M————M————couldnotresistgivingtheambassadorafullaccountofouradventures,andIhadpromisedtowritetohim,andalwaystowritethewholetruth。Herepliedbycongratulatingusonourgoodfortune,butheprophesiedinevitabledisasterifwehadnottheprudencetostopourintercourse。
Mr。Murray,theEnglishambassador,awittyandhandsomeman,andagreatamateurofthefairsex,wine,andgoodcheer,thenkeptthefairAncilla,whointroducedmetohim。ThisfinefellowbecamemyfriendinmuchthesamewayasM。deBernis,theonlydifferencebeingthattheFrenchmanlikedtolookonwhiletheEnglishmanpreferredtogivetheshow。Iwasneverunwelcomeattheiramorousbattles,andthevoluptuousAncillawasdelightedtohavemeforawitness。Inevergavethemthepleasureofminglinginthestrife。
IlovedM————M————,butIshouldavowthatmyfidelitytoherwasnotentirelydependentonmylove。ThoughAncillawashandsomesheinspiredmewithrepugnance,forshewasalwayshoarse,andcomplainedofasharppaininthethroat,andthoughherloverkeptwell,Iwasafraidofher,andnotwithoutcause,forthediseasewhichendedthedaysofFrancisI。ofFrancebroughthertothegraveinthefollowingautumn。Aquarterofanhourbeforeshedied,herbraveBriton,yieldingtothelasciviousrequestsofthisnewMessalina,offeredinmypresencethelastsacrifice,inspiteofalargesoreonherfacewhichmadeherlookhideous。
Thistrulyheroicactionwasknownalloverthetown,anditwasMurrayhimselfwhomadeitknown,citingmeashiswitness。
Thisfamouscourtezan,whosebeautywasjustlycelebrated,feelingherselfeatenawaybyaninternaldisease,promisedtogiveahundredlouistoadoctornamedLucchesi,whobydintofmercuryundertooktocureher,butAncillaspecifiedontheagreementthatshewasnottopaytheaforesaidsumtillLucchesihadofferedwithheranamoroussacrifice。
Thedoctorhavingdonehisbusinessaswellashecouldwishedtobepaidwithoutsubmittingtotheconditionsofthetreaty,butAncillaheldherground,andthematterwasbroughtbeforeamagistrate。
InEngland,whereallagreementsarebinding,Ancillawouldhavewonhercase,butatVeniceshelostit。
Thejudge,ingivingsentence,saidacondition,criminalperse,notfulfilled,didnotinvalidateanagreement——asentenceaboundinginwisdom,especiallyinthisinstance。
Twomonthsbeforethiswomanhadbecomedisgusting,myfriendM。
Memmo,afterwardsprocurator,askedmetotakehimtoherhouse。Intheheightoftheconversation,whatshouldcomebutagondola,andwesawCountRosemberg,theambassadorfromVienna,gettingoutofit。M。Memmowasthunderstruck(foraVenetiannobleconversingwithaforeignambassadorbecomesguiltyoftreasontothestate),andraninhothastefromAncilla’sroom,Iafterhim,butonthestairhemettheambassador,who,seeinghisdistress,burstintoalaugh,andpassedon。IgotdirectlyintoM。Memmo’sgondola,andwewentforthwithtoM。Cavalli,secretarytotheStateInquisitors。
M。Memmocouldhavetakennobettercoursetoavoidthetroublesomeconsequenceswhichthisfatalmeetingmighthavehad,andhewasverygladthatIwaswithhimtotestifytohisinnocenceandtotheharmlessnessoftheoccurrence。
M。CavallireceivedM。Memmowithasmile,andtoldhimhedidwelltocometoconfessionwithoutwastinganytime。M。Memmo,muchastonishedatthisreception,toldhimthebriefhistoryofthemeeting,andthesecretaryrepliedwithagraveairthathehadnodoubtastothetruthofhisstory,asthecircumstanceswereinperfectcorrespondencewithwhatheknewofthematter。
Wecameawayextremelypuzzledatthesecretary’sreply,anddiscussedthesubjectforsometime,butthenwecametotheconclusionthatM。Cavallicouldhavehadnopositiveknowledgeofthematterbeforewecame,andthatheonlyspokeashedidfromtheinstinctofanInquisitor,wholikesittobeunderstoodthatnothingishidfromhimforamoment。
AfterthedeathofAncilla,Mr。Murrayremainedwithoutatitularmistress,but,flutteringaboutlikeabutterfly,hehad,oneafteranother,theprettiestgirlsinVenice。Thisgood—naturedEpicureansetoutforConstantinopletwoyearslater,andwasfortwentyyearstheambassadoroftheCourtofSt。JamesattheSublimePorte。HereturnedtoVenicein1778withtheintentionofendinghisdaysthere,farfromaffairsofstate,buthediedinthelazarettoeightdaysbeforethecompletionofhisquarantine。
Atplayfortunecontinuedtofavourme;mycommercewithM————M————
couldnotbediscoverednowthatIwasmyownwaterman;andthenunswhowereinthesecretweretoodeeplyinvolvednottokeepit。I
ledthemamerrylife,butIforesawthatassoonasM。deBernisdecidedtoletM————M————knowthathewouldnotreturntoVenice,hewouldrecallhispeople,andweshouldthenhavethecasinonolonger。Iknew,besides,thatwhentheroughseasoncameonitwouldbeimpossibleformebymyselftocontinueourvoyages。
ThefirstMondayinOctober,whenthetheatresareopenedandmasksmaybeworn,IwenttoSt。Francistogetmyboat,andthencetoMuranformymistress,afterwardsmakingforthecasino。Thenightswerenowlongenoughforustohaveampletimeforenjoyment,sowebeganbymakinganexcellentsupper,andthendevotedourselvestotheworshipofLoveandSleep。Suddenly,inthemidstofamomentofecstasy,Iheardanoiseinthedirectionofthecanal,whicharousedmysuspicions,andIrushedtothewindow。Whatwasmyastonishmentandangertoseealargeboattakingmineintow!Nevertheless,withoutgivingwaytomypassion,IshoutedtotherobbersthatI
wouldgivethemtensequinsiftheywouldbekindenoughtoreturnmemyboat。
Ashoutoflaughterwasallthereplytheymade,andnotbelievingwhatIsaidtheycontinuedtheircourse。WhatwasItodo?Idarednotcry,\"Stopthief!\"andnotbeingenduedwiththepowerofwalkingonthewaterdry—footed,Icouldnotgivechasetotherobbers。I
wasintheutmostdistress,andforthemomentM————M————shewedsignsofterror,forshedidnotseehowIcouldremedythisdisaster。
Idressedmyselfhastily,givingnomorethoughtstolove,myonlycomfortbeingthatIhadstilltwohourstogettheindispensableboat,shoulditcostmeahundredsequins。IshouldhavebeeninnoperplexityifIhadbeenabletotakeone,butthegondolierswouldinfalliblymakeproclamationoverthewholeofMuranthattheyhadtakenanuntosuchaconvent,andallwouldhavebeenlost。
Theonlyway,then,thatwasopentomewaseithertobuyaboatortostealone。Iputmypistolsanddaggerinmypocket,tooksomemoney,andwithanoaronmyshouldersetout。
Therobbershadfiledthechainofmyboatwithasilentfile;thisI
couldnotdo,andIcouldonlyreckononhavingthegoodlucktofindaboatmooredwithcords。
ComingtothelargebridgeIsawboatsandtospare,buttherewerepeopleonthequay,andIwouldnotrisktakingone。SeeingatavernopenattheendofthequayIranlikeamadman,andaskediftherewereanyboatmenthere;thedrawertoldmethereweretwo,butthattheyweredrunk。Icameuptothem,andsaid,\"WhowilltakemetoVeniceforeightysous?\"
\"I,\"and\"I\";andtheybegantoquarrelastowhoshouldgo。I
quietedthembygivingfortysoustothemoredrunkenofthetwo,andIwentoutwiththeother。
Assoonaswewereonourway,Isaid,\"Youaretoodrunktotakeme,lendmeyourboat,andIwillgiveityoubackto—morrow。\"
\"Idon’tknowyou。\"
\"Iwilldeposittensequins,butyourboatisnotworththat。Whowillbeyoursurety?\"
Hetookmebacktothetavern,andthedrawerwentbailforhim。
