\"Waitforme,myfriend。Imaybealittlelate,butIshallsurelycome。\"
\"Oh,ifheonlywould!Sokind,sogood,sopatientwithmealways,mydearoldFritz。Ididn’tvaluehimhalfenoughwhenIhadhim,butnowhowIshouldlovetoseehim,foreveryoneseemsgoingawayfromme,andI’mallalone。\"
Andholdingthelittlepaperfast,asifitwereapromiseyettobefulfilled,Jolaidherheaddownonacomfortableragbag,andcried,asifinoppositiontotherainpatteringontheroof。
Wasitallself—pity,loneliness,orlowspirits?Orwasitthewakingupofasentimentwhichhadbideditstimeaspatientlyasitsinspirer?Whoshallsay?
GoodWives:Chapter2CHAPTER2TheFirstWeddingTheJunerosesovertheporchwereawakebrightandearlyonthatmorning,rejoicingwithalltheirheartsinthecloudlesssunshine,likefriendlylittleneighbors,astheywere。Quiteflushedwithexcitementweretheirruddyfaces,astheyswunginthewind,whisperingtooneanotherwhattheyhadseen,forsomepeepedinatthediningroomwindowswherethefeastwasspread,someclimbeduptonodandsmileatthesistersastheydressedthebride,otherswavedawelcometothosewhocameandwentonvariouserrandsingarden,porch,andhall,andall,fromtherosiestfull—blownflowertothepalestbabybud,offeredtheirtributeofbeautyandfragrancetothegentlemistresswhohadlovedandtendedthemsolong。
Meglookedverylikearoseherself,forallthatwasbestandsweetestinheartandsoulseemedtobloomintoherfacethatday,makingitfairandtender,withacharmmorebeautifulthanbeauty。Neithersilk,lace,nororangeflowerswouldshehave。\"Idon’twantafashionablewedding,butonlythoseaboutmewhomIlove,andtothemIwishtolookandbemyfamiliarself。\"
Soshemadeherweddinggownherself,sewingintoitthetenderhopesandinnocentromancesofagirlishheart。hersistersbraidedupherprettyhair,andtheonlyornamentssheworeweretheliliesofthevalley,which`herJohn’likedbestofalltheflowersthatgrew。
\"YoudolookjustlikeourowndearMeg,onlysoverysweetandlovelythatIshouldhugyouifitwouldn’tcrumpleyourdress,\"criedAmy,surveyingherwithdelightwhenallwasdone。
\"ThenIamsatisfied。Butpleasehugandkissme,everyone,anddon’tmindmydress。Iwantagreatmanycrumplesofthissortputintoittoday。\"AndMegopenedherarmstohersisters,whoclungaboutherwithAprilfacesforaminute,feelingthatthenewlovehadnotchangedtheold。
\"NowI’mgoingtotieJohn’scravatforhim,andthentostayafewminuteswithFatherquietlyinthestudy。\"AndMegrandowntoperformtheselittleceremonies,andthentofollowhermotherwherevershewent,consciousthatinspiteofthesmilesonthemotherlyface,therewasasecretsorrowhidinthemotherlyheartattheflightofthefirstbirdfromthenest。
Astheyoungergirlsstandtogether,givingthelasttouchestotheirsimpletoilet,itmaybeagoodtimetotellofafewchangeswhichthreeyearshavewroughtintheirappearance,forallarelookingtheirbestjustnow。
Jo’sanglesaremuchsoftened,shehaslearnedtocarryherselfwithease,ifnotgrace。Thecurlycrophaslengthenedintoathickcoil,morebecomingtothesmallheadatopofthetallfigure。Thereisafreshcolorinherbrowncheeks,asoftshineinhereyes,andonlygentlewordsfallfromhersharptonguetoday。
Bethhasgrownslender,pale,andmorequietthanever。Thebeautiful,kindeyesarelarger,andinthemliesanexpressionthatsaddensone,althoughitisnotsaditself。Itistheshadowofpainwhichtouchestheyoungfacewithsuchpatheticpatience,butBethseldomcomplainsandalwaysspeakshopefullyof`beingbettersoon’。
