\'Indeed,buthewould,\'repliedCharley,ratherannoyed;\'whenI\'vesaidathing,Idoit。Ipromisedlastnighttogoseehim;besides,I
liketheoldman。\'
\'Well!whenshallwetellmotheryo\'recomin\'whoam?\'
\'Towardeighto\'clock——maybesooner。\'
\'Whyit\'sbarefivenow!blesst\'lad,doeshethinko\'stayingtheerea\'neet,andtheyupsolatelastnight,andMrsRobsonailingbeside?
Mother\'llnotthinkitkindonyo\'either,willshe,Bess?\'
\'Idunno。Charleymundoashelikes;Idaresaynoone\'llmisshimifhedoesbideawaytilleight。\'
\'Well,well!Ican\'ttellwhatIshalldo;butyo\'dbestnotstoplingeringhere,forit\'sgettingon,andthere\'llbeakeenfrostbyt\'looko\'thestars。\'
Haytersbankwasclosedforthenightasfarasiteverwasclosed;therewerenoshutterstothewindows,nordidtheycaretodrawtheinsidecurtains,sofewwerethepassers—by。Thehousedoorwasfastened;buttheshippendooralittleoninthesamelonglowblockofbuildingstoodopen,andadimlightmadeanoblonguponthesnowygroundoutside。AsKinraiddrewnearheheardtalkingthere,andawomansvoice;hethrewapassingglancethroughthewindowintothefire—lithouse—place,andseeingMrsRobsonasleepbythefiresideinhereasy—chair,hewenton。
Therewastheintermittentsoundofthesharpwhistlingofmilkintothepail,andKester,sittingonathree—leggedstool,cajolingacapriciouscowintolettingherfragrantburdenflow。Sylviastoodnearthefartherwindow—ledge,onwhichahornlanternwasplaced,pretendingtoknitatagrayworstedstocking,butinrealitylaughingatKester\'sfutileendeavours,andfindingquiteenoughtodowithhereyes,inkeepingherselfuntouchedbythewhiskingtail,ortheoccasionalkick。Thefrostyairwasmellowedbythewarmandodorousbreathofthecattlebreaththathungabouttheplaceinfaintmistyclouds。Therewasonlyadimlight;suchasitwas,itwasnotdearlydefinedagainstthedarkheavyshadowinwhichtheoldblackraftersandmangerandpartitionswereenveloped。
AsCharleycametothedoor,Kesterwassaying,\'Quietwi\'thee,wench!
Theerenow,she\'sabeauty,ifshe\'llstandstill。There\'sniversuchacowi\'t\'Riding;ifshe\'llonlybehavehersel\'。She\'sabonnylass,sheis;letdownhermilk,theere\'sapretty!\'
\'Why,Kester,\'laughedSylvia,\'thou\'rtaskingherforhermilkwi\'
asmanyprettyspeechesasifthouwertwooingawife!\'
\'Hey,lass!\'saidKester,turningabittowardsher,andshuttingoneeyetococktheotherthebetteruponher;anoperationwhichpuckereduphisalreadywrinkledfaceintoathousandnewlinesandfolds。\'An\'
howdoestheeknowhowamanwoosawife,thattheetalkssoknowin\'aboutit?That\'stellin\'。Someun\'sbeentryin\'itonthee。\'
\'There\'sniveraonebeensoimpudent,\'saidSylvia,reddeningandtossingherheadalittle;\'I\'dliketosee\'emtryme!\'
\'Well,well!\'saidKester,wilfullymisunderstandinghermeaning,\'thoumunbepatient,wench;andifthou\'sagoodlass,maybethyturn\'llcomeandthey\'lltryit。\'
\'Iwishthou\'dtalkofwhatthou\'ssomeknowledgeon,Kester,i\'steadofi\'thatsillyway,\'repliedSylvia。
\'Thenamuntalknomore\'boutwomenforthey\'repastknowin\',an\'druve\'enKingSolomonsilly。\'
AtthismomentCharleysteppedin。Sylviagavealittlestartanddroppedherballofworsted。KestermadeasthoughabsorbedinhistaskofcajolingBlackNell;buthiseyesandearswerebothvigilant。
\'Iwasgoingintothehouse,butIsawyo\'rmotherasleep,andIdidn\'tliketowakenher,soIjustcameonhere。Isyo\'rfathertothefore?\'
\'No,\'saidSylvia,hangingdownherheadalittle,wonderingifhecouldhaveheardthewayinwhichsheandKesterhadbeentalking,andthinkingoverherlittlefoolishjokeswithangeragainstherself。\'FatherisgonetoWinthropaboutsomepigsashe\'sheerdon。He\'llnotbebacktillseveno\'clockorso。\'
