\'Mother,\'saidhe,\'Iwaswrong。I\'mfrettedbymanythings。Ishouldn\'tha\'spokenso。Itwasill—doneofme。\'
\'Oh,mylad!\'saidshe,lookingupandputtingherthinarmonhisshoulderashestooped,\'Satanisdesiringafteryo\'thathemaysiftyo\'aswheat。
Bideatwhoam,bideatwhoam,andgonotafterthemascarenoughtforholythings。Whyneedyo\'gotoHaytersbankthisnight?\'
Philipreddened。Hecouldnotandwouldnotgiveitup,andyetitwasdifficulttoresistthepleadingoftheusuallysternoldwoman。
\'Nay,\'saidhe,withdrawinghimselfeversolittlefromherhold;\'myauntisbutailing,they\'remyownfleshandblood,andasgoodfolksasneedsbe,thoughtheymayn\'tbeo\'our——o\'yourwayo\'thinkingina\'things。\'
\'Ourways——yourwayso\'thinking,sayshe,asiftheywerenolongerhis\'n。Andasgoodfolksasneedbe,\'repeatedshe,withreturningseverity。
\'Them\'sSatan\'swords,tho\'yo\'spoke\'em,Philip。IcandonoughtagainSatan,butIcanspeaktothemascan;an\'we\'llseewhichpullshardest,forit\'llbebetterfortheetoberivenandrenti\'twainthantogobodyandsoultohell。\'
\'Butdon\'tthink,mother,\'saidPhilip,hislastwordsofconciliation,fortheclockhadgivenwarningfortwo,\'asI\'mboun\'forhell,justbecauseIgot\'seemyownfolks,allIha\'lefto\'kin。\'Andoncemore,afterlayinghishandwithasmuchofacaressaswasinhisnatureonhers,heleftthehouse。
ProbablyAlicewouldhaveconsideredthefirstwordsthatgreetedPhiliponhisentranceintotheshopasananswertoherprayer,fortheyweresuchasputastoptohisplanofgoingtoseeSylviathatevening;andifAlicehadformedherinchoatethoughtsintowords,SylviawouldhaveappearedasthenearestearthlyrepresentativeofthespiritoftemptationwhomshedreadedforPhilip。
Ashetookhisplacebehindthecounter,Coulsonsaidtohiminalowvoice,——
\'JeremiahFosterhasbeenroundtobidustosupwi\'himto—night。HesaysthatheandJohnhavealittlemattero\'businesstotalkoverwithus。\'
AglancefromhiseyestoPhiliptoldthelatterthatCoulsonbelievedthebusinessspokenofhadsomethingtodowiththepartnership,respectingwhichtherehadbeenasilentintelligenceforsometimebetweentheshopmen。
\'Andwhatdidthousay?\'askedPhilip,doggedlyunwilling,evenyet,togiveuphispurposedvisit。
\'Say!why,whatcouldasay,butthatwe\'dcome?Therewassummatup,forsure;andsummatashethoughtweshouldbegladon。Icouldtellitfra\'t\'lookonhisface。\'
\'Idon\'tthinkasIcango,\'saidPhilip,feelingjustthenasifthelong—hoped—forpartnershipwasasnothingcomparedtohisplan。Itwasalwaysdistastefultohimtohavetogiveupaproject,ortodisarrangeanintendedorderofthings,suchwashisnature;butto—dayitwasabsolutepaintoyieldhisownpurpose。
\'Why,manalive?\'saidCoulson,inamazeathisreluctance。
\'Ididn\'tsayImightn\'tgo,\'saidPhilip,weighingconsequences,untilcalledofftoattendtocustomers。
Inthecourseoftheafternoon,however,hefelthimselfmoreeasyindeferringhisvisittoHaytersbanktillthenextevening。CharleyKinraidenteredtheshop,accompaniedbyMollyBruntonandhersisters;andthoughtheyallwenttowardsHester\'ssideoftheshop,andPhilipandCoulsonhadmanypeopletoattendto,yetHepburn\'ssharpenedearscaughtmuchofwhattheyoungwomenweresaying。FromthathegatheredthatKinraidhadpromisedthemNewYear\'sgifts,forthepurchaseofwhichtheywerecome;andafteralittlemorelisteninghelearntthatKinraidwasreturningtoShieldsthenextday,havingonlycomeovertospendaholidaywithhisrelations,andbeingtiedwithship\'sworkattheotherend。Theyalltalkedtogetherlightlyandmerrily,asifhisgoingorstayingwasalmostamatterofindifferencetohimselfandhiscousins。Theprincipalthoughtoftheyoungwomenwastosecurethearticlestheymostfancied;CharleyKinraidwas(soPhilipthought)especiallyanxiousthattheyoungestandprettiestshouldbepleased。Hepburnwatchedhimperpetuallywithakindofenvyofhisbright,courteousmanner,thenaturalgallantryofthesailor。
