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  “Hereareyourflowers。Iarrangedthemmyself,rememberingthatyoudidn’tlikewhatHannahcallsa`sot-bookay’,saidLaurie,handingheradelicatenosegay,inaholderthatshehadlongcovetedasshedailypasseditinCardiglia’swindow。

  “Howkindyouare!“sheexclaimedgratefully。“IfI’dknownyouwerecomingI’dhavehadsomethingreadyforyoutoday,thoughnotasprettyasthis,I’mafraid。“

  “Thankyou。Itisn’twhatitshouldbe,butyouhaveimprovedit,“

  headded,asshesnappedthesilverbraceletonherwrist。

  “Pleasedon’t。“

  “Ithoughtyoulikedthatsortofthing。“

  “Notfromyou,itdoesn’tsoundnatural,andIlikeyouroldbluntnessbetter。“

  “I’mgladofit,“heanswered,withalookofrelief,thenbuttonedherglovesforher,andaskedifhistiewasstraight,justasheusedtodowhentheywenttopartiestogetherathome。

  ThecompanyassembledinthelongsalleamangerthateveningwassuchasoneseesnowherebutontheContinent。ThehospitableAmericanshadinvitedeveryacquaintancetheyhadinNice,andhavingnoprejudiceagainsttitles,securedafewtoaddlustertotheirChristmasball。

  ARussianprincecondescendedtositinacornerforanhourandtalkwithamassivelady,dressedlikeHamlet’smotherinblackvelvetwithapearlbridleunderherchin。APolishcount,agedeighteen,devotedhimselftotheladies,whopronouncedhim,`afascinatingdear’,andaGermanSereneSomething,havingcometosupperalone,roamedvaguelyabout,seekingwhathemightdevour。BaronRothschild’sprivatesecretary,alargenosedJewintightboots,affablybeamedupontheworld,asifhismaster’snamecrownedhimwithagoldenhalo。AstoutFrenchman,whoknewtheEmperor,cametoindulgehismaniafordancing,andLadydeJones,aBritishmatron,adornedthescenewithherlittlefamilyofeight。Ofcourse,thereweremanylight-footed,shrill-voicedAmericangirls,handsome,lifeless-lookingEnglishditto,andafewplainbutpiquanteFrenchdemoiselles,likewisetheusualsetoftravelingyounggentlemenwhodisportedthemselvesgaily,whilemammasofallnationslinedthewallsandsmileduponthembenignlywhentheydancedwiththeirdaughters。

  AnyyounggirlcanimagineAmy’sstateofmindwhenshe`tookthestage’thatnight,leaningonLaurie’sarm。Sheknewshelookedwell,shelovedtodance,shefeltthatherfootwasonhernativeheathinaballroom,andenjoyedthedelightfulsenseofpowerwhichcomeswhenyounggirlsfirstdiscoverthenewandlovelykingdomtheyareborntorulebyvirtueofbeauty,youth,andwomanhood。ShedidpitytheDavisgirls,whowereawkward,plain,anddestituteofescort,exceptagrimpapaandthreegrimmermaidenaunts,andshebowedtotheminherfriendliestmannerasshepassed,whichwasgoodofher,asitpermittedthemtoseeherdress,andburnwithcuriositytoknowwhoherdistinguished-lookingfriendmightbe。Withthefirstburstoftheband,Amy’scolorrose,hereyesbegantosparkle,andherfeettotapthefloorimpatiently,forshedancedwellandwantedLaurietoknowit。Thereforetheshockshereceivedcanbetterbeimaginedthandescribed,whenhesaidinaperfectlytranquiltone,“Doyoucaretodance?“

  “Oneusuallydoesataball。“

  HeramazedlookandquickanswercausedLaurietorepairhiserrorasfastaspossible。

  “Imeantthefirstdance。MayIhavethehonor?“

  “IcangiveyouoneifIputofftheCount。Hedancesdevinely,buthewillexcuseme,asyouareanoldfriend,“saidAmy,hopingthatthenamewouldhaveagoodeffect,andshowLauriethatshewasnottobetrifledwith。

  “Nicelittleboy,butratherashortPoletosupport……

  Adaughterofthegods,Devinelytall,andmostdevinelyfair,“

  wasallthesatisfactionshegot,however。

  ThesetinwhichtheyfoundthemselveswascomposedofEnglish,andAmywascompelledtowalkdecorouslythroughacotillion,feelingallthewhileasifshecoulddancethetarantellawithrelish。Laurieresignedhertothe`nicelittleboy’,andwenttodohisdutytoFlo,withoutsecuringAmyforthejoystocome,whichreprehensiblewantofforethoughtwasproperlypunished,forsheimmediatelyengagedherselftillsupper,meaningtorelentifhethengaveanysignspenitence。

