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  TheHarvesterlookedatherquizzicallyandsawagleamofmischiefintheusuallydulldarkeyesthatdelightedhim。

  ``Thatisthecustomarysuppositionwhenhefindsvoice,’’hesaid。``Butsincethishasbecomeyourhome,youareboundtolearnsomeofmysecrets。OneofthemItrytoguardisthefactthatAjaxhasatemper。Nomydear,heisnotalwayssendingawireless,Iamsorrytosay。Iwishhewas!Asamatteroffactheisventinghisdispleasureatanydifferenceinourconditions。Hehateschange。Helearnedthatfromme。Iwillenjoyseeinghimcomeforfavourayearfromnow,asIlearnedtocomeforit,evenwhenIdidn’tgetmuch,andtheroadlaywestofOnabasha。Ajax,stopthat!There’snousetoobject。Youknowyouthinkthathorseisnicecompanyforyou,andthattwocanfeedyoumorethanone。Don’tbeahypocrite!Ceasecryingthingsyoudon’tmean,andlearntolovethepeopleIdo。Comeon,oldboy!’’

  Thepeacockcame,butwithfeatherscloselypressedandsteppingdaintily。Asthebirdadvanced,theHarvesterretreated,untilhestoodbesidetheGirl,andthenheslippedsomegraintoherhandandsheofferedit。

  ButAjaxwouldnotbecoaxed。Hewastoofatandwellfed。Hehaughtilyturnedandmarchedaway,screamingatintervals。

  ``Nastytemper!’’commentedtheHarvester。``Nevermind!Hesoonwillbecomeaccustomedtoyou,andthenhewillloveyouasBelshazzardoes。Feedthedovesinstead。Theyarefriendlyenoughinallconscience。

  Doyounoticethatthereisnotacolouredfeatheramongthem?Thesquabthatishatchedwithoneyoumayhaveforbreakfast。Nowlet’sgofindsomethingtoeat,andIwillfinishthebridgesoyoucanrestthereto-nightandwatchthesunsetonSingingWater。’’

  Sotheywentintothecabinandpreparedfood,andthentheHarvestertoldtheGirltomakeherselfsoprettythatshewouldbeapictureandcomeandtalktohimwhilehefinishedtheroof。Shewenttoherroom,foundapalelavenderlinendressandputiton,dustedthepinkpowderthickly,andwentwhereawidebenchmadeaninvitingplaceintheshade。Thereshesatandwatchedherlightlyexpressedwhimtakeshape。

  ``Soonasthisisfinished,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamgoingtobeginonthatteatable。Icanmakeitinalittlewhile,ifyouwantittomatchtheotherfurniture。’’

  ``Ido,’’saidtheGirl。

  ``Wonderifyoucoulddrawaplanshowinghowitshouldappear。Iamalittleshyonteatables。’’

  ``IthinkIcan。’’

  TheHarvesterbroughtpaper,pencil,andashingleforadrawingpad。

  ``Nowrememberonething,’’hesaid。``Ifyouareinearnestaboutusingthoseoldbluedishes,thishasgottobeabig,healthytable。Alittleonewillappeartopheavywiththem。Itwouldbeagoodideatosetoutwhatyouwanttouse,arrangedasyouwouldlikethem,andletmetakethetopmeasurementthatway。’’

  ``Allright!I’llonlyindicatehowitslegsshouldbeandwewillfindthesizelater。Icouldalmostweepbecausethatwonderfulsetisbroken。IfIhadallofitI’dbesoproud!’’

  TheGirlbentoverthedrawing。TheHarvesterworkedwithhisattentiondividedbetweenher,thebridge,andtheroad。Atlasthesawthebigredcarcreepingupthevalley。

  ``Seemstobesomeonecoming,Ruth!GuessitmustbeDoc。I’llgoopenthegate?’’

  ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``I’msoglad。Youwon’tforgettoaskhimtohelpmeifhecan?’’

  TheHarvesterwheeledhastily。``Iwon’tforget!’’

  hesaid,ashehurriedtothegate。Thecarranslowly,andtheGirlcouldseehimswingtothestepandstandtalkingastheyadvanced。Whentheyreachedhertheystoppedandallofthemcameforward。Shewenttomeetthem。SheshookhandswithMrs。Careyandthenwiththedoctor。

  ``Iamsogladyouhavecome,’’shesaid。

  ``Ihopeyouarenotlonesomealready,’’laughedthedoctor。

  ``Idon’tthinkanyonewithbrainstoappreciatehalfofthisevercouldbecomelonelyhere,’’answeredtheGirl。``No,itisn’tthat。’’

  ``A-ha!’’criedthedoctor,turningtohiswife。``Youseethatthebeautifulyoungladyremembersme,andhasbeenwishingIwouldcome。Ialwayssaidyoudidn’thalfappreciateme。Whataplaceyouaremaking,David!I’llrunthecartotheshadeandjoinyou。’’

  Foralongtimetheytalkedunderthetrees,thentheywenttoseethenewhomeandallitsfurnishings。

  ``NowthisiswhatIcallcomfort,’’saidthedoctor。

  ``David,buildusahouseexactlysimilartothisoverthereonthehill,andletusliveoutherealso。I’dloveit。Wouldyou,Clara?’’

  ``Idon’tknow。Ineverlivedinthecountry。Onethingissure:IfItriedit,I’dpreferthistoanyotherplaceIeversaw。David,won’tyoutakemefarenoughupthehillthatIcanlookfromthetoptothelake?’’

  ``Certainly,’’saidtheHarvester。``Excuseusalittlewhile,Ruth!’’

  AssoonastheyweregonetheGirlturnedtothedoctor。

  ``DoctorCarey,Davidsaysyouaregreat。Won’tyouexerciseyourartonme。Iamnotatallwell,andoh!I’dsolovetobestrongandsound。’’

  ``Willyoutellme,’’askedthedoctor,``justenoughtoshowmewhatcausedthetrouble?’’

  ``Badairandwater,poorlightandfoodatirregulartimes,overworkanddeepsorrow;everywrongconditionoflifeyoucouldimagine,withnotarayofhopeinthedistance,untilnow。ForthesakeoftheHarvester,I

  wouldbewellagain。Please,pleasetrytocureme!’’

  Sotheytalkeduntilthedoctorthoughtheknewallhedesired,andthentheywenttoseethegoldflowergarden。

  ``Icallthissimplysuperb,’’saidhe,takingaseatbeneaththetreeroofofherporch。``Youngwoman,I

  don’tknowwhatI’lldotoyouifyoudon’tspeedilygrowstronghere。ThisistheprettiestplaceIeversaw,andlistentothemusicofthatbubbling,gurglinglittlecreek!’’

  ``Isn’thewonderful?’’askedtheGirl,lookingupthehill,wherethetallformoftheHarvestercouldbeseenmovingaround。``Justtoseehim,youwouldthinkhimtheessenceofmanlystrengthandforce。Andheis!

  Sostrong!Intothelakeatallhours,atthedry-house,onthehill,grubbingroots,liftingbigpillarstosupportabridgeroof,andwithitallafancyasdelicateasanydreaminggirl。Doctor,thefairiespainttheflowers,colourthefruit,andfrostthewindowsforhim;andthewindscarrypollentotellhimwhenhisgrowingthingsarereadyforthedry-house。Idon’tsupposeIcantellyouanythingnewabouthim;butisn’theaperpetualsurprise?Neverlikeanyoneelse!Andnomatterhowhestartlesmeinthebeginning,healwaysendsbyconvincingme,atleast,thatheisright。’’

  ``IneverlovedanyothermanasIdohim,’’saidthedoctor。``IusheredhimintotheworldwhenIwasayoungmanjustbeginningtopractise,andI’veknownhimeversince。Iknowfewmensoscrupulouslyclean。

  Trytogetwellandmakehimhappy,Mrs。Langston。

  Hesodeservesit。’’

  ``YoumaybesureIwill,’’answeredtheGirl。

  Afterthevisitorshadgone,theHarvestertoldhertoplacetheoldbluedishesasshewouldliketoarrangethemonhertable,sohecouldgetacorrectideaofthesize,andhelefttoputafewfinishingstrokesonthebridgecover。Shewentintothedining-roomandopenedthechinacloset。Sheknewfromherpeepinthework-

  roomthattherewouldbemorepiecesthanshehadseenbefore;butshedidnotthinkorhopethatafullhalfdozenteasetandplates,bowl,platter,andpitcherwouldbewaitingforher。

  ``WhyRuth,whatmadeyoutireyourselftocomedown?Iintendedtoreturninafewminutes。’’

  ``OhMan!’’criedthelaughingGirl,assheclungpantinglytoabridgepillarforsupport,``Ijusthadtocometotellyou。Therearefairies!Reallytrulyones!

  Theyhavefoundtheremainderofthewillowdishesforme,andnowtherearesomanyitisn’tgoingtobeatableatall。Itmustbealittlecupboardespeciallyforthem,inthatspacebetweenthemantelandthebookcase。

  Thereshouldbeashiningbrassteacanister,andawaferboxliketheartspeoplemake,andI’llpourteaandtendthechafingdishandyoucantoastthebreadwithalongforkoverthecoals,andwewillhavesuppersontheliving-roomtable,anditwillbesuchfun。’’

  ``Beseated!’’criedtheHarvester。``Ruth,that’sthelongestspeechIeverheardyoumake,anditsounded,praisetheLord,likeagirl。DidDocsayhewouldfixsomethingforyou?’’

