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  Leavingthebiliousandmathematicalexactitude,thepreposterouspeaceofthatbackwater,hethoughtsuddenly:’Duringcoverture!Whycan’ttheyexcludefellowslikeProfond,insteadofalotofhard—

  workingGermans?’andwassurprisedatthedepthofuneasinesswhichcouldprovokesounpatrioticathought。Butthereitwas!Onenevergotamomentofrealpeace。Therewasalwayssomethingatthebackofeverything!AndhemadehiswaytowardGreenStreet。

  Twohourslaterbyhiswatch,ThomasGradman,stirringinhisswivelchair,closedthelastdrawerofhisbureau,andputtingintohiswaistcoatpocketabunchofkeyssofatthattheygavehimaprotuberanceontheliverside,brushedhisoldtophatroundwithhissleeve,tookhisumbrella,anddescended。Thick,short,andbuttonedcloselyintohisoldfrockcoat,hewalkedtowardCoventGardenmarket。HenevermissedthatdailypromenadetotheTubeforHighgate,andseldomsomecriticaltransactiononthewayinconnectionwithvegetablesandfruit。Generationsmightbeborn,andhatsmightchange,warsbefought,andForsytesfadeaway,butThomasGradman,faithfulandgrey,wouldtakehisdailywalkandbuyhisdailyvegetable。Timeswerenotwhattheywere,andhissonhadlostaleg,andtheynevergavehimthosenicelittleplaitedbasketstocarrythestuffinnow,andtheseTubeswereconvenientthings——stillhemustn’tcomplain;hishealthwasgoodconsideringhistimeoflife,andafterfifty—fouryearsintheLawhewasgettingaroundeighthundredayearandalittleworriedoflate,becauseitwasmostlycollector’scommissionontherents,andwithallthisconversionofForsytepropertygoingon,itlookedlikedryingup,andthepriceoflivingstillsohigh;butitwasnogoodworrying——\"

  ThegoodGodmadeusall\"——ashewasinthehabitofsaying;still,housepropertyinLondon——hedidn’tknowwhatMr。RogerorMr。Jameswouldsayiftheycouldseeitbeingsoldlikethis——seemedtoshowalackoffaith;butMr。Soames——heworried。Lifeandlivesinbeingandtwenty—oneyearsafter——beyondthatyoucouldn’tgo;still,hekepthishealthwonderfully——andMissFleurwasaprettylittlething——shewas;she’dmarry;butlotsofpeoplehadnochildrennowadays——hehadhadhisfirstchildattwenty—two;andMr。Jolyon,marriedwhilehewasatCambridge,hadhischildthesameyear——

  graciousPeter!Thatwasbackin’69,alongtimebeforeoldMr。

  Jolyon——finejudgeofproperty——hadtakenhisWillawayfromMr。

  James——dear,yes!Thosewerethedayswhentheywerebuyin’propertyrightandleft,andnoneofthiskhakiandfallin’overoneanothertogetoutofthings;andcucumbersattwopence;andamelon——theoldmelons,thatmadeyourmouthwater!FiftyyearssincehewentintoMr。James’office,andMr。Jameshadsaidtohim:\"Now,Gradman,you’reonlyashaver——youpayattention,andyou’llmakeyourfivehundredayearbeforeyou’vedone。\"Andhehad,andfearedGod,andservedtheForsytes,andkeptavegetabledietatnight。And,buyingacopyofJobnBull——notthatheapprovedofit,anextravagantaffair——heenteredtheTubeelevatorwithhismerebrown—paperparcel,andwasbornedownintothebowelsoftheearth。

  VI

  SOAMES’PRIVATELIFE

  OnhiswaytoGreenStreetitoccurredtoSoamesthatheoughttogointoDumetrius’inSuffolkStreetaboutthepossibilityoftheBolderbyOldCrome。AlmostworthwhiletohavefoughtthewartohavetheBolderbyOldCrome,asitwere,influx!OldBolderbyhaddied,hissonandgrandsonhadbeenkilled——acousinwascomingintotheestate,whomeanttosellit,somesaidbecauseoftheconditionofEngland,otherssaidbecausehehadasthma。

