第1章
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  Thepatient,anold-fashionedman,thoughtthenursemadeamistakeinkeepingbothofthewindowsopen,andhersprightlydisregardofhisprotestsaddedsomethingtohishatredofher。

  Everyeveninghetoldherthatanybodywithordinarygumptionoughttorealizethatnightairwasbadforthehumanframe。

  \"Thehumanframewon\'tstandeverything,MissPerry,\"hewarnedher,resentfully。\"Evenachild,ifithadjustordinarygumption,oughttoknowenoughnottoletthenightairblowonsickpeopleyes,norwellpeople,either!\'Keepoutofthenightair,nomatterhowwellyoufeel。\'That\'swhatmymotherusedtotellmewhenIwasaboy。\'Keepoutofthenightair,Virgil,\'

  she\'dsay。\'Keepoutofthenightair。\'\"

  \"Iexpectprobablyhermothertoldherthesamething,\"thenursesuggested。

  \"Ofcourseshedid。Mygrandmother——\"

  \"Oh,IguessyourGRANDmotherthoughtso,Mr。Adams!Thatwaswhenallthisflatcentralcountrywasswampishandhadn\'tbeendrainedoffyet。Iguessthetruthmustbeentheswampmosquitoesbitpeopleandgave\'emmalaria,especiallybeforetheybegantoputscreensintheirwindows。Well,wegotscreensinthesewindows,andnomosquitoesaregoin\'tobiteus;sojustyoubeagoodboyandrestyourmindandgotosleeplikeyouneedto。\"

  \"Sleep?\"hesaid。\"Likely!\"

  HethoughtthenightairworstofallinApril;hehadn\'tadoubtitwouldkillhim,hedeclared。\"It\'smiraculouswhatthehumanframeWILLsurvive,\"headmittedonthelasteveningofthatmonth。\"Butyouandthedoctoroughttobothbetaughtitwon\'tstandtoodangmuch!YoupoisonamanandpoisonandpoisonhimwiththisAprilnightair——\"

  \"Can\'tpoisonyouwithmuchmoreofit,\"MissPerryinterruptedhim,indulgently。\"To-morrowit\'llbeMaynightair,andI

  expectthat\'llbealotbetterforyou,don\'tyou?Nowlet\'sjustsoberdownandbeagoodboyandgetsomenicesoundsleep。\"

  Shegavehimhismedicine,and,havingsettheglassuponthecentertable,returnedtohercot,where,afterastillinterval,shesnoredfaintly。Uponthis,hisexpressionbecamethatofamangoadedoutofoverpoweringwearinessintoirony。

  \"Sleep?Oh,CERTAINLY,thankyou!\"

  However,hedidsleepintermittently,drowsedbetweentimes,andevendreamed;but,forgettinghisdreamsbeforeheopenedhiseyes,andhavingsomepartofhimallthewhileawareofhisdiscomfort,hebelieved,asusual,thathelayawakethewholenightlong。Hewasconsciousofthecityasofsomesinglegreatcreaturerestingfitfullyinthedarkoutsidehiswindows。Itlayallroundabout,inthedampcoverofitsnightcloudofsmoke,andtriedtokeepquietforafewhoursaftermidnight,butwastoopowerfulagrowingthingevertoliealtogetherstill。Evenwhileitstrovetosleepitmutteredwithdigestionsofthedaybefore,andthesealreadymergedwithrumblingsofthemorrow。\"Owl\"cars,bringinginlastpassengersoverdistanttrolley-lines,nowandthenhowledonacurve;farawaymetallicstirringscouldbeheardfromfactoriesinthesootysuburbsontheplainoutsidethecity;east,west,andsouth,switch-engineschuggedandsnortedonsidings;

  andeverywhereintheairthereseemedtobeafaint,voluminoushumasofinnumerablewirestremblingoverheadtovibrationofmachineryunderground。

  InhisyouthAdamsmighthavebeenlessresentfulofsoundssuchasthesewhentheyinterferedwithhisnight\'ssleep:evenduringanillnesshemighthavetakensomeprideinthemasproofofhiscitizenshipina\"livetown\";butatfifty-fivehemerelyhatedthembecausetheykepthimawake。They\"pressedonhisnerves,\"

  asheputit;andsodidalmosteverythingelse,forthatmatter。

  Heheardthemilk-wagondriveintothecross-streetbeneathhiswindowsandstopateachhouse。Themilkmancarriedhisjarsroundtothe\"backporch,\"whilethehorsemovedslowlyaheadtothegateofthenextcustomerandwaitedthere。\"He\'sgoneintoPollocks\',\"Adamsthought,followingthisprogress。\"Ihopeit\'llsouron\'embeforebreakfast。DeliveredtheAndersons\'。