Wellpleased,Itookmymantotheboat,andhavingfurnisheditwithasecondoarandtwopoleshewentaway,chucklingathavingmadeagoodbargain,whileIwasasgladtohavehadtheworstofit。Ihadbeenanhouraway,andonenteringthecasinofoundmydearM————
M————inanagony,butassoonasshesawmybeamingfaceallthelaughtercamebackonhers。Itookhertotheconvent,andthenwenttoSt。Francis,wherethekeeperoftheboathouselookedasifhethoughtmeafool,whenItoldhimthatIhadtruckedawaymyboatfortheoneIhadwithme。Iputonmymask,andwentforthwithtomylodgingandtobed,fortheseannoyanceshadbeentoomuchforme。
AboutthistimemydestinymademeacquaintedwithanoblemancalledMarkAntonyZorzi,amanofpartsandfamousforhisskillinwritingversesintheVenetiandialect。Zorzi,whowasveryfondoftheplay,anddesiredtoofferasacrificetoThalia,wroteacomedywhichtheaudiencetookthelibertyofhissing;buthavingpersuadedhimselfthathispieceonlyfailedthroughtheconspiraciesoftheAbbeChiari,whowrotefortheTheatreofSt。Angelo,hedeclaredopenwaragainstalltheabbe’splays。
IfeltnoreluctancewhatevertovisitM。Zorzi,forhepossessedanexcellentcookandacharmingwife。HeknewthatIdidnotcareforChiariasanauthor,andM。Zorzihadinhispaypeoplewho,withoutpity,rhyme,orreason,hissedallthecompositionsoftheecclesiasticalplaywright。Mypartwastocriticisetheminhammerverses——akindofdoggerelthenmuchinfashion,andZorzitookcaretodistributemylucubrationsfarandwide。ThesemanoeuvresmademeapowerfulenemyinthepersonofM。Condulmer,wholikedmenonethebetterforhavingalltheappearanceofbeinginhighfavourwithMadameZorzi,towhombeforemyappearancehehadpaiddiligentcourt。ThisM。Condulmerwastobeexcusedfornotcaringforme,for,havingalargeshareintheSt。AngeloTheatre,thefailureoftheabbe’spieceswasalosstohim,astheboxeshadtobeletataverylowrent,andallmenaregovernedbyinterestedmotives。
ThisM。Condulmerwassixtyyearsold,butwithallthegreennessofyouthhewasstillfondofwomen,gaming,andmoney,andhewas,infact,amoney—lender,butheknewhowtopassforasaint,ashetookcaretogotomasseverymorningatSt。Mark’s,andneveromittedtoshedtearsbeforethecrucifix。Thefollowingyearhewasmadeacouncillor,andinthatcapacityhewasforeightmonthsaStateInquisitor。Havingthusattainedthisdiabolically—eminent,oreminently—diabolical,position,hehadnotmuchdifficultyinshewinghiscolleaguesthenecessityofputtingmeunderTheLeadsasadisturberofthepeaceoftheRepublic。InthebeginningofthewintertheastoundingnewsofthetreatybetweenFranceandAustriawasdivulged——atreatybywhichthepoliticalbalancewasentirelyreadjusted,andwhichwasreceivedwithincredulitybythePowers。
ThewholeofItalyhadreasontorejoice,forthetreatyguardedthatfairlandfrombecomingthetheatreofwarontheslightestdifferencewhichmightarisebetweenthetwoPowers。Whatastonishedthemostacutewasthatthiswonderfultreatywasconceivedandcarriedoutbyayoungambassadorwhohadhithertobeenfamedonlyasawit。Thefirstfoundationshadbeenlaidin1750byMadamedePompadour,CountCanes(whowascreatedaprince),andM。1’AbbedeBernis,whowasnotknowntillthefollowingyear,whenthekingmadehimambassadortoVenice。TheHouseofBourbonandtheHouseofHapsburghadbeenfoesfortwohundredandfortyyearswhenthisfamoustreatywasconcluded,butitonlylastedforfortyyears,anditisnotlikelythatanytreatywilllastlongerbetweentwocourtssoessentiallyopposedtooneanother。
TheAbbedeBerniswascreatedministerforforeignaffairssometimeaftertheratificationofthetreaty;threeyearsafterhere—
establishedtheparliament,becameacardinal,wasdisgraced,andfinallysenttoRome,wherehedied。’Morsultimolinearerumest’。
AffairsfelloutasIhadforeseen,forninemonthsafterheleftVeniceheconveyedtoM————M————thenewsofhisrecall,thoughhediditinthemostdelicatemanner。Nevertheless,M————M————felttheblowsoseverelythatshewouldverypossiblyhavesuccumbed,hadInotbeenpreparingherforitineverywayIcouldthinkofM。deBernissentmeallinstructions。
HedirectedthatallthecontentsofthecasinoshouldbesoldandtheproceedsgiventoM————M————,withtheexceptionofthebooksandprintswhichthehousekeeperwasorderedtobringtoParis。Itwasanicebreviaryforacardinal,butwouldtoGodtheyhadnothingworse!
WhilstM————M————abandonedherselftogriefIcarriedouttheordersofM。deBernis,andbythemiddleofJanuarywehadnolongeracasino。Shekeptbyhertwothousandsequinsandherpearls,intendingtosellthemlaterontobuyherselfanannuity。
Wewerenowonlyabletoseeeachotheratthegrating;andsoon,wornwithgrief,shefelldangerouslyill,andonthe2ndofFebruaryIrecognizedinherfeaturesthesymptomsofapproachingdeath。Shesentmeherjewel—case,withallherdiamondsandnearlyallhermoney,allthescandalousbooksshepossessed,andallherletters,tellingmethatifshedidnotdieIwastoreturnherthewhole,butthatallbelongedtomeif,asshethought,sheshouldsuccumbtothedisease。ShealsotoldmethatC————C————wasawareofherstate,andaskedmetotakepityonherandwritetoher,asmyletterswereheronlycomfort,andthatshehopedtohavestrengthtoreadthemtillherlatestbreath。
Iburstintotears,forIlovedherpassionately,andIpromisedhertocomeandliveinMuranuntilsherecoveredherhealth。
Havingplacedthepropertyinagondola,IwenttotheBragadinPalacetodepositit,andthenreturnedtoMurantogetLauratofindmeafurnishedroomwhereIcouldliveasIliked。\"Iknowofagoodroom,withmealsprovided,\"shesaid;\"youwillbequitecomfortableandwillgetitcheaply,andifyouliketopayinadvance,youneednotevensaywhoyouare。Theoldmantowhomthehousebelongslivesonthegroundfloor;hewillgiveyouallthekeysandifyoulikeyouneedseenoone。\"
Shegavemetheaddress,andIwentthereonthespot,andhavingfoundeverythingtomylikingIpaidamonthinadvanceandthethingwasdone。Itwasalittlehouseattheendofablindalleyabuttingonthecanal。IreturnedtoLaura’shousetotellherthatIwantedaservanttogetmyfoodandtomakemybed,andshepromisedtogetmeonebythenextday。
Havingsetallinorderformynewlodging,IreturnedtoVeniceandpackedmymailsasifIwereabouttomakealongjourney。AftersupperItookleaveofM。deBragadinandofhistwofriends,tellingthemthatIwasgoingtobeawayforseveralweeksonimportantbusiness。
Nextday,goingtomynewroom,IwassurprisedtofindthereTonine,Laura’sdaughter,aprettygirlnotmorethanfifteenyearsold,whotoldmewithablush,butwithmorespiritthanIgavehercreditfor,thatshewouldservemeaswellashermotherwouldhavedone。
IwasintoomuchdistresstothankLauraforthisprettypresent,andIevendeterminedthatherdaughtershouldnotstayinmyservice。Weknowhowmuchsuchresolutionsarecommonlyworth。InthemeanwhileIwaskindtothegirl:\"Iamsure,\"Isaid,\"ofyourgoodwill,butImusttalktoyourmother。Imustbealone,\"Iadded,\"asIhavetowriteallday,andIshallnottakeanythingtilltheevening。\"Shethengavemealetter,beggingpardonfornothavinggivenitmesooner。\"Youmustneverforgettodelivermessages,\"
Isaid,\"forifyouhadwaitedanylongerbeforebringingmethisletter,itmighthavehadthemostseriousconsequences。\"Sheblushed,beggedpardon,andwentoutoftheroom。TheletterwasfromC————C————,whotoldmethatherfriendwasinbed,andthatthedoctorhadpronouncedherillnesstobefever。Ipassedtherestofthedayinputtingmyroominorder,andinwritingtoC————C————
