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  amtosuchahappyend,thinkingthatyourqueenwouldnotdaretolayahandonme,who,bythegraceofGod,amaqueenassheis,thedaughterofaqueenassheis,crownedassheis,hernearrelative,granddaughterofKingHenryVII,andwhohashadthehonourofbeingQueenofFrance,ofwhichIamstillDowager;andthisfearwassomuchthegreater,“addedshe,layingherhandonaNewTestamentwhichwasnearheronthelittletable,“that,Iswearonthisholybook,Ihaveneverattempted,consentedto,orevendesiredthedeathofmysister,theQueenofEngland。“

  “Madam,“repliedtheEarlofKent,takingasteptowardsherandpointingtotheNewTestament;“thisbookonwhichyouhaveswornisnotgenuine,sinceitisthepapistversion;consequently,youroathcannotbeconsideredasanymoregenuinethanthebookonwhichithasbeentaken。“

  “Mylord,“answeredthequeen,“whatyousaymaybefityou,butnotme,whowellknowthatthisbookisthetrueandfaithfulversionofthewordoftheLord,aversionmadebyaverywisedivine,averygoodman,andapprovedbytheChurch。“

  “Madam,“theEarlofKentreturned,“yourGracestoppedatwhatyouweretaughtinyouryouth,withoutinquiryastowhetheritwasgoodorbad:itisnotsurprising,then,thatyouhaveremainedinyourerror,forwantofhavingheardanyonewhocouldmakeknownthetruthtoyou;thisiswhy,asyourGracehasbutafewhourslongertoremaininthisworld,andconsequentlyhasnotimetolose,withyourpermissionweshallsendfortheDeanofPeterborough,themostlearnedmanthereisonthesubjectofreligion,who,withhisword,willprepareyouforyoursalvation,whichyourisktoourgreatgriefandthatofouraugustqueen,byallthepapisticalfollies,abominations,andchildishnonsensewhichkeepCatholicsawayfromtheholywordofGodandtheknowledgeofthetruth。“

  “Youmistake,mylord,“repliedthequeengently,“ifyouhavebelievedthatIhavegrownupcarelessinthefaithofmyfathers,andwithoutseriouslyoccupyingmyselfwithamattersoimportantasreligion。Ihave,onthecontrary,spentmylifewithlearnedandwisemenwhotaughtmewhatonemustlearnonthissubject,andI

  havesustainedmyselfbyreadingtheirworks,sincethemeansofhearingthemhasbeentakenfromme。Besides,neverhavingdoubtedinmylifetime,doubtisnotlikelytoseizemeinmydeath-hour。

  AndthereistheEarlofShrewsbury,herepresent,whowilltellyouthat,sincemyarrivalinEngland,Ihave,foranentireLent,ofwhichIrepent,heardyourwisestdoctors,withouttheirargumentshavingmadeanyimpressiononmymind。Itwillbeuseless,then,mylord,“sheadded,smiling,“tosummontoonesohardenedasItheDeanofPeterborough,learnedasheis。TheonlythingIaskyouinexchange,mylord,andforwhichIshallbegratefultoyoubeyondexpression,isthatyouwillsendmemyalmoner,whomyoukeepshutupinthishouse,toconsolemeandpreparemefordeath,or,inhisstead,anotherpriest,behewhohemay;ifonlyapoorpriestfromapoorvillage,IbeingnohardertopleasethanGod,andnotaskingthathehaveknowledge,providedthathehasfaith。“

  “Itiswithregret,madam,“repliedtheEarlofKent,“thatIfindmyselfobligedtorefuseyourGrace’s,request;butitwouldbecontrarytoourreligionandourconscience,andweshouldbeculpableindoingit;thisiswhyweagainofferyouthevenerableDeanofPeterborough,certainthatyourGracewillfindmoreconsolationandcontentinhimthaninanybishop,priest,orvicaroftheCatholicfaith。“

  “Thankyou,mylord,“saidthequeenagain,“butIhavenothingto-dowithhim,andasIhaveaconsciencefreeofthecrimeforwhichIamabouttodie,withGod’shelp,martyrdomwilltaketheplaceofconfessionforme。Andnow,Iwillremindyou,mylord,ofwhatyoutoldmeyourself,thatIhavebutafewhourstolive;andthesefewhours,toprofitme,shouldbepassedinprayerandmeditation,andnotinidledisputes。“

  Withthesewords,sherose,and,bowingtotheearls,SirRobertBeale,Amyas,andDrury,sheindictated,byagesturefullofdignity,thatshewishedtobealoneandinpeace;then,astheypreparedtogoout——

  “Apropos,mylords,“saidshe,“forwhato’clockshouldImakereadytodie?“

  “Foreighto’clockto-morrow,madam,“answeredtheEarlofShrewsbury,stammering。

  “Itiswell,“saidMary;“buthaveyounotsomereplytomakeme,frommysisterElizabeth,relativetoaletterwhichIwrotetoheraboutamonthago?“

  “Andofwhatdidthislettertreat,ifitpleaseyou,madam?“askedtheEarlofKent。

  “Ofmyburialandmyfuneralceremony,mylord:IaskedtobeinterredinFrance,inthecathedralchurchofRheims,nearthelatequeenmymother。“

  “Thatmaynotbe,madam,“repliedtheEarlofKent;“butdonottroubleyourselfastoallthesedetails:thequeen,myaugustmistress,willprovideforthemasissuitable。Hasyourgraceanythingelsetoaskus?“

