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  Oulanem。Butweintendtomakealengthystay。

  Pertini。EachdaythelessyouspendinpleasurehereWillbemyloss。

  Oulanem。Oncemorewethankyouwarmly。

  Pertini(callingaservant)。

  Boy!Seethegentlemenuptotheirroom。

  Theywishtotakesomerestaftertheirjourney;

  TheyalsowanttobealoneandchangeTheirheavytravellingclothesforlighterwear。

  Oulanem。Wetakeourleave,butweshallsoonreturn。(OulanemandLucindogooutwiththeservant。)

  Pertini(alone,cautiouslylookinground)。

  It’she,byGod,it’she;thedayhascome;

  He,theoldfriendInevercouldforget,Anymorethanmyconsciencegivesmerest。

  That’sexcellent!NowI’llexchangemyconscience;

  Heshallbeithenceforth,yes,he,Oulanem。

  So,conscience,nowmayitgowellwithyou。

  Foreverynightyoustoodbeforemybed,YouwenttosleepwhenIdid,rosewithme——

  Weknoweachother,man,myeyesuponit!

  What’smore,Iknowthatthereareothershere;

  TheyareOulanemalso,alsoOulanem!

  There’sdeathringsinthatname。Well,letitringTillinitsownervileitringsitslast。

  Butwait,Ihaveitnow!Asclearasair,Firmasmybones,itcomesupfrommysoul。

  Hisoathstandsupinarmsbeforemyeyes!

  I’vefoundit,andI’llseehefindsittoo!

  Myplanismade——youareitsverysoul,Yes,you,Oulanem,areitsverylife。

  WouldyouworkDestinyas’twereapuppet?

  MakeHeavenaplaythingforyourcalculations?

  FabricateGodsoutofyouroldspentloins?

  Now,playyourpartoffpat,mylittleGod;

  Butwait——waitforyourcue——leavethattome!

  (EnterLucindo。)Scene2Pertini,Lucindo。

  Pertini。Pray,whysomuchalone,mydearyoungsir?

  Lucindo。Curiosity。Theoldfindnothingnew。

  Pertini。Indeed!Yourtimeoflife!

  Lucindo。No,butifeverMysoulcherishedastrongdesire,ifeverMyheartwasmovedbyapresentientyearning,ItwastocallhimFather,behisson,Thatone’swhosemanlyandimpassionedspiritCandrinkinworldsentire;whoseheartstreamsforthTheradianceoftheGods。Didyounotknowhim,ThenyoumightnotconceivethatsuchamanCouldbe。

  Pertini。Itsoundsindeedmostfineandtender,WhenfromthewarmvoluptuouslipsofyouthThepraiseofAgestreamsforthliketonguesoffire。

  Itsoundssomoral,likeaBiblesermon,JustlikethestoryoftheDameSusannah,OrlikethattaleabouttheProdigalSon。

  ButdareIaskyouifyouknowthismanWithwhomyourheartwouldseemsocloselybound?

  Lucindo。Seem?Onlysemblance——semblanceanddelusion?

  Youhatemankind?

  Pertini。Well,attheveryleastIamaman!

  Lucindo。ForgiveifI’veoffended。

  YouarefullwelldisposedtowardstheStranger,AndhewhogoesinfriendshiptotheWanderer,Hisspiritisnotlockedwithinitself。

  Youseekananswer。Answeryoushallhave。

  WearetogetherboundinastrangeunionDeepwoveninthebottomofourheartsWhich,evenasbrightblazingbrandsoffire,Thespiritsofhisbreastweaveroundwithradiance,Asifwell—wishingDemonsoftheLightWiththoughtfultendernesshadmatchedusboth。

  ThushaveIknownhimsincelong,longago——

  Solongago,thatMemoryscarcelywhispersOfourfirstmeeting。Howwefoundeachother,Iknowitnot。

  Pertini。Itsoundsindeedromantic。

  Andyet,mydearyoungsir,itisbutsoundThatsoundsonlytoparryarequest。

  Lucindo。Isweartoit。

  Pertini。Whatdoyouswearto,sir?

  Lucindo。Idonotknowhim,yetindeedIknowhim。

  Hehidessomemysterydeepwithinhisbreast,WhichImaynotyetknow——notnow……notyet···

  Thesewordsrepeatthemselveseachday,eachhour。

  Forsee,Idonotknowmyself!

  Pertini。That’sbad!

  Lucindo。Istandheresocutoff,soseparate。

  ThepoorestwretchtakesprideinwhatheisWhen,smiling,hetellsofthelinethatborehim,Cherishinginhishearteachlittledetail。

  Icannotdothis。MencallmeLucindo,Buttheycouldcallmegallowstoo,ortree。

  Pertini。Whatdoyouwant,then?Friendshipwiththegallows?

  Kinship,even?Well,Icanhelpyouthere!

