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  CHAPTER11

  HetookaresolveafterthisnottomisinterpretherwordsevenwhenMissStackpoleappearedtostrikethepersonalnotemoststrongly。

  Hebethoughthimselfthatpersons,inherview,weresimpleandhomogeneousorganisms,andthathe,forhisownpart,wastoopervertedarepresentativeofthenatureofmantohavearighttodealwithherinstrictreciprocity。Hecarriedouthisresolvewithagreatdealoftact,andtheyoungladyfoundinrenewedcontactwithhimnoobstacletotheexerciseofhergeniusforunshrinkingenquiry,thegeneralapplicationofherconfidence。HersituationatGardencourttherefore,appreciatedaswehaveseenhertobebyIsabelandfullofappreciationherselfofthatfreeplayofintelligencewhich,tohersense,renderedIsabel’scharacterasister-spirit,andoftheeasyvenerablenessofMr。Touchett,whosenobletone,asshesaid,metwithherfullapproval-hersituationatGardencourtwouldhavebeenperfectlycomfortablehadshenotconceivedanirresistiblemistrustofthelittleladyforwhomshehadatfirstsupposedherselfobligedtoallowasmistressofthehouse。Shepresentlydiscovered,intruth,thatthisobligationwasofthelightestandthatMrs。TouchettcaredverylittlehowMissStackpolebehaved。Mrs。TouchetthaddefinedhertoIsabelasbothanadventuressandabore-adventuressesusuallygivingonemoreofathrill。shehadexpressedsomesurpriseatherniece’shavingselectedsuchafriend,yethadimmediatelyaddedthatsheknewIsabel’sfriendswereherownaffairandthatshehadneverundertakentolikethemallortorestrictthegirltothosesheliked。

  IfyoucouldseenonebutthepeopleIlike,mydear,you’dhaveaverysmallsociety,Mrs。Touchettfranklyadmitted。andIdon’tthinkIlikeanymanorwomanwellenoughtorecommendthemtoyou。

  Whenitcomestorecommendingit’saseriousaffair。Idon’tlikeMissStackpole-everythingaboutherdispleasesme。shetalkssomuchtooloudandlooksatoneasifonewantedtolookather-whichonedoesn’t。I’msureshehaslivedallherlifeinaboarding-house,andIdetestthemannersandthelibertiesofsuchplaces。IfyouaskmeifIprefermyownmanners,whichyoudoubtlessthinkverybad,I’lltellyouthatIpreferthemimmensely。MissStackpoleknowsI

  detestboarding-housecivilization,andshedetestsmefordetestingit,becauseshethinksitthehighestintheworld。She’dlikeGardencourtagreatdealbetterifitwereaboarding-house。Forme,I

  finditalmosttoomuchofone!Weshallnevergetontogethertherefore,andthere’snousetrying。

  Mrs。TouchettwasrightinguessingthatHenriettadisapprovedofher,butshehadnotquiteputherfingeronthereason。AdayortwoafterMissStackpole’sarrivalshehadmadesomeinvidiousreflexionsonAmericanhotels,whichexcitedaveinofcounterargumentonthepartofthecorrespondentoftheInterviewer,whointheexerciseofherprofessionhadacquaintedherself,inthewesternworld,witheveryformofcaravansary。HenriettaexpressedtheopinionthatAmericanhotelswerethebestintheworld,andMrs。Touchett,freshfromarenewedstrugglewiththem,recordedaconvictionthattheyweretheworst。Ralph,withhisexperimentalgeniality,suggested,bywayofhealingthebreach,thatthetruthlaybetweenthetwoextremesandthattheestablishmentsinquestionoughttobedescribedasfairmiddling。Thiscontributiontothediscussion,however,MissStackpolerejectedwithscorn。Middlingindeed!Iftheywerenotthebestintheworldtheyweretheworst,buttherewasnothingmiddlingaboutanAmericanhotel。

  Wejudgefromdifferentpointsofview,evidently,saidMrs。

  Touchett。Iliketobetreatedasanindividual。youliketobetreatedasa’party。’

  Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,Henriettareplied。IliketobetreatedasanAmericanlady。

  PoorAmericanladies!criedMrs。Touchettwithalaugh。They’retheslavesofslaves。

  They’rethecompanionsoffreemen,Henriettaretorted。

  They’rethecompanionsoftheirservants-theIrishchambermaidandthenegrowaiter。Theysharetheirwork。

  DoyoucallthedomesticsinanAmericanhousehold’slaves’?

  MissStackpoleenquired。Ifthat’sthewayyoudesiretotreatthem,nowonderyoudon’tlikeAmerica。

  Ifyou’venotgoodservantsyou’remiserable,Mrs。Touchettserenelysaid。They’reverybadinAmerica,butI’vefiveperfectonesinFlorence。

  Idon’tseewhatyouwantwithfive,Henriettacouldn’thelpobserving。Idon’tthinkIshouldliketoseefivepersonssurroundingmeinthatmenialposition。

  Iliketheminthatpositionbetterthaninsomeothers,

  proclaimedMrs。Touchettwithmuchmeaning。

  ShouldyoulikemebetterifIwereyourbutler,dear?herhusbandasked。

  Idon’tthinkIshould:youwouldn’tatallhavethetenue。

  Thecompanionsoffreemen-Ilikethat,MissStackpole,saidRalph。It’sabeautifuldescription。

  WhenIsaidfreemenIdidn’tmeanyou,sir!

  AndthiswastheonlyrewardthatRalphgotforhiscompliment。MissStackpolewasbaffled。sheevidentlythoughttherewassomethingtreasonableinMrs。Touchett’sappreciationofaclasswhichsheprivatelyjudgedtobeamysterioussurvivaloffeudalism。ItwasperhapsbecausehermindwasoppressedwiththisimagethatshesufferedsomedaystoelapsebeforeshetookoccasiontosaytoIsabel:Mydearfriend,Iwonderifyou’regrowingfaithless。

  Faithless?Faithlesstoyou,Henrietta?

  No,thatwouldbeagreatpain。butit’snotthat。

  Faithlesstomycountrythen?

  Ah,thatIhopewillneverbe。WhenIwrotetoyoufromLiverpoolI

  saidIhadsomethingparticulartotellyou。You’veneveraskedmewhatitis。Isitbecauseyou’vesuspected?

  Suspectedwhat?AsaruleIdon’tthinkIsuspect,saidIsabel。I

  remembernowthatphraseinyourletter,butIconfessIhadforgottenit。Whathaveyoutotellme?

  Henriettalookeddisappointed,andhersteadygazebetrayedit。Youdon’taskthatright-asifyouthoughtitimportant。You’rechanged-you’rethinkingofotherthings。

  Tellmewhatyoumean,andI’llthinkofthat。

  Willyoureallythinkofit?That’swhatIwishtobesureof。

  I’venotmuchcontrolofmythoughts,butI’lldomybest,saidIsabel。Henriettagazedather,insilence,foraperiodwhichtriedIsabel’spatience,sothatourheroineaddedatlast:Doyoumeanthatyou’regoingtobemarried?

  NottillI’veseenEurope!saidMissStackpole。Whatareyoulaughingat?shewenton。WhatImeanisthatMr。Goodwoodcameoutinthesteamerwithme。

  Ah!Isabelresponded。

  Yousaythatright。Ihadagooddealoftalkwithhim。hehascomeafteryou。

  Didhetellyouso?

  No,hetoldmenothing。that’showIknewit,saidHenriettacleverly。Hesaidverylittleaboutyou,butIspokeofyouagooddeal。

  Isabelwaited。AtthementionofMr。Goodwood’snameshehadturnedalittlepale。I’mverysorryyoudidthat,sheobservedatlast。

  Itwasapleasuretome,andIlikedthewayhelistened。Icouldhavetalkedalongtimetosuchalistener。hewassoquiet,sointense。hedrankitallin。

  Whatdidyousayaboutme?Isabelasked。

  IsaidyouwereonthewholethefinestcreatureIknow。

  I’mverysorryforthat。Hethinkstoowellofmealready。heoughtn’ttobeencouraged。

  He’sdyingforalittleencouragement。Iseehisfacenow,andhisearnestabsorbedlookwhileItalked。Ineversawanuglymanlooksohandsome。

  He’sverysimple-minded,saidIsabel。Andhe’snotsougly。

  There’snothingsosimplifyingasagrandpassion。

  It’snotagrandpassion。I’mverysureit’snotthat。

  Youdon’tsaythatasifyouweresure。

  Isabelgaveratheracoldsmile。IshallsayitbettertoMr。

  Goodwoodhimself。

  He’llsoongiveyouachance,saidHenrietta。Isabelofferednoanswertothisassertion,whichhercompanionmadewithanairofgreatconfidence。He’llfindyouchanged,thelatterpursued。

  You’vebeenaffectedbyyournewsurroundings。

  Verylikely。I’maffectedbyeverything。

  ByeverythingbutMr。Goodwood!MissStackpoleexclaimedwithaslightlyharshhilarity。

  Isabelfailedeventosmilebackandinamomentshesaid:Didheaskyoutospeaktome?

