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  Mydeskwasopen,andallmypaperswereonatablewhereIwasaccustomedtowrite。

  \"Takethem,\"saidI,totheagentofthedreadfulTribunal,pointingtothepaperswhichcoveredthetable。Hefilledabagwiththem,andgaveittooneofthesbirri,andthentoldmethatImustalsogiveuptheboundmanuscriptswhichIhadinmypossession。Ishewedhimwheretheywere,andthisincidentopenedmyeyes。Isawnow,clearlyenough,thatIhadbeenbetrayedbythewretchManuzzi。Thebookswere,\"TheKeyofSolomontheKing,\"\"TheZecorben,\"a\"Picatrix,\"abookof\"InstructionsonthePlanetaryHours,\"andthenecessaryincantationsforconversingwithdemonsofallsorts。

  ThosewhowereawarethatIpossessedthesebookstookmeforanexpertmagician,andIwasnotsorrytohavesuchareputation。

  Messer—Grandetookalsothebooksonthetablebymybed,suchasPetrarch,Ariosto,Horace。\"TheMilitary’Philosopher\"(amanuscriptwhichMathildehadgivenme),\"ThePorterofChartreux,\"and\"TheAretin,\"whichManuzzihadalsodenounced,forMesser—Grandeaskedmeforitbyname。Thisspy,Manuzzi,hadalltheappearanceofanhonestman——averynecessaryqualificationforhisprofession。HissonmadehisfortuneinPolandbymarryingaladynamedOpeska,whom,astheysay,hekilled。,thoughIhaveneverhadanypositiveproofonthematter,andamwillingtostretchChristiancharitytotheextentofbelievinghewasinnocent,althoughhewasquitecapableofsuchacrime。

  WhileMesser—Grandewasthusrummagingamongmymanuscripts,booksandletters,Iwasdressingmyselfinanabsent—mindedmanner,neitherhurryingmyselfnorthereverse。Imademytoilette,shavedmyself,andcombedmyhair;puttingonmechanicallyalacedshirtandmyholidaysuitwithoutsayingaword,andwithoutMesser—Grande——whodidnotletmeescapehissightforaninstant——complainingthatI

  wasdressingmyselfasifIweregoingtoawedding。

  AsIwentoutIwassurprisedtoseeabandoffortymen—at—armsintheante—room。Theyhaddonemethehonourofthinkingallthesemennecessaryformyarrest,though,accordingtotheaxiom’NeHerculesquidemcontraduos’,twowouldhavebeenenough。ItiscuriousthatinLondon,whereeveryoneisbrave,onlyonemanisneededtoarrestanother,whereasinmydearnativeland,wherecowardiceprevails,thirtyarerequired。Thereasonis,perhaps,thatthecowardontheoffensiveismoreafraidthanthecowardonthedefensive,andthusamanusuallycowardlyistransformedforthemomentintoamanofcourage。ItiscertainthatatVeniceoneoftenseesaman。

  defendinghimselfagainsttwentysbirri,andfinallyescapingafterbeatingthemsoundly。IrememberoncehelpingafriendofmineatParistoescapefromthehandsoffortybum—bailiffs,andweputthewholevileroutofthemtoflight。

  Messer—Grandemademegetintoagondola,andsatdownnearmewithanescortoffourmen。Whenwecametoourdestinationheofferedmecoffee,whichIrefused;andhethenshutmeupinaroom。Ipassedthesefourhoursinsleep,wakingupeveryquarterofanhourtopasswater——anextraordinaryoccurrence,asIwasnotatallsubjecttostranguary;theheatwasgreat,andIhadnotsuppedtheeveningbefore。Ihavenoticedatothertimesthatsurpriseatadeedofoppressionactsonmeasapowerfulnarcotic,butIfoundoutatthetimeIspeakofthatgreatsurpriseisalsoadiuretic。Imakethisdiscoveryovertothedoctors,itispossiblethatsomelearnedmanmaymakeuseofittosolacetheillsofhumanity。IrememberlaughingveryheartilyatPraguesixyearsago,onlearningthatsomethin—skinnedladies,onreadingmyflightfromTheLeads,whichwaspublishedatthatdate,tookgreatoffenceattheaboveaccount,whichtheythoughtIshouldhavedonewelltoleaveout。Ishouldhaveleftitout,perhaps,inspeakingtoalady,butthepublicisnotaprettywomanwhomIamintentoncajoling,myonlyaimistobeinstructive。Indeed,IseenoimproprietyinthecircumstanceIhavenarrated,whichisascommontomenandwomenaseatinganddrinking;

  andifthereisanythinginittoshocktoosensitivenerves,itisthatweresembleinthisrespectthecowsandpigs。

  Itisprobablethatjustasmyoverwhelmedsoulgavesignsofitsfailingstrengthbythelossofthethinkingfaculty,somybodydistilledagreatpartofthosefluidswhichbytheircontinualcirculationsetthethinkingfacultyinmotion。Thusasuddenshockmightcauseinstantaneousdeath,andsendonetoParadisebyacutmuchtooshort。

  Incourseoftimethecaptainofthemen—at—armscametotellmethathewasunderorderstotakemeundertheLeads。WithoutawordI

  followedhim。Wewentbygondola,andafterathousandturningsamongthesmallcanalswegotintotheGrandCanal,andlandedattheprisonquay。AfterclimbingseveralflightsofstairswecrossedaclosedbridgewhichformsthecommunicationbetweentheprisonsandtheDoge’spalace,crossingthecanalcalledRiodiPalazzo。Ontheothersideofthisbridgethereisagallerywhichwetraversed。Wethencrossedoneroom,andenteredanother,wheresatanindividualinthedressofanoble,who,afterlookingfixedlyatme,said,\"Equello,metteteloindeposito:\"

  ThismanwasthesecretaryoftheInquisitors,theprudentDominicCavalli,whowasapparentlyashamedtospeakVenetianinmypresenceashepronouncedmydoomintheTuscanlanguage。

  Messer—GrandethenmademeovertothewardenofTheLeads,whostoodbywithanenormousbunchofkeys,andaccompaniedbytwoguards,mademeclimbtwoshortflightsofstairs,atthetopofwhichfollowedapassageandthenanothergallery,attheendofwhichheopenedadoor,andIfoundmyselfinadirtygarret,thirty—sixfeetlongbytwelvebroad,badlylightedbyawindowhighupintheroof。

  Ithoughtthisgarretwasmyprison,butIwasmistaken;for,takinganenormouskey,thegaoleropenedathickdoorlinedwithiron,threeandahalffeethigh,witharoundholeinthemiddle,eightinchesindiameter,justasIwaslookingintentlyatanironmachine。Thismachinewaslikeahorseshoe,aninchthickandaboutfiveinchesacrossfromoneendtotheother。Iwasthinkingwhatcouldbetheusetowhichthishorribleinstrumentwasput,whenthegaolersaid,withasmile,\"Isee,sir,thatyouwishtoknowwhatthatisfor,andasithappensIcansatisfyyourcuriosity。Whentheirexcellenciesgiveordersthatanyoneistobestrangled,heismadetositdownonastool,thebackturnedtothiscollar,andhisheadissoplacedthatthecollargoesroundonehalfoftheneck。Asilkband,whichgoesroundtheotherhalf,passesthroughthishole,andthetwoendsareconnectedwiththeaxleofawheelwhichisturnedbysomeoneuntiltheprisonergivesuptheghost,fortheconfessor,Godbethanked!

  neverleaveshimtillheisdead。\"

  \"Allthissoundsveryingenious,andIshouldthinkthatitisyouwhohavethehonourofturningthewheel。\"

  Hemadenoanswer,andsigningtometoenter,whichIdidbybendingdouble,heshutmeup,andafterwardsaskedmethroughthegratedholewhatIwouldliketoeat。

  \"Ihaven’tthoughtanythingaboutityet,\"Ianswered。Andhewentaway,lockingallthedoorscarefullybehindhim。

  Stunnedwithgrief,Ileantmyelbowsonthetopofthegrating。Itwascrossed,bysixironbarsaninchthick,whichformedsixteensquareholes。Thisopeningwouldhavelightedmycell,ifasquarebeamsupportingtheroofwhichjoinedthewallbelowthewindowhadnotinterceptedwhatlittlelightcameintothathorridgarret。

  Aftermakingthetourofmysadabode,myheadlowered,asthecellwasnotmorethanfiveandahalffeethigh,Ifoundbygropingalongthatitformedthree—quartersofasquareoftwelvefeet。Thefourthquarterwasakindofrecess,whichwouldhaveheldabed;buttherewasneitherbed,nortable,norchair,noranyfurniturewhatever,exceptabucket——theuseofwhichmaybeguessed,andabenchfixedinthewallafootwideandfourfeetfromtheground。OnitI

  placedmycloak,myfinesuit,andmyhattrimmedwithSpanishpaintandadornedwithabeautifulwhitefeather。Theheatwasgreat,andmyinstinctmademegomechanicallytothegrating,theonlyplacewhereIcouldleanonmyelbows。Icouldnotseethewindow,butI

  sawthelightinthegarret,andratsofafearfulsize,whichwalkedunconcernedlyaboutit;thesehorriblecreaturescomingcloseundermygratingwithoutshewingtheslightestfear。AtthesightoftheseIhastenedtocloseuptheroundholeinthemiddleofthedoorwithaninsideshutter,foravisitfromoneoftheratswouldhavefrozenmyblood。Ipassedeighthoursinsilenceandwithoutstirring,myarmsallthetimecrossedonthetopofthegrating。