andhersufferingfriend。
TowardseveningToninebroughtinthecandles,andtoldmethatmysupperwasready。\"Followme,\"Isaid。Seeingthatshehadonlylaidsupperforone——apleasingproofofhermodesty,Itoldhertogetanotherknifeandfork,asIwishedheralwaystotakehermealswithme。Icangivenoaccountofmymotives。Ionlywishedtobekindtoher,andIdideverythingingoodfaith。Byandby,reader,weshallseewhetherthisisnotoneofthedevicesbywhichthedevilcompasseshisends。
Nothavinganyappetite,Iatelittle,butIthoughteverythinggoodwiththeexceptionofthewine;butToninepromisedtogetsomebetterbythenextday,andwhensupperwasovershewenttosleepintheante—room。
Aftersealingmyletters,wishingtoknowwhethertheouterdoorwaslocked,IwentoutandsawTonineinbed,sleepingpeacefully,orpretendingtodoso。Imighthavesuspectedherthoughts,butIhadneverbeeninasimilarsituation,andImeasuredtheextremityofmygriefbytheindifferencewithwhichIlookedatthisgirl;shewaspretty,butforallthatIfeltthatneithershenorIrananyrisk。
Nextday,wakingveryearly,Icalledher,andshecameinneatlydressed。IgavehermylettertoC————C————,whichenclosedthelettertoM————M————,tellinghertotakeittohermotherandthentoreturntomakemycoffee。
\"Ishalldineatnoon,Tonine,\"Isaid,\"takecaretogetwhatisnecessaryingoodtime。\"
\"Sir,Ipreparedyesterday’ssuppermyself,andifyoulikeIcancookallyourmeals。\"
\"Iamsatisfiedwithyourabilities,goon,andhereisasequinforexpenses。\"
\"Istillhaveahundredandtwentysousremainingfromtheoneyougavemeyesterday,andthatwillbeenough。\"
\"No,theyareforyourself,andIshallgiveyouasmucheveryday。\"
HerdelightwassogreatthatIcouldnotpreventhercoveringmyhandwithkisses。Itookcaretodrawitbackandnottokissherinreturn,forIfeltasifIshouldbeobligedtolaugh,andthiswouldhavedishonouredmygrief。
Theseconddaypassedlikethefirst。ToninewasgladthatIsaidnomoreaboutspeakingtohermother,anddrewtheconclusionthatherserviceswereagreeabletome。Feelingtiredandweak,andfearingthatIshouldnotwakeearlyenoughtosendthelettertotheconvent,butnotwishingtorouseTonineifshewereasleep,Icalledhersoftly。Sheroseimmediatelyandcameintomyroomwithnothingonbutaslightpetticoat。Pretendingtoseenothing,Igavehermyletter,andtoldhertotakeittohermotherinthemorningbeforeshecameintomyroom。Shewentout,sayingthatmyinstructionsshouldbecarriedout,butassoonasshewasgoneIcouldnotresistsayingtomyselfthatshewasverypretty;andIfeltbothsadandashamedatthereflectionthatthisgirlcouldveryeasilyconsoleme。Ihuggedmygrief,andIdeterminedtoseparatemyselffromabeingwhomademeforgetit。
\"Inthemorning,\"Isaid,\"IwilltellLauratogetmesomethinglessseducing;\"butthenightbroughtcounsel,andinthemorningIputonthearmourofsophism,tellingmyselfthatmyweaknesswasnofaultofthegirl’s,andthatitwouldthereforebeunjusttopunishherforit。Weshallsee,dearreader,howallthisended。
CHAPTERXXIII
ContinuesthePrecedingChapter——M。M。Recovers——IReturntoVenice——
TonineConsolesMe——DecreaseofMyLoveForM。M。——DoctorRighelini——
CuriousConversationWithHim——HowThisConversationAffectedM。M。——
Mr。MurrayUndeceivedandAvengedTontinehadwhatiscalledtactandcommonsense,andthinkingthesequalitieswererequiredinoureconomyshebehavedwithgreatdelicacy,notgoingtobedbeforereceivingmyletters,andnevercomingintomyroomexceptinaproperdress,andallthispleasedme。ForafortnightM————M————wassoillthatIexpectedeverymomenttohearthenewsofherdeath。OnShroveTuesdayC————C————
wrotethatherfriendwasnotstrongenoughtoreadmyletter,andthatshewasgoingtoreceive’extremeunction’。ThisnewssoshockedmethatIcouldnotrise,andpassedthewholedayinweepingandwriting,Toninenotleavingmetillmidnight。Icouldnotsleep。
OnAshWednesdayIgotaletter,inwhichC————C————toldmethatthedoctorhadnohopesforherfriend,andthatheonlygaveherafortnighttolive。Alowfeverwaswastingheraway,herweaknesswasextreme,andshecouldscarcelyswallowalittlebroth。Shehadalsothemisfortunetobeharassedbyherconfessor,whomadeherforetastealltheterrorsofdeath。Icouldonlysolacemygriefbywriting,andToninenowandagainmadeboldtoobservethatIwascherishingmygrief,andthatitwouldbethedeathofme。IknewmyselfthatIwasmakingmyanguishmorepoignant,andthatkeepingtomybed,continuedwriting,andnofood,wouldfinallydrivememad。IhadtoldmygrieftopoorTonine,whosechiefdutywastowipeawaymytears。Shehadcompassiononme。
Afewdayslater,afterassuringC————C————thatifourfrienddiedIshouldnotsurviveher,IaskedhertotellM————M————thatifshewantedmetotakecareofmylifeshemustpromisetoletmecarryheroffonherrecovery。
\"Ihave,\"Isaid,\"fourthousandsequinsandherdiamonds,whichareworthsixthousand;weshould,therefore,haveasufficientsumtoenableustolivehonourablyinanypartofEurope。\"
C————C————wrotetomeonthefollowingday,andsaidthatmymistress,afterhearingmyletterread,hadfallenintoakindofconvulsion,and,becomingdelirious,shetalkedincessantlyinFrenchforthreewholehoursinafashionwhichwouldhavemadeallthenunstaketotheirheels,iftheyhadunderstoodher。Iwasindespair,andwasnearlyravingaswildlyasmypoornun。Herdeliriumlastedthreedays,andassoonasshegotbackherreasonshechargedheryoungfriendtotellmethatshewassuretogetwellifIpromisedtokeeptomyword,andtocarryheroffassoonasherhealthwouldallow。IhastenedtoreplythatifIlivedshemightbesuremypromisewouldbefulfilled。
Thuscontinuingtodeceiveeachotherinallgoodfaith,wegotbetter,foreveryletterfromC————C————,tellingmehowtheconvalescenceofherfriendwasprogressing,wastomeasbalm。Andasmymindgrewmorecomposedmyappetitealsogrewbetter,andmyhealthimprovingdaybyday,Isoon,thoughquiteunconsciously,begantotakepleasureinthesimplewaysofTonine,whonowneverleftmeatnightbeforeshesawthatIwasasleep。
TowardstheendofMarchM————M————wrotetomeherself,sayingthatshebelievedherselfoutofdanger,andthatbytakingcareshehopedtobeabletoleaveherroomafterEaster。IrepliedthatIshouldnotleaveMurantillIhadthepleasureofseeingheratthegrating,where,withouthurryingourselves,wecouldplantheexecutionofourscheme。
ItwasnowsevenweekssinceM。deBragadinhadseenme,andthinkingthathewouldbegettinganxiousIresolvedtogoandseehimthatveryday。TellingToninethatIshouldnotbebacktilltheevening,IstartedforVenicewithoutacloak,forhavinggonetoMuranmaskedIhadforgottentotakeone。Ihadspentforty—eightdayswithoutgoingoutofmyroom,chieflyintearsanddistress,andwithouttakinganyfood。Ihadjustgonethroughanexperiencewhichflatteredmyself—esteem。IhadbeenservedbyagirlwhowouldhavepassedforabeautyanywhereinEurope。Shewasgentle,thoughtful,anddelicate,andwithoutbeingtaxedwithfoppishnessIthinkImaysaythat,ifshewasnotinlovewithme,shewasatalleventsinclinedtopleasemetotheutmostofherability;forallthatI
