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  Sheclosedhereyesasshesatinoneoftheduskycornersofthequietparlour。butitwasnotwithadesirefordozingforgetfulness。Itwasonthecontrarybecauseshefelttoowide-eyedandwishedtocheckthesenseofseeingtoomanythingsatonce。Herimaginationwasbyhabitridiculouslyactive。whenthedoorwasnotopenitjumpedoutofthewindow。Shewasnotaccustomedindeedtokeepitbehindbolts。andatimportantmoments,whenshewouldhavebeenthankfultomakeuseofherjudgementalone,shepaidthepenaltyofhavinggivenundueencouragementtothefacultyofseeingwithoutjudging。Atpresent,withhersensethatthenoteofchangehadbeenstruck,camegraduallyahostofimagesofthethingsshewasleavingbehindher。Theyearsandhoursofherlifecamebacktoher,andforalongtime,inastillnessbrokenonlybythetickingofthebigbronzeclock,shepassedtheminreview。Ithadbeenaveryhappylifeandshehadbeenaveryfortunateperson-thiswasthetruththatseemedtoemergemostvividly。Shehadhadthebestofeverything,andinaworldinwhichthecircumstancesofsomanypeoplemadethemunenviableitwasanadvantagenevertohaveknownanythingparticularlyunpleasant。ItappearedtoIsabelthattheunpleasanthadbeeneventooabsentfromherknowledge,forshehadgatheredfromheracquaintancewithliteraturethatitwasoftenasourceofinterestandevenofinstruction。Herfatherhadkeptitawayfromher-herhandsome,much-lovedfather,whoalwayshadsuchanaversiontoit。Itwasagreatfelicitytohavebeenhisdaughter。

  Isabelroseeventoprideinherparentage。Sincehisdeathshehadseemedtoseehimasturninghisbraversidetohischildrenandasnothavingmanagedtoignoretheuglyquitesomuchinpracticeasinaspiration。Butthisonlymadehertendernessforhimgreater。itwasscarcelyevenpainfultohavetosupposehimtoogenerous,toogood-natured,tooindifferenttosordidconsiderations。Manypersonshadheldthathecarriedthisindifferencetoofar,especiallythelargenumberofthosetowhomheowedmoney。OftheiropinionsIsabelwasneververydefinitelyinformed。butitmayinterestthereadertoknowthat,whiletheyhadrecognizedinthelateMr。

  Archeraremarkablyhandsomeheadandaverytakingmannerindeed,asoneofthemhadsaid,hewasalwaystakingsomething,theyhaddeclaredthathewasmakingaverypooruseofhislife。Hehadsquanderedasubstantialfortune,hehadbeendeplorablyconvivial,hewasknowntohavegambledfreely。Afewveryharshcriticswentsofarastosaythathehadnotevenbroughtuphisdaughters。Theyhadhadnoregulareducationandnopermanenthome。theyhadbeenatoncespoiledandneglected。theyhadlivedwithnursemaidsandgovernessesusuallyverybadonesorhadbeensenttosuperficialschools,keptbytheFrench,fromwhich,attheendofamonth,theyhadbeenremovedintears。ThisviewofthematterwouldhaveexcitedIsabel’sindignation,fortoherownsenseheropportunitieshadbeenlarge。EvenwhenherfatherhadlefthisdaughtersforthreemonthsatNeufchatelwithaFrenchbonnewhohadelopedwithaRussiannoblemanstayingatthesamehotel-eveninthisirregularsituationanincidentofthegirl’seleventhyearshehadbeenneitherfrightenednorashamed,buthadthoughtitaromanticepisodeinaliberaleducation。Herfatherhadalargewayoflookingatlife,ofwhichhisrestlessnessandevenhisoccasionalincoherencyofconducthadbeenonlyaproof。Hewishedhisdaughters,evenaschildren,toseeasmuchoftheworldaspossible。anditwasforthispurposethat,beforeIsabelwasfourteen,hehadtransportedthemthreetimesacrosstheAtlantic,givingthemoneachoccasion,however,butafewmonths’viewofthesubjectproposed:acoursewhichhadwhettedourheroine’scuriositywithoutenablinghertosatisfyit。Sheoughttohavebeenapartisanofherfather,forshewasthememberofhistriowhomostmadeuptohimforthedisagreeableshedidn’tmention。Inhislastdayshisgeneralwillingnesstotakeleaveofaworldinwhichthedifficultyofdoingasonelikedappearedtoincreaseasonegrewolderhadbeensensiblymodifiedbythepainofseparationfromhisclever,hissuperior,hisremarkablegirl。Later,whenthejourneystoEuropeceased,hestillhadshownhischildrenallsortsofindulgence,andifhehadbeentroubledaboutmoney-mattersnothingeverdisturbedtheirirreflectiveconsciousnessofmanypossessions。

  Isabel,thoughshedancedverywell,hadnottherecollectionofhavingbeeninNewYorkasuccessfulmemberofthechoregraphiccircle。hersisterEdithwas,aseveryonesaid,soverymuchmorefetching。EdithwassostrikinganexampleofsuccessthatIsabelcouldhavenoillusionsastowhatconstitutedthisadvantage,orastothelimitsofherownpowertofriskandjumpandshriek-aboveallwithrightnessofeffect。NineteenpersonsoutoftwentyincludingtheyoungersisterherselfpronouncedEdithinfinitelytheprettierofthetwo。butthetwentieth,besidesreversingthisjudgement,hadtheentertainmentofthinkingalltheothersaestheticvulgarians。

  IsabelhadinthedepthsofhernatureanevenmoreunquenchabledesiretopleasethanEdith。butthedepthsofthisyounglady’snaturewereaveryout-of-the-wayplace,betweenwhichandthesurfacecommunicationwasinterruptedbyadozencapriciousforces。Shesawtheyoungmenwhocameinlargenumberstoseehersister。butasageneralthingtheywereafraidofher。theyhadabeliefthatsomespecialpreparationwasrequiredfortalkingwithher。Herreputationofreadingagreatdealhungaboutherlikethecloudyenvelopeofagoddessinanepic。itwassupposedtoengenderdifficultquestionsandtokeeptheconversationatalowtemperature。

  Thepoorgirllikedtobethoughtclever,butshehatedtobethoughtbookish。sheusedtoreadinsecretand,thoughhermemorywasexcellent,toabstainfromshowyreference。Shehadagreatdesireforknowledge,butshereallypreferredalmostanysourceofinformationtotheprintedpage。shehadanimmensecuriosityaboutlifeandwasconstantlystaringandwondering。Shecarriedwithinherselfagreatfundoflife,andherdeepestenjoymentwastofeelthecontinuitybetweenthemovementsofherownsoulandtheagitationsoftheworld。

  Forthisreasonshewasfondofseeinggreatcrowdsandlargestretchesofcountry,ofreadingaboutrevolutionsandwars,oflookingathistoricalpictures-aclassofeffortsastowhichshehadoftencommittedtheconscioussolecismofforgivingthemmuchbadpaintingforthesakeofthesubject。WhiletheCivilWarwentonshewasstillaveryyounggirl。butshepassedmonthsofthislongperiodinastateofalmostpassionateexcitement,inwhichshefeltherselfattimestoherextremeconfusionstirredalmostindiscriminatelybythevalourofeitherarmy。Ofcoursethecircumspectionofsuspiciousswainshadnevergonethelengthofmakingherasocialproscript。forthenumberofthosewhosehearts,astheyapproachedher,beatonlyjustfastenoughtoremindthemtheyhadheadsaswell,hadkeptherunacquaintedwiththesupremedisciplineofhersexandage。Shehadhadeverythingagirlcouldhave:kindness,admiration,bonbons,bouquets,thesenseofexclusionfromnoneoftheprivilegesoftheworldshelivedin,abundantopportunityfordancing,plentyofnewdresses,theLondonSpectator,thelatestpublications,themusicofGounod,thepoetryofBrowning,theproseofGeorgeEliot。

  Thesethingsnow,asmemoryplayedoverthem,resolvedthemselvesintoamultitudeofscenesandfigures。Forgottenthingscamebacktoher。manyothers,whichshehadlatelythoughtofgreatmoment,droppedoutofsight。Theresultwaskaleidoscopic,butthemovementoftheinstrumentwascheckedatlastbytheservant’scominginwiththenameofagentleman。ThenameofthegentlemanwasCasparGoodwood。hewasastraightyoungmanfromBoston,whohadknownMissArcherforthelasttwelvemonthandwho,thinkingherthemostbeautifulyoungwomanofhertime,hadpronouncedthetime,accordingtotheruleIhavehintedat,afoolishperiodofhistory。

