\"What’sthat?Twoloversandstillamaid!Idon’tunderstand;
pleasetellmeaboutit,forIhaveneverheardofsuchathing。\"
\"BeforeIsatisfiedmyfirstloverwhichhappenedwhenIwasonlytwelve,IwasjustthesameasIamnow。\"
\"It’swonderful。Andwhatdidhesaywhenhesawit?\"
\"Isworethathewasmyfirst,andhebelievedme,puttingitdowntothepeculiarshapeofmybody。\"
\"Hewasamanofspirit;butdidn’thehurtyou?\"
\"Notabit;butthenhewasverygentle。\"
\"Youmusthaveatryaftersupper,\"saidtheAstroditome,\"thatwouldbefinefun。\"
\"No,no,\"saidtheLepi,\"thegentlemanwouldbetoobigforme。\"
\"Nonsense!Youdon’twanttotakeinallofhim。Iwillshowyouhowitis。\"
Withthesewordstheimpudenthussyproceededtoexhibitme,andI
letherdowhatsheliked。
\"That’sjustwhatIshouldhavethought,\"criedtheLepi;\"itcouldneverbedone。\"
\"Well,heisratherbig,\"answeredtheAstrodi;\"butthere’sacureforeverything,andhewillbecontentwithhalf—measures。\"
\"It’snotthelength,mydear,butthethicknesswhichfrightensme;Iamafraidthedooristoonarrow。\"
\"Allthebetterforyou,foryoucansellyourmaidenheadafterhavinghadtwolovers。\"
Thisconversation,notdevoidofwit,andstillmorethesimplicityofthehunchback,hadmademeresolvetoverifythingsformyself。
Suppercameup,andIhadthepleasureofseeingthetwonymphseatlikestarvingsavages,anddrinkstillbetter。WhentheHermitagehaddoneitsworktheAstrodiproposedthatweshouldcastofftheclotheswhichdisfigurenature。
\"Certainly,\"saidI;\"andIwillturnawaywhileyouaregettingready。\"
Iwentbehindthecurtains,tookoffmyclothes,andwenttobedwithmybacktothem。AtlasttheAstroditoldmethattheywereready,andwhenIlookedtheLepitookupallmyattention。Inspiteofherdoubledeformityshewasahandsomewoman。Myglancesfrightenedher,forshewasdoubtlesstakingpartinanorgyforthefirsttime。Igavehercourage,however,bydintofpraisingthosecharmswhichthewhiteandbeautifulhandscouldnothide,andatlastIpersuadedhertocomeandliebesideme。
Herhumppreventedherlyingonherback,buttheingeniousAstrodidoubledupthepillowsandsucceededinplacingherinapositionsimilartothatofashipabouttobelaunched。ItwasalsobythetendercareoftheAstrodithattheintroductionoftheknifewasmanaged,tothegreatdelightofpriestandvictim。
Aftertheoperationwasovershegotupandkissedme,whichshecouldnotdobefore,forhermouthreachedtothemiddleofmychest,whilemyfeetwerescarcelydowntoherknees。Iwouldhavegiventenlouistohavebeenabletoseethecurioussightwemusthavepresentedatwork。
\"Nowcomesmyturn,\"saidtheAstrodi;\"butIdon’twantyoutoinfringeontherightsofmyauditor,socomeandlookroundandseewherethepathlies。Takethat。\"
\"WhatamItodowiththissliceoflemon?\"
\"Iwantyoutotrywhethertheplaceisfreefrominfection,orwhetheritwouldbedangerousforyoutopayitavisit。\"
\"Isthatasuremethod?\"
\"Infallible;ifeverythingwerenotrightIcouldnotbearthesmart。\"
\"Thereyouare。How’sthat?\"
\"Allright;butdon’tdeceiveme,Iwantnohalfmeasures。MyreputationwouldbemadeifIbecamewithchild。\"
Iaskmyreader’sleavetodrawaveiloversomeincidentsofthistrulyscandalousorgy,inwhichtheuglywomantaughtmesomethingsIdidnotknowbefore。Atlast,moretiredthanexhausted,Itoldthemtobegone,buttheAstrodiinsistedonfinishingupwithabowlofpunch。Iagreed,butnotwishingtohaveanythingmoretodowitheitherofthemIdressedmyselfagain。However,thechampagnepunchexcitedthemtosuchanextentthatatlasttheymademesharetheirtransports。TheAstrodiplacedherfriendinsuchasingularpositionthatthehumpswerenolongervisible,andimaginingthatIhadbeforemethehighpriestessofJove,Ipaidheralongsacrifice,inwhichdeathandresurrectionfollowedoneanotherinsuccession。ButIfeltdisgustedwithmyself,anddrewawayfromtheirlasciviousfrenzies,andgavethemtenLouistogetridofthem。TheAstrodifellonherknees,blessedme,thankedme,calledmehergod;andtheLepiweptandlaughedforjoyatthesametime;andthusforaquarterofanhourIwastreatedtoasceneofanextraordinarykind。
Ihadthemtakenhomeinmycarriage,andslepttillteno’clocknextmorning。JustasIwasgoingoutforawalkStuardcametomyroomandtoldme,withanairofdespair,thatifIdidnotgivehimthemeansofgoingawaybeforeIlefthewouldthrowhimselfintheRhine。
\"That’srathertragic,\"saidI,\"butIcanfindacure。Iwilldisbursetwenty—fiveLouis,butitisyourwifewhomustreceivethem;andtheonlyconditionisthatshemustreceivemealoneforanhour,andbeentirelykind。\"
\"Sir,weneedjustthatsum;mywifeisdisposedtoreceiveyou;
goandtalktoher。Ishallnotbeintillnoon。\"
Iputtwenty—fiveLouisinaprettylittlepurse,andleftmyroomthinkingthatthevictorywaswon。Ienteredherroomandapproachedherbedrespectfully。Whensheheardmeshesatupinbedwithouttakingthetroubletocoverherbreast,andbeforeI
couldwishhergood—dayshespoketomeasfollows:
\"Iamready,sir,topaywithmybodyforthewretchedtwenty—fiveLouisofwhichmyhusbandisinneed。Youcandowhatyoulikewithme;butrememberthatintakingadvantageofmypositiontoassuageyourbrutallustyouarethevilerofthetwo,forIonlysellmyselfsocheaplybecausenecessitycompelsmetodoso。
Yourbasenessismoreshamefulthanmine。Comeon;hereIam。\"
Withthisflatteringaddressshethrewoffthecoverletwithavigorousgesture,anddisplayedallherbeauties,whichImighthavegazedonwithsuchdifferentfeelingsfromthosewhichnowfilledmybreast。ForamomentIwassilentwithindignation。
Allmypassionhadevaporated;inthosevoluptuousroundedlimbsI
sawnowonlythecoveringofawildbeast’ssoul。Iputbackthecoverletwiththegreatestcalmness,andaddressedherinatoneofcoldcontempt:
\"No,madam,Ishallnotleavethisroomdegradedbecauseyouhavetoldmeso,butIshallleaveitafterimpartingtoyouafewdegradingtruths,ofwhichyoucannotbeignorantifyouareawomanofanydecencywhatever。Herearetwenty—fivelouis,awretchedsumtogiveavirtuouswomaninpaymentofherfavours,butmuchmorethanyoudeserve。Iamnotbrutal,andtoconvinceyouofthefactIamgoingtoleaveyouintheundisturbedpossessionofyourcharms,whichIdespiseasheartilyasIshouldhaveadmiredthemifyourbehaviourhadbeendifferent。IonlygiveyouthemoneyfromafeelingofcompassionwhichIcannotovercome,andwhichistheonlyfeelingInowhaveforyou。