IfitwerebutclearthatSylviatookaslittlethoughtofhimashedidofher,toallappearance,Philipcouldevenhavegivenhimpraiseformanlygoodlooks,andacertainkindofgenialityofdispositionwhichmadehimreadytosmilepleasantlyatallstrangers,frombabiesupwards。
AsthepartyturnedtoleavetheshoptheysawPhilip,theguestofthenightbefore;andtheycameovertoshakehandswithhimacrossthecounter;Kinraid\'shandwasprofferedamongthenumber。LastnightPhilipcouldnothavebelieveditpossiblethatsuchademonstrationoffellowshipshouldhavepassedbetweenthem;andperhapstherewasaslighthesitationofmanneronhispart,forsomeideaorremembrancecrossedKinraid\'smindwhichbroughtakeensearchingglanceintotheeyeswhichforamomentwerefastenedonPhilip\'sface。Inspiteofhimself,andduringtheveryactionofhand—shaking,Philipfeltacloudcomeoverhisface,notalteringormovinghisfeatures,buttakinglightandpeaceoutofhiscountenance。
MollyBruntonbegantosaysomething,andhegladlyturnedtolookather。Shewasaskinghimwhyhewentawaysoearly,fortheyhadkeptitupforfourhoursafterheleft,andlastofall,sheadded(turningtoKinraid),hercousinCharleyhaddancedahornpipeamongtheplattersontheground。
Philiphardlyknewwhathesaidinreply,thementionofthatpasseulliftedsuchaweightoffhisheart。Hecouldsmilenow,afterhisgravefashion,andwouldhaveshakenhandsagainwithKinraidhaditbeenrequired;
foritseemedtohimthatnoone,caringeversolittleinthewaythathedidforSylvia,couldhavebornefourmortalhoursofacompanywhereshehadbeen,andwasnot;leastofallcouldhavedancedahornpipe,eitherfromgaietyofheart,orevenoutofcomplaisance。Hefeltasiftheyearningaftertheabsentonewouldhavebeenaweighttohislegs,aswellastohisspirit;andheimaginedthatallmenwerelikehimself。
chapter14CHAPTERXIVPARTNERSHIPAsdarknessclosedin,andtheNewYear\'sthrongbecamescarce,Philip\'shesitationaboutaccompanyingCoulsonfadedaway。HewasmorecomfortablerespectingSylvia,andhisgoingtoseehermightbedeferred;and,afterall,hefeltthatthewishesofhismastersoughttobeattendedto,andthehonourofaninvitationtotheprivatehouseofJeremiahnottobeslightedforanythingshortofapositiveengagement。Besides,theambitiousmanofbusinessexistedstronglyinPhilip。Itwouldneverdotoslightadvancestowardsthesecondgreatearthlyobjectinhislife;onealsoonwhichthefirstdepended。
Sowhentheshopwasclosed,thetwosetoutdownBridgeStreettocrosstherivertothehouseofJeremiahFoster。Theystoodamomentonthebridgetobreathethekeenfreshseaairaftertheirbusyday。Thewaterscamedown,swollenfullanddark,withrapidrushingspeedfromthesnow—fedspringshighuponthemoorlandabove。Theclose—packedhousesintheoldtownseemedaclusterofwhiteroofsirregularlypiledagainstthemoreunbrokenwhiteofthehill—side。Lightstwinkledhereandthereinthetown,andwereslungfromsternandbowoftheshipsintheharbour。