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  Athomeherdresshadseemedbeautiful;butthatwasdifferent,too,wherethereweredozensofbrilliantfabrics,fashionedinnewways——someofthesenewwaysstartling,whichonlymadethewearerscentersofinterestandshockednoone。AndAlicerememberedthatshehadheardagirlsay,notlongbefore,\"Oh,ORGANDIE!Nobodywearsorgandieforeveninggownsexceptinmidsummer。\"Alicehadthoughtlittleofthis;butasshelookedaboutherandsawnoorgandieexceptherown,shefoundgreaterdifficultyinkeepinghersmileasarchandspontaneousasshewishedit。Infact,itwasbeginningtomakeherfaceachealittle。

  Mildredcameinfromthecorridor,heavilyattended。Shecarriedagreatbouquetofvioletslacedwithliliesof-the-valley;andthevioletswerelusty,bigpurplethings,theirstemswrappedinclothofgold,withsilkencordsdependent,endinginlongtassels。SheandherconvoypassednearthetwoyoungAdamses;

  anditappearedthatoneoftheconvoybesoughthishostesstopermit\"cuttingin\";theywere\"doingitotherplaces\"oflate,heurged;buthewasdeniedandtoldtoconsolehimselfbyholdingthebouquet,atintervals,untilhisthirdofthesixteenthdanceshouldcome。Alicelookeddubiouslyatherownbouquet。

  Suddenlyshefeltthatthevioletsbetrayedher;thatanyonewholookedatthemcouldseehowrustic,howinnocentofanyflorist\'scrafttheywere\"Ican\'teatdeadviolets,\"Waltersaid。Thelittlewildflowers,dyingindeedinthewarmair,weredroopinginaforlornmass;anditseemedtoherthatwhoevernoticedthemwouldguessthatshehadpickedthemherself。Shedecidedtogetridofthem。

  Walterwasbecomingrestive。\"Lookhere!\"hesaid。\"Can\'tyouflagoneo\'theselong-tailedbirdstotakeyouonforthenextdance?Youcametohaveagoodtime;whydon\'tyougetbusyandhaveit?Iwanttogetoutandsmoke。\"

  \"YouMUSTN\'Tleaveme,Walter,\"shewhispered,hastily。

  \"Somebody\'llcomeformebeforelong,butuntiltheydo——\"

  \"Well,couldn\'tyousitsomewhere?\"

  \"No,no!Thereisn\'tanyoneIcouldsitwith。\"

  \"Well,whynot?Lookatthoseoledamesinthecorners。What\'sthematteryourtyin\'upwithsomeo\'themforawhile?\"

  \"PLEASE,Walter;no!\"

  Infact,thatindomitablesmileofherswasthemoredifficulttomaintainbecauseoftheseveryelderstowhomWalterreferred。

  Theyweremothersofgirlsamongthedancers,andtheyweretheretofendandcontrivefortheiroffspring;tokeepthemincountenancethroughanytrial;tolendthemdiplomacyinthecarryingoutofallenterprises;tobe\"background\"forthem;andintheseessentiallybiologicalfunctioningstoimitatetheirownmatingsandrenewtheexcitementoftheirnuptialperiods。Oldermen,husbandsoftheseladiesandfathersofeligiblegirls,werealsotobeseen,mostofthemwithMr。Palmerinabilliard-roomacrossthecorridor。Mr。andMrs。Adamshadnotbeeninvited。

  \"OfcoursepapaandmamajustbarelyknowMildredPalmer,\"Alicethought,\"andmostoftheothergirls\'fathersandmothersareoldfriendsofMr。andMrs。Palmer,butIdothinkshemighthaveASKEDpapaandmama,anyway——sheneedn\'thavebeenafraidjusttoaskthem;sheknewtheycouldn\'tcome。\"Andhersmilingliptwitchedalittlethreateningly,assheconcludedthesilentmonologue。\"IsupposeshethinksIoughttobegladenoughsheaskedWalter!\"

  Walterwas,infact,rathernoticeable。HewasnotMildred\'sonlyguesttowearashortcoatandtoappearwithoutgloves;buthewassingularatleastinhispresentsurroundingsonaccountofakindofcoiffuringhefavoured,hishairhavingbeenshapedafterwhatseemedaMongolinspiration。Onlyuponthetopoftheheadwasactualhairperceived,therestappearingtobenudity。

  Andevenmorethanbyanydifferenceinmodehewassetapartbyhislookandmanner,inwhichthereseemedtobeabrooding,secretiveandjeeringsuperiorityandthiswasmostvividlyexpressedwhenhefeltcalleduponforhisloud,short,lop-sidedlaugh。WheneverheuttereditAlicelaughed,too,asloudlyasshecould,tocoverit。

  \"Well,\"hesaid。\"Howlongwegoin\'tostandhere?Myfeetaresproutin\'roots。\"

  Alicetookhisarm,andtheybegantowalkaimlesslythroughtherooms,thoughshetriedtolookasiftheyhadadefinitedestination,keepinghereyeseagerandherlipsparted;——peoplehadcalledjoviallytothemfromthedistance,shemeanttoimply,andtheyweregoingtojointhesemerryfriends。Shewasstilluponthisghostlyerrandwhenafuriousoutbreakofdrumsandsaxophonessoundedapreludefortheseconddance。

  Walterdancedwithheragain,buthegaveherawarning。\"I

  don\'twanttoleaveyouhighanddry,\"hetoldher,\"butIcan\'tstandit。IgottogetsomewhereIdon\'thaf\'tohurtmyeyeswiththeseberries;I\'llgoblindifIgottolookatanymoreof\'em。I\'mgoin\'outtosmokeassoonasthemusicbeginsthenexttime,andyoubettergetfixedforit。\"

