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  AsMissVanderpoelwalkedatalight,swingingpacethroughtheonevillagestreetthegazersfeltwithKedgersthatsomethingnewwaspassingandstirringtheatmosphere。Shelookedstraight,andwithafriendlinesssomehowdominating,atthecuriouswomen;herhandsomeeyesmetthoseofthemeninahumanquestioning;shesmiledandnoddedtothebobbingchildren。Oneofthese,youngenoughtobeuncertainonitsfeet,inrunningtojoinsomeothersstumbledandfellonthepathbeforeher。Openingitsmouthintheinevitableresultantroar,itwasshockedalmostintosilencebythetallyoungladystoopingatonce,pickingitup,andcheerfullydustingitspinafore。

  \"Don’tcry,\"shesaid;\"youarenothurt,youknow。\"

  Thedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditself,andthelaughinhereyeswassoreassuringthatthepennysheputintothegrubbyhandwaslessproductiveofeffectthanhermereself。Shewalkedon,leavingthegroupstaringafterherbreathless,becauseofasenseofhavingmetwithawonderfuladventure。Thegrandyoungladywiththeblackhairandthebluehatandtall,straightbodywastheadventure。Sheleftthesamesenseofeventwiththevillageitself。Theytalkedofheralldayovertheirgardenpalings,ontheirdoorsteps,inthestreet;ofherlooks,ofherheight,oftheblackrimoflashesroundhereyes,ofthechancethatshemightberichandreadytogivehalf—crownsandsovereigns,ofthe\"Meriker\"shehadcomefrom,andaboveallofthereasonforhercoming。

  Bettyswungwiththelight,firmstepofagoodwalkeroutontothehighway。Towalkuponthefine,smootholdRomanroadwasapleasureinitself,butshesoonstruckawayfromitandwentthroughlanesandby—ways,followingsign—postsbecausesheknewwhereshewasgoing。HerwalkwastotakehertoMountDunstanandhomeagainbyanotherroad。Inwalking,anobjectivepointformsaninterest,andwhatshehadheardoftheestatefromRosaliewasavaguereasonforhercaringtoseeit。ItwasanotherplacelikeStornham,oncedignifiedandnoblyrepresentativeoffinethings,nowlosingtheirmeaningsandvalues。Valuesandmeanings,otherthanmeresignsofwealthandpower,therehadbeen。Centuriesagostrongcreatureshadplannedandbuiltitforsuchreasonsasstrengthhasforitsplanningandbuilding。InBettinaVanderpoel’simaginationtheFirstManheldpowerfulandmovingsway。Itwashewhomshealwayssaw。Inhistory,asachildatschool,shehadunderstoodanddrawnclosetohim。TherewasalwaysaFirstManbehindallthatonesaworwastold,onewhowasthefighter,thehumanthingwhosnatchedweaponsandtoolsfromstonesandtreesandwieldedtheminthecarryingoutofthethoughtwhichwashispossessionandhisstrength。HewastheGodmadehuman;otherswaited,withoutknowledgeoftheirwaiting,forthesignalhegave。A

