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  ThepassageinthatoldItalianbookWehuntedforsolongisfound,say,found——

  AndifIletitslipagain……yousee,Thatshemustcome——andinstantly!

  GUENDOLEN。I’lldiePiecemeal,recordthat,iftherehavenotgloomedSomebloti’the’scutcheon!

  TRESHAM。Go!or,Guendolen,Beyouatcall,——WithAustin,ifyouchoose,——

  Intheadjoininggallery!Therego!

  [GUENDOLENgoes。]

  Anotherlessontome!YoumightbidAchilddisguisehisheart’ssore,andconductSomeslyinvestigationpointbypointWithasmoothbrow,aswellasbidmecatchTheinquisitorialclevernesssomepraise。

  Ifyouhadtoldmeyesterday,\"There’soneYouneedsmustcircumventandpractisewith,Entrapbypolicies,ifyouwouldwormThetruthout:andthatoneis——Mildred!\"There,There——reasoningisthrownawayonit!

  Proveshe’sunchaste……why,youmayafterproveThatshe’sapoisoner,traitress,whatyouwill!

  WhereIcancomprehendnought,nought’stosay,Ordo,orthink。ForceonmebutthefirstAbomination,——thenoutpourallplagues,AndIshallne’ermakecountofthem。

  EnterMILDRED

  MILDRED。WhatbookIsitIwanted,Thorold?GuendolenThoughtyouwerepale;youarenotpale。Thatbook?

  That’sLatinsurely。

  TRESHAM。Mildred,here’saline,(Don’tleanonme:I’llEnglishitforyou)

  \"Loveconquersallthings。\"Whatloveconquersthem?

  Whatloveshouldyouesteem——bestlove?

  MILDRED。Truelove。

  TRESHAM。Imean,andshouldhavesaid,whoseloveisbestOfallthatloveorthatprofesstolove?

  MILDRED。

  Thelist’ssolong:there’sfather’s,mother’s,husband’s……

  TRESHAM。Mildred,Idobelieveabrother’sloveForasolesistermustexceedthemall。

  Forseenow,onlysee!there’snoalloyOfearththatcreepsintotheperfect’stgoldOfotherloves——nogratitudetoclaim;

  Younevergaveherlife,notevenaughtThatkeepslife——nevertendedher,instructed,Enrichedher——so,yourlovecanclaimnorightO’erhersavepurelove’sclaim:that’swhatIcallFreedomfromearthliness。You’llneverhopeTobesuchfriends,forinstance,sheandyou,Aswhenyouhuntedcowslipsinthewoods,Orplayedtogetherinthemeadowhay。

  Ohyes——withage,respectcomes,andyourworthIsfelt,there’sgrowingsympathyoftastes,There’sripenedfriendship,there’sconfirmedesteem:

  ——Muchheadthesemakeagainstthenewcomer!

  Thestartlingapparition,thestrangeyouth——

  Whomonehalf—hour’sconversingwith,or,say,Meregazingat,shallchange(beyondallchangeThisOvideversangabout)yoursoul……Hersoul,thatis,——thesister’ssoul!Withher’Twaswinteryesterday;now,alliswarmth,Thegreenleaf’sspringingandtheturtle’svoice,\"Ariseandcomeaway!\"Comewhither?——farEnoughfromtheesteem,respect,andallThebrother’ssomewhatinsignificantArrayofrights!Allwhichheknowsbefore,Hascalculatedonsolongago!

  Ithinksuchlove,(apartfromyoursandmine,)

  Contentedwithitslittletermoflife,Intendingtoretirebetimes,awareHowsoonthebackgroundmustbeplacedforit,——Ithink,amsure,abrother’sloveexceedsAlltheworld’sloveinitsunworldliness。

  MILDRED。Whatisthisfor?

  TRESHAM。This,Mildred,isitfor!

  Or,no,Icannotgotoitsosoon!

  That’soneofmanypointsmyhasteleftout——

  Eachday,eachhourthrowsforthitssilk—slightfilmBetweenthebeingtiedtoyoubybirth,Andyou,untilthoseslenderthreadscomposeAwebthatshroudsherdailylifeofhopesAndfearsandfancies,allherlife,fromyours:

  Socloseyouliveandyetsofarapart!

  AndmustIrendthisweb,tearup,breakdownThesweetandpalpitatingmysteryThatmakeshersacred?You——foryouImean,ShallIspeak,shallInotspeak?

  MILDRED。Speak!

  TRESHAM。Iwill。

  Isthereastorymencould——anymanCouldtellofyou,youwouldconcealfromme?

  I’llneverthinkthere’sfalsehoodonthatlip。

  Say\"Thereisnosuchstorymencouldtell,\"

  AndI’llbelieveyou,thoughIdisbelieveTheworld——theworldofbettermenthanI,AndwomensuchasIsupposeyou。Speak!

  [Afterapause。]

  Notspeak?Explainthen!Clearitupthen!MoveSomeofthemiserableweightawayThatpresseslowerthanthegrave。Notspeak?