  Sheshowedhimherballbookwithdemuresatisfactionwhenhestrolledinsteadofrusheduptoclaimherforthenext,agloriouspolkaredowa。Buthispoliteregretsdidn’timposeuponher,andwhenshegallopedawaywiththeCount,shesawLauriesitdownbyherauntwithanactualexpressionofrelief。

  Thatwasunpardonable,andAmytooknomorenoticeofhimforalongwhile,exceptawordnowandthenwhenshecametoherchaperonbetweenthedancesforanecessarypinoramoment’srest。Herangerhadagoodeffect,however,forshehiditunderasmilingface,andseemedunusuallyblitheandbrilliant。Laurie’seyesfollowedherwithpleasure,forsheneitherrompednorsauntered,butdancedwithspiritandgrace,makingthedelightsomepastimewhatitshouldbe。Heverynaturallyfelltostudyingherfromthisnewpointofview,andbeforetheeveningwashalfover,haddecidedthat`littleAmywasgoingtomakeaverycharmingwoman’。

  Itwasalivelyscene,forsoonthespiritofthesocialseasontookpossessionofeveryone,andChristmasmerrimentmadeallfacesshine,heartshappy,andheelslight。Themusiciansfiddled,tooted,andbangedasiftheyenjoyedit,everybodydancedwhocould,andthosewhocouldn’tadmiredtheirneighborswithuncommonwarmth。TheairwasdarkwithDavises,andmanyJonesgamboledlikeaflockofyounggiraffes。Thegoldensecretarydartedthroughtheroomlikeameteorwithadashingfrenchwomanwhocarpedthefloorwithherpinksatintrain。ThesereneTeutonfoundthesuppertableandwashappy,eatingsteadilythroughthebilloffare,anddismayedthegarconsbytheravageshecommitted。ButtheEmperor’sfriendcoveredhimselfwithglory,forhedancedeverything,whetherheknewitornot,andintroducedimpromptupirouetteswhenthefiguresbewilderedhim。Theboyishabandonofthatstoutmanwascharmingtobehold,forthoughhe`carriedweight’,hedancedlikeanIndia-rubberball。Heran,heflew,hepranced,hisfaceglowed,hisbaldheadshown,hiscoattailswavedwildly,hispumpsactuallytwinkledintheair,andwhenthemusicstopped,hewipedthedropsfromhisbrow,andbeameduponhisfellowmenlikeaFrenchPickwickwithoutglasses。

  AmyandherPoledistinguishedthemselvesbyequalenthusiasmbutmoregracefulagility,andLauriefoundhimselfinvoluntarilykeepingtimetotherhythmicriseandfallofthewhiteslippersastheyflewbyasindefatigablyasifwinged。

  WhenlittleVladimirfinallyrelinquishedher,withassurancesthathewas`desolatedtoleavesoearly’,shewasreadytorest,andseehowherrecreantknighthadbornehispunishment。

  Ithadbeensuccessful,foratthree-and-twenty,blightedaffectionsfindabalminfriendlysociety,andyoungnerveswillthrill,youngblooddance,andhealthyyoungspiritsrise,whensubjectedtotheenchantmentofbeauty,light,music,andmotion。Lauriehadawaked-uplookasherosetogiveherhisseat,andwhenhehurriedawaytobringhersomesupper,shesaidtoherself,withasatisfiedsmile,“Ah,Ithoughtthatwoulddohimgood!“

  “YoulooklikeBalzac’s`FEMMEPEINTEPARELLE-NENE’,“

  hesaid,ashefannedherwithonehandandheldhercoffeecupintheother。

  “Myrougewon’tcomeoff。“AndAmyrubbedherbrilliantcheek,andshowedhimherwhiteglovewithasobersimplicitythatmadehimlaughoutright。

  “Whatdoyoucallthisstuff?“heasked,touchingafoldofherdressthathadblownoverhisknee。

  “Illusion。“

  “Goodnameforit。It’sverypretty——newthing,isn’tit?“

  “It’sasoldasthehills。Youhaveseenitondozensofgirls,andyouneverfoundoutthatitwasprettytillnow?

  Stupide!“

  “Ineversawitonyoubefore,whichaccountsforthemistake,yousee。“

  “Noneofthat,itisforbidden。I’drathertakecoffeethancomplimentsjustnow。No,don’tlounge,itmakesmenervous。“

  Lauriesatboldupright,andmeeklytookheremptyplatefeelinganoddsortofpleasureinhaving`littleAmy’orderhimabout,forshehadlosthershynessnow,andfeltanirrestibledesiretotrampleonhim,asgirlshaveadelightfulwayofdoingwhenlordsofcreationshowanysignsofsubjection。

  “Wheredidyoulearnallthissortofthing?“heaskedwithaquizzicallook。

  “As`thissortofthing’isratheravagueexpression,wouldyoukindlyexplain?“returnedAmy,knowingperfectlywellwhathemeant,butwickedlyleavinghimtodescribewhatisindescribable。