  Atlasttheclockrousedmefrommyreverie,andIbegantofeelrestlessthatnoonecametogivemeanythingtoeatortobringmeabedwhereontosleep。Ithoughttheymightatleastletmehaveachairandsomebreadandwater。Ihadnoappetite,certainly;butweremygaolerstoguessasmuch?AndneverinmylifehadIbeensothirsty。Iwasquitesure,however,thatsomebodywouldcomebeforethecloseoftheday;butwhenIheardeighto’clockstrikeIbecamefurious,knockingatthedoor,stampingmyfeet,frettingandfuming,andaccompanyingthisuselesshubbubwithloudcries。Aftermorethananhourofthiswildexercise,seeingnoone,withouttheslightestreasontothinkIcouldbeheard,andshroudedindarkness,Ishutthegratingforfearoftherats,andthrewmyselfatfulllengthuponthefloor。Socrueladesertionseemedtomeunnatural,andIcametotheconclusionthattheInquisitorshadswornmydeath。

  MyinvestigationastowhatIhaddonetodeservesuchafatewasnotalongone,forinthemostscrupulousexaminationofmyconductI

  couldfindnocrimes。Iwas,itistrue,aprofligate,agambler,aboldtalker,amanwhothoughtoflittlebesidesenjoyingthispresentlife,butinallthattherewasnooffenceagainstthestate。

  Nevertheless,findingmyselftreatedasacriminal,rageanddespairmademeexpressmyselfagainstthehorribledespotismwhichoppressedmeinamannerwhichIwillleavemyreaderstoguess,butwhichI

  willnotrepeathere。Butnotwithstandingmybriefandanxiety,thehungerwhichbegantomakeitselffelt,andthethirstwhichtormentedme,andthehardnessoftheboardsonwhichIlay,didnotpreventexhaustednaturefromreassertingherrights;Ifellasleep。

  Mystrongconstitutionwasinneedofsleep;andinayoungandhealthysubjectthisimperiousnecessitysilencesallothers,andinthiswayaboveallissleeprightlytermedthebenefactorofman。

  Theclockstrikingmidnightawokeme。Howsadistheawakingwhenitmakesoneregretone’semptydreams。IcouldscarcelybelievethatI

  hadspentthreepainlesshours。AsIlayonmyleftside,I

  stretchedoutmyrighthandtogetmyhandkerchief,whichI

  rememberedputtingonthatside。Ifeltaboutforit,when——heavens!

  whatwasmysurprisetofeelanotherhandascoldasice。Thefrightsentanelectricshockthroughme,andmyhairbegantostandonend。

  NeverhadIbeensoalarmed,norshouldIhavepreviouslythoughtmyselfcapableofexperiencingsuchterror。Ipassedthreeorfourminutesinakindofswoon,notonlymotionlessbutincapableofthinking。AsIgotbackmysensesbydegrees,ItriedtomakemyselfbelievethatthehandIfanciedIhadtouchedwasamerecreatureofmydisorderedimagination;andwiththisideaIstretchedoutmyhandagain,andagainwiththesameresult。Benumbedwithfright,I

  utteredapiercingcry,and,droppingthehandIheld,Idrewbackmyarm,tremblingallover:

  Soon,asIgotalittlecalmerandmorecapableofreasoning,I

  concludedthatacorpsehadbeenplacedbesidemewhilstIslept,forIwascertainitwasnottherewhenIlaydown。

  \"This,\"saidI,\"isthebodyofsomestrangledwretch,andtheywouldthuswarnmeofthefatewhichisinstoreforme。\"

  Thethoughtmaddenedme;andmyfeargivingplacetorage,forthethirdtimeIstretchedmyarmtowardstheicyhand,seizingittomakecertainofthefactinallitsatrocity,andwishingtogetup,Iroseuponmyleftelbow,andfoundthatIhadgotholdofmyotherhand。Deadenedbytheweightofmybodyandthehardnessoftheboards,ithadlostwarmth,motion,andallsensation。

  Inspiteofthehumorousfeaturesinthisincident,itdidnotcheermeup,but,onthecontrary,inspiredmewiththedarkestfancies。I

  sawthatIwasinaplacewhere,ifthefalseappearedtrue,thetruthmightappearfalse,whereunderstandingwasbereavedofhalfitsprerogatives,wheretheimaginationbecomingaffectedwouldeithermakethereasonavictimtoemptyhopesortodarkdespair。I

  resolvedtobeonmyguard;andforthefirsttimeinmylife,attheageofthirty,Icalledphilosophytomyassistance。Ihadwithinmealltheseedsofphilosophy,butsofarIhadhadnoneedforit。

  Iamconvincedthatmostmendiewithouteverhavingthought,inthepropersenseoftheword,notsomuchforwantofwitorofgoodsense,butratherbecausetheshocknecessarytothereasoningfacultyinitsinceptionhasneveroccurredtothemtoliftthemoutoftheirdailyhabits。

  AfterwhatIhadexperienced,Icouldthinkofsleepnomore,andtogetupwouldhavebeenuselessasIcouldnotstandupright,soI

  tooktheonlysensiblecourseandremainedseated。Isatthustillfouro’clockinthemorning,thesunwouldriseatfive,andIlongedtoseetheday,forapresentimentwhichIheldinfallibletoldmethatitwouldsetmeagainatliberty。Iwasconsumedwithadesireforrevenge,nordidIconcealitfrommyself。Isawmyselfattheheadofthepeople,abouttoexterminatetheGovernmentwhichhadoppressedme;Imassacredallthearistocratswithoutpity;allmustbeshatteredandbroughttothedust。Iwasdelirious;Iknewtheauthorsofmymisfortune,andinmyfancyIdestroyedthem。I

  restoredthenaturalrightcommontoallmenofbeingobedientonlytothelaw,andofbeingtriedonlybytheirpeersandbylawstowhichtheyhaveagreed—inshort,IbuiltcastlesinSpain。Suchismanwhenhehasbecomethepreyofadevouringpassion。Hedoesnotsuspectthattheprinciplewhichmoveshimisnotreasonbutwrath,itsgreatestenemy。

  IwaitedforalesstimethanIhadexpected,andthusIbecamealittlemorequiet。Athalf—pastfourthedeadlysilenceoftheplace——thishelloftheliving——wasbrokenbytheshriekofboltsbeingshotbackinthepassagesleadingtomycell。

  \"Haveyouhadtimeyettothinkaboutwhatyouwilltaketoeat?\"

  saidtheharshvoiceofmygaolerfromthewicket。

  Oneisluckywhentheinsolenceofawretchlikethisonlyshewsitselfintheguiseofjesting。IansweredthatIshouldlikesomericesoup,apieceofboiledbeef,aroast,bread,wine,andwater。

  Isawthattheloutwasastonishednottohearthelamentationsheexpected。HewentawayandcamebackagaininaquarterofanhourtosaythathewasastonishedIdidnotrequireabedandthenecessarypiecesoffurniture,\"for\"saidhe,\"ifyouflatteryourselfthatyouareonlyhereforanight,youareverymuchmistaken。\"

  \"Thenbringmewhateveryouthinknecessary。\"

  \"WhereshallIgoforit?Hereisapencilandpaper;writeitdown。\"

  Iskewedhimbywritingwheretogoformyshirts,stockings,andclothesofallsorts,abed,table,chair,thebookswhichMesser—

  Grandehadconfiscated,paper,pens,andsoforth。Onmyreadingoutthelisttohim(theloutdidnotknowhowtoread)hecried,\"Scratchout,\"saidhe,\"scratchoutbooks,paper,pens,looking—

  glassandrazors,forallthatisforbiddenfruithere,andthengivemesomemoneytogetyourdinner。\"IhadthreesequinssoIgavehimone,andhewentoff。Hespentanhourinthepassagesengaged,asI

  learntafterwards,inattendingonsevenotherprisonerswhowereimprisonedincellsplacedfarapartfromeachothertopreventallcommunication。

  Aboutnoonthegaolerreappearedfollowedbyfiveguards,whosedutyitwastoservethestateprisoners。Heopened:thecelldoortobringinmydinnerandthefurnitureIhadaskedfor。Thebedwasplacedintherecess;mydinnerwaslaidoutonasmalltable,andI

  hadtoeatwithanivoryspoonhehadprocuredoutofthemoneyIhadgivenhim;allforks,knives,andedgedtoolsbeingforbidden。