  Notinsomanywords。Buthiseyesaskedit-andhishandshake,whenhebademegood-bye。

  Thankyoufordoingso。AndIsabelturnedaway。

  Yes,you’rechanged。you’vegotnewideasoverhere,herfriendcontinued。

  Ihopeso,saidIsabel。oneshouldgetasmanynewideasaspossible。

  Yes。buttheyshouldn’tinterferewiththeoldoneswhentheoldoneshavebeentherightones。

  Isabelturnedaboutagain。IfyoumeanthatIhadanyideawithregardtoMr。Goodwood-!Butshefalteredbeforeherfriend’simplacableglitter。

  Mydearchild,youcertainlyencouragedhim。

  Isabelmadeforthemomentasiftodenythischarge。insteadofwhich,however,shepresentlyanswered:It’sverytrue。Ididencouragehim。AndthensheaskedifhercompanionhadlearnedfromMr。Goodwoodwhatheintendedtodo。Itwasaconcessiontohercuriosity,forshedislikeddiscussingthesubjectandfoundHenriettawantingindelicacy。

  Iaskedhim,andhesaidhemeanttodonothing,MissStackpoleanswered。ButIdon’tbelievethat。he’snotamantodonothing。

  Heisamanofhigh,boldaction。Whateverhappenstohimhe’llalwaysdosomething,andwhateverhedoeswillalwaysberight。

  Iquitebelievethat。Henriettamightbewantingindelicacy,butittouchedthegirl,allthesame,tohearthisdeclaration。

  Ah,youdocareforhim!hervisitorrangout。

  Whateverhedoeswillalwaysberight,Isabelrepeated。Whenaman’softhatinfalliblemouldwhatdoesitmattertohimwhatonefeels?

  Itmaynotmattertohim,butitmatterstoone’sself。

  Ah,whatitmatterstome-that’snotwhatwe’rediscussing,

  saidIsabelwithacoldsmile。

  Thistimehercompanionwasgrave。Well,Idon’tcare。youhavechanged。You’renotthegirlyouwereafewshortweeksago,andMr。

  Goodwoodwillseeit。Iexpecthimhereanyday。

  Ihopehe’llhatemethen,saidIsabel。

  IbelieveyouhopeitaboutasmuchasIbelievehimcapableofit。

  Tothisobservationourheroinemadenoreturn。shewasabsorbedinthealarmgivenherbyHenrietta’sintimationthatCasparGoodwoodwouldpresenthimselfatGardencourt。Shepretendedtoherself,however,thatshethoughttheeventimpossible,and,later,shecommunicatedherdisbelieftoherfriend。Forthenextforty-eighthours,nevertheless,shestoodpreparedtoheartheyoungman’snameannounced。Thefeelingpresseduponher。itmadetheairsultry,asifthereweretobeachangeofweather。andtheweather,sociallyspeaking,hadbeensoagreeableduringIsabel’sstayatGardencourtthatanychangewouldbefortheworse。Hersuspenseindeedwasdissipatedthesecondday。ShehadwalkedintotheparkincompanywiththesociableBunchie,andafterstrollingaboutforsometime,inamanneratoncelistlessandrestless,hadseatedherselfonagardenbench,withinsightofthehouse,beneathaspreadingbeech,where,inawhitedressornamentedwithblackribbons,sheformedamongtheflickeringshadowsagracefulandharmoniousimage。Sheentertainedherselfforsomemomentswithtalkingtothelittleterrier,astowhomtheproposalofanownershipdividedwithhercousinhadbeenappliedasimpartiallyaspossible-impartiallyasBunchie’sownsomewhatfickleandinconstantsympathieswouldallow。Butshewasnotifiedforthefirsttime,onthisoccasion,ofthefinitecharacterofBunchie’sintellect。hithertoshehadbeenmainlystruckwithitsextent。Itseemedtoheratlastthatshewoulddowelltotakeabook。formerly,whenheavy-hearted,shehadbeenable,withthehelpofsomewell-chosenvolume,totransfertheseatofconsciousnesstotheorganofpurereason。Oflate,itwasnottobedenied,literaturehadseemedafadinglight,andevenaftershehadremindedherselfthatheruncle’slibrarywasprovidedwithacompletesetofthoseauthorswhichnogentleman’scollectionshouldbewithout,shesatmotionlessandempty-handed,hereyesbentonthecoolgreenturfofthelawn。Hermeditationswerepresentlyinterruptedbythearrivalofaservantwhohandedheraletter。TheletterboretheLondonpostmarkandwasaddressedinahandsheknew-thatcameintohervision,alreadysoheldbyhim,withthevividnessofthewriter’svoiceorhisface。Thisdocumentprovedshortandmaybegivenentire。

  MYDEARMISSARCHER-Idon’tknowwhetheryouwillhaveheardofmycomingtoEngland,butevenifyouhavenotitwillscarcelybeasurprisetoyou。YouwillrememberthatwhenyougavememydismissalatAlbany,threemonthsago,Ididnotacceptit。I

  protestedagainstit。YouinfactappearedtoacceptmyprotestandtoadmitthatIhadtherightonmyside。Ihadcometoseeyouwiththehopethatyouwouldletmebringyouovertomyconviction。myreasonsforentertainingthishopehadbeenofthebest。Butyoudisappointedit。Ifoundyouchanged,andyouwereabletogivemenoreasonforthechange。Youadmittedthatyouwereunreasonable,anditwastheonlyconcessionyouwouldmake。butitwasaverycheapone,becausethat’snotyourcharacter。No,youarenot,andyouneverwillbe,arbitraryorcapricious。ThereforeitisthatIbelieveyouwillletmeseeyouagain。YoutoldmethatI’mnotdisagreeabletoyou,andIbelieveit。forIdon’tseewhythatshouldbe。Ishallalwaysthinkofyou。Ishallneverthinkofanyoneelse。IcametoEnglandsimplybecauseyouarehere。Icouldn’tstayathomeafteryouhadgone:Ihatedthecountrybecauseyouwerenotinit。IfIlikethiscountryatpresentitisonlybecauseitholdsyou。IhavebeentoEnglandbefore,buthaveneverenjoyeditmuch。MayInotcomeandseeyouforhalfanhour?ThisatpresentisthedearestwishofyoursfaithfullyCASPARGOODWOOD

  Isabelreadthismissivewithsuchdeepattentionthatshehadnotperceivedanapproachingtreadonthesoftgrass。Lookingup,however,asshemechanicallyfoldeditshesawLordWarburtonstandingbeforeher。

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  Sheputtheletterintoherpocketandofferedhervisitorasmileofwelcome,exhibitingnotraceofdiscomposureandhalfsurprisedathercoolness。

  Theytoldmeyouwereouthere,saidLordWarburton。andastherewasnooneinthedrawing-roomandit’sreallyyouthatIwishtosee,Icameoutwithnomoreado。

  Isabelhadgotup。shefeltawish,forthemoment,thatheshouldnotsitdownbesideher。Iwasjustgoingindoors。

  Pleasedon’tdothat。it’smuchjollierhere。I’veriddenoverfromLockleigh。it’salovelyday。Hissmilewaspeculiarlyfriendlyandpleasing,andhiswholepersonseemedtoemitthatradianceofgood-feelingandgoodfarewhichhadformedthecharmofthegirl’sfirstimpressionofhim。ItsurroundedhimlikeazoneoffineJuneweather。

  We’llwalkaboutalittlethen,saidIsabel,whocouldnotdivestherselfofthesenseofanintentiononthepartofhervisitorandwhowishedbothtoeludetheintentionandtosatisfyhercuriosityaboutit。Ithadflasheduponhervisiononcebefore,andithadgivenheronthatoccasion,asweknow,acertainalarm。Thisalarmwascomposedofseveralelements,notallofwhichweredisagreeable。shehadindeedspentsomedaysinanalyzingthemandhadsucceededinseparatingthepleasantpartoftheideaofLordWarburton’smakinguptoherfromthepainful。Itmayappeartosomereadersthattheyoungladywasbothprecipitateandundulyfastidious。butthelatterofthesefacts,ifthechargebetrue,mayservetoexonerateherfromthediscreditoftheformer。Shewasnoteagertoconvinceherselfthataterritorialmagnate,asshehadheardLordWarburtoncalled,wassmittenwithhercharms。thefactofadeclarationfromsuchasourcecarryingwithitreallymorequestionsthanitwouldanswer。Shehadreceivedastrongimpressionofhisbeingapersonage,andshehadoccupiedherselfinexaminingtheimagesoconveyed。Attheriskofaddingtotheevidenceofherself-sufficiencyitmustbesaidthattherehadbeenmomentswhenthispossibilityofadmirationbyapersonagerepresentedtoheranaggressionalmosttothedegreeofanaffront,quitetothedegreeofaninconvenience。Shehadneveryetknownapersonage。therehadbeennopersonages,inthissense,inherlife。therewereprobablynonesuchatallinhernativeland。Whenshehadthoughtofindividualeminenceshehadthoughtofitonthebasisofcharacterandwit-ofwhatonemightlikeinagentleman’smindandinhistalk。

