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  TheHarvesterledthewaytotheguestchamberoverlookingthelake,andinstalleditsfirstoccupant。ThenhehurriedtotheGirl。Thedoctorwasholdingherheadandonehand,hiswifetheother,andthenurseherfeet。

  IttooktheHarvestertenstrenuousminutestomakehistouchandpresenceknownandtoworkquiet。Alloverhebegancrooninghisstoryofrest,joy,andlove。

  HebrokeoffwithafewwordstointroduceDoctorHarmontotheCareysandthenurse,andthencalmlycontinuedwhiletheothermenstoodandwatchedhim。

  ``Seemsrathercutoutforit,’’commentedDoctorHarmon。

  ``Ineveryethaveseenhimattemptanythingthathedidn’tappearcutoutfor,’’answeredDoctorCarey。

  ``Willsheknowme?’’inquiredtheyoungman,approachingthebed。

  WhentheGirl’seyesfellonhimshegrewrigidandlaystaringathim。Suddenlywithawildcryshestruggledtorise。

  ``Youhavecome!’’shecried。``OhIknewyouwouldcome!Ifeltyouwouldcome!Icannotpayyounow!

  Ohwhydidn’tyoucomesooner?’’

  TheyoungdoctorleanedoverandtookoneofthewhitehandsfromtheHarvester,strokingitgently。

  ``Whyyoudidpay,Ruth!Howdidyoucometoforget?Don’tyourememberthedraftyousentme?

  Ididn’tcomeformoney;Icametovisityou,tonurseyou,todoallIcantomakeyouwell。Iamgoingtotakecareofyounowsofinelyyou’llbeoutonthelakeandamongtheflowerssoon。I’vegotsomemedicinethatmakeseveryonewell。It’sgoingtomakeyoustrong,andthere’ssomethingelsethat’sgoingtomakeyouhappy;andme,I’mgoingtobetheproudestmanalive。’’

  Hereachedoverandtookpossessionoftheotherhand,strokingthemsoftly,andtheGirllaytenselystaringathimandgraduallyyieldingtohistouchandvoice。

  TheHarvesterarose,andpassingaroundthebed,heplacedachairforDoctorHarmonandmotioningforDoctorCareylefttheroom。Hewenttotheshoretohisswimmingpool,wearilydroppedonthebench,andstaredacrossthewater。

  ``WellthankGoditworked,anyway!’’hemuttered。

  ``What’sthatpopinjaydoinghere?’’thunderedDoctorCarey。``Gotsomemedicinethatcureseverybody。

  Goingtomakeherwell,ishe?Makethecows,andtheducks,andthechickens,andtheshitepokeswell,andhappy——nonameforit!Afterthisweareallgoingtobewellandhappy!Youlookitrightnow,David!WhatunderHeavenhaveyoudone?’’

  ``Leftmywifewiththemansheloves,andtowhomI

  releaseher,mydearfriend,’’saidtheHarvester。``Andit’ssoeasyformethatyouneedn’tgivemakingitalittleharder,anythought。’’

  ``David,forgiveme!’’criedDoctorCarey。``Idon’tunderstandthis。I’malmostinsane。Willyoutellmewhatitmeans?’’

  ``MeansthatItookadvantageoftheGirl’sillness,utterloneliness,andfear,andforcedherintomarryingmeforshelterandcare,whenshelovedandwantedanotherman,whowaspreparingtocometoher。HeisherChicagodoctor,andfineineveryfibre,asyoucansee。Thereisonlyonethingonearthformetodo,andthatistogetoutoftheirway,andI’lldoitassoonassheiswell;

  butIvowIwon’tleaveherpoor,tiredbodyuntilsheis,notevenforhim。IthoughtsureIcouldteachhertoloveme!Ohbutthisisbitter,Doc!’’

  ``Youareaconsummatefooltobringhimhere!’’

  criedDoctorCarey。``Ifsheistoosicktorealizethesituationnow,shewillbedifferentwhensheisnormalagain。Anysanegirlthatwouldn’tloveyou,David,ain’tfitforanything!’’

  ``Yes,I’mawhaleofalover!’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``NicemessI’vemadeofit。Butthereisnorealharmdone。ThankGod,Harmonwasnottheonlywhiteman。’’

  ``David,whatdoyoumean?’’

  ``Isitbetweenus,Doc?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Foralltime?’’

  ``Itis。’’

  TheHarvestertoldhim。Heended,``Givethefellowhisdues,Doc。Hehadherathismercy,utterlyaloneandunprotected,inabigcity。Therewasnotalivingsoultoholdhimtoaccount。Headdedtohisburdens,borrowedmoremoney,andsentherhere。Hethoughtshewascomingtothecountrywhereshewouldbesafeandwellcaredforuntilhecouldsupporther。Ididtheremainder。NowImustundoit,that’sall!Butyouhavegottogointhereandpractisewithhim。

  You’vegottoshowhimeverycourtesyoftheprofession。

  Youmustgoalittleovertherules,andteachhimallyoucan。Youwillhavetostifleyourfeelings,andbeasmuchofamanasitisinyoutobe,atyourlevelbest。’’

  ``I’mnogoodatstiflingmyfeelings!’’

  ``Thenyou’llhavetolearn,’’saidtheHarvester。

  ``Ifyou’dlivedthroughmyyearsofrepressioninthewoodsyou’ddothefellowcredit。AsIseeit,hissideofthisisnearlyasfineasyoumakeit。Itellyoushewasutterlystricken,alone,andbeautiful。Shesoughthisassistance。Whentheendcamehethoughtonlyofher。

  Won’tyougiveayoungfellowinaplacelikeChicagosomecreditforthat?Can’tyougetthroughyouwhatitmeans?’’

  DoctorCareystoodfrowningindeepthought,butthelinesofhisfacegraduallychanged。

  ``IsupposeI’vegottostomachhim,’’hesaid。

  Thenursecamedownthegravelpath。

  ``Mr。Langston,DoctorHarmonaskedmetocallyou,’’shesaid。

  TheHarvesteraroseandwenttothesunshineroom。

  ``Whatdoeshewant,Molly?’’askedthedoctor。

  ``Wantstoturnoverhisjob,’’chuckledthenurse。``Hehelditaboutsevenminutesinpeace,andthenshebegantofretandcallfortheHarvester。Hejustsweatbloodtopacifyher,buthecouldn’tmakeit。Hetriedtoholdher,tomakelovetoher,andgoodnessknowswhat,butshestruggledandcried,`David,’untilhehadtogiveitupandsendme。’’

  ``Molly,’’saidDoctorCarey,``we’veknowntheHarvesteralongtime,andheisourfriend,isn’the?’’

  ``Ofcourse!’’saidthenurse。

  ``Weknowthisisthefirstwomanheeverloved,probablyeverwill,asheismade。Nowwedon’tlikethisstrangerbuttinginhere;weresentit,Molly。Weareonthesideofourfriend,andwewanthimtowin。

  I’llgrantthatthisfellowisfine,andthathehasdonewell,butwhat’stheuseintearinguparrangementsalreadymade?Andsosuitable!NowMolly,youaremybestnurse,andagoodreliableaidintimeslikethis。

  Igaveyouinstructionsanhourago。I’lladdthistothem。YOUAREONTHEHARVESTER’SSIDE。Doyouunderstand?

  Inthis,andthedaystocome,you’llhaveathousandchancestoputinalickwithasickwoman。

  PuttheminasItellyou。’’

  ``Yes,DoctorCarey。’’

  ``AndMolly!Youaresomethingbesidesmybestnurse。You’reasmashingprettygirl,andyouroccupationshouldmakeyouespeciallyattractivetoayoungdoctor。I’msurethisfellowisallright,sowhileyouaredoingyourbestwithyourpatientfortheHarvester,whynothaveatryforyourselfwiththedoctor?Itcouldn’tdoanyharm,anditmightstraightenoutmatters。Anyway,youthinkitover。’’

  Thenursestudiedhisfacesilentlyforatime,andthenshebegantolaughsoftly。

  ``Heisuptheredoinghisbestwithher,’’shesaid。

  Thedoctorthrewouthishandsinagestureofdisdain,andthenurselaughedagain;buthercheekswerepinkandhereyesflashingasshereturnedtoduty。

  ``Randomshot,butitmighthitsomething,younevercantell,’’commentedthedoctor。

  TheHarvesterenteredtheGirl’sroomandstoodstill。

  Shewasfrettingandraisinghertemperaturerapidly。

  Beforehereachedthedoorhisheartgaveonegreatleapatthesoundofhervoicecallinghisname。Heknewwhattodo,buthehesitated。

  ``Sheseemstohavebecomeaccustomedtoyou,andattimesdoesnotrememberme,’’saidDoctorHarmon。``I

  thinkyouhadbettertakeheragainuntilshegrowsquiet。’’

  TheHarvestersteppedtothebedandlookedthedoctorintheeye。

  ``IamafraidIleftoutoneimportantfeatureinourlittletalkonthebridge,’’hesaid。``Ineglectedtotellyouthatinyourfightforthiswoman’slifeandloveyouhavearival。Iamhe。Sheismywife,andwiththelastfibreofmybeingIadoreher。Ifyouwin,andshewantsyoutotakeheraway,Iwillhelpyou;butmyheartgoeswithherforever。IfbyanychanceitshouldoccurthatIhavebeenmistakenormisinterpretedherdeliriumorthatshehasbeendeceivedandfindssheprefersmeandMedicineWoods,toyouandChicago,whenshehashadopportunitytomeasureusmanagainstman,youmustunderstandthatIclaimher。SoIsaytoyoufrankly,takeherifyoucan,butdon’timaginethatIampassive。

  I’llhelpyouifIknowshewantsyou,butIfightyoueveryinchoftheway。Onlyithasgottobesquareandopen。Doyouunderstand?’’

