Corneliushadreceivedthem,andherelatedwhathewasdoing。
’Mindyouworkinthemorning。Whattimedoyougetup?’
Theyoungerreplied:’Half-pastfive。’
’Half-pastfourisnotaminutetoosoonthistimeoftheyear。
Thereisnotimelikethemorningforconstruing。Idon’tknowwhy,butwhenIfeeleventoodrearytoreadanovelIcantranslate——
thereissomethingmechanicalaboutitIsuppose。Now,Cornelius,youareratherbehindhand,andhavesomeheavyreadingbeforeyouifyoumeantogetoutofthisnextChristmas。’
’IamafraidIhave。’
’WemustsoonsoundtheBishop。Iamsureyouwillgetatitlewithoutdifficultywhenhehasheardall。Thesub-dean,theprincipalofmycollege,saysthatthebestplanwillbeforyoutocometherewhenhislordshipispresentatanexamination,andhe’llgetyouapersonalinterviewwithhim。Mindyoumakeagoodimpressionuponhim。Ifoundinmycasethatthatwaseverythinganddoctrinealmostnothing。You’lldoforadeacon,Corney,ifnotforapriest。’
Theyoungerremainedthoughtful。’HaveyouheardfromRosalately?’
heasked;’Ihadaletterthismorning。’
’Yes。Thelittleminxwritesrathertoooften。Sheishomesick——
thoughBrusselsmustbeanattractiveplaceenough。Butshemustmakethemostofhertimeoverthere。Ithoughtayearwouldbeenoughforher,afterthathigh-classschoolatSandbourne,butI
havedecidedtogivehertwo,andmakeagoodjobofit,expensiveastheestablishmentis。’
Theirtworatherharshfaceshadsofteneddirectlytheybegantospeakoftheirsister,whomtheylovedmoreambitiouslythantheylovedthemselves。
’Butwhereisthemoneytocomefrom,Joshua?’
’Ihavealreadygotit。’Helookedround,andfindingthatsomeboyswerenearwithdrewafewsteps。’Ihaveborroweditatfivepercent。fromthefarmerwhousedtooccupythefarmnextourfield。
Yourememberhim。’
’Butaboutpayinghim?’
’Ishallpayhimbydegreesoutofmystipend。No,Cornelius,itwasnousetodothethingbyhalves。Shepromisestobeamostattractive,nottosaybeautiful,girl。Ihaveseenthatforyears;
andifherfaceisnotherfortune,herfaceandherbrainstogetherwillbe,ifIobserveandcontrivearight。Thatsheshouldbe,everyinchofher,anaccomplishedandrefinedwoman,wasindispensableforthefulfilmentofherdestiny,andformovingonwardsandupwardswithus;andshe’lldoit,youwillsee。I’dhalfstarvemyselfratherthantakeherawayfromthatschoolnow。’
Theylookedroundtheschooltheywerein。ToCorneliusitwasnaturalandfamiliarenough,buttoJoshua,withhislimitedhumansympathies,whohadjustdroppedinfromasuperiorsortofplace,thesightjarredunpleasantly,asbeingthatofsomethinghehadleftbehind。’Ishallbegladwhenyouareoutofthis,’hesaid,’andinyourpulpit,andwellthroughyourfirstsermon。’
’Youmayaswellsayinductedintomyfatliving,whileyouareaboutit。’
’Ah,well——don’tthinklightlyoftheChurch。There’safineworkforanymanofenergyintheChurch,asyou’llfind,’hesaidfervidly。’Torrentsofinfidelitytobestemmed,newviewsofoldsubjectstobeexpounded,truthsinspirittobesubstitutedfortruthsintheletter……’Helapsedintoreveriewiththevisionofhiscareer,persuadinghimselfthatitwasardourforChristianitywhichspurredhimon,andnotprideofplace。Hehadshoulderedabodyofdoctrine,andwaspreparedtodefendittoothandnail,solelyforthehonourandglorythatwarriorswin。
’IftheChurchiselastic,andstretchestotheshapeofthetime,she’lllast,Isuppose,’saidCornelius。’Ifnot。Onlythink,I
boughtacopyofPaley’sEvidences,bestedition,broadmargins,excellentpreservation,atabookstalltheotherdayfor——ninepence;
andIthoughtthatatthisrateChristianitymustbeinratherabadway。’
’No,no!’saidtheotheralmost,angrily。’Itonlyshowsthatsuchdefencesarenolongernecessary。Men’seyescanseethetruthwithoutextraneousassistance。Besides,weareinforChristianity,andmuststicktoherwhetherorno。IamjustnowgoingrightthroughPusey’sLibraryoftheFathers。’
’You’llbeabishop,Joshua,beforeyouhavedone!’
