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  Henriettashowednosignsofbreakingdown。HerprospectshadbrightenedonherleavingEngland,andshewasnowinthefullenjoymentofhercopiousresources。Shehadindeedbeenobligedtosacrificeherhopeswithregardtotheinnerlife。thesocialquestion,ontheContinent,bristledwithdifficultiesevenmorenumerousthanthoseshehadencounteredinEngland。ButontheContinenttherewastheouterlife,whichwaspalpableandvisibleateveryturn,andmoreeasilyconvertibletoliteraryusesthanthecustomsofthoseopaqueislanders。Outofdoorsinforeignlands,assheingeniouslyremarked,oneseemedtoseetherightsideofthetapestry。outofdoorsinEnglandoneseemedtoseethewrongside,whichgaveonenonotionofthefigure。Theadmissioncostsherhistorianapang,butHenrietta,despairingofmoreoccultthings,wasnowpayingmuchattentiontotheouterlife。ShehadbeenstudyingitfortwomonthsatVenice,fromwhichcityshesenttotheIntervieweraconscientiousaccountofthegondolas,thePiazza,theBridgeofSighs,thepigeonsandtheyoungboatmanwhochantedTasso。TheInterviewerwasperhapsdisappointed,butHenriettawasatleastseeingEurope。HerpresentpurposewastogetdowntoRomebeforethemalariashouldcomeon-heapparentlysupposedthatitbeganonafixedday。andwiththisdesignshewastospendatpresentbutfewdaysinFlorence。Mr。BantlingwastogowithhertoRome,andshepointedouttoIsabelthatashehadbeentherebefore,ashewasamilitarymanandashehadhadaclassicaleducation-hehadbeenbredatEton,wheretheystudynothingbutLatinandWhyte-Melville,saidMissStackpole-hewouldbeamostusefulcompanioninthecityoftheCaesars。AtthisjunctureRalphhadthehappyideaofproposingtoIsabelthatshealso,underhisownescort,shouldmakeapilgrimagetoRome。Sheexpectedtopassaportionofthenextwinterthere-thatwasverywell。butmeantimetherewasnoharminsurveyingthefield。ThereweretendaysleftofthebeautifulmonthofMay-themostpreciousmonthofalltothetrueRomelover。

  IsabelwouldbecomeaRome-lover。thatwasaforegoneconclusion。

  Shewasprovidedwithatrustycompanionofherownsex,whosesociety,thankstothefactofothercallsonthislady’sattention,wouldprobablynotbeoppressive。MadameMerlewouldremainwithMrs。Touchett。shehadleftRomeforthesummerandwouldn’tcaretoreturn。SheprofessedherselfdelightedtobeleftatpeaceinFlorence。shehadlockedupherapartmentandsenthercookhometoPalestrina。SheurgedIsabel,however,toassenttoRalph’sproposal,andassuredherthatagoodintroductiontoRomewasnotathingtobedespised。Isabelintruthneedednourging,andthepartyoffourarrangeditslittlejourney。Mrs。Touchett,onthisoccasion,hadresignedherselftotheabsenceofaduenna。wehaveseenthatshenowinclinedtothebeliefthathernieceshouldstandalone。OneofIsabel’spreparationsconsistedofherseeingGilbertOsmondbeforeshestartedandmentioningherintentiontohim。

  IshouldliketobeinRomewithyou,hecommented。Ishouldliketoseeyouonthatwonderfulground。

  Shescarcelyfaltered。Youmightcomethen。

  Butyou’llhavealotofpeoplewithyou。

  Ah,Isabeladmitted,ofcourseIshallnotbealone。

  Foramomenthesaidnothingmore。You’lllikeit,hewentonatlast。They’vespoiledit,butyou’llraveaboutit。

  OughtItodislikeitbecause,poorolddear-theNiobeofNations,youknow-ithasbeenspoiled?sheasked。

  No,Ithinknot。Ithasbeenspoiledsooften,hesmiled:IfI

  weretogo,whatshouldIdowithmylittlegirl?

  Can’tyouleaveheratthevilla?

  Idon’tknowthatIlikethat-thoughthere’saverygoodoldwomanwholooksafterher。Ican’taffordagoverness。

  Bringherwithyouthen,saidIsabelpromptly。

  Mr。Osmondlookedgrave。ShehasbeeninRomeallwinter,atherconvent。andshe’stooyoungtomakejourneysofpleasure。

  Youdon’tlikebringingherforward?Isabelenquired。

  No,Ithinkyounggirlsshouldbekeptoutoftheworld。

  Iwasbroughtuponadifferentsystem。

  You?Oh,withyouitsucceeded,becauseyou-youwereexceptional。

  Idon’tseewhy,saidIsabel,who,however,wasnotsuretherewasnotsometruthinthespeech。

  Mr。Osmonddidn’texplain。hesimplywenton:IfIthoughtitwouldmakeherresembleyoutojoinasocialgroupinRomeI’dtakehertheretomorrow。

  Don’tmakeherresembleme,saidIsabel。Keepherlikeherself。

  Imightsendhertomysister,Mr。Osmondobserved。Hehadalmosttheairofaskingadvice。heseemedtoliketotalkoverhisdomesticmatterswithMissArcher。

  Yes,sheconcurred。Ithinkthatwouldn’tdomuchtowardsmakingherresembleme!

  AftershehadleftFlorenceGilbertOsmondmetMadameMerleattheCountessGemini’s。Therewereotherpeoplepresent。theCountess’sdrawing-roomwasusuallywellfilled,andthetalkhadbeengeneral,butafterawhileOsmondlefthisplaceandcameandsatonanottomanhalf-behind,half-besideMadameMerle’schair:ShewantsmetogotoRomewithher,heremarkedinalowvoice。

  Togowithher?

  Tobetherewhileshe’sthere。Sheproposedit。

  Isupposeyoumeanthatyouproposeditandsheassented。

  OfcourseIgaveherachance。Butshe’sencouraging-she’sveryencouraging。

  Irejoicetohearit-butdon’tcryvictorytoosoon。Ofcourseyou’llgotoRome。

  Ah,saidOsmond,itmakesonework,thisideaofyours!

  Don’tpretendyoudon’tenjoyit-you’reveryungrateful。You’venotbeensowelloccupiedthesemanyyears。

  Thewayyoutakeit’sbeautiful,saidOsmond。Ioughttobegratefulforthat。

  Nottoomuchso,however,MadameMerleanswered。Shetalkedwithherusualsmile,leaningbackinherchairandlookingroundtheroom。

  You’vemadeaverygoodimpression,andI’veseenformyselfthatyou’vereceivedone。You’venotcometoMrs。Touchett’sseventimestoobligeme。

  Thegirl’snotdisagreeable,Osmondquietlyconceded。

  MadameMerledroppedhereyeonhimamoment,duringwhichherlipsclosedwithacertainfirmness。Isthatallyoucanfindtosayaboutthatfinecreature?

  All?Isn’titenough?Ofhowmanypeoplehaveyouheardmesaymore?

  Shemadenoanswertothis,butstillpresentedhertalkativegracetotheroom。You’reunfathomable,shemurmuredatlast。I’mfrightenedattheabyssintowhichIshallhavecasther。

  Hetookitalmostgaily。Youcan’tdrawback-you’vegonetoofar。

  Verygood。butyoumustdotherestyourself。

  Ishalldoit,saidGilbertOsmond。

  MadameMerleremainedsilentandhechangedhisplaceagain。butwhensherosetogohealsotookleave。Mrs。Touchett’svictoriawasawaitingherguestinthecourt,andafterhehadhelpedhisfriendintoithestoodtheredetainingher。You’reveryindiscreet,shesaidratherwearily。youshouldn’thavemovedwhenIdid。

  Hehadtakenoffhishat。hepassedhishandoverhisforehead。I

  alwaysforget。I’moutofthehabit。

  You’requiteunfathomable,sherepeated,glancingupatthewindowsofthehouse,amodernstructureinthenewpartofthetown。

  Hepaidnoheedtothisremark,butspokeinhisownsense。She’sreallyverycharming。I’vescarcelyknownanyonemoregraceful。

  Itdoesmegoodtohearyousaythat。Thebetteryoulikeherthebetterforme。

  Ilikeherverymuch。She’sallyoudescribedher,andintothebargaincapable,Ifeel,ofgreatdevotion。Shehasonlyonefault。

  What’sthat?