  Sheherselfwasacharacter-shecouldn’thelpbeingawareofthat。

  andhithertohervisionsofacompletedconsciousnesshadconnectedthemselveslargelywithmoralimages-thingsastowhichthequestionwouldbewhethertheypleasedhersublimesoul。LordWarburtonloomedupbeforeher,largelyandbrightly,asacollectionofattributesandpowerswhichwerenottobemeasuredbythissimplerule,butwhichdemandedadifferentsortofappreciation-

  anappreciationthatthegirl,withherhabitofjudgingquicklyandfreely,feltshelackedpatiencetobestow。Heappearedtodemandofhersomethingthatnooneelse,asitwere,hadpresumedtodo。Whatshefeltwasthataterritorial,apolitical,asocialmagnatehadconceivedthedesignofdrawingherintothesysteminwhichheratherinvidiouslylivedandmoved。Acertaininstinct,notimperious,butpersuasive,toldhertoresist-murmuredtoherthatvirtuallyshehadasystemandanorbitofherown。Ittoldherotherthingsbesides-

  thingswhichbothcontradictedandconfirmedeachother。thatagirlmightdomuchworsethantrustherselftosuchamanandthatitwouldbeveryinterestingtoseesomethingofhissystemfromhisownpointofview。thatontheotherhand,however,therewasevidentlyagreatdealofitwhichsheshouldregardonlyasacomplicationofeveryhour,andthateveninthewholetherewassomethingstiffandstupidwhichwouldmakeitaburden。FurthermoretherewasayoungmanlatelycomefromAmericawhohadnosystematall,butwhohadacharacterofwhichitwasuselessforhertotrytopersuadeherselfthattheimpressiononhermindhadbeenlight。Thelettershecarriedinherpocketallsufficientlyremindedherofthecontrary。Smilenot,however,Iventuretorepeat,atthissimpleyoungwomanfromAlbanywhodebatedwhethersheshouldacceptanEnglishpeerbeforehehadofferedhimselfandwhowasdisposedtobelievethatonthewholeshecoulddobetter。Shewasapersonofgreatgoodfaith,andiftherewasagreatdealoffollyinherwisdomthosewhojudgeherseverelymayhavethesatisfactionoffindingthat,later,shebecameconsistentlywiseonlyatthecostofanamountoffollywhichwillconstitutealmostadirectappealtocharity。

  LordWarburtonseemedquitereadytowalk,tositortodoanythingthatIsabelshouldpropose,andhegaveherthisassurancewithhisusualairofbeingparticularlypleasedtoexerciseasocialvirtue。Buthewas,nevertheless,notincommandofhisemotions,andashestrolledbesideherforamoment,insilence,lookingatherwithoutlettingherknowit,therewassomethingembarrassedinhisglanceandhismisdirectedlaughter。Yes,assuredly-aswehavetouchedonthepoint,wemayreturntoitforamomentagain-theEnglisharethemostromanticpeopleintheworldandLordWarburtonwasabouttogiveanexampleofit。Hewasabouttotakeastepwhichwouldastonishallhisfriendsanddispleaseagreatmanyofthem,andwhichhadsuperficiallynothingtorecommendit。Theyoungladywhotrodtheturfbesidehimhadcomefromaqueercountryacrosstheseawhichheknewagooddealabout。

  herantecedents,herassociationswereveryvaguetohismindexceptinsofarastheyweregeneric,andinthissensetheyshowedasdistinctandunimportant。MissArcherhadneitherafortunenorthesortofbeautythatjustifiesamantothemultitude,andhecalculatedthathehadspentabouttwenty-sixhoursinhercompany。Hehadsummedupallthis-theperversityoftheimpulse,whichhaddeclinedtoavailitselfofthemostliberalopportunitiestosubside,andthejudgementofmankind,asexemplifiedparticularlyinthemorequickly-judginghalfofit:hehadlookedthesethingswellinthefaceandthenhaddismissedthemfromhisthoughts。Hecarednomoreforthemthanfortherosebudinhisbuttonhole。Itisthegoodfortuneofamanwhoforthegreaterpartofalifetimehasabstainedwithouteffortfrommakinghimselfdisagreeabletohisfriends,thatwhentheneedcomesforsuchacourseitisnotdiscreditedbyirritatingassociations。

  Ihopeyouhadapleasantride,saidIsabel,whoobservedhercompanion’shesitancy。

  Itwouldhavebeenpleasantiffornothingelsethanthatitbroughtmehere。

  AreyousofondofGardencourt?thegirlasked,moreandmoresurethathemeanttomakesomeappealtoher。wishingnottochallengehimifhehesitated,andyettokeepallthequietnessofherreasonifheproceeded。Itsuddenlycameuponherthathersituationwasonewhichafewweeksagoshewouldhavedeemeddeeplyromantic:theparkofanoldEnglishcountry-house,withtheforegroundembellishedbyagreatasshesupposednoblemanintheactofmakinglovetoayoungladywho,oncarefulinspection,shouldbefoundtopresentremarkableanalogieswithherself。Butifshewasnowtheheroineofthesituationshesucceededscarcelythelessinlookingatitfromtheoutside。

  IcarenothingforGardencourt,saidhercompanion。Icareonlyforyou。

  You’veknownmetooshortatimetohavearighttosaythat,andI

  can’tbelieveyou’reserious。

  ThesewordsofIsabel’swerenotperfectlysincere,forshehadnodoubtwhateverthathehimselfwas。Theyweresimplyatributetothefact,ofwhichshewasperfectlyaware,thatthosehehadjustutteredwouldhaveexcitedsurpriseonthepartofavulgarworld。

  And,moreover,ifanythingbesidethesenseshehadalreadyacquiredthatLordWarburtonwasnotaloosethinkerhadbeenneededtoconvinceher,thetoneinwhichherepliedwouldquitehaveservedthepurpose。

  One’srightinsuchamatterisnotmeasuredbythetime,MissArcher。it’smeasuredbythefeelingitself。IfIweretowaitthreemonthsitwouldmakenodifference。IshallnotbemoresureofwhatI

  meanthanIamto-day。OfcourseI’veseenyouverylittle,butmyimpressiondatesfromtheveryfirsthourwemet。Ilostnotime,I

  fellinlovewithyouthen。Itwasatfirstsight,asthenovelssay。Iknownowthat’snotafancy-phrase,andIshallthinkbetterofnovelsforevermore。ThosetwodaysIspentheresettledit。Idon’tknowwhetheryoususpectedIwasdoingso,butIpaid-mentallyspeakingImean-thegreatestpossibleattentiontoyou。Nothingyousaid,nothingyoudid,waslostuponme。WhenyoucametoLockleightheotherday-orratherwhenyouwentaway-Iwasperfectlysure。

  NeverthelessImadeupmymindtothinkitoverandtoquestionmyselfnarrowly。I’vedoneso。allthesedaysI’vedonenothingelse。Idon’tmakemistakesaboutsuchthings。I’maveryjudiciousanimal。I

  don’tgooffeasily,butwhenI’mtouched,it’sforlife。It’sforlife,MissArcher,it’sforlife,LordWarburtonrepeatedinthekindest,tenderest,pleasantestvoiceIsabelhadeverheard,andlookingatherwitheyeschargedwiththelightofapassionthathadsifteditselfclearofthebaserpartsofemotion-theheat,theviolence,theunreason-andthatburnedassteadilyasalampinawindlessplace。

  Bytacitconsent,ashetalked,theyhadwalkedmoreandmoreslowly,andatlasttheystoppedandhetookherhand。Ah,LordWarburton,howlittleyouknowme!Isabelsaidverygently。Gentlytooshedrewherhandaway。

  Don’ttauntmewiththat,thatIdon’tknowyoubettermakesmeunhappyenoughalready。it’sallmyloss。Butthat’swhatIwant,anditseemstomeI’mtakingthebestway。Ifyou’llbemywife,thenIshallknowyou,andwhenItellyouallthegoodIthinkofyouyou’llnotbeabletosayit’sfromignorance。

  IfyouknowmelittleIknowyouevenless,saidIsabel。

  Youmeanthat,unlikeyourself,Imaynotimproveonacquaintance?Ah,ofcoursethat’sverypossible。Butthink,tospeaktoyouasIdo,howdeterminedImustbetotryandgivesatisfaction!Youdolikemerather,don’tyou?

