ThepassageinthatoldItalianbookWehuntedforsolongisfound,say,found——
AndifIletitslipagain……yousee,Thatshemustcome——andinstantly!
GUENDOLEN。I’lldiePiecemeal,recordthat,iftherehavenotgloomedSomebloti’the’scutcheon!
TRESHAM。Go!or,Guendolen,Beyouatcall,——WithAustin,ifyouchoose,——
Intheadjoininggallery!Therego!
[GUENDOLENgoes。]
Anotherlessontome!YoumightbidAchilddisguisehisheart’ssore,andconductSomeslyinvestigationpointbypointWithasmoothbrow,aswellasbidmecatchTheinquisitorialclevernesssomepraise。
Ifyouhadtoldmeyesterday,\"There’soneYouneedsmustcircumventandpractisewith,Entrapbypolicies,ifyouwouldwormThetruthout:andthatoneis——Mildred!\"There,There——reasoningisthrownawayonit!
Proveshe’sunchaste……why,youmayafterproveThatshe’sapoisoner,traitress,whatyouwill!
WhereIcancomprehendnought,nought’stosay,Ordo,orthink。ForceonmebutthefirstAbomination,——thenoutpourallplagues,AndIshallne’ermakecountofthem。
EnterMILDRED
MILDRED。WhatbookIsitIwanted,Thorold?GuendolenThoughtyouwerepale;youarenotpale。Thatbook?
That’sLatinsurely。
TRESHAM。Mildred,here’saline,(Don’tleanonme:I’llEnglishitforyou)
\"Loveconquersallthings。\"Whatloveconquersthem?
Whatloveshouldyouesteem——bestlove?
MILDRED。Truelove。
TRESHAM。Imean,andshouldhavesaid,whoseloveisbestOfallthatloveorthatprofesstolove?
MILDRED。
Thelist’ssolong:there’sfather’s,mother’s,husband’s……
TRESHAM。Mildred,Idobelieveabrother’sloveForasolesistermustexceedthemall。
Forseenow,onlysee!there’snoalloyOfearththatcreepsintotheperfect’stgoldOfotherloves——nogratitudetoclaim;
Younevergaveherlife,notevenaughtThatkeepslife——nevertendedher,instructed,Enrichedher——so,yourlovecanclaimnorightO’erhersavepurelove’sclaim:that’swhatIcallFreedomfromearthliness。You’llneverhopeTobesuchfriends,forinstance,sheandyou,Aswhenyouhuntedcowslipsinthewoods,Orplayedtogetherinthemeadowhay。
Ohyes——withage,respectcomes,andyourworthIsfelt,there’sgrowingsympathyoftastes,There’sripenedfriendship,there’sconfirmedesteem:
——Muchheadthesemakeagainstthenewcomer!
Thestartlingapparition,thestrangeyouth——
Whomonehalf—hour’sconversingwith,or,say,Meregazingat,shallchange(beyondallchangeThisOvideversangabout)yoursoul……Hersoul,thatis,——thesister’ssoul!Withher’Twaswinteryesterday;now,alliswarmth,Thegreenleaf’sspringingandtheturtle’svoice,\"Ariseandcomeaway!\"Comewhither?——farEnoughfromtheesteem,respect,andallThebrother’ssomewhatinsignificantArrayofrights!Allwhichheknowsbefore,Hascalculatedonsolongago!
Ithinksuchlove,(apartfromyoursandmine,)
Contentedwithitslittletermoflife,Intendingtoretirebetimes,awareHowsoonthebackgroundmustbeplacedforit,——Ithink,amsure,abrother’sloveexceedsAlltheworld’sloveinitsunworldliness。
MILDRED。Whatisthisfor?
TRESHAM。This,Mildred,isitfor!
Or,no,Icannotgotoitsosoon!
That’soneofmanypointsmyhasteleftout——
Eachday,eachhourthrowsforthitssilk—slightfilmBetweenthebeingtiedtoyoubybirth,Andyou,untilthoseslenderthreadscomposeAwebthatshroudsherdailylifeofhopesAndfearsandfancies,allherlife,fromyours:
Socloseyouliveandyetsofarapart!
AndmustIrendthisweb,tearup,breakdownThesweetandpalpitatingmysteryThatmakeshersacred?You——foryouImean,ShallIspeak,shallInotspeak?
MILDRED。Speak!
TRESHAM。Iwill。
Isthereastorymencould——anymanCouldtellofyou,youwouldconcealfromme?
I’llneverthinkthere’sfalsehoodonthatlip。
Say\"Thereisnosuchstorymencouldtell,\"
AndI’llbelieveyou,thoughIdisbelieveTheworld——theworldofbettermenthanI,AndwomensuchasIsupposeyou。Speak!
[Afterapause。]
Notspeak?Explainthen!Clearitupthen!MoveSomeofthemiserableweightawayThatpresseslowerthanthegrave。Notspeak?
