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  Abreezesighedinthehigherboughs;theskyseenthroughtheirgreenwasveryblueandverywhiteincloud——thoseheavywhitecloudsalmostalwayspresentinriverlandscape。Bees,shelteringoutofthewind,hummedsoftly,andoverthelushgrassfellthethickshadefromthosefruit—treesplantedbyherfatherfive—and—twenty,yearsago。Birdswerealmostsilent,thecuckooshadceasedtosing,butwood—pigeonswerecooing。Thebreathanddroneandcooingofhighsummerwerenotforlongasedativetoherexcitednerves。Crouchedoverherkneesshebegantoscheme。Herfathermustbemadetobackherup。Whyshouldhemindsolongasshewashappy?Shehadnotlivedfornearlynineteenyearswithoutknowingthatherfuturewasallhereallycaredabout。Shehad,then,onlytoconvincehimthatherfuturecouldnotbehappywithoutJon。Hethoughtitamadfancy。Howfoolishtheoldwere,thinkingtheycouldtellwhattheyoungfelt!Hadnotheconfessedthathe——whenyoung——hadlovedwithagrandpassion?Heoughttounderstand!’Hepilesuphismoneyforme,’shethought;’butwhat’stheuse,ifI’mnotgoingtobehappy?’

  Money,andallitbought,didnotbringhappiness。Loveonlybroughtthat。Theox—eyeddaisiesinthisorchard,whichgaveitsuchamoonylooksometimes,grewwildandhappy,andhadtheirhour。’Theyoughtn’ttohavecalledmeFleur,’shemused,’iftheydidn’tmeanmetohavemyhour,andbehappywhileitlasts。’Nothingrealstoodintheway,likepoverty,ordisease——sentimentonly,aghostfromtheunhappypast!Jonwasright。Theywouldn’tletyoulive,theseoldpeople!Theymademistakes,committedcrimes,andwantedtheirchildrentogoonpaying!Thebreezediedaway;midgesbegantobite。Shegotup,pluckedapieceofhoneysuckle,andwentin。

  Itwashotthatnight。Bothsheandhermotherhadputonthin,palelowfrocks。Thedinnerflowerswerepale。Fleurwasstruckwiththepalelookofeverything;herfather’sface,hermother’sshoulders;

  thepalepanelledwalls,thepalegreyvelvetycarpet,thelamp—

  shade,eventhesoupwaspale。Therewasnotonespotofcolourintheroom,notevenwineinthepaleglasses,fornoonedrankit。

  Whatwasnotpalewasblack——herfather’sclothes,thebutler’sclothes,herretrieverstretchedoutexhaustedinthewindow,thecurtainsblackwithacreampattern。Amothcamein,andthatwaspale。Andsilentwasthathalf—mourningdinnerintheheat。

  Herfathercalledherbackasshewasfollowinghermotherout。

  Shesatdownbesidehimatthetable,and,unpinningthepalehoneysuckle,putittohernose。

  \"I’vebeenthinking,\"hesaid。

  \"Yes,dear?\"

  \"It’sextremelypainfulformetotalk,butthere’snohelpforit。

  Idon’tknowifyouunderstandhowmuchyouaretomeI’veneverspokenofit,Ididn’tthinkitnecessary;but——butyou’reeverything。Yourmother——\"hepaused,staringathisfinger—bowlofVenetianglass。

  \"Yes?\"’

  \"I’veonlyyoutolookto。I’veneverhad——neverwantedanythingelse,sinceyouwereborn。\"

  \"Iknow,\"Fleurmurmured。

  Soamesmoistenedhislips。

  \"YoumaythinkthisamatterIcansmoothoverandarrangeforyou。

  You’remistaken。I’mhelpless。\"

  Fleurdidnotspeak。

  \"Quiteapartfrommyownfeelings,\"wentonSoameswithmoreresolution,\"thosetwoarenotamenabletoanythingIcansay。They—

  —theyhateme,aspeoplealwayshatethosewhomtheyhaveinjured。\"