  Alicetriedtogetfixedforit。Astheydancedshenoddedsunnilytoeverymanwhoseeyeshecaught,smiledhersmilewiththeunderlipcaughtbetweenherteeth;butitwasnotuntiltheendoftheintermissionafterthedancethatshesawhelpcoming。

  Acrosstheroomsattheglobularladyshehadencounteredthatmorning,andbesidetheglobularladysataround-headed,round-bodiedgirl;herdaughter,atfirstglance。ThefamilycontourwasalsoasevidentacharacteristicoftheshortyoungmanwhostoodinfrontofMrs。Dowling,engagedwithherinadiscussionwhichwasnotwithoutevidencesofanearnestnessalmostimpassioned。LikeWalter,hewasdecliningtodanceathirdtimewithsister;hewishedtogoelsewhere。

  Alicefromasidelongeyewatchedthecontroversy:shesawtheglobularyoungmanglancetowardher,overhisshoulder;

  whereuponMrs。Dowling,followingthisglance,gaveAlicealookofopenfury,becamemuchmorevehementintheargument,andevenstruckherkneewitharound,fatfistforemphasis。

  \"I\'monmyway,\"saidWalter。\"There\'sthemusicstartin\'upagain,andItoldyou——\"

  Shenoddedgratefully。\"It\'sallright——butcomebackbeforelong,Walter。\"

  Theglobularyoungman,redwithannoyance,hadtornhimselffromhisfamilyandwashasteningacrosstheroomtoher。\"C\'nIhavethisdance?\"

  \"Why,youniceFrankDowling!\"Alicecried。\"Howlovely!\"

  CHAPTERVII

  Theydanced。Mr。Dowlingshouldhavefoundotherformsofexerciseandpastime。

  Naturehasnotdesignedeveryonefordancing,thoughsometimesthoseshehasdeniedarethelasttodiscoverherniggardliness。

  Buttheroundyoungmanwasatleastvigorousenough——toomuchso,whenhiskneescollidedwithAlice\'s——andhewastoosturdytobethrownoffhisfeet,himself,ortoallowhispartnertofallwhenhetrippedher。Heheldherupvaliantly,andcontinuedtobeatapaththroughthecrowdofotherdancersbymainforce。

  Hepaidnoattentiontoanythingsuggestedbytheeffortsofthemusicians,andappearedtobeunawarethatthereshouldhavebeensomeconnectionbetweenwhattheyweredoingandwhathewasdoing;buthemayhavelistenedtoothermusicofhisown,forhisexpressionwasofhighcontent;heseemedtofeelnodoubtwhateverthathewasdancing。Alicekeptasfarawayfromhimasunderthecircumstancesshecould;andwhentheystoppedsheglanceddown,andfoundtheexecutionofunseenmanoeuvres,withintheprotectionofherskirt,helpfultooneofherinstepsandtothetoesofbothofherslippers。

  Hercheerypartnerwaspaddlinghisrosybrowswithafinehandkerchief。\"Thatwasgreat!\"hesaid。\"Let\'sgooutandsitinthecorridor;they\'vegotsomecomfortablechairsoutthere。\"

  \"Well——let\'snot,\"shereturned。\"IbelieveI\'dratherstayinhereandlookatthecrowd。\"

  \"No;thatisn\'tit,\"hesaid,chidingherwithawaggishforefinger。\"Youthinkifyougooutthereyou\'llmissachanceofsomeoneelseaskingyouforthenextdance,andsoyou\'llhavetogiveittome。\"

  \"Howabsurd!\"Then,afteralookaboutherthatrevealednothingencouraging,sheaddedgraciously,\"Youcanhavethenextifyouwantit。\"

  \"Great!\"heexclaimed,mechanically。\"Nowlet\'sgetoutofhere——outofTHISroom,anyhow。\"

  \"Why?What\'sthematterwith——\"

  \"Mymother,\"Mr。Dowlingexplained。\"Butdon\'tlookather。

  ShekeepsmotioningmetocomeandseeafterElla,andI\'msimplyNOTgoingtodoit,yousee!\"

  Alicelaughed。\"Idon\'tbelieveit\'ssomuchthat,\"shesaid,andconsentedtowalkwithhimtoapointinthenextroomfromwhichMrs。Dowling\'scontinuoussignallingcouldnotbeseen。

  \"Yourmotherhatesme。\"

  \"Oh,no;Iwouldn\'tsaythat。No,shedon\'t,\"heprotested,innocently。\"Shedon\'tknowyoumorethanjusttospeakto,yousee。Sohowcouldshe?\"

  \"Well,shedoes。Icantell。\"

  Afrownappeareduponhisroundedbrow。\"No;I\'lltellyouthewayshefeels。It\'slikethis:Ellaisn\'tTOOpopular,youknow——it\'shardtoseewhy,becauseshe\'sarightnicegirl,inherway——andmotherthinksIoughttolookafterher,yousee。

  ShethinksIoughttodanceawholelotwithhermyself,andstirupotherfellowstodancewithher——it\'ssimplyimpossibletomakemotherunderstandyouCAN\'Tdothat,yousee。Andthenaboutme,yousee,ifshehadherwayIwouldn\'tgettodancewithanybodyatallexceptgirlslikeMildredPalmerandHenriettaLamb。Motherwantstorunmywholeprogrammeforme,youunderstand,butthetroubleofitis——aboutgirlslikethat,youseewell,Icouldn\'tdowhatshewants,evenifIwantedtomyself,becauseyoutakethosegirls,andbythetimeIgetEllaoffmyhandsforaminute,why,theirdancesarealwayseverylastonetaken,andwheredoIcomein?\"

  Alicenodded,heramiabilityundamaged。\"Isee。Sothat\'swhyyoudancewithme。\"