Nevertheless,letmetellyouthatwhetherawomansellsherselffortwenty—fivelouisortwenty—fivemillionlouissheisasmuchaprostituteintheonecaseasintheother,ifshedoesnotgiveherlovewithherself,oratalleventsthesemblanceoflove。
Farewell。\"
Iwentbacktomyroom,andincourseoftimeStuardcametothankme。
\"Sir,\"saidI,\"letmealone;Iwishtohearnomoreaboutyourwife。\"
TheywentawaythenextdayforLyons,andmyreaderswillhearofthemagainatLiege。
IntheafternoonDolcitookmetohisgardenthatImightseethegardener’ssister。Shewaspretty,butnotsoprettyashewas。
Hesoongotherintoagoodhumour,andaftersometriflingobjectionsheconsentedtobelovedbyhiminmypresence。IsawthatthisAdonishadbeenrichlydoweredbynature,andItoldhimthatwithsuchaphysicalconformationhehadnoneedofemptyinghisfather’spursetotravel,andbeforelonghetookmyadvice。
ThisfairGanymedemighteasilyhaveturnedmeintoJove,ashestruggledamorouslywiththegardener’ssister。
AsIwasgoinghomeIsawayoungmancomingoutofaboat;hewasfromtwentytotwenty—fiveyearsold,andlookedverysad。Seeingmelookingathim,heaccostedme,andhumblyaskedforalms,shewingmeadocumentauthorizinghimtobeg,andapassportstatinghehadleftMadridsixweeksbefore。HecamefromParma,andwasnamedCosta。WhenIsawParmamynationalprejudicespokeinhisfavour,andIaskedhimwhatmisfortunehadreducedhimtobeggary。
\"Onlylackofmoneytoreturntomynativecountry,\"saidhe。
\"WhatwereyoudoingatMadrid,andwhydidyouleave?\"
\"IwastherefouryearsasvalettoDr。Pistoria,physiciantotheKingofSpain,butonmyhealthfailingIlefthim。HereisacertificatewhichwillshewyouthatIgavesatisfaction。\"
\"Whatcanyoudo?\"
\"Iwriteagoodhand,Icanassistagentlemanashissecretary,andIintendbeingascribewhenIgethome。HerearesomeversesIcopiedyesterday。\"
\"Youwritewell;butcanyouwritecorrectlywithoutabook?\"
\"IcanwritefromdictationinFrench,Latin,andSpanish。\"
\"Correctly?\"
\"Yes,sir,ifthedictationisdoneproperly,foritisthebusinessoftheonewhodictatestoseethateverythingiscorrect。\"
IsawthatMasterGaetanCostawasanignoramus,butinspiteofthatItookhimtomyroomandtoldLeDuctoaddresshiminSpanish。Heansweredwellenough,butonmydictatingtohiminItalianandFrenchIfoundhehadnottheremotestideasonorthography。
\"Butyoucan’twrite,\"saidItohim。However,Isawhewasmortifiedatthis,andIconsoledhimbysayingthatIwouldtakehimtohisowncountryatmyexpense。Hekissedmyhand,andassuredmethatIshouldfindafaithfulservantinhim。
Thisyoungfellowtookmyfancybyhisoriginality;hehadprobablyassumedittodistinguishhimselffromtheblockheadsamongstwhomhehadhithertolived,andnowuseditinperfectgoodfaithwitheverybody。Hethoughtthattheartofascribesolelyconsistedinpossessingagoodhand,andthatthefairestwriterwouldbethebestscribe。HesaidasmuchwhilehewasexaminingapaperIhadwritten,andasmywritingwasnotaslegibleashishetacitlytoldmeIwashisinferior,andthatI
shouldthereforetreathimwithsomedegreeofrespect。Ilaughedatthisfad,and,notthinkinghimincorrigibleItookhimintomyservice。IfithadnotbeenforthatoddnotionofhisIshouldprobablyhavemerelygivenhimalouis,andnomore。Hesaidthatspellingwasofnoconsequence,asthosewhoknewhowtospellcouldeasilyguessthewords,whilethosewhodidnotknowwereunabletopickoutthemistakes。Ilaughed,butasIsaidnothinghethoughtthelaughsignifiedapproval。InthedictationIgavehimtheCouncilofTrenthappenedtooccur。AccordingtohissystemhewroteTrentbyathreeandanought。Iburstoutlaughing;buthewasnotintheleastputout,onlyremarkingthatthepronunciationbeingthesameitwasofnoconsequencehowthewordwasspelt。Inpointoffactthisladwasafoolsolelythroughhisintelligence,matchedwithignoranceandunboundedself—confidence。Iwaspleasedwithhisoriginalityandkepthim,andwasthusthegreaterfoolofthetwo,asthereaderwillsee。
IleftAvignonnextday,andwentstraighttoMarseilles,nottroublingtostopatAix。Ihaltedatthe\"TreizeCantons,\"
wishingtostayforaweekatleastinthisancientcolonyofthePhocaeans,andtodoasIlikedthere。WiththisideaItooknoletterofintroduction;Ihadplentyofmoney,andneedednobody’shelp。Itoldmylandlordtogivemeachoicefishdinnerinmyownroom,asIwasawarethatthefishinthosepartsisbetterthananywhereelse。
Iwentoutthenextmorningwithaguide,totakemebacktotheinnwhenIwastiredofwalking。NotheedingwhereIwent,I
reachedafinequay;IthoughtIwasatVeniceagain,andIfeltmybosomswell,sodeeplyistheloveoffatherlandgravenontheheartofeverygoodman。IsawanumberofstallswhereSpanishandLevantinewineswerekept,andanumberofpeopledrinkinginthem。Acrowdofbusinessmenwenthitherandthither,runningupagainsteachother,crossingeachother’spaths,eachoccupiedwithhisownbusiness,andnotcaringwhosewayhegotinto。
Hucksters,welldressedandilldressed,women,prettyandplain,womenwhostaredboldlyateveryone,modestmaidenswithdowncasteyes,suchwasthepictureIsaw。
Themixtureofnationalities,thegraveTurkandtheglitteringAndalusian,theFrenchdandy,thegrossNegro,thecraftyGreek,thedullHollander;everythingremindedmeofVenice,andI
enjoyedthescene。
Istoppedamomentatastreetcornertoreadaplaybill,andthenIwentbacktotheinnandrefreshedmywearybodywithadeliciousdinner,washeddownwithchoiceSyracusanwine。AfterdinnerIdressedandtookaplaceintheamphitheatreofthetheatre。
CHAPTERIII
Rosalie——Toulon——Nice——IArriveatGenoa——M。Grimaldi——VeroniqueandHerSisterInoticedthatthefourprincipalboxesonbothsidesoftheprosceniumwereadornedwithprettywomen,butnotasinglegentleman。IntheintervalbetweenthefirstandsecondactsI
sawgentlemenofallclassespayingtheirdevoirstotheseladies。
SuddenlyIheardaKnightofMaltasaytoagirl,whowasthesoleoccupantofaboxnexttome,\"Iwillbreakfastwithyouto—morrow。\"
Thiswasenoughforme。IlookedathermorecloselyandfindinghertobeadaintymorselIsaid,assoonastheknighthadgone,—
\"Willyougivememysupper?\"
\"Withpleasure;butIhavebeentakeninsooftenthatIshan’texpectyouwithoutanearnest。\"