  ``Youarecertainlysufficientlyclear。’’

  ``Nomanwhoishalfamanseesthelastchanceofhappinessgooutofhislifewithoutputtingupthestiffestbattleheknows,’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``Ruth-

  girl,youareraisingthefeveragain。Youmustbequiet。’’

  Withinfinitetendernesshepossessedhimselfofherhandsandbeganstrokingherhair,andinalowandsoothingvoicethestoryofthebirds,flowers,lake,andwoodswenton。TokeepitfromgrowingmonotonoustheHarvesterbranchedoutandputineverythingheknew。

  Inthedaysthatfollowedheheldapositionnonecouldtakefromhim。Whilethedoctorsfoughtthefever,heworkedforrestandquiet,andsoothedthetorturedbodyasbesthecould,thatthemedicinesmightact。

  Butthefeverwasstubborn,andtheremedieswereslow;andlongbeforethedreadedcomingdaythedoctorsandnursewerequietlysayingtoeachotherthatwhenthecrisiscametheheartwouldfail。Therewasnovitalitytosustainlife。ButtheydidnotdaretelltheHarvester。DayandnighthesatbesidethemaplebedorstretchedsleepingafewminutesonthecouchwhiletheGirlslept;andwithfaithneverfalteringandcourageunequalled,hewarnedthemtohavetheirremediesandappliancesready。

  ``Idon’tsayit’sgoingtobeeasy,’’hesaid。``Ijustmerelystatethatitmustbedone。AndI’llalsomentionthat,whenthehourcomes,themanwhodiscoversthathecoulddosomethingifhehaddigitalis,oraremedyheshouldhavehadreadyandhasforgotten,thatmanhadbetterkeepoutofmysight。Makeyourpreparationsnow。Talkthecaseover。Fillyourhypodermics。Cleanyourairpumps。Getyourhot-waterbottlesready。

  Havesystem。Labelyourstufflargeandsetitconveniently。

  Youseewhatiscoming,beprepared!’’

  Oneday,whiletheGirllayinahalf-drugged,feverishsleep,theHarvesterwentforaswim。Hedressedalittlesoonerthanwasexpectedandincrossingtheliving-roomheheardDoctorHarmonsaytoDoctorCareyontheveranda,``Whatarewegoingtodowithhimwhentheendcomes?’’

  TheHarvestersteppedtothedoor。``Thatwon’tbethequestion,’’hesaidgrimly。``ItwillbewhatwillHEdowithus?’’

  Then,withanalmostimperceptiblemovement,hecaughtDoctorHarmonatthewaistline,andliftedanddangledhimasababy,andthenstoodhimonthefloor。

  ``Didn’thardlyexpectthatmuchmuscle,didyou?’’

  heinquiredlightly。``AndI’mnotinwhatyoucouldcallcondition,either。Insteadofwastinganytimeonfoolquestionslikethat,youtwogooveryourstuffandaskeachother,havewegoteverylastapplianceknowntophysicsandsurgery?Havewegotduplicatesonhandincasewebreakdelicateinstrumentslikehypodermicsyringesandthatsortofthing?Engageyourselveswithquestionspertainingtolife;thatisyourbusiness。

  Insteadofplanningwhatyou’lldoinfailure,bolsteryoursoulsagainstit。GrannyMorelandbeatsyoutwoputtogetheringripandcourage。’’

  TheHarvesterreturnedtohistask,andthefightwenton。Atlastthehourcamewhenthetemperaturefelllowerandlower。Thefeeblepulsesflickeredandgrewindiscernible;agraypallorhoveredovertheGirl,andacoldsweatstoodonhertemples。

  ``Now!’’saidtheHarvester。``Exerciseyourcalling!

  Fightlikemenordevils,butwinyoumust。’’

  Theydidwork。Theyadministeredstimulants;appliedheattothechilledbody;fansswepttheroomwithvitalizedair;hypodermicswereused;andeverylastresortknowntosciencewasgivenafulltest,andtheweakheartthrobbedslowerandslower,andliferanoutwitheachbreath。TheHarvesterstoodwaitingwithsetjaws。Hecoulddetectnochangeforthebetter。Atlasthepickedupachilledhandandcoulddiscovernopulse,andthegraynailsandthedarktipstoldastoryofarrestedcirculation。Helaiddownthehandandfacedthemen。

  ``Thisiswhatyou’dcallthecrisis,Doc?’’heaskedgently。

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Areyoustemmingit?Areyoustemmingit?Areyousuresheisholdingherown?’’

  DoctorCareylookedathimsilently。

  ``Haveyoudoneallyoucando?’’askedtheHarvester。

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Youbelievehergoingout?’’

  ``Yes’’

  TheHarvesterturnedtoDoctorHarmon。``Doyouconcurinthat?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  Thentothenurse,``Andyou?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Then,’’saidtheHarvester,``allofyouareuseless。

  Getoutofhere。Idon’twantyouratmosphere。Ifyoucanbelieveonlyindeath,leaveus!Sheismywife,andifthisistheendshebelongstome,andIwilldoasI

  choosewithher。Allofyougo!’’

  TheHarvestersteppedtothebathroomdoorandcalledGrannyMoreland。``Granny,’’hesaid,``sciencehasturnedtail,andleftmeinextremity。Fillyourhot-

  waterbottlesandcomeinherewithyourheartbigwithhopeandhelpmesavemyDreamGirl。SheisbreathingGranny;we’vegottomakeherkeepitup,that’sall——justkeepherbreathing。’’

  Hereturnedtothesunshineroom,placedasmalltablebesidethebed,andonitaglassofwater,spoon,andahypodermicsyringe。WhenGrannyMorelandcamehesaid:``Nowyoubeginonherfeetandrubwithlong,sweeping,upwardstrokestodrivethebloodtoherheart。’’

  AroundtheGirlhepiledhot-waterbottlesandbreathlesslyhungoverher,rubbingherhands。Hewipedtheperspirationfromherforehead,andthendroppedbyherbedandforasecondlaidhisfaceonhercoldpalm。

  ``IfIamwrong,Heavenforgiveme,’’heprayed。

  ``Andyou,oh,mydarlingDreamGirl,forgiveme,butIamforcedtotry——Godhelpingme!Amen。’’

  Hearose,tookasmallbottlefromhispocket,filledthespoonwithwater,andmeasuredintoitthreedropsofliquidasyellowasgold。Thenheheldthespoontothebluelips,andwithhisfingersworkedapartthesetteeth,andpouredthemedicinedownherthroat。ThentheyrubbedandmutteredsnatchesofprayerforfifteenminuteswhentheHarvesteradministeredanotherthreedrops。Itmighthavebeenfancy,butitseemedtohimherjawswerenotsostiff。FasterflewhishandsandhesentGrannyMorelandtorefillthehotbottles。WhenhegavetheGirlthethirddoseheinjectedsomeoftheliquidoverherheartandoftheglycerinethedoctorshadleft,intheextremities。Hereleasedmoreairandbeganrubbingagain。

  Thesecondhourstartedinthesameway,andendedwithslowlyrelaxingmusclesandfainttingesofcolourinthewhitecheeks。Thefeetwerenotsocold,andwhentheHarvesterheldthespoonheknewthattheGirlmadeanefforttoswallow,andhecouldseehereyelidstremble。ThereuponhepointedthesesignstoGranny,andimploredhertorubandpray,andprayandrub,whileheworkeduntiltheperspirationrolleddownhisgrayface。Attheendofthesecondhourhebegandecreasingthedosesandshorteningthetime,andagainhecommencedinalowrumblehissongoflifeandhealth,toencouragetheGirlasconsciousnessreturned。

  OccasionallyDoctorCareyopenedthedoorslightlyandpeepedintoseeifhewerewanted,buthereceivednoinvitationtoenter。ThelasttimeheleftwiththeimpressionthattheHarvesterwasraving,whileheworkedoveralifelessbody。HehadtheGirlwarmlycoveredandbentoverherfaceandhands。AtherfeetcrouchedGrannyMoreland,rubbing,stillrubbing,beneaththecovers,whileinasteadystreamtheHarvesterwaspouringouthissong。Ifhehadlistenedaninstantlongerhewouldhaverecognizedthatthetoneandthewordshadchanged。Nowitwas,``Gently,breathegently,Girl!Slowly,steadily,easily!Deeper,alittledeeper,Ruth!BraveGirl,neveranothersowonderful!That’smyDreamGirlcomingfromtheshadows,comingtolife’ssunshine,comingtohope,comingtolove!Deeper,justalittledeeper!Smoothlyandevenly!Youaremakingit,Girl!Youaremakingit!

