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  “Areyouthenlonely?“

  “Howcanitbeotherwisewithanoutcast,Prince?“

  “No,itcannotbeotherwise。Iknowitwhoamalsoanoutcast。“

  “AtleastthereisherHighnessyourwife,whodoubtlesswillcometocomfortyou,“shesaid,lookingdown。

  “HerHighnesswillnotcome。IfyouhadseenAna,hewouldperhapshavetoldyouthatshehasswornnottolookuponmyfaceagain,unlessaboveitshinesacrown。“

  “Oh!howcanawomanbesocruel?Surely,Prince,suchastabmustcutyoutotheheart,“sheexclaimed,withalittlecryofpity。

  “HerHighnessisnotonlyawoman;sheisaPrincessofEgyptwhichisdifferent。Fortherestitdoescutmetotheheartthatmyroyalsistershouldhavedesertedme,forthatwhichshelovesbetter——powerandpomp。Butsoitis,unlessAnadreams。Itseemsthereforethatweareinthesamecase,bothoutcasts,youandI,isitnotso?“

  Shemadenoanswerbutcontinuedtolookupontheground,andhewentonveryslowly:

  “AthoughtcomesintomymindonwhichIwouldaskyourjudgment。Iftwowhoareforlorncametogethertheywouldbelessforlornbyhalf,wouldtheynot?“

  “Itwouldseemso,Prince——thatisiftheyremainedforlornatall。

  ButIdonotunderstandtheriddle。“

  “Yetyouhaveansweredit。IfyouarelonelyandIamlonelyapart,weshould,yousay,belesslonelytogether。“

  “Prince,“shemurmured,shrinkingawayfromhim,“Ispokenosuchwords。“

  “No,Ispokethemforyou。Hearkentome,Merapi。TheythinkmeastrangemaninEgyptbecauseIhaveheldnowomandear,neverhavingseenonewhomIcouldholddear。“Hereshelookedathimsearchingly,andhewenton,“Awhileago,beforeIvisitedyourlandofGoshen——

  Anacantellyouaboutthematter,forIthinkhewroteitdown——KiandoldBakenkhonsucametoseeme。Now,asyouknow,Kiiswithoutdoubtagreatmagician,thoughitwouldseemnotsogreatassomeofyourprophets。HetoldmethatheandothershadbeensearchingoutmyfutureandthatinGoshenIshouldfindawomanwhomitwasfatedI

  mustlove。Headdedthatthiswomanwouldbringmemuchjoy。“HereSetipaused,doubtlessrememberingthiswasnotallthatKihadsaid,orJabezeither。“Kitoldmealso,“hewentonslowly,“thatIhadalreadyknownthiswomanforthousandsofyears。“

  Shestartedandastrangelookcameintoherface。

  “Howcanthatbe,Prince?“

  “ThatiswhatIaskedhimandgotnogoodanswer。Stillhesaidit,notonlyofthewomanbutofmyfriendAnaaswell,whichindeedwouldexplainmuch,anditwouldappearthattheothermagicianssaiditalso。ThenIwenttothelandofGoshenandthereIsawawoman-“

  “Forthefirsttime,Prince?“

  “No,forthethirdtime。“

  Hereshesankuponthebenchandcoveredhereyeswithherhands。

  “-andlovedher,andfeltasthoughIhadlovedherfor’thousandsofyears。’“

  “Itisnottrue。Youmockme,itisnottrue!“shewhispered。

  “ItistrueforifIdidnotknowitthen,Iknewitafterwards,thoughneverperhapscompletelyuntilto-day,whenIlearnedthatUsertihaddesertedmeindeed。MoonofIsrael,youarethatwoman。I

  willnottellyou,“hewentonpassionately,“thatyouarefairerthanallotherwomen,orsweeter,ormorewise,thoughthesethingsyouseemtome。IwillonlytellyouthatIloveyou,yes,loveyou,whateveryoumaybe。IcannotofferyoutheThroneofEgypt,evenifthelawwouldsufferit,butIcanofferyouthethroneofthisheartofmine。Now,LadyMerapi,whathaveyoutosay?Beforeyouspeak,rememberthatalthoughyouseemtobemyprisonerhereatMemphis,youhavenaughttofearfromme。Whateveryoumayanswer,suchshelterandsuchfriendshipasIcangivewillbeyourswhileIlive,andnevershallIattempttoforcemyselfuponyou,howevermuchitmaypainmetopassyouby。Iknownotthefuture。ItmayhappenthatIshallgiveyougreatplaceandpower,itmayhappenthatIshallgiveyounothingbutpovertyandexile,orevenperhapsashareinmyowndeath,butwitheitherwillgotheworshipofmybodyandmyspirit。Now,speak。“