  HesometimeswrotetoherandhadwithinaweekortwowrittenfromNewYork。Shehadthoughtitverypossiblehewouldcomein-hadindeedalltherainydaybeenvaguelyexpectinghim。Nowthatshelearnedhewasthere,nevertheless,shefeltnoeagernesstoreceivehim。Hewasthefinestyoungmanshehadeverseen,wasindeedquiteasplendidyoungman。heinspiredherwithasentimentofhigh,ofrarerespect。Shehadneverfeltequallymovedtoitbyanyotherperson。Hewassupposedbytheworldingeneraltowishtomarryher,butthisofcoursewasbetweenthemselves。ItatleastmaybeaffirmedthathehadtravelledfromNewYorktoAlbanyexpresslytoseeher。havinglearnedintheformercity,wherehewasspendingafewdaysandwherehehadhopedtofindher,thatshewasstillattheStatecapital。Isabeldelayedforsomeminutestogotohim。shemovedabouttheroomwithanewsenseofcomplications。Butatlastshepresentedherselfandfoundhimstandingnearthelamp。Hewastall,strongandsomewhatstiff。hewasalsoleanandbrown。Hewasnotromantically,hewasmuchratherobscurely,handsome。buthisphysiognomyhadanairofrequestingyourattention,whichitrewardedaccordingtothecharmyoufoundinblueeyesofremarkablefixedness,theeyesofacomplexionotherthanhisown,andajawofthesomewhatangularmouldwhichissupposedtobespeakresolution。Isabelsaidtoherselfthatitbespokeresolutionto-night。inspiteofwhich,inhalfanhour,CasparGoodwood,whohadarrivedhopefulaswellasresolute,tookhiswaybacktohislodgingwiththefeelingofamandefeated。Hewasnot,itmaybeadded,amanweaklytoacceptdefeat。

  CHAPTER5

  RalphTouchettwasaphilosopher,butneverthelessheknockedathismother’sdoorataquartertosevenwithagooddealofeagerness。

  Evenphilosophershavetheirpreferences,anditmustbeadmittedthatofhisprogenitorshisfatherministeredmosttohissenseofthesweetnessoffilialdependence。Hisfather,ashehadoftensaidtohimself,wasthemoremotherly。hismother,ontheotherhand,waspaternal,andeven,accordingtotheslangoftheday,gubernatorial。Shewasneverthelessveryfondofheronlychildandhadalwaysinsistedonhisspendingthreemonthsoftheyearwithher。

  Ralphrenderedperfectjusticetoheraffectionandknewthatinherthoughtsandherthoroughlyarrangedandservantedlifehisturnalwayscameaftertheothernearestsubjectsofhersolicitude,thevariouspunctualitiesofperformanceoftheworkersofherwill。Hefoundhercompletelydressedfordinner,butsheembracedherboywithherglovedhandsandmadehimsitonthesofabesideher。Sheenquiredscrupulouslyaboutherhusband’shealthandabouttheyoungman’sown,and,receivingnoverybrilliantaccountofeither,remarkedthatshewasmorethaneverconvincedofherwisdominnotexposingherselftotheEnglishclimate。Inthiscaseshealsomighthavegivenway。

  Ralphsmiledattheideaofhismother’sgivingway,butmadenopointofremindingherthathisowninfirmitywasnottheresultoftheEnglishclimate,fromwhichheabsentedhimselfforaconsiderablepartofeachyear。

  Hehadbeenaverysmallboywhenhisfather,DanielTracyTouchett,anativeofRutland,intheStateofVermont,cametoEnglandassubordinatepartnerinabanking-housewheresometenyearslaterhegainedpreponderantcontrol。DanielTouchettsawbeforehimalife-longresidenceinhisadoptedcountry,ofwhich,fromthefirst,hetookasimple,saneandaccommodatingview。But,ashesaidtohimself,hehadnointentionofdis-americanizing,norhadheadesiretoteachhisonlysonanysuchsubtleart。IthadbeenforhimselfsoverysolubleaproblemtoliveinEnglandassimilatedyetunconvertedthatitseemedtohimequallysimplehislawfulheirshouldafterhisdeathcarryonthegreyoldbankinthewhiteAmericanlight。Hewasatpainstointensifythislight,however,bysendingtheboyhomeforhiseducation。RalphspentseveraltermsatanAmericanschoolandtookadegreeatanAmericanuniversity,afterwhich,ashestruckhisfatheronhisreturnasevenredundantlynative,hewasplacedforsomethreeyearsinresidenceatOxford。

  OxfordswallowedupHarvard,andRalphbecameatlastEnglishenough。Hisoutwardconformitytothemannersthatsurroundedhimwasnonethelessthemaskofamindthatgreatlyenjoyeditsindependence,onwhichnothinglongimposeditself,andwhich,naturallyinclinedtoadventureandirony,indulgedinaboundlesslibertyofappreciation。Hebeganwithbeingayoungmanofpromise。

  atOxfordhedistinguishedhimself,tohisfather’sineffablesatisfaction,andthepeopleabouthimsaiditwasathousandpitiessocleverafellowshouldbeshutoutfromacareer。HemighthavehadacareerbyreturningtohisowncountrythoughthispointisshroudedinuncertaintyandevenifMr。Touchetthadbeenwillingtopartwithhimwhichwasnotthecaseitwouldhavegonehardwithhimtoputawaterywastepermanentlybetweenhimselfandtheoldmanwhomheregardedashisbestfriend。Ralphwasnotonlyfondofhisfather,headmiredhim-heenjoyedtheopportunityofobservinghim。DanielTouchett,tohisperception,wasamanofgenius,andthoughhehimselfhadnoaptitudeforthebankingmysteryhemadeapointoflearningenoughofittomeasurethegreatfigurehisfatherhadplayed。Itwasnotthis,however,hemainlyrelished。itwasthefineivorysurface,polishedasbytheEnglishair,thattheoldmanhadopposedtopossibilitiesofpenetration。DanielTouchetthadbeenneitheratHarvardnoratOxford,anditwashisownfaultifhehadplacedinhisson’shandsthekeytomoderncriticism。Ralph,whoseheadwasfullofideaswhichhisfatherhadneverguessed,hadahighesteemforthelatter’soriginality。Americans,rightlyorwrongly,arecommendedfortheeasewithwhichtheyadaptthemselvestoforeignconditions。butMr。Touchetthadmadeoftheverylimitsofhispliancyhalfthegroundofhisgeneralsuccess。Hehadretainedintheirfreshnessmostofhismarksofprimarypressure。histone,ashissonalwaysnotedwithpleasure,wasthatofthemoreluxuriantpartsofNewEngland。Attheendofhislifehehadbecome,onhisownground,asmellowashewasrich。hecombinedconsummateshrewdnesswiththedispositionsuperficiallytofraternize,andhissocialposition,onwhichhehadneverwastedacare,hadthefirmperfectionofanunthumbedfruit。Itwasperhapshiswantofimaginationandofwhatiscalledthehistoricconsciousness。buttomanyoftheimpressionsusuallymadebyEnglishlifeuponthecultivatedstrangerhissensewascompletelyclosed。Therewerecertaindifferenceshehadneverperceived,certainhabitshehadneverformed,certainobscuritieshehadneversounded。Asregardstheselatter,onthedayhehadsoundedthemhissonwouldhavethoughtlesswellofhim。

  Ralph,onleavingOxford,hadspentacoupleofyearsintravelling。

  afterwhichhehadfoundhimselfperchedonahighstoolinhisfather’sbank。Theresponsibilityandhonourofsuchpositionsisnot,Ibelieve,measuredbytheheightofthestool,whichdependsuponotherconsiderations:Ralph,indeed,whohadverylonglegs,wasfondofstanding,andevenofwalkingabout,athiswork。Tothisexercise,however,hewasobligedtodevotebutalimitedperiod,forattheendofsomeeighteenmonthshehadbecomeawareofhisbeingseriouslyoutofhealth。Hehadcaughtaviolentcold,whichfixeditselfonhislungsandthrewthemintodireconfusion。Hehadtogiveupworkandapply,totheletter,thesorryinjunctiontotakecareofhimself。Atfirstheslightedthetask。itappearedtohimitwasnothimselfintheleasthewastakingcareof,butanuninterestinganduninterestedpersonwithwhomhehadnothingincommon。Thisperson,however,improvedonacquaintance,andRalphgrewatlasttohaveacertaingrudgingtolerance,evenanundemonstrativerespect,forhim。Misfortunemakesstrangebedfellows,andouryoungman,feelingthathehadsomethingatstakeinthematter-itusuallystruckhimashisreputationforordinarywit-

  devotedtohisgracelesschargeanamountofattentionofwhichnotewasdulytakenandwhichhadatleasttheeffectofkeepingthepoorfellowalive。Oneofhislungsbegantoheal,theotherpromisedtofollowitsexample,andhewasassuredhemightoutweatheradozenwintersifhewouldbetakehimselftothoseclimatesinwhichconsumptiveschieflycongregate。AshehadgrownextremelyfondofLondon,hecursedtheflatnessofexile:butatthesametimethathecursedheconformed,andgradually,whenhefoundhissensitiveorgangratefulevenforgrimfavours,heconferredthemwithalighterhand。Hewinteredabroad,asthephraseis。baskedinthesun,stoppedathomewhenthewindblew,wenttobedwhenitrained,andonceortwice,whenithadsnowedovernight,almostnevergotupagain。

