Theacquaintancethusoddlyreopenedproceededapace。Sheoftenlookedouttogetafewwordswithhim,bynightorbyday。Hersorrowwasthatshecouldnotaccompanyheroneoldfriendonfootalittleway,andtalkmorefreelythanshecoulddowhilehepausedbeforethehouse。Onenight,atthebeginningofJune,whenshewasagainonthewatchafteranabsenceofsomedaysfromthewindow,heenteredthegateandsaidsoftly,’Now,wouldn’tsomeairdoyougood?I’veonlyhalfaloadthismorning。WhynotrideuptoCoventGardenwithme?There’saniceseatonthecabbages,whereI’vespreadasack。Youcanbehomeagaininacabbeforeanybodyisup。’
Sherefusedatfirst,andthen,tremblingwithexcitement,hastilyfinishedherdressing,andwrappedherselfupincloakandveil,afterwardssidlingdownstairsbytheaidofthehandrail,inawayshecouldadoptonanemergency。WhenshehadopenedthedoorshefoundSamonthestep,andheliftedherbodilyonhisstrongarmacrossthelittleforecourtintohisvehicle。Notasoulwasvisibleoraudibleintheinfinitelengthofthestraight,flathighway,withitsever-waitinglampsconvergingtopointsineachdirection。Theairwasfreshascountryairatthishour,andthestarsshone,excepttothenorth-eastward,wheretherewasawhitishlight——thedawn。Samcarefullyplacedherintheseat,anddroveon。
Theytalkedastheyhadtalkedinolddays,Sampullinghimselfupnowandthen,whenhethoughthimselftoofamiliar。Morethanonceshesaidwithmisgivingthatshewonderedifsheoughttohaveindulgedinthefreak。’ButIamsolonelyinmyhouse,’sheadded,’andthismakesmesohappy!’
’Youmustcomeagain,dearMrs。Twycott。Thereisnotimeo’dayfortakingtheairlikethis。’
Itgrewlighterandlighter。Thesparrowsbecamebusyinthestreets,andthecitywaxeddenseraroundthem。Whentheyapproachedtheriveritwasday,andonthebridgetheybeheldthefullblazeofmorningsunlightinthedirectionofSt。Paul’s,theriverglisteningtowardsit,andnotacraftstirring。
NearCoventGardenheputherintoacab,andtheyparted,lookingintoeachother’sfacesliketheveryoldfriendstheywere。Shereachedhomewithoutadventure,limpedtothedoor,andletherselfinwithherlatch-keyunseen。
TheairandSam’spresencehadrevivedher:hercheekswerequitepink——almostbeautiful。Shehadsomethingtoliveforinadditiontoherson。Awomanofpureinstincts,sheknewtherehadbeennothingreallywronginthejourney,butsupposeditconventionallytobeverywrongindeed。
Soon,however,shegavewaytothetemptationofgoingwithhimagain,andonthisoccasiontheirconversationwasdistinctlytender,andSamsaidhenevershouldforgether,notwithstandingthatshehadservedhimratherbadlyatonetime。Aftermuchhesitationhetoldherofaplanitwasinhispowertocarryout,andoneheshouldliketotakeinhand,sincehedidnotcareforLondonwork:itwastosetupasamastergreengrocerdownatAldbrickham,thecounty-
townoftheirnativeplace。Heknewofanopening——ashopkeptbyagedpeoplewhowishedtoretire。
’Andwhydon’tyoudoit,then,Sam?’sheaskedwithaslightheartsinking。
’BecauseI’mnotsureif——you’djoinme。Iknowyouwouldn’t——
couldn’t!Suchaladyasye’vebeensolong,youcouldn’tbeawifetoamanlikeme。’
’IhardlysupposeIcould!’sheassented,alsofrightenedattheidea。
’Ifyoucould,’hesaideagerly,’you’don’yhavetositinthebackparlourandlookthroughtheglasspartitionwhenIwasawaysometimes——justtokeepaneyeonthings。Thelamenesswouldn’thinderthat……I’dkeepyouasgenteelaseverIcould,dearSophy——ifImightthinkofit!’hepleaded。
’Sam,I’llbefrank,’shesaid,puttingherhandonhis。’IfitwereonlymyselfIwoulddoit,andgladly,thougheverythingIpossesswouldbelosttomebymarryingagain。’
’Idon’tmindthat!It’smoreindependent。’
’That’sgoodofyou,dear,dearSam。Butthere’ssomethingelse。I
haveason……IalmostfancywhenIammiserablesometimesthatheisnotreallymine,butoneIholdintrustformylatehusband。Heseemstobelongsolittletomepersonally,soentirelytohisdeadfather。HeissomucheducatedandIsolittlethatIdonotfeeldignifiedenoughtobehismother……Well,hewouldhavetobetold。’
’Yes。Unquestionably。’Samsawherthoughtandherfear。’Still,youcandoasyoulike,Sophy——Mrs。Twycott,’headded。’Itisnotyouwhoarethechild,buthe。’
’Ah,youdon’tknow!Sam,ifIcould,Iwouldmarryyou,someday。
Butyoumustwaitawhile,andletmethink。’
Itwasenoughforhim,andhewasblitheattheirparting。Notsoshe。TotellRandolphseemedimpossible。ShecouldwaittillhehadgoneuptoOxford,whenwhatshedidwouldaffecthislifebutlittle。Butwouldheevertoleratetheidea?Andifnot,couldshedefyhim?