  manlikeothers——withman’sbody,hands,andlimbs,andeyes——

  themovingofawholeworldwassubtlyalteredbyhisbirth。

  Onecouldnotalwaystracehim,butwithstoneaxeandspearpointhehadwonsavagelandsinsavageways,andsoruledthemthat,leavingthemtootherhands,theirmarchtowardslesssavagelifecouldnotstayitself,butmustsweepon;othersofhiskind,strikingrudeharps,hadsosungthattheloudclearnessoftheirwildsongshadrungthroughtheages,andechostillinstrainswhicharetheirs,thoughvoicesofto—dayrepeatthenoteofthem。TheFirstMan,aBritonstainedwithwoadandhungwithskins,hadtilledthelusciousgreennessofthelandsrichlyrollingnowwithinhedgeboundaries。Thesquarechurchtowersrose,holdingtheirslendercornerspiresabovethetrees,asaresultoftheFirstMan,NormanWilliam。Thethoughtwhichhelditsplace,theworkwhichdidnotpassaway,hadpaiditsFirstManwages;butbeautiescrumbling,homesfallingtowaste,werebitterthings。TheFirstMan,who,havingwonhissplendidacres,hadbuilthishomeuponthemandrearedhisyoungandpassedhispossessiononwithaproudheart,seemedbutilltreated。Throughcenturiesthehomehadenricheditself,itsacreshadborneharvests,itstreeshadgrownandspreadhugebranches,fullliveshadbeenlivedwithintheembraceofthemassivewalls,therehadbeenlovesandlivesandmarriagesandbirths,thebreathingsofthemmadewarmandfulltheveryair。ToBettyitseemedthatthelanditselfwouldhavewornanotherfaceifithadnotbeentroddenbysomanyspringingfeet,ifsomanyharvestshadnotwavedaboveit,ifsomanyeyeshadnotlookeduponandlovedit。

  ShepassedthroughvariationsoftherurallovelinessshehadseenonherwayfromthestationtotheCourt,andfeltthemgrowinbeautyasshesawthemagain。ShecameatlasttoavillagesomewhatlargerthanStornhamandmarkedbythesignsofthelackofmoney—spendingcarewhichStornhamshowed。Justbeyonditslimitsabigparkgateopenedontoanavenueofmassivetrees。Shestoppedandlookeddownit,butcouldseenothingbutitscurvesand,underthebranches,glimpsesofaspacioussweepofparkwithothertreesstandingingroupsoraloneinthesward。Theavenuewasunsweptanduntended,andhereandthereboughsbrokenoffbywindstormslayuponit。Sheturnedtotheroadagainandfollowedit,becauseitenclosedtheparkandshewantedtoseemoreofitsevidentbeauty。Itwasverybeautiful。Asshewalkedonshesawitrolledintowoodsanddeepsfilledwithbracken;shesawstretchesofhillocky,fine—grassedrabbitwarren,andhollowsholdingshadowypools;shecaughtthegleamofalakewithswanssailingslowlyuponitwithcurvednecks;therewerewonderfullightsandwonderfulshadows,andbroodingstillness,whichmadeherfootfallupontheroadatoomaterialthing。

  Suddenlysheheardastirringinthebrackenayardortwoawayfromher。Somethingwasmovingslowlyamongthewavingmassesofhugefrondsandcausedthemtoswaytoandfro。Itwasanantleredstagwhorosefromhisbedinthemidstofthem,andwithmajesticdeliberationgotuponhisfeetandstoodgazingatherwithacalmnessofposesosplendid,andaliquiddarknessandlustreofeyesostillyandfearlesslybeautiful,thatshecaughtherbreath。Hesimplygazedasherasagreatkingmightgazeatanintruder,scarcelydeigningwonder。

  Asshehadpassedonherway,Bettyhadseenthattheenclosingparkpalingsweredecaying,coveredwithlichenandfallingatintervals。Ithadevenpassedthroughhermindthatherewasoneofthedemandsforexpenditureonalargeestate,whichlimitedresourcescouldnotconfrontwithcomposure。Thedeerfenceitself,athingofwiretenfeethigh,toformanobstacletoleaps,shehadmarkedtobeinsuchconditionastothreatentobecomeshortlyauselessthing。Untilthismomentshehadseennodeer,butlookingbeyondthestagandacrosstheswardshenowsawgroupsneareachother,stagscroppingorlookingtowardsherwithliftedheads,doesatarespectfulbutaffectionatedistancefromthem,somecaringfortheirfawns。Thestagwhohadrisennearherhadmerelywalkedthroughagapintheboundaryandnowstoodfreetogowherehewould。

  \"Hewillgetaway,\"saidBetty,knittingherblackbrows。

  Ah!whatashame!