  IfDumetriusoncegotholdofitthepricewouldbecomeprohibitive;

  itwasnecessaryforSoamestofindoutwhetherDumetriushadgotit,beforehetriedtogetithimself。HethereforeconfinedhimselftodiscussingwithDumetriuswhetherMonticelliswouldcomeagainnowthatitwasthefashionforapicturetobeanythingexceptapicture;andthefutureofJohns,withaside—slipintoBuxtonKnights。Itwasonlywhenleavingthatheadded:\"Sothey’renotsellingtheBolderbyOldCrome,afterall?\"Insheerprideofracialsuperiority,ashehadcalculatedwouldbethecase,Dumetriusreplied:

  \"Oh!Ishallgetit,Mr。Forsyte,sir!\"

  TheflutterofhiseyelidfortifiedSoamesinaresolutiontowritedirecttothenewBolderby,suggestingthattheonlydignifiedwayofdealingwithanOldCromewastoavoiddealers。Hethereforesaid,\"Well,good—day!\"andwent,leavingDumetriusthewiser。

  AtGreenStreethefoundthatFleurwasoutandwouldbealltheevening;shewasstayingonemorenightinLondon。Hecabbedondejectedly,andcaughthistrain。

  Hereachedhishouseaboutsixo’clock。Theairwasheavy,midgesbiting,thunderabout。Takinghislettershewentuptohisdressing—roomtocleansehimselfofLondon。

  Anuninterestingpost。Areceipt,abillforpurchasesonbehalfofFleur。Acircularaboutanexhibitionofetchings。Aletterbeginning:

  \"SIR,\"Ifeelitmyduty……\"

  Thatwouldbeanappealorsomethingunpleasant。Helookedatonceforthesignature。Therewasnone!Incredulouslyheturnedthepageoverandexaminedeachcorner。Notbeingapublicman,Soameshadneveryethadananonymousletter,andhisfirstimpulsewastotearitup,asadangerousthing;hissecondtoreadit,asathingstillmoredangerous。

  \"SIR,\"Ifeelitmydutytoinformyouthathavingnointerestinthematteryourladyiscarryingonwithaforeigner——\"

  ReachingthatwordSoamesstoppedmechanicallyandexaminedthepostmark。SofarashecouldpiercetheimpenetrabledisguiseinwhichthePostOfficehadwrappedit,therewassomethingwitha\"sea\"attheendanda\"t\"init。Chelsea?No!Battersea?Perhaps!

  Hereadon。

  \"Theseforeignersareallthesame。Sackthelot。Thisonemeetsyourladytwiceaweek。Iknowitofmyownknowledge——andtoseeanEnglishmanputongoesagainstthegrain。YouwatchitandseeifwhatIsayisn’ttrue。Ishouldn’tmeddleifitwasn’tadirtyforeignerthat’sinit。Yoursobedient。\"

  ThesensationwithwhichSoamesdroppedtheletterwassimilartothathewouldhavehadenteringhisbedroomandfindingitfullofblack—beetles。Themeannessofanonymitygaveashudderingobscenitytothemoment。AndtheworstofitwasthatthisshadowhadbeenatthebackofhismindeversincetheSundayeveningwhenFleurhadpointeddownatProsperProfondstrollingonthelawn,andsaid:

  \"Prowlingcat!\"Hadhenotinconnectiontherewith,thisveryday,perusedhisWillandMarriageSettlement?Andnowthisanonymousruffian,withnothingtogain,apparently,savetheventingofhisspiteagainstforeigners,hadwrencheditoutoftheobscurityinwhichhehadhopedandwisheditwouldremain。Tohavesuchknowledgeforcedonhim,athistimeoflife,aboutFleur’smotherI