Itwasbuthalf—pastfive,andSylviaintheirritationofthemomentbelievedthatshewishedKinraidwouldgo。Butshewouldhavebeenextremelydisappointedifhehad。Kinraidhimselfseemedtohavenothoughtofthekind。Hesawwithhisquickeyes,notunaccustomedtowomen,thathiscomingsounexpectedlyhadflutteredSylvia,andanxioustomakeherquiteathereasewithhim,andnotunwillingtoconciliateKester,headdressedhisnextspeechtohim,withthesamekindofairofinterestintheoldman\'spursuitthatayoungmanofadifferentclasssometimesputsonwhentalkingtothechaperoneofaprettygirlinaball—room。
\'That\'sahandsomebeastyo\'vejustbeenmilking,master。\'
\'Ay;buthandsomeisashandsomedoes。Itwereonlyyesterdayassheaimedherlegrightatt\'pailwi\'t\'afteringsin。SheknoweditwereafteringsaswellasanyChristian,andt\'moret\'mischieft\'bettershelikesit;an\'ifahadn\'tbeentooquickforher,itwouldhavea\'goneswashdowni\'t\'litter。This\'n\'safarbettercowi\'t\'longrun,she\'sjustasteadygoer,\'asthemilkydown—pourcamemusicalandevenfromthestallnexttoBlackNell\'s。
Sylviawasknittingawayvigorously,thinkingallthewhilethatitwasagreatpityshehadnotputonabettergown,orevenacapwithbrighterribbon,andquiteunconscioushowveryprettyshelookedstandingagainstthefaintlight,herheadalittlebentdown;herhaircatchingbrightgoldentouches,asitfellfromunderherlittlelinencap;herpinkbedgown,confinedbyherapron—string,givingasortofeasygracetoherfigure;
herdarkfulllinseypetticoatshortabovehertrimancles,lookingfarmoresuitabletotheplacewhereshewasstandingthanherlonggownofthenightbeforewouldhavedone。Kinraidwaswantingtotalktoher,andtomakehertalk,butwasuncertainhowtobegin。InthemeantimeKesterwentonwiththesubjectlastspokenabout。
\'BlackNell\'satherfourthcalfnow,sosheoughttoha\'leftoffhertricksandturnedsober—like。Butblessyo\',there\'ssomecowsas\'llbeskittishtillthey\'refatfort\'butcher。Notbutwhatalikemilkingherbetternorasteadygoer;amanhasallayssummattobewatchin\'for;anda\'mkindo\'setupwhena\'vemasteredheratlast。T\'youngmissustheere,she\'smightyfondo\'comin\'t\'seeBlackNellathertantrums。She\'dnivercomenearmeifa\'cowswerelikethis\'n。\'
\'Doyouoftencomeandseethecowsmilked?\'askedKinraid,\'Manyatime,\'saidSylvia,smilingalittle。\'Why,whenwe\'rethrong,IhelpKester;butnowwe\'veonlyBlackNellandDaisygivingmilk。KesterknowsasIcanmilkBlackNellquiteeasy,\'shecontinued,halfvexedthatKesterhadnotnamedthisaccomplishment。
\'Ay!whenshe\'sinagoodframeo\'mind,assheissome—times。Butt\'
difficultyistomilkheratalltimes。\'
\'IwishI\'dcomeabitsooner。Ishouldliket\'haveseenyoumilkBlackNell,\'addressingSylvia。
\'Yo\'dbettercometo—morrowe\'en,andseewhatahandshe\'llmak\'onher,\'saidKester。
\'To—morrownightIshallbefaronmyroadbacktoShields。\'
\'To—morrow!\'saidSylvia,suddenlylookingupathim,andthendroppinghereyes,asshefoundhehadbeenwatchingfortheeffectofhisintelligenceonher。
\'Imunbebackatt\'whaler,whereI\'mengaged,\'continuedhe。\'She\'sfittingupafterafreshfashion,andasI\'vebeenoneaswantednewways,Imunbeonthespotfort\'lookafterher。MaybeIshalltakearundownhereaforesailinginMarch。I\'msureIshalltry。\'
Therewasagooddealmeantandunderstoodbytheselastfewwords。
Thetoneinwhichtheywerespokengavethematenderintensitynotlostuponeitherofthehearers。Kestercockedhiseyeoncemore,butwithaslittleobtrusivenessashecould,andponderedthesailor\'slooksandways。