Theairwasverystill,settlinginforafrost;sostillthatalldistantsoundsseemedneartherumbleofareturningcartintheHighStreet,thevoicesonboardship,theclosingofshuttersandbarringofdoorsinthenewtowntowhichtheywerebound。Butthesharpairwasfilled,asitwere,withsalineparticlesinafreezingstate;littlepungentcrystalsofseasaltburninglipsandcheekswiththeircoldkeenness。Itwouldnotdotolingerhereintheverycentreofthevalleyupwhichpassedthecurrentofatmospherecomingstraightwiththerushingtidefromtheicynorthernseas。Besides,therewastheunusualhonourofasupperwithJeremiahFosterawaitingthem。Hehadaskedeachofthemseparatelytoamealbeforenow;buttheyhadnevergonetogether,andtheyfeltthattherewassomethingseriousintheconjuncture。
Theybegantoclimbthesteepheightsleadingtothefreshly—builtrowsofthenewtownofMonkshaven,feelingasiftheywererisingintoaristocraticregionswherenoshopprofanedthestreets。JeremiahFoster\'shousewasoneofsix,undistinguishedinsize,orshape,orcolour;butnoticedinthedaytimebyallpassers—byforitsspotlesscleanlinessoflintelanddoorstep,windowandwindowframe。Theverybricksseemedasthoughtheycameinforthedailyscrubbingwhichbrightenedhandle,knocker,alldowntotheveryscraper。
Thetwoyoungmenfeltasshyoftheinterviewwiththeirmasterundersuchunusualrelationsofguestandhost,asagirldoesofherfirstparty。
Eachratherdrewbackfromthedecidedstepofknockingatthedoor;butwitharebuffingshakeathisownfolly,Philipwastheonetogivealoudsinglerap。Asiftheyhadbeenwaitedfor,thedoorflewopen,andamiddle—agedservantstoodbehind,asspotlessandneatasthehouseitself,andsmiledawelcometothefamiliarfaces。
\'Letmedustyo\'abit,William,\'saidshe,suitingtheactiontotheword。\'You\'vebeenleanin\'againsomewhitewash,a\'llbebound。Ay,Philip,\'
continuedshe,turninghimroundwithmotherlyfreedom,\'yo\'lldoifyo\'llbutgi\'yourshoonapolishin\'wipeonyonothermat。This\'nfortakin\'
t\'roughestmudoff。Measterallayspolishesonthat。\'
Inthesquareparlourthesamepreciseorderwasobserved。Everyarticleoffurniturewasfreefromspeckofdirtorparticleofdust;andeverythingwasplacedeitherinaparallelline,oratexactright—angleswitheveryother。EvenJohnandJeremiahsatinsymmetryonoppositesidesofthefire—place;theverysmilesontheirhonestfacesseemeddrawntoalineofexactitude。
Suchformality,howeveradmirable,wasnotcalculatedtopromoteease:
itwasnotuntilaftersupper——untilagoodquantityofYorkshirepiehadbeenswallowed,andwasheddown,too,withthebestandmostgenerouswineinJeremiah\'scellar——thattherewastheleastgenialityamongthem,inspiteofthefriendlykindnessofthehostandhisbrother。Thelongsilence,duringwhichmutethanksforthemealweregiven,havingcometoanend,Jeremiahcalledforpipes,andthreeofthepartybegantosmoke。
Politicsinthosedayswereticklesubjectstomeddlewith,eveninthemostprivatecompany。ThenationwasinastateofterroragainstFrance,andagainstanyathomewhomightbesupposedtosympathisewiththeenormitiesshehadjustbeencommitting。Theoppressiveactagainstseditiousmeetingshadbeenpassedtheyearbefore;andpeopleweredoubtfultowhatextremityofseverityitmightbeconstrued。Eventhelawauthoritiesforgottobeimpartial,buteithertheiralarmsortheirinterestsmadetoomanyofthemvehementpartisansinsteadofcalmarbiters,andthusdestroyedthepopularconfidenceinwhatshouldhavebeenconsideredthesupremetribunalofjustice。