  \"No,Iliketo,\"heprotested。\"IratherdancewithyouthanI

  dowiththosegirls。\"AndheaddedwitharetrospectivedeterminationwhichshowedthathehadbeenthroughquiteanexperiencewithMrs。Dowlinginthismatter。\"ITOLDmotherI

  would,too!\"

  \"Didittakeallyourcourage,Frank?\"

  Helookedathershrewdly。\"Nowyou\'retryingtoteaseme,\"hesaid。\"Idon\'tcare;IWOULDratherdancewithyou!Inthefirstplace,you\'reaperfectlybeautifuldancer,yousee,andinthesecond,amanfeelsalotmorecomfortablewithyouthanhedoeswiththem。OfcourseIknowalmostalltheotherfellowsgetalongwiththosegirlsallright;butIdon\'twasteanytimeon\'emIdon\'thaveto。_I_likepeoplethatarealwayscordialtoeverybody,yousee——thewayyouare。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"shesaid,thoughtfully。

  \"Oh,IMEANit,\"heinsisted。\"Theregoesthebandagain。Shallwe?\"

  \"Supposewesititout?\"shesuggested。\"IbelieveI\'dliketogooutinthecorridor,afterall——it\'sprettywarminhere。\"

  Assentingcheerfully,Dowlingconductedhertoapairofeasy-chairswithinasecludinggroveofbox-trees,andwhentheycametothisretreattheyfoundMildredPalmerjustdeparting,underescortofawell-favouredgentlemanaboutthirty。Asthesetwowalkedslowlyaway,inthedirectionofthedancing-floor,theyleftitnottobedoubtedthattheywereonexcellenttermswitheachother;Mildredwasevidentlywillingtomaketheirprogressevenslower,forshehaltedmomentarily,onceortwice;

  andherupwardglancestohertallcompanion\'sfacewereofagentle,almostblushingdeference。NeverbeforehadAliceseenanythinglikethisinherfriend\'smanner。

  \"Howqueer!\"shemurmured。

  \"What\'squeer?\"Dowlinginquiredastheysatdown。

  \"Whowasthatman?\"

  \"Haven\'tyoumethim?\"

  \"Ineversawhimbefore。Whoishe?\"

  \"Why,it\'sthisArthurRussell。\"

  \"WhatArthurRussell?Ineverheardofhim。\"Mr。Dowlingwaspuzzled。\"Why,THAT\'Sfunny!OnlythelasttimeIsawyou,youweretellingmehowawfullywellyouknewMildredPalmer。\"

  \"Why,certainlyIdo,\"Aliceinformedhim。\"She\'smymostintimatefriend。\"

  \"That\'swhatmakesitseemsofunnyyouhaven\'theardanythingaboutthisRussell,becauseeverybodysaysevenifsheisn\'tengagedtohimrightnow,shemostlikelywillbebeforeverylong。Imustsayitlooksagooddealthatwaytome,myself。\"

  \"Whatnonsense!\"Aliceexclaimed。\"She\'sneverevenmentionedhimtome。\"

  Theyoungmanglancedatherdubiouslyandpassedafingeroverthetinyprongthatdashinglycomposedthewholesubstanceofhismoustache。

  \"Well,yousee,MildredISprettyreserved,\"heremarked。\"ThisRussellissomekindofcousinofthePalmerfamily,I

  understand。\"

  \"Heis?\"

  \"Yes——secondorthirdorsomething,thegirlssay。Yousee,mysisterEllahasn\'tgotmuchtodoathome,anddon\'treadanything,orsew,orplaysolitaire,yousee;andshehearsaboutprettymucheverythingthatgoeson,yousee。Well,EllasaysalotofthegirlshavebeentalkingaboutMildredandthisArthurRussellforquiteawhileback,yousee。Theywereallwonderingwhathewasgoingtolooklike,yousee;becauseheonlygothereyesterday;andthatprovesshemusthavebeentalkingtosomeof\'em,orelsehow——\"

  Alicelaughedairily,buttheprettysoundendedabruptlywithanaudibleintakeofbreath。\"Ofcourse,whileMildredISmymostintimatefriend,\"shesaid,\"Idon\'tmeanshetellsmeeverything——andnaturallyshehasotherfriendsbesides。WhatelsedidyoursistersayshetoldthemaboutthisMr。Russell?\"

  \"Well,itseemshe\'sVERYwelloff;atleastHenriettaLambtoldEllahewas。Ellasays——\"

  Aliceinterruptedagain,withanincreasedirritability。\"Oh,nevermindwhatEllasays!Let\'sfindsomethingbettertotalkaboutthanMr。Russell!\"

  \"Well,I\'Mwilling,\"Mr。Dowlingassented,ruefully。\"Whatyouwanttotalkabout?\"

  Butthisliberalofferfoundherunresponsive;shesatleaningback,silent,herarmsalongthearmsofherchair,andhereyes,moistandbright,fixeduponawidedoorwaywherethedancersfluctuated。ShewasdisquietedbymorethanMildred\'sreserve,thoughreservesomarkedhadcertainlythesignificanceofawarningthatAlice\'sdefinition,\"mymostintimatefriend,\"

  lackedsanction。Indirectnoticetothiseffectcouldnotwellhavebeenmoreemphatic,butthestingofitwasleftforalatermoment。SomethingelsepreoccupiedAlice:shehadjustbeensurprisedbyanoddexperience。AtfirstsightofthisMr。

  ArthurRussell,shehadsaidtoherselfinstantly,inwordsasdefiniteasifshespokethemaloud,thoughtheyseemedmorelikewordsspokentoherbysomeunknownpersonwithinher:\"There!

