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  ”Iftheproprietorhadeyes,”hesaid,”hewouldshowyouthedoor;youhavebrokenthroughhisdecorations。”Thuslightlyhesmotheredupanemotionalmoment。Havingeatencoldbeef,pickledwalnut,gooseberrytart,anddrunkstone-bottleginger-beer,theywalkedintothePark,andlighttalkwassucceededbythesilenceJolyonhaddreaded。”Youhaven’ttoldmeaboutParis,”hesaidatlast。”No。I’vebeenshadowedforalongtime;onegetsusedtothat。

  ButthenSoamescame。BythelittleNiobe——thesamestory;wouldI

  gobacktohim?””Incredible!”

  Shehadspokenwithoutraisinghereyes,butshelookedupnow。

  Thosedarkeyesclingingtohissaidasnowordscouldhave:’I

  havecometoanend;ifyouwantme,hereIam。’

  Forsheeremotionalintensityhadheever——oldashewas——passedthroughsuchamoment?

  Thewords:’Irene,Iadoreyou!’almostescapedhim。Then,withaclearnessofwhichhewouldnothavebelievedmentalvisioncapable,hesawJollylyingwithawhitefaceturnedtoawhitewall。”Myboyisveryilloutthere,”hesaidquietly。

  Ireneslippedherarmthroughhis。”Let’swalkon;Iunderstand。”

  Nomiserableexplanationtoattempt!Shehadunderstood!Andtheywalkedonamongthebracken,knee-highalready,betweentherabbitholesandtheoak-trees,talkingofJolly。HelefthertwohourslaterattheRichmondHillGate,andturnedtowardshome。

  ’Sheknowsofmyfeelingforher,then,’hethought。Ofcourse!

  Onecouldnotkeepknowledgeofthatfromsuchawoman!

  CHAPTERIV

  OVERTHERIVER

  Jollywastiredtodeathofdreams。Theyhadlefthimnowtoowanandweaktodreamagain;lefthimtolietorpid,faintlyrememberingfar-offthings;justabletoturnhiseyesandgazethroughthewindownearhiscotatthetrickleofriverrunningbyinthesands,atthestragglingmilk-bushoftheKaroobeyond。HeknewwhattheKaroowasnow,evenifhehadnotseenaBoerrolloverlikearabbit,orheardthewhineofflyingbullets。Thispestilencehadsneakedonhimbeforehehadsmelledpowder。A

  thirstydayandarashdrink,orperhapsataintedfruit——whoknew?

  Nothe,whohadnotevenstrengthlefttogrudgetheevilthingitsvictory——justenoughtoknowthatthereweremanylyingherewithhim,thathewassorewithfrenzieddreaming;justenoughtowatchthatthreadofriverandbeabletorememberfaintlythosefar-awaythings……

  Thesunwasnearlydown。Itwouldbecoolersoon。Hewouldhavelikedtoknowthetime——tofeelhisoldwatch,sobutter-smooth,toheartherepeaterstrike。Itwouldhavebeenfriendly,home-like。

  Hehadnotevenstrengthtorememberthattheoldwatchwaslastwoundthedayhebegantoliehere。Thepulseofhisbrainbeatsofeeblythatfaceswhichcameandwent,nurse’s,doctor’s,orderly’s,wereindistinguishable,justoneindifferentface;andthewordsspokenabouthimmeantallthesamething,andthatalmostnothing。Thosethingsheusedtodo,thoughfarandfaint,weremoredistinct——walkingpastthefootoftheoldstepsatHarrow’bill’——’Here,sir!Here,sir!’——wrappingbootsintheWestminsterGazette,greenishpaper,shiningboots——grandfathercomingfromsomewheredark——asmellofearth——themushroomhouse!

  RobinHill!BuryingpooroldBalthasarintheleaves!Dad!

  Home……

  Consciousnesscameagainwithnoticingthattheriverhadnowaterinit——someonewasspeakingtoo。Wantanything?No。Whatcouldonewant?Tooweaktowant——onlytohearhiswatchstrike……

  Holly!Shewouldn’tbowlproperly。Oh!Pitchthemup!Notsneaks!……’Backher,TwoandBow!’HewasTwo!……Consciousnesscameoncemorewithasenseofthevioletduskoutside,andarisingblood-redcrescentmoon。Hiseyesrestedonitfascinated;

  inthelongminutesofbrain-nothingnessitwentmovingupandup……”He’sgoing,doctor!”Notpackbootsagain?Never?’Mindyourform,Two!’Don’tcry!Goquietly-overtheriver——sleep!……

  Dark?Ifsomebodywould——strike——his——watch!……

  CHAPTERV

  SOAMESACTS

  AsealedletterinthehandwritingofMr。PolteedremainedunopenedinSoames’pocketthroughouttwohoursofsustainedattentiontotheaffairsofthe’NewCollieryCompany,’which,decliningalmostfromthemomentofoldJolyon’sretirementfromtheChairmanship,hadlatelyrundownsofastthattherewasnownothingforitbuta’winding-up。’HetooktheletterouttolunchathisCityClub,sacredtohimforthemealshehadeatentherewithhisfatherintheearlyseventies,whenJamesusedtolikehimtocomeandseefarhimselfthenatureofhisfuturelife。

  Hereinaremotecornerbeforeaplateofroastmuttonandmashedpotato,heread:”DEARSIR,”Inaccordancewithyoursuggestionwehavedulytakenthematterupattheotherendwithgratifyingresults。Observationof47hasenabledustolocate17attheGreenHotel,Richmond。ThetwohavebeenobservedtomeetdailyduringthepastweekinRichmondPark。

