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  \"Thatisonewayofbeginning,\"saidBettina。\"Infact,itistheonlyway。\"

  Hedidnottellherthathelikedthat,butheknewthathedidlikeitandthathermerewordstouchedhimlikeaspur。

  Itwas,ofcourse,herlifelongbreathingoftheatmosphereofmillionswhichmadeforthisfashionofmovingatonceinthedirectionofobstaclespresentingtotherestoftheworldbarriersseeminglyinsurmountable。Andyettherewassomethingelseinit,somequalityofnaturewhichdidnotalonesuggesttheomnipotenceofwealth,butanotherthingwhichmightbeevenstrongerandthereforecarriedconviction。Hewhohadragedandclenchedhishandsinthefaceofhisknowledgeoftheaspecthisdreamwouldhavepresentedifhehadrevealedittotheordinarypracticalmind,feltthatapointofviewlikethiswasgoodforhim。Therewasinitstimulusforafleetingmomentatleast。

  \"Thatisagoodidea,\"heanswered。\"Whereshouldyoubegin?\"

  Sherepliedquiteseriously,thoughhecouldhaveimaginedsomegirlsrathersimperingoverthequestionasacasualjoke。

  \"Onewouldbeginatthefences,\"shesaid。\"Don’tyouthinkso?\"

  \"Thatispractical。\"

  \"ThatiswhereIshallbeginatStornham,\"reflectively。

  \"YouaregoingtobeginatStornham?\"

  \"Howcouldonehelpit?Itisnotaslargeorassplendidasthishasbeen,butitislikeitinaway。Anditwillbelongtomysister’sson。No,Icouldnothelpit。\"

  \"Isupposeyoucouldnot。\"Therewasahintofwhollyunconsciousresentmentinhistone。Hewasthinkingthattheeffectproducedbytheirboundlesswealthwastomakethesepeoplefeelasaraceofgiantsmight——eventheirwomenunknowinglyrevealedit。

  \"No,Icouldnot,\"washerreply。\"IsupposeIamonthewholeasortofcommercialworkingperson。Ihavenodoubtitiscommercial,thatinstinctwhichmakesoneresentseeingthingslosetheirvalue。\"

  \"Shallyoubeginitforthatreason?\"

  \"Partlyforthatone——partlyforanother。\"Sheheldoutherhandtohim。\"Lookatthelengthoftheshadows。I

  mustgo。Thankyou,LordMountDunstan,forshowingmetheplace,andthankyouforundeceivingme。\"

  Heheldthesidegateopenforherandliftedhiscapasshepassedthrough。Headmittedtohimself,withsomereluctance,thathewasnotcontentthatsheshouldgoevenyet,but,ofcourse,shemustgo。Therepassedthroughhismindaremotewonderwhyhehadsuddenlyunbosomedhimselftoherinawaysoextraordinarilyunlikehimself。Itwas,hethoughtnext,becauseashehadtakenheraboutfromoneplacetoanotherhehadknownthatshehadseeninthingswhathehadseeninthemsolong——themelancholyloneliness,thesignificanceofit,thelosthopesthatlaybehindit,thetouchingpainofthestatelinesswrecked。Shehadshownitinthewayinwhichshetenderlylookedfromsidetoside,intheverylightnessofherfootfall,inthebluebellsofteningofhereyes。Oh,yes,shehadunderstoodandcared,Americanasshewas!Shehadfeltitall,evenwithherhideousbackgroundofFifthAvenuebehindher。

  Whenhehadspokenithadbeenininvoluntaryresponsetoanemotioninherself。

  Sohestood,thinking,asheforsometimewatchedherwalkingupthesunset—glowingroad。

  CHAPTERXVI

  THEPARTICULARINCIDENT

  BettyVanderpoel’swalkbacktoStornhamdidnot,longthoughitwas,givehertimetofollowtoitsendthethreadofherthoughts。Mentallyshewalkedagainwithheruncommunicativeguide,throughwoodpathsandgardens,andstoodgazingatthegreatblind—facedhouse。Shehadnotgiventhemanmorethananoccasionalglanceuntilhehadtoldherhisname。Shehadbeentoomuchabsorbed,toomuchmoved,bywhatshehadbeenseeing。Shewondered,ifshehadbeenmoreawareofhim,whetherhisfacewouldhaverevealedagreatdeal。Shebelieveditwouldnot。Hehadmadehimselfoutwardlystolid。Butthethingmusthavebeenbitter。

