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  Whatdidhethinkofallthistime,then?Whatdidhewishfor?

  Thereisnodoubtthathewasaperfectlyfreeagentallthrough,andthatasfarasNastasiawasconcerned,therewasnoforceofanykindbroughttobearonhim。Nastasiawishedforaspeedymarriage,true!——buttheprinceagreedatoncetoherproposals;

  heagreed,infact,socasuallythatanyonemightsupposehewasbutaccedingtothemostsimpleandordinarysuggestion。

  Therearemanystrangecircumstancessuchasthisbeforeus;butinouropiniontheydobutdeepenthemystery,anddonotinthesmallestdegreehelpustounderstandthecase。

  However,letustakeonemoreexample。Thus,weknowforafactthatduringthewholeofthisfortnighttheprincespentallhisdaysandeveningswithNastasia;hewalkedwithher,drovewithher;hebegantoberestlesswheneverhepassedanhourwithoutseeingher——infact,toallappearances,hesincerelylovedher。

  Hewouldlistentoherforhoursatatimewithaquietsmileonhisface,scarcelysayingawordhimself。Andyetweknow,equallycertainly,thatduringthisperiodheseveraltimessetoff,suddenly,totheEpanchins’,notconcealingthefactfromNastasiaPhilipovna,anddrivingthelattertoabsolutedespair。

  WeknowalsothathewasnotreceivedattheEpanchins’solongastheyremainedatPavlofsk,andthathewasnotallowedaninterviewwithAglaya;——butnextdayhewouldsetoffoncemoreonthesameerrand,apparentlyquiteobliviousofthefactofyesterday’svisithavingbeenafailure,——and,ofcourse,meetingwithanotherrefusal。Weknow,too,thatexactlyanhourafterAglayahadfledfromNastasiaPhilipovna’shouseonthatfatefulevening,theprincewasattheEpanchins’,——andthathisappearancetherehadbeenthecauseofthegreatestconsternationanddismay;forAglayahadnotbeenhome,andthefamilyonlydiscoveredthen,forthefirsttime,thatthetwoofthemhadbeentoNastasia’shousetogether。

  ItwassaidthatElizabethaProkofievnaandherdaughtershadthereandthendenouncedtheprinceinthestrongestterms,andhadrefusedanyfurtheracquaintanceandfriendshipwithhim;

  theirrageanddenunciationsbeingredoubledwhenVariaArdalionovnasuddenlyarrivedandstatedthatAglayahadbeenatherhouseinaterriblestateofmindforthelasthour,andthatsherefusedtocomehome。

  Thislastitemofnews,whichdisturbedLizabethaProkofievnamorethananythingelse,wasperfectlytrue。OnleavingNastasia’s,Aglayahadfeltthatshewouldratherdiethanfaceherpeople,andhadthereforegonestraighttoNinaAlexandrovna’s。Onreceivingthenews,LizabethaandherdaughtersandthegeneralallrushedofftoAglaya,followedbyPrinceLefNicolaievitch——undeterredbyhisrecentdismissal;butthroughVariahewasrefusedasightofAglayaherealso。TheendoftheepisodewasthatwhenAglayasawhermotherandsisterscryingoverherandnotutteringawordofreproach,shehadflungherselfintotheirarmsandgonestraighthomewiththem。

  ItwassaidthatGaniamanagedtomakeafoolofhimselfevenonthisoccasion;for,findinghimselfalonewithAglayaforaminuteortwowhenVariahadgonetotheEpanchins’,hehadthoughtitafittingopportunitytomakeadeclarationofhislove,andonhearingthisAglaya,inspiteofherstateofmindatthetime,hadsuddenlyburstoutlaughing,andhadputastrangequestiontohim。Sheaskedhimwhetherhewouldconsenttoholdhisfingertoalightedcandleinproofofhisdevotion!

  Gania——itwassaid——lookedsocomicallybewilderedthatAglayahadalmostlaughedherselfintohysterics,andhadrushedoutoftheroomandupstairs,——whereherparentshadfoundher。

  Hippolytetoldtheprincethislaststory,sendingforhimonpurpose。WhenMuishkinheardaboutthecandleandGania’sfingerhehadlaughedsothathehadquiteastonishedHippolyte,——andthenshudderedandburstintotears。Theprince’sconditionduringthosedayswasstrangeandperturbed。Hippolyteplainlydeclaredthathethoughthewasoutofhismind;——this,however,washardlytobereliedupon。

  Offeringallthesefactstoourreadersandrefusingtoexplainthem,wedonotforamomentdesiretojustifyourhero’sconduct。Onthecontrary,wearequitepreparedtofeelourshareoftheindignationwhichhisbehaviourarousedintheheartsofhisfriends。EvenVeraLebedeffwasangrywithhimforawhile;

  sowasColia;sowasKeller,untilhewasselectedforbestman;

  sowasLebedeffhimself,——whobegantointrigueagainsthimoutofpureirritation;——butofthisanon。InfactweareinfullaccordwithcertainforciblewordsspokentotheprincebyEvgeniePavlovitch,quiteunceremoniously,duringthecourseofafriendlyconversation,sixorsevendaysaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’shouse。

  WemayremarkherethatnotonlytheEpanchinsthemselves,butallwhohadanythingtodowiththem,thoughtitrighttobreakwiththeprinceinconsequenceofhisconduct。PrinceS。evenwentsofarastoturnawayandcuthimdeadinthestreet。ButEvgeniePavlovitchwasnotafraidtocompromisehimselfbypayingtheprinceavisit,anddidso,inspiteofthefactthathehadrecommencedtovisitattheEpanchins’,wherehewasreceivedwithredoubledhospitalityandkindnessafterthetemporaryestrangement。

  EvgeniecalledupontheprincethedayafterthatonwhichtheEpanchinsleftPavlofsk。Heknewofallthecurrentrumours,——infact,hehadprobablycontributedtothemhimself。Theprincewasdelightedtoseehim,andimmediatelybegantospeakoftheEpanchins;——whichsimpleandstraightforwardopeningquitetookEvgenie’sfancy,sothathemeltedatonce,andplungedinmediasreswithoutceremony。

  Theprincedidnotknow,uptothis,thattheEpanchinshadlefttheplace。Hegrewverypaleonhearingthenews;butamomentlaterhenoddedhishead,andsaidthoughtfully:

  \"Iknewitwasboundtobeso。\"Thenheaddedquickly:

  \"Wherehavetheygoneto?\"

  Evgeniemeanwhileobservedhimattentively,andtherapidityofthequestions,their,simplicity,theprince’scandour,andatthesametime,hisevidentperplexityandmentalagitation,surprisedhimconsiderably。However,hetoldMuishkinallhecould,kindlyandindetail。Theprincehardlyknewanything,forthiswasthefirstinformantfromthehouseholdwhomhehadmetsincetheestrangement。

  EvgeniereportedthatAglayahadbeenreallyill,andthatfortwonightsshehadnotsleptatall,owingtohighfever;thatnowshewasbetterandoutofseriousdanger,butstillinanervous,hystericalstate。

  \"It’sagoodthingthatthereispeaceinthehouse,atallevents,\"hecontinued。\"Theyneverutterahintaboutthepast,notonlyinAglaya’spresence,butevenamongthemselves。Theoldpeoplearetalkingofatripabroadintheautumn,immediatelyafterAdelaida’swedding;Aglayareceivedthenewsinsilence。\"

  Evgeniehimselfwasverylikelygoingabroadalso;sowerePrinceS。andhiswife,ifaffairsallowedofit;thegeneralwastostayathome。TheywereallattheirestateofColminanow,abouttwentymilesorsofromSt。Petersburg。PrincessBielokonskihadnotreturnedtoMoscowyet,andwasapparentlystayingonforreasonsofherown。LizabethaProkofievnahadinsistedthatitwasquiteimpossibletoremaininPavlofskafterwhathadhappened。Evgeniehadtoldherofalltherumourscurrentintownabouttheaffair;sothattherecouldbenotalkoftheirgoingtotheirhouseontheYelaginasyet。