Herememberedhiscomingabouttheplacethewinterbefore,andhowtheoldmasterhadthenappearedtohavetakentohim;butatthattimeSylviahadseemedtoKestertoolittleremovedfromachildtohaveeitherartorpartinKinraid\'svisits;now,however,thecasewasdifferent。Kesterinhissphere——amonghiscircleofacquaintancenarrowthoughitwas——hadheardwithmuchprideofSylvia\'sbearingawaythebellatchurchandatmarket,wherevergirlsofheragewerecongregated。Hewasanorthcountryman,sohegaveoutnofurthersignofhisfeelingsthanhismistressandSylvia\'smotherhaddoneonalikeoccasion。
\'T\'lassisweelenough,\'saidhe;buthegrinnedtohimself,andlookedabout,andlistenedtothehearsayofeverylad,wonderingwhowashandsome,andbrave,andgoodenoughtobeSylvia\'smate。Now,oflate,ithadseemedtothecannyfarm—servantprettyclearthatPhilipHepburnwas\'afterher;\'
andtoPhilip,Kesterhadaninstinctiveobjection,akindofnaturalantipathysuchashasexistedinallagesbetweenthedwellersinatownandthoseinthecountry,betweenagricultureandtrade。So,whileKinraidandSylviakeptuptheirhalf—tender,half—jestingconversation,Kesterwasmakinguphisslowpersistentmindastothedesirabilityoftheyoungmanthenpresentasahusbandforhisdarling,asmuchfromhisbeingotherthanPhilipineveryrespect,asfromtheindividualgoodqualitieshepossessed。
Kester\'sfirstopportunityoffavouringKinraid\'ssuitconsistedinbeingaslongaspossibleoverhismilking;soneverwerecowsthatrequiredsuch\'stripping,\'orwereexpectedtoyieldsuch\'afterings,\'asBlackNellandDaisythatnight。Butallthingsmustcometoanend;andatlengthKestergotupfromhisthree—leggedstool,onseeingwhattheothersdidnot——thatthedip—candleinthelanternwascomingtoanend——andthatintwoorthreeminutesmoretheshippenwouldbeindarkness,andsohispailsofmilkbeendangered。InaninstantSylviahadstartedoutofherdeliciousdreamland,herdroopingeyeswereraised,andrecoveredtheirpowerofobservation,herruddyarmswerefreedfromtheaproninwhichshehadenfoldedthem,asaprotectionfromthegatheringcold,andshehadseizedandadjustedthewoodenyokeacrosshershoulders,readytobearthebrimmingmilk—pailstothedairy。
\'Lookyo\'ather!\'exclaimedKestertoCharley,asheadjustedthefragrantpailsontheyoke。\'Shethinksshe\'smissusaready,andshe\'sallaysforcarryingint\'milksincet\'rhumatizcotchedmyshoutheri\'t\'backend;
andwhenshesays\"Yea,\"it\'sasmuchasmyheed\'sworthtosay\"Nay。\"\'
Andalongthewall,roundthecorner,downtheroundslipperystonesoftheramblingfarmyard,behindthebuildings,didSylviatrip,safeandwell—poised,thoughthegroundworeallonecoatingofwhitesnow,andinmanyplaceswassoslipperyastoobligeKinraidtolingernearKester,thelantern—bearer。Kesterdidnotlosehisopportunity,thoughthecoldmistynightairprovokedhisasthmaticcoughwhen—everhebreathed,andofteninterruptedhiswords。
\'She\'sagoodwench——agoodwenchasiverwas——ancomeonagoodstock,an\'that\'ssummat,whetherinacoworawoman。A\'veknownherfromababby;
she\'sareetdowngoodun。\'
Bythistimetheyhadreachedthebackkitchendoor,justasSylviahadunladenherself,andwasstrikingalightwithflintandtinder。Thehouseseemedwarmandinvitingafterthepiercingouterair,althoughthekitchenintowhichtheyenteredcontainedonlyarakedandslumberingfireatoneend,overwhich,onacrook,hungtheimmensepanofpotatoescookingfortheeveningmealofthepigs。TothispanKesterimmediatelyaddressedhimself,swingingitroundwithease,owingtotheadmirablesimplicityoftheold—fashionedmachinery。KinraidstoodbetweenKesterandthedoorintothedairy,throughwhichSylviahadvanishedwiththemilk。HehalfwishedtoconciliateKesterbyhelpinghim,butheseemedalsoattracted,byaforcewhichannihilatedhiswill,tofollowherwherevershewent。