hadbeenabletowithstandheryouthfulcharms,andInowscarcelydreadedthem。Seeinghereveryday,Ihaddispersedmyamorousfancies,andfriendshipandgratitudeseemedtohavevanquishedallotherfeelings,forIwasobligedtoconfessthatthischarminggirlhadlavishedonmethemosttenderandassiduouscare。
Shehadpassedwholenightsonachairbymybedside,tendingmelikeamother,andnevergivingmetheslightestcauseforcomplaint。
NeverhadIgivenherakiss,neverhadIallowedmyselftoundressinherpresence,andnever(withoneexception)hadshecomeintomyroomwithoutbeingproperlydressed。Forallthat,IknewthatIhadfoughtabattle,andIfeltinclinedtoboastathavingwonthevictory。Therewasonlyonecircumstancethatvexedme——namely,thatIwasnearlycertainthatneitherM。M。norC。C。wouldconsidersuchcontinencetobewithintheboundsofpossibility,iftheyheardofit,andthatLauraherself,towhomherdaughterwouldtellthewholestory,wouldbesceptical,thoughshemightoutofkindnesspretendtobelieveitall。
IgottoM。deBragadin’sjustasthesoupwasbeingserved。Hewelcomedmeheartily,andwasdelightedathavingforeseenthatI
shouldthussurprisethem。Besidesmytwootheroldfriends,therewereDelaHaye,Bavois,andDr。Righeliniattable。
\"What!youwithoutacloak!\"saidM。Dandolo。
\"Yes,\"saidI;\"forhavinggoneoutwithmymaskonIforgottobringone:\"
Atthistheylaughed,and,withoutputtingmyselfout,Isatdown。
NooneaskedwhereIhadbeensolong,foritwasunderstoodthatthatquestionshouldbelefttometoanswerornot。Nevertheless,DelaHaye,whowasburstingwithcuriosity,couldnotrefrainfrombreakingsomejestsonme。
\"Youhavegotsothin,\"saidhe,\"thatuncharitablepeoplewillberatherhardonyou。\"
\"ItrusttheywillnotsaythatIhavebeenpassingmytimewiththeJesuits。\"
\"Youaresarcastic。Theymaysay,perhaps,thatyouhavepassedyourtimeinahot—houseundertheinfluenceofMercury。\"
\"Don’tbeafraid,sir,fortoescapethishastyjudgmentIshallgobackthisevening。\"
\"No,no,Iamquitesureyouwillnot。\"
\"Believeme,sir,\"saidI,withabanteringtone,\"thatIdeemyouropinionoftoomuchconsequencenottobegovernedbyit。\"
SeeingthatIwasinearnest,myfriendswereangrywithhim;andtheAristarchuswasinsomeconfusion。
Righelini,whowasoneofMurray’sintimatefriends,saidtomeinafriendlywaythathehadbeenlongingtotellMurrayofmyre—
appearance,andofthefalsityofallthereportsaboutme。
\"Wewillgotosupwithhim,\"saidI,\"andIwillreturnaftersupper。\"
SeeingthatM。deBragadinandhistwofriendswereuneasyaboutme,IpromisedtodinewiththemonApril25th,St。Mark’sDay。
AssoonasMr。Murraysawme,hefellonmyneckandembracedme。Heintroducedmetohiswife,whoaskedmetosupperwithgreatpoliteness。AfterMurrayhadtoldmetheinnumerablestorieswhichhadbeenmadeaboutmydisappearance,heaskedmeifIknewalittlestorybytheAbbeChiari,whichhadcomeoutattheendofthecarnival。AsIsaidthatIknewnothingaboutit,hegavemeacopy,tellingmethatIshouldlikeit。Hewasright。ItwasasatireinwhichtheZorzicliquewaspulledtopieces,andinwhichIplayedaverypoorpart。Ididnotreadittillsometimeafter,andinthemeantimeputitinmypocket。AfteraverygoodsupperItookagondolatoreturntoMuran。
Itwasmidnightandverydark,sothatIdidnotperceivethegondolatobeillcoveredandinwretchedorder。AfinerainwasfallingwhenIgotin,andthedropsgettinglargerIwassoonwettotheskin。Nogreatharmwasdone,asIwasclosetomyquarters。I
gropedmywayupstairsandknockedatthedooroftheante—room,whereTonine,whohadnotwaitedforme,wassleeping。
Awakeinamomentshecametoopenthedoorinhersmock,andwithoutalight。AsIwantedone,Itoldhertogettheflintandsteel,whichshedid,warningmeinamodestvoicethatshewasnotdressed。
\"That’sofnoconsequence,\"saidI,\"providedyouarecovered。\"Shesaidnomore,andsoonlightedacandle,butshecouldnothelplaughingwhenshesawmedrippingwet。
\"Ionlywantyou,mydear,\"saidI,\"todrymyhair。\"Shequicklysettoworkwithpowderandpowder—puffinhand,buthersmockwasshortandlooseatthetop,andIrepented,rathertoolate,thatI
hadnotgivenhertimetodress。Ifeltthatallwaslost,allthemoreashavingtousebothherhandsshecouldnotholdhersmockandconcealtwoswellingspheresmoreseductivethantheapplesoftheHesperides。HowcouldIhelpseeingthem?Ishutmyeyesand,said\"Forshame!\"butIgaveinatlast,andfixedsuchahungrygazeuponpoorToninethatsheblushed。\"Come,\"saidI,\"takeyoursmockbetweenyourteethandthenIshallseenomore。\"Butitwasworsethanbefore,andIhadonlyaddedfueltothefire;for,astheveilwasshort,Icouldseethebasesandalmostthefriezeoftwomarblecolumns;andatthissightIgaveavoluptuouscry。Notknowinghowtoconcealeverythingfrommygaze,Tonineletherselffallonthesofa,andI,mypassionsatfever—heat,stoodbesideher,notknowingwhattodo。
\"Well,\"shesaid,\"shallIgoanddressmyselfandthendoyourhair?\"
\"No,comeandsitonmyknee,andcovermyeyeswithyourhands。\"
Shecameobediently,butthediewascast,andmyresistanceovercome。Iclaspedherbetweenmyarms,andwithoutanymorethoughtsofplayingatblindman’sbuffIthrewheronthebedandcoveredherwithkisses。AndasIsworethatIwouldalwaysloveher,sheopenedherarmstoreceivemeinawaythatshewedhowlongshehadbeenwaitingforthismoment。
Ipluckedtherose,andthen,asever,IthoughtittherarestIhadevergatheredsinceIhadlabouredintheharvestofthefruitfulfieldsoflove。
WhenIawokeinthemorningIfoundmyselfmoredeeplyinlovewithToninethanIhadbeenwithanyotherwoman。Shehadgotupwithoutwakingme,butassoonassheheardmestirringshecame,andI
tenderlychidherfornotwaitingformetogivehergoodmorrow。
WithoutansweringshegavemeM————M————’sletter。Ithankedher,butputtingtheletterononesideItookherinmyarms,andsetherbymyside。\"Whatawonder!\"criedTonine。\"Youarenotinahurrytoreadthatletter!Faithlessman,whydidyounotletmecureyousixweeksago。HowluckyIam;thankstotherain!Idonotblameyou,dear,butlovemeasyouloveherwhowritestoyoueveryday,andIshallbesatisfied。\"
\"Doyouknowwhosheis?\"
\"Shelivesinaboarding—house,andisasbeautifulasanangel;butsheisthere,andIamhere。Youaremymaster,andIwillbeyourservantaslongasyoulike。\"
Iwasgladtoleaveherinerror,andsworeanever—lastinglove;butduringourconversationshehadletherselfdropdowninthebottomofthebed,andIentreatedhertoliedownagain;butshesaidthatonthecontraryitwastimeformetogetupfordinner,forshewantedtogivemeadaintymealcookedintheVenetianmanner。
\"Whoisthecook?\"saidI。
\"Iam,andIhavebeenusingallmyskillonitsincefive,whenI
gotup。\"
\"Whattimeisitnow,then?\"
\"Pastone。\"
Thegirlastonishedme。ShewasnolongertheshyTonineoflastnight;shehadthatexultantairwhichhappinessbestows,andthelookofpleasurewhichthedelightsoflovegivetoayoungbeauty。
IcouldnotunderstandhowIhadescapedfromdoinghomagetoherbeautywhenIfirstsawherathermother’shouse。ButIwasthentoodeeplyinlovewithC————C————;Iwasintoogreatdistress;
and,moreover,Toninewasthenunformed。Igotup,andmakingherbringmeacupofcoffeeIaskedhertokeepthedinnerbackforacoupleofhours。
IfoundM————M————’sletteraffectionate,butnotsointerestingasitwouldhavebeenthedaybefore。Isetmyselftoanswerit,andwasalmostthunderstrucktofindthetask,forthefirsttime,apainfulone。However,myshortjourneytoVenicesuppliedmewithtalkwhichcoveredfourpages。
