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  “Well,then,whydidn’tthoutellmeallthissooner?“askedJobashfully。

  “NowIshallhaftoshowtheeallmyheart,andIsogladlywill,becausethoumusttakecareofithereafter。See,then,myJo——ah,thedear,funnylittlename——IhadawishtotellsomethingthedayIsaidgoodbyeinNewYork,butIthoughtthehandsomefriendwasbetrothedtothee,andsoIspokenot。Wouldstthouhavesaid`Yes’,then,ifIhadspoken?“

  “Idon’tknow。I’mafraidnot,forIdidn’thaveanyheartjustthen。“

  “Prut!ThatIdonotbelieve。Itwasasleeptillthefairyprincecamethroughthewood,andwakeditup。Ah,well,`DieersteLiebeistdiebeste’,butthatIshouldnotexpect。“

  “Yes,thefirstloveisthebest,butbesocontented,forI

  neverhadanother。Teddywasonlyaboy,andsoongotoverhislittlefancy,“saidJo,anxioustocorrecttheProfessor’smistake。

  “Good!ThenIshallresthappy,andbesurethatthougivestmeall。Ihafwaitedsolong,Iamgrownselfish,asthouwiltfind,Professorin。“

  “Ilikethat,“criedJo,delightedwithhernewname。“Nowtellmewhatbroughtyou,atlast,justwhenIwantedyou?“

  “This。“AndMr。Bhaertookalittlewornpaperoutofhiswaistcoatpocket。

  Jounfoldedit,andlookedmuchabashed,foritwasoneofherowncontributionstoapaperthatpaidforpoetry,whichaccountedforhersendingitanoccasionalattempt。

  “Howcouldthatbringyou?“sheasked,wonderingwhathemeant。

  “Ifounditbychance。Iknewitbythenamesandtheinitials,andinittherewasonelittleversethatseemedtocallme。Readandfindhim。Iwillseethatyougonotinthewet。“

  INTHEGARRET

  Fourlittlechestsallinarow,Dimwithdust,andwornbytime,Allfashionedandfilled,longago,Bychildrennowintheirprime。

  Fourlittlekeyshungsidebyside,Withfadedribbons,braveandgayWhenfastenedthere,withchildishpride,Longago,onarainyday。

  Fourlittlenames,oneoneachlid,Carvedoutbyaboyishhand,AndunderneaththereliethhidHistoriesofthehapppybandOnceplayinghere,andpausingoftTohearthesweetrefrain,Thatcameandwentontheroofaloft,Inthefallingsummerrain。

  “Meg“onthefirstlid,smoothandfair。

  Ilookinwithlovingeyes,Forfoldedhere,withwell-knowncare,Agoodlygatheringlies,Therecordofapeacefullife——

  Giftstogentlechildandgirl,Abridalgown,linestoawife,Atinyshoe,ababycurl。

  Notoysinthisfirstchestremain,Forallarecarriedaway,Intheiroldage,tojoinagainInanothersmallMeg’splay。

  Ah,happymother!WellIknowYouhear,likeasweetrefrain,LullabieseversoftandlowInthefallingsummerrain。

  “Jo“onthenextlid,scratchedandworn,AndwithinamotleystoreOfheadless,dolls,ofschoolbookstorn,Birdsandbeaststhatspeaknomore,SpoilsbroughthomefromthefairygroundOnlytrodbyyouthfulfeet,Dreamsofafutureneverfound,Memoriesofapaststillsweet,Half-writpoems,storieswild,Aprilletters,warmandcold,Diariesofawilfulchild,Hintsofawomanearlyold,Awomaninalonelyhome,Hearing,likeasadrefrain——

  “Beworthy,love,andlovewillcome,“

  Inthefallingsummerrain。

  MyBeth!thedustisalwayssweptFromthelidthatbearsyourname,Asifbylovingeyesthatwept,Bycarefulhandsthatoftencame。

  Deathcannonizedforusonesaint,Everlesshumanthandivine,Andstillwelay,withtenderplaint,Relicsinthishouseholdshrine——

  Thesilverbell,soseldomrung,Thelittlecapwhichlastshewore,Thefair,deadCatherinethathungByangelsborneaboveherdoor。

