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  allthesethingstheCaptainbrushedasideasthoughtheynolongerinterestedhimintheleast。He,ontheotherhand,wantednowtoknowexactlywhereJeremylived,whatthehousewaslike,wherethebackdoorswere,howthewindowsopened,whereJeremyslept,andsoon。Jeremy,pleasedatthisinterestinhisdailylife,toldhimasmanythingsashecould,hopingtopassonafterwardstomoreexcitingtopics;how,forinstance,thekitchenwindowswerefastenedalwayslastthingatnight,butyoucouldundothemfromthegardenifyoulikedwithyourknife,andJeremyknewthisbecauseUncleSamuelhaddoneitonceonaSundayafternoonwhenthemaidswerealloutandhe’dforgottenhisdoorkey。HewouldhavetoldtheCaptainallabouttheschoolroomandthetoyvillageandtheJampotandthefuntheyhadhadteasingMissJoneshadnot,theCaptainfiercelytoldhimthatthesethingsdidnotinteresthim,andthathehadbetterjustanswerthequestionsthatwereputtohim。Itwasindeedstrangetoseehow,witheveryinterview,theCaptaingrewfiercerandfiercerandsharperandsharper。Hemadenoallusionsnowto“’islittlenipper,“saidnothingaboutthatholysoulhismother,andnevermentionedhislikingforJeremy。Therewasevidentlysomethingonhismind,andifhehadseemedmysteriousattheirfirstmeetingitwasnothingtothesecrecythathepractisednow。

  Andyet,inspiteofallthis,hisholdoverJeremygrewandgrew。

  ThatdreamofthebendingwhiteroadwasalwayswithJeremy。HecouldthinkofnothingbuttheCaptain,andwhilehewascertainlyafraidandwouldjumpattheslightestsound,hewasalsocertainlyexcitedbeyondallearlierexperience。Helonged,ashelayawakeatnight,toseetheCaptain。Heseemedtohavealwaysinfrontofhiseyesthegreatwallofachestwiththeblueshiponit,andthebolsterlegs,andthegigantichands。Strangestofallwasthesenseofevilthatcamewiththeattraction。

  Helongedtobeintheman’scompanyashelongedtodosomethingthathehadbeenalwaystoldnottodo,andwhenhecaughtsightofhimasudden,hot,chokinghandwaspresseduponhisheart,andhewasterrified,delighted,frightened,ashamed,allinone。TheCaptainalwaysalludedtothethingsthathewouldtellhim,wouldshowhimoneday——“WhenyoucometomylittleplaceI’llteachyerathingortwo“——andJeremywouldwonderforhourswhatthislittleplacewouldbelikeandwhattheCaptainwouldteachhim。Meanwhile,hesawhimeverywhere,evenwhenhewasnotthere——behindlamp-

  posts,atstreetcorners,behindtheoldwoman’sumbrellainthemarket-place,peeringroundthestatuesintheCathedral,jerkinguphisheadfrombehindchimneypots,lookingthroughthenurserywindowsjustwhenduskwascomingon,inthepassages,understairs,outinthedarkgarden——andalwaysbehindhimthathorriddreamofthedead-whiteroadandtheshinglyCove……Yes,poorJeremywastrulyhaunted。

  IV

  ThatMissJonessuspectednothingofthesemeetingsmustbeattributedpartlytothatlady’shabitofwrappingherselfinherownthoughtsonherwalksabroad,andpartlytohernaturalshort-

  sightedness。OnceMarysaidthatshehadnoticed“ahorridmanwitharedface“staringatthem;butMissJones,althoughshewasnotavainwoman,thoughtitneverthelessquitenaturalthatmenshouldstare,andfanciedmorefrequentlythattheydidsothanwasstrictlythetruth。

  Jeremy,meanwhile,wasoccupiednowwiththethoughtastowhathewoulddodidtheCaptainreallywanthimtogoawaywithhim。Hediscusseditwithhimself,buthedidnotdoubtwhathewoulddo;hewouldgo。Andhewouldgo,heknew,withfearanddread,andwithalongingtostay,andbewarmintheschoolroom,andhavejamfortea,andhalfanhourbeforebedtimedownstairs,andYorkshirepuddingonSundays。ButtheCaptaincouldmakehimdoanything……

  Yes,theCaptaincouldmakehimdoanything……

  Hisafternoonwalksnowwereprolongedagonies。Hewouldturnhisheadateverymoment,wouldstareintodarkcorners,wouldstartatthesoundofsteps。Hissleepnowwasbrokenwithhorriddreams,andhewouldjumpupandcryout;andonenightheactuallydreamtofhisdead-whiteroadandthesoundsthatcameupfrombelowthehill,thebellandthesea,andthedistantrattleofthelittlecarts。