  \"Buthe——Jon——\"

  \"He’stheirfleshandblood,heronlychild。Probablyhemeanstoherwhatyoumeantome。It’sadeadlock。\"

  \"No,\"criedFleur,\"no,Father!\"

  Soamesleanedback,theimageofpalepatience,asifresolvedonthebetrayalofnoemotion。

  \"Listen!\"hesaid。\"You’reputtingthefeelingsoftwomonths——twomonths——againstthefeelingsofthirty—fiveyears!Whatchancedoyouthinkyouhave?Twomonths——yourveryfirstloveaffair,amatterofhalfadozenmeetings,afewwalksandtalks,afewkisses—

  —against,againstwhatyoucan’timagine,whatnoonecouldwhohasn’tbeenthroughit。Come,bereasonable,Fleur!It’smidsummermadness!\"

  Fleurtorethehoneysuckleintolittle,slowbits。

  \"Themadnessisinlettingthepastspoilitall。

  Whatdowecareaboutthepast?It’sourlives,notyours。\"

  Soamesraisedhishandtohisforehead,wheresuddenlyshesawmoistureshining。

  \"Whosechildareyou?\"hesaid。\"Whosechildishe?Thepresentislinkedwiththepast,thefuturewithboth。There’snogettingawayfromthat。\"

  Shehadneverheardphilosophypassthoselipsbefore。Impressedeveninheragitation,sheleanedherelbowsonthetable,herchinonherhands。

  \"But,Father,consideritpractically。Wewanteachother。There’seversomuchmoney,andnothingwhateverinthewaybutsentiment。

  Let’sburythepast,Father。\"

  Hisanswerwasasigh。

  \"Besides,\"saidFleurgently,\"youcan’tpreventus。\"

  \"Idon’tsuppose,\"saidSoames,\"thatiflefttomyselfIshouldtrytopreventyou;Imustputupwiththings,Iknow,tokeepyouraffection。Butit’snotIwhocontrolthismatter。That’swhatI

  wantyoutorealisebeforeit’stoolate。Ifyougoonthinkingyoucangetyourwayandencouragethisfeeling,theblowwillbemuchheavierwhenyoufindyoucan’t。\"

  \"Oh!\"criedFleur,\"helpme,Father;youcanhelpme,youknow。\"

  Soamesmadeastartledmovementofnegation。\"I?\"hesaidbitterly。

  \"Help?Iamtheimpediment——thejustcauseandimpediment——isn’tthatthejargon?Youhavemybloodinyourveins。\"

  Herose。

  \"Well,thefat’sinthefire。Ifyoupersistinyourwilfulnessyou’llhaveyourselftoblame。Come!Don’tbefoolish,mychild——myonlychild!\"

  Fleurlaidherforeheadagainsthisshoulder。

  Allwasinsuchturmoilwithinher。Butnogoodtoshowit!Nogoodatall!Shebrokeawayfromhim,andwentoutintothetwilight,distraught,butunconvinced。Allwasindeterminateandvaguewithinher,liketheshapesandshadowsinthegarden,except——herwilltohave。Apoplarpiercedupintothedark—blueskyandtouchedawhitestarthere。Thedewwettedhershoes,andchilledherbareshoulders。Shewentdowntotheriverbank,andstoodgazingatamoonstreakonthedarkeningwater。Suddenlyshesmelledtobaccosmoke,andawhitefigureemergedasifcreatedbythemoon。ItwasyoungMontinflannels,standinginhisboat。Sheheardthetinyhissofhiscigaretteextinguishedinthewater。

  \"Fleur,\"camehisvoice,\"don’tbehardonapoordevil!I’vebeenwaitinghours。\"

  \"Forwhat?\"

  \"Comeinmyboat!\"

  \"NotI。\"

  \"Whynot?\"

  \"I’mnotawater—nymph。\"

  \"Haven’tyouanyromanceinyou?Don’tbemodern,Fleur!\"

  Heappearedonthepathwithinayardofher。

  \"Goaway!\"

  \"Fleur,Iloveyou。Fleur!\"

  Fleurutteredashortlaugh。

  \"Comeagain,\"shesaid,\"whenIhaven’tgotmywish。\"

  \"Whatisyourwish?\"

  \"Askanother。\"

  \"Fleur,\"saidMont,andhisvoicesoundedstrange,\"don’tmockme!