  Byallthatisholyandglorious!Sticktoit,Ruth,holdtighttome!I’llhelpyou,dear!Youarecoming,comingbacktolifeandlove。Don’tworryyourselftryingtoohard,ifonlyyoucansendeverybreathasdeeplyasthelastone,youcanmakeit。Youbravegirl!

  YouwonderfulDreamGirl!Ah,Ruth,thenameofthisisvictory!’’

  AnhourbeforeDoctorCareyhadsaidtoDoctorHarmonandthenurse,ashesoftlyclosedthedoor:``ItisoverandtheHarvesterisraving。We’llgivehimalittlemoretimeandseeifhewon’trealizeithimself。

  Thatwillbeeasierforhimthanforustotrytotellhim。’’

  Nowheopenedthedoor,staredasecond,andcomingtotheoppositesideofthebed,heleanedovertheGirl。

  Thenhefeltherfeet。Theywerewarmandslightlydamp。Asurprisedlookcreptoverhisface。HegentlyreachedforahandthattheHarvesteryieldedtohim。

  Itwaswarm,thebluetipsbecomingrosy,thewristpulsediscernible。Thenhebentcloser,touchedherface,andsawthetremulouseyelids。Heturnedbackthecover,andheldhisearoverherheart。Whenhestraightened,``AsGodlives,she’sgotachance,David!’’heexultedinanawedwhisper。

  TheHarvesterliftedagravenface,downwhichthesweatofagonyrolled,andhislipspartedinatwitchingsmile。``Thenthisiswherelovebeatsthedoctors,Carey!’’hesaid。

  ``Itiswherelovehasventuredwhatsciencedaresnot。

  Lovedidn’tdoallofthis。InthenameoftheAlmighty,whatdidyougiveher,David?’’

  ``Life!’’criedtheHarvester。``Life!Comeon,Ruth,comeon!Outofthevalleycometome!Youarewellnow,Girl!It’sallover!Thelasttraceoffeverisgone,thelastofthedullache。Canyouswallowjusttwomoredropsofbottledsunshine,Ruth?’’

  Theflickeringlidsslowlyopened,andthebigblackeyeslookedstraightintotheHarvester’s。Hemetthemsteadily,smilingencouragement。

  ``Hangontoeachbreath,dearheart!’’heurged。

  ``Thefeverisgone。Thepainisover!Longlifeandtheloveyoucraveareforyou。You’veonlytokeepbreathingafewmorehoursandthebattleisyours。

  GloriousGirl!Noble!Youaredoingfinely!Ruth,doyouknowme?’’

  Herlipsmoved。

  ``Don’ttrytospeak,’’saidtheHarvester。``Don’twastebreathonaword。Savethegoodoxygentostrengthenyourtiredbody。Butifyoudoknowme,maybeyoucouldsmile,Ruth!’’

  Shecouldjustsmile,andthatwasall。Feeble,flickering,transient,butasitcrossedthelivingfacetheHarvesterliftedherhandsandkissedthemoverandover,back,palm,andfingertips。

  ``Nowjustonemoredrop,honey,andthenalongrest。

  Willyoutryitagainforme?’’

  Sheassented,andtheHarvestertookthebottlefromhispocket,pouredthedrop,andheldthespoontowillinglips。Thebigeyeswereonhimwithaquestion。

  Thentheyfelltothespoon。TheHarvesterunderstood。

  ``Yes,it’smine!It’sgotsixtyyearsofwonderfullifeinit,everyoneofthemfullofloveandhappinessformydearDreamGirl。Canyoutakeit,Ruth?’’

  Herlipsparted,thewineoflifepassedbetween。Shesmiledfaintly,andhereyelidsdroppedshut,butpresentlytheyopenedagain。

  ``David!’’

  ``MyDreamGirl!’’

  ``Harvester?’’

  ``Yes!’’

  ``MedicineMan?’’

  ``Don’t,Ruth!Saveeverybreathtohelpyourheart。’’

  ``Life?’’

  ``Lifeitis,Girl!’’exultedtheHarvester。``Longlife!Love!Home!Themanyoulove!Everyhappinessthatevercametoagirl!Nothingshallbedeniedyou!Nothingshallbelacking!It’sallinyourhandsnow,Ruth。We’vealldoneeverythingwecan;youmustdotheremainder。It’syourworktosendeverybreathasdeeplyasyoucan。Doc,releaseanothertankofair。

  Areherfeetwarm,Granny?Letthenursetakeyourplacenow。And,honey,gotosleep!I’llkeepwatchforyou。I’llmeasureeachbreathyoudraw。Iftheyshortenorweaken,I’llwakeyouformoremedicine。Youcantrustme!Alwaysyoucantrustme,Ruth。’’

  TheGirlsmiledandfellintoalight,evenslumber。

  GrannyMorelandstumbledtothecouchandrolledonitsobbingwithnervousexhaustion。DoctorCareycalledthenursetotakeherplace。ThenhecametotheHarvester’ssideandwhispered,``Letme,David!’’

  TheHarvesterlookedupwithhisqueergrin,buthemadenomotiontoarise。

  ``Won’tyoutrustme,David?I’llwatchasifitweremyownwife。’’

  ``Iwouldn’ttrustanymanonearth,forthecomingthreehours,’’repliedtheHarvester。``IfIkeepthisupthatlong,sheissafe。GoandrestuntilIcallyou。’’

  HeagainbentovertheGirl,onehandonherleftwrist,theotheroverherheart,hiseyesonherlips,watchingthedepthandstrengthofhereverybreath。

  Regularlyheadministeredthemedicinehewasgivingher。Sometimesshetookithalfasleep;againshegavehimasmilethattotheHarvesterwasthesupremethingofearthorHeaven。Towardtheendofthelongvigil,inexhaustionheslippedtothefloor,andlaidhisheadonthesideofthebed,andforasecondhishandrelaxedandhefellasleep。TheGirlawakenedashistouchloosenedandlookingdownshesawhishuddledbody。AsecondlatertheHarvesterawokewithaguiltystarttofindherfingerstwistedintheshockofhaironthetopofhishead。

  ``PoorstrandedGirl,’’hemuttered。``She’sclingingtomeforlife,andyoucanstakeallyouareworthshe’sgoingtogetit!’’

  Thenhegentlyrelaxedhergrip,gaveherthelastdosehefeltnecessary,yieldedhisplacetoDoctorCareyandstaggeredupthehill。AsthesunpeepedoverMedicineWoodshestretchedhimselfbetweenthetwomoundsundertheoak,andforafewminuteshisbodywasrentwiththeawful,tornsobbingofastrongman。Belshazzarnosedthetwistingfigureandwhinedpitifully。A

  chatteringlittlemarshwrentiltedonabushandscolded。

  Abluejayperchedaboveandtriedtodecidewhethertherewascauseforanalarmsignal。Asnakecomingfromthewatertohuntbirdsranclosetohim,andchangingitscourse,wentweavingawayamongthemosses。

  Graduallythepentforcesspentthemselves,andforhourstheHarvesterlayinthedeepsleepofexhaustion,andstretchedbesidehim,Belshazzarguardedwithanxiousdogeyes。

  CHAPTERXVIII

  THEBETTERMAN

  InthemiddleoftheafternoontheHarvesteraroseandwentintothelake,ateaheartydinner,andthentookuphiswatchagain。Fortwodaysandnightshekepthisplace,untilhehadtheGirloutofdanger,andwherecarefulnursingwasallthatwasrequiredtoinsurelifeandhealth。Ashesatbesideherthelastday,hisphysicalendurancestrainedtothebreakingpoint,shelaidherhandoverhis,andlookedlongandsteadilyintohiseyes。

  ``TherearesomanythingsIwanttoknow,’’shesaid。

  TheHarvester’sfirmfingersclosedoverhers。``Ruth,haveyoueverbeensorrythatyoutrustedme?’’

