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  OUTofthedarkestdepthsoflife,whereviceandcrimeandmiseryabound,comestheByronofthetwentiethcentury,thepoetofthevagabondandtheproletariat,MaximGorky。Notlikethebeggar,humblyimploringforacrustinthenameoftheLord,norlikethejewellerdisplayinghispreciousstonestodazzleandtempttheeye,hecomestotheworld,——nay,inaccentsofTyrtaeusthiscommonerofNizhniNovgorodspursonhistroopsoffreedom-lovingheroestoconquer,asitwere,theplacid,self-

  satisfiedliteraturesofto-day,andbringnewlifetopale,bloodlessframes。

  LikeByron\'simpassionedutterances,\"borneonthetonesofawildandquiteartlessmelody,\"isGorky\'smad,unbridled,powerfulvoice,ashesingsofthe\"madnessofthebrave,\"ofthebarefooteddreamers,whoareproudoftheiridleness,whopossessnothingandfearnothing,whoaregayintheirmisery,thoughmiserableintheirjoy。

  Gorky\'svoiceisnotthecalm,cultivated,well-balancedvoiceofChekhov,theRussianDeMaupassant,noreventheapostolic,well-

  meaning,butcomparativelyfaintvoiceofTolstoy,thepreacher:

  itistheroaringofalion,thecrashofthunder。Initselementarypoweristheheart。rendingcryofasincerebutsufferingsoulthatsawthebrutalityoflifeinallitshorrors,andnowflingsitsexperiencesintothefaceoftheworldwithunequalledsympathyandthecourageofagiant。

  ForGorky,aboveall,hascourage;hedarestosaythathefindsthevagabond,theoutcastofsociety,moresublimeandsignificantthansocietyitself。

  HisBosyak,thesymbolicincarnationoftheOver-man,isasnaiveandasboldasachild——orasagenius。Inthevehementpassionsofthemagnanimous,compassionateherointatters,inthearistocracyofhissoul,andinhisconstantthirstforFreedom,Gorkyseestherebelliousandirreconcilablespiritofman,offutureman,——intheseheseessomethingbeautiful,somethingpowerful,somethingmonumental,andiscarriedawaybytheirstrangepsychology。Forthebarefooteddreamer\'slifeisGorky\'slife,hisidealsareGorky\'sideals,hispleasuresandpains,Gorky\'spleasuresandpains。

  AndGorky,thoughbrokeninhealthnow,buffetedbythestormsoffate,bruisedandwoundedinthebattle-fieldoflife,stilllikeByronandlikeLermontov,\"——seeksthestormAsthoughthestormcontainedrepose。\"

  Andinaleoninevoicehecriesdefiantly:

  \"Letthestormragewithgreaterforceandfury!\"

  HERMANBERNSTEIN。

  September20,1901。

  FOMAGORDYEEF

  DedicatedtoANTONP。CHEKHOV

  ByMaximGorkyCHAPTERI

  ABOUTsixtyyearsago,whenfortunesofmillionshadbeenmadeontheVolgawithfairy-talerapidity,IgnatGordyeeff,ayoungfellow,wasworkingaswater-pumperononeofthebargesofthewealthymerchantZayev。

  Builtlikeagiant,handsomeandnotatallstupid,hewasoneofthosepeoplewhomluckalwaysfollowseverywhere——notbecausetheyaregiftedandindustrious,butratherbecause,havinganenormousstockofenergyattheircommand,theycannotstoptothinkoverthechoiceofmeanswhenontheirwaytowardtheiraims,and,exceptingtheirownwill,theyknownolaw。Sometimestheyspeakoftheirconsciencewithfear,sometimestheyreallytorturethemselvesstrugglingwithit,butconscienceisanunconquerablepowertothefaint-heartedonly;thestrongmasteritquicklyandmakeitaslavetotheirdesires,fortheyunconsciouslyfeelthat,givenroomandfreedom,consciencewouldfracturelife。Theysacrificedaystoit;andifitshouldhappenthatconscienceconqueredtheirsouls,theyareneverwrecked,evenindefeat——theyarejustashealthyandstrongunderitsswayaswhentheylivedwithoutconscience。

  AttheageoffortyIgnatGordyeeffwashimselftheownerofthreesteamersandtenbarges。OntheVolgahewasrespectedasarichandcleverman,butwasnicknamed\"Frantic,\"becausehislifedidnotflowalongastraightchannel,likethatofotherpeopleofhiskind,butnowandagain,boilingupturbulently,ranoutofitsrut,awayfromgain——theprimeaimofhisexistence。ItlookedasthoughtherewerethreeGordyeeffsinhim,orasthoughtherewerethreesoulsinIgnat\'sbody。Oneofthem,themightiest,wasonlygreedy,andwhenIgnatlivedaccordingtoitscommands,hewasmerelyamanseizedwithuntamablepassionforwork。Thispassionburnedinhimbydayandbynight,hewascompletelyabsorbedbyit,and,grabbingeverywherehundredsandthousandsofroubles,itseemedasifhecouldneverhaveenoughofthejingleandsoundofmoney。HeworkedaboutupanddowntheVolga,buildingandfasteningnetsinwhichhecaughtgold:heboughtupgraininthevillages,floatedittoRybinskonhisbarges;heplundered,cheated,sometimesnotnoticingit,sometimesnoticing,and,triumphant,beopenlylaughedatbyhisvictims;andinthesenselessnessofhisthirstformoney,herosetotheheightsofpoetry。But,givingupsomuchstrengthtothishuntaftertherouble,hewasnotgreedyinthenarrowsense,andsometimesheevenbetrayedaninconceivablebutsincereindifferencetohisproperty。Once,whentheicewasdriftingdowntheVolga,hestoodontheshore,and,seeingthattheicewasbreakinghisnewbarge,havingcrusheditagainstthebluffshore,heejaculated:

  \"That\'sit。Again。Crushit!Now,oncemore!Try!\"

  \"Well,Ignat,\"askedhisfriendMayakin,cominguptohim,\"theiceiscrushingabouttenthousandoutofyourpurse,eh?\"

  \"That\'snothing!I\'llmakeanotherhundred。ButlookhowtheVolgaisworking!Eh?Fine?Shecansplitthewholeworld,likecurd,withaknife。Look,look!Thereyouhavemy\'Boyarinya!\'

  Shefloatedbutonce。Well,we\'llhavemasssaidforthedead。\"

  Thebargewascrushedintosplinters。Ignatandthegodfather,sittinginthetavernontheshore,drankvodkaandlookedoutofthewindow,watchingthefragmentsofthe\"Boyarinya\"driftingdowntherivertogetherwiththeice。

  \"Areyousorryforthevessel,Ignat?\"askedMayakin。

  \"WhyshouldIbesorryforit?TheVolgagaveittome,andtheVolgahastakenitback。Itdidnottearoffmyhand。\"

  \"Nevertheless。\"

  \"What——nevertheless?ItisgoodatleastthatIsawhowitwasalldone。It\'salessonforthefuture。Butwhenmy\'Volgar\'wasburned——Iwasreallysorry——Ididn\'tseeit。Howbeautifulitmusthavelookedwhensuchawoodpilewasblazingonthewaterinthedarknight!Eh?Itwasanenormoussteamer。\"

  \"Weren\'tyousorryforthateither?\"