Amyiswithtruthconsidered`theflowerofthefamily’,foratsixteenshehastheairandbearingofafull—grownwoman,notbeautiful,butpossessedofthatindescribablecharmcalledgrace。Onesawitinthelinesofherfigure,themakeandmotionofherhands,theflowofherdress,thedroopofherhair,unconsciousyetharmonious,andasattractivetomanyasbeautyitself。Amy’snosestillafflictedher,foritneverwouldgrowGrecian,sodidhermouth,beingtoowide,andhavingadecidedchin。Theseoffendingfeaturesgavecharactertoherwholeface,butshenevercouldseeit,andconsoledherselfwithherwonderfullyfaircomplexion,keenblueeyes,andcurlsmoregoldenandabundantthanever。
Allthreeworesuitsofthinsilvergray(theirbestgownsforthesummer),withblushrosesinhairandbosom,andallthreelookedjustwhattheywere,fresh—faced,happy—heartedgirls,pausingamomentintheirbusylivestoreadwithwistfuleyesthesweetestchapterintheromanceofwomanhood。
Thereweretobenoceremoniousperformances,everythingwastobeasnaturalandhomelikeaspossible,sowhenAuntMarcharrived,shewasscandalizedtoseethebridecomerunningtowelcomeandleadherin,tofindthebridegroomfasteningupagarlandthathadfallendown,andtocatchaglimpseofthepaternalministermarchingupstairswithagravecountenanceandawinebottleundereacharm。
\"Uponmyword,here’sastateofthings!\"criedtheoldlady,takingtheseatofhonorpreparedforher,andsettlingthefoldsofherlavendermoirewithagreatrustle。\"Yououghtn’ttobeseentillthelastminute,child。\"
\"I’mnotashow,Aunty,andnooneiscomingtostareatme,tocriticizemydress,orcountthecostofmyluncheon。I’mtoohappytocarewhatanyonesaysorthinks,andI’mgoingtohavemylittleweddingjustasIlikeit。John,dear,here’syourhammer。\"AndawaywentMegtohelp`thatman’inhishighlyimproperemployment。
Mr。Brookedidn’tevensay,\"Thankyou,\"butashestoopedfortheunromantictool,hekissedhislittlebridebehindthefoldingdoor,withalookthatmadeAuntMarchwhiskoutherpockethandkerchiefwithasuddendewinhersharpoldeyes。
Acrash,acry,andalaughfromLaurie,accompaniedbytheindecorousexclamation,\"JupiterAmmon!Jo’supsetthecakeagain!\"causedamomentaryflurry,whichwashardlyoverwhenaflockofcousinsarrived,and`thepartycamein’,asBethusedtosaywhenachild。
\"Don’tletthatyounggiantcomenearme,heworriesmeworsethanmosquitoes,\"whisperedtheoldladytoAmy,astheroomsfilledandLaurie’sblackheadtoweredabovetherest。
\"Hehaspromisedtobeverygoodtoday,andhecanbeperfectlyelegantifhelikes,\"returnedAmy,andglidingawaytowarnHerculestobewareofthedragon,whichwarningcausedhimtohaunttheoldladywithadevotionthatnearlydistractedher。
Therewasnobridalprocession,butasuddensilencefellupontheroomasMr。Marchandtheyoungcoupletooktheirplacesunderthegreenarch。Motherandsistersgatheredclose,asifloathtogiveMegup。Thefatherlyvoicebrokemorethanonce,whichonlyseemedtomaketheservicemorebeautifulandsolemn。Thebridegroom’shandtrembledvisibly,andnooneheardhisreplies。ButMeglookedstraightupinherhusband’seyes,andsaid,\"Iwill!\"withsuchtendertrustinherownfaceandvoicethathermother’sheartrejoicedandAuntMarchsniffedaudibly。