  Evenwiththebestintentionsonecouldnotgivechasetoastag。Shelookedupanddowntheroad,butnoonewaswithinsight。Herbrowscontinuedtoknitthemselvesandhereyesrangedovertheparkitselfinthehopethatsomelabourerontheestate,somewoodmanorgame—keeper,mightbeabout。

  \"Itisnoaffairofmine,\"shesaid,\"butitwouldbetoobadtolethimgetaway,thoughwhathappenstostraystagsonedoesn’texactlyknow。\"

  Asshesaiditshecaughtsightofsomeone,amaninleggingsandshabbyclothesandwithagunoverhisshoulder,evidentlyanunderkeeper。Hewasabig,ratherrough—lookingfellow,butashelurchedoutintotheopenfromawoodBettysawthatshecouldreachhimifshepassedthroughanarrowgateafewyardsawayandwalkedquickly。

  Hewasslouchingalong,hisheaddroopingandhisbroadshouldersexpressingthedefiniteantipodesofgoodspirits。

  Bettystudiedhisbackasshestrodeafterhim,herconclusionbeingthathewasperhapsnotagood—humouredmantoapproachatanytime,andthatthiswasbyillluckoneofhislessfortunatehours。

  \"Waitamoment,ifyouplease,\"herclear,mellowvoiceflungoutafterhimwhenshewaswithinhearingdistance。\"I

  wanttospeaktoyou,keeper。\"

  Heturnedwithanairoffarfrompleasedsurprise。Theafternoonsunwasinhiseyesandmadehimscowl。Foramomenthedidnotseedistinctlywhowasapproachinghim,buthehadatoncerecognisedacertaincooltoneofcommandinthevoicewhosesuddennesshadrousedhimfromablackmood。Afewstepsbroughtthemtoclosequarters,andwhenhefoundhimselflookingintotheeyesofhispursuerhemadeamovementasiftolifthiscap,thencheckinghimself,touchedit,keeperfashion。

  \"Oh!\"hesaidshortly。\"MissVanderpoel!Begpardon。\"

  Bettinastoodstillasecond。Shehadhersurprisealso。Herewastheunexpectedagain。Theunderkeeperwasthered—hairedsecond—classpassengeroftheMeridiana。

  Hedidnotlookpleasedtoseeher,andthesuddennessofhisappearanceexcludedthepossibilityofherrealisingthatuponthewholeshewasatleastnotdispleasedtoseehim。

  \"Howdoyoudo?\"shesaid,feelingtheremarkfantasticallyconventional,butnotbeinginspiredbyanyalternative。

  \"Icametotellyouthatoneofthestagshasgotthroughagapinthefence。\"

  \"Damn!\"sheheardhimsayunderhisbreath。Aloudhesaid,\"Thankyou。\"

  \"Heisasplendidcreature,\"shesaid。\"Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwasgladtoseeakeepercoming。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"hesaidagain,andstrodetowardstheplacewherethestagstillstoodgazinguptheroad,asifreflectingastowhetheritalluredhimornot。

  Bettywalkedbackmoreslowly,watchinghimwithinterest。

  Shewonderedwhathewouldfinditnecessarytodo。Sheheardhimbeginalow,flute—likewhistling,andthensawtheantleredheadturntowardshim。Thewoodlandcreaturemoved,butitwasinhisdirection。Ithadwithoutdoubtansweredhiscallbeforeandknewitsmeaningtobefriendly。

  Itwenttowardshim,stretchingoutatendersniffingnose,andheputhishandinthepocketofhisroughcoatandgaveitsomethingtoeat。Afterwardshewenttothegapinthefenceanddrewthewirestogether,fasteningthemwithotherwire,whichhealsotookoutofthecoatpocket。

  \"Heisnotafraidofmakinghimselfuseful,\"thoughtBetty。

  \"Andtheanimalsknowhim。Heisnotasbadashelooks。\"

  Shelingeredamomentwatchinghim,andthenwalkedtowardsthegatethroughwhichshehadentered。Heglancedupasshenearedhim。

  \"Idon’tseeyourcarriage,\"hesaid。\"Yourmanisprobablyroundthetrees。\"

  \"Iwalked,\"answeredBetty。\"Ihadheardofthisplaceandwantedtoseeit。\"

