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  \"Justlovely!\"Alicesaid,cheerily,andaftershehadarrangedthelatchforWalter,whohadgonetoreturnthelittlecar,shefollowedhermotherupstairsandhummedadance-tuneontheway。

  \"Oh,I\'msogladyouhadanicetime,\"Mrs。Adamssaid,astheyreachedthedoorofherdaughter\'sroomtogether。\"YouDESERVED

  to,andit\'slovelytothink——\"

  Butatthis,withoutwarning,Alicethrewherselfintohermother\'sarms,sobbingsoloudlythatinhisroom,closeby,herfather,halfdrowsingthroughthenight,startedtofullwakefulness。

  CHAPTERIX

  Onamorning,aweekafterthiscollapseoffestalhopes,Mrs。

  Adamsandherdaughterwereconcludingathree-days\'disturbance,the\"Springhouse-cleaning\"——postponeduntilnowbyAdams\'slongillness——andAlice,onherkneesbeforeachestofdrawers,inhermother\'sroom,pausedthoughtfullyafterdustingapacketofletterswrappedinwornmuslin。Shecalledtohermother,whowasscrubbingthefloorofthehallwayjustbeyondtheopendoor,\"Theseoldlettersyouhadinthebottomdrawer,weren\'ttheysomepapawroteyoubeforeyouweremarried?\"

  Mrs。Adamslaughedandsaid,\"Yes。Justput\'embackwheretheywere——orelseupintheattic——anywhereyouwantto。\"

  \"DoyoumindifIreadone,mama?\"

  Mrs。Adamslaughedagain。\"Oh,Iguessyoucanifyouwantto。

  Iexpectthey\'reprettyfunny!\"

  Alicelaughedinresponse,andchosethetopmostletterofthepacket。\"Mydear,beautifulgirl,\"itbegan;andshestaredatthesesingularwords。Theygaveherashocklikethatcausedbyoverhearingsomebewilderingimpropriety;and,havingreadthemovertoherselfseveraltimes,shewentontoexperienceothershocks。

  MYDEAR,BEAUTIFULGIRL:

  ThistimeyesterdayIhadamightybadcaseofbluesbecauseI

  hadnothadawordfromyouintwowholelongdaysandwhenIdonothearfromyoueverydaythingslookmightydowninthemouthtome。NowitisallsodifferentbecauseyourletterhasarrivedandbesidesIhavegotapieceofnewsIbelieveyouwillthinkasfineasIdo。Darling,youwillbesurprised,sogetreadytohearaboutabigeffectonourfuture。Itisthisway。

  IhadsortofasuspiciontheheadofthefirmkindoftookafancytomefromthefirstwhenIwentinthere,andlikedthewayIattendedtomyworkandsowhenhetookmeonthisbusinesstripwithhimIfeltprettysureofitandnowitturnsoutIwasaboutright。InreturnIguessIhavegotaboutthebestbossinthisworldandIbelieveyouwillthinksotoo。Yes,sweetheart,afterthetalkIhavejusthadwithhimifJ。A。LambaskedmetocutmyhandoffforhimIguessIwouldcomeprettyneardoingitbecausewhathesaysmeanstheendofourwaitingtobetogether。FromNewYearsonheisgoingtoputmeinentirechargeofthesundriesdept。andwhatdoyouthinkisgoingtobemysalary?Elevenhundredcooldollarsayear$1,100。00。

  That\'sall!Justonlyacoolelevenhundredperannum!Well,I

  guessthatwillshowyourmotherwhetherIcantakecareofyouornot。AndohhowIwouldliketoseeyourdear,beautiful,lovingfacewhenyougetthisnews。

  IwouldliketogooutonthepublicstreetsandjustdanceandshoutanditisallIcandotohelpdoingit,especiallywhenI

  knowwewillbetalkingitallovertogetherthistimenextweek,andohmydarling,nowthatyourfolkshavenoexcuseforputtingitoffanylongerwemightbeinourownlittlehomebeforeXmas。

  Wouldyoubeglad?