  Asecrethoardofindifference-likeathickcakeafondoldnursemighthaveslippedintohisfirstschooloutfit-cametohisaidandhelpedtoreconcilehimtosacrifice。sinceatthebesthewastooillforaughtbutthatarduousgame。Ashesaidtohimself,therewasreallynothinghehadwantedverymuchtodo,sothathehadatleastnotrenouncedthefieldofvalour。Atpresent,however,thefragranceofforbiddenfruitseemedoccasionallytofloatpasthimandremindhimthatthefinestofpleasuresistherushofaction。

  Livingashenowlivedwaslikereadingagoodbookinapoortranslation-ameagreentertainmentforayoungmanwhofeltthathemighthavebeenanexcellentlinguist。Hehadgoodwintersandpoorwinters,andwhiletheformerlastedhewassometimesthesportofavisionofvirtualrecovery。Butthisvisionwasdispelledsomethreeyearsbeforetheoccurrenceoftheincidentswithwhichthishistoryopens:hehadonthatoccasionremainedlaterthanusualinEnglandandhadbeenovertakenbybadweatherbeforereachingAlgiers。Hearrivedmoredeadthanaliveandlaythereforseveralweeksbetweenlifeanddeath。Hisconvalescencewasamiracle,butthefirstusehemadeofitwastoassurehimselfthatsuchmiracleshappenbutonce。Hesaidtohimselfthathishourwasinsightandthatitbehovedhimtokeephiseyesuponit,yetthatitwasalsoopentohimtospendtheintervalasagreeablyasmightbeconsistentwithsuchapreoccupation。Withtheprospectoflosingthemthesimpleuseofhisfacultiesbecameanexquisitepleasure。itseemedtohimthejoysofcontemplationhadneverbeensounded。Hewasfarfromthetimewhenhehadfoundithardthatheshouldbeobligedtogiveuptheideaofdistinguishinghimself。anideanonethelessimportunateforbeingvagueandnonethelessdelightfulforhavinghadtostruggleinthesamebreastwithburstsofinspiringself-criticism。

  Hisfriendsatpresentjudgedhimmorecheerful,andattributedittoatheory,overwhichtheyshooktheirheadsknowingly,thathewouldrecoverhishealth。Hisserenitywasbutthearrayofwildflowersnichedinhisruin。

  Itwasveryprobablythissweet-tastingpropertyoftheobservedthinginitselfthatwasmainlyconcernedinRalph’squickly-stirredinterestintheadventofayoungladywhowasevidentlynotinsipid。Ifhewasconsideringlydisposed,somethingtoldhim,herewasoccupationenoughforasuccessionofdays。Itmaybeadded,insummaryfashion,thattheimaginationofloving-asdistinguishedfromthatofbeingloved-hadstillaplaceinhisreducedsketch。Hehadonlyforbiddenhimselftheriotofexpression。However,heshouldn’tinspirehiscousinwithapassion,norwouldshebeable,evenshouldshetry,tohelphimtoone。Andnowtellmeabouttheyounglady,hesaidtohismother。Whatdoyoumeantodowithher?

  Mrs。Touchettwasprompt。ImeantoaskyourfathertoinvitehertostaythreeorfourweeksatGardencourt。

  Youneedn’tstandonanysuchceremonyasthat,saidRalph。Myfatherwillaskherasamatterofcourse。

  Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’smyniece。she’snothis。

  GoodLord,dearmother。whatasenseofproperty!That’sallthemorereasonforhisaskingher。Butafterthat-Imeanafterthreemonthsforit’sabsurdaskingthepoorgirltoremainbutforthreeorfourpaltryweeks-whatdoyoumeantodowithher?

  ImeantotakehertoParis。Imeantogetherclothing。

  Ahyes,that’sofcourse。Butindependentlyofthat?

  IshallinvitehertospendtheautumnwithmeinFlorence。

  Youdon’triseabovedetail,dearmother,saidRalph。Ishouldliketoknowwhatyoumeantodowithherinageneralway。

  Myduty!Mrs。Touchettdeclared。Isupposeyoupityherverymuch,sheadded。

  No,Idon’tthinkIpityher。Shedoesn’tstrikemeasinvitingcompassion。IthinkIenvyher。Beforebeingsure,however,givemeahintofwhereyouseeyourduty。

  InshowingherfourEuropeancountries-Ishallleaveherthechoiceoftwoofthem-andingivinghertheopportunityofperfectingherselfinFrench,whichshealreadyknowsverywell。

  Ralphfrownedalittle。Thatsoundsratherdry-evenallowingherthechoiceoftwoofthecountries。

  Ifit’sdry,saidhismotherwithalaugh,youcanleaveIsabelalonetowaterit!Sheisasgoodasasummerrain,anyday。

  Doyoumeanshe’sagiftedbeing?

  Idon’tknowwhethershe’sagiftedbeing,butshe’saclevergirl-

  withastrongwillandahightemper。Shehasnoideaofbeingbored。

  Icanimaginethat,saidRalph。andthenheaddedabruptly:Howdoyoutwogeton?

  DoyoumeanbythatthatI’mabore?Idon’tthinkshefindsmeone。Somegirlsmight,Iknow。butIsabel’stoocleverforthat。I

  thinkIgreatlyamuseher。WegetonbecauseIunderstandher。I

  knowthesortofgirlsheis。She’sveryfrank,andI’mveryfrank:weknowjustwhattoexpectofeachother。

  Ah,dearmother,Ralphexclaimed,onealwaysknowswhattoexpectofyou!You’veneversurprisedmebutonce,andthat’sto-day-inpresentingmewithaprettycousinwhoseexistenceIhadneversuspected。

  Doyouthinkhersoverypretty?

  Veryprettyindeed。butIdon’tinsistuponthat。It’shergeneralairofbeingsomeoneinparticularthatstrikesme。Whoisthisrarecreature,andwhatisshe?Wheredidyoufindher,andhowdidyoumakeheracquaintance?

  IfoundherinanoldhouseatAlbany,sittinginadrearyroomonarainyday,readingaheavybookandboringherselftodeath。

  Shedidn’tknowshewasbored,butwhenIlefthernodoubtofitsheseemedverygratefulfortheservice。YoumaysayIshouldn’thaveenlightenedher-Ishouldhaveletheralone。There’sagooddealinthat,butIactedconscientiously。Ithoughtshewasmeantforsomethingbetter。Itoccurredtomethatitwouldbeakindnesstotakeheraboutandintroducehertotheworld。Shethinkssheknowsagreatdealofit-likemostAmericangirls。butlikemostAmericangirlsshe’sridiculouslymistaken。Ifyouwanttoknow,Ithoughtshewoulddomecredit。Iliketobewellthoughtof,andforawomanofmyagethere’snogreaterconvenience,insomeways,thananattractiveniece。YouknowIhadseennothingofmysister’schildrenforyears。Idisapprovedentirelyofthefather。ButIalwaysmeanttodosomethingforthemwhenheshouldhavegonetohisreward。

  Iascertainedwheretheyweretobefoundand,withoutanypreliminaries,wentandintroducedmyself。Therearetwoothersofthem,bothofwhomaremarried。butIsawonlytheelder,whohas,bytheway,averyuncivilhusband。Thewife,whosenameisLily,jumpedattheideaofmytakinganinterestinIsabel。shesaiditwasjustwhathersisterneeded-thatsomeoneshouldtakeaninterestinher。Shespokeofherasyoumightspeakofsomeyoungpersonofgenius-inwantofencouragementandpatronage。ItmaybethatIsabel’sagenius。butinthatcaseI’venotyetlearnedherspecialline。Mrs。LudlowwasespeciallykeenaboutmytakinghertoEurope。

  theyallregardEuropeoverthereasalandofemigration,ofrescue,arefugefortheirsuperfluouspopulation。Isabelherselfseemedverygladtocome,andthethingwaseasilyarranged。Therewasalittledifficultyaboutthemoney-question,assheseemedaversetobeingunderpecuniaryobligations。Butshehasasmallincomeandshesupposesherselftobetravellingatherownexpense。

  Ralphhadlistenedattentivelytothisjudiciousreport,bywhichhisinterestinthesubjectofitwasnotimpaired。Ah,ifshe’sagenius,hesaid,wemustfindoutherspecialline。Isitbychanceforflirting?

  Idon’tthinkso。Youmaysuspectthatatfirst,butyou’llbewrong。Youwon’t,Ithink,inanyway,beeasilyrightabouther。

  Warburton’swrongthen!Ralphrejoicinglyexclaimed。Heflattershimselfhehasmadethatdiscovery。

  Hismothershookherhead。LordWarburtonwon’tunderstandher。

  Heneedn’ttry。

  He’sveryintelligent,saidRalph。butit’srightheshouldbepuzzledonceinawhile。

  Isabelwillenjoypuzzlingalord,Mrs。Touchettremarked。

  Hersonfrownedalittle。Whatdoessheknowaboutlords?