  ``Yes,suchalotofthings!Iamgoingtoshutmyeyesandopenmymouthandswallowallofthem。I’mgoingtobebornagainandforgetallIeverknewbeforeIcamehere,andsoonIwillbetaggingyoueverywhere,beggingyoutosuggestdesignsformypencil,andI’llsimplyforcelifetocomerightforyou。’’

  TheHarvestersmiled。

  ``Soundsgood!’’hesaid。``But,Ruth,I’malittledubiousaboutforcework。Lifewon’tcomerightformeunlessyoulearntoloveme,andloveisastubborn,contrarybulldogelementofournaturethatwon’tbedrivenaninch。Itwandersasthewind,andstrikesusasitwill。You’llarriveatwhatIhopeformuchsoonerifyouforgetitandamuseyourselfandbeashappyasyoucan。Then,perhapsallunknowntoyou,alittlesparkoftendernessformewilllightinyourbreast;

  andifiteverdoeswewillbuyafanningmillandputitinoperation,andwe’llraiseaflameorknowwhy。’’

  ``Andtherewon’tbeanyforceinthat?’’

  ``Whatyoucan’tcompelisthestart。It’sallrighttopushanygrowthafteryouhavesomethingtoworkon。’’

  ``Thatremindsme,’’saidtheGirl,``thereisaquestionIwanttoaskyou。’’

  ``Goahead!’’saidtheHarvester,glancingatherashehewedajoist。

  Sheturnedawayherfaceandsatlookingacrossthelakeforalongtime。

  ``Isitadifficultquestion,Ruth?’’inquiredtheHarvestertohelpher。

  ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Idon’tknowhowtomakeyousee。’’

  ``Takeanykindofaplunge。I’mnotusuallydense。’’

  ``Itisreallyquitesimpleafterall。It’saboutagirl——agirlIknewverywellinChicago。Shehadaproblem——anditworriedherdreadfully,andIjustwonderedwhatyouwouldthinkofit。’’

  TheHarvestershiftedhispositionsothathecouldwatchthesideoftheavertedface。

  ``You’llhavetotellme,beforeIcantellyou,’’hesuggested。

  ``Shewasagirlwhoneverhadanythingfromlifebutworkandworry。Ofcourse,that’stheonlykindI’dknow!Onedaywhentheworkwasmostdifficult,andworrycutdeepest,andshereallythoughtshewaslosinghermind,amancamebyandhelpedher。Heliftedherout,andrescuedallthatwaspossibleforamantosavetoherinhonour,andwenthisway。Therewasn’tanythingmore。Probablythereneverwouldbe。Hisheartwasgreat,andhestoopedandpitiedhergentlyandpassedon。Afteratimeanothermancameby,agoodandnobleman,andheofferedherlovesowonderfulshehadn’tbrainstocomprehendhoworwhyitwas。’’

  TheGirl’svoicetrailedoffasifsheweretoowearytospeakfurther,whilesheleanedherheadagainstapillarandgazedwithdulleyesacrossthelake。

  ``Andyourquestion,’’suggestedtheHarvesteratlast。

  Sherousedherself。``Oh,thequestion!Whythis——

  ifintime,andaftershehadtriedandtried,lovetoequalhissimplywouldnotcomewould——would——shebewrongtoPRETENDshecared,anddotheverybestshecould,andhopeforreallovesomeday?OhDavid,wouldshe?’’

  TheHarvester’sfacewaswhiterthantheGirl’s。Hepoundedthechiselintothejoistsavagely。

  ``Wouldshe,David?’’

  ``Letmeunderstandyouclearly,’’saidthemaninadry,breathlessvoice。``Didshelovethisfirstmantowhomshecameunderobligations?’’

  TheGirlsatgazingacrossthelakeandthetorturedHarvesterstaredather。

  ``Idon’tknow,’’shesaidatlast。``Idon’tknowwhethersheknewwhatlovewasorevercould。Sheneverbeforehadknownaman;herheartwasasundevelopedandstarvedasherbody。Idon’tthinksherealizedlove,buttherewasaSOMETHING。Everytimeshewouldfeelmostgratefulandlongforthelovethatwasofferedher,that`something’wouldawakeandhurtheralmostbeyondendurance。Yetsheknewheneverwouldcome。Sheknewhedidnotcareforher。Idon’tknowthatshefeltshewantedhim,butshewasundersuchobligationstohimthatitseemedasifshemustwaittoseeifhemightnotpossiblycome,andifhedidsheshouldbefree。’’

  ``Ifhecame,shepreferredhim?’’

  ``Therewasadebtshehadtopay——ifheaskedit。

  Idon’tknowwhethershepreferredhim。Idoknowshehadnoideathathewouldcome,butthePOSSIBILITYwasalwaysbeforeher。Ifhedidn’tcomeintime,wouldshebewrongingivingallshehadtothemanwholovedher?’’

  TheHarvester’slaughwasshortandsharp。

  ``Shehadnothingtogive,Ruth!Talkaboutworm-

  wood,colocynthapples,andhemlock!Whatsortofhuskswouldthatbetoofferamanwhogavehonestlove?Lietohim!Pretendfeelingshedidn’texperience。

  Endurehimforthesakeofwhatheofferedher?WellIdon’tknowhowcalmlyanyothermanwouldtakethatproceeding,Ruth,buttellyourfriendforme,thatifI

  offeredawomanthedeep,lasting,andonlylovingpassionofmyheart,andshegavebackalieandindifferentlips,I’ddropherintothedeepestholeofmylakeandtakemypunishmentcheerfully。’’

  ``Butifitwouldmakehimhappy?Hedeserveseveryhappiness,andheneedneverknow!’’

  TheHarvester’slaughraisedtoanangryroar。

  ``Yousimpleton!’’hecriedroughly。``Doyouknowsolittleofhumanpassionintheheartthatyouthinklovecanbeasuccessfulassumption?GoodLord,Ruth!

  Doyouthinkamanismadeofwoodorstone,thatawoman’slipsinherfirstkisswouldn’ttellhimthetruth?

  WhyGirl,youmightaswelltrytospreadyourtiredarmsandflyacrossthelakeastoattempttopretendaloveyoudonotfeel。Younevercould!’’