  Thesongsshesang,withoutlament,Inherprison-houseofpain,ForeveraretheysweetlyblentWiththefallingsummerrain。

  Uponthelastlid’spolishedfield——

  LegendnowbothfairandtrueAgallantknightbearsonhisshield,“Amy“inlettersgoldandblue。

  Withinliesnoodsthatboundherhair,Slippersthathavedancedtheirlast,Fadedflowerslaidbywithcare,Fanswhoseairytoilsarepast,Gayvalentines,allardentflames,TriflesthathavebornetheirpartIngirlishhopesandfearsandshames,TherecordofamaidenheartNowlearningfairer,truerspells,Hearing,likeablitherefrain,ThesilversoundofbridalbellsInthefallingsummerrain。

  Fourlittlechestsallinarow,Dimwithdust,andwornbytime,Fourwomen,taughtbywealandwoeToloveandlaborintheirprime。

  Foursisters,partedforanhour,Nonelost,oneonlygonebefore,Madebylove’simmortalpower,Nearestanddearestevermore。

  Oh,whenthesehiddenstoresofoursLieopentotheFather’ssight,Maytheyberichingoldenhours,Deedsthatshowfairerforthelight,Liveswhosebravemusiclongshallring,Likeaspirit-stirringstrain,SoulsthatshallgladlysoarandsingInthelongsunshineafterrain。

  “It’sverybadpoetry,butIfeltitwhenIwroteit,onedaywhenIwasverylonely,andhadagoodcryonaragbag。Ineverthoughtitwouldgowhereitcouldtelltales,“saidJo,tearinguptheversestheProfessorhadtreasuredsolong。

  “Letitgo,ithasdoneit’sduty,andIwillhafafreshonewhenIreadallthebrownbookinwhichshekeepsherlittlesecrets,“saidMr。Bhaerwithasmileashewatchedthefragmentsflyawayonthewind。“Yes,“headdedearnestly,“Ireadthat,andIthinktomyself,Shehasasorrow,sheislonely,shewouldfindcomfortintruelove。Ihafaheartfull,fullforher。

  ShallInotgoandsay,“IfthisisnottoopoorathingtogifforwhatIshallhopetoreceive,takeitinGott’sname?“

  “Andsoyoucametofindthatitwasnottoopoor,buttheonepreciousthingIneeded,“whisperedJo。

  “Ihadnocouragetothinkthatatfirst,heavenlykindaswasyourwelcometome。ButsoonIbegantohope,andthenIsaid,`IwillhafherifIdieforit,’andsoIwill!“criedMr。Bhaer,withadefiantnod,asifthewallsofmistclosingroundthemwerebarrierswhichhewastosurmountorvaliantlyknockdown。

  Jothoughtthatwassplendid,andresolvedtobeworthyofherknight,thoughhedidnotcomeprancingonachargeringorgeousarray。

  “Whatmadeyoustayawaysolong?“sheaskedpresently,findingitsopleasanttoaskconfidentialquestionsandgetdelightfulanswersthatshecouldnotkeepsilent。

  “Itwasnoteasy,butIcouldnotfindthehearttotakeyoufromthatsohappyhomeuntilIcouldhafaprospectofonetogifyou,aftermuchtime,perhaps,andhardwork。HowcouldI

  askyoutogifupsomuchforapooroldfellow,whohasnofortunebutalittlelearning?“

  “I’mgladyouarepoor。Icouldn’tbeararichhusband,“

  saidJodecidedly,addinginasoftertone,“Don’tfearpoverty。

  I’veknownitlongenoughtolosemydreadandbehappyworkingforthoseIlove,anddon’tcallyourselfold——fortyistheprimeoflife。Icouldn’thelplovingyouifyouwereseventy!“

  TheProfessorfoundthatsotouchingthathewouldhavebeengladofhishandkerchief,ifhecouldhavegotatit。Ashercouldn’t,Jowipedhiseyesforhim,andsaid,laughing,asshetookawayabundleortwo……

  “Imaybestrong-minded,butnoonecansayI’moutofmyspherenow,forwoman’sspecialmissionissupposedtobedryingtearsandbearingburdens。I’mtocarrymyshare,Friedrich,andhelptoearnthehome。Makeupyourmindtothat,orI’llnevergo,“sheaddedresolutely,ashetriedtoreclaimhisload。

  “Weshallsee。Hafyoupatiencetowaitalongtime,Jo?