Jodidnotcry,thoughshewasverynearitonce,andwasonlysavedfromademonstrationbytheconsciousnessthatLauriewasstaringfixedlyather,withacomicalmixtureofmerrimentandemotioninhiswickedblackeyes。Bethkeptherfacehiddenonhermother’sshoulder,butAmystoodlikeagracefulstatue,withamostbecomingrayofsunshinetouchingherwhiteforeheadandtheflowerinherhair。
Itwasn’tatallthething,I’mafraid,buttheminuteshewasfairlymarried,Megcried,\"ThefirstkissforMarmee!\"andturning,gaveitwithherheartonherlips。Duringthenextfifteenminutesshelookedmorelikearosethanever,foreveryoneavailedthemselvesoftheirprivilegestothefullestextent,fromMr。LaurencetooldHannah,who,adornedwithaheaddressfearfullyandwonderfullymade,felluponherinthehall,cryingwithasobandachuckle,\"Blessyou,deary,ahundredtimes!Thecakeain’thurtamite,andeverythinglookslovely。\"
Everybodyclearedupafterthat,andsaidsomethingbrilliant,ortriedto,whichdidjustaswell,forlaughterisreadywhenheartsarelight。Therewasnodisplayofgifts,fortheywerealreadyinthelittlehouse,norwasthereanelaboratebreakfast,butaplentifullunchofcakeandfruit,dressedwithflowers。Mr。LaurenceandAuntMarchshruggedandsmiledatoneanotherwhenwater,lemonade,andcoffeewerefoundtobetoonlysortsofnectarwhichthethreeHebescarriedaround。Noonesaidanything,tillLaurie,whoinsistedonservingthebride,appearedbeforeher,withaloadedsalverinhishandandapuzzledexpressiononhisface。
\"HasJosmashedallthebottlesbyaccident?\"hewhispered,\"oramImerelylaboringunderadelusionthatIsawsomelyingaboutloosethismorning?\"
\"No,yourgrandfatherkindlyofferedushisbest,andAuntMarchactuallysentsome,butFatherputawayalittleforBeth,anddispatchedtheresttotheSoldier’sHome。Youknowhethinksthatwineshouldbeusedonlyinillness,andMothersaysthatneithershenorherdaughterswilleverofferittoanyyoungmanunderherroof。\"
MegspokeseriouslyandexpectedtoseeLauriefrownorlaugh,buthedidneither,forafteraquicklookather,hesaid,inhisimpetuousway,\"Ilikethat!ForI’veseenenoughharmdonetowishotherwomenwouldthinkasyoudo。\"
\"Youarenotmadewisebyexperience,Ihope?\"AndtherewasananxiousaccentinMeg’svoice。
\"No。Igiveyoumywordforit。Don’tthinktoowellofme,either,thisisnotoneofmytemptations。Beingbroughtupwherewineisascommonaswaterandalmostasharmless,Idon’tcareforit,butwhenaprettygirloffersit,onedoesn’tliketorefuse,yousee。\"
\"Butyouwill,forthesakeofothers,ifnotforyourown。Come,Laurie,promise,andgivemeonemorereasontocallthisthehappiestdayofmylife。\"
Ademandsosuddenandsoseriousmadetheyoungmanhesitateamoment,forridiculeisoftenhardertobearthanself—denial。Megknewthatifhegavethepromisehewouldkeepitatallcosts,andfeelingherpower,useditasawomanmayforherfriend’sgood。Shedidnotspeak,butshelookedupathimwithafacemadeveryeloquentbyhappiness,andasmilewhichsaid,\"Noonecanrefusemeanythingtoday。\"
Lauriecertainlycouldnot,andwithanansweringsmile,hegaveherhishand,sayingheartily,\"Ipromise,Mrs。Brooke!\"
\"Ithankyou,very,verymuch。\"
\"AndIdrink`longlifetoyourresolution’,Teddy,\"criedJo,baptizinghimwithasplashoflemonade,asshewavedherglassandbeamedapprovinglyuponhim。