  ``IsaidagirlIknew!’’

  ```AGirlyouknew,’then!Anywoman!Theideaismonstrous。Tellhersoandforgetit。Youalmostscaredthelifeoutofmeforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtitwasgoingtobeyou。ButIrememberyourdebtistobepaidwiththefirstmoneyyouearn,andyoucannothavetheslightestideawhatloveis,ifyouhonestlyaskifitcanbesimulated。Noma’am!Itcan’t!Notpossibly!Notever!Andwhenthedaycomesthatitsfireslightyourheart,youwillcometome,andtellofafloodofdelightthatistinglingfromthesolesofyourfeetthrougheverynerveandfibreofyourbody,andyouwilllaughwithmeatthetimewhenyouaskedifitcouldbeimitatedsuccessfully。No,ma’am!Nowletmehelpyoutothecabin,serveagoodsupper,andseeyoueatlikeafarmer。’’

  AlleveningtheHarvesterwassogayhekepttheGirllaughingandatlastsheaskedhimthecause。

  ``Relief,honey!Relief!’’criedtheman。``Youhadmeparalyzedforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtyouweretryingtotellmethattherewassomeonesopossessingyourheartthatitfailedeverytimeyoutriedtothinkaboutcaringforme。Ifyouhadn’tconvincedmebeforeyoufinishedthatloveneverhastouchedyou,I’dbethesaddestmanintheworldto-night,Ruth。’’

  TheGirlstaredathimwithwideeyesandsilentlyturnedaway。

  Thenforaweektheyworkedoutlifetogetherinthewoods。TheHarvesterwasthehousekeeperandthecook。Headdedtohisstoremanydeliciousbrothsandstimulantshebroughtfromthecity。Theydroveeverydaythroughthecoolwoods,oftenrowedonthelakeintheevenings,walkedupthehilltotheoakandscatteredfreshflowersonthetwomoundsthere,andsatbesidethemtalkingforatime。TheHarvesterkeptuphisworkwiththeherbs,andthelittleclosetforthebluedisheswasfinished。Theycelebratedinstallingthembyhavingsupperontheliving-roomtable,withtheteapotononeend,andthepitcherfullofbellflowersontheother。

  TheGirltookeverythingprescribedforher,bathed,sleptallshecould,andworkedforhealthwithalltheforceofherfrailbeing,andasthedayswentbyitseemedtotheHarvesterherweightgrewlighter,herhandshotter,andshedroveherselftoagayetyalmostdelirious。Hethoughthewouldhavepreferredadull,stupidsleepofmalaria。Therewascolourinplentyonhercheeksnow,andsometimeshefoundherwrappedinthewhiteshawlatnoononthewarmestdaysMedicineWoodsknewinearlyAugust;andoncoolnightssheworethethinnestclothingandbeggedtobetakenonthelake。TheCareyscameouteveryothereveningandthedoctorwatchedandworked,buthedidnotgettheresultshedesired。Hismedicineswerenoteffective。

  ``David,’’hesaidoneevening,``Idon’tlikethelooksofthis。YourwifehasfeverIcan’tbreak。Itiseatingthelittlestoreofvitalityshehasrightoutofher,andsomeofthesedayssheiscomingdownwithacrash。

  SheshouldyieldtotheremediesIamgivingher。Sheactstomelikeawomandrivenwildbytroublesheisconcealing。Doyouknowanythingthatworriesher?’’

  ``No,’’saidtheHarvester,``butI’lltrytofindoutifitwillhelpyouinyourwork。’’

  AftertheyweregonehelefttheGirllyingintheswingguardedbythedog,andwentacrossthemarshontheexcusethathewasgoingtoabedofthornappleatthefootofthehill。Therehesatonalogandtriedtothink。Withthemistsofnightrisingaroundhim,ghostsarosehefainwouldhaveescaped。``Whatwillyougivemeincoldcashtotellyouwhosheis,andwhoherpeopleare?’’Timesuntoldinthepasttwoweekshehadsmothered,swallowed,andchokeditdown。

  Thatquestionshehadwantedtoask——wasitforagirlshehadknown,orwasitforherself?Daysofthoughthaddeepenedthefirstslightimpressionhesobravelyhadputaside,notintocertainty,butagreatfearthatshehadmeantherself。Ifshedid,whatwashetodo?Whowastheman?Therewasadebtshehadtopayifheaskedit?Whatdebtcouldawomanpayamanthatdidnotinvolvemoney?Crouchedonaloghesufferedandtwistedinagonizingthought。Atlasthearoseandreturnedtothecabin。Hecarriedafewfrosty,blue-greenleavesofvelvetsoftnessandunusualcutting,pricklythornapplesfullofseeds,andsomeofthesmoother,moreyellowish-greenleavesofthejimsonweed,togiveexcuseforhisabsence。

  ``Don’ttouchthem,’’hewarnedashecametoher。

  ``Theyarepoisonandhavedisagreeableodour。Butweareimportingthemformedicinalpurposes。Onthefarsideofthemarsh,wherethegroundrises,thereisawasteplacejustsuitedtothem,andsolongastheywillseedandflourishwithnocareatall,Imightaswellhavethepriceastheforeignpeoplewhoraisethem。Theydon’tbringenoughtomakethemworthcultivating,butwhentheygrowaloneandwithnocare,Icanmakemoneyonthetimerequiredtocliptheleavesanddrytheseeds。ImustgowashbeforeIcomeclosetoyou。’’

  Thenextdayhehadbusinessinthecity,andagainshelayintheswingandtalkedtothedogwhiletheHarvesterwasgone。ShewasstartledasBelshazzararosewithagruffbark。Shelookeddownthedriveway,butnoonewascoming。Thenshefollowedthedog’seyesandsawaqueer,littleoldwomancomingupthebankofSingingWaterfromthenorth。SherememberedwhattheHarvesterhadsaid,andrisingsheopenedthescreenandwentdownthepath。AstheGirladvancedshenoticedthescrupulouscleanlinessofthecalicodressandginghamapron,andthesnowyhairframingabronzedfacewithdancingdarkeyes。

  ``AreyouDavid’snewwife?’’askedGrannyMorelandwithlaughinginflection。

  ``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Comein。Hetoldmetoexpectyou。Iamsosorryheisaway,butwecangetacquaintedwithouthim。Letmehelpyou。’’

  ``Idon’tknowbutthatoughttobetheotherwayabout。Youdon’tlookverystrong,child。’’

  ``Iamnotwell,’’saidtheGirl,``butit’slovelyhere,andtheairissofineIamgoingtobebettersoon。Takethischairuntilyourestalittle,andthenyoushallseeourprettyhome,andallthefurnitureandmydresses。’’

  ``Yes,Iwanttoseethings。My,butDavidhastriedhimself!Iheardhewasjusttearin’upJackoverhere,andIcouldgetthesoundofthehammerin’,andonedayheaskedmetocomeandseeabouthisbeddin’。

  HehadthatLizyCroftertowashforhim,butifIhadn’tjeststoodoverherhisblanketswouldhavebeenruined。

  She’snomorerespectforfinegoodsthanapigwouldhaveforcreampie。Ihatetoseewoollensabused,asiftheywerehuman。My,butthingsisfancyheresincewhatDavidplantedisgrowin’!Didyoueverliveinthecountrybefore?’’

  ``No。’’

  ``Wheredoyouhailfrom?’’

  ``Wellnotfromthedirectionofhail,’’laughedtheGirl。``IlivedinChicago,butwewere——werenotrich,andsoIdidn’tknowtheluxuryofthecity;justthelonely,difficultpart。’’

  ``DoyoucallChicagolonely?’’

  ``AthousandtimesmoresothanMedicineWoods。

  HereIknowthetreeswillwhispertome,andthewaterlaughsandsingsallday,andthebirdsalmostsplittheirthroatsmakingmusicforme;butIcanimaginenolonelinessonearththatwillbegintocomparewithbeingamongthecrowdsandcrowdsofalargecityandnoonehasawordorlookforyou。Imisstheseaoffacesandtheroaroflife;atfirstIwasalmostwildwiththesilence,butnowIdon’tfinditstillanymore;theHarvesteristeachingmewhateachsoundmeansandtheyseemtobecountless。’’

  ``Youthink,then,you’lllikeithere?’’

  ``Ido,indeed!Anyonewould。Evenmorethanthebeautifullocation,IlovetheinterestingpartoftheHarvester’soccupation。Ireallythinkthatgatheringmaterialtomakemedicinesthatwillallaypainistheverygreatestofallthegreatworkamancando。’’

  ``Good!’’criedGrannyMoreland,herdarkeyessnapping。``I’vealwayssaidit!I’vetriedtoencourageDavidinit。Andhe’sjustcapitalatputtin’someofhisstuffinshape,andcombinin’itinasgoodmedicineasyouevertook。ThisspringIwasallcrippledupwiththerheumatizuntilIwantedtohollereverytimeIhadtomove,andsometimesitgotsoaggravatin’I’mnotrightsurebutIdoneit。’LongcomesDavidandsays,`Icanfixyousomethin’,’andblessyou,iftheboydidn’ttakethetucksoutofme,untilhereIam,andtickledtopiecesthatIcangethere。ThistimelastyearIdidn’tcareifIlivedornot。NowseemsasifI’mcaperishasathreeweeks’lamb。Idon’tseehowamancoulddoabiggerthingthantostiruplifeinyoulikethat。’’

  ``Ithinkthisplacemakesanespecialappealtome,because,shortlybeforeIcame,Ihadtogiveupmymother。Shewasveryillandsufferedhorribly。EverytimeIseeDavidgoingtohislittlelaboratoryonthehilltoworkawhileIslipawayandaskGodtohelphimtofixsomethingthatwilleasethepainofhumanityasIshouldliketohaveseenherrelieved。’’

  ``Whyyoupoorchild!Nowonderyouarelookin’

  sothinandpeaked!’’

  ``OhI’llsoonbeoverthat,’’saidtheGirl。``IammuchbetterthanwhenIcame。I’llbecomingovertotradepiewithyoubeforelong。Davidsaysyouaremynearestneighbour,sowemustbeclosefriends。’’

  ``Wellblessyourbigheart!Nowwhoeverheardofaprettyyoungthinglikeyouwantin’tobefriendswithaplainoldcountrywoman?’’