  Hestoodup,puttinghiswirebackintohispocket。

  \"Thereisnotmuchtobeseenfromtheroad,\"hesaid。

  \"Wouldyouliketoseemoreofit?\"

  Hismannerwascivilenough,butnotthecorrectoneforaservant。Hedidnotsay\"miss\"ortouchhiscapinmakingthesuggestion。Bettyhesitatedamoment。

  \"Isthefamilyathome?\"sheinquired。

  \"Thereisnofamilybut——hislordship。Heisofftheplace。\"

  \"Doesheobjecttotrespassers?\"

  \"Notiftheyarerespectableandtakenoliberties。\"

  \"Iamrespectable,andIshallnottakeliberties,\"saidMissVanderpoel,withatouchofhauteur。ThetruthwasthatshehadspentasufficientnumberofyearsontheContinenttohavebecomefamiliarwithconventionswhichledhernottoapprovewhollyofhisbearing。PerhapshehadlivedlongenoughinAmericatoforgetsuchconventionsandtolacksomethingwhichcenturiesofcustomhaddecidedshouldbelongtohisclass。Acertainsuggestionofroughforceinthemanratherattractedher,andherslightdistasteforhismannerarosefromtherealisationthatagentleman’sservantwhodidnotaddresshissuperiorsaswasrequiredbycustomwasnotdoinghisworkinafinishedway。Inhisplacesheknewherowndemeanourwouldhavebeenfinished。

  \"IfyouaresurethatLordMountDunstanwouldnotobjecttomywalkingabout,Ishouldlikeverymuchtoseethegardensandthehouse,\"shesaid。\"Ifyoushowthemtome,shallIbeinterferingwithyourduties?\"

  \"No,\"heanswered,andthenforthefirsttimeratherglumlyadded,\"miss。\"

  \"Iaminterested,\"shesaid,astheycrossedthegrasstogether,\"becauseplaceslikethisarequitenewtome。IhaveneverbeeninEnglandbefore。\"

  \"Therearenotmanyplaceslikethis,\"heanswered,\"notmanyasoldandfine,andnotmanyasnearlygonetoruin。

  EvenStornhamisnotquiteasfargone。\"

  \"Itisfargone,\"saidMissVanderpoel。\"Iamstayingthere——withmysister,LadyAnstruthers。\"

  \"Begpardon——miss,\"hesaid。Thistimehetouchedhiscapinapology。

  Enormousasthegulfbetweentheirpositionswas,heknewthathehadofferedtotakeherovertheplacebecausehewasinasensegladtoseeheragain。Whyhewasgladhedidnotprofesstoknoworeventoaskhimself。Coarselyspeaking,itmightbebecauseshewasoneofthehandsomestyoungwomenhehadeverchancedtomeetwith,andwhileheryouthwasapparentintherichredofhermouth,themassofherthick,softhairandthesplendidblueofhereyes,therespokeineverylineoffaceandposesomethingintenselymoreinterestingandcompellingthangirlhood。Also,sincethenighttheyhadcometogetherontheship’sdeckforanappallingmoment,hehadlikedherbetterandrebelledlessagainsttheunnaturalwealthsherepresented。Heledherfirsttothewoodfromwhichshehadseenhimemerge。

  \"Iwillshowyouthisfirst,\"heexplained。\"KeepyoureyesonthegrounduntilItellyoutoraisethem。\"

  Oddasthiswas,sheobeyed,andherloweredglanceshowedherthatshewasbeingguidedalonganarrowpathbetweentrees。Thelightwasmellowgolden—green,andbirdsweresingingintheboughsaboveher。Inafewminuteshestopped。

  \"Nowlookup,\"hesaid。

  Sheutteredanexclamationwhenshedidso。Shewasinafairydellthickwithferns,andatbeautifuldistancesfromeachotherincrediblysplendidoaksspreadandalmosttrailedtheirlovelygiantbranches。Theglowshiningthroughandbetweenthem,theshadowsbeneaththem,theirgreatbolesandmoss—coveredroots,andthestately,mellowdistancesrevealedundertheirbranches,theancientwildnessandrichness,whichmeant,afterall,centuriesofcultivation,madeapictureinthisexact,perfectmomentofripeningafternoonsunofanalmostunbelievablebeauty。

