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  “Lookatthatdog,“hecriedtoMcTeague,showinghimafinely-bredIrishsetter。“That’sthedogthatbelongedtotheduckontheavenue,thedogwecalledforthatday。

  I’vebought’um。Theduckthoughthehadthedistemper,andjustthrew’umaway。Nothunwrongwith’umbutalittlecatarrh。Ain’theabird?Say,ain’theabird?Lookathisflag;it’sperfect;andseehowhecarrieshistailonalinewithhisback。Seehowstiffandwhitehiswhiskersare。Oh,bydamn!youcan’tfoolmeonadog。Thatdog’sawinner。“

  AttheCliffHousethetwosatdowntotheirbeerinaquietcornerofthebilliard-room。Therewerebuttwoplayers。

  Somewhereinanotherpartofthebuildingamammothmusic-

  boxwasjanglingoutaquickstep。Fromoutsidecamethelong,rhythmicalrushofthesurfandthesonorousbarkingofthesealsuponthesealrocks。Thefourdogscurledthemselvesdownuponthesandedfloor。

  “Here’show,“saidMarcus,halfemptyinghisglass。“Ah-h!“

  headded,withalongbreath,“that’sgood;itis,forafact。“

  ForthelasthouroftheirwalkMarcushaddonenearlyallthetalking。McTeaguemerelyansweringhimbyuncertainmovementsofthehead。Forthatmatter,thedentisthadbeensilentandpreoccupiedthroughoutthewholeafternoon。

  AtlengthMarcusnoticedit。Ashesetdownhisglasswithabanghesuddenlyexclaimed:

  “What’sthematterwithyouthesedays,Mac?Yougotabeanaboutsomethun,hey?Spitutout。“

  “No,no,“repliedMcTeague,lookingaboutonthefloor,rollinghiseyes;“nothing,no,no。“

  “Ah,rats!“returnedtheother。McTeaguekeptsilence。Thetwobilliardplayersdeparted。Thehugemusic-boxstruckintoafreshtune。

  “Huh!“exclaimedMarcus,withashortlaugh,“guessyou’reinlove。“

  McTeaguegasped,andshuffledhisenormousfeetunderthetable。

  “Well,somethun’sbitunyou,anyhow,“pursuedMarcus。

  “MaybeIcanhelpyou。We’repals,youknow。Bettertellmewhat’sup;guesswecanstraightenutout。Ah,goon;spitutout。“

  Thesituationwasabominable。McTeaguecouldnotrisetoit。Marcuswashisbestfriend,hisonlyfriend。Theywere“pals“andMcTeaguewasveryfondofhim。Yettheywerebothinlove,presumably,withthesamegirl,andnowMarcuswouldtryandforcethesecretoutofhim;wouldrushblindlyattherockuponwhichthetwomustsplit,stirredbytheverybestofmotives,wishingonlytobeofservice。

  Besidesthis,therewasnobodytowhomMcTeaguewouldhavebetterpreferredtotellhistroublesthantoMarcus,andyetaboutthistrouble,thegreatesttroubleofhislife,hemustkeepsilent;mustrefrainfromspeakingofittoMarcusaboveeverybody。

  McTeaguebegandimlytofeelthatlifewastoomuchforhim。

  Howhaditallcomeabout?Amonthagohewasperfectlycontent;hewascalmandpeaceful,takinghislittlepleasuresashefoundthem。Hislifehadshapeditself;

  was,nodoubt,tocontinuealwaysalongthesesamelines。A

  womanhadenteredhissmallworldandinstantlytherewasdiscord。Thedisturbingelementhadappeared。Whereverthewomanhadputherfootascoreofdistressingcomplicationshadsprungup,likethesuddengrowthofstrangeandpuzzlingflowers。

  “Say,Mac,goon;let’shaveutstraight,“urgedMarcus,leaningtowardhim。“Hasanyduckbeendoingyoudirt?“hecried,hisfacecrimsonontheinstant。

  “No,“saidMcTeague,helplessly。

  “Comealong,oldman,“persistedMarcus;“let’shaveut。

  Whatistherow?I’lldoallIcantohelpyou。“

  ItwasmorethanMcTeaguecouldbear。Thesituationhadgotbeyondhim。Stupidlyhespoke,hishandsdeepinhispockets,hisheadrolledforward。

  “It’s——it’sMissSieppe,“hesaid。

  “Trina,mycousin?Howdoyoumean?“inquiredMarcussharply。

  “I——I——Idon’know,“stammeredMcTeague,hopelesslyconfounded。

  “Youmean,“criedMarcus,suddenlyenlightened,“thatyouare——thatyou,too。“

  McTeaguestirredinhischair,lookingatthewallsoftheroom,avoidingtheother’sglance。Henoddedhishead,thensuddenlybrokeout:

  “Ican’thelpit。Itain’tmyfault,isit?“

  Marcuswasstruckdumb;hedroppedbackinhischairbreathless。SuddenlyMcTeaguefoundhistongue。