  ``WhyIthinkyouarelovely!’’criedtheGirl。``Andallofusareonthewaytoage,sowemustrememberthatwewillwantkindnessthenmorethanatanyothertime。Davidsaysyouknewhismother。Sometimewon’tyoutellmeallabouther?Youmustverysoon。TheHarvesteradoredher,andDoctorCareysaysshewasthenoblestwomanheeverknew。It’sabigcontracttotakeherplace。MaybeifyouwouldtellmeallyoucanrememberIcouldprofitbymuchofit。’’

  GrannyMorelandwatchedtheGirlkeenly。

  ``Shewa’antnoordinarywoman,that’ssure,’’shecommented。``Andshedidn’tmakenocommonmanoutofherson,either。I’vealwayscontendedshetookthejobtooserious,andworeherselfoutatit,butshecertainlydonetheworkupprime。Ifshe’sabovecloudleanin’overtherampartslookin’down——thoughitgetsmeastowhatfoundationtheyuseorwheretheygetthestufftobuildtheramparts——butiftheyisramparts,andshe’speekin’overthem,shemusttakealotofsolidsatisfactioninseeingthatDavidisnotonlythemanshefoughtanddiedtomakehim,buthe’sgiveherquiteamargintospreadherselfon。She’lowedtomakehimabigman,butyougottoknowhimcloseandplenty’foreitstrikesyoujestwhathissizeis。I’vewatchedhimprettysharp,andtriedtohelpwhatIcouldsinceMarthywent,andI’mfranktosayIdrutherseeDavidhappythantobehappymyself。I’vehadmyfling。TherestofthewayI’mwillin’totakewhatcomes,withthebestgraceIcanmuster,andwearasmilin’facetobetokenthejoyIhavehad;butitcutsmesoretoseetheyoungsufferin’。’’

  ``DoyouthinkDavidisunhappy?’’askedtheGirleagerly。

  ``Idon’tseehowhecouldbe!’’criedtheoldlady。

  ``Ofcourseheain’t!’Pearsasifhe’sgoteverythin’tomakehimtheproudest,bestsatisfiedofmen。I’llownI

  wasmightyanxioustoseeyou。Iknowthekindo’

  womanitwouldtaketomakeDavidmiserable,anditseemssometimesasifmen——thatisgoodmen——areplumb,stoneblindwhenitcomestopickin’awoman。

  Theyjesthitchupwitheverlastin’miseryeasyasdewrollingoffacabbageleaf。It’ssechablessedsighttoseeyou,andhearyourvoiceandknowyou’rethewomananybodycanseeyoube。WhyI’msohappywhenI

  sethereandcon-tem’-plateyou,Iwanttocacklelikeapulletannouncin’herfirstegg。Ain’tthisporchthepurtiestplace?’’

  ``Comeseeeverything,’’invitedtheGirl,rising。

  GrannyMorelandfollowedwithalacrity。

  ``Barefloors!’’shecried。``Wouldn’tthatbestyou?

  IsawtheywasfinishedcapitalwhenIwasover,butI’lowedthey’dbecoveredaforeyoucome。Don’tyoulikenice,floweryBrisselscarpets,honey?’’

  ``NoIdon’t,’’saidtheGirl。``Yousee,whenrugsaredustytheycanberolled,carriedoutside,andcleaned。

  Thewallscanbewiped,thefloorspolishedandthatwayahouseisalwaysfresh。Icankeepthisshining,germproof,andtrulycleanwithhalftheworkandnoneofthedangerofheavycarpetsandcurtains。’’

  ``Idon’tdoubtbutthemistruewords,’’saidGrannyMorelandearnestly。``Workmustbeeasierandsoonerdonethanitwasinmyday,orpeoplejestcouldn’thavehousesthesizeofthisorthetimetogadthatwomenhavenow。FromthelooksoftilestreetsofOnabasha,youwouldn’tthinkawoman’udhadababytotend,adinnerpota-bilin’,orabakin’ofbreadsencetheflood。

  Andthecountryisjestasbadasthecity。We’reaapin’themtobeatthemonkeysatashow。Ihardlygotaneighbourthatain’tgotfiggeredBrisselscarpet,afurnace,awindmill,apianny,andherownhorseandbuggy。Several’sgotautermobiles,andtheyoungfolksarevisitin’arounda-ridin’thetrolleys,goin’tocollege,andcopyin’cityways。AmosPeters,nexttous;goesbareheadedinthehayfield,andwearsglovestopitchandplowin。Itellhimheremindsmeofthesecitywomenthatonlywearsthelowerhalfofawaistandnosleeves,andayardoffinegoodsmoppin’thefloors。

  Wellifthatdon’t’beatthenation!Ain’tthemMarthy’soldbluedishes?’’

  ``Letmeshowyou!’’TheGirlopenedthelittlecupboardandexhibitedthewillowware。Theeyesoftheoldwomanbegantosparkle。

  ``Foundationornofoundation,Idohopethemrampartsisago!’’shecried。``IfMarthyLangstonissquintin’overthemandsheseesheroldchanyputinafinecupboard,andherlittleshawlroundaspurtyagirlaseverstepped,andknowsherboyisgittin’whathedeserves,goodLord,she’llbeliketoousttheAlmighty,andsetonthethroneherself!’Bouteverythin’inlifewasadisappointmenttoher,’ceptDavid。Nowifshecouldseethis!Won’tIrubitintotheneighbours?

  Andmyboys’wives!’’

  ``Idon’tunderstand,’’saidthebewilderedGirl。

  ``’Courseyoudon’t,honey,’’explainedthevisitor。

  ``It’slikethis:Idon’tknowanybody,manorwoman,intheseparts,thatain’trampagin’forCHANGE。Theyain’toneofthemthatwouldliveinalogcabin,thoughthey’snotahouseintwentymilesofherethatfitsitssurroundin’sandlookssohomelikeasthis。Theyrunupbig,fancybrickandframethings,allturnsandgablesandgayasfrostedpicnicpie,andworkandslavetogittheseverycarpetsyousayain’thealthy,andthechairsyousayyouwouldn’tgivehouseroom,an’theyusetheirgrandmother’schanyforbakin’,scraps,andgreasedishes,andhideitifthey’svisitors。Allofthemstrainin’aftersomethingtheycan’tafford,andthatain’thealthywhentheygitit,becausesomebodyelseisdoin’thesamething。MaryPeterssayssheisafearedofherlifeintheirnewsteamwagon,andshesaysAndygitssonarvousrunnin’it,hejestkeepsona-jerkin’anddrivin’allnight,andshethinkshe’llsoongotosmashhimself,ifthemachinedoesn’tbeathim。Buttheyarekeepin’itup,becauseGraceston’sis,andsoitgoesalloverthecountry。NowIcallitaslaprightinthefacetohaveaChicagywomancometothecountrytoliveandenjoyalogcabin,barefloors,andherman’sgrandmother’sdishes。Ifthereain’tMarthy’soldbluecoverlidalsocarefullyspreadonasplinternewsofy。Landy,Ican’twaittogettomysonJohn’s!He’sgotawomanthatwouldtaketwocoppersoffthecollectionplatewhileshewaspurtendin’toputonone,ifshecould,andthenspendthemforabrasspinorastringofglassbeads。

  Won’thereyesbungwhenItellheraboutthis?ShewantedmyPeterHartmankiverforherironin’board。

  Showmetherest!’’

  ``Thisisthedining-room,’’saidtheGirl,leadingtheway。

  GrannyMorelandsteppedinandsentherkeeneyesrangingoverthefloor,walls,andfurnishings。Shesankonachairandsaidwithachuckle,``Nowyougoonandtellmeallaboutit,honey。Jestwhatthingsareandwhyyoufixedthem,andhowtheyareused。’’

  TheGirldidherbest,andtheoldwomannoddedindelightedapproval。

  ``It’sthepurtiestthingIeversaw,’’sheannounced。

  ``Aminuteago,I’d’a’saidthembluewallsbackthere,jestlikeOctoberskiesinIndiansummer,andthebrownrugs,likeleavesinthewoods,couldn’tbebeat;butthisgreenandyallerispurtieryet。Thatblueroomwillkeepthebestlookin’partoffallonallwinter,andwitharoarin’woodfire,it’llbecapital,andnomistake;butthishereisspring,jestspringeternal,an’that’sbestofall。Lookslikeitwasabouttimetheleaveswasbustin’

  andthingspushin’up。Itwouldn’tsurprisemeamitetoseeaflockofswallerscomesailin’rightthroughthesewinders。Andhere’saplacebigenoughtolaydownandrestaspellrighthandytothekitchen,wherea-bodygitstiredest,withoutrunnin’ahalfmiletofindabed,andinthemornin’youcanlookdowntothe`stillwaters’;

  andintheafternoon,whenthesungitsaroundhere,youcanpullthatblindand`liftyoureyestothehills,’likeDavidoftheBiblesays。My,didn’thesaythepurtiestthings!Ineverreadnothin’couldtouchhim!’’

  ``HaveyouseenthePsalmsarrangedinverseaswewouldwriteitnow?’’

  ``Youdon’tmeantotellmeDavid’sbeenputintorealpoetry?’’

  ``Yes。SomeBibleshaveallthepoeticalbooksinourformsofverse。’’

  ``Well!SometimesIgitkindo’knockedout!AsaruleIholdtooldways。Ithinkthey’rethehealthiestandthemostfaver’bletothesoul。Butthey’ssomechangescomealong,that’sgotsechhardcommon-sensetoriccomendthem,thatIwonderthepastgenerationsdidn’tseesooner。Nowtakethis!AnhouragoI’dtoldyouI’dreadmyfather’sBibletotheendofmydays。Butifthey’sanewonethat’sgotDavid,Solomon,andJobinnateralform,I’llhaveone,andI’llgitajoyIneverexpectedoutoflife。Iain’tgotsomuchpoetryinme,butitalwaysriledmetoread,`7。ThelawoftheLordisperfect,covertin’thesoul。8。ThestatutesoftheLordareright。9。ThefearoftheLordisclean。’

  Andsoitgoeson,’boutasmuchfiggersastheyispoetry。

  Alwaysdidworryme。SoiftheymakeBibles’cordin’

  tocommonsense,I’llhaveoneto-morrowifIhavetowalktoOnabashatogetit。Lawsyme!ifyouain’tgatheredupMarthy’soldpinkteaset,andgiveitashow,too!DidyoudothattopleaseDavid,ordoyouhonestlythinkthemisnicedishes?’’

  ``Ithinktheyarebeautiful,’’laughedtheGirl,sinkingtoachair。``Idon’tknowthatitdidpleasehim。Hehadbeenstudyingthesubject,butsomethingsavedhimfrombuyinganythinguntilIcame。I’dhavefeltdreadfullyifhehadgottenwhathewanted。’’

  ``Whatdidhewant,honey?’’askedtheoldladyinanawestruckwhisper。

  ``Egg-shellchinaandcutglass。’’

  ``Andyouwouldn’tlethim!Woman!Whatdoyouwant?’’