\"HowcanIgiveyouanearnest?Idon’tunderstand。\"
\"Youmustbeanew—comerhere。\"
\"Justarrived。\"
Shelaughed,calledtheknight,andsaid,——
\"Bepleasedtoexplaintothisgentleman,whohasjustaskedmeforsupper,themeaningoftheword’earnest。’\"
Thegood—naturedknightexplained,withasmile,thatthelady,fearinglestmymemoryshouldprovedefective,wantedmetopayformysupperinadvance。Ithankedhim,andaskedherifalouiswouldbeenough;andonherreplyingintheaffirmative,IgavehertheLouisandaskedforheraddress。Theknighttoldmepolitelythathewouldtakemetherehimselfafterthetheatre,adding,——
\"She’sthewantonestwenchinallMarseilles。\"
HethenaskedmeifIknewthetown,andwhenItoldhimthatI
hadonlycomethatdayhesaidhewasgladtobethefirsttomakemyacquaintance。Wewenttothemiddleof,theamphitheatreandhepointedoutascoreofgirlstorightandleft,allofthemreadytotreatthefirstcomertosupper。Theyareallonthefreelist,andthemanagerfindstheyservehisendsasrespectablewomenwillnotsitintheirboxes,andtheydrawpeopletothetheatre。InoticedfiveorsixofabettertypethantheoneIhadengaged,butIresolvedtosticktoherfortheevening,andtomaketheacquaintanceoftheothersanothertime。
\"Isyourfavouriteamongstthem?\"Isaidtotheknight。
\"No,Ikeepaballet—girl,andIwillintroduceyoutoher,asI
amgladtosaythatIamfreefromalljealousy。\"
Whentheplaycametoanendhetookmetomynymph’slodging,andwepartedwiththeunderstandingthatweweretoseemoreofoneanother。
Ifoundtheladyinundress——acircumstancewhichwentagainsther,forwhatIsawdidnotpleaseme。Shegavemeacapitalsupper,andenlivenedmebysomewittyandwantonsallieswhichmademeregardherinamorefavourablelight。Whenwehadsuppershegotintobed,andaskedmetofollowherexample;butItoldherthatIneversleptout。ShethenofferedmetheEnglisharticlewhichbringspeacetothesoul,butIdidnotaccepttheonesheofferedasIthoughtitlookedofacommonmake。
\"Ihavefinerones,buttheyarethreefrancseach,andthemakeronlysellsthembythedozen,\"shesaid。\"Iwilltakeadozeniftheyarereallygood,\"Ireplied。
Sherangthebell,andayoung,charming,andmodest—lookinggirlcamein。Iwasstruckwithher。
\"Youhavegotanicemaid,\"Iremarked,whenthegirlhadgonefortheprotectivesheaths。
\"Sheisonlyfifteen,\"shesaid,\"andwon’tdoanything,assheisnewtoit。\"
\"Willyouallowmetoseeformyself?\"
\"Youmayaskherifyoulike,butIdon’tthinkshewillconsent。\"
Thegirlcamebackwiththepacket,andputtingmyselfinaproperpositionItoldhertotryoneon。Sheproceededtodosowithasulkyairandwithakindofrepugnancewhichmademefeelinterestedinher。Numberonewouldnotgoon,soshehadtotryonasecond,andtheresultwasthatIbesprinkledherplentifully。Themistresslaughed,butshewasindignant,threwthewholepacketinmyface,andranawayinarage。Iwantednothingmoreafterthis,soIputthepacketinmypocket,gavethewomantwoLouis,andlefttheroom。ThegirlIhadtreatedsocavalierlycametolightmedownstairs,andthinkingIowedheranapologyIgaveheraLouisandbeggedherpardon。Thepoorgirlwasastonished,kissedmyhand,andbeggedmetosaynothingtohermistress。
\"Iwillnot,mydear,buttellmetrulywhetheryouarestilla’virgointacta’。\"
\"Certainly,sir!\"
\"Wonderful!buttellmewhyyouwouldn’tletmeseeformyself?\"
\"Becauseitrevoltedme。\"
\"Neverthelessyouwillhavetodoso,forotherwise,inspiteofyourprettiness,peoplewillnotknowwhattomakeofyou。Wouldyouliketoletmetry?\"
\"Yes,butnotinthishorriblehouse。\"
\"Where,then?\"
\"Gotomymother’sto—morrow,Iwillbethere。Yourguideknowswhereshelives。\"
WhenIgotoutside,Iaskedthemanifheknewher。Herepliedintheaffirmative,andsaidhebelievedhertobeanhonestgirl。
\"Youwilltakemeto—morrowtoseehermother,\"Isaid。
Nextmorninghetookmetotheendofthetown,toapoorhouse,whereIfoundapoorwomanandpoorchildrenlivingonthegroundfloor,andeatinghardblackbread。
\"Whatdoyouwant?\"saidshe。
\"Isyoudaughterhere?\"
\"No,andwhatifshewere?Iamnotherbawd。\"
\"No,ofcoursenot,mygoodwoman。\"
Justthenthegirlcamein,andtheenragedmotherflunganoldpotwhichcamehandy,atherhead。Luckilyitmissed,butshewouldnothaveescapedhermother’stalonsifIhadnotflungmyselfbetweenthem。However,theoldwomansetupadismalshriek,thechildrenimitatedher,andthepoorgirlbegantocry。
Thishubbubmademymancomein。
\"Youhussy!\"screamedthemother,\"youarebringingdisgraceonme;getoutofmyhouse。Youarenolongermydaughter!\"
Iwasinadifficultposition。Themanbeggedhernottomakesuchanoise,asitwoulddrawalltheneighboursaboutthehouse;
buttheenragedwomanansweredonlybyabuse。Idrewsixfrancsfrommypocketandgavethemtoher,butsheflungtheminmyface。AtlastIwentoutwiththedaughter,whosehairsheattemptedtopulloutbytheroots,whichprojectwasdefeatedbytheaidofmyman。Assoonaswegotoutside,themobwhichtheuproarhadattractedhootedmeandfollowedme,andnodoubtI
shouldhavebeentorntopiecesifIhadnotescapedintoachurch,whichIleftbyanotherdooraquarterofanhourlater。
Myfrightsavedme,forIknewtheferocityoftheProvencals,andItookcarenottoreplyawordtothestormofabusewhichpouredonme。IbelievethatIwasneveringreaterdangerthanonthatday。
BeforeIgotbacktomyinnIwasrejoinedbytheservantandthegirl。
\"Howcouldyouleadmeintosuchadangerousposition?\"saidI。
\"Youmusthaveknownyourmotherwassavage。\"
\"Ihopedshewouldbehaverespectfullytoyou。\"
\"Becalm;don’tweepanymore。TellmehowIcanserveyou。\"
\"RatherthanreturntothathorriblehouseIwasinyesterdayI
wouldthrowmyselfintothesea。\"
\"DoyouknowofanyrespectablehousewhereIcankeepher?\"saidItotheman。
Hetoldmehedidknowarespectableindividualwholetfurnishedapartments。
\"Takemetoit,then。\"
Themanwasofanadvancedage,andhehadroomstoletonallthefloors。
\"Ionlywantalittlenook,\"saidthegirl;andtheoldmantookustothehigheststory,andopenedthedoorofagarret,saying,—
\"Thisclosetissixfrancsamonth,amonth’srenttobepaidinadvance,andImaytellyouthatmydoorisalwaysshutatteno’clock,andthatnobodycancomeandpassthenightwithyou。\"
Theroomheldabedwithcoarsesheets,twochairs,alittletable,andachestofdrawers。
