第16章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Hazard of New Fortunes",免费读到尾

  \"Iknowhedidn\'tsleeplastnight,afteryouallwentaway,\"Conradpursued,\"andofcoursethatmadehimmoreirritable;andhewastriedagooddealbysomeofthethingsthatMr。Lindausaid。\"

  \"Iwastriedagooddealmyself,\"saidMarch。\"Lindauoughtnevertohavebeenthere。\"

  \"No。\"Conradseemedonlypartiallytoassent。

  \"ItoldMr。Fulkersonso。IwarnedhimthatLindauwouldbeapttobreakoutinsomeway。Itwasn\'tjusttohim,anditwasn\'tjusttoyourfather,toaskhim。\"

  \"Mr。Fulkersonhadagoodmotive,\"Conradgentlyurged。\"Hediditbecausehehurthisfeelingsthatdayaboutthepension。\"

  \"Yes,butitwasamistake。HeknewthatLindauwasinflexibleabouthisprinciples,ashecallsthem,andthatoneofhisfirstprinciplesistodenouncetherichinseasonandoutofseason。Idon\'trememberjustwhathesaidlastnight;andIreallythoughtI\'dkepthimfrombreakingoutinthemostoffensiveway。Butyourfatherseemsverymuchincensed。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidConrad。

  \"Ofcourse,Idon\'tagreewithLindau。Ithinkthereareasmanygood,kind,justpeopleamongtherichasthereareamongthepoor,andthattheyareasgenerousandhelpful。ButLindauhasgotholdofoneofthosepartialtruthsthathurtworsethanthewholetruth,and——\"

  \"Partialtruth!\"theyoungmaninterrupted。\"Didn\'ttheSaviourhimselfsay,\'HowhardlyshalltheythathaverichesenterintothekingdomofGod?\'\"

  \"Why,blessmysoul!\"criedMarch。\"DoyouagreewithLindau?\"

  \"IagreewiththeLordJesusChrist,\"saidtheyoungman,solemnly,andastrangelightoffanaticism,ofexaltation,cameintohiswideblueeyes。

  \"AndIbelieveHemeantthekingdomofheavenuponthisearth,aswellasintheskies。\"

  Marchthrewhimselfbackinhischairandlookedathimwithakindofstupefaction,inwhichhiseyewanderedtothedoorway,wherehesawFulkersonstanding,itseemedtohimalongtime,beforeheheardhimsaying:\"Hello,hello!What\'stherow?ConradpitchingintoyouonoldLindau\'saccount,too?\"

  Theyoungmanturned,and,afteraglanceatFulkerson\'slight,smilingface,wentout,asifinhispresentmoodhecouldnotbearthecontactofthatpersiflantspirit。

  Marchfelthimselfgettingprovisionallyveryangryagain。\"Excuseme,Fulkerson,butdidyouknowwhenyouwentoutwhatMr。Dryfooswantedtoseemefor?\"

  \"Well,no,Ididn\'texactly,\"saidFulkerson,takinghisusualseatonachairandlookingoverthebackofitatMarch。\"Isawhewasonhiscaraboutsomething,andIthoughtI\'dbetternotmonkeywithhimmuch。

  IsupposedhewasgoingtobringyoutobookaboutoldLindau,somehow。\"

  Fulkersonbrokeintoalaugh。

  Marchremainedserious。\"Mr。Dryfoos,\"hesaid,willingtoletthesimplestatementhaveitsownweightwithFulkerson,andnothingmore,\"cameinhereandorderedmetodischargeLindaufromhisemploymentonthemagazine——toturnhimoff,asheputit。\"

  \"Didhe?\"askedFulkerson,withunbrokencheerfulness。\"Theoldmanisbusiness,everytime。Well,IsupposeyoucaneasilygetsomebodyelsetodoLindau\'sworkforyou。Thistownisjustrunningoverwithhalf-

  starvedlinguists。Whatdidyousay?\"

  \"WhatdidIsay?\"Marchechoed。\"Lookhere,Fulkerson;youmayregardthisasajoke,butIdon\'t。I\'mnotusedtobeingspokentoasifI

  weretheforemanofashop,andtoldtodischargeasensitiveandcultivatedmanlikeLindau,asifhewereadrunkenmechanic;andifthat\'syourideaofme——\"

  \"Oh,hello,now,March!Youmustn\'tmindtheoldman\'sway。Hedon\'tmeananythingbyit——hedon\'tknowanybetter,ifyoucometothat。\"

  \"ThenIknowbetter,\"saidMarch。\"IrefusedtoreceiveanyinstructionsfromMr。Dryfoos,whomIdon\'tknowinmyrelationswith\'EveryOtherWeek,\'andIreferredhimtoyou。\"

  \"Youdid?,\"Fulkersonwhistled。\"Heownsthething!\"

  \"Idon\'tcarewhoownsthething,\"saidMarch。\"Mynegotiationswerewithyoualonefromthebeginning,andIleavethismatterwithyou。

  WhatdoyouwishdoneaboutLindau?\"

  \"Oh,betterlettheoldfooldrop,\"saidFulkerson。\"He\'lllightonhisfeetsomehow,anditwillsavealotofrumpus。\"

  \"AndifIdeclinetolethimdrop?\"

  \"Oh,come,now,March;don\'tdothat,\"Fulkersonbegan。

  \"IfIdeclinetolethimdrop,\"Marchrepeated,\"whatwillyoudo?\"

  \"I\'llbedoggedifIknowwhatI\'lldo,\"saidFulkerson。\"Ihopeyouwon\'ttakethatstand。Iftheoldmanwentsofarastospeaktoyouaboutit,hismindismadeup,andwemightaswellknockunderfirstaslast。\"

  \"AnddoyoumeantosaythatyouwouldnotstandbymeinwhatI

  consideredmyduty-inamatterofprinciple?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse,March,\"saidFulkerson,coaxingly,\"Imeantodotherightthing。ButDryfoosownsthemagazine——\"