  Nowhe\'sgettingoutours。Listentothedarnbrute!What\'sHE

  carewhowantstosleep!\"Hiscomplaintwasofthehorse,whocasuallyshiftedweightwithaclinkofsteelshoesonthewornbrickpavementofthestreet,andthenheartilyshookhimselfinhisharness,perhapstodislodgeaflyfaraheadofitsseason。

  Lighthadjustfilmedthewindows;andwiththatthefirstsparrowwoke,chirpedinstantly,androusedneighboursinthetreesofthesmallyard,includingaloud-voicedrobin。

  Vociferationsbeganirregularly,butweresoonunanimous。

  \"Sleep?Danglikelynow,ain\'tit!\"

  Nightsoundswerebecomingdaysounds;thefar-awayhootingoffreight-enginesseemedbriskerthananhouragointhedark。A

  cheerfulwhistlerpassedthehouse,evenmorecarelessofsleepersthanthemilkman\'shorsehadbeen;thenagroupofcolouredworkmencameby,andalthoughitwasimpossibletobesurewhethertheywerehomewardboundfromnight-workorontheirwaytoday-work,atleastitwascertainthattheywerejocose。

  Loose,aboriginallaughterprecededthemafar,andbeatontheairlongaftertheyhadgoneby。

  Thesick-roomnight-light,shieldedfromhiseyesbyanewspaperproppedagainstawater-pitcher,stillshowedathinglimmeringthathadgrownoffensivetoAdams。Inhiswanderingandenfeebledthoughts,whichweremuchmoreoftenimaginingsthanreasonings,theattemptofthenight-lighttoresistthedawnremindedhimofsomethingunpleasant,thoughhecouldnotdiscoverjustwhattheunpleasantthingwas。Herewasapuzzlethatirritatedhimthemorebecausehecouldnotsolveit,yetalwaysseemedjustonthepointofasolution。However,hemayhavelostnothingcheerfulbyremaininginthedarkuponthematter;forifhehadbeenalittlesharperinthisintrospectionhemighthaveconcludedthatthesqualorofthenight-light,initsseemingefforttoshowagainsttheforerunningofthesunitself,hadstimulatedsomehalf-buriedperceptionwithinhimtosketchthepainfullittlesynopsisofanautobiography。

  Inspiteofnoiseswithout,hedrowsedagain,notknowingthathedid;andwhenheopenedhiseyesthenursewasjustrisingfromhercot。Hetooknopleasureinthesight,itmaybesaid。Sheexhibitedtohimafacemismodelledbysleep,andsetlikeaclayfaceleftonitscheekinahotanddrystudio。Shewasstillonlyinpartawake,however,andbythetimeshehadextinguishedthenight-lightandgivenherpatienthistonic,shehadrecoveredenoughplasticity。\"Well,isn\'tthatgrand!We\'vehadanothergoodnight,\"shesaidasshedepartedtodressinthebathroom。

  \"Yes,youhadanother!\"heretorted,thoughnotuntilaftershehadclosedthedoor。

  Presentlyheheardhisdaughtermovingaboutinherroomacrossthenarrowhall,andsoknewthatshehadrisen。Hehopedshewouldcomeintoseehimsoon,forshewastheonethingthatdidn\'tpressonhisnerves,hefelt;thoughthethoughtofherhurthim,as,indeed,everythoughthurthim。Butitwashiswifewhocamefirst。

  Sheworealankcottonwrapper,andacrescentofgrayhairescapedtoonetemplefrombeneaththehandkerchiefshehadwornuponherheadforthenightandstillretained;butshedideverythingpossibletomakeherexpressioncheering。

  \"Oh,you\'rebetteragain!Icanseethat,assoonasIlookatyou,\"shesaid。\"MissPerrytellsmeyou\'vehadanothersplendidnight。\"

  Hemadeasoundofirony,whichseemedtodisposeunfavourablyofMissPerry,andthen,inordertobemorecertainlyintelligible,headded,\"Shesleptwell,asusual!\"

  Buthiswife\'ssmilepersisted。\"It\'sagoodsigntobecross;

  itmeansyou\'repracticallyconvalescentrightnow。\"

  \"Oh,Iam,amI?\"

  \"Nodoubtintheworld!\"sheexclaimed。\"Why,you\'repracticallyawellman,Virgil——allexceptgettingyourstrengthback,ofcourse,andthatisn\'tgoingtotakelong。You\'llberightonyourfeetinacoupleofweeksfromnow。\"

  \"Oh,Iwill?\"

  \"Ofcourseyouwill!\"Shelaughedbriskly,and,goingtothetableinthecenteroftheroom,movedhisglassofmedicineaninchortwo,turnedabookoversothatitlayuponitsotherside,andforafewmomentsoccupiedherselfwithsimilarfutilities,havingtakenontheairofapersonwhomakesthingsneat,thoughsheproducednosuchactualeffectuponthem。\"Ofcourseyouwill,\"sherepeated,absently。\"You\'llbeasstrongasyoueverwere;maybestronger。\"Shepausedforamoment,notlookingathim,thenadded,cheerfully,\"Sothatyoucanflyaroundandfindsomethingreallygoodtogetinto。\"

