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  Fleur,leaningoutofherwindow,heardthehallclock’smuffledchimeoftwelve,thetinysplashofafish,thesuddenshakingofanaspen’sleavesinthepuffsofbreezethatrosealongtheriver,thedistantrumbleofanighttrain,andtimeandagainthesoundswhichnonecanputanametointhedarkness,softobscureexpressionsofuncataloguedemotionsfrommanandbeast,birdandmachine,or,maybe,fromdepartedForsytes,Darties,Cardigans,takingnightstrollsbackintoaworldwhichhadoncesuitedtheirembodiedspirits。ButFleurheedednotthesesounds;herspirit,farfromdisembodied,fledwithswiftwingfromrailway—carriagetofloweryhedge,strainingafterJon,tenaciousofhisforbiddenimage,andthesoundofhisvoice,whichwastaboo。Andshecrinkledhernose,retrievingfromtheperfumeoftheriversidenightthatmomentwhenhishandslippedbetweenthemayflowersandhercheek。Longsheleanedoutinherfreakdress,keentoburnherwingsatlife’scandle;whilethemothsbrushedhercheeksontheirpilgrimagetothelamponherdressing—table,ignorantthatinaForsyte’shousethereisnoopenflame。Butatlastevenshefeltsleepy,and,forgettingherbells,drewquicklyin。

  Throughtheopenwindowofhisroom,alongsideAnnette’s,Soames,wakefultoo,heardtheirthinfainttinkle,asitmightbeshakenfromstars,orthedewdropsfallingfromaflower,ifonecouldhearsuchsounds。

  ’Caprice!’hethought。’Ican’ttell。She’swilful。WhatshallI

  do?Fleur!’

  Andlongintothe\"small\"nighthebrooded。

  PARTII

  I

  MOTHERANDSON

  TosaythatJonForsyteaccompaniedhismothertoSpainunwillinglywouldscarcelyhavebeenadequate。Hewentasawell—natureddoggoesforawalkwithitsmistress,leavingachoicemutton—boneonthelawn。Hewentlookingbackatit。Forsytesdeprivedoftheirmutton—bonesarewonttosulk。ButJonhadlittlesulkinessinhiscomposition。Headoredhismother,anditwashisfirsttravel。

  SpainhadbecomeItalybyhissimplysaying:\"I’drathergotoSpain,Mum;you’vebeentoItalysomanytimes;I’dlikeitnewtobothofus。\"

  Thefellowwassubtlebesidesbeingnaive。Heneverforgotthathewasgoingtoshortentheproposedtwomonthsintosixweeks,andmustthereforeshownosignofwishingtodoso。Foronewithsoenticingamutton—boneandsofixedanidea,hemadeagoodenoughtravellingcompanion,indifferenttowhereorwhenhearrived,superiortofood,andthoroughlyappreciativeofacountrystrangetothemosttravelledEnglishman。Fleur’swisdominrefusingtowritetohimwasprofound,forhereachedeachnewplaceentirelywithouthopeorfever,andcouldconcentrateimmediateattentiononthedonkeysandtumblingbells,thepriests,patios,beggars,children,crowingcocks,sombreros,cactus—hedges,oldhighwhitevillages,goats,olive—trees,greeningplains,singingbirdsintinycages,watersellers,sunsets,melons,mules,greatchurches,pictures,andswimminggrey—brownmountainsofafascinatingland。

  Itwasalreadyhot,andtheyenjoyedanabsenceoftheircompatriots。

  Jon,who,sofarasheknew,hadnobloodinhimwhichwasnotEnglish,wasofteninnatelyunhappyinthepresenceofhisowncountrymen。Hefelttheyhadnononsenseaboutthem,andtookamorepracticalviewofthingsthanhimself。Heconfidedtohismotherthathemustbeanunsociablebeast——itwasjollytobeawayfromeverybodywhocouldtalkaboutthethingspeopledidtalkabout。TowhichIrenehadrepliedsimply:

  \"Yes,Jon,Iknow。\"

  Inthisisolationhehadunparalleledopportunitiesofappreciatingwhatfewsonscanapprehend,thewhole—heartednessofamother’slove。Knowledgeofsomethingkeptfromhermadehim,nodoubt,undulysensitive;andaSouthernpeoplestimulatedhisadmirationforhertypeofbeauty,whichhehadbeenaccustomedtohearcalledSpanish,butwhichhenowperceivedtobenosuchthing。HerbeautywasneitherEnglish,French,Spanish,norItalian——itwasspecial!