  \"Hedoesn\'townme,\"saidMarch,rising。\"Hehasmadethelittlemistakeofspeakingtomeasifhedid;andwhen\"——Marchputonhishatandtookhisovercoatdownfromitsnail——\"whenyoubringmehisapologies,orcometosaythat,havingfailedtomakehimunderstandtheywerenecessary,youarepreparedtostandbyme,Iwillcomebacktothisdesk。Otherwisemyresignationisatyourservice。\"

  Hestartedtowardthedoor,andFulkersoninterceptedhim。\"Ah,now,lookhere,March!Don\'tdothat!Hangitall,don\'tyouseewhereitleavesme?Now,youjustsitdownaminuteandtalkitover。Icanmakeyousee——Icanshowyou——Why,confoundtheoldDutchbeer-buzzer!Twentyofhimwouldn\'tbeworththetroublehe\'smakin\'。Lethimgo,andtheoldman\'llcomeroundintime。\"

  \"Idon\'tthinkwe\'veunderstoodeachotherexactly,Mr。Fulkerson,\"saidMarch,veryhaughtily。\"Perhapswenevercan;butI\'llleaveyoutothinkitout。\"

  Hepushedon,andFulkersonstoodasidetolethimpass,withadazedlookandamechanicalmovement。TherewassomethingcomicinhisruefulbewildermenttoMarch,whowastemptedtosmile,buthesaidtohimselfthathehadasmuchreasontobeunhappyasFulkerson,andhedidnotsmile。HisindignationkepthimhotinhispurposetosufferanyconsequenceratherthansubmittothedictationofamanlikeDryfoos;

  hefeltkeenlythedegradationofhisconnectionwithhim,andallhisresentmentofFulkerson\'soriginaluncandorreturned;atthesametimehisheartachedwithforeboding。Itwasnotmerelytheworkinwhichhehadconstantlygrownhappierthathesawtakenfromhim;buthefeltthemiseryofthemanwhostakesthesecurityandplentyandpeaceofhomeuponsomecast,andknowsthatlosingwillsweepfromhimmostthatmostmenfindsweetandpleasantinlife。Hefacedthefact,whichnogoodmancanfrontwithoutterror,thathewasriskingthesupportofhisfamily,andforapointofpride,ofhonor,whichperhapshehadnorighttoconsiderinviewofthepossibleadversity。Herealized,aseveryhirelingmust,nomatterhowskillfullyorgracefullythetieiscontrivedforhiswearing,thathebelongstoanother,whosewillishislaw。HisindignationwasshotwithabjectimpulsestogobackandtellFulkersonthatitwasallright,andthathegaveup。Toendtheanguishofhisstrugglehequickenedhissteps,sothathefoundhewasreachinghomealmostatarun。

  VIII。

  Hemusthavemademoreclatterthanhesupposedwithhiskeyattheapartmentdoor,forhiswifehadcometolethiminwhenheflungitopen。\"Why,Basil,\"shesaid,\"what\'sbroughtyouback?Areyousick?

  You\'reallpale。Well,nowonder!ThisisthelastofMr。Fulkerson\'sdinnersyoushallgoto。You\'renotstrongenoughforit,andyourstomachwillbealloutoforderforaweek。Howhotyouare!andinadripofperspiration!Nowyou\'llbesick。\"Shetookhishataway,whichhungdanglinginhishand,andpushedhimintoachairwithtenderimpatience。\"Whatisthematter?Hasanythinghappened?\"

  \"Everythinghashappened,\"hesaid,gettinghisvoiceafteroneortwohuskyendeavorsforit;andthenhepouredoutaconfusedandhuddledstatementofthecase,fromwhichsheonlygotatthesituationbyprolongedcross-questioning。

  Attheendshesaid,\"IknewLindauwouldgetyouintotrouble。\"

  ThiscutMarchtotheheart。\"Isabel!\"hecried,reproachfully。

  \"Oh,Iknow,\"sheretorted,andthetearsbegantocome。\"Idon\'twonderyoudidn\'twanttosaymuchtomeaboutthatdinneratbreakfast。

  Inoticedit;butIthoughtyouwerejustdull,andsoIdidn\'tinsist。

  IwishIhad,now。IfyouhadtoldmewhatLindauhadsaid,Ishouldhaveknownwhatwouldhavecomeofit,andIcouldhaveadvisedyou——\"

  \"Wouldyouhaveadvisedme,\"Marchdemanded,curiously,\"tosubmittobullyinglikethat,andmeeklyconsenttocommitanactofcrueltyagainstamanwhohadoncebeensuchafriendtome?\"

  \"Itwasanunluckydaywhenyoumethim。Isupposeweshallhavetogo。

  AndjustwhenwebadgotusedtoNewYork,andbeguntolikeit。Idon\'tknowwhereweshallgonow;Bostonisn\'tlikehomeanymore;andwecouldn\'tliveontwothousandthere;Ishouldbeashamedtotry。I\'msureIdon\'tknowwherewecanliveonit。Isupposeinsomecountryvillage,wheretherearenoschools,oranythingforthechildren。I

  don\'tknowwhatthey\'llsaywhenwetellthem,poorthings。\"

  EverywordwasastabinMarch\'sheart,soweaklytendertohisown;hiswife\'stears,aftersomuchexperienceofthecomparativelightnessofthegriefsthatweepthemselvesoutinwomen,alwaysseemedwrungfromhisownsoul;ifhischildrensufferedintheleastthroughhim,hefeltlikeamurderer。Itwasfarworsethanhecouldhaveimagined,thewayhiswifetooktheaffair,thoughhehadimaginedcertainwords,orperhapsonlylooks,fromherthatwerebadenough。Hehadallowedfortrouble,buttroubleonhisaccount:asvmpathythatmightburdenandembarrasshim;buthehadnotdreamedofthismerelydomestic,thispetty,thissordidviewoftheirpotentialcalamity,whichlefthimwhollyoutofthequestion,andembracedonlywhatwasmostcrushinganddesolatingintheprospect。Hecouldnotbearit。Hecaughtuphishatagain,and,withsomehopethathiswifewouldtrytokeephim,rushedoutofthehouse。Hewanderedaimlesslyabout,thinkingthesameexhaustingthoughtsoverandover,tillhefoundhimselfhorriblyhungry;

  thenhewentintoarestaurantforhislunch,andwhenhepaidhetriedtoimaginehowheshouldfeelifthatwerereallyhislastdollar。