  Well,darling,thissettleseverythingandmakesourfuturejustaboutassmoothforusasanybodycouldask。Icanhardlyrealizeafterallthiswaitinglife\'stroublesareoverforyouandmeandwehavenothingtodobuttoenjoythehappinessgrantedusbythiswonderful,beautifulthingwecalllife。I

  knowIamnotanypoetandtheoneItriedtowriteaboutyouthedayofthepicnicwasfearfulbutthewayITHINKaboutyouisapoem。

  Writemewhatyouthinkofthenews。Iknowbutwritemeanyhow。

  I\'llgetitbeforewestarthomeandIcanbereadingitoverallthetimeonthetram。

  YouralwayslovingVIRGIL。

  Thesoundofhermother\'sdiligentscrubbinginthehallcamebackslowlytoAlice\'shearing,assherestoredthelettertothepacket,wrappedthepacketinitsmuslincovering,andreturnedittothedrawer。Shehadremaineduponherkneeswhileshereadtheletter;nowshesankbackward,sittinguponthefloorwithherhandsbehindher,anunconsciousrelaxingforbettereasetothink。Uponherfacetherehadfallenalookofwonder。

  Forthefirsttimeshewasvaguelyperceivingthatlifeiseverlastingmovement。Youthreallybelieveswhatisrunningwatertobeapermanentcrystallizationandseestimefixedtoapoint:somepeoplehavedarkhair,somepeoplehaveblondhair,somepeoplehavegrayhair。Untilthismoment,Alicehadnoconvictionthattherewasauniversebeforeshecameintoit。

  Shehadalwaysthoughtofitasthebackgroundofherself:themoonwassomethingtomakeherprettieronasummernight。

  Butthisoldletter,throughwhichshesawstillflickeringanancientstarlightofyounglove,astoundedher。Faintlybeforeheritrevealedthewholelivesofherfatherandmother,whohadbeenyoung,afterall——theyREALLYhad——andtheiryouthwasnowsoutterlypassedfromthemthatthepictureofit,intheletter,waslikeaburlesqueofthem。Andsoshe,herself,mustpasstosuchchanges,too,andallthatnowseemedvitaltoherwouldbenothing。

  Whenherworkwasfinished,thatafternoon,shewentintoherfather\'sroom。HisrecoveryhadprogressedwellenoughtopermitthedepartureofMissPerry;andAdams,wearingoneofMrs。

  Adams\'swrappersoverhisnight-gown,satinahigh-backedchairbyaclosedwindow。Theweatherwaswarm,buttheclosedwindowandtheflannelwrapperhadnotsufficedhim:roundhisshouldershehadanoldcrochetedscarfofAlice\'s;hislegswerewrappedinaheavycomfort;and,withtheseswathingsabouthim,andhiseyesclosed,histhinandgrizzledheadmakingbutaslightindentationinthepillowsupportingit,helookedoldandlittleandqueer。

  Alicewouldhavegoneoutsoftly,butwithoutopeninghiseyes,hespoketoher:\"Don\'tgo,dearie。Comesitwiththeoldmanalittlewhile。\"

  Shebroughtachairnearhis。\"Ithoughtyouwerenapping。\"

  \"No。Idon\'thardlyeverdothat。Ijustdriftalittlesometimes。\"

  \"Howdoyoumeanyoudrift,papa?\"

  Helookedathervaguely。\"Oh,Idon\'tknow。Kindofpictures。

  Theygetalittlemixedup——oldtimeswithtimesstillahead,likeplanningwhattodo,youknow。That\'sasnearanapasI

  get——whenthepicturesmixupsome。Isupposeit\'ssortofdrowsing。\"

  Shetookoneofhishandsandstrokedit。\"Whatdoyoumeanwhenyousayyouhavepictureslike\'planningwhattodo\'?\"sheasked。

  \"ImeanplanningwhattodowhenIgetoutandabletogotoworkagain。\"

  \"Butthatdoesn\'tneedanyplanning,\"Alicesaid,quickly。

  \"You\'regoingbacktoyouroldplaceatLamb\'s,ofcourse。\"

  Adamsclosedhiseyesagain,sighingheavily,butmadenootherresponse。

  \"Why,ofCOURSEyouare!\"shecried。\"Whatareyoutalkingabout?\"

