第5章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Book of Verse",免费读到尾

  Lucindo。What’sthis?Youspeakofstones,bays,wormsandmud?

  Butrocksandcragstowerupwardseverywhere,Ineveryspotaspringcomesbubblingforth:

  Whetherimpetuous,low,high——whatmatter?

  MysteriousplacesstillaretobefoundWhereweareheldenrapturedandspellbound。

  Toseethemwakesexcitementinmybreast,Andifitbursts,why,itisjest,nomore。

  Sotakemewhereyouwill,yes,tothatgoal!

  Waverandfalternot,butlet’saway!

  Pertini。TherollingthunderfirstmustceaseitsdinErethepurelightningcleanseyourbreastwithin。

  SotoaspotI’llmakemyselfyourguideWhere,Imuchfear,you’llwishtoolongtoabide。

  Lucindo。Oh,letourjourney’sgoalliewhereitmay,I’llfollowyou,ifyouwillleadtheway。

  Pertini。Mistrustful!(Theybothgoout。)Scene3AroominPertini’shouse。Oulanemisalone,seatedatatable,writing。Paperslieabout。

  Suddenlyhespringsup,walkszipanddown,thenstopsabruptlyandstandswithfoldedarms。

  Oulanem。Alllost!Thehourisnowexpired,andtimeStandsstill。Thispigmyuniversecollapses。

  SoonIshallclaspEternityandhowlHumanity’sgiantcurseintoitsear。

  Eternity!Itiseternalpain,Deathinconceivable,immeasurable!

  Anevilartificecontrivedtotauntus,Whoarebutclockwork,blindmachineswoundupTobethecalendar—foolsofTime;tobe,Onlythatsomethingthusatleastmighthappen;

  Andtodecay,thattheremightbedecay!

  Theworldsmusthavehadneedofonethingmore—

  Dumb,searingagonytosendthemwhirling。

  Deathcomestolifeandputsonshoesandstockings;

  Thesorrowingplant,thestone’sinerterosion,ThebirdsthatfindnosongtotellthepainOftheiraethereallife,thegeneraldiscordAndtheblindstrivingoftheAlltoshakeItselfoutofitself,becrushedinquarrel—

  Thisnowstandsupandhasapairoflegs,Andhasabreasttofeelthecurseoflife!

  Ha,Imusttwinemeonthewheelofflame,AndinEternity’sringI’lldancemyfrenzy!

  Ifaughtbesidesthatfrenzycoulddevour,I’dleaptherein,thoughImustsmashaworldThattoweredhighbetweenmyselfandit!

  Itwouldbeshatteredbymylong—drawncurse,AndIwoulddingmyarmsaroundcruelBeing,Embracingme,’twouldsilentpassaway。

  ThensilentwouldIsinkintothevoid。

  Whollytosink,notbe——oh,thiswereLife,ButsweptalonghighonEternity’scurrentToroaroutthrenodiesfortheCreator,Scornonthebrow!CanSunburnitaway?

  Boundincompulsion’ssway,curseindefiance!

  Lettheenvenomedeyeflashforthdestruction—

  Doesithurlofftheponderousworldsthatbind?

  Boundineternalfear,splinteredandvoid,BoundtotheverymarbleblockofBeing,Bound,boundforever,andforeverbound!

  Theworlds,theyseeitandgorollingonAndhowltheburialsongoftheirowndeath。

  Andwe,weApesofacoldGod,stillcherishWithfrenziedpainuponourlovingbreastThevipersovoluptuouslywarm,ThatitasUniversalFormrearsupAndfromitsplaceonhighgrinsdownonus!

  Andinourear,tillloathing’sallconsumed,Thewearywaveroarsonward,everonward!

  Nowquick,thedieiscast,andallisready;

  Destroywhatonlypoetry’sliecontrived,Acurseshallfinishwhatacurseconceived。

  (Hesitsdownatthetableandwrites。)Scene4Alwander’shouse;first—beforethehouse。Lucindo,Pertini。

  Lucindo。Whybringmehere?