  Hewenthometowardthemiddleoftheafternoon,baselyhopingthatFulkersonhadsenthimsomeconciliatorymessage,orperhapswaswaitingthereforhimtotalkitover;Marchwasquitewillingtotalkitovernow。Butitwashiswifewhoagainmethimatthedoor,thoughitseemedanotherwomanthantheonehehadleftweepinginthemorning。

  \"Itoldthechildren,\"shesaid,insmilingexplanationofhisabsencefromlunch,\"thatperhapsyouweredetainedbybusiness。Ididn\'tknowbutyouhadgonebacktotheoffice。\"

  \"DidyouthinkIwouldgobackthere,Isabel?\"askedMarch,withahaggardlook。\"Well,ifyousayso,Iwillgoback,anddowhatDryfoosorderedmetodo。I\'msufficientlycowedbetweenhimandyou,Icanassureyou。\"

  \"Nonsense,\"shesaid。\"Iapproveofeverythingyoudid。Butsitdown,now,anddon\'tkeepwalkingthatway,andletmeseeifIunderstanditperfectly。Ofcourse,Ihadtohavemysayout。\"

  ShemadehimgoalloverhistalkwithDryfoosagain,andreporthisownlanguageprecisely。Fromtimetotime,asshegothispoints,shesaid,\"Thatwassplendid,\"\"Goodenoughforhim!\"and\"Oh,I\'msogladyousaidthattohim!\"Attheendshesaid:

  \"Well,now,let\'slookatitfromhispointofview。Let\'sbeperfectlyjusttohimbeforewetakeanotherstepforward。\"

  \"Orbackward,\"Marchsuggested,ruefully。\"Thecaseissimplythis:heownsthemagazine。\"

  \"Ofcourse。\"

  \"AndhehasarighttoexpectthatIwillconsiderhispecuniaryinterests——\"

  \"Oh,thosedetestablepecuniaryinterests!Don\'tyouwishtherewasn\'tanymoneyintheworld?\"

  \"Yes;orelsethattherewasagreatdealmoreofit。AndIwasperfectlywillingtodothat。Ihavealwayskeptthatinmindasoneofmydutiestohim,eversinceIunderstoodwhathisrelationtothemagazinewas。\"

  \"Yes,Icanbearwitnesstothatinanycourtofjustice。You\'vedoneitagreatdealmorethanIcould,Basil。Anditwasjustthesamewaywiththosehorribleinsurancepeople。\"

  \"Iknow,\"Marchwenton,tryingtobeproofagainstherflatteries,oratleasttolookasifhedidnotdeservepraise;\"IknowthatwhatLindausaidwasoffensivetohim,andIcanunderstandhowhefeltthathehadarighttopunishit。AllIsayisthathehadnorighttopunishitthroughme。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMrs。March,askingly。

  \"Ifithadbeenaquestionofmaking\'EveryOtherWeek\'thevehicleofLindau\'speculiaropinions——thoughthey\'renotsoverypeculiar;hemighthavegotthemostofthemoutofRuskin——Ishouldn\'thavehadanygroundtostandon,oratleastthenIshouldhavehadtoaskmyselfwhetherhisopinionswouldbeinjurioustothemagazineornot。\"

  \"Idon\'tsee,\"Mrs。Marchinterpolated,\"howtheycouldhurtitmuchworsethanColonelWoodburn\'sarticlecryingupslavery。\"

  \"Well,\"saidMarch,impartially,\"wecouldprintadozenarticlespraisingtheslaveryit\'simpossibletohaveback,anditwouldn\'thurtus。ButifweprintedonepaperagainsttheslaverywhichLindauclaimsstillexists,somepeoplewouldcallusbadnames,andthecounting-roomwouldbegintofeelit。Butthatisn\'tthepoint。Lindau\'sconnectionwith\'EveryOtherWeek\'isalmostpurelymechanical;he\'smerelyatranslatorofsuchstoriesandsketchesashefirstsubmitstome,anditisn\'tatallaquestionofhisopinionshurtingus,butofmybecominganagenttopunishhimforhisopinions。ThatiswhatIwouldn\'tdo;that\'swhatIneverwilldo。\"

  \"Ifyoudid,\"saidhiswife,\"Ishouldperfectlydespiseyou。Ididn\'tunderstandhowitwasbefore。IthoughtyouwerejustholdingoutagainstDryfoosbecausehetookadictatorialtonewithyou,andbecauseyouwouldn\'trecognizehisauthority。ButnowI\'mwithyou,Basil,everytime,asthathorridlittleFulkersonsays。Butwhowouldeverhavesupposedhewouldbesobaseastosideagainstyou?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMarch,thoughtfully,\"thatwehadarighttoexpectanythingelse。Fulkerson\'sstandardsarelow;they\'remerelybusinessstandards,andthegoodthat\'sinhimisincidentalandsomethingquiteapartfromhismoralsandmethods。He\'snaturallyagenerousandright-

  mindedcreature,butlifehastaughthimtotruckleandtrick,liketherestofus。\"

  \"Ithasn\'ttaughtyouthat,Basil。\"

  \"Don\'tbesosure。Perhapsit\'sonlythatI\'mapoorscholar。ButI

  don\'tknow,really,thatIdespiseFulkersonsomuchforhiscoursethismorningasforhisgrossandfulsomeflatteriesofDryfooslastnight。

  Icouldhardlystomachit。\"

  Hiswifemadehimtellherwhattheywere,andthenshesaid,\"Yes,thatwasloathsome;Icouldn\'thavebelieveditofMr。Fulkerson。\"

  \"Perhapsheonlydidittokeepthetalkgoing,andtogivetheoldmanachancetosaysomething,\"Marchlenientlysuggested。\"Itwasaworseeffectbecausehedidn\'torcouldn\'tfollowupFulkerson\'slead。\"

  \"Itwasloathsome,allthesame,\"hiswifeinsisted。\"It\'stheendofMr。Fulkerson,asfarasI\'mconcerned。\"

  \"Ididn\'ttellyoubefore,\"Marchresumed,afteramoment,\"ofmylittleinterviewwithConradDryfoosafterhisfatherleft,\"andnowhewentontorepeatwhathadpassedbetweenhimandtheyoungman。

  \"Isuspectthatheandhisfatherhadbeenhavingsomewordsbeforetheoldmancameuptotalkwithme,andthatitwasthatmadehimsofurious。\"

  \"Yes,butwhatastrangepositionforthesonofsuchamantotake!