Someofthedeadweight,Mildred!Ah,ifI
CouldbringmyselftoplainlymaketheirchargeAgainstyou!MustI,Mildred?Silentstill?
[Afterapause。]
IsthereagallantthathasnightbynightAdmittancetoyourchamber?
[Afterapause。]
Then,hisname!
Tillnow,Ionlyhadathoughtforyou:
Butnow,——hisname!
MILDRED。Thorold,doyoudeviseFitexpiationformyguilt,iffitTherebe!’TisnoughttosaythatI’llendureAndblessyou,——thatmyspirityearnstopurgeHerstainsoffinthefiercerenewingfire:
Butdonotplungemeintootherguilt!
Oh,guiltenough!Icannottellhisname。
TRESHAM。Thenjudgeyourself!HowshouldIact?Pronounce!
MILDRED。Oh,Thorold,youmustnevertemptmethus!
TodiehereinthischamberbythatswordWouldseemlikepunishment:soshouldIglide,Likeanarch—cheat,intoextremestbliss!
’Twereeasilyarrangedforme:butyou——
Whatwouldbecomeofyou?
TRESHAM。AndwhatwillnowBecomeofme?I’llhideyourshameandmine>Fromeveryeye;thedeadmustheavetheirheartsUnderthemarbleofourchapel—floor;
Theycannotriseandblastyou。YoumaywedYourparamouraboveourmother’stomb;
Ourmothercannotmovefrom’neathyourfoot。
Wetoowillsomehowwearthisonedayout:
Butwithto—morrowhastenshere——theEarl!
Theyouthwithoutsuspicion。Facecancome>FromHeavenandheartfrom……whenceproceedsuchhearts?
IhavedispatchedlastnightatyourcommandAmissivebiddinghimpresenthimselfTo—morrow——here——thusmuchissaid;therestIsunderstoodasif’twerewrittendown——
\"Hissuitfindsfavorinyoureyes。\"NowdictateThismorning’sletterthatshallcountermandLastnight’s——dodictatethat!
MILDRED。But,Thorold——ifIwillreceivehimasIsaid?
TRESHAM。TheEarl?
MILDRED。Iwillreceivehim。
TRESHAM[startingup]。Hothere!Guendolen!
GUENDOLENandAUSTINenterAnd,Austin,youarewelcome,too!Lookthere!
Thewomanthere!
AUSTINandGUENDOLEN。How?Mildred?
TRESHAM。Mildredonce!
Nowthereceivernightbynight,whensleepBlessestheinmatesofherfather’shouse,——Isay,thesoftslywantonthatreceivesHerguilt’saccomplice’neaththisroofwhichholdsYou,Guendolen,you,Austin,andhasheldAthousandTreshams——neveronelikeher!
Nolighterofthesignal—lampherquickFoulbreathnearquenchesinhoteagernessTomixwithbreathasfoul!noloosenerO’thelattice,practisedinthestealthytread,Thelowvoiceandthenoiselesscome—and—go!
Notonecomposerofthebacchant’smienInto——whatyouthoughtMildred’s,inaword!
Knowher!
GUENDOLEN。Oh,Mildred,looktome,atleast!
Thorold——she’sdead,I’dsay,butthatshestandsRigidasstoneandwhiter!
TRESHAM。Youhaveheard……
GUENDOLEN。Toomuch!Youmustproceednofurther。
MILDRED。Yes——
Proceed!All’struth。Gofromme!
TRESHAM。Allistruth,Shetellsyou!Well,youknow,oroughttoknow,AllthisIwouldforgiveinher。I’dconEachprecepttheharshworldenjoins,I’dtakeOurancestors’sternverdictsonebyone,I’dbindmyselfbeforethentoexactTheprescribedvengeance——andonewordofhers,Thesightofher,thebareleastmemoryOfMildred,myonesister,myheart’sprideAboveallprides,myallinallsolong,Wouldscattereverytraceofmyresolve。
WhatwereitsilentlytowasteawayAndseeherwasteawayfromthisdayforth,Twoscathedthingswithleisuretorepent,Andgrowacquaintedwiththegrave,anddieTiredoutifnotatpeace,andbeforgotten?
Itwerenotsoimpossibletobear。
Butthis——that,freshfromlastnight’spledgerenewedOflovewiththesuccessfulgallantthere,Shecalmlybidsmehelphertoentice,InveigleanunconscioustrustingyouthWhothinksherallthat’schasteandgoodandpure,——Invitesmetobetrayhim……whosofitAshonour’sselftocovershame’sarch—deed?