  Pertini。Forasucculentpieceofwoman,That’sall!Seeforyourself,andifshesoftlyBreathesamelodiouspeaceintoyoursoul,Thenforward!

  Lucindo。What!You’retakingmetowhores?

  AndattheverytimewhenallofLifeComesdownwithcrushingforceuponmyshoulders,AndwhenmybreastswellsirresistiblyInamadfrenzycravingself—destruction;

  Wheneachbreathbreathesathousanddeathsforme,Andnowawoman!

  Pertini。Ha!Raveon,youngman,Breathehellfireanddestruction,breatheaway!

  Whatwhores?DidImisunderstandyourmeaning?

  See,there’sthehouse。Doesitlooklikeabrothel?

  YouthinkIwanttoplaythepimpforyou,Andusetheverydaylightforalantern?

  That’srich。Butenterfirstandthere,perhaps,You’lllearnwhatyoudesire。

  Lucindo。Iseeyourtrick。

  Thestuffyoumadeitofisverycheap。

  Youreallyseektoslipthehandthatholdsyou。

  BegratefulthatthismomentImusthearyou;

  Buttemporisingwillcostyouyourlife。

  (Theygointothehouse。Thecurtainfallsandanotherisraised。Amodern,elegantroom。Beatriceissittingonthesofa,aguitarbesideher。Lucindo,Pertini,Beatrice。)

  Pertini。Beatrice,ayoungtravellerIbring,Apleasantgentleman,mydistantkinsman。

  Beatrice(toLucindo)。Welcome!

  Lucindo。ForgivemeifIfindnowords,Nospeechtoexpressmyheart’sastonishment。

  Beautysorarequiteoverwhelmsthespirits;

  Thebloodleapshigh,butnotawordwillcome。

  Beatrice。Fairwords,youngsir。Youareinapleasantmood。

  Ithankyourdisposition,notthefavourThatNaturehasdeniedmesounkindly,When’tisyourtonguethatspeaks,andnotyourheart。

  Lucindo。Oh,ifmyheartmightspeak,ifitmightonlyPourforthwhatyouhavequickenedinitsdepths,Thewordswouldallbeflamesofmelody,Andeverybreathawholeeternity,AHeaven,anEmpireinfinitelyvast,InwhichallliveswouldsparklebrightwiththoughtsFullofsoftyearning,fullofharmonies,LockingtheWorldsosweetlyinitsbreast,Streamingwithradianceofpureloveliness,Sinceeverywordwouldonlybearyourname!

  Pertini。Youwillnottakeitinbadpart,younglady,IfIexplaintoyouthatheisGermanAndalwaysravesofMelodyandSoul。

  Beatrice。AGerman!ButIliketheGermanswell,AndIamproudtobeofthatsamestock。

  Come,sithere,Germansir。(Sheoffershimaplaceonthesofa。)

  Lucindo。Thankyou,mylady。(AsidetoPertini。)

  Away!Thereisstilltime;hereIamlost!

  Beatrice(abashed)。DidIspeakoutofplace?(Lucindowantstospeak,butPertinicutsin。)

  Pertini。Spareusyourflourishesandyourflattery!

  Twasnothing,Beatrice;merelysomebusinessThatImuststillarrangeforhiminhaste。

  Lucindo(confused,inalowvoice)。

  ByGod,Pertini,youareplayingwithme!

  Pertini(aloud)。Takeitnotsotoheart,don’tbesoscared!

  Theladytrustsmyword,isitnotso?

  Beatrice,hemaystay,isitnotso,TillIamback。Andpleaseremember——prudence;

  Youareastranger,sonofoolishness。

  Beatrice。Oh,come,youngsir,wasthenmywelcomesuchThatyoucouldthinkI’dbanishyou,astranger,FriendofPertini,anoldfriendofours,Unceremoniouslyfromthishouse,Whosehospitabledoorsareopentoall?

  Youneednotflatter,butyoumustbefair。

  Lucindo。ByGod,yourgraciouskindnessoverwhelmsme!