  Doyousupposehesayssuchthingstohisfather?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow;butIsuspectthatinhismeekwayConradwouldsaywhathebelievedtoanybody。Isupposewemustregardhimasakindofcrank。\"

  \"Pooryoungfellow!Healwaysmakesmefeelsad,somehow。Hehassuchapatheticface。Idon\'tbelieveIeversawhimlookquitehappy,exceptthatnightatMrs。Horn\'s,whenhewastalkingwithMissVance;andthenhemademefeelsadderthanever。\"

  \"Idon\'tenvyhimthelifeheleadsathome,withthoseconvictionsofhis。Idon\'tseewhyitwouldn\'tbeastolerablethereforoldLindauhimself。\"

  \"Well,now,\"saidMrs。March,\"letusputthemalloutofourmindsandseewhatwearegoingtodoourselves。\"

  Theybegantoconsidertheirwaysandmeans,andhowandwheretheyshouldlive,inviewofMarch\'sseveranceofhisrelationswith\'EveryOtherWeek。\'Theyhadnotsavedanythingfromthefirstyear\'ssalary;

  theyhadonlypreparedtosave;andtheyhadnothingsolidbuttheirtwothousandtocountupon。ButtheybuiltafutureinwhichtheyeasilylivedonthatandonwhatMarchearnedwithhispen。Hebecameafreelance,andfoughtinwhatevercausehethoughtjust;hehadnoties,nochains。TheywentbacktoBostonwiththeheroicwilltodowhatwasmostdistasteful;theywouldhavereturnedtotheirownhouseiftheyhadnotrenteditagain;but,anyrate,Mrs。Marchhelpedoutbytakingboarders,orperhapsonlylettingroomstolodgers。Theyhadsomehardstruggles,buttheysucceeded。

  \"Thegreatthing,\"shesaid,\"istoberight。I\'mtentimesashappyasifyouhadcomehomeandtoldmethatyouhadconsentedtodowhatDryfoosaskedandhehaddoubledyoursalary。\"

  \"Idon\'tthinkthatwouldhavehappenedinanyevent,\"saidMarch,dryly。

  \"Well,nomatter。Ijustuseditforanexample。\"

  Theybothexperiencedabuoyantrelief,suchasseemstocometopeoplewhobeginlifeanewonwhateverterms。\"Ihopeweareyoungenoughyet,Basil,\"shesaid,andshewouldnothaveitwhenhesaidtheyhadoncebeenyounger。

  Theyheardthechildren\'sknockonthedoor;theyknockedwhentheycamehomefromschoolsothattheirmothermightletthemin。\"Shallwetellthematonce?\"sheasked,andrantoopenforthembeforeMarchcouldanswer。

  Theywerenotalone。Fulkerson,smilingfromeartoear,waswiththem。

  \"IsMarchin?\"heasked。

  \"Mr。Marchisathome,yes,\"shesaidveryhaughtily。\"He\'sinhisstudy,\"andsheledthewaythere,whilethechildrenwenttotheirrooms。

  \"Well,March,\"Fulkersoncalledoutatsightofhim,\"it\'sallright!

  Theoldmanhascomedown。\"

  \"Isupposeifyougentlemenaregoingtotalkbusiness——\"Mrs。Marchbegan。

  \"Oh,wedon\'twantyoutogoaway,\"saidFulkerson。\"IreckonMarchhastoldyou,anyway。\"

  \"Yes,I\'vetoldher,\"saidMarch。\"Don\'tgo,Isabel。Whatdoyoumean,Fulkerson?\"

  \"He\'sjustgoneonuphome,andhesentmeroundwithhisapologies。

  Heseesnowthathehadnobusinesstospeaktoyouashedid,andhewithdrawseverything。He\'d\'a\'comeroundhimselfifI\'dsaidso,butI

  toldhimIcouldmakeitallright。\"

  Fulkersonlookedsohappyinhavingthewholeaffairputright,andtheMarchesknewhimtobesokindlyaffectedtowardthem,thattheycouldnotrefuseforthemomenttosharehismood。Theyfeltthemselvesslippingdownfromthemoralheightwhichtheyhadgained,andMarchmadeaclutchtostayhimselfwiththequestion,\"AndLindau?\"

  \"Well,\"saidFulkerson,\"he\'sgoingtoleaveLindautome。Youwon\'thaveanythingtodowithit。I\'lllettheoldfellowdowneasy。\"

  \"Doyoumean,\"askedMarch,\"thatMr。Dryfoosinsistsonhisbeingdismissed?\"

  \"Why,thereisn\'tanydismissingaboutit,\"Fulkersonargued。\"Ifyoudon\'tsendhimanymorework,hewon\'tdoanymore,that\'sall。Orifhecomesround,youcan——He\'stobereferredtome。\"

  Marchshookhishead,andhiswife,withasigh,feltherselfpluckedupfromthesoftcircumstanceoftheirlives,whichshehadsunkbackintosoquickly,andsetbesidehimonthatcoldpeakofprincipleagain。

  \"Itwon\'tdo,Fulkerson。It\'sverygoodofyou,andallthat,butitcomestothesamethingintheend。IcouldhavegoneonwithoutanyapologyfromMr。Dryfoos;hetranscendedhisauthority,butthat\'saminormatter。Icouldhaveexcusedittohisignoranceoflifeamonggentlemen;butIcan\'tconsenttoLindau\'sdismissal——itcomestothat,whetheryoudoitorIdoit,andwhetherit\'sapositiveoranegativething——becauseheholdsthisopinionorthat。\"