  Nothingatall:thatwillpuzzlehimallthemore。

  Ralphgreetedthesewordswithalaughandlookedoutofthewindow。

  Then,Areyounotgoingdowntoseemyfather?heasked。

  Ataquartertoeight,saidMrs。Touchett。

  Hersonlookedathiswatch。You’veanotherquarterofanhourthen。TellmesomemoreaboutIsabel。Afterwhich,asMrs。Touchettdeclinedhisinvitation,declaringthathemustfindoutforhimself,Well,hepursued,she’llcertainlydoyoucredit。Butwon’tshealsogiveyoutrouble?

  Ihopenot。butifshedoesIshallnotshrinkfromit。Ineverdothat。

  Shestrikesmeasverynatural,saidRalph。

  Naturalpeoplearenotthemosttrouble。

  No,saidRalph。youyourselfareaproofofthat。You’reextremelynatural,andI’msureyouhavenevertroubledanyone。Ittakestroubletodothat。Buttellmethis。itjustoccurstome。IsIsabelcapableofmakingherselfdisagreeable?

  Ah,criedhismother,youasktoomanyquestions!Findthatoutforyourself。

  Hisquestions,however,werenotexhausted。Allthistime,hesaid,you’venottoldmewhatyouintendtodowithher。

  Dowithher?Youtalkasifshewereayardofcalico。Ishalldoabsolutelynothingwithher,andsheherselfwilldoeverythingshechooses。Shegavemenoticeofthat。

  Whatyoumeantthen,inyourtelegram,wasthathercharacter’sindependent。

  IneverknowwhatImeaninmytelegrams-especiallythoseIsendfromAmerica。Clearnessistooexpensive。Comedowntoyourfather。

  It’snotyetaquartertoeight,saidRalph。

  Imustallowforhisimpatience,Mrs。Touchettanswered。

  Ralphknewwhattothinkofhisfather’simpatience。but,makingnorejoinder,heofferedhismotherhisarm。Thisputitinhispower,astheydescendedtogether,tostopheramomentonthemiddlelandingofthestaircase-thebroad,low,wide-armedstaircaseoftime-blackenedoakwhichwasoneofthemoststrikingfeaturesofGardencourt。You’venoplanofmarryingher?hesmiled。

  Marryingher?Ishouldbesorrytoplayhersuchatrick!Butapartfromthat,she’sperfectlyabletomarryherself。Shehaseveryfacility。

  Doyoumeantosayshehasahusbandpickedout?

  Idon’tknowaboutahusband,butthere’sayoungmaninBoston-!

  Ralphwenton。hehadnodesiretohearabouttheyoungmaninBoston。Asmyfathersays,they’realwaysengaged!

  Hismotherhadtoldhimthathemustsatisfyhiscuriosityatthesource,anditsoonbecameevidentheshouldnotwantforoccasion。Hehadagooddealoftalkwithhisyoungkinswomanwhenthetwohadbeenlefttogetherinthedrawing-room。LordWarburton,whohadriddenoverfromhisownhouse,sometenmilesdistant,remountedandtookhisdeparturebeforedinner。andanhourafterthismealwasendedMr。andMrs。Touchett,whoappearedtohavequiteemptiedthemeasureoftheirforms,withdrew,underthevalidpretextoffatigue,totheirrespectiveapartments。Theyoungmanspentanhourwithhiscousin。

  thoughshehadbeentravellinghalfthedaysheappearedinnodegreespent。Shewasreallytired。sheknewit,andknewsheshouldpayforitonthemorrow。butitwasherhabitatthisperiodtocarryexhaustiontothefurtherestpointandconfesstoitonlywhendissimulationbrokedown。Afinehypocrisywasforthepresentpossible。shewasinterested。shewas,asshesaidtoherself,floated。SheaskedRalphtoshowherthepictures。therewereagreatmanyinthehouse,mostofthemofhisownchoosing。Thebestwerearrangedinanoakengallery,ofcharmingproportions,whichhadasitting-roomateitherendofitandwhichintheeveningwasusuallylighted。Thelightwasinsufficienttoshowthepicturestoadvantage,andthevisitmighthavestoodovertothemorrow。ThissuggestionRalphhadventuredtomake。butIsabellookeddisappointed-

  smilingstill,however-andsaid:IfyoupleaseIshouldliketoseethemjustalittle。Shewaseager,sheknewshewaseagerandnowseemedso。shecouldn’thelpit。Shedoesn’ttakesuggestions,Ralphsaidtohimself。buthesaiditwithoutirritation。herpressureamusedandevenpleasedhim。Thelampswereonbrackets,atintervals,andifthelightwasimperfectitwasgenial。Itfelluponthevaguesquaresofrichcolourandonthefadedgildingofheavyframes。itmadeasheenonthepolishedfloorofthegallery。Ralphtookacandlestickandmovedabout,pointingoutthethingsheliked。Isabel,incliningtoonepictureafteranother,indulgedinlittleexclamationsandmurmurs。Shewasevidentlyajudge。shehadanaturaltaste。hewasstruckwiththat。Shetookacandlestickherselfandhelditslowlyhereandthere。sheliftedithigh,andasshedidsohefoundhimselfpausinginthemiddleoftheplaceandbendinghiseyesmuchlessuponthepicturesthanonherpresence。Helostnothing,intruth,bythesewanderingglances,forshewasbetterworthlookingatthanmostworksofart。Shewasundeniablyspare,andponderablylight,andproveablytall。whenpeoplehadwishedtodistinguishherfromtheothertwoMissArcherstheyhadalwayscalledherthewillowyone。Herhair,whichwasdarkeventoblackness,hadbeenanobjectofenvytomanywomen。herlightgreyeyes,alittletoofirmperhapsinhergravermoments,hadanenchantingrangeofconcession。Theywalkedslowlyuponesideofthegalleryanddowntheother,andthenshesaid:

  Well,nowIknowmorethanIdidwhenIbegan!

  Youapparentlyhaveagreatpassionforknowledge,hercousinreturned。

  IthinkIhave。mostgirlsarehorridlyignorant。

  Youstrikemeasdifferentfrommostgirls。

  Ah,someofthemwould-butthewaythey’retalkedto!murmuredIsabel,whopreferrednottodilatejustyetonherself。Theninamoment,tochangethesubject,Pleasetellme-isn’tthereaghost?shewenton。

  Aghost?

  Acastle-spectre,athingthatappears。WecallthemghostsinAmerica。

  Sowedohere,whenweseethem。

  Youdoseethemthen?Yououghtto,inthisromanticoldhouse。

  It’snotaromanticoldhouse,saidRalph。You’llbedisappointedifyoucountonthat。It’sadismallyprosaicone。there’snoromanceherebutwhatyoumayhavebroughtwithyou。

  I’vebroughtagreatdeal。butitseemstomeI’vebroughtittotherightplace。

  Tokeepitoutofharm,certainly。nothingwilleverhappentoithere,betweenmyfatherandme。

  Isabellookedathimamoment。Isthereneveranyoneherebutyourfatherandyou?

  Mymother,ofcourse。

  Oh,Iknowyourmother。she’snotromantic。Haven’tyouotherpeople?

  Veryfew。

  I’msorryforthat。Ilikesomuchtoseepeople。

  Oh,we’llinviteallthecountytoamuseyou,saidRalph。

  Nowyou’remakingfunofme,thegirlansweredrathergravely。

  WhowasthegentlemanonthelawnwhenIarrived?

  Acountyneighbour。hedoesn’tcomeveryoften。

  I’msorryforthat。Ilikedhim,saidIsabel。

  Why,itseemedtomethatyoubarelyspoketohim,Ralphobjected。

  Nevermind,Ilikehimallthesame。Ilikeyourfathertoo,immensely。

  Youcan’tdobetterthanthat。He’sthedearestofthedear。

  I’msosorryheisill,saidIsabel。

  Youmusthelpmetonursehim。yououghttobeagoodnurse。

  Idon’tthinkIam。I’vebeentoldI’mnot。I’msaidtohavetoomanytheories。Butyouhaven’ttoldmeabouttheghost,sheadded。

  Ralph,however,gavenoheedtothisobservation。YoulikemyfatherandyoulikeLordWarburton。Iinferalsothatyoulikemymother。

  Ilikeyourmotherverymuch,because-because-AndIsabelfoundherselfattemptingtoassignareasonforheraffectionforMrs。

  Touchett。

  Ah,weneverknowwhy!saidhercompanion,laughing。

  Ialwaysknowwhy,thegirlanswered。It’sbecauseshedoesn’texpectonetolikeher。Shedoesn’tcarewhetheronedoesornot。

  Soyouadoreher-outofperversity?Well,Itakegreatlyaftermymother,saidRalph。

  Idon’tbelieveyoudoatall。Youwishpeopletolikeyou,andyoutrytomakethemdoit。

  Goodheavens,howyouseethroughone!hecriedwithadismaythatwasnotaltogetherjocular。

  ButIlikeyouallthesame,hiscousinwenton。Thewaytoclinchthematterwillbetoshowmetheghost。

  Ralphshookhisheadsadly。Imightshowittoyou,butyou’dneverseeit。Theprivilegeisn’tgiventoeveryone。it’snotenviable。

  Ithasneverbeenseenbyayoung,happy,innocentpersonlikeyou。

  Youmusthavesufferedfirst,havesufferedgreatly,havegainedsomemiserableknowledge。Inthatwayyoureyesareopenedtoit。I

  sawitlongago,saidRalph。

  ItoldyoujustnowI’mveryfondofknowledge,Isabelanswered。

  Yes,ofhappyknowledge-ofpleasantknowledge。Butyouhaven’tsuffered,andyou’renotmadetosuffer。Ihopeyou’llneverseetheghost!