——Thatshe’llreceiveLordMertoun——(herownphrase)——
This,whocouldbear?Why,youhaveheardofthieves,Stabbers,theearth’sdisgrace,whoyethavelaughed,\"Talknottomeoftorture——I’llbetrayNocomradeI’vepledgedfaithto!\"——youhaveheardOfwretchedwomen——allbutMildreds——tiedBywildillicittiestoloselsvileYou’dtemptthemtoforsake;andthey’llreply\"Gold,friends,repute,Ileftforhim,IfindInhim,whyshouldIleavehimthen,forgold,Reputeorfriends?\"——andyouhavefeltyourheartRespondtosuchpooroutcastsoftheworldAstosomanyfriends;badasyouplease,You’vefelttheywereGod’smenandwomenstill,So,nottobedisownedbyyou。ButsheThatstandsthere,calmlygivesherloverupAsmeanstowedtheEarlthatshemayhideTheirintercoursethesurelier:and,forthis,Icursehertoherfacebeforeyouall。
Shamehuntherfromtheearth!ThenHeavendorightToboth!Ithearsmenow——shalljudgeherthen!
[ASMILDREDfaintsandfalls,TRESHAMrushesout。]
AUSTIN。Stay,Tresham,we’llaccompanyyou!
GUENDOLEN。We?
What,andleaveMildred?We?Why,where’smyplaceButbyherside,andwhereyoursbutbymine?
Mildred——oneword!Onlylookatme,then!
AUSTIN。No,Guendolen!IechoThorold’svoice。
Sheisunworthytobehold……
GUENDOLEN。Ustwo?
Ifyouspokeonreflection,andifI
Approvedyourspeech——ifyou(toputthethingAtlowest)youthesoldier,boundtomakeTheking’scauseyoursandfightforit,andthrowRegardtoothersofitsrightorwrong,——Ifwithadeath—whitewomanyoucanhelp,Letalonesister,letaloneaMildred,Youlefther——orifI,hercousin,friendThismorning,playfellowbutyesterday,Whosaid,orthoughtatleastathousandtimes,\"I’dserveyouifIcould,\"shouldnowfaceroundAndsay,\"Ah,that’stoonlysignifyI’dserveyouwhileyou’refittoserveyourself:
SolongasfiftyeyesawaittheturnOfyourstoforestallitsyethalf—formedwish,I’llproffermyassistanceyou’llnotneed——
Wheneverytongueispraisingyou,I’lljoinThepraisers’chorus——whenyou’rehemmedaboutWithlivesbetweenyouanddetraction——livesTobelaiddownifarudevoice,rasheye,RoughhandshouldviolatethesacredringTheirworshipthrowsaboutyou,——thenindeed,Who’llstandupforyoustoutasI?\"IfsoWesaid,andsowedid,——notMildredthereWouldbeunworthytobeholdusboth,Butweshouldbeunworthy,bothofus。
Tobebeheldby——by——yourmeanestdog,Which,ifthatswordwerebrokeninyourfaceBeforeacrowd,thatbadgetornoffyourbreast,Andyoucastoutwithhootingandcontempt,——Wouldpushhiswaythro’allthehooters,gainYourside,gooffwithyouandallyourshameTothenextditchyouchoosetodiein!Austin,Doyouloveme?Here’sAustin,Mildred,——here’sYourbrothersayshedoesnotbelievehalf——
No,norhalfthat——ofallheheard!Hesays,Lookupandtakehishand!
AUSTIN。LookupandtakeMyhand,dearMildred!
MILDRED。I——Iwassoyoung!
Beside,Ilovedhim,Thorold——andIhadNomother;Godforgotme:so,Ifell。
GUENDOLEN。Mildred!
MILDRED。Requirenofurther!DidIdreamThatIcouldpalliatewhatisdone?All’strue。
Now,punishme!Awomantakesmyhand?
Letgomyhand!Youdonotknow,Isee。
IthoughtthatThoroldtoldyou。
GUENDOLEN。Whatisthis?
Wherestartyouto?
MILDRED。Oh,Austin,loosenme!
Youheardthewholeofit——youreyeswereworse,Intheirsurprise,thanThorold’s!Oh,unlessYoustaytoexecutehissentence,looseMyhand!HasThoroldgone,andareyouhere?
GUENDOLEN。Here,Mildred,wetwofriendsofyourswillwaitYourbidding;beyousilent,sleepormuse!
Only,whenyoushallwantyourbiddingdone,Howcanwedoitifwearenotby?
Here’sAustinwaitingpatientlyyourwill!
Onespirittocommand,andonetoloveAndtobelieveinitanddoitsbest,Poorasthatis,tohelpit——why,theworldHasbeenwonmanyatime,itslengthandbreadth,Byjustsuchabeginning!
MILDRED。IbelieveIfonceIthrewmyarmsaboutyourneckAndsunkmyheaduponyourbreast,thatI
Shouldweepagain。
GUENDOLEN。Letgoherhandnow,Austin!
Waitforme。PacethegalleryandthinkOntheworld’sseemingsandrealities,UntilIcallyou。
[AUSTINgoes。]
MILDRED。No——Icannotweep。
Nomoretearsfromthisbrain——nosleep——notears!
OGuendolen,Iloveyou!
GUENDOLEN。Yes:and\"love\"
Isashortwordthatsayssoverymuch!
Itsaysthatyouconfideinme。
MILDRED。Confide!
