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  IfeltthatIwentpale,andthoughnat\'rallyaboldspeaker,I

  couldn\'thardlysay,\"Where\'sNormandy?\"

  \"Bolted。Withtheplate,\"saidMr。Chops。

  \"Andt\'otherone?\"meaninghimasformerlyworethebishop\'smitre。

  \"Bolted。Withthejewels,\"saidMr。Chops。

  Isatdownandlookedathim,andhestoodupandlookedatme。

  \"Magsman,\"hesays,andheseemedtomyselftogetwiserashegothoarser;\"Society,takeninthelump,isalldwarfs。AtthecourtofSt。James\'s,theywasalladoingmyoldbusiness——allagointhreetimesroundtheCairawan,intheholdcourt-suitsandproperties。Elsewheres,theywasmostof\'emringintheirlittlebellsoutofmake-believes。Everywheres,thesarserwasagoinround。Magsman,thesarseristheuniwersalInstitution!\"

  Iperceived,youunderstand,thathewassouredbyhismisfortunes,andIfeltforMr。Chops。

  \"AstoFatLadies,\"hesays,givinghisheadatremendiousoneaginthewall,\"there\'slotsofTHEMinSociety,andworsethantheoriginal。HERSwasaoutrageuponTaste——simplyaoutrageuponTaste——awakenincontempt——carryinitsownpunishmentintheformofaIndian。\"Herehegivhimselfanothertremendiousone。\"ButTHEIRS,Magsman,THEIRSismercenaryoutrages。LayinCashmeershawls,buybracelets,strew\'emandalotof\'andsomefansandthingsaboutyourrooms,letitbeknownthatyougiveawaylikewatertoallascometoadmire,andtheFatLadiesthatdon\'texhibitforsomuchdownuponthedrum,willcomefromallthepintsofthecompasstoflockaboutyou,whateveryouare。They\'lldrillholesinyour\'art,Magsman,likeaCullender。Andwhenyou\'venomorelefttogive,they\'lllaughatyoutoyourface,andleaveyoutohaveyourbonespickeddrybyWulturs,likethedeadWildAssofthePrairiesthatyoudeservetobe!\"Herehegivhimselfthemosttremendiousoneofall,anddropped。

  Ithoughthewasgone。HisEdwassoheavy,andheknockeditsohard,andhefellsostoney,andthesassagerialdisturbanceinhimmusthavebeensoimmense,thatIthoughthewasgone。But,hesooncomeroundwithcare,andhesatuponthefloor,andhesaidtome,withwisdomcominoutofhiseyes,ifeveritcome:

  \"Magsman!Themostmaterialdifferencebetweenthetwostatesofexistencethroughwhichyourunhappyfriendhaspassed;\"hereachedouthispoorlittlehand,andhistearsdroppeddownonthemoustachiowhichitwasacredittohimtohavedonehisbesttogrow,butitisnotinmortalstocommandsuccess,——\"thedifferencethis。WhenIwasoutofSociety,Iwaspaidlightforbeingseen。

  WhenIwentintoSociety,Ipaidheavyforbeingseen。Iprefertheformer,evenifIwasn\'tforceduponit。Givemeoutthroughthetrumpet,intheholdway,to-morrow。\"

  Arterthat,heslidintothelineagainaseasyasifhehadbeeniledallover。Buttheorganwaskepfromhim,andnoallusionswasevermade,whenacompanywasin,tohisproperty。Hegotwisereveryday;hisviewsofSocietyandthePublicwasluminous,bewilderin,awful;andhisEdgotbiggerandbiggerashisWisdomexpandedit。

  Hetookwell,andpulled\'eminmostexcellentfornineweeks。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,whenhisEdwasasight,heexpressedoneevenin,thelastCompanyhavinbeenturnedout,andthedoorshut,awishtohavealittlemusic。

  \"Mr。Chops,\"IsaidIneverdroppedthe\"Mr。\"withhim;theworldmightdoit,butnotme;\"Mr。Chops,areyousureasyouareinastateofmindandbodytositupontheorgan?\"

  Hisanswerwasthis:\"Toby,whennextmetwithonthetramp,I

  forgiveherandtheIndian。AndIam。\"

  ItwaswithfearandtremblingthatIbegantoturnthehandle;buthesatlikealamb。Iwillbemybelieftomydyingday,thatIseehisEdexpandashesat;youmaythereforejudgehowgreathisthoughtswas。Hesatoutallthechanges,andthenhecomeoff。