  Shehadlistenedtohimattentively,withasmileonherlips,butwithacertaingravityinhereyes。Charmingashefoundher,shehadstruckhimasratherpresumptuous-indeeditwasapartofhercharm。andhewonderedwhatshewouldsay。I’mnotafraid,youknow,

  shesaid:whichseemedquitepresumptuousenough。

  You’renotafraidofsuffering?

  Yes,I’mafraidofsuffering。ButI’mnotafraidofghosts。AndI

  thinkpeoplesuffertooeasily,sheadded。

  Idon’tbelieveyoudo,saidRalph,lookingatherwithhishandsinhispockets。

  Idon’tthinkthat’safault,sheanswered。It’snotabsolutelynecessarytosuffer。wewerenotmadeforthat。

  Youwerenot,certainly。

  I’mnotspeakingofmyself。Andshewanderedoffalittle。

  No,itisn’tafault,saidhercousin。It’samerittobestrong。

  Only,ifyoudon’tsuffertheycallyouhard,Isabelremarked。

  Theypassedoutofthesmallerdrawing-room,intowhichtheyhadreturnedfromthegallery,andpausedinthehall,atthefootofthestaircase。HereRalphpresentedhiscompanionwithherbedroomcandle,whichhehadtakenfromaniche。Nevermindwhattheycallyou。Whenyoudosuffertheycallyouanidiot。Thegreatpoint’stobeashappyaspossible。

  Shelookedathimalittle。shehadtakenhercandleandplacedherfootontheoakenstair。Well,shesaid,that’swhatIcametoEuropefor,tobeashappyaspossible。Good-night。

  Good-night!Iwishyouallsuccess,andshallbeverygladtocontributetoit!

  Sheturnedaway,andhewatchedherassheslowlyascended。Then,withhishandsalwaysinhispockets,hewentbacktotheemptydrawing-room。

  CHAPTER6

  IsabelArcherwasayoungpersonofmanytheories。herimaginationwasremarkablyactive。Ithadbeenherfortunetopossessafinermindthanmostofthepersonsamongwhomherlotwascast。tohavealargerperceptionofsurroundingfactsandtocareforknowledgethatwastingedwiththeunfamiliar。Itistruethatamonghercontemporariesshepassedforayoungwomanofextraordinaryprofundity。fortheseexcellentpeopleneverwithheldtheiradmirationfromareachofintellectofwhichtheythemselveswerenotconscious,andspokeofIsabelasaprodigyoflearning,acreaturereportedtohavereadtheclassicauthors-intranslations。Herpaternalaunt,Mrs。

  Varian,oncespreadtherumourthatIsabelwaswritingabook-Mrs。

  Varianhavingareverenceforbooks,andaverredthatthegirlwoulddistinguishherselfinprint。Mrs。Varianthoughthighlyofliterature,forwhichsheentertainedthatesteemthatisconnectedwithasenseofprivation。Herownlargehouse,remarkableforitsassortmentofmosaictablesanddecoratedceilings,wasunfurnishedwithalibrary,andinthewayofprintedvolumescontainednothingbuthalfadozennovelsinpaperonashelfintheapartmentofoneoftheMissVarians。Practically,Mrs。Varian’sacquaintancewithliteraturewasconfinedtoTheNewYorkInterviewer。assheveryjustlysaid,afteryouhadreadtheIntervieweryouhadlostallfaithinculture。Hertendency,withthis,wasrathertokeeptheIntervieweroutofthewayofherdaughters。shewasdeterminedtobringthemupproperly,andtheyreadnothingatall。HerimpressionwithregardtoIsabel’slabourswasquiteillusory。thegirlhadneverattemptedtowriteabookandhadnodesireforthelaurelsofauthorship。Shehadnotalentforexpressionandtoolittleoftheconsciousnessofgenius。sheonlyhadageneralideathatpeoplewererightwhentheytreatedherasifshewererathersuperior。

  Whetherornosheweresuperior,peoplewererightinadmiringheriftheythoughtherso。foritseemedtoheroftenthathermindmovedmorequicklythantheirs,andthisencouragedanimpatiencethatmighteasilybeconfoundedwithsuperiority。ItmaybeaffirmedwithoutdelaythatIsabelwasprobablyveryliabletothesinofself-esteem。sheoftensurveyedwithcomplacencythefieldofherownnature。shewasinthehabitoftakingforgranted,onscantyevidence,thatshewasright。shetreatedherselftooccasionsofhomage。Meanwhilehererrorsanddelusionswerefrequentlysuchasabiographerinterestedinpreservingthedignityofhissubjectmustshrinkfromspecifying。Herthoughtswereatangleofvagueoutlineswhichhadneverbeencorrectedbythejudgementofpeoplespeakingwithauthority。Inmattersofopinionshehadhadherownway,andithadledherintoathousandridiculouszigzags。Atmomentsshediscoveredshewasgrotesquelywrong,andthenshetreatedherselftoaweekofpassionatehumility。Afterthissheheldherheadhigherthaneveragain。foritwasofnouse,shehadanunquenchabledesiretothinkwellofherself。Shehadatheorythatitwasonlyunderthisprovisionlifewasworthliving。thatoneshouldbeoneofthebest,shouldbeconsciousofafineorganizationshecouldn’thelpknowingherorganizationwasfine,shouldmoveinarealmoflight,ofnaturalwisdom,ofhappyimpulse,ofinspirationgracefullychronic。Itwasalmostasunnecessarytocultivatedoubtofone’sselfastocultivatedoubtofone’sbestfriend:oneshouldtrytobeone’sownbestfriendandtogiveone’sself,inthismanner,distinguishedcompany。Thegirlhadacertainnoblenessofimaginationwhichrenderedheragoodmanyservicesandplayedheragreatmanytricks。Shespenthalfhertimeinthinkingofbeautyandbraveryandmagnanimity。shehadafixeddeterminationtoregardtheworldasaplaceofbrightness,offreeexpansion,ofirresistibleaction:shehelditmustbedetestabletobeafraidorashamed。Shehadaninfinitehopethatsheshouldneverdoanythingwrong。Shehadresentedsostrongly,afterdiscoveringthem,hermereerrorsoffeelingthediscoveryalwaysmadehertrembleasifshehadescapedfromatrapwhichmighthavecaughtherandsmotheredherthatthechanceofinflictingasensibleinjuryuponanotherperson,presentedonlyasacontingency,causedheratmomentstoholdherbreath。Thatalwaysstruckherastheworstthingthatcouldhappentoher。Onthewhole,reflectively,shewasinnouncertaintyaboutthethingsthatwerewrong。Shehadnoloveoftheirlook,butwhenshefixedthemhardsherecognizedthem。Itwaswrongtobemean,tobejealous,tobefalse,tobecruel。shehadseenverylittleoftheeviloftheworld,butshehadseenwomenwholiedandwhotriedtohurteachother。Seeingsuchthingshadquickenedherhighspirit。

  itseemedindecentnottoscornthem。Ofcoursethedangerofahighspiritwasthedangerofinconsistency-thedangerofkeepinguptheflagaftertheplacehassurrendered。asortofbehavioursocrookedastobealmostadishonourtotheflag。ButIsabel,whoknewlittleofthesortsofartillerytowhichyoungwomenareexposed,flatteredherselfthatsuchcontradictionswouldneverbenotedinherownconduct。Herlifeshouldalwaysbeinharmonywiththemostpleasingimpressionsheshouldproduce。shewouldbewhatsheappeared,andshewouldappearwhatshewas。Sometimesshewentsofarastowishthatshemightfindherselfsomedayinadifficultposition,sothatsheshouldhavethepleasureofbeingasheroicastheoccasiondemanded。Altogether,withhermeagreknowledge,herinflatedideals,herconfidenceatonceinnocentanddogmatic,hertemperatonceexactingandindulgent,hermixtureofcuriosityandfastidiousness,ofvivacityandindifference,herdesiretolookverywellandtobeifpossibleevenbetter,herdeterminationtosee,totry,toknow,hercombinationofthedelicate,desultory,flame-likespiritandtheeagerandpersonalcreatureofconditions:

  shewouldbeaneasyvictimofscientificcriticismifshewerenotintendedtoawakenonthereader’spartanimpulsemoretenderandmorepurelyexpectant。