  Ilikeyouverymuch,LordWarburton,sheanswered。andatthismomentshelikedhimimmensely。

  Ithankyouforsayingthat。itshowsyoudon’tregardmeasastranger。IreallybelieveI’vefilledalltheotherrelationsoflifeverycreditably,andIdon’tseewhyIshouldn’tfillthisone-inwhichIoffermyselftoyou-seeingthatIcaresomuchmoreaboutit。

  Askthepeoplewhoknowmewell。I’vefriendswho’llspeakforme。

  Idon’tneedtherecommendationofyourfriends,saidIsabel。

  Ahnow,that’sdelightfulofyou。Youbelieveinmeyourself。

  Completely,Isabeldeclared。Shequiteglowedthere,inwardly,withthepleasureoffeelingshedid。

  Thelightinhercompanion’seyesturnedintoasmile,andhegavealongexhalationofjoy。Ifyou’remistaken,MissArcher,letmeloseallIpossess!

  Shewonderedwhetherhemeantthisforareminderthathewasrich,and,ontheinstant,feltsurethathedidn’t。Hewassinkingthat,ashewouldhavesaidhimself。andindeedhemightsafelyleaveittothememoryofanyinterlocutor,especiallyofonetowhomhewasofferinghishand。Isabelhadprayedthatshemightnotbeagitated,andhermindwastranquilenough,evenwhileshelistenedandaskedherselfwhatitwasbestsheshouldsay,toindulgeinthisincidentalcriticism。Whatsheshouldsay,hadsheaskedherself?

  Herforemostwishwastosaysomethingifpossiblenotlesskindthanwhathehadsaidtoher。Hiswordshadcarriedperfectconvictionwiththem。shefeltshedid,allsomysteriously,mattertohim。I

  thankyoumorethanIcansayforyouroffer,shereturnedatlast。

  Itdoesmegreathonour。

  Ah,don’tsaythat!hebrokeout。Iwasafraidyou’dsaysomethinglikethat。Idon’tseewhatyou’vetodowiththatsortofthing。Idon’tseewhyyoushouldthankme-it’sIwhooughttothankyouforlisteningtome:amanyouknowsolittlecomingdowntoyouwithsuchathumper!Ofcourseit’sagreatquestion。ImusttellyouthatI’dratheraskitthanhaveittoanswermyself。Butthewayyou’velistened-oratleastyourhavinglistenedatall-givesmesomehope。

  Don’thopetoomuch,Isabelsaid。

  Oh,MissArcher!hercompanionmurmured,smilingagain,inhisseriousness,asifsuchawarningmightperhapsbetakenbutastheplayofhighspirits,theexuberanceofelation。

  ShouldyoubegreatlysurprisedifIweretobegyounottohopeatall?Isabelasked。

  Surprised?Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbysurprise。Itwouldn’tbethat。itwouldbeafeelingverymuchworse。

  Isabelwalkedonagain。shewassilentforsomeminutes。I’mverysurethat,highlyasIalreadythinkofyou,myopinionofyou,ifI

  shouldknowyouwell,wouldonlyrise。ButI’mbynomeanssurethatyouwouldn’tbedisappointed。AndIsaythatnotintheleastoutofconventionalmodesty。it’sperfectlysincere。

  I’mwillingtoriskit,MissArcher,hercompanionreplied。

  It’sagreatquestion,asyousay。It’saverydifficultquestion。

  Idon’texpectyouofcoursetoansweritoutright。Thinkitoveraslongasmaybenecessary。IfIcangainbywaitingI’llgladlywaitalongtime。Onlyrememberthatintheendmydearesthappinessdependsonyouranswer。

  Ishouldbeverysorrytokeepyouinsuspense,saidIsabel。

  Oh,don’tmind。I’dmuchratherhaveagoodanswersixmonthshencethanabadoneto-day。

  Butit’sveryprobablethatevensixmonthshenceIshouldn’tbeabletogiveyouonethatyou’dthinkgood。

  Whynot,sinceyoureallylikeme?

  Ah,youmustneverdoubtthat,saidIsabel。

  Wellthen,Idon’tseewhatmoreyouask!

  It’snotwhatIask。it’swhatIcangive。Idon’tthinkIshouldsuityou。Ireallydon’tthinkIshould。

  Youneedn’tworryaboutthat。That’smyaffair。Youneedn’tbeabetterroyalistthantheking。

  It’snotonlythat,saidIsabel。butI’mnotsureIwishtomarryanyone。

  Verylikelyyoudon’t。I’venodoubtagreatmanywomenbeginthatway,saidhislordship,who,beitaverred,didnotintheleastbelieveintheaxiomhethusbeguiledhisanxietybyuttering。Butthey’refrequentlypersuaded。

  Ah,that’sbecausetheywanttobe!AndIsabellightlylaughed。

  Hersuitor’scountenancefell,andhelookedatherforawhileinsilence。I’mafraidit’smybeinganEnglishmanthatmakesyouhesitate,hesaidpresently。Iknowyourunclethinksyououghttomarryinyourowncountry。

  Isabellistenedtothisassertionwithsomeinterest。ithadneveroccurredtoherthatMr。TouchettwaslikelytodiscusshermatrimonialprospectswithLordWarburton。Hashetoldyouthat?

  Irememberhismakingtheremark。HespokeperhapsofAmericansgenerally。

  HeappearshimselftohavefounditverypleasanttoliveinEngland。Isabelspokeinamannerthatmighthaveseemedalittleperverse,butwhichexpressedbothherconstantperceptionofheruncle’soutwardfelicityandhergeneraldispositiontoeludeanyobligationtotakearestrictedview。

  Itgavehercompanionhope,andheimmediatelycriedwithwarmth:

  Ah,mydearMissArcher,oldEngland’saverygoodsortofcountry,youknow!Anditwillbestillbetterwhenwe’vefurbisheditupalittle。

  Oh,don’tfurbishit,LordWarburton。leaveitalone。Ilikeitthisway。

  Wellthen,ifyoulikeit,I’mmoreandmoreunabletoseeyourobjectiontowhatIpropose。

  I’mafraidIcan’tmakeyouunderstand。

  Yououghtatleasttotry。I’veafairintelligence。Areyouafraid-afraidoftheclimate?Wecaneasilyliveelsewhere,youknow。

  Youcanpickoutyourclimate,thewholeworldover。

  Thesewordswereutteredwithabreadthofcandourthatwasliketheembraceofstrongarms-thatwaslikethefragrancestraightinherface,andbyhisclean,breathinglips,ofsheknewnotwhatstrangegardens,whatchargedairs。Shewouldhavegivenherlittlefingeratthatmomenttofeelstronglyandsimplytheimpulsetoanswer:

  LordWarburton,it’simpossibleformetodobetterinthiswonderfulworld,Ithink,thancommitmyself,verygratefully,toyourloyalty。

  Butthoughshewaslostinadmirationofheropportunityshemanagedtomovebackintothedeepestshadeofit,evenassomewild,caughtcreatureinavastcage。Thesplendidsecuritysoofferedherwasnotthegreatestshecouldconceive。Whatshefinallybethoughtherselfofsayingwassomethingverydifferent-somethingthatdeferredtheneedofreallyfacinghercrisis。Don’tthinkmeunkindifIaskyoutosaynomoreaboutthisto-day。

  Certainly,certainly!hercompanioncried。Iwouldn’tboreyoufortheworld。

  You’vegivenmeagreatdealtothinkabout,andIpromiseyoutodoitjustice。

  That’sallIaskofyou,ofcourse-andthatyou’llrememberhowabsolutelymyhappinessisinyourhands。

  Isabellistenedwithextremerespecttothisadmonition,butshesaidafteraminute:ImusttellyouthatwhatIshallthinkaboutissomewayoflettingyouknowthatwhatyouaskisimpossible-

  lettingyouknowitwithoutmakingyoumiserable。

  There’snowaytodothat,MissArcher。Iwon’tsaythatifyourefusemeyou’llkillme。Ishallnotdieofit。ButIshalldoworse。

  Ishalllivetonopurpose。

  You’lllivetomarryabetterwomanthanI。

  Don’tsaythat,please,saidLordWarburtonverygravely。

  That’sfairtoneitherofus。

  Tomarryaworseonethen。

  IftherearebetterwomenthanyouIpreferthebadones。That’sallIcansay,hewentonwiththesameearnestness。There’snoaccountingfortastes。

  Hisgravitymadeherfeelequallygrave,andsheshoweditbyagainrequestinghimtodropthesubjectforthepresent。I’llspeaktoyoumyself-verysoon。PerhapsIshallwritetoyou。

  Atyourconvenience,yes,hereplied。Whatevertimeyoutake,itmustseemtomelong,andIsupposeImustmakethebestofthat。

  Ishallnotkeepyouinsuspense。Ionlywanttocollectmymindalittle。

  Hegaveamelancholysighandstoodlookingatheramoment,withhishandsbehindhim,givingshortnervousshakestohishunting-crop。

  DoyouknowI’mverymuchafraidofit-ofthatremarkablemindofyours?