GUENDOLEN。Yourlover’sname,then!I’vesomuchtolearn,EreIcanworkinyourbehalf!
MILDRED。Myfriend,YouknowIcannottellhisname。
GUENDOLEN。AtleastHeisyourlover?andyoulovehimtoo?
MILDRED。Ah,doyouaskmethat,——butIamfallenSolow!
GUENDOLEN。Youlovehimstill,then?
MILDRED。MysolepropAgainsttheguiltthatcrushesme!Isay,EachnightereIliedown,\"Iwassoyoung——
Ihadnomother,andIlovedhimso!\"
AndthenGodseemsindulgent,andIdareTrusthimmysoulinsleep。
GUENDOLEN。HowcouldyouletusE’entalktoyouaboutLordMertounthen?
MILDRED。Thereisacloudaroundme。
GUENDOLEN。ButyousaidYouwouldreceivehissuitinspiteofthis?
MILDRED。Isaythereisacloud……
GUENDOLEN。Nocloudtome!
LordMertounandyourloverarethesame!
MILDRED。Whatmaddestfancy……
GUENDOLEN[callingaloud。]Austin!(spareyourpains——
WhenIhavegotatruth,thattruthIkeep)——
MILDRED。Byallyoulove,sweetGuendolen,forbear!
HaveIconfidedinyou……
GUENDOLEN。Justforthis!
Austin!——Oh,nottoguessitatthefirst!
ButIdidguessit——thatis,Idivined,Feltbyaninstincthowitwas:whyelseShouldIpronounceyoufreefromallthatheapOfsinswhichhadbeenirredeemable?
Ifelttheywerenotyours——whatotherwayThanthis,notyours?Thesecret’swhollymine!
MILDRED。Ifyouwouldseemediebeforehisface……
GUENDOLEN。I’dholdmypeace!AndiftheEarlreturnsTo—night?
MILDRED。AhHeaven,he’slost!
GUENDOLEN。Ithoughtso。Austin!
EnterAUSTIN
Oh,wherehaveyoubeenhiding?
AUSTIN。Thorold’sgone,Iknownothow,acrossthemeadow—land。
IwatchedhimtillIlosthimintheskirtsO’thebeech—wood。
GUENDOLEN。Gone?Allthwartsus。
MILDRED。Thoroldtoo?
GUENDOLEN。Ihavethought。FirstleadthisMildredtoherroom。
Goontheotherside;andthenwe’llseekYourbrother:andI’lltellyou,bytheway,Thegreatestcomfortintheworld。YousaidTherewasacluetoall。Remember,Sweet,Hesaidtherewasaclue!Iholdit。Come!
ACTIII
SCENEI。——TheendoftheYew—treeAvenueunderMILDRED’SWindow。
AlightseenthroughacentralredpaneEnterTRESHAMthroughthetreesAgainhere!ButIcannotlosemyself。
Theheath——theorchard——IhavetraversedgladesAnddellsandboskypathswhichusedtoleadIntogreenwild—wooddepths,bewilderingMyboy’sadventurousstep。AndnowtheytendHitherorsoonorlate;theblackestshadeBreaksup,thethrongedtrunksofthetreesopewide,AndthedimturretIhavefledfrom,frontsAgainmystep;theveryriverputItsarmaboutmeandconductedmeTothisdetestedspot。Whythen,I’llshunTheirwillnolonger:doyourwillwithme!
Oh,bitter!TohaverearedatoweringschemeOfhappiness,andtobeholditrazed,Werenothing:allmenhope,andseetheirhopesFrustrate,andgrieveawhile,andhopeanew。
ButI……tohopethatfromalinelikeoursNohorridprodigylikethiswouldspring,WerejustasthoughIhopedthatfromtheseoldConfederatesagainstthesovereignday,Childrenofolderandyetoldersires,Whoselivingcoralberriesdropped,asnowOnme,onmanyabaron’ssurcoatonce,Onmanyabeauty’swhimple——wouldproceedNopoison—tree,tothrust,fromhellitsroot,Hitherandthitheritsstrangesnakyarms。
WhycameIhere?WhatmustIdo?
[Abellstrikes。]
Abell?
Midnight!and’tisatmidnight……Ah,Icatch——Woods,river,plains,Icatchyourmeaningnow,AndIobeyyou!Hist!Thistreewillserve。
[Heretiresbehindoneofthetrees。Afterapause,enterMERTOUNcloakedasbefore。]
MERTOUN。Nottime!BeatoutthylastvoluptuousbeatOfhopeandfear,myheart!IthoughttheclockI’thechapelstruckasIwaspushingthroughTheferns。AndsoIshallnomoreseeriseMylove—star!Oh,nomatterforthepast!
SomuchthemoredelicioustasktowatchMildredrevive:topluckout,thornbythorn,AlltracesoftheroughforbiddenpathMyrashloveluredherto!EachdaymustseeSomefearofherseffaced,somehoperenewed:
Thentherewillbesurprises,unforeseenDelightsinstore。I’llnotregretthepast。
[Thelightisplacedaboveinthepurplepane。]
Andsee,mysignalrises,Mildred’sstar!