  \"Thereisnothinglovelier,\"hesaidinalowvoice,\"inallEngland。\"

  Bettinaturnedtolookathim,becausehistonewasacuriousoneforamanlikehimself。Hewasstandingrestingonhisgunandtakinginthelovelinesswithastrangelookinhisruggedface。

  \"You——youloveit!\"shesaid。

  \"Yes,\"butwithasuggestionofstubbornreluctanceintheadmission。

  Shewasrathermoved。

  \"Haveyoubeenkeeperherelong?\"sheasked。

  \"No——onlyafewyears。ButIhaveknowntheplaceallmylife。\"

  \"DoesLordMountDunstanloveit?\"

  \"Inhisway——yes。\"

  Hewasplainlynotdisposedtotalkofhismaster。Hewasperhapsnotonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。Heledherawayandvolunteerednofurtherinformation。Hewas,uponthewhole,uncommunicative。Hedidnotoncerefertothecircumstanceoftheirhavingmetbefore。Itwasplainthathehadnointentionofpresuminguponthefactthathe,asasecond—classpassengeronaship,hadoncebeenforcedbyaccidentacrossthebarriersbetweenhimselfandthesaloondeck。

  Hewasstubbornlyresolvedtokeephisplace;sostubbornlythatBettinafeltthattobroachthesubjectherselfwouldvergeuponoffence。

  Butthegoldenwaysthroughwhichheledhermadetheafternoononesheknewsheshouldneverforget。Theywanderedthroughmosswalksandalleys,throughtangledshrubberiesburstingintobloom,beneathavenuesofblossominghorse—

  chestnutsandscentedlimes,betweenthicketsofbuddingredandwhitemay,andjunglesofneglectedrhododendrons;

  throughsunkengardensandwalledones,pastterraceswithbrokenbalustradesofstone,andfallenFlorasandDianas,pastmoss—grownfountainssplashinginlovelycorners。Arches,overgrownwithyetunbloomingroses,crumbledintheirtimestainedbeauty。Stillnessbroodedoveritall,andtheymetnoone。Theyscarcelybrokethesilencethemselves。Themanledthewayasonewhoknewitbyheart,andBettinafollowed,notcaringforspeechherself,becausethestillnessseemedtoaddaspellofenchantment。Whatcouldonesay,toastranger,ofsuchbeautysolostandgivenovertoruinanddecay。

  \"But,oh!\"shemurmuredonce,standingstill,within—

  drawnbreath,\"ifitweremine!——ifitweremine!\"Andshesaidthethingforgettingthatherguidewasalivingcreatureandstoodnear。

  Afterwardshermemoriesofitallseemedtoherlikethememoriesofadream。Thelackofspeechbetweenherselfandthemanwholedher,hisoftenavertedface,herownsenseofthedesertednessofeachbeauteousspotshepassedthrough,themossypathswhichgavebacknosoundoffootfallsastheywalked,suggested,oneandall,unreality。Whenatlasttheypassedthroughadoorhalfhiddeninaniviedwall,andcrossingagrassedbowlinggreen,mountedashortflightofbrokenstepswhichledthemtoapointthroughwhichtheysawthehousethroughabreakinthetrees,thislastwasthefinaltouchofall。Itwasagreatplace,statelyinitsmassesofgreystonetowhichthickivyclung。ToBettinaitseemedthatahundredwindowsstaredatherwithclosed,blindeyes。

  Allwereshutteredbuttwoorthreeonthelowerfloors。Notoneshowedsignsoflife。Thesilentstonethingstoodsightlessamongallofwhichitwasdeadmaster——rollingacres,greattrees,lostgardensanddesertedgroves。

  \"Oh!\"shesighed,\"Oh!\"

  Hercompanionstoodstillandleaneduponhisgunagain,lookingashehadlookedbefore。

  \"Someofit,\"hesaid,\"washerebeforetheConquest。ItbelongedtoMountDunstansthen。\"