  \"Andinpointoffact,prince,\"addedEvgeniePavlovitch,\"youmustallowthattheycouldhardlyhavestayedhere,consideringthattheyknewofallthatwentonatyourplace,andinthefaceofyourdailyvisitstotheirhouse,visitswhichyouinsisteduponmakinginspiteoftheirrefusaltoseeyou。\"

  \"Yes——yes,quiteso;youarequiteright。IwishedtoseeAglayaIvanovna,youknow!\"saidtheprince,noddinghishead。

  \"Oh,mydearfellow,\"criedEvgenie,warmly,withrealsorrowinhisvoice,\"howcouldyoupermitallthattocomeaboutasithas?Ofcourse,ofcourse,Iknowitwasallsounexpected。I

  admitthatyou,onlynaturally,lostyourhead,and——andcouldnotstopthefoolishgirl;thatwasnotinyourpower。Iquiteseesomuch;butyoureallyshouldhaveunderstoodhowseriouslyshecaredforyou。Shecouldnotbeartoshareyouwithanother;

  andyoucouldbringyourselftothrowawayandshattersuchatreasure!Oh,prince,prince!\"

  \"Yes,yes,youarequiterightagain,\"saidthepoorprince,inanguishofmind。\"Iwaswrong,Iknow。ButitwasonlyAglayawholookedonNastasiaPhilipovnaso;nooneelsedid,youknow。\"

  \"Butthat’sjusttheworstofitall,don’tyousee,thattherewasabsolutelynothingseriousaboutthematterinreality!\"

  criedEvgenie,besidehimself:\"Excuseme,prince,butIhavethoughtoverallthis;Ihavethoughtagreatdealoverit;I

  knowallthathadhappenedbefore;Iknowallthattookplacesixmonthssince;andIknowtherewasNOTHINGseriousaboutthematter,itwasbutfancy,smoke,fantasy,distortedbyagitation,andonlythealarmedjealousyofanabsolutelyinexperiencedgirlcouldpossiblyhavemistakenitforseriousreality。\"

  HereEvgeniePavlovitchquitelethimselfgo,andgavethereinstohisindignation。

  Clearlyandreasonably,andwithgreatpsychologicalinsight,hedrewapictureoftheprince’spastrelationswithNastasiaPhilipovna。EvgeniePavlovitchalwayshadareadytongue,butonthisoccasionhiseloquence,surprisedhimself。\"Fromtheverybeginning,\"hesaid,\"youbeganwithalie;whatbeganwithaliewasboundtoendwithalie;suchisthelawofnature。Idonotagree,infactIamangry,whenIhearyoucalledanidiot;youarefartoointelligenttodeservesuchanepithet;butyouaresofarSTRANGEastobeunlikeothers;thatyoumustallow,yourself。Now,Ihavecometotheconclusionthatthebasisofallthathashappened,hasbeenfirstofallyourinnateinexperienceremarktheexpression’innate,’prince。Thenfollowsyourunheard-ofsimplicityofheart;thencomesyourabsolutewantofsenseofproportiontothiswantyouhaveseveraltimesconfessed;andlastly,amass,anaccumulation,ofintellectualconvictionswhichyou,inyourunexampledhonestyofsoul,acceptunquestionablyasalsoinnateandnaturalandtrue。

  Admit,prince,thatinyourrelationswithNastasiaPhilipovnatherehasexisted,fromtheveryfirst,somethingdemocratic,andthefascination,sotospeak,ofthe’womanquestion’?IknowallaboutthatscandaloussceneatNastasiaPhilipovna’shousewhenRogojinbroughtthemoney,sixmonthsago。I’llshowyouyourselfasinalooking-glass,ifyoulike。Iknowexactlyallthatwenton,ineverydetail,andwhythingshaveturnedoutastheyhave。

  Youthirsted,whileinSwitzerland,foryourhome-country,forRussia;youread,doubtless,manybooksaboutRussia,excellentbooks,Idaresay,buthurtfultoYOU;andyouarrivedhere;asitwere,onfirewiththelongingtobeofservice。Then,ontheverydayofyourarrival,theytellyouasadstoryofanill-

  usedwoman;theytellYOU,aknight,pureandwithoutreproach,thistaleofapoorwoman!ThesamedayyouactuallySEEher;youareattractedbyherbeauty,herfantastic,almostdemoniacal,beauty——Iadmitherbeauty,ofcourse。

  \"Addtoallthisyournervousnature,yourepilepsy,andyoursuddenarrivalinastrangetown——thedayofmeetingsandofexcitingscenes,thedayofunexpectedacquaintanceships,thedayofsuddenactions,thedayofmeetingwiththethreelovelyEpanchingirls,andamongthemAglaya——addyourfatigue,yourexcitement;addNastasia’seveningparty,andthetoneofthatparty,and——whatwereyoutoexpectofyourselfatsuchamomentasthat?\"

  \"Yes,yes,yes!\"saidtheprince,oncemore,noddinghishead,andblushingslightly。\"Yes,itwasso,ornearlyso——Iknowit。

  Andbesides,yousee,Ihadnotsleptthenightbefore,inthetrain,orthenightbeforethat,either,andIwasverytired。\"

  \"Ofcourse,ofcourse,quiteso;that’swhatIamdrivingat!\"

  continuedEvgenie,excitedly。\"Itisasclearaspossible,andmostcomprehensible,thatyou,inyourenthusiasm,shouldplungeheadlongintothefirstchancethatcameofpubliclyairingyourgreatideathatyou,aprince,andapure-livingman,didnotconsiderawomandisgracedifthesinwerenotherown,butthatofadisgustingsociallibertine!Oh,heavens!it’scomprehensibleenough,mydearprince,butthatisnotthequestion,unfortunately!Thequestionis,wasthereanyrealityandtruthinyourfeelings?Wasitnature,ornothingbutintellectualenthusiasm?Whatdoyouthinkyourself?Wearetold,ofcourse,thatafarworsewomanwasFORGIVEN,butwedon’tfindthatshewastoldthatshehaddonewell,orthatshewasworthyofhonourandrespect!Didnotyourcommon-senseshowyouwhatwastherealstateofthecase,afewmonthslater?Thequestionisnow,notwhethersheisaninnocentwomanIdonotinsistonewayortheother——Idonotwishto;butcanherwholecareerjustifysuchintolerablepride,suchinsolent,rapaciousegotismasshehasshown?Forgiveme,Iamtooviolent,perhaps,but——\"

  \"Yes——Idaresayitisallasyousay;Idaresayyouarequiteright,\"mutteredtheprinceoncemore。\"Sheisverysensitiveandeasilyputout,ofcourse;butstill,she……\"

  \"Sheisworthyofsympathy?Isthatwhatyouwishedtosay,mygoodfellow?Butthen,forthemeresakeofvindicatingherworthinessofsympathy,youshouldnothaveinsultedandoffendedanobleandgenerousgirlinherpresence!Thisisaterribleexaggerationofsympathy!Howcanyouloveagirl,andyetsohumiliateherastothrowheroverforthesakeofanotherwoman,beforetheveryeyesofthatotherwoman,whenyouhavealreadymadeheraformalproposalofmarriage?AndyouDIDproposetoher,youknow;youdidsobeforeherparentsandsisters。Canyoubeanhonestman,prince,ifyouactso?Iaskyou!Anddidyounotdeceivethatbeautifulgirlwhenyouassuredherofyourlove?\"