  Ourheroine’sbiographercanscarcelytellwhy,butthequestionmadeherstartandbroughtaconsciousblushtohercheek。Shereturnedhislookamoment,andthenwithanoteinhervoicethatmightalmosthaveappealedtohiscompassion,SoamI,mylord!

  sheoddlyexclaimed。

  Hiscompassionwasnotstirred,however。allhepossessedofthefacultyofpitywasneededathome。Ah!bemerciful,bemerciful,hemurmured。

  Ithinkyouhadbettergo,saidIsabel。I’llwritetoyou。

  Verygood。butwhateveryouwriteI’llcomeandseeyou,youknow。

  Andthenhestoodreflecting,hiseyesfixedontheobservantcountenanceofBunchie,whohadtheairofhavingunderstoodallthathadbeensaidandofpretendingtocarryofftheindiscretionbyasimulatedfitofcuriosityastotherootsofanancientoak。

  There’sonethingmore,hewenton。Youknow,ifyoudon’tlikeLockleigh-ifyouthinkit’sdamporanythingofthatsort-youneednevergowithinfiftymilesofit。It’snotdamp,bytheway。I’vehadthehousethoroughlyexamined。it’sperfectlysafeandright。Butifyoushouldn’tfancyityouneedn’tdreamoflivinginit。There’snodifficultywhateveraboutthat。thereareplentyofhouses。I

  thoughtI’djustmentionit。somepeopledon’tlikeamoat,youknow。Good-bye。

  Iadoreamoat,saidIsabel。Good-bye。

  Heheldouthishand,andshegavehimhersamoment-amomentlongenoughforhimtobendhishandsomebaredheadandkissit。Then,stillagitating,inhismasteredemotion,hisimplementofthechase,hewalkedrapidlyaway。Hewasevidentlymuchupset。

  Isabelherselfwasupset,butshehadnotbeenaffectedasshewouldhaveimagined。Whatshefeltwasnotagreatresponsibility,agreatdifficultyofchoice。itappearedtohertherehadbeennochoiceinthequestion。Shecouldn’tmarryLordWarburton。theideafailedtosupportanyenlightenedprejudiceinfavourofthefreeexplorationoflifethatshehadhithertoentertainedorwasnowcapableofentertaining。Shemustwritethistohim,shemustconvincehim,andthatdutywascomparativelysimple。Butwhatdisturbedher,inthesensethatitstruckherwithwonderment,wasthisveryfactthatitcosthersolittletorefuseamagnificentchance。Withwhateverqualificationsonewould,LordWarburtonhadofferedheragreatopportunity。thesituationmighthavediscomforts,mightcontainoppressive,mightcontainnarrowingelements,mightprovereallybutastupefyinganodyne。butshedidhersexnoinjusticeinbelievingthatnineteenwomenoutoftwentywouldhaveaccommodatedthemselvestoitwithoutapang。Whythenuponheralsoshoulditnotirresistiblyimposeitself?Whowasshe,whatwasshe,thatsheshouldholdherselfsuperior?Whatviewoflife,whatdesignuponfate,whatconceptionofhappiness,hadshethatpretendedtobelargerthantheselarge,thesefabulousoccasions?Ifshewouldn’tdosuchathingasthatthenshemustdogreatthings,shemustdosomethinggreater。PoorIsabelfoundgroundtoremindherselffromtimetotimethatshemustnotbetooproud,andnothingcouldbemoresincerethanherprayertobedeliveredfromsuchadanger:theisolationandlonelinessofpridehadforhermindthehorrorofadesertplace。IfithadbeenpridethatinterferedwithheracceptingLordWarburtonsuchabetisewassingularlymisplaced。andshewassoconsciousoflikinghimthatsheventuredtoassureherselfitwastheverysoftness,andthefineintelligence,ofsympathy。Shelikedhimtoomuchtomarryhim,thatwasthetruth。somethingassuredhertherewasafallacysomewhereintheglowinglogicoftheproposition-ashesawit-

  eventhoughshemightn’tputherveryfinestfinger-pointonit。andtoinflictuponamanwhoofferedsomuchawifewithatendencytocriticizewouldbeapeculiarlydiscreditableact。Shehadpromisedhimshewouldconsiderhisquestion,andwhen,afterhehadlefther,shewanderedbacktothebenchwherehehadfoundherandlostherselfinmeditation,itmighthaveseemedthatshewaskeepinghervow。Butthiswasnotthecase。shewaswonderingifshewerenotacold,hard,priggishperson,and,onheratlastgettingupandgoingratherquicklybacktothehouse,felt,asshehadsaidtoherfriend,reallyfrightenedatherself。

  CHAPTER13

  Itwasthisfeelingandnotthewishtoaskadvice-shehadnodesirewhateverforthat-thatledhertospeaktoheruncleofwhathadtakenplace。Shewishedtospeaktosomeone。sheshouldfeelmorenatural,morehuman,andheruncle,forthispurpose,presentedhimselfinamoreattractivelightthaneitherherauntorherfriendHenrietta。Hercousinofcoursewasapossibleconfidant。butshewouldhavehadtodoherselfviolencetoairthisspecialsecrettoRalph。Sothenextday,afterbreakfast,shesoughtheroccasion。

  Heruncleneverlefthisapartmenttilltheafternoon,buthereceivedhiscronies,ashesaid,inhisdressing-room。Isabelhadquitetakenherplaceintheclasssodesignated,which,fortherest,includedtheoldman’sson,hisphysician,hispersonalservant,andevenMissStackpole。Mrs。Touchettdidnotfigureinthelist,andthiswasanobstaclethelesstoIsabel’sfindingherhostalone。Hesatinacomplicatedmechanicalchair,attheopenwindowofhisroom,lookingwestwardovertheparkandtheriver,withhisnewspapersandletterspiledupbesidehim,histoiletfreshlyandminutelymade,andhissmooth,speculativefacecomposedtobenevolentexpectation。

  Sheapproachedherpointdirectly。IthinkIoughttoletyouknowthatLordWarburtonhasaskedmetomarryhim。IsupposeI

  oughttotellmyaunt。butitseemsbesttotellyoufirst。

  Theoldmanexpressednosurprise,butthankedherfortheconfidencesheshowedhim。

  Doyoumindtellingmewhetheryouacceptedhim?hethenenquired。

  I’venotansweredhimdefinitelyyet。I’vetakenalittletimetothinkofit,becausethatseemsmorerespectful。ButIshallnotaccepthim。

  Mr。Touchettmadenocommentuponthis。hehadtheairofthinkingthat,whateverinteresthemighttakeinthematterfromthepointofviewofsociability,hehadnoactivevoiceinit。Well,Itoldyouyou’dbeasuccessoverhere。Americansarehighlyappreciated。

  Veryhighlyindeed,saidIsabel。Butatthecostofseemingbothtastelessandungrateful,Idon’tthinkIcanmarryLordWarburton。

  Well,herunclewenton,ofcourseanoldmancan’tjudgeforayounglady。I’mgladyoudidn’taskmebeforeyoumadeupyourmind。I

  supposeIoughttotellyou,headdedslowly,butasitwerenotofmuchconsequence,thatI’veknownallaboutitthesethreedays。

  AboutLordWarburton’sstateofmind?

  Abouthisintentions,astheysayhere。Hewrotemeaverypleasantletter,tellingmeallaboutthem。Shouldyouliketoseehisletter?

  theoldmanobliginglyasked。

  Thankyou。Idon’tthinkIcareaboutthat。ButI’mgladhewrotetoyou。itwasrightthatheshould,andhewouldbecertaintodowhatwasright。

  Ahwell,Iguessyoudolikehim!Mr。Touchettdeclared。Youneedn’tpretendyoudon’t。

  Ilikehimextremely。I’mveryfreetoadmitthat。ButIdon’twishtomarryanyonejustnow。

  Youthinksomeonemaycomealongwhomyoumaylikebetter。Well,that’sverylikely,saidMr。Touchett,whoappearedtowishtoshowhiskindnesstothegirlbyeasingoffherdecision,asitwere,andfindingcheerfulreasonsforit。

  Idon’tcareifIdon’tmeetanyoneelse。IlikeLordWarburtonquitewellenough。Shefellintothatappearanceofasuddenchangeofpointofviewwithwhichshesometimesstartledandevendispleasedherinterlocutors。

  Heruncle,however,seemedproofagainsteitheroftheseimpressions。He’saveryfineman,heresumedinatonewhichmighthavepassedforthatofencouragement。HisletterwasoneofthepleasantestI’vereceivedforsomeweeks。IsupposeoneofthereasonsIlikeitwasthatitwasallaboutyou。thatisallexceptthepartthatwasabouthimself。Isupposehetoldyouallthat。

  HewouldhavetoldmeeverythingIwishedtoaskhim,Isabelsaid。

  Butyoudidn’tfeelcurious?

