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  Theacquaintancethusoddlyreopenedproceededapace。Sheoftenlookedouttogetafewwordswithhim,bynightorbyday。Hersorrowwasthatshecouldnotaccompanyheroneoldfriendonfootalittleway,andtalkmorefreelythanshecoulddowhilehepausedbeforethehouse。Onenight,atthebeginningofJune,whenshewasagainonthewatchafteranabsenceofsomedaysfromthewindow,heenteredthegateandsaidsoftly,’Now,wouldn’tsomeairdoyougood?I’veonlyhalfaloadthismorning。WhynotrideuptoCoventGardenwithme?There’saniceseatonthecabbages,whereI’vespreadasack。Youcanbehomeagaininacabbeforeanybodyisup。’

  Sherefusedatfirst,andthen,tremblingwithexcitement,hastilyfinishedherdressing,andwrappedherselfupincloakandveil,afterwardssidlingdownstairsbytheaidofthehandrail,inawayshecouldadoptonanemergency。WhenshehadopenedthedoorshefoundSamonthestep,andheliftedherbodilyonhisstrongarmacrossthelittleforecourtintohisvehicle。Notasoulwasvisibleoraudibleintheinfinitelengthofthestraight,flathighway,withitsever-waitinglampsconvergingtopointsineachdirection。Theairwasfreshascountryairatthishour,andthestarsshone,excepttothenorth-eastward,wheretherewasawhitishlight——thedawn。Samcarefullyplacedherintheseat,anddroveon。

  Theytalkedastheyhadtalkedinolddays,Sampullinghimselfupnowandthen,whenhethoughthimselftoofamiliar。Morethanonceshesaidwithmisgivingthatshewonderedifsheoughttohaveindulgedinthefreak。’ButIamsolonelyinmyhouse,’sheadded,’andthismakesmesohappy!’

  ’Youmustcomeagain,dearMrs。Twycott。Thereisnotimeo’dayfortakingtheairlikethis。’

  Itgrewlighterandlighter。Thesparrowsbecamebusyinthestreets,andthecitywaxeddenseraroundthem。Whentheyapproachedtheriveritwasday,andonthebridgetheybeheldthefullblazeofmorningsunlightinthedirectionofSt。Paul’s,theriverglisteningtowardsit,andnotacraftstirring。

  NearCoventGardenheputherintoacab,andtheyparted,lookingintoeachother’sfacesliketheveryoldfriendstheywere。Shereachedhomewithoutadventure,limpedtothedoor,andletherselfinwithherlatch-keyunseen。

  TheairandSam’spresencehadrevivedher:hercheekswerequitepink——almostbeautiful。Shehadsomethingtoliveforinadditiontoherson。Awomanofpureinstincts,sheknewtherehadbeennothingreallywronginthejourney,butsupposeditconventionallytobeverywrongindeed。

  Soon,however,shegavewaytothetemptationofgoingwithhimagain,andonthisoccasiontheirconversationwasdistinctlytender,andSamsaidhenevershouldforgether,notwithstandingthatshehadservedhimratherbadlyatonetime。Aftermuchhesitationhetoldherofaplanitwasinhispowertocarryout,andoneheshouldliketotakeinhand,sincehedidnotcareforLondonwork:itwastosetupasamastergreengrocerdownatAldbrickham,thecounty-

  townoftheirnativeplace。Heknewofanopening——ashopkeptbyagedpeoplewhowishedtoretire。

  ’Andwhydon’tyoudoit,then,Sam?’sheaskedwithaslightheartsinking。

  ’BecauseI’mnotsureif——you’djoinme。Iknowyouwouldn’t——

  couldn’t!Suchaladyasye’vebeensolong,youcouldn’tbeawifetoamanlikeme。’

  ’IhardlysupposeIcould!’sheassented,alsofrightenedattheidea。

  ’Ifyoucould,’hesaideagerly,’you’don’yhavetositinthebackparlourandlookthroughtheglasspartitionwhenIwasawaysometimes——justtokeepaneyeonthings。Thelamenesswouldn’thinderthat……I’dkeepyouasgenteelaseverIcould,dearSophy——ifImightthinkofit!’hepleaded。

  ’Sam,I’llbefrank,’shesaid,puttingherhandonhis。’IfitwereonlymyselfIwoulddoit,andgladly,thougheverythingIpossesswouldbelosttomebymarryingagain。’

  ’Idon’tmindthat!It’smoreindependent。’

  ’That’sgoodofyou,dear,dearSam。Butthere’ssomethingelse。I

  haveason……IalmostfancywhenIammiserablesometimesthatheisnotreallymine,butoneIholdintrustformylatehusband。Heseemstobelongsolittletomepersonally,soentirelytohisdeadfather。HeissomucheducatedandIsolittlethatIdonotfeeldignifiedenoughtobehismother……Well,hewouldhavetobetold。’

  ’Yes。Unquestionably。’Samsawherthoughtandherfear。’Still,youcandoasyoulike,Sophy——Mrs。Twycott,’headded。’Itisnotyouwhoarethechild,buthe。’

  ’Ah,youdon’tknow!Sam,ifIcould,Iwouldmarryyou,someday。

  Butyoumustwaitawhile,andletmethink。’

  Itwasenoughforhim,andhewasblitheattheirparting。Notsoshe。TotellRandolphseemedimpossible。ShecouldwaittillhehadgoneuptoOxford,whenwhatshedidwouldaffecthislifebutlittle。Butwouldheevertoleratetheidea?Andifnot,couldshedefyhim?