  \"Yes,youarequiteright。Oh!IfeelthatIamveryguilty!\"

  saidMuishkin,indeepestdistress。

  \"Butasifthatisenough!\"criedEvgenie,indignantly。\"Asifitisenoughsimplytosay:’IknowIamveryguilty!’Youaretoblame,andyetyoupersevereinevil-doing。Wherewasyourheart,Ishouldliketoknow,yourCHRISTIANHEART,allthattime?Didshelookasthoughsheweresufferingless,atthatmoment?Yousawherface——wasshesufferinglessthantheotherwoman?Howcouldyouseehersufferingandallowittocontinue?Howcouldyou?\"

  \"ButIdidnotallowit,\"murmuredthewretchedprince。

  \"How——whatdoyoumeanyoudidn’tallow?\"

  \"Uponmyword,Ididn’t!TothismomentIdon’tknowhowitallhappened。I——IranafterAglayaIvanovna,butNastasiaPhilipovnafelldowninafaint;andsincethatdaytheywon’tletmeseeAglaya——that’sallIknow。\"

  \"It’sallthesame;yououghttohaverunafterAglayathoughtheotherwasfainting。\"

  \"Yes,yes,Iought——butIcouldn’t!Shewouldhavedied——shewouldhavekilledherself。Youdon’tknowher;andIshouldhavetoldAglayaeverythingafterwards——butIsee,EvgeniePavlovitch,youdon’tknowall。Tellmenow,whyamInotallowedtoseeAglaya?Ishouldhavecleareditallup,youknow。Neitherofthemkepttotherealpoint,yousee。IcouldneverexplainwhatImeantoyou,butIthinkIcouldtoAglaya。Oh!myGod,myGod!YouspokejustnowofAglaya’sfaceatthemomentwhensheranaway。Oh,myGod!Irememberit!Comealong,comealong——

  quick!\"HepulledatEvgenie’scoat-sleevenervouslyandexcitedly,androsefromhischair。

  \"Whereto?\"

  \"CometoAglaya——quick,quick!\"

  \"ButItoldyousheisnotatPavlofsk。Andwhatwouldbetheuseifshewere?\"

  \"Oh,she’llunderstand,she’llunderstand!\"criedtheprince,claspinghishands。\"Shewouldunderstandthatallthisisnotthepoint——notabittherealpoint——itisquiteforeigntotherealquestion。\"

  \"Howcanitbeforeign?YouAREgoingtobemarried,areyounot?

  Verywell,thenyouarepersistinginyourcourse。AREyougoingtomarryherornot?\"

  \"Yes,Ishallmarryher——yes。\"

  \"Thenwhyisit’notthepoint’?\"

  \"Oh,no,itisnotthepoint,notabit。Itmakesnodifference,mymarryingher——itmeansnothing。\"

  \"How’meansnothing’?Youaretalkingnonsense,myfriend。Youaremarryingthewomanyouloveinordertosecureherhappiness,andAglayaseesandknowsit。Howcanyousaythatit’s’notthepoint’?\"

  \"Herhappiness?Oh,no!Iamonlymarryingher——well,becauseshewishedit。Itmeansnothing——it’sallthesame。Shewouldcertainlyhavedied。IseenowthatthatmarriagewithRogojinwasaninsaneidea。IunderstandallnowthatIdidnotunderstandbefore;and,doyouknow,whenthosetwostoodoppositetooneanother,IcouldnotbearNastasiaPhilipovna’sface!Youmustknow,EvgeniePavlovitch,Ihavenevertoldanyonebefore——notevenAglaya——thatIcannotbearNastasiaPhilipovna’sface。\"Heloweredhisvoicemysteriouslyashesaidthis。YoudescribedthateveningatNastasiaPhilipovna’ssixmonthssinceveryaccuratelyjustnow;butthereisonethingwhichyoudidnotmention,andofwhichyoutooknoaccount,becauseyoudonotknow。ImeanherFACE——Ilookedatherface,yousee。EveninthemorningwhenIsawherportrait,IfeltthatIcouldnotBEAR

  tolookatit。Now,there’sVeraLebedeff,forinstance,hereyesarequitedifferent,youknow。I’mAFRAIDofherface!\"headded,withrealalarm。

  \"YouareAFRAIDofit?\"

  \"Yes——she’smad!\"hewhispered,growingpale。

  \"Doyouknowthisforcertain?\"askedEvgenie,withthegreatestcuriosity。

  \"Yes,forcertain——quiteforcertain,now!IhavediscovereditABSOLUTELYforcertain,theselastfewdays。\"

  \"Whatareyoudoing,then?\"criedEvgenie,inhorror。\"YoumustbemarryinghersolelyoutofFEAR,then!Ican’tmakeheadortailofit,prince。Perhapsyoudon’tevenloveher?\"

  \"Oh,no;Iloveherwithallmysoul。Why,sheisachild!She’sachildnow——arealchild。Oh!youknownothingaboutitatall,Isee。\"

  \"Andareyouassured,atthesametime,thatyouloveAglayatoo?\"

  \"Yes——yes——oh;yes!\"

  \"Howso?DoyouwanttomakeoutthatyoulovethemBOTH?\"

  \"Yes——yes——both!Ido!\"

  \"Excuseme,prince,butthinkwhatyouaresaying!Recollectyourself!\"

  \"WithoutAglaya——I——IMUSTseeAglaya!——Ishalldieinmysleepverysoon——IthoughtIwasdyinginmysleeplastnight。Oh!ifAglayaonlyknewall——Imeanreally,REALLYall!BecauseshemustknowALL——that’sthefirstconditiontowardsunderstanding。Whycannotweeverknowallaboutanother,especiallywhenthatotherhasbeenguilty?ButIdon’tknowwhatI’mtalkingabout——I’msoconfused。Youpainedmesodreadfully。Surely——surelyAglayahasnotthesameexpressionnowasshehadatthemomentwhensheranaway?Oh,yes!IamguiltyandIknowit——Iknowit!ProbablyI

  aminfaultallround——Idon’tquiteknowhow——butIaminfault,nodoubt。Thereissomethingelse,butIcannotexplainittoyou,EvgeniePavlovitch。Ihavenowords;butAglayawillunderstand。IhavealwaysbelievedAglayawillunderstand——Iamassuredshewill。\"

  \"No,prince,shewillnot。Aglayalovedlikeawoman,likeahumanbeing,notlikeanabstractspirit。Doyouknowwhat,mypoorprince?Themostprobableexplanationofthematteristhatyouneverlovedeithertheoneortheotherinreality。\"

  \"Idon’tknow——perhapsyouarerightinmuchthatyouhavesaid,EvgeniePavlovitch。Youareverywise,EvgeniePavlovitch——oh!

  howmyheadisbeginningtoacheagain!Cometoher,quick——forGod’ssake,come!\"

  \"ButItellyousheisnotinPavlofsk!She’sinColmina。\"

  \"Oh,cometoColmina,then!Come——letusgoatonce!\"

  \"No——no,impossible!\"saidEvgenie,rising。

  \"Lookhere——I’llwritealetter——takealetterforme!\"

  \"No——no,prince;youmustforgiveme,butIcan’tundertakeanysuchcommissions!Ireallycan’t。\"

  Andsotheyparted。

  EvgeniePavlovitchleftthehousewithstrangeconvictions。He,too,feltthattheprincemustbeoutofhismind。

  \"AndwhatdidhemeanbythatFACE——afacewhichhesofears,andyetsoloves?Andmeanwhilehereallymaydie,ashesays,withoutseeingAglaya,andshewillneverknowhowdevotedlyhelovesher!Ha,ha,ha!Howdoesthefellowmanagetolovetwoofthem?Twodifferentkindsoflove,Isuppose!Thisisveryinteresting——pooridiot!Whatonearthwillbecomeofhimnow?\"

  X。

  THEprincedidnotdiebeforehiswedding——eitherbydayornight,ashehadforetoldthathemight。Veryprobablyhepasseddisturbednights,andwasafflictedwithbaddreams;but,duringthedaytime,amonghisfellow-men,heseemedaskindasever,andevencontented;onlyalittlethoughtfulwhenalone。