  Lucindo(earnestly)。PlaynotwithemptysyllablesandsoundsWhenIrageinwardly。

  Pertini。Rageon,myfriend,Tillrageisspent。

  Lucindo(indignantly)。Whatdoyoumean?

  Pertini。Mean?Nothing!Iamadryhousephilistine,nomore,Amanwhosimplycallseachhouranhour,Whogoestosleepatnight—time,justtoriseWhenmorningcomesagain;whocountsthehoursUntilhe’scountedoutandtheclockstops,Andwormsbecomethehandsthatshowthetime;

  AndsoontillthefinalJudgmentDayWhenJesus,withtheAngelGabriel,Pronouncingsentenceonhiswrathfultrumpet,Readsoutthelistofourrecordedsins,Andstandsusontherightorontheleft,AndrunshisGod—fistoverallourhidesTofindoutwhetherwearelambsorwolves。

  Lucindo。He’llnotnameme,becauseIhavenoname。

  Pertini。Wellsaid!That’showIliketohearyouspeak!

  ButsinceI’mjustaplainhousephilistine,Mythoughtsarehomely,andIhandlethoughtsAsyoudostonesandsand。SoifamanCannotnamehisownfamily,butturnsUpwithanother,he’sanoff—shoot——bornOnthewrongsideoftheblanket。

  Lucindo。Whatwasthat?

  Thinksoonerblackthesunandflatthemoon,Andneithersendingforthoneshaftoflight,Buthereasound——asurmise——andLifeweighsit。

  Pertini。Myfriend,youmustnotimprovisesowildly。

  Believeme,I’mnotpronetonervousfits!

  Butoff—shootsarequiteoftengreenandmessy,Yes,yes,theytaketheirownluxuriantwayAndshootupshiningtowardstheveryHeavens,Asiftheyknewthattheyhadsprungfromjoy,Begottenbynodullandslavishunion。

  Forlookyou,off—shootsofthiskindaresatires;

  Nature’saPoet,Marriagesitsinachair,Itscapon,andwithalltheaccessories,Itssullenfacewithgrimacingdistorted,And,lyingatitsfeet,adustyparchmentScrawledoverwiththeparson’sblasphemies,Thechurch’sdismalhallstogiveperspective,Thechurlishrabblegapinginthebackground—

  Givemeoff—shoots!

  Lucindo(incensed)。ForGod’ssake,that’senough!

  Whatisit,man?Whatdoyoumean?Speakout;

  ButbytheEternalIshallspeakwithyouWhatdoIask?Liesitnotclearbeforeme,GrinsnotHelloutofit,doesitnotriseBeforemylooklikeDeath’sownwitheredshape,Toglareatmeandmutterthreatsofstorm?

  But,man,noteasily,believeyoume,Haveyouhurledfromyourwithereddevil’sfistThisblazingbrandoffireintomybreast:

  Fordonotthinkyouplaydicewithaboy,FlingingthedicewithshatteringforcestraightatHischildishhead。You’veplayedtoofastwithme。

  Sonow——andmarkyouthis——we’regamingcomrades。

  You’vequicklymadeyourselffamiliar。OutWithallthat’sheavinginyourvilesnake’sbosom!

  Andbeitmistrustonly,orderision,ThenIshallthrowitbackintoyourthroat,Andyouyourselfshallchokeyourpoisondown,AndthenI’llplaywithyou!Butspeak!Iwishit!

  Pertini。Youdo?YouthinkofFaustandMephistopheles。

  You’vebroodedonthemdeeply,Idaresay。

  Itellyou,no。Keepyourwishtoyourself,AndI’llthrowdustintoitssillyeyes。

  Lucindo。Takecare。Don’tblowupontheglowingembersUntiltheflamesblazeupandyouyourselfAreburnttocinders!

  Pertini。Aphrase!Anemptyphrase!

  Theonlyonetheyburnwillbeyourself!

  Lucindo。Myself!Sobeit!TomyselfI’mnothing!

  Butyou,oh,youmyyouthfularmsenfoldAndtwinethemselvesinfrenzyroundyourbreast。

  Theabyssyawnsgapingnighttobothofus,Ifyousinkdown,smiling,I’llfollowyou,Andwhispertoyou,\"Down!Comewithme!Comrade!\"

  Pertini。Itseemsyou’regiftedwithimagination。

  Youhavedreamedmuchalreadyinyourlife?

  Lucindo。Justso。Iamadreamer,yes,adreamer。

  WhatknowledgedoIwantfromyouwhohavenone?

  You’veonlyseenus,butyouknowusnot,Yethurlagainstmescornandblasphemy。

  WhatamIwaitingfor?Stillmoreofyou?