  Toomanyideas。

  Iwarnedyoushewasclever。

  Fortunatelythey’reverybadones,saidOsmond。

  Whyisthatfortunate?

  Dame,iftheymustbesacrificed!

  MadameMerleleanedback,lookingstraightbeforeher。thenshespoketothecoachman。Butherfriendagaindetainedher。IfIgotoRomewhatshallIdowithPansy?

  I’llgoandseeher,saidMadameMerle。

  CHAPTER27

  Imaynotattempttoreportinitsfulnessouryoungwoman’sresponsetothedeepappealofRome,toanalyzeherfeelingsasshetrodthepavementoftheForumortonumberherpulsationsasshecrossedthethresholdofSaintPeter’s。Itisenoughtosaythatherimpressionwassuchasmighthavebeenexpectedofapersonofherfreshnessandhereagerness。Shehadalwaysbeenfondofhistory,andherewashistoryinthestonesofthestreetandtheatomsofthesunshine。Shehadanimaginationthatkindledatthementionofgreatdeeds,andwhereversheturnedsomegreatdeedhadbeenacted。

  Thesethingsstronglymovedher,butmovedherallinwardly。Itseemedtohercompanionsthatshetalkedlessthanusual,andRalphTouchett,whenheappearedtobelookinglistlesslyandawkwardlyoverherhead,wasreallydroppingonheranintensityofobservation。Byherownmeasureshewasveryhappy。shewouldevenhavebeenwillingtotakethesehoursforthehappiestshewasevertoknow。Thesenseoftheterriblehumanpastwasheavytoher,butthatofsomethingaltogethercontemporarywouldsuddenlygiveitwingsthatitcouldwaveintheblue。Herconsciousnesswassomixedthatshescarcelyknewwherethedifferentpartsofitwouldleadher,andshewentaboutinarepressedecstasyofcontemplation,seeingofteninthethingsshelookedatagreatdealmorethanwasthere,andyetnotseeingmanyoftheitemsenumeratedinherMurray。Rome,asRalphsaid,confessedtothepsychologicalmoment。Theherdofreechoingtouristshaddepartedandmostofthesolemnplaceshadrelapsedintosolemnity。

  Theskywasablazeofblue,andtheplashofthefountainsintheirmossynicheshadlostitschillanddoubleditsmusic。Onthecornersofthewarm,brightstreetsonestumbledonbundlesofflowers。Ourfriendshadgoneoneafternoon-itwasthethirdoftheirstay-tolookatthelatestexcavationsintheForum,theselabourshavingbeenforsometimepreviouslargelyextended。TheyhaddescendedfromthemodernstreettotheleveloftheSacredWay,alongwhichtheywanderedwithareverenceofstepwhichwasnotthesameonthepartofeach。HenriettaStackpolewasstruckwiththefactthatancientRomehadbeenpavedagooddeallikeNewYork,andevenfoundananalogybetweenthedeepchariot-rutstraceableintheantiquestreetandtheover-jangledirongrooveswhichexpresstheintensityofAmericanlife。Thesunhadbeguntosink,theairwasagoldenhaze,andthelongshadowsofbrokencolumnandvaguepedestalleanedacrossthefieldofruin。HenriettawanderedawaywithMr。Bantling,whomitwasapparentlydelightfultohertohearspeakofJuliusCaesarasacheekyoldboy,andRalphaddressedsuchelucidationsashewaspreparedtooffertotheattentiveearofourheroine。Oneofthehumblearchaeologistswhohoverabouttheplacehadputhimselfatthedisposalofthetwo,andrepeatedhislessonwithafluencywhichthedeclineoftheseasonhaddonenothingtoimpair。AprocessofdiggingwasonviewinaremotecorneroftheForum,andhepresentlyremarkedthatifitshouldpleasethesignoritogoandwatchitalittletheymightseesomethingofinterest。TheproposalcommendeditselfmoretoRalphthantoIsabel,wearywithmuchwandering。sothatsheadmonishedhercompaniontosatisfyhiscuriositywhileshepatientlyawaitedhisreturn。Thehourandtheplaceweremuchtohertaste-sheshouldenjoybeingbrieflyalone。RalphaccordinglywentoffwiththeciceronewhileIsabelsatdownonaprostratecolumnnearthefoundationsoftheCapitol。Shewantedashortsolitude,butshewasnotlongtoenjoyit。KeenaswasherinterestintheruggedrelicsoftheRomanpastthatlayscatteredaboutherandinwhichthecorrosionofcenturieshadstillleftsomuchofindividuallife,herthoughts,afterrestingawhileonthesethings,hadwandered,byaconcatenationofstagesitmightrequiresomesubtletytotrace,toregionsandobjectschargedwithamoreactiveappeal。FromtheRomanpasttoIsabelArcher’sfuturewasalongstride,butherimaginationhadtakenitinasingleflightandnowhoveredinslowcirclesoverthenearerandricherfield。Shewassoabsorbedinherthoughts,asshebenthereyesuponarowofcrackedbutnotdislocatedslabscoveringthegroundatherfeet,thatshehadnotheardthesoundofapproachingfootstepsbeforeashadowwasthrownacrossthelineofhervision。Shelookedupandsawagentleman-agentlemanwhowasnotRalphcomebacktosaythattheexcavationswereabore。Thispersonagewasstartledasshewasstartled。hestoodtherebaringhisheadtoherperceptiblypalesurprise。

  LordWarburton!Isabelexclaimedassherose。

  Ihadnoideaitwasyou。Iturnedthatcornerandcameuponyou。

  Shelookedabouthertoexplain。I’malone,butmycompanionshavejustleftme。Mycousin’sgonetolookattheworkoverthere。

  Ahyes。Isee。AndLordWarburton’seyeswanderedvaguelyinthedirectionshehadindicated。Hestoodfirmlybeforehernow。hehadrecoveredhisbalanceandseemedtowishtoshowit,thoughverykindly。Don’tletmedisturbyou,hewenton,lookingatherdejectedpillar。I’mafraidyou’retired。

  Yes,I’mrathertired。Shehesitatedamoment,butsatdownagain。

  Don’tletmeinterruptyou,sheadded。

  Ohdear,I’mquitealone,I’venothingonearthtodo。IhadnoideayouwereinRome。I’vejustcomefromtheEast。I’monlypassingthrough。

  You’vebeenmakingalongjourney,saidIsabel,whohadlearnedfromRalphthatLordWarburtonwasabsentfromEngland。

  Yes,Icameabroadforsixmonths-soonafterIsawyoulast。

  I’vebeeninTurkeyandAsiaMinor。IcametheotherdayfromAthens。

  Hemanagednottobeawkward,buthewasn’teasy,andafteralongerlookatthegirlhecamedowntonature。Doyouwishmetoleaveyou,orwillyouletmestayalittle?

  Shetookitallhumanely。Idon’twishyoutoleaveme,LordWarburton。I’mverygladtoseeyou。

  Thankyouforsayingthat。MayIsitdown?

  Theflutedshaftonwhichshehadtakenherseatwouldhaveaffordedaresting-placetoseveralpersons,andtherewasplentyofroomevenforahighly-developedEnglishman。Thisfinespecimenofthatgreatclassseatedhimselfnearouryounglady,andinthecourseoffiveminuteshehadaskedherseveralquestions,takenratheratrandomandtowhich,asheputsomeofthemtwiceover,heapparentlysomewhatmissedcatchingtheanswer。hadgivenhertoosomeinformationabouthimselfwhichwasnotwasteduponhercalmerfemininesense。Herepeatedmorethanoncethathehadnotexpectedtomeether,anditwasevidentthattheencountertouchedhiminawaythatwouldhavemadepreparationadvisable。Hebeganabruptlytopassfromtheimpunityofthingstotheirsolemnity,andfromtheirbeingdelightfultotheirbeingimpossible。Hewassplendidlysunburnt。evenhismultitudinousbeardhadbeenburnishedbythefireofAsia。Hewasdressedintheloose-fitting,heterogeneousgarmentsinwhichtheEnglishtravellerinforeignlandsiswonttoconsulthiscomfortandaffirmhisnationality。andwithhispleasantsteadyeyes,hisbronzedcomplexion,freshbeneathitsseasoning,hismanlyfigure,hisminimizingmannerandhisgeneralairofbeingagentlemanandanexplorer,hewassucharepresentativeoftheBritishraceasneednotinanyclimehavebeendisavowedbythosewhohaveakindnessforit。Isabelnotedthesethingsandwasgladshehadalwayslikedhim。Hehadkept,evidentlyinspiteofshocks,everyoneofhismerits-thesepropertiespartakingoftheessenceofgreatdecenthouses,asonemightputit。resemblingtheirinnermostfixturesandornaments,notsubjecttovulgarshiftingandremovableonlybysomewholebreak-up。Theytalkedofthemattersnaturallyinorder。heruncle’sdeath,Ralph’sstateofhealth,thewayshehadpassedherwinter,hervisittoRome,herreturntoFlorence,herplansforthesummer,thehotelshewasstayingat。andthenofLordWarburton’sownadventures,movements,intentions,impressionsandpresentdomicile。Atlasttherewasasilence,anditsaidsomuchmorethaneitherhadsaidthatitscarceneededhisfinalwords。I’vewrittentoyouseveraltimes。

  Writtentome?I’veneverhadyourletters。

  Ineversentthem。Iburnedthemup。

  Ah,laughedIsabel,itwasbetterthatyoushoulddothatthanI!

  Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcareforthem,hewentonwithasimplicitythattouchedher。ItseemedtomethatafterallIhadnorighttotroubleyouwithletters。

  Ishouldhavebeenverygladtohavenewsofyou。YouknowhowI

  hopedthat-that-Butshestopped。therewouldbesuchaflatnessintheutteranceofherthought。

  Iknowwhatyou’regoingtosay。Youhopedweshouldalwaysremaingoodfriends。Thisformula,asLordWarburtonutteredit,wascertainlyflatenough。butthenhewasinterestedinmakingitappearso。

  ShefoundherselfreducedsimplytoPleasedon’ttalkofallthat。

  aspeechwhichhardlystruckherasimprovementontheother。

  It’sasmallconsolationtoallowme!hercompanionexclaimedwithforce。

  Ican’tpretendtoconsoleyou,saidthegirl,who,allstillasshesatthere,threwherselfbackwithasortofinwardtriumphontheanswerthathadsatisfiedhimsolittlesixmonthsbefore。Hewaspleasant,hewaspowerful,hewasgallant。therewasnobettermanthanhe。Butheranswerremained。

  It’sverywellyoudon’ttrytoconsoleme。itwouldn’tbeinyourpower,sheheardhimsaythroughthemediumofherstrangeelation。

  Ihopedweshouldmeetagain,becauseIhadnofearyouwouldattempttomakemefeelIhadwrongedyou。Butwhenyoudothat-thepain’sgreaterthanthepleasure。Andshegotupwithasmallconsciousmajesty,lookingforhercompanions。

  Idon’twanttomakeyoufeelthat。ofcourseIcan’tsaythat。I

  onlyjustwantyoutoknowoneortwothings-infairnesstomyself,asitwere。Iwon’treturntothesubjectagain。IfeltverystronglywhatIexpressedtoyoulastyear。Icouldn’tthinkofanythingelse。Itriedtoforget-energetically,systematically。I

  triedtotakeaninterestinsomebodyelse。ItellyouthisbecauseIwantyoutoknowIdidmyduty。Ididn’tsucceed。ItwasforthesamepurposeIwentabroad-asfarawayaspossible。Theysaytravellingdistractsthemind,butitdidn’tdistractmine。I’vethoughtofyouperpetually,eversinceIlastsawyou。I’mexactlythesame。Iloveyoujustasmuch,andeverythingIsaidtoyouthenisjustastrue。ThisinstantatwhichIspeaktoyoushowsmeagainexactlyhow,tomygreatmisfortune,youjustinsuperablycharmme。

  There-Ican’tsayless。Idon’tmean,however,toinsist。it’sonlyforamoment。ImayaddthatwhenIcameuponyouafewminutessince,withoutthesmallestideaofseeingyou,Iwas,uponmyhonour,intheveryactofwishingIknewwhereyouwere。Hehadrecoveredhisself-control,andwhilehespokeitbecamecomplete。Hemighthavebeenaddressingasmallcommittee-makingallquietlyandclearlyastatementofimportance。aidedbyanoccasionallookatapaperofnotesconcealedinhishat,whichhehadnotagainputon。Andthecommittee,assuredly,wouldhavefeltthepointproved。

  I’veoftenthoughtofyou,LordWarburton,Isabelanswered。YoumaybesureIshallalwaysdothat。Andsheaddedinatoneofwhichshetriedtokeepupthekindnessandkeepdownthemeaning:

  There’snoharminthatoneitherside。

  Theywalkedalongtogether,andshewasprompttoaskabouthissistersandrequesthimtoletthemknowshehaddoneso。Hemadeforthemomentnofurtherreferencetotheirgreatquestion,butdippedagainintoshallowerandsaferwaters。ButhewishedtoknowwhenshewastoleaveRome,andonhermentioningthelimitofherstaydeclaredhewasgladitwasstillsodistant。

  Whydoyousaythatifyouyourselfareonlypassingthrough?

  sheenquiredwithsomeanxiety。

  Ah,whenIsaidIwaspassingthroughIdidn’tmeanthatonewouldtreatRomeasifitwereClaphamJunction。TopassthroughRomeistostopaweekortwo。

  SayfranklythatyoumeantostayaslongasIdo!

  Hisflushedsmile,foralittle,seemedtosoundher。Youwon’tlikethat。You’reafraidyou’llseetoomuchofme。

  Itdoesn’tmatterwhatIlike。Icertainlycan’texpectyoutoleavethisdelightfulplaceonmyaccount。ButIconfessI’mafraidofyou。

  AfraidI’llbeginagain?Ipromisetobeverycareful。

  Theyhadgraduallystoppedandtheystoodamomentfacetoface。

  PoorLordWarburton!shesaidwithacompassionintendedtobegoodforbothofthem。

  PoorLordWarburtonindeed!ButI’llbecareful。

  Youmaybeunhappy,butyoushallnotmakemeso。ThatIcan’tallow。

  IfIbelievedIcouldmakeyouunhappyIthinkIshouldtryit。Atthisshewalkedinadvanceandhealsoproceeded。I’llneversayawordtodispleaseyou。

  Verygood。Ifyoudo,ourfriendship’satanend。

  Perhapssomeday-afterawhile-you’llgivemeleave。

  Giveyouleavetomakemeunhappy?

  Hehesitated。Totellyouagain-Buthecheckedhimself。I’llkeepitdown。I’llkeepitdownalways。

  RalphTouchetthadbeenjoinedinhisvisittotheexcavationbyMissStackpoleandherattendant,andthesethreenowemergedfromamongthemoundsofearthandstonecollectedroundtheapertureandcameintosightofIsabelandhercompanion。PoorRalphhailedhisfriendwithjoyqualifiedbywonder,andHenriettaexclaimedinahighvoiceGracious,there’sthatlord!RalphandhisEnglishneighbourgreetedwiththeausteritywithwhich,afterlongseparation,Englishneighboursgreet,andMissStackpolerestedherlargeintellectualgazeuponthesunburnttraveller。Butshesoonestablishedherrelationtothecrisis。Idon’tsupposeyourememberme,sir。

  IndeedIdorememberyou,saidLordWarburton。Iaskedyoutocomeandseeme,andyounevercame。

  Idon’tgoeverywhereI’masked,MissStackpoleansweredcoldly。

  Ahwell,Iwon’taskyouagain,laughedthemasterofLockleigh。

  IfyoudoI’llgo。sobesure!

  LordWarburton,forallhishilarity,seemedsureenough。Mr。

  Bantlinghadstoodbywithoutclaimingarecognition,buthenowtookoccasiontonodtohislordship,whoansweredhimwithafriendlyOh,youhere,Bantling?andahand-shake。

  Well,saidHenrietta,Ididn’tknowyouknewhim!