  Mycuriositywouldhavebeenidle-onceIhaddeterminedtodeclinehisoffer。

  Youdidn’tfinditsufficientlyattractive?Mr。Touchettenquired。

  Shewassilentalittle。Isupposeitwasthat,shepresentlyadmitted。ButIdon’tknowwhy。

  Fortunatelyladiesarenotobligedtogivereasons,saidheruncle。There’sagreatdealthat’sattractiveaboutsuchanidea。butIdon’tseewhytheEnglishshouldwanttoenticeusawayfromournativeland。Iknowthatwetrytoattractthemoverthere,butthat’sbecauseourpopulationisinsufficient。Here,youknow,they’rerathercrowded。However,Ipresumethere’sroomforcharmingyoungladieseverywhere。

  Thereseemstohavebeenroomhereforyou,saidIsabel,whoseeyeshadbeenwanderingoverthelargepleasure-spacesofthepark。

  Mr。Touchettgaveashrewd,conscioussmile。There’sroomeverywhere,mydear,ifyou’llpayforit。IsometimesthinkI’vepaidtoomuchforthis。Perhapsyoualsomighthavetopaytoomuch。

  PerhapsImight,thegirlreplied。

  Thatsuggestiongavehersomethingmoredefinitetorestonthanshehadfoundinherownthoughts,andthefactofthisassociationofheruncle’smildacutenesswithherdilemmaseemedtoprovethatshewasconcernedwiththenaturalandreasonableemotionsoflifeandnotaltogetheravictimtointellectualeagernessandvagueambitions-

  ambitionsreachingbeyondLordWarburton’sbeautifulappeal,reachingtosomethingindefinableandpossiblynotcommendable。InsofarastheindefinablehadaninfluenceuponIsabel’sbehaviouratthisjuncture,itwasnottheconception,evenunformulated,ofaunionwithCasparGoodwood。forhowevershemighthaveresistedconquestatherEnglishsuitor’slargequiethandsshewasatleastasfarremovedfromthedispositiontolettheyoungmanfromBostontakepositivepossessionofher。Thesentimentinwhichshesoughtrefugeafterreadinghisletterwasacriticalviewofhishavingcomeabroad。foritwaspartoftheinfluencehehaduponherthatheseemedtodepriveherofthesenseoffreedom。Therewasadisagreeablystrongpush,akindofhardnessofpresence,inhiswayofrisingbeforeher。Shehadbeenhauntedatmomentsbytheimage,bythedanger,ofhisdisapprovalandhadwondered-aconsiderationshehadneverpaidinequaldegreetoanyoneelse-whetherhewouldlikewhatshedid。Thedifficultywasthatmorethananymanshehadeverknown,morethanpoorLordWarburtonshehadbegunnowtogivehislordshipthebenefitofthisepithet,CasparGoodwoodexpressedforheranenergy-andshehadalreadyfeltitasapower-thatwasofhisverynature。Itwasinnodegreeamatterofhisadvantages-

  itwasamatterofthespiritthatsatinhisclear-burningeyeslikesometirelesswatcheratawindow。Shemightlikeitornot,butheinsisted,ever,withhiswholeweightandforce:eveninone’susualcontactwithhimonehadtoreckonwiththat。Theideaofadiminishedlibertywasparticularlydisagreeabletoheratpresent,sinceshehadjustgivenasortofpersonalaccenttoherindependencebylookingsostraightatLordWarburton’sbigbribeandyetturningawayfromit。SometimesCasparGoodwoodhadseemedtorangehimselfonthesideofherdestiny,tobethestubbornestfactsheknew。shesaidtoherselfatsuchmomentsthatshemightevadehimforatime,butthatshemustmaketermswithhimatlast-

  termswhichwouldbecertaintobefavourabletohimself。Herimpulsehadbeentoavailherselfofthethingsthathelpedhertoresistsuchanobligation。andthisimpulsehadbeenmuchconcernedinhereageracceptanceofheraunt’sinvitation,whichhadcometoheratanhourwhensheexpectedfromdaytodaytoseeMr。Goodwoodandwhenshewasgladtohaveananswerreadyforsomethingshewassurehewouldsaytoher。WhenshehadtoldhimatAlbany,ontheeveningofMrs。Touchett’svisit,thatshecouldn’tthendiscussdifficultquestions,dazzledasshewasbythegreatimmediateopeningofheraunt’sofferofEurope,hedeclaredthatthiswasnoansweratall。anditwasnowtoobtainabetteronethathewasfollowingheracrossthesea。Tosaytoherselfthathewasakindofgrimfatewaswellenoughforafancifulyoungwomanwhowasabletotakemuchforgrantedinhim。butthereaderhasarighttoanearerandaclearerview。

  Hewasthesonofaproprietorofwell-knowncotton-millsinMassachusetts-agentlemanwhohadaccumulatedaconsiderablefortuneintheexerciseofthisindustry。Casparatpresentmanagedtheworks,andwithajudgementandatemperwhich,inspiteofkeencompetitionandlanguidyears,hadkepttheirprosperityfromdwindling。HehadreceivedthebetterpartofhiseducationatHarvardCollege,where,however,hehadgainedrenownratherasagymnastandanoarsmanthanasagleanerofmoredispersedknowledge。Lateronhehadlearnedthatthefinerintelligencetoocouldvaultandpullandstrain-mighteven,breakingtherecord,treatitselftorareexploits。Hehadthusdiscoveredinhimselfasharpeyeforthemysteryofmechanics,andhadinventedanimprovementinthecotton-spinningprocesswhichwasnowlargelyusedandwasknownbyhisname。Youmighthaveseenitinthenewspapersinconnectionwiththisfruitfulcontrivance。assuranceofwhichhehadgiventoIsabelbyshowingherinthecolumnsoftheNewYorkIntervieweranexhaustivearticleontheGoodwoodpatent-anarticlenotpreparedbyMissStackpole,friendlyasshehadprovedherselftohismoresentimentalinterests。Therewereintricate,bristlingthingsherejoicedin。helikedtoorganize,tocontend,toadminister。hecouldmakepeopleworkhiswill,believeinhim,marchbeforehimandjustifyhim。Thiswastheart,astheysaid,ofmanagingmen-whichrested,inhim,further,onaboldthoughbroodingambition。Itstruckthosewhoknewhimwellthathemightdogreaterthingsthancarryonacotton-factory。therewasnothingcottonyaboutCasparGoodwood,andhisfriendstookforgrantedthathewouldsomehowandsomewherewritehimselfinbiggerletters。Butitwasasifsomethinglargeandconfused,somethingdarkandugly,wouldhavetocalluponhim:hewasnotafterallinharmonywithmeresmugpeaceandgreedandgain,anorderofthingsofwhichthevitalbreathwasubiquitousadvertisement。ItpleasedIsabeltobelievethathemighthaveridden,onaplungingsteed,thewhirlwindofagreatwar-awarliketheCivilstrifethathadoverdarkenedherconsciouschildhoodandhisripeningyouth。

  Shelikedatanyratethisideaofhisbeingbycharacterandinfactamoverofmen-likeditmuchbetterthansomeotherpointsinhisnatureandaspect。Shecarednothingforhiscotton-mill-theGoodwoodpatentleftherimaginationabsolutelycold。Shewishedhimnoouncelessofhismanhood,butshesometimesthoughthewouldberathernicerifhelooked,forinstance,alittledifferently。Hisjawwastoosquareandsetandhisfiguretoostraightandstiff:thesethingssuggestedawantofeasyconsonancewiththedeeperrhythmsoflife。Thensheviewedwithreserveahabithehadofdressingalwaysinthesamemanner。itwasnotapparentlythatheworethesameclothescontinually,for,onthecontrary,hisgarmentshadawayoflookingrathertoonew。Buttheyallseemedofthesamepiece。thefigure,thestuff,wassodrearilyusual。Shehadremindedherselfmorethanoncethatthiswasafrivolousobjectiontoapersonofhisimportance。andthenshehadamendedtherebukebysayingthatitwouldbeafrivolousobjectiononlyifshewereinlovewithhim。

  Shewasnotinlovewithhimandthereforemightcriticizehissmalldefectsaswellashisgreat-whichlatterconsistedinthecollectivereproachofhisbeingtooserious,or,rather,notofhisbeingso,sinceonecouldneverbe,butcertainlyofhisseemingso。Heshowedhisappetitesanddesignstoosimplyandartlessly。whenonewasalonewithhimhetalkedtoomuchaboutthesamesubject,andwhenotherpeoplewerepresenthetalkedtoolittleaboutanything。Andyethewasofsupremelystrong,cleanmake-whichwassomuch:shesawthedifferentfittedpartsofhimasshehadseen,inmuseumsandportraits,thedifferentfittedpartsofarmouredwarriors-inplatesofsteelhandsomelyinlaidwithgold。Itwasverystrange:

  where,ever,wasanytangiblelinkbetweenherimpressionandheract?