  Youspeakasgentlyastheangelsspeak。

  ForgiveifoverawedandovercomeBythewildstreamofpassionlongforgotten,Thelipsspokewhattheyoughttohaveconcealed。

  YetseetheskyallclearandluminousSmiledownuponusfromtheclouds’bluerealm,Andseethecoloursthrobsosweetandbright,Nowwrappedinshadeandnowingentlelight,Minglinginharmoniessosoftandfull,Onelovelypicture,oneinspiredsoul。

  Seethis,andthenbesilentifyourlipsObey。Butno!yourheartenchantedleaps,Prudenceandcircumspectionvanishedall。

  Thelipsmustspeakwhatholdsyourheartinthrall。

  EvenastheAeolianlyreisstirredtosoundWhenZephyrwrapshisflutteringpinionsround。

  Beatrice。ReproofIcannotfindwithinmyheart,Youdressthepoison,sir,withsuchsweetart。

  Lucindo(asidetoPertini)。

  Confoundedvillain,yetgoodvillaintoo,WhatshallIdo?Getoutofhere,byGod!

  Pertini(aloud)。

  Itranklesinhismind,rememberinghowItookthewordsoutofhismouthjustnow。

  Inlanguagebeautifulhewouldhavetalked,Whenbymyinterruptionhewasbalked。

  Butnevermind,’tisBeatrice’sbeliefYoukindlywishedtoaffordhersomereliefFromyourgrandtalk;likeanyGermanjest,Onceswallowed,it’snoteasytodigest。

  Igo。

  Lucindo(inalowvoice)。Butman!

  Pertini(aloud)。ThinkofthesympathiesThatfromthestomachtotheheartsoonrise;

  I’llsoonbebacktofetchyouswiftaway,Orelseinthissweetplacetoolongyou’llstay。

  (Aside。)Imustbegone。Andwhilehepayshiscourt,I’llseetheoldmanbringsitalltonaught。

  (ExitPertini。Lucindoisinconfusion。)

  Beatrice。AndmustIyetoncemorebidyoubeseated?

  Lucindo。I’llgladlysithereifyoutrulywishit。(Sitsdown。)

  Beatrice。OurfriendPertini’softenstrangelymoody。

  Lucindo。Yes,strangelyso!Moststrangely!Verystrangely!

  (Pause。)

  Forgiveme,lady——youesteemthisman!

  Beatrice。Hehaslongbeenatruefriendofthehousehold,Andalwaystreatedmemostamiably。

  Andyet——Iknownotwhy——Icannotbearhim。

  He’softenviolent。Oftenfromhisbreast—

  Forgiveme,he’syourfriend——somesecretspiritCallsstrangely,inavoiceIdonotlike。

  ItisasthoughsomeinnerturbulentdarknessShrankfromthedaylight’sopenlookofloveAndfearedtomakeresponse,asifheharbouredAnevilworsethanhistonguespeaks,worseevenThanhisheartdarestothink。Thisisbutsurmise,AndIdowrong,confidingitsosoon;

  Itissuspicion;suspicionisaviper。

  Lucindo。Doyouregretconfidinginme,then?

  Beatrice。Wereitasecretthatconcernedmyself—

  Butoh,whatamIsaying!HaveyouwonMytrustalready?YetitisnotwrongThatIshouldtellyoueverythingIknow;

  Icouldconfideitalltoanyone,SinceIknownothingthat’snotknowntoall。

  Lucindo。Toall?Wellsaid!Youwouldbekindtoall?

  Beatrice。Wouldyounottoo?

  Lucindo。Oangel,Osweetbeing!

  Beatrice。Youmakemefearful,sir。Whatmeanthesewords?

  Youjumpsosuddenlyfromthemetotheme!