  Hepickedtheletterupfromthecarpet,toreitacross,andthen,whenithungtogetherbyjustthefoldattheback,stoppedtearing,andrereadit。Hewastakingatthatmomentoneofthedecisiveresolutionsofhislife。Hewouldnotbeforcedintoanotherscandal。No!Howeverhedecidedtodealwiththismatter——anditrequiredthemostfar—sightedandcarefulconsiderationhewoulddonothingthatmightinjureFleur。Thatresolutiontaken,hismindansweredthehelmagain,andhemadehisablutions。Hishandstrembledashedriedthem。Scandalhewouldnothave,butsomethingmustbedonetostopthissortofthing!Hewentintohiswife’sroomandstoodlookingaroundhim。Theideaofsearchingforanythingwhichwouldincriminate,andentitlehimtoholdamenaceoverher,didnotevencometohim。Therewouldbenothing——shewasmuchtoopractical。Theideaofhavingherwatchedhadbeendismissedbeforeitcame——toowellherememberedhispreviousexperienceofthat。No!Hehadnothingbutthistorn—upletterfromsomeanonymousruffian,whoseimpudentintrusionintohisprivatelifehesoviolentlyresented。Itwasrepugnanttohimtomakeuseofit,buthemighthaveto。WhatamercyFleurwasnotathometo—

  night!Ataponthedoorbrokeuphispainfulcogitations。

  \"Mr。MichaelMont,sir,isinthedrawing—room。Willyouseehim?\"

  \"No,\"saidSoames;\"yes。I’llcomedown。\"

  Anythingthatwouldtakehismindoffforafewminutes!

  MichaelMontinflannelsstoodontheverandahsmokingacigarette。

  HethrewitawayasSoamescameup,andranhishandthroughhishair。

  Soames’feelingtowardthisyoungmanwassingular。Hewasnodoubtarackety,irresponsibleyoungfellowaccordingtooldstandards,yetsomehowlikeable,withhisextraordinarilycheerfulwayofblurtingouthisopinions。

  \"Comein,\"hesaid;\"haveyouhadtea?\"

  Montcamein。

  \"IthoughtFleurwouldhavebeenback,sir;butI’mgladsheisn’t。

  Thefactis,I——I’mfearfullygoneonher;sofearfullygonethatI

  thoughtyou’dbetterknow。It’sold—fashioned,ofcourse,comingtofathersfirst,butIthoughtyou’dforgivethat。IwenttomyownDad,andhesaysifIsettledownhe’llseemethrough。Herathercottonstotheidea,infact。ItoldhimaboutyourGoya。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidSoames,inexpressiblydry。\"Herathercottons?\"

  \"Yes,sir;doyou?\"

  Soamessmiledfaintly。

  \"Yousee,\"resumedMont,twiddlinghisstrawhat,whilehishair,ears,eyebrows,allseemedtostandupfromexcitement,\"whenyou’vebeenthroughtheWaryoucan’thelpbeinginahurry。\"

  \"Togetmarried;andunmarriedafterward,\"saidSoamesslowly。

  \"NotfromFleur,sir。Imagine,ifyouwereme!\"

  Soamesclearedhisthroat。Thatwayofputtingitwasforcibleenough。

  \"Fleur’stooyoung,\"hesaid。

  \"Oh!no,sir。We’reawfullyoldnowadays。MyDadseemstomeaperfectbabe;histhinkingapparatushasn’tturnedahair。Buthe’saBaronight,ofcourse;thatkeepshimback。\"

  \"Baronight,\"repeatedSoames;\"whatmaythatbe?\"

  \"Bart,sir。IshallbeaBartsomeday。ButIshallliveitdown,youknow。\"

  \"Goawayandlivethisdown,\"saidSoames。

  YoungMontsaidimploringly:\"Oh!no,sir。Isimplymusthangaround,orIshouldn’thaveadog’schance。You’llletFleurdowhatshelikes,Isuppose,anyway。Madamepassesme。\"

  \"Indeed!\"saidSoamesfrigidly。

  \"Youdon’treallybarme,doyou?\"andtheyoungmanlookedsodolefulthatSoamessmiled。

  \"Youmaythinkyou’reveryold,\"hesaid;\"butyoustrikemeasextremelyyoung。Torattleaheadofeverythingisnotaproofofmaturity。\"

  \"Allright,sir;Igiveyouourage。ButtoshowyouImeanbusiness——I’vegotajob。\"

  \"Gladtohearit。\"