  \"Toby,\"hesays,withaquietsmile,\"thelittlemanwillnowwalkthreetimesroundtheCairawan,andretirebehindthecurtain。\"

  Whenwecalledhiminthemorning,wefoundhimgoneintoamuchbetterSocietythanmineorPallMall\'s。IgivMr。Chopsascomfortableafuneralaslayinmypower,followedmyselfasChief,andhadtheGeorgetheFourthcanvasscarriedfirst,intheformofabanner。But,theHousewassodismalarterwards,thatIgivitup,andtooktotheWanagain。

  \"Idon\'ttriumph,\"saidJarber,foldingupthesecondmanuscript,andlookinghardatTrottle。\"Idon\'ttriumphoverthisworthycreature。Imerelyaskhimifheissatisfiednow?\"

  \"Howcanhebeanythingelse?\"Isaid,answeringforTrottle,whosatobstinatelysilent。\"Thistime,Jarber,youhavenotonlyreadusadelightfullyamusingstory,butyouhavealsoansweredthequestionabouttheHouse。Ofcourseitstandsemptynow。Whowouldthinkoftakingitafterithadbeenturnedintoacaravan?\"I

  lookedatTrottle,asIsaidthoselastwords,andJarberwavedhishandindulgentlyinthesamedirection。

  \"Letthisexcellentpersonspeak,\"saidJarber。\"Youwereabouttosay,mygoodman?\"-

  \"Ionlywishedtoask,sir,\"saidTrottledoggedly,\"ifyoucouldkindlyobligemewithadateortwoinconnectionwiththatlaststory?\"

  \"Adate!\"repeatedJarber。\"Whatdoesthemanwantwithdates!\"

  \"Ishouldbegladtoknow,withgreatrespect,\"persistedTrottle,\"ifthepersonnamedMagsmanwasthelasttenantwholivedintheHouse。It\'smyopinion——ifImaybeexcusedforgivingit——thathemostdecidedlywasnot。\"

  Withthosewords,Trottlemadealowbow,andquietlylefttheroom。

  ThereisnodenyingthatJarber,whenwewerelefttogether,lookedsadlydiscomposed。Hehadevidentlyforgottentoinquireaboutdates;and,inspiteofhismagnificenttalkabouthisseriesofdiscoveries,itwasquiteasplainthatthetwostorieshehadjustread,hadreallyandtrulyexhaustedhispresentstock。Ithoughtmyselfbound,incommongratitude,tohelphimoutofhisembarrassmentbyatimelysuggestion。SoIproposedthatheshouldcometoteaagain,onthenextMondayevening,thethirteenth,andshouldmakesuchinquiriesinthemeantime,asmightenablehimtodisposetriumphantlyofTrottle\'sobjection。

  Hegallantlykissedmyhand,madeaneatlittlespeechofacknowledgment,andtookhisleave。FortherestoftheweekI

  wouldnotencourageTrottlebyallowinghimtorefertotheHouseatall。Isuspectedhewasmakinghisowninquiriesaboutdates,butI

  putnoquestionstohim。

  OnMondayevening,thethirteenth,thatdearunfortunateJarbercame,punctualtotheappointedtime。Helookedsoterriblyharassed,thathewasreallyquiteaspectacleoffeeblenessandfatigue。Isaw,ataglance,thatthequestionofdateshadgoneagainsthim,thatMr。MagsmanhadnotbeenthelasttenantoftheHouse,andthatthereasonofitsemptinesswasstilltoseek。

  \"WhatIhavegonethrough,\"saidJarber,\"wordsarenoteloquentenoughtotell。OSophonisba,Ihavebegunanotherseriesofdiscoveries!Acceptthelasttwoasstorieslaidonyourshrine;

  andwaittoblamemeforleavingyourcuriosityunappeased,untilyouhaveheardNumberThree。\"