  CasparGoodwoodhadnevercorrespondedtoherideaofadelightfulperson,andshesupposedthatthiswaswhyhelefthersoharshlycritical。When,however,LordWarburton,whonotonlydidcorrespondwithit,butgaveanextensiontotheterm,appealedtoherapproval,shefoundherselfstillunsatisfied。Itwascertainlystrange。

  ThesenseofherincoherencewasnotahelptoansweringMr。

  Goodwood’sletter,andIsabeldeterminedtoleaveitawhileunhonoured。Ifhehaddeterminedtopersecuteherhemusttaketheconsequences。foremostamongwhichwashisbeinglefttoperceivehowlittleitcharmedherthatheshouldcomedowntoGardencourt。Shewasalreadyliabletotheincursionsofonesuitoratthisplace,andthoughitmightbepleasanttobeappreciatedinoppositequarterstherewasakindofgrossnessinentertainingtwosuchpassionatepleadersatonce,eveninacasewheretheentertainmentshouldconsistofdismissingthem。ShemadenoreplytoMr。Goodwood。butattheendofthreedaysshewrotetoLordWarburton,andtheletterbelongstoourhistory。

  DEARLORDWARBURTON-Agreatdealofearnestthoughthasnotledmetochangemymindaboutthesuggestionyouweresokindastomakemetheotherday。Iamnot,Iamreallyandtrulynot,abletoregardyouinthelightofacompanionforlife。ortothinkofyourhome-yourvarioushomes-assettledseatofmyexistence。Thesethingscannotbereasonedabout,andIveryearnestlyentreatyounottoreturntothesubjectwediscussedsoexhaustively。Weseeourlivesfromourownpointofview。thatistheprivilegeoftheweakestandhumblestofus。andIshallneverbeabletoseemineinthemanneryouproposed。Kindlyletthissufficeyou,anddomethejusticetobelievethatIhavegivenyourproposalthedeeplyrespectfulconsiderationitdeserves。ItiswiththisverygreatregardthatIremainsincerelyyours,ISABELARCHER

  WhiletheauthorofthismissivewasmakinguphermindtodespatchitHenriettaStackpoleformedaresolvewhichwasaccompaniedbynodemur。SheinvitedRalphTouchetttotakeawalkwithherinthegarden,andwhenhehadassentedwiththatalacritywhichseemedconstantlytotestifytohishighexpectations,sheinformedhimthatshehadafavourtoaskofhim。Itmaybeadmittedthatatthisinformationtheyoungmanflinched。forweknowthatMissStackpolehadstruckhimasapttopushanadvantage。Thealarmwasunreasoned,however。forhewasclearabouttheareaofherindiscretionaslittleasadvisedofitsverticaldepth,andhemadeaverycivilprofessionofthedesiretoserveher。Hewasafraidofherandpresentlytoldherso。Whenyoulookatmeinacertainwaymykneesknocktogether,myfacultiesdesertme。I’mfilledwithtrepidationandIaskonlyforstrengthtoexecuteyourcommands。

  You’veanaddressthatI’veneverencounteredinanywoman。

  Well,Henriettarepliedgood-humouredly,ifIhadnotknownbeforethatyouweretryingsomehowtoabashmeIshouldknowitnow。OfcourseI’measygame-Iwasbroughtupwithsuchdifferentcustomsandideas。I’mnotusedtoyourarbitrarystandards,andI’veneverbeenspokentoinAmericaasyouhavespokentome。IfagentlemanconversingwithmeoverthereweretospeaktomelikethatIshouldn’tknowwhattomakeofit。Wetakeeverythingmorenaturallyoverthere,and,afterall,we’reagreatdealmoresimple。Iadmitthat。I’mverysimplemyself。Ofcourseifyouchoosetolaughatmeforityou’reverywelcome。butIthinkonthewholeIwouldratherbemyselfthanyou。I’mquitecontenttobemyself。Idon’twanttochange。ThereareplentyofpeoplethatappreciatemejustasIam。It’struethey’renicefreshfree-bornAmericans!Henriettahadlatelytakenupthetoneofhelplessinnocenceandlargeconcession。Iwantyoutoassistmealittle,

  shewenton。Idon’tcareintheleastwhetherIamuseyouwhileyoudoso。or,rather,I’mperfectlywillingyouramusementshouldbeyourreward。IwantyoutohelpmeaboutIsabel。

  Hassheinjuredyou?Ralphasked。

  IfshehadIshouldn’tmind,andIshouldnevertellyou。WhatI’mafraidofisthatshe’llinjureherself。

  Ithinkthat’sverypossible,saidRalph。

  Hiscompanionstoppedinthegarden-walk,fixingonhimperhapstheverygazethatunnervedhim。Thattoowouldamuseyou,Isuppose。

  Thewayyoudothings!Ineverheardanyonesoindifferent。

  ToIsabel?Ah,notthat!

  Well,you’renotinlovewithher,Ihope。

  Howcanthatbe,whenI’minlovewithAnother?

  You’reinlovewithyourself,that’stheOther!MissStackpoledeclared。Muchgoodmayitdoyou!Butifyouwishtobeseriousonceinyourlifehere’sachance。andifyoureallycareforyourcousinhere’sanopportunitytoproveit。Idon’texpectyoutounderstandher。that’stoomuchtoask。Butyouneedn’tdothattograntmyfavour。I’llsupplythenecessaryintelligence。

  Ishallenjoythatimmensely!Ralphexclaimed。I’llbeCalibanandyoushallbeAriel。

  You’renotatalllikeCaliban,becauseyou’resophisticated,andCalibanwasnot。ButI’mnottalkingaboutimaginarycharacters。I’mtalkingaboutIsabel。Isabel’sintenselyreal。WhatIwishtotellyouisthatIfindherfearfullychanged。

  Sinceyoucame,doyoumean?

  SinceIcameandbeforeIcame。She’snotthesameassheoncesobeautifullywas。

  AsshewasinAmerica?

  Yes,inAmerica。Isupposeyouknowshecomesfromthere。Shecan’thelpit,butshedoes。

  Doyouwanttochangeherbackagain?

  OfcourseIdo,andIwantyoutohelpme。

  Ah,saidRalph,I’monlyCaliban。I’mnotProspero。

  YouwereProsperoenoughtomakeherwhatshehasbecome。You’veactedonIsabelArchersinceshecamehere,Mr。Touchett。

  I,mydearMissStackpole?Neverintheworld。IsabelArcherhasactedonme-yes。sheactsoneveryone。ButI’vebeenabsolutelypassive。

  You’retoopassivethen。Youhadbetterstiryourselfandbecareful。Isabel’schangingeveryday。she’sdriftingaway-rightouttosea。I’vewatchedherandIcanseeit。She’snotthebrightAmericangirlshewas。She’stakingdifferentviews,adifferentcolour,andturningawayfromheroldideals。Iwanttosavethoseideals,Mr。Touchett,andthat’swhereyoucomein。

  Notsurelyasanideal?

  Well,Ihopenot,Henriettarepliedpromptly。I’vegotafearinmyheartthatshe’sgoingtomarryoneofthesefellEuropeans,andIwanttopreventit。

  Ah,Isee,criedRalph。andtopreventityouwantmetostepinandmarryher?

  Notquite。thatremedywouldbeasbadasthedisease,foryou’rethetypical,thefellEuropeanfromwhomIwishtorescueher。No。I

  wishyoutotakeaninterestinanotherperson-ayoungmantowhomsheoncegavegreatencouragementandwhomshenowdoesn’tseemtothinkgoodenough。He’sathoroughlygrandmanandaverydearfriendofmine,andIwishverymuchyouwouldinvitehimtopayavisithere。

  Ralphwaspuzzledbythisappeal,anditisperhapsnottothecreditofhispurityofmindthathefailedtolookatitatfirstinthesimplestlight。Itwore,tohiseyes,atortuousair,andhisfaultwasthathewasnotquitesurethatanythingintheworldcouldreallybeascandidasthisrequestofMissStackpole’sappeared。Thatayoungwomanshoulddemandthatagentlemanwhomshedescribedasherverydearfriendshouldbefurnishedwithanopportunitytomakehimselfagreeabletoanotheryoungwoman,ayoungwomanwhoseattentionhadwanderedandwhosecharmsweregreater-thiswasananomalywhichforthemomentchallengedallhisingenuityofinterpretation。Toreadbetweenthelineswaseasierthantofollowthetext,andtosupposethatMissStackpolewishedthegentlemaninvitedtoGardencourtonherownaccountwasthesignnotsomuchofavulgarasofanembarrassedmind。Evenfromthisvenialactofvulgarity,however,Ralphwassaved,andsavedbyaforcethatIcanonlyspeakofasinspiration。WithnomoreoutwardlightonthesubjectthanhealreadypossessedhesuddenlyacquiredtheconvictionthatitwouldbeasovereigninjusticetothecorrespondentoftheInterviewertoassignadishonourablemotivetoanyactofhers。Thisconvictionpassedintohismindwithextremerapidity。itwasperhapskindledbythepureradianceoftheyounglady’simperturbablegaze。Hereturnedthischallengeamoment,consciously,resistinganinclinationtofrownasonefrownsinthepresenceoflargerluminaries。Who’sthegentlemanyouspeakof?