Yetforallthis,thereweresomewhodaredtospeakofreformofParliament,asapreliminarysteptofairrepresentationofthepeople,andtoareductionoftheheavywar—taxationthatwasimminent,ifnotalreadyimposed。Butthesepioneersof1830weregenerallyobnoxious。ThegreatbodyofthepeoplegloriedinbeingToriesandhatersoftheFrench,withwhomtheywereontenter—hookstofight,almostunawareoftherisingreputationoftheyoungCorsicanwarrior,whosenamewouldbeusedereadozenyearshadpassedtohushEnglishbabieswithaterrorsuchasthatofMarlboroughoncehadfortheFrench。
AtsuchaplaceasMonkshavenalltheseopinionswereheldinexcess。
Oneortwomight,forthemeresakeofargumentdisputeoncertainpointsofhistoryorgovernment;buttheytookcaretobeverysureoftheirlistenersbeforesuchargumentstouchedonanythingofthepresentday;forithadbeennotunfrequentlyfoundthatthepublicdutyofprosecutingopinionsnotyourownoverrodetheprivatedutyofrespectingconfidence。MostoftheMonkshavenpoliticiansconfinedthemselves,therefore,tosuchgeneralquestionsasthese:\'CouldanEnglishmanlickmorethanfourFrenchmenatatime?\'\'WhatwastheproperpunishmentformembersoftheCorrespondingSociety(correspondencewiththeFrenchdirectory),hangingandquartering,orburning?\'\'WouldtheforthcomingchildofthePrincessofWalesbeaboyoragirl?Ifagirl,woulditbemoreloyaltocallitCharlotteorElizabeth?\'
TheFosterswerequitesecureenoughoftheirgueststhiseveningtohavespokenfreelyonpoliticshadtheybeensoinclined。AndtheydidbeginontheoutrageswhichhadbeenlatelyofferedtothekingincrossingStJames\'sParktogoandopentheHouseofLords;butsoon,soaccustomedweretheirmindstocautionandrestraint,thetalkdroppeddowntothehighpriceofprovisions。Breadat1s。3d。thequarternloaf,accordingtotheLondontest。Wheatat120s。perquarter,asthehome—bakingnorthernersviewedthematter;andthentheconversationdiedawaytoanominoussilence。JohnlookedatJeremiah,asifaskinghimtobegin。Jeremiahwasthehost,andhadbeenamarriedman。Jeremiahreturnedthelookwiththesamemeaninginit。John,thoughabachelor,wastheelderbrother。Thegreatchurchbell,broughtfromtheMonkshavenmonasterycenturiesago,highupontheoppositehill—side,begantoringnineo\'clock;
itwasgettinglate。Jeremiahbegan:
\'Itseemsabadtimeforstartinganyoneonbusiness,wi\'pricesandtaxesandbreadsodear;butJohnandIaregettingintoyears,andwe\'venochildrentofollowus:yetwewouldfaindrawoutofsomeofourworldlyaffairs。Wewouldliketogiveuptheshop,andsticktobanking,towhichthereseemethaplainpath。Butfirstthereisthestockandgoodwilloftheshoptobedisposedon。\'
Adeadpause。Thisopeningwasnotfavourabletothehopesofthetwomoneylessyoungmenwhohadbeenhopingtosucceedtheirmastersbythemoregradualprocessofpartner—ship。ButitwasonlythekindofspeechthathadbeenagreeduponbythetwobrotherswithaviewofimpressingonHepburnandCoulsonthegreatandunusualresponsibilityofthesituationintowhichtheFosterswishedthemtoenter。Insomewaysthetalkofmanywasmuchlesssimpleandstraightforwardinthosedaysthanitisnow。
ThestudyofeffectshownintheLondondiners—outofthelastgeneration,whopreparedtheirconversationbeforehand,wasnotwithoutitsparallelinhumblerspheres,andfordifferentobjectsthanself—display。ThebrothersFosterhadallbutrehearsedthespeechestheywereabouttomakethisevening。Theywereawareoftheyouthofthepartiestowhomtheyweregoingtomakeamostfavourableproposal;andtheydreadedthatifthatproposalwastoolightlymade,itwouldbetoolightlyconsidered,andthedutiesinvolvedinittoocarelesslyenteredupon。Sotheroleofonebrotherwastosuggest,thatoftheothertorepress。Theyoungmen,too,hadtheirreserves。Theyforesaw,andhadlongforeseen,whatwascomingthatevening。Theywereimpatienttohearitindistinctwords;