  NumberThreelookedlikeaveryshortmanuscript,andIsaidasmuch。Jarberexplainedtomethatweweretohavesomepoetrythistime。InthecourseofhisinvestigationshehadsteppedintotheCirculatingLibrary,toseekforinformationontheoneimportantsubject。AlltheLibrary-peopleknewabouttheHousewas,thatafemalerelativeofthelasttenant,astheybelieved,had,justafterthattenantleft,sentalittlemanuscriptpoemtothemwhichshedescribedasreferringtoeventsthathadactuallypassedintheHouse;andwhichshewantedtheproprietoroftheLibrarytopublish。Shehadwrittennoaddressonherletter;andtheproprietorhadkeptthemanuscriptreadytobegivenbacktoherthepublishingofpoemsnotbeinginhislinewhenshemightcallforit。Shehadnevercalledforit;andthepoemhadbeenlenttoJarber,athisexpressrequest,toreadtome。

  Beforehebegan,IrangthebellforTrottle;beingdeterminedtohavehimpresentatthenewreading,asawholesomecheckonhisobstinacy。TomysurprisePeggyansweredthebell,andtoldme,thatTrottlehadsteppedoutwithoutsayingwhere。Iinstantlyfeltthestrongestpossibleconvictionthathewasathisoldtricks:

  andthathissteppingoutintheevening,withoutleave,meant——

  Philandering。

  Controllingmyselfonmyvisitor\'saccount,IdismissedPeggy,stifledmyindignation,andprepared,aspolitelyasmightbe,tolistentoJarber。

  THREEEVENINGSINTHEHOUSE

  NUMBERONE。

  I。

  Yes,itlook\'ddarkanddrearyThatlongandnarrowstreet:

  Onlythesoundoftherain,Andthetrampofpassingfeet,Thedullerglowofthefire,AndgatheringmistsofnightTomarkhowslowandwearyThelongday\'scheerlessflight!

  II。

  Watchingthesullenfire,Hearingthedrearyrain,Dropafterdrop,rundownOnthedarkeningwindow-pane;

  ChillwastheheartofBertha,Chillasthatwinterday,-

  ForthestarofherlifehadrisenOnlytofadeaway。

  III。

  ThevoicethathadbeensostrongTobidthesnaredepart,Thetrueandearnestwill,Andthecalmandsteadfastheart,Werenowweigh\'ddownbysorrow,Werequiveringnowwithpain;

  Theclearpathnowseem\'dclouded,Andallhergriefinvain。

  IV。

  Duty,Right,Truth,whopromisedTohelpandsavetheirown,Seem\'dspreadingwidetheirpinionsToleavehertherealone。

  So,turningfromthePresentTowell-knowndaysofyore,Shecall\'donthemtostrengthenAndguardhersouloncemore。

  V。

  ShethoughthowinhergirlhoodHerlifewasgivenaway,ThesolemnpromisespokenShekeptsowellto-day;

  HowtoherbrotherHerbertShehadbeenhelpandguide,Andhowhisartist-natureOnhercalmstrengthrelied。

  VI。

  Howthroughlife\'sfretandturmoilThepassionandfireofartInhimwassoothedandquicken\'dByhertruesisterheart;

  HowfuturehopeshadalwaysBeenforhissakealone;

  Andnow,whatstrangenewfeelingPossess\'dherasitsown?

  VII。

  Herhome;eachflowerthatbreathedthere;

  Thewind\'ssigh,softandlow;

  Eachtremblingsprayofivy;

  Theriver\'smurmuringflow;

  Theshadowoftheforest;

  Sunset,ortwilightdim;

  Dearastheywere,weredearerByleavingthemforhim。

  VIII。

  AndeachyearasitfoundherInthedull,feverishtown,Sawselfstillmoreforgotten,AndselfishcarekeptdownBythecalmjoyofeveningThatbroughthimtoherside,Towarnhimwithwisecounsel,Orpraisewithtenderpride。

  IX。

  Herheart,herlife,herfuture,Hergenius,onlymeantAnotherthingtogivehim,Andbetherewithcontent。

  To-day,whatwordshadstirr\'dher,Hersoulcouldnotforget?

  Whatdreamhadfill\'dherspiritWithstrangeandwildregret?

  X。

  Toleavehimforanother:

  Coulditindeedbeso?

  CouldithavecostsuchanguishTobidthisvisiongo?

  Wasthisherfaith?WasHerbertThesecondinherheart?

  DiditneedallthisstruggleTobidadreamdepart?

  XI。

  Andyet,withinherspiritAfar-offlandwasseen;

  Ahome,whichmighthaveheldher;

  Alove,whichmighthavebeen;

  AndLife:notthemerebeingOfdailyebbandflow,ButLifeitselfhadclaim\'dher,Andshehadletitgo!