  \"Joinedapublisher;mygovernorisputtingupthestakes。\"

  Soamesputhishandoverhismouth——hehadsoverynearlysaid:\"Godhelpthepublisher!\"Hisgreyeyesscrutinisedtheagitatedyoungman。

  \"Idon’tdislikeyou,Mr。Mont,butFleuriseverythingtome:

  Everything——doyouunderstand?\"

  \"Yes,sir,Iknow;butsosheistome。\"

  \"That’sasmaybe。I’mgladyou’vetoldme,however。AndnowI

  thinkthere’snothingmoretobesaid。\"

  \"Iknowitrestswithher,sir。\"

  \"Itwillrestwithheralongtime,Ihope。\"

  \"Youaren’tcheering,\"saidMontsuddenly。

  \"No,\"saidSoames,\"myexperienceoflifehasnotmademeanxioustocouplepeopleinahurry。Good—night,Mr。Mont。Ishan’ttellFleurwhatyou’vesaid。\"

  \"Oh!\"murmuredMontblankly;\"Ireallycouldknockmybrainsoutforwantofher。Sheknowsthatperfectlywell。\"

  \"Idaresay。\"AndSoamesheldouthishand。Adistractedsqueeze,aheavysigh,andsoonaftersoundsfromtheyoungman’smotor—cyclecalledupvisionsofflyingdustandbrokenbones。

  ’Theyoungergeneration!’hethoughtheavily,andwentoutontothelawn。Thegardenershadbeenmowing,andtherewasstillthesmelloffresh—cutgrass——thethunderyairkeptallscentsclosetoearth。

  Theskywasofapurplishhue——thepoplarsblack。Twoorthreeboatspassedontheriver,scuttling,asitwere,forshelterbeforethestorm。’Threedays’fineweather,’thoughtSoames,’andthenastorm!’WherewasAnnette?Withthatchap,forallheknew——shewasayoungwoman!Impressedwiththequeercharityofthatthought,heenteredthesummerhouseandsatdown。Thefactwas——andheadmittedit——Fleurwassomuchtohimthathiswifewasverylittle——verylittle;French——hadneverbeenmuchmorethanamistress,andhewasgettingindifferenttothatsideofthings!Itwasoddhow,withallthisingrainedcareformoderationandsecureinvestment,Soameseverputhisemotionaleggsintoonebasket。FirstIrene——nowFleur。Hewasdimlyconsciousofit,sittingthere,consciousofitsodddangerousness。Ithadbroughthimtowreckandscandalonce,butnow——nowitshouldsavehim!HecaredsomuchforFleurthathewouldhavenofurtherscandal。Ifonlyhecouldgetatthatanonymousletter—writer,hewouldteachhimnottomeddleandstirupmudatthebottomofwaterwhichhewishedshouldremainstagnant!……

  Adistantflash,alowrumble,andlargedropsofrainspatteredonthethatchabovehim。Heremainedindifferent,tracingapatternwithhisfingeronthedustysurfaceofalittlerustictable。

  Fleur’sfuture!’Iwantfairsailingforher,’hethought。’Nothingelsemattersatmytimeoflife。’Alonelybusiness——life!Whatyouhadyounevercouldkeeptoyourself!Asyouwarnedoneoff,youletanotherin。Onecouldmakesureofnothing!Hereachedupandpulledaredramblerrosefromaclusterwhichblockedthewindow。

  Flowersgrewanddropped——Naturewasaqueerthing!Thethunderrumbledandcrashed,travellingeastalongariver,thepalingflashesflickedhiseyes;thepoplartopsshowedsharpanddenseagainstthesky,aheavyshowerrustledandrattledandveiledinthelittlehousewhereinhesat,indifferent,thinking。

  Whenthestormwasover,helefthisretreatandwentdownthewetpathtotheriverbank。

  Twoswanshadcome,shelteringinamongthereeds。Heknewthebirdswell,andstoodwatchingthedignityinthecurveofthosewhitenecksandformidablesnake—likeheads。’Notdignified——whatIhavetodo!’hethought。Andyetitmustbetackled,lestworsebefell。

