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  Joshuaremarkedcoldlythatitwastheprincipalofhiscollege,guardedlyinquiring,’Didyoutellhimwhomyouwerecometosee?’

  Hisfatherdidnotreply。Heandhisstrappinggipsywife——ifshewerehiswife——stayednolonger,anddisappearedinthedirectionoftheHighStreet。JoshuaHalboroughwentbacktothelibrary。

  Determinedaswashisnature,hewepthottearsuponthebooks,andwasimmeasurablymorewretchedthatafternoonthantheunwelcomemillwright。Intheeveninghesatdownandwrotealettertohisbrother,inwhich,afterstatingwhathadhappened,andexpatiatinguponthisnewdisgraceinthegipsywife,hepropoundedaplanforraisingmoneysufficienttoinducethecoupletoemigratetoCanada。

  ’Itisouronlychance,’hesaid。’Thecaseasitstandsismaddening。Forasuccessfulpainter,sculptor,musician,author,whotakessocietybystorm,itisnodrawback,itissometimesevenaromanticrecommendation,tohailfromoutcastsandprofligates。ButforaclergymanoftheChurchofEngland!Cornelius,itisfatal!

  TosucceedintheChurch,peoplemustbelieveinyou,firstofall,asagentleman,secondlyasamanofmeans,thirdlyasascholar,fourthlyasapreacher,fifthly,perhaps,asaChristian,——butalwaysfirstasagentleman,withalltheirheartandsoulandstrength。I

  wouldhavefacedthefactofbeingasmallmachinist’sson,andhavetakenmychance,ifhe’dbeeninanysenserespectableanddecent。

  TheessenceofChristianityishumility,andbythehelpofGodI

  wouldhavebrazeneditout。Butthisterriblevagabondageanddisreputableconnection!Ifhedoesnotacceptmytermsandleavethecountry,itwillextinguishusandkillme。Forhowcanwelive,andrelinquishourhighaim,andbringdownourdearsisterRosatothelevelofagipsy’sstep-daughter?’

  TherewasexcitementintheparishofNarrobourneoneday。Thecongregationhadjustcomeoutfrommorningservice,andthewholeconversationwasofthenewcurate,Mr。Halborough,whohadofficiatedforthefirsttime,intheabsenceoftherector。

  Neverbeforehadthefeelingofthevillagersapproachedalevelwhichcouldbecalledexcitementonsuchamatterasthis。Thedroningwhichhadbeentheruleinthatquietoldplaceforacenturyseemedendedatlast。Theyrepeatedthetexttoeachotherasarefrain:’OLord,bethoumyhelper!’Notwithinlivingmemorytillto-dayhadthesubjectofthesermonformedthetopicofconversationfromthechurchdoortochurch-yardgate,totheexclusionofpersonalremarksonthosewhohadbeenpresent,andontheweek’snewsingeneral。

  Thethrillingperiodsofthepreacherhungabouttheirmindsallthatday。Theparishbeingsteepedinindifferentism,ithappenedthatwhentheyouthsandmaidens,middle-agedandoldpeople,whohadattendedchurchthatmorning,recurredasbyafascinationtowhatHalboroughhadsaid,theydidsomoreorlessindirectly,andevenwiththesubterfugeofalightlaughthatwasnotreal,sogreatwastheirshynessunderthenoveltyoftheirsensations。

  Whatwasmorecuriousthanthattheseunconventionalvillagersshouldhavebeenexcitedbyapreacherofanewschoolafterfortyyearsoffamiliaritywiththeoldhandwhohadhadchargeoftheirsouls,wastheeffectofHalborough’saddressupontheoccupantsofthemanor-

  housepew,includingtheowneroftheestate。Thesethoughttheyknewhowtodiscountthemeresensationalsermon,howtominimizeflashoratorytoitsbareproportions;buttheyhadyieldedliketherestoftheassemblytothecharmofthenewcomer。