  \"Tellmewhatyouwouldlikeforto—morrow,\"saidhe,\"forIcanonlycomehereonceadayatsunrise。TheLordHighSecretaryhastoldmetoinformyouthathewillsendyousomesuitablebooks,butthoseyouwishforareforbidden。\"

  \"Thankhimforhiskindnessinputtingmebymyself。\"

  \"Iwilldoso,butyoumakeamistakeinjestingthus。\"

  \"Idon’tjestatall,forIthinktrulythatitismuchbettertobealonethantominglewiththescoundrelswhoaredoubtlesshere。\"

  \"What,sir!scoundrels?Notatall,notatall。Theyareonlyrespectablepeoplehere,who,forreasonsknowntotheirexcellenciesalone,havetobesequesteredfromsociety。Youhavebeenputbyyourselfasanadditionalpunishment,andyouwantmetothankthesecretaryonthataccount?\"

  \"Iwasnotawareofthat。\"

  Thefoolwasright,andIsoonfounditout。Idiscoveredthatamanimprisonedbyhimselfcanhavenooccupations。Aloneinagloomycellwhereheonlyseesthefellowwhobringshisfoodonceaday,wherehecannotwalkupright,heisthemostwretchedofmen。Hewouldliketobeinhell,ifhebelievesinit,forthesakeofthecompany。SostrongafeelingisthisthatIgottodesirethecompanyofamurderer,ofonestrickenwiththeplague,orofabear。

  Thelonelinessbehindtheprisonbarsisterrible,butitmustbelearntbyexperiencetobeunderstood,andsuchanexperienceIwouldnotwisheventomyenemies。Toamanoflettersinmysituation,paperandinkwouldtakeawaynine—tenthsofthetorture,butthewretcheswhopersecutedmedidnotdreamofgrantingmesuchanalleviationofmymisery。

  Afterthegaolerhadgone,Isetmytablenearthegratingforthesakeofthelight,andsatdowntodinner,butIcouldonlyswallowafewspoonfulsofsoup。Havingfastedfornearlyforty—eighthours,itwasnotsurprisingthatIfeltill。Ipassedthedayquietlyenoughseatedonmysofa,andproposingmyselftoreadthe\"suitablebooks\"whichtheyhadbeengoodenoughtopromiseme。Ididnotshutmyeyesthewholenight,keptawakebythehideousnoisemadebytherats,andbythedeafeningchimeoftheclockofSt。Mark’s,whichseemedtobestrikinginmyroom。Thisdoublevexationwasnotmychieftrouble,andIdaresaymanyofmyreaderswillguesswhatIamgoingtospeakof—namely,themyriadsoffleaswhichheldhighholidayoverme。Thesesmallinsectsdrankmybloodwithunutterablevoracity,theirincessantbitesgavemespasmodicconvulsionsandpoisonedmyblood。

  Atday—break,Lawrence(suchwasthegaoler’sname)cametomycellandhadmybedmade,andtheroomsweptandcleansed,andoneoftheguardsgavemewaterwherewithtowashmyself。Iwantedtotakeawalkinthegarret,butLawrencetoldmethatwasforbidden。HegavemetwothickbookswhichIforboretoopen,notbeingquitesureofrepressingthewrathwithwhichtheymightinspireme,andwhichthespywouldhaveinfalliblyreportedtohismasters。Afterleavingmemyfodderandtwocutlemonshewentaway。

  AssoonasIwasaloneIatemysoupinahurry,soastotakeithot,andthenIdrewasnearasIcouldtothelightwithoneofthebooks,andwasdelightedtofindthatIcouldseetoread。Ilookedatthetitle,andread,\"TheMysticalCityofSisterMaryofJesus,ofAgrada。\"Ihadneverheardofit。TheotherbookwasbyaJesuitnamedCaravita。Thisfellow,ahypocriteliketherestofthem,hadinventedanewcultofthe\"AdorationoftheSacredHeartofourLordJesusChrist。\"This,accordingtotheauthor,wasthepartofourDivineRedeemer,whichaboveallothersshouldbeadoredacuriousideaofabesottedignoramus,withwhichIgotdisgustedatthefirstpage,fortomythinkingtheheartisnomoreworthyapartthanthelungs,stomach;oranyotheroftheinwards。The\"MysticalCity\"

  ratherinterestedme。

  IreadinitthewildconceptionsofaSpanishnun,devouttosuperstition,melancholy,shutinbyconventwalls,andswayedbytheignoranceandbigotryofherconfessors。Allthesegrotesque,monstrous,andfantasticvisionsofhersweredignifiedwiththenameofrevelations。Theloverandbosom—friendoftheHolyVirgin,shehadreceivedinstructionsfromGodHimselftowritethelifeofHisdivinemother;thenecessaryinformationwasfurnishedherbytheHolyGhost。

  ThislifeofMarybegan,notwiththedayofherbirth,butwithherimmaculateconceptioninthewombofAnne,hermother。ThisSisterMaryofAgradawastheheadofaFranciscanconventfoundedbyherselfinherownhouse。Aftertellingindetailallthedeedsofherdivineheroinewhilstinhermother’swomb,sheinformsusthatattheageofthreeshesweptandcleansedthehousewiththeassistanceofninehundredservants,allofwhomwereangelswhomGodhadplacedatherdisposal,underthecommandofMichael,whocameandwentbetweenGodandherselftoconducttheirmutualcorrespondence。

  Whatstrikesthejudiciousreaderofthebookistheevidentbeliefofthemorethanfanaticalwriterthatnothingisduetoherinvention;everythingistoldingoodfaithandwithfullbelief。

  Theworkcontainsthedreamsofavisionary,who,withoutvanitybutinebriatedwiththeideaofGod,thinkstorevealonlytheinspirationsoftheDivineSpirit。

  ThebookwaspublishedwiththepermissionoftheveryholyandveryhorribleInquisition。Icouldnotrecoverfrommyastonishment!Farfromitsstirringupinmybreastaholyandsimplezealofreligion,itinclinedmetotreatallthemysticaldogmasoftheFaithasfabulous。

  Suchworksmayhavedangerousresults;forexample,amoresusceptiblereaderthanmyself,oronemoreinclinedtobelieveinthemarvellous,runstheriskofbecomingasgreatavisionaryasthepoornunherself。

  Theneedofdoingsomethingmademespendaweekoverthismasterpieceofmadness,theproductofahyper—exaltedbrain。Itookcaretosaynothingtothegaoleraboutthisfinework,butIbegantofeeltheeffectsofreadingit。AssoonasIwentofftosleepI

  experiencedthediseasewhichSisterMaryofAgradahadcommunicatedtomymindweakenedbymelancholy,wantofpropernourishmentandexercise,badair,andthehorribleuncertaintyofmyfate。ThewildnessofmydreamsmademelaughwhenIrecalledtheminmywakingmoments。IfIhadpossessedthenecessarymaterialsIwouldhavewrittenmyvisionsdown,andImightpossiblyhaveproducedinmycellastillmadderworkthantheonechosenwithsuchinsightbyCavalli。

  Thissetmethinkinghowmistakenistheopinionwhichmakeshumanintellectanabsoluteforce;itismerelyrelative,andhewhostudieshimselfcarefullywillfindonlyweakness。Iperceivedthatthoughmenrarelybecomemad,stillsuchaneventiswellwithintheboundsofpossibility,forourreasoningfacultiesarelikepowder,which,thoughitcatchesfireeasily,willnevercatchfireatallwithoutaspark。ThebookoftheSpanishnunhasallthepropertiesnecessarytomakeamancrack—brained;butforthepoisontotakeeffecthemustbeisolated,putundertheLeads,anddeprivedofallotheremployments。

  InNovember,1767,asIwasgoingfromPampelunatoMadrid,mycoachman,AndreaCapello,stoppedforustodineinatownofOldCastille。SodismalanddrearyaplacedidIfinditthatIaskeditsname。HowIlaughedwhenIwastoldthatitwasAgrada!

