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  Thedayhehadspokentoherinhis“Parlors“shehadonlybeenterrified。Ifhehadconfinedhimselftomerelyspeaking,asdidMarcus,topleadingwithher,towooingheratadistance,forestallingherwishes,showingherlittleattentions,sendingherboxesofcandy,shecouldhaveeasilywithstoodhim。Buthehadonlytotakeherinhisarms,tocrushdownherstrugglewithhisenormousstrength,tosubdueher,conquerherbysheerbruteforce,andshegaveupinaninstant。

  Butwhy——whyhadshedoneso?Whydidshefeelthedesire,thenecessityofbeingconqueredbyasuperiorstrength?

  Whydiditpleaseher?Whyhaditsuddenlythrilledherfromheadtofootwithaquick,terrifyinggustofpassion,thelikeofwhichshehadneverknown?NeverathisbesthadMarcusmadeherfeellikethat,andyetshehadalwaysthoughtshecaredforCousinMarkmorethanforanyoneelse。

  WhenMcTeaguehadallatoncecaughtherinhishugearms,somethinghadleapedtolifeinher——somethingthathadhithertolaindormant,somethingstrongandoverpowering。

  Itfrightenedhernowasshethoughtofit,thissecondselfthathadwakenedwithinher,andthatshoutedandclamoredforrecognition。Andyet,wasittobefeared?Wasitsomethingtobeashamedof?Wasitnot,afterall,natural,clean,spontaneous?Trinaknewthatshewasapuregirl;

  knewthatthissuddencommotionwithinhercarriedwithitnosuggestionofvice。

  Dimly,asfiguresseeninawakingdream,theseideasfloatedthroughTrina’smind。Itwasquitebeyondhertorealizethemclearly;shecouldnotknowwhattheymeant。

  UntilthatrainydaybytheshoreofthebayTrinahadlivedherlifewithaslittleself-consciousnessasatree。Shewasfrank,straightforward,ahealthy,naturalhumanbeing,withoutsexasyet。Shewasalmostlikeaboy。Atoncetherehadbeenamysteriousdisturbance。Thewomanwithinhersuddenlyawoke。

  DidsheloveMcTeague?Difficultquestion。Didshechoosehimforbetterorforworse,deliberately,ofherownfreewill,orwasTrinaherselfallowedevenachoiceinthetakingofthatstepthatwastomakeormarherlife?TheWomanisawakened,and,startingfromhersleep,catchesblindlyatwhatfirsthernewlyopenedeyeslightupon。Itisaspell,awitchery,ruledbychancealone,inexplicable——afairyqueenenamoredofaclownwithass’sears。

  McTeaguehadawakenedtheWoman,and,whethershewouldorno,shewashisnowirrevocably;struggleagainstitasshewould,shebelongedtohim,bodyandsoul,forlifeorfordeath。Shehadnotsoughtit,shehadnotdesiredit。Thespellwaslaiduponher。Wasitablessing?Wasitacurse?Itwasallone;shewashis,indissolubly,forevilorforgood。

  Andhe?Theveryactofsubmissionthatboundthewomantohimforeverhadmadeherseemlessdesirableinhiseyes。

  Theirundoinghadalreadybegun。Yetneitherofthemwastoblame。Fromthefirsttheyhadnotsoughteachother。

  Chancehadbroughtthemfacetoface,andmysteriousinstinctsasungovernableasthewindsofheavenwereatworkknittingtheirlivestogether。Neitherofthemhadaskedthatthisthingshouldbe——thattheirdestinies,theirverysouls,shouldbethesportofchance。Iftheycouldhaveknown,theywouldhaveshunnedthefearfulrisk。Buttheywereallowednovoiceinthematter。Whyshoulditallbe?

  IthadbeenonaWednesdaythatthesceneintheBStreetstationhadtakenplace。Throughouttherestoftheweek,ateveryhouroftheday,Trinaaskedherselfthesamequestion:“DoIlovehim?DoIreallylovehim?Isthiswhatloveislike?“AssherecalledMcTeague——recalledhishuge,square-cuthead,hissalientjaw,hisshockofyellowhair,hisheavy,lumberingbody,hisslowwits——shefoundlittletoadmireinhimbeyondhisphysicalstrength,andatsuchmomentssheshookherheaddecisively。“No,surelyshedidnotlovehim。“Sundayafternoon,however,McTeaguecalled。Trinahadpreparedalittlespeechforhim。ShewastotellhimthatshedidnotknowwhathadbeenthematterwithherthatWednesdayafternoon;thatshehadactedlikeabadgirl;thatshedidnotlovehimwellenoughtomarryhim;thatshehadtoldhimasmuchoncebefore。

  McTeaguesawheraloneinthelittlefrontparlor。Theinstantsheappearedhecamestraighttowardsher。Shesawwhathewasbentupondoing。“Waitaminute,“shecried,puttingoutherhands。“Wait。Youdon’tunderstand。I

  havegotsomethingtosaytoyou。“Shemightaswellhavetalkedtothewind。McTeagueputasideherhandswithasinglegesture,andgrippedhertohiminabearlikeembracethatallbutsmotheredher。Trinawasbutareedbeforethatgiantstrength。McTeagueturnedherfacetohisandkissedheragainuponthemouth。WherewasallTrina’sresolvethen?Wherewashercarefullypreparedlittlespeech?