  Imustgoawayanddomyworkalone。Imusthelpmyboysfirst,because,evenforyou,ImaynotbreakmywordtoMinna。Canyouforgifthat,andbehappywhilewehopeandwait?“

  “Yes,IknowIcan,forweloveoneanother,andthatmakesalltheresteasytobear。Ihavemyduty,also,andmywork。

  Icouldn’tenjoymyselfifIneglectedthemevenforyou,sothere’snoneedofhurryorimpatience。YoucandoyourpartoutWest,Icandominehere,andbothbehappyhopingforthebest,andleavingthefuturetobeasGodwills。“

  “Ah!Thougifestmesuchhopeandcourage,andIhafnothingtogifbackbutafullheartandtheseemptyhands,“criedtheProfessor,quiteovercome。

  Jonever,neverwouldlearntobeproper,forwhenhesaidthatastheystooduponthesteps,shejustputbothhandsintohis,whisperingtenderly,“Notemptynow,“andstoopingdown,kissedherFriedrichundertheumbrella。Itwasdreadful,butshewouldhavedoneitiftheflockofdraggle-tailedsparrowsonthehedgehadbeenhumanbeings,forshewasveryfargoneindeed,andquiteregardlessofeverythingbutherownhappiness。

  Thoughitcameinsuchaverysimpleguise,thatwasthecrowningmomentofboththeirlives,when,turningfromthenightandstormandlonelinesstothehouseholdlightandwarmthandpeacewaitingtoreceivethem,withaglad“Welcomehome!“Joledherloverin,andshutthedoor。

  ForayearJoandherProfessorworkedandwaited,hopedandloved,metoccasionally,andwrotesuchvoluminouslettersthattheriseinthepriceofpaperwasaccountedfor,Lauriesaid。Thesecondyearbeganrathersoberly,fortheirprospectsdidnotbrighten,andAuntMarchdiedsuddenly。Butwhentheirfirstsorrowwasover——fortheylovedtheoldladyinspiteofhersharptongue——theyfoundtheyhadcauseforrejoicing,forshehadleftPlumfieldtoJo,whichmadeallsortsofjoyfulthingspossible。

  “It’safineoldplace,andwillbringahandsomesum,forofcourseyouintendtosellit,“saidLaurie,astheywerealltalkingthematteroversomeweekslater。

  “No,Idon’t,“wasJo’sdecidedanswer,asshepettedthefatpoodle,whomshehadadopted,outofrespecttohisformermistress。

  “Youdon’tmeantolivethere?“

  “Yes,Ido。“

  “But,mydeargirl,it’sanimmensehouse,andwilltakeapowerofmoneytokeepitinorder。Thegardenandorchardaloneneedtwoorthreemen,andfarmingisn’tinBhaer’sline,Itakeit。“

  “He’lltryhishandatitthere,ifIproposeit。“

  “Andyouexpecttoliveontheproduceoftheplace?Well,thatsoundsparadisiacal,butyou’llfinditdesperatehardwork。“

  “Thecropwearegoingtoraiseisaprofitableone,“AndJolaughed。

  “Ofwhatisthisfinecroptoconsist,ma’am?“

  “Boys。Iwanttoopenaschoolforlittlelads——agood,happy,homelikeschool,withmetotakecareofthemandFritztoteachthem。“

  “That’satrulyJoianplanforyou!Isn’tthatjustlikeher?“criedLaurie,appealingtothefamily,wholookedasmuchsurprisedashe。

  “Ilikeit,“saidMrs。Marchdecidedly。

  “SodoI,“addedherhusband,whowelcomedthethoughtofachancefortryingtheSocraticmethodofeducationonmodernyouth。

  “ItwillbeanimmensecareforJo,“saidMeg,strokingtheheadorheroneall-absorbingson。

  “Jocandoit,andbehappyinit。It’sasplendididea。

  Tellusallaboutit,“criedMr。Laurence,whohadbeenlongingtolendtheloversahand,butknewthattheywouldrefusehishelp。