andyettheyhadtowait,asifunconscious,duringallthelongpreamble。
Doageandyouthneverplaythesamepartsnow?Toreturn。JohnFosterrepliedtohisbrother:
\'Thestockandgoodwill!Thatwouldtakemuchwealth。Andtherewillbefixturestobeconsidered。Philip,cansttheetellmetheexactamountofstockintheshopatpresent?\'
Ithadonlyjustbeentaken;Philiphaditathisfingers\'ends。\'Onethousandninehundredandforty—onepounds,thirteenshillingsandtwopence。\'
Coulsonlookedathiminalittledismay,andcouldnotrepressasigh。
Thefiguresputintowordsandspokenaloudseemedtoindicatesomuchlargeranamountofmoneythanwhenquicklywrittendowninnumerals。ButPhilipreadthecountenances,nay,bysomeprocessofwhichhewasnothimselfaware,hereadthemindsofthebrothers,andfeltnodismayatwhathesawthere。
\'Andthefixtures?\'askedJohnFoster。
\'Theappraiservaluedthematfourhundredandthirty—fivepoundsthreeandsixpencewhenfatherdied。Wehaveaddedtothemsince;butwewillreckonthematthat。Howmuchdoesthatmakewiththevalueofthestock?\'
\'Twothousandonehundredandseventy—sixpounds,six—teenshillingsandeightpence,\'saidPhilip。
Coulsonhaddonethesumquicker,butwastoomuchdisheartenedbytheamounttospeak。
\'Andthegoodwill?\'askedthepitilessJohn。\'Whatdosttheesetthatat?\'
\'Ithink,brother,thatthatwoulddependonwhocameforwardwiththepurchase—moneyofthestockandfixtures。Tosomefolkswemightmakeitsiteasy,iftheywereknowntous,andthoseaswewishedwellto。IfPhilipandWilliamhere,forinstance,saidthey\'dliketopurchasethebusiness,Ireckontheeandmewouldnotask\'emsomuchasweshouldaskMillers\'(MillerswasanupstartpettyrivalshopattheendofthebridgeintheNewTown)。
\'IwishPhilipandWilliamwastocomeafterus,\'saidJohn。\'Butthat\'soutofthequestion,\'hecontinued,knowingallthewhilethat,farfrombeingoutofthequestion,itwastheveryquestion,andthatitwasasgoodassettledatthisverytime。
Noonespoke。ThenJeremiahwenton:
\'It\'soutofthequestion,Ireckon?\'
Helookedatthetwoyoungmen。Coulsonshookhishead。Philipmorebravelysaid,——
\'Ihavefifty—threepoundssevenandfourpenceinyo\'rhands,MasterJohn,andit\'sallIhavei\'theworld。\'
\'It\'sapity,\'saidJohn,andagaintheyweresilent。Half—pastninestruck。Itwastimetobebeginningtomakeanend。\'Perhaps,brother,theyhavefriendswhocouldadvance\'emthemoney。Wemightmakeitsitlighttothem,forthesakeoftheirgoodservice?\'
Philipreplied,——
\'There\'snoonewhocanputforwardsapennyforme:Ihavebutfewkin,andtheyhavelittletosparebeyondwhattheyneed。\'
Coulsonsaid——
\'Myfatherandmotherhavenineonus。\'
\'Letalone,letalone!\'saidJohn,relentingfast;forhewaswearyofhispartofcold,sternprudence。\'Brother,Ithinkwehaveenoughofthisworld\'sgoodstodowhatwelikewi\'ourown。\'
Jeremiahwasalittlescandalizedattherapidmeltingawayofassumedcharacter,andtookagoodpullathispipebeforehereplied——
\'Upwardsoftwothousandpoundsisalargesumtosetonthewell—beingandwell—doingoftwolads,theelderofwhomisnotthree—and—twenty。
Ifearwemustlookfarthera—field。\'