  \"Forthesteamer?Itistrue,Ididfeelsorryforthesteamer。

  Butthenitismerefoolishnesstofeelsorry!What\'stheuse?I

  mighthavecried;tearscannotextinguishfire。Letthesteamersburn。Andeventhougheverythingbeburneddown,I\'dspituponit!Ifthesoulisbutburningtowork,everythingwillbeerectedanew。Isn\'titso?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMayakin,smiling。\"Thesearestrongwordsyousay。

  Andwhoeverspeaksthatway,eventhoughhelosesall,willneverthelessberich。\"

  Regardinglossesofthousandsofroublessophilosophically,Ignatknewthevalueofeverykopeika;hegavetothepoorveryseldom,andonlytothosethatwerealtogetherunabletowork。

  Whenamoreorlesshealthymanaskedhimforalms,Ignatwouldsay,sternly:

  \"Getaway!Youcanworkyet。Gotomydvornikandhelphimtoremovethedung。I\'llpayyouforit。\"

  Wheneverhehadbeencarriedawaybyhisworkheregardedpeoplemoroselyandpiteously,nordidhegivehimselfrestwhilehuntingforroubles。Andsuddenly——itusuallyhappenedinspring,wheneverythingonearthbecamesobewitchinglybeautifulandsomethingreproachfullywildwasbreatheddownintothesoulfromtheclearsky——IgnatGordyeeffwouldfeelthathewasnotthemasterofhisbusiness,butitslowslave。Hewouldlosehimselfinthoughtand,inquisitivelylookingabouthimselffromunderhisthick,knittedeyebrows,walkaboutfordays,angryandmorose,asthoughsilentlyaskingsomething,whichhefearedtoaskaloud。Theyawakenedhisothersoul,theturbulentandlustfulsoulofahungrybeast。Insolentandcynical,hedrank,ledadepravedlife,andmadedrunkardsofotherpeople。Hewentintoecstasy,andsomethinglikeavolcanooffilthboiledwithinhim。Itlookedasthoughhewasmadlytearingthechainswhichhehimselfhadforgedandcarried,andwasnotstrongenoughtotearthem。Excitedandverydirty,hisfaceswollenfromdrunkennessandsleeplessness,hiseyeswanderingmadly,androaringinahoarsevoice,hetrampedaboutthetownfromonetaverntoanother,threwawaymoneywithoutcountingit,criedanddancedtothesadtunesofthefolksongs,orfought,butfoundnorestanywhere——inanything。

  Ithappenedonedaythatadegradedpriest,ashort,stoutlittlebald-headedmaninatorncassock,chancedonIgnat,andstucktohim,justasapieceofmudwillsticktoashoe。Animpersonal,deformedandnastycreature,heplayedthepartofabuffoon:

  theysmearedhisbaldheadwithmustard,madehimgouponall-

  fours,drinkmixturesofdifferentbrandiesanddancecomicaldances;hedidallthisinsilence,anidioticsmileonhiswrinkledface,andhavingdonewhathewastoldtodo,heinvariablysaid,outstretchinghishandwithhispalmupward:

  \"Givemearouble。\"

  Theylaughedathimandsometimesgavehimtwentykopeiks,sometimesgavehimnothing,butitsometimeshappenedthattheythrewhimaten-roublebillandevenmore。

  \"Youabominablefellow,\"criedIgnattohimoneday。\"Say,whoareyou?\"

  Thepriestwasfrightenedbythecall,andbowinglowtoIgnat,wassilent。

  \"Who?Speak!\"roaredIgnat。

  \"Iamaman——tobeabused,\"answeredthepriest,andthecompanyburstoutlaughingathiswords。

  \"Areyouarascal?\"askedIgnat,sternly。

  \"Arascal?Becauseofneedandtheweaknessofmysoul?\"

  \"Comehere!\"Ignatcalledhim。\"Comeandsitdownbymyside。\"

  Tremblingwithfear,thepriestwalkeduptotheintoxicatedmerchantwithtimidstepsandremainedstandingoppositehim。

  \"Sitdownbesideme!\"saidIgnat,takingthefrightenedpriestbythehandandseatinghimnexttohimself。\"Youareaverynearmantome。Iamalsoarascal!You,becauseofneed;I,becauseofwantonness。Iamarascalbecauseofgrief!Understand?\"

  \"Iunderstand,\"saidthepriest,softly。Allthecompanyweregiggling。

  \"DoyouknownowwhatIam?\"

  \"Ido。\"

  \"Well,say,\'Youarearascal,Ignat!\'\"

  Thepriestcouldnotdoit。HelookedwithterroratthehugefigureofIgnatandshookhisheadnegatively。Thecompany\'slaughterwasnowliketherattlingofthunder。Ignatcouldnotmakethepriestabusehim。Thenheaskedhim:

  \"ShallIgiveyoumoney?\"

  \"Yes,\"quicklyansweredthepriest。

  \"Andwhatdoyouneeditfor?\"

  Hedidnotcaretoanswer。ThenIgnatseizedhimbythecollar,andshookoutofhisdirtylipsthefollowingspeech,whichhespokealmostinawhisper,tremblingwithfear:

  \"Ihaveadaughtersixteenyearsoldintheseminary。Isaveforher,becausewhenshecomesouttherewon\'tbeanythingwithwhichtocoverhernakedness。\"

  \"Ah,\"saidIgnat,andletgothepriest\'scollar。Thenhesatforalongtimegloomyandlostinthought,andnowandagainstaredatthepriest。Suddenlyhiseyesbegantolaugh,andhesaid:

  \"Aren\'tyoualiar,drunkard?\"

  Thepriestsilentlymadethesignofthecrossandloweredhisheadonhisbreast。

  \"Itisthetruth!\"saidoneofthecompany,confirmingthepriest\'swords。

  \"True?Verywell!\"shoutedIgnat,and,strikingthetablewithhisfist,headdressedhimselftothepriest:

  \"Eh,you!Sellmeyourdaughter!Howmuchwillyoutake?\"

  Thepriestshookhisheadandshrankback。

  \"Onethousand!\"

  Thecompanygiggled,seeingthatthepriestwasshrinkingasthoughcoldwaterwasbeingpouredonhim。

  \"Two!\"roaredIgnat,withflashingeyes。

  \"What\'sthematterwithyou?Howisit?\"mutteredthepriest,stretchingoutbothhandstoIgnat。

  \"Three!\"

  \"IgnatMatveyich!\"criedthepriest,inathin,ringingvoice。

  \"ForGod\'ssake!ForChrist\'ssake!Enough!I\'llsellher!ForherownsakeI\'llsellher!\"

  Inhissickly,sharpvoicewasheardathreattosomeone,andhiseyes,unnoticedbyanybodybefore,flashedlikecoals。Buttheintoxicatedcrowdonlylaughedathimfoolishly。

  \"Silence!\"criedIgnat,sternly,straighteninghimselftohisfulllengthandflashinghiseyes。

  \"Don\'tyouunderstand,devils,what\'sgoingonhere?It\'senoughtomakeonecry,whileyougiggle。\"

  Hewalkeduptothepriest,wentdownonhiskneesbeforehim,andsaidtohimfirmly:

  \"FathernowyouseewhatarascalIam。Well,spitintomyface!\"