  \"Butdon\'tyousee,\"saidFulkerson,\"thatit\'sjustLindau\'sopinionstheoldmancan\'tstand?Hehasn\'tgotanythingagainsthimpersonally。

  Idon\'tsupposethere\'sanybodythatappreciatesLindauinsomewaysmorethantheoldmandoes。\"

  \"Iunderstand。Hewantstopunishhimforhisopinions。Well,Ican\'tconsenttothat,directlyorindirectly。Wedon\'tprinthisopinions,andhehasaperfectrighttoholdthem,whetherMr。Dryfoosagreeswiththemornot。\"

  Mrs。Marchhadjudgeditdecorousforhertosaynothing,butshenowwentandsatdowninthechairnextherhusband。

  \"Ah,dogonit!\"criedFulkerson,rumplinghishairwithbothhishands。

  \"WhatamItodo?Theoldmansayshe\'sgottogo。\"

  \"AndIdon\'tconsenttohisgoing,\"saidMarch。

  \"Andyouwon\'tstayifhegoes。\"

  Fulkersonrose。\"Well,well!I\'vegottoseeaboutit。I\'mafraidtheoldmanwon\'tstandit,March;Iam,indeed。Iwishyou\'dreconsider。

  I——I\'dtakeitasapersonalfavorifyouwould。Itleavesmeinafix。

  YouseeI\'vegottosidewithoneortheother。\"

  Marchmadenoreplytothis,excepttosay,\"Yes,youmuststandbyhim,oryoumuststandbyme。\"

  \"Well,well!Holdonawhile!I\'llseeyouinthemorning。Don\'ttakeanysteps——\"

  \"Oh,therearenostepstotake,\"saidMarch,withamelancholysmile。

  \"Thestepsarestopped;that\'sall。\"HesankbackintohischairwhenFulkersonwasgoneanddrewalongbreath。\"Thisisprettyrough。I

  thoughtwehadgotthroughit。\"

  \"No,\"saidhiswife。\"ItseemsasifIhadtomakethefightalloveragain。\"

  \"Well,it\'sagoodthingit\'saholywar。\"

  \"Ican\'tbearthesuspense。Whydidn\'tyoutellhimoutrightyouwouldn\'tgobackonanyterms?\"

  \"Imightaswell,andgottheglory。He\'llnevermoveDryfoos。I

  supposewebothwouldliketogoback,ifwecould。\"

  \"Oh,Isupposeso。\"

  Theycouldnotregaintheirlostexaltation,theirlostdignity。AtdinnerMrs。MarchaskedthechildrenhowtheywouldliketogobacktoBostontolive。

  \"Why,we\'renotgoing,arewe?\"askedTom,withoutenthusiasm。

  \"Iwasjustwonderinghowyoufeltaboutit,now,\"shesaid,withanunderlookatherhusband。

  \"Well,ifwegoback,\"saidBella,\"IwanttoliveontheBackBay。It\'sawfullyMickyattheSouthEnd。\"

  \"IsupposeIshouldgotoHarvard,\"saidTom,\"andI\'droomoutatCambridge。ItwouldbeeasiertogetatyouontheBackBay。\"

  Theparentssmiledruefullyateachother,and,inviewofthesegrandexpectationsofhischildren,MarchresolvedtogoasfarashecouldinmeetingDryfoos\'swishes。Heproposedthetheatreasadistractionfromtheanxietiesthatheknewwerepressingequallyonhiswife。\"Wemightgotothe\'OldHomestead,\'\"hesuggested,withasadirony,whichonlyhiswifefelt。

  \"Ohyes,let\'s!\"criedBella。

  Whiletheyweregettingready,someonerang,andBellawenttothedoor,andthencametotellherfatherthatitwasMr。Lindau。\"Hesayshewantstoseeyoujustamoment。He\'sintheparlor,andhewon\'tsitdown,oranything。\"

  \"Whatcanhewant?\"groanedMrs。March,fromtheircommondismay。

  Marchapprehendedastormintheoldman\'sface。Butheonlystoodinthemiddleoftheroom,lookingverysadandgrave。\"YouareGoingoudt,\"hesaid。\"Iwon\'tgeepyoulong。Ihafgometopringpackdosemacassinesanddismawney。Ican\'tdoanymorevoarkforyou;andI

  can\'tgeepthemawneyyouhafbaidmea\'ready。Itissnothawnestmawney——thathassbeenoarnedpyvoark;itissmawneythathasspeenmatepysbeculation,andtheobbressionofflapor,andthenecessityoftheboor,pyaman——Hereitis,eferytollar,eferyzent。Dakeit;Ifeelasifderevasploodtonit。\"

  \"Why,Lindau,\"Marchbegan,buttheoldmaninterruptedhim。

  \"Ton\'tdalktome,Passil!Icouldnothafbelievedtitofyou。WhenyouknowhowIfeelaboutdosetings,whytidn\'tyoudellmewhosemawneyyoubayoudttome?Ach,Iton\'tplameyou——Iton\'trebroachyou。Youhafneferthoughtofit;boatIhavethought,andIshouldbeGuilty,Imustsharethatman\'sGuilt,ifIgepthissmawney。Ifyouhattoldtmeatthepeginning——ifyouhatpeenfrankwithmeboatitissallrighdt;

  youcangoon;youton\'tseedesetingsasIseethem;andyouhafcotafamily,andIamafreeman。Ivoarktomyself,andwhenIton\'tvoark,Isdarfetomyself。But。Igeepmyhandtsglean,voarkorsdarfe。Gifhimhissmawneypack!Iamsawryforhim;Iwouldnothoarthissfeelings,boatIcouldnotpeartodouchhim,andhissmawneyisslikeboison!\"

  MarchtriedtoreasonwithLindau,toshowhimthefolly,theinjustice,theabsurdityofhiscourse;itendedintheirbothgettingangry,andinLindau\'sgoingawayinawhirlofGermanthatincludedBasilintheguiltofthemanwhomLindaucalledhismaster。

  \"Well,\"saidMrs。March。\"Heisacrank,andIthinkyou\'rewellridofhim。NowyouhavenoquarrelwiththathorridoldDryfoos,andyoucankeeprighton。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMarch,\"Iwishitdidn\'tmakemefeelsosneaking。Whatalongdayit\'sbeen!ItseemslikeacenturysinceIgotup。\"

  \"Yes,athousandyears。Isthereanythingelselefttohappen?\"

  \"Ihopenot。I\'dliketogotobed。\"

  \"Why,aren\'tyougoingtothetheatre?\"wailedBella,cominginuponherfather\'sdesperateexpression。

  \"Thetheatre?Ohyes,certainly!Imeantafterwegothome,\"andMarchamusedhimselfatthepuzzledcountenanceofthechild。\"Comeon!