  Iguessyoudon’tknoweveryoneIknow,Mr。Bantlingrejoinedfacetiously。

  IthoughtthatwhenanEnglishmanknewalordhealwaystoldyou。

  Ah,I’mafraidBantlingwasashamedofme,LordWarburtonlaughedagain。Isabeltookpleasureinthatnote。shegaveasmallsighofreliefastheykepttheircoursehomeward。

  ThenextdaywasSunday。shespenthermorningovertwolongletters-onetohersisterLily,theothertoMadameMerle。butinneitheroftheseepistlesdidshementionthefactthatarejectedsuitorhadthreatenedherwithanotherappeal。OfaSundayafternoonallgoodRomansandthebestRomansareoftenthenorthernbarbariansfollowthecustomofgoingtovespersatSaintPeter’s。

  andithadbeenagreedamongourfriendsthattheywoulddrivetogethertothegreatchurch。Afterlunch,anhourbeforethecarriagecame,LordWarburtonpresentedhimselfattheHoteldeParisandpaidavisittothetwoladies,RalphTouchettandMr。Bantlinghavinggoneouttogether。ThevisitorseemedtohavewishedtogiveIsabelaproofofhisintentiontokeepthepromisemadehertheeveningbefore。hewasbothdiscreetandfrank-notevendumblyimportunateorremotelyintense。Hethuslefthertojudgewhatameregoodfriendhecouldbe。Hetalkedabouthistravels,aboutPersia,aboutTurkey,andwhenMissStackpoleaskedhimwhetheritwouldpayforhertovisitthosecountriesassuredhertheyofferedagreatfieldtofemaleenterprise。Isabeldidhimjustice,butshewonderedwhathispurposewasandwhatheexpectedtogainevenbyprovingthesuperiorstrainofhissincerity。Ifheexpectedtomeltherbyshowingwhatagoodfellowhewas,hemightsparehimselfthetrouble。

  Sheknewthesuperiorstrainofeverythingabouthim,andnothinghecouldnowdowasrequiredtolighttheview。MoreoverhisbeinginRomeatallaffectedherasacomplicationofthewrongsort-shelikedsocomplicationsoftheright。Nevertheless,when,onbringinghiscalltoaclose,hesaidhetooshouldbeatSaintPeter’sandshouldlookoutforherandherfriends,shewasobligedtoreplythathemustfollowhisconvenience。

  Inthechurch,asshestrolledoveritstesselatedacres,hewasthefirstpersonsheencountered。ShehadnotbeenoneofthesuperiortouristswhoaredisappointedinSaintPeter’sandfinditsmallerthanitsfame。thefirsttimeshepassedbeneaththehugeleatherncurtainthatstrainsandbangsattheentrance,thefirsttimeshefoundherselfbeneaththefar-archingdomeandsawthelightdrizzledownthroughtheairthickenedwithincenseandwiththereflectionsofmarbleandgilt,ofmosaicandbronze,herconceptionofgreatnessroseanddizzilyrose。Afterthisitneverlackedspacetosoar。Shegazedandwonderedlikeachildorapeasant,shepaidhersilenttributetotheseatedsublime。LordWarburtonwalkedbesideherandtalkedofSaintSophiaofConstantinople。shefearedforinstancethathewouldendbycallingattentiontohisexemplaryconduct。Theservicehadnotyetbegun,butatSaintPeter’sthereismuchtoobserve,andasthereissomethingalmostprofaneinthevastnessoftheplace,whichseemsmeantasmuchforphysicalasforspiritualexercise,thedifferentfiguresandgroups,themingledworshippersandspectators,mayfollowtheirvariousintentionswithoutconflictorscandal。Inthatsplendidimmensityindividualindiscretioncarriesbutashortdistance。Isabelandhercompanions,however,wereguiltyofnone。forthoughHenriettawasobligedincandourtodeclarethatMichaelAngelo’sdomesufferedbycomparisonwiththatoftheCapitolatWashington,sheaddressedherprotestchieflytoMr。Bantling’searandreserveditinitsmoreaccentuatedformforthecolumnsoftheInterviewer。Isabelmadethecircuitofthechurchwithhislordship,andastheydrewnearthechoirontheleftoftheentrancethevoicesofthePope’ssingerswerebornetothemovertheheadsofthelargenumberofpersonsclusteredoutsidethedoors。Theypausedawhileontheskirtsofthiscrowd,composedinequalmeasureofRomancockneysandinquisitivestrangers,andwhiletheystoodtherethesacredconcertwentforward。

  Ralph,withHenriettaandMr。Bantling,wasapparentlywithin,whereIsabel,lookingbehindthedensegroupinfrontofher,sawtheafternoonlight,silveredbycloudsofincensethatseemedtominglewiththesplendidchant,slopethroughtheembossedrecessesofhighwindows。AfterawhilethesingingstoppedandthenLordWarburtonseemeddisposedtomoveoffwithher。Isabelcouldonlyaccompanyhim。

  whereuponshefoundherselfconfrontedwithGilbertOsmond,whoappearedtohavebeenstandingatashortdistancebehindher。Henowapproachedwithalltheforms-heappearedtohavemultipliedthemonthisoccasiontosuittheplace。

  Soyoudecidedtocome?shesaidassheputoutherhand。

  Yes,Icamelastnightandcalledthisafternoonatyourhotel。

  Theytoldmeyouhadcomehere,andIlookedaboutforyou。

  Theothersareinside,shedecidedtosay。

  Ididn’tcomefortheothers,hepromptlyreturned。

  Shelookedaway。LordWarburtonwaswatchingthem。perhapshehadheardthis。SuddenlysherememberedittobejustwhathehadsaidtoherthemorninghecametoGardencourttoaskhertomarryhim。Mr。

  Osmond’swordshadbroughtthecolourtohercheek,andthisreminiscencehadnottheeffectofdispellingit。Sherepairedanybetrayalbymentioningtoeachcompanionthenameoftheother,andfortunatelyatthismomentMr。Bantlingemergedfromthechoir,cleavingthecrowdwithBritishvalourandfollowedbyMissStackpoleandRalphTouchett。Isayfortunately,becausethisisperhapsasuperficialviewofthematter。sinceonperceivingthegentlemanfromFlorenceRalphTouchettappearedtotakethecaseasnotcommittinghimtojoy。Hedidn’thangback,however,fromcivility,andpresentlyobservedtoIsabel,withduebenevolence,thatshewouldsoonhaveallherfriendsabouther。MissStackpolehadmetMr。OsmondinFlorence,butshehadalreadyfoundoccasiontosaytoIsabelthatshelikedhimnobetterthanherotheradmirers-

  thanMr。TouchettandLordWarburton,andeventhanlittleMr。

  RosierinParis。Idon’tknowwhatit’sinyou,shehadbeenpleasedtoremark,butforanice-girlyoudoattractthemostunnaturalpeople。Mr。Goodwood’stheonlyoneI’veanyrespectfor,andhe’sjusttheoneyoudon’tappreciate。

  What’syouropinionofSaintPeter’s?Mr。Osmondwasmeanwhileenquiringofouryounglady。

  It’sverylargeandverybright,shecontentedherselfwithreplying。

  It’stoolarge。itmakesonefeellikeanatom。

  Isn’tthattherightwaytofeelinthegreatestofhumantemples?

  sheaskedwithratheralikingforherphrase。

  Isupposeit’stherightwaytofeeleverywhere,whenoneisnobody。ButIlikeitinachurchaslittleasanywhereelse。

  YououghtindeedtobeaPope!Isabelexclaimed,rememberingsomethinghehadreferredtoinFlorence。

  Ah,Ishouldhaveenjoyedthat!saidGilbertOsmond。

  LordWarburtonmeanwhilehadjoinedRalphTouchett,andthetwostrolledawaytogether。Who’sthefellowspeakingtoMissArcher?

  hislordshipdemanded。

  Hisname’sGilbertOsmond-helivesinFlorence,Ralphsaid。

  Whatishebesides?

  Nothingatall。Ohyes,he’sanAmerican。butoneforgetsthat-

  he’ssolittleofone。

  HasheknownMissArcherlong?

  Threeorfourweeks。

  Doesshelikehim?

  She’stryingtofindout。

  Andwillshe?

  Findout-?Ralphasked。

  Willshelikehim?

  Doyoumeanwillsheaccepthim?

  Yes,saidLordWarburtonafteraninstant。Isupposethat’swhatIhorriblymean。

  Perhapsnotifonedoesnothingtopreventit,Ralphreplied。

  Hislordshipstaredamoment,butapprehended。Thenwemustbeperfectlyquiet?

  Asquietasthegrave。Andonlyonthechance!Ralphadded。

  Thechanceshemay?

  Thechanceshemaynot?

  LordWarburtontookthisatfirstinsilence,buthespokeagain。

  Isheawfullyclever?

  Awfully,saidRalph。

  Hiscompanionthought。Andwhatelse?

  Whatmoredoyouwant?Ralphgroaned。

  Doyoumeanwhatmoredoesshe?