  Shehadnottoldhimawordwhentheyearlycricket-matchcameonatLord’sbetweenthepublicschools,thoughSamhadalreadygonebacktoAldbrickham。Mrs。Twycottfeltstrongerthanusual:shewenttothematchwithRandolph,andwasabletoleaveherchairandwalkaboutoccasionally。Thebrightideaoccurredtoherthatshecouldcasuallybroachthesubjectwhilemovingroundamongthespectators,whentheboy’sspiritswerehighwithinterestinthegame,andhewouldweighdomesticmattersasfeathersinthescalebesidetheday’svictory。TheypromenadedundertheluridJulysun,thispair,sowideapart,yetsonear,andSophysawthelargeproportionofboyslikeherown,intheirbroadwhitecollarsanddwarfhats,andallaroundtherowsofgreatcoachesunderwhichwasjumbledthedebrisofluxuriousluncheons;bones,pie-crusts,champagne-bottles,glasses,plates,napkins,andthefamilysilver;whileonthecoachessattheproudfathersandmothers;butneverapoormotherlikeher。

  IfRandolphhadnotappertainedtothese,hadnotcentredallhisinterestsinthem,hadnotcaredexclusivelyfortheclasstheybelongedto,howhappywouldthingshavebeen!Agreathuzzaatsomesmallperformancewiththebatburstfromthemultitudeofrelatives,andRandolphjumpedwildlyintotheairtoseewhathadhappened。

  Sophyfetchedupthesentencethathadbeenalreadyshaped;butshecouldnotgetitout。Theoccasionwas,perhaps,aninopportuneone。

  ThecontrastbetweenherstoryandthedisplayoffashiontowhichRandolphhadgrowntoregardhimselfasakinwouldbefatal。Sheawaitedabettertime。

  Itwasonaneveningwhentheywerealoneintheirplainsuburbanresidence,wherelifewasnotbluebutbrown,thatsheultimatelybrokesilence,qualifyingherannouncementofaprobablesecondmarriagebyassuringhimthatitwouldnottakeplaceforalongtimetocome,whenhewouldbelivingquiteindependentlyofher。

  Theboythoughttheideaaveryreasonableone,andaskedifshehadchosenanybody?Shehesitated;andheseemedtohaveamisgiving。

  Hehopedhisstepfatherwouldbeagentleman?hesaid。

  ’Notwhatyoucallagentleman,’sheansweredtimidly。’He’llbemuchasIwasbeforeIknewyourfather;’andbydegreessheacquaintedhimwiththewhole。Theyouth’sfaceremainedfixedforamoment;thenheflushed,leantonthetable,andburstintopassionatetears。

  Hismotherwentuptohim,kissedallofhisfacethatshecouldgetat,andpattedhisbackasifhewerestillthebabyheoncehadbeen,cryingherselfthewhile。Whenhehadsomewhatrecoveredfromhisparoxysmhewenthastilytohisownroomandfastenedthedoor。

  Parleyingswereattemptedthroughthekeyhole,outsidewhichshewaitedandlistened。Itwaslongbeforehewouldreply,andwhenhediditwastosaysternlyatherfromwithin:’Iamashamedofyou!

  Itwillruinme!Amiserableboor!achurl!aclown!ItwilldegrademeintheeyesofallthegentlemenofEngland!’

  ’Saynomore——perhapsIamwrong!Iwillstruggleagainstit!’shecriedmiserably。

  BeforeRandolphleftherthatsummeraletterarrivedfromSamtoinformherthathehadbeenunexpectedlyfortunateinobtainingtheshop。Hewasinpossession;itwasthelargestinthetown,combiningfruitwithvegetables,andhethoughtitwouldformahomeworthyevenofhersomeday。Mighthenotrunuptotowntoseeher?

  Shemethimbystealth,andsaidhemuststillwaitforherfinalanswer。Theautumndraggedon,andwhenRandolphwashomeatChristmasfortheholidaysshebroachedthematteragain。Buttheyounggentlemanwasinexorable。

  Itwasdroppedformonths;renewedagain;abandonedunderhisrepugnance;againattempted;andthusthegentlecreaturereasonedandpleadedtillfourorfivelongyearshadpassed。ThenthefaithfulSamrevivedhissuitwithsomeperemptoriness。Sophy’sson,nowanundergraduate,wasdownfromOxfordoneEaster,whensheagainopenedthesubject。Assoonashewasordained,sheargued,hewouldhaveahomeofhisown,whereinshe,withherbadgrammarandherignorance,wouldbeanencumbrancetohim。Betterobliterateherasmuchaspossible。

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