  “Iwouldalsoliketoknow,“saidMary,“ifmyservantswillbeallowedtoreturn,eachtohisowncountry,withthelittlethatI

  cangivehim;whichwillhardlybeenough,inanycase,forthelongservicetheyhavedoneme,andthelongimprisonmenttheyhaveborneonmyaccount。“

  “Wehavenoinstructionsonthathead,madam,“theEarlofKentsaid,“butwethinkthatanorderwillbegivenforthisasfortheotherthings,inaccordancewithyourwishes。IsthisallthatyourGracehastosaytous?“

  “Yes,mylord,“repliedthequeen,bowingasecondtime,“andnowyoumaywithdraw。“

  “Onemoment,mylords,inHeaven’sname,onemoment!“criedtheoldphysician,comingforwardandthrowinghimselfonhiskneesbeforethetwoearls。

  “Whatdoyouwant?“askedLordShrewsbury。

  “Topointouttoyou,mylords,“repliedtheagedBourgoin,weeping,“thatyouhavegrantedthequeenbutaveryshorttimeforsuchanimportantmatterasthisofherlife。Reflect,mylords,whatrankanddegreeshewhomyouhavecondemnedhasheldamongtheprincesofthisearth,andconsiderifitiswellandseemlytotreatherasanordinarycondemnedpersonofmiddlingestate。Andifnotforthesakeofthisnoblequeen,mylords,dothisforthesakeofusherpoorservants,who,havinghadthehonouroflivingnearhersolong,cannotthuspartfromhersoquicklyandwithoutpreparation。

  Besides,mylords,thinkofit,awomanofherstateandpositionoughttohavesometimeinwhichtosetinorderherlastaffairs。

  Andwhatwillbecomeofher,andofus,ifbeforedying,ourmistresshasnottimetoregulateherjointureandheraccountsandtoputinorderherpapersandhertitle-deeds?Shehasservicestorewardandofficesofpietytoperform。Sheshouldnotneglecttheoneortheother。Besides,weknowthatshewillonlyconcernherselfwithus,and,throughthis,mylords,neglectherownsalvation。Granther,then,afewmoredays,mylords;andasourmistressistooproudtoaskofyousuchafavour,Iaskyouinallournames,andimploreyounottorefusetopoorservantsarequestwhichyouraugustqueenwouldcertainlynotrefusethem,iftheyhadthegoodfortunetobeabletolayitatherfeet。“

  “Isitthentrue,madam,“SirRobertBealeasked,“thatyouhavenotyetmadeawill?“

  “Ihavenot,sir,“thequeenanswered。

  “Inthatcase,mylords,“saidSirRobertBeale,turningtothetwoearls,“perhapsitwouldbeagoodthingtoputitoffforadayortwo。“

  “Impossible,sir,“repliedtheEarlofShrewsbury:“thetimeisfixed,andwecannotchangeanything,evenbyaminute,now。“

  “Enough,Bourgoin,enough,“saidthequeen;“rise,Icommandyou。“

  Bourgoinobeyed,andtheEarlofShrewsbury,turningtoSirAmyasPaulet,whowasbehindhim——

  “SirAmyas,“saidhe,“weentrustthisladytoyourkeeping:youwillchargeyourselfwithher,andkeephersafetillourreturn。“

  Withthesewordshewentout,followedbytheEarlofKent,SirRobertBeale,AmyasPaulet,andDrury,andthequeenremainedalonewithherservants。

  Then,turningtoherwomenwithassereneacountenanceasiftheeventwhichhadjusttakenplacewasoflittleimportance“Well,Jeanne,“saidshe,speakingtoKennedy,“haveInotalwaystoldyou,andwasInotright,thatatthebottomoftheirheartstheywantedtodothis?anddidInotseeclearlythroughalltheirproceduretheendtheyhadinview,andknowwellenoughthatIwastoogreatanobstacletotheirfalsereligiontobeallowedtolive?

  Come,“continuedshe,“hastensuppernow,thatImayputmyaffairsinorder“。Then,seeingthatinsteadofobeyingher,herservantswereweepingandlamenting,“Mychildren,“saidshe,withasadsmile,butwithoutatearinhereye,“itisnotimeforweeping,quitethecontrary;forifyouloveme,yououghttorejoicethattheLord,inmakingmedieforHiscause,relievesmefromthetormentsI

  haveenduredfornineteenyears。Asforme,IthankHimforallowingmetodieforthegloryofHisfaithandHisChurch。Leteachhavepatience,then,andwhilethemenpreparesupper,wewomenwillpraytoGod。“

  Themenimmediatelywentout,weepingandsobbing,andthequeenandherwomenfellontheirknees。Whentheyhadrecitedsomeprayers,Maryrose,andsendingforallthemoneyshehadleft,shecounteditanddivideditintoportions,whichsheputintopurseswiththenameofthedestinedrecipient,inherhandwriting,withthemoney。

  Atthatmoment,supperbeingserved,sheseatedherselfattablewithherwomenasusual,theotherservantsstandingorcomingandgoing,herdoctorwaitingonherattableashewasaccustomedsinceherstewardhadbeentakenfromher。Sheatenomorenorlessthanusual,speaking,throughoutsupper,oftheEarlofKent,andofthewayinwhichhebetrayedhimselfwithrespecttoreligion,byhisinsistingonwantingtogivethequeenapastorinsteadofapriest。

  “Happily,“sheadded,laughing,“onemoreskilfulthanhewasneededtochangeme“。MeanwhileBourgoinwasweepingbehindthequeen,forhewasthinkingthathewasservingherforthelasttime,andthatshewhowaseating,talking,andlaughingthus,nextdayatthesamehourwouldbebutacoldandinsensiblecorpse。

  Whenthemealwasover,thequeensentforallherservants;then;

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