\'Why,John,\'repliedJeremiah,\'itwasbutyesterdaytheesaidsttheewouldratherhavePhilipandWilliamthananymeno\'fiftythattheeknowed。
Andnowtobringuptheiryouthagainthem。\'
\'Well,well!t\'halfonitisthine,andthoushalldoevenasthouwilt。ButIthinkasImusthavesecurityformymoiety,forit\'sariskagreatrisk。Haveyeanysecuritytooffer?anyexpectations?anylegaciesasotherfolkhavealife—interestinatpresent?\'
No;neitherofthemhad。SoJeremiahrejoined——
\'Then,Isuppose,Imundoastheedost,John,andtakethesecurityofcharacter。Andit\'sagreatsecuritytoo,lads,andt\'besto\'all,andonethatIcouldn\'tha\'donewithout;no,notifyo\'dpaymedownfivethousandforgoodwill,andstock,andfixtures。ForJohnFosterandSonhasbeenashopi\'Monkshaventhiseightyyearsandmore;andIdunnotthinkthere\'samanliving——ordead,forthatmatter——ascansayFosterswrongedhimofapenny,orgaveshortmeasuretoachildoraCousinBetty。\'
Theyallfourshookhandsroundwiththesameheartinessasifithadbeenalegalceremonynecessarytothecompletionofthepartnership。Theoldmen\'sfaceswerebrightwithsmiles;theeyesoftheyoungonessparkledwithhope。
\'But,afterall,\'saidJeremiah,\'we\'venottoldyouparticulars。Yo\'rethankingusforapiginapoke;butwehadmoreforethought,andweputalldownonapieceo\'paper。\'
Hetookdownafoldedpieceofpaperfromthemantel—shelf,putonhishornspectacles,andbegantoreadaloud,occasionallypeeringoverhisglassestonotetheeffectonthecountenancesoftheyoungmen。TheonlythinghewasinthehabitofreadingaloudwasachapterintheBibledailytohishousekeeperservant,and,likemany,hereservedapeculiartoneforthatsolemnoccupation——atonewhichheunconsciouslyemployedforthepresentenumerationofpounds,shillings,andpence。
\'Averagereturnsofthelastthreeyears,onehundredandtwenty—sevenpounds,threeshillings,andsevenpennyandone—sixthaweek。Profitsthereuponthirty—fourpercent。——asnearasmaybe。Clearprofitsoftheconcern,afterdeductingallexpensesexceptrent——fort\'houseisourown——onethousandtwohundredandtwopoundayear。\'
ThiswasfarmorethaneitherHepburnorCoulsonhadimaginedittobe;andalookofsurprise,almostamountingtodismay,creptovertheirfaces,inspiteoftheirendeavourtokeepsimplymotionlessandattentive。
\'It\'sadealofmoney,lads,andtheLordgiveyougracetoguideit,\'
saidJeremiah,puttingdownhispaperforaminute。
\'Amen,\'saidJohn,shakinghisheadtogiveeffecttohisword。
\'Nowwhatweproposeisthis,\'continuedJeremiah,beginningafreshtorefertohispaper:\'Wewillcallt\'valueofstockandfixturestwothousandonehundredandfifty。YoumayhaveJohnHolden,appraiserandauctioneer,intosetapriceonthemifyo\'will;oryo\'maylookoverbooksandbills;or,betterstill,doboth,andsocheckoneagaint\'other;
butfort\'sakeo\'makingthegroundo\'thebargain,Istatethesumasabove;andIreckonitsomuchcapitalleftinyo\'rhandsfortheuseo\'
whichyo\'reboundtopayusfivepercent。quarterly——that\'sonehundredandsevenpoundtenperannumatleastfort\'firstyear;andafteritwillbereducedbythegradualpaymentonourmoney,whichmustbeattherateoftwentypercent。,thuspayingusourprincipalbackinfiveyears。
Andtherent,includingallbackyards,rightofwharfage,warehouse,andpremises,isreckonedbyustobesixty—fivepoundperannum。Soyo\'willhavetopayus,JohnandJeremiahFoster,brothers,sixhundredandtwelvepoundtenoutoftheprofitsofthefirstyear,leaving,atthepresentrateofprofits,aboutfivehundredandeighty—ninepoundten,forthesharetobedividedbetweenyo\'。\'