IhadanexquisitedinnerwithmycharmingTonine。Lookingatherasatthesametimemywife,mymistress,andmyhousekeeper,Iwasdelightedtofindmyselfmadehappyatsuchacheaprate。Wespentthewholedayatthetabletalkingofourlove,andgivingeachotherathousandlittlemarksofit;forthereisnosuchrichandpleasantmatterforconversationaswhentheywhotalkarepartiestoanamoroussuit。Shetoldwithcharmingsimplicitythatsheknewperfectlywellthatshecouldnotmakemeamorousofher,becauseI
lovedanother,andthatheronlyhopewasthereforeinasurprise,andthatshehadforeseenthehappymomentwhenItoldherthatsheneednotdressherselftolightacandle。
Toninewasnaturallyquick—witted,butshedidnotknoweitherhowtoreadortowrite。Shewasenchantedtoseeherselfbecomerich(forshethoughtherselfso)withoutasoulatMuranbeingabletobreatheawordagainstherhonour。Ipassedthreeweeksinthecompanyofthisdelightfulgirl——weekswhichIstillreckonamongthehappiestofmylife;andwhatembittersmyoldageisthat,havingaheartaswarmasever,IhavenolongerthestrengthnecessarytosecureasingledayasblissfulasthosewhichIowedtothischarminggirl。
TowardstheendofAprilIsawM。M。atthegrating,lookingthinandmuchchanged,butoutofdanger。IthereforereturnedtoVenice。Inmyinterview,callingmyattachmentandtenderfeelingstomyaid,I
succeededinbehavingmyselfinsuchwisethatshecouldnotpossiblydetectthechangewhichanewlovehadworkedinmyheart。Ishallbe,Itrust,easilybelievedwhenIsaythatIwasnotimprudentenoughtolethersuspectthatIhadgivenuptheideaofescapingwithher,uponwhichshecountedmorethanever。Iwasafraidlestsheshouldfallillagain,ifItookthishopeawayfromher。Ikeptmycasino,whichcostmelittle,andasIwenttoseeM。M。twiceaweekIsleptthereonthoseoccasions,andmadelovewithmydashingTonine。
HavingkeptmywordwithmyfriendsbydiningwiththemonSt。Mark’sDay,IwentwithDr。RighelinitotheparlouroftheViergestoseethetakingoftheveil。
TheConventoftheViergesiswithinthejurisdictionoftheDoge,whomthenunsstyle\"MostSereneFather。\"TheyallbelongtothefirstfamiliesinVenice。
WhileIwaspraisingthebeautyofMotherM————E—————toDr。
Righelini,hewhisperedtomethathecouldgethermeforamoneypayment,ifIwerecuriousinthematter。Ahundredsequinsforherandtensequinsforthego—betweenwasthepricefixedon。HeassuredmethatMurrayhadhadher,andcouldhaveheragain。Seeingmysurprise,headdedthattherewasnotanunwhomonecouldnothavebypayingforher:thatMurrayhadthecouragetodisbursefivehundredsequinsforanunofMuran——ararebeauty,whowasafterwardsthemistressoftheFrenchambassador。
ThoughmypassionforM————M————wasonthewane,Ifeltmyheartgrippedasbyahandofice,anditwaswiththegreatestdifficultythatImadenosign。Notwithstanding,Itookthestoryforanatrociouscalumny,butyetthematterwastoonearmyheartformetodelayinbringingittolightattheearliestopportunity。I
thereforerepliedtoRigheliniinthecalmestmannerpossible,thatoneortwonunsmightbehadformoney,butthatitcouldhappenveryrarelyonaccountofthedifficultiesinmostconvents。
\"AsforthenunofMuran,justlyfamousforherbeauty,ifshebeM————M————,nunoftheconvent……,InotonlydisbelievethatMurrayeverhadher,butIamsureshewasnevertheFrenchambassador’smistress。Ifheknewheritcouldonlyhavebeenatthegrating,whereIreallycannotsaywhathappens。\"
Righelini,whowasanhonourableandspiritedman,answeredmecoldlythattheEnglishambassadorwasamanofhisword,andthathehadthestoryfromhisownlips。
\"IfMr。Murray,\"hecontinued,\"hadnottolditmeunderthesealofsecrecyIwouldmakehimtellityouhimself。IshallbeobligedifyouwilltakecarethatheneverknowsItoldyouofit。\"
\"Youmayrelyonmydiscretion。\"
Thesameevening,suppingatMurray’scasinowithRighelini,havingthematteratheart,andseeingbeforemethetwomenwhocouldclearupeverythingtomysatisfaction,IbegantospeakwithenthusiasmofthebeautyofM————E————,whomIhadseenattheVierges。
Heretheambassadorstruckin,takingtheballonthehop:
\"Betweenfriends,\"saidhe,\"youcangetyourselftheenjoymentofthosecharms,ifyouarewillingtosacrificeasumofmoney——nottoomuch,either,butyoumusthavethekey。\"
\"Doyouthinkyouhaveit?\"
\"No,Iamsure;andhadlesstroublethanyoumightsuppose。\"
\"Ifyouaresure;Icongratulateyou,anddoubtnomore。Ienvyyourfortune,forIdon’tbelieveamoreperfectbeautycouldbefoundinalltheconventsofVenice。\"
\"Thereyouarewrong。MotherM————M————,at————inMuran,iscertainlyhandsomer。\"
\"IhaveheardhertalkedofandIhaveseenheronce,butIdonotthinkitpossiblethatshecanbeprocuredformoney。\"
\"Ithinkso,\"saidhe,laughing,\"andwhenIthinkImostlyhavegoodreasons。\"
\"Yousurpriseme;butallthesameIdon’tmindbettingyouaredeceived。\"
\"Youwouldlose。Asyouhaveonlyseenheronce,Isupposeyouwouldnotrecognizeherportrait?\"
\"Ishould,indeed,asherfaceleftastrongimpressiononmymind。\"
\"Waitaminute。\"
Hegotupfromthetable,wentout,andreturnedaminuteafterwithaboxcontainingeightortenminiatures,allinthesamestyle,namely,withhairindisorderandbarenecks。
\"These,\"saidI,\"arerarecharms,withwhichyouhavedoubtlessanearacquaintance?\"
\"Yes,andifyourecognizeanyofthembediscreet。\"
\"Youneednotbeafraid。HerearethreeIrecognize,andthislookslikeM————M————;butconfessthatyoumayhavebeendeceived——atleast,thatyoudidnothaveherintheconventorhere,fortherearewomenlikeher。\"
\"WhydoyouthinkIhavebeendeceived?Ihavehadherhereinherreligioushabit,andIhavespentawholenightwithher;anditwastoherindividuallythatIsentapursecontainingfivehundredsequins。Igavefiftytothegoodprocurer。\"
\"Youhave,Isuppose,visitedherintheparlour,afterhavingherhere?\"
\"No,never,asshewasafraidhertitularlovermighthearofit。
YouknowthatwastheFrenchambassador。\"
\"Butsheonlysawhimintheparlour;\"
\"Sheusedtogotohishouseinseculardresswheneverhewantedher。
Iwastoldthatbythemanwhobroughtherhere。\"
\"Haveyouhadherseveraltimes?\"
\"Onlyonceandthatwasenough,butIcanhaveherwheneverIlikeforahundredsequins。\"
\"Allthatmaybethetruth,butIwouldwagerfivehundredsequinsthatyouhavebeendeceived。\"
\"Youshallhaveyouranswerinthreedays。\"
Iwasperfectlycertain,Irepeat,thatthewholeaffairwasapieceofknavery;butitwasnecessarytohaveitproved,andIshudderedwhenthethoughtcameintomyheadthatafterallitmightbeatruestory。InthiscaseIshouldhavebeenfreedfromagoodmanyobligations,butIwasstronglypersuadedofherinnocence。Atallevents,ifIweretofindherguilty(whichwasamongstpossibleoccurrences),Iresignedmyselftolosefivehundredsequinsasthepriceofthishorriblediscoveryandadditiontomyexperienceoflife。Iwasfullofrestlessanguish——theworst,perhaps,ofthetormentsofthemind。IfthehonestEnglishmanhadbeenthevictimofamystification,orratherknavery,myregardforM————M————’shonourcompelledmetofindawaytoundeceivehimwithoutcompromisingher;andsuchwasmyplan,andthusfortunefavouredme。
Threeorfourdaysafter,Mr。Murraytoldthedoctorthathewishedtoseeme。Wewenttohim,andhegreetedmethus:
\"Ihavewon;forahundredsequinsIcanhavethefairnun!