  IsTomready?\"

  IX。

  FulkersonpartedwiththeMarchesinsuchtroubleofmindthathedidnotfeelabletomeetthatnightthepeoplewhomheusuallykeptsogayatMrs。Leighton\'stable。HewenttoMaroni\'sforhisdinner,forthisreasonandforothersmoreobscure。HecouldnotexpecttodoanythingmorewithDryfoosatonce;heknewthatDryfoosmustfeelthathehadalreadymadeanextremeconcessiontoMarch,andhebelievedthatifhewastogetanythingmorefromhimitmustbeafterDryfooshaddined。

  Buthewasnotwithoutthehope,vagueandindefiniteasitmightbe,thatheshouldfindLindauatMaroni\'s,andperhapsshouldgetsomeconcessionfromhim,somewordofregretorapologywhichhecouldreporttoDryfoos,andatlestmakethemeansofreopeningtheaffairwithhim;

  perhapsLindau,whenheknewhowmattersstood,wouldbackdownaltogether,andforMarch\'ssakewouldwithdrawfromallconnectionwith\'EveryOtherWeek\'himself,andsoleaveeverythingserene。Fulkersonfeltcapable,inhisdesperation,ofdelicatelysuggestingsuchacoursetoLindau,orevenofplainlyadvisingit:hedidnotcareforLindauagreatdeal,andhedidcareagreatdealforthemagazine。

  ButhedidnotfindLindauatMaroni\'s;heonlyfoundBeaton。HesatlookingatthedoorwayasFulkersonentered,andFulkersonnaturallycameandtookaplaceathistable。SomethinginBeaton\'slarge-eyedsolemnityofaspectinvitedFulkersontoconfidence,andhesaid,ashepulledhisnapkinopenandstrungit,stillalittledampasthescanty,often-washedlinenatMaroni\'swasapttobe,acrosshisknees,\"Iwaslookingforyouthismorning,totalkwithyouabouttheChristmasnumber,andIwasagooddealworkedupbecauseIcouldn\'tfindyou;butIguessImightaswellhavesparedmyselfmyemotions。\"

  \"Why?\"askedBeaton,briefly。

  \"Well,Idon\'tknowasthere\'sgoingtobeanyChristmasnumber。\"

  \"Why?\"Beatonaskedagain。

  \"Rowbetweenthefinancialangelandtheliteraryeditoraboutthechieftranslatorandpolyglotsmeller。\"

  \"Lindau?\"

  \"Lindauishisname。\"

  \"WhatdoestheliteraryeditorexpectafterLindau\'sexpressionofhisviewslastnight?\"

  \"Idon\'tknowwhatheexpected,butthegroundhetookwiththeoldmanwasthat,asLindau\'sopinionsdidn\'tcharacterizehisworkonthemagazine,hewouldnotbemadetheinstrumentofpunishinghimforthemtheoldmanwantedhimturnedoff,ashecallsit。\"

  \"Seemstobeprettygoodground,\"saidBeaton,impartially,whilehespeculated,withadulltroubleatheart,ontheeffecttherowwouldhaveonhisownfortunes。Hislatevisithomehadmadehimfeelthattheclaimofhisfamilyuponhimforsomerepaymentofhelpgivencouldnotbemuchlongerdelayed;withhismothersickandhisfathergrowingold,hemustbegintodosomethingforthem,butuptothistimehehadspenthissalaryevenfasterthanhehadearnedit。WhenFulkersoncameinhewaswonderingwhetherhecouldgethimtoincreaseit,ifhethreatenedtogiveuphiswork,andhewishedthathewasenoughinlovewithMargaretVance,orevenChristineDryfoos,tomarryher,onlytoendinthesorrowfulconvictionthathewasreallyinlovewithAlmaLeighton,whohadnomoney,andwhohadapparentlynowishtobemarriedforlove,even。\"Andwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"heasked,listlessly。

  \"BedoggedifIknowwhatI\'mgoingtodoaboutit,\"saidFulkerson。

  \"I\'vebeenroundallday,tryingtopickupthepieces——rowbeganrightafterbreakfastthismorning——andonetimeIthoughtI\'dgotthethingallputtogetheragain。IgottheoldmantosaythathehadspokentoMarchalittletooauthoritativelyaboutLindau;that,infact,heoughttohavecommunicatedhiswishesthroughme;andthathewaswillingtohavemegetridofLindau,andMarchneedn\'thaveanythingtodowithit。

  Ithoughtthatwasprettywhite,butMarchsaystheapologiesandregretsareallwellenoughintheirway,buttheyleavethemainquestionwheretheyfoundit。\"

  \"Whatisthemainquestion?\"Beatonasked,pouringhimselfoutsomeChianti。AshesettheflaskdownhemadethereflectionthatifhewoulddrinkwaterinsteadofChiantihecouldsendhisfatherthreedollarsaweek,onhisbackdebts,andheresolvedtodoit。

  \"Themainquestion,asMarchlooksatit,isthequestionofpunishingLindauforhisprivateopinions;hesaysthatifheconsentstomybouncingtheoldfellowit\'sthesameasifhebouncedhim。\"