  ItwasoneofhertheoriesthatIsabelArcherwasveryfortunateinbeingindependent,andthatsheoughttomakesomeveryenlighteneduseofthatstate。Shenevercalleditthestateofsolitude,muchlessofsingleness。shethoughtsuchdescriptionsweak,and,besides,hersisterLilyconstantlyurgedhertocomeandabide。Shehadafriendwhoseacquaintanceshehadmadeshortlybeforeherfather’sdeath,whoofferedsohighanexampleofusefulactivitythatIsabelalwaysthoughtofherasamodel。HenriettaStackpolehadtheadvantageofanadmiredability。shewasthoroughlylaunchedinjournalism,andherletterstotheInterviewer,fromWashington,Newport,theWhiteMountainsandotherplaces,wereuniversallyquoted。Isabelpronouncedthemwithconfidenceephemeral,butsheesteemedthecourage,energyandgood-humourofthewriter,who,withoutparentsandwithoutproperty,hadadoptedthreeofthechildrenofaninfirmandwidowedsisterandwaspayingtheirschool-billsoutoftheproceedsofherliterarylabour。Henriettawasinthevanofprogressandhadclear-cutviewsonmostsubjects。hercherisheddesirehadlongbeentocometoEuropeandwriteaseriesofletterstotheInterviewerfromtheradicalpointofview-anenterprisethelessdifficultassheknewperfectlyinadvancewhatheropinionswouldbeandtohowmanyobjectionsmostEuropeaninstitutionslayopen。WhensheheardthatIsabelwascomingshewishedtostartatonce。thinking,naturally,thatitwouldbedelightfulthetwoshouldtraveltogether。Shehadbeenobliged,however,topostponethisenterprise。ShethoughtIsabelagloriouscreature,andhadspokenofhercovertlyinsomeofherletters,thoughshenevermentionedthefacttoherfriend,whowouldnothavetakenpleasureinitandwasnotaregularstudentoftheInterviewer。Henrietta,forIsabel,waschieflyaproofthatawomanmightsufficetoherselfandbehappy。Herresourceswereoftheobviouskind。butevenifonehadnotthejournalistictalentandageniusforguessing,asHenriettasaid,whatthepublicwasgoingtowant,onewasnotthereforetoconcludethatonehadnovocation,nobeneficentaptitudeofanysort,andresignone’sselftobeingfrivolousandhollow。Isabelwasstoutlydeterminednottobehollow。Ifoneshouldwaitwiththerightpatienceonewouldfindsomehappyworktoone’shand。Ofcourse,amonghertheories,thisyoungladywasnotwithoutacollectionofviewsonthesubjectofmarriage。

  Thefirstonthelistwasaconvictionofthevulgarityofthinkingtoomuchofit。Fromlapsingintoeagernessonthispointsheearnestlyprayedshemightbedelivered。sheheldthatawomanoughttobeabletolivetoherself,intheabsenceofexceptionalflimsiness,andthatitwasperfectlypossibletobehappywithoutthesocietyofamoreorlesscoarse-mindedpersonofanothersex。Thegirl’sprayerwasverysufficientlyanswered。somethingpureandproudthattherewasinher-somethingcoldanddryanunappreciatedsuitorwithatasteforanalysismighthavecalledit-hadhithertokeptherfromanygreatvanityofconjectureonthearticleofpossiblehusbands。Fewofthemenshesawseemedwortharuinousexpenditure,anditmadehersmiletothinkthatoneofthemshouldpresenthimselfasanincentivetohopeandarewardofpatience。Deepinhersoul-itwasthedeepestthingthere-layabeliefthatifacertainlightshoulddawnshecouldgiveherselfcompletely。butthisimage,onthewhole,wastooformidabletobeattractive。

  Isabel’sthoughtshoveredaboutit,buttheyseldomrestedonitlong。

  afteralittleitendedinalarms。Itoftenseemedtoherthatshethoughttoomuchaboutherself。youcouldhavemadehercolour,anydayintheyear,bycallingherarankegoist。Shewasalwaysplanningoutherdevelopment,desiringherperfection,observingherprogress。Hernaturehad,inherconceit,acertaingarden-likequality,asuggestionofperfumeandmurmuringboughs,ofshadybowersandlengtheningvistas,whichmadeherfeelthatintrospectionwas,afterall,anexerciseintheopenair,andthatavisittotherecessesofone’sspiritwasharmlesswhenonereturnedfromitwithalapfulofroses。Butshewasoftenremindedthattherewereothergardensintheworldthanthoseofherremarkablesoul,andthatthereweremoreoveragreatmanyplaceswhichwerenotgardensatall-

  onlyduskypestiferoustracts,plantedthickwithuglinessandmisery。

  Inthecurrentofthatrepaidepisodeoncuriosityonwhichshehadlatelybeenfloating,whichhadconveyedhertothisbeautifuloldEnglandandmightcarryhermuchfurtherstill,sheoftencheckedherselfwiththethoughtofthethousandsofpeoplewhowerelesshappythanherself-athoughtwhichforthemomentmadeherfine,fullconsciousnessappearakindofimmodesty。Whatshouldonedowiththemiseryoftheworldinaschemeoftheagreeableforone’sself?

  Itmustbeconfessedthatthisquestionneverheldherlong。Shewastooyoung,tooimpatienttolive,toounacquaintedwithpain。Shealwaysreturnedtohertheorythatayoungwomanwhomafteralleveryonethoughtclevershouldbeginbygettingageneralimpressionoflife。Thisimpressionwasnecessarytopreventmistakes,andafteritshouldbesecuredshemightmaketheunfortunateconditionofothersasubjectofspecialattention。

  Englandwasarevelationtoher,andshefoundherselfasdivertedasachildatapantomime。InherinfantineexcursionstoEuropeshehadseenonlytheContinent,andseenitfromthenurserywindow。

  Paris,notLondon,washerfather’sMecca,andintomanyofhisintereststherehischildrenhadnaturallynotentered。Theimagesofthattimemoreoverhadgrownfaintandremote,andtheold-worldqualityineverythingthatshenowsawhadallthecharmofstrangeness。Heruncle’shouseseemedapicturemadereal。norefinementoftheagreeablewaslostuponIsabel。therichperfectionofGardencourtatoncerevealedaworldandgratifiedaneed。Thelarge,lowrooms,withbrownceilingsandduskycorners,thedeepembrasuresandcuriouscasements,thequietlightondark,polishedpanels,thedeepgreennessoutside,thatseemedalwayspeepingin,thesenseofwell-orderedprivacyinthecentreofaproperty-aplacewheresoundswerefelicitouslyaccidental,wherethetreadwasmuffledbytheearthitselfandinthethickmildairallfrictiondroppedoutofcontactandallshrillnessoutoftalk-

  thesethingsweremuchtothetasteofouryounglady,whosetasteplayedaconsiderablepartinheremotions。Sheformedafastfriendshipwithheruncle,andoftensatbyhischairwhenhehadhaditmovedouttothelawn。Hepassedhoursintheopenair,sittingwithfoldedhandslikeaplacid,homelyhouseholdgod,agodofservice,whohaddonehisworkandreceivedhiswagesandwastryingtogrowusedtoweeksandmonthsmadeuponlyofoff-days。Isabelamusedhimmorethanshesuspected-theeffectsheproduceduponpeoplewasoftendifferentfromwhatshesupposed-andhefrequentlygavehimselfthepleasureofmakingherchatter。Itwasbythistermthathequalifiedherconversation,whichhadmuchofthepoint

  observableinthatoftheyoungladiesofhercountry,towhomtheearoftheworldismoredirectlypresentedthantotheirsistersinotherlands。LikethemassofAmericangirlsIsabelhadbeenencouragedtoexpressherself。herremarkshadbeenattendedto。shehadbeenexpectedtohaveemotionsandopinions。Manyofheropinionshaddoubtlessbutaslendervalue,manyofheremotionspassedawayintheutterance。buttheyhadleftatraceingivingherthehabitofseemingatleasttofeelandthink,andinimpartingmoreovertoherwordswhenshewasreallymovedthatpromptvividnesswhichsomanypeoplehadregardedasasignofsuperiority。Mr。Touchettusedtothinkthatsheremindedhimofhiswifewhenhiswifewasinherteens。Itwasbecauseshewasfreshandnaturalandquicktounderstand,tospeak-somanycharacteristicsofherniece-thathehadfalleninlovewithMrs。Touchett。Heneverexpressedthisanalogytothegirlherself,however。forifMrs。TouchetthadoncebeenlikeIsabel,IsabelwasnotatalllikeMrs。Touchett。Theoldmanwasfullofkindnessforher。itwasalongtime,ashesaid,sincetheyhadhadanyyounglifeinthehouse。andourrustling,quickly-moving,clear-voicedheroinewasasagreeabletohissenseasthesoundofflowingwater。Hewantedtodosomethingforherandwishedshewouldaskitofhim。Shewouldasknothingbutquestions。itistruethatofthesesheaskedaquantity。Herunclehadagreatfundofanswers,thoughherpressuresometimescameinformsthatpuzzledhim。