  ThentheCaptaindrewneartotheveryhouseitself。HehauntedOrangeStreet,couldbeseenloungingagainstalamp-postoppositetheHighSchool,lookedonceintotheverygardenoftheColes,Jeremywatchinghimwithbeatingheartfromtheschoolroomwindow。

  ItwasincredibletoJeremythatnooneelseofthehouseperceivedhim;butnooneevermentionedhim,andthismadeitappearallthemoreadream,asthoughtheCaptainwereinvisibletoeveryonesavehimself。Hebegantohatehimevenmorethanhefearedhim,andyetwiththathatredthepleasureandexcitementremained。Irememberhow,yearsagoinPolchester,whenIcouldnothavebeenmorethansixyearsold,Imyselfwashauntedwithexactlythatsamemixtureofpleasureandhorrorbythefigureofahunch-backedpedlarwhousedtocometoourtown。ManyyearsafterIheardthathehadbeenhungforthemurderofsomewretchedwomanwhohadaccompaniedhimonsomeofhisjourneys。Iwasnotsurprised;butwhenIheardthestoryIfeltthenagaintheoldthrillofmingledpleasureandfear。

  Onewindyafternoon,neardusk,whentheywerereturningfromtheirwalk,Jeremysuddenlyheardthevoiceinhisear:

  “Imaybecomingtovisityeroneo’thesenights。KeepyereyesopenandyertonguequietifIdo。“

  JeremysawthefiguresofMissJonesandhissisterspassroundthecorneroftheroad。

  “Whatfor?“hegasped。

  TheCaptain’sfigureseemedtoswellgiganticagainstthewhitelightofthefadingsky。Thewindwhistledabouttheirears。

  “Justtovisityer,that’sall。’CauseI’vetakenafancytoyer。“

  TheCaptainchuckledandhadvanished……

  Jeremyflungoneglanceatthegreydesolateroadbehindhim,thenranforhislifetojointheothers。

  What,afterthat,didheexpect?Hedidnotknow。OnlytheCaptainwasdrawingcloser,andcloser,andcloser。

  Hecouldfeelnowalwayshishotbreathuponhisear。Twodaysafterthewhispereddialogueintheroad,thatfirstpromiseofspringbrokedownintoatempestofwindandrain。TheColes’houseinOrangeStreet,althoughitlooked,withitsstout,whitestone,strongenough,wasoldandshaky。Now,inthestorm,itshookandwheezedandrattledineveryoneofitsjoints。Jeremy,atordinarytimes,lovedthesoundofthewindaboutthehouse,whenhehimselfwassafeandwarmandcosy;butthiswasnowanotheraffair。Lyinginhisbedhecouldhearthescreamsdownthechimney,thenthetugathiswindow-pane,therattlingclutchuponthewood,thenthesweepunderthebedandtherushupthewallpaper,untilatlast,frombehindsomebadlydefendedspotwherethepaperwasthin,therewouldcomeawailing,whistlingscreechasthoughsomeonewerebeingmurderedinthenextroom。OnotherdaysJeremy,whenheheardthisscreech,shiveredwithacosy,creepingthrill;butnowheputhisheadunderthebedclothes,shuthiseyesverytight,andtriednottoseetheCaptainwithhisuglynoseandtinygimleteyes。

  Hewouldbehalfasleep。

  “Come,“saidtheCaptainfromthewindow,“theboatiswaiting!Youpromised,youknow。Comejustasyouare——notimetodress,“andpoorJeremywouldfeelthegreat,heavyhanduponhisshoulderandwakeshiveringandshakingfromheadtofoot。

  OnthethirddayfollowinghislastinterviewwiththeCaptainhewenttobedalittlereassuredandcomforted。PerhapstheCaptainhadgoneaway。Forthreedayshehadseenandheardnothingofhimatall。

  Thatwasanightofrain——rainthatslashedandwhippedthehouseasthoughitwouldbatterittotheground。Therainwouldcomewithawildfuryuponthepanes,tremblingwithitsexcitedanger,wouldcrashagainsttheglass,thenfallbackandhangwaitingforafurtherattack;nexttheresultsofthefirstattackwouldslipandslidelikethecrawlingofathousandsnakes,thenfallanddropslowlyandheavilyasthougheverydropwereforetellingsomeawfulperil。Jeremylayandlistened;butheresolvedthatto-nighthewouldnotbefrightened,wouldnotthinkoftheCaptain。

  HesaidtheLord’sPrayerfivetimes,thencountedsheepjumpingoverthegate,asafesolutionforsleeplesshours。Hesawthesheep——firstoneaveryfatone,thenoneaverythinone;butthegatestoodatthebottomofalittlehill,sothatitwasverydifficultforthepoorcreatures,whojumpedandslippedbackontheincline。Thenalotofsheepinsistedonjumpingtogether,andhecouldhardlycountthem——forty-five,forty-six,forty-seven,forty-

  eight……Hewasasleep。

  Afteralong,longtimeofsoundlessness,oflyinguponaseathatwaslikeabedofdown,andlookingup,happilyintoclearbluelight,hewasoncemoreconsciousoftherain。Yes,thereitwaswithitssweepingrush,itssmashuponthepane,itswithdrawal,itstricklingpatterandheavydropsasthoughitwerestrikingtime。

  Yes,thatwastherainandthat——Whatwasthat?