  Evenvivisecteddogsareworthdecenttreatmentbeforethey’recutupforgood。\"

  Fleurshookherhead;butherlipsweretrembling。

  \"Well,youshouldn’tmakemejump。Givemeacigarette。\"

  Montgaveherone,lightedit,andanotherforhimself。

  \"Idon’twanttotalkrot,\"hesaid,\"butpleaseimaginealltherotthatalltheloversthateverwerehavetalked,andallmyspecialrotthrownin。\"

  \"Thankyou,Ihaveimaginedit。Good—night!\"Theystoodforamomentfacingeachotherintheshadowofanacacia—treewithverymoonlitblossoms,andthesmokefromtheircigarettesmingledintheairbetweenthem。

  \"Alsoran:’MichaelMont’?\"hesaid。Fleurturnedabruptlytowardthehouse。Onthelawnshestoppedtolookback。MichaelMontwaswhirlinghisarmsabovehim;shecouldseethemdashingathishead;

  thenwavingatthemoonlitblossomsoftheacacia。Hisvoicejustreachedher。\"Jolly—jolly!\"Fleurshookherself。Shecouldn’thelphim,shehadtoomuchtroubleofherown!Ontheverandahshestoppedverysuddenlyagain。Hermotherwassittinginthedrawing—

  roomatherwritingbureau,quitealone。Therewasnothingremarkableintheexpressionofherfaceexceptitsutterimmobility。

  Butshelookeddesolate!Fleurwentupstairs。Atthedoorofherroomshepaused。Shecouldhearherfatherwalkingupanddown,upanddownthepicture—gallery。

  ’Yes,’shethought,jolly!Oh,Jon!’

  X

  DECISION

  WhenFleurlefthimJonstaredattheAustrian。Shewasathinwomanwithadarkfaceandtheconcernedexpressionofonewhohaswatchedeverylittlegoodthatlifeoncehadslipfromher,onebyone。

  \"Notea?\"shesaid。

  Susceptibletothedisappointmentinhervoice,Jonmurmured:

  \"No,really;thanks。\"

  \"Alilcup——itready。Alilcupandcigarette。\"

  Fleurwasgone!Hoursofremorseandindecisionlaybeforehim!Andwithaheavysenseofdisproportionhesmiled,andsaid:

  \"Well——thankyou!\"

  Shebroughtinalittlepotofteawithtwolittlecups,andasilverboxofcigarettesonalittletray。

  \"Sugar?MissForsytehasmuchsugar——shebuymysugar,myfriend’ssugaralso。MissForsyteisavereekindlady。Iamhappytoserveher。Youherbrother?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidJon,beginningtopuffthesecondcigaretteofhislife。

  \"Veryyoungbrother,\"saidtheAustrian,withalittleanxioussmile,whichremindedhimofthewagofadog’stail。

  \"MayIgiveyousome?\"hesaid。\"Andwon’tyousitdown,please?\"

  TheAustrianshookherhead。

  \"Yourfatheraveryniceoldman——themostniceoldmanIeversee。

  MissForsytetellmeallabouthim。Ishebetter?\"

  HerwordsfellonJonlikeareproach。\"OhYes,Ithinkhe’sallright。\"

  \"Iliketoseehimagain,\"saidtheAustrian,puttingahandonherheart;\"hehavevereekindheart。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidJon。Andagainherwordsseemedtohimareproach。

  \"Henevergivenotroubletonoone,andsmilesogentle。\"

  \"Yes,doesn’the?\"

  \"HelookatMissForsytesofunnysometimes。Itellhimallmystory;hesosympatisch。Yourmother——sheniceandwell?\"