  \"Here,then,\"Isaidtomyself,\"didthatsaintlylunaticproducethatmasterpiecewhichbutforM。CavalliIshouldneverhaveknown。\"

  Anoldpriest,whohadthehighestpossibleopinionofmethemomentIbegantoaskhimaboutthistruthfulhistorianofthemotherofChrist,shewedmetheveryplacewhereshehadwrittenit,andassuredmethatthefather,mother,sister,andinshortallthekindredoftheblessedbiographer,hadbeengreatsaintsintheirgeneration。Hetoldme,andspoketruly,thattheSpaniardshadsolicitedhercanonizationatRome,withthatofthevenerablePalafox。This\"MysticalCity,\"perhaps,gaveFatherMalagridatheideaofwritingthelifeofSt。Anne,written,also,atthedictationoftheHolyGhost,butthepoordevilofaJesuithadtosuffermartyrdomforit——anadditionalreasonforhiscanonization,ifthehorriblesocietyevercomestolifeagain,andattainstheuniversalpowerwhichisitssecretaim。

  AttheendofeightorninedaysIfoundmyselfmoneyless。Lawrenceaskedmeforsome,butIhadnotgotit。

  \"WherecanIgetsome?\"

  \"Nowhere。\"

  Whatdispleasedthisignorantandgossipingfellowaboutmewasmysilenceandmylaconicmanneroftalking。

  NextdayhetoldmethattheTribunalhadassignedmefiftysousperdiemofwhichhewouldhavetotakecharge,butthathewouldgivemeanaccountofhisexpenditureeverymonth,andthathewouldspendthesurplusonwhatIliked。

  \"GetmetheLeydenGazettetwiceaweek。\"

  \"Ican’tdothat,becauseitisnotallowedbytheauthorities。\"

  Sixty—fivelivresamonthwasmorethanIwanted,sinceIcouldnoteatmorethanIdid:thegreatheatandthewantofpropernourishmenthadweakenedme。Itwasinthedog—days;thestrengthofthesun’sraysupontheleadoftheroofmademycelllikeastove,sothatthestreamsofperspirationwhichrolledoffmypoorbodyasIsatquitenakedonmysofa—chairwettedthefloortorightandleftofme。

  Ihadbeeninthishell—on—earthforfifteendayswithoutanysecretionfromthebowels。Attheendofthisalmostincredibletimenaturere—assertedherself,andIthoughtmylasthourwascome。Thehaemorrhoidalveinswereswollentosuchanextentthatthepressureonthemgavemealmostunbearableagony。TothisfataltimeIowetheinceptionofthatsadinfirmityofwhichIhaveneverbeenabletocompletelycuremyself。Therecurrenceofthesamepains,thoughnotsoacute,remindmeofthecause,anddonotmakemyremembranceofitanythemoreagreeable。ThisdiseasegotmecomplimentsinRussiawhenIwastheretenyearslater,andIfounditinsuchesteemthatIdidnotdaretocomplain。ThesamekindofthinghappenedtomeatConstantinople,whenIwascomplainingofacoldintheheadinthepresenceofaTurk,whowasthinking,Icouldsee,thatadogofaChristianwasnotworthyofsuchablessing。

  ThesamedayIsickenedwithahighfeverandkeptmybed。IsaidnothingtoLawrenceaboutit,butthedayafter,onfindingmydinneruntouched,heaskedmehowIwas。

  \"Verywell。\"

  \"Thatcan’tbe,sir,asyouhaveeatennothing。Youareill,andyouwillexperiencethegenerosityoftheTribunalwhowillprovideyou,withoutfeeorcharge,withaphysician,surgeon,andallnecessarymedicines。\"

  Hewentout,returningafterthreehourswithoutguards,holdingacandleinhishand,andfollowedbyagrave—lookingpersonage;thiswasthedoctor。Iwasintheheightofthefever,whichhadnotleftmeforthreedays。Hecameuptomeandbegantoaskmequestions,butItoldhimthatwithmyconfessorandmydoctorIwouldonlyspeakapart。ThedoctortoldLawrencetoleavetheroom,butontherefusalofthatArgustodoso,hewentawaysayingthatIwasdangerouslyill,possiblyuntodeath。ForthisIhoped,formylifeasithadbecomewasnolongermychiefestgood。Iwassomewhatgladalsotothinkthatmypitilesspersecutorsmight,onhearingofmycondition,beforcedtoreflectonthecrueltyofthetreatmenttowhichtheyhadsubjectedme。

  FourhoursafterwardsIheardthenoiseofboltsoncemore,andthedoctorcameinholdingthecandlehimself。Lawrenceremainedoutside。IhadbecomesoweakthatIexperiencedagratefulrestfulness。Kindlynaturedoesnotsufferamanseriouslyilltofeelweary。Iwasdelightedtohearthatmyinfamousturnkeywasoutside,forsincehisexplanationoftheironcollarIhadlookedanhimwithloathing。

  InaquarterofanhourIhadtoldthedoctorall。

  \"Ifwewanttogetwell,\"saidhe,\"wemustnotbemelancholy。\"

  \"Writemetheprescription,andtakeittotheonlyapothecarywhocanmakeitup。M。Cavalliisthebaddoctorwhoexhibited’TheHeartofJesus,’and’TireMysticalCity。’\"

  \"Thosetwopreparationsarequitecapableofhavingbroughtonthefeverandthehaemorrhoids。Iwillnotforsakeyou\"

  Aftermakingmealargejugoflemonade,andtellingthetodrinkfrequently,hewentaway。Isleptsoundly,dreamingfantasticdreams。

  InhemorningthedoctorcameagainwithLawrenceandasurgeon,whobledme。Thedoctorleftmesomemedicinewhichhetoldmetotakeintheevening,andabottleofsoap。\"Ihaveobtainedleave,\"saidhe,\"foryoutomoveintothegarretwheretheheatisless,andtheairbetterthanhere。\"

  \"Ideclinethefavour,asIabominatetherats,whichyouknownothingabout,andwhichwouldcertainlygetintomybed。\"

  \"Whatapity!ItoldM。Cavallithathehadalmostkilledyouwithhisbooks,andhehascommissionedmetotakethemback,andtogiveyouBoethius;andhereitis。\"

  \"Iammuchobligedtoyou。IlikeitbetterthanSeneca,andIamsureitwilldomegood。\"

  \"Iamleavingyouaverynecessaryinstrument,andsomebarleywaterforyoutorefreshyourselfwith。\"

  Hevisitedmefourtimes,andpulledmethrough;myconstitutiondidtherest,andmyappetitereturned。AtthebeginningofSeptemberI

  foundmyself,onthewhole,verywell,sufferingfromnoactualillsexcepttheheat,thevermin,andweariness,forIcouldnotbealwaysreadingBoethius。

  OnedayLawrencetoldmethatImightgooutofmycelltowashmyselfwhilstthebedwasbeingmadeandtheroomswept。Itookadvantageofthefavourtowalkupanddownforthetenminutestakenbytheseoperations,andasIwalkedhardtheratswerealarmedanddarednotshewthemselves。OnthesamedayLawrencegavemeanaccountofmymoney,andbroughthimselfinasmydebtortotheamountofthirtylivres,whichhowever,Icouldnotputintomypocket。Ileftthemoneyinhishands,tellinghimtolayitoutonmassesonmybehalf,feelingsurethathewouldmakequiteadifferentuseofit,andhethankedmeinatonethatpersuadedmehewouldbehisownpriest。Igavehimthemoneyeverymonth,andI

  neversawapriest’sreceipt。Lawrencewaswisetocelebratethesacrificeatthetavern;themoneywasusefultosomeoneatallevents。

  Ilivedfromdaytoday,persuadingmyselfeverynightthatthenextdayIshouldbeatliberty;butasIwaseachdaydeceived,IdecidedinmypoorbrainthatIshouldbesetfreewithoutfailonthe1stofOctober,onwhichdaythenewInquisitorsbegintheirtermofoffice。

  Accordingtothistheory,myimprisonmentwouldlastaslongastheauthorityofthepresentInquisitors,andthuswasexplainedthefactthatIhadseennothingofthesecretary,whowouldotherwisehaveundoubtedlycometointerrogate,examine,andconvictmeofmycrimes,andfinallytoannouncemydoom。Allthisappearedtomeunanswerable,becauseitseemednatural,butitwasfallaciousundertheLeads,wherenothingisdoneafterthenaturalorder。IimaginedtheInquisitorsmusthavediscoveredmyinnocenceandthewrongtheyhaddoneme,andthattheyonlykeptmeinprisonforform’ssake,andtoprotecttheirreputefromthestainofcommittinginjustice;

  henceIconcludedthattheywouldgivememyfreedomwhentheylaiddowntheirtyrannicalauthority。MymindwassocomposedandquietthatIfeltasifIcouldforgivethem,andforgetthewrongthattheyhaddoneme。\"Howcantheyleavemeheretothemercyoftheirsuccessors,\"Ithought,\"towhomtheycannotleaveanyevidencecapableofcondemningme?\"Icouldnotbelievethatmysentencehadbeenpronouncedandconfirmed,withoutmybeingtoldofit,orofthereasonsbywhichmyjudgeshadbeenactuated。IwassocertainthatIhadrightonmyside,thatIreasonedaccordingly;butthiswasnottheattitudeIshouldhaveassumedtowardsacourtwhichstandsalooffromallthecourtsintheworldforitsunboundedabsolutism。Toproveanyoneguilty,itisonlynecessaryfortheInquisitorstoproceedagainsthim;sothereisnoneedtospeaktohim,andwhenheiscondemneditwouldbeuselesstoannouncetotheprisonerhissentence,ashisconsentisnotrequired,andtheyprefertoleavethepoorwretchthefeelingofhope;andcertainly,ifheweretoldthewholeprocess,imprisonmentwouldnotbeshortenedbyanhour。

  Thewisemantellsnooneofhisbusiness,andthebusinessoftheTribunalofVeniceisonlytojudgeandtodoom。Theguiltypartyisnotrequiredtohaveanyshareinthematter;heislikeanail,whichtobedrivenintoawallneedsonlytobestruck。