  Tohimthewholestoryofthesplendidpastwasfamiliarevenifthroughhisownlifehehadlookedononlyatgradualdecay。Theremustbestoriesenoughofmenandwomenwhohadlivedintheplace,ofwhattheyhaddone,ofhowtheyhadloved,ofwhattheyhadcountedforintheircountry’swarsandpeacemakings,greatfunctionsandlaw—building。Tobeabletolookbackthroughcenturiesandknowofone’sbloodthatsometimesithadbeenshedinthedoingofgreatdeeds,mustbeathingtoremember。Torealisethatthecourageandhonourhadbeenlostinignoblemodernvices,whichnosenseofdignityandreverenceforraceandnamehadrestrained——

  mustbebitter——bitter!Andintheroleofaservanttoleadastrangeraboutamongtheruinsofwhathadbeen——thatmusthavebeenbitter,too。ForamomentBettyfeltthebitternessofitherselfandherredmouthtookuponitselfagrimline。

  Theworstofitforhimwasthathewasnotofthatstrainofhisracewhohadbeenthe\"badlot。\"The\"badlot\"hadbeentheweaklot,thevicious,theself—degrading。

  Scandalswhichhadshutmenoutfromtheirclassandkindwereusuallyofanuglytype。Thismanhadastrongjaw,apowerful,healthybody,andclean,thoughperhapshard,eyes。

  TheFirstManofthem,whohewedhiswaytothefront,whostoodfierceinthefaceofthings,whowonthefirstlandsandlaidthefirststones,mighthavebeenlikehiminbuildandlook。

  \"It’sadisgustingthing,\"shesaidtoherself,\"tothinkofthecorruptweaklingsthestrongonesdwindleddownto。I

  hatethem。Sodoeshe。\"

  Therehadbeenmanysuchoflateyears,sheknew。ShehadseentheminParis,inRome,eveninNewYork。Thingswiththinorover—thickbodiesandrecedingchinsandforeheads;

  thingshauntingplacesofamusementandfindinginordinateentertainmentinstrangejokesandhorseplay。Sheherselfhadhotbloodandafiercestrengthofrebellion,andshewaswonderinghow,ifthefatherandelderbrotherhadbeenthe\"badlot,\"hehadmanagedtostandstill,lookingon,andkeepinghishandsoffthem。

  ThelastgoldofthesunwasmellowingthegreystoneoftheterraceandenrichingthegreenoftheweedsthrustingthemselvesintolifebetweentheunevenflagswhenshereachedStornham,andpassingthroughthehousefoundLadyAnstrutherssittingthere。Insustenanceofherefforttokeepupappearances,shehadputonaweirdlittlemuslindressandhadelaboratedthedressingofherthinhair。Itwasnolongerdraggedbackstraightfromherface,andshelookedatriflelessabject,evenashadeprettier。Bettinasatupontheedgeofthebalustradeandtouchedthehairwithlightfingers,rufflingitalittlebecomingly。

  \"Ifyouhadwornitlikethisyesterday,\"shesaid,\"Ishouldhaveknownyou。\"

  \"Shouldyou,Betty?IneverlookintoamirrorifIcanhelpit,butwhenIdoIneverknowmyself。ThethingthatstaresbackatmewithitspaleeyesisnotRosy。But,ofcourse,everyonegrowsold。\"

  \"Notnow!Peoplearejustdiscoveringhowtogrowyounginstead。\"

  LadyAnstrutherslookedintotheclearcourageofherlaughingeyes。

  \"Somehow,\"shesaid,\"yousaystrangethingsinsuchawaythatonefeelsasiftheymustbetrue,however——howeverunlikeanythingelsetheyare。\"

  \"Theyarenotasnewastheyseem,\"saidBetty。\"Ancientphilosopherssaidthingslikethemcenturiesago,butpeopledidnotbelievethem。Wearejustbeginningtodragthemoutofthedustandfurbishthemupandpretendtheyareours,justaspeoplerubupandadornthemselveswithjewelsdugoutofexcavations。\"

  \"InAmericapeoplethinksomanynewthings,\"saidpoorlittleLadyAnstrutherswithyearninghumbleness。

  \"Thewholecivilisedworldisthinkingwhatyoucallnewthings,\"saidBetty。\"Theoldoneswon’tdo。Theyhavebeentried,andthoughtheyhavehelpedustotheplacewehavereached,theycannothelpusanyfarther。Wemustbeginagain。\"