  Heappreciated,too,asneverbefore,hismother’ssubtletyofinstinct。Hecouldnottell,forinstance,whethershehadnoticedhisabsorptioninthatGoyapicture,\"LaVendimia,\"orwhethersheknewthathehadslippedbackthereafterlunchandagainnextmorning,tostandbeforeitfullhalfanhour,asecondandthirdtime。ItwasnotFleur,ofcourse,butlikeenoughtogivehimheartache——sodeartolovers——rememberingherstandingatthefootofhisbedwithherhandheldaboveherhead。TokeepapostcardreproductionofthispictureinhispocketandslipitouttolookatbecameforJononeofthosebadhabitswhichsoonorlatedisclosethemselvestoeyessharpenedbylove,fear,orjealousy。Andhismother’sweresharpenedbyallthree。InGranadahewasfairlycaught,sittingonasun—warmedstonebenchinalittlebattlementedgardenontheAlhambrahill,whenceheoughttohavebeenlookingattheview。Hismother,hehadthought,wasexaminingthepottedstocksbetweenthepolledacacias,whenhervoicesaid:

  \"IsthatyourfavouriteGoya,Jon?\"

  Hechecked,toolate,amovementsuchashemighthavemadeatschooltoconcealsomesurreptitiousdocument,andanswered:\"Yes。\"

  \"Itcertainlyismostcharming;butIthinkIpreferthe’Quitasol’

  YourfatherwouldgocrazyaboutGoya;Idon’tbelievehesawthemwhenhewasinSpainin’92。\"

  In’92——nineyearsbeforehehadbeenborn!Whathadbeenthepreviousexistencesofhisfatherandhismother?Iftheyhadarighttoshareinhisfuture,surelyhehadarighttoshareintheirpasts。Helookedupather。Butsomethinginherface——alookoflifehard—lived,themysteriousimpressofemotions,experience,andsuffering—seemed,withitsincalculabledepth,itspurchasedsanctity,tomakecuriosityimpertinent。Hismothermusthavehadawonderfullyinterestinglife;shewassobeautiful,andso——so——buthecouldnotframewhathefeltabouther。Hegotup,andstoodgazingdownatthetown,attheplainallgreenwithcrops,andtheringofmountainsglamorousinsinkingsunlight。HerlifewaslikethepastofthisoldMoorishcity,full,deep,remote——hisownlifeasyetsuchababyofathing,hopelesslyignorantandinnocent!

  TheysaidthatinthosemountainstotheWest,whichrosesheerfromtheblue—greenplain,asifoutofasea,Phoenicianshaddwelt——adark,strange,secretrace,abovetheland!Hismother’slifewasasunknowntohim,assecret,asthatPhoenicianpastwastothetowndownthere,whosecockscrowedandwhosechildrenplayedandclamouredsogaily,dayin,dayout。Hefeltaggrievedthatsheshouldknowallabouthimandhenothingaboutherexceptthatshelovedhimandhisfather,andwasbeautiful。Hiscallowignorance——

  hehadnotevenhadtheadvantageoftheWar,likenearlyeverybodyelse!——madehimsmallinhisowneyes。

  Thatnight,fromthebalconyofhisbedroom,hegazeddownontheroofofthetown——asifinlaidwithhoneycombofjet,ivory,andgold;and,longafter,helayawake,listeningtothecryofthesentryasthehoursstruck,andforminginhisheadtheselines:

  \"Voiceinthenightcrying,downintheoldsleepingSpanishcitydarkenedunderherwhitestars!

  Whatsaysthevoice—itsclear—lingeringanguish?