  Nothingabsolutelycrucialhassofarbeennotified。ButinconjunctionwithwhatwehadfromParisatthebeginningoftheyear,IamconfidentwecouldnowsatisfytheCourt。Weshall,ofcourse,continuetowatchthematteruntilwehearfromyou。”Veryfaithfullyyours,”CLAUDPOLTEED。’

  Soamesreaditthroughtwiceandbeckonedtothewaiter:”Takethisaway;it’scold。””ShallIbringyousomemore,sir?””No。Getmesomecoffeeintheotherroom。”

  And,payingforwhathehadnoteaten,hewentout,passingtwoacquaintanceswithoutsignofrecognition。

  ’SatisfytheCourt!’hethought,sittingatalittleroundmarbletablewiththecoffeebeforehim。ThatfellowJolyon!Hepouredouthiscoffee,sweetenedanddrankit。Hewoulddisgracehimintheeyesofhisownchildren!Andrising,withthatresolutionhotwithinhim,hefoundforthefirsttimetheinconvenienceofbeinghisownsolicitor。Hecouldnottreatthisscandalousmatterinhisownoffice。Hemustcommitthesoulofhisprivatedignitytoastranger,someotherprofessionaldealerinfamilydishonour。

  Whowastherehecouldgoto?LinkmanandLaverinBudgeRow,perhaps——reliable,nottooconspicuous,onlynoddingacquaintances。

  ButbeforehesawthemhemustseePolteedagain。ButatthisthoughtSoameshadamomentofsheerweakness。Topartwithhissecret?Howfindthewords?Howsubjecthimselftocontemptandsecretlaughter?Yet,afterall,thefellowknewalready——ohyes,heknew!And,feelingthathemustfinishwithitnow,hetookacabintotheWestEnd。

  InthishotweatherthewindowofMr。Polteed’sroomwaspositivelyopen,andtheonlyprecautionwasawiregauze,preventingtheintrusionofflies。Twoorthreehadtriedtocomein,andbeencaught,sothattheyseemedtobeclingingtherewiththeintentionofbeingdevouredpresently。Mr。Polteed,followingthedirectionofhisclient’seye,roseapologeticallyandclosedthewindow。

  ’Posingass!’thoughtSoames。Likeallwhofundamentallybelieveinthemselveshewasrisingtotheoccasion,and,withhislittlesidewaysmile,hesaid:”I’vehadyourletter。I’mgoingtoact。

  Isupposeyouknowwhotheladyyou’vebeenwatchingreallyis?”

  Mr。Polteed’sexpressionatthatmomentwasamasterpiece。Itsoclearlysaid:’Well,whatdoyouthink?Butmereprofessionalknowledge,Iassureyou——prayforgiveit!’Hemadealittlehalfairymovementwithhishand,aswhoshouldsay:’Suchthings——suchthingswillhappentousall!’”Verywell,then,”saidSoames,moisteninghislips:”there’snoneedtosaymore。I’minstructingLinkmanandLaverofBudgeRowtoactforme。Idon’twanttohearyourevidence,butkindlymakeyourreporttothematfiveo’clock,andcontinuetoobservetheutmostsecrecy。”

  Mr。Polteedhalfclosedhiseyes,asiftocomplyatonce。”Mydearsir,”hesaid。”Areyouconvinced,”askedSoameswithsuddenenergy,”thatthereisenough?”

  ThefaintestmovementoccurredtoMr。Polteed’sshoulders。”Youcanriskit,”hemurmured;”withwhatwehave,andhumannature,youcanriskit。”

  Soamesrose。”YouwillaskforMr。Linkman。Thanks;don’tgetup。”HecouldnotbearMr。Polteedtoslideasusualbetweenhimandthedoor。InthesunlightofPiccadillyhewipedhisforehead。

  Thishadbeentheworstofit——hecouldstandthestrangersbetter。

  AndhewentbackintotheCitytodowhatstilllaybeforehim。

  ThateveninginParkLane,watchinghisfatherdine,hewasoverwhelmedbyhisoldlongingforason——ason,towatchhimeatashewentdowntheyears,tobetakenonhiskneeasJamesonatimehadbeenwonttotakehim;asonofhisownbegetting,whocouldunderstandhimbecausehewasthesamefleshandblood——

  understand,andcomforthim,andbecomemorerichandculturedthanhimselfbecausehewouldstartevenbetteroff。Togetold——likethatthin,greywiry-frailfiguresittingthere——andbequitealonewithpossessionsheapinguparoundhim;totakenointerestinanythingbecauseithadnofutureandmustpassawayfromhimtohandsandmouthsandeyesforwhomhecarednojot!No!Hewouldforceitthroughnow,andbefreetomarry,andhaveasontocareforhimbeforehegrewtobeliketheoldoldmanhisfather,wistfullywatchingnowhissweetbread,nowhisson。

  Inthatmoodhewentuptobed。But,lyingwarmbetweenthosefinelinensheetsofEmily’sproviding,hewasvisitedbymemoriesandtorture。VisionsofIrene,almostthesolidfeelingofherbody,besethim。Whyhadheeverbeenfoolenoughtoseeheragain,andletthisfloodbackonhimsothatitwaspaintothinkofherwiththatfellow——thatstealingfellow。

  CHAPTERVI

  ASUMMERDAY

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