  \"Yes,very。\"

  \"Hehaveherphotographonhisdressing—table。Vereebeautiful\"

  Jongulpeddownhistea。Thiswoman,withherconcernedfaceandherremindingwords,waslikethefirstandsecondmurderers。

  \"Thankyou,\"hesaid;\"Imustgonow。May——mayIleavethiswithyou?\"

  Heputaten—shillingnoteonthetraywithadoubtinghandandgainedthedoor。HeheardtheAustriangasp,andhurriedout。Hehadjusttimetocatchhistrain,andallthewaytoVictorialookedateveryfacethatpassed,asloverswill,hopingagainsthope。OnreachingWorthingheputhisluggageintothelocaltrain,andsetoutacrosstheDownsforWansdon,tryingtowalkoffhisachingirresolution。Solongashewentfullbat,hecouldenjoythebeautyofthosegreenslopes,stoppingnowandagaintosprawlonthegrass,admiretheperfectionofawildroseorlistentoalark’ssong。Butthewarofmotiveswithinhimwasbutpostponed——thelongingforFleur,andthehatredofdeception。Hecametotheoldchalk—pitaboveWansdonwithhismindnomoremadeupthanwhenhestarted。ToseebothsidesofaquestionvigorouslywasatonceJon’sstrengthandweakness。Hetrampedin,justasthefirstdinner—bellrang。

  Histhingshadalreadybeenbroughtup。HehadahurriedbathandcamedowntofindHollyalone——ValhadgonetoTownandwouldnotbebacktillthelasttrain。

  SinceVal’sadvicetohimtoaskhissisterwhatwasthematterbetweenthetwofamilies,somuchhadhappened——Fleur’sdisclosureintheGreenPark,hervisittoRobinHill,to—day’smeeting——thatthereseemednothingtoask。HetalkedofSpain,hissunstroke,Val’shorses,theirfather’shealth。Hollystartledhimbysayingthatshethoughttheirfathernotatallwell。ShehadbeentwicetoRobinHillfortheweek—end。Hehadseemedfearfullylanguid,sometimeseveninpain,buthadalwaysrefusedtotalkabouthimself。

  \"He’sawfullydearandunselfish——don’tyouthink,Jon?\"

  Feelingfarfromdearandunselfishhimself,Jonanswered:\"Rather!\"

  \"Ithink,he’sbeenasimplyperfectfather,solongasIcanremember。\"

  \"Yes,\"answeredJon,verysubdued。

  \"He’sneverinterfered,andhe’salwaysseemedtounderstand。I

  shallneverforgethislettingmegotoSouthAfricaintheBoerWarwhenIwasinlovewithVal。\"

  \"ThatwasbeforehemarriedMother,wasn’tit?\"saidJonsuddenly。

  \"Yes。Why?\"

  \"Oh!nothing。Only,wasn’tsheengagedtoFleur’sfatherfirst?\"

  Hollyputdownthespoonshewasusing,andraisedhereyes。Herstarewascircumspect。Whatdidtheboyknow?Enoughtomakeitbettertotellhim?Shecouldnotdecide。Helookedstrainedandworried,altogetherolder,butthatmightbethesunstroke。

  \"Therewassomething,\"shesaid。\"Ofcoursewewereoutthere,andgotnonewsofanything。\"Shecouldnottaketherisk。

  Itwasnothersecret。Besides,shewasinthedarkabouthisfeelingsnow。BeforeSpainshehadmadesurehewasinlove;butboyswereboys;thatwassevenweeksago,andallSpainbetween。

  Shesawthatheknewshewasputtinghimoff,andadded:

  \"HaveyouheardanythingofFleur?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Hisfacetoldher,then,morethanthemostelaborateexplanations。

  Sohehadnotforgotten!