Sothetoastwasdrunk,thepledgemadeandloyallykeptinspiteofmanytemptations,forwithinstinctivewisdom,thegirlsseizedahappymomenttodotheirfriendaservice,forwhichhethankedthemallhislife。
Afterlunch,peoplestrolledabout,bytwosandthrees,throughthehouseandgarden,enjoyingthesunshinewithoutandwithin。MegandJohnhappenedtobestandingtogetherinthemiddleofthegrassplot,whenLauriewasseizedwithaninspirationwhichputthefinishingtouchtothisunfashionablewedding。
\"Allthemarriedpeopletakehandsanddanceroundthenew—madehusbandandwife,astheGermansdo,whilewebachelorsandspinsterspranceincouplesoutside!\"criedLaurie,promenadingdownthepathwithAmy,withsuchinfectiousspiritandskillthateveryoneelsefollowedtheirexamplewithoutamurmur。Mr。andMrs。March,AuntandUncleCarrolbeganit,othersrapidlyjoinedin,evenSallieMoffat,afteramoment’shesitation,threwhertrainoverherarmandwhiskedNedintothering。ButthecrowningjokewasMr。LaurenceandAuntMarch,forwhenthestatelyoldgentlemanchasséedsolemnlyuptotheoldlady,shejusttuckedhercaneunderarm,andhoppedbrisklyawaytojoinhandswiththerestanddanceaboutthebridalpair,whiletheyoungfolkspervadedthegardenlikebutterfliesonamidsummerday。
Wantofbreathbroughttheimpromptuballtoaclose,andthenpeoplebegantogo。
\"Iwishyouwell,mydear,Iheartilywishyouwell,butIthinkyou’llbesorryforit,\"saidAuntMarchtoMeg,addingtothebridegroom,asheledhertothecarriage,\"You’vegotatreasure,youngman,seethatyoudeserveit。\"
\"ThatistheprettiestweddingI’vebeentoforanage,Ned,andIdon’tseewhy,fortherewasn’tabitofstyleaboutit,\"observedMrs。Moffattoherhusband,astheydroveaway。
\"Laurie,mylad,ifyoueverwanttoindulgeinthissortofthing,getoneofthoselittlegirlstohelpyou,andIshallbeperfectlysatisfied,\"saidMr。Laurence,settlinghimselfinhiseasychairtorestaftertheexcitementofthemorning。
\"I’lldomybesttogratifyyou,Sir,\"wasLaurie’sunusuallydutifulreply,ashecarefullyunpinnedtheposyJohadputinhisbuttonhole。
Thelittlehousewasnotfaraway,andtheonlybridaljourneyMeghadwasthequietwalkwithJohnfromtheoldhometothenew。Whenshecamedown,lookinglikeaprettyQuakeressinherdove—coloredsuitandstrawbonnettiedwithwhite,theyallgatheredabouthertosaygoodby,astenderlyasifshehadbeengoingtomakethegrandtour。
\"Don’tfeelthatIamseparatedfromyou,Marmeedear,orthatIloveyouanythelessforlovingJohnsomuch,\"shesaid,clingingtohermother,withfulleyesforamoment。\"Ishallcomeeveryday,Father,andexpecttokeepmyoldplaceinallyourhearts,thoughIammarried。Bethisgoingtobewithmeagreatdeal,andtheothergirlswilldropinnowandthentolaughatmyhousekeepingstruggles。Thankyouallformyhappyweddingday。Goodby,goodby!\"
Theystoodwatchingher,withfacesfullofloveandhopeandtenderprideasshewalkedaway,leaningonherhusband’sarm,withherhandsfullofflowersandtheJunesunshinebrighteningherhappyface——andsoMeg’smarriedlifebegan。
GoodWives:Chapter20CHAPTER20SurprisesJowasaloneinthetwilight,lyingontheoldsofa,lookingatthefire,andthinking。Itwasherfavoritewayofspendingthehourofdusk。Noonedisturbedher,andsheusedtoliethereonBeth’slittleredpillow,planningstories,dreamingdreams,orthinkingtenderthoughtsofthesisterwhoneverseemedfaraway。Herfacelookedtired,grave,andrathersad,fortomorrowwasherbirthday,andshewasthinkinghowfasttheyearswentby,howoldshewasgetting,andhowlittlesheseemedtohaveaccomplished。Almosttwenty—five,andnothingtoshowforit。Jowasmistakeninthat。Therewasagooddealtoshow,andby—and—byshesaw,andwasgratefulforit。