  That\'sexactlythekindoflookingmanI\'dliketomarry!\"

  Intheeyesoftherestlessandthelonging,Providenceoftenappearstobeworsethaninscrutable:anunreliableOmnipotencegiventohaphazardwhimsiesindealingwithitsowncreatures,choosingatrandomsomeamongthemtoberentwithtragicdeprivationsandotherstobepettedwithblessinguponblessing。

  InAlice\'seyes,Mildredhadbeenblessedenough;somethingoughttobeleftover,bythistime,foranothergirl。ThefinaltouchtotheheapingperfectionofChristmas-in-everythingforMildredwasthatthisMr。ArthurRussell,good-looking,kind-looking,graceful,theperfectfiance,shouldbealso\"VERYwelloff。\"Ofcourse!Theserichalwaysmarriedoneanother。AndwhiletheMildredsdancedwiththeirArthurRussellsthebestanoutsidercoulddoforherselfwastositwithFrankDowling——theonelastcourseleftherthatwasbetterthandancingwithhim。

  \"Well,whatDOyouwanttotalkabout?\"heinquired。

  \"Nothing,\"shesaid。\"Supposewejustsit,Frank。\"Butamomentlatersherememberedsomething,and,withasuddenanimation,begantoprattle。Shepointedtothemusiciansdownthecorridor。\"Oh,lookatthem!Lookattheleader!Aren\'ttheyFUNNY?Someonetoldmethey\'recalled\'JazzLouieandhishalf-breedbunch。\'Isn\'tthatjustcrazy?Don\'tyouloveit?Dowatchthem,Frank。\"

  Shecontinuedtochatter,and,whilethuskeepinghisglanceawayfromherself,shedetachedtheforlornbouquetofdeadvioletsfromherdressandlaiditgentlybesidetheoneshehadcarried。

  Thelatteralreadyreposedintheobscurityselectedforitatthebaseofoneofthebox-trees。

  Thenshewasabruptlysilent。

  \"Youcertainlyareafunnygirl,\"Dowlingremarked。\"Yousayyoudon\'twanttotalkaboutanythingatall,andallofasuddenyoubreakoutandtalkabluestreak;andjustaboutthetimeIbegintogetinterestedinwhatyou\'resayingyoushutoff!What\'sthematterwithgirls,anyhow,whentheydothingslikethat?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow;we\'rejustqueer,Iguess。\"

  \"Isayso!Well,what\'llwedoNOW?Talk,orjustsit?\"

  \"Supposewejustsitsomemore。\",\"Anythingtooblige,\"heassented。\"I\'mwillingtositaslongasyoulike。\"

  Butevenashemadehisamiabilityclearinthismatter,thepeacewasthreatened——hismothercamedownthecorridorlikearolling,ominouscloud。Shewaslookingaboutheronallsides,inafidgetofannoyance,searchingforhim,andtohisdismayshesawhim。Sheimmediatelymadeahorriblefaceathiscompanion,beckonedtohimimperiouslywithadumpyarm,andshookherheadreprovingly。Theunfortunateyoungmantriedtorepulseherwithanicystare,butthisefforthavingobtainedlittletoencouragehisfeeblehopeofdrivingheraway,heshiftedhischairsothathisbackwastowardherdiscomfitingpantomime。Heshouldhaveknownbetter,theinstantresultwasMrs。Dowlinginmotionatanimpetuouswaddle。

  Sheenteredthebox-treeseclusionwiththelowerrotunditiesofherfacehastilymodelledintotheresemblanceofanover-benevolentsmileacontortionwhichneglectedtospreaditsintendedgenialityupwardtotheexasperatedeyesandanxiousforehead。

  \"Ithinkyourmotherwantstospeaktoyou,Frank,\"Alicesaid,uponthisadvent。

  Mrs。Dowlingnoddedtoher。\"Goodevening,MissAdams,\"shesaid。\"IjustthoughtasyouandFrankweren\'tdancingyouwouldn\'tmindmydisturbingyou——\"

  \"Notatall,\"Alicemurmured。

  Mr。Dowlingseemedofadifferentmind。\"Well,whatDOyouwant?\"heinquired,whereuponhismotherstruckhimroguishlywithherfan。

  \"Badfellow!\"SheturnedtoAlice。\"I\'msureyouwon\'tmindexcusinghimtolethimdosomethingforhisoldmother,MissAdams。\"

  \"WhatDOyouwant?\"thesonrepeated。

  \"Twoverynicethings,\"Mrs。Dowlinginformedhim。\"EverybodyissoanxiousforHenriettaLambtohaveapleasantevening,becauseit\'stheveryfirsttimeshe\'sbeenanywheresinceherfather\'sdeath,andofcourseherdeargrandfather\'sanoldfriendofours,and——\"

  \"Well,well!\"hersoninterrupted。\"MissAdamsisn\'tinterestedinallthis,mother。\"

  \"ButHenriettacametospeaktoEllaandme,andItoldheryouweresoanxioustodancewithher——\"

  \"Here!\"hecried。\"Lookhere!I\'dratherdomyown——\"

  \"Yes;that\'sjustit,\"Mrs。Dowlingexplained。\"Ijustthoughtitwassuchagoodopportunity;andHenriettasaidshehadmostofherdancestaken,butshe\'dgiveyouoneifyouaskedherbeforetheywereallgone。SoIthoughtyou\'dbetterseeherassoonaspossible。\"

  Dowling\'sfacehadbecomerosy。\"Irefusetodoanythingofthekind。\"

  \"Badfellow!\"saidhismother,gaily。\"IthoughtthiswouldbethebesttimeforyoutoseeHenrietta,becauseitwon\'tbelongtillallherdancesaregone,andyou\'vepromisedonyourWORDtodancethenextwithElla,andyoumightn\'thaveachancetodoitthen。I\'msureMissAdamswon\'tmindifyou——\"