  Someofthedeadweight,Mildred!Ah,ifI

  CouldbringmyselftoplainlymaketheirchargeAgainstyou!MustI,Mildred?Silentstill?

  [Afterapause。]

  IsthereagallantthathasnightbynightAdmittancetoyourchamber?

  [Afterapause。]

  Then,hisname!

  Tillnow,Ionlyhadathoughtforyou:

  Butnow,——hisname!

  MILDRED。Thorold,doyoudeviseFitexpiationformyguilt,iffitTherebe!’TisnoughttosaythatI’llendureAndblessyou,——thatmyspirityearnstopurgeHerstainsoffinthefiercerenewingfire:

  Butdonotplungemeintootherguilt!

  Oh,guiltenough!Icannottellhisname。

  TRESHAM。Thenjudgeyourself!HowshouldIact?Pronounce!

  MILDRED。Oh,Thorold,youmustnevertemptmethus!

  TodiehereinthischamberbythatswordWouldseemlikepunishment:soshouldIglide,Likeanarch—cheat,intoextremestbliss!

  ’Twereeasilyarrangedforme:butyou——

  Whatwouldbecomeofyou?

  TRESHAM。AndwhatwillnowBecomeofme?I’llhideyourshameandmine>Fromeveryeye;thedeadmustheavetheirheartsUnderthemarbleofourchapel—floor;

  Theycannotriseandblastyou。YoumaywedYourparamouraboveourmother’stomb;

  Ourmothercannotmovefrom’neathyourfoot。

  Wetoowillsomehowwearthisonedayout:

  Butwithto—morrowhastenshere——theEarl!

  Theyouthwithoutsuspicion。Facecancome>FromHeavenandheartfrom……whenceproceedsuchhearts?

  IhavedispatchedlastnightatyourcommandAmissivebiddinghimpresenthimselfTo—morrow——here——thusmuchissaid;therestIsunderstoodasif’twerewrittendown——

  \"Hissuitfindsfavorinyoureyes。\"NowdictateThismorning’sletterthatshallcountermandLastnight’s——dodictatethat!

  MILDRED。But,Thorold——ifIwillreceivehimasIsaid?

  TRESHAM。TheEarl?

  MILDRED。Iwillreceivehim。

  TRESHAM[startingup]。Hothere!Guendolen!

  GUENDOLENandAUSTINenterAnd,Austin,youarewelcome,too!Lookthere!

  Thewomanthere!

  AUSTINandGUENDOLEN。How?Mildred?

  TRESHAM。Mildredonce!

  Nowthereceivernightbynight,whensleepBlessestheinmatesofherfather’shouse,——Isay,thesoftslywantonthatreceivesHerguilt’saccomplice’neaththisroofwhichholdsYou,Guendolen,you,Austin,andhasheldAthousandTreshams——neveronelikeher!

  Nolighterofthesignal—lampherquickFoulbreathnearquenchesinhoteagernessTomixwithbreathasfoul!noloosenerO’thelattice,practisedinthestealthytread,Thelowvoiceandthenoiselesscome—and—go!

  Notonecomposerofthebacchant’smienInto——whatyouthoughtMildred’s,inaword!

  Knowher!

  GUENDOLEN。Oh,Mildred,looktome,atleast!

  Thorold——she’sdead,I’dsay,butthatshestandsRigidasstoneandwhiter!

  TRESHAM。Youhaveheard……

  GUENDOLEN。Toomuch!Youmustproceednofurther。

  MILDRED。Yes——

  Proceed!All’struth。Gofromme!

  TRESHAM。Allistruth,Shetellsyou!Well,youknow,oroughttoknow,AllthisIwouldforgiveinher。I’dconEachprecepttheharshworldenjoins,I’dtakeOurancestors’sternverdictsonebyone,I’dbindmyselfbeforethentoexactTheprescribedvengeance——andonewordofhers,Thesightofher,thebareleastmemoryOfMildred,myonesister,myheart’sprideAboveallprides,myallinallsolong,Wouldscattereverytraceofmyresolve。

  WhatwereitsilentlytowasteawayAndseeherwasteawayfromthisdayforth,Twoscathedthingswithleisuretorepent,Andgrowacquaintedwiththegrave,anddieTiredoutifnotatpeace,andbeforgotten?

  Itwerenotsoimpossibletobear。

  Butthis——that,freshfromlastnight’spledgerenewedOflovewiththesuccessfulgallantthere,Shecalmlybidsmehelphertoentice,InveigleanunconscioustrustingyouthWhothinksherallthat’schasteandgoodandpure,——Invitesmetobetrayhim……whosofitAshonour’sselftocovershame’sarch—deed?