  Theweddingwashurriedon。ThedaywasfixedforexactlyaweekafterEvgenie’svisittotheprince。Inthefaceofsuchhasteasthis,eventheprince’sbestfriendsifhehadhadanywouldhavefeltthehopelessnessofanyattempttosave\"thepoormadman。\"RumoursaidthatinthevisitofEvgeniePavlovitchwastobediscernedtheinfluenceofLizabethaProkofievnaandherhusband……Butifthosegoodsouls,intheboundlesskindnessoftheirhearts,weredesirousofsavingtheeccentricyoungfellowfromruin,theywereunabletotakeanystrongermeasurestoattainthatend。Neithertheirposition,northeirprivateinclination,perhapsandonlynaturally,wouldallowthemtouseanymorepronouncedmeans。

  Wehaveobservedbeforethatevensomeoftheprince’snearestneighbourshadbeguntoopposehim。VeraLebedeff’spassivedisagreementwaslimitedtothesheddingofafewsolitarytears;

  tomorefrequentsittingaloneathome,andtoadiminishedfrequencyinhervisitstotheprince’sapartments。

  Coliawasoccupiedwithhisfatheratthistime。Theoldmandiedduringasecondstroke,whichtookplacejusteightdaysafterthefirst。Theprinceshowedgreatsympathyinthegriefofthefamily,andduringthefirstdaysoftheirmourninghewasatthehouseagreatdealwithNinaAlexandrovna。Hewenttothefuneral,anditwasobservablethatthepublicassembledinchurchgreetedhisarrivalanddeparturewithwhisperings,andwatchedhimclosely。

  Thesamethinghappenedintheparkandinthestreet,whereverhewent。Hewaspointedoutwhenhedroveby,andheoftenoverheardthenameofNastasiaPhilipovnacoupledwithhisownashepassed。Peoplelookedoutforheratthefuneral,too,butshewasnotthere;andanotherconspicuousabsenteewasthecaptain’swidow,whomLebedeffhadpreventedfromcoming。

  Thefuneralserviceproducedagreateffectontheprince。HewhisperedtoLebedeffthatthiswasthefirsttimehehadeverheardaRussianfuneralservicesincehewasalittleboy。

  Observingthathewaslookingabouthimuneasily,Lebedeffaskedhimwhomhewasseeking。

  \"Nothing。IonlythoughtI——\"

  \"IsitRogojin?\"

  \"Why——ishehere?\"

  \"Yes,he’sinchurch。\"

  \"IthoughtIcaughtsightofhiseyes!\"mutteredtheprince,inconfusion。\"Butwhatofit!——Whyishehere?Washeasked?\"

  \"Oh,dear,no!Why,theydon’tevenknowhim!Anyonecancomein,youknow。Whydoyoulooksoamazed?Ioftenmeethim;I’veseenhimatleastfourtimes,hereatPavlofsk,withinthelastweek。\"

  \"Ihaven’tseenhimonce——sincethatday!\"theprincemurmured。

  AsNastasiaPhilipovnahadnotsaidawordabouthavingmetRogojinsince\"thatday,\"theprinceconcludedthatthelatterhadhisownreasonsforwishingtokeepoutofsight。Allthedayofthefuneralourhero,wasinadeeplythoughtfulstate,whileNastasiaPhilipovnawasparticularlymerry,bothinthedaytimeandintheevening。

  Coliahadmadeitupwiththeprincebeforehisfather’sdeath,anditwashewhourgedhimtomakeuseofKellerandBurdovsky,promisingtoanswerhimselffortheformer’sbehaviour。NinaAlexandrovnaandLebedefftriedtopersuadehimtohavetheweddinginSt。Petersburg,insteadofinthepublicfashioncontemplated,downhereatPavlofskintheheightoftheseason。

  ButtheprinceonlysaidthatNastasiaPhilipovnadesiredtohaveitso,thoughhesawwellenoughwhatpromptedtheirarguments。

  ThenextdayKellercametovisittheprince。Hewasinahighstateofdelightwiththepostofhonourassignedtohimatthewedding。

  Beforeenteringhestoppedonthethreshold,raisedhishandasifmakingasolemnvow,andcried:

  \"Iwon’tdrink!\"

  Thenhewentuptotheprince,seizedbothhishands,shookthemwarmly,anddeclaredthathehadatfirstfelthostiletowardstheprojectofthismarriage,andhadopenlysaidsointhebilliard-rooms,butthatthereasonsimplywasthat,withtheimpatienceofafriend,hehadhopedtoseetheprincemarryatleastaPrincessdeRohanordeChabot;butthatnowhesawthattheprince’swayofthinkingwastentimesmorenoblethanthatof\"alltherestputtogether。\"Forhedesiredneitherpompnorwealthnorhonour,butonlythetruth!Thesympathiesofexaltedpersonageswerewellknown,andtheprincewastoohighlyplacedbyhiseducation,andsoon,nottobeinsomesenseanexaltedpersonage!

  \"Butallthecommonherdjudge’differently;inthetown,atthemeetings,inthevillas,attheband,intheinnsandthebilliard-rooms,thecomingeventhasonlytobementionedandthereareshoutsandcriesfromeverybody。Ihaveevenheardtalkofgettingupa’charivari’underthewindowsonthewedding-

  night。Soif’youhaveneedofthepistol’ofanhonestman,prince,Iamreadytofirehalfadozenshotsevenbeforeyourisefromyournuptialcouch!\"

  Kelleralsoadvised,inanticipationofthecrowdmakingarushaftertheceremony,thatafire-hoseshouldbeplacedattheentrancetothehouse;butLebedeffwasopposedtothismeasure,whichhesaidmightresultintheplacebeingpulleddown。

  \"Iassureyou,prince,thatLebedeffisintriguingagainstyou。

  Hewantstoputyouundercontrol。Imaginethat!Totake’fromyoutheuseofyourfree-willandyourmoney——that’istosay,thetwothingsthatdistinguishusfromtheanimals!Ihavehearditsaidpositively。Itisthesobertruth。\"

  Theprincerecollectedthatsomebodyhadtoldhimsomethingofthekindbefore,andhehad,ofcourse,scoffedatit。Heonlylaughednow,andforgotthehintatonce。

  Lebedeffreallyhadbeenbusyforsomelittlewhile;but,asusual,hisplanshadbecometoocomplextosucceed,throughsheerexcessofardour。Whenhecametotheprince——theverydaybeforethewedding——toconfessforhealwaysconfessedtothepersonsagainstwhomheintrigued,especiallywhentheplanfailed,heinformedourherothathehimselfwasabornTalleyrand,butforsomeunknownreasonhadbecomesimpleLebedeff。Hethenproceededtoexplainhiswholegametotheprince,interestingthelatterexceedingly。

  AccordingtoLebedeff’saccount,hehadfirsttriedwhathecoulddowithGeneralEpanchin。Thelatterinformedhimthathewishedwelltotheunfortunateyoungman,andwouldgladlydowhathecouldto\"savehim,\"butthathedidnotthinkitwouldbeseemlyforhimtointerfereinthismatter。LizabethaProkofievnawouldneitherhearnorseehim。PrinceS。andEvgeniePavlovitchonlyshruggedtheirshoulders,andimpliedthatitwasnobusinessoftheirs。However,Lebedeffhadnotlostheart,andwentofftoacleverlawyer,——aworthyandrespectableman,whomheknewwell。

  ThisoldgentlemaninformedhimthatthethingwasperfectlyfeasibleifhecouldgetholdofcompetentwitnessesastoMuishkin’smentalincapacity。Then,withtheassistanceofafewinfluentialpersons,hewouldsoonseethematterarranged。

  Lebedeffimmediatelyprocuredtheservicesofanolddoctor,andcarriedthelatterawaytoPavlofsktoseetheprince,bywayofviewingtheground,asitwere,andtogivehimLebedeff

  counselastowhetherthethingwastobedoneornot。Thevisitwasnottobeofficial,butmerelyfriendly。