Shehadnottoldhimawordwhentheyearlycricket-matchcameonatLord’sbetweenthepublicschools,thoughSamhadalreadygonebacktoAldbrickham。Mrs。Twycottfeltstrongerthanusual:shewenttothematchwithRandolph,andwasabletoleaveherchairandwalkaboutoccasionally。Thebrightideaoccurredtoherthatshecouldcasuallybroachthesubjectwhilemovingroundamongthespectators,whentheboy’sspiritswerehighwithinterestinthegame,andhewouldweighdomesticmattersasfeathersinthescalebesidetheday’svictory。TheypromenadedundertheluridJulysun,thispair,sowideapart,yetsonear,andSophysawthelargeproportionofboyslikeherown,intheirbroadwhitecollarsanddwarfhats,andallaroundtherowsofgreatcoachesunderwhichwasjumbledthedebrisofluxuriousluncheons;bones,pie-crusts,champagne-bottles,glasses,plates,napkins,andthefamilysilver;whileonthecoachessattheproudfathersandmothers;butneverapoormotherlikeher。
IfRandolphhadnotappertainedtothese,hadnotcentredallhisinterestsinthem,hadnotcaredexclusivelyfortheclasstheybelongedto,howhappywouldthingshavebeen!Agreathuzzaatsomesmallperformancewiththebatburstfromthemultitudeofrelatives,andRandolphjumpedwildlyintotheairtoseewhathadhappened。
Sophyfetchedupthesentencethathadbeenalreadyshaped;butshecouldnotgetitout。Theoccasionwas,perhaps,aninopportuneone。
ThecontrastbetweenherstoryandthedisplayoffashiontowhichRandolphhadgrowntoregardhimselfasakinwouldbefatal。Sheawaitedabettertime。
Itwasonaneveningwhentheywerealoneintheirplainsuburbanresidence,wherelifewasnotbluebutbrown,thatsheultimatelybrokesilence,qualifyingherannouncementofaprobablesecondmarriagebyassuringhimthatitwouldnottakeplaceforalongtimetocome,whenhewouldbelivingquiteindependentlyofher。
Theboythoughttheideaaveryreasonableone,andaskedifshehadchosenanybody?Shehesitated;andheseemedtohaveamisgiving。
Hehopedhisstepfatherwouldbeagentleman?hesaid。
’Notwhatyoucallagentleman,’sheansweredtimidly。’He’llbemuchasIwasbeforeIknewyourfather;’andbydegreessheacquaintedhimwiththewhole。Theyouth’sfaceremainedfixedforamoment;thenheflushed,leantonthetable,andburstintopassionatetears。
Hismotherwentuptohim,kissedallofhisfacethatshecouldgetat,andpattedhisbackasifhewerestillthebabyheoncehadbeen,cryingherselfthewhile。Whenhehadsomewhatrecoveredfromhisparoxysmhewenthastilytohisownroomandfastenedthedoor。
Parleyingswereattemptedthroughthekeyhole,outsidewhichshewaitedandlistened。Itwaslongbeforehewouldreply,andwhenhediditwastosaysternlyatherfromwithin:’Iamashamedofyou!
Itwillruinme!Amiserableboor!achurl!aclown!ItwilldegrademeintheeyesofallthegentlemenofEngland!’
’Saynomore——perhapsIamwrong!Iwillstruggleagainstit!’shecriedmiserably。
BeforeRandolphleftherthatsummeraletterarrivedfromSamtoinformherthathehadbeenunexpectedlyfortunateinobtainingtheshop。Hewasinpossession;itwasthelargestinthetown,combiningfruitwithvegetables,andhethoughtitwouldformahomeworthyevenofhersomeday。Mighthenotrunuptotowntoseeher?
Shemethimbystealth,andsaidhemuststillwaitforherfinalanswer。Theautumndraggedon,andwhenRandolphwashomeatChristmasfortheholidaysshebroachedthematteragain。Buttheyounggentlemanwasinexorable。
Itwasdroppedformonths;renewedagain;abandonedunderhisrepugnance;againattempted;andthusthegentlecreaturereasonedandpleadedtillfourorfivelongyearshadpassed。ThenthefaithfulSamrevivedhissuitwithsomeperemptoriness。Sophy’sson,nowanundergraduate,wasdownfromOxfordoneEaster,whensheagainopenedthesubject。Assoonashewasordained,sheargued,hewouldhaveahomeofhisown,whereinshe,withherbadgrammarandherignorance,wouldbeanencumbrancetohim。Betterobliterateherasmuchaspossible。