-headedboywasfondofjudgingwhetherthismanwasricherthanthat,valuingandpricingtheirhouses,theirvesselsandtheirhorses。

  Allthisheknewtoperfection,andspokeofitwithenthusiasm。

  LikeFoma,heregardedYozhovwiththesamecondescendingpity,butmoreasafriendandequal。WheneverGordyeeffquarrelledwithYozhov,Smolinhastenedtoreconcilethem,andhesaidtoFomaoneday,ontheirwayhome:

  \"WhydoyoualwaysquarrelwithYozhov?\"

  \"Well,whyishesoself-conceited?\"saidFoma,angrily。

  \"Heisproudbecauseyouneverknowyourlessons,andhealwayshelpsyouout。Heisclever。Andbecauseheispoor——ishetoblameforthat?

  Hecanlearnanythinghewantsto,andhewillberich,too。\"

  \"Heislikeamosquito,\"saidFoma,disdainfully;\"hewillbuzzandbuzz,andthenofasuddenwillbite。\"

  Buttherewassomethinginthelifeoftheseboysthatunitedthemall;therewerehourswhentheconsciousnessofdifferenceintheirnaturesandpositionswasentirelylost。OnSundaystheyallgatheredatSmolin\'s,and,gettingupontheroofofthewing,wheretheyhadanenormouspigeon-house,theyletthepigeonsloose。

  Thebeautiful,well-fedbirds,rufflingtheirsnow-whitewings,dartedoutofthepigeon-houseonebyone,and,seatingthemselvesinarowontheridgeoftheroof,and,illuminedbythesun,cooing,flauntedbeforetheboys。

  \"Scarethem!\"imploredYozhov,tremblingforimpatience。

  Smolinswungapolewithabast-wispfastenedtoitsend,andwhistled。

  Thefrightenedpigeonsrushedintotheair,fillingitwiththehurriedflappingoftheirwings。Andnow,outliningbigcircles,theyeasilysoarupwards,intothebluedepthsofthesky;theyfloathigherandhigher,theirsilverandsnow-whitefeathersflashing。Someofthemarestrivingtoreachthedomeoftheskieswiththelightsoaringofthefalcon,theirwingsoutstretchedwideandalmostmotionless;othersplay,turnoverintheair,nowdroppingdownwardinasnowylump,nowdartinguplikeanarrow。Nowtheentireflockseemsasthoughhangingmotionlessinthedesertofthesky,and,growingsmallerandsmaller,seemstosinkinit。Withheadsthrownback,theboysadmirethebirdsinsilence,withouttakingtheireyesfromthem——

  theirtiredeyes,soradiantwithcalmjoy,notaltogetherfreefromenvyingthesewingedcreatures,whichsofreelytookflightfromearthupintothepureandcalmatmospherefulloftheglitterofthesun。Thesmallgroupofscarcelyvisibledots,nowmerespecksintheazureofthesky,leadsontheimaginationofthechildren,andYozhovexpressestheircommonfeelingwhen,inalowvoice,hesaysthoughtfully:

  \"That\'sthewayweoughttofly,friends。\"

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