  ``Asetoftulip-yellowdishes,withDutchlittlefiguresonthem。Theyaresoquaintandtheywouldharmonizeperfectlywiththisroom。’’

  Theoldladylaughedgleefully。

  ``My!Iwouldn’t’a’missedthisforadollar,’’shecried。

  ``Itjestdoesmysoulgood。More’nthat,ifyoureallylikeMarthy’sdishesandaregoingtotakecareofthemandusethemright,I’llgiveyoumine,too。Iain’tneverhadagirl。I’vealwayshopedshe’d’a’hadsomejedgmentofherown,andnotbeeneternallyapin’,ifIhad,buttheLordmay’a’savedmemanyadisappointmentbysendin’allmineboys。NotthatI’mlayin’thebabiesontotheLordatall——Ijestgotintothehabitofsayin’

  that,’coseverybodyelsedoes,butallmine,IhadapurtygoodidyhowIgotthem。Ifagirlofminewouldn’t’a’hadmoresense,raisedrightwithme,I’d’a’beenpurtybadcutupoverit。Ofcourse,Ican’tbeheldresponsibleforthegirlsmyboysmarried,butt’otherdayEmmeline——that’sJohn’swife——Johnistheyoungest,andI

  sorto’clingtohim——Emmelineshesaystome,`Mother,can’tIhavethisoldpinkandgreenteapot?’Myheartwarmedrightuptothechild,andIsays,`Whatdoyouwantitfor,Emmeline?’Andshesays,`Todrawtheteain。’CrackyDinah!Thatfoolwomanmeanttosetmygrandmother’sweddin’presentfromherpaandma,dishessameasMarthyWashingtonused,onthestovetobiletheteain。Ijestsnorted!`No,saysI,`youcan’t!’ForeIdie,’saysI,`I’llmeetupwithsomewomanthat’lllovedishesandknowhowtotreatthem。’

  IthinkjestaboutasmuchofDavidasIdomyownboys,andIdon’tmakenobonesofthefactthathe’saheapmoreofaman。I’djestassoonmydisheswenttohischildrenastoJohn’s。I’llgiveyoueverypieceIgot,ifyou’lltakekeerofthem。’’

  ``Woulditberight?’’waveredthegirl。

  ``Right!Why,I’mjesttellin’youthefoolwimmenwouldbileteainthem,makegreasesassersofthem,andusethemtodishupthebakin’on!Wouldn’tyouaheapratherseethemgointoacupboardlikeDavid’sma’sisin,wherethey’dbetakenkeerof,iftheywasyours?Iguessyouwould!’’

  ``Wellifyoufeelthatway,andreallywantustohavethem,IknowDavidwillbuildanotherlittlecupboardontheothersideofthefireplacetoputyoursin,andIcan’ttellyouhowI’dloveandcareforthem。’’

  ``I’lljestdoit!’’saidGrannyMoreland。``IgotaboutasmanyblueonesasMarthyhadan’minearepurtierthanhers。Andmylustreisbrighter,forI

  didn’tuseitsomuch。Isthisthekitchen?WellifIeversawsechacool,whiteplacetocookinbefore!

  Ain’tDavidthebeatenesthandtothinkupthings?

  Hegotthestartofthattakin’keerofhismaallhislife。Hesortoflearnedwhatawomanuses,andhowit’shandiest。Notthatothermendon’tknow;it’sjestthattheyaretoomortalselfishandkeerlesstofixthings。Wellthisisgreat!Nowwhenyoubilecabbageandthewash,alwaysopenyourwinderswideandletthosteamout,soitwon’tspileyourwalls。’’

  ``I’llbeverycareful,’’promisedtheGirl。``Nowcomeseemybathroom,closetandbedroom。’’

  ``WellasIlive!Ain’tthisfine。I’llbetapurtythatifI’d’a’hadaroomandatroughlikethistosoakinwhenIwasworetoafrazzle,Iwouldn’t’a’gotalltwistedupwithrheumatizlikeIam。Itjestlooksrestfultosee。Ineverwashedinaplacelikethisinallmydays。

  Mustfeelgrandtobewetalloveratonce!Noweverybodyoughttohavesecharoomanduseitatallhours,likeDaviddoesthelake。Didyoueverseehisbeattogoswimmin’?He’salwaysinsplashin’!Beenatitallhislife。Iusedtobeskeeredwhenhewasalittletyke。Hesoakedsomuch’pearedlikehe’dwashallthesubstanceoutofhim,butitonlymadehimstrong。’’

  ``Hasheeverbeenill?’’

  ``NotthatIknowof,andIreckonI’dknoweditifhehad。Wellwhataclothespress!Ineversawsomanydressesatonce。Ain’ttheypurty?OhIwishIwasyoung,andcouldhaveonelikethatyaller。AndI’dliketohaveonelikeyourlavenderrightnow。My!

  Youareluckytohavesomanyniceclothes。It’sagoodthingmostgirlshaven’tgotthem,orthey’dstandprimpin’alldaytryin’todecidewhichonetoputon。

  Idon’tseehowyoutellyourself。’’

  ``IweartheonethatbesthideshowpaleIam,’’

  answeredtheGirl。``Iusethecoloursnow。WhenI

  growplumpandrosy,I’llwearthewhite。’’

  GrannyMorelanddroppedonthecouchandassuredherselfthatitwasMartha’spinkPeterHartman。Thensheexaminedthesunshineroom。

  ``WellIgottogobacktothestart,’’shesaidatlast。

  ``Thisbeatsthedinin’-room。ThisisthepurtiestthingIeversaw。OhIdohopetheyain’tsoruntowhiteinHeavenassomefolksseemtothink!Usedtobescandalizedifa-bodytookanythin’butawhiteflowertoafuneral。NowtheytellmethatwhenJedgeStilton’syoungestgirlcomefromNewYorktoherpa’sburyin’shefetchedaboutawashtubofblood-redroses。

  Putthemalloverhim,too!Saidhelovedredroseslivin’andsohewasgoin’tohavethemwhenhepassedover。Nowiftheyarelettin’upalittleonwhiteonearth,mebbysomeofthestylishoneswillcarrythefashionoveryander。IfHeavenislikethis,Iwon’tspendnoneofmytimefrettin’aboutthefoundations。I’lljestforgetthereisany,evenifwedoalwayshavetobesoperticlertogetthemsolidonearth。Talkofgoldharps!Can’tyoualmosthearthem?Andlistentothebirdsandthatwater!Say,youwon’tgetlonesomehere,willyou?’’

  ``Indeedno!’’answeredtheGirl。``Wouldn’tyouliketolieonmybeautifulcouchthattheHarvestermadewithhisownhands,andI’llspreadMotherLangston’scoverletoveryouandletyoulookatallmyprettythingswhileIslipawayafewminutestosomethingI’dliketodo?’’

  ``I’dloveto!’’saidtheoldwoman。``Ineverhadachanceatsuchfinethings。Davidtoldmehewasmakin’

  yourroomallhimself,andthathewasgoin’tofillitchuckfullofeverythin’agirleverused,andIseehedoneitrightan’proper。AwaylastMarchhetoldmehewasbuildin’foryou,an’Ihankeredsotohaveawomanhereagain,eventhoughInevers’posedshe’dbesochiablelikeyou,thatIeggedhimonjestallIcould。I

  neverwould’a’s’posedtheboycouldmarrylikethis——

  allbyhimself。’’

  TheGirlwenttotheicechesttobringsomeofthefruitjuice,chilledberries,andtothepantryforbreadandwaferstomakeadaintylittlelunchthatsheplacedontheverandatable;andthensheandGrannyMorelandtalked,untilthevisitorsaidthatshemustgo。TheGirlwentwithhertothelittlebridgecrossingSingingWateronthenorth。Theretheoldladytookherhand。

  ``Honey,’’shesaid,``I’mgoin’totellyousomethin’。

  IamsohappyIcanpurtnearfly。LastnightIwascomin’downthepikeovertherechasin’homeacontraryoldganderofmine,andIlookedoveronyourlandandIseeDavidsettin’onalogwithhisheadbetweenhishandsalookin’likegrimdeath,ifIeverseeit。Myheartplumstopped。SaysI,`she’safailure!She’sabustin’theboy’sheart!I’llgostraightoverandtellherso。’Ididn’tdarebespeakhim,butIwasonnettlesallnight。Ijestlaida-studyin’anda-studyin’,andI

  says,`Comemornin’I’llgostraightandgiveheracurry-

  combin’that’lldohergood。’AndIstarteda-feelin’

  prettygrim,andhereyoucametomeetme,andwipeditalloutofmyheartinaflash。Itdidlookliketheboywasgrievin’;butIknownowhewasjestthinkin’upwhattoputtogethertotaketheacheoutofsomepooroldcarcasslikemine。Itnevercouldhavebeenaboutyou。

  LikeahalfblindoldfoolIthoughttheboywassufferin’,andherehewasonlystudyin’!Likeasnothewasthinkin’

  whattodonexttoshowyouhowhelovesyou。WhatanoldsillyIwas!I’llsleeplikealogto-nighttopayupforit。Good-bye,honey!Youbettergobackandlaydownaspell。Youdolookmortaltired。’’

  TheGirlsaidgood-byeandstaggeringafewstepssankonalogandsatstaringatthesky。

  ``Ohhewassuffering,andaboutme!’’shegasped。

  Achillbegantoshakeherandfeverishbloodtoracethroughherveins。``Hedoesandgiveseverything;I

  doandgivenothing!Ohwhydidn’tIstayatUncleHenry’suntilitended?Itwouldn’thavebeensobadasthis。WhatwillIdo?OhwhatwillIdo?Ohmother,mother!ifI’donlyhadthecourageyoudid。’’

  Shearoseandstaggeredupthehill,passedthecabinandwenttotheoak。Thereshesankshiveringtoearth,andlaidherfaceamongthemosses。ThefrightenedHarvesterfoundheratalmostduskwhenhecamefromthecitywiththeDutchdishes,andhelpedamanlaunchagaylittlemotorboatforheronthelake。

  ``WhyRuth!Ruth-girl!’’heexclaimed,kneelingbesideher。

  Sheliftedastrained,distortedface。

  ``Don’ttouchme!Don’tcomenearme!’’shecried。

  ``ItisnottruethatIambetter。Iamnot!Iamworse!

  Ineverwillbebetter。AndbeforeIgoI’vegottotellyouofthedebtIowe;thenyouwillhateme,andthenI

  willbeglad!Glad,Itellyou!Glad!Whenyoudespiseme?thenIcango,andknowthatsomedayyouwillloveagirlworthyofyou。OhIwantyoutohatemeIamfitfornothingelse。’’

  ShefellforwardsobbingwildlyandtheHarvestertriedinvaintoquiether。Atlasthesaid,``Wellthentellme,Ruth。RememberIdon’twanttohearwhatyouhavetosay。Iwillbelievenothingagainstyou,notevenfromyourownlips,whenyouarefeverishandexcitedasnow,butifitwillquietyou,tellmeandhaveitover。See,Iwillsithereandlisten,andwhenyouhavefinishedI’llpickyouupandcarryyoutoyourroom,andIamnotsurebutIwillkissyouoverandover。