  Muishkinrememberedthedoctor’svisitquitewell。HerememberedthatLebedeffhadsaidthathelookedill,andhadbetterseeadoctor;andalthoughtheprincescoutedtheidea,Lebedeffhadturnedupalmostimmediatelywithhisoldfriend,explainingthattheyhadjustmetatthebedsideofHippolyte,whowasveryill,andthatthedoctorhadsomethingtotelltheprinceaboutthesickman。

  Theprincehad,ofcourse,atoncereceivedhim,andhadplungedintoaconversationaboutHippolyte。HehadgiventhedoctoranaccountofHippolyte’sattemptedsuicide;andhadproceededthereaftertotalkofhisownmalady,——ofSwitzerland,ofSchneider,andsoon;andsodeeplywastheoldmaninterestedbytheprince’sconversationandhisdescriptionofSchneider’ssystem,thathesatonfortwohours。

  Muishkingavehimexcellentcigarstosmoke,andLebedeff,forhispart,regaledhimwithliqueurs,broughtinbyVera,towhomthedoctor——amarriedmanandthefatherofafamily——addressedsuchcomplimentsthatshewasfilledwithindignation。Theypartedfriends,and,afterleavingtheprince,thedoctorsaidtoLebedeff:\"Ifallsuchpeoplewereputunderrestraint,therewouldbenooneleftforkeepers。\"Lebedeffthen,intragictones,toldoftheapproachingmarriage,whereupontheothernoddedhisheadandrepliedthat,afterall,marriageslikethatwerenotsorare;thathehadheardthattheladywasveryfascinatingandofextraordinarybeauty,whichwasenoughtoexplaintheinfatuationofawealthyman;that,further,thankstotheliberalityofTotskiandofRogojin,shepossessed——sohehadheard——notonlymoney,butpearls,diamonds,shawls,andfurniture,andconsequentlyshecouldnotbeconsideredabadmatch。Inbrief,itseemedtothedoctorthattheprince’schoice,farfrombeingasignoffoolishness,denoted,onthecontrary,ashrewd,calculating,andpracticalmind。Lebedeffhadbeenmuchstruckbythispointofview,andheterminatedhisconfessionbyassuringtheprincethathewasready,ifneedbe,toshedhisverylife’sbloodforhim。

  Hippolyte,too,wasasourceofsomedistractiontotheprinceatthistime;hewouldsendforhimatanyandeveryhouroftheday。Theylived,——Hippolyteandhismotherandthechildren,——inasmallhousenotfaroff,andthelittleoneswerehappy,ifonlybecausetheywereabletoescapefromtheinvalidintothegarden。TheprincehadenoughtodoinkeepingthepeacebetweentheirritableHippolyteandhismother,andeventuallytheformerbecamesomaliciousandsarcasticonthesubjectoftheapproachingwedding,thatMuishkintookoffenceatlast,andrefusedtocontinuehisvisits。

  Acoupleofdayslater,however,Hippolyte’smothercamewithtearsinhereyes,andbeggedtheprincetocomeback,\"orHE

  wouldeatherupbodily。\"SheaddedthatHippolytehadagreatsecrettodisclose。Ofcoursetheprincewent。Therewasnosecret,however,unlesswereckoncertainpantingsandagitatedglancesaroundprobablyallputonastheinvalidbeggedhisvisitorto\"bewareofRogojin。\"

  \"Heisthesortofman,\"hecontinued,。\"whowon’tgiveuphisobject,youknow;heisnotlikeyouandme,prince——hebelongstoquiteadifferentorderofbeings。Ifhesetshisheartonathinghewon’tbeafraidofanything——\"andsoon。

  Hippolytewasveryill,andlookedasthoughhecouldnotlongsurvive。Hewastearfulatfirst,butgrewmoreandmoresarcasticandmaliciousastheinterviewproceeded。

  TheprincequestionedhimindetailastohishintsaboutRogojin。HewasanxioustoseizeuponsomefactswhichmightconfirmHippolyte’svaguewarnings;buttherewerenone;onlyHippolyte’sownprivateimpressionsandfeelings。

  However,theinvalid——tohisimmensesatisfaction——endedbyseriouslyalarmingtheprince。

  AtfirstMuishkinhadnotcaredtomakeanyreplytohissundryquestions,andonlysmiledinresponsetoHippolyte’sadviceto\"runforhislife——abroad,ifnecessary。ThereareRussianpriestseverywhere,andonecangetmarriedallovertheworld。\"

  ButitwasHippolyte’slastideawhichupsethim。

  \"WhatIamreallyalarmedabout,though,\"hesaid,\"isAglayaIvanovna。Rogojinknowshowyouloveher。Loveforlove。YoutookNastasiaPhilipovnafromhim。HewillmurderAglayaIvanovna;forthoughsheisnotyours,ofcourse,now,stillsuchanactwouldpainyou,——wouldn’tit?\"

  Hehadattainedhisend。Theprinceleftthehousebesidehimselfwithterror。

  ThesewarningsaboutRogojinwereexpressedonthedaybeforethewedding。ThateveningtheprincesawNastasiaPhilipovnaforthelasttimebeforetheyweretomeetatthealtar;butNastasiawasnotinapositiontogivehimanycomfortorconsolation。Onthecontrary,sheonlyaddedtohismentalperturbationastheeveningwenton。Uptothistimeshehadinvariablydoneherbesttocheerhim——shewasafraidofhislookingmelancholy;shewouldtrysingingtohim,andtellinghimeverysortoffunnystoryorreminiscencethatshecouldrecall。Theprincenearlyalwayspretendedtobeamused,whetherheweresoactuallyorno;butoftenenoughhelaughedsincerely,delightedbythebrilliancyofherwitwhenshewascarriedawaybyhernarrative,assheveryoftenwas。Nastasiawouldbewildwithjoytoseetheimpressionshehadmade,andtohearhislaughofrealamusement;andshewouldremainthewholeeveninginastateofprideandhappiness。

  Butthiseveninghermelancholyandthoughtfulnessgrewwitheveryhour。

  TheprincehadtoldEvgeniePavlovitchwithperfectsinceritythathelovedNastasiaPhilipovnawithallhissoul。Inhisloveforhertherewasthesortoftendernessonefeelsforasick,unhappychildwhichcannotbeleftalone。HeneverspokeofhisfeelingsforNastasiatoanyone,noteventoherself。Whentheyweretogethertheyneverdiscussedtheir\"feelings,\"andtherewasnothingintheircheerful,animatedconversationwhichanoutsidercouldnothaveheard。DariaAlexeyevna,withwhomNastasiawasstaying,toldafterwardshowshehadbeenfilledwithjoyanddelightonlytolookatthem,allthistime。

  ThankstothemannerinwhichheregardedNastasia’smentalandmoralcondition,theprincewastosomeextentfreedfromotherperplexities。Shewasnowquitedifferentfromthewomanhehadknownthreemonthsbefore。Hewasnotastonished,forinstance,toseehernowsoimpatienttomarryhim——shewhoformerlyhadweptwithrageandhurledcursesandreproachesathimifhementionedmarriage!\"Itshowsthatshenolongerfears,asshedidthen,thatshewouldmakemeunhappybymarryingme,\"hethought。Andhefeltsurethatsosuddenachangecouldnotbeanaturalone。Thisrapidgrowthofself-confidencecouldnotbedueonlytoherhatredforAglaya。Tosupposethatwouldbetosuspectthedepthofherfeelings。NorcoulditarisefromdreadofthefatethatawaitedherifshemarriedRogojin。Thesecauses,indeed,aswellasothers,mighthaveplayedapartinit,butthetruereason,Muishkindecided,wastheonehehadlongsuspected——thatthepoorsicksoulhadcometotheendofitsforces。Yetthiswasanexplanationthatdidnotprocurehimanypeaceofmind。Attimesheseemedtobemakingviolenteffortstothinkofnothing,andonewouldhavesaidthathelookedonhismarriageasanunimportantformality,andonhisfuturehappinessasathingnotworthconsidering。AstoconversationssuchastheoneheldwithEvgeniePavlovitch,heavoidedthemasfaraspossible,feelingthattherewerecertainobjectionstowhichhecouldmakenoanswer。