  Justthewatchman,tellinghisdatelesstaleofsafety?

  Justaroad—man,flingingtothemoonhissong?

  No!Tisonedeprived,whoselover’sheartisweeping,Justhiscry:’Howlong?’\"

  Theword\"deprived\"seemedtohimcoldandunsatisfactory,but\"bereaved\"wastoofinal,andnootherwordoftwosyllablesshort—

  longcametohim,whichwouldenablehimtokeep\"whoselover’sheartisweeping。\"Itwaspasttwobythetimehehadfinishedit,andpastthreebeforehewenttosleep,havingsaiditovertohimselfatleasttwenty—fourtimes。NextdayhewroteitoutandencloseditinoneofthoseletterstoFleurwhichhealwaysfinishedbeforehewentdown,soastohavehismindfreeandcompanionable。

  Aboutnoonthatsameday,onthetiledterraceoftheirhotel,hefeltasuddendullpaininthebackofhishead,aqueersensationintheeyes,andsickness。Thesunhadtouchedhimtooaffectionately。

  Thenextthreedayswerepassedinsemi—darkness,andadulled,achingindifferencetoallexceptthefeeloficeonhisforeheadandhismother’ssmile。Shenevermovedfromhisroom,neverrelaxedhernoiselessvigilance,whichseemedtoJonangelic。Butthereweremomentswhenhewasextremelysorryforhimself,andwishedterriblythatFleurcouldseehim。Severaltimeshetookapoignantimaginaryleaveofherandoftheearth,tearsoozingoutofhiseyes。Heevenpreparedthemessagehewouldsendtoherbyhismother——whowouldregrettoherdyingdaythatshehadeversoughttoseparatethem——

  hispoormother!Hewasnotslow,however,inperceivingthathehadnowhisexcuseforgoinghome。

  Towardhalf—pastsixeacheveningcamea\"gasgacha\"ofbells——acascadeoftumblingchimes,mountingfromthecitybelowandfallingbackchimeonchime。Afterlisteningtothemonthefourthdayhesaidsuddenly:

  \"I’dliketobebackinEngland,Mum,thesun’stoohot。\"

  \"Verywell,darling。Assoonasyou’refittotravel\"Andatoncehefeltbetter,and——meaner。

  Theyhadbeenoutfiveweekswhentheyturnedtowardhome。Jon’sheadwasrestoredtoitspristineclarity,buthewasconfinedtoahatlinedbyhismotherwithmanylayersoforangeandgreensilkandhestillwalkedfromchoiceintheshade。Asthelongstruggleofdiscretionbetweenthemdrewtoitsclose,hewonderedmoreandmorewhethershecouldseehiseagernesstogetbacktothatwhichshehadbroughthimawayfrom。CondemnedbySpanishProvidencetospendadayinMadridbetweentheirtrains,itwasbutnaturaltogoagaintothePrado。JonwaselaboratelycasualthistimebeforehisGoyagirl。Nowthathewasgoingbacktoher,hecouldaffordalesserscrutiny。Itwashismotherwholingeredbeforethepicture,saying:

  \"Thefaceandthefigureofthegirlareexquisite。\"

  Jonheardheruneasily。Didsheunderstand?Buthefeltoncemorethathewasnomatchforherinself—controlandsubtlety。Shecould,insomesupersensitiveway,ofwhichhehadnotthesecret,feelthepulseofhisthoughts;sheknewbyinstinctwhathehopedandfearedandwished。Itmadehimterriblyuncomfortableandguilty,having,beyondmostboys,aconscience。Hewishedshewouldbefrankwithhim,healmosthopedforanopenstruggle。Butnonecame,andsteadily,silently,theytravellednorth。Thusdidhefirstlearnhowmuchbetterthanmenwomenplayawaitinggame。InParistheyhadagaintopauseforaday。Jonwasgrievedbecauseitlastedtwo,owingtocertainmattersinconnectionwithadressmaker;

  asifhismother,wholookedbeautifulinanything,hadanyneedofdresses!ThehappiestmomentofhistravelwasthatwhenhesteppedontotheFolkestoneboat。