  Somethingimportantbetweenthemcamenearthesurfacehere,forthoughshespokewithwhatseemedbutacasualcheerfulness,therewasalittlebetrayingbreakinhervoice,atremblingjustperceptibleintheutteranceofthefinalword。Andshestillkeptuptheaffectationofbeinghelpfullypreoccupiedwiththetable,anddidnotlookatherhusband——perhapsbecausetheyhadbeenmarriedsomanyyearsthatwithoutlookingsheknewjustwhathisexpressionwouldbe,andpreferredtoavoidtheactualsightofitaslongaspossible。Meanwhile,hestaredhardather,hislipsbeginningtomovewithlittledistortionsnotlackinginthepathosofasickman\'sagitation。

  \"Sothat\'sit,\"hesaid。\"That\'swhatyou\'rehintingat。\"

  \"\'Hinting?\'\"Mrs。Adamslookedsurprisedandindulgent。\"Why,I\'mnotdoinganyhinting,Virgil。\"

  \"Whatdidyousayaboutmyfinding\'somethinggoodtogetinto?\'\"

  heasked,sharply。\"Don\'tyoucallthathinting?\"

  Mrs。Adamsturnedtowardhimnow;shecametothebedsideandwouldhavetakenhishand,buthequicklymoveditawayfromher。

  \"Youmustn\'tletyourselfgetnervous,\"shesaid。\"Butofcoursewhenyougetwellthere\'sonlyonethingtodo。Youmustn\'tgobacktothatoldholeagain。\"

  \"\'Oldhole?\'That\'swhatyoucallit,isit?\"Inspiteofhisweakness,angermadehisvoicestrident,anduponthisstimulationshespokemoreurgently。

  \"Youjustmustn\'tgobacktoit,Virgil。It\'snotfairtoanyofus,andyouknowitisn\'t。\"

  \"Don\'ttellmewhatIknow,please!\"

  Sheclaspedherhands,suddenlycarryingherurgencytoplaintiveentreaty。\"Virgil,youWON\'Tgobacktothathole?\"

  \"That\'sanicewordtousetome!\"hesaid。\"Callaman\'sbusinessahole!\"

  \"Virgil,ifyoudon\'toweittometolookforsomethingdifferent,don\'tyouoweittoyourchildren?Don\'ttellmeyouwon\'tdowhatweallwantyouto,andwhatyouknowinyourheartyououghtto!AndifyouHAVEgotintooneofyourstubbornfitsandareboundtogobacktherefornootherreasonexcepttohaveyourownway,don\'ttellmeso,forIcan\'tbearit!\"

  Helookedupatherfiercely。\"You\'vegotafinewaytocureasickman!\"hesaid;butshehadconcludedherappeal——forthattime——andinsteadofmakinganymorewordsinthematter,lethimseethatthereweretearsinhereyes,shookherhead,andlefttheroom。

  Alone,helaybreathingrapidly,hisemaciatedchestprovingitselfequaltothedemandshisemotionputuponit。\"Fine!\"herepeated,withhuskyindignation。\"Finewaytocureasickman!

  Fine!\"Then,afterasilence,hegaveforthwhisperingsoundsasoflaughter,hisexpressionthewhileremainingsoreandfarfromhumour。

  \"Andgiveusourdailybread!\"headded,meaningthathiswife\'slittleperformancewasnonovelty。

  CHAPTERII

  Infact,theagitationofMrs。Adamswasgenuine,butsowellunderhercontrolthatitstracesvanishedduringthethreeshortstepsshetooktocrossthenarrowhallbetweenherhusband\'sdoorandtheoneopposite。Herexpressionwasmatter-of-course,ratherthanpathetic,assheenteredtheprettyroomwhereherdaughter,halfdressed,satbeforeadressing-tableandplayedwiththereflectionsofathree-leafedmirrorframedinblueenamel。Thatis,justbeforethemomentofhermother\'sentrance,Alicehadbeenplayingwiththemirror\'sreflections——posturingherarmsandherexpressions,claspingherhandsbehindherneck,andtiltingbackherheadtoforeshortenthefaceinatableauconceivedtorepresentsauciness,thenoneofsmilingweariness,thenoneofscornfultoleration,andallverypiquant;butasthedooropenedshehurriedlyresumedthepractical,andoccupiedherhandsinthearrangementofherplentifulbrownishhair。