Kesterreadhismind。
\'Letalone,letalone,\'saidhe;\'pigs\'vittletakesnoansuchdaintycarryin\'asmilk。Amaysetitdownan\'niverspilladrop;she\'snoanfitfort\'serveswine,noryo\'other,mester;betterhelphert\'teemt\'milk。\'
SoKinraidfollowedthelight——hislight——intotheicychillofthedairy,wherethebrightpolishedtincanswerequicklydimmedwiththewarm,sweet—smellingmilk,thatSylviawasemptyingoutintothebrownpans。Inhishastetohelpher,Charleytookuponeofthepails。
\'Eh?that\'n\'stobestrained。Yo\'havea\'thecow\'shairin。Mother\'sveryparticular,andcannotabideahair。\'
Soshewentovertoherawkwarddairymaid,andbeforeshe——butnotbeforehe——wasawareofthesweetproximity,shewasadjustinghishappyawkwardarmstothenewofficeofholdingamilk—straineroverthebowl,andpouringthewhiteliquidthroughit。
\'There!\'saidshe,lookingupforamoment,andhalfblushing;\'nowyo\'llknowhowtodoitnexttime。\'
\'Iwishnexttimewastocomenow,\'saidKinraid;butshehadreturnedtoherownpail,andseemednottohearhim。Hefollowedhertohersideofthedairy。\'I\'vebutashortmemory,canyo\'notshowmeagainhowt\'
holdt\'strainer?\'
\'No,\'saidshe,halflaughing,butholdingherstrainerfastinspiteofhisinsinuatingeffortstounlockherfingers。\'Butthere\'snoneedtotellmeyo\'vegettenashortmemory。\'
\'Why?whathaveIdone?howdunyouknowit?\'
\'Lastnight,\'shebegan,andthenshestopped,andturnedawayherhead,pretendingtobebusyinherdairydutiesofrinsingandsuchlike。
\'Well!\'saidhe,halfconjecturinghermeaning,andflatteredbyit,ifhisconjecturewereright。\'Lastnight——what?\'
\'Oh,yo\'know!\'saidshe,asifimpatientatbeingbothliterallyandmetaphoricallyfollowedabout,anddrivenintoacorner。
\'No;tellme,\'persistedhe。
\'Well,\'saidshe,\'ifyo\'willhaveit,Ithinkyo\'showedyo\'dbutashortmemorywhenyo\'didn\'tknowmeagain,andyo\'werefivetimesatthishouselastwinter,andthat\'snotsolongsin\'。ButIsupposeyo\'
seeavasto\'thingsonyo\'rvoyagesbylandorbysea,andthenit\'sbutnaturalyo\'shouldforget。\'Shewishedshecouldgoontalking,butcouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosayjustthen;for,inthemiddleofhersentence,theflatteringinterpretationhemightputuponherwords,onherknowingsoexactlythenumberoftimeshehadbeentoHaytersbank,flasheduponher,andshewantedtoleadtheconversationalittlefartherafield——tomakeitalittlelesspersonal。Thiswasnothiswish,however。
Inatonewhichthrilledthroughher,eveninherowndespite,hesaid,——
\'Doyo\'thinkthatcaneverhappenagain,Sylvia?\'
Shewasquitesilent;almosttrembling。Herepeatedthequestionasiftoforcehertoanswer。Driventobay,sheequivocated。
\'Whathappenagain?Letmego,Idunnowhatyo\'retalkingabout,andI\'ma\'mostnumbedwi\'cold。\'
Forthefrostyaircamesharpinthroughtheopenlatticewindow,andtheicewasalreadyformingonthemilk。Kinraidwouldhavefoundareadywayofkeepinghiscousins,orindeedmostyoungwomen,warm;buthepausedbeforehedaredputhisarmroundSylvia;shehadsomethingsoshyandwildinherlookandmanner;andherveryinnocenceofwhatherwords,spokenbyanothergirl,mightleadto,inspiredhimwithrespect,andkepthimincheck。Sohecontentedhimselfwithsaying,——
\'I\'llletyo\'gointot\'warmkitchenifyo\'lltellmeifyo\'thinkIcaneverforgetyo\'again。\'