  ——Thatshe’llreceiveLordMertoun——(herownphrase)——

  This,whocouldbear?Why,youhaveheardofthieves,Stabbers,theearth’sdisgrace,whoyethavelaughed,\"Talknottomeoftorture——I’llbetrayNocomradeI’vepledgedfaithto!\"——youhaveheardOfwretchedwomen——allbutMildreds——tiedBywildillicittiestoloselsvileYou’dtemptthemtoforsake;andthey’llreply\"Gold,friends,repute,Ileftforhim,IfindInhim,whyshouldIleavehimthen,forgold,Reputeorfriends?\"——andyouhavefeltyourheartRespondtosuchpooroutcastsoftheworldAstosomanyfriends;badasyouplease,You’vefelttheywereGod’smenandwomenstill,So,nottobedisownedbyyou。ButsheThatstandsthere,calmlygivesherloverupAsmeanstowedtheEarlthatshemayhideTheirintercoursethesurelier:and,forthis,Icursehertoherfacebeforeyouall。

  Shamehuntherfromtheearth!ThenHeavendorightToboth!Ithearsmenow——shalljudgeherthen!

  [ASMILDREDfaintsandfalls,TRESHAMrushesout。]

  AUSTIN。Stay,Tresham,we’llaccompanyyou!

  GUENDOLEN。We?

  What,andleaveMildred?We?Why,where’smyplaceButbyherside,andwhereyoursbutbymine?

  Mildred——oneword!Onlylookatme,then!

  AUSTIN。No,Guendolen!IechoThorold’svoice。

  Sheisunworthytobehold……

  GUENDOLEN。Ustwo?

  Ifyouspokeonreflection,andifI

  Approvedyourspeech——ifyou(toputthethingAtlowest)youthesoldier,boundtomakeTheking’scauseyoursandfightforit,andthrowRegardtoothersofitsrightorwrong,——Ifwithadeath—whitewomanyoucanhelp,Letalonesister,letaloneaMildred,Youlefther——orifI,hercousin,friendThismorning,playfellowbutyesterday,Whosaid,orthoughtatleastathousandtimes,\"I’dserveyouifIcould,\"shouldnowfaceroundAndsay,\"Ah,that’stoonlysignifyI’dserveyouwhileyou’refittoserveyourself:

  SolongasfiftyeyesawaittheturnOfyourstoforestallitsyethalf—formedwish,I’llproffermyassistanceyou’llnotneed——

  Wheneverytongueispraisingyou,I’lljoinThepraisers’chorus——whenyou’rehemmedaboutWithlivesbetweenyouanddetraction——livesTobelaiddownifarudevoice,rasheye,RoughhandshouldviolatethesacredringTheirworshipthrowsaboutyou,——thenindeed,Who’llstandupforyoustoutasI?\"IfsoWesaid,andsowedid,——notMildredthereWouldbeunworthytobeholdusboth,Butweshouldbeunworthy,bothofus。

  Tobebeheldby——by——yourmeanestdog,Which,ifthatswordwerebrokeninyourfaceBeforeacrowd,thatbadgetornoffyourbreast,Andyoucastoutwithhootingandcontempt,——Wouldpushhiswaythro’allthehooters,gainYourside,gooffwithyouandallyourshameTothenextditchyouchoosetodiein!Austin,Doyouloveme?Here’sAustin,Mildred,——here’sYourbrothersayshedoesnotbelievehalf——

  No,norhalfthat——ofallheheard!Hesays,Lookupandtakehishand!

  AUSTIN。LookupandtakeMyhand,dearMildred!

  MILDRED。I——Iwassoyoung!

  Beside,Ilovedhim,Thorold——andIhadNomother;Godforgotme:so,Ifell。

  GUENDOLEN。Mildred!

  MILDRED。Requirenofurther!DidIdreamThatIcouldpalliatewhatisdone?All’strue。

  Now,punishme!Awomantakesmyhand?

  Letgomyhand!Youdonotknow,Isee。

  IthoughtthatThoroldtoldyou。

  GUENDOLEN。Whatisthis?

  Wherestartyouto?

  MILDRED。Oh,Austin,loosenme!

  Youheardthewholeofit——youreyeswereworse,Intheirsurprise,thanThorold’s!Oh,unlessYoustaytoexecutehissentence,looseMyhand!HasThoroldgone,andareyouhere?

  GUENDOLEN。Here,Mildred,wetwofriendsofyourswillwaitYourbidding;beyousilent,sleepormuse!

  Only,whenyoushallwantyourbiddingdone,Howcanwedoitifwearenotby?

  Here’sAustinwaitingpatientlyyourwill!

  Onespirittocommand,andonetoloveAndtobelieveinitanddoitsbest,Poorasthatis,tohelpit——why,theworldHasbeenwonmanyatime,itslengthandbreadth,Byjustsuchabeginning!

  MILDRED。IbelieveIfonceIthrewmyarmsaboutyourneckAndsunkmyheaduponyourbreast,thatI

  Shouldweepagain。

  GUENDOLEN。Letgoherhandnow,Austin!

  Waitforme。PacethegalleryandthinkOntheworld’sseemingsandrealities,UntilIcallyou。

  [AUSTINgoes。]

  MILDRED。No——Icannotweep。

  Nomoretearsfromthisbrain——nosleep——notears!

  OGuendolen,Iloveyou!

  GUENDOLEN。Yes:and\"love\"

  Isashortwordthatsayssoverymuch!

  Itsaysthatyouconfideinme。

  MILDRED。Confide!

  GUENDOLEN。Yourlover’sname,then!I’vesomuchtolearn,EreIcanworkinyourbehalf!