  ToacertainextentIwasacquaintedwiththewaysoftheColossuswhichwascrushingmeunderfoot,buttherearethingsonearthwhichonecanonlytrulyunderstandbyexperience。Ifamongstmyreadersthereareanywhothinksuchlawsunjust,Iforgivethem,asIknowtheyhaveastronglikenesstoinjustice;butletmetellthemthattheyarealsonecessary,asatribunalliketheVenetiancouldnotsubsistwithoutthem。Thosewhomaintaintheselawsinfullvigouraresenators,chosenfromamongstthefittestforthatoffice,andwithareputationforhonourandvirtue。

  ThelastdayofSeptemberIpassedasleeplessnight,andwasonthornstoseethedawnappear,sosurewasIthatthatdaywouldmakemefree。Thereignofthosevillainswhohadmademeacaptivedrewtoaclose;butthedawnappeared,Lawrencecameasusual,andtoldmenothingnew。ForfiveorsixdaysIhoveredbetweenrageanddespair,andthenIimaginedthatforsomereasonswhichtomewereunfathomabletheyhaddecidedtokeepmeprisonerfortheremainderofmydays。Thisawfulideaonlymademelaugh,forIknewthatitwasinmypowertoremainaslavefornolongtime,butonlytillI

  shouldtakeitintomyownhandstobreakmyprison。IknewthatI

  shouldescapeordie:’Deliberatamorteferocior’。

  InthebeginningofNovemberIseriouslyformedtheplanofforciblyescapingfromaplacewhereIwasforciblykept。Ibegantorackmybrainstofindawayofcarryingtheideaintoexecution,andI

  conceivedahundredschemes,eachonebolderthantheother,butanewplanalwaysmademegiveuptheoneIwasonthepointofaccepting。

  WhileIwasimmersedinthistoilsomeseaofthought,aneventhappenedwhichbroughthometomethesadstateofmindIwasin。

  Iwasstandingupinthegarretlookingtowardsthetop,andmyglancefellonthegreatbeam,notshakingbutturningonitsrightside,andthen,byslowandinterruptedmovementintheoppositedirection,turningagainandreplacingitselfinitsoriginalposition。AsIlostmybalanceatthesametime,Iknewitwastheshockofanearthquake。Lawrenceandtheguards,whojustthencameoutofmyroom,saidthattheytoo,hadfelttheearthtremble。InsuchdespairwasIthatthisincidentmademefeelajoywhichIkepttomyself,sayingnothing。Fourorfivesecondsafterthesamemovementoccurred,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsaying,\"Another,OmyGod!butstronger。\"

  Theguards,terrifiedwithwhattheythoughttheimpiousravingsofadesperatemadman,fledinhorror。

  Aftertheyweregone,asIwasponderingthematterover,IfoundthatIlookedupontheoverthrowoftheDoge’spalaceasoneoftheeventswhichmightleadtoliberty;themightypile,asitfell,mightthrowmesafeandsound,andconsequentlyfree,onSt。Mark’sPlace,orattheworstitcouldonlycrushmebeneathitsruins。

  SituatedasIwas,libertyreckonsforall,andlifefornothing,orratherforverylittle。ThusinthedepthsofmysoulIbegantogrowmad。

  ThisearthquakeshockwastheresultofthosewhichatthesametimedestroyedLisbon。

  CHAPTERXXVII

  VariousAdventures——MyCompanions——IPreparetoEscape——ChangeofCellTomakethereaderunderstandhowImanagedtoescapefromaplaceliketheLeads,Imustexplainthenatureofthelocality。

  TheLeads,usedfortheconfinementofstateprisoners,areinfacttheloftsoftheducalpalace,andtaketheirnamefromthelargeplatesofleadwithwhichtheroofiscovered。Onecanonlyreachthemthroughthegatesofthepalace,theprisonbuildings,orbythebridgeofwhichIhavespokencalledtheBridgeofSighs。ItisimpossibletoreachthecellswithoutpassingthroughthehallwheretheStateInquisitorsholdtheirmeetings,andtheirsecretaryhasthesolechargeofthekey,whichheonlygivestothegaolerforashorttimeintheearlymorningwhilstheisattendingtotheprisoners。Thisisdoneatday—break,becauseotherwisetheguardsastheycameandwentwouldbeinthewayofthosewhohavetodowiththeCouncilofTen,astheCouncilmeetseverydayinahallcalledTheBussola,whichtheguardshavetocrosseverytimetheygototheLeads。

  Theprisonsareundertheroofontwosidesofthepalace;threetothewest(minebeingamongthenumber)andfourtotheeast。Onthewesttherooflooksintothecourtofthepalace,andontheeaststraightontothecanalcalledRiodiPalazzo。Onthissidethecellsarewelllighted,andonecanstandupstraight,whichisnotthecaseintheprisonwhereIwas,whichwasdistinguishedbythenameof’Trave’,onaccountoftheenormousbeamwhichdeprivedmeoflight。ThefloorofmycellwasdirectlyovertheceilingoftheInquisitors’hall,wheretheycommonlymetonlyatnightafterthesittingoftheCouncilofTenofwhichthewholethreearemembers。

  AsIknewmygroundandthehabitsoftheInquisitorsperfectlywell,theonlywaytoescape——theonlywayatleastwhichIdeemedlikelytosucceed——wastomakeaholeinthefloorofmycell;buttodothistoolsmustbeobtained——adifficulttaskinaplacewhereallcommunicationwiththeoutsideworldwasforbidden,whereneitherlettersnorvisitswereallowed。Tobribeaguardagooddealofmoneywouldbenecessary,andIhadnone。Andsupposingthatthegaolerandhistwoguardsallowedthemselvestobestrangled——formyhandsweremyonlyweapons——therewasalwaysathirdguardondutyatthedoorofthepassage,whichhelockedandwouldnotopentillhisfellowwhowishedtopassthroughgavehimthepassword。Inspiteofallthesedifficultiesmyonlythoughtwashowtoescape,andasBoethiusgavemenohintsonthispointIreadhimnomore,andasI

  wascertainthatthedifficultywasonlytobesolvedbystressofthinkingIcenteredallmythoughtsonthisoneobject。

  Ithasalwaysbeenmyopinionthatwhenamansetshimselfdeterminedlytodosomething,andthinksofnoughtbuthisdesign,hemustsucceeddespitealldifficultiesinhispath:suchanonemaymakehimselfPopeorGrandVizier,hemayoverturnanancientlineofkings——providedthatheknowshowtoseizeonhisopportunity,andbeamanofwitandpertinacity。Tosucceedonemustcountonbeingfortunateanddespiseallillsuccess,butitisamostdifficultoperation。

  TowardsthemiddleofNovember,LawrencetoldmethatMesser—Grandehadaprisonerinhishandswhomthenewsecretary,Businello,hadorderedtobeplacedintheworstcell,andwhoconsequentlywasgoingtosharemine。Hetoldmethatonthesecretary’sremindinghimthatIlookeduponitasafavourtobeleftalone,heansweredthatIhadgrownwiserinthefourmonthsofmyimprisonment。Iwasnotsorrytohearthenewsorthattherewasanewsecretary。ThisM。PierreBusinellowasaworthymanwhomIknewatParis。HeafterwardswenttoLondonasambassadoroftheRepublic。

  IntheafternoonIheardthenoiseofthebolts,andpresentlyLawrenceandtwoguardsenteredleadinginayoungmanwhowasweepingbitterly;andaftertakingoffhishandcuffstheyshuthimupwithme,andwentoutwithoutsayingaword。Iwaslyingonmybed,andhecouldnotseeme。Iwasamusedathisastonishment。Being,fortunatelyforhimself,sevenoreightinchesshorterthanI,hewasabletostandupright,andhebegantoinspectmyarm—chair,whichhedoubtlessthoughtwasmeantforhisownuse。GlancingattheledgeabovethegratinghesawBoethius,tookitup,openedit,andputitdownwithakindofpassion,probablybecausebeinginLatinitwasofnousetohim。Continuinghisinspectionofthecellhewenttotheleft,andgropingaboutwasmuchsurprisedtofindclothes。Heapproachedtherecess,andstretchingouthishandhetouchedme,andimmediatelybeggedmypardoninarespectfulmanner。Iaskedhimtositdownandwewerefriends。

  \"Whoareyou?\"saidI。

  \"IamMaggiorin,ofVicenza。Myfather,whowasacoachman,keptmeatschooltillIwaseleven,bywhichtimeIhadlearnttoreadandwrite;Iwasafterwardsapprenticedtoabarber,whereIlearntmybusinessthoroughly。AfterthatIbecamevalettotheCountofX———。