  Mr。Fellmer,thelandowner,wasayoungwidower,whosemother,stillintheprimeoflife,hadreturnedtoheroldpositioninthefamilymansionsincethedeathofherson’swifeintheyearafterhermarriage,atthebirthofafragilelittlegirl。Fromthedateofhislosstothepresenttime,Fellmerhadledaninactiveexistenceintheseclusionoftheparish;alackofmotiveseemedtoleavehimlistless。Hehadgladlyreinstatedhismotherinthegloomyhouse,andhismainoccupationnowlayinstewardinghisestate,whichwasnotlarge。Mrs。Fellmer,whohadsatbesidehimunderHalboroughthismorning,wasacheerful,straightforwardwoman,whodidhermarketingandheralms-givinginperson,wasfondofold-fashionedflowers,andwalkedaboutthevillageonverywetdaysvisitingtheparishioners。These,theonlytwogreatonesofNarrobourne,wereimpressedbyJoshua’seloquenceasmuchasthecottagers。

  Halboroughhadbeenbrieflyintroducedtothemonhisarrivalsomedaysbefore,and,theirinterestbeingkindled,theywaitedafewmomentstillhecameoutofthevestry,towalkdownthechurchyard-

  pathwithhim。Mrs。Fellmerspokewarmlyofthesermon,ofthegoodfortuneoftheparishinhisadvent,andhopedhehadfoundcomfortablequarters。

  Halborough,faintlyflushing,saidthathehadobtainedveryfairlodgingsintheroomyhouseofafarmer,whomhenamed。

  Shefearedhewouldfinditverylonely,especiallyintheevenings,andhopedtheywouldseeagooddealofhim。Whenwouldhedinewiththem?Couldhenotcomethatday——itmustbesodullforhimthefirstSundayeveningincountrylodgings?

  Halboroughrepliedthatitwouldgivehimmuchpleasure,butthathefearedhemustdecline。’Iamnotaltogetheralone,’hesaid。’Mysister,whohasjustreturnedfromBrussels,andwhofelt,asyoudo,thatIshouldberatherdismalbymyself,hasaccompaniedmehithertostayafewdaystillshehasputmyroomsinorderandsetmegoing。Shewastoofatiguedtocometochurch,andiswaitingformenowatthefarm。’

  ’Oh,butbringyoursister——thatwillbestillbetter!Ishallbedelightedtoknowher。HowIwishIhadbeenaware!Dotellher,please,thatwehadnoideaofherpresence。’

  HalboroughassuredMrs。Fellmerthathewouldcertainlybearthemessage;butastohercominghewasnotsosure。Therealtruthwas,however,thatthematterwouldbedecidedbyhim,Rosahavinganalmostfilialrespectforhiswishes。Buthewasuncertainastothestateofherwardrobe,andhaddeterminedthatsheshouldnotenterthemanor-houseatadisadvantagethatevening,whentherewouldprobablybeplentyofopportunitiesinthefutureofherdoingsobecomingly。

  Hewalkedtothefarminlongstrides。This,then,wastheoutcomeofhisfirstmorning’sworkascuratehere。Thingshadgonefairlywellwithhim。Hehadbeenordained;hewasinacomfortableparish,wherehewouldexercisealmostsolesupervision,therectorbeinginfirm。Hehadmadeadeepimpressionatstarting,andtheabsenceofahoodseemedtohavedonehimnoharm。Moreover,byconsiderablepersuasionandpayment,hisfatherandthedarkwomanhadbeenshippedofftoCanada,wheretheywerenotlikelytointerferegreatlywithhisinterests。

  Rosacameouttomeethim。’Ah!youshouldhavegonetochurchlikeagoodgirl,’hesaid。

  ’Yes——IwishedIhadafterwards。ButIdosohatechurchasarulethatevenyourpreachingwasunderestimatedinmymind。Itwastoobadofme!’

  Thegirlwhospokethusplayfullywasfair,tall,andsylph-like,inamuslindress,andwithjustthecoquettishdesinvolturewhichanEnglishgirlbringshomefromabroad,andlosesagainafterafewmonthsofnativelife。Joshuawasthereverseofplayful;theworldwastooimportantaconcernforhimtoindulgeinlightmoods。Hetoldherindecided,practicalphraseologyoftheinvitation。

  ’Now,Rosa,wemustgo——that’ssettled——ifyou’veadressthatcanbemadefittowearallonthehoplikethis。Youdidn’t,ofcourse,thinkofbringinganeveningdresstosuchanout-of-the-wayplace?’