  Wherewasallherhesitationandtorturingdoubtsofthelastfewdays?SheclaspedMcTeague’shugeredneckwithbothherslenderarms;sheraisedheradorablelittlechinandkissedhiminreturn,exclaiming:“Oh,Idoloveyou!I

  doloveyou!“Neverafterwardwerethetwosohappyasatthatmoment。

  Alittlelaterinthatsameweek,whenMarcusandMcTeagueweretakinglunchatthecarconductors’coffee-joint,theformersuddenlyexclaimed:

  “Say,Mac,nowthatyou’vegotTrina,yououghttodomoreforher。Bydamn!yououghtto,forafact。Whydon’tyoutakeheroutsomewhere——tothetheatre,orsomewhere?Youain’tontoyourjob。“

  Naturally,McTeaguehadtoldMarcusofhissuccesswithTrina。Marcushadtakenonagrandair。

  “You’vegother,haveyou?Well,I’mgladofit,oldman。I

  am,forafact。Iknowyou’llbehappywithher。I

  knowhowIwouldhavebeen。Iforgiveyou;yes,Iforgiveyou,freely。“

  McTeaguehadnotthoughtoftakingTrinatothetheatre。

  “YouthinkIoughtto,Mark?“heinquired,hesitating。

  Marcusanswered,withhismouthfullofsuetpudding:

  “Why,ofcourse。That’sthepropercaper。“

  “Well——well,that’sso。Thetheatre——that’stheword。“

  “TakehertothevarietyshowattheOrpheum。There’sagoodshowtherethisweek;you’llhavetotakeMrs。Sieppe,too,ofcourse,“headded。Marcuswasnotsureofhimselfasregardedcertainproprieties,nor,forthatmatter,wereanyofthepeopleofthelittleworldofPolkStreet。Theshopgirls,theplumbers’apprentices,thesmalltradespeople,andtheirlike,whosesocialpositionwasnotclearlydefined,couldneverbesurehowfartheycouldgoandyetpreservetheir“respectability。“Whentheywishedtobe“proper,“theyinvariablyoverdidthething。Itwasnotasiftheybelongedtothe“tough“element,whohadnoappearancestokeepup。PolkStreetrubbedelbowswiththe“avenue“oneblockabove。Therewerecertainlimitswhichitsdwellerscouldnotoverstep;butunfortunatelyforthem,theselimitswerepoorlydefined。Theycouldneverbesureofthemselves。Atanunguardedmomenttheymightbetakenfor“toughs,“sotheygenerallyerredintheotherdirection,andwereabsurdlyformal。Nopeoplehaveakeenereyefortheamenitiesthanthosewhosesocialpositionisnotassured。

  “Oh,sure,you’llhavetotakehermother,“insistedMarcus。

  “Itwouldn’tbetheproperracketifyoudidn’t。“

  McTeagueundertooktheaffair。Itwasanordeal。Neverinhislifehadhebeensoperturbed,sohorriblyanxious。HecalleduponTrinathefollowingWednesdayandmadearrangements。Mrs。SieppeaskediflittleAugustmightbeincluded。Itwouldconsolehimforthelossofhissteamboat。

  “Sure,sure,“saidMcTeague。“Augusttoo——everybody,“headded,vaguely。

  “Wealwayshavetoleavesoearly,“complainedTrina,“inordertocatchthelastboat。Justwhenit’sbecominginteresting。“

  AtthisMcTeague,actinguponasuggestionofMarcusSchouler’s,insistedtheyshouldstayattheflatovernight。Marcusandthedentistwouldgiveuptheirroomstothemandsleepatthedoghospital。TherewasabedthereinthesickwardthatoldGrannissometimesoccupiedwhenabadcaseneededwatching。AllatonceMcTeaguehadanidea,averitableinspiration。

  “Andwe’ll——we’ll——we’llhave——what’sthematterwithhavingsomethingtoeatafterwardinmy“Parlors?“

  “Vairygoot,“commentedMrs。Sieppe。“Bier,eh?Andsomedamales。“

  “Oh,Ilovetamales!“exclaimedTrina,claspingherhands。

  McTeaguereturnedtothecity,rehearsinghisinstructionsoverandover。Thetheatrepartybegantoassumetremendousproportions。Firstofall,hewastogettheseats,thethirdorfourthrowfromthefront,ontheleft-handside,soastobeoutofthehearingofthedrumsintheorchestra;hemustmakearrangementsabouttheroomswithMarcus,mustgetinthebeer,butnotthetamales;mustbuyforhimselfawhitelawntie——soMarcusdirected;mustlooktoitthatMariaMacapaputhisroominperfectorder;and,finally,mustmeettheSieppesattheferryslipathalf-

  pastseventhefollowingMondaynight。

  Thereallaboroftheaffairbeganwiththebuyingofthetickets。AtthetheatreMcTeaguegotintowrongentrances;

  wassentfromonewickettoanother;wasbewildered,confused;misunderstooddirections;wasatonemomentsuddenlyconvincedthathehadnotenoughmoneywithhim,andstartedtoreturnhome。Finallyhefoundhimselfatthebox-officewicket。

  “Isithereyoubuyyourseats?“

  “Howmany?“

  “Isithere——“

  “Whatnightdoyouwant’em?Yes,sir,here’stheplace。“

  McTeaguegravelydeliveredhimselfoftheformulahehadbeenrecitingforthelastdozenhours。

  “IwantfourseatsforMondaynightinthefourthrowfromthefront,andontheright-handside。“

  “Righthandasyoufacethehouseorasyoufacethestage?“McTeaguewasdumfounded。

  “Iwanttobeontheright-handside,“heinsisted,stolidly;adding,“inordertobeawayfromthedrums。“

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