  Ralphtookhimbythearmtoturnhim:theyhadtorejointheothers。Shewantsnothingthatwecangiveher。

  Ahwell,ifshewon’thaveYou-!saidhislordshiphandsomelyastheywent。

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  Onthemorrow,intheevening,LordWarburtonwentagaintoseehisfriendsattheirhotel,andatthisestablishmenthelearnedthattheyhadgonetotheopera。HedrovetotheoperawiththeideaofpayingthemavisitintheirboxaftertheeasyItalianfashion。

  andwhenhehadobtainedhisadmittance-itwasoneofthesecondarytheatres-lookedaboutthelarge,bare,ill-lightedhouse。Anacthadjustterminatedandhewasatlibertytopursuehisquest。Afterscanningtwoorthreetiersofboxesheperceivedinoneofthelargestofthesereceptaclesaladywhomheeasilyrecognized。MissArcherwasseatedfacingthestageandpartlyscreenedbythecurtainofthebox。andbesideher,leaningbackinhischair,wasMr。

  GilbertOsmond。Theyappearedtohavetheplacetothemselves,andWarburtonsupposedtheircompanionshadtakenadvantageoftherecesstoenjoytherelativecoolnessofthelobby。Hestoodawhilewithhiseyesontheinterestingpair。heaskedhimselfifheshouldgoupandinterrupttheharmony。AtlasthejudgedthatIsabelhadseenhim,andthisaccidentdeterminedhim。Thereshouldbenomarkedholdingoff。HetookhiswaytotheupperregionsandonthestaircasemetRalphTouchettslowlydescending,hishatattheinclinationofennuiandhishandswheretheyusuallywere。

  Isawyoubelowamomentsinceandwasgoingdowntoyou。Ifeellonelyandwantcompany,wasRalph’sgreeting。

  You’vesomethat’sverygoodwhichyou’veyetdeserted。

  Doyoumeanmycousin?Oh,shehasavisitoranddoesn’twantme。

  ThenMissStackpoleandBantlinghavegoneouttoacafetoeatanice-MissStackpoledelightsinanice。Ididn’tthinktheywantedmeeither。Theopera’sverybad。thewomenlooklikelaundressesandsinglikepeacocks。Ifeelverylow。

  Youhadbettergohome,LordWarburtonsaidwithoutaffectation。

  Andleavemyyoungladyinthissadplace?Ahno,Imustwatchoverher。

  Sheseemstohaveplentyoffriends。

  Yes,that’swhyImustwatch,saidRalphwiththesamelargemock-melancholy。

  Ifshedoesn’twantyouit’sprobableshedoesn’twantme。

  No,you’redifferent。GototheboxandstaytherewhileIwalkabout。

  LordWarburtonwenttothebox,whereIsabel’swelcomewasastoafriendsohonourablyoldthathevaguelyaskedhimselfwhatqueertemporalprovinceshewasannexing。HeexchangedgreetingswithMr。

  Osmond,towhomhehadbeenintroducedthedaybeforeandwho,afterhecamein,satblandlyapartandsilent,asifrepudiatingcompetenceinthesubjectsofallusionnowprobable。ItstruckhersecondvisitorthatMissArcherhad,inoperaticconditions,aradiance,evenaslightexaltation。asshewas,however,atalltimesakeenly-glancing,quickly-moving,completelyanimatedyoungwoman,hemayhavebeenmistakenonthispoint。Hertalkwithhimmoreoverpointedtopresenceofmind。itexpressedakindnesssoingeniousanddeliberateastoindicatethatshewasinundisturbedpossessionofherfaculties。PoorLordWarburtonhadmomentsofbewilderment。Shehaddiscouragedhim,formally,asmuchasawomancould。whatbusinesshadshethenwithsuchartsandsuchfelicities,aboveallwithsuchtonesofreparation-preparation?Hervoicehadtricksofsweetness,butwhyplaythemonhim?Theotherscameback。thebare,familiar,trivialoperabeganagain。Theboxwaslarge,andtherewasroomforhimtoremainifhewouldsitalittlebehindandinthedark。Hedidsoforhalfanhour,whileMr。Osmondremainedinfront,leaningforward,hiselbowsonhisknees,justbehindIsabel。LordWarburtonheardnothing,andfromhisgloomycornersawnothingbuttheclearprofileofthisyoungladydefinedagainstthedimilluminationofthehouse。Whentherewasanotherintervalnoonemoved。Mr。OsmondtalkedtoIsabel,andLordWarburtonkepthiscorner。Hedidsobutforashorttime,however。afterwhichhegotupandbadegood-nighttotheladies。Isabelsaidnothingtodetainhim,butitdidn’tpreventhisbeingpuzzledagain。Whyshouldshemarksooneofhisvalues-

  quitethewrongone-whenshewouldhavenothingtodowithanother,whichwasquitetheright?Hewasangrywithhimselfforbeingpuzzled,andthenangryforbeingangry。Verdi’smusicdidlittletocomforthim,andheleftthetheatreandwalkedhomeward,withoutknowinghisway,throughthetortuous,tragicstreetsofRome,whereheaviersorrowsthanhishadbeencarriedunderthestars。

  What’sthecharacterofthatgentleman?OsmondaskedofIsabelafterhehadretired。

  Irreproachable-don’tyouseeit?

  HeownsabouthalfEngland。that’shischaracter,Henriettaremarked。That’swhattheycallafreecountry!

  Ah,he’sagreatproprietor?Happyman!saidGilbertOsmond。

  Doyoucallthathappiness-theownershipofwretchedhumanbeings?criedMissStackpole。Heownshistenantsandhasthousandsofthem。It’spleasanttoownsomething,butinanimateobjectsareenoughforme。Idon’tinsistonfleshandbloodandmindsandconsciences。

  Itseemstomeyouownahumanbeingortwo,Mr。Bantlingsuggestedjocosely。IwonderifWarburtonordershistenantsaboutasyoudome。

  LordWarburton’sagreatradical,Isabelsaid。Hehasveryadvancedopinions。

  Hehasveryadvancedstonewalls。Hispark’senclosedbyagiganticironfence,somethirtymilesround,HenriettaannouncedfortheinformationofMr。Osmond。IshouldlikehimtoconversewithafewofourBostonradicals。

  Don’ttheyapproveofironfences?askedMr。Bantling。

  Onlytoshutupwickedconservatives。IalwaysfeelasifIweretalkingtoyouoversomethingwithaneattop-finishofbrokenglass。

  Doyouknowhimwell,thisunreformedreformer?Osmondwenton,questioningIsabel。

  WellenoughforalltheuseIhaveforhim。

  Andhowmuchofauseisthat?

  Well,Iliketolikehim。

  ’Likingtolike’-why,itmakesapassion!saidOsmond。

  No-sheconsidered-keepthatforlikingtodislike。

  Doyouwishtoprovokemethen,Osmondlaughed,toapassionforhim?

  Shesaidnothingforamoment,butthenmetthelightquestionwithadisproportionategravity。No,Mr。Osmond。Idon’tthinkI

  shouldeverdaretoprovokeyou。LordWarburton,atanyrate,shemoreeasilyadded,isaveryniceman。

  Ofgreatability?herfriendenquired。

  Ofexcellentability,andasgoodashelooks。

  Asgoodashe’sgood-lookingdoyoumean?He’sverygood-looking。

  Howdetestablyfortunate!-tobeagreatEnglishmagnate,tobecleverandhandsomeintothebargain,and,bywayoffinishingoff,toenjoyyourhighfavour!That’samanIcouldenvy。

  Isabelconsideredhimwithinterest。Youseemtometobealwaysenvyingsomeone。YesterdayitwasthePope。todayit’spoorLordWarburton。

  Myenvy’snotdangerous。itwouldn’thurtamouse。Idon’twanttodestroythepeople-Ionlywanttobethem。Youseeitwoulddestroyonlymyself。

  You’dliketobethePope?saidIsabel。

  Ishouldloveit-butIshouldhavegoneinforitearlier。Butwhy-Osmondreverted-doyouspeakofyourfriendaspoor?