  ``Never!’’saidtheGirlinstantly。

  ``Thensupposeyoukeepitup,’’saidhe。``Whateveritisthatyouwanttoknow,don’tuseaniotaofstrengthtotalkortothinkaboutitnow。Justsaytoyourself,helovesmewellenoughtodowhatisright,andIknowthathewill。Allyouhavetodoistobepatientuntilyougrowstrongerthanyoueverhavebeeninyourlife,andthenyoushallhaveexactlywhatyouwant,Ruth。Sleeplikeababyforaweekortwo。Then,slowlyandgradually,wewillbuildupsuchaconstitutionforyouthatyoushallride,drive,row,swim,dance,play,andhaveallthatyourgirlhoodhasmissedinfunandfrolic,andallthatyourwomanhoodcravesinloveandcompanionship。Happinesshascomeatlast,Ruth。

  Takeitfromme。Everythingyoucraveisyours。Theloveyouwant,thehome,andthelife。Assoonasyouarestrongenough,youshallknowallaboutit。Yourbusinessistodrinkstimulantsandsleepnow,dear。’’

  ``Sotiredofthisbed!’’

  ``Itwon’tbelonguntilyoucanlieonthecouchandtheverandaswingagain。’’

  ``Glory!’’saidtheGirl。``David,Imusthavebeenfulloffeverforalongtime。Ican’tremembereverything。’’

  ``Don’ttry,Itellyou。Lifeiscomingoutrightforyou;that’sallyouneedknownow。’’

  ``Andforyou,David?’’

  ``Wheneverthingsarerightforyou,theyareforme,Ruth。’’

  ``Don’tyoueverthinkofyourself?’’

  ``NotwhenIamcloseyou。’’

  ``Ah!ThenIshallhavetogrowstrongverysoonandthinkofyou。’’

  TheHarvester’ssmilewaspathetic。Hewasunspeakablytiredagain。

  ``Nevermindme!’’hesaid。``Onlygetwell。’’

  ``David,wastherealittlehorse?’’

  ``Therecertainlywasandis,’’saidtheHarvester。

  ``Youhadnotnamedhimyet,butinafewdaysIcanleadhimtothewindow。’’

  ``Wastheresomethingsaidaboutaboat?’’

  ``Twoofthem。’’

  ``Two?’’

  ``Yes。Arowboatforyou,andalaunchthatwilltakeyoualloverthelakewithonlytheexertionofsteeringonyourpart。’’

  ``David,Iwantmypendantandring。Iamsotiredoflyinghere,Iwanttoplaywiththem。’’

  ``Wheredoyoukeepthem,Ruth?’’

  ``Inthewillowteapot。Ithoughtnoonewouldlookthere。’’

  TheHarvesterlaughedandbroughtthelittleboxes。

  Hehadtoopenthem,buttheGirlputontheringandaskedhimifhewouldnothelpherwiththependant。Heslippedthethreadaroundherneckandclaspedit。Withasighofsatisfactionshetooktheornamentinonehandandclosedhereyes。Hethoughtshewasfallingasleep,butpresentlyshelookedathim。

  ``Youwon’tallowthemtotakeitfromme?’’

  ``Indeedno!Thereisnoreasononearthwhyyoushouldnothavethatthreadaroundyourneckifyouwantit。’’

  ``Iamgoingtosleepnow。Iwanttwothings。MayIhavethem?’’

  ``Youmay,’’saidtheHarvesterpromptly,``providedtheyarenottoeat。’’

  ``No,’’saidtheGirl。``I’vesufferedandmadeotherstrouble。Iwon’tbotheryoubyaskingforanythingmorethanisbroughtme。Thisisdifferent。Youarecompletelywornout。Yourfacefrightensme,David,andwhitehairsthatwerenotthereafewdaysagohavecomealongyourtemples。Icanseethem。’’

  ``Yougavemeamightyseriousscare,Ruth。’’

  ``Iknow,’’saidtheGirl。``Forgiveme。Ididn’tmeanto。IwantyoutoleavemetoDoctorHarmonandthenurseandgosleepaweek。ThenIwillbereadyfortheswing,andtohearsomemoreaboutthetreesandbirds。’’

  ``Icankeepitupifyoureallyneedme,butifyoudon’tIamsleepy。So,ifyoufeelsafe,IthinkIwillgo。’’

  ``OhIamsafeenough,’’saidtheGirl。``Itisn’tthat。

  I’msolonely。I’vemadeupmymindnottogrieveformother,butImisshersonow。Ifeelsofriendless。’’

  ``But,honey,’’saidtheHarvester,``youmustn’tdothat!Don’tyouseehowallofusloveyou?HereisGrannyshuttingupherhouseandlivinghere,justtobewithyou。Thenursewilldoanythingyousay。Hereisthemanyouknowbest,andthinksomuchof,stayinginthecabin,andsohappytogiveyouallhistime,andanythingelseyouwillhave,dear。AndtheCareyscomeeveryday,andwilldotheirbesttocomfortyou,andalwaysIamhereforyoutofallbackon。’’

  ``Yes,I’mfallingrightnow,’’saidtheGirl。``I

  almostwishIhadthefeveragain。Noonehastouchedmefordays。Ifeelasifeveryonewasafraidofme。’’

  TheHarvesterwaspuzzled。

  ``Well,Ruth,I’mdoingthebestIknow,’’hesaid。

  ``Whatisityouwant?’’

  ``Nothing!’’answeredtheGirlwithslightlydejectedinflection。``Saygood-byetome,andgosleepyourweek。

  I’llbeverygood,andthenyoushalltakemeadriveupthehillwhenyouawaken。Won’tthatbefine?’’

  ``Saygood-byetome!’’Shefelta``littlelonely!’’

  Theyallactedasiftheywere``afraid’’ofher。TheHarvesterindulgedinaflashingmentalreviewandarrivedatadecision。Hekneltbesidethebed,tookbothslender,coolhandsandcoveredthemwithkisses。Thenheslidahandunderthepillowandraisedthetiredhead。

  ``IfIamtosaygood-bye,Ihavetodoitinmyownway,Ruth,’’hesaid。

  Thereuponhebeganatthetumbledmassofhairandkissedfromherforeheadtoherlips,kisseswarmandtender。

  ``Nowyougotosleep,andgrowstrongenoughbythetimeIcomebacktotellmewhomyoulove,’’hesaid,andwentfromtheroomwithoutwaitingforanyreply。

  WithshortintervalsforfoodanddipsinthelaketheHarvesterverynearlyslepttheweek。Whenhefinallyfelthimselfagain,hebathed,shaved,dressedfreshly,andwenttoseetheGirl。Hehadtotouchhertobesureshewasreal。Shewasextremelyweakandtremulous,butherfaceandhandswerefuller,hercolourwasgood,shewasravenouslyhungry。DoctorHarmonsaidshewasalittletryant,andthenursethatshewasplaincross。ThefirstthingtheHarvesternoticedwasthatthedullbluelookinthedepthofthedarkeyeswasgone。Theywereclear,duskywells,withshininglightsatthebottom。

  ``WellIneverwouldhavebelievedit!’’hecried。

  ``DoctorHarmon,youareagreatphysician!Youhavemadeherallovernew,andinafewmoredaysshewillbeontheveranda。Thisisgreat!’’

  ``DoIappearsomuchbettertoyou,Harvester?’’

  askedtheGirl。

  ``Hasnoonethoughttoshowyou,’’criedtheHarvester。``Here,letme!’

  Hesteppedtoherdressingtable,pickedupamirror,andhelditbeforehersothatshecouldseeherself。

  ``SeemstomeIamdreadfullywhiteandthinyet!’’

  ``IfyouhadseenwhatIsawtendaysago,myGirl,youwouldthinkyouappearlikeapink,rosyangelnow,orawonderfuldream。’’

  ``Truly,doIintheleastresembleadream,David?’’

  ``Youareadream。Theloveliestoneamaneverhad。

  Withthreemonthsofrightcareandexerciseyou’llbethebeautifulwomannatureintended。I’msoproudofyou。Youarebeingsobrave!Justliethereinpatienceafewmoredays,andoutyoucomeagaintolife;

  andlifethatwillthrillyourbeingwithjoy。’’

  ``Allright,’’saidtheGirl,``Iwill。Davidareyouattendingtoyourherbs?’’

  ``Notforafewweeks。’’

  ``Youareverymuchbehind?’’

  ``No。Nothingimportant。Idon’tmakeenoughtocountonwhatisreadynow。Icansoongatherjimsonleavesandseedtofillorders,thehemlockisaboutrighttotakethefruit,themustardisyetinpod,andthesaffronandwormseedcanbeattendedlater。

  Icancatchupintwodays。’’

  ``Whatabout——aboutthebigbedonthehill?’’

  TheHarvesterexperiencedaninwardthrillofdelight。

  Shewassoimpressedwiththevalueoftheginsengshewouldnotmentionit,evenbeforethemansheloved——

  nomorethanthat——``adored’’——``worshipped!’’

  Hesmiledatherinunderstanding。

  ``I’llhavetotakeapeepatthatandreport,’’hesaid。

  ``Areyourestednow?’’

  ``Indeedyes!’’