  Somethinguglyandridiculoustookplace。Thepriesttoo,kneltbeforeIgnat,andlikeahugeturtle,creptaroundnearhisfeet,kissedhiskneesandmutteredsomething,sobbing。Ignatbentoverhim,liftedhimfromthefloorandcriedtohim,commandingandbegging:

  \"Spit!Spitrightintomyshamelesseyes!\"

  Thecompany,stupefiedforamomentbyIgnat\'ssternvoice,laughedagainsothatthepanesrattledinthetavernwindows。

  \"I\'llgiveyouahundredroubles。Spit!\"

  Andthepriestcreptoverthefloorandsobbedforfear,orforhappiness,tohearthatthismanwasbegginghimtodosomethingdegradingtohimself。

  FinallyIgnatarosefromthefloor,kickedthepriest,and,flingingathimapackageofmoney,saidmorosely,withasmile:

  \"Rabble!Canamanrepentbeforesuchpeople?Someareafraidtohearofrepentance,otherslaughatasinner。Iwasabouttounburdenmyselfcompletely;thehearttrembled。Letme,I

  thought。No,Ididn\'tthinkatall。Justso!Getoutofhere!Andseethatyounevershowyourselftomeagain。Doyouhear?\"

  \"Oh,aqueerfellow!\"saidthecrowd,somewhatmoved。

  Legendswerecomposedabouthisdrinkingboutsintown;everybodycensuredhimstrictly,butnooneeverdeclinedhisinvitationtothosedrinkingbouts。Thushelivedforweeks。

  Andunexpectedlyheusedtocomehome,notyetaltogetherfreedfromtheodourofthekabaks,butalreadycrestfallenandquiet。

  Withhumblydowncasteyes,inwhichshamewasburningnow,hesilentlylistenedtohiswife\'sreproaches,and,humbleandmeekasalamb,wentawaytohisroomandlockedhimselfin。Formanyhoursinsuccessionhekneltbeforethecross,loweringhisheadonhisbreast;hishandshunghelplessly,hisbackwasbent,andhewassilent,asthoughhedarednotpray。Hiswifeusedtocomeuptothedoorontiptoeandlisten。Deepsighswereheardfrombehindthedoor——likethebreathingofatiredandsicklyhorse。

  \"God!Yousee,\"whisperedIgnatinamuffledvoice,firmlypressingthepalmsofhishandstohisbroadbreast。

  Duringthedaysofrepentancehedranknothingbutwaterandateonlyryebread。

  Inthemorninghiswifeplacedatthedoorofhisroomabigbottleofwater,aboutapoundandahalfofbread,andsalt。Heopenedthedoor,tookinthesevictualsandlockedhimselfinagain。Duringthistimehewasnotdisturbedinanyway;

  everybodytriedtoavoidhim。Afewdayslaterheagainappearedontheexchange,jested,laughed,madecontractstofurnishcornassharp-sightedasabirdofprey,arareexpertatanythingconcerninghisaffairs。

  ButinallthemoodsofIgnat\'slifetherewasonepassionatedesirethatneverlefthim——thedesiretohaveason;andtheolderhegrewthegreaterwasthisdesire。Veryoftensuchconversationasthistookplacebetweenhimandhiswife。Inthemorning,athertea,oratnoonduringdinnerhourhegloomilyglaredathiswife,astout,well-fedwoman,witharedfaceandsleepyeyes,andaskedher:

  \"Well,don\'tyoufeelanything?\"

  Sheknewwhathemeant,butsheinvariablyreplied:

  \"HowcanIhelpfeeling?Yourfistsarelikedumb-bells。\"

  \"YouknowwhatI\'mtalkingabout,youfool。\"

  \"Canonebecomepregnantfromsuchblows?\"

  \"It\'snotonaccountoftheblowsthatyoudon\'tbearanychildren;it\'sbecauseyoueattoomuch。Youfillyourstomachwithallsortsoffood——andthere\'snoroomforthechildtoengender。\"

  \"AsifIdidn\'tbearyouanychildren?\"

  \"Thoseweregirls,\"saidIgnat,reproachfully。\"Iwantason!Doyouunderstand?Ason,anheir!TowhomshallIgivemycapitalaftermydeath?Whoshallprayformysins?ShallIgiveittoacloister?Ihavegiventhemenough!OrshallIleaveittoyou?

  Whatafinepilgrimyouare!Eveninchurchyouthinkonlyoffishpies。IfIdie,you\'llmarryagain,andmymoneywillbeturnedovertosomefool。DoyouthinkthisiswhatIamworkingfor?\"

  Andhewasseizedwithsardonicanguish,forhefeltthathislifewasaimlessifheshouldhavenosontofollowhim。

  Duringthenineyearsoftheirmarriedlifehiswifehadbornehimfourdaughters,allofwhomhadpassedaway。WhileIgnathadawaitedtheirbirthtremblingly,hemournedtheirdeathbutlittle——atanyratetheywereunnecessarytohim。Hebegantobeathiswifeduringthesecondyearoftheirmarriedlife;atfirsthediditwhilebeingintoxicatedandwithoutanimosity,butjustaccordingtotheproverb:\"Loveyourwifelikeyoursoulandshakeherlikeapear-tree;\"butaftereachconfinement,deceivedinhisexpectation,hishatredforhiswifegrewstronger,andhebegantobeatherwithpleasure,inrevengefornotbearinghimason。

  OncewhileonbusinessintheprovinceofSamarsk,hereceivedatelegramfromrelativesathome,informinghimofhiswife\'sdeath。Hemadethesignofthecross,thoughtawhileandwrotetohisfriendMayakin:

  \"Buryherinmyabsence;lookaftermyproperty。\"

  Thenhewenttothechurchtoservethemassforthedead,and,havingprayedforthereposeofthelateAquilina\'ssoul,hebegantothinkthatitwasnecessaryforhimtomarryassoonaspossible。

  Hewasthenforty-threeyearsold,tall,broad-shouldered,withaheavybassvoice,likeanarch-deacon;hislargeeyeslookedboldandwisefromunderhisdarkeyebrows;inhissunburntface,overgrownwithathick,blackbeard,andinallhismightyfiguretherewasmuchtrulyRussian,crudeandhealthybeauty;inhiseasymotionsaswellasinhisslow,proudwalk,aconsciousnessofpowerwasevident——afirmconfidenceinhimself。Hewaslikedbywomenanddidnotavoidthem。

  Eresixmonthshadpassedafterthedeathofhiswife,hecourtedthedaughterofanUralCossack。Thefatherofthebride,notwithstandingthatIgnatwasknowneveninUralasa\"pranky\"

  man,gavehimhisdaughterinmarriage,andtowardautumnIgnatGordyeeffcamehomewithayoungCossack-wife。HernamewasNatalya。Tall,well-built,withlargeblueeyesandwithalongchestnutbraid,shewasaworthymatchforthehandsomeIgnat。Hewashappyandproudofhiswifeandlovedherwiththepassionateloveofahealthyman,buthesoonbegantocontemplateherthoughtfully,withavigilanteye。

  Seldomdidasmilecrosstheoval,demurefaceofhiswife——shewasalwaysthinkingofsomethingforeigntolife,andinhercalmblueeyessomethingdarkandmisanthropicwasflashingattimes。