  “Well——thegeneralair,thestyle,theself-possession,the——

  the——illusion——youknow“,laughedLaurie,breakingdownandhelpinghimselfoutofhisquandarywiththenewword。

  Amywasgratified,butofcoursedidn’tshowit,anddemurelyanswered,“Foreignlifepolishesoneinspiteofone’sself。I

  studyaswellasplay,andasforthis“——withalittlegesturetowardherdress——“why,tulleischeap,posiestobehadfornothing,andIamusedtomakingthemostofmypoorlittlethings。“

  Amyratherregrettedthatlastsentence,fearingitwasn’tingoodtaste,butLaurielikedherbetterforit,andfoundhimselfbothadmiringandrespectingthebravepatiencethatmadethemostofopportunity,andthecheerfulspiritthatcoveredpovertywithflowers。Amydidnotknowwhyhelookedathersokindly,nowwhyhefilledupherbookwithhisownname,anddevotedhimselftoherfortherestoftheeveninginthemostdelightfulmanner,buttheimpulsethatwroughtthisagreeablechangewastheresultofoneofthenewimpressionswhichbothofthemwereunconsciouslygivingandreceiving。

  Chapter38CHAPTERTHIRTY-EIGHT

  InFrancetheyounggirlshaveadulltimeofittilltheyaremarried,when`Vivelaliberte!’becomestheirmotto。InAmerica,aseveryoneknows,girlsearlysignthedeclarationofindependence,andenjoytheirfreedomwithrepublicanzest,buttheyoungmatronsusuallyabdicatewiththefirstheirtothethroneandgointoaseclusionalmostascloseasaFrenchnunnery,thoughbynomeansasquiet。Whethertheylikeitornot,theyarevirtuallyputupontheshelfassoonastheweddingexcitementisover,andmostofthemmightexclaim,asdidaveryprettywomantheotherday,“I’mashandsomeasever,butnoonetakesanynoticeofmebecauseI’mmarried。“

  Notbeingabelleorevenafashionablelady,Megdidnotexperiencethisafflictiontillherbabieswereayearold,forinherlittleworldprimitivecustomsprevailed,andshefoundherselfmoreadmiredandbelovedthanever。

  Asshewasawomanlylittlewoman,thematernalinstinctwasverystrong,andshewasentirelyabsorbedinherchildren,totheutterexclusionofeverythingandeverybodyelse。Dayandnightshebroodedoverthemwithtirelessdevotionandanxiety,leavingJohntothetendermerciesofthehelp,foranIrishladynowpresidedoverthekitchendepartment。Beingadomesticman,Johndecidedlymissedthewifelyattentionshehadbeenaccustomedtoreceive,butasheadoredhisbabies,hecheerfullyrelinquishedhiscomfortforatime,supposingwithmasculineignorancethatpeacewouldsoonberestored。Butthreemonthspassed,andtherewasnoreturnofrepose。Meglookedwornandnervous,thebabiesabsorbedeveryminuteofhertime,thehousewasneglected,andKitty,thecook,whotooklife`aisy’,kepthimonshortcommons。Whenhewentoutinthemorninghewasbewilderedbysmallcommissionsforthecaptivemamma,ifhecamegailyinatnight,eagertoembracehisfamily,hewasquenchedbya“Hush!Theyarejustasleepafterworryingallday。“Ifheproposedalittleamusementathome,“No,itwoulddisturbthebabies。“Ifhehintedatalectureoraconcert,hewasansweredwithareproachfullook,andadecided“Leavemychildrenforpleasure,never!“Hissleepwasbrokenbyinfantwailsandvisionsofaphantomfigurepacingnoiselesslytoandfrointhewatchesofthenight。Hismealswereinterruptedbythefrequentflightofthepresidinggenius,whodesertedhim,half-helped,ifamuffledchirpsoundedfromthenestabove。Andwhenhereadhispaperofanevening,Demi’scolicgotintotheshippinglistandDaisy’sfallaffectedthepriceofstocks,forMrs。Brookewasonlyinterestedindomesticnews。

  Thepoormanwasveryuncomfortable,forthechildrenhadberefthimofhiswife,homewasmerelyanurseryandtheperpetual`hushing’madehimfeellikeabrutalintruderwheneverheenteredthesacredprecinctsofBabyland。Heboreitverypatientlyforsixmonths,andwhennosignsofamendmentappeared,hedidwhatotherpaternalexilesdo——triedtogetalittlecomfortelsewhere。Scotthadmarriedandgonetohousekeepingnotfaroff,andJohnfellintothewayofrunningoverforanhourortwoofanevening,whenhisownparlorwasempty,andhisownwifesinginglullabiesthatseemedtohavenoend。Mrs。

  Scottwasalively,prettygirl,withnothingtodobutbeagreeable,andsheperformedhermissionmostsuccessfully。Theparlorwasalwaysbrightandattractive,thechessboardready,thepianointune,plentyofgaygossip,andanicelittlesuppersetforthintemptingstyle。

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