  Hisheadturnedslowlytowardher,revealingtheeyes,openinahaggardstare。\"Iheardyoutheothernightwhenyoucamefromtheparty,\"hesaid。\"Iknowwhatwasthematter。\"

  \"Indeed,youdon\'t,\"sheassuredhim。\"Youdon\'tknowanythingaboutit,becausetherewasn\'tanythingthematteratall。\"

  \"Don\'tyousupposeIheardyoucrying?What\'dyoucryforiftherewasn\'tanythingthematter?\"

  \"Justnerves,papa。Itwasn\'tanythingelseintheworld。\"

  \"Nevermind,\"hesaid。\"Yourmothertoldme。\"

  \"Shepromisedmenotto!\"

  AtthatAdamslaughedmournfully。\"Itwouldn\'tbeverylikelyI\'dhearyousoupsetandnotaskaboutit,evenifshedidn\'tcomeandtellmeonherownhook。Youneedn\'ttrytofoolme;I

  tellyouIknowwhatwasthematter。\"

  \"TheonlymatterwasIhadasillyfit,\"Aliceprotested。\"Itdidmegood,too。\"

  \"How\'sthat?\"

  \"BecauseI\'vedecidedtodosomethingaboutit,papa。\"

  \"Thatisn\'tthewayyourmotherlooksatit,\"Adamssaid,ruefully。\"Shethinksit\'sourplacetodosomethingaboutit。

  Well,Idon\'tknow——Idon\'tknow;everythingseemssochangedthesedays。You\'vealwaysbeenagooddaughter,Alice,andyououghttohaveasmuchasanyofthesegirlsyougowith;she\'sconvincedmeshe\'srightaboutTHAT。Thetroubleis——\"Hefaltered,apologetically,thenwenton,\"Imeanthequestionis——howtogetitforyou。\"

  \"No!\"shecried。\"Ihadnobusinesstomakesuchafussjustbecausealotofidiotsdidn\'tbreaktheirneckstogetdanceswithmeandbecauseIgotmortifiedaboutWalter——WalterWAS

  prettyterrible——\"

  \"Oh,me,my!\"Adamslamented。\"Iguessthat\'ssomethingwejusthavetoleaveworkoutitself。Whatyougoingtodowithaboynineteenortwentyyearsoldthatmakeshisownliving?Can\'twhiphim。Can\'tkeephimlockedupinthehouse。Justgottohopehe\'lllearnbetter,Isuppose。\"

  \"Ofcoursehedidn\'twanttogotothePalmers\',\"Aliceexplained,tolerantly——\"andasmamaandImadehimtakeme,andhethoughtthatwasprettyselfishinme,why,hefelthehadarighttoamusehimselfanywayhecould。Ofcourseitwasawfulthatthis——thatthisMr。Russellshould——\"Inspiteofher,therecollectionchokedher。

  \"Yes,itwasawful,\"Adamsagreed。\"Justawful。Oh,me,my!\"

  ButAlicerecoveredherselfatonce,andshowedhimacheerfulface。\"Well,justafewyearsfromnowIprobablywon\'tevenrememberit!Ibelievehardlyanythingamountstoasmuchaswethinkitdoesatthetime。\"

  \"Well——sometimesitdon\'t。\"

  \"WhatI\'vebeenthinking,papa:itseemstomeIoughttoDO

  something。\"

  \"Whatlike?\"

  Shelookeddreamy,butwasobviouslyseriousasshetoldhim:

  \"Well,ImeanIoughttobesomethingbesidesjustakindofnobody。Ioughtto——\"Shepaused。

  \"What,dearie?\"

  \"Well——there\'sonethingI\'dliketodo。I\'msureICOULDdoit,too。\"

  \"What?\"

  \"Iwanttogoonthestage:IknowIcouldact。\"Atthis,herfatherabruptlygaveutterancetoafeeblecacklingoflaughter;

  andwhenAlice,surprisedandalittleoffended,pressedhimforhisreason,hetriedtoevade,saying,\"Nothing,dearie。Ijustthoughtofsomething。\"Butshepersisteduntilhehadtoexplain。