\"Howmuchwillyouboardthisyoungwomanfor?\"saidI。
Heaskedtwentysous,andtwosousforthemaidwhowouldbringhermealsanddoherroom。
\"Thatwilldo,\"saidthegirl,andshepaidthemonth’srentandtheday’sboard。IlefthertellingherIwouldcomebackagain。
AsIwentdownthestairsIaskedtheoldmantoshewmearoomformyself。HeskewedmeaveryniceoneataLouisamonth,andIpaidinadvance。Hethengavemealatch—key,thatImightgoandcomewhenIliked。
\"Ifyouwishtoboardhere,\"saidhe,\"IthinkIcouldgivesatisfaction。\"
Havingdonethisgoodwork,Ihadmydinnerbymyself,andthenwenttoacoffee—housewhereIfoundtheamiableKnightofMaltawhowasplaying。Heleftthegameassoonashesawme,putthefistfullofgoldhehadwonintohispocket,accostedmewiththepolitenessnaturaltoaFrenchman,andaskedmehowIhadlikedtheladywhohadgivenmemysupper。Itoldhimwhathadhappened,atwhichhelaughed,andaskedmetocomeandseehisballet—girl。Wefoundherunderthehairdresser’shands,andshereceivedmewiththeplayfulfamiliaritywithwhichonegreetsanoldacquaintance。Ididnotthinkmuchofher,butIpretendedtobeimmenselystruck,withtheideaofpleasingthegood—naturedknight。
Whenthehairdresserlefther,itwastimeforhertogetreadyforthetheatre,andshedressedherself,withoutcaringwhowaspresent。Theknighthelpedhertochangeherchemise,whichsheallowedhimtodoasamatterofcourse,thoughindeedshebeggedmetoexcuseher。
AsIowedheracompliment,Icouldthinkofnothingbetterthantotellherthatthoughshehadnotoffendedmeshehadmademefeelveryuncomfortable。
\"Idon’tbelieveyou,\"saidshe。
\"It’strueallthesame。\"
Shecameuptometoverifythefact,andfindingIhaddeceivedher,shesaidhalfcrossly,\"Youareabadfellow。\"
ThewomenofMarseillesareundoubtedlythemostprofligateinFrance。Theynotonlypridethemselvesonneverrefusing,butalsoonbeingthefirsttopropose。Thisgirlskewedmearepeater,forwhichshehadgotupalotteryattwelvefrancsaticket。Shehadtenticketsleft;Itookthemall,andsodelightedwasshetotouchmyfiveLouisthatshecameandkissedme,andtoldtheknightthatherunfaithfulnesstohimrestedonlywithme。
\"Iamcharmedtohearit,\"saidtheMaltese。Heaskedmetosupwithher,andIacceptedtheinvitation,butthesolepleasureI
hadwaslookingattheknightatwork。HewasfarinferiortoDolci!
Iwishedthemgoodnight,andwenttothehousewhereIhadplacedthepoorgirl。Themaidskewedmetomyroom,andIaskedherifImightgotothegarret。Shetookthelight,Ifollowedherup,andRosalie,asthepoorgirlwasnamed,heardmyvoiceandopenedthedoor。Itoldthemaidtowaitformeinmyroom,andIwentinandsatdownonthebed。
\"Areyoucontented,dear?\"Isaid。
\"Iamquitehappy。\"
\"ThenIhopeyouwillbekind,andfindroomformeinyourbed。\"
\"Youmaycomeifyoulike,butImusttellyouthatyouwillnotfindmeamaid,asIhavehadonelover。\"
\"Youtoldmealie,then?\"
\"Forgiveme,Icouldnotguessyouwouldbemylover。\"
\"Iforgiveyouwillingly;allthemoresoasIamnogreatsticklerformaidenheads。\"
Shewasasgentleasalamb,andallowedmetogazeonallthosecharmsofwhichmyhandsandmylipsdisputedthepossession;andthenotionthatIwasmasterofallthesetreasuresputfireinallmyveins,buthersubmissiveairdistressedme。
\"Howisityoudonotpartakemydesires?\"saidI。
\"Idarenot,lestyoutakemeforapretender。\"
Artificeorstudiedcoquetrymighthavepromptedsuchananswer,buttherealtimidityandthefranknesswithwhichthesewordswereutteredcouldnothavebeenassumed。ImpatienttogainpossessionofherItookoffmyclothes,andongettingintobedtoherIwasastonishedtofindheramaid。
\"Whydidyoutellmeyouhadalover?\"saidI。\"Ineverheardofagirltellingalieofthatsortbefore。\"
\"AllthesameIdidnottellalie,butIamverygladthatIseemasifIhaddoneso。\"
\"Tellmeallaboutit。\"
\"CertainlyI,will,forIwanttowinyourconfidence。Thisisthestory:
\"Twoyearsagomymother,thoughshewashot—tempered,stilllovedme。Iwasaneedle—woman,andearnedfromtwentytothirtysousaday。WhateverIearnedIgavemymother。Ihadneverhadalover,neverthoughtofsuchathing,andwhenmygoodnesswaspraisedIfeltinclinedtolaugh。IhadbeenbroughtupfromachildnevertolookatyoungmenwhenImettheminthestreet,andnevertoreplytothemwhentheyaddressedanyimpudencetome。
\"Twomonthsagoafineenoughlookingyoungman,anativeofGenoa,andamerchantinasmallway,cametomymothertogethertowashsomeveryfinecottonstockingswhichthesea—waterhadstained。Whenhesawmehewasverycomplimentary,butinanhonestway。Ilikedhim,and,nodoubtseeingit,hecameandcameagaineveryevening。Mymotherwasalwayspresentatourinterviews,andhelookedatmeandtalkedtome,butdidnotsomuchasasktokissmyhand。Mymotherwasverypleasedtonoticethattheyoungmanlikedme,andoftenscoldedmebecauseIwasnotpoliteenoughtohim。IntimehehadtogotoGenoainasmallshipwhichbelongedtohim,andwhichwasladenwithgoods。
Heassuredusthathewouldreturnagainthenextspringanddeclarehisintentions。Hesaidhehopedheshouldfindmeasgoodasever,andstillwithoutanylover。Thiswasenough;mymotherlookeduponhimasmybetrothed,andletustalktogetheratthedoortillmidnight。WhenhewentIwouldshutthedoorandliedownbesidemymother,whowasalwaysasleep。
\"Fourorfivedaysbeforehisdeparture,hetookmyarmandgotmetogowithhimtoaplaceaboutfiftypacesfromthehousetodrinkaglassofMuscatataGreek’s,whokepthistavernopenallnight。Wewereonlyawayforhalfanhour,andthenitwasthathefirstkissedme。WhenIgothomeIfoundmymotherawake,andtoldherall;itseemedsoharmlesstome。
\"Nextday,excitedbytherecollectionofwhathadhappenedthenightbefore,Iwentwithhimagain,andlovebegantogainground。Weindulgedincaresseswhichwerenolongerinnocent,aswewellknew。However,weforgaveeachother,aswehadabstainedfromthechiefliberty。
\"Thedayafter,mylover——ashehadtojourneyinthenight——tookleaveofmymother,andassoonasshewasinbedIwasnotlongeringrantingwhatIdesiredasmuchashe。WewenttotheGreek’s,ateanddrank,andourheatedsensesgainedlove’scause;weforgotourduty,andfanciedourmisdemeanouratriumph。