  Standingbythebulwarkrail,withherarminhis,shesaid\"I’mafraidyouhaven’tenjoyeditmuch,Jon。Butyou’vebeenverysweettome。\"

  Jonsqueezedherarm。

  \"OhIyes,I’veenjoyeditawfully—exceptformyheadlately。\"

  Andnowthattheendhadcome,hereallyhad,feelingasortofglamouroverthepastweeks——akindofpainfulpleasure,suchashehadtriedtoscrewintothoselinesaboutthevoiceinthenightcrying;afeelingsuchashehadknownasasmallboylisteningavidlytoChopin,yetwantingtocry。Andhewonderedwhyitwasthathecouldn’tsaytoherquitesimplywhatshehadsaidtohim:

  \"Youwereverysweettome。\"Odd——onenevercouldbeniceandnaturallikethat!Hesubstitutedthewords:\"Iexpectweshallbesick。\"

  Theywere,andreachedLondonsomewhatattenuated,havingbeenawaysixweeksandtwodays,withoutasingleallusiontothesubjectwhichhadhardlyeverceasedtooccupytheirminds。

  II

  FATHERSANDDAUGHTERS

  DeprivedofhiswifeandsonbytheSpanishadventure,JolyonfoundthesolitudeatRobinHillintolerable。Aphilosopherwhenhehasallthathewantsisdifferentfromaphilosopherwhenhehasnot。

  Accustomed,however,totheidea,ifnottotherealityofresignation,hewouldperhapshavefaceditoutbutforhisdaughterJune。Hewasa\"lameduck\"now,andonherconscience。Havingachieved——momentarily——therescueofanetcherinlowcircumstances,whichshehappenedtohaveinhand,sheappearedatRobinHillafortnightafterIreneandJonhadgone。JunewaslivingnowinatinyhousewithabigstudioatChiswick。AForsyteofthebestperiod,sofarasthelackofresponsibilitywasconcerned,shehadovercomethedifficultyofareducedincomeinamannersatisfactorytoherselfandherfather。TherentoftheGalleryoffCorkStreetwhichhehadboughtforherandherincreasedincometaxhappeningtobalance,ithadbeenquitesimpl——shenolongerpaidhimtherent。

  TheGallerymightbeexpectednowatanytime,aftereighteenyearsofbarrenusufruct,topayitsway,sothatshewassureherfatherwouldnotfeelit。Throughthisdeviceshestillhadtwelvehundredayear,andbyreducingwhatsheate,and,inplaceoftwoBelgiansinapoorway,employingoneAustrianinapoorer,practicallythesamesurplusforthereliefofgenius。AfterthreedaysatRobinHillshecarriedherfatherbackwithhertoTown。Inthosethreedaysshehadstumbledonthesecrethehadkeptfortwoyears,andhadinstantlydecidedtocurehim。Sheknew,infact,theveryman。

  Hehaddonewonderswith。PaulPost——thatpainteralittleinadvanceofFuturism;andshewasimpatientwithherfatherbecausehiseyebrowswouldgoup,andbecausehehadheardofneither。Ofcourse,ifhehadn’t\"faith\"hewouldnevergetwell!ItwasabsurdnottohavefaithinthemanwhohadhealedPaulPostsothathehadonlyjustrelapsed,fromhavingoverworked,oroverlived,himselfagain。ThegreatthingaboutthishealerwasthathereliedonNature。HehadmadeaspecialstudyofthesymptomsofNature——whenhispatientfailedinanynaturalsymptomhesuppliedthepoisonwhichcausedit——andthereyouwere!Shewasextremelyhopeful。HerfatherhadclearlynotbeenlivinganaturallifeatRobinHill,andsheintendedtoprovidethesymptoms。Hewas——shefelt——outoftouchwiththetimes,whichwasnotnatural;hisheartwantedstimulating。