  \"Itmighthavethatcomplexioninsomelights,\"saidBeaton。HedrankoffhisChianti,andthoughthewouldhaveittwiceaweek,ormakeMaronikeepthehalf-bottlesoverforhim,andsendhisfathertwodollars。\"Andwhatareyougoingtodonow?\"

  \"That\'swhatIdon\'tknow,\"saidFulkerson,ruefully。Afteramomenthesaid,desperately,\"Beaton,you\'vegotaprettygoodhead;whydon\'tyousuggestsomething?\"

  \"Whydon\'tyouletMarchgo?\"Beatonsuggested。

  \"Ah,Icouldn\'t,\"saidFulkerson。\"IgothimtobreakupinBostonandcomehere;Ilikehim;nobodyelsecouldgetthehangofthethinglikehehas;he\'s——afriend。\"Fulkersonsaidthiswiththenearestapproachhecouldmaketoseriousness,whichwasakindofunhappiness。

  Beatonshrugged。\"Oh,ifyoucanaffordtohaveideals,Icongratulateyou。They\'retooexpensiveforme。Then,supposeyougetridofDryfoos?\"

  Fulkersonlaughedforlornly。\"Goon,Bildad。Liketosprinkleafewashesovermyboils?Don\'tmindme!\"

  Theybothsatsilentalittlewhile,andthenBeatonsaid,\"Isupposeyouhaven\'tseenDryfoosthesecondtime?\"

  \"No。IcameinheretogirdupmyloinswithalittledinnerbeforeI

  tackledhim。ButsomethingseemstobethematterwithMaroni\'scook。

  Idon\'twantanythingtoeat。\"

  \"Thecooking\'saboutasbadasusual,\"saidBeaton。Afteramomentheadded,ironically,forhefoundFulkerson\'smiseryakindofrelieffromhisown,andwaswillingtoprotractitaslongasitwasamusing,\"Whynottryanenvoyextraordinaryandministerplenipotentiary?\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"GetthatotheroldfooltogotoDryfoosforyou!\"

  \"Whichotheroldfool?Theoldfoolsseemtobeasthickasflies。\"

  \"ThatSouthernone。\"

  \"ColonelWoodburn?\"

  \"Mmmmm。\"

  \"Hedidseemtorathertaketothecolonel!\"Fulkersonmusedaloud。

  \"Ofcoursehedid。Woodburn,withhisidiotictalkaboutpatriarchalslavery,isthemanonhorsebacktoDryfoos\'smuddyimagination。He\'dlistentohimabjectly,andhe\'ddowhateverWoodburntoldhimtodo。\"

  Beatonsmiledcynically。

  Fulkersongotupandreachedforhiscoatandhat。\"You\'vestruckit,oldman。\"Thewaitercameuptohelphimonwithhiscoat;Fulkersonslippedadollarinhishand。\"Nevermindthecoat;youcangivetherestofmydinnertothepoor,Paolo。Beaton,shake!You\'vesavedmylife,littleboy,thoughIdon\'tthinkyoumeantit。\"HetookBeaton\'shandandsolemnlypressedit,andthenalmostranoutofthedoor。

  TheyhadjustreachedcoffeeatMrs。Leighton\'swhenhearrivedandsatdownwiththemandbegantoputsomeofthelifeofhisnewhopeintothem。Hisappetiterevived,and,afterprotestingthathewouldnottakeanythingbutcoffee,hewentbackandatesomeoftheearliercourses。

  Butwiththepressureofhispurposedrivinghimforward,hedidnotconcealfromMissWoodburn,atleast,thathewaseagertogetherapartfromtherestforsomereason。Whenheaccomplishedthis,itseemedasifhehadcontriveditallhimself,butperhapshehadnotwhollycontrivedit。

  \"I\'msogladtogetachancetospeaktoyoualone,\"hesaidatonce;andwhileshewaitedforthenextwordhemadeapause,andthensaid,desperately,\"Iwantyoutohelpme;andifyoucan\'thelpme,there\'snohelpforme。\"

  \"Mahgoodness,\"shesaid,\"isthecasesobadasthat?Whatinthewoaldisthetrouble?\"

  \"Yes,it\'sabadcase,\"saidFulkerson。\"Iwantyourfathertohelpme。\"

  \"Oh,Ithoatyousaidme!\"

  \"Yes;Iwantyoutohelpmewithyourfather。IsupposeIoughttogotohimatonce,butI\'malittleafraidofhim。\"

  \"Andyouawenotafraidofme?Idon\'tthinkthat\'sveryflattering,Mr。

  Fulkerson。YououghttothinkAh\'mtwahceasawfulaspapa。\"

  \"Oh,Ido!Yousee,I\'mquiteparalyzedbeforeyou,andsoIdon\'tfeelanything。\"

  \"Well,it\'saprettylahvelykyandofparalysis。But——goon。\"

  \"Iwill——Iwill。IfIcanonlybegin。\"

  \"PohapsAhmaghtbeginfo\'you。\"

  \"No,youcan\'t。Lordknows,I\'dliketoletyou。Well,it\'slikethis。\"

  Fulkersonmadeaclutchathishair,andthen,afteranotherhesitation,heabruptlylaidthewholeaffairbeforeher。HedidnotthinkitnecessarytostatetheexactnatureoftheoffenceLindauhadgivenDryfoos,forhedoubtedifshecouldgraspit,andhewasprofuseofhisexcusesfortroublingherwiththematter,andofwonderathimselfforhavingdoneso。Intheraptureofhisconcernathavingperhapsmadeafoolofhimself,heforgotwhyhehadtoldher;butsheseemedtolikehavingbeenconfidedin,andshesaid,\"Well,Ahdon\'tseewhatyoucandowithyou\'ahdealsoffriendshipexceptstandbahMr。Mawch。\"

  \"Myidealsoffriendship?Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Oh,don\'tyousupposeweknow?Mr。Beatonsaidyouwe\'apofectBahyardinfriendship,andyouwouldsacrificeanythingtoit。\"