  Lucindo。Imustactquickly,forthehourisstriking。

  Whyhesitate?Deathisineveryminute。

  CanIconcealit?It’samiracle,Ihavejustmetyou;strangethoughitappears,Wemighthaveknowneachothermanyyears。

  ItisasifthemusicIheardsoundWithinmyownheart,livingformhadfound,Andintovibrant,warmrealityThespirit—bondunitingusbreaksfree。

  Beatrice。Iwon’tdenyit:youarenottomeAstranger,yetstillstrangeyouare,unknown。

  ButasdarkspiritswouldnotletusseeEachothertillthishour,sowemustownTheremaybeotherspiritswhosedeceitBindsuswithtreacherousbonds,howeversweet。

  Foresightandwisdomwemustnotdespise;

  Thestrongestlightningstrikesnotfromdarkskies。

  Lucindo。Ofairphilosopheroftheheart!OGod,Icanresistnomore,foryoucompelme!

  DonotimaginethatIdonotholdYouinrespectbecausemyheartgrowsbold。

  Itthrobstobursting,allmynervesaretense。

  Icanresistnomore。SoonI’llbegone,Far,farawayfromhere,fromyoudivided。

  Then,worlds,plungedown,plungedownintotheabyss!

  Forgiveme,sweetmychild,forgivethehourThatdrivesmeonwardwithsuchviolentpower。

  Iloveyou,Beatrice,byGodIswearit,AndLoveandBeatricemakebutonewordThatIcanutteronlyinonebreath,AndinthisthoughtI’dgotomeetmydeath。

  Beatrice。Sincegoodcannevercomeofit,IpraySpeaknomorethus。If——butthiscannotbe——

  Youweretowinmyheart,now,straightaway,Surelyyouwouldnolongerhonourme。

  You’dsaythatIwasjustacommonthing,Ready,asthousandsare,tohaveherfling。

  IfforamomentsuchanotioncrossedYourmind,thenloveandhonourwouldbelost。

  Twouldmeanthatyoucaredformenotajot,Andself—reproachwouldhavetobemylot。

  Lucindo。Tenderandlovelybeing,hearmeplead!

  Ifonlyinmybosomyoucouldread,Ineverlovedtillnow,byGodabove,Andyourreproachesmakeamockoflove。

  Letthebasemerchanthaggleoverflaws,Byshrewddelaysmoreprofitstillhedraws。

  Lovebringstheunionoftheworldsabout,Naughtisbeyond,andnaughtelsetodesire。

  Letthosewhobindthemselvesinhatreddoubt。

  LoveisaflashingsparkfromLife’sownfire,Magicthatholdsusinanopenring,Soyieldtoit——thisistheonlythingThatcountsinlove,notprudentcarefulness;

  Forloveisquicktokindle,quicktobless。

  Beatrice。ShallIbemodest?Coy?No,Imustdare,Howeverhighmayleaptheflames’fierceflare。

  YetmybreasttightensunderfearfulstrainAsifdelightweremixedwithsearingpain,AsifbetweenouruniontherecamefloatingAhissingsoundmixedinbydevilsgloating。

  Lucindo。Itisthefirewhichyoudonotyetknow,Andtheoldlife,whichnowhasturnedtogoAwayfromus,isspeakingitslastword;

  Thenitsreproacheswillnomorebeheard。

  Buttellme,Beatrice,howwillyoubemine!

  Beatrice。MyfatherwantstotiemetoamanWhomIwouldhateifIcouldhatemyfellows。

  Butbeassuredyousoonwillhearfromme。

  Whereareyoustaying,sweetfriendofmyheart?

  Lucindo。Why,atPertini’shouse。

  Beatrice。I’llsendacourier。

  Butnowyourname?MostsurelyitmustsoundAsdoesthemusicofthecirclingspheres。

  Lucindo(inaseriousvoice)。Lucindoismyname。

  Beatrice。Lucindo!Sweet,Sweetringsthatnametome。Ah,myLucindo,Heismyworld,myGod,myheart,myall。

  Lucindo。Beatrice,that’syourself,andyouaremore,Youareyetmorethanall,foryouareBeatrice。(Hepressesherardentlytohisbreast。ThedoorburstsopenandWierinenters。)

  Wierin。Aprettysight!OBeatrice!Osnake!

  Puppetofvirtue,areyou,coldasmarble!