  Youhavenomore……butIhavemoreforyou。

  Forme——guilt,poison,shame——youmustredeemit。

  You’vedrawnthecircle,anditleavesnoroomFortwoofus。Nowuseyourjumpingskill。

  AsFatedraws,soitdraws。Soletitbe。

  Pertini。YoumusthavereadthatendingoutinclassFromsomedry,dustyhookoftragedies。

  Lucindo。True,thisistragedythatweareplaying。

  Comeon,now。Whereandhowyouwant。Youchoose。

  Pertini。Andwhen,andeverywhere,andanytime,Andnone!

  Lucindo。Coward,don’tmakeamockeryofmywords,OrI’llwritecowardacrossyourveryface,AndshoutitoutthrougheachandeverystreetAndthrashyoupublicly,ifyou’llnotfollow,IfyoudarecrackyourfeeblehackneyedjokesWhenmyheart’sbloodrunscoldwithinmyveins。

  Notonewordmore;followordonotfollow,Yoursentenceispronounced,youcoward,youknave!

  Pertini(incensed)。Saythatagain,boy!Saythosewordsagain!

  Lucindo。Why,ifitbringsyoujoy——athousandtimes;

  IfitstirsupyourgallandsetsitflowingUntilthebloodstartsfuriousfromyoureyeballs,Thenhereitisagain:youknave,youcoward!

  Pertini。We’llhavethisout。Writethatuponyourbrain。

  There’sstilloneplacetoknitustwotogether,AndthatisHell——Hellnotforme,butyou!

  Lucindo。Whycountthesyllables,ifitcanbesettledHereonthespot。ThenflyawaytoHell,AndtelltheDevilsitwasIthatsentyou!

  Pertini。Justonemoreword。

  Lucindo。Whatistheuseofwords?

  Ihearthemnot。Blowbubblesinthewind,Drawlineamentsonyourfacetomatchyourwords,Iseethemnot。Bringweapons,letthemspeak,I’llputmywholeheartintothem,andifItbreaksnot,then—

  Pertini(interruptinghim)。

  Notquitesobold,mylad,andnotsocallow!

  You,youhavenotathingtolose,no,nothing!

  Youareastonethat’sfallenfromthemoon,ThatsomeonesomewherescratchedonesinglewordYouspelledthelettersout:theyread\"Lucindo\"。

  See!OnthatemptytabletI’llnotdareWagermyself,mylife,myhonour,all。

  Youwanttousemybloodforartist’scolour?

  AmItobethebrushthatlendsyoutone?

  Wearetoofarremovedinrankandstation。

  AmItostandagainstyouasyouare?

  IknowwhatIam。Tellme,whatareyou?

  Youknownot,arenot,youhavenaughttolose!

  Thief—like,youseektopledgetomeanhonourThatneverinyourbastard’sbosomglowed?

  Youseektoswindle,layyouremptyticketAgainstmysterlingworth,myfriend?

  Notso!Firstgetyouhonour,nameandlife—

  Youarestillnothing——thenI’llgladlystakeMyhonour,nameandlifeagainstyourown!

  Lucindo。Sothat’sit,coward!Youwanttosaveyourskin?

  You’veworkedthesumoutsoingeniously,Oh,soingeniously,inyourdullbrain?

  Donotdeceiveyourself:I’llchangeyouranswer,AndIshallwritedown\"coward\"initsplace。

  I’llscornyouasIwouldamaddenedbeast;

  I’llshameyou,yes,shameyoubeforetheworld,Andthenyoucanexplain,withallthedetails,Toauntsanduncles,children,everyone,IcallmyselfLucindo,yes,Lucindo,Thatismyname;itmighthavebeensomeother;

  Igobyit,thoughitcouldhavebeendifferent。

  Whatmencallbeing,Idonotpossess;

  Butyouarewhatyouare,andthat’sacoward!

  Pertini。That’snice,that’sverypretty。ButsupposingIcouldgiveyouaname——youhear,aname?

  Lucindo。Youhavenonameyourself,andyetyou’dgiveone,Youwhohaveneverseenme,savethisonce;

  Andseeing’salie,theeternalmockeryThathoundsusdown:wesee,andthatisall。

  Pertini。Good。Butwhograspsmorethanisseen?

  Lucindo。Notyou。

  You’veseeninallthingswhatyouare:ascoundrel。

  Pertini。True;I’mnoteasilyfooledbythefirstglance。

  Butthatman——hewasnotbornyesterday!

  Believeme,hehasseenathingortwo。

  Whatifwekneweachother?

  Lucindo。Idon’tbelieveit。

  Pertini。Butistherenotapoet,wondrousstrange,Agloomyaesthete,buttofridicule,Whospendshishoursinsubtlemeditation,WhowouldmakerhymesofLife,andwouldmostgladlyHimselfbeauthorofthepoemofLife?

  Lucindo。Ha!Itmightwellbechance。Youdon’tdeceiveme!