  InthelittleChiswickhousesheandtheAustrian——agratefulsoul,sodevotedtoJuneforrescuingherthatshewasindangerofdeceasefromoverwork——stimulatedJolyoninallsortsofways,preparinghimforhiscure。Buttheycouldnotkeephiseyebrowsdown;as,forexample,whentheAustrianwokehimateighto’clockjustashewasgoingtosleep,orJunetookTheTimesawayfromhim,becauseitwasunnaturaltoread\"thatstuff\"whenheoughttobetakinganinterestin\"life。\"Heneverfailed,indeed,tobeastonishedatherresource,especiallyintheevenings。Forhisbenefit,asshedeclared,thoughhesuspectedthatshealsogotsomethingoutofit,sheassembledtheAgesofarasitwassatellitetogenius;andwithsomesolemnityitwouldmoveupanddownthestudiobeforehimintheFox—trot,andthatmorementalformofdancing——theOne—step——whichsopulledagainstthemusic,thatJolyon’seyebrowswouldbealmostlostinhishairfromwonderatthestrainitmustimposeonthedancer’swill—power。Awarethat,hungonthelineintheWaterColourSociety,hewasabacknumbertothosewithanypretensiontobecalledartists,hewouldsitinthedarkestcornerhecouldfind,andwonderaboutrhythm,onwhichsolongagohehadbeenraised。

  AndwhenJunebroughtsomegirloryoungmanuptohim,hewouldrisehumblytotheirlevelsofarasthatwaspossible,andthink:’Dearme!Thisisverydullforthem!’Havinghisfather’sperennialsympathywithYouth,heusedtogetverytiredfromenteringintotheirpointsofview。Butitwasallstimulating,andheneverfailedinadmirationofhisdaughter’sindomitablespirit。Evengeniusitselfattendedthesegatheringsnowandthen,withitsnoseononeside;andJunealwaysintroducedittoherfather。This,shefelt,wasexceptionallygoodforhim,forgeniuswasanaturalsymptomhehadneverhad——fondasshewasofhim。

  Certainasamancanbethatshewashisowndaughter,heoftenwonderedwhenceshegotherself——herred—goldhair,nowgreyedintoaspecialcolour;herdirect,spiritedface,sodifferentfromhisownratherfoldedandsubtilisedcountenance,herlittlelithefigure,whenheandmostoftheForsytesweretall。Andhewoulddwellontheoriginofspecies,anddebatewhethershemightbeDanishorCeltic。Celtic,hethought,fromherpugnacity,andhertasteinfilletsanddjibbahs。ItwasnottoomuchtosaythathepreferredhertotheAgewithwhichshewassurrounded,youthfulthough,forthegreaterpart,itwas。Shetook,however,toomuchinterestinhisteeth,forhestillhadsomeofthosenaturalsymptoms。Herdentistatoncefound\"Staphylococcusaureuspresentinpureculture\"

  (whichmightcauseboils,ofcourse),andwantedtotakeoutalltheteethhehadandsupplyhimwithtwocompletesetsofunnaturalsymptoms。Jolyon’snativetenacitywasroused,andinthestudiothateveninghedevelopedhisobjections。Hehadneverhadanyboils,andhisownteethwouldlasthistime。Ofcourse——Juneadmitted——theywouldlasthistimeifhedidn’thavethemout!Butifhehadmoreteethhewouldhaveabetterheartandhistimewouldbelonger。Hisrecalcitrance——shesaid——wasasymptomofhiswholeattitude;hewastakingitlyingdown。Heoughttobefighting。

  WhenwashegoingtoseethemanwhohadcuredPaulPost?Jolyonwasverysorry,butthefactwashewasnotgoingtoseehim。Junechafed。Pondridge——shesaid——thehealer,wassuchafineman,andhehadsuchdifficultyinmakingtwoendsmeet,andgettinghistheoriesrecognised。Itwasjustsuchindifferenceandprejudiceasherfathermanifestedwhichwaskeepinghimback。Itwouldbesosplendidforbothofthem!