\"Alas!\"saidI,\"theregomyfivehundredsequins。\"
\"No,notfivehundred,mydearfellow,forIshouldbeashamedtowinsomuchofyou,butthehundredshewouldcostme。IfIwin,youshallpayformypleasure,andifIloseIshallgivehernothing。\"
\"Howistheproblemtobesolved?\"\"MyMercurytellsmethatwemustwaitforadaywhenmasksareworn。Heisendeavouringatpresenttofindoutawaytoconvincebothofus;forotherwiseneitheryounorIwouldfeelcompelledtopaythewager,andifIreallyhaveM。M。
myhonourwouldnotallowmetolethersuspectthatIhadbetrayedthesecret。\"
\"No,thatwouldbeanunpardonablecrime。Hearmyplan,whichwillsatisfyusboth;forafterithasbeencarriedouteachofuswillbesurethathehasfairlywonorfairlylost。
\"Assoonasyouhavepossessedyourselfoftherealorpretendednun,leaveheronsomepretext,andmeetmeinaplacetobeagreedupon。
Wewillthengotogethertotheconvent,andIwillaskforM。M。
Willseeingherandspeakingtoherconvinceyouthatthewomanyouhaveleftathomeisamereimpostor?\"
\"Perfectly,andIshallpaymywagerwiththegreatestwillingness。\"
\"Imaysaythesame。If,whenIsummonM。M。totheparlour,thelay—sistertellsussheisillorbusy,wewillgo,andthewagerwillbeyours;youwillsupwiththefair,andIwillgoelsewhere。\"
\"Sobeit;butsinceallthiswillbeatnighttime,itispossiblethatwhenyouaskforher,thesisterwilltellyouthatnoonecanbeseenatsuchanhour。\"
\"ThenIshalllose。\"
\"Youarequitesure,then,thatifshebeintheconventshewillcomedown?\"
\"That’smybusiness。Irepeat,ifyoudon’tspeaktoher,Ishallholdmyselftohavelostahundredsequins,orathousandifyoulike。\"
\"Onecan’tspeakplainerthanthat,mydearfellow,andIthankyoubeforehand。\"
\"TheonlythingIaskyouistocomesharptotime;andnottocometoolateforaconvent。\"
\"Willanhouraftersunsetsuityou?\"
\"Admirably。\"
\"Ishallalsomakeitmybusinesstocompelmymaskedmistresstostopwheresheis,eventhoughitbeM。M。herself。\"
\"Somewon’thavelongtowait,ifyouwilltakehertoacasinowhichImyselfpossessatMuran,andwhereIsecretlykeepagirlofwhomI
amamorous。Iwilltakecarethatsheshallnotbethereontheappointedday,andIwillgiveyouthekeyofthecasino。Ishallalsoseethatyoufindadelicatecoldsupperready。\"
\"Thatisadmirable,butImustbeabletopointouttheplacetomyMercury。\"
\"True!Iwillgiveyouasupperto—morrow,thegreatestsecrecytobeobservedbetweenus。Wewillgotomycasinoinagondola,andaftersupperwewillgooutbythestreetdoor;thusyouwillknowthewaybylandandwater。Youwillonlyhavetotelltheprocurerthenameofthecanalandofthehouse,andonthedayfixedyoushallhavethekey。Youwillonlyfindthereanoldmanwholivesonthegroundfloor,andhewillseeneitherthosewhogooutnorthosewhocomein。Mysweetheartwillseenothingandwillnotbeseen;
andall,trustme,willturnoutwell。\"
\"IbegintothinkthatIhavelostmybet,\"saidtheEnglishman,whowasdelightedwiththeplan;\"butitmattersnot,Icangailyencountereitherlossorgain。\"Wemadeourappointmentforthenextday,andseparated。
OnthefollowingmorningIwenttoMurantowarnToninethatIwasgoingtosupwithher,andtobringtwoofmyfriends;andasmyEnglishfriendpaidasgreatcourttoBacchusastoCupid,Itookcaretosendmylittlehousekeeperseveralbottlesofexcellentwine。
Charmedwiththeprospectofdoingthehonoursofthetable,Tonineonlyaskedmeifmyfriendswouldgoawayaftersupper。Isaidyes,andthisreplymadeherhappy;sheonlycaredforthedessert。
AfterleavingherIwenttotheconventandpassedanhourwithM。M。
intheparlour。Iwasgladtoseethatshewasgettingbackherhealthandherbeautyeveryday,andhavingcomplimentedheruponitIreturnedtoVenice。Intheeveningmytwofriendskepttheirappointmentstotheminute,andwewenttomylittlecasinoattwohoursaftersunset。
Oursupperwasdelicious,andmyToninecharmedmewiththegracefulnessofhercarriage。IwasdelightedtoseeRighelinienchanted,andtheambassadordumbwithadmiration。WhenIwasinloveIdidnotencouragemyfriendstocajolemysweetheart,butI
becamefullofcomplaisancewhentimehadcooledtheheatofmypassion。
Wepartedaboutmidnight,andhavingtakenMr。MurraytothespotwhereIwastowaitforhimonthedayoftrial,IreturnedtocomplimentmycharmingTonineasshedeserved。Shepraisedmytwofriends,andcouldnotexpresshersurpriseatseeingourEnglishfriendgoingaway,freshandnimbleonhisfeet,notwithstandinghishavingemptiedbyhimselfsixbottlesofmybestwine。MurraylookedlikeafineBacchusafterRubens。
OnWhitSundayRighelinicametotellmethattheEnglishambassadorhadmadeallarrangementswiththepretendedprocurerofM。M。forWhitTuesday。IgavehimthekeysofmyabodeatMuran,andtoldhimtoassureMurraythatIwouldkeeptheappointmentattheexacttimearrangedupon。
Myimpatiencebroughtonpalpitationoftheheart,whichwasextremelypainful,andIpassedthetwonightswithoutclosinganeye;foralthoughIwasconvincedofM————M————’sinnocence,myagitationwasextreme。Butwhenceallthisanxiety?Merelyfromadesiretoseetheambassadorundeceived。M。M。mustinhiseyeshaveseemedacommonprostitute,andthemomentinwhichhewouldbeobligedtoconfesshimselfthevictimofroguerywouldre—establishthehonourofthenun。
Mr。Murraywasasimpatientasmyself,withthisdifference,thatwhereashe,lookingupontheadventureasacomicone,onlylaughed,Iwhofoundittootragicshudderedwithindignation。
OnTuesdaymorningIwenttoMurantotellToninetogetacoldsupperaftermyinstruction,tolaythetablefortwo,togetwaxlightsready,andhavingsentinseveralbottlesofwineIbadeherkeeptotheroomoccupiedbytheoldlandlord,andnottocomeouttillthepeoplewhowerecomingintheeveningweregone。Shepromisedtodoso,andaskednoquestions。AfterleavingherIwenttotheconventparlour,andaskedtoseeM————M————。Notexpectingtoseeme,sheaskedmewhyIhadnotgonetothepageantoftheBucentaur,which,theweatherbeingfavourable,wouldsetoutonthisday。IdonotknowwhatIanswered,butIknowthatshefoundmywordslittletothepurpose。Icameatlasttotheimportantpoint,andtoldherIwasgoingtoaskafavourofher,onwhichmypeaceofminddepended,butwhichshemustgrantblindlywithoutaskinganyquestions。