Theplanhad,inallitsdetails,beencarefullyarrangedbythetwobrothers。TheywereafraidlestHepburnandCoulsonshouldbedazzledbytheamountofprofits,andhadsoarrangedthesliding—scaleofpaymentastoreducethefirstyear\'sincometowhattheeldermenthoughtaverymoderatesum,butwhattotheyoungeronesappearedanamountofwealthsuchasthey,whohadneitherofthemeverownedmuchmorethanfiftypounds,consideredalmostinexhaustible。Itwascertainlyaremarkableinstanceofprosperityanddesertmeetingtogethersoearlyinlife。
Foramomentortwothebrothersweredisappointedatnothearinganyreplyfromeitherofthem。ThenPhilipstoodup,forhefeltasifanythinghecouldsaysittingdownwouldnotbesufficientlyexpressiveofgratitude,andWilliaminstantlyfollowedhisexample。Hepburnbeganinaformalmanner,somethingthewayinwhichhehadreadintheYorknewspapersthathonourablemembersreturnedthankswhentheirhealthwasgiven。
\'Icanhardlyexpressmyfeelings\'(Coulsonnudgedhim)\'hisfeelings,too——ofgratitude。Oh,MasterJohn!MasterJeremiah,Ithoughtitmightcomei\'time,nay,I\'vethoughtitmightcomeaforelong;butIniverthoughtasitwouldbesomuch,ormadesoeasy。We\'vegotgoodkindfriends——wehave,havewenot,William?——andwe\'lldoourbest,andIhopeasweshallcomeuptotheirwishes。\'
Philip\'svoicequiveredalittle,assomeremembrancepassedacrosshismind;atthisunusualmomentofexpansionoutitcame。\'Iwishmothercouldha\'seenthisday。\'
\'Sheshallseeabetterday,mylad,whenthynameandWilliam\'sispaintedovert\'shop—door,andJ。andJ。Fosterblackedout。\'
\'Nay,master,\'saidWilliam,\'thatmunneverbe。I\'da\'mostsoonernotcomeinforthebusiness。Anyhow,itmustbe\'lateJ。andJ。Foster,\'andI\'mnotsureasIcanstomachthat。\'
\'Well,well,William,\'saidJohnFoster,highlygratified,\'therebetimeenoughtotalkoverthat。Therewasonethingmoretobesaid,wastherenot,brotherJeremiah?WedonotwishtohavethistalkedoverinMonkshavenuntilshortlybeforethetimewhenyo\'mustenteronthebusiness。
Wehaveourownarrangementstomakewi\'regardtothebankingconcern,andthere\'llbelawyer\'sworktodo,afteryo\'veexaminedbooksandlookedoverstockagaintogether;maybewe\'veoverstatedit,ort\'fixturesaren\'tworthsomuchaswesaid。Anyhowyo\'musteachonyo\'giveusyo\'rwordfortokeepfra\'namingthisnight\'sconversationtoanyone。Meantime,JeremiahandIwillhavetopayaccounts,andtakeakindoffarewellofthemerchantsandmanufacturerswithwhomFostershavehaddealingsthisseventyoreightyyear;andwhenandwhereitseemsfittingtouswewilltakeoneofyo\'tointroduceasoursuccessorsandfriends。Butallthat\'stocome。Butyo\'musteachgiveusyo\'rwordnottonamewhathaspassedheretoanyonetillfurtherspeechonthesubjecthaspassedbetweenus。\'
Coulsonimmediatelygavethepromise。Philip\'sassentcamelagging。
HehadthoughtofSylvialiving,almostasmuchasofthedeadmother,whoselastwordshadbeenacommittalofherchildtotheFatherofthefriendless;andnowthatashortdelaywasplacedbetweenthesightofthecupandhisenjoymentofit,therewasanimpatientchafinginthemindofthecomposedandself—restrainedPhilip;andthenrepentancequickaslightningeffacedthefeeling,andhepledgedhimselftothesecrecywhichwasenjoined。Somefewmoredetailsastotheirmodeofprocedure——ofverifyingtheFosters\'statements,whichtotheyoungermenseemedaperfectlyunnecessarypieceofbusiness——ofprobablejourneysandintroductions,andthenfarewellwasbidden,andHepburnandCoulsonwereinthepassagedonningtheirwraps,andrathertotheirindignationbeingassistedthereinbyMartha,whowasaccustomedtotheofficewithherownmasterSuddenlytheywererecalledintotheparlour。