  \"ItissuchalongtimesinceIbegan,\"saidRosy,\"suchalongtime。\"

  \"Thentheremustbeanotherbeginningforyou,too。Thehourhasstruck。\"

  LadyAnstruthersrosewithasinvoluntaryamovementasifastronghandhaddrawnhertoherfeet。ShestoodfacingBetty,apatheticlittlefigureinherwashed—outmuslinfrockandwithherwashed—outfaceandeyesandbeing,thoughonherfadedcheeksaflushwasrising。

  \"Oh,Betty!\"shesaid,\"Idon’tknowwhatthereisaboutyou,butthereissomethingwhichmakesonefeelasifyoubelievedeverythingandcoulddoeverything,andasifonebelievesYOU。Whateveryouweretosay,youwouldmakeitseemTRUE。IfyousaidthewildestthingintheworldIshouldBELIEVEyou。\"

  Bettygotup,too,andtherewasanextraordinarysteadinessinhereyes。

  \"Youmay,\"sheanswered。\"Ishallneversayonethingtoyouwhichisnotatruth,notonesinglething。\"

  \"Ibelievethat,\"saidRosyAnstruthers,withaquiveringmouth。\"Idobelieveitso。\"

  \"IwalkedtoMountDunstan,\"Bettysaidlater。

  \"Really?\"saidRosy。\"Thereandback?\"

  \"Yes,andallroundtheparkandthegardens。\"

  Rosylookedratheruncertain。

  \"Weren’tyoualittleafraidofmeetingsomeone?\"

  \"Ididmeetsomeone。AtfirstItookhimforagame—

  keeper。ButheturnedouttobeLordMountDunstan。\"

  LadyAnstruthersgasped。

  \"Whatdidhedo?\"sheexclaimed。\"Didhelookangryatseeingastranger?Theysayheissoill—temperedandrude。\"

  \"Ishouldfeelill—temperedifIwereinhisplace,\"saidBetty。\"Hehasenoughtorousehisevilpassionsandmakehimsavage。Whatafateforamanwithanysenseanddecencyoffeeling!Whatfoolsandcriminalsthelastgenerationofhishousemusthaveproduced!Iwonderhowsuchthingsevolvethemselves。Butheisdifferent——different。Onecanseeit。Ifhehadachance——justhalfachance——hewouldbuilditallupagain。AndIdon’tmeanmerelytheplace,butallthatonemeanswhenonesays`hishouse。’\"

  \"Hewouldneedagreatdealofmoney,\"sighedLadyAnstruthers。

  Bettynoddedslowlyasshelookedout,reflecting,intothepark。

  \"Yes,itwouldrequiremoney,\"washeradmission。

  \"Andhehasnone,\"LadyAnstruthersadded。\"Nonewhatever。\"

  \"Hewillgetsome,\"saidBetty,stillreflecting。\"Hewillmakeit,ordigitup,orsomeonewillleaveittohim。Thereisagreatdealofmoneyintheworld,andwhenastrongcreatureoughttohavesomeofithegetsit。\"

  \"Oh,Betty!\"saidRosy。\"Oh,Betty!\"

  \"Watchthatman,\"saidBetty;\"youwillsee。Itwillcome。\"

  LadyAnstruthers’mind,workingatnotimeoncomplexlines,presentedherwithasimplemodernsolution。

  \"PerhapshewillmarryanAmerican,\"shesaid,andsayingit,sighedagain。

  \"Hewillnotdoitonpurpose。\"BettinaansweredslowlyandwithsuchanairofabsenceofmindthatRosylaughedalittle。

  \"Willhedoitaccidentally,oragainsthiswill?\"shesaid。

  Bettyherselfsmiled。

  \"Perhapshewill,\"shesaid。\"ThereareEnglishmenwhoratherdislikeAmericans。Ithinkheisoneofthem。\"

  ItapparentlybecamenecessaryforLadyAnstruthers,amomentlater,toleanuponthestonebalustradeandpickoffayoungleaforso,fornoreasonwhatever,unlessthatindoingsosheavertedherlookfromhersisterasshemadehernextremark。

  \"Areyou——whenareyougoingtowritetofatherandmother?\"

  \"Ihavewritten,\"withunembarrassedevennessoftone。

  \"Motherwillbecountingthedays。\"

  \"Mother!\"Rosybreathed,withasoftlittlegasp。\"Mother!\"andturnedherfacefartheraway。\"Whatdidyoutellher?\"

