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  “MymindisasKi’sinthismatter。ItoothinkthataterriblepowerisafootinEgypt,onethathasitshomeinthelandofGoshen,andthatIdidwelltorefusethethrone。ButfromwhatgodthesefortunescomeIdonotknow。Perhapstimewilltellus。MeanwhileifthereisaughtintheprophesiesoftheseHebrews,asinterpretedbyJabez,atleastyouandImaysleepinpeace,whichismorethanwillchancetoPharaohonthethronethatUserticovets。Ifso,thisplaywillbeworththewatching。Youhavedoneyourmissionwell,Ana。GorestyouwhileIthinkoverallthatyouhavesaid。“

  ItwaseveningandasthepalacewasveryhotIwentintothegardenandmakingmywaytothatlittlepleasure-housewhereSetiandIwerewonttostudy,Isatmyselfdownthereand,beingweary,fellasleep。

  WhenIawokefromadreamaboutsomewomanwhowasweeping,nighthadfallenandthefullmoonshoneinthesky,sothatitsraysfellonthegardenbeforeme。

  Nowinfrontofthislittlehouse,asIhavesaid,grewtreesthatatthisseasonoftheyearwerecoveredwithwhiteandcup-likeblossoms,andbetweenthesetreeswasaseatbuiltupofsun-driedbricks。OnthisseatsatawomanwhomIknewfromhershapetobeMerapi。Alsoshewassad,foralthoughherheadwasbowedandherlonghairhidherfaceIcouldhearhergentlesighs。

  ThesightofhermovedmeverymuchandIrememberedwhatthePrincehadsaidtome,tellingmethatIshoulddowelltoaskthisladywhethershehadanymindmyway。ThereforeifIdidso,surelyIcouldnotbeblamed。YetIwascertainthatitwasnottomethatherheartturned,thoughtospeakthetruth,muchIwisheditotherwise。Whowouldlookattheibisintheswampwhenthewide-wingedeaglefloatedinheavenabove?

  Anevilthoughtcameintomymind,sentbySet。Supposethatthiswatcher’seyeswerefixedupontheeagle,lordoftheair。Supposethatsheworshippedthiseagle;thatsheloveditbecauseitshomewasheaven,becausetoheritwasthekingofallthebirds。Andsupposeonetoldherthatifshelureditdowntoearthfromtheglorioussafetyoftheskies,shewouldbringittocaptivityordeathatthehandofthesnarer。Thenwouldnotthatlovingwatchersay:“Letitgofreeandhappy,howevermuchIlongtolookuponit,“andwhenithadsailedfromsight,perhapsturnhereyestothehumbleibisinthemud?

  JabezhadtoldmethatifthiswomanandthePrincegrewdeartoeachothershewouldbringgreatsorrowonhishead。IfIrepeatedhiswordstoher,shewhohadfaithinthepropheciesofherpeoplewouldcertainlybelievethem。Moreover,whateverherheartmightprompt,beingsohigh-natured,neverwouldsheconsenttodowhatmightbringtroubleonSeti’shead,eveniftorefusehimshouldsinkhersoulinsorrow。NorwouldshereturntotheHebrewstheretofallintothehandsofoneshehated。ThenperhapsI。ShouldItellher?IfJabezhadnotmeantthatthemattermustbebroughttoherears,wouldhehavespokenofitatall?Inshortwasitnotmydutytoher,andperhapsalsotothePrincewhotherebymightbesavedfrommiseriestocome,thatisifthistalkoffuturetroubleswereanythingmorethananidlestory。

  SuchwastheevilreasoningwithwhichSetassailedmyspirit。HowI

  beatitdownIdonotknow。Notbymyowngoodness,Iamsure,sinceatthemomentIwasaflamewithloveforthesweetandbeautifulladywhosatbeforemeandinmyfoolishnesswould,Ithink,havegivenmylifetokissherhand。Notaltogetherforhersakeeither,sincepassionisveryselfish。No,IbelieveitwasbecausethelovethatI

  borethePrincewasmoredeepandrealthanthatwhichIcouldfeelforanywoman,andIknewwellthatwereshenotinmysightnosuchtreacherywouldhaveovercomemyheart。ForIwassure,althoughhehadneversaidsotome,thatSetilovedMerapiandaboveallearthlythingsdesiredherashiscompanion,whileifonceIspokethosewords,whatevermyowngainorlossandwhateverhersecretwish,thatshewouldneverbe。

  SoIconquered,thoughthevictoryleftmetremblinglikeachild,andwishingthatIhadnotbeenborntoknowthepangsoflovedenied。Myrewardwasveryswift,forjustthenMerapiunfastenedagemfromthebreastofherwhiterobeandheldittowardsthemoon,asthoughtostudyit。InaninstantIknewitagain。Itwasthatroyalscaraboflapis-lazuliwithwhichinGoshenthePrincehadmadefastthebandageonherwoundedfood,whichalsohadbeensnatchedfromherbreastbysomepoweronthatnightwhenthestatueofAmonwasshatteredinthetemple。