  MILDRED。Myfriend,YouknowIcannottellhisname。

  GUENDOLEN。AtleastHeisyourlover?andyoulovehimtoo?

  MILDRED。Ah,doyouaskmethat,——butIamfallenSolow!

  GUENDOLEN。Youlovehimstill,then?

  MILDRED。MysolepropAgainsttheguiltthatcrushesme!Isay,EachnightereIliedown,\"Iwassoyoung——

  Ihadnomother,andIlovedhimso!\"

  AndthenGodseemsindulgent,andIdareTrusthimmysoulinsleep。

  GUENDOLEN。HowcouldyouletusE’entalktoyouaboutLordMertounthen?

  MILDRED。Thereisacloudaroundme。

  GUENDOLEN。ButyousaidYouwouldreceivehissuitinspiteofthis?

  MILDRED。Isaythereisacloud……

  GUENDOLEN。Nocloudtome!

  LordMertounandyourloverarethesame!

  MILDRED。Whatmaddestfancy……

  GUENDOLEN[callingaloud。]Austin!(spareyourpains——

  WhenIhavegotatruth,thattruthIkeep)——

  MILDRED。Byallyoulove,sweetGuendolen,forbear!

  HaveIconfidedinyou……

  GUENDOLEN。Justforthis!

  Austin!——Oh,nottoguessitatthefirst!

  ButIdidguessit——thatis,Idivined,Feltbyaninstincthowitwas:whyelseShouldIpronounceyoufreefromallthatheapOfsinswhichhadbeenirredeemable?

  Ifelttheywerenotyours——whatotherwayThanthis,notyours?Thesecret’swhollymine!

  MILDRED。Ifyouwouldseemediebeforehisface……

  GUENDOLEN。I’dholdmypeace!AndiftheEarlreturnsTo—night?

  MILDRED。AhHeaven,he’slost!

  GUENDOLEN。Ithoughtso。Austin!

  EnterAUSTIN

  Oh,wherehaveyoubeenhiding?

  AUSTIN。Thorold’sgone,Iknownothow,acrossthemeadow—land。

  IwatchedhimtillIlosthimintheskirtsO’thebeech—wood。

  GUENDOLEN。Gone?Allthwartsus。

  MILDRED。Thoroldtoo?

  GUENDOLEN。Ihavethought。FirstleadthisMildredtoherroom。

  Goontheotherside;andthenwe’llseekYourbrother:andI’lltellyou,bytheway,Thegreatestcomfortintheworld。YousaidTherewasacluetoall。Remember,Sweet,Hesaidtherewasaclue!Iholdit。Come!

  ACTIII

  SCENEI。——TheendoftheYew—treeAvenueunderMILDRED’SWindow。

  AlightseenthroughacentralredpaneEnterTRESHAMthroughthetreesAgainhere!ButIcannotlosemyself。

  Theheath——theorchard——IhavetraversedgladesAnddellsandboskypathswhichusedtoleadIntogreenwild—wooddepths,bewilderingMyboy’sadventurousstep。AndnowtheytendHitherorsoonorlate;theblackestshadeBreaksup,thethrongedtrunksofthetreesopewide,AndthedimturretIhavefledfrom,frontsAgainmystep;theveryriverputItsarmaboutmeandconductedmeTothisdetestedspot。Whythen,I’llshunTheirwillnolonger:doyourwillwithme!

  Oh,bitter!TohaverearedatoweringschemeOfhappiness,andtobeholditrazed,Werenothing:allmenhope,andseetheirhopesFrustrate,andgrieveawhile,andhopeanew。

  ButI……tohopethatfromalinelikeoursNohorridprodigylikethiswouldspring,WerejustasthoughIhopedthatfromtheseoldConfederatesagainstthesovereignday,Childrenofolderandyetoldersires,Whoselivingcoralberriesdropped,asnowOnme,onmanyabaron’ssurcoatonce,Onmanyabeauty’swhimple——wouldproceedNopoison—tree,tothrust,fromhellitsroot,Hitherandthitheritsstrangesnakyarms。

  WhycameIhere?WhatmustIdo?

  [Abellstrikes。]

  Abell?

  Midnight!and’tisatmidnight……Ah,Icatch——Woods,river,plains,Icatchyourmeaningnow,AndIobeyyou!Hist!Thistreewillserve。

  [Heretiresbehindoneofthetrees。Afterapause,enterMERTOUNcloakedasbefore。]

  MERTOUN。Nottime!BeatoutthylastvoluptuousbeatOfhopeandfear,myheart!IthoughttheclockI’thechapelstruckasIwaspushingthroughTheferns。AndsoIshallnomoreseeriseMylove—star!Oh,nomatterforthepast!

  SomuchthemoredelicioustasktowatchMildredrevive:topluckout,thornbythorn,AlltracesoftheroughforbiddenpathMyrashloveluredherto!EachdaymustseeSomefearofherseffaced,somehoperenewed:

  Thentherewillbesurprises,unforeseenDelightsinstore。I’llnotregretthepast。

  [Thelightisplacedaboveinthepurplepane。]

  Andsee,mysignalrises,Mildred’sstar!