  Ihadbeenintheserviceofthenoblemanfortwoyearswhenhisdaughtercamefromtheconvent。Itwasmydutytodoherhair,andbydegreesIfellinlovewithher,andinspiredherwithareciprocalpassion。Afterhavingswornathousandtimestoexistonlyforoneanother,wegaveourselvesuptothetaskofshewingeachothermarksofouraffection,theresultofwhichwasthatthestateoftheyoungcountessdiscoveredall。Anoldanddevotedservantwasthefirsttofindoutourconnectionandtheconditionofmymistress,andshetoldherthatshefeltindutyboundtotellherfather,butmysweetheartsucceededinmakingherpromisetobesilent,sayingthatinthecourseoftheweeksheherselfwouldtellhimthroughherconfessor。Sheinformedmeofallthis,andinsteadofgoingtoconfessionwepreparedforflight。Shehadlaidhandsonagoodsumofmoneyandsomediamondswhichhadbelongedtohermother,andweweretosetoutforMilanto—night。Butto—daythecountcalledmeafterdinner,andgivingmealetter,hetoldmetostartatonceandtodeliveritwithmyownhandtothepersontowhomitwasaddressedatVenice。HespoketomesokindlyandquietlythatIhadnottheslightestsuspicionofthefateinstoreforme。Iwenttogetmycloak,saidgood—byetomylittlewife,tellingherthatIshouldsoonreturn。SeeingdeeperbelowthesurfacethanI,andperchancehavingapresentimentofmymisfortune,shewassickatheart。Icamehereinhothaste,andtookcaretodeliverthefatalletter。Theymademewaitforananswer,andinthemeantimeIwenttoaninn;butasIcameoutIwasarrestedandputintheguard—room,whereIwaskepttilltheybroughtmehere。I

  suppose,sir,Imightconsidertheyoungcountessasmywife?\"

  \"Youmakeamistake。\"

  \"Butnature————\"

  \"Nature,whenamanlistenstoherandnothingelse,takeshimfromonefollytoanother,tillsheputshimundertheLeads。\"

  \"IamundertheLeads,then,amI?\"

  \"AsIam。\"

  Thepooryoungmanshedsomebittertears。Hewasawell—madelad,open,honest,andamorousbeyondwords。Isecretlypardonedthecountess,andcondemnedthecountforexposinghisdaughtertosuchtemptation。Ashepherdwhoshutsupthewolfinthefoldshouldnotcomplainifhisflockbedevoured。Inallhistearsandlamentationshethoughtnotofhimselfbutalwaysofhissweetheart。Hethoughtthatthegaolerwouldreturnandbringhimsomefoodandabed;butI

  undeceivedhim,andofferedhimashareofwhatIhad。Hisheart,however,wastoofullforhimtoeat。IntheeveningIgavehimmymattress,onwhichhepassedthenight,forthoughhelookedneatandcleanenoughIdidnotcaretohavehimtosleepwithme,dreadingtheresultsofalover’sdreams。Heneitherunderstoodhowwronglyhehadacted,norhowthecountwasconstrainedtopunishhimpubliclyasacloaktothehonourofhisdaughterandhishouse。

  Thenextdayhewasgivenamattressandadinnertothevalueoffifteensous,whichtheTribunalhadassignedtohim,eitherasafavouroracharity,forthewordjusticewouldnotbeappropriateinspeakingofthisterriblebody。Itoldthegaolerthatmydinnerwouldsufficeforthetwoofus,andthathecouldemploytheyoungman’sallowanceinsayingmassesinhisusualmanner。Heagreedwillingly,andhavingtoldhimthathewasluckytobeinmycompany,hesaidthatwecouldwalkinthegarretforhalfanhour。Ifoundthiswalkanexcellentthingformyhealthandmyplanofescape,which,however,Icouldnotcarryoutforelevenmonthsafterwards。

  Attheendofthisresortofrats,Isawanumberofoldpiecesoffurniturethrownonthegroundtotherightandleftoftwogreatchests,andinfrontofalargepileofpaperssewnupintoseparatevolumes。Ihelpedmyselftoadozenofthemforthesakeofthereading,andIfoundthemtobeaccountsoftrials,andverydiverting;forIwasallowedtoreadthesepapers,whichhadoncecontainedsuchsecrets。Ifoundsomecuriousrepliestothejudges’

  questionsrespectingtheseductionofmaidens,gallantriescarriedalittletoofarbypersonsemployedingirls’schools,factsrelatingtoconfessorswhohadabusedtheirpenitents,schoolmastersconvictedofpederastywiththeirpupils,andguardianswhohadseducedtheirwards。Someofthepapersdatingtwoorthreecenturiesback,inwhichthestyleandthemannersillustratedgavemeconsiderableentertainment。AmongthepiecesoffurnitureonthefloorIsawawarming—pan,akettle,afire—shovel,apairoftongs,someoldcandle—sticks,someearthenwarepots,andevenasyringe。FromthisIconcludedthatsomeprisonerofdistinctionhadbeenallowedtomakeuseofthesearticles。Butwhatinterestedmemostwasastraightironbarasthickasmythumb,andaboutafootandahalflong。However,Ilefteverythingasitwas,asmyplanshadnotbeensufficientlyripenedbytimeformetoappropriateanyobjectinparticular。

  Onedaytowardstheendofthemonthmycompanionwastakenaway,andLawrencetoldmethathehadbeencondemnedtotheprisonsknownasTheFours,whicharewithinthesamewallsastheordinaryprisons,butbelongtotheStateInquisitors。Thoseconfinedinthemhavetheprivilegeofbeingabletocallthegaolerwhentheylike。Theprisonsaregloomy,butthereisanoillampinthemidstwhichgivesthenecessarylight,andthereisnofearoffireaseverythingismadeofmarble。Iheard,alongtimeafter,thattheunfortunateMaggiorinwasthereforfiveyears,andwasafterwardssenttoCerigoforten。Idonotknowwhetherheevercamefromthere。Hehadkeptmegoodcompany,andthisIdiscoveredassoonashewasgone,forinafewdaysIbecameasmelancholyasbefore。Fortunately,Iwasstillallowedmywalkinthegarret,andIbegantoexamineitscontentswithmoreminuteness。Oneofthechestswasfulloffinepaper,piecesofcardboard,uncutpens,andclewsofpackthread;theotherwasfasteneddown。Apieceofpolishedblackmarble,aninchthick,sixincheslong,andthreebroad,attractedmyattention,andIpossessedmyselfofitwithoutknowingwhatIwasgoingtodowithit,andIsecreteditinmycell,coveringitupwithmyshirts。

  AweekafterMaggiorinhadgone,LawrencetoldmethatinallprobabilityIshouldsoongetanothercompanion。ThisfellowLawrence,whoatbottomwasameregabblingfool,begantogetuneasyatmyneveraskinghimanyquestions。Thisfondnessforgossipwasnotaltogetherappropriatetohisoffice,butwhereisonetofindbeingsabsolutelyvile?Therearesuchpersons,buthappilytheyarefewandfarbetween,andarenottobesoughtforinthelowerorders。Thusmygaolerfoundhimselfunabletoholdhistongue,andthoughtthatthereasonIaskednoquestionsmustbethatIthoughthimincapableofansweringthem;andfeelinghurtatthis,andwishingtoprovetomethatImadeamistake,hebegantogossipwithoutbeingsolicited。

  \"Ibelieveyouwilloftenhavevisitors,\"saidhe,\"astheothersixcellshaveeachtwoprisoners,whoarenotlikelytobesenttotheFours。\"Imadehimnoreply,buthewenton,inafewseconds,\"TheysendtotheFoursallsortsofpeopleaftertheyhavebeensentenced,thoughtheyknownothingofthat。TheprisonerswhomIhavechargeofundertheLeadsarelikeyourself,personsofnote,andareonlyguiltyofdeedsofwhichtheinquisitivemustknownothing。Ifyouknew,sir,whatsortofpeoplesharedyourfate,youwouldbeastonished,It’struethatyouarecalledamanofparts;butyouwillpardonme……Youknowthatallmenofpartsaretreatedwellhere。Youtakeme,Isee。Fiftysousaday,that’ssomething。Theygivethreelivrestoacitizen,fourtoagentleman,andeighttoaforeigncount。Ioughttoknow,Ithink,aseverythinggoesthroughmyhands。\"

  Hethencommencedtosinghisownpraises,whichconsistedofnegativeclauses。

  \"I’mnothief,nortraitor,norgreedy,normalicious,norbrutal,asallmypredecessorswere,andwhenIhavedrunkapintoverandaboveIamallthebetterforit。IfmyfatherhadsentmetoschoolI

  shouldhavelearnttoreadandwrite,andImightbeMesser—Grandeto—day,butthat’snotmyfault。M。AndreDiedohasahighopinionofme。Mywife,whocooksforyoueveryday,andisonlytwenty—

  four,goestoseehimwhenshewill,andhewillhavehercomeinwithoutceremony,evenifhebeinbed,andthat’smorethanhe’lldoforasenator。Ipromiseyouyouwillbealwayshavingthenew—

  comersinyourcell,butneverforanylengthoftime,forassoonasthesecretaryhasgotwhathewantstoknowfromthem,hesendsthemtotheirplace——totheFours,tosomefort,ortotheLevant;

  andiftheybeforeignerstheyaresentacrossthefrontier,forourGovernmentdoesnotholditselfmasterofthesubjectsofotherprinces,iftheybenotinitsservice。TheclemencyoftheCourtisbeyondcompare;there’snotanotherintheworldthattreatsitsprisonerssowell。Theysayit’scrueltodisallowwritingandvisitors;butthat’sfoolish,forwhatarewritingandcompanybutwasteoftime?Youwilltellmethatyouhavenothingtodo,butwecan’tsayasmuch。\"