  Pertini。Chance!SuchisthelanguageofphilosophersWhenreasondoesn’tcometorescuethem。

  Chance——it’ssoeasilysaid——onesyllable,Anameisalsochance。Anyone’snameMightbeOulanemifhehadnoother。

  AndsoitispurechanceifIsocallhim。

  Lucindo。Youknowhim?Heavens!Speak!InHeaven’sname!

  Pertini。Youknowtheboys’reward?Itsnameis——silence。

  Lucindo。Itsickensmetoaskofyouafavour,ButIbeseechyou,byallyouholddear!

  Pertini。Dear?YouthinkthatIamgoingtobargain?

  Acoward,youknow,isdeaftoallentreaty。

  Lucindo。Youmust,then,ifyouwouldwipeoutthetauntOfcoward,youmustspeakwithoutdelay。

  Pertini。Let’sduelnow,I’llfightyouasyouare。

  You’regoodenoughforme,soletusfight。

  Lucindo。Don’tdrivemetotheextreme,nottothatvergeWheretherearenomorebounds,whereallthingsend。

  Pertini。Listentohim!Wewanttotryextremes,AsFatedraws,soitdraws。Soletitbe!

  Lucindo。Ha!Istherenowayout,nohopeatall?

  Hisbreastashardasiron,allfeelingwithered,Cankeredanddriedwithscorn,hemixespoisonAndrubsitinforbalsam。Andhesmiles。

  Thismaybeyourlasthour,man,yes,yourlast,Seizeit,absorbit,forinlessthannotimeYou’llstandbeforeyourJudge;sobreakthechainOfyourlife’sviciousactionswithonelast,Onelastgooddeed,onesolitaryword,Aslightlybreathedasair!

  Pertini。’Twaschance,goodfriend。

  Believeme,Ibelieveinchancemyself。

  Lucindo。InVain!——all——all——Butstop,youshallowfool,Itwon’tbesettledthatway,no,byGod!

  Yoursharpeyehasdeceivedyouonceagain。

  I’llcallhimhereinperson。Thenyoumaystand,Beforehim,facetofaceandeyetoeye,Justlikealittleboycaughtdoingwrong。

  Youcannotholdme,man!Outofmyway!(Herushesoff。)

  Pertini。Agreaterplannowrescuesyou,mylad;

  Pertinican’tforget,believeyoume!

  Pertini(calls)。Lucindo,ho!InHeaven’sname,comeback!(Lucindoreturns。)

  Lucindo。Whatwouldyou?Offwithyou!

  Pertini。There’shonourforyou!

  Go,telltheworthygentlemanwequarrelled;

  Youchallengedme,butbeingagoodboyAgoodboyandaverypiouschild!—

  Repented,beggedforgiveness,wereforgiven。

  Thenshedapioustear,andkisshishand,Andcuttherodforyourrepentantback!

  Lucindo。Youdrivemetoit。

  Pertini。Youletyourselfbedriven。

  Thissoundsasmoralasachildren’sprimer。

  DoyoubelieveinGod?

  Lucindo。Confesstoyou?

  Pertini。Don’tyoudemandthatIconfesstoyou?

  Ishall。Butsay,doyoubelieveinGod?

  Lucindo。What’sthattoyou?

  Pertini。It’shardlyfashionable,SoI’dmuchliketohearyoutellmeplainly。

  Lucindo。Idon’tbelievewithwhatiscalledbelief,AndyetIknowHimasIknowmyself。

  Pertini。We’lltalkofthatwhenmoodandmomentsuit;

  Howyoubelieveisallthesametome,Atleastyoudobelieve。Good。SwearbyHim。

  Lucindo。What?Sweartoyou?

  Pertini。Yes,swearyoumustthatneverWillyourtongueblabasinglesyllable。

  Lucindo。ByGod,Iswearit。

  Pertini。Thenswearyou’llcherishonlyfriendshipforme。

  See,Iamnotsobad——onlyoutspoken。

  Lucindo。ByGod,IwouldnotswearitforaworldThatIlovedyouorheldyouinesteem。

  IcannotandIwillnoteverswearit,Butwhatispast,letthatbeallwipedoutAsifitwerealoathsome,evildream。

  I’llplungeitdownwherealldreamsdisappearto,Deepintherollingwavesofoblivion。

  ThatIwillsweartoyoubyHimthat’sholy,Fromwhomtheworldscomewhirlingupthroughspace,WhowithHisglancebringsforthEternity,Iswear!Butnowtheguerdonformyoath。

  Pertini。Come!Iwillleadyoutoaquietplace,Andshowyoumanyasight:rockyravines,WherelakeshavewelledupfromvolcanicEarth,Cradlinginquietudetheirroundedwaters;

  Andwheretheyearsrushpastinsilentsequence,Thenwillthestormindeedsubside,andthen—

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