\"Afterwardswefellasleep,andwhenweawokewesawourfaultintheclear,coldlightofday。Wepartedsorrowfulratherthanrejoicing,andthereceptionmymothergavemewaslikethatyouwitnessedthismorning。Iassuredherthatmarriagewouldtakeawaytheshameofmysin,andwiththisshetookupastickandwouldhavedoneforme,ifIhadnottakentomyheels,morefrominstinctthanfromanyideaofwhatIwasdoing。
\"OnceinthestreetIknewnotwheretoturn,andtakingrefugeinachurchIstayedtherelikeoneinadreamtillnoon。Thinkofmyposition。Iwashungry,Ihadnorefuge,nothingbuttheclothesIwore,nothingthatwouldgetmeamorselofbread。A
womanaccostedmeinthestreet。IknewherandIalsoknewthatshekeptaservants’agency。Iaskedherforthwithifshecouldgetmeaplace。
\"’Ihadenquiriesaboutamaidthismorning,’saidshe,’butitisforagaywoman,andyouarepretty。Youwouldhaveagooddealofdifficultyinremainingvirtuous。’
\"’Icankeepofftheinfection,’Ianswered,’andinthepositionIaminIcannotpickandchoose。’
\"Shethereupontookmetothelady,whowasdelightedtoseeme,andstillmoredelightedwhenItoldherthatIhadneverhadanythingtodowithaman。Ihaverepentedofthisliebitterlyenough,forintheweekIspentatthatprofligatewoman’shouseI
havehadtoendurethemosthumiliatinginsultsthatanhonestgirleversuffered。NosoonerdidthemenwhocametothehousehearthatIwasamaidthantheylongedtoslaketheirbrutallustuponme,offeringmegoldifIwouldsubmittotheircaresses。I
refusedandwasreviled,butthatwasnotall。FiveorsixtimeseverydayIwasobligedtoremainawitnessofthedisgustingscenesenactedbetweenmymistressandhercustomers,who,whenI
wascompelledtolightthemaboutthehouseatnight,overwhelmedmewithinsults,becauseIwouldnotdothemadisgustingserviceforatwelve—souspiece。Icouldnotbearthissortoflifemuchlonger,andIwasthinkingofdrowningmyself。Whenyoucameyoutreatedmesoignominiouslythatmyresolvetodiewasstrengthened,butyouweresokindandpoliteasyouwentawaythatIfellinlovewithyoudirectly,thinkingthatProvidencemusthavesentyoutosnatchmeawayfromtheabyss。Ithoughtyourfinepresencemightcalmmymotherandpersuadehertotakemebacktillmylovercametomarryme。Iwasundeceived,andI
sawthatshetookmeforaprostitute。Now,ifyoulike,Iamaltogetheryours,andIrenouncemyloverofwhomIamnolongerworthy。Takemeasyourmaid,Iwillloveyouandyouonly;I
willsubmitmyselftoyouanddowhateveryoubidme。\"
Whetheritwereweaknessorvirtueonmypart,thistaleofwoeandamother’stoogreatseveritydrewtearsfrommyeyes,andwhenshesawmyemotionsheweptprofusely,forherheartwasinneedofsomerelief。
\"Ithink,mypoorRosalie,youhaveonlyonechemise。\"
\"Alas!thatisall。\"
Comfortyourself,mydear;allyourwantsshallbesuppliedtomorrow,andintheeveningyoushallsupwithmeinmyroomonthesecondfloor。Iwilltakecareofyou。\"
\"Youpityme,then?\"
\"Ifancythereismorelovethanpityinit。\"
\"WouldtoGoditwereso!\"
This\"wouldtoGod,\"whichcamefromtheverydepthsofhersoul,sentmeawayinamerrymood。Theservantwhohadbeenwaitingformefortwohours,andwaslookingratherglum,relaxedwhenshesawthecolourofacrownwhichIgaveherbywayofatonement。
\"Tellyourmaster,\"saidI,\"thatRosaliewillsupwithmeto—
morrow;letushaveafastingdinner,butletitbeagoodone。\"
IreturnedtomyinnquiteinlovewithRosalie,andI
congratulatedmyselfonhavingatlastheardatruetalefromaprettymouth。Sheappearedtomesowelldisposedthathersmallfailingseemedtomakehershinethemore。Iresolvednevertoabandonher,andIdidsoinallsincerity;wasInotinlove?
AfterIhadhadmychocolatenextmorningIwentoutwithaguidetotheshops,whereIgotthenecessaryarticles,payingagoodbutnotanexcessiveprice。Rosaliewasonlyfifteen,butwithherfigure,herwell—formedbreasts,andherroundedarms,shewouldhavebeentakenfortwenty。HershapewassoimprintedonmybrainthateverythingIgotforherfittedasifshehadbeenmeasuredforit。Thisshoppingtookupallthemorning,andintheafternoonthemantookherasmalltrunkcontainingtwodresses,chemises,petticoats,handkerchiefs,stockings,gloves,caps,apairofslippers,afan,awork—bag,andamantle。Iwaspleasedatgivinghersuchadelightfulsurprise,andIlongedforsuppertimethatImightenjoythesightofherpleasure。
TheKnightofMaltacametodinewithmewithoutceremony,andI
wascharmedtoseehim。Afterwehaddinedhepersuadedmetogotothetheatre,asinconsequenceofthesuspenseofthesubscriptionarrangementstheboxeswouldbefilledwithallthequalityinMarseilles。
\"Therewillbenoloosewomenintheamphitheatre,\"saidhe,\"aseverybodyhastopay。\"
ThatdecidedmeandIwent。Hepresentedmetoaladywithanexcellentconnection,whoaskedmetocomeandseeher。IexcusedmyselfonthepleathatIwasleavingsoshortly。NeverthelessshewasveryusefultomeonmysecondvisittoMarseilles。HernamewasMadameAudibert。
Ididnotwaitfortheplaytoend,butwentwherelovecalledme。
IhadadelightfulsurprisewhenIsawRosalie;Ishouldnothaveknownher。ButIcannotresistthepleasureofrecallingherpictureasshestoodbeforemethen,despitetheyearsthathaverolledbysincethathappymoment。
Rosaliewasanenticing—lookingbrunette,abovethemiddleheight。
Herfacewasaperfectoval,andexquisitelyproportioned。Twofineblackeyesshedasoftandravishinglightaround。Hereyebrowswerearched,andshehadawealthofhair,blackandshiningasebony;herskinwaswhileandlightlytingedwithcolour。Onherchinwasadimple,andherslightestsmilesummonedintobeingtwootherdimples,oneoneachcheek。Hermouthwassmall,disclosingtworowsoffairestorientpearls,andfromherredlipsflowedforthanindefinablesweetness。Thelowerlipprojectedeversolightly,andseemeddesignedtoholdakiss。Ihavespokenofherarms,herbreast,andherfigure,whichleftnothingtobedesired,butImustaddtothiscatalogueofhercharms,thatherhandwasexquisitelyshaped,andthatherfootwasthesmallestIhaveeverseen。Astoherotherbeauties,IwillcontentmyselfwithsayingthattheywereinharmonywiththoseIhavedescribed。
Toseeheratherbest,onehadtoseehersmiling;andhithertoshehadbeensadorvexed——statesofmindwhichdetractfromawoman’sappearance。Butnowsadnesswasgone,andgratitudeandpleasurehadtakenitsplace。Iexaminedherclosely,andfeltproud,asIsawwhatatransformationIhadeffected;butI