  Women-whentheyarevery,verygood-sometimespitymenafterthey’vehurtthem。that’stheirgreatwayofshowingkindness,saidRalph,joiningintheconversationforthefirsttimeandwithacynicismsotransparentlyingeniousastobevirtuallyinnocent。

  Pray,haveIhurtLordWarburton?Isabelasked,raisinghereyebrowsasiftheideawereperfectlyfresh。

  Itserveshimrightifyouhave,saidHenriettawhilethecurtainrosefortheballet。

  Isabelsawnomoreofherattributivevictimforthenexttwenty-fourhours,butontheseconddayafterthevisittotheoperasheencounteredhiminthegalleryoftheCapitol,wherehestoodbeforethelionofthecollection,thestatueoftheDyingGladiator。Shehadcomeinwithhercompanions,amongwhom,onthisoccasionagain,GilbertOsmondhadhisplace,andtheparty,havingascendedthestaircase,enteredthefirstandfinestoftherooms。

  LordWarburtonaddressedheralertlyenough,butsaidinamomentthathewasleavingthegallery。AndI’mleavingRome,headded。I

  mustbidyougood-bye。Isabel,inconsequentlyenough,wasnowsorrytohearit。Thiswasperhapsbecauseshehadceasedtobeafraidofhisrenewinghissuit。shewasthinkingofsomethingelse。Shewasonthepointofnamingherregret,butshecheckedherselfandsimplywishedhimahappyjourney。whichmadehimlookatherratherunlightedly。I’mafraidyou’llthinkmevery’volatile。’ItoldyoutheotherdayIwantedsomuchtostop。

  Ohno。youcouldeasilychangeyourmind。

  That’swhatIhavedone。

  Bonvoyagethen。

  You’reinagreathurrytogetridofme,saidhislordshipquitedismally。

  Notintheleast。ButIhatepartings。

  Youdon’tcarewhatIdo,hewentonpitifully。

  Isabellookedathimamoment。Ah,shesaid,you’renotkeepingyourpromise!

  Hecolouredlikeaboyoffifteen。IfI’mnot,thenit’sbecauseIcan’t。andthat’swhyI’mgoing。

  Good-byethen。

  Good-bye。Helingeredstill,however。WhenshallIseeyouagain?

  Isabelhesitated,butsoon,asifshehadhadahappyinspiration:

  Somedayafteryou’remarried。

  Thatwillneverbe。Itwillbeafteryouare。

  Thatwilldoaswell,shesmiled。

  Yes,quiteaswell。Good-bye。

  Theyshookhands,andheleftheraloneinthegloriousroom,amongtheshiningantiquemarbles。Shesatdowninthecentreofthecircleofthesepresences,regardingthemvaguely,restinghereyesontheirbeautifulblankfaces。listening,asitwere,totheireternalsilence。Itisimpossible,inRomeatleast,tolooklongatagreatcompanyofGreeksculptureswithoutfeelingtheeffectoftheirnoblequietude。which,aswithahighdoorclosedfortheceremony,slowlydropsonthespiritthelargewhitemantleofpeace。IsayinRomeespecially,becausetheRomanairisanexquisitemediumforsuchimpressions。Thegoldensunshinemingleswiththem,thedeepstillnessofthepast,sovividyet,thoughitisnothingbutavoidfullofnames,seemstothrowasolemnspelluponthem。TheblindswerepartlyclosedinthewindowsoftheCapitol,andaclear,warmshadowrestedonthefiguresandmadethemmoremildlyhuman。Isabelsattherealongtime,underthecharmoftheirmotionlessgrace,wonderingtowhat,oftheirexperience,theirabsenteyeswereopen,andhow,toourears,theiralienlipswouldsound。Thedarkredwallsoftheroomthrewthemintorelief。thepolishedmarblefloorreflectedtheirbeauty。Shehadseenthemallbefore,butherenjoymentrepeateditself,anditwasallthegreaterbecauseshewasgladagain,forthetime,tobealone。Atlast,however,herattentionlapsed,drawnoffbyadeepertideoflife。Anoccasionaltouristcamein,stoppedandstaredamomentattheDyingGladiator,andthenpassedoutoftheotherdoor,creakingoverthesmoothpavement。AttheendofhalfanhourGilbertOsmondreappeared,apparentlyinadvanceofhiscompanions。Hestrolledtowardherslowly,withhishandsbehindhimandhisusualenquiring,yetnotquiteappealingsmile。I’msurprisedtofindyoualone,Ithoughtyouhadcompany。

  SoIhave-thebest。AndsheglancedattheAntinousandtheFaun。

  DoyoucallthembettercompanythananEnglishpeer?

  Ah,myEnglishpeerleftmesometimeago。Shegotup,speakingwithintentionalittledryly。

  Mr。Osmondnotedherdryness,whichcontributedforhimtotheinterestofhisquestion。I’mafraidthatwhatIheardtheothereveningistrue:you’rerathercrueltothatnobleman。

  IsabellookedamomentatthevanquishedGladiator。It’snottrue。I’mscrupulouslykind。

  That’sexactlywhatImean!GilbertOsmondreturned,andwithsuchhappyhilaritythathisjokeneedstobeexplained。Weknowthathewasfondoforiginals,ofrarities,ofthesuperiorandtheexquisite。

  andnowthathehadseenLordWarburton,whomhethoughtaveryfineexampleofhisraceandorder,heperceivedanewattractionintheideaoftakingtohimselfayoungladywhohadqualifiedherselftofigureinhiscollectionofchoiceobjectsbydecliningsonobleahand。GilbertOsmondhadahighappreciationofthisparticularpatriciate。notsomuchforitsdistinction,whichhethoughteasilysurpassable,asforitssolidactuality。HehadneverforgivenhisstarfornotappointinghimtoanEnglishdukedom,andhecouldmeasuretheunexpectednessofsuchconductasIsabel’s。Itwouldbeproperthatthewomanhemightmarryshouldhavedonesomethingofthatsort。

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  RalphTouchett,intalkwithhisexcellentfriend,hadrathermarkedlyqualified,asweknow,hisrecognitionofGilbertOsmond’spersonalmerits。buthemightreallyhavefelthimselfilliberalinthelightofthatgentleman’sconductduringtherestofthevisittoRome。OsmondspentaportionofeachdaywithIsabelandhercompanions,andendedbyaffectingthemastheeasiestofmentolivewith。Whowouldn’thaveseenthathecouldcommand,asitwere,bothtactandgaiety?-whichperhapswasexactlywhyRalphhadmadehisold-timelookofsuperficialsociabilityareproachtohim。EvenIsabel’sinvidiouskinsmanwasobligedtoadmitthathewasjustnowadelightfulassociate。Hisgood-humourwasimperturbable,hisknowledgeoftherightfact,hisproductionoftherightword,asconvenientasthefriendlyflickerofamatchforyourcigarette。Clearlyhewasamused-asamusedasamancouldbewhowassolittleeversurprised,andthatmadehimalmostapplausive。Itwasnotthathisspiritswerevisiblyhigh-hewouldnever,intheconcertofpleasure,touchthebigdrumbysomuchasaknuckle:hehadamortaldisliketothehigh,raggednote,towhathecalledrandomravings。HethoughtMissArchersometimesoftooprecipitateareadiness。Itwaspityshehadthatfault,becauseifshehadnothaditshewouldreallyhavehadnone。shewouldhavebeenassmoothtohisgeneralneedofherashandledivorytothepalm。Ifhewasnotpersonallyloud,however,hewasdeep,andduringtheseclosingdaysoftheRomanMayheknewacomplacencythatmatchedwithslowirregularwalksunderthepinesoftheVillaBorghese,amongthesmallsweetmeadow-flowersandthemossymarbles。Hewaspleasedwitheverything。hehadneverbeforebeenpleasedwithsomanythingsatonce。Oldimpressions,oldenjoyments,renewedthemselves。oneevening,goinghometohisroomattheinn,hewrotedownalittlesonnettowhichheprefixedthetitleofRomeRevisited。AdayortwolaterheshowedthispieceofcorrectandingeniousversetoIsabel,explainingtoherthatitwasanItalianfashiontocommemoratetheoccasionsoflifebyatributetothemuse。

  Hetookhispleasuresingeneralsingly。hewastoooften-hewouldhaveadmittedthat-toosorelyawareofsomethingwrong,somethingugly。thefertilizingdewofaconceivablefelicitytooseldomdescendedonhisspirit。Butatpresenthewashappy-happierthanhehadperhapseverbeeninhislife,andthefeelinghadalargefoundation。Thiswassimplythesenseofsuccess-themostagreeableemotionofthehumanheart。Osmondhadneverhadtoomuchofit。inthisrespecthehadtheirritationofsatiety,asheknewperfectlywellandoftenremindedhimself。Ahno,I’venotbeenspoiled。

  certainlyI’venotbeenspoiled,heusedinwardlytorepeat。IfIdosucceedbeforeIdieIshallthoroughlyhaveearnedit。Hewastooapttoreasonasifearningthisboonconsistedaboveallofcovertlyachingforitandmightbeconfinedtothatexercise。