  TheprincehadobservedthatNastasiaknewwellenoughwhatAglayawastohim。Heneverspokeofit,buthehadseenherfacewhenshehadcaughthimstartingofffortheEpanchins’houseonseveraloccasions。WhentheEpanchinsleftPavlofsk,shehadbeamedwithradianceandhappiness。Unsuspiciousandunobservantashewas,hehadfearedatthattimethatNastasiamighthavesomeschemeinhermindforasceneorscandalwhichwoulddriveAglayaoutofPavlofsk。Shehadencouragedtherumoursandexcitementamongtheinhabitantsoftheplaceastohermarriagewiththeprince,inordertoannoyherrival;and,findingitdifficulttomeettheEpanchinsanywhere,shehad,ononeoccasion,takenhimforadrivepasttheirhouse。Hedidnotobservewhatwashappeninguntiltheywerealmostpassingthewindows,whenitwastoolatetodoanything。Hesaidnothing,butfortwodaysafterwardshewasill。

  Nastasiadidnottrythatparticularexperimentagain。Afewdaysbeforethatfixedforthewedding,shegrewgraveandthoughtful。

  Shealwaysendedbygettingthebetterofhermelancholy,andbecomingmerryandcheerfulagain,butnotquitesounaffectedlyhappyasshehadbeensomedaysearlier。

  Theprinceredoubledhisattentivestudyofhersymptoms。Itwasamostcuriouscircumstance,inhisopinion,thatsheneverspokeofRogojin。Butonce,aboutfivedaysbeforethewedding,whentheprincewasathome,amessengerarrivedbegginghimtocomeatonce,asNastasiaPhilipovnawasveryill。

  Hehadfoundherinaconditionapproachingtoabsolutemadness。

  Shescreamed,andtrembled,andcriedoutthatRogojinwashidingoutthereinthegarden——thatshehadseenhimherself——andthathewouldmurderherinthenight——thathewouldcutherthroat。

  Shewasterriblyagitatedallday。ButitsohappenedthattheprincecalledatHippolyte’shouselateron,andheardfromhismotherthatshehadbeenintownallday,andhadtherereceivedavisitfromRogojin,whohadmadeinquiriesaboutPavlofsk。Oninquiry,itturnedoutthatRogojinvisitedtheoldladyintownatalmostthesamemomentwhenNastasiadeclaredthatshehadseenhiminthegarden;sothatthewholethingturnedouttobeanillusiononherpart。NastasiaimmediatelywentacrosstoHippolyte’stoinquiremoreaccurately,andreturnedimmenselyrelievedandcomforted。

  Onthedaybeforethewedding,theprinceleftNastasiainastateofgreatanimation。Herwedding-dressandallsortsoffineryhadjustarrivedfromtown。Muishkinhadnotimaginedthatshewouldbesoexcitedoverit,buthepraisedeverything,andhispraiserenderedherdoublyhappy。

  ButNastasiacouldnothidethecauseofherintenseinterestinherweddingsplendour。Shehadheardoftheindignationinthetown,andknewthatsomeofthepopulacewasgettingupasortofcharivariwithmusic,thatverseshadbeencomposedfortheoccasion,andthattherestofPavlofsksocietymoreorlessencouragedthesepreparations。So,sinceattemptswerebeingmadetohumiliateher,shewantedtoholdherheadevenhigherthanusual,andtooverwhelmthemallwiththebeautyandtasteofhertoilette。\"Letthemshoutandwhistle,iftheydare!\"Hereyesflashedatthethought。But,underneaththis,shehadanothermotive,ofwhichshedidnotspeak。ShethoughtthatpossiblyAglaya,oratanyratesomeonesentbyher,wouldbepresentincognitoattheceremony,orinthecrowd,andshewishedtobepreparedforthiseventuality。

  Theprinceleftherateleven,fullofthesethoughts,andwenthome。Butitwasnottwelveo’clockwhenamessengercametosaythatNastasiawasverybad,andhemustcomeatonce。

  Onhurryingbackhefoundhisbridelockedupinherownroomandcouldhearherhystericalcriesandsobs。Itwassometimebeforeshecouldbemadetohearthattheprincehadcome,andthensheopenedthedooronlyjustsufficientlytolethimin,andimmediatelylockeditbehindhim。Shethenfellonherkneesathisfeet。SoatleastDanaAlexeyevnareported。

  \"WhatamIdoing?WhatamIdoingtoyou?\"shesobbedconvulsively,embracinghisknees。

  Theprincewasawholehoursoothingandcomfortingher,andlefther,atlength,pacifiedandcomposed。Hesentanothermessengerduringthenighttoinquireafterher,andtwomorenextmorning。

  ThelastbroughtbackamessagethatNastasiawassurroundedbyawholearmyofdressmakersandmaids,andwasashappyandasbusyassuchabeautyshouldbeonherweddingmorning,andthattherewasnotavestigeofyesterday’sagitationremaining。Themessageconcludedwiththenewsthatatthemomentofthebearer’sdeparturetherewasagreatconfabulationinprogressastowhichdiamondsweretobeworn,andhow。

  Thismessageentirelycalmedtheprince’smind。

  Thefollowingreportoftheproceedingsontheweddingdaymaybedependedupon,ascomingfromeye-witnesses。

  Theweddingwasfixedforeighto’clockintheevening。NastasiaPhilipovnawasreadyatseven。Fromsixo’clockgroupsofpeoplebegantogatheratNastasia’shouse,attheprince’s,andatthechurchdoor,butmoreespeciallyattheformerplace。Thechurchbegantofillatseven。

  ColiaandVeraLebedeffwereveryanxiousontheprince’saccount,buttheyweresobusyoverthearrangementsforreceivingtheguestsafterthewedding,thattheyhadnotmuchtimefortheindulgenceofpersonalfeelings。

  Thereweretobeveryfewguestsbesidesthebestmenandsoon;

  onlyDanaAlexeyevna,thePtitsins,Gania,andthedoctor。WhentheprinceaskedLebedeffwhyhehadinvitedthedoctor,whowasalmostastranger,Lebedeffreplied:

  \"Why,hewearsan’order,’anditlookssowell!\"

  Thisideaamusedtheprince。

  KellerandBurdovskylookedwonderfullycorrectintheirdress-

  coatsandwhitekidgloves,althoughKellercausedthebridegroomsomealarmbyhisundisguisedlyhostileglancesatthegatheringcrowdofsight-seersoutside。

  Atabouthalf-pastseventheprincestartedforthechurchinhiscarriage。

  Wemayremarkherethatheseemedanxiousnottoomitasingleoneoftherecognizedcustomsandtraditionsobservedatweddings。Hewishedalltobedoneasopenlyaspossible,and\"indueorder。\"

  Arrivedatthechurch,Muishkin,underKeller’sguidance,passedthroughthecrowdofspectators,amidcontinuouswhisperingandexcitedexclamations。Theprincestayednearthealtar,whileKellermadeoffoncemoretofetchthebride。

  OnreachingthegateofDariaAlexeyevna’shouse,Kellerfoundafardensercrowdthanhehadencounteredattheprince’s。TheremarksandexclamationsofthespectatorsherewereofsoirritatinganaturethatKellerwasverynearmakingthemaspeechontheimproprietyoftheirconduct,butwasluckilycaughtbyBurdovsky,intheactofturningtoaddressthem,andhurriedindoors。