  ``Youaredreadfullythin。’’

  ``Ialwaysam。I’llpickupalittlewhenIgetbacktowork。’’

  ``David,Iwantyoutogotoworknow。’’

  ``Canyouspareme?’’

  ``Haven’twedonewelltheselastfewdays?’’

  ``Ican’ttellyouhowwell。’’

  ``Thenpleasegogathereverythingyouneedtofillordersexceptthebigbed,andbythattimemaybeyoucouldtakeanotherweekoff,andIcouldgotothehilltopandonthelake。I’msoanxioustoputmyfeetontheearth。Theyfeelsodead。’’

  ``Areyourfeetwellrubbedtodrawdownthecirculation?’’

  ``Theyarerubbedshinyandalmostskinned,David。

  Nooneeverhadbettercare,ofthatIamsure。Gogatherwhatyoushouldhave。’’

  ``Allright,’’saidtheHarvester。

  HearoseandashestartedtoleavetheroomhetookonelastlookattheGirltoseeifhecoulddetectanythinghecouldsuggestforhercomfort,andreadamessageinhereyes。Instantlytherewasanansweringflashinhis。

  ``I’llbebackinaminute,’’hesaid。``Ijustnoticeddiscoreavillosahasthefinestrattleboxesformed。I’vebeenwaitingtoshowyou。Andthehoptreehasitscastanetsallgreenandgold。Inafewmoreweeksitwillbegintoplayforyou。I’llbringyousome。’’

  Soonhereturnedwiththequeerseedformations,andashebentaboveher,withhisbacktoDoctorHarmon,hewhispered,``Whatisit?’’

  Herlipsbarelyformedtheoneword,``Hurry!’’

  TheHarvesterstraightened。

  ``Allcomfortable,Ruth?’’heaskedcasually。

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Youunderstand,ofcourse,thatthereisnottheslightestnecessityformygoingtoworkifyoureallywantmeforanything,evenifit’snothingmorethantohavemewithincallingdistance,incaseyouSHOULD

  wantsomething。ThewholelotIcangathernowwon’tamounttotwentydollars。It’smerelyamatterofpridewithmetohavewhatiscalledfor。I’dmuchratherremain,ifyoucanusemeinanywayatall。’’

  ``Twentydollarsisconsiderable,whenexpensesareasheavyasnow。Andit’sworthmorethananymoneytoyounottofailwhenorderscome。Ihavelearnedthat,andDavid,Idon’twantyoutoeither。Youmustfillalldemandsasusual。Iwouldn’tforgivemyselfthiswinterifyoushouldbeforcedtosendordersonlypartlyfilledbecauseIfellillandhinderedyou。Pleasegoandgatherallyoupossiblywillneedofeverythingyoutakeatthisseason,onlyremember!’’

  ``Thereisnodangerofmyforgetting。Ifyouaregoingtosendmeawaytowork,youwillallowmetokissyourhandbeforeIgo,fairlady?’’

  Hediditfervently。

  ``Onewordwithyou,Harmon,’’hesaidashelefttheroom。

  DoctorHarmonaroseandfollowedhimtothegoldgarden,andtogethertheystoodbesidethemoltenhedgeofsunflowers,coneflowers,elecampane,andjewelflower。

  ``Imerelywanttomentionthatthisisyourinning,’’

  saidtheHarvester。``FindoutifyouareessentialtotheGirl’shappinessassoonasyoucan,andthedayshetellsmeso,Iwillfileherpetitionandtakeatriptothecitytostudysomelittlechemicalquirksthatbotherme。

  That’sall。’’

  TheHarvesterwenttothedry-houseforbagsandclippingshears,andthedoctorreturnedtothesunshineroom。

  ``Ruth,’’hesaid,``doyouknowthattheHarvesteristhesquarestmanIevermet?’’

  ``Ishe?’’askedtheGirl。

  ``Heis!Hecertainlyis!’’

  ``YoumustrememberthatIhavelittleacquaintancewithmen,’’saidshe。``YouarethefirstoneIeverknew,andtheonlyoneexcepthim。’’

  ``WellItrytobesquare,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``butthatiswhereLangstonhasmebeatenamile。I

  havetotry。Hedoesn’t。Hewasbornthatway。’’

  TheGirlbegantolaugh。

  ``Hisenvironmentissodifferent,’’shesaid。``Perhapsifhewereinabigcity,hewouldhavetotryalso。’’

  ``Won’tdo!’’saidthedoctor。``Hechosehislocation。

  SodidI。HeisastrongerphysicalmanthanIeverwasoreverwillbe。Thestrugglethatboundhimtothewoodsandtoresearch,thatmadehimthemasterofforcesthatgivebacklife,whenamanlikeCareysaysitistheend,proveshimamaster。Thetumultinhissoulmusthavebeenlikeacycloneinhisforest,whenheturnedhisbackontheworldandstucktothewoods。

  Careytoldmeaboutit。Somedayyoumusthear。It’sastoryawomanoughttoknowinordertoarriveatpropervalues。YouneverwillunderstandthemanuntilyouknowthatheiscleanwheremostofusareblackenedwithuglysinswehavenorightonGod’sfootstooltocommitandnotsomuchreasonashe。Everymanshouldbeasheis,butveryfeware。CareysaysLangston’smotherwasawonderfulelementintheformationofhischaracter;butallmothersareanxious,andnoneofthemcanbuildwithnofoundationandnosoultimber。

  Shehadmaterialforamantoherhand,orshecouldn’thavemadeone。’’

  ``Iseewhatyoumean。’’

  ``Sofarasanyinexperiencedgirleversees,’’saidthedoctor。``Somedayifyoulivetofiftyyouwillknow,butyoucan’tcomprehenditnow。’’

  ``IfyouthinkIlivedallmylifeinChicago’spovertyspotsanddon’tknowunbridledhumannature!’’

  ``Ifoundyouandyourmotherunusuallyinnocentwomen。Youmayunderstandsomethings。Ihopeyoudo。Itwillhelpyoutodecidewhoistherealmanamongthemenwhocomeintoyourlife。Therearesomemen,Ruth,whoarefittomatewithawoman,andtoperpetuatethemselvesandtheirmentalandmoralforcesinchildren,whowillbelikethem,andthereareotherswhoarenot。Itisthese`others’whoareresponsibleforthesinoftheworld,thesicknessandsuffering。Anytimeyouaresureyouhaveachanceatamoralman,squareandhonest,incontrolofhisbrainandbody,ifyouareawisewoman,Ruth,sticktohimasthelimpettotherock。’’

  ``YoumeansticktotheHarvester?’’

  ``Ifyouareawisewoman!’’

  ``Whenwasawomaneverwise?’’

  ``Afewhavebeen。Theyaretheonlycare-free,reallyhappyonesoftheworld,theonlywiveswithoutabig,poison,blue-bottleflyintheirointment。’’

  ``Idetestflies!’’saidtheGirl。

  ``SodoI,’’saidthedoctor。``ForthisreasonIsaytoyouchoosetheointmentthatneverhadoneinit。

  Takethemanwhois`masterofhisfate,captainofhissoul。’SticktotheHarvester!Heisinfinitelythebetterman!’’

  ``WellhaveyouseenanythingtoindicatethatI

  wasn’tsticking?’’askedtheGirl。

  ``No。AndforyoursakeIhopeIneverwill。’’

  Shelaughedsoftly。

  ``Youdolovehim,Ruth?’’

  ``AsIdidmymother,yes。Thereisnotatraceinmyheartofthethinghecallslove。’’

  ``Youhavebeenstunted,warped,andthefountainsoflifeneverhaveopened。Itwillcomewithrightconditionsofliving。’’

  ``Doyouthinkso?’’

  ``Iknowso。Atleastthereisnooneelseyoulove,Ruth?’’

  ``Nooneexceptyou。’’

  ``Anddoyoufeelaboutmejustasyoudohim?’’

  ``No!Itisdifferent。WhatIowehimisformyself。

  WhatIoweyouisformymother。Yousaw!Youknow!Youunderstandwhatyoudidforher,andwhatitmeanttome。TheHarvestermustbethefinestmanonearth,butwhenItrytothinkofeitherGodorHeaven,yourfaceintervenes。’’

  ``That’sallright,Ruth,I’msogladyoutoldme,’’

  saidDoctorHarmon。``Icanmakeitallperfectlycleartoyou。Youjustgoonandworshipmeallyouplease。

  It’sboundtomakeacleaner,bettermanofme。

  WhatyoufeelformewillholdmetoahighermorallevelallmylifethanIeverhaveknownbefore;butneverforgetthatyouarenotgoingtoliveinHeaven。Youwillbehereatleastsixtyyearsyet,sowhenyoucometothinkofselectingapartnerfortherelationsoftheworld,yousticktothefinestmanonearth;see?’’

  ``Ido!’’saidtheGirl。``IsawyoukissMollyaweekago。Sheislovely,andIhopeyouwillbeperfectlyhappy。Itwon’tinterferewithmyworshippingyou;nottheleastintheworld。Goaheadandbejoyful!’’

