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  Mr。Twycottknewperfectlywellthathehadcommittedsocialsuicidebythisstep,despiteSophy’sspotlesscharacter,andhehadtakenhismeasuresaccordingly。AnexchangeoflivingshadbeenarrangedwithanacquaintancewhowasincumbentofachurchinthesouthofLondon,andassoonaspossiblethecoupleremovedthither,abandoningtheirprettycountryhome,withtreesandshrubsandglebe,foranarrow,dustyhouseinalong,straightstreet,andtheirfinepealofbellsforthewretchedestone-tonguedclangourthatevertorturedmortalears。Itwasallonheraccount。Theywere,however,awayfromeveryonewhohadknownherformerposition;

  andalsounderlessobservationfromwithoutthantheywouldhavehadtoputupwithinanycountryparish。

  Sophythewomanwasascharmingapartnerasamancouldpossess,thoughSophytheladyhadherdeficiencies。Sheshowedanaturalaptitudeforlittledomesticrefinements,sofarasrelatedtothingsandmanners;butinwhatiscalledcultureshewaslessintuitive。

  Shehadnowbeenmarriedmorethanfourteenyears,andherhusbandhadtakenmuchtroublewithhereducation;butshestillheldconfusedideasontheuseof’was’and’were,’whichdidnotbegetarespectforheramongthefewacquaintancesshemade。Hergreatgriefinthisrelationwasthatheronlychild,onwhoseeducationnoexpensehadbeenandwouldbespared,wasnowoldenoughtoperceivethesedeficienciesinhismother,andnotonlytoseethembuttofeelirritatedattheirexistence。

  Thusshelivedoninthecity,andwastedhoursinbraidingherbeautifulhair,tillheronceapplecheekswanedtopinkoftheveryfaintest。Herfoothadneverregaineditsnaturalstrengthaftertheaccident,andshewasmostlyobligedtoavoidwalkingaltogether。

  HerhusbandhadgrowntolikeLondonforitsfreedomanditsdomesticprivacy;buthewastwentyyearshisSophy’ssenior,andhadlatterlybeenseizedwithaseriousillness。Onthisday,however,hehadseemedtobewellenoughtojustifyheraccompanyinghersonRandolphtotheconcert。

  Thenexttimewegetaglimpseofheriswhensheappearsinthemournfulattireofawidow。

  Mr。Twycotthadneverrallied,andnowlayinawell-packedcemeterytothesouthofthegreatcity,where,ifallthedeaditcontainedhadstooderectandalive,notonewouldhaveknownhimorrecognizedhisname。Theboyhaddutifullyfollowedhimtothegrave,andwasnowagainatschool。

  ThroughoutthesechangesSophyhadbeentreatedlikethechildshewasinnaturethoughnotinyears。Shewasleftwithnocontroloveranythingthathadbeenherhusband’sbeyondhermodestpersonalincome。Inhisanxietylestherinexperienceshouldbeoverreachedhehadsafeguardedwithtrusteesallhepossiblycould。Thecompletionoftheboy’scourseatthepublicschool,tobefollowedinduetimebyOxfordandordination,hadbeenallprevisionedandarranged,andshereallyhadnothingtooccupyherintheworldbuttoeatanddrink,andmakeabusinessofindolence,andgoonweavingandcoilingthenut-brownhair,merelykeepingahomeopenforthesonwheneverhecametoherduringvacations。

  Foreseeinghisprobabledeceaselongyearsbeforeher,herhusbandinhislifetimehadpurchasedforheruseasemi-detachedvillainthesamelong,straightroadwhereonthechurchandparsonagefaced,whichwastobehersaslongasshechosetoliveinit。Hereshenowresided,lookingoutuponthefragmentoflawninfront,andthroughtherailingsattheever-flowingtraffic;or,bendingforwardoverthewindow-sillonthefirstfloor,stretchinghereyesfarupanddownthevistaofsootytrees,hazyair,anddrabhouse-facades,alongwhichechoedthenoisescommontoasuburbanmainthoroughfare。

  Somehow,herboy,withhisaristocraticschool-knowledge,hisgrammars,andhisaversions,waslosingthosewideinfantinesympathies,extendingasfarastothesunandmoonthemselves,withwhichhe,likeotherchildren,hadbeenborn,andwhichhismother,achildofnatureherself,hadlovedinhim;hewasreducingtheircompasstoapopulationofafewthousandwealthyandtitledpeople,themereveneerofathousandmillionorsoofotherswhodidnotinteresthimatall。Hedriftedfurtherandfurtherawayfromher。

  Sophy’smilieubeingasuburbofminortradesmenandunder-clerks,andheralmostonlycompanionsthetwoservantsofherownhouse,itwasnotsurprisingthatafterherhusband’sdeathshesoonlostthelittleartificialtastesshehadacquiredfromhim,andbecame——inherson’seyes——amotherwhosemistakesandoriginitwashispainfullotasagentlemantoblushfor。Asyethewasfarfrombeingmanenough——ifheeverwouldbe——toratethesesinsofhersattheirtrueinfinitesimalvaluebesidetheyearningfondnessthatwelledupandremainedpennedinherhearttillitshouldbemorefullyacceptedbyhim,orbysomeotherpersonorthing。Ifhehadlivedathomewithherhewouldhavehadallofit;butheseemedtorequiresoverylittleinpresentcircumstances,anditremainedstored。