\"Anoldmaid,that’swhatI’mtobe。Aliteraryspinster,withapenforaspouse,afamilyofstoriesforchildren,andtwentyyearshenceamorseloffame,perhaps,when,likepoorJohnson,I’moldandcan’tenjoyit,solitary,andcan’tshareit,independent,anddon’tneedit。Well,Ineedn’tbeasoursaintnoraselfishsinner,and,Idaresay,oldmaidsareverycomfortablewhentheygetusedtoit,but……\"AndthereJosighed,asiftheprospectwasnotinviting。
Itseldomis,atfirst,andthirtyseemstheendofallthingstofive—and—twenty。Butit’snotasbadasitlooks,andonecangetonquitehappilyifonehassomethinginone’sselftofallbackupon。Attwenty—five,girlsbegintotalkaboutbeingoldmaids,butsecretlyresolvethattheyneverwillbe。Atthirtytheysaynothingaboutit,butquietlyacceptthefact,andifsensible,consolethemselvesbyrememberingthattheyhavetwentymoreuseful,happyyears,inwhichtheymaybelearningtogrowoldgracefully。Don’tlaughatthespinsters,deargirls,foroftenverytender,tragicromancesarehiddenawayintheheartsthatbeatsoquietlyunderthesobergowns,andmanysilentsacrificesofyouth,health,ambition,loveitself,makethefadedfacesbeautifulinGod’ssight。Eventhesad,soursistersshouldbekindlydealtwith,becausetheyhavemissedthesweetestpartoflife,iffornootherreason。Andlookingatthemwithcompassion,notcontempt,girlsintheirbloomshouldrememberthattheytoomaymisstheblossomtime。Thatrosycheeksdon’tlastforever,thatsilverthreadswillcomeinthebonniebrownhair,andthat,by—and—by,kindnessandrespectwillbeassweetasloveandadmirationnow。
Gentlemen,whichmeansboys,becourteoustotheoldmaids,nomatterhowpoorandplainandprim,fortheonlychivalryworthhavingisthatwhichisthereadiesttopaydeferencetotheold,protectthefeeble,andservewomankind,regardlessofrank,age,orcolor。Justrecollectthegoodauntswhohavenotonlylecturedandfussed,butnursedandpetted,toooftenwithoutthanks,thescrapestheyhavehelpedyououtof,thetipstheyhavegivenyoufromtheirsmallstore,thestitchesthepatientoldfingershavesetforyou,thestepsthewillingoldfeethavetaken,andgratefullypaythedearoldladiesthelittleattentionsthatwomenlovetoreceiveaslongastheylive。Thebright—eyedgirlsarequicktoseesuchtraits,andwilllikeyouallthebetterforthem,andifdeath,almosttheonlypowerthatcanpartmotherandson,shouldrobyouofyours,youwillbesuretofindatenderwelcomeandmaternalcherishingfromsomeAuntPriscilla,whohaskeptthewarmestcornerofherlonelyoldheartfor`thebestnevvyintheworld’。
Jomusthavefallenasleep(asIdaresaymyreaderhasduringthislittlehomily),forsuddenlyLaurie’sghostseemedtostandbeforeher,asubstantial,lifelikeghost,leaningoverherwiththeverylookheusedtowearwhenhefeltagooddealanddidn’tliketoshowit。But,likeJennyintheballad……Shecouldnotthinkithe,andlaystaringupathiminstartledsilence,tillhestoopedandkissedher。Thensheknewhim,andflewup,cryingjoyfully……
\"OhmyTeddy!OhmyTeddy!\"
\"DearJo,youaregladtoseeme,then?\"
\"Glad!Myblessedboy,wordscan’texpressmygladness。Where’sAmy?\"\"YourmotherhasgotherdownatMeg’s。Westoppedtherebytheway,andtherewasnogettingmywifeoutoftheirclutches。\"