  Bettymovedovertoherandstoodcloseatherside。Thepowerofherpersonalityenvelopedthetremulouscreatureasifithadbeenasenseofwarmth。

  \"Itoldherhowbeautifultheplacewas,andhowUghtredadoredyou——andhowyoulovedusall,andlongedtoseeNewYorkagain。\"

  ThereliefinthepoorlittlefacewassoimmensethatBetty’sheartshookbeforeit。LadyAnstrutherslookedupatherwithadoringeyes。

  \"Imighthaveknown,\"shesaid;\"Imighthaveknownthat——thatyouwouldonlysaytherightthing。Youcouldn’tsaythewrongthing,Betty。\"

  Bettybentoverherandspokealmostyearningly。

  \"Whateverhappens,\"shesaid,\"wewilltakecarethatmotherisnothurt。She’stookind——she’stoogood——she’stootender。\"

  \"ThatiswhatIhaveremembered,\"saidLadyAnstruthersbrokenly。\"SheusedtoholdmeonherlapwhenIwasquitegrownup。Oh!hersoft,warmarms——herwarmshoulder!

  Ihavesowantedher。\"

  \"Shehaswantedyou,\"Bettyanswered。\"Shethinksofyoujustasshedidwhensheheldyouonherlap。\"

  \"Butifshesawmenow——lookinglikethis!Ifshesawme!SometimesIhaveevenbeengladtothinksheneverwould。\"

  \"Shewill。\"Betty’stonewascoolandclear。\"ButbeforeshedoesIshallhavemadeyoulooklikeyourself。\"

  LadyAnstruthers’thinhandclosedonherpluckedleavesconvulsively,andthenopeningletthemdropuponthestoneoftheterrace。

  \"Weshallneverseeeachother。Itwouldn’tbepossible,\"

  shesaid。\"Andthereisnomagicintheworldnow,Betty。

  Youcan’tbringback————\"

  \"Yes,youcan,\"saidBettina。\"Andwhatusedtobecalledmagicisonlythecontrolledworkingofthelawandorderofthingsinthesedays。Wemusttalkitallover。\"

  LadyAnstruthersbecamealittlepale。

  \"What?\"sheasked,lowandnervously,andBettysawherglancesidewaysatthewindowsoftheroomwhichopenedontotheterrace。

  Bettytookherhandanddrewherdownintoachair。Shesatnearherandlookedherstraightintheface。

  \"Don’tbefrightened,\"shesaid。\"Itellyouthereisnoneedtobefrightened。WearenotlivingintheMiddleAges。ThereisapolicemaneveninStornhamvillage,andwearewithinfourhoursofLondon,wheretherearethousands。\"

  LadyAnstrutherstriedtolaugh,butdidnotsucceedverywell,andherforeheadflushed。

  \"Idon’tquiteknowwhyIseemsonervous,\"shesaid。

  \"It’sverysillyofme。\"

  Shewasstilltimidenoughtoclingtosomeragofpretence,butBettyknewthatitwouldfallaway。Shedidthewisestpossiblething,whichwastomakeanapparentlyimpersonalremark。

  \"Iwantyoutogoovertheplacewithmeandshowmeeverything。Wallsandfencesandgreenhousesandoutbuildingsmustnotbeallowedtocrumbleaway。\"

  \"What?\"criedRosy。\"Haveyouseenallthatalready?\"

  Sheactuallystaredather。\"Howpracticaland——andAmerican!\"

  \"Toseethatawallhasfallenwhenyoufindyourselfobligedtowalkroundapileofgrass—grownbrickwork?\"saidBetty。

  LadyAnstruthersstillsoftlystared。

  \"What——whatareyouthinkingof?\"sheasked。

  \"Thinkingthatitisalltoobeautiful————\"Betty’slooksweptthelovelinessspreadabouther,\"toobeautifulandtoovaluabletobeallowedtoloseitsvalueanditsbeauty。\"SheturnedhereyesbacktoRosyandthedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditselfdelightfully。\"Itisathrowingawayofcapital,\"

  sheadded。

  \"Oh!\"criedLadyAnstruthers,\"howcleveryouare!