  “Itellyou,Mark,Ican’thelpit。Idon’tknowhowithappened。ItcameonsoslowthatIwas,that——that——thatitwasdonebeforeIknewit,beforeIcouldhelpmyself。I

  knowwe’repals,ustwo,andIknewhow——howyouandMissSieppewere。Iknownow,Iknewthen;butthatwouldn’thavemadeanydifference。BeforeIknewit——it——it——thereI

  was。Ican’thelpit。Iwouldn’t’a’haduthappenforanything,ifIcould’a’stoppedit,butIdon’know,it’ssomethingthat’sjuststrongerthanyouare,that’sall。

  Shecamethere——MissSieppecametotheparlorstherethreeorfourtimesaweek,andshewasthefirstgirlIhadeverknown,——andyoudon’know!Why,IwassoclosetoherI

  touchedherfaceeveryminute,andhermouth,andsmeltherhairandherbreath——oh,youdon’tknowanythingaboutit。

  Ican’tgiveyouanyidea。Idon’knowexactlymyself;I

  onlyknowhowI’mfixed。I——I——it’sbeendone;it’stoolate,there’snogoingback。Why,Ican’tthinkofanythingelsenightandday。It’severything。It’s——it’s——oh,it’severything!I——I——why,Mark,it’severything——Ican’texplain。“Hemadeahelplessmovementwithbothhands。

  NeverhadMcTeaguebeensoexcited;neverhadhemadesolongaspeech。Hisarmsmovedinfierce,uncertaingestures,hisfaceflushed,hisenormousjawsshuttogetherwithasharpclickateverypause。Itwaslikesomecolossalbrutetrappedinadelicate,invisiblemesh,raging,exasperated,powerlesstoextricatehimself。

  MarcusSchoulersaidnothing。Therewasalongsilence。

  Marcusgotupandwalkedtothewindowandstoodlookingout,butseeingnothing。“Well,whowouldhavethoughtofthis?“hemutteredunderhisbreath。Herewasafix。

  MarcuscaredforTrina。Therewasnodoubtinhismindaboutthat。HelookedforwardeagerlytotheSundayafternoonexcursions。HelikedtobewithTrina。He,too,feltthecharmofthelittlegirl——thecharmofthesmall,paleforehead;thelittlechinthrustoutasifinconfidenceandinnocence;theheavy,odorouscrownofblackhair。Helikedherimmensely。Somedayhewouldspeak;hewouldaskhertomarryhim。Marcusputoffthismatterofmarriagetosomefutureperiod;itwouldbesometime——ayear,perhaps,ortwo。Thethingdidnottakedefiniteshapeinhismind。Marcus“keptcompany“withhiscousinTrina,butheknewplentyofothergirls。Forthematterofthat,helikedallgirlsprettywell。JustnowthesinglenessandstrengthofMcTeague’spassionstartledhim。

  McTeaguewouldmarryTrinathatveryafternoonifshewouldhavehim;butwouldhe——Marcus?No,hewouldnot;ifitcametothat,no,hewouldnot。YetheknewhelikedTrina。

  Hecouldsay——yes,hecouldsay——helovedher。Shewashis“girl。“TheSieppesacknowledgedhimasTrina’s“youngman。“Marcuscamebacktothetableandsatdownsidewaysuponit。

  “Well,whatarewegoingtodoaboutit,Mac?“hesaid。

  “Idon’know,“answeredMcTeague,ingreatdistress。“I

  don’wantanythingto——tocomebetweenus,Mark。“

  “Well,nothunwill,youbet!“vociferatedtheother。“No,sir;youbetnot,Mac。“

  Marcuswasthinkinghard。HecouldseeveryclearlythatMcTeaguelovedTrinamorethanhedid;thatinsomestrangewaythishuge,brutalfellowwascapableofagreaterpassionthanhimself,whowastwiceasclever。SuddenlyMarcusjumpedimpetuouslytoaresolution。

  “Well,say,Mac,“hecried,strikingthetablewithhisfist,“goahead。Iguessyou——youwantherprettybad。I’llpullout;yes,Iwill。I’llgiveheruptoyou,oldman。“

  ThesenseofhisownmagnanimityallatonceovercameMarcus。Hesawhimselfasanotherman,verynoble,self-

  sacrificing;hestoodapartandwatchedthissecondselfwithboundlessadmirationandwithinfinitepity。Hewassogood,somagnificent,soheroic,thathealmostsobbed。Marcusmadeasweepinggestureofresignation,throwingoutbothhisarms,crying:

  “Mac,I’llgiveheruptoyou。Iwon’tstandbetweenyou。“

  TherewereactuallytearsinMarcus’seyesashespoke。

  Therewasnodoubthethoughthimselfsincere。AtthatmomenthealmostbelievedhelovedTrinaconscientiously,thathewassacrificinghimselfforthesakeofhisfriend。

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