  Shesaidveryquietly:\"Fleurisawfullyattractive,Jon,butyouknow——ValandIdon’treallylikeherverymuch。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Wethinkshe’sgotrathera’having’nature。\"

  \"’Having’?Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。She——she——\"hepushedhisdessertplateaway,gotup,andwenttothewindow。

  Holly,too,gotup,andputherarmroundhiswaist。

  \"Don’tbeangry,Jondear。Wecan’tallseepeopleinthesamelight,canwe?Youknow,Ibelieveeachofusonlyhasaboutoneortwopeoplewhocanseethebestthat’sinus,andbringitout。ForyouIthinkit’syourmother。Ioncesawherlookingataletterofyours;itwaswonderfultoseeherface。Ithinkshe’sthemostbeautifulwomanIeversaw——Agedoesn’tseemtotouchher。\"

  Jon’sfacesoftened;thenagainbecametense。Everybody——everybodywasagainsthimandFleur!Itallstrengthenedtheappealofherwords:\"Makesureofme——marryme,Jon!\"

  Here,wherehehadpassedthatwonderfulweekwithher——thetugofherenchantment,theacheinhisheartincreasedwitheveryminutethatshewasnottheretomaketheroom,thegarden,theveryairmagical。Wouldheeverbeabletolivedownhere,notseeingher?

  Andhecloseduputterly,goingearlytobed。Itwouldnotmakehimhealthy,wealthy,andwise,butitclosetedhimwithmemoryofFleurinherfancyfrock。HeheardVal’sarrival——theForddischargingcargo,thenthestillnessofthesummernightstoleback——withonlythebleatingofverydistantsheep,andanight—Jar’sharshpurring。

  Heleanedfarout。Coldmoon——warmair——theDownslikesilver!

  Smallwings,astreambubbling,theramblerroses!God——howemptyallofitwithouther!IntheBibleitwaswritten:Thoushaltleavefatherandmotherandcleaveto——Fleur!

  Lethimhavepluck,andgoandtellthem!Theycouldn’tstophimmarryingher——theywouldn’twanttostophimwhentheyknewhowhefelt。Yes!Hewouldgo!Boldandopen——Fleurwaswrong!

  Thenight—jarceased,thesheepweresilent;theonlysoundinthedarknesswasthebubblingofthestream。AndJoninhisbedslept,freedfromtheworstoflife’sevils——indecision。

  XI

  TIMOTHYPROPHESIES

  OnthedayofthecancelledmeetingattheNationalGallerybeganthesecondanniversaryoftheresurrectionofEngland’sprideandglory——

  or,moreshortly,thetophat。\"Lord’s\"——thatfestivalwhichtheWarhaddrivenfromthefield——raiseditslightanddarkblueflagsforthesecondtime,displayingalmosteveryfeatureofagloriouspast。Here,intheluncheoninterval,wereallspeciesoffemaleandonespeciesofmalehat,protectingthemultipletypesoffaceassociatedwith\"theclasses。\"TheobservingForsytemightdiscerninthefreeorunconsideredseatsacertainnumberofthesquash—

  hatted,buttheyhardlyventuredonthegrass;theoldschool——orschools——couldstillrejoicethattheproletariatwasnotyetpayingthenecessaryhalf—crown。Herewasstillacloseborough,theonlyoneleftonalargescale——forthepaperswereabouttoestimatetheattendanceattenthousand。Andthetenthousand,allanimatedbyonehope,wereaskingeachotheronequestion:\"Whereareyoulunching?\"Somethingwonderfullyupliftingandreassuringinthatqueryandthesightofsomanypeoplelikethemselvesvoicingit!

  WhatreservepowerintheBritishrealm——enoughpigeons,lobsters,lamb,salmonmayonnaise,strawberries,andbottlesofchampagnetofeedthelot!Nomiracleinprospect——nocaseofsevenloavesandafewfishes——faithrestedonsurerfoundations。Sixthousandtophats,fourthousandparasolswouldbedoffedandfurled,tenthousandmouthsallspeakingthesameEnglishwouldbefilled。Therewaslifeintheolddogyet!Tradition!AndagainTradition!Howstrongandhowelastic!Warsmightrage,taxationprey,TradesUnionstaketoll,andEuropeperishofstarvation;butthetenthousandwouldbefed;and,withintheirringfence,strollupongreenturf,weartheirtophats,andmeet——themselves。Theheartwassound,thepulsestillregular。E—ton!E—ton!Har—r—o—o—o—w!