  \"Itmademethinkofyourmother\'ssister,yourAuntFlora,thatdiedwhenyouwerelittle,\"hesaid。\"Shewasalwaystellinghowshewasgoingonthestage,andtalkingabouthowshewascertainshe\'dmakeagreatactress,andallsoon;andonedayyourmotherbrokeoutandsaidsheought\'a\'goneonthestage,herself,becauseshealwaysknewshehadthetalentforit——and,well,theygotintokindofaspataboutwhichone\'dmakethebestactress。Ihadtogooutinthehalltolaugh!\"

  \"Maybeyouwerewrong,\"Alicesaid,gravely。\"Iftheybothfeltit,whywouldn\'tthatlookasiftherewastalentinthefamily?

  I\'veALWAYSthought——\"

  \"No,dearie,\"hesaid,withafinalchuckle。\"YourmotherandFloraweren\'tdifferentfromagoodmanyothers。Iexpectninetypercent。ofallthewomenIeverknewwerejustsurethey\'dbemightyfineactressesiftheyevergotthechance。Well,Iguessit\'sagoodthing;theyenjoythinkingaboutitanditdon\'tdoanybodyanyharm。\"

  Alicewaspiqued。Forseveraldaysshehadthoughtalmostcontinuouslyofacareertobewonbyherowngenius。Notthatsheplanneddetails,orconcernedherselfwithfirststeps;herpicturingsoverleapedallthat。Principally,shesawhernamegreatonallthebill-boardsofthatunkindcity,andherself,unchangedinagebutglamorouswithfameandParisclothes,returninginaprivatecar。NodoubtthepleasantestdevelopmentofhervisionwasadialoguewithMildred;andthisbecamesorealthat,assheprojectedit,Aliceassumedtheproperexpressionsforbothpartiestoit,formedwordswithherlips,andevenspokesomeofthemaloud。\"No,Ihaven\'tforgottenyou,Mrs。Russell。Irememberyouquitepleasantly,infact。YouwereaMissPalmer,Irecall,inthosefunnyolddays。Verykindofyou,I\'mshaw。Iappreciateyoureagernesstodosomethingformeinyourownlittlehome。Asyousay,areceptionWOULD

  renewmyacquaintanceshipwithmanyoldfriends——butI\'mshawyouwon\'tmindmymentioningthatIdon\'tfindmuchinspirationintheseprovincials。Ireallymustaskyounottopressme。Anartist\'stimeisnotherown,thoughofcourseIcouldhardlyexpectyoutounderstand——\"

  ThusAliceilluminatedthedulltime;butsheretiredfromtheinterviewwithherfatherstillmanfullydisplayinganoutwardcheerfulness,whiledepressiongrewheavierwithin,asifshehadeatensoggycake。Herfatherknewnothingwhateverofthestage,andshewasawareofhisignorance,yetforsomereasonhisinnocentlyskepticalamusementreducedherbrightprojectalmosttonothing。Somethinglikethisalwayshappened,itseemed;shewascontinuallymakingtheseilluminations,allgaywithgildingsandcolourings;andthenassoonasanybodyelsesomuchasglancedatthem——evenherfather,wholovedher——theprettydesignswerestrickenwithadesolatingpallor。\"IsthisLIFE?\"

  Alicewondered,notdoubtingthatthequestionwasoriginalandallherown。\"Isitlifetospendyourtimeimaginingthingsthataren\'tso,andneverwillbe?Beautifulthingshappentootherpeople;whyshouldIbetheonlyonetheyneverCANhappento?\"

  Themoodlastedovernight;andwasstilluponherthenextafternoonwhenanerrandforherfathertookherdown-town。

  Adamshaddecidedtobeginsmokingagain,andAlicefeltratherdegraded,aswellasembarrassed,whenshewentintothelargeshopherfatherhadnamed,andaskedforthecheaptobaccoheusedinhispipe。Shefellbackuponanairofamusedindulgence,hopingthustosuggestthatherpurchasewasmadeforsomefaithfuloldretainer,nowinfirm;andalthoughthecalmnessoftheclerkwhoservedhercalledfornosuchelaborationofhersketch,sheornamenteditwithalittlelaughandwiththeremark,asshedroppedthepackageintohercoat-pocket,\"I\'msureit\'llpleasehim;theytellmeit\'sthekindhelikes。\"