  Mr。CasparGoodwood-ofBoston。HehasbeenextremelyattentivetoIsabel-justasdevotedtoherashecanlive。Hehasfollowedherouthereandhe’satpresentinLondon。Idon’tknowhisaddress,butIguessIcanobtainit。

  I’veneverheardofhim,saidRalph。

  Well,Isupposeyouhaven’theardofeveryone。Idon’tbelievehehaseverheardofyou。butthat’snoreasonwhyIsabelshouldn’tmarryhim。

  Ralphgaveamildambiguouslaugh。Whatarageyouhaveformarryingpeople!Doyourememberhowyouwantedtomarrymetheotherday?

  I’vegotoverthat。Youdon’tknowhowtotakesuchideas。Mr。

  Goodwooddoes,however。andthat’swhatIlikeabouthim。He’sasplendidmanandaperfectgentleman,andIsabelknowsit。

  Issheveryfondofhim?

  Ifsheisn’tsheoughttobe。He’ssimplywrappedupinher。

  Andyouwishmetoaskhimhere,saidRalphreflectively。

  Itwouldbeanactoftruehospitality。

  CasparGoodwood,Ralphcontinued-it’sratherastrikingname。

  Idon’tcareanythingabouthisname。ItmightbeEzekielJenkins,andIshouldsaythesame。He’stheonlymanIhaveeverseenwhomIthinkworthyofIsabel。

  You’reaverydevotedfriend,saidRalph。

  OfcourseIam。IfyousaythattopourscornonmeIdon’tcare。

  Idon’tsayittopourscornonyou。I’mverymuchstruckwithit。

  You’remoresatiricthanever,butIadviseyounottolaughatMr。

  Goodwood。

  IassureyouI’mveryserious。yououghttounderstandthat,

  saidRalph。

  Inamomenthiscompanionunderstoodit。Ibelieveyouare。nowyou’retooserious。

  You’redifficulttoplease。

  Oh,you’reveryseriousindeed。Youwon’tinviteMr。Goodwood。

  Idon’tknow,saidRalph。I’mcapableofstrangethings。TellmealittleaboutMr。Goodwood。What’shelike?

  He’sjusttheoppositeofyou。He’sattheheadofacotton-factory。averyfineone。

  Hashepleasantmanners?askedRalph。

  Splendidmanners-intheAmericanstyle。

  Wouldhebeanagreeablememberofourlittlecircle?

  Idon’tthinkhe’dcaremuchaboutourlittlecircle。He’dconcentrateonIsabel。

  Andhowwouldmycousinlikethat?

  Verypossiblynotatall。Butitwillbegoodforher。Itwillcallbackherthoughts。

  Callthemback-fromwhere?

  Fromforeignpartsandotherunnaturalplaces。ThreemonthsagoshegaveMr。Goodwoodeveryreasontosupposehewasacceptabletoher,andit’snotworthyofIsabeltogobackonarealfriendsimplybecauseshehaschangedthescene。I’vechangedthescenetoo,andtheeffectofithasbeentomakemecaremoreformyoldassociationsthanever。It’smybeliefthatthesoonerIsabelchangesitbackagainthebetter。Iknowherwellenoughtoknowthatshewouldneverbetrulyhappyoverhere,andIwishhertoformsomestrongAmericantiethatwillactasapreservative。

  Aren’tyouperhapsalittletoomuchinahurry?Ralphenquired。

  Don’tyouthinkyououghttogivehermoreofachanceinpooroldEngland?

  Achancetoruinherbrightyounglife?One’snevertoomuchinahurrytosaveaprecioushumancreaturefromdrowning。

  AsIunderstanditthen,saidRalph,youwishmetopushMr。

  Goodwoodoverboardafterher。Doyouknow,headded,thatI’veneverheardhermentionhisname?

  Henriettagaveabrilliantsmile。I’mdelightedtohearthat。itproveshowmuchshethinksofhim。

  Ralphappearedtoallowthattherewasagooddealinthis,andhesurrenderedtothoughtwhilehiscompanionwatchedhimaskance。IfIshouldinviteMr。Goodwood,hefinallysaid,itwouldbetoquarrelwithhim。

  Don’tdothat。he’dprovethebetterman。

  Youcertainlyaredoingyourbesttomakemehatehim!Ireallydon’tthinkIcanaskhim。Ishouldbeafraidofbeingrudeto,him。

  It’sjustasyouplease,Henriettareturned。Ihadnoideayouwereinlovewithheryourself。

  Doyoureallybelievethat?theyoungmanaskedwithliftedeyebrows。

  That’sthemostnaturalspeechI’veeverheardyoumake!OfcourseIbelieveit,MissStackpoleingeniouslysaid。

  Well,Ralphconcluded,toprovetoyouthatyou’rewrongI’llinvitehim。Itmustbeofcourseasafriendofyours。

  Itwillnotbeasafriendofminethathe’llcome。anditwillnotbetoprovetomethatI’mwrongthatyou’llaskhim-buttoproveittoyourself!

  TheselastwordsofMissStackpole’sonwhichthetwopresentlyseparatedcontainedanamountoftruthwhichRalphTouchettwasobligedtorecognize。butitsofartooktheedgefromtoosharparecognitionthat,inspiteofhissuspectingitwouldberathermoreindiscreettokeepthantobreakhispromise,hewroteMr。Goodwoodanoteofsixlines,expressingthepleasureitwouldgiveMr。

  TouchetttheelderthatheshouldjoinalittlepartyatGardencourt,ofwhichMissStackpolewasavaluedmember。HavingsenthislettertothecareofabankerwhomHenriettasuggested

  hewaitedinsomesuspense。Hehadheardthisfreshformidablefigurenamedforthefirsttime。forwhenhismotherhadmentionedonherarrivalthattherewasastoryaboutthegirl’shavinganadmirerathome,theideahadseemeddeficientinrealityandhehadtakennopainstoaskquestionstheanswerstowhichwouldinvolveonlythevagueorthedisagreeable。Now,however,thenativeadmirationofwhichhiscousinwastheobjecthadbecomemoreconcrete。ittooktheformofayoungmanwhohadfollowedhertoLondon,whowasinterestedinacotton-millandhadmannersinthemostsplendidoftheAmericanstyles。Ralphhadtwotheoriesaboutthisintervener。EitherhispassionwasasentimentalfictionofMissStackpole’stherewasalwaysasortoftacitunderstandingamongwomen,bornofthesolidarityofthesex,thattheyshoulddiscoverorinventloversforeachother,inwhichcasehewasnottobefearedandwouldprobablynotaccepttheinvitation。orelsehewouldaccepttheinvitationandinthiseventprovehimselfacreaturetooirrationaltodemandfurtherconsideration。ThelatterclauseofRalph’sargumentmighthaveseemedincoherent。butitembodiedhisconvictionthatifMr。GoodwoodwereinterestedinIsabelintheseriousmannerdescribedbyMissStackpolehewouldnotcaretopresenthimselfatGardencourtonasummonsfromthelatterlady。

  Onthissupposition,saidRalph,hemustregardherasathornonthestemofhisrose。asanintercessorhemustfindherwantingintact。

  TwodaysafterhehadsenthisinvitationhereceivedaveryshortnotefromCasparGoodwood,thankinghimforit,regrettingthatotherengagementsmadeavisittoGardencourtimpossibleandpresentingmanycomplimentstoMissStackpole。RalphhandedthenotetoHenrietta,who,whenshehadreadit,exclaimed:Well,Ineverhaveheardofanythingsostiff!

  I’mafraidhedoesn’tcaresomuchaboutmycousinasyousuppose,

  Ralphobserved。

  No,it’snotthat。it’ssomesubtlermotive。Hisnature’sverydeep。ButI’mdeterminedtofathomit,andIshallwritetohimtoknowwhathemeans。

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