  Thedoctorsprangtohisfeetincrimsonconfusion。

  TheGirllayandlaughedathim。

  ``Don’t!’’shecried。``It’sallright!Ittakesaweightoffmysoulasheavyasamountain。Idoadoreyou,asIsaid。ButeveryhoursinceIleftChicagoabig,blackcloudhashungoverme。Ididn’tfeelfree。Ididn’tfeelabsolved。IfeltthatmyobligationstoyouweresoheavythatwhenIhadsettledthelastofthemoneydebtIwasinhonourbound——’’

  ``Don’t,Ruth!Forgetthosedreadfultimes,asItoldyouthen!Thinkonlyofahappyfuture!’’

  ``Letmefinish,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmegetthisoutofmysystemwiththeotherpoison。FromthedayI

  camehere,I’vewhisperedinmyheart,`Iamnotfree!’

  Butifyouloveanotherwoman!Ifyouaregoingtotakehertoyourheartandtoyourlips,whythatismyrelease。OhMan,speakthewords!TellmeIamfreeindeed!’’

  ``Ruth,bequiet,formercysake!You’llraiseatemperature,andtheHarvesterwillpitchmeintothelake。

  Youarefree,child,ofcourse!Youalwayshavebeen。

  IunderstoodtheawfulpressurethatwasonyouwiththeveryfirstglimpseIhadofyourmother。Whowasshe,Ruth?’’

  ``Sheneverwouldtellme。’’

  ``Shethoughtyouwouldappealtoherpeople?’’

  ``SheknewIwould!Icouldn’thavehelpedit。’’

  ``Wouldyouliketoknow?’’

  ``Ineverwantto。Itistoolate。Iinfinitelyprefertoremaininignorance。Talkofsomethingelse。’’

  ``LetmereadawonderfulbookIfoundontheHarvester’sshelves。’’

  ``Anythingtherewillcontainwonders,becauseheonlybuyswhatappealstohim,andittakesagreatbooktodothat。Iamgoingtolearn。Hewillteachme,andwhenIcomewithincomprehendingdistanceofhim,thenwearegoingontogether。’’

  ``Whatanattractiveplacethisis!’’

  ``Isn’tit?Ionlyhaveseenenoughtounderstandtheplan。Iscarcelycanwaittosetmyfeetonearthandgointodetail。GrannyMorelandsaysthatwhenspringcomesoverthehill,andbringsuptheflowersinthebigwoods,she’dratherwalkthroughthemthantoreadRevelation。ShesaysitgivesheranideaofHeavenshecancomecloserrealizinganditseemsmorestable。

  Youknowsheworriesaboutthefoundations。Shecan’tunderstandwhatsupportsHeaven。ButupthereinMedicineWoodstheolddeargetssocloseherGodthatsomedaysheisgoingtorealizethatherideaofHeaventhereisquiteasnearrightasmarblestreetsandgoldpillarsandvastlymoreprobable。ThedayIreachthathilltopagain,Heavenbeginsforme。

  DoyouknowthewonderfulthingtheHarvesterdidupthere?’’

  ``Undertheoak?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Careytoldme。Itwasmarvellous。’’

  ``Notsuchamarvelasanotherthedoctorcouldn’thaveknown。TheHarvestermadepassingoutsonatural,soeasy,soapartofelementalforces,thatIalmosthaveforgottenhertorturedbody。WhenIthinkofhernow,itistowonderifnextsummerIcandistinguishherwhisperamongtheleaves。Beforeyougo,I’lltakeyouupthereandtellyouwhathesays,andshowyouwhathemeans,andyouwillfeelitalso。’’

  ``WhatifIshouldn’tgo?’’

  ``Whatdoyoumean?’’

  ``DoctorCareyhasofferedmeasplendidpositioninhishospital。Therewouldbeworkallday,insteadofwaitingalldayinthehopeofworkinganhour。Therewouldbealivinginitfortwofromthewordgo。Therewouldbebetterair,longerlife,moretobegotoutofit,andifIcanmakegood,Carey’sworktotakeupashegrowsold。’’

  ``Takeit!Takeitquickly!’’criedtheGirl。``Don’twaitaminute!YoumightwearoutyourheartinChicagofortwentyyearsorforever,andnothaveanopportunitytodoonehalfsomuchgood。Takeitatonce!’’

  ``IwaswaitingtolearnwhatyouandLangstonwouldsay。’’

  ``Hewillsaytakeit。’’

  ``ThenIwillbetoohappyforwords。Ruth,youhavenotonlypaidthedebt,butyouhavebroughtmethegreatestjoyamaneverhad。AndthereisnoneedtowaittheagesIthoughtImust。HecantellinayearifIcandothework,andIknowIcannow;soit’sallsettled,ifLangstonagrees。’’

  ``Hewill,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmetellhim!’’

  ``Iwishyouwould,’’saidthedoctor。``Idon’tknowjusthowtogoatit。’’

  ThenfortwodaystheHarvesterandBelshazzargatheredherbsandspreadthemonthedryingtrays。

  Ontheafternoonofthethird,closethree,thedoctorcametothedoor。

  ``Langston,’’hesaid,``wehaveacallforyou。Wecan’tkeepRuthquietmuchlonger。Sheistired。Wewanttochangeherbedcompletely。Shewon’talloweitherofustolifther。Shesayswehurther。Willyoucomeandtryit?’’

  ``You’llhavetogivemetimetodipandruboffandgetintocleanclothing,’’hesaid。``I’vebeenkeepingaway,becauseIwasworkingontime,andIsmelltostrangulationofstramoniumandsaffron。’’

  ``Can’tgiveyoutenseconds,’’saidthedoctor。``Ourtemperisgettingbrittle。Wearecrossastheproverbialfeverpatient。Ifyoudon’tcomeatoncewewillimagineyoudon’twantto,andrefusetobemovedatall。’’

  ``Coming!’’criedtheHarvester,asheplungedhishandsinthewashbowlandsousedhisface。Asecondlaterheappearedontheporch。

  ``Ruth,’’hesaid,``Iamsteepedintheodoursofthedry-house。Can’tyouwaituntilIbatheanddress?’’

  ``No,Ican’t,’’saidafretfulvoice。``Ican’tendurethisbedanotherminute。’’

  ``ThenletDoctorHarmonliftyou。Heissofreshandclean。’’

  TheHarvesterglancedenviouslyattheshavenfaceandwhitetrousersandshirtofthedoctor。

  ``Ijusthatefresh,cleanmen。Iwanttosmellherbs。

  Iwanttoputmyfeetinthedirtandmyhandsinthewater。’’

  TheHarvestercameatarush。Hebroughtabigeasychairfromtheliving-room,straightenedthecover,andbentabovetheGirl。Hepickedheruplightly,gently,andeasinghertohisbodysettledinthechair。Shelaidherfaceonhisshoulder,andheavedadeepsighofcontent。

  ``Becarefulwithmyback,Man,’’shesaid。``Ithinkmyspineisalmostwornthrough。’’

  ``Poorgirl,’’saidtheHarvester。``Thatbedshouldbesofter。’’

  ``Itshouldnot!’’contradictedtheGirl。``Itshouldbemuchharder。I’mtiredofsoftbeds。Iwanttolieontheearth,withmyheadonaroot;andIwishitwouldraindirtonme。Iambathedthreadbare。Iwanttobeallstreaky。’’

  ``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Harmon,bringmeapadandpencilaminute,ImustwriteanorderforsomethingsIwant。Willyoucalluptownandhavethemsentoutimmediately?’’

  Onthepadhewrote:``TelephoneCareytogetthehighestgradecurled-hairmattress,anewpad,andpillow,andbringthemflyinginthecar。CallGrannyandthegirlandemptytheroom。Clean,air,andfumigateitthoroughly。Arrangethefurnituredifferently,andhelpmeintotheliving-roomwithRuth。’’Hehandedthepadtothedoctor。

  ``Pleaseattendtothat,’’hesaid,andtotheGirl:

  ``Nowwegoonajourney。Doc,youandMollytakethecornersoftherugweareonandslideusintotheotherroomuntilyougetthisairedandfreshened。’’

  Intheliving-roomtheGirltookonelonglookatthesurroundingsandsuddenlyrelaxed。ShecuddledagainsttheHarvesterandliftingatremulouswhitehand,drewitacrosshisunshavencheek。

  ``Feelssogood,’’shesaid。``I’msickandtiredofimmaculatemen。’’

  TheHarvesterlaughed,tuckedherfeetinthecoverandheldhertenderly。TheGirllaywithhercheekagainsttheroughkhaki,palpitantwiththeexcitementofbeingmoved。

  ``Isn’titgreat?’’shepanted。

  Hecaughtthehandthathadtouchedhischeekinatendergrip,andlaughedadeeprumbleofexultationthatcamefromthedepthsofhisheart。

  ``There’snonameforit,honey,’’hesaid。``Butdon’ttrytotalkuntilyouhavealongrest。Changingpositionsafteryouhavelainsolongmaybemakingunusualworkforyourheart。AmIhurtingyourback?’’