  XII。

  Withinherheartthereecho\'dAgainthewell-knowntuneThatpromisedthisbrightfuture,Andask\'dherforitsown:

  Thenwordsofsorrow,brokenByhalf-reproachfulpain;

  Andthenafarewell,spokenInwordsofcolddisdain。

  XIII。

  WherenowwasthesternpurposeThatnervedhersoulsolong?

  Whencecamethewordssheutter\'d,Sohard,socold,sostrong?

  WhatrighthadshetobanishAhopethatGodhadgiven?

  Whymustshechooseearth\'sportion,AndturnasidefromHeaven?

  XIV。

  To-day!Wasitthismorning?

  Ifthislong,fearfulstrifeWasbuttheworkofhours,Whatwouldbeyearsoflife?

  WhydidacruelHeavenForsuchgreatsufferingcall?

  Andwhy——O,stillmorecruel!-

  Mustherownwordsdoall?

  XV。

  Didsherepent?OSorrow!

  WhydowelingerstillTotakethylovingmessage,Anddothygentlewill?

  See,hertearsfallmoreslowly;

  Thepassionatemurmurscease,AndbackuponherspiritFlowstrength,andlove,andpeace。

  XVI。

  Thefireburnsmorebrightly,Therainhaspassedaway,HerbertwillseenoshadowUponhishometo-day;

  OnlythatBerthagreetshimWithdoublytendercare,KissingafonderblessingDownonhisgoldenhair。

  NUMBERTWO。

  I。

  Thestudioisdeserted,Paletteandbrushlaidby,Thesketchrestsontheeasel,Thepaintisscarcelydry;

  AndSilence——whoseemsalwaysWithinherdepthstobearThenextsoundthatwillutter-

  Nowholdsadumbdespair。

  II。

  SoBerthafeelsit:listeningWithbreathless,stonyfear,WaitingthedreadfulsummonsEachminutebringsmorenear:

  Whentheyounglife,nowebbing,Shallfail,andpassawayIntothatmightyshadowWhoshroudsthehouseto-day。

  III。

  Butwhy——whenthesickchamberIsontheupperfloor-

  WhydaresnotBerthaenterWithintheclose-shutdoor?

  Ifhe——herall——herBrother,Liesdyinginthatgloom,WhatstrangemysteriouspowerHassentherfromtheroom?

  IV。

  Itisnotoneweek\'sanguishThatcanhavechangedherso;

  Joyhasnotdiedherelately,Struckdownbyonequickblow;

  ButcruelmonthshaveneededTheirlongrelentlesschain,ToteachthatshrinkingmannerOfhelpless,hopelesspain。

  V。

  ThestrugglewasscarceoverLastChristmasEvehadbrought:

  ThefibresstillwerequiveringOftheonewoundedthought,WhenHerbert——who,unconscious,Hadguessednoinwardstrife-

  Badeher,inprideandpleasure,Welcomehisfairyoungwife。

  VI。

  Badeherrejoice,andsmiling,Althoughhiseyesweredim,Thank\'dGodhethuscouldpayherThecareshegavetohim。

  ThisfreshbrightlifewouldbringherAnewandjoyousfate-

  OBertha,checkthemurmurThatcries,Toolate!toolate!

  VII。

  Toolate!CouldshehaveknownitAfewshortweeksbefore,Thathislifewascompleted,Andneedinghersnomore,Shemight——Osadrepining!

  What\"mighthavebeen,\"forget;

  \"Itwasnot,\"shouldsufficeusTostiflevainregret。

  VIII。

  Heneededhernolonger,Eachdayitgrewmoreplain;

  Firstwithastartledwonder,Thenwithawonderingpain。

  Love:why,hiswifebestgaveit;

  Comfort:durstBerthaspeak?