Shelookedupathimdefiantly,andsetherredlipsfirm。Heenjoyedherdeterminationnottoreplytothisquestion;itshowedshefeltitssignificance。Herpureeyeslookedsteadilyintohis;norwastheexpressioninhissuchastodauntherormakeherafraid。Theywereliketwochildrendefyingeachother;eachdeterminedtoconquer。Atlastsheunclosedherlips,andnoddingherheadasifintriumph,said,asshefoldedherarmsoncemoreinhercheckapron,——
\'Yo\'llhavetogohomesometime。\'
\'Notforacoupleofhoursyet,\'saidhe;\'andyo\'llbefrozenfirst;
soyo\'dbettersayifIcaneverforgetyo\'again,withoutmoreado。\'
Perhapsthefreshvoicesbreakingonthesilence,——perhapsthetoneswerelessmodulatedthantheyhadbeenbefore,butanyhowBellRobson\'svoicewasheardcallingSylviathroughtheseconddoor,whichopenedfromthedairytothehouse—place,inwhichhermotherhadbeentillthismomentasleep。Sylviadartedoffinobediencetothecall;gladtoleavehim,asatthemomentKinraidresentfullyimagined。Throughtheopendoorheheardtheconversationbetweenmotheranddaughter,almostunconsciousofitsmeaning,sodifficultdidhefindittowrenchhisthoughtsfromtheideashehadjustbeenformingwithSylvia\'sbrightlovelyfacerightunderhiseyes。
\'Sylvia!\'saidhermother,\'who\'syonder?\'Bellwassittingupintheattitudeofonestartledoutofslumberintointensityoflistening;herhandsoneachofthechair—arms,asifjustgoingtorise。\'There\'safremdmani\'t\'house。Iheerdhisvoice!\'
\'It\'sonly——it\'sjustCharleyKinraid;hewasa—talkingtomei\'t\'
dairy。\'
\'I\'t\'dairy,lass!andhowcom\'dhei\'t\'dairy?\'
\'Hecom\'dtoseefeyther。Feytheraskedhimlastnight,\'saidSylvia,consciousthathecouldoverheareverywordthatwassaid,andalittlesuspectingthathewasnogreatfavouritewithhermother。
\'Thyfeyther\'sout;howcom\'dhei\'t\'dairy?\'perseveredBell。
\'Hecom\'dpastthiswindow,andsawyo\'asleep,anddidn\'tlikefort\'wakenyo\';sohecom\'dontot\'shippen,andwhenIcarriedt\'milkin————\'
ButnowKinraidcamein,feelingtheawkwardnessofhissituationalittle,yetwithanexpressionsopleasantandmanlyinhisopenface,andinhisexculpatorymanner,thatSylvialosthisfirstwordsinastrangekindofprideofpossessioninhim,aboutwhichshedidnotreasonnorcaretodefinethegrounds。Buthermotherrosefromherchairsomewhatformally,asifshedidnotintendtositdownagainwhilehestayed,yetwastooweaktobekeptinthatstandingattitudelong。
\'I\'mafeared,sir,Sylviehasn\'ttoldyo\'thatmymaster\'sout,andnotliketobeintilllate。He\'llbemainandsorrytohavemissedyo\'。\'
Therewasnothingforitafterthisbuttogo。HisonlycomfortwasthatonSylvia\'srosyfacehecouldreadunmistakablesignsofregretanddismay。Hissailor\'slife,inbringinghimsuddenlyfacetofacewithunexpectedevents,hadgivenhimsomethingofthatself—possessionwhichweconsidertheattributeofagentleman;andwithanapparentcalmnesswhichalmostdisappointedSylvia,whoconstrueditintoasymptomofindifferenceastowhetherhewentorstayed,hebadehermothergood—night,andonlysaid,inholdingherhandaminutelongerthanwasabsolutelynecessary,——
\'I\'mcomingbackereIsail,andthen,maybe,you\'llansweryonquestion。\'
Hespokelow,andhermotherwasrearrangingherselfinherchair,elseSylviawouldhavehadtorepeatthepreviouswords。Asitwas,withsoftthrillingideasringingthroughher,shecouldgetherwheel,andsitdowntoherspinningbythefire;waitingforhermothertospeakfirst,Sylviadreamtherdreams。