  StillplayingLadyBountiful,smilingtoherselfinanticipationofthejoyshewasbringingtothesimpleoldnegroorIrishfollowerofthefamily,shelefttheshop;butasshecameoutuponthecrowdedpavementhersmilevanishedquickly。

  Nexttothedoorofthetobacco-shop,therewastheopenentrancetoastairway,and,abovethisratherbleakanddarkaperture,asign-boarddisplayedinbegrimedgiltletterstheinformationthatFrincke\'sBusinessCollegeoccupiedtheupperfloorsofthebuilding。Furthermore,Frinckeherepubliclyoffered\"personalinstructionandtraininginpracticalmathematics,bookkeeping,andallbranchesofthebusinesslife,includingstenography,typewriting,etc。\"

  Alicehaltedforamoment,frowningatthissignboardasthoughitweresomethingsurprisinganddistastefulwhichshehadneverseenbefore。Yetitwasconspicuousinabusyquarter;shealmostalwayspasseditwhenshecamedown-town,andneverwithoutnoticingit。Norwasthisthefirsttimeshehadpausedtolifttowarditthatsameglanceofvaguemisgiving。

  Thebuildingwasnotwhatthechangefulcitydefinedasamodernone,andthedustywoodenstairway,asseenfromthepavement,disappearedupwardintoasmokydarkness。Sowouldthefootstepsofagirlascendingthereleadtoahideousobscurity,Alicethought;anobscurityasdrearyandaspermanentasdeath。AndlikedryleavesfallingabouthershesawherwintryimaginingsintheMayair:prettygirlsturningintowitheredcreaturesastheyworkedattyping-machines;oldmaids\"takingdictation\"frommenwithdoublechins;Alicesawoldmaidsofadozendifferentkinds\"takingdictation。\"Hermind\'seyewascrowdedwiththem,asitalwayswaswhenshepassedthatstairwayentrance;andthoughtheywerealldifferentfromoneanother,allofthemlookedalittlelikeherself。

  Shehatedtheplace,andyetsheseldomhurriedbyitoravertedhereyes。Ithadanunpleasantfascinationforher,andamysteriousreproach,whichshedidnotseektofathom。Shewalkedonthoughtfullyto-day;andwhen,atthenextcorner,sheturnedintothestreetthatledtowardhome,shewasgivenasurprise。ArthurRussellcamerapidlyfrombehindher,liftinghishatasshesawhim。

  \"Areyouwalkingnorth,MissAdams?\"heasked。\"DoyoumindifI

  walkwithyou?\"

  Shewasnotdelighted,butseemedso。\"Howcharming!\"shecried,givinghimalittleflourishoftheshapelyhands;andthen,becauseshewonderedifhehadseenhercomingoutofthetobacco-shop,shelaughedandadded,\"I\'vejustbeenonthemostridiculouserrand!\"

  \"Whatwasthat?\"

  \"Toordersomecigarsformyfather。He\'sbeenquiteill,poorman,andhe\'ssoparticular——butwhatintheworlddo_I_knowaboutcigars?\"

  Russelllaughed。\"Well,whatDOyouknowabout\'em?Didyouselectbytheprice?\"

  \"Mercy,no!\"sheexclaimed,andadded,withanafterthought,\"OfcoursehewrotedownthenameofthekindhewantedandIgaveittotheshopman。Icouldneverhavepronouncedit。\"

  CHAPTERX

  Inherpocketasshespokeherhandresteduponthelittlesackoftobacco,whichrespondedaccusinglytothetouchofherrestlessfingers;andshefoundtimetowonderwhyshewasbuildingupthisfictionforMr。ArthurRussell。HisdiscoveryofWalter\'sdeviceforwhilingawaythedulleveninghadshamedanddistressedher;butshewouldhavesufferednolessifalmostanyotherhadbeenthediscoverer。Inthisgentleman,afterhearingthathewasMildred\'sMr。ArthurRussell,Alicefeltnottheslightest\"personalinterest\";andtherewasyettodevelopinherlifesuchathingasaninterestnotpersonal。Attwenty-twothisstateofaffairsisnotunique。