  Suchwas,almostwordforword,thefirstharanguewithwhichthefellowhonouredme,andImustsayIfounditamusing。Isawthatifthemanhadbeenlessofafoolhewouldmostcertainlyhavebeenmoreofascoundrel。

  Thenextdaybroughtmeanewmessmate,whowastreatedasMaggiorinhadbeen,andIthusfounditnecessarytobuyanotherivoryspoon,forasthenewcomersweregivennothingonthefirstdayoftheirimprisonmentIhadtodoallthehonoursofthecell。

  Mynewmatemademealowbow,formybeard,nowfourincheslong,wasstillmoreimposingthanmyfigure。Lawrenceoftenlentmescissorstocutmynails,buthewasforbidden,underpainofveryheavypunishment,toletmetouchmybeard。Iknewnotthereasonofthisorder,butIendedbybecomingusedtomybeardasonegetsusedtoeverything。

  Thenew—comerwasamanofaboutfifty,approachingmysize,alittlebent,thin,withalargemouth,andverybadteeth。Hehadsmallgreyeyeshiddenunderthickeyebrowsofaredcolour,whichmadehimlooklikeanowl;andthispicturewassetoffbyasmallblackwig,whichexhaledadisagreeableodourofoil,andbyadressofcoarsegreycloth。Heacceptedmyofferofdinner,butwasreserved,andsaidnotawordthewholeday,andIwasalsosilent,thinkinghewouldsoonrecovertheuseofhistongue,ashedidthenextday。

  Earlyinthemorninghewasgivenabedandabagfulloflinen。Thegaoleraskedhim,ashehadaskedme,whathewouldhavefordinner,andformoneytopayforit。

  \"Ihavenomoney。\"

  \"What!amoneyedmanlikeyouhavenomoney?\"

  \"Ihaven’tasou。\"

  \"Verygood;inthatcaseIwillgetyousomearmybiscuitandwater,accordingtoinstructions。\"

  Hewentout,andreturneddirectlyafterwardswithapoundandahalfofbiscuit,andapitcher,whichhesetbeforetheprisoner,andthenwentaway。

  LeftalonewiththisphantomIheardasigh,andmypitymademebreakthesilence。

  \"Don’tsigh,sir,youshallsharemydinner。ButIthinkyouhavemadeagreatmistakeincomingherewithoutmoney。\"

  \"Ihavesome,butitdoesnotdotoletthoseharpiesknowofit:\"

  \"Andsoyoucondemnyourselftobreadandwater。Trulyawiseproceeding!Doyouknowthereasonofyourimprisonment?\"

  \"Yes,sir,andIwillendeavourinafewwordstoinformyouofit。\"

  \"MynameisSqualdoNobili。Myfatherwasacountrymanwhohadmetaughtreadingandwriting,andathisdeathleftmehiscottageandthesmallpatchofgroundbelongingtoit。IlivedinFriuli,aboutaday’sjourneyfromtheMarshesofUdine。AsatorrentcalledCornooftendamagedmylittleproperty,IdeterminedtosellitandtosetupinVenice,whichIdidtenyearsago。Ibroughtwithmeeightthousandlivresinfairsequins,andknowingthatinthishappycommonwealthallmenenjoyedtheblessingsofliberty,IbelievedthatbyutilizingmycapitalImightmakealittleincome,andI

  begantolendmoney,onsecurity。Relyingonmythrift,myjudgment,andmy,knowledgeoftheworld,Ichosethisbusinessinpreferencetoallothers。IrentedasmallhouseintheneighbourhoodoftheRoyalCanal,andhavingfurnisheditIlivedthereincomfortbymyself;andinthecourseoftwoyearsIfoundIhadmadeaprofitoftenthousandlivres,thoughIhadexpendedtwothousandonhouseholdexpensesasIwishedtoliveincomfort。InthisfashionIsawmyselfinafairwayofmakingarespectablefortuneintime;butone,day,havinglentaJewtwosequinsuponsomebooks,Ifoundoneamongstthemcalled\"LaSagesse,\"byCharron。ItwasthenIfoundouthowgoodathingitistobeabletoread,forthisbook,whichyou,sir,maynothaveread,containsallthatamanneedknow——

  purginghimofalltheprejudicesofhischildhood。WithCharrongood—byetohellandalltheemptyterrorsofafuturelife;one’seyesareopened,oneknowsthewaytobliss,onebecomeswiseindeed。

  Doyou,sir,getthisbook,andpaynoheedtothosefoolishpersonswhowouldtellyouthistreasureisnottobeapproached。\"

  Thiscuriousdiscoursemademeknowmyman。AstoCharron,IhadreadthebookthoughIdidnotknowithadbeentranslatedintoItalian。TheauthorwhowasagreatadmirerofMontaignethoughttosurpasshismodel,buttoiledinvain。Heisnotmuchreaddespitetheprohibitiontoreadhisworks,whichshouldhavegiventhemsomepopularity。HehadtheimpudencetogivehisbookthetitleofoneofSolomon’streatises——acircumstancewhichdoesnotsaymuchforhismodesty。Mycompanionwentonasfollows:

  \"SetfreebyCharronfromanyscruplesIstillmighthave,andfromthosefalseideassohardtoridone’sselfof,Ipushedmybusinessinsuchsort,thatattheendofsixyearsIcouldlaymyhandontenthousandsequins。Thereisnoneedforyoutobeastonishedatthat,asinthiswealthycitygambling,debauchery,andidlenesssetalltheworldawryandincontinualneedofmoney;sodothewisegatherwhatthefooldrops。

  \"ThreeyearsagoacertainCountSerimancameandaskedmetotakefromhimfivehundredsequins,toputtheminmybusiness,andtogivehimhalfprofits。AllheaskedforwasanobligationinwhichI

  promisedtoreturnhimthewholesumondemand。AttheendofayearIsenthimseventy—fivesequins,whichmadefifteenpercent。onhismoney;hegavemeareceiptforit,butwasillpleased。Hewaswrong,forIwasinnoneedofmoney,andhadnotusedhisforbusinesspurposes。Attheendofthesecondyear,outofpuregenerosity,Isenthimthesameamount;butwecametoaquarrelandhedemandedthereturnofthefivehundredsequins。’Certainly,’I

  said,’butImustdeductthehundredandfiftyyouhavealreadyreceived。’Enragedatthisheservedmewithawritforthepaymentofthewholesum。Acleverlawyerundertookmydefenceandwasabletogainmetwoyears。ThreemonthsagoIwasspokentoastoanagreement,andIrefusedtohearofit,butfearingviolenceIwenttotheAbbeJustiniani,theSpanishambassador’ssecretary,andforasmallsumheletmeahouseintheprecinctsoftheEmbassy,whereoneissafefromsurprises。IwasquitewillingtoletCountSerimanhavehismoney,butIclaimedareductionofahundredsequinsonaccountofthecostsofthelawsuit。Aweekagothelawyersonbothsidescametome。Ishewedthemapurseoftwohundredandfiftysequins,andtoldthemtheymighttakeit,butnotapennymore。

  Theywentawaywithoutsayingaword,bothwearinganill—pleasedair,ofwhichItooknonotice。ThreedaysagotheAbbeJustinianitoldmethattheambassadorhadthoughtfittogivepermissiontotheStateInquisitorstosendtheirmenatoncetomyhousetomakesearchtherein。Ithoughtthethingimpossibleundertheshelterofaforeignambassador,andinsteadoftakingtheusualprecautions,I

  waitedtheapproachofthemen—at—arms,onlyputtingmymoneyinaplaceofsafety。AtdaybreakMesser—Grandecametothehouse,andaskedmeforthreehundredandfiftysequins,andonmytellinghimthatIhadn’tafarthingheseizedme,andhereIam。\"

  Ishuddered,lessathavingsuchaninfamouscompanionthanathisevidentlyconsideringmeashisequal,forifhehadthoughtofmeinanyotherlighthewouldcertainlynothavetoldmethislongtale,doubtlessinthebeliefthatIshouldtakehispart。InallthefollyaboutCharronwithwhichhetormentedmeinthethreedaysweweretogether,IfoundbybitterexperiencethetruthoftheItalianproverb:’Guardatidacoluichenonhalettocheunlibrosolo’。ByreadingtheworkofthemisguidedpriesthehadbecomeanAtheist,andofthishemadehisboastallthedaylong。IntheafternoonLawrencecametotellhimtocomeandspeakwiththesecretary。Hedressedhimselfhastily,andinsteadofhisownshoeshetookminewithoutmyseeinghim。Hecamebackinhalfanhourintears,andtookoutofhisshoestwopursescontainingthreehundredandfiftysequins,and,thegaolergoingbefore,hewenttotakethemtothesecretary。Afewmomentsafterwardshereturned,andtakinghiscloakwentaway。Lawrencetoldmethathehadbeensetatliberty。