BellRobsonwaspartlyawareofthestateofthings,asfarasitlayonthesurface。Shewasnotawarehowdeepdowncertainfeelingshadpenetratedintothegirl\'sheartwhosatontheothersideofthefire,withalittlesadairdiffusedoverherfaceandfigure。BelllookeduponSylviaasstillachild,tobewarnedoffforbiddenthingsbythreatsofdanger。Buttheforbiddenthingwasalreadytasted,andpossibledangerinitsfullacquisitiononlyservedtomakeitmoreprecious—sweet。
Bellsatuprightinherchair,gazingintothefire。Hermilk—whitelinenmob—capfringedroundandsoftenedherface,fromwhichtheusualapple—redwasbanishedbyillness,andthefeatures,fromthesamecause,renderedmoreprominentandstern。Shehadacleanbuffkerchiefroundherneck,andstuffedintothebosomofherSundaywoollengownofdarkblue,——ifshehadbeeninworking—trimshewouldhavewornabedgownlikeSylvia\'s。Hersleeveswerepinnedbackattheelbows,andherbrownarmsandhard—workinghandslaycrossedinunwontedidlenessonhercheckapron。
Herknittingwasbyherside;andifshehadbeengoingthroughanyaccustomedcalculationorconsiderationshewouldhavehaditbusilyclinkinginherfingers。Butshehadsomethingquitebeyondcommontothinkabout,and,perhaps,tospeakabout;andfortheminuteshewasnotequaltoknitting。
\'Sylvie,\'shebeganatlength,\'didIe\'ertelltheeonNancyHartleyasIknewwhenIwereachild?I\'mthinkingadealonherto—night;maybeit\'sbecauseI\'vebeendreamingonyonoldtimes。Shewasabonnylassaseverwereseen,I\'veheerdfolksay;butthatwereaforeIknewher。
WhenIknewhershewerecrazy,poorwench;wi\'herblackhaira—streamingdownherback,andhereyes,aswerea\'mostasblack,allayscryingoutforpity,thoughneverawordshespokebut\"Heoncewashere。\"Justthato\'erando\'eragain,whethershewerecoldorhot,fullorhungry,\"Heoncewashere,\"wereallherspeech。Shehadbeenfarm—servanttomymother\'sbrother——JamesHepburn,thygreat—uncleaswas;shewereapoor,friendlesswench,aparish\'prentice,buthonestandgaum—like,tillalad,asnobodyknowed,comeo\'erthehillsonesheep—shearingfra\'Whitehaven;hehadsummattodowi\'th\'sea,thoughnotrightlytobecalledasailor:andhemadeadealonNancyHartley,justtobeguilethetimelike;andhewentawayandne\'ersentathoughtafterhermore。It\'sthewayasladshave;andthere\'snoholding\'emwhenthey\'refellowsasnobodyknows——neitherwheretheycomefro\',norwhatthey\'vebeendoinga\'theirlives,tilltheycomeathwartsomepoorwenchlikeNancyHartley。Shewerebutasoftyafterall:forsheleftoffdoingherworkinapropermanner。I\'veheerdmyauntsayasshefoundoutassummatwaswrongwi\'Nancyassoonasth\'
milkturnedbingy,fortherene\'erhadbeensuchacleanlassabouthermilk—cansaforethat;andfrombaditgrewtoworse,andshewouldsitanddonothingbutplaywi\'herfingersfro\'morntillnight,andiftheyaskedherwhatailedher,shejustsaid,\"Heoncewashere;\"andiftheybidhergoaboutherwork,itwerea\'thesame。Andwhentheyscoldedher,andprettysharptoo,shewouldstandupandputherhairfromhereyes,andlookaboutherlikeacrazythingsearchingforherwits,andne\'erfindingthem,forallshecouldthinkonwasjust,\"Heoncewashere。\"
Itwereacautiontomeagainthinkingamant\'meanwhathesayswhenhe\'sa—talkingtoayoungwoman。\'
\'ButwhatbecameonpoorNancy?\'askedSylvia。
\'Whatshouldbecomeonheroronanylassasgiveshersel\'uptothinkingonamanwhocaresnoughtforher?\'repliedhermother,alittleseverely。
\'Shewerecrazed,andmyauntcouldn\'tkeepheron,couldshe?Shedidkeepheralongwearytime,thinkingasshewould,maybe,cometohersel\',and,anyhow,shewereamotherlesswench。Butatlengthshehadfort\'
gowhereshecamefro\'——backtoKeswickwork—house:andwhenlastIheerdonhershewerechainedtoth\'greatkitchendresseri\'t\'workhouse;they\'dbeatenhertillsheweretaughttobesilentandquieti\'th\'daytime,butatnight,whenshewereleftalone,shewouldtakeupth\'oudcry,tillitwrungtheirheart,sothey\'dmanyatimetocomedownandbeatheragaintogetanypeace。Itwereacautiontome,asIsaidafore,tokeepfro\'thinkingonmenasthoughtnoughtonme。\'