  SofarasAlicewasconcernedRussellmighthavewornaplacard,\"Engaged。\"Shelookeduponhimasdinersenteringarestaurantlookupontablesmarked\"Reserved\":theglance,slightlydiscontented,passesonatonce。Orsotheeyeofaprospectorwandersquerulouslyoverstakedandestablishedclaimsonthemountainside,andseeksthevirginlandbeyond;unless,indeed,theprospectorbedishonest。ButAlicewasnoclaim-jumper——solongasthenoticeofownershipwasplainlyposted。

  Thoughshewasindifferentnow,habitruledher:and,attheverytimeshewonderedwhyshecreatedfictitiouscigarsforherfather,shewasalsoregrettingthatshehadnotboldlycarriedherMalaccastickdown-townwithher。Hervivacityincreasedautomatically。

  \"Perhapstheclerkthoughtyouwantedthecigarsforyourself,\"

  Russellsuggested。\"HemayhavetakenyouforaSpanishcountess。\"

  \"I\'msurehedid!\"Aliceagreed,gaily;andshehummedabarortwoof\"LaPaloma,\"snappingherfingersascastanets,andswayingherbodyalittle,tosuggesttheacceptedstencilofa\"SpanishDancer。\"\"Wouldyouhavetakenmeforone,Mr。Russell?\"sheasked,assheconcludedtheimpersonation。

  \"I?Why,yes,\"hesaid。\"I\'Dtakeyouforanythingyouwantedmeto。\"

  \"Why,whataspeech!\"shecried,and,laughing,gavehimaquickglanceinwhichthereglimmeredsomerealsurprise。Hewaslookingatherquizzically,butwiththeliveliestappreciation。

  Hersurpriseincreased;andshewasgladthathehadjoinedher。

  Tobeseenwalkingwithsuchacompanionaddedtoherpleasure。

  Shewouldhavedescribedhimas\"altogetherquitestunning-looking\";andshelikedhistall,darkthinness,hisgrayclothes,hissofthat,andhiscleanbrownshoes;shelikedhiseasyswingofthestickhecarried。

  \"Shouldn\'tIhavesaidit?\"heasked。\"WouldyourathernotbetakenforaSpanishcountess?\"

  \"Thatisn\'tit,\"sheexplained。\"Yousaid——\"

  \"IsaidI\'dtakeyouforwhateveryouwantedmeto。Isn\'tthatallright?\"

  \"Itwouldalldepend,wouldn\'tit?\"

  \"Ofcourseitwoulddependonwhatyouwanted。\"

  \"Oh,no!\"shelaughed。\"Itmightdependonalotofthings。\"

  \"Suchas?\"

  \"Well——\"Shehesitated,havingthemischievousimpulsetosay,\"SuchasMildred!\"Butshedecidedtoomitthisreference,andbecameserious,rememberingRussell\'sservicetoheratMildred\'shouse。\"SpeakingofwhatIwanttobetakenfor,\"shesaid;——\"I\'vebeenwonderingeversincetheothernightwhatyoudidtakemefor!Youmusthavetakenmeforthesisterofaprofessionalgambler,I\'mafraid!\"

  Russell\'slookofkindnesswasthetruthabouthim,shewastodiscover;andhereassuredhernowbythepromptnessofhisfriendlychuckle。\"ThenyouryoungbrothertoldyouwhereI

  foundhim,didhe?Ikeptmyfacestraightatthetime,butI

  laughedafterward——tomyself。Itstruckmeasoriginal,tosaytheleast:hisamusinghimselfwiththosedarkies。\"

  \"WalterISoriginal,\"Alicesaid;and,havingadoptedthisnewviewofherbrother\'seccentricities,sheimpulsivelywentontomakeitmoreplausible。\"He\'saveryoddboy,andIwasafraidyou\'dmisunderstand。Hetellswonderful\'darkystories,\'andhe\'lldoanythingtodrawcolouredpeopleoutandmakethemtalk;

  andthat\'swhathewasdoingatMildred\'swhenyoufoundhimforme——hesayshewinstheirconfidencebyplayingdicewiththem。