  Shedroppedherhandsfromherface,lookingupathim,andthereweretearsshininginherbeautifuleyes。

  “Itcannotbe,Prince,“shemurmured。

  “Youmeanyoudonotwishittobe?“

  “Isaidthatitcannotbe。SuchtiesbetweenanEgyptianandanIsraelitearenotlawful。“

  “Someinthiscityandelsewhereseemtofindthemso。“

  “AndIammarried,ImeanperhapsIammarried——atleastinname。“

  “AndItooammarried,Imean-“

  “Thatisdifferent。Alsothereisanotherreason,thegreatestofall,Iamunderacurse,andshouldbringyou,notjoyasKisaid,butsorrow,or,attheleast,sorrowwiththejoy。“

  Helookedathersearchingly。

  “HasAna-“hebegan,thencontinued,“ifsowhatliveshaveyouknownthatarenotcompoundedofmingledjoyandsorrow?“

  “None。ButthewoeIshouldbringwouldoutweighthejoy——toyou。ThecurseofmyGodrestsuponmeandIcannotlearntoworshipyours。Thecurseofmypeoplerestsuponme,thelawofmypeopledividesmefromyouaswithasword,andshouldIdrawclosetoyouthesewillbeincreaseduponmyhead,whichmattersnot,butalsouponyours,“andshebegantosob。

  “Tellme,“hesaid,takingherbythehand,“butonething,andiftheanswerisNo,Iwilltroubleyounomore。Isyourheartmine?“

  “Itis,“shesighed,“andhasbeeneversincemyeyesfelluponyouyonderinthestreetsofTanis。Oh!thenachangecameintomeandI

  hatedLaban,whombeforeIhadonlymisliked。Moreover,ItoofeltthatofwhichKispoke,asthoughIhadknownyouforthousandsofyears。Myheartisyours,myloveisyours;allthatmakesmewomanisyours,andnever,nevercanturnfromyoutoanyotherman。Butstillwemuststayapart,foryoursake,myPrince,foryoursake。“

  “Then,wereitnotforme,youwouldbereadytorunthesehazards?“

  “Surely!AmInotawomanwholoves?“

  “Ifthatbeso,“hesaidwithalittlelaugh,“beingoffullageandofanunderstandingwhichsomehavethoughtgood,byyourleaveI

  thinkIwillrunthemalso。Oh!foolishwoman,doyounotunderstandthatthereisbutonegoodthingintheworld,onethinginwhichselfanditsmiseriescanbeforgot,andthatthingislove?Mayhaptroubleswillcome。Well,letthemcome,forwhatdotheymatterifonlytheloveoritsmemoryremains,ifoncewehavepickedthatbeauteousflowerandforanhourwornitonourbreasts。Youtalkofthedifferencebetweenthegodsweworshipandmaybeitexists,butallgodssendtheirgiftsofloveupontheearth,withoutwhichitwouldceasetobe。Moreover,myfaithteachesmemoreclearlyperhapsthanyours,thatlifedoesnotendwithdeathandthereforethatlove,beinglife’ssoul,mustendurewhileitendures。Lastofall,Ithink,asyouthink,thatinsomedimwaythereistruthinwhatthemagicianssaid,andthatlongagointhepastwehavebeenwhatoncemoreweareabouttobe,andthatthestrengthofthisinvisibletiehasdrawnustogetheroutofthewholeworldandwillbindustogetherlongaftertheworldisdead。Itisnotamatterofwhatwewishtodo,Merapi,itisamatterofwhatFatehasdecreedweshalldo。Now,answeragain。“

  Butshemadenoanswer,andwhenIlookedupafteralittlemomentshewasinhisarmsandherlipswereuponhislips。

  ThusdidPrinceSetiofEnglandandMerapi,MoonofIsrael,cometogetheratMemphisinEgypt。

  OnthemorrowofthisnightIfoundthePrincealoneforalittlewhile,andputhiminmindofcertainancientmanuscriptsthathewishedtoread,whichcouldonlybeconsultedatThebeswhereImightcopythem;alsoofothersthatweresaidtobeforsalethere。Heansweredthattheycouldwait,butIrepliedthatthelattermightfindsomeotherpurchaserifIdidnotgoatonce。

  “Youareoverfondoflongjourneysuponmybusiness,Ana,“hesaid。

  Thenheconsideredmecuriouslyforawhile,andsincehecouldreadmymind,asindeedIcouldhis,sawthatIknewall,andaddedinagentlevoice:

  “YoushouldhavedoneasItoldyou,andspokenfirst。Ifso,whoknows-“

  “Youdo,Prince,“Ianswered,“youandanother。“

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