  Andyoulooksodifferent,Betty。\"

  \"DoIlookstupid?\"thedimpledeepening。\"Imusttrytoalterthat。\"

  \"Don’ttrytoalteryourlooks,\"saidRosy。\"Itisyourlooksthatmakeyouso——sowonderful。Butusuallywomen——

  girls————\"Rosypaused。

  \"Oh,Ihavebeentrained,\"laughedBetty。\"Iamthespoileddaughterofabusinessmanofgenius。Hisbusinessisanartandascience。Ihavehadadvantages。Hehasletmehearhimtalk。Ievenknowsometriflingthingsaboutstocks。

  Notenoughtodomevitalinjury——butsomething。WhatI

  knowbestofall,\"——herlaughendedandhereyeschangedtheirlook,——\"isthatitisablundertothinkthatbeautyisnotcapital——thathappinessisnot——andthatbotharenotthegreatestassetsinthescheme。This,\"withawaveofherhand,takinginalltheysaw,\"isbeauty,anditoughttobehappiness,anditmustbetakencareof。ItisyourhomeandUghtred’s————\"

  \"ItisNigel’s,\"putinRosy。

  \"Itisentailed,isn’tit?\"turningquickly。\"Hecannotsellit?\"

  \"Ifhecouldweshouldnotbesittinghere,\"ruefully。

  \"Thenhecannotobjecttoitsbeingrescuedfromruin。\"

  \"Hewillobjectto——tomoneybeingspentonthingshedoesnotcarefor。\"LadyAnstruthers’voicelowereditself,asitalwaysdidwhenshespokeofherhusband,andsheindulgedintheinvoluntaryhastyglanceabouther。

  \"Iamgoingtomyroomtotakeoffmyhat,\"Bettysaid。

  \"Willyoucomewithme?\"

  Shewentintothehouse,talkingquietlyofordinarythings,andinthiswaytheymountedthestairwaytogetherandpassedalongthegallerywhichledtoherroom。Whentheyentereditsheclosedthedoor,lockedit,and,takingoffherhat,laiditaside。Afterdoingwhichshesat。

  \"Noonecanhearandnoonecancomein,\"shesaid。\"Andiftheycould,youareafraidofthingsyouneednotbeafraidofnow。TellmewhathappenedwhenyouweresoillafterUghtredwasborn。\"

  \"Youguessedthatithappenedthen,\"gaspedLadyAnstruthers。

  \"Itwasagoodtimetomakeanythinghappen,\"repliedBettina。\"Youwereprostrated,youwereachild,andfeltyourselfcastoffhopelesslyfromthepeoplewholovedyou。\"

  \"Forever!Forever!\"LadyAnstruthers’voicewasasharplittlemoan。\"ThatwaswhatIfelt——thatnothingcouldeverhelpme。Idarednotwritethings。Hetoldmehewouldnothaveit——thathewouldstopanyhystericalcomplaints——thathismothercouldtestifythathebehavedperfectlytome。Shewastheonlypersonintheroomwithuswhen——when————\"

  \"When?\"saidBetty。

  LadyAnstruthersshuddered。SheleanedforwardandcaughtBetty’shandbetweenherownshakingones。

  \"Hestruckme!Hestruckme!Hesaiditneverhappened——

  butitdid——itdid!Betty,itdid!Thatwastheonethingthatcamebacktomeclearest。HesaidthatIwasindelirioushysterics,andthatIhadstruggledwithhismotherandhimself,becausetheytriedtokeepmequiet,andpreventtheservantshearing。OneawfuldayhebroughtLadyAnstruthersintotheroom,andtheystoodoverme,asIlayinbed,andshefixedhereyesonmeandsaidthatshe——beinganEnglishwoman,andapersonwhosewordwouldbebelieved,couldtellpeoplethetruth——myfatherandmother,ifnecessary,thatmyspoiled,hystericalAmericantempershadcreatedunhappinessforme——merelybecauseIwasboredbylifeinthecountryandwantedexcitement。Itriedtoanswer,buttheywouldnotletme,andwhenIbegantoshakeallover,theysaidthatIwasthrowingmyselfintohystericsagain。Andtheytoldthedoctorso,andhebelievedit。\"

  Thepossibilitiesofthesituationwereplainlytobeseen。

  Fate,intheformoftemperamentitself,hadbeenagainsther。

  ItwasclearenoughtoBettyasshepattedandstrokedthethinhands。\"Iunderstand。Tellmetherest,\"shesaid。

  LadyAnstruthers’headdropped。

  \"WhenIwasloneliest,anddyingofhomesickness,andsoweakthatIcouldnotspeakwithoutsobbing,hecametome——itwasonemorningafterIhadbeenlyingawakeallnight——andhebegantoseemkinder。Hehadnotbeennearmefortwodays,andIhadthoughtIwasgoingtobelefttodiealone——andmotherwouldneverknow。Hesaidhehadbeenreflectingandthathewasafraidthatwehadmisunderstoodeachother——becausewebelongedtodifferentcountries,andhadbeenbroughtupindifferentways————\"shepaused。