  \"Iperceive,\"saidJolyon,\"thatyouaretryingtokilltwobirdswithonestone。\"

  \"Tocure,youmean!\"criedJune。

  \"Mydear,it’sthesamething。\"

  Juneprotested。Itwasunfairtosaythatwithoutatrial。

  Jolyonthoughthemightnothavethechance,ofsayingitafter。

  \"Dad!\"criedJune,\"you’rehopeless。\"

  \"That,\"saidJolyon,\"isafact,butIwishtoremainhopelessaslongaspossible。Ishallletsleepingdogslie,mychild。Theyarequietatpresent。\"

  \"That’snotgivingscienceachance,\"criedJune。\"You’venoideahowdevotedPondridgeis。Heputshissciencebeforeeverything。\"

  \"Just,\"repliedJolyon,puffingthemildcigarettetowhichhewasreduced,\"asMr。PaulPostputshisart,eh?ArtforArt’ssake——

  ScienceforthesakeofScience。Iknowthoseenthusiasticegomaniacgentry。Theyvivisectyouwithoutblinking。I’menoughofaForsytetogivethemthego—by,June。\"

  \"Dad,\"saidJune,\"ifyouonlyknewhowold—fashionedthatsounds!

  Nobodycanaffordtobehalf—heartednowadays。\"

  \"I’mafraid,\"murmuredJolyon,withhissmile,\"that’stheonlynaturalsymptomwithwhichMr。Pondridgeneednotsupplyme。Weareborntobeextremeortobemoderate,mydear;though,ifyou’llforgivemysayingso,halfthepeoplenowadayswhobelievethey’reextremearereallyverymoderate。I’mgettingonaswellasIcanexpect,andImustleaveitatthat。\"

  Junewassilent,havingexperiencedinhertimetheinexorablecharacterofherfather’samiableobstinacysofarashisownfreedomofactionwasconcerned。

  HowhecametoletherknowwhyIrenehadtakenJontoSpainpuzzledJolyon,forhehadlittleconfidenceinherdiscretion。Aftershehadbroodedonthenews,itbroughtarathersharpdiscussion,duringwhichheperceivedtothefullthefundamentaloppositionbetweenheractivetemperamentandhiswife’spassivity。Heevengatheredthatalittlesorenessstillremainedfromthatgeneration—oldstrugglebetweenthemoverthebodyofPhilipBosinney,inwhichthepassivehadsosignallytriumphedovertheactiveprinciple。

  AccordingtoJune,itwasfoolishandevencowardlytohidethepastfromJon。Sheeropportunism,shecalledit。

  \"Which,\"Jolyonputinmildly,\"istheworkingprincipleofreallife,mydear。\"

  \"Oh!\"criedJune,\"youdon’treallydefendherfornottellingJon,Dad。Ifitwerelefttoyou,youwould。\"

  \"Imight,butsimplybecauseIknowhemustfindout,whichwillbeworsethanifwetoldhim。\"

  \"Thenwhydon’tyoutellhim?It’sjustsleepingdogsagain。\"

  \"Mydear,\"saidJolyon,\"Iwouldn’tfortheworldgoagainstIrene’sinstinct。He’sherboy。\"

  \"Yourstoo,\"criedJune。

  \"Whatisaman’sinstinctcomparedwithamother’s?\"

  \"Well,Ithinkit’sveryweakofyou。\"

  \"Idaresay,\"saidJolyon,\"Idaresay。\"

  Andthatwasallshegotfromhim;butthematterrankledinherbrain。Shecouldnotbearsleepingdogs。Andtherestirredinheratortuousimpulsetopushthemattertowarddecision。Jonoughttobetold,sothateitherhisfeelingmightbenippedinthebud,or,floweringinspiteofthepast,cometofruition。AndshedeterminedtoseeFleur,andjudgeforherself。WhenJunedeterminedonanything,delicacybecameasomewhatminorconsideration。Afterall,shewasSoames’cousin,andtheywerebothinterestedinpictures。