\'PoorcrazyNancy!\'sighedSylvia。Themotherwonderedifshehadtakenthe\'caution\'toherself,orwasonlyfullofpityforthemadgirl,deadlongbefore。
chapter16CHAPTERXVITHEENGAGEMENT\'Asthedaylengthenssothecoldstrengthens。\'Itwassothatyear;thehardfrostwhichbeganonNewYear\'sEvelastedonandonintolateFebruary,blackandbitter,butwelcomeenoughtothefarmers,asitkeptbackthetooearlygrowthofautumn—sownwheat,andgavethemtheopportunityofleadingmanure。Butitdidnotsuitinvalidsaswell,andBellRobson,thoughnotgettingworse,didnotmakeanyprogresstowardsamendment。
Sylviawaskeptverybusy,notwithstandingthatshehadtheassistanceofapoorwidow—womanintheneighbourhoodoncleaning,orwashing,orchurningdays。Herlifewasquietandmonotonous,althoughhardworking;
andwhileherhandsmechanicallyfoundanddidtheiraccustomedlabour,thethoughtsthatroseinherheadalwayscentredonCharleyKinraid,hisways,hiswords,hislooks,whethertheyallmeantwhatshewouldfainbelievetheydid,andwhether,meaningloveatthetime,suchafeelingwaslikelytoendure。Hermother\'sstoryofcrazyNancyhadtakenholdofher;butnotasa\'caution,\'ratherasaparallelcasetoherown。LikeNancy,andborrowingthepoorgirl\'sownwords,shewouldsaysoftlytoherself,\'Heoncewashere;\'butallalongshebelievedinherhearthewouldcomebackagaintoher,thoughittouchedherstrangelytoimaginetheagoniesofforsakenlove。
Philipknewlittleofallthis。Hewasverybusywithfactsandfigures,doggedlyfightingthroughthenecessarybusiness,andonlynowandthenallowinghimselfthedeliciousrelaxationofgoingtoHaytersbankinanevening,toinquireafterhisaunt\'shealth,andtoseeSylvia;forthetwoFosterswerepunctiliouslyanxioustomaketheirshopmentestalltheirstatements;insistingonanexaminationofthestock,asifHepburnandCoulsonwerestrangerstotheshop;havingtheMonkshavenauctioneerintoappraisethefixturesandnecessaryfurniture;goingovertheshopbooksforthelasttwentyyearswiththeirsuccessors,anemploymentwhichtookupeveningafterevening;andnotunfrequentlytakingoneoftheyoungmenonthelongcommercialjourneyswhichweretediouslymadeinagig。
BydegreesbothHepburnandCoulsonwereintroducedtodistantmanufacturersandwhole—saledealers。TheywouldhavebeenwillingtotaketheFosters\'
wordforeverystatementthebrothershadmadeonNewYear\'sDay;butthis,itwasevident,wouldnothavesatisfiedtheirmasters,whowerescrupulousininsistingthatwhateveradvantagetherewereshouldalwaysfallonthesideoftheyoungermen。
WhenPhilipsawSylviashewasalwaysquietandgentle;perhapsmoresilentthanshehadbeenayearago,andshedidnotattendsobrisklytowhatwaspassingaroundher。Shewasratherthinnerandpaler;butwhateverchangetherewasinherwasalwaysanimprovementinPhilip\'seyes,solongasshespokegraciouslytohim。Hethoughtshewassufferingfromlong—continuedanxietyabouthermother,orthatshehadtoomuchtodo;
andeithercausewasenoughtomakehimtreatherwithagraveregardanddeferencewhichhadarepressedtendernessinit,ofwhichshe,otherwiseoccupied,wasquiteunaware。Shelikedhimbetter,too,thanshehaddoneayearortwobefore,becausehedidnotshowheranyoftheeagerattentionwhichteasedherthen,althoughitsmeaningwasnotfullyunderstood。
Thingsweremuchinthisstatewhenthefrostbroke,andmilderweathersucceeded。Thiswasthetimesolonglookedforwardtobytheinvalidandherfriends,asfavouringthedoctor\'srecommendationofchangeofair。