  \"Isthatso?\"saidFulkerson,thinkinghoweasilyhecouldsacrificeLindauinthiscase。Hehadneversupposedbeforethathewaschivalrousinsuchmatters,buthenowbegantoseeitinthatlight,andhewonderedthathecouldeverhaveentertainedforamomenttheideaofthrowingMarchover。

  \"ButAhmostsay,\"MissWoodburnwenton,\"Ahdon\'tenvyyouyou\'nextinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos。Ahsupposeyou\'llhavetoseehimatonceaboatit。\"

  TheconjecturerecalledFulkersontotheobjectofhisconfidences。

  \"Ah,there\'swhereyourhelpcomesin。I\'veexhaustedalltheinfluenceIhavewithDryfoos——\"

  \"Goodgracious,youdon\'texpectAhcouldhaveany!\"

  Theybothlaughedatthecomicdismaywithwhichsheconveyedthepreposterousnotion;andFulkersonsaid,\"IfIjudgedfrommyself,Ishouldexpectyoutobringhimroundinstantly。\"

  \"Oh,thankyou,Mr。Fulkerson,\"shesaid,withmockmeekness。

  \"Notatall。Butitisn\'tDryfoosIwantyoutohelpmewith;it\'syourfather。IwantyourfathertointerviewDryfoosforme,andI-I\'mafraidtoaskhim。\"

  \"Poo\'Mr。Fulkerson!\"shesaid,andsheinsinuatedsomethingthroughherburlesquecompassionthatliftedhimtotheskies。Hesworeinhisheartthatthewomanneverlivedwhowassowitty,sowise,sobeautiful,andsogood。\"Comeraghtwithmethisminute,ifthecyoast\'sclea\'。\"Shewenttothedoorofthediningroomandlookedinacrossitsgloomtothelittlegallerywhereherfathersatbesidealampreadinghiseveningpaper;Mrs。Leightoncouldbeheardincolloquywiththecookbelow,andAlmahadgonetoherroom。ShebeckonedFulkersonwiththehandoutstretchedbehindher,andsaid,\"Goandaskhim。\"

  \"Alone!\"hepalpitated。

  \"Oh,whatacyowahd!\"shecried,andwentwithhim。\"Ahsupposeyou\'llwantmetotellhimaboatit。\"

  \"Well,Iwishyou\'dbegin,MissWoodburn,\"hesaid。\"Thefactis,youknow,I\'vebeenoveritsomuchI\'mkindofsickofthething。\"

  MissWoodburnadvancedandputherhandonherfather\'sshoulder。\"Lookheah,papa!Mr。Fulkersonwantstoaskyousomething,andhewantsmetodoitfo\'him。\"

  Thecolonellookedupthroughhisglasseswiththesortofferocityelderlymensometimeshavetoputoninordertokeeptheirglassesfromfallingoff。Hisdaughtercontinued:\"He\'sgotintoanawfuldifficultywithhisedito\'andhisproprieto\',andhewantsyoutopacifythem。\"

  \"IdonotknowwhethahIunderstandthecaseexactly,\"saidthecolonel,\"butMr。Fulkersonmaycommandmetotheextentofmyability。\"

  \"Youdon\'tunderstanditaftahwhatAh\'vesaid?\"criedthegirl。\"ThenAhdon\'tseebutwhatyou\'llhavetoexplainityou\'self,Mr。Fulkerson。\"

  \"Well,MissWoodburnhasbeensoluminousaboutit,colonel,\"saidFulkerson,gladofthejokingshapeshehadgiventheaffair,\"thatIcanonlythrowinalittleside-lighthereandthere。\"

  ThecolonellistenedasFulkersonwenton,withagravediplomaticsatisfaction。Hefeltgratified,honored,even,hesaid,byMr。

  Fulkerson\'sappealtohim;andprobablyitgavehimsomethingofthehighjoythatanaffairofhonorwouldhavebroughthiminthedayswhenhehadarrangedformeetingsbetweengentlemen。Nexttobearingachallenge,thisworkofcomposingadifficultymusthavebeengrateful。

  Buthegavenooutwardsignofhissatisfactioninmakingaresumeofthecasesoastogetthepointsclearlyinhismind。

  \"Iwasafraid,sir,\"hesaid,withthestateduetotheseriousnatureofthefacts,\"thatMr。LindauhadgivenMr。Dryfoosoffencebysomeofhisquestionsatthedinner-tablelastnight。\"

  \"Perfectredragtoabull,\"Fulkersonputin;andthenhewantedtowithdrawhiswordsatthecolonel\'slookofdispleasure。

  \"IhavenoreflectionstomakeuponMr。Landau,\"ColonelWoodburncontinued,andFulkersonfeltgratefultohimforgoingon;\"IdonotagreewithMr。Lindau;Itotallydisagreewithhimonsociologicalpoints;butthecourseoftheconversationhadinvitedhimtotheexpressionofhisconvictions,andhehadarighttoexpressthem,sofarastheyhadnopersonalbearing。\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidFulkerson,whileMissWoodburnperchedonthearmofherfather\'schair。

  \"Atthesametime,sir,IthinkthatifMr。DryfoosfeltapersonalcensureinMr。Lindau\'squestionsconcerninghissuppressionofthestrikeamonghisworkmen,hehadarighttoresentit。\"

  \"Exactly,\"Fulkersonassented。

  \"Butitmustbeevidenttoyou,sir,thatahigh-spiritedgentlemanlikeMr。March——Iconfessthatmyfeelingsarewithhimverywarmlyinthematter——couldnotsubmittodictationofthenatureyoudescribe。\"

  \"Yes,Isee,\"saidFulkerson;and,withthatstrangeduplexactionofthehumanmind,hewishedthatitwashishair,andnotherfather\'s,thatMissWoodburnwaspokingapartwiththecornerofherfan。

  \"Mr。Lindau,\"thecolonelconcluded,\"wasrightfromhispointofview,andMr。Dryfooswasequallyright。ThepositionofMr。Marchisperfectlycorrect——\"

  Hisdaughterdroppedtoherfeetfromhischair-arm。\"Mahgoodness!

  Ifnobody\'sinthewrong,ho\'aweyouevahgoingtogetthemattahstraight?\"

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