  ``No,’’saidtheGirl。``ThisisthefirsttimeIhavebeencomfortableinages。AmItiringyou?’’

  ``Yes,’’laughedtheHarvester。``Youarealmostasheavyasalargesackofleaves,butnotquiteequaltoabridgepillaroralog。Besuretothinkofthat,andworryconsiderably。Youareindangerofstrainingmymusclestothelastdegree,myheartincluded。’’

  ``Whereisyourheart?’’whisperedtheGirl。

  ``Rightunderyourcheek,’’answeredtheHarvester。

  ``ButforHeaven’ssake,don’tintimatethatyouaretakinganyinterestinit,oritwillgotopoundinguntilyourheadwillbounce。It’sonememberofmybodythatIcan’tcontrolwhereyouareconcerned。’’

  ``Ithoughtyoudidn’tlikemeanymore。’’

  ``Careful!’’warnedtheHarvester。``YouareyettoocloseHeaventofiblikethat,Ruth。WhathaveI

  donetoindicatethatIdon’tloveyoumorethanever?’’

  ``Stayedawaynearlyeveryminuteforthreeawfuldays,andwouldn’tcomewithoutbeingdragged;andnowyou’rewishingtheywouldhurryandfixthatbed,soyoucanputmedownandgobacktoyourrankoldherbsagain。’’

  ``Wellofalltheblackprevarications!Iwentwhenyousentme,andcamewhenyoucalled。I’dwillinglygiveupmyhopeofwhatGrannycalls`salvation’toholdyouasIamforanhour,andyouknowit。’’

  ``It’sgoingtobemuchlongerthanthat,’’saidtheGirlnestlingtohim。``Iaskedforyoubecauseyouneverhurtme,andtheyalwaysdo。Iknewyouweresostrongthatmyweightnowwouldn’tbealoadforoneofyourhands,andIamnotgoingbacktothatbeduntilIamsotiredthatIwillbegladtoliedown。’’

  ForalongtimeshewassosilenttheHarvesterthoughthergoingtosleep;andhavinglearnedthatforhimjoywasprobablytransient,hedeliberatelygotallhecould。

  Hecloselyheldthehandshehadnotwithdrawn,andoftenliftedittohislips。Sometimeshestrokedtheheavybraid,gentlyranhishandsacrossthetiredshoulders,oreasedherintoadifferentposition。Therewasnotadoubtinhismindofonething。Hewashavingaroyal,goodtime,andhewasthankfulfortheworkhehadsethisassistantsthatkeptthemoutoftheroom。

  Theyseemedinnohurry,andfromscuffling,laughing,andasteadystreamoftalk,theywereentertainedatleast。AtlasttheGirlroused。

  ``ThereissomethingIwanttoaskyou,’’shesaid。

  ``IpromisedDoctorHarmonIwould。’’

  InstantlytheheartoftheHarvestergavealeapthatjarredtheheadrestingonit。

  ``Youdon’tlikehim?’’questionedtheGirl。

  ``Ido!’’declaredtheHarvester。``Ilikehimimmensely。

  Thereisnotafine,manlygood-lookingfeatureabouthimthatIhavemissed。Idon’tfailtodohimjusticeoneverypoint。’’

  ``I’msoglad!Thenyouwillwanthimtoremain。’’

  ``Here?’’askedtheHarvesterwithalight,hotbreath。

  ``InOnabasha!DoctorCareyhasofferedhimtheplaceofchiefassistantatthehospital。Thereisagoodsalaryandthechanceoftakingupthedoctor’sworkashegrowsolder。Itmeansplentytodoatonce,healthfulatmosphere,congenialsociety——everythingtoayoungman。HeonlyhadacallonceinawhileinChicago,oftenamongpeoplewhoreceivedmorethantheypaid,likeme,andhewasverylonely。Ithinkitwouldbegreatforhim。’’

  ``Andforyou,Ruth?’’

  ``Itdoesn’tmaketheleastdifferencetome;butforhissake,becauseIthinksomuchofhim,Iwouldliketoseehimhavetheplace。’’

  ``Youstillthinksomuchofhim,Ruth?’’

  ``More,ifpossible,’’saidtheGirl。``AddedtoallI

  owedhimbefore,hehascomehereandworkedfordaystosaveme,anditwasn’thisfaultthatittookabiggerman。Nothingaltersthefactthathedidallhecould,mostgraciouslyandgladly。’’

  ``Whatdoyoumean,Ruth?’’stammeredtheHarvester。

  ``Ohtheyhavewornthemselvesout!’’criedtheGirlimpatiently。``First,GrannyMorelandtoldmeeveryleastlittledetailofhowIwentout,andyouresurrectedme。Iknewwhatshesaidwastrue,becausesheworkedwithyou。ThenDoctorCareytoldme,andMrs。Carey,andDoctorHarmon,andMolly,andevenGranny’slittleassistanthasleftthekitchentotellmethatI

  owemylifetoyou,andallofthemmightaswellhavesavedbreath。IknewallthetimethatifeverIcameoutofthis,andhadachancetobelikeotherwomen,itwouldbeyourwork,andI’mgladitis。I’dhatetobeunderobligationstosomepeopleIknow;butI

  feelhonouredtobeindebtedtoyou。’’

  ``I’mmightysorrytheyworriedyou。Ihadnoidea——’’

  ``Theydidn’t`worry,’me!IamjusttellingyouthatIknewitallthetime;that’sall!’’

  ``Forgetthat!’’saidtheHarvester。``Comebacktooursubject。Whatwasityouwanted,dear?’’

  ``ToknowifyouhaveanyobjectionstoDoctorHarmonremaininginOnabasha?’’

  ``Certainlynot!Itwillbeafinethingforhim。’’

  ``Willitmakeanydifferencetoyouinanyway?’’

  ``Ruth,that’sprobingtoodeep,’’saidtheHarvester。

  ``Idon’tseewhy!’’

  ``I’mgladofit!’’

  ``Why?’’

  ``I’dleastrathershowmylittlenesstoyouthantoanyoneelseonearth。’’

  ``Thenyouhavesomefeelingaboutit?’’

  ``Perhapsatrifle。I’llgetoverit。Givemealittletimetoadjustmyself。DoctorHarmonshallhavetheplace,ofcourse。Don’tworryaboutthat!’’

  ``Hewillbesohappy!’’

  ``Andyou,Ruth?’’

  ``I’llbehappytoo!’’

  ``Thenit’sallright,’’saidtheHarvester。

  Helaiddownherhand,drewthecoveroverit,andslightlyshiftedherpositiontoresther。Thedooropened,andDoctorHarmonannouncedthattheroomwasready。Itwasshiningandfresh。Thebedwasnowturnedwithitsheadtothenorth,sothatfromitonecouldseethebigtreesinMedicineWoods,thesweepofthehillside,thesparkleofmallow-borderedSingingWater,thedrivewayandthegoldflowergarden。Everythingwassochangedthattheroomhadquiteadifferentappearance。TheinstanthelaidheronittheGirlsaid,``Thisbedisnotmine。’’

  ``Yesitis,’’saidtheHarvester。``Yousee,wewerealittleexcitedsometimes,andwespilledafewquartsofperfectlygoodmedicineonyourmattress。Itwashopelesslysmellyandruined;soIamgoingtocremateitandthisisyoursplinternewoneandafreshpadandpillow。Nowyoutrythemandseeiftheyarenotmuchharderandmorecomfortable。’’

  ``Thisisjustperfect!’’shesighed,asshesankintothebed。

  TheHarvesterbentoverhertostraightenthecover,whensuddenlyshereachedbotharmsaroundhisneck,andgrippedhimwithallherstrength。

  ``Thankyou!’’shesaid。

  ``MayIholdyouto-morrow?’’whisperedtheHarvester,emboldenedbythis。

  ``Pleasedo,’’saidtheGirl。

  TheHarvester,withdogtoheel,wenttotheoaktothink。

  ``Belshazzar,kommenSie!’’saidtheman,droppingontheseatandholdingouthishand。Thedoglaidhismuzzleinthefirmgrip。

  ``Bel,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamallatsea。OnedayIthinkmaybeIhavealittlechance,thenext——noneatall。Ihadanhourofsolidcomfortto-day,nowI’minthesweatboxagain。It’salittleselfishstreakinme,Bel,thathatestoseeHarmongointothehospitalandtakemyplacewiththeCareys。Theyaremybestandonlyfriends。Heisyoung,social,handsome,andwillbeeverpresent。InthreemonthshewillbecomesopopularthatImightaswellbeofftheearth。IwishIdidn’tthinkit,butI’msosmallthatIdo。AndthenthereismyDreamGirl,Bel。Thegirlyoufoundforme,oldfellow。Thereneverwasanotherlikeher,andshehasmyheartforalltime。Andhehashers。Thathospitalplanisthebestthingintheworldforher。ItwillkeepherwhereCareycanhaveaneyeonher,wheretheairisbetter,whereshecanhavecompanywithoutthecitycrush,wheresheisclosethecountry,andagoodlivingisassured。Bel,it’sthenicestarrangementyoueversawforeveryoneweknow,exceptus。’’