  Theywereprettyhands,ofashapelinessdelicateandfine。\"Thebestthingsshe\'sgot!\"acold-bloodedgirlfriendsaidofthem,andmeanttoincludeAlice\'smindandcharacterintheimpliedlistofpossessionssurpassedbythenotablehands。Howeverthatmayhavebeen,therestofherwaswellenough。Shewasoftencalled\"arightprettygirl\"——temperatepraisemeaningagirlratherprettythanotherwise,andthisshedeserved,tosaytheleast。Eveninreposeshedeservedit,thoughreposewasanythingbutherhabit,beingseldomseenuponherexceptathome。Onexhibitionsheledalifeofgestures,theunkindsaidtomakeherlovelyhandsmorememorable;butallofherusuallyaccompaniedthegesturesofthehands,theshouldersevergivingthemtheirimpulsesfirst,andevenherfeetbeingcalledupon,atthesametime,foreloquence。

  Somuchlivelinesstookproperplaceasonlyaccessorytothatoftheface,wherehervivacityreacheditsclimax;anditwasunfortunatethatanungiftedyoungman,newinthetown,shouldhaveattemptedtodefinetheeffectuponhimofallthisgenerosityofemphasis。Hesaidthat\"thewaysheusedhercutehazeleyesandthewonderfulglowofherfacialexpressiongaveheramightyspiritualquality。\"Hisactualrenditionofthewordwas\"spirichul\";butitwasnothispronunciationthatembalmedthisoutburstintheperenniallaughterofAlice\'sgirlfriends;theymadethemisfortunefarlesshisthanhers。

  Hermothercomfortedhertooheartily,insistingthatAlicehad\"plentyenoughspiritualqualities,\"certainlymorethanpossessedbytheothergirlswhoflungthephraseather,woodenthings,jealousofeverythingtheywereincapableofthemselves;

  andthenAlice,gettingmorechampionshipthanshesought,grewuneasylestMrs。Adamsshouldrepeatsuchdefenses\"outsidethefamily\";andMrs。Adamsendedbyweepingbecausethedaughtersodistrustedherintelligence。Alicefrequentlythoughtitnecessarytoinstructhermother。

  Hermorninggreetingwasaninstructionto-day;or,rather,itwasanadmonitioninthestyleofanentreaty,themorepetulantasAlicethoughtthatMrs。Adamsmighthavehadaglimpseoftheposturingstothemirror。Thiswasaneedlessworry;themotherhadcaughtathousandsuchglimpses,withAliceunaware,andshethoughtnothingoftheonejustflitted。

  \"Forheaven\'ssake,mama,comeclearinsidetheroomandshutthedoor!PLEASEdon\'tleaveitopenforeverybodytolookatme!\"

  \"Thereisn\'tanybodytoseeyou,\"Mrs。Adamsexplained,obeying。

  \"MissPerry\'sgonedownstairs,and——\"

  \"Mama,Iheardyouinpapa\'sroom,\"Alicesaid,notdroppingthenoteofcomplaint。\"Icouldhearbothofyou,andIdon\'tthinkyououghttogetpooroldpapasoupset——notinhispresentcondition,anyhow。\"

  Mrs。Adamsseatedherselfontheedgeofthebed。\"He\'sbetterallthetime,\"shesaid,notdisturbed。\"He\'salmostwell。ThedoctorsayssoandMissPerrysaysso;andifwedon\'tgethimintotherightframeofmindnowweneverwill。Thefirstdayhe\'soutdoorshe\'llgobacktothatoldhole——you\'llsee!Andifheoncedoesthat,he\'llsettledownthereandit\'llbetoolateandwe\'llnevergethimout。\"

  \"Well,anyhow,Ithinkyoucouldusealittlemoretactwithhim。\"

  \"Idotryto,\"themothersighed。\"Itneverwasmuchusewithhim。Idon\'tthinkyouunderstandhimaswellasIdo,Alice。\"

  \"There\'sonethingIdon\'tunderstandabouteitherofyou,\"Alicereturned,crisply。\"Beforepeoplegetmarriedtheycandoanythingtheywanttowitheachother。Whycan\'ttheydothesamethingafterthey\'remarried?Whenyouandpapawereyoungpeopleandengaged,he\'dhavedoneanythingyouwantedhimto。

  Thatmusthavebeenbecauseyouknewhowtomanagehimthen。Whycan\'tyougoathimthesamewaynow?\"

  Mrs。Adamssighedagain,andlaughedalittle,makingnootherresponse;butAlicepersisted。\"Well,WHYcan\'tyou?Whycan\'tyouaskhimtodothingsthewayyouusedtoaskhimwhenyouwerejustinlovewitheachother?Whydon\'tyouanyhowtryit,mama,insteadofding-dongingathim?\"

  \"\'Ding-dongingathim,\'Alice?\"Mrs。Adamssaid,withapathossomewhatemphasized。\"IsthathowmytryingtodowhatIcanforyoustrikesyou?\"

  \"Nevermindthat;it\'snothingtohurtyourfeelings。\"Alicedisposedofthepathosbriskly。\"Whydon\'tyouanswermyquestion?What\'sthematterwithusingalittlemoretactonpapa?Whycan\'tyoutreathimthewayyouprobablydidwhenyouwereyoungpeople,beforeyouweremarried?Ineverhaveunderstoodwhypeoplecan\'tdothat。\"