  Whatisityouwanttotellme,Ruth?’’

  Shesatuppantingandpushedbacktheheavycoilsofhair。

  ``I’vegottobeginawayatthebeginningtomakeyousee,’’shesaid。``ThefirstthingIcanrememberisasmall,suchasmallroom,andmothersewingandsometimesamanIcalledfather。HewaslikeHenryJamesonmadeovertallandsmooth,andmore,oh,muchmoreheartless!

  Hewasgonelongatatime,andalwayswehadmosttoeat,andwentoftenertotheparks,andwerehappiestwithhimaway。WhenIwasbigenoughtounderstand,mothertoldmethatshehadmethimandcaredforhimwhenshewasaninexperiencedgirl。Shemusthavebeenvery,veryyoung,forshewasonlyagirlasIfirstrememberher,andoh!solovely,butwiththesaddestfaceIeversaw。Shesaidshehadagoodhomeandeveryluxury,andherparentsadoredher;buttheyknewlifeandmen,andtheywouldnotallowhimintheirhome,andsosheleftitwithhim,andhemarriedherandtriedtoforcethemtoaccepthim,andtheywouldnot。

  Atfirstsheboreit。Latershefoundhimout,andappealedtothem,buttheywereawayorwouldnotforgive,andshewasaproudthing,andwouldnotbegmoreaftershehadsaidshewaswrong,andwouldtheytakeherback。

  ``Igrewupandweweregirlstogether。Weembroidered,andIdrew,andsometimeswehadlittletreatsandgoodtimes,andmyfatherdidnotcomeoften,andwegotalongthebestwecould。Alwaysitwasworseonher,becauseshewasnotsostrongasI,andherheartwassecretlybreakingforhermother,andshewasafraidhewouldcomebackanyhour。Shewastorturedthatshecouldnoteducatememorethantoputmethroughthehighschool。Sheworeherselfoutdoingthat,butshewaswildformetoberearedandtrainedright。Soeverydayshecrouchedoverdelicatelacesandembroidery,andbeforeandafterschoolIcarrieditandgotmore,andinvacationweworkedtogether。Butlivinggrewhigher,andshebecameill,andcouldnotwork,andIhadn’therskill,andthedrawingsdidn’tbringmuch,andI’dnotools——’’

  ``Ruth,formercysakeletmetakeyouinmyarms。

  Ifyou’vegottotellthistofindpeace,letmeholdyouwhileyoudoit。’’

  ``Neveragain,’’saidtheGirl。``Youwon’twanttoinaminute。Youmusthearthis,becauseIcan’tbearitanylonger,anditisn’tfairtoletyougrieveandthinkmeworthloving。Anyway,Icouldn’tearnwhatshedid,andIwasafraid,foragreatcityisheartlesstothepoor。

  Onemorningshefaintedandcouldn’tgetup。Icanseetheawfullookinhereyesnow。Sheknewwhatwascoming。Ididn’t。Itriedtobebraveandtowork。

  Ohit’snousetogoonwiththat!Itwasjustworseandworse。Shewaslovelyanddelicate,shewasmymother,andIadoredher。OhMan!Youwon’tjudgeharshly?’’

  ``No!’’criedtheHarvester,``Iwon’tjudgeatall,Ruth。Iseenow。Getitoverifyoumusttellme。’’

  ``Onedayshehadbeendreadfullyillforalongtimeandtherewasnofoodorworkormoney,andthelastscrapwaspawned,andshesimplywouldnotletmenotifythecharitiesortellmewhoorwhereherpeoplewere。Shesaidshehadsinnedagainstthemandbrokentheirhearts,andprobablytheyweredead,andIwasdesperate。IwalkedalldayfromhousetohousewhereI

  haddeliveredwork,butitwasnouse;noonewantedanythingIcoulddo,andIwentbackfrantic,andfoundhergnawingherfingersandgibberingindelirium。Shedidnotknowme,andforthefirsttimesheimploredmeforfood。

  ``ThenIlockedthedoorandwentonthestreetandI

  askedawoman。Shelaughedandsaidshe’dreportmeandI’dbelockedupforbegging。ThenIsawamanIpassedsometimes。Ithoughthelivedclose。Iwentstraighttohim,andtoldhimmymotherwasveryill,andaskedhimtohelpher。Hetoldmetogototheproperauthorities。ItoldhimIdidn’tknowwhotheywereorwhere,andIhadnomoneyandshewasawomanofrefinement,andneverwouldforgiveme。Ioffered,ifhewouldcometoseeher,gethersomebeeftea,andtakecareofherwhileshelived,thatafterward——’’

  TheGirl’sfrailformshookinastormofsobs。AtlastsheliftedhereyestotheHarvester’s。``TheremustbeaGod,andsomewhereatthelastextremityHemustcomein。Themanwentwithme,andhewasayoungdoctorwhohadanofficeafewblocksaway,andheknewwhattodo。Hehadn’tmuchhimself,butforseveralweekshedividedandshewasmorecomfortableandnothungrywhenshewent。WhenitwasoverIdressedherthebestIcouldinmygraduationdress,andfoldedherhands,andkissedhergood-bye,andtoldhimIwasreadytofulfillmyoffer;andohMan!——Hesaidhehadforgotten!’’

  ``God!’’pantedtheHarvester。

  ``Wecouldn’tburyherthere。ButIrememberedmyfatherhadsaidhehadabrotherinthecountry,andoncehehadbeentoseeuswhenIwasverylittle,andthedoctortelegraphedhim,andheansweredthathiswifewassick,andifIwasabletoworkIcouldcome,andhewouldburyher,andgivemeahome。

  Thedoctorborrowedthemoneyandboughtthecoffinyoufoundherin。Hecouldn’tdobetterorhewould,forhelearnedtoloveher。Hepaidourfaresandtookustothetrain。BeforeIstartedI

  wentonmykneestohimandworshippedhimastheAlmighty,andIamsureItoldhimthatIalwayswouldbeindebtedtohim,andanytimeherequiredIwouldpay。Therestyouknow。’’

  ``Haveyouheardfromhim,Ruth?’’

  ``No。’’

  ``ItWASyourselftheotherdayonthebridge?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Didheloveyou?’’

  ``NotthatIknowof。No!NobodybutyouwouldloveagirlwhoappearedasIdidthen。’’

  TheHarvesterstrovetokeepasetface,buthislipsdrewbackfromhisteeth。

  ``Ruth,doyoulovehim?’’

  ``Love!’’criedtheGirl。``Apale,expressionlessword!

  Adorewouldcomecloser!Itellyoushewasdeliriouswithhunger,andhefedher。Shewassufferinghorrorsandheeasedthepain。Shewaslifeless,andhekeptherpoortiredbodyfromthedissectingtable。Iwouldhavefulfilledmyoffer,andgonestraightintothelake,buthesparedme,Man!Hesparedme!Worshipisagoodword。IthinkIworshiphim。Itriedtotellyou。Beforeyougotthatlicense,Iwantedyoutoknow。’’

  ``Iremember,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butnomancouldhaveguessedthatagirlwithyourfacehadagonylikethatinherheart,notevenwhenhereaddeeptroublethere。’’

  ``Ishouldhavetoldyouthen!Ishouldhaveforcedyoutohear!IwaswildwithfearofUncleHenry,andIhadnowheretogo。Nowyouknow!Goaway,andtheendwillcomesoon。’’

  TheHarvesteraroseandwalkedafewstepstowardthelake,wherehepausedstricken,butfightingforcontrol。Forhimthelighthadgoneout。Therewasnothingbeyond。Theonepassionofhislifemustliveon,satisfiedwithatouchfromlipsthatlovedanotherman。Brokensobbingcametohim。Hedidnotevenhavetimetosuffer。StumblinglyheturnedandgoingtotheGirlhepickedherup,andsatonthebenchholdingherclosely。

  ``Stopit,Ruth!’’hesaidunsteadily。``Stopthis!

  Whyshouldyousufferso?Isimplywillnothaveit。

  Iwillsaveyouagainstyourselfandtheworld。Youshallhaveallhappinessyet;Iswearit,mygirl!Youareallright。Hewasanobleman,andhesparedyoubecausehelovedyou,ofcourse。Iwillmakeyouwellandrosyagain,andthenIwillgoandfindhim,andarrangeeverythingforyou。Ihavesparedyou,too,andifhedoesn’twantyoutoremainherewithme,Mrs。CareywouldbegladtohaveyouuntilIcanfreeyou。Judgesarehuman。Itwillbeasimplematter。Hush,Ruth,listentome!Youshallbefree!Atonce,ifyousayso!Youshallhavehim!

  Iwillgoandbringhimhere,andIwillgoaway。

  Ruth,darling,stopcryingandhearme。Youwillgrowbetter,nowthatyouhavetoldme。Itisthissecretthathasmadeyoufeverishandkeptyouill。Ruth,youshallhavehappinessyet,ifIhavegottocircletheglobeandscalethewallsofHeaventofinditforyou。’’

  Shestruggledfromhisarmsandrantowardthelake。

  WhentheHarvestercaughther,shescreamedwildly,andstruckhimwithherthinwhitehands。Heliftedandcarriedhertothelaboratory,wherehegaveherafewdropsfromabottleandsoonshebecamequiet。Thenhetookhertothesunshineroom,laidheronthebed,lockedthescreensandherdoor,calledBelshazzartowatch,andrantothestable。AfewminuteslaterwithdistendednostrilsandindignantheartBetsy,undertheflailofanunsparinglash,poundeddownthehilltowardOnabasha。

  CHAPTERXVII

  LOVEINVADESSCIENCE

  TheHarvesterplacedthekeyinthedoorandturnedtoDoctorCareyandthenurse。

  ``IdruggedherintounconsciousnessbeforeI

  left,butshemayhavereturned,atleastpartially。MissBarnet,willyoukindlyseeifsheisreadyforthedoctor?

  Youneedn’tbeintheleastafraid。Shehasnostrength,evenindelirium。’’

  Heopenedthedoor,hisheadaverted,andthenursehurriedintotheroom。TheGirlonthebedwasbeginningtotoss,moan,andmutter。Skilfulhandsstraightenedher,arrangedthecovers,andthedoctorwascalled。

  Intheliving-roomtheHarvesterpacedinmiserytoodeepforconsecutivethought。Asconsciousnessreturned,theGirlgrewwilder,andthenursecouldnotfollowthedoctor’sdirectionsandcareforher。ThenDoctorCareycalledtheHarvester。Hewentinandsittingbesidethebedtookthefeverish,wildlybeatinghandsinhisstrong,coolones,andbeganstrokingthemandtalking。