  \"Notatall,\"Alicesaid。

  \"Well,_I_mind!\"hesaid。\"IwishyouCOULDunderstandthatwhenIwanttodancewithanygirlIdon\'tneedmymothertoaskherforme。IreallyAMmorethansixyearsold!\"

  Hespokewithtoomuchvehemence,andMrs。Dowlingatoncesawhowtohaveherway。Aswithhusbandsandwives,sowithmanyfathersanddaughters,andsowithsomesonsandmothers:themanwillhimselfbecrossinpublicandthinknothingofit,norwillhegreatlymindalittlecrossnessonthepartofthewoman;butlethershowagitationbeforeanyspectator,heisinstantlyreducedtoacoward\'sslavery。Womenunderstandthatancientweakness,ofcourse;foritisoneoftheirmostimportantmeansofdefense,butcanbeusedignobly。

  Mrs。Dowlingpermittedatremulousnesstobecomeaudibleinhervoice。\"Itisn\'tvery——verypleasant——tobetalkedtolikethatbyyourownson——beforestrangers!\"

  \"Oh,my!Lookhere!\"thestrickenDowlingprotested。\"_I_

  didn\'tsayanything,mother。IwasjustjokingabouthowyounevergetoverthinkingI\'malittleboy。Ionly——\"

  Mrs。Dowlingcontinued:\"IjustthoughtIwasdoingyoualittlefavour。Ididn\'tthinkitwouldmakeyousoangry。\"

  \"Mother,forgoodness\'sake!MissAdams\'llthink——\"

  \"Isuppose,\"Mrs。Dowlinginterrupted,piteously,\"Isupposeitdoesn\'tmatterwhat_I_think!\"

  \"Oh,gracious!\"

  Aliceinterfered;sheperceivedthattheruthlessMrs。Dowlingmeanttohaveherway。\"Ithinkyou\'dbettergo,Frank。

  Really。\"

  \"There!\"hismothercried。\"MissAdamssaysso,herself!Whatmoredoyouwant?\"

  \"Oh,gracious!\"helamentedagain,and,withasicklookoverhisshoulderatAlice,permittedhismothertotakehisarmandpropelhimaway。Mrs。Dowling\'sspiritshadstrikinglyrecoveredevenbeforethepairpassedfromthecorridor:shemovedalmostbouncinglybesideherembitteredson,andhereyesandalltheconvolutionsofherabundantfacewereblithe。

  AlicewentinsearchofWalter,butwithoutmuchhopeoffindinghim。Whathedidwithhimselfatfrozen-facedanceswasoneofhismostsuccessfulmysteries,andherpresentexcursiongavehernoclueleadingtoitssolution。Whenthemusiciansagainloweredtheirinstrumentsforanintervalshehadreturned,alone,toherformerseatwithinthepartialshelterofthebox-trees。

  Shehadnowtopracticeanartthataffordsbutalimitedvarietyofmethods,eventotheexpert:theartofseemingtohaveanescortorpartnerwhenthereisnone。Thepractitionermustimply,merelybyexpressionandattitude,thatthesupposedcompanionhasleftherforonlyafewmoments,thatsheherselfhassenthimuponanerrand;and,ifpossible,themindsofobserversmustbedirectedtowardaconclusionthatthiserrandofherdevisingisanamusingone;atallevents,sheisalonetemporarilyandofchoice,notdeserted。Sheawaitsadevotedmanwhomayreturnatanyinstant。

  OtherpeopledesiredtositinAlice\'snook,butdiscoveredherinoccupancy。Shehadmovedthevacantchairclosertoherown,andshesatwithherarmextendedsothatherhand,holdingherlacekerchief,resteduponthebackofthissecondchair,claimingit。Suchapreemption,likethatofatraveller\'sbagintherack,wasunquestionable;and,foradditionalevidence,sittingwithherkneescrossed,shekeptonefootcontinuouslymovingalittle,incadencewiththeother,whichtappedthefloor。Moreover,sheaddedafinedetail:herhalf-smile,withtheunderlipcaught,seemedtostruggleagainstrepression,asifshefoundtheserviceengagingherabsentcompanionevenmoreamusingthanshewouldlethimseewhenhereturned:therewasjovialintrigueofsomesortafoot,evidently。Hereyes,beamingwithsecretfun,wereavertedfromintruders,butsometimes,whencouplesapproached,seekingpossessionofthenook,herthoughtsabouttheabsenteeappearedtothreatenherwithoutrightlaughter;andthoughoneortwogirlslookedatherskeptically,astheyturnedaway,theirescortsfeltnosuchdoubts,andmerelywonderedwhatimportantlyfunnyaffairAliceAdamswasengagedin。Shehadlearnedtodoitperfectly。

  Shehadlearneditduringthelasttwoyears;shewastwentywhenforthefirsttimeshehadtheshockoffindingherselfwithoutanapplicantforoneofherdances。Whenshewassixteen\"alltheniceboysintown,\"ashermothersaid,crowdedtheAdamses\'

  smallverandaandsteps,orsatnearby,cross-leggedonthelawn,onsummerevenings;andateighteenshehadreplacedtheboyswith\"theoldermen。\"Bythistimemostof\"theothergirls,\"hercontemporaries,wereawayatschoolorcollege,andwhentheycamehometostay,they\"cameout\"——thatfeeblerevivalofanancientcustomofferingthemaidentotheceremonialinspectionofthetribe。Aliceneitherwentawaynor\"cameout,\"

  and,incontrastwiththosewhodid,shemayhaveseemedtolackfreshnessoflustre——jewelsarerichestwhenrevealedallnewinawhitevelvetbox。AndAlicemayhavebeentooeagertosecurenewretainers,tookindinhereffortstokeeptheoldones。Shehadbeenabelletoosoon。