  Herlifebecameinsupportablydreary;shecouldnottakewalks,andhadnointerestingoingfordrives,or,indeed,intravellinganywhere。Nearlytwoyearspassedwithoutanevent,andstillshelookedonthatsuburbanroad,thinkingofthevillageinwhichshehadbeenborn,andwhithershewouldhavegoneback——Ohowgladly!——

  eventoworkinthefields。

  Takingnoexercise,sheoftencouldnotsleep,andwouldriseinthenightorearlymorningandlookoutuponthethenvacantthoroughfare,wherethelampsstoodlikesentinelswaitingforsomeprocessiontogoby。Anapproximationtosuchaprocessionwasindeedmadeearlyeverymorningaboutoneo’clock,whenthecountryvehiclespassedupwithloadsofvegetablesforCoventGardenmarket。

  Sheoftensawthemcreepingalongatthissilentandduskyhour——

  waggonafterwaggon,bearinggreenbastionsofcabbagesnoddingtotheirfall,yetneverfalling,wallsofbasketsenclosingmassesofbeansandpeas,pyramidsofsnow-whiteturnips,swayinghowdahsofmixedproduce——creepingalongbehindagednight-horses,whoseemedeverpatientlywonderingbetweentheirhollowcoughswhytheyhadalwaystoworkatthatstillhourwhenallothersentientcreatureswereprivilegedtorest。Wrappedinacloak,itwassoothingtowatchandsympathizewiththemwhendepressionandnervousnesshinderedsleep,andtoseehowthefreshgreen-stuffbrightenedtolifeasitcameoppositethelamp,andhowthesweatinganimalssteamedandshonewiththeirmilesoftravel。

  Theyhadaninterest,almostacharm,forSophy,thesesemiruralpeopleandvehiclesmovinginanurbanatmosphere,leadingalifequitedistinctfromthatofthedaytimetoilersonthesameroad。

  Onemorningamanwhoaccompaniedawaggon-loadofpotatoesgazedratherhardatthehouse-frontsashepassed,andwithacuriousemotionshethoughthisformwasfamiliartoher。Shelookedoutforhimagain。Hisbeinganold-fashionedconveyance,withayellowfront,itwaseasilyrecognizable,andonthethirdnightaftershesawitasecondtime。Themanalongsidewas,asshehadfancied,SamHobson,formerlygardeneratGaymead,whowouldatonetimehavemarriedher。

  Shehadoccasionallythoughtofhim,andwonderediflifeinacottagewithhimwouldnothavebeenahappierlotthanthelifeshehadaccepted。Shehadnotthoughtofhimpassionately,buthernowdismalsituationlentaninteresttohisresurrection——atenderinterestwhichitisimpossibletoexaggerate。Shewentbacktobed,andbeganthinking。Whendidthesemarket-gardeners,whotravelleduptotownsoregularlyatoneortwointhemorning,comeback?Shedimlyrecollectedseeingtheiremptywaggons,hardlynoticeableamidtheordinaryday-traffic,passingdownatsomehourbeforenoon。

  ItwasonlyApril,butthatmorning,afterbreakfast,shehadthewindowopened,andsatlookingout,thefeeblesunshiningfulluponher。Sheaffectedtosew,buthereyesneverleftthestreet。

  Betweentenandeleventhedesiredwaggon,nowunladen,reappearedonitsreturnjourney。ButSamwasnotlookingroundhimthen,anddroveoninareverie。

  ’Sam!’criedshe。

  Turningwithastart,hisfacelightedup。Hecalledtohimalittleboytoholdthehorse,alighted,andcameandstoodunderherwindow。

  ’Ican’tcomedowneasily,Sam,orIwould!’shesaid。’DidyouknowIlivedhere?’

  ’Well,Mrs。Twycott,Iknewyoulivedalongheresomewhere。Ihaveoftenlookedoutfor’ee。’

  Hebrieflyexplainedhisownpresenceonthescene。HehadlongsincegivenuphisgardeninginthevillagenearAldbrickham,andwasnowmanageratamarket-gardener’sonthesouthsideofLondon,itbeingpartofhisdutytogouptoCoventGardenwithwaggon-loadsofproducetwoorthreetimesaweek。Inanswertohercuriousinquiry,headmittedthathehadcometothisparticulardistrictbecausehehadseenintheAldbrickhampaper,ayearortwobefore,theannouncementofthedeathinSouthLondonoftheaforetimevicarofGaymead,whichhadrevivedaninterestinherdwelling-placethathecouldnotextinguish,leadinghimtohoveraboutthelocalitytillhispresentposthadbeensecured。

  TheyspokeoftheirnativevillageindearoldNorthWessex,thespotsinwhichtheyhadplayedtogetheraschildren。Shetriedtofeelthatshewasadignifiedpersonagenow,thatshemustnotbetooconfidentialwithSam。Butshecouldnotkeepitup,andthetearshanginginhereyeswereindicatedinhervoice。

  ’Youarenothappy,Mrs。Twycott,I’mafraid?’hesaid。

  ’O,ofcoursenot!Ilostmyhusbandonlytheyearbeforelast。’

  ’Ah!Imeantinanotherway。You’dliketobehomeagain?’

  ’Thisismyhome——forlife。Thehousebelongstome。ButI

  understand’——Sheletitoutthen。’Yes,Sam。Ilongforhome——OUR

  home!ISHOULDliketobethere,andneverleaveit,anddiethere。’

  Butsherememberedherself。’That’sonlyamomentaryfeeling。I

  haveason,youknow,adearboy。He’satschoolnow。’

  ’Somewherehandy,Isuppose?Iseethere’slotson’emalongthisroad。’

  ’Ono!Notinoneofthesewretchedholes!Atapublicschool——oneofthemostdistinguishedinEngland。’

  ’Chok’itall!ofcourse!Iforget,ma’am,thatyou’vebeenaladyforsomanyyears。’

  ’No,Iamnotalady,’shesaidsadly。’Inevershallbe。Buthe’sagentleman,andthat——makesit——Ohowdifficultforme!’

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