  Whenevershewasfreefromhouseholddutiessheseatedherselfinthemostspaciousroombythewindow,andsattheresilentlyfortwoorthreehours。Herfacewasturnedtowardthestreet,butthelookofhereyeswassoindifferenttoeverythingthatlivedandmovedtherebeyondthewindow,andatthesametimeitwassofixedlydeep,asthoughshewerelookingintoherverysoul。Andherwalk,too,wasqueer。Natalyamovedaboutthespaciousroomslowlyandcarefully,asifsomethinginvisiblerestrainedthefreedomofhermovements。Theirhousewasfilledwithheavyandcoarselyboastfulluxury;everythingtherewasresplendent,screamingoftheproprietor\'swealth,buttheCossack-wifewalkedpastthecostlyfurnitureandthesilverwareinashyandsomewhatfrightenedmanner,asthoughfearinglesttheymightseizeandchokeher。Evidently,thenoisylifeofthebigcommercialtowndidnotinterestthissilentwoman,andwhenevershewentoutdrivingwithherhusband,hereyeswerefixedonthebackofthedriver。Whenherhusbandtookhervisitingshewentandbehavedtherejustasqueerlyasathome;whenguestscametoherhouse,shezealouslyservedthemrefreshments,takingnointerestwhateverinwhatwassaid,andshowingpreferencetowardnone。OnlyMayakin,awitty,drollman,attimescalledforthonherfaceasmile,asvagueasashadow。Heusedtosayofher:

  \"It\'satree——notawoman!Butlifeislikeaninextinguishablewood-pile,andeveryoneofusblazesupsometimes。She,too,willtakefire;wait,givehertime。Thenweshallseehowshewillbloom。\"

  \"Eh!\"Ignatusedtosaytoherjestingly。\"Whatareyouthinkingabout?Areyouhomesick?Brightenupabit!\"

  Shewouldremainsilent,calmlylookingathim。

  \"Yougoentirelytoooftentothechurch。Youshouldwait。Youhaveplentyoftimetoprayforyoursins。Committhesinsfirst。

  Youknow,ifyoudon\'tsinyoudon\'trepent;ifyoudon\'trepent,youdon\'tworkoutyoursalvation。Youbettersinwhileyouareyoung。Shallwegooutforadrive?\"

  \"Idon\'tfeellikegoingout。\"

  Heusedtositdownbesideherandembraceher。Shewascold,returninghiscaressesbutsparingly。Lookingstraightintohereyes,heusedtosay:

  \"Natalya!Tellme——whyareyousosad?Doyoufeellonesomeherewithme?\"

  \"No,\"sherepliedshortly。

  \"Whatthenisit?Areyoulongingforyourpeople?\"

  No,it\'snothing。\"

  \"Whatareyouthinkingabout?\"

  \"Iamnotthinking。\"

  \"Whatthen?\"

  \"Oh,nothing!\"

  Oncehemanagedtogetfromheramorecompleteanswer:

  \"Thereissomethingconfusedinmyheart。Andalsoinmyeyes。

  Anditalwaysseemstomethatallthisisnotreal。\"

  Shewavedherhandaroundher,pointingatthewalls,thefurnitureandeverything。Ignatdidnotreflectonherwords,and,laughing,saidtoher:

  \"That\'stonopurpose!Everythinghereisgenuine。Allthesearecostly,solidthings。Ifyoudon\'twantthese,I\'llburnthem,I\'llsellthem,I\'llgivethemaway——andI\'llgetnewones!Doyouwantmeto?\"

  \"Whatfor?\"saidshecalmly。

  Hewondered,atlast,howonesoyoungandhealthycouldliveasthoughsheweresleepingallthetime,caringfornothing,goingnowhere,excepttothechurch,andshunningeverybody。Andheusedtoconsoleher:

  \"Justwait。You\'llbearason,andthenanaltogetherdifferentlifewillcommence。Youaresosadbecauseyouhavesolittleanxiety,andhewillgiveyoutrouble。You\'llbearmeason,willyounot?

  \"IfitpleasesGod,\"sheanswered,loweringherhead。

  Thenhermoodbegantoirritatehim。

  \"Well,whydoyouwearsuchalongface?Youwalkasthoughonglass。Youlookasifyouhadruinedsomebody\'ssoul!Eh!Youaresuchasucculentwoman,andyetyouhavenotasteforanything。

  Fool!\"

  Cominghomeintoxicatedoneday,hebegantoplyherwithcaresses,whilesheturnedawayfromhim。Thenhegrewangry,andexclaimed:

  \"Natalya!Don\'tplaythefool,lookout!\"

  Sheturnedherfacetohimandaskedcalmly:

  \"Whatthen?\"

  Ignatbecameenragedatthesewordsandatherfearlesslook。

  \"What?\"heroared,comingupclosetoher。

  \"Doyouwishtokillme?\"askedshe,notmovingfromherplace,norwinkinganeye。

  Ignatwasaccustomedtoseeingpeopletremblebeforehiswrath,anditwasstrangeandoffensivetohimtoseehercalm。

  \"There,\"hecried,liftinghishandtostrikeher。Slowly,butintime,sheeludedtheblow;thensheseizedhishand,pusheditawayfromher,andsaidinthesametone:

  \"Don\'tyoudaretotouchme。Iwillnotallowyoutocomenearme!\"

  Hereyesbecamesmallerandtheirsharp,metallicglittersoberedIgnat。Heunderstoodbyherfacethatshe,too,wasastrongbeast,andifshechosetoshewouldn\'tadmithimtoher,eventhoughsheweretoloseherlife。

  \"Oh,\"hegrowled,andwentaway。

  Buthavingretreatedonce,hewouldnotdoitagain:hecouldnotbearthatawoman,andhiswifeatthat,shouldnotbowbeforehim——thiswouldhavedegradedhim。Hethenbegantorealisethathenceforthhiswifewouldneveryieldtohiminanymatter,andthatanobstinatestrifeforpredominancemuststartbetweenthem。

  \"Verywell!We\'llseewhowillconquer,\"hethoughtthenextday,watchinghiswifewithsterncuriosity;andinhissoulastrongdesirewasalreadyragingtostartthestrife,thathemightenjoyhisvictorythesooner。

  Butaboutfourdayslater,NatalyaFominichnaannouncedtoherhusbandthatshewaspregnant。

  Ignattrembledforjoy,embracedherfirmly,andsaidinadullvoice:

  \"You\'reafinefellow,Natalya!Natasha,ifitshouldbeason!