  IneversawitlovelierthannowItrisesforthelasttime。Ifitsets,’Tisthatthere—assuringsunmaydawn。

  [Ashepreparestoascendthelasttreeoftheavenue,TRESHAMarrestshisarm。]

  Unhandme——peasant,byyourgrasp!Here’sgold。

  ’Twasamadfreakofmine。IsaidI’dpluckAbranchfromthewhite—blossomedshrubbeneathThecasementthere。Takethis,andholdyourpeace。

  TRESHAM。Intothemoonlightyonder,comewithme!

  Outoftheshadow!

  MERTOUN。Iamarmed,fool!

  TRESHAM。Yes,Orno?You’llcomeintothelight,orno?

  Myhandisonyourthroat——refuse!——

  MERTOUN。Thatvoice!

  WherehaveIheard……no——thatwasmildandslow。

  I’llcomewithyou。

  [Theyadvance。]

  TRESHAM。You’rearmed:that’swell。DeclareYourname:whoareyou?

  MERTOUN。(Tresham!——sheislost!)

  TRESHAM。Oh,silent?Doyouknow,youbearyourselfExactlyas,incuriousdreamsI’vehadHowfelons,thiswildearthisfullof,lookWhenthey’redetected,stillyourkindhaslooked!

  Thebravoholdsanassuredcountenance,Thethiefisvolubleandplausible,ButsilentlytheslaveoflusthascrouchedWhenIhavefancieditbeforeaman。

  Yourname!

  MERTOUN。IdoconjureLordTresham——ay,Kissinghisfoot,ifsoImightprevail——

  ThatheforhisownsakeforbeartoaskMyname!Asheaven’sabove,hisfuturewealOrwoedependsuponmysilence!Vain!

  Ireadyourwhiteinexorableface。

  Knowme,LordTresham!

  [Hethrowsoffhisdisguises。]

  TRESHAM。Mertoun!

  [Afterapause。]

  Drawnow!

  MERTOUN。HearmeButspeakfirst!

  TRESHAM。Notoneleastwordonyourlife!

  BesurethatIwillstrangleinyourthroatTheleastwordthatinformsmehowyouliveAndyetseemwhatyouseem!Nodoubt’twasyouTaughtMildredstilltokeepthatfaceandsin。

  WeshouldjoinhandsinfranticsympathyIfyouoncetaughtmetheunteachable,Explainedhowyoucanlivesoandsolie。

  WithGod’shelpIretain,despitemysense,Theoldbelief——alifelikeyoursisstillImpossible。Nowdraw!

  MERTOUN。Notformysake,DoIentreatahearing——foryoursake,Andmost,forhersake!

  TRESHAM。Ha,ha,whatshouldI

  Knowofyourways?Amiscreantlikeyourself,Howmustonerousehisire?Ablow?——that’sprideNodoubt,tohim!Onespurnshim,doesonenot?

  Orsetsthefootuponhismouth,orspitsIntohisface!Come!Which,orallofthese?

  MERTOUN。’TwixthimandmeandMildred,Heavenbejudge!

  CanIavoidthis?Haveyourwill,mylord!

  [Hedrawsand,afterafewpasses,falls。]

  TRESHAM。Youarenothurt?

  MERTOUN。You’llhearmenow!

  TRESHAM。Butrise!

  MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,sayInot\"you’llhearmenow!\"

  AndwhatprocuresamantherighttospeakInhisdefencebeforehisfellowman,But——Isuppose——thethoughtthatpresentlyHemayhaveleavetospeakbeforehisGodHiswholedefence?

  TRESHAM。Nothurt?Itcannotbe!

  Youmadenoefforttoresistme。WhereDidmyswordreachyou?WhynothavereturnedMythrusts?Hurtwhere?

  MERTOUN。Mylord——

  TRESHAM。Howyoungheis!

  MERTOUN。LordTresham,Iamveryyoung,andyetIhaveentangledotherliveswithmine。

  Doletmespeak,anddobelievemyspeech!

  ThatwhenIdiebeforeyoupresently,——

  TRESHAM。CanyoustayheretillIreturnwithhelp?

  MERTOUN。Oh,staybyme!WhenIwaslessthanboyIdidyougrievouswrongandknewitnot——

  Uponmyhonour,knewitnot!Onceknown,IcouldnotfindwhatseemedabetterwayTorightyouthanItook:mylife——youfeelHowlessthannothingwerethegivingyouThelifeyou’vetaken!ButIthoughtmywayThebetter——onlyforyoursakeandhers:

  Andasyouhavedecidedotherwise,WouldIhadaninfinityoflivesToofferyou!Nowsay——instructme——think!

  Canyou,fromthebriefminutesIhaveleft,Ekeoutmyreparation?Ohthink——think!

  ForImustwringapartial——dareIsay,Forgivenessfromyou,ereIdie?

  TRESHAM。IdoForgiveyou。

  MERTOUN。Waitandponderthatgreatword!

  Because,ifyouforgiveme,IshallhopeTospeaktoyouof——Mildred!