  Inthefamilywethinkhe\'llprobablywriteaboutthemsomeday。

  He\'sratherliterary。\"

  \"Areyou?\"Russellasked,smiling。

  \"I?Oh——\"Shepaused,liftingbothhandsinacharminggestureofhelplessness。\"Oh,I\'mjust——me!\"

  Hisglancefollowedthelightlywavedhandswithkeenapproval,thenrosetothelivelyandcolourfulface,withitshazeleyes,itssmallandprettynose,andthelip-caughtsmilewhichseemedtheclimaxofherdecorativetransition。Neverhadheseenacreaturesoplasticorsowistful。

  HerewasacontrasttohiscousinMildred,whowasnotwistful,andcontrolledanyimpulsestowardplasticity,ifshehadthem。

  \"ByGeorge!\"hesaid。\"ButyouAREdifferent!\"

  Withthat,thereleapedinhersuchanimpulseofroguishgallantryasshecouldneverresist。Sheturnedherhead,and,laughingandbright-eyed,lookedhimfullintheface。

  \"Fromwhom?\"shecried。

  \"From——everybody!\"hesaid。\"Areyouamind-reader?\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"HowdidyouknowIwasthinkingyouweredifferentfrommycousin,MildredPalmer?\"

  \"WhatmakesyouthinkIDIDknowit?\"

  \"Nonsense!\"hesaid。\"YouknewwhatIwasthinkingandIknewyouknew。\"

  \"Yes,\"shesaidwithcoolhumour。\"Howintimatethatseemstomakeusallatonce!\"

  Russellleftnodoubtthathewasdelightedwiththesegaietiesofhers。\"ByGeorge!\"heexclaimedagain。\"IthoughtyouwerethissortofgirlthefirstmomentIsawyou!\"

  \"Whatsortofgirl?Didn\'tMildredtellyouwhatsortofgirlI

  amwhensheaskedyoutodancewithme?\"

  \"Shedidn\'taskmetodancewithyou——I\'dbeenlookingatyou。

  Youweretalkingtosomeoldladies,andIaskedMildredwhoyouwere。\"

  \"Oh,soMildredDIDN\'T——\"Alicecheckedherself。\"WhodidshetellyouIwas?\"

  \"ShejustsaidyouwereaMissAdams,soI——\"

  \"\'A\'MissAdams?\"Aliceinterrupted。

  \"Yes。ThenIsaidI\'dliketomeetyou。\"

  \"Isee。Youthoughtyou\'dsavemefromtheoldladies。\"

  \"No。IthoughtI\'dsavemyselffromsomeofthegirlsMildredwasgettingmetodancewith。TherewasaMissDowling——\"

  \"Poorman!\"Alicesaid,gently,andherimpulsivethoughtwasthatMildredhadtakenfewchances,andthatasamatterofself-defensehercarefulnessmighthavebeenwellfounded。ThisMr。ArthurRussellwasamuchmoreresponsivepersonthanonehadsupposed。

  \"So,Mr。Russell,youdon\'tknowanythingaboutmeexceptwhatyouthoughtwhenyoufirstsawme?\"

  \"Yes,IknowIwasrightwhenIthoughtit。\"

  \"Youhaven\'ttoldmewhatyouthought。\"

  \"IthoughtyouwerelikewhatyouARElike。\"

  \"Notverydefinite,isit?I\'mafraidyoushedmorelightaminuteorsoago,whenyousaidhowdifferentfromMildredyouthoughtIwas。ThatWASdefinite,unfortunately!\"

  \"Ididn\'tsayit,\"Russellexplained。\"Ithoughtit,andyoureadmymind。That\'sthesortofgirlIthoughtyouwere——onethatcouldreadaman\'smind。Whydoyousay\'unfortunately\'

  you\'renotlikeMildred?\"

  Alice\'ssmoothgestureseemedtosketchMildred。\"Becauseshe\'sperfect——why,she\'sPERFECTLYperfect!Shenevermakesamistake,andeverybodylooksuptoher——oh,yes,weallfairlyadoreher!She\'slikesomebig,noble,coldstatue——\'wayabovetherestofus——andshehardlyeverdoesanythingmeanortreacherous。OfallthegirlsIknowIbelieveshe\'splayedthefewestreallypettytricks。She\'s——\"