  IfyoubearmeasonI\'llenrichyou!Itellyouplainly,I\'llbeyourslave!ByGod!I\'llliedownatyourfeet,andyoumaytrampleuponme,ifyoulike!\"

  \"Thisisnotwithinourpower;it\'sthewilloftheLord,\"saidsheinalowvoice。

  \"Yes,theLord\'s!\"exclaimedIgnatwithbitternessanddroopedhisheadsadly。

  Fromthatmomenthebegantolookafterhiswifeasthoughshewerealittlechild。

  \"Whydoyousitnearthewindow?Lookout。You\'llcatchcoldinyourside;youmaytakesick,\"heusedtosaytoher,bothsternlyandmildly。\"Whydoyouskiponthestaircase?Youmayhurtyourself。Andyouhadbettereatmore,eatfortwo,thathemayhaveenough。\"

  AndthepregnancymadeNatalyamoremoroseandsilent,asthoughshewerelookingstilldeeperintoherself,absorbedinthethrobbingofnewlifewithinher。Butthesmileonherlipsbecameclearer,andinhereyesflashedattimessomethingnew,weakandtimid,likethefirstrayofthedawn。

  When,atlast,thetimeofconfinementcame,itwasearlyonanautumnmorning。Atthefirstcryofpainsheuttered,Ignatturnedpaleandstartedtosaysomething,butonlywavedhishandandleftthebedroom,wherehiswifewasshrinkingconvulsively,andwentdowntothelittleroomwhichhadservedhislatemotherasachapel。Heorderedvodka,seatedhimselfbythetableandbegantodrinksternly,listeningtothealarminthehouseandtothemoansofhiswifethatcamefromabove。Inthecorneroftheroom,theimagesoftheikons,indifferentanddark,stoodoutconfusedly,dimlyilluminedbytheglimmeringlightoftheimagelamp。Therewasastampingandscrapingoffeetoverhishead,somethingheavywasmovedfromonesideofthefloortotheother,therewasaclatteringofdishes,peoplewerebustlinghurriedly,upanddownthestaircase。Everythingwasbeingdoneinhaste,yettimewascreepingslowly。Ignatcouldhearamuffledvoicefromabove\"Asitseems,shecannotbedeliveredthatway。WehadbettersendtothechurchtoopenthegatesoftheLord。\"

  Vassushka,oneofthehangers-oninhishouse,enteredtheroomnexttoIgnat\'sandbegantoprayinaloudwhisper:

  \"God,ourLord,descendfromtheskiesinThybenevolence,bornoftheHolyVirgin。Thoudostdivinethehelplessnessofhumancreatures。ForgiveThyservant。\"

  Andsuddenlydrowningallothersounds,asuperhuman,soul-

  rendingcryrangout,andacontinuousmoanfloatedsoftlyovertheroomanddiedoutinthecorners,whichwerefillednowwiththetwilight。Ignatcaststernglancesattheikons,heavedadeepsighandthought:

  \"Isitpossiblethatit\'sagainadaughter?\"

  Attimeshearose,stupidlystoodinthemiddleoftheroom,andcrossedhimselfinsilence,bowingbeforetheikons;thenhewentbacktothetable,drankthevodka,whichhadnotmadehimdizzyduringthesehours,dozedoff,andthuspassedthewholenightandfollowingmorninguntilnoon。

  Andthen,atlast,themidwifecamedownhastily,cryingtohiminathin,joyousvoice。

  \"Icongratulateyouwithason,IgnatMatveyich!\"

  \"Youlie!\"saidheinadullvoice。\"What\'sthematterwithyou,batushka!\"Heavingasighwithallthestrengthofhismassivechest,Ignatwentdownonhisknees,andclaspinghishandsfirmlytohisbreast,mutteredinatremblingvoice:

  \"ThankGod!EvidentlyThoudidstnotwantthatmystemshouldbechecked!MysinsbeforeTheeshallnotremainwithoutrepentance。

  IthankThee,OhLord。Oh!\"and,risingtohisfeet,heimmediatelybegantocommandnoisily:

  \"Eh!LetsomeonegotoSt。Nicholasforapriest。TellhimthatIgnatMatveyichaskedhimtocome!Lethimcometomakeaprayerforthewoman。\"

  Thechambermaidappearedandsaidtohimwithalarm:

  \"IgnatMatveyich,NatalyaFominichnaiscallingyou。Sheisfeelingbad。\"

  \"Whybad?It\'llpass!\"heroared,hiseyesflashingcheerfully。

  \"TellherI\'llbethereimmediately!Tellhershe\'safinefellow!

  I\'lljustgetapresentforherandI\'llcome!Holdon!Preparesomethingtoeatforthepriest。SendsomebodyafterMayakin!\"

  Hisenormousfigurelookedasthoughithadgrownbigger,andintoxicatedwithjoy,hestupidlytossedabouttheroom;hewassmiling,rubbinghishandsandcastingferventglancesattheimages;hecrossedhimselfswinginghishandwide。Atlasthewentuptohiswife。

  Hiseyesfirstofallcaughtaglimpseofthelittleredbody,whichthemidwifewasbathinginatub。Noticinghim,Ignatstoodupontiptoes,and,foldinghishandsbehindhisback,walkeduptohim,steppingcarefullyandcomicallyputtingforthhislips。

  Thelittleonewaswhimperingandsprawlinginthewater,naked,impotentandpitiful。

  \"Lookoutthere!Handlehimmorecarefully!Hehasn\'tgotanybonesyet,\"saidIgnattothemidwife,softly。

  Shebegantolaugh,openinghertoothlessmouth,andcleverlythrowingthechildoverfromonehandtotheother。

  \"Youbettergotoyourwife。\"

  Heobedientlymovedtowardthebedandaskedonhisway:

  \"Well,howisit,Natalya?\"

  Then,onreachingher,hedrewbackthebedcurtain,whichhadthrownashadowoverthebed。

  \"I\'llnotsurvivethis,\"saidsheinalow,hoarsevoice。

  Ignatwassilent,fixedlystaringathiswife\'sface,sunkinthewhitepillow,overwhichherdarklockswerespreadoutlikedeadsnakes。Yellow,lifeless,withblackcirclesaroundherlarge,wide-openeyes——herfacewasstrangetohim。Andtheglanceofthoseterribleeyes,motionlesslyfixedsomewhereinthedistancethroughthewall——that,too,wasunfamiliartoIgnat。Hisheart,compressedbyapainfulforeboding,slackeneditsjoyousthrobbing。

  \"That\'snothing。That\'snothing。It\'salwayslikethis,\"saidhesoftly,bendingoverhiswifetogiveherakiss。Butshemoanedrightintohisface:

  \"I\'llnotsurvivethis。\"

  Herlipsweregrayandcold,andwhenhetouchedthemwithhisownheunderstoodthatdeathwasalreadywithinher。

  \"Oh,Lord!\"heuttered,inanalarmedwhisper,feelingthatfrightwaschokinghisthroatandsuppressinghisbreath。

  \"Natasha?Whatwillbecomeofhim?Hemustbenursed!Whatisthematterwithyou?\"

  Healmostbegantocryathiswife。Themidwifewasbustlingabouthim;shakingthecryingchildintheair。Shespoketohimreassuringly,butheheardnothing——hecouldnotturnhiseyesawayfromthefrightfulfaceofhiswife。Herlipsweremoving,andheheardwordsspokeninalowvoice,butcouldnotunderstandthem。Sittingontheedgeofthebed,hespokeinadullandtimidvoice:\"Justthinkofit!Hecannotdowithoutyou;he\'saninfant!Gatherstrength!Drivethisthoughtawayfromyou!Driveitaway。\"

  Hetalked,yetheunderstoodhewasspeakinguselesswords。Tearswelledupwithinhim,andinhisbreasttherecameafeelingheavyasstoneandcoldasice。

  \"Forgiveme。Goodbye!Takecare。Lookout。Don\'tdrink,\"

  whisperedNatalya,soundlessly。

  Thepriestcame,and,coveringherfacewithsomething,andsighing,begantoreadgentle,beseechingwords:

  \"0hGod,AlmightyLord,whocuretheverydisease,curealsoThyservantNatalya,whohasjustgivenbirthtoachild;andrestoreherfromthebedonwhichshenowlies,forinthewordsofDavid,\'WeindulgeinlawlessnessandarewickedinThineeyes。\"\'

  Theoldman\'svoicewasinterruptednowandthen,histhinfacewassternandfromhisclothescametheodourofrock-rose。

  \"Guardtheinfantbornofher,guardhimfromallpossibletemptation,fromallpossiblecruelty,fromallpossiblestorms,fromevilspirits,nightandday。\"

  Ignatlistenedtotheprayer,andweptsilently。Hisbig,hottearsfellonthebarehandofhiswife。Butthehand,evidently,didnotfeelthatthetearsweredroppinguponit:itremainedmotionless,andtheskindidnottremblefromthefallofthetears。AftertheprayerNatalyabecameunconsciousandadaylatershedied,withoutsayinganotherword——shediedjustasquietlyasshehadlived。Havingarrangedapompousfuneral,Ignatchristenedhisson,namedhimFoma,andunwillinglygavehisboyintothefamilyofthegodfather,hisoldfriendMayakin,whosewife,too,hadgivenbirthtoachildnotlongbefore。ThedeathofhiswifehadsownmanygrayhairsinIgnat\'sdarkbeard,butinthesternglitterofhiseyesappearedanewexpression,gentle,clearandmild。

  CHAPTERII

  MAYAKINlivedinanenormoustwo-storyhousenearabigpalisade,wheresturdy,oldspreadinglindentreesweregrowingmagnificently。Therankbranchescoveredthewindowswithadense,darkembroidery,andthesuninbrokenrayspeepedintothesmallrooms,whichwerecloselycrowdedwithmiscellaneousfurnitureandbigtrunks,whereforeasternandmelancholysemi-

  darknessalwaysreignedtheresupreme。Thefamilywasdevout——theodourofwax,ofrock-roseandofimage-lampoilfilledthehouse,andpenitentsighsandprayerssoaredaboutintheair。

  Religiousceremonialswereperformedinfallibly,withpleasure,absorbingallthefreepowerofthesoulsofthedwellersofthehouse。Femininefiguresalmostnoiselesslymovedabouttheroomsinthehalf-dark,stifling,heavyatmosphere。Theyweredressedinblack,woresoftslippersontheirfeet,andalwayshadapenitentlookontheirfaces。

  ThefamilyofYakovTarazovichMayakinconsistedofhimself,hiswife,adaughterandfivekinswomen,theyoungestofwhomwasthirty-fouryearsold。Thesewerealikedevoutandimpersonal,andsubordinatetoAntoninaIvanovna,themistressofthehouse。

  Shewasatall,thinwoman,withadarkfaceandwithsterngrayeyes,whichhadanimperiousandintelligentexpression。MayakinalsohadasonTaras,buthisnamewasnevermentionedinthehouse;acquaintancesknewthatsincethenineteen-year-oldTarashadgonetostudyinMoscow——hemarriedtherethreeyearslater,againsthisfather\'swill——Yakovdisownedhim。Tarasdisappearedwithoutleavinganytrace。ItwasrumouredthathehadbeensenttoSiberiaforsomething。

  YakovMayakinwasveryqueerlybuilt。Short,thin,lively,withalittleredbeard,slygreenisheyes,helookedasthoughhesaidtoeachandeveryone:

  \"Nevermind,sir,don\'tbeuneasy。EventhoughIknowyouforwhatyouare,ifyoudon\'tannoymeIwillnotgiveyouaway。\"

  Hisbeardresembledanegginshapeandwasmonstrouslybig。Hishighforehead,coveredwithwrinkles,joinedhisbaldcrown,anditseemedasthoughhereallyhadtwofaces——oneanopen,penetratingandintellectualface,withalonggristlenose,andabovethisfaceanotherone,eyelessandmouthless,coveredwithwrinkles,behindwhichMayakinseemedtohidehiseyesandhislipsuntilacertaintime;andwhenthattimehadarrived,hewouldlookattheworldwithdifferenteyesandsmileadifferentsmile。

  Hewastheownerofarope-yardandkeptastoreintownneartheharbour。Inthisstore,filleduptotheceilingwithrope,twine,hempandtow,hehadasmallroomwithacreakingglassdoor。Inthisroomstoodabig,old,dilapidatedtable,andnearitadeeparmchair,coveredwithoilcloth,inwhichMayakinsatalldaylong,sippingteaandalwaysreadingthesame\"MoskovskiyaVedomosty,\"towhichhesubscribed,yearinandyearout,allhislife。Amongmerchantsheenjoyedtherespectandreputationofa\"brainy\"man,andhewasveryfondofboastingoftheantiquityofhisrace,sayinginahoarsevoice:

  \"We,theMayakins,weremerchantsduringthereignof\'Mother\'

  Catherine,consequentlyIamapure-bloodedman。\"

  InthisfamilyIgnatGordyeeff\'ssonlivedforsixyears。BythetimehewassevenyearsoldFomawasabig-headed,broad-

  shoulderedboy,seeminglyolderthathisyears,bothinhissizeandintheseriouslookofhisdark,almond-shapedeyes。Quiet,silentandpersistentinhischildishdesires,hespentallhisdaysoverhisplaythings,withMayakin\'sdaughter,Luba,quietlylookedafterbyoneofthekinswomen,astout,pock-markedoldmaid,whowas,forsomereasonorother,nicknamed\"Buzya。\"Shewasadull,somewhattimidcreature;andeventothechildrenshespokeinalowvoice,inwordsofmonosyllables。Havingdevotedhertimetolearningprayers,shehadnostoriestotellFoma。

  Fomawasonfriendlytermswiththelittlegirl,butwhensheangeredorteasedhimheturnedpale,hisnostrilsbecamedistended,hiseyesstaredcomicallyandhebeatheraudaciously。

  Shecried,rantohermotherandcomplainedtoher,butAntoninalovedFomaandshepaidbutlittleattentiontoherdaughter\'scomplaints,whichstrengthenedthefriendshipbetweenthechildrenstillmore。Foma\'sdaywaslonganduniform。Gettingoutofbedandwashinghimself,heusedtoplacehimselfbeforetheimage,andunderthewhisperingofthepock-markedBuzyaherecitedlongprayers。Thentheydrankteaandatemanybiscuits,cakesandpies。Aftertea——duringthesummer——thechildrenwenttothebigpalisade,whichrandowntoaravine,whosebottomalwayslookeddarkanddamp,fillingthemwithterror。Thechildrenwerenotallowedtogoeventotheedgeoftheravine,andthisinspiredinthemafearofit。Inwinter,fromteatimetodinner,theyplayedinthehousewhenitwasverycoldoutside,orwentoutintheyardtoslidedownthebigicehill。

  Theyhaddinneratnoon,\"inRussianstyle,\"asMayakinsaid。Atfirstabigbowloffat,sourcabbagesoupwasservedwithryebiscuitsin,butwithoutmeat,thenthesamesoupwaseatenwithmeatcutintosmallpieces;thentheyateroastmeat——pork,goose,vealorrennet,withgruel——thenagainabowlofsoupwithvermicelli,andallthiswasusuallyfollowedbydessert。Theydrankkvassmadeofredbilberries,juniper-berries,orofbread——