  ``Easy,honey,’’hemurmuredsoftly。``LiequietlywhileItellyou。Youmustn’ttireyourself。Youarewastingstrengthyouneedtofightthefever。I’llholdyourhandstight,I’llstrokeyourheadforyou。Liequietly,dear,andDoctorCareyandhisheadnursearegoingtomakeyouwellinalittlewhile。That’sright!Letmedothemoving;youlieandrest。Onlyrestandrest,untilallthepainisgone,andthestrongdayscome,andtheyaregoingtobringgreatjoy,love,andpeace,tomydear,deargirl。Eventhemoanstakestrength。Tryjusttoliequietlyandrest。Youcan’thearSingingWaterifyoudon’tlisten,Ruth。’’

  ``Shedoesn’trealizethatitisyouorknowwhatyousay,David,’’saidDoctorCareygently。

  ``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butifyouwillobserve,youwillseethatsheisquietwhenIstrokeherheadandhands,andifyounoticecloselyyouwillgrantthatshegetsawordoccasionally。Ifitistherightone,ithelps。Sheknowsmyvoiceandtouch,andsheislessnervousandafraidwithme。Watchaminute!’’

  TheHarvestertookbothoftheGirl’sflutteringhandsinoneofhisandwithlong,lightstrokesgentlybrushedthem,andthenherhead,andface,andthenherhandsagain,andinalow,monotonous,halfsing-songvoicehecrooned,``Rest,Ruth,rest!Itisnightnow。ThemoonisbridgingLoonLake,andthewhip-poor-williscrying。Listen,dear,don’tyouhearhimcrying?

  Still,Girl,still!Justasquiet!Liesoquietly。Thewhip-poor-willisgoingtotellhismatehelovesher,loveshersodearly。Heisgoingtotellher,whenyoulisten。That’sadeargirl。Nowheisbeginning。Hesays,`ComeoverthelakeandlistentothesongI’msingingtoyou,mymate,mymate,mydear,dearmate,’

  andthebignightmothsareflying;andthekatydidsarecrying,positiveandsuretheyarecrying,athingthat’spastdenying。Hearthemcrying?Andtheducksarecheeping,softlittlemurmurswhilethey’resleeping,sleeping。Resting,softlyresting!Gently,Girl,gently!

  DownthehillcomesSingingWater,laughing,laughing!

  Don’tyouhearitlaughing?Listentothebigowlcourting;

  itseesthecoonouthunting,ithearstheminksoftlyslipping,slipping,wherethedewsofnightaredripping。

  Andthelittlebirdsaresleeping,sostilltheyaresleeping。

  Girlsshouldbea-sleeping,likethebirdsa-sleeping,forto-morrowjoycomescreeping,joyandlifeandlovecomecreeping,creepingtomyGirl。Gently,gently,that’sadeargirl,gently!Tiredhandsresteasy,tiredheadliesstill!That’sthewaytorest——’’

  Onandontheevenvoicekeptupthestory。Alloverandaroundthelake,thelengthofSingingWater,themarshfolkfoundvoicestotelloftheirlives,whereitwasastoryofjoy,rest,andlove。UpthehillrangedtheHarvester,throughtheforestwherethesquirrelsslept,theowlhunted,thefire-fliesflickered,thefairiessqueezedflowerleavestomakecolourtopainttheautumnfoliage,anddancedontoadstoolplatforms。Justsolongashisvoicemurmuredandhistouchcontinued,solongtheGirllayquietly,andthemedicinescouldact。Butnoothertouchwouldserve,andnoothervoicewouldanswer。

  Iftheharvesterlefttheroomfiveminutestoshowthenursehowtolightthefire,andwheretofindthings,hereturnedtotossing,restlessdelirium。

  ``It’smagicDavid,’’saidDoctorCarey。``Magic!’’

  ``Itislove,’’saidtheHarvester。``Evencrazedwithfever,sherecognizesitsvoiceandtouch。You’vegotyourworkcutout,Doc。Rollyoursleevesandcollectyourwits。Setyourheartonwinning。Thereisonethingshallnothappen。Getthatstraightinyourmind,rightnow。Andyoutoo,MissBarnet!Thereisnothinglikefightingforacertainty。YoumaythinktheGirlisdesperatelyill,andsheis,butmakeupyourmindsthatyouareheretofightforherlife,andtosaveit。

  Save,doyouunderstand?Ifsheistogo,Idon’tneedeitherofyou。Icanletherdothatmyself。Youarehereonamissionoflife。Keepitbeforeyou!LifeandhealthforthisGirlistheprizeyouaregoingtowin。

  Digintoit,andI’llpaythebills,andextrabesides。Ifmoneyisanyincentive,I’llgiveyouallI’vegotforlifeandhealthfortheGirl。Areyoudoingallyouknow?’’

  ``Icertainlyam,David。’’

  ``Butwhendaycomesyou’llhavetogobacktothehospitalandwemaynotknowhowtomeetcrisesthatwillarise。Whatthen?Weshouldhaveacompetentphysicianinthehouseuntilthisfeverbreaks。’’

  ``Ihadthoughtofthat,David。Iwillarrangetosendoneofthemenfromthehospitalwhowillbeabletowatchsymptomsandcomeformewhenneeded。’’

  ``Won’tdo!’’saidtheHarvestercalmly。``Shehasnostrengthforwaiting。Youaretocomewhenyoucan,andremainaslongaspossible。Thecaseisyours;yourdecisionsgo,butIwillselectyourassistant。IknowthemanIwant。’’

  ``Whoishe,David?’’

  ``I’lltellyouwhenIlearnwhetherIcangethim。

  NowIwantyoutogivetheGirlthestrongestsedativeyoudare,takeoffyourcoat,rollyoursleeves,andseehowwellyoucanimitatemyvoice,andhowmuchyouhaveprofitedbylisteningtomysong。Inotherwords,beforedaycalls,Iwantyoutotakemyplacesosuccessfullythatyoudeceiveher,andgivemetimetomakeatriptotown。Thereareafewthingsthatmustbedone,andIthinkIcanworkfasterinthenight。Willyou?’’

  DoctorCareybentoverthebed。GentlyheslippedapractisedhandundertheHarvester’sandmadethenextstrokedownthewhitearm。Graduallyhetookpossessionofthethinhandsandhistouchfellonthemassesofdarkhair。AstheHarvesterarosethedoctortooktheseat。

  ``Yougoon!’’heorderedgruffly。``I’lldobetteralone。’’

  TheHarvestersteppedback。Thedoctor’stouchwaseasyandtheGirllayquietlyforaninstant,thenshemovedrestlessly。

  ``Youmustbestillnow,’’hesaidgently。``Themoonisup,thelakeisallwhite,andthebirdsareflyingallaround。Liestilloryou’llmakeyourselfworse。Stillerthanthat!Ifyoudon’tyoucan’thearthingscourting。

  Theducksarequacking,thebullfrogsarecroaking,andeverything。Liestill,still,Itellyou!’’

  ``OhgoodLord,Doc!’’groanedtheHarvesterindesperation。

  TheGirlwrenchedherhandsfreeandherheadrolledonthepillow。

  ``Harvester!Harvester!’’shecried。

  Thedoctorstartedtoarise。

  ``Sitstill!’’commandedtheHarvester。``Takeherhandsandgotowork,idiot!Givehermoresedative,andtellherI’mcoming。That’stheword,ifsherealizesenoughtocallforme。’’

  Thedoctorpossessedhimselfoftheflyinghands,andgentlyheldandstrokedthem。

  ``TheHarvesteriscoming,’’hesaid。``Waitjustaminute,he’sontheway。Heiscoming。IthinkIhearhim。Hewillbeheresoon,verysoonnow。That’sagoodgirl!LiestillforDavid。Hewon’tlikeitifyoutossandmoan。Justasstill,liestillsoIcanlisten。I

  can’ttellwhetherheiscominguntilyouarequiet。’’

  ThenhesaidtotheHarvester,``Yousee,I’vegotitnow。Icanmanageher,butforpitysake,hurryman!

  Takethecar!Jimisasleeponthebackseat——Yes,yes,Girl!I’mlisteningforhim。IthinkIhearhim!I

  thinkhe’scoming!’’

  Hereandthereawordpenetrated,andshelaymorequietly,butnotintheresttowhichtheHarvesterhadlulledher。

  ``Hurryman!’’groanedthedoctorinawhisperedaside,andtheHarvesterrantothecar,awakenedthedriverandtoldhimhehadaclearroadtoOnabasha,tospeedup。

  ``Whereto?’’askedthedriver。

  ``Dickson,oftheFirstNational。’’

  InafewminutesthecarstoppedbeforetheresidenceandtheHarvestermadeanattackonthefrontdoor。

  Presentlythemancame。

  ``Excusemeforroutingyououtatthistimeofnight,’’

  saidtheHarvester,``butit’sacaseofnecessity。Ihaveanautomobilehere。Iwantyoutogotothebankwithme,andgetmeanaddressfromyourdraftrecords。

  Iknowtherules,butIwantthenameofmywife’sChicagophysician。Sheisdelirious,andImusttelephonehim。’’

  Thecashiersteppedoutandclosedthedoor。

  ``Ninechancesoutoftenitwillbeinthevault,’’

  hesaid。

  ``Thatleavesonethatitwon’t,’’answeredtheHarvester。``SometimesI’velookedinwhenpassinginthenight,andI’venoticedthatthebooksarenotalwaysputaway。Icouldseesomeontherackto-night。I

  thinkitisthere。’’

  Itwasthere,andtheHarvesterorderedthedrivertohurryhimtothetelephoneexchange,thentakethecashierhomeandreturnandwait。HecalledtheChicagoInformationoffice。

  ``IwantDr。FrankHarmon,whoseofficeaddressis1509

  ColumbiaStreet。Idon’tknowthe’phonenumber。’’

  Thencamealongwait,andaftertwentyminutestheblessedbuzzingwhisper,``Here’syourparty。’’

  ``DoctorHarmon?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``YourememberRuthJameson,thedaughterofarecentpatientofyours?’’

  ``Ido。’’

  ``WellmynameisLangston。TheGirlisinmyhomeandcare。Sheisveryillwithfever,andshehasmuchconfidenceinyou。ThisisOnabasha,ontheGrandRapidsandIndiana。YoutakethePennsylvaniaatseveno’clock,telegraphaheadthatyouarecomingsothattheywillmakeconnectionforyou,changeattwelve-