  Annettemustbebackbynowfromwherevershehadgone,foritwasnearlydinner—time,andasthemomentforseeingherapproached,thedifficultyofknowingwhattosayandhowtosayithadincreased。A

  newandscaringthoughtoccurredtohim。Supposeshewantedherlibertytomarrythisfellow!Well,ifshedid,shecouldn’thaveit。Hehadnotmarriedherforthat。TheimageofProsperProfonddawdledbeforehimreassuringly。Notamarryingman!No,no!Angerreplacedthatmomentaryscare。’Hehadbetternotcomemyway,’hethought。Themongrelrepresented———!ButwhatdidProsperProfondrepresent?Nothingthatmatteredsurely。Andyetsomethingrealenoughintheworld——unmoralityletoffitschain,disillusionmentontheprowl!ThatexpressionAnnettehadcaughtfromhim:\"Jem’enfiche!\"Afatalisticchap!Acontinental——acosmopolitan——aproductoftheage!Iftherewerecondemnationmorecomplete,Soamesfeltthathedidnotknowit。

  Theswanshadturnedtheirheads,andwerelookingpasthimintosomedistanceoftheirown。Oneofthemutteredalittlehiss,waggeditstail,turnedasifansweringtoarudder,andswamaway。Theotherfollowed。Theirwhitebodies,theirstatelynecks,passedoutofhissight,andhewenttowardthehouse。

  Annettewasinthedrawing—room,dressedfordinner,andhethoughtashewentup—stairs’Handsomeisashandsomedoes。’Handsome!

  Exceptforremarksaboutthecurtainsinthedrawing—room,andthestorm,therewaspracticallynoconversationduringamealdistinguishedbyexactitudeofquantityandperfectionofquality。

  Soamesdranknothing。Hefollowedherintothedrawing—roomafterward,andfoundhersmokingacigaretteonthesofabetweenthetwoFrenchwindows。Shewasleaningback,almostupright,inalowblackfrock,withherkneescrossedandherblueeyeshalf—closed;

  grey—bluesmokeissuedfromherred,ratherfulllips,afilletboundherchestnuthair,sheworethethinnestsilkstockings,andshoeswithveryhighheelsshowingoffherinstep。Afinepieceinanyroom!Soames,whoheldthattornletterinahandthrustdeepintotheside—pocketofhisdinner—jacket,said:

  \"I’mgoingtoshutthewindow;thedamp’sliftingin。\"

  Hedidso,andstoodlookingataDavidCoxadorningthecream—

  panelledwallcloseby。

  Whatwasshethinkingof?Hehadneverunderstoodawomaninhislife——exceptFleur——andFleurnotalways!Hisheartbeatfast。Butifhemeanttodoit,nowwasthemoment。TurningfromtheDavidCox,hetookoutthetornletter。

  \"I’vehadthis。\"

  Hereyeswidened,staredathim,andhardened。

  Soameshandedhertheletter。

  \"It’storn,butyoucanreadit。\"AndheturnedbacktotheDavidCox——asea—piece,ofgoodtone——butwithoutmovementenough。’I

  wonderwhatthatchap’sdoingatthismoment?’hethought。’I’llastonishhimyet。’OutofthecornerofhiseyehesawAnnetteholdingtheletterrigidly;hereyesmovedfromsidetosideunderherdarkenedlashesandfrowningdarkenedeyes。Shedroppedtheletter,gavealittleshiver,smiled,andsaid:

  \"Dirrty!\"

  \"Iquiteagree,\"saidSoames;\"degrading。Isittrue?\"

  Atoothfastenedonherredlowerlip。\"Andwhatifitwere?\"

  Shewasbrazen!