  AntoninaIvanovnaalwayscarriedastockofdifferentkindsofkvass。Theyateinsilence,onlynowandthenutteringasighoffatigue;thechildreneachateoutofaseparatebowl,theadultseatingoutofonebowl。Stupefiedbysuchadinner,theywenttosleep;andfortwoorthreehoursMayakin\'shousewasfilledwithsnoringandwithdrowsysighs。

  Awakingfromsleep,theydrankteaandtalkedaboutlocalnews,thechoristers,thedeacons,weddings,orthedishonourableconductofthisorthatmerchant。AfterteaMayakinusedtosaytohiswife:

  \"Well,mother,handmetheBible。\"

  YakovTarasovichusedtoreadtheBookofJobmoreoftenthananythingelse。Puttinghisheavy,silver-framedspectaclesonhisbig,ravenousnose,helookedaroundathislistenerstoseewhetherallwereintheirplaces。

  Theywereallseatedwherehewasaccustomedtoseethemandontheirfaceswasafamiliar,dullandtimidexpressionofpiety。

  \"TherewasamaninthelandofUz,\"beganMayakin,inahoarsevoice,andFoma,sittingbesideLubaontheloungeinthecorneroftheroom,knewbeforehandthatsoonhisgodfatherwouldbecomesilentandpathisbaldheadwithhishand。Hesatand,listening,picturedtohimselfthismanfromthelandofUz。Themanwastallandbare,hiseyeswereenormouslylarge,likethoseoftheimageoftheSaviour,andhisvoicewaslikeabigbrasstrumpetonwhichthesoldiersplayedinthecamps。Themanwasconstantlygrowingbiggerandbigger;and,reachingthesky,hethrusthisdarkhandsintotheclouds,and,tearingthemasunder,criedoutinaterriblevoice:

  \"Whyislightgiventoamanwhosewayishid,andwhomGodhathhedgedin?\"

  DreadfellonFoma,andhetrembled,slumberfledfromhiseyes,heheardthevoiceofhisgodfather,whosaid,withalightsmile,nowandthenpinchinghisbeard:

  \"Seehowaudacioushewas!\"

  TheboyknewthathisgodfatherspokeofthemanfromthelandofUz,andthegodfather\'ssmilesoothedthechild。Sothemanwouldnotbreakthesky;hewouldnotrenditasunderwithhisterriblearms。AndthenFomaseesthemanagain——hesitsontheground,\"hisfleshisclothedwithwormsandclodsofdust,hisskinisbroken。\"Butnowheissmallandwretched,heislikeabeggaratthechurchporch。

  Herehesays:

  \"Whatisman,thatheshouldbeclean?Andhewhichisbornofwoman,thatheshouldberighteous?\"[ThesewordsattributedbyMayakintoJobarefromEliphaztheTemanite\'sreply——

  Translator\'sNote。]

  \"HesaysthistoGod,\"explainedMayakin,inspired。\"How,sayshe,canIberighteous,sinceIammadeofflesh?That\'saquestionaskedofGod。Howisthat?\"

  Andthereader,triumphantlyandinterrogativelylooksaroundathislisteners。

  \"Hemeritedit,therighteousman,\"theyrepliedwithasigh。

  YakovMayakineyesthemwithasmile,andsays:

  \"Fools!Youbetterputthechildrentosleep。\"

  IgnatvisitedtheMayakinseveryday,broughtplaythingsforhisson,caughthimupintohisarmsandhuggedhim,butsometimesdissatisfiedhesaidtohimwithill-concealeduneasiness:

  \"Whyareyousuchabugbear?Oh!Whydoyoulaughsolittle?\"

  Andhewouldcomplaintothelad\'sgodfather:

  \"Iamafraidthathemayturnouttobelikehismother。Hiseyesarecheerless。\"

  \"Youdisturbyourselfrathertoosoon,\"Mayakinsmilinglyreplied。

  He,too,lovedhisgodson,andwhenIgnatannouncedtohimonedaythathewouldtakeFomatohisownhouse,Mayakinwasverymuchgrieved。

  \"Leavehimhere,\"hebegged。\"See,thechildisusedtous;

  there!he\'scrying。\"

  \"He\'llceasecrying。Ididnotbegethimforyou。Theairoftheplaceisdisagreeable。Itisastedioushereasinanoldbeliever\'shermitage。Thisisharmfultothechild。AndwithouthimIamlonesome。Icomehome——itisempty。Icanseenothingthere。Itwouldnotdoformetoremovetoyourhouseforhissake。Iamnotforhim,heisforme。So。Andnowthatmysisterhascometomyhousetherewillbesomebodytolookafterhim。\"

  Andtheboywasbroughttohisfather\'shouse。

  Therehewasmetbyacomicaloldwoman,withalong,hook-likenoseandwithamouthdevoidofteeth。Tall,stooping,dressedingray,withgrayhair,coveredbyablacksilkcap,shedidnotpleasetheboyatfirst;sheevenfrightenedhim。Butwhenhenoticedonthewrinkledfaceherblackeyes,whichbeamedsotenderlyonhim,heatoncepressedhisheadclosetoherkneesinconfidence。

  \"Mysicklylittleorphan!\"shesaidinavelvet-likevoicethattrembledfromthefulnessofsound,andquietlypattedhisfacewithherhand,\"stayclosetome,mydearchild!\"

  Therewassomethingparticularlysweetandsoftinhercaresses,somethingaltogethernewtoFoma,andhestaredintotheoldwoman\'seyeswithcuriosityandexpectationonhisface。Thisoldwomanledhimintoanewworld,hithertounknowntohim。Theveryfirstday,havingputhimtobed,sheseatedherselfbyhisside,and,bendingoverthechild,askedhim:

  \"ShallItellyouastory,Fomushka?\"

  AndafterthatFomaalwaysfellasleepamidthevelvet-likesoundsoftheoldwoman\'svoice,whichpaintedbeforehimamagiclife。Giantsdefeatingmonsters,wiseprincesses,foolswhoturnedouttobewise——troopsofnewandwonderfulpeoplewerepassingbeforetheboy\'sbewitchedimagination,andhissoulwasnourishedbythewholesomebeautyofthenationalcreativepower。

  Inexhaustiblewerethetreasuresofthememoryandthefantasyofthisoldwoman,whooftentimes,inslumber,appearedtotheboy——

  nowlikethewitchofthefairy-tales——onlyakindandamiableoldwitch——nowlikethebeautiful,all-wiseVasilisa。Hiseyeswideopen,holdinghisbreath,theboylookedintothedarknessthatfilledhischamberandwatcheditasitslowlytrembledinthelightofthelittlelampthatwasburningbeforetheimage。

  AndFomafilledthisdarknesswithwonderfulpicturesoffairy-

  talelife。Silent,yetlivingshadows,werecreepingoverthewallsandacrossthefloor;itwasbothpleasantandterribletohimtowatchtheirlife;todealoutuntothemformsandcolours,and,havingendowedthemwithlife,instantlytodestroythemallwithasingletwinkleoftheeyelashes。Somethingnewappearedinhisdarkeyes,somethingmorechildishandnaive,lessgrave;thelonelinessandthedarkness,awakinginhimapainfulfeelingofexpectation,stirredhiscuriosity,compelledhimtogoouttothedarkcornerandseewhatwashiddentherebeyondthethickveilsofdarkness。Hewentandfoundnothing,buthelostnohopeoffindingitout。