  \"PerhapsyouWILLunderstandsomeday,\"hermothersaid,gently。

  \"Maybeyouwillwhenyou\'vebeenmarriedtwenty-fiveyears。\"

  \"Youkeepevading。Whydon\'tyouanswermyquestionrightstraightout?\"

  \"Therearequestionsyoucan\'tanswertoyoungpeople,Alice。\"

  \"Youmeanbecausewe\'retooyoungtounderstandtheanswer?I

  don\'tseethatatall。Attwenty-twoagirl\'ssupposedtohavesomeintelligence,isn\'tshe?Andintelligenceistheabilitytounderstand,isn\'tit?WhydoIhavetowaittillI\'velivedwithamantwenty-fiveyearstounderstandwhyyoucan\'tbetactfulwithpapa?\"

  \"Youmayunderstandsomethingsbeforethat,\"Mrs。Adamssaid,tremulously。\"Youmayunderstandhowyouhurtmesometimes。

  Youthcan\'tknoweverythingbybeingintelligent,andbythetimeyoucouldunderstandtheansweryou\'reaskingforyou\'dknowit,andwouldn\'tneedtoask。Youdon\'tunderstandyourfather,Alice;youdon\'tknowwhatittakestochangehimwhenhe\'smadeuphismindtobestubborn。\"

  Aliceroseandbegantogetherselfintoaskirt。\"Well,Idon\'tthinkmakingsceneseverchangesanybody,\"shegrumbled。\"I

  thinkalittlejollypersuasiongoestwiceasfar,myself。\"

  \"\'Alittlejollypersuasion!\'\"Hermotherturnedtheechoofthisphraseintoanironiclament。\"Yes,therewasatimewhenI

  thoughtthat,too!Itdidn\'twork;that\'sall。\"

  \"Perhapsyouleftthe\'jolly\'partofitout,mama。\"

  Forthesecondtimethatmorning——itwasnowalittleafterseveno\'clock——tearsseemedabouttooffertheirsolacetoMrs。Adams。

  \"Imighthaveexpectedyoutosaythat,Alice;youneverdomissachance,\"shesaid,gently。\"Itseemsqueeryoudon\'tsometimemissjustONEchance!\"

  ButAlice,progressingwithhertoilet,appearedtobelittleconcerned。\"Oh,well,Ithinktherearebetterwaysofmanagingamanthanjusthammeringathim。\"

  Mrs。Adamsutteredalittlecryofpain。\"\'Hammering,\'Alice?\"

  \"Ifyou\'dleftitentirelytome,\"herdaughterwenton,briskly,\"Ibelievepapa\'dalreadybewillingtodoanythingwewanthimto。\"

  \"That\'sit;tellmeIspoileverything。Well,Iwon\'tinterferefromnowon,youcanbesureofit。\"

  \"Pleasedon\'ttalklikethat,\"Alicesaid,quickly。\"I\'moldenoughtorealizethatpapamayneedpressureofallsorts;I

  onlythinkitmakeshimmoreobstinatetogethimcross。Youprobablydounderstandhimbetter,butthat\'sonethingI\'vefoundoutandyouhaven\'t。There!\"Shegavehermotherafriendlytapontheshoulderandwenttothedoor。\"I\'llhopinandsayhellotohimnow。\"

  Asshewent,shecontinuedthefasteningofherblouse,andappearedinherfather\'sroomwithonehandstillthusengaged,butshepattedhisforeheadwiththeother。

  \"Pooroldpapa-daddy!\"shesaid,gaily。\"Everytimehe\'sbettersomebodytalkshimintogettingsomadhehasarelapse。It\'sashame!\"

  Herfather\'seyes,beneaththeirmelancholybrows,lookedupatherwistfully。\"Isupposeyouheardyourmothergoingforme,\"

  hesaid。

  \"Iheardyougoingforher,too!\"Alicelaughed。\"Whatwasitallabout?\"

  \"Oh,thesamedangedoldstory!\"

  \"Youmeanshewantsyoutotrysomethingnewwhenyougetwell?\"

  Aliceasked,withcheerfulinnocence。\"Sowecouldallhavealotmoremoney?\"

  Atthishissorrowfulforeheadwasmoresorrowfulthanever。Thedeephorizontallinesmovedupwardtoapatternofsufferingsofamiliartohisdaughterthatitmeantnothingtoher;buthespokequietly。\"Yes;sowewouldn\'thaveanymoneyatall,mostlikely。\"

  \"Oh,no!\"shelaughed,and,finishingwithherblouse,pattedhischeekswithbothhands。\"Justthinkhowmanygrandopeningstheremustbeforamanthatknowsasmuchasyoudo!Ialwaysdidbelieveyoucouldgetrichifyouonlycaredto,papa。\"