  Lucindo。Whatdoyoumeanbythis?Whatdoyouseek?

  ByGod,noapecouldeverlooksosleek。

  Wierin。Damnedboy,you’llsoonenoughlearnwhatImean。

  We’llspeaktogether,youandI,OrivalFashionedinhumanformtomakeitloathsome,Creaturepuffedupwithimpudentconceit,Apieceofblotting—papertowipepenson,Acomicheroofsomewretchedjape。

  Lucindo。Andasremarked,beholdthecompleteape!

  Shameonyouthustobandywordswithme!

  Suchcourageislikebarrel—organmusicPlayedtoapaintedpictureofabattle。

  Soontherealthingwillcount。

  Wierin。Soon?Nowboy,nowwe’llhavethismatterout!

  B—b—byGod——myverybloodrunscold!

  Beatrice,I’llfinishoffthisparamour。

  Lucindo。Silence,fellow,I’llfollowyouthisinstant。

  (Pertinienters。)

  Pertini。What’sallthisnoise?Youthinkyou’reonthestreet?(ToWierin。)

  Whydoyouscreech,youcrow?I’llstopyourmouth!(Aside。)

  I’vecomejustinthenickoftime。ThefellowHassomewhatmisinterpretedmymeaning。

  (Beatricefallsinafaint。)

  Lucindo。Help!Sheswoons!OGod!

  (Hebendsoverher。)

  Cometoyourself,angel,sweetspirit,speak!(Hekissesher。)

  Feelyouthewarmth?Hereyelidsflutter,shebreathes!

  Beatrice,whyareyouso?Oh,tellme,why?

  Youwanttokillme?CanIseeyouthus?

  (Heraisesherup,embracingher。Wierinwantstorushuponhim。Pertiniholdshimback。)

  Pertini。Come,friendCrow,justafewwordsinyourear。

  Beatrice(inafaintvoice)。Lucindo,myLucindo,ah,mylostone,Andlosttome,myheart,beforeIwonyou。

  Lucindo。Becalm,myangel,nothingshallbelost,AndsoonI’llseethisfellowbreathehislast。

  (Hecarrieshertothesofa。)

  Liethereawhile;wecannotlongremain,Thisholyplacemustbearnoevilstain。

  Wierin。Come,weshallspeaktogether。

  Pertini。I’llcometoo。

  Onesecondataduelissomethingnew。

  Lucindo。Composeyourself,sweetchild,beofgoodcheer。

  Beatrice。Farewell。

  Lucindo。Angel,farewell。

  Beatrice(withadeepsigh)。I’mfulloffear。

  (Curtain。EndofActI。)

  Bookofverse——KarlMarxSONGTOTHESTARSYoudanceroundandaroundInshimmeringraysoflight,YoursoaringshapesaboundInnumberinfinite。

  HerebreaksthenoblestSoul,Thefullheartburstsintwain,AndlikeajewelingoldIsclaspedbymortalpain。

  ItturnsonyouitslookDarkly,compellingly,Fromyou,babe—like,wouldsuckHopeandEternity。

  Alas,yourlightisneverMorethanaethereallyrare。

  NodivinebeingeverCastintoyouhisfire。

  Youarefalseimages,Facesofradiantflame;

  Heart’swarmthandtendernessAndSoulyoucannotclaim。

  AmockeryisyourshiningOfAction,Pain,Desire。

  OnyouisdashedallyearningAndtheheart’ssongoffire。

  Grieving,wemustturngrey,Endindespairandpain,ThenseethemockeryThatEarthandHeavenremain;

  That,aswetrembleeven,Andworldswithinusdrown,Notreetrunk’severriven,Nostargoesplungingdown。

  Deadyou’dbeotherwise,Yourgravetheoceanblue,Allgone,theshiningrays,Andallfirespentinyou。

  Truthyou’dspeaksilently,Notdazzlewithdeadlight,Norshineinclarity;

  AndallroundwouldbeNight。

点击下载App,搜索"A Book of Verse",免费读到尾