  ShewouldgoandtellhimthatheoughttobuyaPaulPost,orperhapsapieceofsculpturebyBorisStrumolowski,andofcourseshewouldsaynothingtoherfather。ShewentonthefollowingSunday,lookingsodeterminedthatshehadsomedifficultyingettingacabatReadingstation。Therivercountrywaslovelyinthosedaysofherownmonth,andJuneachedatitsloveliness。Shewhohadpassedthroughthislifewithoutknowingwhatunionwashadaloveofnaturalbeautywhichwasalmostmadness。AndwhenshecametothatchoicespotwhereSoameshadpitchedhistent,shedismissedhercab,because,businessover,shewantedtorevelinthebrightwaterandthewoods。Sheappearedathisfrontdoor,therefore,asamerepedestrian,andsentinhercard。ItwasinJune’scharactertoknowthatwhenhernerveswereflutteringshewasdoingsomethingworthwhile。Ifone’snervesdidnotflutter,shewastakingthelineofleastresistance,andknewthatnoblenesswasnotobligingher。Shewasconductedtoadrawing—room,which,thoughnotinherstyle,showedeverymarkoffastidiouselegance。Thinking,’Toomuchtaste—

  —toomanyknick—knacks,’shesawinanoldlacquer—framedmirrorthefigureofagirlcominginfromtheverandah。Clothedinwhite,andholdingsomewhiterosesinherhand,shehad,reflectedinthatsilvery—greypoolofglass,avision—likeappearance,asifaprettyghosthadcomeoutofthegreengarden。

  \"Howdoyoudo?\"saidJune,turninground。\"I’macousinofyourfather’s。\"

  \"Oh,yes;Isawyouinthatconfectioner’s。\"

  \"Withmyyoungstepbrother。Isyourfatherin?\"

  \"Hewillbedirectly。He’sonlygoneforalittlewalk。\"

  Juneslightlynarrowedherblueeyes,andliftedherdecidedchin。

  \"Yourname’sFleur,isn’tit?I’veheardofyoufromHolly。WhatdoyouthinkofJon?\"

  Thegirlliftedtherosesinherhand,lookedatthem,andansweredcalmly:

  \"He’squiteaniceboy。\"

  \"NotabitlikeHollyorme,ishe?\"

  \"Notabit。\"

  ’She’scool,’thoughtJune。

  Andsuddenlythegirlsaid:\"Iwishyou’dtellmewhyourfamiliesdon’tgeton?\"

  Confrontedwiththequestionshehadadvisedherfathertoanswer,Junewassilent;whetherbecausethisgirlwastryingtogetsomethingoutofher,orsimplybecausewhatonewoulddotheoreticallyisnotalwayswhatonewilldowhenitcomestothepoint。

  \"Youknow,\"saidthegirl,\"thesurestwaytomakepeoplefindouttheworstistokeepthemignorant。Myfather’stoldmeitwasaquarrelaboutproperty。ButIdon’tbelieveit;we’vebothgotheaps。Theywouldn’thavebeensobourgeoisasallthat。\"

  Juneflushed。Thewordappliedtohergrandfatherandfatheroffendedher。

  \"Mygrandfather,\"shesaid,\"wasverygenerous,andmyfatheris,too;neitherofthemwasintheleastbourgeois。\"

  \"Well,whatwasitthen?\"repeatedthegirl:ConsciousthatthisyoungForsytemeanthavingwhatshewanted,Juneatoncedeterminedtopreventher,andtogetsomethingforherselfinstead。

  \"Whydoyouwanttoknow?\"

  Thegirlsmelledatherroses。\"Ionlywanttoknowbecausetheywon’ttellme。\"

  \"Well,itwasaboutproperty,butthere’smorethanonekind。\"

  \"Thatmakesitworse。NowIreallymustknow。\"

  June’ssmallandresolutefacequivered。Shewaswearingaroundcap,andherhairhadfluffedoutunderit。Shelookedquiteyoungatthatmoment,rejuvenatedbyencounter。

  \"Youknow,\"shesaid,\"Isawyoudropyourhandkerchief。IsthereanythingbetweenyouandJon?Because,ifso,you’dbetterdropthattoo。\"

  Thegirlgrewpaler,butshesmiled。

  \"Iftherewere,thatisn’tthewaytomakeme。\"