  TheHarvesterlaughedshortly。``Bel,’’hesaid,``tellme!Ifamanlivedahundredyears,couldhehavetheheartachealltheway?SeemslikeI’vehaditalmostthatlongnow。Infact,I’vehaditsuchagesI’dbelonesomewithoutit。Thisissomemoreofmyveryownmedicine,soIshouldn’tmakeawryfaceovertakingit。IknewwhatwouldhappenwhenIsentforhim,andIdidn’thesitate。Imustnotnow。

  ``OnlyIgottostoponething,Bel。ItoldhimI

  wouldplaysquare,andIhave。Buthereitends。

  Afterthis,Imuststepbackandbebigbrother。Lotsoffuninthisbrotherbusiness,Bel。ButmaybeIamcutoutforit。Anywayit’swritten!Butifitis,howdidshecometoallowmesuchprivilegesasItookto-

  day?Thatwasn’tprofessionalbyanymeans。Itwasjustthestiffestlove-makingIknewhowtodo,Bel,andshedidn’tobjectbythequiverofaneyelash。GodknowsIwaswatchingcloselyenoughforanysignthatI

  wasdistasteful。AndImighthavebeenwellenough。

  Rough,herb-stainedoldclothes,unshaven,everythingtooffendadaintygirl。ShesaidImightholdheragainto-morrow。And,Bel,whatthenationdidshehugmelikethatfor,ifshe’sgoingtomarryhim?Boy,Iseemywaycleartoanhourmore。WhileI’matit,justtosurprisemyself,IbelieveI’lltakeitlikeothermen。I

  thinkI’llgoonalittlebender,andmakewhatprobablywillbethelastdayaplumbgoodone。Somethingworthrememberingisbetterthannothingatall,Bel!

  Hehasn’ttoldmethathehaswon。Shedidn’tSAY

  shewasgoingtomarryhim,andshedidsayhehurther,andshewantedme。Bel,howaboutthegrimnessofit,ifsheshouldmarryhimandthendiscoverthathehurtsher,andshewantsme。LordGodAlmighty,ifyouhaveanymercyatall,neverputmeupagainstthat,’’prayedtheHarvester,``formyheartiswaterwheresheisconcerned。’’

  TheHarvesterarose,andgoingtothelake,hecutanarmloadofbig,pinkmallows,coveredeachmoundwithfreshflowers,whistledtothedog,andwenttohiswork。

  Manythingshadaccumulated,andhecleanedthebarn,carriedherbsfromthedry-housetothestore-room,andputeverythingintoshape。ClosenoonthenextdayhewenttoOnabasha,andwasgonethreehours。

  Hecamebackbarberedinthelateststyle,andcarryingabigbundle。Whenthehourforarrangingthebedcame,hewasyetinhisroom,buthesentwordhewouldbethereinasecond。

  Ashecrossedtheliving-roomhepulledachairtotheverandaandplacedafootstoolbeforeit。Thenhesteppedintothesunshineroom。AquizzicalexpressioncrossedthefaceofDoctorHarmonasheclosedthebookhewasreadingaloudtotheGirlandarose。WhollyunembarrassedtheHarvestersmiled。

  ``HaveIgotthisrigginganywherenearright?’’heinquired。

  ``David,whathaveyoudone?’’gaspedtheamazedGirl。

  ``Ididn’tfeelanywherenearuptothe`markofmyhighcalling’yesterday,’’quotedtheHarvester。``I

  don’tknowhowIappear,butI’mcleanasshaving,soapandhotwaterwillmakeme,andmyclothingwillnotsmelloffensively。Nowcomeoutofthatbedforahappyhour。Whereisthatbigcoverlet?Youaregoingontheverandato-day。’’

  ``Youlookjustlikeeveryoneelse,’’complainedDoctorHarmon。

  ``Youlookperfectlylovely,’’declaredtheGirl。

  ``Theswalesendsyouthisinvitationtocomeandseestar-shineatthefootofmulleinhill,’’saidtheHarvester,offeringabouquet。Itwasaloosebunchoflong-

  stemmed,delicateflowers,eachaninchacross,andhavingfivepearl-whitepetalslightlystripedwithpalegreen。Fivelonggoldanthersarose,andattheirbasegoldstamensandagreenpistil。Theleaveswereheart-

  shapedandfrosty,whitish-green,resemblingfelt。TheHarvesterbenttoofferthem。

  ``HavesomeGrassofParnassus,mydear,’’hesaid。

  TheGirlwavedthemaway。``Gostandovertherebythedoorandslowlyturnaround。Iwanttoseeyou。’’

  TheHarvesterobeyed。Hewasfreshlyandcarefullyshaven。Hishairwascloselycroppedatthebaseofthehead,long,heavy,andslightlywavingontop。Heworeawhitesilkshirt,witharollingcollarandtie,whitetrousers,belt,hose,andshoes,andhishandsweremanicuredwithcare。

  ``HaveImadeamessofit,ordoIappearanythinglikeothermen?’’heasked,eagerly。

  TheGirlliftedhereyestoDoctorHarmonandsmiled。

  ``Doyouobserveanythingmessy?’’sheinquired。

  ``Youneedn’tfishforcomplimentsquitesoobviously,’’

  heanswered。``I’llpaythemwithoutbeingasked。

  Idonot。Heisquitecorrect,andinfinitelybetterlookingthantheaverage。Distinguishedisaproperwordforthegentlemaninmyopinion。Butwhy,inHeaven’sname,haveweneverhadthepleasureofseeingyouthusbefore?’’

  ``Lookhere,Doc,’’saidtheHarvester,``doyoumeanthatyouenjoylookingatmemerelybecauseIamdressedthisway?’’

  ``Idoindeed,’’saidthedoctor。``Itisgoodtoseeyouwiththegarbofworklaidaside,andthestampofcleanlinessandeaseuponyou。’’

  ``Bygum,thatisrubbingitinalittletoorough!’’

  criedtheHarvester。``Ibatheoftenerthanyoudo。MyclothingisalwayscleanwhenIstartout。Ofcourse,inmyworkIcomehourlyincontactwithmuck,water,andherbjuices。’’

  ``It’sunderstoodthatisunavoidable,’’saidDoctorHarmon。

  ``Andifcleanlinessismadeanissue,I’dratherrollinanyofitthanputmyfingertipsintothedailyworkofasurgeon,’’addedtheHarvester,andtheGirlgiggled。

  ``That’senoughMedicineMan!’’shesaid。``Youdidnotmakea`mess’ofit,oranythingelseyoueverattempted。Asforappearinglikeothermen,thankHeaven,youdonot。Youlookjustawholeworldbiggerandbetterandfiner。Come,carrymeoutquickly。Iamwildtogo。Pleaseputmylovelyflowersinwater,Molly,onlygivemeafewtohold。’’

  TheHarvesterarrangedthepinkcoverlet,pickeduptheGirl,andcarriedhertotheliving-room。

  ``Wewillrestherealittle,’’hesaid,``andthen,ifyoufeelequaltoit,wewilltrytheveranda。Areyoueasynow?’’

  Shenestledherfaceagainstthesoftshirtandsmiledathim。Sheliftedherhand,laiditonhissmoothcheekandthenthecrisphair。

  ``OhMan!’’shecried。``ThankGodyoudidn’tgivemeup,too!Iwantlife!IwantLIFE!’’

  TheHarvestertightenedhisgripjustatrifle。``ThenIthankGod,too,’’hesaid。``Canyoutellmehowyouare,dear?Isthereanydifference?’’

  ``Yes,’’sheanswered。``Igrowtiredlyingsolong,butthereisn’ttheghostofanacheinmybones。Icanjustfeelpure,deliciousbloodrunninginmyveins。Myhandsandfeetarealwayswarm,andmyheadcool。’’

  TheHarvester’sfacedrewveryclose。``Howaboutyourheart,honey?’’hewhispered。``Anythingnewthere?’’

  ``Yes,Iamallovernewinsideandout。Iwanttoshout,run,sing,andswim。OhI’dgiveanythingtohaveyoucarrymedownanddipmeinthelakerightnow。’’

  ``Soon,Girl!Thatwillcomesoon,’’prophesiedtheHarvester。

  ``Iscarcelycanwait。Andyoudidsayasaddle,didn’tyou?Won’titbegreattocomegallopingupthelevee,whentheleavesareredandthefrostisintheair。

  OhamIgoingfastenough?’’

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