IneversawitlovelierthannowItrisesforthelasttime。Ifitsets,’Tisthatthere—assuringsunmaydawn。
[Ashepreparestoascendthelasttreeoftheavenue,TRESHAMarrestshisarm。]
Unhandme——peasant,byyourgrasp!Here’sgold。
’Twasamadfreakofmine。IsaidI’dpluckAbranchfromthewhite—blossomedshrubbeneathThecasementthere。Takethis,andholdyourpeace。
TRESHAM。Intothemoonlightyonder,comewithme!
Outoftheshadow!
MERTOUN。Iamarmed,fool!
TRESHAM。Yes,Orno?You’llcomeintothelight,orno?
Myhandisonyourthroat——refuse!——
MERTOUN。Thatvoice!
WherehaveIheard……no——thatwasmildandslow。
I’llcomewithyou。
[Theyadvance。]
TRESHAM。You’rearmed:that’swell。DeclareYourname:whoareyou?
MERTOUN。(Tresham!——sheislost!)
TRESHAM。Oh,silent?Doyouknow,youbearyourselfExactlyas,incuriousdreamsI’vehadHowfelons,thiswildearthisfullof,lookWhenthey’redetected,stillyourkindhaslooked!
Thebravoholdsanassuredcountenance,Thethiefisvolubleandplausible,ButsilentlytheslaveoflusthascrouchedWhenIhavefancieditbeforeaman。
Yourname!
MERTOUN。IdoconjureLordTresham——ay,Kissinghisfoot,ifsoImightprevail——
ThatheforhisownsakeforbeartoaskMyname!Asheaven’sabove,hisfuturewealOrwoedependsuponmysilence!Vain!
Ireadyourwhiteinexorableface。
Knowme,LordTresham!
[Hethrowsoffhisdisguises。]
TRESHAM。Mertoun!
[Afterapause。]
Drawnow!
MERTOUN。HearmeButspeakfirst!
TRESHAM。Notoneleastwordonyourlife!
BesurethatIwillstrangleinyourthroatTheleastwordthatinformsmehowyouliveAndyetseemwhatyouseem!Nodoubt’twasyouTaughtMildredstilltokeepthatfaceandsin。
WeshouldjoinhandsinfranticsympathyIfyouoncetaughtmetheunteachable,Explainedhowyoucanlivesoandsolie。
WithGod’shelpIretain,despitemysense,Theoldbelief——alifelikeyoursisstillImpossible。Nowdraw!
MERTOUN。Notformysake,DoIentreatahearing——foryoursake,Andmost,forhersake!
TRESHAM。Ha,ha,whatshouldI
Knowofyourways?Amiscreantlikeyourself,Howmustonerousehisire?Ablow?——that’sprideNodoubt,tohim!Onespurnshim,doesonenot?
Orsetsthefootuponhismouth,orspitsIntohisface!Come!Which,orallofthese?
MERTOUN。’TwixthimandmeandMildred,Heavenbejudge!
CanIavoidthis?Haveyourwill,mylord!
[Hedrawsand,afterafewpasses,falls。]
TRESHAM。Youarenothurt?
MERTOUN。You’llhearmenow!
TRESHAM。Butrise!
MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,sayInot\"you’llhearmenow!\"
AndwhatprocuresamantherighttospeakInhisdefencebeforehisfellowman,But——Isuppose——thethoughtthatpresentlyHemayhaveleavetospeakbeforehisGodHiswholedefence?
TRESHAM。Nothurt?Itcannotbe!
Youmadenoefforttoresistme。WhereDidmyswordreachyou?WhynothavereturnedMythrusts?Hurtwhere?
MERTOUN。Mylord——
TRESHAM。Howyoungheis!
MERTOUN。LordTresham,Iamveryyoung,andyetIhaveentangledotherliveswithmine。
Doletmespeak,anddobelievemyspeech!
ThatwhenIdiebeforeyoupresently,——
TRESHAM。CanyoustayheretillIreturnwithhelp?
MERTOUN。Oh,staybyme!WhenIwaslessthanboyIdidyougrievouswrongandknewitnot——
Uponmyhonour,knewitnot!Onceknown,IcouldnotfindwhatseemedabetterwayTorightyouthanItook:mylife——youfeelHowlessthannothingwerethegivingyouThelifeyou’vetaken!ButIthoughtmywayThebetter——onlyforyoursakeandhers:
Andasyouhavedecidedotherwise,WouldIhadaninfinityoflivesToofferyou!Nowsay——instructme——think!
Canyou,fromthebriefminutesIhaveleft,Ekeoutmyreparation?Ohthink——think!
ForImustwringapartial——dareIsay,Forgivenessfromyou,ereIdie?
TRESHAM。IdoForgiveyou。
MERTOUN。Waitandponderthatgreatword!