  \"Isthatallyouhavetosay?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Well,speakout!\"

  \"Whatisthegoodoftalking?\"

  Soamessaidicily:\"Soyouadmitit?\"

  \"Iadmitnothing。Youareafooltoask。Amanlikeyoushouldnotask。Itisdangerous。\"

  Soamesmadeatouroftheroom,tosubduehisrisinganger。

  \"Doyouremember,\"hesaid,haltinginfrontofher,\"whatyouwerewhenImarriedyou?Workingataccountsinarestaurant。\"

  \"DoyourememberthatIwasnothalfyourage?\"

  Soamesbrokeoffthehardencounteroftheireyes,andwentbacktotheDavidCox。

  \"Iamnotgoingtobandywords。Irequireyoutogiveupthis——

  friendship。IthinkofthematterentirelyasitaffectsFleur。\"

  \"Ah!——Fleur!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidSoamesstubbornly;\"Fleur。Sheisyourchildaswellasmine。\"

  \"Itiskindtoadmitthat!\"

  \"AreyougoingtodowhatIsay?\"

  \"Irefusetotellyou。\"

  \"ThenImustmakeyou。\"

  Annettesmiled。

  \"No,Soames,\"shesaid。\"Youarehelpless。Donotsaythingsthatyouwillregret。\"

  Angerswelledtheveinsonhisforehead。Heopenedhismouthtoventthatemotion,andcouldnot。Annettewenton:

  \"Thereshallbenomoresuchletters,Ipromiseyou。Thatisenough。\"

  Soameswrithed。Hehadasenseofbeingtreatedlikeachildbythiswomanwhohaddeservedhedidnotknowwhat。

  \"Whentwopeoplehavemarried,andlivedlikeus,Soames,theyhadbetterbequietabouteachother。Therearethingsonedoesnotdragupintothelightforpeopletolaughat。Youwillbequiet,then;

  notformysakeforyourown。Youaregettingold;Iamnot,yet。

  Youhavemademever—rypractical\"

  Soames,whohadpassedthroughallthesensationsofbeingchoked,repeateddully:

  \"Irequireyoutogiveupthisfriendship。\"

  \"AndifIdonot?\"

  \"Then——thenIwillcutyououtofmyWill。\"

  Somehowitdidnotseemtomeetthecase。Annettelaughed。

  \"Youwilllivealongtime,Soames。\"

  \"You——youareabadwoman,\"saidSoamessuddenly。

  Annetteshruggedhershoulders。

  \"Idonotthinkso。Livingwithyouhaskilledthingsinme,itistrue;butIamnotabadwoman。Iamsensible——thatisall。Andsowillyoubewhenyouhavethoughtitover。\"

  \"Ishallseethisman,\"saidSoamessullenly,\"andwarnhimoff。\"

  \"Moncher,youarefunny。Youdonotwantme,youhaveasmuchofmeasyouwant;andyouwishtherestofmetobedead。Iadmitnothing,butIamnotgoingtobedead,Soames,atmyage;soyouhadbetterbequiet,Itellyou。Imyselfwillmakenoscandal;none。

  Now,Iamnotsayinganymore,whateveryoudo。\"

  Shereachedout,tookaFrenchnoveloffalittletable,andopenedit。Soameswatchedher,silencedbythetumultofhisfeelings。Thethoughtofthatmanwasalmostmakinghimwanther,andthiswasarevelationoftheirrelationship,startlingtoonelittlegiventointrospectivephilosophy。Withoutsayinganotherwordhewentoutanduptothepicture—gallery。ThiscameofmarryingaFrenchwoman!

  Andyet,withouthertherewouldhavebeennoFleur!Shehadservedherpurpose。

  ’She’sright,’hethought;’Icandonothing。Idon’tevenknowthatthere’sanythinginit。’Theinstinctofself—preservationwarnedhimtobattendownhishatches,tosmotherthefirewithwantofair。

  Unlessonebelievedtherewassomethinginathing,therewasn’t。

  Thatnighthewentintoherroom。Shereceivedhiminthemostmatter—of—factway,asiftherehadbeennoscenebetweenthem。Andhereturnedtohisownroomwithacurioussenseofpeace。Ifonedidn’tchoosetosee,oneneedn’t。Andhedidnotchoose——infuturehedidnotchoose。Therewasnothingtobegainedbyit——nothing!

  Openingthedrawerhetookfromthesachetahandkerchief,andtheframedphotographofFleur。Whenhehadlookedatitalittleheslippeditdown,andtherewasthatotherone——thatoldoneofIrene。

  Anowlhootedwhilehestoodinhiswindowgazingatit。Theowlhooted,theredclimbingrosesseemedtodeepenincolour,therecameascentoflime—blossom。God!Thathadbeenadifferentthing!