  Butuponhisforeheadthepainfulpatternstilldeepened。\"Don\'tyouthinkwe\'vealwayshadenough,thewaythingsare,Alice?\"

  \"NotthewaythingsARE!\"Shepattedhischeeksagain;laughedagain。\"Itusedtobeenough,maybeanywaywedidskimpalongonit——butthewaythingsarenowIexpectmama\'sreallyprettypracticalinherideas,though,Ithinkit\'sashameforhertobotheryouaboutitwhileyou\'resoweak。Don\'tyouworryaboutit,though;justthinkaboutotherthingstillyougetstrong。\"

  \"Youknow,\"hesaid;\"youknowitisn\'texactlytheeasiestthingintheworldforamanofmyagetofindthesegrandopeningsyouspeakof。Andwhenyou\'vepassedhalf-wayfromfiftytosixtyyou\'reapttoseesomeriskingivingupwhatyouknowhowtodoandtryingsomethingnew。\"

  \"My,whatafrown!\"shecried,blithely。\"Didn\'tItellyoutostopthinkingaboutittillyougetALLwell?\"Shebentoverhim,givinghimagaylittlekissonthebridgeofhisnose。\"There!

  Imustruntobreakfast。Cheerupnow!Au\'voir!\"Andwithherprettyhandshewavedfurtherencouragementfromtheclosingdoorasshedeparted。

  Lightsomelydescendingthenarrowstairway,shewhistledasshewent,herfingersdrummingtimeontherail;and,stillwhistling,shecameintothedining-room,wherehermotherandherbrotherwerealreadyatthetable。Thebrother,athinandsallowboyoftwenty,greetedherwithoutmuchapprovalasshetookherplace。

  \"Nothingseemstotroubleyou!\"hesaid。

  \"No;nothingmuch,\"shemadeairyresponse。\"What\'stroublingyourself,Walter?\"

  \"Don\'tletthatworryyou!\"hereturned,seemingtoconsiderthistobereparteeofaneffectivesort;forhefurnishedashortlaughtogowithit,andturnedtohiscoffeewiththemannerofonewhohassatisfactorilyclosedanepisode。

  \"Walteralwaysseemstohavesomanysecrets!\"Alicesaid,studyinghimshrewdly,butwithafriendlyenoughamusementinherscrutiny。\"Everythinghedoesorsaysseemstobeactedforthebenefitofsomemysteriousaudienceinsidehimself,andhealwaysgetsitsapplause。Takewhathesaidjustnow:heseemstothinkitmeanssomething,butifitdoes,why,that\'sjustanothersecretbetweenhimandthesecretaudienceinsideofhim!

  Wedon\'treallyknowanythingaboutWalteratall,dowe,mama?\"

  Walterlaughedagain,inamannerthatsustainedhertheorywellenough;thenafterfinishinghiscoffee,hetookfromhispocketaflattenedpacketinglazedbluepaper;extractedwithstainedfingersabentandwrinkledlittlecigarette,lightedit,hitcheduphisbeltedtrouserswiththeairofapersonwhoturnsfromtriflestothingsbetterworthhisattention,andlefttheroom。

  Alicelaughedasthedoorclosed。\"He\'sALLsecrets,\"shesaid。

  \"Don\'tyouthinkyoureallyoughttoknowmoreabouthim,mama?\"

  \"I\'msurehe\'sagoodboy,\"Mrs。Adamsreturned,thoughtfully。

  \"He\'sbeenverybraveaboutnotbeingabletohavetheadvantagesthatareenjoyedbytheboyshe\'sgrownupwith。I\'veneverheardawordofcomplaintfromhim。\"

  \"Abouthisnotbeingsenttocollege?\"Alicecried。\"Ishouldthinkyouwouldn\'t!Hedidn\'tevenhaveenoughambitiontofinishhighschool!\"

  Mrs。Adamssighed。\"ItseemedtomeWalterlosthisambitionwhennearlyalltheboyshe\'dgrownupwithwenttoEasternschoolstoprepareforcollege,andwecouldn\'taffordtosendhim。Ifonlyyourfatherwouldhavelistened——\"

  Aliceinterrupted:\"Whatnonsense!Walterhatedbooksandstudying,andathletics,too,forthatmatter。Hedoesn\'tcareforanythingnicethatIeverheardof。Whatdoyousupposehedoeslike,mama?Hemustlikesomethingorothersomewhere,butwhatdoyousupposeitis?Whatdoeshedowithhistime?\"

  \"Why,thepoorboy\'satLambandCompany\'sallday。Hedoesn\'tgetthroughuntilfiveintheafternoon;hedoesn\'tHAVEmuchtime。\"

  \"Well,weneverhavedinneruntilaboutseven,andhe\'salwayslatefordinner,andgoesout,heavenknowswhere,rightafterward!\"Aliceshookherhead。\"Heusedtogowithourfriends\'boys,butIdon\'tthinkhedoesnow。\"