Because,ifyouforgiveme,IshallhopeTospeaktoyouof——Mildred!
TRESHAM。Mertoun,hasteAndangerhaveundoneus。’TisnotyouShouldtellmeforanoveltyyou’reyoung,Thoughtless,unabletorecallthepast。
Bebutyourpardonampleasmyown!
MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,thatasword—strokeandadropOfbloodortwo,shouldbringallthisaboutWhy,’twasmyveryfearofyou,myloveOfyou——(whatpassionlikeaboy’sforoneLikeyou?)——thatruinedme!Idreamedofyou——
You,allaccomplished,courtedeverywhere,Thescholarandthegentleman。IburnedToknitmyselftoyou:butIwasyoung,AndyoursurpassingreputationkeptmeSofaraloof!Oh,whereforeallthatlove?
Withlessoflove,mygloriousyesterdayOfpraiseandgentlestwordsandkindestlooks,Hadtakenplaceperchancesixmonthsago。
Evennow,howhappywehadbeen!AndyetIknowthethoughtofthisescapedyou,Tresham!
Letmelookupintoyourface;Ifeel’Tischangedaboveme:yetmyeyesareglazed。
Where?where?
[Asheendeavourstoraisehimself,hiseyecatchesthelamp。]
Ah,Mildred!WhatwillMildreddo?
Tresham,herlifeisboundupinthelifeThat’sbleedingfastaway!I’lllive——mustlive,There,ifyou’llonlyturnmeIshallliveAndsaveher!Tresham——oh,hadyoubutheard!
Hadyoubutheard!WhatrightwasyourstosetThethoughtlessfootuponherlifeandmine,Andthensay,asweperish,\"HadIthought,Allhadgoneotherwise\"?We’vesinnedanddie:
Neveryousin,LordTresham!foryou’lldie,AndGodwilljudgeyou。
TRESHAM。Yes,besatisfied!
Thatprocessisbegun。
MERTOUN。AndshesitsthereWaitingforme!Now,sayyouthistoher——
You,notanother——say,IsawhimdieAshebreathedthis,\"Iloveher\"——youdon’tknowWhatthosethreesmallwordsmean!Say,lovingherLowersmedownthebloodyslopetodeathWithmemories……Ispeaktoher,notyou,Whohadnopity,willhavenoremorse,Perchanceintendher……Diealongwithme,DearMildred!’tissoeasy,andyou’ll’scapeSomuchunkindness!CanIlieatrest,Withrudespeechspokentoyou,ruderdeedsDonetoyou?——heartlessmenshallhavemyheart,AndItieddownwithgrave—clothesandtheworm,Aware,perhaps,ofeveryblow——ohGod!——
Uponthoselips——yetofnopowertotearThefelonstripebystripe!Die,Mildred!LeaveTheirhonourableworldtothem!ForGodWe’regoodenough,thoughtheworldcastsusout。
[Awhistleisheard。]
TRESHAM。Ho,Gerard!
EnterGERARD,AUSTINandGUENDOLEN,withlightsNoonespeak!Youseewhat’sdone。
Icannotbearanothervoice。
MERTOUN。There’slight——
Lightallaboutme,andImovetoit。
Tresham,didInottellyou——didyounotJustpromisetodeliverwordsofmineToMildred?
TRESHAM。Iwillbearthosewordstoher。
MERTOUN。Now?
TRESHAM。Now。Liftyouthebody,andleavemeThehead。
[AstheyhavehalfraisedMERTOUN,heturnssuddenly。]
MERTOUN。Iknewtheyturnedme:turnmenotfromher!
There!stayyou!there!
[Dies。]
GUENDOLEN[afterapause]。Austin,remainyouhereWithThorolduntilGerardcomeswithhelp:
Thenleadhimtohischamber。ImustgoToMildred。
TRESHAM。Guendolen,IheareachwordYouutter。DidyouhearhimbidmegiveHismessage?Didyouhearmypromise?I,AndonlyI,seeMildred。
GUENDOLEN。Shewilldie。
TRESHAM。Ohno,shewillnotdie!IdarenothopeShe’lldie。Whatgroundhaveyoutothinkshe’lldie?
Why,Austin’swithyou!
AUSTIN。HadwebutarrivedBeforeyoufought!
TRESHAM。Therewasnofightatall。
Heletmeslaughterhim——theboy!I’lltrustThebodytheretoyouandGerard——thus!
Nowbearhimonbeforeme。
AUSTIN。Whitherbearhim?
TRESHAM。Oh,tomychamber!Whenwemeettherenext,Weshallbefriends。
[TheybearoutthebodyofMERTOUN。]
Willshedie,Guendolen?
GUENDOLEN。Whereareyoutakingme?
TRESHAM。Hefelljusthere。
Nowanswerme。Shallyouinyourwholelife——YouwhohavenoughttodowithMertoun’sfate,Nowyouhaveseenhisbreastupontheturf,Shallyoue’erwalkthiswayifyoucanhelp?