’Ah!’saidtheotherbitterly,shakinghishead。’PerhapsImighthavebeen——Imighthavebeen!ButwhereismyD。D。orLL。D。;andhowbeabishopwithoutthatkindofappendage?ArchbishopTillotsonwasthesonofaSowerbyclothier,buthewassenttoClareCollege。TohailOxfordorCambridgeasalmamaterisnotforme——forus!MyGod!whenIthinkofwhatweshouldhavebeen——whatfairpromisehasbeenblightedbythatcursed,worthless——’
’Hush,hush!……ButIfeelit,too,asmuchasyou。Ihaveseenitmoreforciblylately。Youwouldhaveobtainedyourdegreelongbeforethistime——possiblyfellowship——andIshouldhavebeenonmywaytomine。’
’Don’ttalkofit,’saidtheother。’Wemustdothebestwecan。’
Theylookedoutofthewindowsadly,throughthedustypanes,sohighupthatonlytheskywasvisible。Bydegreesthehauntingtroubleloomedagain,andCorneliusbrokethesilencewithawhisper:’Hehascalledonme!’
ThelivingpulsesdiedonJoshua’sface,whichgrewaridasaclinker。’Whenwasthat?’heaskedquickly。
’Lastweek。’
’Howdidhegethere——somanymiles?’
’Camebyrailway。Hecametoaskformoney。’
’Ah!’
’Hesayshewillcallonyou。’
Joshuarepliedresignedly。Thethemeoftheirconversationspoilthisbuoyancyforthatafternoon。Hereturnedintheevening,Corneliusaccompanyinghimtothestation;buthedidnotreadinthetrainwhichtookhimbacktotheFountallTheologicalCollege,ashehaddoneonthewayout。Thatineradicabletroublestillremainedasasqualidspotintheexpanseofhislife。Hesatwiththeotherstudentsinthecathedralchoirnextday;andtherecollectionofthetroubleobscuredthepurplesplendourthrownbythepanesuponthefloor。
Itwasafternoon。AllwasasstillintheCloseasacathedral-greencanbebetweentheSundayservices,andtheincessantcawingoftherookswastheonlysound。JoshuaHalboroughhadfinishedhisasceticlunch,andhadgoneintothelibrary,wherehestoodforafewmomentslookingoutofthelargewindowfacingthegreen。Hesawwalkingslowlyacrossitamaninafustiancoatandabatteredwhitehatwithamuch-rufflednap,havinguponhisarmatallgipsy-womanwearinglongbrassearrings。Themanwasstaringquizzicallyatthewestfrontofthecathedral,andHalboroughrecognizedinhimtheformandfeaturesofhisfather。Whothewomanwasheknewnot。
AlmostassoonasJoshuabecameconsciousofthesethings,thesub-
dean,whowasalsotheprincipalofthecollege,andofwhomtheyoungmanstoodinmoreawethanoftheBishophimself,emergedfromthegateandenteredapathacrosstheClose。Thepairmetthedignitary,andtoJoshua’shorrorhisfatherturnedandaddressedthesub-dean。
Whatpassedbetweenthemhecouldnottell。Butashestoodinacoldsweathesawhisfatherplacehishandfamiliarlyonthesub-
dean’sshoulder;theshrinkingresponseofthelatter,andhisquickwithdrawal,toldhisfeeling。Thewomanseemedtosaynothing,butwhenthesub-deanhadpassedbytheycameontowardsthecollegegate。
Halboroughflewalongthecorridorandoutatasidedoor,soastointerceptthembeforetheycouldreachthefrontentrance,forwhichtheyweremaking。Hecaughtthembehindaclumpoflaurel。
’ByJerry,here’stheverychap!Well,you’reafinefellow,Jos,nevertosendyourfatherasmuchasatwisto’baccyonsuchanoccasion,andtoleavehimtotravelallthesemilestofindyeout!’
’First,whoisthis?’saidJoshuaHalboroughwithpaledignity,wavinghishandtowardsthebuxomwomanwiththegreatearrings。
’Dammy,themis’ess!Yourstep-mother!Didn’tyouknowI’dmarried?
Shehelpedmehomefrommarketonenight,andwecametoterms,andstruckthebargain。Didn’twe,Selinar?’
’Oi,bythegreatLordan’wedid!’simperedthelady。
’Well,whatsortofaplaceisthisyouarelivingin?’askedthemillwright。’Akindofhouse-of-correction,apparently?’
Joshualistenedabstractedly,hisfeaturessettoresignation。Sickathearthewasgoingtoaskthemiftheywereinwantofanynecessary,anymeal,whenhisfathercuthimshortbysaying,’Why,we’vecalledtoaskyetocomeroundandtakepot-luckwithusattheCock-and-Bottle,wherewe’veputupfortheday,onourwaytoseemis’ess’sfriendsatBinegarFair,wherethey’llbelyingundercanvasforanightortwo。AsforthevictualsattheCockIcan’ttestifyto’ematall;butforthedrink,they’vetherarestdropofOldTomthatI’vetastedformanyayear。’
’Thanks;butIamateetotaller;andIhavelunched,’saidJoshua,whocouldfullybelievehisfather’stestimonytothegin,fromtheodourofhisbreath。’Youseewehavetoobserveregularhabitshere;andIcouldn’tbeseenattheCock-and-Bottlejustnow。’
’Odammy,thendon’tcome,yourreverence。Perhapsyouwon’tmindstandingtreatforthosewhocanbeseenthere?’
’Notapenny,’saidtheyoungerfirmly。’You’vehadenoughalready。’
’Thankyoufornothing。Bythebye,whowasthatspindle-legged,shoe-buckledparsonfellerwemetbynow?Heseemedtothinkweshouldpoisonhim!’