  ButRosahadcomefromthewrongcitytobecaughtnappinginthosematters。’Yes,Idid,’saidshe。’Oneneverknowswhatmayturnup。’

  ’Welldone!Thenoffwegoatseven。’

  Theeveningdrewon,andatdusktheystartedonfoot,Rosapullinguptheedgeofherskirtunderhercloakoutofthewayofthedews,sothatitformedagreatwind-bagallroundher,andcarryinghersatinshoesunderherarm。Joshuawouldnotletherwaittillshegotindoorsbeforechangingthem,assheproposed,butinsistedonherperformingthatoperationunderatree,sothattheymightenterasiftheyhadnotwalked。Hewasnervouslyformalaboutsuchtrifles,whileRosatookthewholeproceeding——walk,dressing,dinner,andall——asapastime。ToJoshuaitwasaseriousstepinlife。

  Amoreunexpectedkindofpersonforacurate’ssisterwasneverpresentedatadinner。ThesurpriseofMrs。Fellmerwasunconcealed。

  ShehadlookedforwardtoaDorcas,orMartha,orRhodaattheoutside,andashadeofmisgivingcrossedherface。Itwaspossiblethat,hadtheyoungladyaccompaniedherbrothertochurch,therewouldhavebeennodiningatNarrobourneHousethatday。

  Notsowiththeyoungwidower,herson。Heresembledasleeperwhohadawakedinasummernoonexpectingtofinditonlydawn。Hecouldscarcelyhelpstretchinghisarmsandyawningintheirfaces,sostrongwashissenseofbeingsuddenlyarousedtoanunforeseenthing。WhentheyhadsatdowntotableheatfirsttalkedtoRosasomewhatwiththeairofarulerintheland;butthewomanlurkingintheacquaintancesoonbroughthimtohislevel,andthegirlfromBrusselssawhimlookingathermouth,herhands,hercontour,asifhecouldnotquitecomprehendhowtheygotcreated:thenhedroppedintothemoresatisfactorystagewhichdiscernsnoparticulars。

  Hetalkedbutlittle;shesaidmuch。ThehomelinessoftheFellmers,toherview,thoughtheywereregardedwithsuchawedownhere,quitedisembarrassedher。Thesquirehadbecomesounpractised,haddroppedsofarintotheshadeduringthelastyearorsoofhislife,thathehadalmostforgottenwhattheworldcontainedtillthiseveningremindedhim。Hismother,afterherfirstmomentsofdoubt,appearedtothinkthathemustbelefttohisownguidance,andgaveherattentiontoJoshua。

  Withallhisforesightanddoggednessofaim,theresultofthatdinnerexceededHalborough’sexpectations。InweavinghisambitionshehadviewedhissisterRosaasaslight,brightthingtobehelpedintonoticebyhisabilities;butitnowbegantodawnuponhimthatthephysicalgiftsofnaturetohermightdomoreforthemboththannature’sintellectualgiftstohimself。WhilehewaspatientlyboringthetunnelRosaseemedabouttoflyoverthemountain。

  Hewrotethenextdaytohisbrother,nowoccupyinghisownoldroomsinthetheologicalcollege,tellinghimexultinglyoftheunanticipateddebutofRosaatthemanor-house。Thenextpostbroughthimareplyofcongratulation,dashedwiththecounteractingintelligencethathisfatherdidnotlikeCanada——thathiswifehaddesertedhim,whichmadehimfeelsodrearythathethoughtofreturninghome。

  InhisrecentsatisfactionathisownsuccessesJoshuaHalboroughhadwell-nighforgottenhischronictrouble——latterlyscreenedbydistance。Butitnowreturneduponhim;hesawmoreinthisbriefannouncementthanhisbrotherseemedtosee。Itwasthecloudnobiggerthanaman’shand。

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