\"TellmewhatIamtodo,sweetheart,\"saidshe,\"andbesureIwillrefusenothingwhichmaybeinmypower。\"
\"Ishallbeherethiseveninganhouraftersunset,andaskforyouatthisgrating;come。Ishallbewithanotherman,towhomIbegofyoutosayafewwordsofpoliteness;youcanthenleaveus。Letusfindsomepretexttojustifytheunseasonablehour。\"
\"Iwilldowhatyouask,butyoucannotimaginehowtroublesomeitisinaconvent,foratsixo’clocktheparloursareshutupandthekeysaretakentotheabbess’room。However,asyouonlywantmeforfiveminutes,IwilltelltheabbessthatIamexpectingaletterfrommybrother,andthatitcanbesenttomeonthiseveningonly。
YoumustgivemealetterthatthenunwhowillbewithmemaybeabletosaythatIhavenotbeenguiltyofdeception。\"
\"Youwillnotcomealone,then?\"
\"Ishouldnotdareeventoaskforsuchaprivilege。\"
\"Verygood,buttrytocomewithsomeoldnunwhoisshort—sighted。\"
\"Iwillkeepthelightinthebackground。\"
\"Praydonotdoso,mybeloved;onthecontrary,placeitsothatyoumaybedistinctlyseen。\"
\"Allthisisverystrange,butIhavepromisedpassiveobedience,andIwillcomedownwithtwolights。MayIhopethatyouwillexplainthisriddletomeatyournextinterview?\"
\"Byto—morrow,atlatest,youshallknowthewholestory。\"
\"Mycuriositywillpreventmefromsleeping。\"
\"Notso,dearheart;sleeppeacefully,andbesureofmygratitude。\"
Thereaderwillthinkthatafterthisconversationmyheartwasperfectlyatrest;buthowfarwasIfromresting!IreturnedtoVenice,torturedlestIshouldbetoldintheeveningatthedoorofthecathedral,whereweweretomeet,thatthenunhadbeenobligedtoputoffherappointment。Ifthathadhappened,IshouldnothaveexactlysuspectedM————M————,buttheambassadorwouldhavethoughtthatIhadcausedtheschemetomiscarry。ItiscertainthatinthatcaseIshouldnothavetakenmymantotheparlour,butshouldhavegonetheresadlybymyself。
Ipassedthewholedayinthesetorments,thinkingitwouldnevercometoanend,andintheeveningIputaletterinmypocket,andwenttomypostatthehouragreedupon。
Fortunately,Murraykepttheappointmentexactly。
\"Isthenunthere?\"saidI,assoonashewasnearme。
\"Yes,mydearfellow。Wewillgo,ifyoulike,totheparlour;butyouwillfindthatweshallbetoldsheisillorengaged。Ifyoulike,thebetshallbeoff。\"
\"Godforbid,mydearfellow!Iclingtothathundredducats。Letusbegone。\"
Wepresentedourselvesatthewicket,andIaskedforM————M————,andthedoorkeepermademebreatheagainbysayingthatIwasexpected。IenteredtheparlourwithmyEnglishfriend,andsawthatitwaslightedbyfourcandles。Icannotrecallthesemomentswithoutbeinginlovewithlife。Itakenotenotonlyofmynoblemistress’sinnocence,butalsoofthequicknessofherwit。Murrayremainedserious,withoutasmileonhisface。Fullofgraceandbeauty,M————M————cameintotheroomwithalay—sister,eachofthemholdingacandlestick。ShepaidmeacomplimentingoodFrench;
Igavehertheletter,andlookingattheaddressandthesealsheputitinherpocket。Afterthankingmeandsayingshewouldreplyinduecourse,sheturnedtowardsmycompanion:
\"Ishall,perhaps,makeyoulosethefirstactoftheopera,\"saidshe。
\"Thepleasureofseeingyou,madam,isworthalltheoperasintheworld。\"
\"YouareEnglish,Ithink?\"
\"Yes,madam。\"
\"TheEnglisharenowthegreatestpeopleintheworld,becausetheyarefreeandpowerful。Gentlemen,Iwishyouaverygoodevening。\"
IhadneverseenM————M————lookingsobeautifulasthen,andIwentoutoftheparlourablazewithlove,andgladasIhadneverbeenbefore。Iwalkedwithlongstridestowardsmycasino,withouttakingnoticeoftheambassador,whodidnothurryhimselfinfollowingme;
Iwaitedforhimatmydoor。
\"Well,\"saidI,\"areyouconvincednowthatyouhavebeencheated?\"
\"Bequiet,wehavetimeenoughtotalkaboutthat。Letusgoupstairs。\"
\"ShallIcome?\"
\"Do。WhatdoyouthinkIcoulddobymyselfforfourhourswiththatcreaturewhoiswaitingforme?Wewillamuseourselveswithher。\"
\"Hadwenotbetterturnherout?\"
\"No;hermasteriscomingforherattwoo’clockinthemorning。Shewouldgoandwarnhim,andhewouldescapemyvengeance。Wewillthrowthembothoutofthewindow。\"
\"Bemoderate,forM————M————shonourdependsonthesecrecyweobserve。Letusgoupstairs。Weshallhavesomefun。Ishouldliketoseethehussy。\"
Murraywasthefirsttoentertheroom。Assoonasthegirlsawme,shethrewherhandkerchiefoverherface,andtoldtheambassadorthatsuchbehaviourwasunworthyofhim。Hemadenoanswer。ShewasnotsotallasM————M————,andshespokebadFrench。
Hercloakandmaskwereonthebed,butshewasdressedasanun。AsIwantedtoseeherface,Ipolitelyaskedhertodomethefavourofshewingit。
\"Idon’tknowyou,\"saidshe;\"whoareyou?\"
\"Youareinmyhouse,anddon’tknowwhoIam?\"
\"IaminyourhousebecauseIhavebeenbetrayed。IdidnotthinkthatIshouldhavetodowithascoundrel。\"
AtthiswordMurraycommandedhertobesilent,callingherbythenameofherhonourablebusiness;andtheslutgotuptotakehercloak,sayingshewouldgo。Murraypushedherback,andtoldherthatshewouldhavetowaitforherworthyfriend,warninghertomakenonoiseifshewantedtokeepoutofprison。
\"Putmeinprison!\"
Withthisshedirectedherhandtowardsherdress,butIrushedforwardandseizedonehandwhileMurraymasteredtheother。Wepushedherbackonachairwhilewepossessedourselvesofthepistolsshecarriedinherpockets。
Murraytoreawaythefrontofherholyhabit,andIextractedastilettoeightincheslong,thefalsenunweepingbitterlyallthetime。
\"Willyouholdyourtongue,andkeepquiettillCapsucefalocomes,\"
saidtheambassador,\"orgotoprison?\"
\"IfIkeepquietwhatwillbecomeofme?\"
\"Ipromisetoletyougo。\"
\"Withhim?\"
\"Perhaps。\"
\"Verywell,then,Iwillkeepquiet。\"
\"Haveyougotanymoreweapons?\"
Hereuponthesluttookoffherhabitandherpetticoat,andifwehadallowedhershewouldhavesoonbeeninastateofnature,nodoubtintheexpectationofourpassionsgrantingwhatourreasonrefused。