  TRESHAM。Mertoun,hasteAndangerhaveundoneus。’TisnotyouShouldtellmeforanoveltyyou’reyoung,Thoughtless,unabletorecallthepast。

  Bebutyourpardonampleasmyown!

  MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,thatasword—strokeandadropOfbloodortwo,shouldbringallthisaboutWhy,’twasmyveryfearofyou,myloveOfyou——(whatpassionlikeaboy’sforoneLikeyou?)——thatruinedme!Idreamedofyou——

  You,allaccomplished,courtedeverywhere,Thescholarandthegentleman。IburnedToknitmyselftoyou:butIwasyoung,AndyoursurpassingreputationkeptmeSofaraloof!Oh,whereforeallthatlove?

  Withlessoflove,mygloriousyesterdayOfpraiseandgentlestwordsandkindestlooks,Hadtakenplaceperchancesixmonthsago。

  Evennow,howhappywehadbeen!AndyetIknowthethoughtofthisescapedyou,Tresham!

  Letmelookupintoyourface;Ifeel’Tischangedaboveme:yetmyeyesareglazed。

  Where?where?

  [Asheendeavourstoraisehimself,hiseyecatchesthelamp。]

  Ah,Mildred!WhatwillMildreddo?

  Tresham,herlifeisboundupinthelifeThat’sbleedingfastaway!I’lllive——mustlive,There,ifyou’llonlyturnmeIshallliveAndsaveher!Tresham——oh,hadyoubutheard!

  Hadyoubutheard!WhatrightwasyourstosetThethoughtlessfootuponherlifeandmine,Andthensay,asweperish,\"HadIthought,Allhadgoneotherwise\"?We’vesinnedanddie:

  Neveryousin,LordTresham!foryou’lldie,AndGodwilljudgeyou。

  TRESHAM。Yes,besatisfied!

  Thatprocessisbegun。

  MERTOUN。AndshesitsthereWaitingforme!Now,sayyouthistoher——

  You,notanother——say,IsawhimdieAshebreathedthis,\"Iloveher\"——youdon’tknowWhatthosethreesmallwordsmean!Say,lovingherLowersmedownthebloodyslopetodeathWithmemories……Ispeaktoher,notyou,Whohadnopity,willhavenoremorse,Perchanceintendher……Diealongwithme,DearMildred!’tissoeasy,andyou’ll’scapeSomuchunkindness!CanIlieatrest,Withrudespeechspokentoyou,ruderdeedsDonetoyou?——heartlessmenshallhavemyheart,AndItieddownwithgrave—clothesandtheworm,Aware,perhaps,ofeveryblow——ohGod!——

  Uponthoselips——yetofnopowertotearThefelonstripebystripe!Die,Mildred!LeaveTheirhonourableworldtothem!ForGodWe’regoodenough,thoughtheworldcastsusout。

  [Awhistleisheard。]

  TRESHAM。Ho,Gerard!

  EnterGERARD,AUSTINandGUENDOLEN,withlightsNoonespeak!Youseewhat’sdone。

  Icannotbearanothervoice。

  MERTOUN。There’slight——

  Lightallaboutme,andImovetoit。

  Tresham,didInottellyou——didyounotJustpromisetodeliverwordsofmineToMildred?

  TRESHAM。Iwillbearthosewordstoher。

  MERTOUN。Now?

  TRESHAM。Now。Liftyouthebody,andleavemeThehead。

  [AstheyhavehalfraisedMERTOUN,heturnssuddenly。]

  MERTOUN。Iknewtheyturnedme:turnmenotfromher!

  There!stayyou!there!

  [Dies。]

  GUENDOLEN[afterapause]。Austin,remainyouhereWithThorolduntilGerardcomeswithhelp:

  Thenleadhimtohischamber。ImustgoToMildred。

  TRESHAM。Guendolen,IheareachwordYouutter。DidyouhearhimbidmegiveHismessage?Didyouhearmypromise?I,AndonlyI,seeMildred。

  GUENDOLEN。Shewilldie。

  TRESHAM。Ohno,shewillnotdie!IdarenothopeShe’lldie。Whatgroundhaveyoutothinkshe’lldie?

  Why,Austin’swithyou!

  AUSTIN。HadwebutarrivedBeforeyoufought!

  TRESHAM。Therewasnofightatall。

  Heletmeslaughterhim——theboy!I’lltrustThebodytheretoyouandGerard——thus!

  Nowbearhimonbeforeme。

  AUSTIN。Whitherbearhim?

  TRESHAM。Oh,tomychamber!Whenwemeettherenext,Weshallbefriends。

  [TheybearoutthebodyofMERTOUN。]

  Willshedie,Guendolen?

  GUENDOLEN。Whereareyoutakingme?

  TRESHAM。Hefelljusthere。

  Nowanswerme。Shallyouinyourwholelife——YouwhohavenoughttodowithMertoun’sfate,Nowyouhaveseenhisbreastupontheturf,Shallyoue’erwalkthiswayifyoucanhelp?