  Ithought,andwithgoodreason,that,tomakehimacknowledgehisdebtandpayit,thesecretaryhadthreatenedhimwiththetorture;

  andifitwereonlyusedinsimilarcases,I,whodetesttheprincipleoftorture,wouldbethefirsttoproclaimitsutility。

  OnNewYear’sDay,1733,Ireceivedmypresents。Lawrencebroughtmeadressing—gownlinedwithfoxskin,acoverletofwaddedsilk,andabear—skinbagformetoputmylegsin,whichIwelcomedgladly,forthecoldnesswasunbearableastheheatinAugust。LawrencetoldmethatImightspendtotheamountofsixsequinsamonth,thatImighthavewhatbooksIliked,andtakeinthenewspaper,andthatthispresentcamefromM。deBragadin。Iaskedhimforapencil,andI

  wroteuponascrapofpaper:\"IamgratefulforthekindnessoftheTribunalandthegoodnessofM。deBragadin。\"

  Themanwhowouldknowwhatweremyfeelingsatallthismusthavebeeninasimilarsituationtomyown。InthefirstgushoffeelingIforgavemyoppressors,andwasonthepointofgivinguptheideaofescape;soeasilyshallyoumoveamanthatyouhavebroughtlowandoverwhelmedwithmisfortune。LawrencetoldmethatM。deBragadinhadcomebeforethethreeInquisitors,andthatonhisknees,andwithtearsinhiseyes,hehadentreatedthemtolethimgivemethismarkofhisaffectionifIwerestillinthelandoftheliving;theInquisitorsweremoved,andwerenotabletorefusehisrequest。

  IwrotedownwithoutdelaythenamesofthebooksIwanted。

  Onefinemorning,asIwaswalkinginthegarret,myeyesfellontheironbarIhavementioned,andIsawthatitmightveryeasilybemadeintoadefensiveoroffensiveweapon。Itookpossessionofit,andhavinghiddenitundermydressing—gownIconveyeditintomycell。AssoonasIwasalone,Itookthepieceofblackmarble,andIfoundthatIhadtomyhandanexcellentwhetstone;forbyrubbingthebarwiththestoneIobtainedaverygoodedge。

  MyinterestrousedinthisworkinwhichIwasbutanapprentice,andinthefashioninwhichIseemedlikelytobecomepossessedofaninstrumenttotallyprohibitedundertheLeads,impelled,perhaps,alsobymyvanitytomakeaweaponwithoutanyofthenecessarytools,andincitedbymyverydifficulties(forIworkedawaytilldarkwithoutanythingtoholdmywhetstoneexceptmylefthand,andwithoutadropofoiltosoftentheiron),Imadeupmymindtopersevereinmydifficulttask。Mysalivaservedmeinthesteadofoil,andItoiledeightdaystoproduceeightedgesterminatinginasharppoint,theedgesbeinganinchandahalfinlength。Mybarthussharpenedformedaneight—sideddagger,andwouldhavedonejusticetoafirst—ratecutler。NoonecanimaginethetoilandtroubleIhadtobear,northepatiencerequiredtofinishthisdifficulttaskwithoutanyothertoolsthanaloosepieceofstone。

  Iputmyself,infact,toakindoftortureunknowntothetyrantsofallages。MyrightarmhadbecomesostiffthatIcouldhardlymoveit;thepalmofmyhandwascoveredwithalargescar,theresultofthenumerousblisterscausedbythehardnessandthelengthofthework。NoonewouldguessthesufferingsIunderwenttobringmyworktocompletion。

  ProudofwhatIhaddone,withoutthinkingwhatuseIcouldmakeofmyweapon,myfirstcarewastohideitinsuchamanneraswoulddefyaminutesearch。Afterthinkingoverathousandplans,toallofwhichtherewassomeobjection,Icastmyeyesonmyarm—chair,andthereIcontrivedtohideitsoastobesecurefromallsuspicion。ThusdidProvidenceaidmetocontriveawonderfulandalmostinconceivableplanofescape。Iconfesstoafeelingofvanity,notbecauseIeventuallysucceeded——forIowedsomethingtogoodluck——butbecauseIwasbraveenoughtoundertakesuchaschemeinspiteofthedifficultieswhichmighthaveruinedmyplansandpreventedmyeverattainingliberty。

  AfterthinkingforthreeorfourdaysastowhatIshoulddowiththebarIhadmadeintoanedgedtool,asthickasawalking—stickandtwentyincheslong,Ideterminedthatthebestplanwouldbetomakeaholeinthefloorundermybed。

  IwassurethattheroombelowmycellwasnootherthantheoneinwhichIhadseenM。Cavalli。Iknewthatthisroomwasopenedeverymorning,andIfeltpersuadedthat,afterIhadmademyhole,Icouldeasilyletmyselfdownwithmysheets,whichIwouldmakeintoaropeandfastentomybed。Oncethere,Iwouldhideunderthetableofthecourt,andinthemorning,whenthedoorwasopened,Icouldescapeandgettoaplaceofsafetybeforeanyonecouldfollowme。I

  thoughtitpossiblethatasentrymightbeplacedinthehall,butmyshortpikeoughttosoonridmeofhim。Thefloormightbeofdoubleorevenoftriplethickness,andthisthoughtpuzzledme;forinthatcasehowwasItopreventtheguardsweepingouttheroomthroughoutthetwomonthsmyworkmightlast。IfIforbadethemtodoso,I

  mightrousesuspicion;allthemoreas,tofreemyselfofthefleas,Ihadrequestedthemtosweepoutthecelleveryday,andinsweepingtheywouldsoondiscoverwhatIwasabout。Imustfindsomewayoutofthisdifficulty。

  Ibeganbyforbiddingthemtosweep,withoutgivinganyreason。A

  weekafter,LawrenceaskedmewhyIdidso。Itoldhimbecauseofthedustwhichmightmakemecoughviolentlyandgivemesomefatalinjury。

  \"Iwillmakethemwaterthefloor,\"saidhe。

  \"Thatwouldbeworse,Lawrence,forthedampmightcauseaplethora。\"

  InthismannerIobtainedaweek’srespite,butattheendofthat。

  timetheloutgaveordersthatmycellshouldbeswept。Hehadthebedcarriedoutintothegarret,andonpretenceofhavingthesweepingdonewithgreatercare,helightedacandle。Thisletmeknowthattherascalwassuspiciousofsomething;butIwascraftyenoughtotakenonoticeofhim,andsofarfromgivingupmyplea,I

  onlythoughthowIcouldputitongoodtrain。NextmorningI

  prickedmyfingerandcoveredmyhandkerchiefwiththeblood,andthenawaitedLawrenceinbed。AssoonashecameItoldhimthatI

  hadcoughedsoviolentlyastobreakablood—vessel,whichhadmademebringupallthebloodhesaw。\"Getmeadoctor。\"Thedoctorcame,orderedmetobebled,andwrotemeaprescription。ItoldhimitwasLawrence’sfault,ashehadpersistedinhavingtheroomswept。Thedoctorblamedhimfordoingso,andjustasifIhadaskedhimhetoldusofayoungmanwhohaddiedfromthesamecause,andsaidthattherewasnothingmoredangerousthanbreathingindust。Lawrencecalledallthegodstowitnessthathehadonlyhadtheroomsweptformysake,andpromiseditshouldnothappenagain。

  Ilaughedtomyself,forthedoctorcouldnothaveplayedhispartbetterifIhadgivenhimtheword。Theguardswhowerethereweredelighted,andsaidtheywouldtakecareonlytosweepthecellsofthoseprisonerswhohadangeredthem。

  Whenthedoctorwasgone,Lawrencebeggedmypardon,andassuredmethatalltheotherprisonerswereingoodhealthalthoughtheircellsweresweptoutregularly。

  \"Butwhatthedoctorsaysisworthconsidering,\"saidhe,\"andI

  shalltellthemallaboutit,forIlookuponthemasmychildren。\"

  Theblood—lettingdidmegood,asitmademesleep,andrelievedmeofthespasmswithwhichIwassometimestroubled。Ihadregainedmyappetiteandwasgettingbackmystrengtheveryday,butthetimetosetaboutmyworkwasnotyetcome;itwasstilltoocold,andI

  couldnotholdthebarforanylengthoftimewithoutmyhandbecomingstiff。Myschemerequiredmuchthought。IhadtoexerciseboldnessandforesighttoridmyselfoftroubleswhichchancemightbringtopassorwhichIcouldforesee。ThesituationofamanwhohadtoactasIhad,isanunhappyone,butinriskingallforallhalfitsbitternessvanishes。

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