  twentyatFortWayne,andIwillmeetyouhere。YouwillfindyourticketandacheckwaitingyouattheChicagodepot。Arrangetoremainaweekatleast。

  Youwillbepaidallexpensesandregularpricesforyourtime。Willyoucome?’’

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Allright。Makenofailure。Good-bye。’’

  ThentheHarvesterleftanorderwiththetelephonecompanytorunawiretoMedicineWoodsthefirstthinginthemorning,anddrovetothedepottoarrangefortheticketandcheck。InlessthananhourhewasholdingtheGirl’shandsandcrooningoverher。

  ``Jerusalem!’’saidDoctorCarey,risingstiffly。``I’dratherundertaketocutoffyourheadandputitbackonthantotackleanotherjoblikethat。She’squitedelirious,butshehasflashes,andatsuchtimessheknowswhomshewants;therestofthetimeit’sajumbleandsomeofitisrathergruesome。She’sseendreadfulillness,hunger,andthere’sadebtshe’swildabout。I

  toldyousomethingwasbackofthis。You’vegottofindoutandsethermindatease。’’

  ``Iknowallaboutit,’’saidtheHarvesterpatientlybetweencrooningsentencestotheGirl。``ButthecrashcamebeforeIcouldconvinceherthatitwasallrightandIcouldfixeverythingforhereasily。Ifsheonlycouldunderstandme!’’

  ``Didyoufindyourman?’’

  ``Yes。Hewillbeherethisafternoon。’’

  ``Quickwork!’’

  ``Thistakesquickwork。’’

  ``Doyouknowanythingabouthim?’’

  ``Yes。Heisayoungfellow,juststartingout。Heisafine,straight,manlyman。Idon’tknowhowmuchheknows,butitwillbeenoughtorecognizeyourabilityandstanding,andtodowhatyoutellhim。

  Ihaveperfectconfidenceinhim。Iwantyoutocomebackatone,andtakemyplaceuntilIgotomeethim。’’

  `Icanbringhimout。’’

  ``Ihavetoseehimmyself。ThereareafewwordstobesaidbeforeheseestheGirl。’’

  ``David,whatareyouupto?’’

  ``BeingashonourableasIcan。Nomangetsanytoodecent,butthereisnolawagainstdoingasyouwouldbedoneby,andbeingasstraightasyouknowhow。

  WhenI’vetalkedtohim,I’llknowwhereIamandI’llhavesomethingtosaytoyou。’’

  ``David,I’mafraid——’’

  ``ThenwhatdoyousupposeIam?’’saidtheHarvester。

  ``It’snouse,Doc。Bestillandtakewhatcomes!

  Themannerinwhichyoumeetacrisisprovesyouawhiningcuroraman。Ihavegotlotsofrespectforadog,asadog;butI’venoneforamanasadog。Ifyou’vegatheredfromtheGirl’sdeliriumthatI’vemadeamistake,IhopeyouhaveconfidenceenoughinmetobelieveI’llrightit,andtakemypunishmentwithoutwhining。Goaway,youmakeherworse。Easy,Girl,theworldisallrightandeveryoneissleepingnow,soyoushouldbeatrest。Withthedaythedoctorwillcome,thegooddoctoryouknowandlike,Ruth。Youhaven’tforgottenyourdoctor,Ruth?Thekinddoctorwhocaredforyou。Hewillmakeyouwell,Ruth;wellandoh,sohappy!Harmon,Harmon,DoctorHarmoniscomingtoyou,Girl,andthenyouwillbesohappy!’’

  ``Whyyoublameidiot!’’criedDoctorCareyinaharshwhisper。``Haveyoulostallthesenseyoueverhad?Stopthatgibber!ShewantstohearaboutthebirdsandSingingWater。Goonwiththatwoodslineoftalk;shelikesthatawaythebest。Thisstuffismakingherrestless。See!’’

  ``Youmeanyouare,’’saidtheHarvesterwearily。

  ``Pleaseleaveusalone。Iknowthewordsthatwillbringcomfort。Youdon’t。’’

  Hebeganthestoryalloveragain,butnowthereranthroughitacontinualrefrain。``Yourdoctoriscoming,thegooddoctoryouknow。Hewillmakeyouwellandstrong,andhewillmakelifesolovelyforyou。’’

  HewastalkingwithoutpauseorrestwhenDoctorCareyreturnedintheafternoontotakehisplace。HebroughtMrs。Careywithhim,andshetriedawoman’spowersofsoothinganotherwoman,andalmostdrovetheGirltofightingfrenzy。Sothedoctormadeanotherattempt,andtheHarvesterraceddownthehilltothecity。Hewenttothecarshedasthetrainpulledin,andstoodatonesidewhilethepeoplehurriedthroughthegate。Hewaswatchingforayoungmanwithatravellingbagandperhapsaphysician’ssatchel,whowouldbelookingforsomeone。

  ``IthinkI’llknowhim,’’mutteredtheHarvestergrimly。``IthinkthemasculineelementinmewillpopupstronglyandinstinctivelyatthesightofthismanwhowilltakemyDreamGirlfromme。OhgoodGod!

  AreYousureYouAREgood?’’

  Inhisbrownkhakitrousersandshirt,hisheadbare,hisbronzefacelimnedwithagonyhemadenoattempttoconceal,theHarvester,withfeetplantedfirmly,andtightlyfoldedarms,hisheadtippedslightlytooneside,bracedhimselfashesenthiskeengrayeyessearchingthecrowd。Farawayheselectedhisman。Hewasyoung,strong,criminallyhandsome,cleanandalert;therewasdiscernibleanxietyonhisface,andittouchedtheHarvester’ssoulthathewascomingjustasswiftlyashecouldforcehisway。AshepassedthegatestheHarvesterreachedhisside。

  ``DoctorHarmon,Ithink,’’hesaid。

  ``Yes。’’

  ``Thisway!Ifyouhaveluggage,Iwillsendforitlater。’’

  TheHarvesterhurriedtothecar。

  ``Taketheshortestcutandcoverspace,’’hesaidtothedriver。Thecarkepttothespeedlimituntiltowardthesuburbs。

  DoctorHarmonremovedhishat,ranhisfingersthroughdarkwavinghairandyieldedhisbodytotheswingofthecar。Neithermanattemptedtotalk。

  OncetheHarvesterleanedforwardandtoldthedrivertostoponthebridge,andthensatsilently。Asthecarsloweddown,theyalighted。

  ``DriveonandtellDocwearehere,andwillbeupsoon,’’saidtheHarvester。Thenheturnedtothestranger。``DoctorHarmon,there’slittletimeforwords。

  Thisismyplace,andhereIgrowherbsformedicinalhouses。’’

  ``Ihaveheardofyou,andheardyourstuffrecommended,’’saidthedoctor。

  ``Good!’’exclaimedtheHarvester。``Thatsavestime。Istoppedheretomakearequiredexplanationtoyou。ThedayyousentRuthJamesontoOnabasha,Isawherleavethetrainandrecognizedinhermyidealwoman。Ilostherinthecrowdandittooksometimetolocateher。Ifoundheraboutamonthago。Shewasmiserable。IfyousawwhatherfatherdidtoherandhermotherinChicago,youshouldhaveseenwhathisbrotherwasdoinghere。Theendcameonedayinmypresence,whenIpaidherforginsengshehadfoundtosettleherdebttoyou。Herobbedherbyforce。

  Itookthemoneyfromhim,andhethreatenedher。Shewasillthenfromheat,overwork,wrongfood——everymiseryyoucanimagineheapeduponthedreadfulconditionsinwhichshecame。IthadbeenmyintentiontocourtandmarryherifIpossiblycould。Thatdayshehadnowheretogo;shewaswildwithfear;thefeverthatisscorchinghernowwasinherveinsthen。Ididaninsanething。Ibeggedhertomarrymeatonceandcomehereforrestandprotection。Isworethatifshewould,sheshouldnotbemywife,butmyhonouredguest,untilshelearnedtolovemeandreleasedmefrommyvow。Shetriedtotellmesomething;Ihadnoideaitwasanythingthatwouldmakeanyrealdifference,andIwouldn’tlisten。Lastnight,whenthefeverwasbeginningtodoitsworst,shetoldmeofyourentranceintoherlifeandwhatitmeanttoher。ThenIsawthatI

  hadmadeamistake。Youwereherchoice,themanshecouldlove,notme,soItookthelibertyofsendingforyou。Iwantyoutocureher,courther,marryher,andmakeherhappy。Godknowsshehashadhershareofsuffering。Yourecognizeherasagirlofrefinement?’’

  ``Ido。’’

  ``Yougrantthatinhealthshewouldbelovelierthanmostwomen,doyounot?’’

  ``Shewasmorebeautifulthanmostinsicknessanddistress。’’

  ``Good!’’criedtheHarvester。``Shehasbeenheretwoweeks。Igiveyoumyword,mypromisetoherhasbeenkeptfaithfully。AssoonasIcanleavehertoattendtoit,sheshallhaveherfreedom。Thatwillbeeasy。Willyoumarryher?’’

  Thedoctorhesitated。

  ``Whatisit?’’askedtheHarvester。

  ``Welltobefrank,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``itismoney!I’monlygettingastart。IborrowedfundsformyschoolingandwhatIusedforher。Sheisineverywayattractiveenoughtobedesiredbyanyman,buthowamItoprovideahomeandsupportherandpaythesedebts?I’lltryit,butI

  amafraiditwillbetakingherbacktowrongconditionsagain。’’

  ``Ifyouknewthatsheownedacomfortablecottageinthesuburbs,whereitiscoolandclean,andhad,sayahundredamonthofherownforthecomingthreeyears,couldyouseeyourway?’’

  ``Thatwouldmakeallthedifferenceintheworld。I

  thoughtseriouslyofwritingher。Iwantedto,butI

  concludedI’dbetterworkashardasIcouldforsomepracticefirst,andseeifIcouldmakealivingfortwo,beforeItriedtostartanything。Ihadnoideashewouldnotbecomfortablycaredforatheruncle’s。’’

  ``Isee,’’saidtheHarvester。``IfIhadkeptout,lifewouldhavecomerightforher。’’

  ``Onthecontrary,’’saidthedoctor,``itappearsveryprobablethatshewouldnotbeliving。’’

  ``Itisunderstoodbetweenus,then,thatyouwillcourtandmarryhersosoonassheisstrongenough?’’

  ``Itisunderstood,’’agreedthedoctor。

  ``Willyouhonourmebytakingmyhand?’’askedtheHarvester。``Iscarcelyhadhopedtofindsomuchofaman。Nowcometoyourroomandgetreadyforthestiffestpieceofworkyoueverattempted。’’

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