  Absolutelyvoidofit,also,hiscareerhadnotbeen。hemightindeedhavesuggestedtoaspectatorhereandtherethathewasrestingonvaguelaurels。Buthistriumphswere,someofthem,nowtooold。othershadbeentooeasy。Thepresentonehadbeenlessarduousthanmighthavebeenexpected,buthadbeeneasy-thatishadbeenrapid-onlybecausehehadmadeanaltogetherexceptionaleffort,agreatereffortthanhehadbelieveditinhimtomake。Thedesiretohavesomethingorothertoshowforhisparts-toshowsomehoworother-hadbeenthedreamofhisyouth。butastheyearswentontheconditionsattachedtoanymarkedproofofrarityhadaffectedhimmoreandmoreasgrossanddetestable。liketheswallowingofmugsofbeertoadvertisewhatonecouldstand。Ifananonymousdrawingonamuseumwallhadbeenconsciousandwatchfulitmighthaveknownthispeculiarpleasureofbeingatlastandallofasuddenidentified-asfromthehandofagreatmaster-bythesohighandsounnoticedfactofstyle。Hisstylewaswhatthegirlhaddiscoveredwithalittlehelp。andnow,besideherselfenjoyingit,sheshouldpublishittotheworldwithouthishavinganyofthetrouble。Sheshoulddothethingforhim,andhewouldnothavewaitedinvain。

  ShortlybeforethetimefixedinadvanceforherdeparturethisyoungladyreceivedfromMrs。Touchettatelegramrunningasfollows:LeaveFlorence4thJuneforBellaggio,andtakeyouifyouhavenototherviews。Butcan’twaitifyoudawdleinRome。ThedawdlinginRomewasverypleasant,butIsabelhaddifferentviews,andsheletherauntknowshewouldimmediatelyjoinher。ShetoldGilbertOsmondthatshehaddoneso,andherepliedthat,spendingmanyofhissummersaswellashiswintersinItaly,hehimselfwouldloiteralittlelongerinthecoolshadowofSaintPeter’s。HewouldnotreturntoFlorencefortendaysmore,andinthattimeshewouldhavestartedforBellaggio。Itmightbemonthsinthiscasebeforeheshouldseeheragain。Thisexchangetookplaceinthelargedecoratedsitting-roomoccupiedbyourfriendsatthehotel。

  itwaslateintheevening,andRalphTouchettwastotakehiscousinbacktoFlorenceonthemorrow。Osmondhadfoundthegirlalone。MissStackpolehadcontractedafriendshipwithadelightfulAmericanfamilyonthefourthfloorandhadmountedtheinterminablestaircasetopaythemavisit。Henriettacontractedfriendships,intravelling,withgreatfreedom,andhadformedinrailway-carriagesseveralthatwereamonghermostvaluedties。Ralphwasmakingarrangementsforthemorrow’sjourney,andIsabelsataloneinawildernessofyellowupholstery。Thechairsandsofaswereorange。thewallsandwindowsweredrapedinpurpleandgilt。Themirrors,thepictureshadgreatflamboyantframes。theceilingwasdeeplyvaultedandpaintedoverwithnakedmusesandcherubs。ForOsmondtheplacewasuglytodistress。thefalsecolours,theshamsplendourwerelikevulgar,bragging,lyingtalk。IsabelhadtakeninhandavolumeofAmpere,presented,ontheirarrivalinRome,byRalph。butthoughshehelditinherlapwithherfingervaguelykeptintheplaceshewasnotimpatienttopursueherstudy。Alampcoveredwithadroopingveilofpinktissue-paperburnedonthetablebesideheranddiffusedastrangepalerosinessoverthescene。

  Yousayyou’llcomeback。butwhoknows?GilbertOsmondsaid。I

  thinkyou’remuchmorelikelytostartonyourvoyageroundtheworld。

  You’reundernoobligationtocomeback。youcandoexactlywhatyouchoose。youcanroamthroughspace。

  Well,Italy’sapartofspace,Isabelanswered。Icantakeitontheway。

  Onthewayroundtheworld?No,don’tdothat。Don’tputusinaparenthesis-giveusachaptertoourselves。Idon’twanttoseeyouonyourtravels。I’dratherseeyouwhenthey’reover。Ishouldliketoseeyouwhenyou’retiredandsatiated,Osmondaddedinamoment。Ishallpreferyouinthatstate。

  Isabel,withhereyesbent,fingeredthepagesofM。Ampere。Youturnthingsintoridiculewithoutseemingtodoit,thoughnot,I

  think,withoutintendingit。You’venorespectformytravels-youthinkthemridiculous。

  Wheredoyoufindthat?

  Shewentoninthesametone,frettingtheedgeofherbookwiththepaper-knife。Youseemyignorance,myblunders,thewayIwanderaboutasiftheworldbelongedtome,simplybecause-becauseithasbeenputintomypowertodoso。Youdon’tthinkawomanoughttodothat。Youthinkitboldandungraceful。

  Ithinkitbeautiful,saidOsmond。Youknowmyopinions-I’vetreatedyoutoenoughofthem。Don’tyouremembermytellingyouthatoneoughttomakeone’slifeaworkofart?Youlookedrathershockedatfirst。butthenItoldyouthatitwasexactlywhatyouseemedtometobetryingtodowithyourown。

  Shelookedupfromherbook。Whatyoudespisemostintheworldisbad,isstupidart。

  Possibly。Butyoursseemtomeveryclearandverygood。

  IfIweretogotoJapannextwinteryouwouldlaughatme,shewenton。

  Osmondgaveasmile-akeenone,butnotalaugh,forthetoneoftheirconversationwasnotjocose。Isabelhadinfacthersolemnity。

  hehadseenitbefore。Youhaveanimaginationthatstartlesone!

  That’sexactlywhatIsay。Youthinksuchanideaabsurd。

  IwouldgivemylittlefingertogotoJapan。it’soneofthecountriesIwantmosttosee。Can’tyoubelievethat,withmytasteforoldlacquer?

  Ihaven’tatasteforoldlacquertoexcuseme,saidIsabel。

  You’veabetterexcuse-themeansofgoing。You’requitewronginyourtheorythatIlaughatyou。Idon’tknowwhathasputitintoyourhead。

  Itwouldn’tberemarkableifyoudidthinkitridiculousthatI

  shouldhavethemeanstotravelwhenyou’venot。foryouknoweverything,andIknownothing。

  Themorereasonwhyyoushouldtravelandlearn,smiledOsmond。

  Besides,headdedasifitwereapointtobemade,Idon’tknoweverything。

  Isabelwasnotstruckwiththeoddityofhissayingthisgravely。

  shewasthinkingthatthepleasantestincidentofherlife-soitpleasedhertoqualifythesetoofewdaysinRome,whichshemightmusinglyhavelikenedtothefigureofsomesmallprincessofoneoftheagesofdressover-muffledinamantleofstateanddraggingatrainthatittookpagesorhistorianstoholdup-thatthisfelicitywascomingtoanend。ThatmostoftheinterestofthetimehadbeenowingtoMr。Osmondwasareflexionshewasnotjustnowatpainstomake。shehadalreadydonethepointabundantjustice。Butshesaidtoherselfthatiftherewereadangertheyshouldnevermeetagain,perhapsafterallitwouldbeaswell。Happythingsdon’trepeatthemselves,andheradventureworealreadythechanged,theseawardfaceofsomeromanticislandfromwhich,afterfeastingonpurplegrapes,shewasputtingoffwhilethebreezerose。ShemightcomebacktoItalyandfindhimdifferent-thisstrangemanwhopleasedherjustashewas。anditwouldbebetternottocomethanruntheriskofthat。Butifshewasnottocomethegreaterthepitythatthechapterwasclosed。shefeltforamomentapangthattouchedthesourceoftears。Thesensationkepthersilent,andGilbertOsmondwassilenttoo。hewaslookingather。Goeverywhere,

  hesaidatlast,inalow,kindvoice。doeverything。geteverythingoutoflife。Behappy-betriumphant。

  Whatdoyoumeanbybeingtriumphant?