  \"Andonlyoneofthemisleft,\"shecried,\"anditislikethis!\"

  \"Theyhavebeenabadlot,thelasthundredyears,\"wasthesurlylibertyofspeechhetook,\"abadlot。\"

  Itwasnothisplacetospeakinsuchmannerofthoseofhismaster’shouse,anditwasnotthepartofMissVanderpoeltoencouragehimbyresponse。Sheremainedsilent,standingperhapsatriflemorelightlyerectasshegazedattherowsofblindwindowsinsilence。

  Neitherofthemutteredawordforsometime,butatlengthBettinarousedherself。Shehadasix—milewalkbeforeherandmustgo。

  \"Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,\"shebegan,andthenpausedasecond。Acurioushesitancecameuponher,thoughsheknewthatunderordinarycircumstancessuchhesitationwouldhavebeentotallyoutofplace。Shehadoccupiedtheman’stimeforanhourormore,hewasoftheworkingclass,andonemustnotbeguiltyoftheerrorofimaginingthatamanwhohasworktodocanjustlyspendhistimeinone’sserviceforthemerepleasureofit。Sheknewwhatcustomdemanded。

  Whyshouldshehesitatebeforethisman,withhisnottoocourteous,surlyface。Shefeltslightlyirritatedbyherownunpracticalembarrassmentassheputherhandintothesmall,latchedbagatherbelt。

  \"Iamverymuchobliged,keeper,\"shesaid。\"Youhavegivenmeagreatdealofyourtime。Youknowtheplacesowellthatithasbeenapleasuretobetakenaboutbyyou。I

  haveneverseenanythingsobeautiful——andsosad。Thankyou——thankyou。\"Andsheputagoldpieceinhispalm。

  Hisfingersclosedoveritquietly。Whyitwastohergreatreliefshedidnotknow——becausesomethinginthesimpleactannoyedher,evenwhileshecongratulatedherselfthatherhesitancehadbeenabsurd。Thenextmomentshewonderedifitcouldbepossiblethathehadexpectedalargerfee。Heopenedhishandandlookedatthemoneywithagrimsteadiness。

  \"Thankyou,miss,\"hesaid,andtouchedhiscapinthepropermanner。

  Hedidnotlookgraciousorgrateful,buthebegantoputitinasmallpocketinthebreastofhisworncorduroyshootingjacket。Suddenlyhestopped,asifwithabruptresolve。

  Hehandedthecoinbackwithoutanychangeofhisglumlook。

  \"Hangitall,\"hesaid,\"Ican’ttakethis,youknow。IsupposeIoughttohavetoldyou。Itwouldhavebeenlessawkwardforusboth。Iamthatunfortunatebeggar,MountDunstan,myself。\"

  Apausewasinevitable。Itwasaratherlongone。Afterit,Bettytookbackherhalf—sovereignandreturnedittoherbag,butshepleasedacertainperversityinhimbylookingmoreannoyedthanconfused。

  \"Yes,\"shesaid。\"Yououghttohavetoldme,LordMountDunstan。\"

  Heslightlyshruggedhisbigshoulders。

  \"Whyshouldn’tyoutakemeforakeeper?YoucrossedtheAtlanticwithafourth—ratelookingfellowseparatedfromyoubybarriersofwoodandiron。Youcameuponhimtrampingoveranobleman’sestateinshabbycorduroysandgaiters,withagunoverhisshoulderandascowlonhisuglyface。WhyshouldyouleaptotheconclusionthatheisthebeltedEarlhimself?Thereisnocauseforembarrassment。\"

  \"Iamnotembarrassed,\"saidBettina。

  \"ThatiswhatIlike,\"gruffly。

  \"Iampleased,\"inhermellowestvelvetvoice,\"thatyoulikeit。\"

  Theireyesmetwithasingulardirectnessofgaze。Betweenthemasparkpassedwhichwasnotafterwardstobeextinguished,thoughneitherofthemknewthemomentofitskindling,andMountDunstanslightlyfrowned。