Herhusbandwastotakehertospendafortnightwithakindlyneighbour,wholivednearthefarmtheyhadoccupied,fortymilesorsoinland,beforetheycametoHaytersbank。Thewidow—womanwastocomeandstayinthehouse,tokeepSylviacompany,duringhermother\'sabsence。Daniel,indeed,wastoreturnhomeafterconveyinghiswifetoherdestination;buttherewassomuchtobedoneonthelandatthistimeoftheyear,thatSylviawouldhavebeenalonealldayhaditnotbeenforthearrangementjustmentioned。
TherewasactivestirringinMonkshavenharbouraswellasonshore。
Thewhalerswerefinishingtheirfittings—outfortheGreenlandseas。Itwasa\'close\'season,thatistosay,therewouldbedifficultyinpassingthebarrieroficewhichlaybetweentheshipsandthewhaling—grounds;
andyetthesemustbereachedbeforeJune,ortheyear\'sexpeditionwouldbeoflittleavail。Everyblacksmith\'sshoprungwiththerhythmicalclangofbusyhammers,beatingoutoldiron,suchashorseshoes,nailsorstubs,intothegreatharpoons;thequayswerethrongedwithbusyandimportantsailors,rushinghitherandthither,consciousofthedemandinwhichtheywereheldatthisseasonoftheyear。Itwaswartime,too。ManycaptainsunabletoprocuremeninMonkshavenwouldhavetocompletetheircrewsintheShetlands。Theshopsinthetownwereequallybusy;storeshadtobepurchasedbythewhaling—masters,warmclothingofallsortstobeprovided。
Thesewerethelargerwholesaleorders;butmanyaman,andwoman,too,broughtouttheirsmallhoardstopurchaseextracomforts,orpreciouskeepsakesforsomebelovedone。Itwasthetimeofthegreathalf—yearlytrafficoftheplace;anotherimpetuswasgiventobusinesswhenthewhalersreturnedintheautumn,andthemenwereflushofmoney,andfullofdelightatoncemoreseeingtheirhomesandtheirfriends。
TherewasmuchtobedoneinFosters\'shop,andlaterhourswerekeptthanusual。SomeperplexityorotherwasoccupyingJohnandJeremiahFoster;
theirmindswerenotsomuchonthealertasusual,beingengagedonsomeweightymatterofwhichtheyhadasyetspokentonoone。Butitthushappenedthattheydidnotgivethepromptassistancetheywereaccustomedtorenderatsuchtimes;andCoulsonhadbeenawayonsomeofthenewexpeditionsdevolvingonhimandPhilipasfuturepartners。Oneeveningaftertheshopwasclosed,whiletheywereexaminingthegoods,andcomparingthesaleswiththeentriesintheday—book,Coulsonsuddenlyinquired——
\'Bytheway,Hester,doestheeknowwheretheparcelofbestbandanasisgone?Therewasfourleft,asI\'mprettysure,whenIsetofftoSandsend;
andto—dayMarkAldersoncamein,andwouldfainhavehadone,andIcouldfindnonenowhere。\'
\'Isoldt\'lastto—day,toyonsailor,thespecksioneer,whofoughtthepress—gangsametimeaspoorDarleywerekilled。Hetookit,andthreeyardsofyonpinkribbonwi\'t\'blackandyellowcrossesonit,asPhilipcouldneverabide。Philiphasgot\'emi\'t\'book,ifhe\'llonlylook。\'
\'Ishehereagain?\'saidPhilip;\'Ididn\'tseehim。Whatbringshimhere,wherehe\'snoanwanted?\'
\'T\'shopwerethrongwi\'folk,\'saidHester,\'andheknewhisownmindaboutthehandkercher,anddidn\'ttarrylong。Justashewasleaving,hiseyecaughtont\'ribbon,andhecamebackforit。Itwerewhenyo\'wereservingMaryDarbyandtherewasavasto\'folkaboutyo\'。\'
\'IwishI\'dseenhim,\'saidCoulson。\'I\'dha\'gi\'enhimawordandalookhe\'dnotha\'forgotteninahurry。\'
\'Why,what\'sup?\'saidPhilip,surprisedatWilliam\'sunusualmanner,and,atthesametime,rathergratifiedtofindareflectionofhisownfeelingsaboutKinraid。Coulson\'sfacewaspalewithanger,butforamomentortwoheseemeduncertainwhetherhewouldreplyornot。