  CHAPTERVIII

  Thedeviceoftheabsenteepartnerhasthedefectthatitcannotbeemployedforlongerthantenorfifteenminutesatatime,anditmaynotberepeatedmorethantwiceinoneevening:asinglerepetition,indeed,isweak,andmayproveabetrayal。Aliceknewthatherpresentperformancecouldbeeffectiveduringonlythisintervalbetweendances;andthoughhereyeswereguarded,sheanxiouslycountedoverthepartnerlessyoungmenwholoungedtogetherinthedoorwayswithinherview。Everyoneofthemoughttohaveaskedherfordances,shethought,andalthoughshemighthavebeenputtoittogiveareasonwhyanyofthem\"ought,\"herheartwashotwithresentmentagainstthem。

  Foragirlwhohasbeenabelle,itishardertolivethroughthesebadtimesthanitisforonewhohasneverknownanythingbetter。Likeafigureofpaintedandbrightlyvarnishedwood,EllaDowlingsatagainstthewallthroughdanceafterdancewithglassyimperturbability;itwaseasiertobewooden,Alicethought,ifyouhadyourmotherwithyou,asEllahad。Youwereleftwithatleasttheshredofapretensethatyoucametositwithyourmotherasaspectator,andnottoofferyourselftobedancedwithbymenwholookedyouoverandrejectedyou——notforthefirsttime。\"Notforthefirsttime\":therelayasting!

  Whyhadyouthoughtthistimemightbedifferentfromtheothertimes?Whyhadyoubrokenyourbackpickingthosehundredsofviolets?

  Hatingthefatuousyoungmeninthedoorwaysmorebitterlyforeveryinstantthatshehadtomaintainhertableau,thesmilingAliceknewfierceimpulsestospringtoherfeetandshoutatthem,\"YouIDIOTS!\"Handsinpockets,theyloungedagainstthepilasters,orfacedoneanother,laughingvaguely,eachoneofthemseemingtoAlicenomorethansomuchmeanbeefinclothes。

  Shewantedtotellthemtheywerenobetterthanthat;anditseemedacruelthingofheaventoletthemgoonbelievingthemselvesyounglords。Theyweredoingnothing,killingtime。

  Wasn\'tsheatherlowestvalueatleastameansofkillingtime?

  Evidentlythemeanbeevesthoughtnot。Andwhenoneofthemfinallyloungedacrossthecorridorandspoketoher,hewastheveryonetowhomshepreferredherloneliness。

  \"Waitingforsomebody,LadyAlicia?\"heasked,negligently;andhiseasyburlesqueofhernamewaslikethefamiliarityoftherestofhim。Hewasoneofthosefull-bodied,grosslyhandsomemenwhoarepowerfulandactive,butneversubmitthemselvestotherigourofbecomingathletes,thoughtheyshootandfishfromexpensivecamps。Glossisthemostshiningoutwardmarkofthetype。Nowadaysthesemennolongerusebrilliantineontheirmoustaches,buttheyhaveglossboughtfrommanicure-girls,frommasseurs,andfromautomobile-makers;andtheireyes,usuallylarge,areglossy。Noneofthisisallowedtointerferewithbusiness;theseare\"goodbusinessmen,\"andoftenmakelargefortunes。Theyaremenofimaginationabouttwothings——womenandmoney,and,combiningtheirimaginingsaboutboth,usuallymakeawisefirstmarriage。Later,however,theyareapttoimaginetoomuchaboutsomelittlewomanwithoutwhomlifeseemsdullerthanneedbe。Theyrunaway,leavingthefirstwifewellenoughdowered。Theyareneverintentionallyunkindtowomen,andintheendtheyusuallymakethemistakeofthinkingtheyhavehadtheirmoney\'sworthoflife。HerewasMr。HarveyMalone,ayoungspecimeninanearlierstageofdevelopment,tryingtomarryHenriettaLamb,andnowsaunteringovertospeaktoAlice,asatime-killerbeforehisnextdancewithHenrietta。

  Alicemadenoresponsetohisquestion,andhedroppedlazilyintothevacantchair,fromwhichshesharplywithdrewherhand。

  \"Imightaswellusehischairtillhecomes,don\'tyouthink?

  Youdon\'tMIND,doyou,oldgirl?\"

  \"Oh,no,\"Alicesaid。\"Itdoesn\'tmatteronewayortheother。

  Pleasedon\'tcallmethat。\"

  \"Sothat\'showyoufeel?\"Mr。Malonelaughedindulgently,withoutmuchinterest。\"I\'vebeenmeaningtocometoseeyouforalongtimehonestlyIhave——becauseIwantedtohaveagoodtalkwithyouaboutoldtimes。Iknowyouthinkitwasfunny,afterthewayIusedtocometoyourhousetwoorthreetimesaweek,andsometimesoftener——well,Idon\'tblameyouforbeinghurt,thewayIstoppedwithoutexplainingoranything。Thetruthistherewasn\'tanyreason:Ijusthappenedtohavealotofimportantthingstodoandcouldn\'tfindthetime。ButIAM

  goingtocallonyousomeevening——honestlyIam。Idon\'twonderyouthink——\"

  \"You\'remistaken,\"Alicesaid。\"I\'veneverthoughtanythingaboutitatall。\"

  \"Well,well!\"hesaid,andlookedatherlanguidly。\"What\'stheuseofbeingcrosswiththisoldman?Healwaysmeanswell。\"

  And,extendinghisarm,hewouldhavegivenherafriendlypatupontheshoulderbutsheevadedit。\"Well,well!\"hesaid。