  ShequestionedhimimmenselyaboutEngland,abouttheBritishconstitution,theEnglishcharacter,thestateofpolitics,themannersandcustomsoftheroyalfamily,thepeculiaritiesofthearistocracy,thewayoflivingandthinkingofhisneighbours。andinbeggingtobeenlightenedonthesepointssheusuallyenquiredwhethertheycorrespondedwiththedescriptionsinthebooks。Theoldmanalwayslookedatheralittlewithhisfinedrysmilewhilehesmootheddowntheshawlspreadacrosshislegs。

  Thebooks?heoncesaid。well,Idon’tknowmuchaboutthebooks。

  YoumustaskRalphaboutthat。I’vealwaysascertainedformyself-gotmyinformationinthenaturalform。Ineveraskedmanyquestionseven。

  Ijustkeptquietandtooknotice。OfcourseI’vehadverygoodopportunities-betterthanwhatayoungladywouldnaturallyhave。I’mofaninquisitivedisposition,thoughyoumightn’tthinkitifyouweretowatchme:howevermuchyoumightwatchmeIshouldbewatchingyoumore。I’vebeenwatchingthesepeopleforupwardsofthirty-fiveyears,andIdon’thesitatetosaythatI’veacquiredconsiderableinformation。It’saveryfinecountryonthewhole-finerperhapsthanwhatwegiveitcreditforontheotherside。ThereareseveralimprovementsIshouldliketoseeintroduced。butthenecessityofthemdoesn’tseemtobegenerallyfeltasyet。Whenthenecessityofathingisgenerallyfelttheyusuallymanagetoaccomplishit。buttheyseemtofeelprettycomfortableaboutwaitingtillthen。IcertainlyfeelmoreathomeamongthemthanIexpectedtowhenIfirstcameover。Isupposeit’sbecauseI’vehadaconsiderabledegreeofsuccess。Whenyou’resuccessfulyounaturallyfeelmoreathome。

  DoyousupposethatifI’msuccessfulIshallfeelathome?Isabelasked。

  Ishouldthinkitveryprobable,andyoucertainlywillbesuccessful。TheylikeAmericanyoungladiesverymuchoverhere。

  theyshowthemagreatdealofkindness。Butyoumustn’tfeeltoomuchathome,youknow。

  Oh,I’mbynomeanssureitwillsatisfyme,Isabeljudiciallyemphasized。Iliketheplaceverymuch,butI’mnotsureIshalllikethepeople。

  Thepeopleareverygoodpeople。especiallyifyoulikethem。

  I’venodoubtthey’regood,Isabelrejoined。butaretheypleasantinsociety?Theywon’trobmenorbeatme。butwilltheymakethemselvesagreeabletome?That’swhatIlikepeopletodo。Idon’thesitatetosayso,becauseIalwaysappreciateit。Idon’tbelievethey’reverynicetogirls。they’renotnicetotheminthenovels。

  Idon’tknowaboutthenovels,saidMr。Touchett。Ibelievethenovelshaveagreatdealofability,butIdon’tsupposethey’reveryaccurate。Weoncehadaladywhowrotenovelsstayinghere。shewasafriendofRalph’sandheaskedherdown。Shewasverypositive,quiteuptoeverything。butshewasnotthesortofpersonyoucoulddependonforevidence。Toofreeafancy-Isupposethatwasit。Sheafterwardspublishedaworkoffictioninwhichshewasunderstoodtohavegivenarepresentation-somethinginthenatureofacaricature,asyoumightsay-ofmyunworthyself。Ididn’treadit,butRalphjusthandedmethebookwiththeprincipalpassagesmarked。Itwasunderstoodtobeadescriptionofmyconversation。

  Americanpeculiarities,nasaltwang,Yankeenotions,starsandstripes。Well,itwasnotatallaccurate。shecouldn’thavelistenedveryattentively。Ihadnoobjectiontohergivingareportofmyconversation,ifsheliked。butIdidn’tliketheideathatshehadn’ttakenthetroubletolistentoit。OfcourseItalklikeanAmerican-Ican’ttalklikeaHottentot。HoweverItalk,I’vemadethemunderstandmeprettywelloverhere。ButIdon’ttalkliketheoldgentlemaninthatlady’snovel。Hewasn’tanAmerican。wewouldn’thavehimoverthereatanyprice。Ijustmentionthatfacttoshowyouthatthey’renotalwaysaccurate。Ofcourse,asI’venodaughters,andasMrs。TouchettresidesinFlorence,Ihaven’thadmuchchancetonoticeabouttheyoungladies。Itsometimesappearsasiftheyoungwomeninthelowerclasswerenotverywelltreated。butIguesstheirpositionisbetterintheupperandeventosomeextentinthemiddle。

  Gracious,Isabelexclaimed。howmanyclasseshavethey?Aboutfifty,Isuppose。

  Well,Idon’tknowthatIevercountedthem。Inevertookmuchnoticeoftheclasses。That’stheadvantageofbeinganAmericanhere。

  youdon’tbelongtoanyclass。

  Ihopeso,saidIsabel。Imagineone’sbelongingtoanEnglishclass!

  Well,Iguesssomeofthemareprettycomfortable-especiallytowardsthetop。Butformethereareonlytwoclasses:thepeopleI

  trustandthepeopleIdon’t。Ofthosetwo,mydearIsabel,youbelongtothefirst。

  I’mmuchobligedtoyou,saidthegirlquickly。Herwayoftakingcomplimentsseemedsometimesratherdry。shegotridofthemasrapidlyaspossible。Butasregardsthisshewassometimesmisjudged,shewasthoughtinsensibletothem,whereasinfactshewassimplyunwillingtoshowhowinfinitelytheypleasedher。Toshowthatwastoshowtoomuch。I’msuretheEnglishareveryconventional,

  sheadded。

  They’vegoteverythingprettywellfixed,Mr。Touchettadmitted。

  It’sallsettledbeforehand-theydon’tleaveittothelastmoment。

  Idon’tliketohaveeverythingsettledbeforehand,saidthegirl。

  Ilikemoreunexpectedness。

  Heruncleseemedamusedatherdistinctnessofpreference。Well,it’ssettledbeforehandthatyou’llhavegreatsuccess,herejoined。Isupposeyou’lllikethat。

  Ishallnothavesuccessifthey’retoostupidlyconventional。

  I’mnotintheleaststupidlyconventional。I’mjustthecontrary。

  That’swhattheywon’tlike。

  No,no,you’reallwrong,saidtheoldman。Youcan’ttellwhatthey’lllike。They’reveryinconsistent。that’stheirprincipalinterest。

  Ahwell,saidIsabel,standingbeforeherunclewithherhandsclaspedaboutthebeltofherblackdressandlookingupanddownthelawn-thatwillsuitmeperfectly!

  CHAPTER7

  Thetwoamusedthemselves,timeandagain,withtalkingoftheattitudeoftheBritishpublicasiftheyoungladyhadbeeninapositiontoappealtoit。butinfacttheBritishpublicremainedforthepresentprofoundlyindifferenttoMissIsabelArcher,whosefortunehaddroppedher,ashercousinsaid,intothedullesthouseinEngland。Hergoutyunclereceivedverylittlecompany,andMrs。

  Touchett,nothavingcultivatedrelationswithherhusband’sneighbours,wasnotwarrantedinexpectingvisitsfromthem。Shehad,however,apeculiartaste。shelikedtoreceivecards。Forwhatisusuallycalledsocialintercourseshehadverylittlerelish。butnothingpleasedhermorethantofindherhall-tablewhitenedwithoblongmorselsofsymbolicpasteboard。Sheflatteredherselfthatshewasaveryjustwoman,andhadmasteredthesovereigntruththatnothinginthisworldisgotfornothing。ShehadplayednosocialpartasmistressofGardencourt,anditwasnottobesupposedthat,inthesurroundingcountry,aminuteaccountshouldbekeptofhercomingsandgoings。Butitisbynomeanscertainthatshedidnotfeelittobewrongthatsolittlenoticewastakenofthemandthatherfailurereallyverygratuitoustomakeherselfimportantintheneighbourhoodhad,notmuchtodowiththeacrimonyofherallusionstoherhusband’sadoptedcountry。IsabelpresentlyfoundherselfinthesingularsituationofdefendingtheBritishconstitutionagainstheraunt。Mrs。Touchetthavingformedthehabitofstickingpinsintothisvenerableinstrument。Isabelalwaysfeltanimpulsetopulloutthepins。notthatsheimaginedtheyinflictedanydamageonthetougholdparchment,butbecauseitseemedtoherauntmightmakebetteruseofhersharpness。Shewasverycriticalherself-

  itwasincidentaltoherage,hersexandhernationality。butshewasverysentimentalaswell,andtherewassomethinginMrs。Touchett’sdrynessthatsetherownmoralfountainsflowing。

  Nowwhat’syourpointofview?sheaskedofheraunt。Whenyoucriticizeeverythinghereyoushouldhaveapointofview。Yoursdoesn’tseemtobeAmerican-youthoughteverythingovertheresodisagreeable。WhenIcriticizeIhavemine。it’sthoroughlyAmerican!