  Hefearedhisfatherandrespectedhim。Ignat\'senormoussize,hisharsh,trumpet-likevoice,hisbeardedface,hisgray-hairedhead,hispowerful,longarmsandhisflashingeyes——allthesegavetoIgnattheresemblanceofthefairy-talerobbers。

  Fomashudderedwheneverheheardhisvoiceorhisheavy,firmsteps;butwhenthefather,smilingkind-heartedly,andtalkingplayfullyinaloudvoice,tookhimuponhiskneesorthrewhimhighupintheairwithhisbighandstheboy\'sfearvanished。

  Once,whentheboywasabouteightyearsold,heaskedhisfather,whohadreturnedfromalongjourney:

  \"Papa,wherewereyou?\"

  \"OntheVolga。\"

  \"Wereyourobbingthere?\"askedFoma,softly。

  \"Wha-at?\"Ignatdrawledout,andhiseyebrowscontracted。

  \"Aren\'tyouarobber,papa?Iknowit,\"saidFoma,winkinghiseyesslyly,satisfiedthathehadalreadyreadthesecretofhisfather\'slife。

  \"Iamamerchant!\"saidIgnat,sternly,butafteramoment\'sthoughthesmiledkind-heartedlyandadded:\"Andyouarealittlefool!Idealincorn,Irunalineofsteamers。Haveyouseenthe\'Yermak\'?Well,thatismysteamer。Andyours,too。\"

  \"Itisaverybigone,\"saidFomawithasigh。

  \"Well,I\'llbuyyouasmallonewhileyouaresmallyourself。

  ShallI?\"

  \"Verywell,\"Fomaassented,butafterathoughtfulsilenceheagaindrawledoutregretfully:\"ButIthoughtyouwerearobberoragiant。\"

  \"ItellyouIamamerchant!\"repeatedIgnat,insinuatingly,andtherewassomethingdiscontentedandalmosttimorousinhisglanceatthedisenchantedfaceofhisson。

  \"LikeGrandpaFedor,theKalatchbaker?\"askedFoma,havingthoughtawhile。

  \"Well,yes,likehim。OnlyIamricherthanhe。IhavemoremoneythanFedor。\"

  \"Haveyoumuchmoney?\"

  Well,somepeoplehavestillmore。\"

  \"Howmanybarrelsdoyouhave?\"

  \"Ofwhat?\"

  \"Ofmoney,Imean。\"

  \"Fool!Ismoneycountedbythebarrel?\"

  \"Howelse?\"exclaimedFoma,enthusiastically,and,turninghisfacetowardhisfather,begantotellhimquickly:\"Maksimka,therobber,cameoncetoacertaintownandfilleduptwelvebarrelswithmoneybelongingtosomerichmanthere。Andhetookdifferentsilverwareandrobbedachurch。Andcutupamanwithhisswordandthrewhimdownthesteeplebecausehetriedtosoundanalarm。\"

  \"Didyouraunttellyouthat?\"askedIgnatadmiringhisson\'senthusiasm。

  \"Yes!Why?\"

  \"Nothing!\"saidIgnat,laughing。\"Soyouthoughtyourfatherwasarobber。\"

  \"Andperhapsyouwerearobberlongago?\"

  Fomaagainreturnedtohistheme,anditwasevidentonhisfacethathewouldbeverygladtohearanaffirmativeanswer。

  \"Iwasneverarobber。Letthatendit。\"

  \"Never?\"

  \"ItellyouIwasnot!Whataqueerlittleboyyouare!Isitgoodtobearobber?Theyareallsinners,therobbers。Theydon\'tbelieveinGod——theyrobchurches。Theyareallcursedinthechurches。Yes。Lookhere,myson,you\'llhavetostarttostudysoon。Itistime;you\'llsoonbenineyearsold。StartwiththehelpofGod。You\'llstudyduringthewinterandinspringI\'lltakeyoualongwithmeontheVolga。\"

  \"WillIgotoschool?\"askedFoma,timidly。

  \"Firstyou\'llstudyathomewithauntie。\"Soonaftertheboywouldsitdownnearthetableinthemorningand,fingeringtheSlavonicalphabet,repeatafterhisaunt:

  \"Az,Buky,Vedy。\"

  Whentheyreached\"bra,vra,gra,dra\"foralongtimetheboycouldnotreadthesesyllableswithoutlaughter。Fomasucceededeasilyingainingknowledge,almostwithoutanyeffort,andsoonhewasreadingthefirstpsalmofthefirstsectionofthepsalter:\"Blessedisthemanthatwalkethnotinthecounseloftheungodly。\"

  \"That\'sit,mydarling!So,Fomushka,that\'sright!\"chimedinhisauntwithemotion,enrapturedbyhisprogress。

  \"You\'reafinefellow,Foma!\"Ignatwouldapprovinglysaywheninformedofhisson\'sprogress。\"We\'llgotoAstrakhanforfishinthespring,andtowardautumnI\'llsendyoutoschool!\"

  Theboy\'sliferolledonward,likeaballdownhill。Beinghisteacher,hisauntwashisplaymateaswell。LubaMayakinusedtocome,andwhenwiththem,theoldwomanreadilybecameoneofthem。

  Theyplayedat\"hideandseekand\"blindman\'sbuff;\"thechildrenwerepleasedandamusedatseeingAnfisa,hereyescoveredwithahandkerchief,herarmsoutstretched,walkingabouttheroomcarefully,andyetstrikingagainstchairsandtables,orlookingforthemineachandeverycommodiouscorner,saying:

  \"Eh,littlerascals。Eh,rogues。Wherehavetheyhiddenthemselves?Eh?\"

  Andthesunshonecheerfullyandplayfullyupontheoldworn-outbody,whichyetretainedayouthfulsoul,andupontheoldlife,thatwasadorning,accordingtoitsstrengthandabilities,thelife-pathoftwochildren。

  IgnatusedtogototheExchangeearlyinthemorningandsometimesstayedawayuntilevening;intheeveningheusedtogotothetowncouncilorvisitingorelsewhere。Sometimeshereturnedhomeintoxicated。AtfirstFoma,onsuchoccasions,ranfromhimandhidhimself,thenhebecameaccustomedtoit,andlearnedthathisfatherwasbetterwhendrunkthansober:hewaskinderandplainerandwassomewhatcomical。Ifithappenedatnight,theboywasusuallyawakenedbyhistrumpet-likevoice:

  \"Anfisa!Dearsister!Letmeintomyson;letmeintomysuccessor!\"

  Andauntieansweredhiminacryingandreproachfulvoice:

  \"Goon。Youbettergotosleep,youcurseddevil!Drunkagain,eh?

  Youaregrayalready?\"

  \"Anfisa!MayIseemyson,withoneeye?\"FomaknewthatAnfisawouldnotlethimin,andheagainfellasleepinspiteofthenoiseoftheirvoices。ButwhenIgnatcamehomeintoxicatedduringthedayheimmediatelyseizedhissonwithhisenormouspawsandcarriedhimabouttherooms,askinghimwithanintoxicated,happylaughter:

  \"Fomka!Whatdoyouwish?Speak!Presents?Playthings?Ask!

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