  NastasiaPhilipovnawasready。Sherosefromherseat,lookedintotheglassandremarked,asKellertoldthetaleafterwards,thatshewas\"aspaleasacorpse。\"Shethenbentherheadreverently,beforetheikoninthecorner,andlefttheroom。

  Atorrentofvoicesgreetedherappearanceatthefrontdoor。Thecrowdwhistled,clappeditshands,andlaughedandshouted;butinamomentortwoisolatedvoicesweredistinguishable。

  \"Whatabeauty!\"criedone。

  \"Well,sheisn’tthefirstintheworld,northelast,\"saidanother。

  \"Marriagecoverseverything,\"observedathird。

  \"Idefyyoutofindanotherbeautylikethat,\"saidafourth。

  \"She’sarealprincess!I’dsellmysoulforsuchaprincessasthat!\"

  Nastasiacameoutofthehouselookingaswhiteasanyhandkerchief;butherlargedarkeyesshoneuponthevulgarcrowdlikeblazingcoals。Thespectators’crieswereredoubled,andbecamemoreexultantandtriumphanteverymoment。Thedoorofthecarriagewasopen,andKellerhadgivenhishandtothebridetohelpherin,whensuddenlywithaloudcrysherushedfromhim,straightintothesurgingcrowd。Herfriendsaboutherwerestupefiedwithamazement;thecrowdpartedassherushedthroughit,andsuddenly,atadistanceoffiveorsixyardsfromthecarriage,appearedRogojin。Itwashislookthathadcaughthereyes。

  Nastasiarushedtohimlikeamadwoman,andseizedbothhishands。

  \"Saveme!\"shecried。\"Takemeaway,anywhereyoulike,quick!\"

  Rogojinseizedherinhisarmsandalmostcarriedhertothecarriage。Then,inaflash,hetoreahundred-roublenoteoutofhispocketandheldittothecoachman。

  \"Tothestation,quick!Ifyoucatchthetrainyoushallhaveanother。Quick!\"

  HeleapedintothecarriageafterNastasiaandbangedthedoor。

  Thecoachmandidnothesitateamoment;hewhippedupthehorses,andtheywereoft。

  \"OnemoresecondandIshouldhavestoppedhim,\"saidKeller,afterwards。Infact,heandBurdovskyjumpedintoanothercarriageandsetoffinpursuit;butitstruckthemastheydrovealongthatitwasnotmuchusetryingtobringNastasiabackbyforce。

  \"Besides,\"saidBurdovsky,\"theprincewouldnotlikeit,wouldhe?\"Sotheygaveupthepursuit。

  RogojinandNastasiaPhilipovnareachedthestationjustintimeforthetrain。Ashejumpedoutofthecarriageandwasalmostonthepointofenteringthetrain,Rogojinaccostedayounggirlstandingontheplatformandwearinganold-fashioned,butrespectable-looking,blackcloakandasilkhandkerchiefoverherhead。

  \"Takefiftyroublesforyourcloak?\"heshouted,holdingthemoneyouttothegirl。Beforetheastonishedyoungwomancouldcollectherscatteredsenses,hepushedthemoneyintoherhand,seizedthemantle,andthrewitandthehandkerchiefoverNastasia’sheadandshoulders。Thelatter’swedding-arraywouldhaveattractedtoomuchattention,anditwasnotuntilsometimelaterthatthegirlunderstoodwhyheroldcloakandkerchiefhadbeenboughtatsuchaprice。

  Thenewsofwhathadhappenedreachedthechurchwithextraordinaryrapidity。WhenKellerarrived,ahostofpeoplewhomhedidnotknowthrongedaroundtoaskhimquestions。Therewasmuchexcitedtalking,andshakingofheads,evensomelaughter;butnooneleftthechurch,allbeinganxioustoobservehowthenowcelebratedbridegroomwouldtakethenews。Hegrewverypaleuponhearingit,buttookitquitequietly。

  \"Iwasafraid,\"hemuttered,scarcelyaudibly,\"butIhardlythoughtitwouldcometothis。\"Thenafterashortsilence,headded:\"However,inherstate,itisquiteconsistentwiththenaturalorderofthings。\"

  EvenKelleradmittedafterwardsthatthiswas\"extraordinarilyphilosophical\"ontheprince’spart。Heleftthechurchquitecalm,toallappearances,asmanywitnesseswerefoundtodeclareafterwards。Heseemedanxioustoreachhomeandbeleftaloneasquicklyaspossible;butthiswasnottobe。Hewasaccompaniedbynearlyalltheinvitedguests,andbesidesthis,thehousewasalmostbesiegedbyexcitedbandsofpeople,whoinsisteduponbeingallowedtoentertheverandah。TheprinceheardKellerandLebedeffremonstratingandquarrellingwiththeseunknownindividuals,andsoonwentouthimself。Heapproachedthedisturbersofhispeace,requestedcourteouslytobetoldwhatwasdesired;thenpolitelyputtingLebedeffandKelleraside,headdressedanoldgentlemanwhowasstandingontheverandahstepsattheheadofthebandofwould-beguests,andcourteouslyrequestedhimtohonourhimwithavisit。Theoldfellowwasquitetakenabackbythis,butentered,followedbyafewmore,whotriedtoappearattheirease。Therestremainedoutside,andpresentlythewholecrowdwascensuringthosewhohadacceptedtheinvitation。Theprinceofferedseatstohisstrangevisitors,teawasserved,andageneralconversationsprangup。Everythingwasdonemostdecorously,totheconsiderablesurpriseoftheintruders。Afewtentativeattemptsweremadetoturntheconversationtotheeventsoftheday,andafewindiscreetquestionswereasked;butMuishkinrepliedtoeverybodywithsuchsimplicityandgood-humour,andatthesametimewithsomuchdignity,andshowedsuchconfidenceinthegoodbreedingofhisguests,thattheindiscreettalkerswerequicklysilenced。Bydegreestheconversationbecamealmostserious。Onegentlemansuddenlyexclaimed,withgreatvehemence:\"Whateverhappens,I

  shallnotsellmyproperty;Ishallwait。Enterpriseisbetterthanmoney,andthere,sir,youhavemywholesystemofeconomy,ifyouwish!\"Headdressedtheprince,whowarmlycommendedhissentiments,thoughLebedeffwhisperedinhisearthatthisgentleman,whotalkedsomuchofhis\"property,\"hadneverhadeitherhouseorhome。

  Nearlyanhourpassedthus,andwhenteawasoverthevisitorsseemedtothinkthatitwastimetogo。Astheywentout,thedoctorandtheoldgentlemanbadeMuishkinawarmfarewell,andalltheresttooktheirleavewithheartyprotestationsofgood-

  will,droppingremarkstotheeffectthat\"itwasnouseworrying,\"andthat\"perhapsallwouldturnoutforthebest,\"

  andsoon。Someoftheyoungerintruderswouldhaveaskedforchampagne,buttheywerecheckedbytheolderones。Whenallhaddeparted,KellerleanedovertoLebedeff,andsaid:

  \"Withyouandmetherewouldhavebeenascene。Weshouldhaveshoutedandfought,andcalledinthepolice。Buthehassimplymadesomenewfriends——andsuchfriends,too!Iknowthem!\"

  Lebedeff,whowasslightlyintoxicated,answeredwithasigh:

  \"Thingsarehiddenfromthewiseandprudent,andrevealeduntobabes。Ihaveappliedthosewordstohimbefore,butnowIaddthatGodhaspreservedthebabehimselffromtheabyss,HeandallHissaints。\"

  Atlast,abouthalf-pastten,theprincewasleftalone。Hisheadached。Coliawasthelasttogo,afterhavinghelpedhimtochangehisweddingclothes。Theypartedonaffectionateterms,and,withoutspeakingofwhathadhappened,Coliapromisedtocomeveryearlythenextday。Hesaidlaterthattheprincehadgivennohintofhisintentionswhentheysaidgood-bye,buthadhiddenthemevenfromhim。Soontherewashardlyanyoneleftinthehouse。BurdovskyhadgonetoseeHippolyte;KellerandLebedeffhadwanderedofftogethersomewhere。