  Passion——Memory!Dust!

  VII

  JUNETAKESAHAND

  Onewhowasasculptor,aSlav,asometimeresidentinNewYork,anegoist,andimpecunious,wastobefoundofaneveninginJuneForsyte’sstudioonthebankoftheThamesatChiswick。OntheeveningofJuly6,BorisStrumolowski——severalofwhoseworkswereonshowtherebecausetheywereasyettooadvancedtobeonshowanywhereelse——hadbegunwell,withthataloofandratherChrist—likesilencewhichadmirablysuitedhisyouthful,round,broadcheek—bonedcountenanceframedinbrighthairbangedlikeagirl’s。Junehadknownhimthreeweeks,andhestillseemedtohertheprincipalembodimentofgenius,andhopeofthefuture;asortofStaroftheEastwhichhadstrayedintoanunappreciativeWest。UntilthateveninghehadconversationallyconfinedhimselftorecordinghisimpressionsoftheUnitedStates,whosedusthehadjustshakenfromoffhisfeet——acountry,inhisopinion,sobarbarousineverywaythathehadsoldpracticallynothingthere,andbecomeanobjectofsuspiciontothepolice;acountry,ashesaid,withoutaraceofitsown,withoutliberty,equality,orfraternity,withoutprinciples,traditions,taste,without——inaword——asoul。Hehadleftitforhisowngood,andcometotheonlyothercountrywherehecouldlivewell。Junehaddweltunhappilyonhiminherlonelymoments,standingbeforehiscreations——frightening,butpowerfulandsymboliconcetheyhadbeenexplained!Thathe,haloedbybrighthairlikeanearlyItalianpainting,andabsorbedinhisgeniustotheexclusionofallelse——theonlysignofcoursebywhichrealgeniuscouldbetold——shouldstillbea\"lameduck\"agitatedherwarmheartalmosttotheexclusionofPaulPost。AndshehadbeguntotakestepstoclearherGallery,inordertofillitwithStrumolowskimasterpieces。Shehadatonceencounteredtrouble。PaulPosthadkicked;Vospovitchhadstung。Withalltheemphasisofageniuswhichshedidnotasyetdenythem,theyhaddemandedanothersixweeksatleastofherGallery。TheAmericanstream,stillflowingin,wouldsoonbeflowingout。TheAmericanstreamwastheirright,theironlyhope,theirsalvation——sincenobodyinthis\"beastly\"countrycaredforArt。Junehadyieldedtothedemonstration。AfterallBoriswouldnotmindtheirhavingthefullbenefitofanAmericanstream,whichhehimselfsoviolentlydespised。

  ThiseveningshehadputthattoBoriswithnobodyelsepresent,exceptHannahHobdey,themediaevalblack—and—whitist,andJimmyPortugal,editoroftheNeo—Artist。Shehadputittohimwiththatsuddenconfidencewhichcontinualcontactwiththeneo—artisticworldhadneverbeenabletodryupinherwarmandgenerousnature。HehadnotbrokenhisChrist—likesilence,however,formorethantwominutesbeforeshebegantomoveherblueeyesfromsidetoside,asacatmovesitstail。This——hesaid——wascharacteristicofEngland,themostselfishcountryintheworld;thecountrywhichsuckedthebloodofothercountries;destroyedthebrainsandheartsofIrishmen,Hindus,Egyptians,Boers,andBurmese,allthebestracesintheworld;bullying,hypocriticalEngland!Thiswaswhathehadexpected,comingto,suchacountry,wheretheclimatewasallfog,andthepeoplealltradesmenperfectlyblindtoArt,andsunkinprofiteeringandthegrossestmaterialism。ConsciousthatHannahHobdeywasmurmuring,\"Hear,hear!\"andJimmyPortugalsniggering,Junegrewcrimson,andsuddenlyrappedout:

  \"Thenwhydidyouevercome?Wedidn’taskyou。\"

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