WhenyouandAustinwanderarm—in—armThroughourancestralgrounds,willnotashadeBeeveronthemeadowandthewaste——
AnotherkindofshadethanwhenthenightShutsthewoodsidewithallitswhispersup?
ButwillyoueversoforgethisbreastAscarelesslytocrossthisbloodyturfUndertheblackyewavenue?That’swell!
Youturnyourhead:andIthen?——
GUENDOLEN。WhatisdoneIsdone。Mycareisfortheliving。Thorold,Bearupagainstthisburden:moreremainsTosettheneckto!
TRESHAM。DearandancienttreesMyfathersplanted,andIlovedsowell!
WhathaveIdonethat,likesomefabledcrimeOfyore,letslooseaFuryleadingthusHermiserabledanceamidstyouall?
Oh,nevermoreformeshallwindsintoneWithallyourtopsavastantiphony,DemandingandrespondinginGod’spraise!
Hersyearenow,notmine!Farewell——farewell!
SCENEII。——MILDRED’SChamberMILDREDaloneHecomesnot!IhaveheardofthosewhoseemedResourcelessinprosperity,——youthoughtSorrowmightslaythemwhenshelisted;yetDidtheysogatheruptheirdiffusedstrengthAtherfirstmenace,thattheybadeherstrike,Andstoodandlaughedhersubtlestskilltoscorn。
Oh,’tisnotsowithme!Thefirstwoefell,Andtherestfalluponit,notonme:
ElseshouldIbearthatHenrycomesnot?——failsJustthisfirstnightoutofsomanynights?
Lovingisdonewith。Werehesittingnow,Assofewhourssince,onthatseat,we’dloveNomore——contrivenothousandhappywaysTohidelovefromtheloveless,anymore。
IthinkImighthaveurgedsomelittlepointInmydefence,toThorold;hewasbreathlessFortheleasthintofadefence:butno,Thefirstshameover,allthatwouldmightfall。
NoHenry!YetImerelysitandthinkThemorn’sdeedo’erando’er。ImusthavecreptOutofmyself。AMildredthathaslostHerlover——oh,IdarenotlookuponSuchwoe!Icrouchawayfromit!’Tisshe,Mildred,willbreakherheart,notI!TheworldForsakesme:onlyHenry’sleftme——left?
WhenIhavelosthim,forhedoesnotcome,AndIsitstupidly……OhHeaven,breakupThisworsethananguish,thismadapathy,Byanymeansoranymessenger!
TRESHAM[without]。Mildred!
MILDRED。Comein!Heavenhearsme!
[EnterTRESHAM。]
You?alone?
Oh,nomorecursing!
TRESHAM。Mildred,Imustsit。
There——yousit!
MILDRED。Sayit,Thorold——donotlookThecurse!deliverallyoucometosay!
Whatmustbecomeofme?Oh,speakthatthoughtWhichmakesyourbrowandcheekssopale!
TRESHAM。Mythought?
MILDRED。Allofit!
TRESHAM。Howwewadedyears——ago——
Afterthosewater—lilies,tilltheplash,Iknownothow,surprisedus;andyoudaredNeitheradvancenorturnback:so,westoodLaughingandcryinguntilGerardcame——
Oncesafeupontheturf,theloudesttoo,Foroncemorereachingtherelinquishedprize!
Howidlethoughtsare,somemen’s,dyingmen’s!
Mildred,——
MILDRED。YoucallmekindlierbymynameThanevenyesterday:whatisinthat?
TRESHAM。ItweighssomuchuponmymindthatI
Thismorningtookanofficenotmyown!
Imight……ofcourse,Imustbegladorgrieved,Contentornot,ateverylittlethingThattouchesyou。ImaywithawrungheartEvenreproveyou,Mildred;Ididmore:
Willyouforgiveme?
MILDRED。Thorold?doyoumock?
Ohno……andyetyoubidme……saythatword!
TRESHAM。Forgiveme,Mildred!——areyousilent,Sweet?
MILDRED[startingup]。WhydoesnotHenryMertouncometo—night?
Areyou,too,silent?
[Dashinghismantleaside,andpointingtohisscabbard,whichisempty。]
Ah,thisspeaksforyou!
You’vemurderedHenryMertoun!Nowproceed!
WhatisitImustpardon?Thisandall?
Well,Idopardonyou——IthinkIdo。
Thorold,howverywretchedyoumustbe!
TRESHAM。Hebademetellyou……
MILDRED。WhatIdoforbidYourutteranceof!SomuchthatyoumaytellAndwillnot——howyoumurderedhim……but,no!
You’lltellmethathelovedme,nevermoreThanbleedingouthislifethere:mustIsay\"Indeed,\"tothat?Enough!Ipardonyou。
TRESHAM。Youcannot,Mildred!fortheharshwords,yes:
OfthislastdeedAnother’sjudge:whosedoomIwaitindoubt,despondencyandfear。
MILDRED。Oh,true!There’snoughtformetopardon!True!