  Russellinterrupted;helookedperplexed。\"Yousayshe\'sperfectlyperfect,butthatshedoesplaySOME——\"

  Alicelaughed,asifathissweetinnocence。\"Menaresofunny!\"

  sheinformedhim。\"OfcoursegirlsALLdomeanthingssometimes。

  Myowncareer\'sjustonelongbrazensmirchof\'em!WhatImeanis,Mildred\'sperfectlyperfectcomparedtotherestofus。

  \"Isee,\"hesaid,andseemedtoneedamomentortwoofthoughtfulness。Thenheinquired,\"WhatsortoftreacherousthingsdoYOUdo?\"

  \"I?Oh,theveryworstkind!Mostpeopleboremeparticularlythemeninthistown——andIshowit。\"

  \"ButIshouldn\'tcallthattreacherous,exactly。\"

  \"Well,THEYdo,\"Alicelaughed。\"It\'smademeaterriblyunpopularcharacter!Idoalotofthingstheyhate。Forinstance,atadanceI\'dalotratherfindsomecleveroldwomanandtalktoherthandancewithnine-tenthsofthesenonentities。

  Iusuallydoit,too。\"

  \"Butyoudancedasifyoulikedit。YoudancedbetterthananyothergirlI——\"

  \"Thisflatteryofyoursdoesn\'tquiteturnmyhead,Mr。

  Russell,\"Aliceinterrupted。\"ParticularlysinceMildredonlygaveyouEllaDowlingtocomparewithme!\"

  \"Oh,no,\"heinsisted。\"Therewereothers——andofcourseMildred,herself。\"

  \"Oh,ofcourse,yes。Iforgotthat。Well——\"Shepaused,thenadded,\"IcertainlyOUGHTtodancewell。\"

  \"Whyisitsomuchaduty?\"

  \"WhenIthinkofthedancing-teachersandtheexpensetopapa!

  Allsortsoffancyinstructors——Isupposethat\'swhatdaughtershavefathersfor,though,isn\'tit?Tothrowmoneyawayonthem?\"

  \"Youdon\'t——\"Russellbegan,andhislookwasoneofalarm。

  \"Youhaven\'ttakenup——\"

  Sheunderstoodhisapprehensionandrespondedmerrily,\"Oh,murder,no!Youmeanyou\'reafraidIbreakoutsometimesinapieceofcheeseclothandrunaroundafountainthirtytimes,andthen,foranencore,showhowmuchlikesnakesIcanmakemyarmslook。\"

  \"ISAIDyouwereamind-reader!\"heexclaimed。\"That\'sexactlywhatIwaspretendingtobeafraidyoumightdo。\"

  \"\'Pretending?\'That\'snicerofyou。No;it\'snotmymania。\"

  \"Whatis?\"

  \"Oh,nothinginparticularthatIknowofjustnow。OfcourseI\'vehadtheusualone:theonethateverygirlgoesthrough。\"

  \"What\'sthat?\"

  \"Goodheavens,Mr。Russell,youcan\'texpectmetobelieveyou\'rereallyamanoftheworldifyoudon\'tknowthateverygirlhasatimeinherlifewhenshe\'spositiveshe\'sdivinelytalentedforthestage!It\'stheonlyuniversalruleaboutwomenthathasn\'tgotanexception。Idon\'tmeanweallwanttogoonthestage,butweallthinkwe\'dbewonderfulifwedid。EvenMildred。Oh,shewouldn\'tconfessittoyou:you\'dhavetoknowheragreatdealbetterthananymancaneverknowhertofindout。\"

  \"Isee,\"hesaid。\"Girlsarealwaystellinguswecan\'tknowthem。Iwonderifyou——\"

  Shetookuphisthoughtbeforeheexpressedit,andagainhewasfascinatedbyherquickness,whichindeedseemedtohimalmosttelepathic。\"Oh,butDON\'Tweknowoneanother,though!\"shecried。

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