  \"Why,howcouldhe?\"Mrs。Adamsprotested。\"Thatisn\'thisfault,poorchild!Theboysheknewwhenhewasyoungerarenearlyallawayatcollege。\"

  \"Yes,buthedoesn\'tseeanythingof\'emwhenthey\'rehereatholiday-timeorvacation。Noneof\'emcometothehouseanymore。\"

  \"Isupposehe\'smadeotherfriends。It\'snaturalforhimtowantcompanions,athisage。\"

  \"Yes,\"Alicesaid,withdisapprovingemphasis。\"Butwhoarethey?I\'vegotanideaheplayspoolatsomeroughplacedown-town。\"

  \"Oh,no;I\'msurehe\'sasteadyboy,\"Mrs。Adamsprotested,buthertonewasnotthatofthoroughgoingconviction,andsheadded,\"Lifemightbeaverydifferentthingforhimifonlyyourfathercanbebroughttosee——\"

  \"Nevermind,mama!Itisn\'tmethathastobeconvinced,youknow;andwecandoalotmorewithpapaifwejustlethimaloneaboutitforadayortwo。Promisemeyouwon\'tsayanymoretohimuntil——well,untilhe\'sabletocomedownstairstotable。

  Willyou?\"

  Mrs。Adamsbitherlip,whichhadbeguntotremble。\"IthinkyoucantrustmetoknowaFEWthings,Alice,\"shesaid。\"I\'malittleolderthanyou,youknow。\"

  \"That\'sagoodgirl!\"Alicejumpedup,laughing。\"Don\'tforgetit\'sthesameasapromise,anddojustcheerhimupalittle。

  I\'llsaygood-byetohimbeforeIgoout。\"

  \"Whereareyougoing?\"

  \"Oh,I\'vegotlotstodo。IthoughtI\'drunouttoMildred\'stoseewhatshe\'sgoingtowearto-night,andthenIwanttogodownandbuyayardofchiffonandsomenarrowribbontomakenewbowsformyslippers——you\'llhavetogivemesomemoney——\"

  \"Ifhe\'llgiveittome!\"hermotherlamented,astheywenttowardthefrontstairstogether;butanhourlatershecameintoAlice\'sroomwithabillinherhand。

  \"Hehassomemoneyinhisbureaudrawer,\"shesaid。\"Hefinallytoldmewhereitwas。\"

  Thereweretracesofemotioninhervoice,andAlice,lookingshrewdlyather,sawmoistureinhereyes。

  \"Mama!\"shecried。\"Youdidn\'tdowhatyoupromisedmeyouwouldn\'t,didyou——NOTbeforeMissPerry!\"

  \"MissPerry\'sgettinghimsomebroth,\"Mrs。Adamsreturned,calmly。\"Besides,you\'remistakeninsayingIpromisedyouanything;IsaidIthoughtyoucouldtrustmetoknowwhatisright。\"

  \"Soyoudidbringitupagain!\"AndAliceswungawayfromher,strodetoherfather\'sdoor,flungitopen,wenttohim,andputalighthandsoothinglyoverhisunrelaxedforehead。

  \"Pooroldpapa!\"shesaid。\"It\'sashamehoweverybodywantstotroublehim。Heshan\'tbebotheredanymoreatall!Hedoesn\'tneedtohaveeverybodytellinghimhowtogetawayfromthatoldholehe\'sworkedinsolongandbegintomakeusallniceandrich。HEknowshow!\"

  Thereuponshekissedhimaconsolinggood-bye,andmadeanothergaydeparture,thecharminghandagainflutteringlikeawhitebutterflyintheshadowoftheclosingdoor。

  CHAPTERIII

  Mrs。AdamshadremainedinAlice\'sroom,buthermoodseemedtohavechanged,duringherdaughter\'slittlemorethanmomentaryabsence。

  \"WhatdidheSAY?\"sheasked,quickly,andhertonewashopeful。

  \"\'Say?\'\"Alicerepeated,impatiently。\"Why,nothing。Ididn\'tlethim。Really,mama,Ithinkthebestthingforyoutodowouldbetojustkeepoutofhisroom,becauseIdon\'tbelieveyoucangointhereandnottalktohimaboutit,andifyoudotalkwe\'llnevergethimtodotherightthing。Never!\"

  Themother\'sresponsewasagrievingsilence;sheturnedfromherdaughterandwalkedtothedoor。

  \"Now,forgoodness\'sake!\"Alicecried。\"Don\'tgomakingtragedyoutofmyofferingyoualittlepracticaladvice!\"

  \"I\'mnot,\"Mrs。Adamsgulped,halting。\"I\'mjust——justgoingtodustthedownstairs,Alice。\"Andwithherfacestillaverted,shewentoutintothelittlehallway,closingthedoorbehindher。Amomentlatershecouldbehearddescendingthestairs,thesoundofherfootstepscarryingsomehowaneffectofresignation。