\"Yourwhat?\"criedJo,forLaurieutteredthosetwowordswithanunconsciousprideandsatisfactionwhichbetrayedhim。
\"Oh,thedickens!NowI’vedoneit。\"AndhelookedsoguiltythatJowasdownonhimlikeaflash。
\"You’vegoneandgotmarried!\"
\"Yes,please,butIneverwillagain。\"Andhewentdownuponhisknees,withapenitentclaspingofhands,andafacefullofmischief,mirth,andtriumph。
\"Actuallymarried?\"
\"Verymuchso,thankyou。\"
\"Mercyonus。Whatdreadfulthingwillyoudonext?\"AndJofellintoherseatwithagasp。
\"Acharacteristic,butnotexactlycomplimentary,congratulation,\"returnedLaurie,stillinanabjectattitude,butbeamingwithsatisfaction。
\"Whatcanyouexpect,whenyoutakeone’sbreathaway,creepinginlikeaburglar,andlettingcatsoutofbagslikethat?Getup,youridiculousboy,andtellmeallaboutit。\"
\"Notaword,unlessyouletmecomeinmyoldplace,andpromisenottobarricade。\"
Jolaughedatthatasshehadnotdoneformanyalongday,andpattedthesofainvitingly,asshesaidinacordialtone,\"Theoldpillowisupgarret,andwedon’tneeditnow。So,comeand’fess,Teddy。\"
\"Howgooditsoundstohearyousay`Teddy’!Nooneevercallsmethatbutyou。\"AndLauriesatdownwithanairofgreatcontent。
\"WhatdoesAmycallyou?\"
\"Mylord。\"
\"That’slikeher。Well,youlookit。\"AndJo’seyeplainlybetrayedthatshefoundherboycomelierthanever。
Thepillowwasgone,buttherewasabarricade,nevertheless,anaturalone,raisedbytimeabsence,andchangeofheart。Bothfeltit,andforaminutelookedatoneanotherasifthatinvisiblebarriercastalittleshadowoverthem。Itwasgonedirectlyhowever,forLauriesaid,withavainattemptatdignity……
\"Don’tIlooklikeamarriedmanandtheheadofafamily?\"\"Notabit,andyouneverwill。You’vegrownbiggerandbonnier,butyouarethesamescapegraceasever。\"
\"Nowreally,Jo,yououghttotreatmewithmorerespect,\"beganLaurie,whoenjoyeditallimmensely。
\"HowcanI,whenthemereideaofyou,marriedandsettled,issoirresistiblyfunnythatIcan’tkeepsober!\"answeredJo,smilingalloverherface,soinfectiouslythattheyhadanotherlaugh,andthensettleddownforagoodtalk,quiteinthepleasantoldfashion。
\"It’snouseyourgoingoutinthecoldtogetAmy,fortheyareallcominguppresently。Icouldn’twait。Iwantedtobetheonetotellyouthegrandsurprise,andhave`firstskim’asweusedtosaywhenwesquabbledaboutthecream。\"
\"Ofcourseyoudid,andspoiledyourstorybybeginningatthewrongend。Now,startright,andtellmehowitallhappened。I’mpiningtoknow。\"
\"Well,IdidittopleaseAmy,\"beganLaurie,withatwinklethatmadeJoexclaim……
\"Fibnumberone。Amydidittopleaseyou。Goon,andtellthetruth,ifyoucan,sir。\"
\"Nowshe’sbeginningtomarmit。Isn’titjollytohearher?\"saidLaurietothefire,andthefireglowedandsparkledasifitquiteagreed。\"It’sallthesame,youknow,sheandIbeingone。WeplannedtocomehomewiththeCarrols,amonthormoreago,buttheysuddenlychangedtheirminds,anddecidedtopassanotherwinterinParis。ButGrandpawantedtocomehome。Hewenttopleaseme,andIcouldn’tlethimgoalong,neithercouldIleaveAmy,andMrs。CarrolhadgotEnglishnotionsaboutchaperonsandsuchnonsense,andwouldn’tletAmycomewithus。SoIjustsettledthedifficultybysaying,`Let’sbemarried,andthenwecandoaswelike’。\"