JohnFosterwasfumblingwiththepapersalittlenervously:Jeremiahspoke——
\'WehavenotthoughtitnecessarytocommendHesterRosetoyou;ifshehadbeenaladshewouldhavehadathirdo\'thebusinessalongwi\'
yo\'。Beingawoman,it\'silltroublingherwithapartnership;bettergiveherafixedsalarytillsuchtuneasshemarries。\'
Helookedalittleknowinglyandcuriouslyatthefacesoftheyoungmenheaddressed。WilliamCoulsonseemedsheepishanduncomfortable,butsaidnothing,leavingitasusualtoPhiliptobespokesman。
\'Ifwehadn\'tcaredforHesterforhersel\',master,weshouldha\'caredforherasbeingforespokenbyyo\'。Yo\'andMasterJohnshallfixwhatweoughtt\'payher;andIthinkImaymakeboldtosaythat,asourincomerises,hersshalltoo——eh,Coulson?\'(asoundofassentquitedistinctenough);\'forwebothlookonherasasisterandonAlicelikeamother,asItoldheronlythisveryday。\'
chapter15CHAPTERXVADIFFICULTQUESTIONPhilipwenttobedwiththatkindofhumblepenitentgratitudeinhisheart,whichwesometimesfeelafterasuddenrevulsionoffeelingfromdespondencytohope。Thenightbeforeitseemedasifalleventsweresoarrangedastothwarthiminhisdearestwishes;hefeltnowasifhisdiscontentandrepining,nottwenty—fourhoursbefore,hadbeenalmostimpious,sogreatwasthechangeinhiscircumstancesforthebetter。Nowallseemedpromisingforthefulfilmentofwhathemostdesired。HewasalmostconvincedthathewasmistakeninthinkingthatKinraidhadhadanythingmorethanasailor\'sadmirationforaprettygirlwithregardtoSylvia;atanyrate,hewasgoingawayto—morrow,inallprobabilitynottoreturnforanotheryear(forGreenlandshipsleftforthenorthernseasassoonastherewasachanceoftheicebeingbrokenup),anderethenhehimselfmightspeakoutopenly,layingbeforeherparentsallhisfortunateprospects,andbeforeherallhisdeeppassionatelove。
Sothisnighthisprayersweremorethanthemereformthattheyhadbeenthenightbefore;theywereavehementexpressionofgratitudetoGodforhaving,asitwere,interferedonhisbehalf,togranthimthedesireofhiseyesandthelustofhisheart。Hewasliketoomanyofus,hedidnotplacehisfuturelifeinthehandsofGod,andonlyaskforgracetodoHiswillinwhatevercircumstancesmightarise;butheyearnedinthatterriblewayafterablessingwhich,whengrantedundersuchcircumstances,toooftenturnsouttobeequivalenttoacurse。Andthatspiritbringswithitthematerialandearthlyideathatalleventsthatfavourourwishesareanswerstoourprayer;andsotheyareinonesense,buttheyneedprayerinadeeperandhigherspirittokeepusfromthetemptationtoevilwhichsucheventsinvariablybringwiththem。
PhiliplittleknewhowSylvia\'stimehadbeenpassedthatday。Ifhehad,hewouldhavelaiddownthisnightwithevenaheavierheartthanhehaddoneonthelast。
CharleyKinraidaccompaniedhiscousinsasfarasthespotwherethepathtoHaytersbankFarmdiverged。Thenhestoppedhismerrytalk,andannouncedhisintentionofgoingtoseefarmerRobson。BessyCorneylookeddisappointedandalittlesulky;buthersisterMollyBruntonlaughed,andsaid,——
\'Telltruth,lad!DannelRobson\'dniverhaveacallfra\'theeifhehadn\'taprettydaughter。\'