  “Iknewyou’dstandbyme,sir。Amydoestoo——Iseeitinhereyes,thoughsheprudentlywaitstoturnitoverinhermindbeforeshespeaks。Now,mydearpeople,“continuedJoearnestly,“justunderstandthatthisisn’tanewideaofmine,butalongcherishedplan。BeforemyFritzcame,Iusedtothinkhow,whenI’dmademyfortune,andnooneneededmeathome,I’dhireabighouse,andpickupsomepoor,forlornlittleladswhohadn’tanymothers,andtakecareofthem,andmakelifejollyforthembeforeitwastoolate。Iseesomanygoingtoruinforwantofhelpattherightminute,Ilovesotodoanythingforthem,I

  seemtofeeltheirwants,andsympathizewiththeirtroubles,andoh,Ishouldsoliketobeamothertothem!“

  Mrs。MarchheldoutherhandtoJo,whotookit,smiling,withtearsinhereyes,andwentonintheoldenthusiasticway,whichtheyhadnotseenforalongwhile。

  “ItoldmyplantoFritzonce,andhesaiditwasjustwhathewouldlike,andagreedtotryitwhenwegotrich。Blesshisdearheart,he’sbeendoingitallhislife——helpingpoorboys,I

  mean,notgettingrich,thathe’llneverbe。Moneydoesn’tstayinhispocketlongenoughtolayupany。Butnow,thankstomygoodoldaunt,wholovedmebetterthanIeverdeserved,I’mrich,atleastIfeelso,andwecanliveatPlumfieldperfectlywell,ifwehaveaflourishingschool。It’sjusttheplaceforboys,thehouseisbig,andthefurniturestrongandplain。There’splentyofroomfordozensinside,andsplendidgroundsoutside。

  Theycouldhelpinthegardenandorchard。Suchworkishealthy,isn’tit,sir?ThenFritzcouldtrainandteachinhisownway,andFatherwillhelphim。Icanfeedandnurseandpetandscoldthem,andMotherwillbemystand-by。I’vealwayslongedforlotsofboys,andneverhadenough,nowIcanfillthehousefullandrevelinthelittledearstomyheart’scontent。Thinkwhatluxury——

  Plumfieldmyown,andawildernessofboystoenjoyitwithme。“

  AsJowavedherhandsandgaveasighofrapture,thefamilywentoffintoagaleofmerriment,andMr。Laurencelaughedtilltheythoughthe’dhaveanapoplecticfit。

  “Idon’tseeanythingfunny,“shesaidgravely,whenshecouldbeheard。“NothingcouldbemorenaturalandproperthanformyProfessortoopenaschool,andformetoprefertoresideinmyownestate。“

  “Sheisputtingonairsalready,“saidLaurie,whoregardedtheideainthelightofacapitaljoke。“ButmayIinquirehowyouintendtosupporttheestablishment?Ifallthepupilsarelittleragamuffins,I’mafraidyourcropwon’tbeprofitableinaworldlysense,Mr。Bhaer。“

  “Nowdon’tbeawet-blanket,Teddy。OfcourseIshallhaverichpupils,also——perhapsbeginwithsuchaltogether。Then,whenI’vegotastart,Icantakeinaragamuffinortwo,justforarelish。Richpeople’schildrenoftenneedcareandcomfort,aswellaspoor。I’veseenunfortunatelittlecreatureslefttoservants,orbackwardonespushedforward,whenit’srealcruelty。

  Somearenaughtythroughmismanagmentorneglect,andsomelosetheirmothers。Besides,thebesthavetogetthroughthehobbledehoyage,andthat’stheverytimetheyneedmostpatienceandkindness。

  Peoplelaughatthem,andhustlethemabout,trytokeepthemoutofsight,andexpectthemtoturnallatoncefromprettychildrenintofineyoungmen。Theydon’tcomplainmuch——

  pluckylittlesouls——buttheyfeelit。I’vebeenthroughsome-

  thingofit,andIknowallaboutit。I’veaspecialinterestinsuchyoungbears,andliketoshowthemthatIseethewarm,honest,well-meaningboys’hearts,inspiteoftheclumsyarmsandlegsandthetopsy-turvyheads。I’vehadexperience,too,forhaven’tIbroughtuponeboytobeaprideandhonortohisfamily?“

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