  Well,doingwhatyoulike。

  Totriumph,then,itseemstome,istofail!Doingallthevainthingsonelikesisoftenverytiresome。

  Exactly,saidOsmondwithhisquietquickness。AsIintimatedjustnow,you’llbetiredsomeday。Hepausedamomentandthenhewenton:Idon’tknowwhetherIhadbetternotwaittillthenforsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。

  Ah,Ican’tadviseyouwithoutknowingwhatitis。ButI’mhorridwhenI’mtired,Isabeladdedwithdueinconsequence。

  Idon’tbelievethat。You’reangry,sometimes-thatIcanbelieve,thoughI’veneverseenit。ButI’msureyou’renever’cross。’

  NotevenwhenIlosemytemper?

  Youdon’tloseit-youfindit,andthatmustbebeautiful。Osmondspokewithanobleearnestness。Theymustbegreatmomentstosee。

  IfIcouldonlyfinditnow!Isabelnervouslycried。

  I’mnotafraid。Ishouldfoldmyarmsandadmireyou。I’mspeakingveryseriously。Heleanedforward,ahandoneachknee。

  forsomemomentshebenthiseyesonthefloor。WhatIwishtosaytoyou,hewentonatlast,lookingup,isthatIfindI’minlovewithyou。

  Sheinstantlyrose。Ah,keepthattillIamtired!

  Tiredofhearingitfromothers?Hesatthereraisinghiseyestoher。No,youmayheeditnowornever,asyouplease。ButafterallImustsayitnow。Shehadturnedaway,butinthemovementshehadstoppedherselfanddroppedhergazeuponhim。Thetworemainedawhileinthissituation,exchangingalonglook-thelarge,consciouslookofthecriticalhoursoflife。Thenhegotupandcamenearher,deeplyrespectful,asifhewereafraidhehadbeentoofamiliar。I’mabsolutelyinlovewithyou。

  Hehadrepeatedtheannouncementinatoneofalmostimpersonaldiscretion,likeamanwhoexpectedverylittlefromitbutwhospokeforhisownneededrelief。Thetearscameintohereyes:thistimetheyobeyedthesharpnessofthepangthatsuggestedtohersomehowtheslippingofafinebolt-backward,forward,shecouldn’thavesaidwhich。Thewordshehadutteredmadehim,ashestoodthere,beautifulandgenerous,investedhimaswiththegoldenairofearlyautumn。but,morallyspeaking,sheretreatedbeforethem-facinghimstill-asshehadretreatedintheothercasesbeforealikeencounter。Ohdon’tsaythat,please,sheansweredwithanintensitythatexpressedthedreadofhaving,inthiscasetoo,tochooseanddecide。Whatmadeherdreadgreatwaspreciselytheforcewhich,asitwouldseem,oughttohavebanishedalldread-thesenseofsomethingwithinherself,deepdown,thatshesupposedtobeinspiredandtrustfulpassion。Itwastherelikealargesumstoredinabank-

  whichtherewasaterrorinhavingtobegintospend。Ifshetouchedit,itwouldallcomeout。

  Ihaven’ttheideathatitwillmattermuchtoyou,saidOsmond。

  I’vetoolittletoofferyou。WhatIhave-it’senoughforme。butit’snotenoughforyou。I’veneitherfortune,norfame,norextrinsicadvantagesofanykind。SoIoffernothing。IonlytellyoubecauseIthinkitcan’toffendyou,andsomedayorotheritmaygiveyoupleasure。Itgivesmepleasure,Iassureyou,hewenton,standingtherebeforeher,consideratelyinclinedtoher,turninghishat,whichhehadtakenup,slowlyroundwithamovementwhichhadallthedecenttremorofawkwardnessandnoneofitsoddity,andpresentingtoherhisfirm,refined,slightlyravagedface。Itgivesmenopain,becauseit’sperfectlysimple。Formeyou’llalwaysbethemostimportantwomanintheworld。

  Isabellookedatherselfinthischaracter-lookedintently,thinkingshefilleditwithacertaingrace。Butwhatshesaidwasnotanexpressionofanysuchcomplacency。Youdon’toffendme。butyououghttorememberthat,withoutbeingoffended,onemaybeincommoded,troubled。Incommoded:sheheardherselfsayingthat,anditstruckherasaridiculousword。Butitwaswhatstupidlycametoher。

  Irememberperfectly。Ofcourseyou’resurprisedandstartled。

  Butifit’snothingbutthat,itwillpassaway。AnditwillperhapsleavesomethingthatImaynotbeashamedof。

  Idon’tknowwhatitmayleave。YouseeatalleventsthatI’mnotoverwhelmed,saidIsabelwithratherapalesmile。I’mnottootroubledtothink。AndIthinkthatI’mgladwe’reseparating-thatIleaveRometo-morrow。

  OfcourseIdon’tagreewithyouthere。

  Idon’tatallknowyou,sheaddedabruptly。andthenshecolouredassheheardherselfsayingwhatshehadsaidalmostayearbeforetoLordWarburton。

  Ifyouwerenotgoingawayyou’dknowmebetter。

  Ishalldothatsomeothertime。

  Ihopeso。I’mveryeasytoknow。

  No,no,sheemphaticallyanswered-thereyou’renotsincere。

  You’renoteasytoknow。noonecouldbelessso。

  Well,helaughed,IsaidthatbecauseIknowmyself。Itmaybeaboast,butIdo。

  Verylikely。butyou’reverywise。

  Soareyou,MissArcher!Osmondexclaimed。

  Idon’tfeelsojustnow。Still,I’mwiseenoughtothinkyouhadbettergo。Good-night。

  Godblessyou!saidGilbertOsmond,takingthehandwhichshefailedtosurrender。Afterwhichheadded:Ifwemeetagainyou’llfindmeasyouleaveme。Ifwedon’tIshallbesoallthesame。

  Thankyouverymuch。Good-bye。

  TherewassomethingquietlyfirmaboutIsabel’svisitor。hemightgoofhisownmovement,butwouldn’tbedismissed。There’sonethingmore。Ihaven’taskedanythingofyou-notevenathoughtinthefuture。youmustdomethatjustice。Butthere’salittleserviceI

  shouldliketoask。Ishallnotreturnhomeforseveraldays。Rome’sdelightful,andit’sagoodplaceforamaninmystateofmind。Oh,I

  knowyou’resorrytoleaveit。butyou’rerighttodowhatyourauntwishes。

  Shedoesn’tevenwishit!Isabelbrokeoutstrangely。

  Osmondwasapparentlyonthepointofsayingsomethingthatwouldmatchthesewords,buthechangedhismindandrejoinedsimply:Ahwell,it’sproperyoushouldgowithher,veryproper。Doeverythingthat’sproper。Igoinforthat。Excusemybeingsopatronizing。Yousayyoudon’tknowme,butwhenyoudoyou’lldiscoverwhataworshipIhaveforpropriety。

  You’renotconventional?Isabelgravelyasked。

  Ilikethewayyouutterthatword!No,I’mnotconventional:I’mconventionitself。Youdon’tunderstandthat?Andhepausedamoment,smiling。Ishouldliketoexplainit。Thenwithasudden,quick,brightnaturalness,Docomebackagain,hepleaded。Therearesomanythingswemighttalkabout。

  Shestoodtherewithloweredeyes。Whatservicedidyouspeakofjustnow?

  GoandseemylittledaughterbeforeyouleaveFlorence。She’saloneatthevilla。Idecidednottosendhertomysister,whohasn’tatallmyideas。Tellhershemustloveherpoorfatherverymuch,

  saidGilbertOsmondgently。

  Itwillbeagreatpleasuretometogo,Isabelanswered。I’lltellherwhatyousay。Oncemoregood-bye。

  Onthishetookarapid,respectfulleave。Whenhehadgoneshestoodamomentlookingaboutherandseatedherselfslowlyandwithanairofdeliberation。Shesattheretillhercompanionscameback,withfoldedhands,gazingattheuglycarpet。Heragitation-forithadnotdiminished-wasverystill,verydeep。Whathadhappenedwassomethingthatforaweekpastherimaginationhadbeengoingforwardtomeet。

  buthere,whenitcame,shestopped-thatsublimeprinciplesomehowbrokedown。Theworkingofthisyounglady’sspiritwasstrange,andI

  canonlygiveittoyouasIseeit,nothopingtomakeitseemaltogethernatural。Herimagination,asIsay,nowhungback:therewasalastvaguespaceitcouldn’tcross-adusky,uncertaintractwhichlookedambiguousandevenslightlytreacherous,likeamoorlandseeninthewintertwilight。Butshewastocrossityet。

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