concealedmysurprise,lestsheshouldthinkIhadformedanunfavourableimpressionofher。Iproceeded,therefore,totellherthatIshouldexposemyselftoridiculeifIattemptedtokeepabeautylikeherselfforaservant。
\"Youshallbemymistress,\"Isaid,\"andmyservantsshallrespectyouasifyouweremywife。\"
AtthisRosalie,asifIhadgivenheranotherbeing,begantotryandexpresshergratitudeforwhatIhaddone。Herwords,whichpassionmadeconfused,increasedmyjoy;herewasnoartnordeceit,butsimplenature。
Therewasnomirrorinhergarret,soshehaddressedbyhersenseoftouch,andIcouldseethatshewasafraidtostandupandlookatherselfinthemirrorinmyroom。Iknewtheweakspotinallwomen’shearts(whichmenareverywronginconsideringasmatterforreproach),andIencouragedhertoadmireherself,whereuponshecouldnotrestrainasmileofsatisfaction。
\"IthinkImustbeindisguise,\"saidshe,\"forIhaveneverseenmyselfsodeckedoutbefore。\"
ShepraisedthetastefulsimplicityofthedressIhadchosen,butwasvexedatthethoughtthathermotherwouldstillbedispleased。
\"Thinknomoreofyourmother,dearestone。Youlooklikealadyofquality,andIshallbequiteproudwhenthepeopleatGenoaaskmeifyouaremydaughter。\"
\"AtGenoa?\"
\"Yes,atGenoa。Whydoyoublush?\"
\"Fromsurprise;perhapsImayseethereonewhomIhavenotyetforgotten。\"
\"Wouldyouliketostayherebetter?\"
\"No,no!LovemeandbesurethatIloveyouandforyourownsake,notfromanythoughtofmyowninterests。\"
\"Youaremoved,myangel;letmewipeawayyourtearswithkisses。\"
Shefellintomyarms,andsherelievedthevariousfeelingsofwhichherheartwasfullbyweepingforsometime。Ididnottrytoconsoleher,forshehadnotgrief;sheweptastendersouls,andwomen,moreespecially,oftenwill。WehadadelicioussuppertowhichIdidhonourfortwo,forsheatenothing。Iaskedherifshewassounfortunateasnottocareforgoodfood。
\"Ihaveasgoodanappetiteasanyone,\"shereplied,\"andanexcellentdigestion。YoushallseeforyourselfwhenIgrowmoreaccustomedtomysuddenhappiness。\"
\"Atleastyoucandrink;thiswineisadmirable。IfyoupreferGreekmuscatIwillsendforsome。Itwillremindyouofyourlover。\"
\"Ifyoulovemeatall,Ibegyouwillsparemethatmortification。\"
\"Youshallhavenomoremortificationfromme,Ipromiseyou。Itwasonlyajoke,andIbegyourpardonforit。\"
\"AsIlookuponyouIfeelindespairatnothavingknownyoufirst。\"
\"Thatfeelingofyours,whichwellsforthfromthedepthsofyouropensoul,isgrand。Youarebeautifulandgood,foryouonlyyieldedtothevoiceoflovewiththeprospectofbecominghiswife;andwhenIthinkwhatyouaretomeIamindespairatnotbeingsureyouloveme。AnevilgeniuswhispersinmyearthatyouonlybearwithmebecauseIhadthehappinessofhelpingyou。\"
\"Indeed,thatisanevilgenius。Tobesure,ifIhadmetyouinthestreetIshouldnothavefallenheadoverearsinlovewithyou,likeawanton,butyouwouldcertainlyhavepleasedme。IamsureIloveyou,andnotforwhatyouhavedoneforme;forifI
wererichandyouwerepoor,Iwoulddoanythingintheworldforyou。ButIdon’twantittobelikethat,forIhadratherbeyourdebtorthanforyoutobemine。Thesearemyrealfeelings,andyoucanguesstherest。\"
Wewerestilltalkingonthesamesubjectwhenmidnightstruck,andmyoldlandlordcameandaskedmeifIwerepleased。
\"Imustthankyou,\"Ireplied,\"Iamdelighted。Whocookedthisdelicioussupper?\"
\"Mydaughter。\"
\"Sheunderstandshercraft;tellherIthoughtitexcellent。\"
\"Yes,sir,butitisdear。\"
\"Nottoodearforme。YoushallbepleasedwithmeasIwithyou,andtakecaretohaveasgoodasupperto—morrowevening,asI
hopetheladywillbewellenoughtodojusticetotheproductsofyourdaughter’sculinaryskill。\"
\"Bedisacapitalplacetogetanappetite。Ah!itissixtyyearssinceIhavehadanythingtodowiththatsortofthing。Whatareyoulaughingat,mademoiselle?\"
\"Atthedelightwithwhichyoumustrecollectit。\"
\"Youareright,itisapleasantrecollection;andthusIamalwaysreadytoforgiveyoungfolksthepeccadilloesthatlovemakesthemcommit。\"
\"Youareawiseoldman,\"saidI,\"everyoneshouldsympathisewiththetenderestofallourmortalfollies。\"
\"Iftheoldmaniswise,\"saidRosalie,whenhehadlefttheroom,\"mymothermustbeveryfoolish。\"
\"Wouldyoulikemetotakeyoutotheplayto—morrow?\"
\"Praydonot。Iwillcomeifyoulike,butitwillvexmeverymuch。Idon’twanttowalkoutwithyouortogotothetheatrewithyouhere。Goodheavens!Whatwouldpeoplesay。No,neitheratMarseilles;butelsewhere,anythingyoupleaseandwithallmyheart。\"
\"Verygood,mydear,justasyouplease。Butlookatyourroom;
nomoregarretforyou;andinthreedayswewillstart。\"
\"Sosoon?\"
\"Yes;tellmeto—morrowwhatyourequireforthejourney,forI
don’twantyoutolackforanything,andifyouleaveitalltomeImightforgetsomethingwhichwouldvexme。\"
\"Well,Ishouldlikeanothercloak,acloakwithalining,someboots,anight—cap,andaprayer—book。\"
\"Youknowhowtoread,doyou?\"
\"Certainly;andIcanwritefairlywell。\"
\"Iamgladtohearit。Youraskingmesofreelyforwhatyouwantisatrueproofofyourlove;whereconfidencedwellsnotthereisnolove。Iwillnotforgetanything,butyourfeetaresosmallthatIshouldadviseyoutogetyourbootsyourself。\"
Ourtalkwassopleasant,andIexperiencedsuchdelightinstudyingherdisposition,thatwedidnotgotobedtillfiveo’clock。Inthearmsofloveandsleepwespentsevendelicioushours,andwhenweroseatnoonwewerefastlovers。Shecalledmethou,talkedofloveandnotofgratitude,and,grownmorefamiliarwithhernewestate,laughedathertroubles。Shekissedmeateveryopportunity,calledmeherdarlingboy,herjoy,andasthepresentmomentistheonlyrealthinginthislife,I
enjoyedherlove,Iwaspleasedwithhercaresses,andputawayallideasofthedreadfulfuture,whichhasonlyonecertainty——
death,’ultimalinearerum’。
Thesecondnightwasfarsweeterthanthefirst;shehadmadeagoodsupper,anddrunkwell,thoughmoderately;thusshewasdisposedtorefineonherpleasure,andtodeliverherselfwithgreaterardourtoallthevoluptuousenjoymentswhichloveinspires。
Igaveheraprettywatchandagoldshuttleforhertoamuseherselfwith。
\"Iwantedit,\"saidshe,\"butIshouldneverhavedaredtoaskforit。\"
Itoldherthatthisfearofmydispleasuremademedoubtoncemorewhethershereallylovedme。Shethrewherselfintomyarms,andpromisedthathenceforthshewouldshewmetheutmostconfidence。