  Atthegallantryofthatreply,Juneheldoutherhand。

  \"Ilikeyou;butIdon’tlikeyourfather;Ineverhave。Wemayaswellbefrank。\"

  \"Didyoucomedowntotellhimthat?\"

  Junelaughed。\"No;Icamedowntoseeyou。\"

  \"Howdelightfulofyou。\"

  Thisgirlcouldfence。

  \"I’mtwoandahalftimesyourage,\"saidJune,\"butIquitesympathize。It’shorridnottohaveone’sownway。\"

  Thegirlsmiledagain。\"Ireallythinkyoumighttellme。\"

  Howthechildstucktoherpoint\"It’snotmysecret。ButI’llseewhatIcando,becauseIthinkbothyouandJonoughttobetold。AndnowI’llsaygood—bye。\"

  \"Won’tyouwaitandseeFather?\"

  Juneshookherhead。\"HowcanIgetovertotheotherside?\"

  \"I’llrowyouacross。\"

  \"Look!\"saidJuneimpulsively,\"nexttimeyou’reinLondon,comeandseeme。ThisiswhereIlive。Igenerallyhaveyoungpeopleintheevening。ButIshouldn’ttellyourfatherthatyou’recoming。\"

  Thegirlnodded。

  Watchinghersculltheskiffacross,Junethought:’She’sawfullyprettyandwellmade。IneverthoughtSoameswouldhaveadaughterasprettyasthis。SheandJonwouldmakealovelycouple。

  Theinstincttocouple,starvedwithinherself,wasalwaysatworkinJune。ShestoodwatchingFleurrowback;thegirltookherhandoffasculltowavefarewell,andJunewalkedlanguidlyonbetweenthemeadowsandtheriver,withanacheinherheart。Youthtoyouth,likethedragon—flieschasingeachother,andlovelikethesunwarmingthemthroughandthrough。Heryouth!Solongago——whenPhilandshe——Andsince?Nothing——noonehadbeenquitewhatshehadwanted。Andsoshehadmisseditall。Butwhatacoilwasroundthosetwoyoungthings,iftheyreallywereinlove,asHollywouldhaveit——asherfather,andIrene,andSoameshimselfseemedtodread。Whatacoil,andwhatabarrier!Andtheitchforthefuture,thecontempt,asitwere,forwhatwasoverpast,whichformstheactiveprinciple,movedintheheartofonewhoeverbelievedthatwhatonewantedwasmoreimportantthanwhatotherpeopledidnotwant。Fromthebank,awhile,inthewarmsummerstillness,shewatchedthewater—lilyplantsandwillowleaves,thefishesrising;

  sniffedthescentofgrassandmeadow—sweet,wonderinghowshecouldforceeverybodytobehappy。JonandFleur!Twolittlelameducks——

  charmingcallowyellowlittleducks!Agreatpity!Surelysomethingcouldbedone!Onemustnottakesuchsituationslyingdown。Shewalkedon,andreachedastation,hotandcross。

  Thatevening,faithfultotheimpulsetowarddirectaction,whichmademanypeopleavoidher,shesaidtoherfather:

  \"Dad,I’vebeendowntoseeyoungFleur。Ithinkshe’sveryattractive。It’snogoodhidingourheadsunderourwings,isit?\"

  ThestartledJolyonsetdownhisbarley—water,andbegancrumblinghisbread。

  \"It’swhatyouappeartobedoing,\"hesaid。\"Doyourealisewhosedaughtersheis?\"

  \"Can’tthedeadpastburyitsdead?\"

  Jolyonrose。

  \"Certainthingscanneverbeburied。\"

  \"Idisagree,\"saidJune。\"It’sthatwhichstandsinthewayofallhappinessandprogress。Youdon’tunderstandtheAge,Dad。It’sgotnouseforoutgrownthings。WhydoyouthinkitmatterssoterriblythatJonshouldknowabouthismother?Whopaysanyattentiontothatsortofthingnow?ThemarriagelawsarejustastheywerewhenSoamesandIrenecouldn’tgetadivorce,andyouhadtocomein。

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