  \"Seemstomeyou\'regettingawfultetchy!Don\'tyoulikeyouroldfriendsanymore?\"

  \"Notallofthem。\"

  \"Who\'sthenewone?\"heasked,teasingly。\"Comeonandtellus,Alice。Whoisityouwereholdingthischairfor?\"

  \"Nevermind。\"

  \"Well,allI\'vegottodoistositheretillhecomesback;thenI\'llseewhoitis。\"

  \"Hemaynotcomebackbeforeyouhavetogo。\"

  \"GuessyougotmeTHATtime,\"Maloneadmitted,laughingasherose。\"They\'retuningup,andI\'vegotthisdance。IAMcomingaroundtoseeyousomeevening。\"Hemovedaway,callingbackoverhisshoulder,\"Honestly,Iam!\"

  Alicedidnotlookathim,Shehadheldhertableauaslongasshecould;itwastimeforhertoabandonthebox-trees;andshesteppedforthfrowning,asifalittleannoyedwiththeabsenteeforbeingsuchatimeuponhererrand;whereuponthetwochairswereinstantlyseizedbyacoquettingpairwhointendedto\"sitout\"thedance。Shewalkedquicklydownthebroadcorridor,turnedintothebroaderhall,andhurriedlyenteredthedressing-roomwhereshehadleftherwraps。

  Shestayedhereaslongasshecould,pretendingtoarrangeherhairatamirror,thenfidgetingwithoneofherslipper-buckles;

  buttheintelligentelderlywomaninchargeoftheroommadeanindefinitesojournimpracticable。\"PerhapsIcouldhelpyouwiththatbuckle,Miss,\"shesuggested,approaching。\"Hasitcomeloose?\"Alicewrencheddesperately;thenitwasloose。Thecompetentwoman,producingneedleandthread,deftlymadethebucklefast;andtherewasnothingforAlicetodobuttoexpresshergratitudeandgo。

  Shewenttothedoorofthecloak-roomopposite,whereacolouredmanstoodwatchfullyinthedoorway。\"Iwonderifyouknowwhichofthegentlemenismybrother,Mr。WalterAdams,\"shesaid。

  \"Yes\'m;Iknowhim。\"

  \"Couldyoutellmewhereheis?\"

  \"No\'m;Icouldn\'tsay。\"

  \"Well,ifyouseehim,wouldyoupleasetellhimthathissister,MissAdams,islookingforhimandveryanxioustospeaktohim?\"

  \"Yes\'m。Sho\'ly,sho\'ly!\"

  Asshewentawayhestaredafterherandseemedtoswellwithsomeburstingemotion。Infact,itwastoomuchforhim,andhesuddenlyretiredwithintheroom,releasingstrangulatedlaughter。

  Walterremonstrated。Behindanexcellentscreenofcoatsandhats,inaremotepartoftheroom,hewaskneelingonthefloor,engagedinagameofchancewithasecondcolouredattendant;andthelaughterbecamesovehementthatitnotonlyinterferedwiththepastimeinhand,butthreatenedtoattractfrozen-faceattention。

  \"Icain\'he\'pit,man,\"thelaughterexplained。\"Icain\'he\'pit!Yousut\'n\'ythebeatin\'es\'whiteboy\'n\'iscity!\"

  Thedancerswereswingingintoan\"encore\"asAlicehaltedforanirresolutemomentinadoorway。Acrosstheroom,aclusterofmatronssatchattingabsently,theireyesontheirdancingdaughters;andAlice,findingarefugee\'scourage,dodgedthroughthescurryingcouples,seatedherselfinachairontheoutskirtsofthiscolonyofelders,andbegantotalkeagerlytothematronnearesther。Thematronseemedunaccustomedtosomuchvivacity,andrespondedbutdryly,whereuponAlicewasmorevivaciousthanever;forshemeantnowtopresentthepictureofajollygirltoomuchinterestedinthesewiseolderwomentobotherabouteveryfoolishyoungmanwhoaskedherforadance。

  Hermatronwasconstrainedtogosofarastosupplyatolerantnod,nowandthen,incomplementtothegirl\'sanimation,andAlicewasgratefulforthenods。Inthisfashionshesupplementedtheexhaustedresourcesofthedressing-roomandthebox-treenook;andlivedthroughtwomoredances,whenagainMr。

  FrankDowlingpresentedhimselfasapartner。

  Sheneedednopretensetoseekthedressing-roomforrepairsafterthatnumber;thistimetheywerenecessaryandgenuine。

  Dowlingwaitedforher,andwhenshecameoutheexplainedforthefourthorfifthtimehowtheaccidenthadhappened。\"Itwasentirelythoseotherpeople\'sfault,\"hesaid。\"Theygotmeinakindofacorner,becauseneitherofthosefellowsknowstheleastthingaboutguiding;theyjustjamaheadandexpecteverybodytogetoutoftheirway。ItwasCharlotteThom\'sdiamondcrescentpinthatgotcaughtonyourdressinthebackandmadesucha——\"

  \"Nevermind,\"Alicesaidinatiredvoice。\"Themaidfixeditsothatshesaysitisn\'tverynoticeable。\"

  \"Well,itisn\'t,\"hereturned。\"Youcouldhardlytellthere\'dbeenanythingthematter。Wheredoyouwanttogo?Mother\'sbeeninterferinginmyaffairssomemoreandI\'vegotthenexttaken。\"

  \"IwassittingwithMrs。GeorgeDresser。Youmighttakemebackthere。\"

  Heleftherwiththematron,andAlicereturnedtoherpicture-making,sothatoncemore,whiletwonumberspassed,whoevercaredtolookwasofferedthesketchofajolly,clevergirlpreoccupiedwithherelders。ThenshefoundherfriendMildredstandingbeforeher,presentingMr。ArthurRussell,whoaskedhertodancewithhim。