  OnlyVeraLebedeffremainedhurriedlyrearrangingthefurnitureintherooms。Asshelefttheverandah,sheglancedattheprince。Hewasseatedatthetable,withbothelbowsuponit,andhisheadrestingonhishands。Sheapproachedhim,andtouchedhisshouldergently。Theprincestartedandlookedatherinperplexity;heseemedtobecollectinghissensesforaminuteorso,beforehecouldrememberwherehewas。Asrecollectiondawneduponhim,hebecameviolentlyagitated。Allhedid,however,wastoaskVeraveryearnestlytoknockathisdoorandawakehimintimeforthefirsttraintoPetersburgnextmorning。Verapromised,andtheprinceentreatedhernottotellanyoneofhisintention。Shepromisedthis,too;andatlast,whenshehadhalf-closedthedoor,becalledherbackathirdtime,tookherhandsinhis,kissedthem,thenkissedherforehead,andinaratherpeculiarmannersaidtoher,\"Untiltomorrow!\"

  SuchwasVera’sstoryafterwards。

  Shewentawayingreatanxietyabouthim,butwhenshesawhiminthemorning,heseemedtobequitehimselfagain,greetedherwithasmile,andtoldherthathewouldverylikelybebackbytheevening。ItappearsthathedidnotconsideritnecessarytoinformanyoneexceptingVeraofhisdeparturefortown。

  XI。

  ANhourlaterhewasinSt。Petersburg,andbyteno’clockhehadrungthebellatRogojin’s。

  Hehadgonetothefrontdoor,andwaskeptwaitingalongwhilebeforeanyonecame。AtlastthedoorofoldMrs。Rogojin’sflatwasopened,andanagedservantappeared。

  \"ParfenSemionovitchisnotathome,\"sheannouncedfromthedoorway。\"Whomdoyouwant?\"

  \"ParfenSemionovitch。\"

  \"Heisnotin。\"

  Theoldwomanexaminedtheprincefromheadtofootwithgreatcuriosity。

  \"Atalleventstellmewhetherhesleptathomelastnight,andwhetherhecamealone?\"

  Theoldwomancontinuedtostareathim,butsaidnothing。

  \"WasnotNastasiaPhilipovnaherewithhim,yesterdayevening?\"

  \"And,pray,whoareyouyourself?\"

  \"PrinceLefNicolaievitchMuishkin;heknowsmewell。\"

  \"Heisnotathome。\"

  Thewomanloweredhereyes。

  \"AndNastasiaPhilipovna?\"

  \"Iknownothingaboutit。\"

  \"Stopaminute!Whenwillhecomeback?\"

  \"Idon’tknowthateither。\"

  Thedoorwasshutwiththesewords,andtheoldwomandisappeared。Theprincedecidedtocomebackwithinanhour。Passingoutofthehouse,hemettheporter。

  \"IsParfenSemionovitchathome?\"heasked。

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Whydidtheytellmehewasnotathome,then?\"\"Wheredidtheytellyouso,——athisdoor?\"\"No,athismother’sflat;IrangatParfenSemionovitch’sdoorandnobodycame。\"

  \"Well,hemayhavegoneout。Ican’ttell。Sometimeshetakesthekeyswithhim,andleavestheroomsemptyfortwoorthreedays。\"

  \"Doyouknowforcertainthathewasathomelastnight?\"

  \"Yes,hewas。\"

  \"WasNastasiaPhilipovnawithhim?\"

  \"Idon’tknow;shedoesn’tcomeoften。IthinkIshouldhaveknownifshehadcome。\"

  Theprincewentoutdeepinthought,andwalkedupanddownthepavementforsometime。ThewindowsofalltheroomsoccupiedbyRogojinwereclosed,thoseofhismother’sapartmentswereopen。

  Itwasahot,brightday。Theprincecrossedtheroadinordertohaveagoodlookatthewindowsagain;notonlywereRogojin’sclosed,butthewhiteblindswerealldownaswell。

  Hestoodthereforaminuteandthen,suddenlyandstrangelyenough,itseemedtohimthatalittlecornerofoneoftheblindswaslifted,andRogojin’sfaceappearedforaninstantandthenvanished。Hewaitedanotherminute,anddecidedtogoandringthebelloncemore;however,hethoughtbetterofitagainandputitoffforanhour。

  ThechiefobjectinhismindatthismomentwastogetasquicklyashecouldtoNastasiaPhilipovna’slodging。Herememberedthat,notlongsince,whenshehadleftPavlofskathisrequest,hehadbeggedhertoputupintownatthehouseofarespectablewidow,whohadwell-furnishedroomstolet,neartheIsmailofskybarracks。ProbablyNastasiahadkepttheroomswhenshecamedowntoPavlofskthislasttime;andmostlikelyshewouldhavespentthenightinthem,Rogojinhavingtakenherstraighttherefromthestation。

  Theprincetookadroshky。Itstruckhimashedroveonthatheoughttohavebegunbycominghere,sinceitwasmostimprobablethatRogojinshouldhavetakenNastasiatohisownhouselastnight。Herememberedthattheportersaidsheveryrarelycameatall,sothatitwasstilllesslikelythatshewouldhavegonetheresolateatnight。

  Vainlytryingtocomforthimselfwiththesereflections,theprincereachedtheIsmailofskybarracksmoredeadthanalive。

  TohisconsternationthegoodpeopleatthelodgingshadnotonlyheardnothingofNastasia,butallcameouttolookathimasifhewereamarvelofsomesort。Thewholefamily,ofallages,surroundedhim,andhewasbeggedtoenter。Heguessedatoncethattheyknewperfectlywellwhohewas,andthatyesterdayoughttohavebeenhiswedding-day;andfurtherthattheyweredyingtoaskaboutthewedding,andespeciallyaboutwhyheshouldbeherenow,inquiringforthewomanwhoinallreasonablehumanprobabilitymighthavebeenexpectedtobewithhiminPavlofsk。

  Hesatisfiedtheircuriosity,inasfewwordsaspossible,withregardtothewedding,buttheirexclamationsandsighsweresonumerousandsincerethathewasobligedtotellthewholestory——

  inashortform,ofcourse。TheadviceofalltheseagitatedladieswasthattheprinceshouldgoatonceandknockatRogojin’suntilhewasletin:andwhenletininsistuponasubstantialexplanationofeverything。IfRogojinwasreallynotathome,theprincewasadvisedtogotoacertainhouse,theaddressofwhichwasgiven,wherelivedaGermanlady,afriendofNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwaspossiblethatshemighthavespentthenightthereinheranxietytoconcealherself。

  Theprincerosefromhisseatinaconditionofmentalcollapse。

  Thegoodladiesreportedafterwardsthat\"hispallorwasterribletosee,andhislegsseemedtogivewayunderneathhim。\"Withdifficultyhewasmadetounderstandthathisnewfriendswouldbegladofhisaddress,inordertoactwithhimifpossible。

  Afteramoment’sthoughthegavetheaddressofthesmallhotel,onthestairsofwhichhehadhadafitsomefiveweekssince。HethensetoffoncemoreforRogojin’s。

  ThistimetheyneitheropenedthedooratRogojin’sflatnorattheoneopposite。Theprincefoundtheporterwithdifficulty,butwhenfound,themanwouldhardlylookathimoranswerhisquestions,pretendingtobebusy。Eventually,however,hewaspersuadedtoreplysofarastostatethatRogojinhadleftthehouseearlyinthemorningandgonetoPavlofsk,andthathewouldnotreturntodayatall。

  \"Ishallwait;hemaycomebackthisevening。\"

  \"Hemaynotbehomeforaweek。\"

  \"Then,atallevents,heDIDsleephere,didhe?\"

  \"Well——hedidsleephere,yes。\"

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