  WhenyouandAustinwanderarm—in—armThroughourancestralgrounds,willnotashadeBeeveronthemeadowandthewaste——

  AnotherkindofshadethanwhenthenightShutsthewoodsidewithallitswhispersup?

  ButwillyoueversoforgethisbreastAscarelesslytocrossthisbloodyturfUndertheblackyewavenue?That’swell!

  Youturnyourhead:andIthen?——

  GUENDOLEN。WhatisdoneIsdone。Mycareisfortheliving。Thorold,Bearupagainstthisburden:moreremainsTosettheneckto!

  TRESHAM。DearandancienttreesMyfathersplanted,andIlovedsowell!

  WhathaveIdonethat,likesomefabledcrimeOfyore,letslooseaFuryleadingthusHermiserabledanceamidstyouall?

  Oh,nevermoreformeshallwindsintoneWithallyourtopsavastantiphony,DemandingandrespondinginGod’spraise!

  Hersyearenow,notmine!Farewell——farewell!

  SCENEII。——MILDRED’SChamberMILDREDaloneHecomesnot!IhaveheardofthosewhoseemedResourcelessinprosperity,——youthoughtSorrowmightslaythemwhenshelisted;yetDidtheysogatheruptheirdiffusedstrengthAtherfirstmenace,thattheybadeherstrike,Andstoodandlaughedhersubtlestskilltoscorn。

  Oh,’tisnotsowithme!Thefirstwoefell,Andtherestfalluponit,notonme:

  ElseshouldIbearthatHenrycomesnot?——failsJustthisfirstnightoutofsomanynights?

  Lovingisdonewith。Werehesittingnow,Assofewhourssince,onthatseat,we’dloveNomore——contrivenothousandhappywaysTohidelovefromtheloveless,anymore。

  IthinkImighthaveurgedsomelittlepointInmydefence,toThorold;hewasbreathlessFortheleasthintofadefence:butno,Thefirstshameover,allthatwouldmightfall。

  NoHenry!YetImerelysitandthinkThemorn’sdeedo’erando’er。ImusthavecreptOutofmyself。AMildredthathaslostHerlover——oh,IdarenotlookuponSuchwoe!Icrouchawayfromit!’Tisshe,Mildred,willbreakherheart,notI!TheworldForsakesme:onlyHenry’sleftme——left?

  WhenIhavelosthim,forhedoesnotcome,AndIsitstupidly……OhHeaven,breakupThisworsethananguish,thismadapathy,Byanymeansoranymessenger!

  TRESHAM[without]。Mildred!

  MILDRED。Comein!Heavenhearsme!

  [EnterTRESHAM。]

  You?alone?

  Oh,nomorecursing!

  TRESHAM。Mildred,Imustsit。

  There——yousit!

  MILDRED。Sayit,Thorold——donotlookThecurse!deliverallyoucometosay!

  Whatmustbecomeofme?Oh,speakthatthoughtWhichmakesyourbrowandcheekssopale!

  TRESHAM。Mythought?

  MILDRED。Allofit!

  TRESHAM。Howwewadedyears——ago——

  Afterthosewater—lilies,tilltheplash,Iknownothow,surprisedus;andyoudaredNeitheradvancenorturnback:so,westoodLaughingandcryinguntilGerardcame——

  Oncesafeupontheturf,theloudesttoo,Foroncemorereachingtherelinquishedprize!

  Howidlethoughtsare,somemen’s,dyingmen’s!

  Mildred,——

  MILDRED。YoucallmekindlierbymynameThanevenyesterday:whatisinthat?

  TRESHAM。ItweighssomuchuponmymindthatI

  Thismorningtookanofficenotmyown!

  Imight……ofcourse,Imustbegladorgrieved,Contentornot,ateverylittlethingThattouchesyou。ImaywithawrungheartEvenreproveyou,Mildred;Ididmore:

  Willyouforgiveme?

  MILDRED。Thorold?doyoumock?

  Ohno……andyetyoubidme……saythatword!

  TRESHAM。Forgiveme,Mildred!——areyousilent,Sweet?

  MILDRED[startingup]。WhydoesnotHenryMertouncometo—night?

  Areyou,too,silent?

  [Dashinghismantleaside,andpointingtohisscabbard,whichisempty。]

  Ah,thisspeaksforyou!

  You’vemurderedHenryMertoun!Nowproceed!

  WhatisitImustpardon?Thisandall?

  Well,Idopardonyou——IthinkIdo。

  Thorold,howverywretchedyoumustbe!

  TRESHAM。Hebademetellyou……

  MILDRED。WhatIdoforbidYourutteranceof!SomuchthatyoumaytellAndwillnot——howyoumurderedhim……but,no!

  You’lltellmethathelovedme,nevermoreThanbleedingouthislifethere:mustIsay\"Indeed,\"tothat?Enough!Ipardonyou。

  TRESHAM。Youcannot,Mildred!fortheharshwords,yes:

  OfthislastdeedAnother’sjudge:whosedoomIwaitindoubt,despondencyandfear。

  MILDRED。Oh,true!There’snoughtformetopardon!True!