Youloosemysoulofallitscaresatonce。
Deathmakesmesureofhimforever!YouTellmehislastwords?Heshalltellmethem,Andtakemyanswer——notinwords,butreadingHimselftheheartIhadtoreadhimlate,Whichdeath……
TRESHAM。Death?Youaredyingtoo?WellsaidOfGuendolen!Idarednothopeyou’ddie:
Butshewassureofit。
MILDRED。TellGuendolenIlovedher,andtellAustin……
TRESHAM。Himyouloved:
Andme?
MILDRED。Ah,Thorold!Was’tnotrashlydoneToquenchthatblood,onfirewithyouthandhopeAndloveofme——whomyoulovedtoo,andyetSufferedtositherewaitinghisapproachWhileyouwereslayinghim?Oh,doubtlesslyYoulethimspeakhispoorconfusedboy’s—speech——DohispoorutmosttodisarmyourwrathAndrespiteme!——youlethimtrytogiveThestoryofourloveandignorance,Andthebriefmadnessandthelongdespair——
Youlethimpleadallthis,becauseyourcodeOfhonourbidsyouhearbeforeyoustrike:
Butattheend,ashelookedupforlifeIntoyoureyes——youstruckhimdown!
TRESHAM。No!No!
HadIbutheardhim——hadIlethimspeakHalfthetruth——less——hadIlookedlongonhimIhaddesisted!Why,ashelaythere,Themoononhisflushedcheek,IgatheredallThestoryerehetoldit:IsawthroughThetroubledsurfaceofhiscrimeandyoursAdepthofpurityimmovable,HadIbutglanced,whereallseemedturbidestHadgleamedsomeinlettothecalmbeneath;
Iwouldnotglance:mypunishment’sathand。
There,Mildred,isthetruth!andyou——sayon——
Youcurseme?
MILDRED。AsIdareapproachthatHeavenWhichhasnotbadealivingthingdespair,Whichneedsnocodetokeepitsgracefromstain,ButbidsthevilestwormthatturnsonitDesistandbeforgiven,——I——forgivenot,Butblessyou,Thorold,frommysoulofsouls!
[Fallsonhisneck。]
There!Donotthinktoomuchuponthepast!
Thecloudthat’sbrokewasallthesameacloudWhileitstoodupbetweenmyfriendandyou;
Youhurthim’neathitsshadow:butisthatSopastretrieve?Ihavehisheart,youknow;
Imaydisposeofit:Igiveityou!
Itlovesyouasmineloves!Confirmme,Henry!
[Dies。]
TRESHAM。Iwishtheejoy,Beloved!IamgladInthyfullgladness!
GUENDOLEN[without]。Mildred!Tresham!
[EnteringwithAUSTIN。]
Thorold,Icoulddesistnolonger。Ah,sheswoons!
That’swell。
TRESHAM。Oh,betterfarthanthat!
GUENDOLEN。She’sdead!
Letmeunlockherarms!
TRESHAM。ShethrewthemthusAboutmyneck,andblessedme,andthendied:
You’llletthemstaynow,Guendolen!
AUSTIN。LeaveherAndlooktohim!Whatailsyou,Thorold?
GUENDOLEN。WhiteAsshe,andwhiter!Austin!quick——thisside!
AUSTIN。Afrothisoozingthroughhisclenchedteeth;
Bothlips,wherethey’renotbittenthrough,areblack:
Speak,dearestThorold!
TRESHAM。SomethingdoesweighdownMyneckbesideherweight:thanks:IshouldfallButforyou,Austin,Ibelieve!——there,there,’Twillpassawaysoon!——ah,——Ihadforgotten:
Iamdying。
GUENDOLEN。Thorold——Thorold——whywasthis?
TRESHAM。Isaid,justasIdrankthepoisonoff,Theearthwouldbenolongerearthtome,Thelifeoutofalllifewasgonefromme。
Thereareblindwaysprovided,thefore—doneHeart—wearyplayerinthispageant—worldDropsoutby,lettingthemainmasquedefileBytheconspicuousportal:Iamthrough——
Justthrough!
GUENDOLEN。Don’tleavehim,Austin!Deathisclose。
TRESHAM。AlreadyMildred’sfaceispeacefuller,Iseeyou,Austin——feelyou;here’smyhand,Putyoursinit——you,Guendolen,yourstoo!
You’relordandladynow——you’reTreshams;nameAndfameareyours:youholdour’scutcheonup。
Austin,noblotonit!YouseehowbloodMustwashoneblotaway:thefirstblotcameAndthefirstbloodcame。Tothevainworld’seyeAll’sgulesagain:nocaretothevainworld,>Fromwhencetheredwasdrawn!
AUSTIN。Noblotshallcome!
TRESHAM。Isaidthat:yetitdidcome。Shoulditcome,VengeanceisGod’s,notman’s。Rememberme!
[Dies。]
GUENDOLEN[lettingfallthepulselessarm]。
Ah,Thorold,wecanbut——rememberyou!