  Alicelookeduncertain,asthoughnotsurewhatherengagementswere;butherperplexitycleared;shenodded,andswungrhythmicallyawaywiththetallapplicant。Shewasnotgratefultoherhostessforthisalms。Whatayounghostessdoeswithafiance,Alicethought,istomakehimdancewiththeunpopulargirls。ShesupposedthatMr。ArthurRussellhadalreadydancedwithEllaDowling。

  Theloanofalover,underthesecircumstances,maybepainfultothelessee,andAlice,smilingnevermorebrightly,foundnothingtosaytoMr。Russell,thoughshethoughthemighthavefoundsomethingtosaytoher。\"IwonderwhatMildredtoldhim,\"shethought。\"Probablyshesaid,\'Dearest,there\'sonemoregirlyou\'vegottohelpmeoutwith。Youwouldn\'tlikehermuch,butshedanceswellenoughandshe\'shavingarottentime。Nobodyevergoesnearheranymore。\'\"

  Whenthemusicstopped,Russelladdedhisapplausetothehand-clappingthatencouragedtheuproariousinstrumentstocontinue,andastheyrenewedthetumult,hesaidheartily,\"That\'ssplendid!\"

  Alicegavehimaglance,necessarilyatshortrange,andfoundhiseyeskindlyandpleased。Herewasafriendlysoul,itappeared,whoprobably\"likedeverybody。\"Nodoubthehadapplaudedforan\"encore\"whenhedancedwithEllaDowling,gaveEllathesamegeniallook,andsaid,\"That\'ssplendid!\"

  Whenthe\"encore\"wasover,Alicespoketohimforthefirsttime。

  \"Mildredwillbelookingforyou,\"shesaid。\"Ithinkyou\'dbettertakemebacktowhereyoufoundme。\"

  Helookedsurprised。\"Oh,ifyou——\"

  \"I\'msureMildredwillbeneedingyou,\"Alicesaid,andasshetookhisarmandtheywalkedtowardMrs。Dresser,shethoughtitmightbejustpossibletomakeafurtheruseoftheloan。\"Oh,I

  wonderifyou——\"shebegan。

  \"Yes?\"hesaid,quickly。

  \"Youdon\'tknowmybrother,WalterAdams,\"shesaid。\"Buthe\'ssomewhereIthinkpossiblyhe\'sinasmoking-roomorsomeplacewheregirlsaren\'texpected,andifyouwouldn\'tthinkittoomuchtroubletoinquire——\"

  \"I\'llfindhim,\"Russellsaid,promptly。\"Thankyousomuchforthatdance。I\'llbringyourbrotherinamoment。\"

  Itwastobealongmoment,Alicedecided,presently。Mrs。

  Dresserhadgrownrestive;andhernodsandvagueresponsestoheryoungdependent\'sgaietieswereasmeagerastheycouldwellbe。EvidentlythematronhadnointentionofappearingtoherworldinthelightofachaperoneforAliceAdams;andshefinallymadethisclear。Withawordortwoofexcuse,breakingintosomethingAlicewassaying,sheroseandwenttositnexttoMildred\'smother,whohadbecomethenucleusofthecluster。SoAlicewasleftverymuchagainstthewall,withshortstretchesofvacantchairsoneachsideofher。Shehadcometotheendofherpicture-making,andcouldonlypretendthattherewassomethingamusingthematterwiththearmofherchair。

  ShesupposedthatMildred\'sMr。RussellhadforgottenWalterbythistime。\"I\'mnotevenanintimateenoughfriendofMildred\'sforhimtohavethoughtheoughttobothertotellmehecouldn\'tfindhim,\"shethought。AndthenshesawRussellcomingacrosstheroomtowardher,withWalterbesidehim。Shejumpedupgaily。

  \"Oh,thankyou!\"shecried。\"Iknowthisnaughtyboymusthavebeenterriblyhardtofind。Mildred\'llNEVERforgiveme!I\'veputyoutosomuch——\"

  \"Notatall,\"hesaid,amiably,andwentaway,leavingthebrotherandsistertogether。

  \"Walter,let\'sdancejustoncemore,\"Alicesaid,touchinghisarmplacatively。\"Ithought——well,perhapswemightgohomethen。\"

  ButWalter\'sexpressionwasthatofapersonuponwhomanoutragehasjustbeenperpetrated。\"No,\"hesaid。\"We\'vestayedTHIS

  long,I\'mgoin\'towaitandseewhattheygottoeat。Andyoulookhere!\"Heturneduponherangrily。\"Don\'tyoueverdothatagain!\"

  \"Dowhat?\"

  \"Sendsomebodyaftermethatpokeshisnoseintoeverycornerofthehousetillhefindsme!\'AreyouMr。WalterAdams?\'hesays。IguesshemustaskedeverybodyintheplaceiftheywereMr。WalterAdams!Well,I\'llbetafewironmenyouwouldn\'tsendanybodytohuntformeagainifyouknewwherehefoundme!\"

  \"Wherewasit?\"

  Walterdecidedthatherfitpunishmentwastoknow。\"Iwasshootin\'dicewiththosecoonsinthecloak-room。\"

  \"Andhesawyou?\"

  \"Unlesshewasblind!\"saidWalter。\"Comeon,I\'lldancethisonemoredancewithyou。Suppercomesafterthat,andTHENwe\'llgohome。\"

  Mrs。AdamsheardAlice\'skeyturninginthefrontdoorandhurrieddownthestairstomeether。

  \"Didyougetwetcomingin,darling?\"sheasked。\"Didyouhaveagoodtime?\"

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