  AmongthemanyForsytes,presentonahunting—groundtheirs,bypersonalprescriptiveright,orproxy,wasSoameswithhiswifeanddaughter。Hehadnotbeenateitherschool,hetooknointerestincricket,buthewantedFleurtoshowherfrock,andhewantedtowearhistophatparadeitagaininpeaceandplentyamonghispeers。HewalkedsedatelywithFleurbetweenhimandAnnette。Nowomenequalledthem,sofarashecouldsee。Theycouldwalk,andholdthemselvesup;therewassubstanceintheirgoodlooks;themodernwomanhadnobuild,nochest,noanything!HerememberedsuddenlywithwhatintoxicationofpridehehadwalkedroundwithIreneinthefirstyearsofhisfirstmarriage。Andhowtheyusedtolunchonthedragwhichhismotherwouldmakehisfatherhave,becauseitwasso\"chic\"——alldragsandcarriagesinthosedays,nottheselumberinggreatStands!AndhowconsistentlyMontagueDartiehaddrunktoomuch。Hesupposedthatpeopledranktoomuchstill,buttherewasnotthescopeforitthereusedtobe。HerememberedGeorgeForsyte—

  —whosebrothersRogerandEustacehadbeenatHarrowandEton——

  toweringuponthetopofthedragwavingalight—blueflagwithonehandandadark—blueflagwiththeother,andshouting\"Etroow—

  Harrton!\"Justwheneverybodywassilent,likethebuffoonhehadalwaysbeen;andEustacegotuptotheninesbelow,toodandifiedtowearanycolourortakeanynotice。H’m!Olddays,andIreneingreysilkshotwithpalestgreen。Helooked,sideways,atFleur’sface。Rathercolourless—nolight,noeagerness!Thatloveaffairwaspreyingonher——abadbusiness!Helookedbeyond,athiswife’sface,rathermoretouchedupthanusual,alittledisdainful——notthatshehadanybusinesstodisdain,sofarashecouldsee。ShewastakingProfond’sdefectionwithcuriousquietude;orwashis\"small\"voyagejustablind?Ifso,heshouldrefusetoseeit!

  Havingpromenadedroundthepitchandinfrontofthepavilion,theysoughtWinifred’stableintheBedouinClubtent。ThisClub——anew\"cockandhen\"——hadbeenfoundedintheinterestsoftravel,andofagentlemanwithanoldScottishname,whosefatherhadsomewhatstrangelybeencalledLevi。Winifredhadjoined,notbecauseshehadtravelled,butbecauseinstincttoldherthataClubwithsuchanameandsuchafounderwasboundtogofar;ifonedidn’tjoinatonceonemightneverhavethechance。Itstent,withatextfromtheKoranonanorangeground,andasmallgreencamelembroideredovertheentrance,wasthemoststrikingontheground。OutsideittheyfoundJackCardiganinadarkbluetie(hehadonceplayedforHarrow),battingwithaMalaccacanetoshowhowthatfellowoughttohavehitthatball。Hepilotedthemin。AssembledinWinifred’scornerwereImogen,Benedictwithhisyoungwife,ValDartiewithoutHolly,Maudandherhusband,and,afterSoamesandhistwowereseated,oneemptyplace。

  \"I’mexpectingProsper,\"saidWinifred,\"buthe’ssobusywithhisyacht。\"