  Alicelistened,sighed,and,breathingthewords,\"Oh,murder!\"

  turnedtocheeriermatters。Sheputonalittleapple-greenturbanwithadimgoldbandroundit,andthen,havingshroudedtheturbaninawhiteveil,whichshekeptpushedupaboveherforehead,shegotherselfintoatancoatofsoftclothfashionedwithrakishseverity。Afterthat,havingstudiedherselfgravelyinalongglass,shetookfromoneofthedrawersofherdressing-tableablackleathercard-casecorneredinsilverfiligree,butfounditempty。

  Sheopenedanotherdrawerwhereinweretwowhitepasteboardboxesofcards,theonesetshowingsimply\"MissAdams,\"theotherengravedinGothiccharacters,\"MissAlysTuttleAdams。\"ThelatterbelongedtoAlice\'s\"Alys\"period——mostgirlsgothroughit;andAlicemusthavefeltthatshehadgraduated,for,afterfrowningthoughtfullyattheexhibitthismorning,shetooktheboxwithitscontents,andletthewhiteshowerfallfromherfingersintothewaste-basketbesidehersmalldesk。Shereplenishedthecard-casefromthe\"MissAdams\"box;then,havingfoundapairoffreshwhitegloves,shetuckedanivory-toppedMalaccawalking-stickunderherarmandsetforth。

  Shewentdownthestairs,buttoningherglovesandstillwearingthefrownwithwhichshehadput\"Alys\"finallyoutofherlife。

  Shedescendedslowly,andpausedontheloweststep,lookingaboutherwithanexpressionthatneededbutaslightdeepeningtobetokenbitterness。Itsconnectionwithherdropping\"Alys\"

  foreverwasslight,however。

  Thesmallframehouse,aboutfifteenyearsold,wasalreadyincliningtobecomeanewColonialrelic。TheAdamseshadbuiltit,movingintoitfromthe\"QueenAnne\"housetheyhadrenteduntiltheytookthisstepinfashion。Butfifteenyearsisalongtimetostandstillinthemidlandcountry,evenforahouse,andthisonewaslightlymade,thoughtheAdamseshadnotrealizedhowflimsilyuntiltheyhadlivedinitforsometime。

  \"Solid,compact,andconvenient\"weretheinstructionstothearchitect,andhehadmadeitcompactsuccessfully。Alice,pausingatthefootofthestairway,wasatthesametimefairlyinthe\"living-room,\"fortheonlyseparationbetweenthe\"livingroom\"andthehallwasademarcationsuggestedtowillingimaginationsbyapairofwoodencolumnspaintedwhite。Thesecolumns,pineunderthepaint,werebruisedandchippedatthebase;oneofthemshowedacrackthatthreatenedtobecomeasplit;the\"hard-wood\"floorhadbecomeuneven;andinacornerthewallsapparentlyfailedofsolidity,wherethewall-paperhaddeclinedtoaccompanysomestaggeringsoftheplasterbeneathit。

  Thefurniturewasingreatpartanaccumulationbegunwiththeweddinggifts;thoughsomeofitwasolder,twolargepatentrocking-chairsandafootstoolhavingbelongedtoMrs。Adams\'smotherinthedaysofhardbrownplushandveneer。Fordecorationtherewerepicturesandvases。Mrs。Adamshadalwaysbeenfondofvases,shesaid,andeveryyearherhusband\'sChristmaspresenttoherwasavaseofonesortoranother——whatevertheclerkshowedhim,markedatabouttwelveorfourteendollars。Thepicturesweresomeofthemetchingsframedingilt:Rheims,Canterbury,schoonersgroupedagainstawharf;

  andAlicecouldrememberhow,inherchildhood,herfathersometimespointedoutthewateryreflectionsinthislastasveryfine。Butitwasalongtimesincehehadshowninterestinsuchthings——\"orinanythingmuch,\"asshethought。

  Otherpicturesweretwowater-coloursinbaroqueframes;onebeingtheAmalfimonkonapergolawall,whilethesecondwasayard-widedisplayofirisblossoms,paintedbyAliceherselfatfourteen,asabirthdaygifttohermother。Alice\'sglancepauseduponitnowwithnogreatpride,butshowedmoreapprovalofanenormousphotographoftheColosseum。Thisshethoughtofas\"theonlygoodthingintheroom\";itpossessedandbestoweddistinction,shefelt;andshedidnotregrethavingwonherstruggletogetithunginitsconspicuousplaceofhonouroverthemantelpiece。Formerlythatplacehadbeenheldforyearsbyasteel-engraving,anaccuraterepresentationoftheSuspensionBridgeatNiagaraFalls。Itwasalmostaslargeasitssuccessor,the\"Colosseum,\"andithadbeenpresentedtoMr。

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