  Mydearyounglady,saidMrs。Touchett,thereareasmanypointsofviewintheworldastherearepeopleofsensetotakethem。

  Youmaysaythatdoesn’tmakethemverynumerous!American?Neverintheworld。that’sshockinglynarrow。Mypointofview,thankGod,ispersonal!

  Isabelthoughtthisabetteranswerthansheadmitted。itwasatolerabledescriptionofherownmannerofjudging,butitwouldnothavesoundedwellforhertosayso。OnthelipsofapersonlessadvancedinlifeandlessenlightenedbyexperiencethanMrs。Touchettsuchadeclarationwouldsavourofimmodesty,evenofarrogance。SheriskeditneverthelessintalkingwithRalph,withwhomshetalkedagreatdealandwithwhomherconversationwasofasortthatgavealargelicensetoextravagance。Hercousinused,asthephraseis,tochaffher。heverysoonestablishedwithherareputationfortreatingeverythingasajoke,andhewasnotamantoneglecttheprivilegessuchareputationconferred。Sheaccusedhimofanodiouswantofseriousness,oflaughingatallthings,beginningwithhimself。Suchslenderfacultyofreverenceashepossessedcentredwhollyuponhisfather。fortherest,heexercisedhiswitindifferentlyuponhisfather’sson,thisgentleman’sweaklungs,hisuselesslife,hisfantasticmother,hisfriendsLordWarburtoninespecial,hisadopted,andhisnativecountry,hischarmingnew-foundcousin。I

  keepabandofmusicinmyante-room,hesaidoncetoher。Ithasorderstoplaywithoutstopping。itrendersmetwoexcellentservices。

  Itkeepsthesoundsoftheworldfromreachingtheprivateapartments,anditmakestheworldthinkthatdancing’sgoingonwithin。Itwasdance-musicindeedthatyouusuallyheardwhenyoucamewithinear-shotofRalph’sband。theliveliestwaltzesseemedtofloatupontheair。Isabeloftenfoundherselfirritatedbythisperpetualfiddling。shewouldhavelikedtopassthroughtheante-room,ashercousincalledit,andentertheprivateapartments。Itmatteredlittlethathehadassuredhertheywereaverydismalplace。shewouldhavebeengladtoundertaketosweepthemandsettheminorder。Itwasbuthalf-hospitalitytoletherremainoutside。topunishhimforwhichIsabeladministeredinnumerabletapswiththeferuleofherstraightyoungwit。Itmustbesaidthatherwitwasexercisedtoalargeextentinself-defence,forhercousinamusedhimselfwithcallingherColumbiaandaccusingherofapatriotismsoheatedthatitscorched。Hedrewacaricatureofherinwhichshewasrepresentedasaveryprettyyoungwomandressed,onthelinesoftheprevailingfashion,inthefoldsofthenationalbanner。

  Isabel’schiefdreadinlifeatthisperiodofherdevelopmentwasthatsheshouldappearnarrow-minded。whatshefearednextafterwardswasthatsheshouldreallybeso。Butsheneverthelessmadenoscrupleofaboundinginhercousin’ssenseandpretendingtosighforthecharmsofhernativeland。ShewouldbeasAmericanasitpleasedhimtoregardher,andifhechosetolaughathershewouldgivehimplentyofoccupation。ShedefendedEnglandagainsthismother,butwhenRalphsangitspraisesonpurpose,asshesaid,toworkherup,shefoundherselfabletodifferfromhimonavarietyofpoints。Infact,thequalityofthissmallripecountryseemedassweettoherasthetasteofanOctoberpear。andhersatisfactionwasattherootofthegoodspiritswhichenabledhertotakehercousin’schaffandreturnitinkind。Ifhergood-humourflaggedatmomentsitwasnotbecauseshethoughtherselfill-used,butbecauseshesuddenlyfeltsorryforRalph。Itseemedtoherhewastalkingasablindandhadlittleheartinwhathesaid。

  Idon’tknowwhat’sthematterwithyou,sheobservedtohimonce。

  butIsuspectyou’reagreathumbug。

  That’syourprivilege,Ralphanswered,whohadnotbeenusedtobeingsocrudelyaddressed。

  Idon’tknowwhatyoucarefor。Idon’tthinkyoucareforanything。Youdon’treallycareforEnglandwhenyoupraiseit。youdon’tcareforAmericaevenwhenyoupretendtoabuseit。

  Icarefornothingbutyou,dearcousin,saidRalph。

  IfIcouldbelieveeventhat,Ishouldbeveryglad。

  Ahwell,Ishouldhopeso!theyoungmanexclaimed。

  Isabelmighthavebelieveditandnothavebeenfarfromthetruth。Hethoughtagreatdealabouther。shewasconstantlypresenttohismind。Atatimewhenhisthoughtshadbeenagooddealofaburdentohimhersuddenarrival,whichpromisednothingandwasanopen-handedgiftoffate,hadrefreshedandquickenedthem,giventhemwingsandsomethingtoflyfor。PoorRalphhadbeenformanyweekssteepedinmelancholy。hisoutlook,habituallysombre,layundertheshadowofadeepercloud。Hehadgrownanxiousabouthisfather,whosegout,hithertoconfinedtohislegs,hadbeguntoascendintoregionsmorevital。Theoldmanhadbeengravelyillinthespring,andthedoctorshadwhisperedtoRalphthatanotherattackwouldbelesseasytodealwith。Justnowheappeareddisburdenedofpain,butRalphcouldnotridhimselfofasuspicionthatthiswasasubterfugeoftheenemy,whowaswaitingtotakehimoffhisguard。Ifthemanoeuvreshouldsucceedtherewouldbelittlehopeofanygreatresistance。Ralphhadalwaystakenforgrantedthathisfatherwouldsurvivehim-thathisownnamewouldbethefirstgrimlycalled。Thefatherandsonhadbeenclosecompanions,andtheideaofbeingleftalonewiththeremnantofatastelesslifeonhishandswasnotgratifyingtotheyoungman,whohadalwaysandtacitlycounteduponhiselder’shelpinmakingthebestofapoorbusiness。AttheprospectoflosinghisgreatmotiveRalphlostindeedhisoneinspiration。Iftheymightdieatthesametimeitwouldbeallverywell。butwithouttheencouragementofhisfather’ssocietyheshouldbarelyhavepatiencetoawaithisownturn。Hehadnottheincentiveoffeelingthathewasindispensabletohismother。itwasarulewithhismothertohavenoregrets。Hebethoughthimselfofcoursethatithadbeenasmallkindnesstohisfathertowishthat,ofthetwo,theactiveratherthanthepassivepartyshouldknowthefeltwound。herememberedthattheoldmanhadalwaystreatedhisownforecastofanearlyendasacleverfallacy,whichheshouldbedelightedtodiscreditsofarashemightbydyingfirst。Butofthetwotriumphs,thatofrefutingasophisticalsonandthatofholdingonawhilelongertoastateofbeingwhich,withallabatements,heenjoyed,RalphdeemeditnosintohopethelattermightbevouchsafedtoMr。Touchett。

  Thesewerenicequestions,butIsabel’sarrivalputastoptohispuzzlingoverthem。Itevensuggestedtheremightbeacompensationfortheintolerableennuiofsurvivinghisgenialsire。HewonderedwhetherhewereharbouringloveforthisspontaneousyoungwomanfromAlbany。buthejudgedthatonthewholehewasnot。Afterhehadknownherforaweekhequitemadeuphismindtothis,andeverydayhefeltalittlemoresure。LordWarburtonhadbeenrightabouther。shewasareallyinterestinglittlefigure。Ralphwonderedhowtheirneighbourhadfounditoutsosoon。andthenhesaiditwasonlyanotherproofofhisfriend’shighabilities,whichhehadalwaysgreatlyadmired。Ifhiscousinweretobenothingmorethananentertainmenttohim,Ralphwasconsciousshewasanentertainmentofahighorder。Acharacterlikethat,hesaidtohimself,-areallittlepassionateforcetoseeatplayisthefinestthinginnature。It’sfinerthanthefinestworkofart-thanaGreekbas-relief,thanagreatTitian,thanaGothiccathedral。It’sverypleasanttobesowelltreatedwhereonehadleastlookedforit。I

  hadneverbeenmoreblue,morebored,thanforaweekbeforeshecame。

  Ihadneverexpectedlessthatanythingpleasantwouldhappen。

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