  Hewaswideawake,lyingbackagainsthispillow,buthiseyesstaringinfrontofthemtilltheyburnt。Thehousewasabsolutelydark,absolutelysilent,butbetweentheattacksoftheraintherewasawound,somethingthathadnottodowiththehousenorwiththeweather。Hestrainedwithhisears,sittingupinbed,hishandsclutchingthebedclothes。Hehearditquiteclearlynow。Someonewasmovinginthenursery。

  Withthatthewholeofhisbrainwasawakeandheknewquiteclearly,beyondashadowofanydoubt,whathadhappened;theCaptainhadcometofetchhim。Withthatknowledgeanicydespairgrippedhim。Hedidnotwanttogo。Oh,hedidnotwanttogo!Hewastremblingfromheadtofootsothatthebedshookbeneathhim,hisbreathcameinlittlehotgaspingpants,andhiseyeswerewidewithterror。Hewashelpless。TheCaptainwouldonlysay“Come,“andgohemust,leavehiswarmhouseandhisparentswhomhelovedandMaryandHelenandHamlet,yes,andevenMissJones。Hewouldbedraggeddownthelongwhiteroad,throughthelightedvillage,outontotheshinybeach,inaboatouttothedarkship——andthenhewouldbealonewiththeCaptain,aloneinthedarkship,withtheCaptain’sheavyhanduponhisshoulder,hismouthsmiling,hisgreatlegsdrawinghiminasaspiderdrawsaflyintoitsweb,andeveryoneasleep,onlythestarsandthedarkwater。HetriedtosaytheLord’sPrayeragain,butthewordswouldnotcome。Thesweatbegantotrickledownhisnose……

  Thenheheardinthenextroomsomemovementagainstapieceoffurnitureandavoicemuttering。Thatdecidedhim:bettertogoandfaceitthantowaitthere,soasthoughheweremovinginhissleep,hegotoutofbed,crossedthefloorandenteredtheschoolroom。

  Thefirstsoundthatheheardwasthetickingoftheoldnurseryclock,astrangefamiliarvoiceinthisawfulworld,thensuddenly,althoughtheroomwasinblackdarkness,hehimselfwasstaringintoblazinglight。

  Hestartedbackandutteredalittlecry,butevenashedidsothatwell-rememberedhandwasuponhisshoulderandthewell-knownvoiceinhisear:

  “Moveaninch,utterasound,andIblowyerbrainsout,yer——“thevoice,verylow,fadedinto,thedark。Hewasstaringintoalantern,andabovethelanternwasthedarkbodyoftheCaptain。

  Thenashelookeduphewasindeednearhislastmoment,forhadhenotbeenabraveboy,oldforhisyears,anddetermined,hewouldhavecriedoutwithascreamthatwouldhaveraisedthehouse。

  TheCaptainhadnoface……TheCaptainhadnoface……Onlyoutofadeepdarknessthoselittleeyesglitteredlikecandle-points。

  Jeremyutterednosound。ThencatchingtheCaptain’scoatbecausehetrembledso,hesaid:“I’mcomingatonce——butdon’twakeMaryandHelen。They’dbefrightened。MayIgetacoat,becauseitraining?“

  “Coming!“whisperedtheCaptain,hisvoicecomingfromthatspaceintheairwherewerehiseyes。“Youmoveoneinchfrom’ereorutteronesoundandIdoyerin,yer——I’mwatchin’yer,mind!“

  Thelanternlightsuddenlyvanished。Theroomwasblack。Therewasnosoundbutthetickingoftheclock,andnowtherain,whichhadseemedtostopduringthisterribledialogue,beatwithfriendlycomfortoncemoreuponthepane。Jeremystoodthere,hisbodyheldtogetherasthoughinanironcase,scarcelybreathing。Therewasnomoresoundatall。QuiteclearlynowMary’ssnorescouldbeheardcomingfromherroom。

  Jeremyhadonlyonethought——onlyonethoughtinalltheworld。TheCaptaindidnotwanthim。TheCaptainhadgoneandnottakenhimwithhim。Hewassafe;hewasfreed;theterrorwasoverandhewasatliberty。

  Atlasthemovedbacktohisroom。Hegotintobedagain。Hewasterriblycold,andlittlespasmsofshiversseizedhim,buthedidnotcare。TheCaptainwasgone,andhehadnottakenhimwithhim

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