\"Ofcourseyoudid。Youalwayshavethingstosuityou。\"
\"Notalways。\"AndsomethinginLaurie’svoicemadeJosayhastily……
\"HowdidyouevergetAunttoagree?\"
\"Itwashardwork,butbetweenus,wetalkedherover,forwehadheapsofgoodreasonsonourside。Therewasn’ttimetowriteandaskleave,butyoualllikedit,hadconsentedtoitby—and—by,anditwasonly`takingtimebythefetlock’,asmywifesays。\"
\"Aren’tweproudofthosetwoword,anddon’tweliketosaythem?\"interruptedJo,addressingthefireinherturn,andwatchingwithdelightthehappylightitseemedtokindleintheeyesthathadbeensotragicallygloomywhenshesawthemlast。\"Atrifle,perhaps,she’ssuchacaptivatinglittlewomanIcan’thelpbeingproudofher。Well,thenUncleandAuntweretheretoplaypropriety。Weweresoabsorbedinoneanotherwewereofnomortaluseapart,andthatcharmingarrangementwouldmakeeverythingeasyallround,sowedidit。\"
\"When,where,how?\"askedJo,inafeveroffeminineinterestandcuriosity,forshecouldnotrealizeitaparticle。
\"Sixweeksago,attheAmericanconsul’s,inParis,averyquietweddingofcourse,foreveninourhappinesswedidn’tforgetdearlittleBeth。\"
Joputherhandinhisashesaidthat,andLauriegentlysmoothedthelittleredpillow,whichherememberedwell。
\"Whydidn’tyouletusknowafterward?\"askedJo,inaquietertone,whentheyhadsatquitestillaminute。
\"Wewantedtosurpriseyou。Wethoughtwewerecomingdirectlyhome,atfirst,butthedearoldgentleman,assoonasweweremarried,foundhecouldn’tbereadyunderamonth,atleast,andsentusofftospendourhoneymoonwhereverweliked。AmyhadoncecalledValrosaaregularhoneymoonhome,sowewentthere,andwereashappyaspeoplearebutonceintheirlives。Myfaith!Wasn’titloveamongtheroses!\"
LaurieseemedtoforgetJoforaminute,andJowasgladofit,forthefactthathetoldherthesethingssofreelyandsonaturallyassuredherthathehadquiteforgivenandforgotten。Shetriedtodrawawayherhand,butasifheguessedthethoughtthatpromptedthehalf—involuntaryimpulse,Lauriehelditfast,andsaid,withamanlygravityshehadneverseeninhimbefore……
\"Jo,dear,Iwanttosayonething,andthenwe’llputitbyforever。AsItoldyouinmyletterwhenIwrotethatAmyhadbeensokindtome,Inevershallstoplovingyou,buttheloveisaltered,andIhavelearnedtoseethatitisbetterasitis。Amyandyouchangedplacesinmyheart,that’sall。Ithinkitwasmeanttobeso,andwouldhavecomeaboutnaturally,ifIhadwaited,asyoutriedtomakeme,butInevercouldbepatient,andsoIgotaheartache。Iwasaboythen,headstrongandviolent,andittookahardlessontoshowmemymistake。Foritwasone,Jo,asyousaid,andIfounditout,aftermakingafoolofmyself。Uponmyword,Iwassotumbledupinmymind,atonetime,thatIdidn’tknowwhichIlovedbest,youorAmy,andtriedtoloveyoubothalike。ButIcouldn’t,andwhenIsawherinSwitzerland,everythingseemedtoclearupallatonce。Youbothgotintoyourrightplaces,andIfeltsurethatitwaswelloffwiththeoldlovebeforeitwasonwiththenew,thatIcouldhonestlysharemyheartbetweensisterJoandwifeAmy,andlovethemdearly。Willyoubelieveit,andgobacktothehappyoldtimeswhenwefirstknewoneanother?\"