  Youloosemysoulofallitscaresatonce。

  Deathmakesmesureofhimforever!YouTellmehislastwords?Heshalltellmethem,Andtakemyanswer——notinwords,butreadingHimselftheheartIhadtoreadhimlate,Whichdeath……

  TRESHAM。Death?Youaredyingtoo?WellsaidOfGuendolen!Idarednothopeyou’ddie:

  Butshewassureofit。

  MILDRED。TellGuendolenIlovedher,andtellAustin……

  TRESHAM。Himyouloved:

  Andme?

  MILDRED。Ah,Thorold!Was’tnotrashlydoneToquenchthatblood,onfirewithyouthandhopeAndloveofme——whomyoulovedtoo,andyetSufferedtositherewaitinghisapproachWhileyouwereslayinghim?Oh,doubtlesslyYoulethimspeakhispoorconfusedboy’s—speech——DohispoorutmosttodisarmyourwrathAndrespiteme!——youlethimtrytogiveThestoryofourloveandignorance,Andthebriefmadnessandthelongdespair——

  Youlethimpleadallthis,becauseyourcodeOfhonourbidsyouhearbeforeyoustrike:

  Butattheend,ashelookedupforlifeIntoyoureyes——youstruckhimdown!

  TRESHAM。No!No!

  HadIbutheardhim——hadIlethimspeakHalfthetruth——less——hadIlookedlongonhimIhaddesisted!Why,ashelaythere,Themoononhisflushedcheek,IgatheredallThestoryerehetoldit:IsawthroughThetroubledsurfaceofhiscrimeandyoursAdepthofpurityimmovable,HadIbutglanced,whereallseemedturbidestHadgleamedsomeinlettothecalmbeneath;

  Iwouldnotglance:mypunishment’sathand。

  There,Mildred,isthetruth!andyou——sayon——

  Youcurseme?

  MILDRED。AsIdareapproachthatHeavenWhichhasnotbadealivingthingdespair,Whichneedsnocodetokeepitsgracefromstain,ButbidsthevilestwormthatturnsonitDesistandbeforgiven,——I——forgivenot,Butblessyou,Thorold,frommysoulofsouls!

  [Fallsonhisneck。]

  There!Donotthinktoomuchuponthepast!

  Thecloudthat’sbrokewasallthesameacloudWhileitstoodupbetweenmyfriendandyou;

  Youhurthim’neathitsshadow:butisthatSopastretrieve?Ihavehisheart,youknow;

  Imaydisposeofit:Igiveityou!

  Itlovesyouasmineloves!Confirmme,Henry!

  [Dies。]

  TRESHAM。Iwishtheejoy,Beloved!IamgladInthyfullgladness!

  GUENDOLEN[without]。Mildred!Tresham!

  [EnteringwithAUSTIN。]

  Thorold,Icoulddesistnolonger。Ah,sheswoons!

  That’swell。

  TRESHAM。Oh,betterfarthanthat!

  GUENDOLEN。She’sdead!

  Letmeunlockherarms!

  TRESHAM。ShethrewthemthusAboutmyneck,andblessedme,andthendied:

  You’llletthemstaynow,Guendolen!

  AUSTIN。LeaveherAndlooktohim!Whatailsyou,Thorold?

  GUENDOLEN。WhiteAsshe,andwhiter!Austin!quick——thisside!

  AUSTIN。Afrothisoozingthroughhisclenchedteeth;

  Bothlips,wherethey’renotbittenthrough,areblack:

  Speak,dearestThorold!

  TRESHAM。SomethingdoesweighdownMyneckbesideherweight:thanks:IshouldfallButforyou,Austin,Ibelieve!——there,there,’Twillpassawaysoon!——ah,——Ihadforgotten:

  Iamdying。

  GUENDOLEN。Thorold——Thorold——whywasthis?

  TRESHAM。Isaid,justasIdrankthepoisonoff,Theearthwouldbenolongerearthtome,Thelifeoutofalllifewasgonefromme。

  Thereareblindwaysprovided,thefore—doneHeart—wearyplayerinthispageant—worldDropsoutby,lettingthemainmasquedefileBytheconspicuousportal:Iamthrough——

  Justthrough!

  GUENDOLEN。Don’tleavehim,Austin!Deathisclose。

  TRESHAM。AlreadyMildred’sfaceispeacefuller,Iseeyou,Austin——feelyou;here’smyhand,Putyoursinit——you,Guendolen,yourstoo!

  You’relordandladynow——you’reTreshams;nameAndfameareyours:youholdour’scutcheonup。

  Austin,noblotonit!YouseehowbloodMustwashoneblotaway:thefirstblotcameAndthefirstbloodcame。Tothevainworld’seyeAll’sgulesagain:nocaretothevainworld,>Fromwhencetheredwasdrawn!

  AUSTIN。Noblotshallcome!

  TRESHAM。Isaidthat:yetitdidcome。Shoulditcome,VengeanceisGod’s,notman’s。Rememberme!

  [Dies。]

  GUENDOLEN[lettingfallthepulselessarm]。

  Ah,Thorold,wecanbut——rememberyou!

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