Iwaspleasedtoeducatethisyounggirl,andIfeltthatwhenhermindhadbeendevelopedshewouldbeperfect。
OnthefourthdayIwarnedhertoholdherselfinreadinesstostartatamoment’snotice。IhadsaidnothingaboutmyplanstoCostaorLeDuc,butRosalieknewthatIhadtwoservants,andI
toldherthatIshouldoftenmakethemtalkonthejourneyforthesakeofthelaughtertheirfollywouldaffordme。
\"You,mydear,\"Ihadsaidtoher,\"mustbeveryreservedwiththem,andnotallowthemtotaketheslightestliberty。Givethemyourordersasamistress,butwithoutpride,andyouwillbeobeyedandrespected。Iftheyforgetthemselvesintheslightestparticular,tellmeatonce。\"
Istartedfromthehotelofthe\"TreizeCantons\"withfourpost—
horses,LeDucandCostasittingonthecoachman’sseat。Theguide,whomIhadpaidwellforhisservices,tookustoRosalie’sdoor。Igotoutofthecarriage,andafterthankingthekindlyoldlandlord,whowassorrytolosesogoodaboarder,Imadehergetin,satdownbesideher,andorderedthepostillionstogotoToulon,asIwishedtoseethatfineportbeforereturningtoItaly。WegottoToulonatfiveo’clock。
MyRosaliebehavedherselfatsupperlikethemistressofahouseaccustomedtothebestsociety。InoticedthatLeDucasheadmanmadeCostawaituponher,butIgotoverhimbytellingmysweetheartthathewouldhavethehonourofdoingherhair,ashecoulddoitaswellasthebestbarberinParis。Heswallowedthegoldenpill,andgaveinwithagoodgrace,andsaid,withaprofoundbow,thathehopedtogivemadamsatisfaction。
Wewentoutnextmorningtoseetheport,andwereshewnovertheplacebythecommandant,whoseacquaintancewemadebyaluckychance。HeofferedhisarmtoRosalie,andtreatedherwiththeconsiderationshedeservedforherappearanceandthegoodsenseofherquestions。Thecommandantacceptedmyinvitationtodinner,atwhichRosaliespoketothepointthoughnottoexcess,andreceivedthepolitecomplimentsofourworthyguestwithmuchgrace。Intheafternoonhetookusoverthearsenal,andafterhavinghimtodinnercouldnotrefusehisinvitationtosupper。
TherewasnodifficultyaboutRosalie;thecommandantintroducedherimmediatelytohiswife,hisdaughter,andhisson。Iwasdelightedtoseethathermannerwithladiesevensurpassedhermannerwithgentlemen。ShewasoneofNature’sownladies。Thecommandant’swifeanddaughtercaressedheragainandagain,andshereceivedtheirattentionswiththatmodestsensibilitywhichisthesealofagoodeducation。
Theyaskedmetodinnerthenextday,butIwassatisfiedwithwhatIhadseen,soItookleave,intendingtostartonthemorrow。
WhenwegotbacktotheinnItoldherhowpleasedIwaswithher,andshethrewherarmsroundmyneckforjoy。
\"Iamalwaysafraid,\"saidshe,\"ofbeingaskedwhoIam。\"
\"Youneedn’tbeafraid,dearest;inFrancenogentlemanorladywouldthinkofaskingsuchaquestion。\"
\"Butiftheydid,whatoughtItodo?\"
\"Youshouldmakeuseofanevasion。\"
\"What’sanevasion?\"
\"Awayofescapingfromadifficultywithoutsatisfyingimpertinentcuriosity。\"
\"Givemeanexample。\"
\"Well,ifsuchaquestionwereaskedyou,youmightsay,’Youhadbetteraskthisgentleman。’\"
\"Isee,thequestionisavoided;butisnotthatimpolite?\"
\"Yes;butnotsoimpoliteastoaskanembarrassingquestion。\"
\"Andwhatwouldyousayifthequestionwaspassedontoyou?\"
\"Well,myanswerwouldvaryinaratiowiththerespectinwhichI
heldthequestioner。Iwouldnottellthetruth,butIshouldsaysomething。AndIamgladtoseeyouattentivetomylessons。
Alwaysaskquestions,andyouwillalwaysfindmereadytoanswer,forIwanttoteachyou。Andnowletustobed;wehavetostartforAntibesatanearlyhour,andlovewillrewardyouforthepleasureyouhavegivenmeto—day。\"
AtAntibesIhiredafeluccatotakemetoGenoa,andasI
intendedtoreturnbythesamerouteIhadmycarriagewarehousedforasmallmonthlypayment。Westartedearlywithagoodwind,buttheseabecomingrough,andRosaliebeingmortallyafraid,I
hadthefeluccarowedintoVillafranca,whereIengagedacarriagetotakemetoNice。Theweatherkeptusbackforthreedays,andIfeltobligedtocallonthecommandant,anoldofficernamedPeterson。
Hegavemeanexcellentreception,andaftertheusualcomplimentshadpassed,said,——
\"DoyouknowaRussianwhocallshimselfCharlesIvanoff?\"
\"IsawhimonceatGrenoble。\"
\"ItissaidthathehasescapedfromSiberia,andthatheistheyoungersonoftheDukeofCourland。\"
\"SoIhaveheard,butIknownoproofofhisclaimtothetitle。\"
\"HeisatGenoa,whereitissaidabankeristogivehimtwentythousandcrowns。Inspiteofthat,noonewouldgivehimasouhere,soIsenthimtoGenoaatmyownexpense,toridtheplaceofhim。\"
IfeltverygladthattheRussianhadgoneawaybeforemyarrival。
AnofficernamedRamini,whowasstayingatthesameinnasmyself,askedifIwouldmindtakingchargeofapacketwhichM。deSt。Pierre,theSpanishconsul,hadtosendtotheMarquisGrimaldi,atGenoa。ItwasthenoblemanIhadjustseenatAvignon,andIwaspleasedtoexecutethecommission。ThesameofficeraskedmewhetherIhadeverseenacertainMadameStuard。
\"Shecamehereafortnightagowithamanwhocallshimselfherhusband。Thepoordevilshadn’tapenny,andshe,agreatbeauty,enchantedeverybody,butwouldgivenooneasmileoraword。\"
\"Ihavebothseenandknowher,\"Ianswered。\"Ifurnishedherwiththemeanstocomehere。HowcouldsheleaveNicewithoutanymoney?\"
\"That’sjustwhatnoonecanunderstand。Shewentoffinacarriage,andthelandlord’sbillwaspaid。Iwasinterestedinthewoman。TheMarquisGrimalditoldmethatshehadrefusedahundredlouisheofferedher,andthataVenetianofhisacquaintancehadfaredjustasbadly。Perhapsthatisyou?\"
\"Itis,andIgavehersomemoneydespitemytreatment。\"
M。Petersoncametoseeme,andwasenchantedwithRosalie’samiablemanner。Thiswasanotherconquestforher,andIdulycomplimentedheruponit。
Niceisaterriblydullplace,andstrangersaretormentedbythemidges,whopreferthemtotheinhabitants。However,Iamusedmyselfatasmallbankatfaro,whichwasheldatacoffee—house,andatwhichRosalie,whoseplayIdirected,wonascoreofPiedmontesepistoles。Sheputherlittleearningsintoapurse,andtoldmeshelikedtohavesomemoneyofherown。Iscoldedherfornothavingtoldmesobefore,andremindedherofherpromise。
\"Idon’treallywantit,\"saidshe,\"it’sonlymythoughtlessness。\"