\"I’llbelieveit,withallmyheart,but,Teddy,wenevercanbeboyandgirlagain。Thehappyoldtimescan’tcomeback,andwemustn’texpectit。Wearemanandwomannow,withsoberworktodo,forplaytimeisover,andwemustgiveupfrolicking。I’msureyoufeelthis。Iseethechangeinyou,andyou’llfinditinme。Ishallmissmyboy,butIshalllovethemanasmuch,andadmirehimmore,becausehemeanstobewhatIhopedhewould。Wecan’tbelittleplaymatesanylonger,butwewillbebrotherandsister,toloveandhelponeanotherallourlives,won’twe,Laurie?\"
Hedidnotsayaword,buttookthehandsheofferedhim,andlaidhisfacedownonitforaminute,feelingthatoutofthegraveofaboyishpassion,therehadrisenabeautiful,strongfriendshiptoblessthemboth。PresentlyJosaidcheerfully,forshedidn’tthecominghometobeasadone,\"Ican’tmakeittruethatyouchildrenarereallymarriedandgoingtosetuphousekeeping。Why,itseemsonlyyesterdaythatIwasbuttoningAmy’spinafore,andpullingyourhairwhenyouteased。Mercyme,howtimedoesfly!\"
\"Asoneofthechildrenisolderthanyourself,youneedn’ttalksolikeagrandma。IflattermyselfI’ma`gentlemangrowed’asPeggottysaidofDavid,andwhenyouseeAmy,you’llfindherratheraprecociousinfant,\"saidLaurie,lookingamusedathermaternalair。
\"Youmaybealittleolderinyears,butI’meversomucholderinfeeling,Teddy。Womenalwaysare,andthislastyearhasbeensuchahardonethatIfeelforty。\"
\"PoorJo!Weleftyoutobearitalone,whilewewentpleasuring。Youareolder。Here’saline,andthere’sanother。Unlessyousmile,youreyeslooksad,andwhenItouchedthecushion,justnow,Ifoundatearonit。You’vehadagreatdealtobear,andhadtobearitallalone。WhataselfishbeastI’vebeen!\"AndLauriepulledhisownhair,witharemorsefullook。
ButJoonlyturnedoverthetraitorouspillow,andanswered,inatonewhichshetriedtomakemorecheerful,\"No,IhadFatherandMothertohelpme,andthedearbabiestocomfortme,andthethoughtthatyouandAmyweresafeandhappy,tomakethetroubleshereeasiertobear。Iamlonely,sometimes,butIdaresayit’sgoodforme,and……\"
\"Younevershallbeagain,\"brokeinLaurie,puttinghisarmabouther,asiftofenceouteveryhumanill。\"AmyandIcan’tgetonwithoutyou,soyoumustcomeandteach`thechildren’tokeephouse,andgohalvesineverything,justasweusedtodo,andletuspetyou,andallbeblissfullyhappyandfriendlytogether。\"
\"IfIshouldn’tbeintheway,itwouldbeverypleasant。Ibegintofeelquiteyoungalready,forsomehowallmytroublesseemedtoflyawaywhenyoucame。Youalwayswereacomfort,Teddy。\"AndJoleanedherheadonhisshoulder,justasshedidyearsago,whenBethlayillandLaurietoldhertoholdontohim。
Helookeddownather,wonderingifsherememberedthetime,butJowassmilingtoherself,asifintruthhertroubleshadallvanishedathiscoming。
\"YouarethesameJostill,droppingtearsaboutoneminute,andlaughingthenext。Youlookalittlewickednow。Whatisit,Grandma?\"
\"IwaswonderinghowyouandAmygetontogether。\"
\"Likeangels!\"
\"Yes,ofcourse,butwhichrules?\"
\"Idon’tmindtellingyouthatshedoesnow,atleastIletherthinkso,itpleasesher,youknow。By—and—byweshalltaketurns,formarriage,theysay,halvesone’srightsanddoublesone’sduties。\"
\"You’llgoonasyoubegin,andAmywillruleyouallthedaysofyourlife。\"
\"Well,shedoesitsoimperceptiblythatIdon’tthinkIshallmindmuch。Sheisthesortofwomanwhoknowshowtorulewell。Infact,Iratherlikeit,forshewindsoneroundherfingerassoftlyandprettilyasaskeinofsilk,andmakesyoufeelasifshewasdoingyouafavorallthewhile。\"
\"ThateverIshouldlivetoseeyouahenpeckedhusbandandenjoyingit!\"criedJo,withupliftedhands。