IwasmuchastonishedtofindinheronlyafalseresemblancetoM。M。Iremarkedasmuchtotheambassador,whoagreedwithme,butmademeconfessthatmostmen,prepossessedwiththeideathattheyweregoingtoseeM。M。,wouldhavefallenintothesametrap。Infact,thelongingtopossessone’sselfofanunwhohasrenouncedallthepleasuresoftheworld,andespeciallythatofcohabitationwiththeothersex,istheveryappleofEve,andismoredelightfulfromtheverydifficultyofpenetratingtheconventgrating。
Fewofmyreaderswillfailtotestifythatthesweetestpleasuresarethosewhicharehardesttobewon,andthattheprize,toobtainwhichonewouldriskone’slife,wouldoftenpassunnoticedifitwerefreelyofferedwithoutdifficultyorhazard。
Inthefollowingchapter,dearreader,youwillseetheendofthisfarcicaladventure。Inthemeantime,letustakealittlebreath。
CHAPTERXXIV
PleasantEndingoftheAdventureoftheFalseNun——M。M。FindsOutThatIHavedMistress——SheisAvengedontheWretchCapsucefalo——
IRuinMyselfatPlay,andattheSuggestionofM。M。ISellallHerDiamonds,OneAfterAnother——IHandOverToninetoMurray,WhoMakesProvisionforHer——HerSisterBarberineTakesHerPlace。
Howdidyoumakethisniceacquaintance?\"Iaskedtheambassador。
\"Sixmonthsago,\"hereplied,\"whilestandingattheconventgatewithMr。Smith,ourconsul,inwhosecompanyIhadbeentoseesomeceremonyorother,Iremarkedtohim,asweweretalkingoversomenunswehadnoticed,’IwouldgladlygivefivehundredsequinsforafewhoursofSisterM————M————scompany。’CountCapsucefaloheardwhatIsaid,butmadenoremark。Mr。SmithansweredthatonecouldonlyseeheratthegratingasdidtheambassadorofFrance,whooftencametovisither。Capsucefalocalledonmethenextmorning,andsaidthatifIhadspokeningoodfaithhewassurehecouldgetmeanightwiththenuninwhateverplaceIliked,ifshecouldcountonmysecrecy。’Ihavejustbeenspeakingtoher,’saidhe,’andonmymentioningyournameshesaidshehadnoticedyouwithMr。Smith,andvowedshewouldsupwithyoumoreforlovethanmoney。’I,’saidtherascal,’amtheonlymanshetrusts,andItakehertotheFrenchambassador’scasinoinVenicewhenevershewantstogothere。Youneednotbeafraidofbeingcheated,asyouwillgivethemoneytoherpersonallywhenyouhavepossessedyourselfofher。’Withthishetookherportraitfromhispocketandsheweditme;andhereitis。IboughtitofhimtwodaysafterIbelievedmyselftohavespentanightwiththecharmingnun,andafortnightafterourconversation。Thisbeautyherecamemaskedinanun’shabit,andI
wasfoolenoughtothinkIhadgotatreasure。Iamvexedwithmyselffornothavingsuspectedthecheat——atallevents,whenIsawherhair,asIknowthatnuns’hairshouldbecutshort。ButwhenI
saidsomethingaboutittothehussy,shetoldmetheywereallowedtokeeptheirhairundertheircaps,andIwasweakenoughtobelieveher。\"
IknewthatonthisparticularMurrayhadnotbeendeceived,butI
didnotfeelcompelledtotellhimsothenandthere。
IheldtheportraitMurrayhadgivenmeinmyhand,andcompareditwiththefacebeforeme。Intheportraitthebreastwasbare,andasIwasremarkingthatpaintersdidthosepartsasbesttheycould,theimpudentwenchseizedtheopportunitytoshewmethattheminiaturewasfaithfultonature。Iturnedmybackuponherwithanexpressionofcontemptwhichwouldhavemortifiedher,ifthesecreatureswereevercapableofshame。Aswetalkedthingsover,Icouldnothelplaughingattheaxiom,Thingswhichareequaltothesamethingareequaltooneanother,fortheminiaturewaslikeM。M。andlikethecourtezan,andyetthetwowomenwerenotlikeeachother。Murrayagreedwithme,andwespentanhourinaphilosophicaldiscussiononthematter。AsthefalseM。M。wasnamedInnocente,weexpressedawishtoknowhowhernameagreedwithherprofession,andhowtheknavehadinducedhertoplaythepartshehadtaken;andshetoldusthefollowingstory:
\"IhaveknownCountCapsucefalofortwoyears,andhavefoundhimuseful,for,thoughhehasgivenmenomoney,hehasmademeprofitlargelythroughthepeoplehehasintroducedtome。Abouttheendoflastautumnhecametomeoneday,andsaidthatifIcouldmakeupasanunwithsomeclotheshewouldgetme,andinthatcharacterpassanightwithanEnglishman,Ishouldbethebetterbyfivehundredsequins。’Youneednotbeafraidofanything,’saidhe,’asImyselfwilltakeyoutothecasinowherethedupewillbeawaitingyou,andIwillcomeandtakeyoubacktoyourimaginaryconventtowardstheendofthenight。HeshewedmehowImustbehave,andtoldmewhattoreplyifmyloveraskedanyquestionsaboutthedisciplineoftheconvent。
\"Ilikedtheplot,gentlemen,andItoldhimIwasreadytocarryitout。Andbepleasedtoconsiderthattherearenotmanywomenofmyprofessionwhowouldhesitateoverachanceofgettingfivehundredsequins。Findingtheschemebothagreeableandprofitable,I
promisedtoplaymypartwiththegreatestskill。Thebargainwasstruck,andhegavemefullinstructionsastomydialogue。HetoldmethattheEnglishmancouldonlytalkaboutmyconventandanyloversImighthavehad;thatonthelatterpointIwastocuthimshort,andtoanswerwithalaughthatIdidnotknowwhathewastalkingabout,andeventotellhimthatIwasanuninappearanceonly,andthatinthecourseoftoyingImightlethimseemyhair。
’That,’saidCapsucefalo,’won’tpreventhimfromthinkingyouanun——yes!andtheverynunheisamorousof,forhewillhavemadeuphismindthatyoucannotpossiblybeanyoneelse。’Seizingthepointofthejest,IdidnottakethetroubletofindoutthenameofthenunIwastorepresent,northeconventwhenceIwastocome;theonlythinginmyheadwasthefivehundredsequins。SolittlehaveI
troubledaboutaughtelsethat,thoughIpassedadeliciousnightwithyou,andfoundyouratherworthyofbeingpaidforthanpaying,Ihavenotascertainedwhoandwhatyouare,andIdon’tknowatthismomenttowhomIamspeaking。YouknowwhatanightIhad;Ihavetoldyouitwasdelicious,andIwashappyintheideathatIwasgoingtohaveanother。Youhavefoundeverythingout。Iamsorry,butIamnotafraidofanything,sinceIcanputonanydisguiseI
like,andcan’tpreventmyloverstakingmeforasaintiftheyliketodoso。Youhavefoundweaponsinmypossession,buteveryoneisallowedtobeararmsinself—defence。Ipleadnotguiltyonallcounts。\"
\"Doyouknowme?\"saidI。