Wesoonmadeupourlittlequarrel。
InsuchwaysdidImakethisgirlmyown,inthehopethatfortheremnantofmydaysshewouldbemine,andsoIshouldnotbeforcedtoflyfromoneladytoanother。Butinexorablefateordaineditotherwise。
Theweathergrewfineagain,andwegotonboardoncemore,andthenextdayarrivedatGenoa,whichIhadneverseenbefore。I
putupat\"St。Martin’sInn,\"andfordecency’ssaketooktworooms,buttheywereadjoiningoneanother。ThefollowingdayI
sentthepackettoM。Grimaldi,andalittlelaterIleftmycardathispalace。
Myguidetookmetoalinen—draper’s,andIboughtsomestuffforRosalie,whowasinwantoflinen。Shewasverypleasedwithit。
WewerestillattablewhentheMarquisGrimaldiwasannounced;hekissedmeandthankedmeforbringingtheparcel。HisnextremarkreferredtoMadameStuard。Itoldhimwhathadhappened,andhelaughed,sayingthathewasnotquitesurewhathewouldhavedoneunderthecircumstances。
IsawhimlookingatRosalieattentively,andItoldhimshewasasgoodasshewasbeautiful。
\"Iwanttofindheramaid,\"Isaid,\"agoodseamstress,whocouldgooutwithher,andaboveallwhocouldtalkItaliantoher,forIwanthertolearnthelanguagethatImaytakeherintosocietyatFlorence,RomeandNaples。\"
\"Don’tdepriveGenoaofthepleasureofentertainingher,\"saidthemarquis。\"Iwillintroduceherunderwhatevernameshepleases,andinmyownhousetobeginwith。\"
\"Shehasgoodreasonsforpreservingherincognitohere。\"
\"Ah,Isee!——Doyouthinkofstayingherelong?\"
\"Amonth,orthereabouts,andourpleasureswillbelimitedtoseeingthetownanditssurroundingsandgoingtothetheatre。Weshallalsoenjoythepleasuresofthetable。Ihopetoeatchampignonseveryday,theyarebetterherethananywhereelse\"
\"Anexcellentplan。Icouldn’tsuggestabetter。IamgoingtoseewhatIcandointhewayofgettingyouamaid,mademoiselle。\"
\"Yousir?HowcanIdeservesuchgreatkindness?\"
\"Myinterestinyouisthegreater,asIthinkyoucomefromMarseilles。\"
Rosalieblushed。Shewasnotawarethatshelisped,andthatthisbetrayedher。Iextricatedherfromherconfusionbytellingthemarquishisconjecturewaswellfounded。
IaskedhimhowIcouldgettheJournaldeSavans,theMercuredeFrance,andotherpapersofthesamedescription。Hepromisedtosendmeamanwhowouldgetmeallthatkindofthing。HeaddedthatifIwouldallowhimtosendmesomeofhisexcellentchocolatehewouldcomeandbreakfastwithus。Isaidthatbothgiftandguestwerevastlyagreeabletome。
AssoonashehadgoneRosalieaskedmetotakehertoamilliner’s。
\"Iwantribbonsandotherlittlethings,\"saidshe,\"butIshouldliketobargainforthemandpayforthemoutofmyownmoney,withoutyourhavinganythingtodowithit。\"
\"Dowhateveryoulike,mydear,andafterwardswewillgototheplay。\"
ThemillinertowhomwewentprovedtobeaFrenchwoman。ItwasacharmingsighttoseeRosalieshopping。Sheputonanimportantair,seemedtoknowallaboutit,orderedbonnetsinthelatestfashion,bargained,andcontrivedtospendfiveorsixlouiswithgreatgrandeur。AswelefttheshopItoldherthatIhadbeentakenforherfootman,andImeanttoberevenged。Sosaying,I
madehercomeintoajeweller’s,whereIboughtheranecklace,ear—rings,andbroochesinimitationdiamonds,andwithoutlettinghersayawordIpaidthepriceandlefttheshop。
\"Youhaveboughtmesomebeautifulthings,\"saidshe,\"butyouaretoolavishwithyourmoney;ifyouhadbargainedyoumighthavesavedfourlouisatleast。\"
\"Verylikely,dearest,butIneverwasanyhandatabargain。\"
Itookhertotheplay,butasshedidnotunderstandthelanguageshegotdreadfullytired,andaskedmetotakeherhomeattheendofthefirstact,whichIdidverywillingly。WhenwegotinI
foundaboxwaitingformefromM。Grimaldi。Itprovedtocontaintwenty—fourpoundsofchocolate。Costa,whohadboastedofhisskillinmakingchocolateintheSpanishfashion,receivedorderstomakeusthreecupsinthemorning。
Atnineo’clockthemarquisarrivedwithatradesman,whosoldmesomebeautifulorientalmaterials。IgavethemtoRosalietomaketwo’mezzaro’forherself。The’mezzaro’isakindofhoodedcloakwornbytheGenoesewomen,asthe’cendal’iswornatVenice,andthe’mantilla’atMadrid。
IthankedM。Grimaldiforthechocolate,whichwasexcellent;
Costawasquiteproudofthepraisethemarquisgavehim。LeDuccameintoannounceawoman,whosenameIdidnotknow。
\"It’sthemotherofthemaidIhaveengaged,\"saidM。Grimaldi。
Shecamein,andIsawbeforemeawell—dressedwoman,followedbyagirlfromtwentytotwenty—fouryearsold,whopleasedmeatthefirstglance。Themotherthankedthemarquis,andpresentedherdaughtertoRosalie,enumeratinghergoodqualities,andtellingherthatshewouldserveherwell,andwalkwithherwhenshewishedtogoout。
\"Mydaughter,\"sheadded,\"speaksFrench,andyouwillfindheragood,faithful,andobliginggirl。\"
Sheendedbysayingthatherdaughterhadbeeninservicelatelywithalady,andthatshewouldbeobligedifshecouldhavehermealsbyherself。
ThegirlwasnamedVeronique。Rosalietoldherthatshewasagoodgirl,andthattheonlywaytoberespectedwastoberespectable。Veroniquekissedherhand,themotherwentaway,andRosalietookthegirlintoherroomtobeginherwork。
Ididnotforgettothankthemarquis,forhehadevidentlychosenamaidmorewithaviewtomylikingsthantothoseofmysweetheart。ItoldhimthatIshouldnotfailtocallonhim,andherepliedthathewouldbehappytoseemeatanyhour,andthatIshouldeasilyfindhimathiscasinoatSt。Pierred’Arena,whereheoftenspentthenight。
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CHAPTERIV
ThePlay——TheRussian——Petri——RosalieattheConventWhenthemarquishadgone,seeingRosalieengagedwithVeronique,Isetmyselftotranslatethe’Ecossaise’fortheactorsatGenoa,whoseemedprettygoodones,toplay。
IthoughtRosalielookingsadatdinner,andsaid,\"Whatisthematter,dearest?YouknowIdonotliketoseeyoulookingmelancholy。\"
\"IamvexedatVeronique’sbeingprettierthanI。\"
\"Iseewhatyoumean;Ilikethat!Butconsoleyour,self,Veroniqueisnothingcomparedtoyou,inmyeyesatallevents。
Youaremyonlybeauty;buttoreassureyouIwillaskM。deGrimalditotellhermothertocomeandfetchheraway,andtogetmeanothermaidasuglyaspossible。\"
\"Oh,no!praydonotdoso;hewillthinkIamjealous,andI
wouldn’thavehimthinksofortheworld。\"