  Soamesstoleaglance。Nomovementinhiswife’sface!Whetherthatfellowwerecomingornot,sheevidentlyknewallaboutit。ItdidnotescapehimthatFleur,too,lookedathermother。IfAnnettedidn’trespecthisfeelings,shemightthinkofFleur’s!Theconversation,verydesultory,wassyncopatedbyJackCardigantalkingabout\"mid—off。\"Hecitedallthe\"greatmid—offs\"fromthebeginningoftime,asiftheyhadbeenadefiniteracialentityinthecompositionoftheBritishpeople。Soameshadfinishedhislobster,andwasbeginningonpigeon—pie,whenheheardthewords,\"I’masmallbitlate,Mrs。Dartie,\"andsawthattherewasnolongeranyemptyplace。ThatfellowwassittingbetweenAnnetteandImogen。

  Soamesatesteadilyon,withanoccasionalwordtoMaudandWinifred。

  Conversationbuzzedaroundhim。HeheardthevoiceofProfondsay:

  \"Ithinkyou’remistaken,Mrs。Forsyde;I’ll——I’llbetMissForsydeagreeswithme。\"

  \"Inwhat?\"cameFleur’sclearvoiceacrossthetable。

  \"Iwassayin’,younggurlsaremuchthesameastheyalwayswere——

  there’sverysmalldifference。\"

  \"Doyouknowsomuchaboutthem?\"

  Thatsharpreplycaughttheearsofall,andSoamesmoveduneasilyonhisthingreenchair。

  \"Well,Idon’tknow,Ithinktheywanttheirownsmallway,andI

  thinktheyalwaysdid。\"

  \"Indeed!\"

  \"Oh,but——Prosper,\"Winifredinterjectedcomfortably,\"thegirlsinthestreets——thegirlswho’vebeeninmunitions,thelittleflappersintheshops;theirmannersnowreallyquitehityouintheeye。\"

  Attheword\"hit\"JackCardiganstoppedhisdisquisition;andinthesilenceMonsieurProfondsaid:

  \"Itwasinsidebefore,nowit’soutside;that’sall。\"

  \"Buttheirmorals!\"criedImogen。

  \"Justasmoralastheyeverwere,Mrs。Cardigan,butthey’vegotmoreopportunity。\"

  Thesaying,socrypticallycynical,receivedalittlelaughfromImogen,aslightopeningofJackCardigan’smouth,andacreakfromSoames’chair。

  Winifredsaid:\"That’stoobad,Prosper。\"

  \"Whatdoyousay,Mrs。Forsyde;don’tyouthinkhumannature’salwaysthesame?\"

  Soamessubduedasuddenlongingtogetupandkickthefellow。Heheardhiswifereply:

  \"HumannatureisnotthesameinEnglandasanywhereelse。\"Thatwasherconfoundedmockery!

  \"Well,Idon’tknowmuchaboutthissmallcountry\"——’No,thankGod!’

  thoughtSoames——\"butIshouldsaythepotwasboilin’underthelideverywhere。Weallwantpleasure,andwealwaysdid。\"

  Damnthefellow!Hiscynicismwas——wasoutrageous!

  Whenlunchwasovertheybrokeupintocouplesforthedigestivepromenade。Tooproudtonotice,SoamesknewperfectlythatAnnetteandthatfellowhadgoneprowlingroundtogether。FleurwaswithVal;shehadchosenhim,nodoubt,becauseheknewthatboy。HehimselfhadWinifredforpartner。Theywalkedinthebright,circlingstream,alittleflushedandsated,forsomeminutes,tillWinifredsighed:

  \"Iwishwewerebackfortyyears,oldboy!\"

  Beforetheeyesofherspiritaninterminableprocessionofherown\"Lord’s\"frockswaspassing,paidforwiththemoneyofherfather,tosavearecurrentcrisis。\"It’sbeenveryamusing,afterall。

  SometimesIevenwishMontywasback。Whatdoyouthinkofpeoplenowadays,Soames?\"

  \"Preciouslittlestyle。Thethingbegantogotopieceswithbicyclesandmotor—cars;theWarhasfinishedit。\"

  \"Iwonderwhat’scoming?\"saidWinifredinavoicedreamyfrompigeon—pie。\"I’mnotatallsureweshan’tgobacktocrinolinesandpegtops。Lookatthatdress!\"

  Soamesshookhishead。

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