  \"Andthatifyouunderstoodhispositionandconsideredit,youmightbothbequitehappy,\"Bettygaveinquiettermination。

  LadyAnstruthersstarted。

  \"Oh,youknowitall!\"sheexclaimed\"OnlybecauseIhavehearditbefore。Itisanoldtrick。

  Andbecauseheseemedkindandrelenting,youtriedtounderstand——andsignedsomething。\"

  \"IWANTEDtounderstand。IWANTEDtobelieve。Whatdiditmatterwhichofushadthemoney,ifwelikedeachotherandwerehappy?Hetoldmethingsabouttheestate,andabouttheenormouscostofit,andhisbadluck,anddebtshecouldnothelp。AndIsaidthatIwoulddoanythingif——ifwecouldonlybelikemotherandfather。AndhekissedmeandIsignedthepaper。\"

  \"Andthen?\"

  \"HewenttoLondonthenextday,andthentoParis。Hesaidhewasobligedtogoonbusiness。Hewasawayamonth。

  Andafteraweekhadpassed,LadyAnstruthersbegantoberestlessandangry,andoncesheflewintoarage,andtoldmeIwasafool,andthatifIhadbeenanEnglishwoman,Ishouldhavehadsomedecentcontrolovermyhusband,becausehewouldhaverespectedme。IntimeIfoundoutwhatIhaddone。Itdidnottakelong。\"

  \"Thepaperyousigned,\"saidBetty,\"gavehimcontroloveryourmoney?\"

  Aforlornnodwastheanswer。

  \"Andsincethenhehasdoneashechose,andhehasnotchosentocareforStornham。Andoncehemadeyouwritetofather,toaskformoremoney?\"

  \"Ididitonce。Ineverwoulddoitagain。Hehastriedtomakeme。HealwayssaysitistosaveStornhamforUghtred。\"

  \"NothingcantakeStornhamfromUghtred。Itmaycometohimaruin,butitwillcometohim。\"

  \"HesaystherearelegalpointsIcannotunderstand。Andhesaysheisspendingmoneyonit。\"

  \"Where?\"

  \"He——doesn’tgointothat。IfIweretoaskquestions,hewouldmakemeknowthatIhadbetterstop。HesaysIknownothingaboutthings。Andheisright。Hehasneverallowedmetoknowand——andIamnotlikeyou,Betty。\"

  \"Whenyousignedthepaper,youdidnotrealisethatyouweredoingsomethingyoucouldneverundoandthatyouwouldbeforcedtosubmittotheconsequences?\"

  \"I——Ididn’trealiseanythingbutthatitwouldkillmetoliveasIhadbeenliving——feelingasiftheyhatedme。AndIwassogladandthankfulthatheseemedkinder。ItwasasifIhadbeenontherack,andheturnedthescrewsback,andIwasreadytodoanything——anything——ifImightbetakenoff。Oh,Betty!youknow,don’tyou,that——thatifhewouldonlyhavebeenalittlekind——justalittle——Iwouldhaveobeyedhimalways,andgivenhimeverything。\"

  Bettysatandlookedather,withdeeplyponderingeyes。

  Shewasconfrontingthefactthatitseemedpossiblethatonemustbuildanewsoulforheraswellasanewbody。Inthesedaysofscienceandgrowingsanityofthought,onedidnotstandhelplessbeforetheproblemofphysicalrebuilding,and——andperhaps,ifonecouldpourlifeintoacreature,thesoulofitwouldrespond,andwakeagain,andgrow。

  \"Youdonotknowwhereheis?\"shesaidaloud。\"Youabsolutelydonotknow?\"

  \"Ineverknowexactly,\"LadyAnstruthersanswered。\"Hewashereforafewdaystheweekbeforeyoucame。Hesaidhewasgoingabroad。Hemightappearto—morrow,Imightnothearofhimforsixmonths。Ican’thelphopingnowthatitwillbethesixmonths。\"

  \"Whyparticularlynow?\"inquiredBetty。

  LadyAnstruthersflushedandlookedshyandawkward。

  \"Becauseof——you。Idon’tknowwhathewouldsay。I

  don’tknowwhathewoulddo。\"

  \"Tome?\"saidBetty。

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