  Counsel:whenquickresentmentFlush\'dontheyoungwife\'scheek。

  IX。

  NomorelongtalksbyfirelightOfchildishtimeslongpast,AnddreamsoffuturegreatnessWhichhemustreachatlast;

  Dreams,whereherpurerinstinctWithtruthunerringtoldWherewastheworthlessgilding,Andwhererefinedgold。

  X。

  Slowly,butsurelyever,Dora\'spoorjealouspride,Whichshecall\'dloveforHerbert,DroveBerthafromhisside;

  And,spiteofnervouseffortTosharetheiralter\'dlife,ShefeltachecktoHerbert,Aburdentohiswife。

  XI。

  Thiswastheleast;forBerthaFear\'d,dreaded,KNEWatlength,HowmuchhisnatureowedherOftruth,andpower,andstrength;

  Andwatch\'dthedailyfailingOfallhisnoblerpart:

  Lowaims,weakpurpose,tellingInlower,weakerart。

  XII。

  Andnow,whenheisdying,ThelastwordsshecouldhearMustnotbehers,butgivenThebrideofoneshortyear。

  Thelastcareisanother\'s;

  ThelastprayermustnotbeTheonetheylearnttogetherBesidetheirmother\'sknee。

  XIII。

  Summon\'datlast:shekissesTheclay-coldstiffeninghand;

  And,readingpleadingeffortsTomakeherunderstand,Answers,withsolemnpromise,Inclearbuttremblingtone,ToDora\'slifehenceforwardShewilldevoteherown。

  XIV。

  Nowallisover。BerthaDaresnotremaintoweep,ButsoothesthefrightenedDoraIntoasobbingsleep。

  Thepoorweakchildwillneedher:

  O,whocandarecomplain,WhenGodsendsanewDutyTocomforteachnewPain!

  NUMBERTHREE。

  I。

  TheHouseisalldesertedInthedimeveninggloom,OnlyonefigurepassesSlowlyfromroomtoroom;

  And,pausingateachdoorway,SeemsgatheringupagainWithinherhearttherelicsOfbygonejoyandpain。

  II。

  ThereisanearnestlongingInthosewhoonwardgaze,LookingwithwearypatienceTowardsthecomingdays。

  Thereisadeeperlonging,Moresad,morestrong,morekeen:

  Thoseknowitwholookbackward,Andyearnforwhathasbeen。

  III。

  Ateveryhearthshepauses,Toucheseachwell-knownchair;

  Gazesfromeverywindow,Lingersoneverystair。

  WhathavethesemonthsbroughtBerthaNowonemoreyearispast?

  ThisChristmasEveshalltellus,Thethirdoneandthelast。

  IV。

  Thewilful,waywardDora,Inthosefirstweeksofgrief,CouldseekandfindinBerthaStrength,soothing,andrelief。

  AndBertha——lastsadcomfortTruewoman-heartcantake-

  HadsomethingstilltosufferAnddoforHerbert\'ssake。

  V。

  Spring,withherwesternbreezes,FromIndianislandsboreToBerthanewsthatLeonardWouldseekhishomeoncemore。

  Whatwasit——joy,orsorrow?

  Whatwerethey——hopes,orfears?

  Thatflush\'dhercheekswithcrimson,Andfill\'dhereyeswithtears?

  VI。

  Hecame。AndwhosokindlyCouldaskandhearhertellHerbert\'slasthours;forLeonardHadknownandlovedhimwell。

  Dailyhecame;andBertha,Poorwearheart,atlength,Weigh\'ddownbyother\'sweakness,Couldrestuponhisstrength。

  VII。

  YetnotthevoiceofLeonardCouldhertruecarebeguile,Thatturn\'dtowatch,rejoicing,Dora\'srevivingsmile。

  So,fromthatlittlehouseholdTheworstgloompass\'daway,TheonebrighthourofeveningLitupthelivelongday。

  VIII。

  Dayspassed。ThegoldensummerInsuddenheatboredownItsblue,bright,glowingsweetnessUponthescorchingtown。

  AndsightsandsoundsofcountryCameinthewarmsofttuneSungbythehoney\'dbreezesBorneonthewingsofJune。

  IX。

  Onetwilighthour,butearlierThanusual,BerthathoughtSheknewthefreshsweetfragranceOfflowersthatLeonardbrought;

  Throughopen\'ddoorsandwindowsItstoleupthroughthegloom,AndwithappealingsweetnessDrewBerthafromherroom。

  X。

  Yes,hewasthere;andpausingJustneartheopen\'ddoor,Tocheckherheart\'squickbeating,Sheheard——andpausedstillmore-

  HislowvoiceDora\'sanswers-

  Hispleading——Yes,sheknewThetone——thewords——theaccents:

  Sheoncehadheardthemtoo。

  XI。

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