  \"Ibegpardon,\"hesaid。\"Youarequiteright。Ithadadeucedlypatronisingsound。\"

  AshestoodbeforeherBettywasgivenheropportunitytoseehimasshehadnotseenhimbefore,toconfrontthesumtotalofhisphysique。Hisred—browneyeslookedoutfromratherfineheavybrows,hisfeatureswerestrongandclear,thoughruggedlycut,hisbuildshowedweightofbone,notofflesh,andhislimbswerebigandlong。Hewouldhavewieldedabattle—axewithpowerincenturiesinwhichmenhewedtheirwaywiththem。Alsoitoccurredtoherhewouldhavelookedwellinacoatofmail。Hedidnotlookillinhiscorduroysandgaiters。

  \"Iamaself—absorbedbeggar,\"hewenton。\"Ihadbeenslouchingabouttheplace,almostdrivenmadbymythoughts,andwhenIsawyoutookmeforaservantmyfancywasforlettingthethinggoon。IfIhadbeenarichmaninsteadofapauperIwouldhavekeptyourhalf—sovereign。\"

  \"IshouldnothaveenjoyedthatwhenIfoundoutthetruth,\"saidMissVanderpoel\"No,Isupposeyouwouldn’t。ButIshouldnothavecared。\"

  Hewaslookingatherstraightlyandsummingherupasshehadsummedhimup。Amanandyoung,hedidnotmissalineoratintofherchinorcheek,shoulder,orbrow,ordense,liftedhair。Hehadalready,eveninhisguiseofkeeper,noticedonething,whichwasthatwhileattimeshereyesweretheblueofsteel,sometimestheymeltedtothecolourofbluebellsunderwater。Theyhadbeenofthislasthuewhenshehadstoodinthesunkengarden,forgettinghimandcryinglow:

  \"Oh,ifitweremine!Ifitweremine!\"

  HedidnotlikeAmericanwomenwithmillions,butwhilehewouldnothavesaidthathelikedher,hedidnotwishheryettomoveaway。Andshe,too,didnotwish,justyet,tomoveaway。Therewassomethingdramaticandabsorbinginthesituation。Shelookedoverthesoftlystirringgrassandsawthesunshinewasdeepeningitsgoldandtheshadowsweregrowinglong。Itwasnotahabitofherstoaskquestions,butsheaskedone。

  \"DidyounotlikeAmerica?\"waswhatshesaid。

  \"Hatedit!Hatedit!Iwentthereluredbyabeliefthatamanlikemyself,withmuscleandwill,evenwithoutexperience,couldmakeafortuneoutofsmallcapitalonasheepranch。Windandweatheranddiseaseplayedthedevilwithme。IlostthelittleIhadandcamebacktobeginoveragain——

  onnothing——here!\"Andhewavedhishandovertheparkwithitsswardandcoppiceandbrackenandthedeercroppinginthelateafternoongold。

  \"Tobeginwhatagain?\"saidBetty。Itwasanextraordinaryenoughthing,seeninthelightofconventions,thattheyshouldstandandtalklikethis。Butthesparkhadkindledbetweeneyeandeye,andbecauseofittheysuddenlyhadforgottenthattheywerestrangers。

  \"YouareanAmerican,soitmaynotseemasmadtoyouasitwouldtoothers。Tobegintobuildupagain,inoneman’slife,whathastakencenturiestogrow——andfallintothis。\"

  \"Itwouldbeasplendidthingtodo,\"shesaidslowly,andasshesaidithereyestookontheircolourofbluebells,becausewhatshehadseenhadmovedher。Shehadnotlookedathim,butatthecroppingdeerasshespoke,butathernextsentencesheturnedtohimagain。

  \"Whereshouldyoubegin?\"sheasked,andinsayingitthoughtofStornham。

  Helaughedshortly。

  \"ThatisAmericanenough,\"hesaid。\"Yourpeoplehavenotfinishedtheirbeginningsyetandliveinthespiritofthem。

  Itellyouofawildfancy,andyouacceptitasapossibilityandturnonmewith,`Whereshouldyoubegin?’\"

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