  Longandearnestlyshelookedatit,thenhavingglancedroundtomakesureshewasalone,shepressedittoherlipsandkisseditthricewithpassion,mutteringIknownotwhatbetweenthekisses。NowthescalesfellfrommyeyesandIknewthatshelovedSeti,andoh!howI

  thankedmyguardiangodwhohadsavedmefromsuchuselessshame。

  Iwipedthecolddampfrommybrowandwasabouttofleeaway,discoveringmyselfwithasfewwordsasmightbe,when,lookingup,I

  sawstandingbehindMerapithefigureofaman,whowaswatchingherreplacetheornamentinherrobe。WhileIhesitatedamomentthemanspokeandIknewthevoiceforthatofSeti。ThenagainIthoughtofflight,butbeingsomewhattimidbynature,fearedtoshowmyselfuntilitwastoolate,thinkingthatafterwardthePrincewouldmakemethetargetofhiswit。SoIsatcloseandstill,hearingandseeingalldespitemyself。

  “Whatgemisthat,Lady,whichyouadmireandcherishsotenderly?“

  askedSetiinhisslowvoicethatsooftenhidahintoflaughter。

  Sheutteredalittlescreamandspringingup,sawhim。

  “Oh!mylord,“sheexclaimed,“pardonyourservant。Iwassittinghereinthecool,asyougavemeleavetodo,andthemoonwassobright——

  that——IwishedtobeseeifbyitIcouldreadthewritingonthisscarab。“

  Neverbefore,thoughtItomyself,didIknowonewhoreadwithherlips,thoughitistruethatfirstsheusedhereyes。

  “Andcouldyou,Lady?Willyousuffermetotry?“

  Veryslowlyandcolouring,sothateventhemoonlightshowedherblushes,shewithdrewtheornamentagainandheldittowardshim。

  “Surelythisisfamiliartome?HaveInotseenitbefore?“heasked。

  “Perhaps。Iworeitthatnightinthetemple,yourHighness。“

  “YoumustnotnamemeHighness,Lady。IhavenolongeranyrankinEgypt。“

  “Iknow——becauseof——mypeople。Oh!itwasnoble。“

  “Butaboutthescarab?us-“hebrokein,withawaveofhishand。

  “Surelyitisthesamewithwhichthebandagewasmadefastuponyourhurt——oh!yearsago?“

  “Yes,itisthesame,“sheanswered,lookingdown。

  “Ithoughtit。AndwhenIgaveittoyou,Isaidsomewordsthatseemedtomewellspokenatthetime。Whatwerethey?Icannotremember。Haveyoualsoforgotten?“

  “Yes——Imean——no。YousaidthatnowIhadallEgyptbeneathmyfoot,speakingoftheroyalcartoucheuponthescarab。“

  “Ah!Irecall。Howtrue,andyethowfalsethejest,orprophecy。“

  “Howcananythingbebothtrueandfalse,Prince?“

  “ThatIcouldprovetoyouveryeasily,butitwouldtakeanhourormore,soitshallbeforanothertime。Thisscarabisapoorthing,giveitbacktomeandyoushallhaveabetter。Orwouldyouchoosethissignet?AsIamnolongerPrinceofEgyptitisuselesstome。“

  “Keepthescarab,Prince。Itisyourown。ButIwillnottaketheringbecauseitis-“

  “-uselesstome,andyouwouldnothavethatwhichiswithoutvaluetothegiver。Oh!Istringwordsill,buttheywerenotwhatImeant。“

  “No,Prince,becauseyourroyalringistoolargeforonesosmall。“

  “Howcanyoutelluntilyouhavetried?Alsothatisafaultwhichmightperhapsbemended。“

  Thenhelaughed,andshelaughedalso,butasyetshedidnottakethering。

  “HaveyouseenAna?“hewenton。“Ibelievehesetouttosearchforyou,insuchahurryindeedthathecouldscarcelyfinishhisreporttome。“

  “Didhesaythat?“

  “No,heonlylookedit。SomuchsothatIsuggestedheshouldseekyouatonce。Heansweredthathewasgoingtorestafterhislongjourney,orperhapsIsaidthatheoughttodoso。Iforget,asoftenonedoes,onsobeauteousanightwhenotherthoughtsseemnearer。“

  “WhydidAnawishtoseeme,Prince?“

  “HowcanItell?Whydoesamanwhoisstillyoung——wanttoseeasweetandbeautifullady?Oh!Iremember。HehadmetyouruncleatTaniswhoinquiredastoyourhealth。Perhapsthatiswhyhewantedtoseeyou。“

  “IdonotwishtohearaboutmyuncleatTanis。Heremindsmeoftoomanythingsthatgivepain,andtherearenightswhenonewishestoescapepain,whichissuretobefoundagainonthemorrow。“

  “Areyoustillofthesamemindaboutreturningtoyourpeople?“heasked,moreearnestly。

  “Surely。Oh!donotsaythatyouwillsendmehenceto-“

  “Laban,Lady?“

  “Labanamongstothers。Remember,Prince,thatIamoneunderacurse。

  IfIreturntoGoshen,inthiswayorinthat,soonIshalldie。“

  “AnasaysthatyouruncleJabezdeclaresthatthemadfellowwhotriedtomurderyouhadnoauthoritytocurseandmuchlesstokillyou。Youmustaskhimtotellyouall。“

  “Yetthecursewillclingandcrushmeatthelast。HowcanI,onelonelywoman,standagainstthemightofthepeopleofIsraelandtheirpriests?“

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